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November 2012

I think you are by far the best scenario writer on here! You're reliable with posting and you're always nice even to stupid people who don't deserve it, you're an amazing writer, and you're funny! I thnk you have a long career in writing! You are definitly the best!

Awwww that’s so sweet of you to say anon <3 <3 <3 [Let me shower you with hearts]. I hope too, that my followers don’t get tired of me and that I’m able to write a lot more :) 

Thank you once again <3 <3 

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Nov 28, 2012 2 notes
i am JEALOUS of those who are younger than these maknaes... e_____e lol! i love his flat expressions too! but i think what got to me most was his lisp. it's so attractive, and yeah. very different from what i usually receive from guys. hahaha! oh yeahhh! the peasant!! i love it, because it does seem it like it too! OH SEHUN. <3 his bbuing bbuing :3 it's just...DAEBAK! him and Chanyeol having deep voices and saying bbuing bbuing. ehehehe

Oh my goodness you’re like the firs person who had pointed out his deep voice. Thankyou *clap clap* I felt like no one besides me noticed it! I think it’s fair to say the exo boys will be the cause of our deaths lol! <3 <3 

Awww if it makes you feel any better.. Korean men love noonas ;) <3 

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Nov 28, 2012
I really liked the Sehun scenario! And also the one with Tao (♡), which you posted about a week ago [and I forgot to comment about it]. (: ~Anon Naiya

Awww thankyou! <3 <3 <3 I had to think for a minute about which Tao scenario you were talking about hahaha! 

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Nov 28, 2012
i know! same here. he's been on my list for quite a while now, and i hate it. that kid is so le young for me. i already cried when my ultimate bias Tao was five months younger. T____________T hahahah! my reactions. >_< lol! i love Sehun's *i am SO amused at everything* face. lmao!

I’m glad I’m younger than him. *yayy* and i think one of the reasons I do like him is because of his flat facial expressions. And the joke going on around tumblr about Sehun thinking everyone else is a peasants always gets me. I just love him so much. <3 <3 

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Nov 28, 2012
Oh my god. Sehun....*breathes hard* My heart is pounding so much. *punches Sehun* hahahha. an evil maknae for sure!!! LOL. but i love him too much. T_______T

Yes Sehun has been on top of my Exo K bias too for quite a while now! He is such a cutie though. I can’t imagine him being so evil lolololol. I love your reactions! <3 <3 

Sehun style clapping? 

Nov 28, 2012
Nov 28, 2012 55 notes
#exo m #exo k #suho #kris #tao #lay #luhan #chen #kai
I promise [Sehun]

Requested by anon 




You tip toed into Exo K’s dorm to surprise Sehun. It was early in the morning and you were sure he would be a sleep.

“What are you doing here so early?” Kai asked walking out the room, still stretching and yawning.

“Shhhhhhhh.” You glared at him, putting your finger close to your lips.

“Oh, you’re trying to scare him,” he whispered. You nodded and continued to the room. As soon as you poked your head inside, Sehun popped in front of you. You immediately jumped back clenching your fist close to your heart.

“How did you know I was coming?” you asked. Your eyes were wide open and your heart was racing.

“I was half awake when I heard Kai,” he winked at you, pulling you closer to him.

“Kai oppa,” you made a face and snapped your fingers.

“Hey hey hey, don’t worry, you’ll get plenty of chances to scare me.”

“Really?” you said leaning in closer to him. “And why is your mood so good today?”

“My mood is always good,” he replied. You gave him one of you classic looks, as if he was hiding something. Sehun was never the talking type. In fact he barely ever talked, while you pattered all the time.

“It’s really nothing,” he chuckled. “Can’t I be all cheerful for once?”

“Of course,” you said finally letting that smile you had been holding back to appear on your face. Sehun leaned in and gave you a quick peck.

“Oh my God, and I get a kiss too? Wow it must be my lucky day,” you teased him.

“Aish,” he patted you and dragged you out the room. He had a lot going on his mind. He knew he had to fix what he had done wrong and making you happy was the only way he could come over his guilt.

Everybody settled down on the breakfast table. You helped Suho and Kyungsoo set up the food. The other boys never bothered doing anything.

“You guys should really help around sometimes.”

“Sorry no can’t do,” Kai said pouting cutely. “Hyungs lost in scissor, paper, rock.”

“Oh gosh you guys and your silly games,” you shook your head, sitting opposite Sehun. He seemed to be lost.

“Are you okay?” you asked. He didn’t respond, but instead continued to stare at his empty plate. You looked at Kai and then back to Sehun. Kai lifted his hand to stop you from calling his name again. He got up, stood behind Sehun and smacked the back of his head.

“Huh,” Sehun shook his head violently from side to side. “What happened?”

“Where are you lost?” both you and Baekhyun asked at the same time. Before he could answer, the room filled with laughter. Sehun’s surprised expressions were way too funny for anyone to hold back their laughter.

“I hate all of you,” he cringed his nose.

“Okay everybody eat quietly,” Suho announced. There was no defying, his orders. You looked at Sehun from time to time. There was clearly something bothering him. You wanted to know what it was but you couldn’t force it out of him. You respected his privacy. If it was something important, he would tell you himself.

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Your friends had forced you to party on a weekday. You were regretting it since you had to sneak back into your dorm now. The university admins were pretty harsh if someone didn’t follow the rules. You had sneaked in a bunch of times so it wasn’t as hard. Just as you were about to unlock your room’s door your phone buzzed.

‘I’m outside your dorm. Come get me..’ ­– it was from Sehun.

‘Are you kidding me? I just sneaked in myself.’

‘Just come get meeeee..’ –he insisted.

You didn’t have a choice but to go get him.

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“Can you tell me ahead of time next time if you’re coming so I can be ready?” you pouted as the two of you entered your dorm.

“Mianhe,” he mumbled.

“What?” you turned around, a little surprised yet amused. “Did you just say mianhe?”

“Oh please don’t get started with it again,” Sehun chuckled.

“But you never say sorry,” you said.

“Maybe I’m trying to change things up a little bit.”

“Really?” you asked.

“Ye,” he said sighing deeply.

“Then,” you walked closer and put your arms around him, “how about you start smiling more often. Last time I saw you smile was ….. “ you paused and made a sort of funny expression to mock him for never smiling. “Never,” you finally finished your sentence.

“Aish,” he shook his head. “I do smile… see.” He pulled a smile.

“That’s good. Now let’s work on making it look a little more natural,” you patted his chest and turned around to unpack.

“Do you have stuff due tomorrow?” he asked.

“Nope.”

“Oh really because I was thinking..” he trailed off and held you from behind.

“What?” you asked turning around. You sort of got the hint but you weren’t sure. 

“Umm…,” he paused to clear his throat. “I was thinking.. if we could…you know.”

“Watch a movie?” you filled in for him. You were trying to change the topic because you felt like you weren’t ready for it yet and you didn’t want to disappoint him.

“Ahh yeah,” he mumbled. Both you and him jumped into bed, cuddling close to each other. you lay your head on his chest and he rested his arm around you.

“Well this is fun,” he said staring at the screen.

“Then what do you want to do?” you asked, lifting your head slightly. He sat up forcing you to sit up too. Before you could say anything he connected his lips to yours. He didn’t give you a chance to refuse this time and began taking off your cloths. You thought for a brief second but gave in. You had been with him for almost a year. It was finally time- you figured.

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Sehun was already in the bathroom when you woke up the next morning. You wouldn’t have woken up that early, had his phone not buzzed.

“Oppa,” you mumbled from under the sheets. He obviously couldn’t hear you. You grabbed his phone in frustration and were about to toss it away but something caught your eye. It was an unknown number. 7 missed calls. You stared at the small flashing screen for a long time. Not wanting to, you opened the messages that Sehun had received from the number.

1.  ‘What’s the matter with you?’

2. ‘Pick up the phone Sehun’

3. ‘I’ll tell her all about it if you don’t pick up my phone…’

4. ‘ Okay meet me at café at 5 today otherwise I’ll do something that will destroy you..’

Your jaw dropped in surprise. Who was this person? What did they want? Why were they threatening your boyfriend? You heard the bathroom door clicked so you quickly put the phone away and pretended to sleep. He sat beside you, looked at his phone, shook his head and put it away.  He turned around, looking at you with his loving eyes. He gave you a quick peck and quickly left.

Now it was up to you to make the decision. Were you going to follow him and see who he was meeting or were you going to trust him? There was a lot going on in your head. You had to make sure he was safe. The messages were so vague, you were afraid he might be in some big trouble.

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You reached the café a little before five. You chose a small, dark corner and made yourself comfortable. You covered half your face with a scarf so nobody would recognize you. There were very few people in there. A couple sitting in the other corner. An old man ordering his coffee and a girl sitting two tables down from you.

Sehun walked in at exactly 5 o clock. Your heard began racing. It nearly popped out when he went and sat across the girl who was sitting very close to you.

“What do you want?” he asked grinding his teeth.

“I want you to leave her. Is that too much to ask for?” she said.

Your mouth fell open. Could she be talking about you? You turned your head slightly to look at them. Sehun seemed tensed, clenching his fist and grinding his teeth.

“I told you I can’t do that.”

“Then why don’t you just tell her that you slept with me so you can make things easy for her.”

“Shut up,” he snapped.

Your heart sank at the words you had just heard. You felt like everything had stopped for a second. Nothing was making sense. You had just spent a wonderful night with him but all of it was a lie. He was lying to you the whole time. He was cheating on you and you accepting all of his wishes like a fool.

“You told me you loved me Sehun,” she said. Her voice choked and she began crying.

“I’m sorry,” Sehun whispered. You couldn’t take it anymore. A gush of disgust took over you. You sprang out of your chair and walked up to the two of them. Sehun gasped and got up immediately.

“_________,” your name came out of his mouth effortlessly. You had prepared yourself to slap him across his face for what he had done but for some reason the closer you got, more of your energy began to drain out of your body. Both you and him didn’t leave each other’s strong gaze for even a second. You were about to cry and so was he. You lifted your hand but it dropped automatically.

“I … never..want to see ..you ..again,” you said in broken words and ran out the door before he could stop you.

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Sehun knocked on your door everyday for the next week but you never bothered to open the door. He had no idea how much he’d hurt you. You tried hard to overcome the pain but it didn’t go away. How could it? You had trusted him with all your heart and he had betrayed you. In fact he had used you.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled. You were getting tired of him coming every morning and standing outside your door, begging you to open it.

“It’s me Kai,” the voice from the other side said.

“Did Sehun bring you here?” you asked.

“__________  just open the door.”

“No!,”

“He is not here,” he said after a while.

“Liar.”

“Come and look if you want to.”

You walked up to the door and looked through the peep hole. He was right. Sehun wasn’t there.

“What do you want?” you asked.

“Just open the door. I want to talk to you.”

You gave in, and opened the door slightly. You felt a stronger force push it more. Sehun had been hiding on the side.

“Oppa,” you shot a disgusted look at Kai.

“_____________, please hear him out for once, please. He’s been so miserable for the past week. He is to embarrassed to tell anyone. I’m the only one who knows about this. Please listen to him.”

“How could you?” you asked.

“I’m sorry.” Kai replied and pushed Sehun inside. He closed the door so the two of you could have some privacy.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled.

“__________ please listen to me at least once.” He put his hand n your shoulder. You shrugged it off.

“I’m really sorry.”

“No you’re not. All the niceness was all an act wasn’t it?” you turned around to reveal your puffy eyes. “You used me to get over your guilt. How could you Sehun. You forced me to do it just because you wanted to wash away your own wrong doings. How could you be so selfish? You should have just left me instead.”

“I couldn’t.”

“WHY?” you yelled once again.

“Because I love you _________.” He grabbed you tightly.

“No you don’t,” you struggled to loosen his grip.

“I do. I love you and only you. I just got carried away and I don’t know what happened to me. But, now I’ve realized that I love you not her.”

“Sleeping with her made you realize that?” you asked, even more disgusted this time. Sehun stared at you blankly. He was trying to form the words but obviously he didn’t have anything to say.

“You know what I have a better idea. How about I cheat on you to make it even? How about I go sleep with someone else?” you proposed. Sehun glared at you with his bloodshot eyes. Did you really mean what you were saying?

“Does that sound fair? Maybe then I’ll be able to forgive you?” you asked.

“What?” he shook his head in disbelief.

“Exactly,” you scoffed. “Now you know how it feels right?”

“___________ I’m really sorry. If I didn’t care about you I wouldn’t have come back to you. I wouldn’t have begged you. I made a mistake and I’ve regretted it every day. I still do.” He held you more softly this time. “I’m really afraid to lose you.”

“And you weren’t when you were cheating on me?”

“I was stupid. I didn’t realize your worth but now I do.” 

“Do you?” you raised your eyebrows.

“I do. You have no idea how much I hate myself for hurting you. Call me heartless but I didn’t feel anything when I saw her cry but when I saw tears in your eyes, I felt like a knife was running through my heart. I couldn’t take it and I know it’s because I love you. I promise it will never happen again. I’ve made such a horrible mistake that can’t be forgiven but I’m asking you for forgiveness because I know you have a good heart. I know you love me _________. You keep up with me, despite my weird attitude. Only you can understand me. I don’t have to be different around you. Just.. please..,” he sighed and hugged you. You placed your hands on his chest to create some distance between the two of you.

“I’m scared,” you mumbled after many minutes of silence.

“If you give me another chance you’ll never have to be scared again,” he replied.

“But what if you..”

“It won’t. I promise,” he hugged you more tightly. You slid your hands behind him and hugged him back.

“Thank-you,” you heard him whisper.

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Sehun doesn’t seem like the type who would cheat on his girlfriend. So I know anon who requested it wanted me to elaborate on the ‘girl cheating on him’ but I just couldn’t do it. It all felt too weird so I just added it as a suggestion. 

Nov 28, 2012 79 notes
#Sehun #kpop scenarios #sehun scenarios #Exo #Exo K #exo scenarios
OMG! I want to be mad at Lay, but at the same time, I don't! His smile on the side page is too much for me to handle. your scenario is making me cry, but Lay's smile is making me happy. How is it that your scenario can bring so much?! LOL. I LOVE YOU! <3 ;_____;

Hahaha  awwww that’s the magic of the unicorn. He can heal anyone’s wounds. [It’s funny because I was just watching one of the old Exo M interviews and he was talking about his powers] 

Thank you so much! I honestly didn’t think I did justice to this scenario but you guys are making me happy. Jhumal Saranghaeo <3 

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Nov 27, 2012
Your Lay scenario made me tear up, not going to lie...or maybe I'm just too sensitive...But I loved it! It wasn't how I thought it would end up, but omg, my Lay feels! Lol, probably one of my favorites! :))

Yeah my hands were itching to rewrite the ending but I always try hard to make me scenarios seem a little bit realistic so I decided not to change it. I’m glad you liked it. I had mixed feelings about this.. :) <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 27, 2012
Moving on [Lay]

Requested by anon peach




Present day:  

You see her giggle over the text she had just received. You know well who it is from but you don’t care enough to make any remarks.

“Oh hey _________, I didn’t see you come in,” Su ji says raising her head.

“Ah, I just came back.”

“How was it? Did they say you have a chance?” she asks enthusiastically.

“I’m not sure. They always put on such a poker face it’s hard to tell. I’ve been waiting for my debut for so long. It’s about time they give me something..” you sigh.

“Aish, you’ll get there soon,” she says with an encouraging smile. You smile back just like always, when you look at her. Only you knew the pain of having to live life like that. Suji was a much younger trainee than you and she was soon debuting while you were still waiting for the big news. On top of that she was dating the man you once loved madly, still did and you knew in your heart that you always will.

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Flashback:

You walked down the hall towards your practice room casually, when someone grabbed you and pulled you into a tiny room. Before you could open your mouth to scream, two hands covered your mouth. The person brought his lips close to your ear and whispered, “Don’t scream. It’s me.” The wrinkles on your forehead disappeared and a smooth smile covered your lips. You turned around slightly only to be pinned against the wall.

“How long are we going to keep it like this?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders and brought himself a little more close to you.

“I don’t know,” he finally said and leaned in to kiss you. You looked away.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you mumbled.

“_____________, if this is still about keeping this relationship a secret than you already know my answer,” he said and turned around.

“Why can’t we tell anyone? It’s been over a year Yixing. I’m getting tired of it.”

“You know it wouldn’t be right. Neither for you nor for me. They’ll make us breakup before either one of us debuts.”

“We can figure something out later.”

“Be realistic ________,” he said a little more sternly this time.

“Are you sure that’s the only reason or is there something else?” you asked, getting a little suspicious.

“What do you mean?” he turned around, looking really hurt. You wanted to say more but you thought it better to not. You hated arguing with him.

“Nothing,” you mumbled and began to leave.

“______________,” he called after you.

“Ye,” you turned around. He came closer and held your hand. Your sixth sense told you that something bad was about to happen.

“I love you,” he said. His words made you smile. No matter how much the two of you fought over that topic, he always found a way to make you feel better. “but,” he continued, “I think we should take a break.”

“What?” you gasped. The smile escaped your face as quickly as it had come. You were confused and a little shaken. His hand began to slide away. You tried to regain the grip but it was too late. “What do you mean?” you asked.

“All of this.. there’s just too much happening right now. I think we both need some time to ourselves.”

“If this is about what I said earlier than I take all of that back. I promise to never bring it up again,” you said in sort of a desperate way. Had you known your wishes were going to lead this, you would have never uttered such words. You were regretting them more than ever.  “I’m sorry Yixing.”

“No ________, you don’t have to be sorry. What I’m saying is better for both of us.”

“But why all of a sudden?”

“Because..,” he trailed off. Both you and him stood in a deep cutting silence. You wanted answers to your questions. He was afraid because he didn’t have any. You were so deeply engulfed in your thoughts that you didn’t even realize that he had left. He left without saying anything. He left you heartbroken.

.

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You didn’t have to wait long to find out why he had done that. Three months after your breakup, Yixing debuted under the group called Exo M. It started making sense to you. He did it because he knew the time was nearing so he had to prepare himself. Take his mind off of you and focus more on what was ahead of him.

You on the other hand were still a trainee. A year passed by in a breeze but a lot had changed. Suji had joined the company as a beginner. Yixing was better known with his stage name –Lay. You had avoided bumping into him ever since the breakup. It hurt to see him and it hurt even more when you saw him with Suji.

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Present day:

You sit across from Suji, swinging your leg back and forth, in a deep state of thinking. The door suddenly opens and in walks Lay.

“Why haven’t you been replying to my message,” he says.

“I was just about to,” Suji replies tucking her hair back. He leans in to give her a peck but she pushes him away and signals him to turn around. He does as she says and almost jumps back realizing that you are in the room too. Seeing you so up close, after so long brings a different sort of expression to his face. You can’t read it anymore. It’s hard to. He has distanced himself enough from you, for you to be able to tell what he is thinking.

You smile and get up to leave.

“_____________,” he calls your name. “You don’t have to go.”

‘Oh the irony’- you think to yourself and continue out the door.  If only he had said those words a year ago.

“What happened to her?” Suji asks him as soon as you leave. Lay caresses her cheek and then shakes his head. To this day he has been debating if he should tell her about the relationship he had with you.

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You walked into the building with a heavy heart the next day. You didn’t quite know if it was because of seeing Lay the night before or that you were just tired of waiting for your chance to debut.  A staff member called you from the corner and signaled you to go to the office. Your heart began to race. As you took each step, you got even more nervous. All sorts of questions popped up in your head. Why would they be calling you? Are you getting rejected or do they have a good news for you?

You were asked to settle in the chair opposite, the recruitment officer. She was the one who had spotted you outside of your school four years ago.  

“So we have finally made a decision for you,” she said. You didn’t know how to respond so you continued to stare at her with a blank expression.

“We have decided to debut you with [Group name] and you will be given the position of the leader.”

“Aigoo,” you blurted out but immediately covered your mouth. You couldn’t believe the words that had just come out of her mouth. She went on to tell you the names of the members but you are too absorbed in your own thoughts to take note of it. Then suddenly you heard a familiar word – ‘Suji’.

“Suji?” you repeated.

“Ah ye, she will be the maknae of the group.”

You immediately clenched your fist and felt your heart sink. Your eyes blinked repeatedly but the information still didn’t sink in. Your heart, your brain, your thoughts, all of them refused to accept it.

“____________ are you alright?” the recruiter asked.

“Huh,” you shook your head. “Ah ye.”

You left the office and slowly walked towards the practice room. As soon as you entered, you heard the girls screaming. They ran towards you and hugged you.

“I am so happy,” you heard one of them say.

“I am so glad you’ll be our leader,” Suji patted your back. “Oh my God I can’t wait to tell Lay.”

You gave her a disgusted look and immediately turned around so she wouldn’t have to witness it. 

You were happy but more than that, you were sad. You knew you weren’t strong enough to have to face Suji every day. No matter how hard you tried to like her there was always a little part of you that envied her. She always got more than she deserved. You were a human after all. Throughout the past year you hadn’t allowed your heart to feel anything against her but that day was different. You hated her. You didn’t want to be around her. Little did you know for what was yet to come…

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You slid into your bed and turned on the TV. It was the perfect way to get your mind off of whatever that had happened earlier that day.  Skipping through channels your finger automatically stopped on the one Exo M was being interviewed on. You had to admit, you had never seen any of their interviews. Lay looked marvelous. Your eyes followed every little movement of his. Even though it had been more than a year since your break up with him, nothing had changed. You still felt the same way towards him. You still wanted to be with him. If only, he knew how much it hurt you to see him with Suji.

“So Lay, you said that you had a big announcement for us today,” the MC asked him.

“Ah, ye. Indeed I do,” he nodded, joining both his hands and leaning forward. “It’s about my girlfriend.”

“Whaa,” the MC gasped. Your jaw dropped in surprise too. You couldn’t believe what you had heard.

“What’ s her name?” the MC asked, after recovering from the heavy bomb Lay had dropped on him.

“Her name is Suji. She is currently a trainee at SM but will soon be debuting.”

You didn’t notice your tears until they dropped on your arm. You shook your head and wiped them off still bewildered and broken. How could he do this to you? He was the one who always said it wasn’t a good idea to tell everyone. And now he was telling the world about it. It didn’t make sense. What was he thinking?

You felt your body collapse on the bed. You turned your head and buried it into the pillow. You wanted to scream but who would come to help? No one. There was absolutely no one…

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Almost everyone had left after practice. You, however decided to stay after. You had spent the entire day debating if you should leave or stay. Was there any point in staying at the company if it was going to hurt you every day? You hated yourself for being so weak and not being able to move on.

You stood in the small balcony staring at the dark sky. It was going to start raining soon.

“ Congratulations,” you heard someone say from behind. You turned around, only to find Lay walk towards you. He was the last person you wanted to see at the moment.

“What? So you won’t even talk to me anymore?” he asked, nudging your elbow casually.

“I might leave,” you said after a long pause.

“What do you mean?” he asked, a little surprised. “Isn’t this you wanted ________? You had been waiting for so long. Why do you want to leave now?”

“You won’t understand,” you scoffed.

“What do you ..?” he stopped half way and scrutinized your face. “What is it ________? Come on.. you know you can tell me anything.”

“Really?” you raised your eyebrows, irritated at his casualness. How could he act so normal when he hadn’t talked to you in almost a year?

“Are you mad at me?” he asked, sensing the irritation in your voice.

“Of course I’m mad at you.” You suddenly snapped. You just couldn’t take it anymore. “Do you not dee anything? Are you blind?”

“What are you trying..”

“You’ll never get it will you? Do you even realize how much it hurts me to see you and Suji together? You are such a hypocrite Lay. You ended our relationship because you didn’t want anyone to know about us and now you go on announcing it to the world? If you didn’t love me then why didn’t you just say it straight up? At least, I wouldn’t have gone on believing the lie you had told me. And now, I have to be in the same group as her. See her face every day. Do you really think I can handle all of this? I’m just so ..” you closed your eyes and covered your face with your hands. All the anger that had been boiling up inside you had come out without a warning. You’d left him dumbfounded. He didn’t have anything to say. You were right. He had never bothered giving you any explanations. You looked at him for response but there wasn’t any. He was ashamed and so were you.

“You know what, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said all that,” you said, forcing a smile on your face. You began to walk but he held your hand.

“_________, don’t give up on this. You and I both now how much you wanted this. I may not love you like I did but I still care about you. I want to see you succeed. If you give on this today, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life. I know it will hurt in the beginning but you’ll get over it. And one day a guy will come in your life who will love you and only you. You’ll forget about me. I promise.”

“It’s not that easy.”

“It will be…just .. please don’t go like this.” He slowly let your hand slide out of his. You looked into his eyes and after a long time, you could tell what he was thinking. He really did care this time.

A tear fell from your eye but you wiped it away before he could even lift his hand. You nodded your head with a smile and began to leave.

“And , I’m really sorry for what I did to you,” he mumbled. You had forgiven him already. He didn’t need to say those words, yet it felt good to hear them. You turned half way and this time smiled from all your heart.

Maybe, one day you were going to find someone who loved you and only you. ..

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Writing this was really hard because being the possessive person I am, I want Lay to be mine and ONLY mine. LOL .

Anyways, I hope you guys like it :) <3 <3  

Nov 27, 2012 50 notes
#Lay #kpop scenarios #Yixing #lay scenarios #Exo #exo m #exo m scenarios
OMG your new Kyuhyun scenario! Cried of sadness and joy and omg best scenario ever I love you so much don't ever stop writing. You deserve an oscar for this! I just love all your Kyuhyun scenarios. Whenever your ask box is open know automatically that I will ask for a Kyuhyun scenario. Incase I didn't say it enough.... I LOVE YOU.

I didn’t realize this before but I do in fact put a lot more feeling into my Kyuhyun scenarios [ I should do the same with other scenarios and I try hard too but it’s just different with Kyuhyun] Anyways, thank you so much <3 <3 <3 <3 Hmm oscars for scenario writers –> Sounds like a good idea *__* 

Thank you once again <3 Saranghaeo 

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Nov 27, 2012
Do you ever find it difficult covering serious issues in scenarios sometimes

Yes sometimes I do because I can’t find the right words to describe them :( 

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Nov 26, 2012 1 note
But have you asked her how she is? Like really? If I know Admin a she'd say she is fine cuz she doesnt want to worry anyone. Cuz i've fractured a bone myself and that other anon wasn't kidding! It really is that painful! I'm surprised Admin a even took the time to write a post! I bet it would've hurt! I remember when I did it I was in pain for days after! Too much typing even though a small task can be the most painful thing! I just hope she's okay! By the way your Kyuhyun story was perfection!

We had a long talk before she posted the announcement. :) 

I don’t really like talking or posting about people I know on tumblr because then anons who send hate mail find their targets so I won’t say much :) 

Thank you once again. I’m glad you loved it. <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 26, 2012
Ah, did you hear about the writer whose injured and has a broken arm? I feel so bad for her! She makes the pain sound so simple! I don't know if you've ever fractured, anything but fractures hurt a lot! Like not sleeping painful, and loss of appetite painful! Poor writer... she makes it sound like she's okay... I bet if you really asked her how she was it would be a different story... Poor writer... On a side note: I love love love your stories!!! Keep up the amazing work admin!

Yes I have indeed [ She is one of my close friends on tumblr]. I am trying to help her get through this and she will be fine soon :) She will be back with a bang :) 

Thank you <3 <3 <3 <3 I really appreciate that you guys take the time to read my scenarios :) 

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Nov 26, 2012
So since you seem to know every little detail about kpopsceneloves life here's my question: she opens requests, the doesn't post a frickin story, goes mia for days and still hasn't posted a story. Da fuq? Tell de the bitch to hurry up and freaking list something already!

Hi anon, 

So here’s how this works. I DON’T like somebody/ anybody calling MY friends with such names. Next time you send me a message please be careful. It makes you sound a little illiterate/ ignorant and I am sure you don’t want to be called that :) 

Now to your question:

She hasn’t made any announcements so I don’t know how much I can say [since I don’t know if she would want me to tell everybody] but she will be back soon :) She is going through some things but she is fine :) 

On a side note: 

As a writer, I know how much all the scenario writers love writing but sometimes they have things going on in their lives and they don’t want to bother their followers about it so they just keep going on and on with posting their scenarios. Please be careful about such things and ask nicely. Being impatient is alright but being mean on top of that is just plain insensitive. I hope you understand what I mean :) 

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Nov 25, 2012 2 notes
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Nov 25, 2012 12 notes
#SMTOWN #Singapore #Exo #super junior #shinee #f(x) #SNSD
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kmexoplanet:

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(Current status as of now.)^^

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Nov 25, 2012 66 notes
OMG. THE KYUHYUN FEELS AND CREYS. ;________; That was so beautiful, I couldn't hold back the tears. KYUHYUN FUREVER!

Yyayayayaya!! You can imagine how my Kyuhyun feels were! *sighs* <3 I’m glad you liked it! :) 

[A rare kyukyu buing buing]

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Nov 25, 2012
Thank you for that list!!! :D I am looking forward to watching them all!! (I was planning on starting 90210 actually, along with gossip girl XD dunno why either. Maybe because they look like those "guilty pleasure" shows lol). Anime recs & all time favorites list would be awesome too if you're up for it!! Haha thanks in advance!!

Lol yes! I saw one episode of 90210 and i just got hooked to it. [ O_O ] 

Umm my anime list is actually pretty short but my friend recommended some really good ones and I trust her opinion a lot so here it is: 

1. DARKER THAN BLACK [It’s icky and gory] 

2. One piece [I love this one] 

3. Fruit basket [Pretty short] 

4. Full Metal Alchemist: Brotherhood

5. Bleach [intense] 

6. Host Club [cutsie stuff] 

7. Beyblade [All three seasons] - this was is just so close to my heart. I actually had beyblade battles with my brother. 

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Besides this, I don’t know if you are an Avatar the Last airbender fan but that’s one show that I can see a million times and not get tired of it. Legend of Korra was pretty awesome too but not as much as the The Last Airbender. Yu Gi Oh is pretty old but its good too so you might wanna give that a try. 

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My all time favorite movies [my list is really long but here are some of them: 

1. Castaway 

2. The terminal 

3. Iron man 1, 2 [3 the one yet to come] 

4. Nightmare on elm street [I love it because I hate it so much – doesn’t make sense but yeah…] 

5. Angels and Demons

6. Hunger Games [READ THE BOOKS] 

7. Tremors [part 1] 

8. Prince of Persia [Jake Gyllenhaal <3]

9. Source Code

10. Shutter Island [It messed with my head]

11. Salt

12. Inception [it messed with my head]

13.  The sixth sense 

Gaaaaahhh I can’t think of more [but I assure you there are many more] I hope this helped :) 

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Nov 25, 2012
And so the love remains [Kyuhyun]

**Even if you’re not a Kyuhyun bias, I’d recommend this scenario to you. [It’s sad btw] **



“Why are you still in here? It’s about to start snowing soon,” someone said while you were still deeply immersed in your task on the computer.

“I’ll be fine,” you mumbled without taking your eyes off of the screen.

“It won’t be safe,” he insisted.

“I’ll be fine.. really,” you said, this time looking up. “Oh Kyuhyun si,” you immediately got up and bowed.

“You don’t have to do that,” he half chuckled signaling you to sit down.

“Ah… yeah I was just about to leave,” you said, feeling a little stupid for your brief responses earlier.

“Okay, let me know if you need help. There’s practically no one else in here. Everybody left.”

“Oh.. alright,” you gave him a thumbs up and began packing.

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You walked down the ice laden road. You had tried your best to hurry but it still wasn’t fast enough to beat the weather. You weren’t even wearing the right shoes and you wouldn’t be surprised if you slipped.

“___________,” someone called from behind. You turned around to see a large but slender figure run towards you. It was Kyuhyun once again. He stopped right in front of you. You gave him a strange look.

“What?” he asked.

“Nothing..,” you shook your head.

“No tell me,” he insisted.

“Ah I was just wondering how you knew my name?” you asked.

“Is it weird that I do?” he asked.

“Aniyo,” you replied and pulled a smile. You didn’t quite know how to act like around idols. In fact it was the first time one of them had made an effort to talk to you. You It hadn’t been long since you started working at the company therefore not a lot of people knew of you.

“Umm, let me walk you home,” He suggested.

“Oh no I’ll be fine. You don’t have to go through all that trouble,” you replied.

“No please I insist,” he said. You couldn’t reject his offer. One- because he was right. It really was dangerous and Second – because you couldn’t reject an idol’s request. It was a company law. You smiled at your own silly thoughts and nodded.

“How far is it from here?” he asked.

“Not that far,” you replied.

Throughout the rest of the way Kyuhyun tried to small talk. You occasionally filled in with your ‘ums and urrrs’ but nothing special. You really didn’t have much to say.

“Oh goody we’re here,” you clapped your hands. You were hoping he would leave but he stood there watching you. “Umm would you like to come upstairs?” you asked.

“Up stairs? Umm.. okay!,” he replied. It was as if he was waiting for you to ask. You guys took the stairs instead of the elevator because the building was very old and the electricity would go any second since the weather was getting bad.

“It’s not that big but make yourself comfortable. I’ll make hot chocolate.” You said as the two of you entered your one bedroom apartment.

“Oh no no you don’t have to,” he said.

“No, I’m making some for me and my boyfriend so it won’t be a bother.”

“Boy friend?” he raised his eyebrows a little surprised at the sudden announcement.

“Oh ye, he’ll be coming soon. He usually comes to visit at this time,” you said walking into the kitchen.  Kyuhyun’s skin grew pale and his throat almost dried. He felt his heart crushing a little bit.

“You know what, I just realized I have some work pending. I should head out,” he said, still a little disillusioned.

“Are you sure?” you asked.

“Ah.. ye,” he said poking his head in the kitchen. “You guys have fun okay.”

“Ghamsahamnida,” you replied and walked him to the door.

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Days passed by and you kept having awkward encounters with Kyuhyun. You felt like he was hesitant to make eye contact, quite unlike the first time he talked to you. You had a lot going in your own life to pay much attention to him so you really didn’t put a lot of thought into it.

Winter was at its peak and you sort of liked it. It was a perfect cuddling weather. Just like all the other days, you were running late once again. You liked to finish all your work and then leave. This usually led to staying way after the closing time.

You casually walked to the exit but a sweet melody caught your ears. It sounded very familiar. Your feet automatically began towards it. You poked your head inside the room it was coming from. It was Kyuhyun playing the piano.

“I didn’t know you could play the piano,” you muttered.

“Huh!,” he looked up in surprise. “Ah, yeah I can.. just a little.”

“A little? That’s actually really good.”

“Yeah, that’s one of my favorite songs.”

“I love that song too,” you replied.

“So you listen to my music?” he asked.

“Your music….? ..wait.. is that your song?”

“Ahhhh yeah,” he replied with a faint smile.

“Oh.. I feel like such a..”

“Pabo?” he filled in.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Can you play it on the piano?”

“Of course,” you replied. He got up to let you sit. You immediately accepted the offer and settled down stretching your arms and exercising your fingers.

“Are you ready?” you asked jokingly. He nodded back with the same smile he gave you the first time he talked to you. You didn’t quite know what it meant but you were glad it was back. You hated being awkward around people.  

Your fingers ran swiftly on the keyboard as the beautiful music filled the air. You lifted your head slightly as if asking him if he liked it. He nodded back with a warm smile. Indeed he did like it- in fact loved it. Then suddenly something struck and his expression changed. It hardened. You didn’t understand why so you stopped. He turned around so e wouldn’t have to look at you anymore. It hurt him.

“What’s wrong?” you asked and placed your hand on his shoulder.

“Nothing,” he sighed.

“You can trust me. I might be able to help.” You said.

“You can’t..”

“What do you mean?” you asked, a little confused by his statement.

“Forget it,” he said turning around. You could see the forced smile on his face. “I’ll just catch you later. It’s getting dark once again and we don’t want to be stuck here.”

He began to walk but you held his wrist. It was brave move that you made but you just couldn’t stand seeing his depressed face.

“It’s okay if you tell me,” you said.

Kyuhyun released his hand from your lose grip and then held you by your arms, tightly. “It’s you okay. It’s all about you.”

“Waaa..what do you ..mean?” you stuttered still a bit shaken.

“Ever since I saw you _________. It’s like you’re playing with my head. I have never been like this. I could never think about a girl like this… my life is music. It’s the only thing I used to think about and now it’s you. I fought it for a long time but then I got tired so I made an effort to talk to you. And then what did you do..? You told me you were in a relationship?”

“You’re making it sound like it’s my fault,” you said angrily and pulled back.

“It is your fault … for just walking into my life like that..”

You closed your eyes for a few second to let what he had said, sink in and then looked at him again. Could you really say anything? You weren’t sure. It was the best for both you and him that you left immediately. You turned around and without looking back, hurried out the door.

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You had thought the previous encounters were awkward but ever since that little piano episode had happened things got even worse. You tried your best to avoid any sort of interactions but even you knew you couldn’t do that all the time.

“Hey, do you want me to pick you up today?” your boyfriend asked you over the phone.

“Why today? Something special going on?” you asked.

“Ah nothing, I was just free tonight that’s why.”

“Sounds good to me.”

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You looked at your watch. It was almost time for Yoogeun to come. You finished the last task, picked up your belongings and ran out to the front door. You saw Yoogeun coming in only to be stopped by Kyuhyun.

“Who are you?” Kyuhyun asked.

“I’m here to pick someone up,” he replied calmly. 

“He is with me,” you butted in, walking up to the two men.

“Oh!,” Kyuhyun muttered with a sigh.

“Don’t you want to introduce me to him?” your boyfriend asked.

“Ah ye! This is Kyuhyun si,”

“Yes yes I know,” Yoogeun replied offering his hand to Kyuhyun. Even you didn’t know that he was a big fan of him.

“And this is my … boyfriend,” you said hesitantly, pointing your hand towards your Yoogeun.

 “Oh come on. Do you still go on around telling people that I’m your boyfriend?” he asked you with a comical expression. You tried to stop him from what he was about to say next. You knew it would hurt Kyuhyun and that was the last thing you wanted. After all, you respected him a lot too. “Since last week, we have been officially engaged so she is my fiancée.”

The faint smile that Kyuhyun had forced on his face disappeared immediately as he heard those words. He looked at you and then the ring in your finger. How could he miss that? He began to say something but his thoughts were too jumbled up to be formed into words. He shook his head, stuttering broken words. Yoogeun didn’t understand why and thus proceeded to invite him to the wedding.

“We haven’t even decided on a that matter yet,” you said grinding your teeth.

“We will soon,” he mumbled.

You fake laughed and took your leave from Kyuhyun. He had been given enough shocks for one day. Before you walked out the door, you turned around for a quick glance. He stood in the same position, almost motionless, with his eyes fixed to the ground. It sent a tinge of pain through your heart. You held on to Yoogeun’s hand tightly to comfort yourself. After all he was the man you loved and you were sure of it.

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After what had happened the day before you wanted to check on Kyuhyun one last time before you left for home. There were still some staff members strolling around on the first floor. Your phone buzzed. It was Yoogeun but you were too preoccupied with thinking of a plan to see Kyuhyun without being seen by anyone. It buzzed several times more. He was calling to tell you that he was coming to pick you up once again. He wanted to take you out somewhere special that night.

You tip toed to the practice room and poked your head inside. Kyuhyun wasn’t in there. A few other members were still hanging around.  

“Where is Kyuhyun si?” you asked.

“He went downstairs to get something out of the car.” Sungmin replied.

Perfect- you thought. He was outside. You could talk to him without anyone finding out. You ran outside to catch him before he came back inside.

“Kyuhyun si,” you called from a distance. He turned around, gave you a look and then turned back to looking for whatever he was looking for.

You walked a little closer. “I’m really sorry about yesterday.. I didn’t mean to..”

“What are you sorry for?” he mumbled, completely cutting you.

“No I meant.. that …” you tried to form the right words looking up at the dark sky. Kyuhyun suddenly grabbed you and then pinned you to the car.

“Tell me if for once you ever felt anything for me?” he asked. You didn’t know what to say. You barely knew him, how could you feel anything for him.

“That’s right..,” he pulled away a little. “It’s only one sided love ________ and I can’t deal with it anymore. You probably think I’m really strange and even I think I’m strange for acting like this but tell me how I’m supposed to get rid of those thoughts, those feelings.. those..” he slammed his hand against the car. You let out a little scream.

“ I don’t know what to say..” you mumbled.

“Me neither,” he scoffed. “I’m just frustrated right now.”

“I’m sorry,” you tried to console him. His condition reminded you of your own. A few years ago you felt the same way towards Yoogeun; until a year back when you finally confessed to him. He was surprised for a while but later he was one who came after you.

Kyuhyun turned around and pulled you closer to him. You could feel his gaze on you. You kept your eyes fixed towards the ground. He lifted your head slightly and without a warning, pressed his lips against yours. You were still confused when you heard a familiar voice call your name. You pulled away and turned around. It was Yoogeun. He seemed hurt and just as confused.

“Yoogeun,” you mouthed the word. He shook his head and began walking. Kyuhyun was still holding you.

“Let me go,” you asked angrily. He let go off your hand and you sprinted towards your fiancé. “Yoogeun waitttt,” you called after him. He didn’t stop until you two reached a small alley.

“It’s not like what you think it is..” you tried to explain.

“I wish I could believe that,” he said.

“It’s not Yoogeun. Trust me.”

He pulled you closer and cupped your cheeks. “I love you _________,” he said.

“I love you too,” you replied. Tears were rolling out both his and your eyes.

“But I can’t do this anymore,” he said.

“What?” you gasped in surprise.

“I’m sorry,” he said taking the ring out of your hand.

“ No Yoogeun .. no,” you pulled on his sleeve. “You don’t mean that.”

He shrugged his arm from your grip and began walking. People around the street gave you two strange looks.

“Stop it _________ and just leave,” he said angrily. You stared at him until his image faded into the crowd. You felt like your heart congesting. It hurt. You couldn’t breathe.

“_______________,” you heard your name being called. You turned around and saw Kyuhyun running towards you. Either his image was hazy, or your eyes were blurring out. You shook your head but nothing changed. You felt a tinge of pain in your head. You pushed people aside and started running away from Kyuhyun.

“______________,” he repeated your name again. He was waving his hands, trying to tell you something. You couldn’t figure out what when something hit you and boom everything blacked out.

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3 months later:

“She’s opening her eyes..she’s opening her eyes,” you heard someone say. The bright light on the top of your head was refraining you from seeing anything. You tried t lift your hand but it hurt. Your entire body hurt except for your legs. With great effort you moved your head sideways. Kyuhyun was jumping with excitement and tears in his eyes. Everything blacked out again.

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The next time you woke up, you could see more clearly. Kyuhyun was still sitting beside you holding on to your hand. You ran your tongue on your dry lips and tried to recall what had happened. It hurt your head but things were coming back. You looked at your empty ring finger. That night.. that horrible, horrible night was coming back to you. You felt disgusted by his presence so you pulled your hand away.

“_________,” he whispered your name.

“Go away,” you said with coarse voice.

“I can’t. You need me.”

“I don’t need you,” you tried to get up. It hurt but your legs refused to move. Your lower body seemed to be numb. “Why can’t I move my legs?” you asked getting a little worried. Kyuhyun held on to your hand.

“________, ________ please listen to me,” he tried to calm you.

“Will you please tell me why I can’t move my legs?” you yelled. Kyuhyun got up pressed the side of your head against his body.

“We will fix this. I’ll take you to States. We will consult better doctors.” He said in a hushed tone.

“No,” you pushed him. “No no no no,” you shook your head covering your ears.

“__________, I’m here for you. I always was and I always will be. Let me help you.”

You didn’t want to hear anything. You kept your eyes closed for a long time, trying to think everything through. How could it be? Your life was over. How were you going to live? Did Yoogeun ever even return? Why was Kyuhyun still here? How could he still love you despite all that had happened? Why didn’t he run away like Yoogeun. All the questions only brought more misery to you.

“I’m so tired,” you mumbled. Kyuhyun sat down behind you so you could rest your back against his body.

“Did he ever come back?” you asked.

“No,” he muttered. The silent room began to echo with your soft sniffles.

“I know all of this is my fault __________ and I want to fix this. If you could just find it in your heart to give me a chance. I want to take care of you and shower you with all the love that I have for you. Please,” he sounded desperate. He was desperate. He had waited day and night praying for your health. Now that you were back, he never wanted to let go of you.

“I want to sleep,” you mumbled. He moved from behind you and let you lay down. Right when he was about to walk away you held on to his hand.

“Please don’t go,” you whispered. He stared at you as if something had just struck him. Did you really mean those words?

You held on to his hand tightly, pulling him to sit. Kyuhyun lifted your hand and kissed it. He ran his fingers through your hair until you fell asleep…

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So this is honestly not how I planned for it to turn out but I guess that’s how it is! I [want] Kyuhyun! I hope you al like it! O_O

Edit: Just realized that my scenario is a little similar to this Super Junior song 

Nov 25, 2012 39 notes
#kyuhyun #kpop scenarios #kyuhyun scenarios #super junior #super junior scenarios #suju #suju scenarios #sj
You had me spazzing and loving Tao all over again. You are just the GREATEST! XDD

Awwwwww Tao feels huh! Thankyou <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 24, 2012
Hey! :) could you recommend some romantic k-dramas (or non-Korean)? Like your top ten best? Or short ones like Ma Boy. Or movies! (For dramas Ive seen personal taste, playful kiss, you are beautiful, boys over flowers, creating destiny, and glamorous challenge) thank you! ^v^

K Dramas:

-To the beautiful you 

- Rooftop Prince

- Innocent man

-Coffee Prince

-Princess Hours 

-Panda and hedgehog 

- Devil beside you [Taiwanese] 

K movies: 

-Old Boy [if you can handle icky stuff] 

-Always

- Castaway on the moon 

Others: 

-Big Bang theory

- 90210 [I still don’t understand to this day why i watch it but I do] 

- Grey’s anatomy

- How I met your mother 

I don’t know if you want me to write my all time favorite movies but most of them are english. I also watch anime so let me know if you want good recs for that :)

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Nov 24, 2012 2 notes
Aughdjflkasjdflkjslfkajklfjla. TAEMIN'S SCENARIO. JFKWJRKLFJLA. MY FEELS. WHY DO YOU DO THIS. YOU MAKE ME CRY WITH HOW PERFECT YOU ARE. <3 <3 <3 <3

Hahahaha! Thank you :) <3 <3 <3 

Believe me as much as I would like to be, I am far from perfect! 

I hope you’re doing good with your scenarios :) <3

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Nov 24, 2012
THANK YOU!! <3 the taemin scenario is amazing! Better than I have imagined!! :D When i was reading, I couldn't stop smiling! Don't ever stop, writing ;]

first thing’s first —> Your url is really funny [I love it] 

and thank you <3 I had a good feeling about this one. It came out much better than I thought it would:) I’m glad you liked it <3 <3 

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Nov 24, 2012 1 note
Hey Unni! Just dropping in to say hi! I hope you are still doing well!! <3333333333333333 ^^

Yep Im doing fine :) Thank you for stopping by :) <3 <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 23, 2012
Tower of love... [Taemin]

Requested by jerlineybobeenie


“Hello, Hellooo, Hellooooo,” you made sort of an echoing sound as your burst into Shinee’s  practice room.

“Oh look who we have here..” Jonghyun said without bothering to look up. He was used to your crazy yet amusing entrances.

“So what’s up?” Minho asked, grabbing his backpack.

“Nothing much, just decided to check on you guys before leaving.”

“Oh come on, there has got to be more to it,” he squint his eyes at you so you would blurt out the truth.

“Aniyo,” you defended yourself.

“What is it ________?” he asked once again.

“Nothing,” you patted his shoulder.  “Ahhh where is Taemin by the way?”

“He’s changing.”

“No I’m not. I’m right here,” he said revealing himself from the little corner. 

“I need a favor,” you blurted out.

“What no greetings no nothing?” he asked coming to give you a hug.

“Is that sweat or did you just shower?” you held your hand out to stop him.

“I just took a shower.” He pulled you into a hug. “Umm.. you know I was lying right.” He whispered in your ear.

“What!!!!,” you cried, pushing him away. “I hate you.” You lifted your hand to hit him but he caught it.

“If you need a favor from me, you probably don’t want to do that.”

“I hate you,” you glared at him.

“I can deal with that,” he chuckled. “Okay now tell me what it is?”

“Can you take me to Namsan tower. There’s this new museum that opened there and it’s only for a limited time and I really want to go check it out but I don’t have anybody to go with and .. and .. just please go with me pleassssssseeeeeeeeeee,” you said it all in one breath.

As soon as you finished, the silent room filled with mocking scoffs from the other members.

“Does she really think Taemin will take her out somewhere?” Key whispered in Jonghyun’s ear.

“Okay what time do you want me to pick you up?” Taemin said ignoring the other members.

“Whaaaa!,” Jonghyun and Key gasped together. You turned around and stuck your tongue out at the boys.

“Pick me up at 10 in the morning,” you told Taemin and hurried out the door.

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You woke up to the banging on your front door. You looked at the clock. It was 9 45. No wonder he was getting so impatient.

“I’m coming!,” you yelled and began looking for cloths. The banging didn’t stop since he couldn’t hear you because of all the noise. You picked the most random cloths in a hurry.

“I’m coming,” you yelled once again. “Shoes, shoes shoes,” you repeated looking for them everywhere. The door suddenly opened and Taemin came walking in.

“Oh I didn’t know the door was open otherwise I would have…… what are you doing?” Taemin asked, looking at you from head to toe.

“Looking for my shoes. Help me find them,” you waved your hands in the air.

“There,” he pointed to the corner of the room.

“Aigoo, thankyou,” you quickly wore them and then grabbed his hand. “Let’s go.”

“You’re going to go out like this?” he asked you, trying hard to control his smile. “I can see your bright pink bra through your blue shirt _______.” You looked down at yourself. It really did look weird but you could care less at the moment. All you could think about was  the really long line in front of the museum.

You were always a mess. Doing things last minute and getting in trouble, was your routine. You were hyper, loud and stubborn. You loved living your life to the fullest.  You annoyed Taemin a lot too but only because you thought of him as a close friend. Of course, you had no idea how he felt about you. He was head over heels in love with you and then there was you- always oblivious to everything.

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“Seriously look at the line oppa!,” you hit him lightly and stomped your feet. “Now we’ll never get in.”

“How is it my fault?” he asked, rubbing the part of his arm, you’d hit.

“Arghhhhh, I’m going to get myself a Popsicle. Want one?”  He shook his head, too preoccupied with your hyper activity.

You soon returned and stood beside him, resting your arm on his shoulder. “This line is not going anywhere!” you said shoving the Popsicle in your mouth. He turned his head slightly to look at you. A smile spread on his face. He could see your mouth moving but he couldn’t hear any of the words you were saying. In fact he had muted out all the noise. All of his attention was fixed on you and you silly facial expressions.

“Taemin… oppaa!.. Oppa!,” you snapped your finger in his face. “Are you even listening to me?”

He nodded back.

“Are you sure? Because you don’t seem like yourself today. Something is definitely up with you today.”

“I’m fine,” he smiled and held your hand. “Now, I have a better idea. How about we just go to the top of the tower and come back for the museum later?”

You thought for a while but soon gave in. He was right. The line was way too long and it was also starting to get a little chilly.

The two of you made your way to the much smaller line that took you to the top of the tower through a cable car. You moved from corner to corner in the small box trying to take pictures of the scenery. You even pushed Taemin into taking some pictures with you. He was shy but gave in when you didn’t stop insisting.

“Oh my God, this is beautiful…. And chilly,” you rubbed your arms for warmth.

“Let’s go to the corner. I don’t see a lot of people there.”

“Alright,” you replied, following him.

“Seoul looks so beautiful from up here,” you sighed, shoving your hand between Taemin’s arm and body.

“It does. I can’t believe I never came here before.”

“See! This is why you should hang out with me more. I’ll make your life so much better,” you joked.  Taemin chuckled and scratched the back of his head. Just as he was about to say something, you began talking.

“We should take a picture together. Hold on okay!,” you turned around, to look for someone.

“Excuse me,” you called an ajhussi. “Can you take a picture of us?” you asked. He nodded and took the camera from you.  You ran back to Taemin, pulled him closer to you and rested your head on his shoulder.

“One.. two.. three.. cheeeese,” the man said taking the picture. “You guys make a lovely couple,” he gave you a thumbs up.

“Oh no no! he’s just a friend,” you said taking the camera back from him. “Ghamsahamnida.”

“Can you believe it? He thought we were going out,” you said to Taemin with a laugh.

“What’s wrong with that?” Taemin turned to face you and said with a serious expression.

“No I mean.. he…aa..,” you didn’t have any words so you looked away.

“________, I love you.” Taemin said. He was tired of keeping it in. He hadn’t planned to tell you anything that day but the events took such a turn that he couldn’t resist himself.

“What,” you gasped, looking right at him. “When did..this happen?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“No .. I ..,” you gave up. You clearly didn’t have any more words.

“Do you not feel the same way?” he asked hesitantly.

You closed your eyes and began thinking. Instead of that, old memories started running through your mind. The time when Taemin saved you from falling from the roof. The time he lied to his manager for you so you wouldn’t get caught. The time he stayed up late to help you finish your project. He pretended to be sick so you he wouldn’t have to go to the party you weren’t invited to.  Took you to the midnight premier of a horror movie because you were too scared to go yourself. Brought you ice cream at 3 am because you were craving it. Bought you a jacket because you had spent all your money on other stuff. All these things and many more, he had done for you without reminding you of any of his favors. If that wasn’t love than what was it? How could you not see any of it? You began to realize that, if he wasn’t there with you, life would seem so empty.  It was as if your life was incomplete without him.

“_________,” Taemin nudged you, bringing you back to reality.

“Huh!,” you looked at him.

“Well?” he asked.

You pulled a smile and leaned in, giving him a kiss on his cheek. Taemin held your hand tightly and pulled you close to him.

“So is that a yes?” he asked.

You nodded your head shyly. You were more surprised than him, at your blushing cheeks and red ears. Maybe it just needed a mere push for you to realize that you cared about him just as much as he cared about you…

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Yipeeeee!!! 1st Taemin scenario … I hope you all like it :) 

Taemin’s ideal girl is someone who will only look at him: 

Nov 23, 2012 31 notes
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Nov 23, 2012 7 notes
#Please vote you guys :'(
Surprise beautiful person!! Once you receive this award, you must paste it into 8 people’s asks who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but its good to know someone thinks you’re beautiful on the inside and out. ♥

<3 Why thank you <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 22, 2012
I started a scenario blog. ajfklsdjflsjdkjaljlsjfdlsakjglkasjgd. scenarioaskbox, it'd make me happy if you could request an ask box scenario! ^_^ Ahaha... FJSKAFJALS. Ahaha :) gosh. HOW'S YOUR THANKSGIVING, BYTHEWAY. Or is it over? I'm too Canadian. >__< Ahaha :)

It was about time you made one. You are such an amazing writer, it’s like tumblr was begging you to make a scenarios blog! lolololol I would suggest that you write a story or two so people can request stuff looking at your writing style :) 

I just finished stuffing myself with Turkey so I can barely move now… [Yep] 

Hey guys Go check out her blog : http://scenarioaskbox.tumblr.com/

and if you need a writing sample from her, here is one she submitted a long time ago to my blog: 

http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/31695926884/some-day-lay-submission

She won’t let you guys down :) <3 

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Nov 22, 2012 1 note
OMG. Two stories in like 12 hours. I'm so happy. Ah, what can I say, you always do such good work. The Yukwon story was sweet. i love how he just wanted to help her get over her fears. He was persistent and supportive. I like that. The Tao story was so sweet! I love how you portray Luhan. It makes me laugh. And the story itself was incredibly cute and fluffy. I loved them both! Thank you!

Yep I wrote one before I went to sleep and I wrote the other one as soon as I woke up since I’ll be busy all day today and then with the BLACK FRIDAY SALE *wohooooooooo* 

Thank you <3 <3 Yeah I was watching old exo interviews so I had this sudden urge to to write that part for Lulu! ;) 

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Nov 22, 2012
Thank You So Much!!! That was adorable! I loved it!!! <3 I got so excited when I saw it ! :) ~Anon Panda <3

You are very welcome :) <3 <3 I feel like now I can go eat my turkey yayayaya! :) 

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Nov 22, 2012
What? ... [Tao]

 Requested by Anon Panda




You sat in the middle of Exo’s practice room, finishing the last task the manager had given you for the day.

“Hello there young lady,” Luhan walked up to you and threw some confetti on you.

“Oppa did you seriously steal that form last night’s concert?” you asked, really surprised at his sudden move.

Luhan chuckled. “Ahhh, …yeah! I did but.. but I have a perfectly good reason for that,” he said sitting beside you.

“And what would that be?” you asked, biting the end of your pen.

“You’ve got Chen’s disease too huh,” he said taking the pen from you. You gave him a look.

“Okay now don’t tell this to anyone,” he said leaning in close to you. “We are throwing Tao a surprise birthday party.”

“You guys celebrate every year with the fans. What’s so special about it?”

“No, this year we keep telling him that we won’t celebrate it since the whole idea is getting old.”

“Aish, why would you troll him like that,” you slightly hit Luhan.

“Hey Luhan ge..” Tao entered the room but stopped at the sight of you two sitting so close. He looked away. “Aaa, the manager ge is calling you outside.

“Yeah coming.” Luhan got up and quickly left. Tao turned around to look at you.

‘What?’- you asked with the slight movement of your head.

‘Nothing..’ –  he replied shaking his head.

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“Hey I came to drop this package for Luhan oppa,” you said as soon as Tao opened the dorm door.

“Package? He didn’t say anything was coming in the mail,” Tao replied, looking at you from head to toe.

“He needs it okay!” you insisted.

“Give it to me and I’ll give it to him,” Tao tried taking the bag from you but you immediately pulled it away. There was no way he could see what was inside it otherwise it would ruin the surprise.

“No!, I’ll only give this to Luhan oppa.“

“What’s wrong with giving it to me?,” he asked. “Do you not trust me?”

“No… aaa I mean yes I do but ..”

“Oh hey ________,” Luhan walked up behind the two of you arguing at the front door.

“At least let her in,” Luhan hit Tao on the back of his head. Tao made a face and then looked back at you.

“Here,” you pushed the bag forward, giving it to Luhan.

“What’s inside it?” Tao asked anxiously.

“None of your business,” Luhan said sternly. Tao squint his eyes at you and then Luhan. He didn’t find a reason to stay so he left.

“That was close,” you sighed with relief.

“Ye,” Luhan nodded. “So I’ll see you tomorrow at the party?”

“Ah, of course,” you replied and soon took your leave.

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 You were glad you lived only two blocks away from Exo M. Of course, if the company found out you would be dead but the boys did a good job with keeping it a secret. You hoped that day would be your day to tell Tao how you felt about him. You absolutely knew he was never going to do that. He was really shy and awkward around you. What’s the worst that could happen if you told him? He would reject you or just not respond all together. You were still ready to take chances. You knew Tao wasn’t a heartless guy after all and besides, the way he looked at you told you a lot about he felt about you. You looked at your present one last time. It was a leather jacket that he’d been whining Kris to get for him. Kris refused every time because Tao had way too many cloths. Even though you were in the same room you acted like you were ignoring the whole conversation. You thought, if you bought him the jacket it would be a good way of showing that you cared about him.

Hopping on the steps one by one, you finally reached the top. The door was open so anybody could come in. You tip toed into the crowded room, to hide yourself from Tao. You felt bad for not being able to get there on time to surprise him but you had another job to finish before the party.

“Where’s Tao?” you asked approaching Xiumin.

“He’s in the room still recovering from the surprise. You missed the face _________. You missed the face.” Xiumin tapped your shoulder.

“Awww man,” you snapped your fingers and quickly made your way to his room. Just as you were about to enter, you heard Tao speaking to one of the other members.

“I don’t care. She is so clingy and .. and have you seen the way she flirts with the other members. There is no way, no way possible that I would talk to her.”

“Tao, you’re acting really immature,” Kris said sternly.

“No!,” Tao snapped back. “You can’t force me to talk to her. It’s my birthday and I don’t want to mess it. If I don’t like her then I don’t like her. She is such a s***!”

“Tao,” Kris yelled his name.

The bag that you had in your hand dropped to the floor. You knew he was talking about you. Who else could it be? Tao had seen you talk to the other members all the time. Kris knew you liked him and you were sure, he was talking about you to make things easy for the two of you. But if that’s what Tao thought of you then what was there to stay for. You were appalled but more than that you were disappointed. How could he think so little of you? Tears started forming but you quickly wiped them away and began running towards the door.

“Is everything alright?” Luhan asked you as you bumped into him. You looked up with your teary eyes and shook your head.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied and quickly ran out the door.

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Tao came out of the room. His foot hit the bag that you had left there.

“Who left this over here?” he asked Kris.

“I don’t know,” Kris shrugged his shoulders.  Tao opened the bag and jumped up in excitement.

“Did you really get the jacket for me?” he asked but without waiting for a reply hugged Kris.

“What? No!,” Kris pushed him. “I got you socks. What are you talking about?”

“What?” Tao made a face. “Then who got me this?” Tao asked.

“Wasn’t __________ holding that bag?” Xiumin said walking up to Kris and Tao.

“_______?” Tao asked with a surprised expression.

“I’m not sure but I think I saw her holding it. Where is she anyways?” Xiumin began looking around.

“Taaaaaaaaaoooooooo,” Luhan came yelling across the room.

“What?”

“What did you do?” Luhan asked angrily.

“Nothing,” he defended himself.

“Why was __________ crying then?” Luhan asked.

“She was crying?” Tao’s heart sank immediately. “I didn’t even know she was here?”

“Well she was and now she’s not,” Luhan said sternly. “You might want to go talk to her.”

“Why me?” Tao asked but then it suddenly hit him. The jacket was the key. You got him the jacket. No one else knew about it but Kris and you. He didn’t think you cared because you acted oblivious when he was talking about it. And then the package you delivered the other day. It was for the party. Tao started to get a slight hint that you might feel the same way about him as he did about you.

“Here, hold this,” he handed the bag to Luhan and ran out the door.

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You had left your front door unlocked in a hurry. Tao came crashing inside.

“____________ where are you?” he called out. You immediately jumped out of bed and wiped your tears.  You grabbed a book and started reading it so you would look normal.

“Why did you leave the party?” he asked, still catching his breath.

“I didn’t feel like staying,” you said, not looking at him.

Tao finally calmed himself and sat next to you on the bed. It was a little surprising but you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“Did you get me the jacket?” he asked looking intently at your nervous hands.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Then why didn’t you stay to give it to me yourself?”

“I didn’t want to be clingy,” you said, recalling his words from earlier.

“Clingy? What do you mean?”

“Drop the act Tao. If you didn’t like me then you should have kept it to yourself. What was the need to tell Kris about how you felt about me?” you said as tears flowed out of your eyes once again.

“I don’t understand _________. What are you talking about?”

“Stop it,” you pushed him slightly. He held your hand and pulled you to turn around and face him.

“I came to the party and heard you say stuff about me.”

“What kind of stuff?”

“That I’m clingy and I flirt with the other members and ..and I’m a s…”

“No,” he blurted and suddenly pulled you into a hug. “I would never think of you like that. I like you _________.”

“Then..”

“I was talking about someone else.”

“Who?”

“Junji.”

“Junji?”

“She’s this other girl that just joined. ”

“Oh..”

“Yep,” he said pulling away.

“So.. you ..like me?” you asked shyly. The two of you began to blush. You looked away to hide the smile that was breaking on your face. Tao slowly slid his hand on top of yours to calm his racing heart.

“Thanks for the jacket,” he mumbled. You moved closer to him and rested your head on his shoulder. You were glad that you didn’t have to make the first move.

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Tao = <3 [Sensitive] boy so I made this one light, short and sweet. 

Almost forgot: Here’s Lulu throwing confetti at you

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Nov 22, 2012 78 notes
#Tao #kpop scenarios #tao scenarios #exo #exo m #exo scenarios
No pressure or anything but just wonderinf when do you think you'll open requests again?

Ummm after I get done with at least 10 more scenarios :) 

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Nov 22, 2012
Fear [U-Kwon]

Requested by secretstorywriter

You were deeply immersed in the book you had been reading that you didn’t even notice Yukwon come and sit across you. He watched you intently as you tucked your hair back and fixed your glasses from minute to minute. He didn’t realize that he had been staring at you.

“Aigoo,” you gasped when you suddenly looked up.

“Aigoo,” he jumped back too.

“When did you get here?” you asked.

“A few minutes ago,” he replied, moving next to you. “What are you reading?”

“It’s one of the old ones on my reading list that I never finished.”

“Then it can wait to be finished a little longer.” He leaned and kissed you on your lips.

“No it can’t. It’s waiting for me to finish it,” you tried to take it back from him but he was stronger, and taller. You were not going to win. He leaned in once again and kissed you. This time you didn’t interrupt him. After pulling you, he gave you another quick peck on your cheek.

“So are you ready?” he asked a little seriously.

“Ready? For what?” you asked immersing yourself back in the book.

“__________,” he took the book away from you and put it on the table. “You know exactly what I’m talking about.”

“No I don’t,” you said, sounding perfectly convincing.

“_________,” he held your hand and lifted it closer to his chest. “You can’t keep running from this.”

“Who said I’m running from it?” you said, pulling your hand away and looking elsewhere. “And can we not talk about it? I really am looking forward to a good day today you know.”

“Okay okay,” Yukwon lifted his hands in the air. “We’ll do as you say.”

“Alright then let’s go out somewhere.” You jumped off of the couch instantly, and pulled him up too.

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“When I said go out, I meant somewhere good. Why are we in a park?” you asked sarcastically.

“Because I wanted to be here,” he said taking your hand in his. “I want to show you something.”

“Aish, I’m hungry. Get me some food first,” you whined.

“Aniyo, we’re almost there,” he said dragging you to the other corner of the park. You couldn’t figure out where he was taking you since the last time you came to the park, or left the house was almost a month ago. Summer, had been a long one. You spent most of it trying to forget about the past events.

“There it is,” Yukwon lifted his hand.

“Oh my God, Yukwon,” you immediately turned around at the sight of the building and began running. Yukwon caught up with you and held you.

“_________, what’s wrong? Don’t you at least want to go look at it?”

“How could you do this?” you yelled as tears formed in the corner of your eyes.

“_________ are you okay? It’s just your new university. What’s the big deal? Calm down.”

“No I will not calm down. I can’t believe you did this to me.” You yelled louder.

“People are watching us,” he said grinding his teeth.

“I don’t care Yukwon. You shouldn’t have done this.” You turned around and began running. You never wanted to see that building again.

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“Open the door _________,” Yukwon banged on the door.

“No!,” you shouted back. He couldn’t quite understand why you were reacting like that. He thought you were uncomfortable talking about starting university again but he didn’t know your reaction upon seeing it was going to be that extreme. Yukwon had spent all summer, trying to help you get rid of bad memories. You had responded pretty well so he thought it perfectly fine to take you there.

“Please let me in and talk to me.” This time he struggled with the door handle.

“Stop it oppa, just stop it,” you covered your ears and closed your eyes. Your breathing was getting rapid. You got up, opened the door and hugged Yukwon. He patted your back to comfort you. He, himself was just as scared. If he knew, your condition was going to get that bad he would have never taken you there.

Yukwon picked you up and carried you to your bed. “Just lay here alright?” he said sitting beside you. He ran his fingers through your hair till you fell asleep.

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A few days later:

You walked into Block B’s dorm casually and made yourself comfortable on the couch.

“Oh thank God, you’re here. Can you please cook me something I’m starving.” P.O said excitedly, upon seeing you.

“Really oppa? Really?” you said with a warm smile, getting up. He nodded back.

“I’m starving,” he rubbed his tummy. You sighed and made your way to the kitchen. You were at their dorm so you could talk to Yukwon. Ever since the incident a few days back, you hadn’t been able to really open up to him. You still weren’t ready but not seeing him was killing you on the inside. In fact you had no idea how you were going to face him.

“Look who decided to show up!,” Yukwon held your from behind and planted a kiss on your neck.

“Oh hey,” you replied, acting as normal as possible.

“Who are you cooking that for?” he asked.

“P.O is hungry.”

“Really, but he just ate like an hour ago.”

“I don’t know,” You shrugged your shoulders and went back to mixing the Kimchi. Yukwon watched you cook the food. He was having the urge to ask you but he didn’t want to be bogged down with your irritation. Nevertheless, he was worried about you and he really did want to know what was going on.

“So,… ahh.. are you ready to talk about what happened last time?” he asked hesitantly.

 “Not in front of the boys oppa,” you mumbled, without looking at him.

After you served the food to P.O, Yukwon dragged you to his room and locked the door so no one would disturb the two of you.

“Okay now tell me what’s going on?” he asked rather softly.

“I don’t know,” you buried your face into your hands and sat at the corner of the bed.

“Jagiya, if you don’t tell me how will I be able to help you? I don’t want you to go through this alone.”

“It’s the same thing as before. It’s the same thing. Don’t you get it? I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of you. I’m still scared oppa. I don’t want to go back anymore. I failed once I don’t want to fail again.”

“It wasn’t your fault __________… and you didn’t fail.”

“I did. I disappointed my parents. I disappointed my teachers. I disappointed everybody who had faith in me. Do you know what it feels like to be on the top and then one thing, that one thing brings you down. Had I listened to everybody, I wouldn’t have been in such a position. I was too overconfident.”

“And no you’re not confident at all.”

“I am but..”

“_________, all of this is very irrational. You are suddenly afraid of going to school. It doesn’t make sense to me.”

“Fears are irrational…”

“I know baby,” he held your hands tightly. “But, all of a sudden. It just doesn’t make sense. There has got to be a better explanation for this. I don’t want you to miss this semester too. It’ll hurt you in the long run. You need to go back.”

Your head was starting to hurt.

“Listen, ummm can we not talk about this?” you asked a little sternly. You appreciated the fact that he was trying to help but the more he talked about it, the more your heart raced. You lifted the covers and hid under them.

“Are you seriously doing this?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled from other the covers. He sighed but slid in besides you after a while. He pulled you closer to him and kissed you several times. Surprisingly, you fell asleep fairly quickly.

Yukwon slipped out of bed to look for his laptop. He had some research to do that night…

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“Good morning beautiful,” Yukwon handed you a cup of coffee. You stretched and yawned, taking the cup from him.

“Are the boys mad I slept here again?” you asked scrunching your nose.

“Aniyo, they’re used to it now,” he winked at you.

“So I was doing some research last night,” he said playing with your hair.

“What kind of research?” you asked.

“About your condition.”

“So you think I have a condition..” you raised your eyebrows.

“No, no.. I didn’t mean it like that. I meant..”

“It’s okay oppa,” you smiled. That was the first time, in many days. It gave Yukwon some hope.

“Okay ________ I know this might sound scary but you might have Didaskaleinophobia.”

“What?” you snapped.

“It means you have a phobia of going to school.”

“What?” you repeated.

“Ye, Now I know it’s too early to say anything since I searched it online but looking at all the symptoms, it seems like you do have it. After that incident before the summer, you might have developed it. It’s perfectly normal and we can go talk to a therapist about it.”

“But..” you were completely dumbfounded.

“Don’t worry _________, I’ll get you through this. You’ll be fine. I promise you.” He pulled you into a tight hug because he knew you would start crying any second. You were very sensitive. He always took extra care of you, while handling such things.

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Yukwon had convinced you to go to the therapist. To his surprise, he was right. You really had developed a phobia. It was hard talking about it because you considered yourself perfectly fine.

Yukwon had called you at 6 am that morning and asked you to meet him at the park. You walked, there still half asleep, yawning continuously.

“What is it?” you asked, seeing him standing behind a tree. He motioned for you to walk closer to him. You did as he said. He held your hands so you wouldn’t run away this time.

“Do you remember what the therapist said in the last session.”

“What?” you asked.

“To get rid of your fear you have to face them..”  

Your mouth fell half open. “No!,” you gasped.

“Ye,” he nodded and pulled you towards the building once again. Your legs gave up on you. You felt like all of your energy was slowly draining out of your body.

“I’m with you. Don’t be scared,” he whispered to help you calm your nerves. You held his hands even more tightly and closed your eyes. There was one thing you knew for you sure and that was that Yukwon was not going to give up.

You were glad he was there with you. No matter how stubborn you were, he was willing to help you. You ignored your shaking legs, freezing hands and racing heart. After all, it was time you faced your fears…

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My friend decided to skype me while I was writing the last paragraph so I apologize if it doesn’t make sense! I totally got lost writing this one and I apologize for that :|   

Nov 22, 2012 19 notes
#U-kwon #Yukwon #kpop scenarios #Block B #block b scenarios #U Kwon scenarios
Two things, because this is the first time in about 2 days I've been on my lappy. 1. That anon is a butt and you handled that great. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't waste my time. I'm that kind of person. Anon probably doesn't have any friends is all. And with an attitude like that, who would? 2. YOUR CHANYEOL SCENARIO WAS SO FLIPPING CUTE. I was like crying during some of it. It was just touching and sad, but sweet, I'm glad you made it happy though. The character already was so sad. Good end.

Ahh, I was wondering where you were! O_O 

1. Yep the anon must have been having a bad day and thought of taking it out on someone! *sighs* 

2. Ahhh, yeah many people told me it was like a typical K drama! lolololo I think it’s because I was watching roof top prince while writing it! The characters were fresh in my mind and I might have incorporated their characteristics in it! Anyways, Im glad you liked it :) <3 <3 <3 I hope he soon becomes your bias [HAVE YOU SEEN HIS AIRPORT PICTURES FROM DAY ———> I think I choked on my drink T_T] 

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Nov 22, 2012 1 note
Ohmygod. Jesus help me. Lol anons. AHAHAAHA. OKEI. Annam is beautiful. Perfect. Adorable. Amazing. Nice. Perfect. Sweet. Perfect. Oh. And perfect. Yep. Calm yourself. Jesus Christ. Go look for other scenarios then. Her writing is beautiful. Don't even. It's perfect for writing mindblowingly awesome (AHAHAHA TWO MOONS. I HAD TO) scenarios. Her husband, Lay, would agree. Ahem. LOOOOOLOKAY ANYWAY THANKS FOR ALMOST MAKING ME LAUGH. :') I LOVE YOU ANNAM.

Hahahahaaha!! your message almost cracked me up. Especially the TWO MOONS reference! Now the song is stuck in my head. Awesome! :) <3 <3 You are just as amazing by the way.. actually more amazing than me  <3 <3 Love you :)

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
i read that message that anon left. geez how mean! i love your writings~ when i was reading your response i felt the sarcasm or was that just me?? well who ever that was doesn't appreciate the time and effort you put in writing. Hope that message doesn't ruin your day. You have your followers/friends supporting you :D

[Yep a   part of it had sarcasm] As long as I have my friends and lovely followers/readers who appreciate my effort I will be just fine. I’m having a pretty good day so I don’t think the anon can mess that up :) And thank you so much <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
Ok that anon: Wow, you could at least have the courage to say it with a name, but anonymously? You are the one with problems. And my lovely Unni: The way you handled that was great. Not only did you let them know you weren't going to be put down, but that you still even wanted them to have a nice day even when they are just being an absolute pest. Unni, I love you and everything you said was right. (^_^)b

Sarah I love you just as much <3 <3 <3 <3 Thank-you! Yep I just want the anon to understand that most people won’t be as strong when they receive such messages so they shouldn’t do that! I’m just looking forward to Thanksgiving right now so nothing can ruin my day <3 <3 :) 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
its cute you think you can write. its also cute that people take pity on you and just send you lame messages to boost your self esteem. i bet behind the computer your just a fat ugly person with no life and no friends.

When I first read this message:

but then I thought of replying like this:

Aww why Thankyou indeed I do think I can write. Maybe not as well as other people but to say that I can’t would be wrong. It’s a harsh world out there honey. I don’t think anyone sends messages out of pity these days so I don’t know what you’re talking about. Ummm, last time I looked in the mirror I didn’t think I was super ugly neither super pretty… somewhere in the middle. And I am glad I have enough friends who care about me so I definitely don’t need to worry about that.  

And now I’m like this: 

I am sorry but you got the wrong person here. I don’t think I’ll beat myself up after receiving such messages. Sorry :)

Oh and have a good day. :)

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Nov 21, 2012 4 notes
Unni~ I miss you! ;__; I have still been reading your scenarios!! I'm off from school for the rest of the week!! I will be expecting great things!! Miss you lots!! <333333 Love you!!! ^_^

Ahhh! I miss you too :) <3 <3 Really? Didn’ your holidays star from last week. Mine started lasted Friday!I’ll post my next one tonight. Watch out for it :) 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
\(^3^)/ That Chanyeol scenarios.. ErMahGeerdddd <333333 I love itt~!!!!! ^.^ OMG~ ♥♥♥♥♥

Thank-you   Thank-you   Thank-you <3   <3   <3 

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Nov 21, 2012
oh gawwwwd #allmychanyeolfeels OO' This scenario.. it was.. perfection ! Waah >///< I love this guy. and your scenarios. *makes a heart* keke ~

*makes a bunch of hearts back*

Thank-you :) <3 <3 

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Nov 21, 2012
Chanyeol~ made me all happy XD. When Se Na left that note i was like ahh she knows =_= then that side note she left. funny

Yeah! i made sure to add that. It was revolving in my head since I started writing the scenario! [weird right?] 

Thankyou <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Waaaahhh~ That Chanyeol fic is so good! I really like it! Was it a bit dramatic/cliche-ish? Mehhh, kinda sorta yes. But at the same time, people never really write too many scenarios about 2 OCs liking the same KPOP star. (At least, no other authors that I know of...)

Yeah I know it was so cliche and I was actually very close to making a sad ending but I changed my mind last minute. I was originally going to stop the scenario after the store room scene but I made it a happy ending instead. Sometimes it’s good to write old cliche scenarios. Everybody needs a little dose of that once in a while! :) 

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Nov 20, 2012 2 notes
Ahh...you give me EXO feels super bad! I loved the last two scenarios and I am glad that you decided to keep posting stuff over break. It gives me something to look forward to :]

I feel like i give myself EXO feels a lot! it’s like out of my control now too! Thank you! i’m looking forward to writing a bunch before this Saturday! ! O_O 

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Nov 20, 2012
I loved your Chanyeol scenario!!! It was so beautifully amazing!!! I can't even!! Hahaha my Chanyeol feels!! & don't apologize for making them long!! I love when you write long scenarios!! For request #30 (my Gongchan request) you can make it as long as you want! XD a book long if you decide to hehe

I always feel like people get annoyed if the scenario is long but I guess not. Thank you! and I’ll try to make yours really long. I should add that to my side notes! lol :) <3 <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Lol! Yes they really do. Yay!!! In this week of thanks I thank you for making the decision of providing us with stories this week (& after this week of course) XD. Going to go read your Chanyeol story now!

I love how you said that. I need to be thankful for a lot of stuff too. I better go say my thanks to all these people! 

<3 <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Guilt [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



“And then when I walked past him he actually made an effort to look at me. Like oh my God can you believe this? It’s like I’m not invisible anymore? His big eyes and creepy smile is so adorable. I’m just so happy..”

“Oh goodness would you stop talking about him?” you begged your friend. You were starting to think that recommending her to the SM Company was a bad idea. Ever since she had started working, all she talked about was Exo. You were a little glad you weren’t working for them. You were perfectly happy working for F(x).

“You’re just jealous you don’t work for Exo,” she teased you.

“Agh,” you scoffed. “I don’t like them anyways. They are just some stuck up rookies.”

“Aish, don’t say that out loud. If people around you hear you they’ll snap at you.”

“What? We aren’t even at work right now,” you said, sounding really irritated.

“Aaaa but everybody loves them. Exo fans are everywhere,” she leaned in closer to you. “Everywhere!”

“Oh Gosh, Se na you’re scaring me now,” you said pushing her lightly. You and her had been friends since elementary school. Both of you adored each other like sisters. 

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Getting the wardrobe ready for the girls was a very difficult task. It was almost next to impossible due to thousands of changes being made right before their schedules. Amber looked at you apologetically as you ran around trying to figure out what to do. You were glad that you worked for them because they treated you like their younger sister. They were very cooperative too.

“We’ll take it from here ________. You should go rest,” Victoria patted your back.

“Aish, it’s alright,” you replied still trying to fix the problem.

“No, seriously you’ve been running around since this morning. This isn’t even your job. Take some time out okay?” With that said she dragged you out of the room, knowing that was the only way since you were really stubborn.

“Now what,” you mumbled scratching your head.

“Hey,” a voice said from behind you.

“Hey,” you greeted turning around. “Ah, Chanyeol si,” you bowed.

“Oh please call me oppa,” he said and winked at you with his cheeky smile.  However, looking at the flat expression on your face, it slowly started to disappear.

“I’m guessing you don’t know how to smile?” he said, closing one of his eyes.

“Huh!,” you made a face. He was really tall. Much taller than you. That day was the first time you were actually seeing him up close. You examined his face to see what was it that had stolen Se na’s heart. Why was she madly in love with that goofy guy.

“You seem to be lost?” he said snapping his finger in your face.

“Lost!.. aaaa aniyo,” you replied shaking your head. You wanted to keep a cool and distant image. You wanted to show him that you weren’t like other girls who would run after him or any of the other EXO members.

“I’ve seen you work around here. What you do is pretty cool.”

“Really?” you asked with a sarcastic expression.

“Am I sensing a little bit tension over here?” he threw another question at you.

“Tension? Oh no not at all.” You replied, this time a little bit more calmly.

He nodded but kept looking at you from head to toe. You didn’t like it so you looked away. He turned around to leave but stopped.

“You know your friend Se Na told me that you liked Kris hyung,” he said.

“Whaa,” you gasped. You now regretted telling her that. It wasn’t that you liked Kris. Se Na had been bugging you for a long time asking the same question over and over –‘Who do you like from Exo?’  You didn’t know what else to say so you blurted out Kris’s name. You had in fact talked to him once before but that was only for a brief second. He was very nice and you had nothing against him but you actually didn’t like him.

“Oh no no,” you shook your head.

He chuckled. “It’s alright, I won’t tell him.” Chanyeol gave you a thumbs up and then left.

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“Don’t you think your dress is a little too revealing?” you asked Se Na. Both you and her were at the company party. You didn’t quite know who it was being held for or why everybody was invited. The only reason you went was because you needed a break.

“Aish, it’s just about the right length,” she winked back at you. “Look at yourself. Who wears jeans to a party like this one? Don’t you want to impress some guys here?”

“You’re asking a girl who just got out of a relationship. I think I’m done dating guys,” you said with a sour face.

“What? It’s been a year since your breakup _________. Are you still not over him?” Se Na asked.

“I am over him. I just don’t like relationships,” you frowned. Se Na patted you and went to get some drinks. She knew nothing she would say was going to change your mind. You always seemed like someone had sucked the life out of you. Smiling? That was something you didn’t even know existed. She couldn’t understand why you were like that. Regardless, she loved you a lot.

“Here,” she handed you a drink.

“Hello ladies,” Chanyeol sort of announced his entrance.

“Hi,” you mumbled, taking your shot. You turned around and asked for another one.

“Are you even old enough to drink?” he asked you.

“Of course,” you  said taking your second one.

“Anyways, guess who I brought along with me.” Chanyeol moved aside to reveal Kris standing behind him. Your mouth fell half open. Did he still believe that silly story Se Na had told him.

“Hey,” Kris said offering his hand.

“Hi,” you replied, nodding.

“So Se Na would you like to dance with me?” Chanyeol asked her but his eyes were still fixed on you. You glared at him so he would look away but nothing seemed to budge him.

“We have talked before haven’t we?” Kris asked, forcing you to pay attention to him.

“Ah ye,” you replied.

“Chanyeol told me you liked me,” he said with a smirk.

“Aniyoooo,” you whined but quickly bit your tongue. “I mean, of course..” Your eyes were still fixed at Chanyeol as he danced with Se Na, occasionally looking at you. His actions didn’t make sense. If he really liked her then why was he paying more attention to you? This wasn’t the first time it was happening. It had happened several times during the past week.

“I need another drink,” you said.

“Oh of course,” Kris replied. He ordered another one for you. You didn’t stop there. You continued to drink till you were way over tipsy.

“Are you alright?” Kris asked you.

“Yeah I’m fine,” you said.

“Where are you going?”

“Home!” you replied.

“But you aren’t in your senses.”

You leaned into him. “Trust me, I’ll be fine,” you patted his chest and off you went out of the party hall.

Kris was right. There was no way you could walk back home. You were way to drunk. It was your first time like that too. You had never done such a thing before but that night something ticked your heart and all you wanted to do was drink. You lifted your hand to hold your head. You couldn’t bear the pain. You could still hear the loud music from the party. Just as you were about to fall, two strong hands grabbed you…

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You opened your eyes to a very unfamiliar setting. No matter how hard you tried to recall, nothing from the night before was coming back. You pushed your pain ridden body up but all you could see were stars.

“Do you usually get this drunk?” a person standing next to the window asked you. His figure seemed hazy. You rubbed your eyes repeatedly and then looked again.

“Oh, it’s you,” you said, finally being able to see Chanyeol.

“Why the face?” he asked coming closer to you. “If you don’t like me then just say it. You don’t have to show it to me with your facial expression every time I come across you.”

He was sitting very close to you. So close that you could hear him breathe You looked away not being able to face his questioning eyes.

“I don’t know,” you mumbled. You could feel his eyes burning holes in your body. He was looking at you intently.

“Why are you like this? Why don’t you ever smile? Why don’t you live life the way it should be lived?”

“I do smile,” you looked up and forced a smile on your face.

“Seriously?” he raised his eyebrows. 

“I don’t know,” you covered your face with your hands as tears rolled out of your eyes. Usually you were really good at holding yourself together but that night all of it was coming out. For some reason you felt a close connection to him. You felt like telling him would lighten everything. The things that you were dealing with in your life at the moment were far too much for a girl your age. Having to take care of a family of four, with your mother in the hospital and your father leaving you at a young age. There were far too many responsibilities on you to even think about a guy. That was one of the reasons you had to break up with your last boyfriend. Chanyeol couldn’t bear to see you cry so he hugged you. The warmth from his body felt extremely good. He tightened his embrace and then gave you a slight peck on your neck. You never knew that his touch was going to bring such tingles to your body. It felt surprisingly good. You dragged your face closer to his neck but before you could do anything else, he pulled you away and then pressed his lips against yours. He’d taken you by complete surprise. You didn’t hesitate to pull away. In fact you the butterflies in your stomach felt extremely good.

‘His cheeky smile and big brown eyes are so adorable… I just love him..,’ –Se Na’s words suddenly crossed your mind.

“Oh My God,” you pulled away and pushed him back.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. You got out of bed, hurriedly and began looking for your accessories.

“What’s going on?” Chanyeol held your hand to stop you from spazzing out.

“Everything,” you said turning around.

“What do you mean?” he pulled you closer to him and put his arms around you so you wouldn’t move.

“Don’t you get it Chanyeol? Se Na basically throws herself over you. She likes you a lot. I can’t do this to her.”

“But you like me don’t you.”

“I do..” you suddenly blurted out. You wanted to smack yourself for being so aloof. “I mean I don’t. I like Kris, remember?”

“Oh yeah,” Chanyeol rolled his eyes. “I think we both know that’s a lie. Just stop it __________. And accept that you have feelings for me just like I do for you.”

“What?” you gasped.

“Ye, ever since I first saw you at the company. I tried so hard to let it slip. But it wouldn’t. Something about you kept drawing to you. And that night.. that night I actually made an effort to talk to you, outside the F(x) practice room. .. “ he paused to see if you would say something but you kept your eyes fixed at his neckline. “I want to know more about you. I want to fix your problems. Help you through whatever you’re going through. Let me help you. There’s more to me then the happy face that everybody sees.” You couldn’t help but look up at him. You could see the sincerity in his eyes. You wanted to be with him. You wanted to let him help you.

“I can’t do this,” you finally said, struggling to escape his strong grip.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because I don’t like you the way you like me,” you said making one of your mean faces again. You felt his grip loosen on you.

You picked up all of your things but stopped at the door. “I’m sorry,” you mumbled and then quickly left because you knew that the tears would come gushing out. The last thing you wanted was for Chanyeol to see them.  

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Three weeks later:

Se Na came running to you and hugged you.

“What’s wrong?” you asked, dragging her to a little corner so no one would see the two of you.

“Everything __________. Everything. I’m just so tired of all of this. Why does he never look at me? Am I ugly? Do I not fit his standards?”

“No you’re not ugly and you never will be okay. I’ll go talk to him.”

“Aniyo, don’t do that. He’ll think I’m desperate.”

“No he won’t. Just let me talk to him.”

You ran to Exo’s practice room. Luckily Chanyeol was alone in the back.

“Come with me,” you held his hand and dragged him to the storeroom.

“Woaaa woaawww, today must be my lucky day,” Chanyeol said with his usual cheeky smile. You glared at him and locked the door.

“What do you think you’re doing?” you asked him. He pointed to himself with a confused expression. “Do you have any idea what Se Na is going through right now? I was wrong. She doesn’t like you, she loves you Chanyeol. She wants to be with you and all you’re doing is pushing her away. .. she’s a great girl and I promise you she’ll keep you happy. Why don’t you give her a chance.”

“Just like you’re not giving me a chance?” he suddenly shouted causing you to stop your gab. “ You know what?” he pulled you closer and held you tightly. “I was wrong too. I don’t like you. I love you!”

You wished he hadn’t said that. His words ran shudders through your body. Over the past weeks you’d tried hard to convince yourself that you didn’t feel anything for him but not hearing him confess his love to you ruined everything.

“Stop it Chanyeol. You know I’m not interested in you.”

“No you stop it _________. Pretending to like Kris hyung will not only hurt him, but it will hurt me too. And most of all it’ll hurt you. Why don’t you just admit that you like me?” he held your wrist tightly, demanding an answer.

“Because…,” you yelled because. “I don’t want Se Na to go through all of this. She can’t bear it but I can. I’m used to losing things I love but she isn’t. She is very sensitive. I can’t bear to see her cry.”

“ But you’ll be okay see me cry?”

“Chanyeol..” you realized you didn’t have anything to say. He was right. You didn’t want to hurt him either.  “Just please do this for me.”  Tears started falling out of your eyes.  He was right. It wasn’t easy giving up someone you loved. He let go off you, letting his hands dangle to the side. It seemed like all his energy had been drained out of his body.

“___________,” he called your name. You turned around half way to hear what he had to say. “I’ll do as you say but at least tell me that you love me too. At least once and I will never ask you again.”

You knew you were going to lose him so without giving the idea a second thought, you turned around and pressed your lips against his. Chanyeol dragged your small body closer to his and slid his hands behind you. Every second of it was worth it. But you knew it was time to leave so you quickly pulled away and left before he could stop you.

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2 days later:

You avoided eye contact with Chanyeol as the two of you walked into the building at the same time. One of your colleagues came running to you and handed you a small a folded piece of paper.

“What is this?” you asked.

“Se Na told me to give this to you before she left.”

“She left? What do you mean?”

“I don’t know,” the girl shrugged her shoulders. “She turned in her resignation letter this morning too.”

“What!” you gasped. Chanyeol held you to restore your balance. He took the letter from you and sat you down. He opened it and began reading.

“Dear __________,

By the time you get this letter I’ll be long gone out of your life and his. I heard you and him talk, in the store room that day. I am mad, really really mad. I felt like you betrayed me but then the more I thought about what you had said the more it made me realize that you only wanted me to be happy. You were sacrificing your wishes for me. I couldn’t let that happen. I’ve seen you go through a lot in life. I don’t want to be the one bringing more misery to it. Chanyeol really does love you. I was so stupid to not have noticed that before. In the past two days, I’ve seen the way he looks at you. He doesn’t look at me like that. As much as I want him too, I don’t think I can ever have him. I don’t want to force him to be in a relationship with me while his heart is with you. That would be too heartless of me. I decided to leave because I know it would hurt me a lot seeing the two of you together. I’m not as strong as you are. So please forgive me. Hopefully one day we will meet again and you and I, will be much happier.

                                                                                                                                                                                                Your Se Na

P.S: You can stop pretending to like Kris now. Give the poor guy a break..”




You couldn’t help but cry. You had lost Se Na and you felt guilty.

“I’m so sorry _________,” Chanyeol said pulling you into a hug. You lay your head on his chest and cried for a long time. Chanyeol didn’t move for a second. He sat there to comfort you through out. A little part of you was happy because you could be with him. Maybe slowly, your guilt would fade away and you would be able to love Chanyeol just as much as he loved you. He kissed you on your temple and you slid your hand into his. You weren’t going to let go of him anymore.

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I swear I have no idea why my scenarios have ended up being so long lately. I wanted to elaborate a little bit more but I couldn’t because of the length. Anyways, I hope you liked it anon. :)

Nov 20, 2012 69 notes
#Chanyeol #kpop scenarios #Chanyeol scenarios #Exo #exo k
Pff! No way! Even your posts are entertaining! Specially when you put up news & vids that I normally wouldn't hear about/see until much later cause I'm busy with school & stuff >.> & I also like other peoples responses to your stories & stuff, some make me laugh hehe

Yeah I posted some of them by accident. But I post most of them because they are aboslutely necessary to be seen by all human kind! hahaha jk. [I usually post all of this on my personal blog] 

Yeah I love other people’s responses just as much! <3 <3 

I’ve decided to continue writing them over the break :) <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
right in the kokoro for suho's scenario. just.. TT TT right in the kokoro.

Oh my God, I am NOT kidding, I fell off of my couch. [you just made my night- congratulations] 

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Nov 20, 2012 2 notes
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