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December 2012

I forgot to include my name xD - Nosy Anon

Oh okay. I think I’ll have to add extra side notes for this request :) 

I’m going alone that’s why I’m a little scared but hopefully I won’t do anything stupid and I will be fine. If I do happen to bump into a K idol I’ll make sure take pictures. [not in a creeper way but from a distance. If anything I don’t want to run after them and scream and go all crazy O_O] lol although I think I might get a chance to see Exo because Im coming back the same day they are coming from China! How awesome :) 

Dec 16, 2012
With people or alone? If you have friends or family getting lost can be an adventure! Haha if you're going alone always plan ahead to be sure to get yourself out of situations (not that you'll have any!!). Let us know how other is when you get back!! :)) you'll have an amazing time I know it!!
Dec 16, 2012
XD Yes! I remember when I first started to get into kpop that I found their fan services so shocking lol so I thought it'd be a cool story. I'm used to it now though! Well putting make up on him. I'm just not entirely sure what make up artist do x) do they get to style them too? I mean like start requesting other members to prepare for their shows. Aww don't be! I'm sure you'll be fine & alert! It'll be an amazing experience so idt you'll be daydreaming when theres so much to see! Are you going
Dec 16, 2012
Yay!! I wanna request one for Donghae! You start dating him (maybe you're his make up artist) & are new to Korea & how their entertainment works. So in a concert you see him kiss Hyuk (fanservice) & you think he's gay & using you as a cover. So you start acting weird around him & start requesting anther member to dress up. You're so lucky!! I wish I was you right now! XD be safe, have fun & say hello to that beautiful place for us! -Nosy Anon (even if you don't think I am, I still need a name x)

Hahahaha Oh the members and their fanservices! T_T. Umm I didn’t quite understand the last line though. “start requesting another member to dress up?” -Could you explain that? [I have a faint idea but Im not sure] 

Oh yeah, I am soooooooooooooooo nervous but hopefully I won’t get lost/ miss my flight. 

Aahahaha that’s a really cute/ funny anon name :) <3 <3 

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Dec 16, 2012 1 note
OH GOSH! Ok I really wanted to request this! I didn't know how to write it myself, so I want your take on it. Chanyeol knows a secret about you. (Not his girlfriend, but he likes you.) The secret is something that is deep and it hurts you when he asks you about it. He feels like you don't like him anymore and he wants to get you back. He wants to do something for you. You have always wanted a music box and he gets you one with 'Angel' as the song. Somehow he knows that song is special to you! :)

Hahaha Alright. I’ll have to think of a deeeeep dark secret. [I’m going to go look for my thinking cap in my attic] :) 

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Dec 16, 2012 1 note
HI! ^^ Can I request a Christmas Scenario? When you spend your first Christmas with Kai? :D Thank you?

Sure thing :) <3 [I think I might end up writing this on Christmas day even if I’m not done with the rest of my requests] since its for a special event. 

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Dec 16, 2012
Good News!

Hey guys, 

So my old followers might remember that back in September I posted something about me going to Hong Kong over the winter break and that I was trying to convince my dad to let me stop in S. Korea on my way there. Well guess what? *drum roll please* It worked and I will be flying to Honk Kong early next week. Even though I’ll stop in Korea for like 5 hours, that’s still enough for me since I’ll be stepping on my oppas’ land and It will be a good chance for me to use my little Korean Speaking talent. 

Anyways now that you have read my boring story ^ Here’s the good news for you guys. I am really happy therefore I am going to open the request box for one day [so I will close them at 2:00 pm tomorrow] so send in your requests if you have any but please be sure to not abuse the anon option and request more than one :( . Give everyone an equal chance to request. [Since it will be a 16 hour flight I think i’ll knock down a bunch of scenarios unless I get busy reading ‘The life of Pi’] 

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Dec 16, 2012 4 notes
#kpop scenarios #I want to see who will read this
Ha i read your taking Korean! That is so cool! They don't offer Korean so I took Chinese. A lot harder T.T but aha at least I'll know what Exo M will be saying!:3

Girl, let me love you. I give you a round of applause for learning Chinese. My Chinese friends try to teach me but its sooooooooo hard. Korean is comparatively easier but honestly if I could choose again I would have chosen Chinese too :) 

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Dec 16, 2012 2 notes
I totally understood your Chen scenario. I mean, when I dated my first boyfriend, I was also like that. Didn't eat much in front of him, because when I eat, I'm a straight on animal. Then I saw that he didn't care of how he eats in front of me, and I started feeling comfortable by it. The scenario somewhat relates to me, and I had butterflies in my stomach. :3

Awwww I didn’t think so many people would be able to relate to it :) That’s great that you could feel comfortable. It’s always good to show them before the relationship gets too serious so you’ll know if they are there to say for a long time/ forever :) 

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Dec 15, 2012
Out of guilt or feeling bad. I mean that, for you & for everyone else out there who is like us. Once again I'm sorry for being so nosy!! P.s. Loved your Chen scenario! I eat like a slob so I could relate to that XD I always feel self conscious eating in front of people

You are not being nosy :) <3 <3 

I [wish] I could eat like a slob. [Lucky you] but yes it’s a good thing to be self conscious. Not too much though. :) 

And thank you :) <3 <3 

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Dec 15, 2012
Aw, you Chen story was good. I think it was really sweet that Chen was concerned enough to do some research and then present it to the main character. I think it captured the seriousness of an eating disorder, even though it turned out that it wasn't the issue. Haha. I also understand though what it's like to be embarrassed to eat in front of a guy you like. It takes some time. And I think you did a really good job portraying that. Lovely story. Xoxox

Yeah I sometimes suffer from that too but to be honest I don’t feel embarrassed eating in front of guys. [weird right?] but my friends get really annoyed because I call everything fattening. I don’t know how they bear with me. 

And then I really didn’t know how to write this one so I just wrote what I thought would be right. 

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Dec 15, 2012
Ahh!! You didn't have to answer if you weren't comfortable!! I'm sowwy :(( I just asked out of curiosity & only thinking you'd answer if I wasn't prying (though I guess by asking it is but I mean not in a bad way)! When asked (for me) I don't mind answering so that's why I said if you wanted to answer! I'm sorry if you feel exposed or something now >.< I hope that I you DO fall in love it's with Kyu or someone even more amazing & never ever experience heart break! & I'm not just saying that

Oh no no! you’re fine. Don’t apologize for that. You were just curious. :) 

Hahaha Yeah I’m already in love with Kyuhyun [I feel comfortable when it’s a celebrity] Celebrity love is different. I hope that you/ or anybody else never ever experiences a heartbreak. I’ve seen my friend’s go through it and it sucks :( 

Dec 15, 2012
i know exactly what you mean/feel when people judge you for saying they are perfect >.> my friends do the same & love to point out that they are not perfect & dk them & that they also have flaws. your definition as to what you mean when you describe someone as perfect is what i meant! i just didnt know how to say it in words, but im so saying that whenever one of them tries to be a smart ass lol

Yes exactly. People need to understand that. I am sure they’ll characterize as someone later and won’t admit it when you point it out to them. When you’re looking for specific characteristics in someone and then you find that person, why wouldn’t they be perfect to you? They might not be perfect for others because they have different standards but they also need to understand that everyone has flaws. :| 

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Dec 15, 2012 1 note
Why do you say you dont plan to do so? If it is something you feel comfortable answering of course! Personally it freaks me out which is why I dont plan on it happening also. Not to mention I try to stay smart but I become a dodo when I just like a person. Id be a walking embarrassment if it was love lol (I dont have a tumblr which is why I ask on anon). Anyhow, just in case its a personal thing & dont answer this, wanted to say love your stories & cant wait to you get to mine!! Num. 30! Haha

Oh your’s is #30. [Nice] 

Umm I don’t feel uncomfortable sharing at all. I’m not planning to because I’m scared [just like you said]. It never has a good ending so why don’t I just save myself a heartbreak. I know it’s not in our control therefore all I can do is hope. 

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Dec 15, 2012
He's a keeper [Chen]

Requested by anon  



Your eyes were fixed on the computer screen but your mind was elsewhere. You forced yourself to think of other things but the image of that double layered chocolate cake with vanilla icing and fudge wouldn’t let you think of anything else.  It was as if you could taste it in your mouth. You had gotten really mad your mom for bringing it in the night before but ever since she left that’s all you had been eating.  

‘No it’s bad for me. I shouldn’t eat it. But it’s so good though…Uh..,’ – your thoughts were killing you. The saliva in your mouth was teasing you. You couldn’t even concentrate on your anime and that never ever happened.

“Aigoooo,” you cried and jumped off of the couch. You pulled the half eaten cake out of the fridge along with the big table spoon and looked at it with devouring eyes. There was no stopping you. The only way to get rid of the thoughts about the cake was to get rid of it. You were going to do that by guzzling it down without feeling even a tad bit guilty.

You licked the spoon three times before finally putting it away. It had taken you almost thirty minutes to finish the huge piece. Just then you almost jumped when you heard someone knock at the door.

“Who is it?” you asked throwing the dishes in the sink and pouring water on them. There was no response, since the person obviously couldn’t hear you. You looked in the mirror to clean your face and then gargled twice before running to the door.

“What took you so long to open the door?” Chen asked with his usual sassy face.

“I was in the room,” you lied.

“Oh, alright forget that. I was wondering if we could go out for dinner. I’m starving.”

“Didn’t you eat with the boys? It’s Friday night.”

“Yeah but I always eat with them on Friday nights. I wanted to eat with you tonight.”

“So what do you want to eat? “

“Anything you want to.”

“Aaa I’m actually full but I can make you some miso soup.”

“Don’t you want to go out?”

“Can’t we just stay in? I don’t feel like eating,” you whined.

“_________ you barely ever eat. Don’t do this to yourself,” he said sliding his hands around your waist and pulling you closer. That was a pretty brave move for a three month relationship but you let him. After all you had to take baby steps and he had just taken one.

“Look at your waist. I feel like I can hold it with one hand.”

“I do eat,” you pouted.  Chen wasn’t really wrong. You ate a lot, he just never saw you. You didn’t want him to see the uncivilized side of you when you ate. You knew he would run away into the wild and vow to never come back.

“Okay but do you want to come with me so I don’t feel lonely.”

“Of course,” you replied and grabbed his arm, girlfriend style. He smiled at you as the two of you walked out the door.

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 The same thing happened at the party he took you a few days later and then the lunch after that. You were hesitant to eat in front of him because you knew you would go all out. You did eat but very little and then later ordered something for yourself when you were alone.

“Hey are you at home?” he asked you over the phone.

“Ye,” you mumbled concentrating on your anime.

“Okay then open the door. I’m standing outside.”

“What!,” you cried in surprise.

“Yeah, now  open the door,” he said impatiently. “I need to pee.”

“Ah eww, keep the details to yourself,” you said walking to the door.

“Mooooove,” Chen pushed you to the side and off he went, running to the bathroom as soon as you opened the door.  You held your stomach and laughed for a good minute.

“What?” he asked walking out of the bathroom.

“Your face,” you said still laughing uncontrollably. “When you were running.”

“Okay okay,” he held your arm and walked you to the couch. He looked more serious than usual.  Your heart sank a little bit but you felt his grip tighten on your hand. He couldn’t be breaking up with you. Everything was just fine between you guys.

“What’s wrong,” you asked hesitantly.

“_________ I know you won’t be able to understand what I’m trying to say. I did some research last night and usually patients who suffer from such disorders are in a state of denial.”

“Patient? Disorder? What are you talking about?” you cried, pulling your hand out of his.

“__________, ________ listen to me,” he held your hands once again. “Hear me out okay?”

You wanted to say a lot but his glare completely shut you up.

“I’ve seen the way you eat. In fact I’ve seen the way you never eat. I am sure your weight is below average. I just want you to know that you don’t have to do all of this. I like you just the way you are. You don’t have to try to become skinny.”

His words weren’t reaching your brain until he said the last word. You didn’t know if you were mad or you just wanted to laugh. A few moments passed and you realized that you definitely wanted to do the latter. Chen was so adorable. How could he even possibly think of all these things? You wanted to hug and shower him with kisses but you knew it was too early for that.  

“ So what do you think I have?” you asked, obviously very amused.

“You’re anorexic,” he said furrowing his eyebrows.

“What?” you began laughing.  “Why would you ever think that?”

“Because you never eat.. and why are you laughing?” He shook his head.

“Oppa,” you said taking his hand in yours. “I think it’s time I tell you.”

“What?” he asked suspiciously.

“I can eat like a cow. The only reason I don’t do it in front of you is because it’s very un lady like and I don’t want to come of as an uncivilized monkey.”

“I don’t believe that for a second.”

“Really?”

“Yep,” he closed his eyes in a childish way and crossed his arms. “Prove it.”

“Alright then. How about we go to a pizza place tonight and see who eats more.”

“Alright then,” he said scanning your face for any signs of a scam. There were none.

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“One down, twelve more to go,” you said finishing your first slice.

“We’ll see about that,” he said taking a bite of his second slice.

“You can’t win this one,” you tried to trash talk.”

“We’ll see about that,” he said chucking down his third. You pouted and began stuffing more and more in your mouth. You had to win that battle. 

Other couples and servers looked at the two of you hogging your large sized pizzas. They were amazed and a little disgusted.

“Ahhhh I give up,” Chen suddenly said. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes.

“What? Already?” you asked picking up your eighth slice.

“I can’t do this anymore. I think I’m going to puke,” he said rubbing his tummy. 

“I still have some space in my…” you stopped half way. You looked up and found him looking at you intently. He was expressionless. ‘Oh no! ‘  You had scared him for sure. You began to explain yourself but the sudden smile on his face stopped you.

“What?” you asked.

“Nothing,” he shook his head and looked away.

“No tell me,” you insisted even though you were scared to bits on the inside.

“________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” your voice chocked.

“I think I’m falling for you more and more every day,” he whispered, leaning in closer to you. You blinked repeatedly to sink in what he had said. You couldn’t believe it. Had your ears really heard the right thing? Did he really say that he was slowly falling in love with you after seeing your obnoxious side? Was he joking?  

“Are you okay?” he asked you, getting a little freaked out by you staring at him blankly.

“Ah yeah,” you said and shyly looked away. You let your hair fall on the sides of your face to cover up the red ears and the blushing cheeks.

Right then, you knew he was a keeper…

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NOTE: The topic of ‘Eating disorders’ is very sensitive and my scenario is not intended to make fun of anyone. The person who requested this scenario wanted it to be sassy and this is the closest I could get to it. I hope that people who suffer from anorexia, bulimia, or any such disorders should seek assistance/ help. Try to be happy with the body you have and if you do want to lose weight, do it in a healthy way. Remember all of you are beautiful :) <3  

Dec 15, 2012 60 notes
#Chen #Chen scenarios #kpop scenarios #exo #exo m scenarios #exo scenarios
So who is 'perfect' to you then?

I’ve never loved [Not planning to either] anyone in my life  [besides family/friends] so I can’t really use it for a non celebrity but I often call Kyuhyun, Lay, Sehun, Kris perfect and people judge me for that. When I say that, I don’t mean that they are perfect in anything and everything they do. To me they are perfect because of their imperfections. And the definition of perfect is different for every one :) 

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Dec 14, 2012

when I call someone perfect, it doesn’t mean I think they have no flaws, it doesn’t mean I think they’re the most attractive person on the planet, it doesn’t mean I think they’ve never made any mistakes. when I call someone perfect, it means I love them wholly and entirely despite anything and everything, and that, to me, is perfect.

Dec 14, 2012 145,398 notes
#THIS
I w reading the Chanyeol scenario in class and my former desk mate was watching Vampire Diaries. As I was concentrating on the best parts, she was like "Look look, it's Damon! He's so cute and perfect! Look at that faaaaaceee aaaaaaah!" and I was like "No...Oppa is better." but she would constantly slap my arm to pay attention to what Damon was doing. Gosh...I managed to finish it somehow and I L-O-V-E it so much >w<!

Ahahahaha I have friends who are obsessed with Vampire diaries too [Too bad I’m not in to it like that :( ] 

You guys watch stuff during class?? It’s so hard doing that here. And thank you. Even though you had trouble reading it, you still made an effort. That counts for a lot :) <3 <3 

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Dec 14, 2012
Hahah, me too! She is, thank goodness! :D How was your day? -Anon Babo~

That’s great to hear :) 

I spent my time watching a horror series / practicing for the 5k run :). Now I’m about to start writing the next scenario :)  you?

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Dec 13, 2012
OH GOD! The Chanyeol feels! ;________; The scenario was just soooo OMG! I was so scared, thinking that maybe something might have happened to her. I was all yelling at Chanyeol on my screen to go back. LOL. XDD

Awwww.. but I’m glad you liked it <3 <3 [My original idea was to make it in two parts and leave it at the part where she falls/ or at the part where he is clenching on to her body] but I decided not to. That would be too heartless right? :) 

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Dec 13, 2012
Ah, I love your writing. You did a really good job with this. I just want to say, as someone who has almost lost someone (my mother) to depression and having depression and anxiety myself, I really, really hope, that if you're dating someone and you care about them, you wouldn't keep something like this from them. This is an illness you don't keep to yourself because you need all the support and comfort you can get from family and friends. I know this was a request, but I wanted to say that.

Yeah I can only imagine what it can do to you. It’s like a slow poison that kills you on the inside. I really hope people who are suffering from this don’t keep it to themselves. No matter how embarrassing sharing your thoughts may seem you should still find some one to trust and tell them. 

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Dec 13, 2012
Oh my goodness, I saw your reply as soon as I went back to my dashboard. It kind of scared me. (x Oh, me too. Oh my goodness, your Chanyeol scenario made me think of my mom and dad a little bit because my mom used to suffer from depression. >< It was really good though. -Anon Babo~

Lol really? That is a little freaky. [I’ve been watching a scary series lately so I get scared of little stuff too] 

Awww I hope she is doing much better now :) 

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Dec 13, 2012
Oh! Me too! :D It would be so awesome because I wouldn't be all alone! I will come out of anon one day! Haha. Are you a freshman? -Anon Babo~

Yep, it would be nice to have someone with you in a strange country right..! 

Yep I’m a freshman :) 

Dec 13, 2012 1 note
Loved your Chanyeol scenario. <3 And I can relate to it. x_x ~Anon Naiya

Awww!! I’m sorry. That must be devastating :( I hope you’re doing better :) 

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Dec 13, 2012
You want to teach in Korea too?! Oh my gosh~ Let's go together! (x I think as long as your passionate about what you're learning you'll do great! ^^ I'm sure you're great at it! :D Where do you study? (: -Anon Babo~ <3

Yep, if not for the rest of my life then at least for 6 months. Yep LET’S GO TOGETHER. [I’d love that]  That’s what one of my friends is doing too. Yeah hopefully next semester will be better. I go to .. [I don’t want to publish the name] If one day, you come out of anon I might be able to tell you personally :) 

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Dec 13, 2012 1 note
Trust me [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



You shuffled through your bag looking for your yellow pills when Chanyeol called your name.

 “It’s ready,” he cried from the kitchen.

“I’m coming,” you yelled back still looking for the pills. You cursed yourself for not buying a small bottle to put them in. The plastic bag somehow always got lost in the midst of everything else.

“________,” you felt Chanyeol’s hand on your shoulder. You jumped around obnoxiously waving your hands all around.

“Are you alright?” he asked opening his eyes wide.

“Ah yea,” you mumbled.

“What are you looking for?”

“Oh nothing,” you pulled him. “Let’s go eat. I can’t wait to try what you’ve cooked for me.”

“It’s nothing special,” he scratched his head, letting your drag him.

You put your nose close to the food, letting the delicious smell tease your saliva. “Oh this smells so goooodd.”

“Try it,” he said, pushing you down on your chair. He sat across you and leaned in, staring at you with his big brown eyes.

“If you look at me like that how will I eat?” you giggled. You took a sip of the soup and surprisingly Chanyeol had done a great job.

“This is actually really good,” you remarked.

“What do you mean actually,” he asked squinting his eyes in a teasing sort of way.

“Aniyo, I didn’t mean it like that,” you said pushing a bowl in front of him. “Come on take some.”

“Ah ye,” he said and bam there was no parting him from his food. You watched him chug down the entire bowl and then rub his tummy with satisfaction.

“You really liked it didn’t you?” you asked.

“Of course. I made it so I had to like it,” he winked at you. He got up to clean the table but you stopped him.

“You’re doing too much,” you held his hand and pushed it lightly.

“No let me do it. This is the least I could do after what I did last week.”

“Oppa,” you whined. “I thought we discussed we weren’t going to talk about it.”

“I know. I’m sorry,” he mumbled. He came closer to you and cupped your tiny face in his hands. He began to say something but stopped. You raised your eyebrows in sort of a questioning way. He shook his head and then immediately planted a kiss on your lips.

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  You tossed and turned in your bed for over an hour. Depressing thoughts and anxiety were killing you. Everything around you seemed dull. You closed your eyes tightly, hoping the thoughts would go away but you knew it was impossible. Human mind is a strong slate that can do very strange things to you.

“I can do this,” you whispered to yourself. “Just one more hour ________. Come on keep testing yourself. You’re strong.” You tried to motivate yourself but it seemed harder and harder with every passing minute. You pushed away the covers and sat up, breathing heavily as the sweat beads on your forehead began to trickle down your face. That was it. You had hit your breaking point. Your hands automatically reached for the drawer. You moved it around violently, in the dark, looking for the same yellow pills. After a few minutes of intense searching you finally turned on the lights, found the tablets and reached for the water. No matter how hard you tried, the pills were like a plague attached to your life. It had been over 6 months that you had been taking them. You were still debating if you should tell Chanyeol about it or not. The guilt on top of the depressive thoughts killed you every day. You two had promised each other to share every secret but this. This was different. You loved him. You didn’t want him to run away from you.

Your heavy breathing finally started to stabilize. You pushed your hair back and got back under the covers. Just then your bedroom door flew open and a hyper Chanyeol made an appearance.

“How is my princess?” he asked spreading his arms in the air.

“Oh my goodness,” you clenched your heart. “You scared me.”

“I’m sorry,” he laughed and jumped into the bed. You slid your hand back on the night stand and pushed the bag of pills inside the drawer. Chanyeol saw you but instead of saying anything he pretended like he didn’t see anything. Last time he had asked you about them, it did not end pretty. You guys fought for almost forever and then he tried to make up a week later by preparing lunch for you.

“I thought you’d be a sleep,” he said grabbing you like a doll and pulling you closer.

“Ah yea I was just having..,” you shook your head to give yourself some time to think of an excuse. “I was just really tired. My body hurts.”

“I bet it was because of starting your workout right?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled.

“I told you, you don’t have to do anything. You are just fine.” He lifted you and turned you around.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“About to give you a back massage.”

“Oh no. Oppa you don’t have to do that.”

“Shhhh,” he hummed and began running his firm but soothing hands on your back. You felt like you were in heaven. Your body began feeling lighter.

“Oh this is so good,” you moaned.

“See I told you, you would love it,” he muttered. “Now watch this. This will make you feel even better.” He slid his hands around your waist and then up to your shoulder, slowly hitting the pressure points.

“Where did you learn this from? This feels soooooo good,” you mumbled once again.

“Really? You like it?” he asked.

“Yes, I love it..”

“Okay then let’s do something you’ll love even more,” he said and turned you around to face him. You smiled as he removed the strands of hair from your face. You returned his kindness with a smile but you knew you had to reject his request. It would be dangerous for you. You had just taken the pills. The doctor had specifically warned you to not indulge in sexual activities after taking them. Too much excitement could lead to dangerous outcomes.

“Ahhh I’m still a little tired. How about some other night,” you replied.

“But the last time we did it was almost three months ago,” he said trying to keep his cool.

“I know. I’m sorry but I just..”

“You know what, that’s fine,” he said forcing himself to smile. “I will not argue with you about this.” He removed his slender body from on top of you and laid down next to you.

“It’s not like that,” you placed your hand over his chest and rubbed it.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to explain anything.”

It hurt you to see him try so hard to fake his feelings. He was obviously very disheartened but there was nothing you could do. You loved him too much to let him go.

“I love you,” you whispered placing your head on his arm. He used his other arm to press your body against his and then gave you a soft kiss on your temple. “I love you too.”

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  Your depressive state was kicking in once again when Chanyeol called you. He had invited you to go to  this formal dance that the company was throwing. Even though your relationship was a secret, bringing a date was totally fine. They wouldn’t suspect a thing. You tried to refuse but his constant begging made you give in. He had done so much for you in the recent days that saying no would seem cruel.

You picked out the black dress as he had requested and slipped it on. You looked at your image in the mirror. Your heart told you, you looked beautiful but your brain opposed them. You felt ugly and worthless. Shaking your head didn’t help. It was time to take your pills again. You took a deep breath and grabbed yourself a glass of water.

Chanyeol walked into the apartment but you didn’t hear him. He liked making surprising entrances. He didn’t know that the one tonight was going to change everything forever. You lifted your hand with the yellow pills in it when he walked in on you. Both you and him stared at each other for a moment. The moment seemed like forever.

“I thought you said you weren’t going to take them anymore.”

“You don’t understand,” you immediately defended yourself.

“I don’t understand? So how about you tell me what’s going on?” he said walking towards you. Your head felt dizzy. You took a step back and the next moment you felt like somebody grabbing you with both hands.

“Give them to me,” he said sternly.

“No,” you shook your head.

“_________ I won’t let you take them until I know what they are for.”

“They are important okay,” you yelled, pushing him back.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked fixing his shirt, completely surprised at your sudden reaction.

“There’s nothing wrong with me,” you said grinding your teeth. Chanyeol pulled you and forcefully took the pills out of your hand.

“No! give them back to me,” you cried angrily.

“Calm down _________,” he held both your arms.

“Give them back to me,” you yelled once again.

“Shut up,” he yelled too this time.

“Go away. Okay just go away. I don’t need you in my life,” you screamed out of frustration.

“What?” he gasped taking a step back. You felt stupid for blurting out such horrible words.

“No no no I didn’t mean it like that,” you took a step towards him. Your head felt dizzy once again and your stomach growled reminding you that you hadn’t eaten anything in almost 24 hours.

“Please listen to me,” you uttered as tears rolled out of your eyes. Chanyeol turned around and began walking out. “No please listen,” you tried to hold on to his sleeve but he violently shrugged you away.

“Oppa please,” you begged. He didn’t listen and walked out of the apartment, still clenching the pills in his hand. You pressed your hand against your forehead to mediate the pain but it kept kicking in. Each time more severe than the last. “Oppa!,” you whispered one last time before you landed on the floor…

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A tear rolled out of his eyes that once twinkled upon every thought of you. He viciously wiped them away and started walking even faster. The cold breezes were sneaking in through the tiny spaces between the buttons of his jacket. They ran a shudder through his shivering body. He lifted his hands to look at the rectangular pieces of solid. Those were the reason you were not in his life anymore. He wanted to throw them away but just then a thought occurred to him. You didn’t seem to be in your normal state when you yelled at him. Something seemed different about you. The way your lips quivered and your eyes moved from side to side, your immense strength. Something had to be up. Just then Chanyeol turned around and ran back towards your apartment.

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“_________,” he yelled your name from across the hallway. There was no response. “I am so sorry. I don’t know what happened to me and I know you didn’t know what you were saying either. Please talk to me and tell me what’s going on. I rea…” his words fell halfway when he discovered your motionless body on the floor.

“_________,” he lunged towards you. He shook your body repeatedly and put his head close to your heart. “__________ talk to me,” he cried once again. “Oh my God what’s happening?What’s happening?” he moved his head from side to side. He seemed disheveled, holding you close to his chest, and rocking his body back and forth. Tears came flooding out and his throat felt completely dry.

“Talk to me please,” he shook you again. “I didn’t mean to run away. I’m sorry. Please listen to me.”

He felt your faint breathing on his hand and some hope came back to him. You were still alive. He lifted you up and ran towards his car. There was no time to lose..

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“________ has been through a lot in the past 6 months. I am surprised she didn’t tell you about anything. You say you guys have been together for over a year now right?”

“Ye,” Chanyeol nodded his head.

“I don’t understand why she wouldn’t tell you. Did you guys have a healthy relationship?” the doctor asked.

“Yes absolutely. I didn’t think anything was wrong. What happened to her?” he asked.

“She had been seeing a psychologist for the past 6 months. She was diagnosed with clinical depression and therefore she had to see a therapist. She’s been taking these pills ever since. One of the side effects of the treatment is loss of appetite. She was admitted into the hospital, I believe, a month ago since she had completely stopped eating. The same thing happened today and now here she is once again.”

Chanyeol found himself completely dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to say. A lot of information had been thrown at him at once.

“I don’t understand. Everything was fine between us. Could it be my fault?” he pushed his hair back using his left hand.

“It can’t be your fault.. or anyone’s fault actually.” The doctor put a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s just hope she gets better and now that you know about this, maybe you can help her. This treatment will work if she learns to be happy everyday and I’m sure you can give her that.”

Chanyeol nodded his head, still completely shaken. He needed some time to take in what he had been bombarded with.

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You woke up to the sound of the hissing door as it opened. A familiar figure walked towards you and settled down on the little space available on the bed. He held your hand and lifted it to plant a kiss. The other hand then caressed your cheeks and the next moment you felt his lips pressed against your cheeks. The familiar fragrance brought a smile to your face. He hadn’t left after all. He was there.

“Everything will be just fine,” he whispered giving you another peck on your forehead.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Shhhh,” he brought his finger to the top of your lips. He shook his head and then kissed your hands again. You tightened your grip on his hand and closed your eyes. A little part of your worries was gone now that you knew he was in this with you. He wasn’t going anywhere…

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I know I changed the depressive state a little bit but I figured I had to do it to fit it better with the plot. I hope you like it anon <3 

Dec 13, 2012 89 notes
#Chanyeol #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios

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i think we just learned a value lesson about the consequences of investing too much time into one website

Dec 12, 2012 15,604 notes
I am taking Korean! ^^ I just finished my first quarter of it too! I was so excited because my professor told me I'm really good & that I should continue because he can tell that I'm passionate about it & can go far! I was sooooo happy!! I know, i can't wait 'til that day comes! Oh my gosh watching variety shows & interviews without having to wait for subtitles! I'm so excited! Ahah. -Anon Babo~

That’s one thing Im shooting for [besides teaching English in Korea] so yeah hopefully both you and I get there one day :) *hwaiting* 

I wish I become more passionate about learning in class. My mind is always elsewhere! :|

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
:O I wish I could take a Korean class! I've always wanted to learn myself but I always get too lazyXD

Awwww!! I know I had been itching to take one bu my highschool didn’t offer it. luckily my university did so I grabbed the chance with both hands and trust me its really easy. I don’t know why people say it’s hard. If you LOVE korean you will be fine because your passion will help you achieve your goal. And if you are not able to take a Korean class for some reason than use K dramas. K variety shows or KOREAN FOR DUMMIES as a resource. That actually helps a lot :) I hope you have chances in the future :) 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Hahah, that reminds me of when I wrote my friends name in his book and I wrote babo. It wouldn't be funny except my Korean professor saw it because my friend had forgotten his book. So the next class my friend was like she wrote that! I was so embarrassed my professor just laughed. -Anon Babo~<3

Ahahahahah that’s funny. I do feel bad for your friend though lol [YOU ARE TAKING KOREAN TOO?] That’s awesome. I just got done with my first semester of Korean 1001. 

I’ve also had a lot of funny episodes in my Korean class. Hopefully one day you and I will be able to watch K dramas without subtitles O_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Already? D: Woah. Im envying you so much right now ;__;

Yep I’m just so excited. I can finally watch K dramas without feeling guilty O_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Surprise beautiful person!! Once you receive this award, you must paste it into 8 people’s asks who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but its good to know someone thinks you’re beautiful on the inside and out. ♥ -Anon babo~

Awwwww this is so sweet <3 thank you so much. 

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Dec 11, 2012
Eeek~ I'm so sorry I didn't reply, I didn't have my computer! >< It was horrible! Haha, yeah I know. I just use that word a lot. (x -Anon Babo ^_^;

Oh it’s alright. Lol I use that word to describe my friends a lot o_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Whaaa!!!! That was awesome!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!! I think that's really how my friends would act if I were in that situation >.< It'd be awesome if that did happened with Kai!! Lol because I'd have him as a bf not because of him feeling bad due to my friends! Hehe They already think my kpop obsession is lame/weird XD so you captured that perfectly!!! Thank you!!! I love love lahved it!!! --sujugirl

Awww Im sorry, I hope that never happens to you and your friends are nice and considerate enough to understand you. I’m glad you liked it and I wrote it the way you wanted me to :) <3 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
Guess who just finished giving her last final?

So guys I’m ready to get some scenarios down in the coming week. I know most of you are still having your finals so GOOD LUCK and hopefully you’ll come back to read all the stuff I have posted. 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
#Chanyeol gif
I Just had to read this before I started getting ready for work... OMG! This was so cute! And poor Kai! I feel for him so much! I understand very well about friends disapproving of my relationship... It hurts a lot and it really sucks. But if you really love the person, you know they matter more than unsupportive friends. Another story that hits kinda close to home. You are amazing.

Awww so I’ve done it again haven’t I? Isn’t it creepy sometimes? but I’m glad you liked it though. I can only imagine what it would feel like if this happened in real life! O_O 

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Dec 10, 2012 2 notes
Neglected [Kai]

Requested by sujugirl



You sat on a staircase across the main entrance to the south campus of your university. That had been your reserved spot for almost three years. Whenever you had free time you would go there to relax and get everything off of your mind. You plugged in your head phones and closed your eyes, blocking out the rest of the world.  

“Are you listening to those gay boys again,” your friend said hitting you lightly on the back of your head.

“Stop it Ariel,” you said with slight irritation and ignoring her comment. She pulled the head phones out of your ears and frowned cheekily.

“What?” you snapped.

“Wohoooo, what’s wrong with you?” she asked lifting her hands. You had taken her by surprise with your immediate and intense reaction.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. No matter how annoying she could get sometimes, you still adored her. You had been friends way too long to let her hate for your kpop obsession get in the way.

“Oh I get it. Is it because I called your precious boys gay, again?” she asked

“Ariel,” you said a bit sternly this time.

“Okay, okay I’ll stop if it makes you happy.”

“Thank you,” you made a brief reply before indulging yourself back into the music. You closed your eyes, letting the light air brush your naked arms. The corner of your lips curved into a beautiful smile.

“________,” she called your name shortly after.

“Hmmmm,” you replied.

“Is there something you’re hiding from me?” she asked, looking for signs of change in your facial expression.

“No,” you responded.

“Yes you are. I saw your nose cringe.” She snapped her finger in your face, forcing you to open your eyes.

“No I didn’t,” you tried to cover up and looked away.

“Then why are you hiding your face from me?” she sounded even more suspicious this time.

“It’s nothing,” you tried to let it slip but you knew sooner or later you would have to tell her and your other friends.

“__________,” she said your name with full emphasis. This meant that she was serious. She definitely knew something was up. You hated her for knowing you so well.

“Well,” you shifted sides so you wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her. “There’s this guy.”

“Oh Gosh there’s a guy, there’s a guy.. there’s a guyyyyy,” Ariel began singing in a deep voice.

“Stop,” you turned around and held her hand.

“What’s going on?” John asked approaching both you and her. Sunie followed close behind.

“________’s got a guy.”

“Ariellll,” you nudged her.

“What? Really? Why are you hiding it from us?”

“Come on _______, tell us who it is?” John sat, putting his hand around your shoulder.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because..”

“Because…” he raised his eyebrows waiting for you to finish your statement.

“He is Korean,” you mumbled.

**What** - the three of them gasped as their jaw dropped in surprise.

“Yep,” you nodded, keeping your gaze fixed on the ground.

“How long?” Sunie asked.

“6 months.”

**6 months**- they cried once again.

“When were you going to tell us?” Ariel hit you and this time she made sure it would hurt.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because of the way you would react.”

“What do you mean?” John asked.

“He is Korean and you guys hate my Korean obsession.”

The three pattering figures fell silent and gazed at each other from time to time. You were right. They had always nagged you about it and now that you were dating a Korean guy, they really didn’t know what to say. You had taken them by complete surprise.

“Well?” you asked, hoping they had something nice to say.

“Umm we would like to meet him.” Sunie said putting her hand on your shoulder. She always tried to make you feel comfortable with her warm smile.

“Yea,” John and Ariel added.

“Okay but don’t be awkward around him. He’s an exchange student here so he doesn’t know the norms. Please make him comfortable.”

The three of them nodded in agreement. You shook your head lightly before getting up to leave. You could only hope that things would go well and they wouldn’t mess anything up.

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Just as you were about to close your dorm room door you felt someone come up behind you. Before you could turn around, two hands covered your eyes and pushed you in. You heard the door close and right then you knew who it was.

“Kai I know it’s you,” you said turning around. He pulled his hands away, greeting you with him warm smile and twinkling eyes. He leaned in to kiss you.

“Don’t you..have.. class?” you asked between the short kisses. He shook his head, dragging you towards the wall.

“I have to tell you something,” you tried to tell him but he was too busy gracing your soft skin with his lips to listen.

“Kai, seriously I have to tell you something,” you said.

“You can tell me later,” he replied in his broken but adorable English. You couldn’t resist his cuteness and submitted to his wishes. The thought kept bugging you so you finally pulled away.

“I want you to meet my friends,” you blurted out before he could pull you back.

“Whaaaa,” he gasped with his eyes wide open.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“But you told me you weren’t going to tell them anytime soon.”

“I had to. It’s been 6 months. I don’t want to keep any secrets. I love them,”

“And what about me?”

“I love you too,” you said without thinking. The wrinkles on Kai’s forehead disappeared and his pale cheeks started to turn red once again. A sweet smile embraced his face. It was the first time you had said that to him. He looked away shyly and walked to the window. You were also embarrassed but more importantly you were disappointed. Sure you’d blurted it out but he could have the courtesy to return the statement. You shook your head out of your thoughts. You had more important things to worry about at the moment.

“They’ll love you. I promise,” you said walking up to him.

“But you said that they hated my culture.”

“I didn’t say that… I said they hated my obsession with it,” you replied, placing your hand on his shoulder.

“But still,” he turned around and held your hands.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re just my friends.”

“Yes and I want to make a good impression on them.”

“Then what’s the worry?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“You are so adorable, they’ll love you without you having to try,” you tried to pull his nose but he stopped you and instead planted another kiss on your lips.

“You know how to make me happy don’t you?”

“Of course,” you smiled cheekily. “Now come on get ready.”

“What? We are meeting them now?” he cried in surprise.

“Yep,” you said running into your bathroom.

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“Bowling? Bolwing? Seriously ___________? “Kai asked while you pushed him inside the small building.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.”

“Why couldn’t we go for Karaoke or something,” he made a face.

“Seriously Kai? Seriously?”

“What?”

“If you want them to like you then just do as I say okay. Believe me Karaoke will not help your case,” you winked at him and held his hand to comfort him.

“Hey,” Ariel greeted while John and Sunie followed close behind. You introduced everyone to Kai and them to Kai. They smiled nervously and looked from here to there.

“Umm let’s get the shoes. Did you guys get the lane?” you asked, clapping your hands.

“Ah yeah,” John replied. “Let’s go.” He pulled your hand from Kai’s and began walking you to the lane. You turned around to look at Kai. His skin had grown pale and you could tell that he was shaking.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words.

“Guys why did you leave him there?” you said sternly, getting up to get Kai. You saw him walk towards the group slowly.

“We can’t really walk him everywhere like a baby you know,” Ariel said, rolling her eyes. You were about to reply when you felt Kai’s hand on your shoulder.

“They don’t have my shoe size.”

“What’s your shoe size man?” John asked.

“10,” he mumbled.

“Awww I think I took the last pair. The place looks pretty packed tonight.”

“What are we going to do now?” you pouted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll just watch you guys.”

“No, that won’t be fun. I want you to have fun,”

“I’ll be fine _________,” he insisted.

“Don’t worry,” John slapped his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll give you mine when I’m done okay?”

“Yeah,” Kai replied with a forced smile.

“No guys this isn’t right,” you whined.

“________ I’ll be fine. Don’t mess up their day because of me okay?” Kai whispered, pulling you to the side.

“But..”

“Shhh,” he put his finger close to your lips. “Now go.”

Ariel did the honors of starting. Sunie preceded you. You got up, picked up the lightest ball and fixed your position.

“Wohoooo,” John cried.

“I got this you guys, I got this,” you said cheekily and woosh slid the ball.  

“Wahhaaaaaa,” Ariel and John jumped as you made a strike. You brushed your hair from your face with a sense of pride and walked back on what you perceived to be your victory platform.

“Don’t get too cocky. The game just started,” John patted your shoulder. You glanced at Kai who was busy scrolling through his phone.

“Kai,” you pouted.

“Hmm,” he looked up.

“You didn’t see that?” you asked with a disappointed face.

“What?” he asked looking completely oblivious to his surroundings. After that you didn’t have the heart to play. You tried to enjoy but your mind was fixed at Kai’s behavior. Why was he being so silly? Why couldn’t he just have fun with you and your friends? It hurt you a little bit but you let it slide.

“So that was a fun game.” John remarked taking off his shoes.

“Kai do you want to play now?” you asked.

“Oh I think we ran out of time and we can’t book the lane again for like another hour or so,” Sunie said apologetically.

“What?” you snapped.

“It’s fine. I’m a little tired anyways,” Kai replied getting up.

“No stay, we still have to eat,” you held his hand.

“No I’m not really hungry either,” he mumbled. He looked at you with such an intense yet depressing gaze that you had to let go of his hand.

“Alright see you man,” John waved at Kai and so did the girls. You turned around to look at him hoping he would be looking at you too but he wasn’t. His figure hazed into the pool of people leaving you more depressed than ever.

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You were mad at Kai. You needed to talk to him and figure out things. There were a lot of things on your mind. Starting from the unreturned ‘I love you’ to him leaving early and then everything in the middle.

“Kai,” you mumbled his name, poking your head inside his room. It wasn’t that late but you found him curled up under the covers.

“Are you alright?” you asked pulling them from on top of him.

“Huh! When you get here?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied and made yourself comfortable beside him. “What happened there? Why did you leave?”

“I was just really tired,” he replied pulling you closer to himself.

“If you don’t tell me, how will I be able to help you? I know something’s wrong and I don’t like it. Please tell me Kai,” you insisted. “Did you not like them?”

“That’s not the question.”

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“The question is whether they liked me or not and clearly they didn’t.”

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, couldn’t you see it __________. The way they looked at me up and down. The way they greeted me and John.. he literally just took you out of my hands. No one bothered talking to me. I felt like I was just .. there. They hate me________ and ..and all I know is that if we were in Korea right now and you were meeting my friends, they would decide to rather do something else than let you sit out alone. They could at least have the courtesy to propose a different activity if I bowl? Why didn’t they? Obviously because they don’t feel like I am important enough. I don’t like being neglected or ignored.”

“Kai..” you began but he cut you short.

“They made it pretty clear that they don’t approve our relationship. Why are they like this? We don’t do such things back home.”

You tried to explain yourself but clearly you had nothing to say. Yes there were cultural differences and you were just now realizing it. You didn’t think it would bother him if you had overfriendly guy friends. More importantly you felt extremely stupid for blaming Kai for all of this in your thoughts. He wasn’t being a party pooper. It was your friends who were making him feel left out and you were just going with the flow. If you were in his position you were sure you would run out crying and blaming Kai for everything. He had every right to be mad but he remained calm. You thanked God for not being stupid and storming in on him with your long tirade that you had prepared in your head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t realize how you felt. I shouldn’t have pushed you Kai. It’s all my fault,“ you covered your face with your hands.

“It’s not your fault. It’s just…why can’t we just be a normal couple _________?” he removed your hand from your face and gazed into your eyes. The twinkle that was usually there wasn’t visible anymore.

“We are a normal couple,” you said. You got up and kneeled on your knees, putting your arms around his shoulder. “If it bothers you then I won’t force you to meet them again until you’re ready and I’ll talk to them about this too.”

“No I don’t want you to that,” he said immediately.

“It’ll be fine. Just leave it to me,” you replied. Kai pulled you into a hug planting soft kisses on your neck.

“_________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” you murmured.

“I love you,” he whispered. You felt goosebumps on your entire body. Your heart began racing and your lips quivered.

“Whaa,” you gasped getting teary eyed.

“Are you crying?” he asked worriedly.

“No,” you wiped the forming tears and pushed him.

“Yes you are,” he teased you with his smirk. You yourself couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes our heart feels things that we have pushed deep down. The three words coming out of his mouth made you realize how much you were craving to hear them. Your tears were a pure reflection of your feelings.

“I love you too,” you said before connecting your lips to his.

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Took me a while to write this one because I kept getting distracted but I’m happy with the ending. I hope you guys like it too :) *fingers crossed* 

Dec 10, 2012 55 notes
#kai #Kai scenarios #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios
I knooow! The only time I've considered him a bit sexy was in the MAMA era. But even then, the growl part made me laugh XD. He is too precious >w<. Sometimes he reminds me of a character from the "Gravitation" anime kekeke.

I know right? Kris brought anime to life O_O *sniffles of joy* 

I think his airport pictures are always S.E.X.Y [and believe me I don’t like using that word but for Kris I can’t help it] lol but Im also liking the cute look now <3 

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Dec 9, 2012
I liked your Zico scenario! (He's my Block B 'bias'. ♡) So cute. And the ending, hehe, me gusta. (: ~Anon Naiya

Zico Zico Zico <3 He’s a cutie [Even though I like Jaehyo and B Bomb more]. 

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Dec 9, 2012
Uwahhh! i been so busy making posters and making new stories, I almost forgot to drop by. and when i did, i saw your Zico scenario! GAHHH! I love it so much. >___< Zico is my bias too! *dies* and then beautiful Kyuhyun on the right side...GOSH! Why is he just so beautiful? T______T hahaha. i also really love your post for "hate mails" to the haters. no one really deserves to be bashed of, or talked bad about.

Posters? [For what?] Sounds interesting :) 

I didn’t realize so many of you loved Zico. I think I’ll be getting more Zico requests now I guess :)

I love how you noticed the Kyu gif :) Isn’t he a cutie? 

Yep I hope the haters realize that soon enough!

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Dec 9, 2012
I have my name! I shall be anon babo! (x Hahahahha, I'd probably get really creeped out. My bias list is all messed up so I can't even really say who my ultimate bias is anymore. It's sad really. ><

Awww Anon Babo [But you are not silly/ fool if that is what you were going for because Babo/Pabo in Korean means silly/fool lol] But if you want to keep that I think that’s cute <3 

Yeah I know what you mean. That’s how I feel about the Exo boys, it took me quite a while to come to the list I have right now! O_O 

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Dec 9, 2012
I'm glad you posted that anon hate thing. But was there something that triggered it? Was there another message?

Ahh yeah but I don’t want to bother posting it. I have my scenarios/ finals to worry about so I don’t want to get into all that :| 

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Dec 9, 2012
To the anons who keep sending me hate mail about my followers/ friends:

Here’s a quote for you guys: 

“Don’t argue with an idiot. They will drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience” - Unknown 

So I don’t think I will be posting the questions on my blog because I care too much about my friends/ this blog to have stuff like that on it :) 

If you yourself have ever received hate mail then I truly do feel bad for you and if you need help I can help you but if you have never received hate mail then please don’t send it to others and ruin their day. Do you even know what it can do to people who are sensitive about such things? What if your hate mail is the last straw on the camels back? That would suck now wouldn’t it? So I suggest that you stop doing that. It’s okay if you don’t like someone but keeping your opinion to yourself is a good idea too, sometimes. 

Have a good day :)

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Dec 8, 2012 3 notes
#kpop scenarios
Your Zico scenario was so cute. and Jaehyo peeking in on them. i read this story yesterday but on my phone so i couldn't leave a message. Then my friend saw me smiling like an idiot while reading this. She found out i was reading about block b and went all crazy saying noooo~ they're mine. i'm glad we were in public or she might have freaked out more. She likes your stories too :D

Awwww!! I know what you mean. I have embarrassed myself way too much while scrolling through tumblr in public. It makes me happy when you guys take the time to read my scenarios. I seriously love all of you so much :) <3 <3 <3 

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Dec 8, 2012
Oh my goodness Kyu is your ultimate bias?! Hahaha, I love him. Although Donghae is my Super Junior bias. My Shinee bias is Onew though. (x I'm still thinking on the name. ><

You just reminded me of my friend. She sounds just like you and for a second I had goosebumps because I really thought it was her [but she is sitting next to me] so it can’t be her lol. Anyways Yes KyuKyu is my ultimate bias <3 <3 and yes my friend is obsessed with Onew so I hear about him a lot! *sighs* and so I have to reblog a lot of onew for her! 

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Onew condition^ 

Dec 8, 2012 1 note
Oh my goodness who is your Shinee bias?! :D I feel like I should give myself an anon name so we know if we're talking to each other. (x I'll think of something, hahah.

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List of my biases.  

Yes yes give yourself an anon name. And I do like Jonghyun too but Key is just a bit more adorkable :) <3 

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Dec 8, 2012 1 note
Oh and btw, after reading your analysis for Kris I was like "OMG, finally someone who thinks like me." The first time I saw Kris [it still counts our "lovely meeting" in the monitor], I wasn't intimidated by him. I only saw a soft and gentle look in his eyes, a tired expression, someone who can be so sensible yet hides this because he is a leader, that cute smile he has when fans approach him and my heart just skipped few beats. If I ever have the chance to meet him, I'll surely want a hug XD.

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes! It’s so hard to find people who actually think like that! *high five*.. and GUESS WHAT? He isn’t sexy anymore. The noona’s changed him to a CUTE Kris! I mean look at this: 

Yeah if I meet him I have no idea what I’ll do. I don’t even.. I can’t even imagine.. ! *sigh*  

Dec 8, 2012
*squeals* I just love the Zico scenario! So cute it made me fuzzy inside and I almost let out a small "Eeep" kekeke. You're awesome! ^^

Awwww!! <3 <3 It really made you feel that way! O_O <3 <3 Thankyou, you are equally awesome :) 

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Dec 8, 2012
Yay! Then I feel like I'm doing my job as a BBC! Yeah, they grow on you because of their personalities but they're music is so amazing too! ^^

Hahaha yeah their music is addicting no doubt. I’ve been listening to Dazzling Girl a lot recently. 

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Dec 8, 2012
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