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when I get done with at least 10 - 15 scenarios :) So it won’t be as long as last time :)

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Oh my Gosh i get so excited when people actually care to look at my blog and see the changes <3
Yeah I changed it to kyukyu for 5 minutes but then I changed it to Suho since it blended well with the background. Hopefully soon I’ll find a nice kyu gif that mixes in with the background *fingercrossed*

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It’s funny because I was just thinking about writing a post dedicated to the admin of kpopscenelove [A.]. She is no doubt the sweetest most amazing person I have ever come across. I talk to a bunch of other people on tumblr too [and they are all so sweet] but I just can’t compare them to her. She is one of those people that you won’t ever be scared of talking to about anything and everything. I don’t like telling people my personal stuff online and yet she knows quiet a few things about me. It’s just different with her. I don’t have to TRY to talk to her, we just ramble on and on. One thing I love about her is that she will NEVER ever be mean. I’ve seen many people on tumblr who are nice but once someone says something even slightly offensive to them they reply in the meanest way possible. A. doesn’t do that. She remains calm and if anything blames herself [which she shouldn’t do since she is just so amazing]. If you want to learn to be patient she’s the girl to go too. If you want a good listener she’s the girl to go to. If you want a good friend, she’s the girl to go to. I’m not good with expressing my feelings but since this is about her.. I just had to say all of these things. I am so glad I found her blog and messaged her one fine day. It hasn’t been so long but we’ve come this far.
I’m sorry I rambled but I had to let it out :)

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All of them <3 <3

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Of course it is :) <3 anytime :)
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oh no no! you can still request because I knew you were about too since you messaged me earlier. :)

Okay so I know I’m doing it without a warning this time but I AM CLOSING THE REQUEST BOX again. I just tallied up all the requests and once again I have too many. I want to get done with at least 10- 15 of them before I open the Request box again. BUT feel free to message me anytime. I’m always here to talk :)
Jhumal Saranghaeo <3

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hahahah! Alrighty :) <3

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I’m not really comfortable with the whole drunken one night stand so I’m going to tweek that a little bit too “Forcible one night stand"
If that’s okay with you?
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Oh anon Naiya, how I missed you <3 <3 You just reminded me of all the scenarios I’ve written. It made me smile :) <3 <3
Umm I don’t like writing about stuff like “one night stands” or a member “raping” you [ but he saves you from some one doing it to you] or if it was something in your past then that’s fine. I also don’t like writing about “Sex for fun” or the girl being a prostitute.. I can’t think of any more but mostly stuff like that :)

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Hahaha! That’s very sweet. <3 <3 I’m glad you can read them now

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After writing the “2 solo singer” scenarios that are on my pending list I WON’T BE WRITING ANYMORE solo singer scenarios!
I should have mentioned this before but since I didn’t I’m writing them for now but not in the future :)

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I’ve already done a camping and a beach one! I’ll think of something different but if nothing comes up, I guess I’ll use one of these :)
*waves back* –> Hello :)

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What kind of trip in particular?? and yes I’d love to add it to the list! :) Don’t hide behind the rock.
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Oh Gosh! Let me *hug* you! You remind me of my days when I was a reader. So sweet of you <3 <3 <3

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Hahaha yeah it was hard showing his mean side.
Awww thank you for understanding. I do have more than enough now. O_O

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Yes I was hungry for Xiumin requests! [he is such a cutie] I have more than enough of his requests now so I’m happy. :)
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<3 <3 nice! I like this one! :)
Hopefully this will be the last xiumin request! I have too many now! haha

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hahahahahha Xiumin is my bias too so I was going through the list not seeing a single Xiumin scenario and I felt so bad.. and YES I LOVE ALL MY ANONS/READERS who requested. I’m spazzing out too b/c now I want to get done with my list so I can write xiumin scenarios! *crazy fangirling talk* lol
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[I love how you said I won’t like it] it’s like you guys know how I think now! Mhhmmm [i like that]
I’ll still write it though :) <3 I don’t reject request unless I’ve already written something like that :) so don’t be scared :) <3
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So he wants you back? Mhmmm
alrighty :) <3
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OT12? *sighs* alrighty! :) Since the plot isn’t too detailed I’ll write it :)

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*yipppee* I’ve been wanting to write a cute flullfy scenario which doesn’t have a detailed plot!

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hahahahahahahahahhaha!! *Wow* this is cute! [although I hate it when people call him chubby because he IS NOT so I get really upset *silly me* ]
I’ll add it to the list :) <3

It’s funny b/c somebody else just requested that but I’ve already written a bunch based on that so could you change the request a little bit ?

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Hey so you were the one! I automatically love you. [ I love all Baozi bias so you’re going to have to deal with it lol] XD
Anyways, Umm can you tweek it a little bit, because I’ve already written a bunch based on the same idea. I want something different/awesome for him! O_O

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Does someone want to request a Xiumin scenario?

EDIT: THANKYOU EVERYBODY WHO REQUESTED [I have more than enough now so please don’t send in anymore :) ]
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Yep they do! I should start watching their variety shows! o_o
Thank you anon <3 <3

[i’m sorry I don’t have a lot of B.A.P gifs]
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I was already going to write one like this one and it was on my list under “MY OWN IDEAS” so I guess I’ll just put Zelo’s name on there :) <3

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Check out the link [i posted this a while ago]
If you need more help feel free to message me again :) <3 <3 I hope to see you writing soon :)

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And also because he is the leader. But I still feel like there is this “i’m so cool” side to him. [not in a bad way–> in a cute way] and I like that *mmmmm*
lol

Yep! I’m starting to use the little knowledge that I have of B.A.P to good use! *yayayaya*
I’m glad you liked it!

Requested By Anon
It had been almost five months into your training at the TS company. You worked day and night trying to get better, in hopes of getting a chance to debut. You knew you had a long journey ahead of you and you were ready to take each step, whether hard or not, towards it.
Just like all the other nights, you decided to stay after and practice more than required. You heard someone’s footsteps towards your practice room. For a minute, you got scared but you quickly over came it and got ready to face whoever it was.
“Who forgets to turn off the lights these days,” Yongguk mumbled while walking into the room. You began to explain yourself but he continued.
“Hey you! What are you doing over here? Are you part of the cleaning crew?” he shook his head and frowned. “Were you touching the trainees’ stuff?” he asked angrily walking towards you.
“Actually I am a trainee here,” you said rolling your eyes. You knew well who he was. He was a B.A.P member. The group that had just debuted.
“And you think you can roll your eyes at me?” he asked squinting his eyes. You were a bit taken aback. He didn’t even bother apologizing to you for mistaking you as a cleaning crew member.
“I didn’t mean to,” you mumbled and looked away.
“Aish, trainees these days. You guys really don’t know how to treat your sunbaes huh?” he said sternly.
“What’s with the label? Why do you keep calling me a trainee? You, yourself were one just a few months ago,“ you said out of irritation and stepped closer to him. “Don’t go overboard.”
“What? How dare you?” he said angrily. “I’ll report your behavior to the managers.”
You suddenly realized that you shouldn’t have said that. No matter what he was still more experienced than you. At the company, they took special care of such manners. You were not too argue, no matter what the idols said.
“Aaa mianhaminda,” you apologized as Yongguk turned around to leave.
“Tell that to the managers,” he said carelessly.
“Aniyo, jebal,” you said holding on to his sleeve which you also probably shouldn’t have done. He shrugged it away and walked out of the practice room. You stood there alone, in utter confusion, cursing yourself for having a big mouth and a short temper.
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The next day:
You stepped into the building hesitantly. In a few moments from then, you were going to be kicked out anyways so there was no point for you to go. Nevertheless, you still went because deep inside you had hope.
Everyone greeted you like they normally would. Some smiled, others nodded. Nothing seemed to have changed. Just then you saw Yongguk walking in your directions. You started walking the opposite way. This happened several times that day and every time you got a little bit more scared. You couldn’t tell what was going on in his mind.
It was late evening once again. Trainees and idols were getting ready to leave. You packed your bags, deciding to leave early that day. Just as you were about to leave the practice room, Yongguk walked in. He came closer to you and almost pinned you to the wall.
“I spared you this time, and this one time only,” he said grinding his teeth. He knew that you were shaking with fear. He was enjoying it. “If you do something stupid like that ever again, you’ll see what I can do.”
He quickly pulled back and walked out leaving you in state of shock. You had mixed emotions. A little part of you was happy that he didn’t tell on you but you were equally scared. He was going to be around you forever. You just had to make sure you didn’t bump into him as often.
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Months passed away and nothing changed. Every time you crossed paths with Yongguk he would glare at you, making you tremble. You wished you could speak against him but that would only cause you harm. Just when you thought things couldn’t get any worse, the managers announced that B.A.P would have to practice in the trainee’s room since their room was under renovation.
You were dumbfounded upon hearing the news. The members walked in one by one. You hid behind one of the other trainees but Yongguk’s eyes still found you. He smirked and then looked away. You hated his ego and his attitude.
After a hard day of practicing the B.A.P members settled down. The trainees still had to practice. You were minding your own business when a comment from Yongguk came, shooting your way.
“__________, if you can’t do such a simple pelvic thrust then good luck with ever debuting.”
The entire room fell silent. People looked at Yongguk and then back at you. Some girls were envious of Yongguk actually knowing your name and others felt pity for you.
You pretended like nothing had happened even though your ears had turned red with embarrassment. You went back to practicing. Yongguk walked up to the trainers and whispered something to them.
Soon after the trainers called you. Yongguk was still standing there.
“_________, Yongguk is right. We have been noticing you. You aren’t focusing on your moves. Starting next week, the managers will weed out all the average dancers. You don’t want to be one of them. So focus or leave!”
You looked at the trainer and then back at Yongguk. As usual, he had a smirk on his face. You tried hard to keep your cool, even though deep inside you were really hurt.
“Yes Seon Saing Nim,” you nodded and went back to your position.
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A few days passed by. Yongguk remained quiet for the most part but you knew that he watched every move that you made. You had to admit that before joining the company, you admired him a lot. You thought he was really good looking but after knowing the kind of person he was, you were very heart broken. It hurt you, the way he treated you. You wanted to confront him and ask him why but you knew it would only result in him insulting you.
It was the last day before the best dancers were to be picked out. You were giving all you had at practice. Yongguk walked in and sat in one corner of the room. His presence made you nervous. You tried hard to concentrate but nothing was working up.
“____________, here’s a thought. How about you just give up now and leave instead of humiliating yourself tomorrow. It’ll save the managers some time and you won’t embarrass yourself.”
Yongguk had hit your breaking point. You completely broke down. All the suppressed feelings you’d had inside of you came out in the forms of tears. You wiped them away which were replaced by some more. What made the situation worse was, some girls laughing from the back of the room. You couldn’t take it anymore. Without thinking, you ran out of the room towards and unknown destination.
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“That was mean Yongguk,” Himchan hit him on the arm. “I’ve been noticing this for a long time. Why do you do this to her and her only?”
“Aish, leave me alone,” Yongguk shrugged Himchan away and turned his face towards the wall.
“What’s going on?” Himchan asked.
“Nothing,” Yongguk mumbled. He seemed to be getting pale.
“Well, clearly something is wrong. You seem really upset. Just a second ago you were having fun annoying her.”
Yongguk turned around and leaned in to Himchan. “It’s because I like her okay,” he said grinding his teeth. Himchan started to get mad too.
“Then why are you annoying her?” Are you stupid?”
“No, you don’t understand,” he said and looked away again.
“Well I don’t know what’s going on in your mind but from what I can see, you need to get past your ego issues and go find her. You’ve really hurt her.” Himchan said and left leaving the rest on Yongguk.
Yongguk sat in the practice room till everybody left. Nobody tried talking to him since he was in a deep state of thinking. Deep inside he was waiting for you to return to the practice room so he could talk to you but at the same time he was scared. He was afraid, that if he saw you, he’d pour out all of his feelings.
It was completely dark outside. Everybody was long gone. There was no way you were going to come back. Yongguk got up to leave. Just then you walked into the practice room. Seeing him there, you turned around immediately.
“_________ wait,” he called after you. You didn’t stop so he ran after you.
“Listen to me,” he said pulling you around. Your eyes were puffy from crying for hours.
“I’m sorry okay,” he apologized looking right at you. You kept your eyes fixed on the floor. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“But you did,” you mumbled. Yongguk stared at you for a long time trying to figure out what to say.
“You’re a great dancer..” he trailed off and sighed.
“You don’t have to say that,” you looked at him with anger in your eyes.
“No, I do.. I really do because you are and this whole time..” he paused. “This whole time I was .. insulting you because ..” he paused again still debating if he should confess or not. You looked up at him to see if he would ever finish his sentence.
“You know what screw this,” he said and pressed his lips against yours. For a brief second you had n idea what happened but then it didn’t seem as strange. In fact you liked it. Even though you hated him, you still liked him. You could feel him smile. It made you smile too.
When the two of you pulled away, both of you couldn’t stop smiling. Yongguk scratched the back of his head in nervousness.
“I’m sorry,” he said once again. You shook your head shyly. You couldn’t hate him. Your heart had forgiven him before you could even put any thought into the subject.
“Do you maybe… want to.. go out sometime?” he asked hesitantly. You nodded and ran out of the room. He wasn’t that bad after all..
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Ummm I kept writing Himchan instead of Yongguk. What’s wrong with me! Grrr
I don’t know if I’m too slow or if tumblr just came up with this but I can actually edit my OLD posts without having to scroll through my blog, if I have a link to them! [Life=complete]

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:) Alrighty another anon with a name added to my list! :)

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Woooaaaaa!!!! [Can I please change the brother/sister part?] I find it a little uncomfortable! Let’s have them awkward towards each other??
And also I might write this in 2 - 3 parts! [NOT SURE YET] but most likely I will since the story will need to take place over a course of time.! [yayyaayay] —> I am not confirming this though. I might change my mind.

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*hugs you back* - I’m glad you liked it. Lay makes every one cry. He better not be over working himself right now O_O *sighs*
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kekekekekek! Alrighty! :)
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This is me :
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I don’t want to disclose her personal stuff on tumblr. She’s made this decision after a lot of thinking and I support her :) She will come back soon so we should all wait for her patiently. :)

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Awww! Im sorry if I made you cry :(
I think to write a good sad scenario, the story should be intense. The feelings of both [or however many people are involved] should be described in detail. Your vocabulary should focus more on “heart break” or “drifting apart”.. or what ever is applicable.
Honestly I think we need this to write any type of scenarios. The thing that makes people like/ cry reading the sad scenarios is based more on the story than the detail but then again if you don’t have enough of that it won’t be as effective. So the story and detail should compliment each other :)
Also when you’re writing a sad scenario, be sure to put in some sort of a ‘happy moment’ to lighten it up. If it’s too intense people find it unrealistic and don’t take it as seriously.
Good luck :)

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Yep I felt the same way writing it! :’( I just want him to get better already! HE NEEDS to stop pushing himself so much! :(

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<3 thank you! I try my best to make happy endings now! :)
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<3 <3 I’m glad you liked it! :) I tried hard to make it a happy ending even though I didn’t want too [Evil laugh muahahah] lol —> excuse my randomness!
Saranghae
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Hahahaha! why are you so adorable? *answer me*






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<3 no problem :)

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:) alrighty I’ll add this to my list <3 <3
Thank you

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