Thanks to everybody who asked me the questions! <3 <3

1. My bestfriend’s name:
M*** [I don’t think she would want me to reveal her name on tumblr] but it starts with M. She is amazing :)
2. What color underwear am I wearing:
What the .. lol I didn’t know this was on the list. I actually had to peek and look lol - Purple!
24. Hugs or Kisses:
HUGS
25. Chocolate or Vanilla:
CHOCOLATE- I think I could say that word on the day of my birth. I am deeply in love with chocolates :’)
37. Dogs or Cats:
Cats- I’m scared of Dogs.
38. favorite flower:
None in particular but if I have to chose then either roses or marigold.
39. Been caught doing something I wasn’t supposed to be doing.
Many times - but nothing bad.
50. anybody from tumblr I would want to date:
There are so many but It’s a tie between Vitaomins, carolinazombie and choco-latte-scribble. All for different reasons. <3

29. What books am I currently reading:
Tell me your dreams- Sidney Sheldon. I’m waiting for Inferno by Dan Brown to come out! [yayayayay]
31. Favorite Movies:
Oh my my! There are so many I can’t really make a list. The one I can think of the top of my head is “THE TERMINAL” but I can assure you my list is NEVER ENDING!
37. Dogs or Cats:
CATS! - I’m scared of dogs.
39. Been caught doing something I wasn’t supposed to be doing:
Yep- lots of different things lol
40. Do I have a bestfriend of the opposite sex:
I have many good friends of the opposite sex but none are my Best Friends. [I honestly don’t think it’s possible either]
45. Do I like to travel by plane:
I’ve been on planes way to many times [for an average girl who isn’t a celebrity - it’s way too many times] so not really but I don’t hate it either.

1. My best friend’s name:
M*** [I don’t think she would want me to reveal her name on tumblr] but it starts with M. She is amazing :)
3. Song I am listening to right now:
5. Last thing I ate:
Pho! - just came back from eating some
9. First thing I notice about the opposite sex:
This is weird but I look at a guy’s hands >.<
10. Do I have a significant other:
Not yet but I hope I will soon [yayayay lol]
12. Siblings:
Two
20.Last movie I watched:
It was actually a Korean movie for my class - Jeon-Woon chi
24. Hugs or Kisses:
HUGS <3

1.My bestfriend’s name:
M*** [I don’t think she would want me to reveal her name on tumblr] but it starts with M. She is amazing :)
42. Who would I like to see right now:
Of course my oppas.. lol but at this moment it’s someone else. He is an oppa too but he is a little more special and more attainable lol *blushes*
50. Anybody on tumblr I would go on a date with:
There are so many but It’s a tie between Vitaomins, carolinazombie and choco-latte-scribble. All for different reasons. <3

Requested by anon
Changmin looked over at his phone as it buzzed for the unth time. He finally picked it up but instead of talking he turned it off and put it upside down on the table. “It could be someone important,” you said to him. “Not as important as you,” he replied taking your hand in his.
“You don’t have to do all of this oppa,” you insisted.
“I do,” he said. He nodded to the waitress nearby to bring the menu. She did as he instructed. You looked at his tired face and sleepy eyes. He was pushing himself far too much. Keeping up with his schedules and then always making sure to meet you on time. In the two years that the two of you had been dating, he had missed only a few dates. He always tried to make it on time. You still very clearly remembered the day he asked you to be his girlfriend. You gave him a thousand and one reasons as to why it wouldn’t work out and he gave you only one to say that it would. “We love each other and that’s what’s important,” he had said that day. Along with that he had promised to never let you down. He never wanted to lose you and he had made that pretty clear.
The two of you ate in silence like the usual. He wasn’t much of a talker while eating. After dinner, he decided to walk home which you very vigorously opposed. “You’re too tired. We need to get as soon as possible so you can rest.”
“No!,” he said stretching his arms and then holding your hand. “I want to walk home so I can spend more time with you.”
“Oppa you’re killing yourself,” you whined. He chuckled looking at the sky.
“I just don’t want to lose you,” he mumbled.
****************************************************
For the next few days the same thought kept bugging you. You knew you had to fix it. You loved him but you also wanted him to be successful. If he kept dangling between you and work, he would never be able to make it. You couldn’t be so selfish. You had to let him go and even if he didn’t know it, it was for his own good.
With a heavy heart you texted him to come over so the two of you could talk. You made many plans in your heart, starting from breaking his heart by cheating on him to pretending to cheating on him. Everything seemed brutal. His heart was so tender, you couldn’t be so mean to him. You thought it best to tell him the truth. He would disagree at first but with a little bit push from you, you had hopes of becoming successful.
“____________! I’m here,” you heard him announce as he entered through the front door.
“In here,” you responded. He hopped into the room but his face fell flat looking at you. You looked worn out and… well…. sort of hoboish.
“Is everything alright?” he asked with concern.
“No!” you responded sternly. Changmin’s heart sank. He held your hand and made you sit down next to him. You very calmly, took your hand out of his, got up and walked to the window.
“I can’t do this anymore,” you mumbled.
“Can’t do what?” he asked, still in a good mood but a little concerned.
“This,” you turned around to look at him. It was too painful, looking at his charming face and twinkle laden eyes. You turned away once again. “This relationship oppa,” you finally said it. You felt a heavy lump in your throat.
“What do mean?” he got up and lunged towards you. “Are you okay?” he checked your forehead in panic and then squeezed your hands.
“I’m fine,” you pushed him back.
“Then what’s wrong?” he asked.
You played with your fingers in a nervous state. Changmin loved asking questions but that day, you had no answers for him. You could barely stop your tears from falling out of your eyes.
“I don’t get it _________. Am I doing something wrong?.. Did I make a mistake.” He turned you around and looked you straight in the eyes. “Please tell me so I can fix it.”
There in that moment, you felt like killing yourself for making him feel that way. You were stupid, immature and lots of other things.
“It’s not you,” you said meekly. “It’s me.”
Changmin shook you so you could look up at him again. He had questions lots of question and you were only making him more confused.
“I’ve been cheating on you this whole time,” you blubbered. Changmin’s grip loosened on you. You heard a gasp mixed with a sniffle escape his lips. You buried your face in your hands and began to weep. It was the only way possible to make him go away. A little pain now would save him a whole lot in the future.
He stood in the corner of the room staring at you blankly. You didn’t dare look at him. You couldn’t tell him to leave nor ask him to stay. Both you and him were in an awkward situation. You knew you had to wait it out.
Moments passed and he didn’t say anything. Your tears had started to dry but his cheeks were still wet just like his wounded heart. You couldn’t possibly tell why he was looking at you closely.
“You’re lying,” you heard him say. Your eyes met his and in that instant he knew he had caught your little lie. He ran to you and pulled you into a hug. As much as you tried to pull away, he didn’t let go.
“I know you’re lying. I know why you’re doing all of this. How could you be so silly,” You felt him pat your back lightly. “You’re doing this just because you want me to be more successful right?”
You had no words to respond with. All you could do was cry till his shirt soaked in your tears.
“How could you be so silly? A lie like this one? Do you think I would believe such a thing. You are just as much in love with me as I am with you. How could you even think I would leave you?”
“I want you to be happy,” you shouted, and pulled away.
“Happy?” he chuckled sarcastically. “You think I’ll be happy without you? If anything, you are the reason that lights up my day. When I see you after a busy day, all of my tiredness is gone and here you are telling me that you’re the reason I won’t be successful? How can you be so selfish _______? You’re selfish. I hate you,” he pushed you back.
“I just want you to..”
“No! don’t,” he cut you short and pulled you into a hug once again. he was very flustered. “Please, don’t ever do this to me again. I’ve told you this before and I am telling you now. I don’t want to lose you and I will do everything I can to make this relationship a success. Just… promise me you won’t leave me?”
You didn’t respond. You were mad at him for knowing you so well. How could you ever let go off of such a fool. He was everything you had ever wanted.
“I need you _________,” he said, giving you a slight squeeze. “I love you.”
“I love you too,” you responded immediately. He needed that, after all you had done to him. Changmin felt his energy coming back. You were silly- very silly and he loved you just that way. You smiled and so did he. At least, now you knew you didn’t have to worry about him. He had promised and he was a man of his words. You, on the other hand were the luckiest girl alive.
_________________________________________________________________
Short, sweet and in my opinion pretty good! I hope ya’ll like it. [My first changminiie scenario] I loved how I got to play with the emotions in this one. I like writing scenarios like these :)
I hope you like it anon :)
Awww thank you! <3 <3 <3 I love you guys! - I’ll be sure to put something up for ya’ll tonight! I have a half written scenario in drafts saved up! :)

Guys, I’ve tried but its really hard and I think from now until the 1st of May I will only be posting scenarios on the weekends. I have tons of assignments/ test/ work so It’s really hard to keep up. Once summer is [which would start first week of May for me yayayay] here I’ll be back to writing more than 3 - 4 scenarios a week. :)
I apologize for this and I hope all of you will continue to read my scenarios. Saranghaeo <3

Oh Lord! I just looked him up and *HE IS HOT* - [Sorry I’m not into Teen top that much so I don’t know all the members lol] -
I would add this to my request list but I am currently not taking requests! I am soooooo sorry :( They will be open some time next month so just keep a look out for it. Again, really sorry about it :(
[Come back when requests open]
[gif not mine]
Oh my goodness I feel so stupid! That was totally not supposed to be there! I don’t know why it’s still there! I’m about to go change that! :|

[gif not mine]

Send in a request if you have one! :)
Requested by catpurplesky
.
.
He turned around as soon as you approached the corner of the street. You knew he had been waiting for you. At first you weren’t so sure but as days, weeks and then months passed you realized that he stood near the street light everyday around 5 o clock. That’s the time you usually walked back home from university.
Today you were finally going to confront him. He had some serious explaining to do. Clenching your books tightly to your chest you headed to his direction.
“Hey you,” you called out from behind. He didn’t move an inch. “Hey you!” you said a little louder this time. Still no response. You grabbed his sleeve and pulled him. He looked at you with horror filled eyes. You could hear the music being blasted through his earphones. His hoodie covered most of his face. He pulled it off and released his hand from your grip.
“Are you stalking me?” you tried to interrogate.
“Are you out of your mind?” he asked with a disgusted face. Your expressions changed to that of a confused person. You saw a slight smirk appear on his face. He rolled his eyes and very calmly walked away while you stood and watch him leave.
**********************************************************
You didn’t see him near the poll after that. He was gone- maybe for good. You did miss not seeing his hooded face everyday but at the same time you were also relieved. Life went back to normal. You became more observant to your surroundings. Every guy with a hoodie would be the object of your observation.
.
.
Two weeks from then:
You walked down the busy street, lost in your own thoughts. Some random guy kept repeating the word “hey!” to someone. It had started to annoy you. ‘Is the other person deaf or something?’ –you thought to yourself. Just then someone put their hand on your shoulder and gave it a light squeeze. You could hear his heavy breathing. “Hey!” he said once again but this time in a barely audible voice. You stopped and turned to look at him. It was the guy in the hoodie.
“Oh my goodness! You’re back!” you said shrugging his hand off of your shoulder.
“Aaaaaaa…. Yea!” he said as if accepting his crime.
“Why?” you asked and began to walk once again.
“You were right. I was stalking you… but I don’t think that would be the right.” He snapped his fingers. “I was observing you.”
“A little too closely don’t you think?” you asked with a faint smile.
“ Aaaaish! You …could..maybe.. say that!” he chuckled, scratching the back of his head. The two of you turned onto a less busy street.
“So what do you want?” you asked.
“You!”
Your head shot in his direction but he immediately added to his words.
“I mean.. I want to..show you something,” he bit his tongue.
“Show me something?” you asked. “I don’t even know you.”
“I know. I know. That’s why I was thinking we should get to know each other some more.”
“And why would I want to do that?”
“Oh trust me, you want to,” he said, this time smiling more freely. He grabbed your hand and pressed a small paper on it.
“What’s this?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders and in only a few moments he was gone. You stood there, watching him leave and then at the paper he had given you. He was clearly nuts. You didn’t want to have anything to do with such a guy. Still, you put his souvenir in your bag and headed back home.
**************************************************
You ran your fingers seven digit phone number scribbled on the paper. No flower was needed to debate the issue. You were already doing it inside your head. After a lot of thinking you finally picked up your phone and sent him a text message.
‘What do you want’-
‘Just a dinner-‘ he replied instantly.
***************************************************
You sipped the water from time to time and occasionally biting the top of the straw. He sat opposite you, very carefully scanning your nervous state. You wished he would just give up the act and actually talk. And then you cursed yourself for texting him. ‘What if he is a secret murderer who is out to get me..?’- you thought.
“I’m not a murderer,” the guy said as he interlaced his finger and rested his chin upon them. You looked at him, slightly scared and slightly surprised. So he could read your thoughts too.
“Who are you?” you asked with suspicion. He didn’t answer, quite as you had expected. The food was soon served. The two of you ate quietly- him looking at you while you tried your best possible to escape his gaze.
After dinner, he took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.
“Where are you taking me?” you asked.
“Shhhhh,” he said pointing to his lips. “You’ll find out soon.”
You had started to get annoyed but if he had made all this effort than he must have something special to show you. You let him drag you through crowded streets, isolated parks and lighted river banks. The two of you finally reached a clearing. He let go off your hand and lay down on the grass. You looked at him oddly, trying to understand what he was doing. He patted the empty space next to him for you to lay.
“You’re going to miss it,” he said patting it once again. You gave up and lay next to him. For some odd reason you felt very calm on the inside. The sky, although cloudy, was still lit with a few twinkling stars.
“So this..”
“Shhhh,” he said once again. He slid his hand down your arm and then held your hand. “Watch,” he said as he lifted your hand and at the exact moment lights from different restaurants afar lit up. They formed different patterns, adding to the twinkle from the moon. The moon, hidden behind the clouds started to show a little.
“This is beautiful,” you whispered. “How did you know about this?”
“This is the only area in the city where all these lights intersect. No one comes here…”
“But you do,” you said rolling over. He nodded and in that moment for the first time you saw him smile with all his heart.
“Why did you bring me here?” you asked again- hoping he would give you an answer this time. He looked into your big doughy eyes. They demanded an answer.
“Because I want you to see how beautiful the world is,” he finally said. Your mouth fell half open.
“What do you mean?” you asked. He sat up and pulled you up too.
“Let me tell you a story… A story of a girl who was lonely and scared. She was afraid she would disappoint her parents. She knew she had to do everything to make them proud. So she went to a business school instead of her dream Art school. She sighs as she walks through crowded streets every day, clenching her books close to her chest… But wait..there’s more. She is also hurt. It’s because of a boy.”
Your head shot up in his direction. How could he possibly know all of this? Each and everything he had said was true. Who was he? Why was he here? What did he want? You couldn’t understand any of this. Your heart began racing in fear.
“She loved him even when he was very controlling. She gave him her everything. Then one day the boy broke her heart and ran away with someone else. It hurt her but she let it be suppressed. She knew she was too young to worry about such things. And so she went on to live her life with an unhappy, broken heart.” He leaned in and whispered these last words, “A heart that needed healing.”
A tear rolled out of your eyes and fell on your hand. “How do you know all of this?” you whimpered.
“It’s written on your face,” he said. You had many more questions but you knew it was useless to ask. He never gave you the answers you wanted. He got up and so did you.
“__________,” he said your name.
“Hmmmm,” you asked still shuffled in your thoughts.
“This story needs a happy ending…”
You looked up towards him but he was already leaving.
“Wait,” you called after him. “What’s your name????”
He stopped at a little distance, turned half way and said, “Most call me Key!” – And then he was gone.
.
.
.
********************************************************
2 months later:
You opened the letter your mother had handed you a few minutes ago. It had a bus ticket to Ulsan and one statement written at the end of a small paper –
‘Let’s go live the life you deserve- Key’
__________________________________________________________________
Ahhh sure took me a while to finish this one because I kept getting lazy but I’m finally done with this. Too bad it’s on the day our jonghyunniiee oppa is in the hospital. #getwellsoonkimjonghyun.
I hope I didn’t let you down catpurplesky. And hopefully you guys will enjoy this.
Definitely will try to post something by tomorrow night! [I am so sorry you guys but tbh I haven’t gotten free time this whole past week :( ]

edit: [2 30 am and I’m working on a scenario]

Aaaaaaish! But I don’t want to make ya’ll cry! *blows kiss* - don’t cry.
I just checked my pending list and I think requests no. 15, 16 and 20 will be my sad ones but the rest seem like the happy kind. [aaaaaaaaaaa *screams* ]

1. Write at least 2 scenarios
2. FAFSA
3. Korean extra credit assignment
4. RE WATCH ALL OF EXO’S DISNEY LAND FANCAMS [and then put myself in a sad depressed mood]
Awwww angsty is what I mostly write. [Psstt –> secret - I SUCK AT WRITING FLUFF lol]
But i am glad you liked it..and yes yes I feel the love! *Showers you with hearts- Luhan style*

[gif not mine]
Aaaa that’s a classic problem all the nice people in this world face. We bottle up are feelings because we keep thinking we are either being too annoying [whining about our problems] or we are just too weak. BUT you’re not alone. Lots of my other readers have been through the same :( and I was actually quite surprised after I found out. It’s kind of sad but I guess we have to live with it don’t we? Unless we find an amazing person who understands us completely [aka UNICORN]
I hope you’re feeling better :)
[gif not mine]
-Thank you guys! I’ll take a look at them after my math test this week :)
-@letstalkaboutexo -

I’m assuming you were talking to me lol :)
Aaaaaaahhhh you’re in your room!! Lucky you ;)
Mutual feelings :)

Awww.. no no! Why are you crying??
Smile okay..

Awwweeeee!! Don’t feel that way. You just have to find the right people to talk to. People who will value you :) If you ever need to talk to someone.. [TALK TO ME] okay?
Making others happy is the sole reason we are here :) <3 <3

Okay so now Im smiling [like a weirdo obviously] looking at my laptop screen in the study area at my university. I’m sure all the [hot asian boys] must be thinking I’m weird.. [ahahahaha-] *iregretnothing*
I am sure you are the sweetest person yourself because of these sweet messages you send me [and keep reminding me why I love Yixing so much :’) ] .. Let me shower you with even more love okay?




[gifs not mine]
Awwww thankyou.. but but but.. I went back and read it this morning and oh my goodness gracious that scenario has a bajilion spelling mistakes and grammar errors .. ahhhhh [i’m gonna have to fix this - hopefully sometime this week]
And oh my my hamanahamanahamana! <– that’s the kind of sound I make when I’m really happy. Did you just say that I’m as sweet as Lay. That’s the nicest compliment someone could ever give me. I am truly honored :’) *cries* - Thanks :) <3 <3 <3 Showers you with hearts.
[gif not mine]
Ahahahaha! Luhan can be a bad boy! [who am I kiddin.. he is amazing] - yeah I didn’t like making him the mean one in this but that’s what the request required to do so. But thank you *bows down*
<3

Thank you anon :) I asked Luhan to blow a kiss back just for you so here you go:
[gif not mine]
Ahahaha! awwww but I didn’t really have a deadline set up for it. I will however be announcing the winner soon.
My wish for a thunderstorm on the weekend came true so I was happy about that *yayayayay* - yeap bad days can be a killer but I’ve decided to just not care anymore. There are other important things I need to take care of and I hope they will keep my mind off of such things for a while.
I hope you are feeling better now :)

Requested by anon
You smile blandly thinking about how easily she had let the friendship between the two of you slip. No official statements or direct cutting remarks, just silences along with avoidance in eye contact were enough to say that she had chosen her over you. You told yourself it was your fault. You were the one who must have messed things up like all the other times. Why else would everyone hate you? Why else would every relationship you treasured just fall apart?
“No matter how hard life is, always look at the bright side of things, my love,” your mother used to say.
“I do mom,” you whispered to the silent, empty room as you lay in your bed. You truly missed her that day. A tear trickled down your face and fell on the pillow. ‘Oh I’m crying…’ you thought to yourself, forcing a smile on your face. “It’s not that hard _______. Things like these always happen.” You tried to make yourself feel better but only your heart knew what it felt. It ached because you were lonely. It ached because you were hurt…
***************************************************
You knocked on the screen of your phone in annoyance. It was the third time since that morning it froze on you. The snow had come unannounced in the middle of April. It had started to pile up everywhere, making it hard for you to walk. You were already ten minutes late and your phone wouldn’t corporate with your situation either. You shoved it back into your coat pocket and increased your pace this time.
Your adjusted your rapid breathing upon reaching the door of SMENT. You had only opened it half way when you were pulled back viciously.
“Can’t you see me standing right behind you?” Luhan said angrily. Your head spun and you felt dizzy due to the sudden shaking of your body.
“I’m sorry,” was all you could say still trying to adjust yourself.
“Well next time, make sure you let me enter first,” he snarled.
“Yes Sir,” you nodded rapidly.
“____________!” you heard an angry voice from across the lobby. “Where have you been all morning?”
“Aaa.. I was trying to call..” you said taking out your phone and knocking on the screen once again.
“If you are not going to take this job seriously, I’m going to look for someone much better than. Do you get that?” the manager roared, pulling you with him. You had barely gained your senses and now this. You turned around to look at Luhan. He was looking at you. You wished he wasn’t. Because the condescending smile fixed on his face was doing nothing more than hurting you.
The manager handed you the plan for the next three weeks but what worried you was the party you had to organize for that night. 6 hours notice was not enough to get everything into place. You hurried out the building as soon as he released you. The clock was ticking faster than usual that day.
*******************************************************
“You got the cheapest flowers? Are you okay?” the manager yelled, taking you into a corner.
“There wasn’t enough money left,” you said timidly. He was ready to yell once again but something else caught his attention. You felt your blood flowing once again, when he let go off of your arm. You were about to move when the door behind you opened, pushing you forward. “Why were you standing right outside the men’s bathroom?” Luhan asked with annoyance. You looked up at his shiny silver hair and perfect features.
“Aaa.. the..” you blurted incoherent words.
“Look at yourself. Is this what someone wears to a party?” he questioned with harsh words. He began to walk away but something stopped him. As if what he had said wasn’t enough. He came near you stopping only inches away. He smiled looking at down at you. “I don’t like the way you look at me,” he whispered. The smile had disappeared. You could see hatred and disgust in his eyes. It didn’t surprise you at all. You had seen it before-many times. ‘Why?’ – you would always ask yourself but no answer would come. Luhan’s eyes fell on your wrist. He twitched wanting to take a second look but you pulled your sleeve down. You were scared of making a move. If you tried to walk away he would be mad. If you stayed he would come up with something else to insult you with. The world would never be happy with you. Luhan eased your problem by walking away himself.
As much as you didn’t want to, you were required to hang around until the party ended. You took a look at your shabby clothes and then compared yourself to all the other pretty girls at the party. They looked beautiful. They all had boyfriends and they all had friends. You were lonely and broken and had no one to talk to. You glanced at Luhan from time to time. His fingers danced on a pretty girls shoulder as they moved to the sounds of the beat. It bothered you to see them together but you scolded your heart for even going down that lane. Having secret feelings for someone had cost you a lot in the past. Your heart didn’t understand though. It had begun to like Luhan since the day you saw him. You however kept telling yourself the lie that it was far from true.
*************************************************
That night you lay in bed, once again thinking about all the wrong things that life had done to you. Then you smiled, like always- telling yourself it wasn’t that bad. Things could be a lot worse. So what if you had no friends left and so what if your workplace wasn’t the best place to be it. You had to survive as long as you could. Life is such a beautiful gift, how could you just throw it away like that?
What you didn’t know was that, your heart had plans of its own- plans that would come unannounced…
******************************************************
You arrived at work extra early the next day, just to be on the safe side. Some of the Exo members were already there. You had never talked to any of them before. You didn’t ever make an effort to either, because you assumed they would treat you exactly the way Luhan treated you.
You placed all your files on the bench outside their practice room and sat down. You sleep deprived eyes began to shut as you rested your head against the wall.
You woke up to the sound of doors opening and closing. You panicked looking at your watch. Thirty minutes had passed in just a few seconds. Hurriedly, you grabbed everything and ran to the manager’s room.
Luhan walked out of the practice room. Something caught his eye. He stopped, turned around and looked at the small brown diary on the bench.
“What is this doing over here?” he talked to himself also staring the object in surprise. He picked it up and went back into the practice room. He wouldn’t allow anyone in the world to read his personal journal. Then it hit him. He had seen you sitting on the bench a while ago. Luhan ran in the direction of you room. He banged the door open looking at you furiously. You trembled at the sight before you.
“If you ever.. ever.. ever..” he advanced towards you like a lion coming out of his den. “touch my things again you have no idea what I’ll do to you.”
“What do you mean?” you asked in a shaky voice.
“Don’t play innocent on me you little rat..”
“LUHAN!” you yelled. You could never imagine him saying such a word. He was a lot of things but he was never go to such extent.
“Don’t yell at me!” he said. His lips quivered with anger. Both you and he heard someone’s footsteps coming towards your room. It was the manager.
“I don’t want her here in this building anymore,” Luhan said to manager sternly.
“What do you mean?” the manager asked seeing the two of you together.
“I just don’t want her here,” Luhan said, this time a little louder. You looked at the two men in horror, trying your best to stop the tears from gushing out of your eyes.
“________ I’ll figure this out later. Will you please leave right now?” the manager said patiently, making way for you to go. You looked at him and then at Luhan. His anger hadn’t subsided. He was still mad- very mad. The worst part about the whole situation was that you didn’t even know what your crime was.
Your eyes burnt as you blinked, giving your tears the best chance to fall out of your eyes. You wiped it quickly, and picked up all your belongings. It was time that you left- forever…
****************************************************
Luhan lay in his bed holding the journal. A lot had happened that day that needed to be added to his list of achievements. He stared at the unfamiliar hand writing on the first page. His heart sank and his pupils widened, as he flipped through the pages. It wasn’t his journal. He flipped back to the first page to see who it belonged to. His scrunched his nose as he saw your name scribbled on the first page.
“What have I done?” he whispered to himself. A long time passed and he still couldn’t register all that he had done. He picked up the journal once again and began flipping through the pages but this time much slowly, staring at the pages blankly. Then suddenly something caught his eyes. Words. Words that looked familiar.
‘He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am different…’
He flipped to much earlier entries to make sense of what you may be talking about.
Aug 9th-
‘She doesn’t know I saved her from getting caught that night. I took the blame because I know she wouldn’t do such a thing. She is too innocent. How could she? And besides it’s just a onetime thing. I’ll get in next year. She deserved it more anyways.’
Sept 12th-
‘I see our friendship dying with everything but I feel like I am the only one who cares. She doesn’t and I know that but even in this I may be at fault. How can she ever be wrong? I am always the one to screw things up. She says she has found better friends and I am happy for her but it bothers me sometimes because I get lonely too. Don’t I deserve a nice friend too?’
Sept 13th –
‘Mom, I miss you today. Why are you so far away? Why did you have to leave so early?’
Sept 25th-
‘Am I really this worthless that everybody pushes me around? I keep trying to look at the bright side of things but it’s all just a lie. I see happy couples around me all the time. It reminds me of him. I wish I had told him how I felt… He would have been nicer to me .. at least nicer than L****.
*************************************************************
You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.
“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.
‘You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.
“It’s not like anyone would care.”
‘They care! You just don’t know it yet…’
“It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light.
********************************************************
Luhan skipped back to the most recent journal entry. It was longer than your usual ones. His heart was racing a little even when he was trying his best to calm himself.
Oct 1st-
‘For the first time today I let myself cry. I can’t take it anymore. It hurts too much. It hurts me to see him with other girls. He dances with them, he touches them in ways I can’t express. I don’t like him..or at least that’s what I tell my heart. But all these bottled up feelings have finally started to come out. He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am stupid… I’m starting to become cynical. Things like these didn’t bother me. I used to smile. I used to laugh. Than what happened? Why am I always like this now? Why does it feel better when I… I’ve lost everybody I loved. My mother, my one and only friend..and now my heart is secretly falling for a man he seems me as nothing more but trash. Tell me.. am I so worthless? She never calls me back when I call her now. I want to tell someone how I feel but there’s no one. I don’t like the sun.. I don’t like the birds chirping, the flowers.. It breaks my heart to see them so happy when I smile to cover up my dry tears. I’ve pretended too long. I’m tired now.. Why can’t all of this be over already? Life is a gift but I don’t want it anymore…
“Oh no oh no! what have I done? How could I be so stupid?” Luhan panicked. His eyes fell on the calendar. It was Oct 2nd. Your last entry was from the night before…
********************************************************
Someone shook you with trembling hands. He then pressed his ears against your chest. “You’re going to be alright okay?” he kept humming as he picked you up and that’s when you completely lost consciousness.
.
.
.
.
********************************************************
“You’re going to be alright okay? You’re going to be alright okay?” your ears buzzed with the same phrase over and over and over. You closed your eyes as soon as you opened them. The light was too bright. It hurt your eyes.
You felt someone’s hand brush against yours. It was soft. His voice was even softer. “Open your eyes,” he was saying. You struggled for a long time but finally gathered enough courage to try once more. This time, the light was blocked by a familiar face over your head.
“Lu..han,” you whispered.
“Shhhh,” he said sitting beside you. He took your hand and ran his fingers on your bandaged wrist. You felt a tear drop on your hand. You knew it belonged to him but you didn’t dare look at him. What happened? How he came to save you? How did he know you were about to kill yourself? All these questions were revolving around in your head but you couldn’t ask him. You were mad at him for saving you but your heart was grateful. You hadn’t forgiven him but your heart had.
Luhan looked at you with loving eyes, wanting to ask you so many questions. Wanting to tell you that you wouldn’t have to be sad anymore. He was going to remain by your side, not out of pity but because he cared about you maybe even falling in love with you. But he knew his words would not fix anything. He had to show it and that’s all he was going to do from them on…
_______________________________________________________
Lots of mixed emotions running around in this scenario. I feel like those who have been in similar situations would be able to understand it more. People who are sad on the inside always cover up with a smile and keep denying that they are unhappy. They blame themselves for all the problems and sometimes even get annoyed at themselves for being so needy. [If you are one of those people please go out there and talk to anyone. Be it a stranger or not. If you suppress your feelings or keep them bottled up inside you, bad things can happen.]
The scenario is a little chunky and different from my usual scenarios because I’ve put lots of personal emotions into it. I apologize if I let you down with this or if this isn’t what you wanted anon but I also really hope that you like it. :)
Edit: [Will proofread soon]
Ahahahahahahhaha! [I can imagine Lay secretly writing scenarios in the middle of the night ;) ]

Can I please hug you? [I don’t like hugging people] but I swear if you were here right now I would hug you. I have been in sort of a similar situation lately but I’m trying to look at the bright side of things. Don’t take it too much on your heart. Things will get better- that’s what I keep telling myself. Don’t dwell over it too much. If you’re one of those people who take things to heart [I do that sometimes] than try to break out of that. It will only hold you back and bring you down. It has happened to me many times in the past few months but I’ve learnt to live with it and let fate decide whatever will happen to me and those other people :)
[I have been upset lately and they say that’s the best time for a writer to produce something .. so my next scenario will be out soon] - Keep a look out for it :) <3 <3
Saranghaeo [and if you ever need anyone to talk to. I’m at your service :) ]

oh oh. oh .. and I have something that might cheer you up.. [It always does the trick on me- so here you go]

[I found this on tumblr a long time ago and I have no idea who this belongs to so please let me know if you guys know who the owner of this gif is]
Awwww lovey! I don’t know how you guys manage to send me messages on my down days. This message totally made up for everything. I just want to say that you’re the sweetest. Anyone who would send someone a message like that ^ would probably have the most tender heart.
If I were your friend I would treat you like my sister <3 Now come to me okay?

Saranghaeo

“Something wrong? .. huh .. no no nothing is wrong? why would you think something is wrong?” you asked tripping over your own words. “Because of the way you’re talking…” Chanyeol replied looking at you suspiciously. He bent down further so he could reach your level. “Tell me what’s wrong?” he ran his fingers through your hair softly. “It’s really nothing,” you said with a forced smile. “Oh yeah?” he said picking you up and carrying you to the room. “Then why does your face say the opposite?"
"Because you keep making fun of me okay?” you said when he finally let you back on your feet.
“What do you mean?” he asked.
“I meannn.. that I don’t like it when you call me short…” you realized that you had said too much for this young relationship. You bit your tongue and turned around to avoid his questioning expressions.
“________ I’m so sorry.. I didn’t think you would … I mean I had no idea you felt this way,” Chanyeol said putting his hand on your shoulder.
“No no.. you’re fine. I think I over reacted,” you replied.
“You didn’t..” he said with a smile and bent down to kiss you. “If you ever have a problem just say it..okay?"
You nodded back with a smile as your lips rejoined his. He was the sweetest..

_______________________________________
I took me a while to continue this.. [I felt so awkward writing this one hahaha] - but it was lovely :)
Wow.. I didn’t realize but you guys and I just wrote 4 mini scenarios! [lol] - I like this..
When he recovered from his laughter, his eyes fell on your stiffened face. “Anything wrong?” he asked looking concerned. “NO!” you said sternly and before he could catch a hold of your hand, you got up and left the room. In that moment, Chen knew he had done something very wrong. He was in big trouble…
.
.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked, slowly and hesitantly walking towards the couch. You sat curled up, your face buried in your hands. You didn’t bother to reply. He sat down besides you and tried to pull you closer. You struggled for a little but then finally let him embrace you. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. He didn’t stop there. He planted a soft kiss on your cheek, slowly making his way to your neck. “Does this make you feel better?” he asked. For some reason, you wanted to laugh. No matter how dry his personalities may seem at times, one thing you loved about him was the way he understood you. You smiled reassuringly and that’s when he pushed you back on the couch, sliding himself on top of you…

naughty chenchen…lol
[gif not mine]
_____________________________________
I totally see Chen as the unromantic type so this one was really cute. Thank you anon <3
’Why are you smiling at me like that?‘ -you wanted to ask ’but he would think it weird…’ you battled with your thoughts while Chanyeol looked at you lovingly, also secretly hoping you would notice. He had been dropping hints since day one but your low self esteem would always get the best of you. You would compare yourself to him and then immediately drop the idea. His mixed signals were too much for you to handle. “I have to leave,” you said out of frustration and got up. “Don’t,” he reacted rather quickly and pulled you back. You fell into his arms and for a second, you felt as if time had stopped. He looked at you and you at him. You hoped he would say something because if he didn’t you were going to leave and this time you didn’t know if you would return. “Don’t leave,” he finally said, holding you very close to him. ’What..' your mind whispered. What did he mean to say. Those two words weren’t enough. He had to say more. But he didn’t. He didn’t have to. The way he held you said enough. He wanted you and maybe…words weren’t needed for that.
[gif not mine]
_________________________________________
Aaahhh this one reminded me of a [sortofkindofmaybesituation] so i got carried away with it. Lovely! <3
You felt the air around you thickening. Your lips quivered and your hands shook at his sudden confession. You finally began to say,”Then why was…why…were you…Xiu..” your incoherent words, left hanging as he pulled you into a passionate kiss. Nothing more was needed to be said.

[gif not mine]
______________________________________
[This was so adorable, I think I squealed :’) ]
You stared at the phone in awe. Had he really sent you those three words? Silence was creeping up on you. Your clenched the sheets firmly to control your heart from racing. It was really happening. It was real- so real that it seemed completely unreal. “Kris…!” you whispered his name and then closed your eyes to let it sink in. He was yours. He was finally yours…

_______________________________________
[Your scenario was beautiful anon <3 <3 <3]
Okay so I’m working on my next [really long Luhan- long awaited] scenario and I need a break.
Since I have so many lovely followers I thought of doing something fun. I hope you guys are up for this [otherwise this will be really awkward]. Anon or not send in short scenarios in my ask [There is obviously a word limit]. If you guys leave it hanging I will reply by finishing it but if it’s a complete scenario than I’ll reply with a gif.
Example:
[Idol’s name] was unsure of whether to hold your hand or not. He looked over into the golden blue sky and took a deep breath. He was finally going to to tell you how he felt. “________” he said your name. “I have to tell you something.."
- You can choose any idol you like
- If enough people send in an ask I will either chose myself [or do a voting] and the winner [best scenario] will get to REQUEST ONE SCENARIO [even though the ask box is close right now] So if ya’ll are really want me to write something send in your asks…
Saranghae :)

Yep it sure took me a long time to write but blame my university schedule for it! I hate I hate I hate it! I hope next week I’ll be able to write more though!
I am glad you liked it <3 <3

Ahh I got done with the assignment in time yayayaya!
Yeah so maybe that’s why I want to see just Exo M first and then OT12.. Hopefully I get to see them [right now Im crying/ reblogging SS5 :’( ]
Really? You like the blonde? hmm maybe it’ll grow on me after a while but rn .. I am not loving it and Sehunniee went multicolored! :’| .. I actually died a little on the inside when I saw that :’|

I watched a few of their stages last night. I need to watch MORE! - those boys are killing me right now!
Awww hmmm don’t worry you’ll do much better new time. 40 is d definitely better than a 0 though :)
Requested by anon
.
.
A shudder ran through your body when your hand touched his. You turned to look who it was. ‘Oh it’s him’- the tall dark haired guy who had just returned from China; that’s all you knew about him. When you first started working with Exo, for last minute additions to their upcoming album, Kris wasn’t there. You were a little more than surprised when you found out that he was a part of the group too and as a matter of fact, the leader of the Exo M. The first encounter with him was more uncomfortable than you had expected. Instead of greeting you politely, he presented himself with a strange expression planted on his face. He neither said a word, nor moved a single muscle in his body. All he did, was to stare at you, with such intensity that you started to feel insecure.
“Sorry,” he mumbled while stopping for less than a second. You rubbed your hand where your skin had made contact with his. You didn’t like the tingles it felt.
“You’re fine,” you replied to the empty room. He had left faster than you could even utter the first letter of your phrase.
*************************************************
You stood outside the in the small balcony that opened to the front of the building. All the fan girls had left a long time ago. The area was empty and quite. The dark sky was slowly turning a lighter shade of violet. You heard the door slide behind you and someone entering the small space. You scoot to the side to let them stand next to you.
“Are you tired?” he asked. Your ears perked at the familiar voice but you didn’t dare move your head. You saw his side profile from the corner of your eyes. He was tall, much taller than you.
“No,” you replied in a barely audible voice. The air seemed to be getting heavier around you two. Both of stood in deep silence admiring the bluish streaks in the sky. It was so beautiful that you felt your hair raising. “Aren’t you tired?” you asked him.
You heard him chuckle a little as he turned to face you. You were unsure of what to do. It scared you to look at him. He was too intimidating and what your heart felt when he gazed at you was beyond describable. You stood firm in your position while he looked at you in awe. “I’m not tired…I’m just worried…a little,” he said.
“Worried?” you looked at him in surprise. The dark circles under his eyes over shadowed his bright but tired smile.
“When they said last minute changes, I had no idea they wanted me to sing a ballad,” he covered his eyes with his hands. Your tensed muscles began to relax. “Do I look like a ballad singer to you? I don’t understand why they’re making me do this?”
“That’s your worry?” you asked, trying your best to sound comforting. He nodded finally taking his hands off of his face. “You will be fine,” you smiled encouragingly but avoiding his eyes. “I’ll help you. Don’t worry about it okay?” He nodded again but he was still unsure about everything.
********************************************
Three days later:
You stood in the studio waiting for Luhan, Chen and Kris to show up. In the few weeks you had been working with them, they had never been late. This was the first time. You assumed it would be because of Kris. He was really unsure about the whole situation.
“Sorry, we’re late,” Luhan said as he hurriedly entered the room. Kris and Chen followed close behind.
“What happened?” you asked.
“Kris hyung was having issues,” Chen said comically. You smiled at his attempt to lighten the mood.
“Alright, so let’s get started,” you said pushing the boys into the recoding room. Everybody took their positions and settled down. Music started, and the boys began singing.
After quite a few attempts Kris finally got his notes right. He looked over at you nervously, ashamed of his singing abilities. You smiled back calmly to tell him he was not doing bad at all.
“Let’s take five,” you announced, taking your headphones off and adjusting the buttons on the equipment. Chen and Luhan ran for the door as if getting released from the prison. Kris however stayed behind. You looked at him through the glass window. His head was bent down. You knew he was waiting for you to enter the recording room.
“Kris, go take a break,” you said from the door. He stood up and walked over to you.
“I have to tell you something,” he said.
“Hmm,” you asked raising your eyebrows questiongly. He lifted his hands, unsure to whether to hold your hands or put his on your shoulder. He did neither.
“I … I like you,” he said. The strange expression on your face turned into a smile. Your ears blushed a light pink and your heart raced a little faster than it normally did. You were not surprised at all about his confession. In fact you were flattered. He was intimidating, no doubt about that but he was also gorgeous and perfect and amazing. Having a guy like him utter those words to you was unimaginable.
“A..are you sure?” you asked. You secretly cursed yourself for being so silly and asking such a stupid question. You felt him take a sigh of relief. He chuckled nervously at how adorably silly you sounded.
“I’m sure,” he replied. You looked up and into his eyes. You weren’t scared anymore, because they were twinkling this time.
______________________________________________________________
Pretty short but I wanted to get straight to the point. Hope you all like it :) Another one coming your way pretty soon. Keep a look out for it :)
Oh my goodness! It’s been on replay on my laptop since last night. I spazzed/ reblogged literally everything Infinite last night. Those boys are puuurrfect! *cries some more* T.T
