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October 2012

Approval [Jinyoung]

I woke up crying, because I saw a really sad dream. The first thing I did was to open my laptop and start writing it down. I’m sorry if it brings you all to tears but I just had to write this one. [I never thought I was going to cry writing a scenario]


 PRESENT DAY:

The door to the hospital opened and a guy in his tux with a girl closely following behind in her white bridal dress, walked swiftly through the pool of people. He seemed to be in a hurry. She tried hard to keep up with him. She tried to get a hold of his arm but he gently slid it out of her grip. He kept looking at his watch nervously, pushing everybody aside that came in his way. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. He breathed heavily and lifted his hand to cover his mouth. He knew his world was going to shatter into pieces a few minutes from then. If he could wish for one thing, that was for time to stand still…


FLASHBACK:

“Oppa can you come fix my socks for me? They keep falling down!” you said as you tried to dry the wet paint off of your hands.

Jinyoung didn’t respond but instead continued to talk to the reporter.

“Oppa!” you called him again. He looked up at you. He seemed to be angry. His glare meant that you needed to be quiet at the moment. He was clearly having an important interview and you shouldn’t have been there at the first place.

You pouted and went back to drying your hands. Your vision got hazy for a second. You held on to the table that stood opposite you and shook your head. It wasn’t anything new to you. You were used to getting mild headaches. You shook your head and smiled to yourself. This is what you did to tell encourage yourself that death wasn’t as bad as it seemed. It was going to come sooner or later. For you it was going to be a little sooner than you’d ever expected it to be.

The interview finished. Jinyoung got up and followed the lady close behind. It was a last minute schedule that his manager had set up for him. He didn’t seem to be very excited about it. You thought it better to remain back stage and wait for him to come back.

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The interview went longer than you’d expected. He’d promised to take you out somewhere that day but you were losing your patience. You looked at the clock repeatedly. Time seemed to be moving extra slow that day.

“Oppa!” you mouthed the words as you heard his footsteps making its way back to the small room. He entered and looked at you. Instead of coming and hugging you like he always did, he rolled his eyes and walked into the bathroom. ‘Is he still mad at me?’ – You thought to yourself. You recalled what you’d done earlier and it didn’t seem to be something extremely off limits. Then why was he acting like that. You calmed yourself an waited because you knew as soon as he came out of the bathroom he was going to apologize and give you a quick peck on the cheek.

Jinyoung came out of the bathroom and began packing his stuff.

“Oppa!” you called out. He didn’t bother responding.

“Are you mad at me?” you asked. He didn’t even care to look at you.

“Say something,” you said sounding frustrated.

“It was an important interview ________. You didn’t need to do such silly stuff. She’s a reporter. She can add anything to the interview to make it more spicy for the audience.” He suddenly snapped back. You were surprised at his reaction. You thought he was going to apologize for being mean to you but instead he was mad at you.

You lowered your gaze, not being able to make eye contact with him. He went back to cleaning up the little room the two of you would soon have to leave. You buried your face into your lap and tried to clear your mind. Maybe you did act a little childish. Asking him to do stuff for you in front of the interviewer. Yep, that could be a little embarrassing for a guy. Especially a guy like Jinyoung, who cared a little too much about his image. You were a little upset too. He didn’t need to be that angry but nevertheless you knew you had to apologize.

You got up and walked close behind him. Took the cloths that he was about to stuff in the bag and began folding them. He glanced at you and then quickly looked away.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. He sighed and turned to pick up his important files.

“Will you not forgive me?” you asked. He pretended to ignore you once again and focused on scanning the room to see if anything was left.

You couldn’t take it anymore. You lifted your hand and grabbed his wrist.

“Not even, if I only have another month to live?” you asked. He turned around and looked at you. There were tears in your eyes. Inside, you were regretting what you’d said because you had promised him you would never bring up that topic again. Somehow the words had made their way to your lips.

Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. Minutes passed away and he didn’t let go of you. You could hear his soft sniffles. It hurt him, just like the first time when you gave him the news six months ago.

“Don’t say that, please..” he whispered.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too..” he didn’t wait for you to finish. He pulled back, wiped the tears out of your eyes and then his own.

“Let’s go out and get some fresh air.”

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“I like the weather today. It’s neither too chilly, nor too sunny.” You tried to make small talk but Jinyoung seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. He didn’t seem to have recovered from the event earlier.

You didn’t like seeing him like this. You hadn’t seen him smile for the past six months. A little part of you regretted giving him the news. But then again, if you hadn’t told him you would have regretted just as much. He sort of became your strength. You wouldn’t have been able to cope with the news had he not been besides you. He kept hope alive and made you promise that you were never ever going to bring it up. In his mind, he’d created an alternate world where Leukemia could be treated. He truly believed that you were going to be fine, soon.

“Can you buy me some cotton candy?” you asked looking at the vendor walking around the park.

“It’s not good for you,” he made a brief statement before enveloping himself in his thoughts once again.

“Oppa, pleaseee!!” you whined and nudged him. Jinyoung suddenly went down on his knees. He lifted both your hands and took of the ring that you’d been wearing on your index finger. He carefully slipped it back into your ring finger.

“Marry me __________,” he said. Those three words ran like a sword through your heart.

“Whaaaa!” you gasped. “No, no no! I can’t do this.” You began taking the ring out of your finger.

“Please don’t ________.” He stopped you and held your hand. “Why can’t you do this?”

“I can’t! I just can’t.” you said and quickly turned around. He forced you to turn back around and face him.

“I want to spend each and every moment of my life with you.”

“And you know that’s not possible,” you snapped back.

“Don’t say that!”

“It’s the truth Oppa. Accept it! and besides..” you trailed. Tears started forming in your eyes once again.

“Besides what?” Is there something else that you’re not telling me?” he asked. You shook your head and turned around to walk. You knew it wasn’t the right time to give him this news.

“__________,” he pulled you back. “Tell me!” Instead of saying anything you hugged him tightly. He stroked your hair and waited for you to say something. He knew it wasn’t going to be a good news. You’d stopped giving him good news a long time ago.

“Yuri loves you. She loves you a lot,” you finally said.

“What?” he pulled back. His eyes were wide open in surprise. Yuri was your best friend. You didn’t know she’d developed secret feelings for Jinyoung. When she realized that was the case she tried to distant herself from you two. You asked her repeatedly but she would never give an explanation. She, however had to come back into your life when you told her about your disease. Only a few days later she confessed her feelings for Jinyoung to you. You were mad, very mad but could you really blame her? Instead of telling her to leave, you took the moment as an opportunity. You knew you were going to die soon so it would be better to leave behind someone who would love Jinyoung as much as you did.

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“Want some ice cream?” Jinyoung asked slipping in bed besides you.

“Oh my God, look at that big bowl! Are you going to eat all of that?” you pouted.

“Of course not. Here!” he shoved a spoonful into your mouth without giving a warning. You giggled as you swallowed it down. Both you and him took a spoon each and slowly finished the big bowl. He placed the empty article on the night stand and turned to you.

“What?” you asked as he stared into your eyes. He ran his fingers around the dark circles under your eyes, then your cheek bones that had started showing due to weakness. You looked worn out. He leaned in and kissed you on your sweet lips. He slid his hands behind your back and pulled you closer to him.

In the back of your head a little voice kept poking you. It had been a weak since the episode in the park. Both you and him avoided it ever since. Jinyoung acted like, it never even happened. You knew time was running out. You had to bring it up once again before you were admitted into the hospital.

You pulled back and gasped for air.

“Sorry! I got carried away.” Jinyoung said scratching his head. A faint smile appeared on his face. Your heart skipped a beat. You were going to hate yourself for ruining it.

“Oppa! So what have you thought about Yuri?” you asked hesitatingly. Immediate distress appeared on his face. He narrowed his eyebrows and looked away.

“I thought we weren’t going to discuss that,” he said.

“Time’s running out.”

“No it’s not,” he clenched your hand.

“Oppa!” you said calmly. “Marry her.”

His eyes opened once again in surprise. “Are you out of your mind?” he yelled.

You curled up under the sheets. Jinyoung got out of the bed and stood up placing his hand on his forehead.

“__________, you have got to stop doing this to me.”

“You know it’s for the better oppa!”

“No it’s not.” He turned around and grabbed your hands. “I want to marry you and no one else!”

“What? For three weeks?” you snapped shrugging your hands out of his. “At least you have a future with her.”

Both you and him remained quiet. You knew well that he wasn’t going to listen to you but you had to convince him somehow.

“It’s for the better. The sooner you understand that the better.” A tear rolled out of your eyes. “I can’t promise if she’ll love you as much as I do but at least I’ll be satisfied that I’m leaving you with someone who will always take care of you. I can’t bear to see you like this. I want you to be happy. Please! Do this for me.” You buried your face in your hands and began sobbing. It was really hard for you to say all those words. In fact you had never imagined saying those words to him. You’d always planned your future with him. Getting married, having kids, going on vacations. But the Higher Being had different plans for you.

“It’s not easy for me either,” you murmured. You felt his arms around you. He embraced you and stroked your hair. You rested your head on his chest for a long time. So long that you didn’t know when you fell asleep.

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PRESENT DAY: 

 You lay on your hospital bed, playing with the ring on your ring finger. A faint smile appeared on your face as you thought about Yuri and Jinyoung getting married. You wished you could be there to see them but you were in your last stage. You couldn’t even move your body.  

The door to your room slammed open and Jinyoung walked in. You turned around to see who it was. A gasp escaped you as you saw him walk towards you in his tuxedo. You wanted to cry and hug him. You wanted to escape death and just run away with him.. You felt like time stood still as both you and him looked into eachother’s longing eyes. He wanted to get mad at you for leaving him alone in this world but more than that he wanted to hug and shower you with kisses. He wanted to hold on to you and never let go.

The door opened once again and Yuri walked in. She looked beautiful in the white dress. Her eyes were just as puffy as his.

“Don’t cry you guys. It’s your wedding day” you said with a meek smile. Your words only made them cry more. Jinyoung sat beside you and held your hand tightly. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears flowed out of your eyes, like they were never going to stop.

“Oppa! Please hug me one last time,” you requested. The next second you found yourself wrapped around his arms. You looked at Yuri but the light began to fade in your eyes. You gasped for breath. Jinyoung pulled away and kept repeating your name.

“You’re going to be fine.Okay!” he stroked your hair. His voice seems distant now. You lifted your left hand to look at the ring one last time and then looked back at him. He couldn’t take it anymore. He knew he was losing you. Yuri placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn’t know what to do so he got up and hugged her.

“Stop her,” he kept whispering. A faint smile appeared on your face and the memories of you and him meeting for the first time, him kissing you in the rain, taking you to the movies, falling asleep in your arms started playing before your eyes. You could see the light. It was time for you to leave.

“Oppa! “ you whispered one last time before death took you into its arms.

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10 years later

“I’m sorry I couldn’t find white lilies,” Jinyoung said placing the red roses them on your grave.

“I’m sure she’ll forgive you.” Yuri said with an encouraging smile on her face. Jinyoung smiled for a brief second and then began walking. Yuri followed close behind. She looked at him with surprise as he held her hand. Jinyoung turned around one last time to look at your grave.

The light air brushed the flowers as if telling him that you approved it.

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No comments! T____T

Oct 7, 2012 85 notes
#Jinyoung #Jinyoung scenarios #kpop scenarios #B1A4 #B1A4 scenarios
I almost started crying at work because of your Jinyoung scenario. It was so beautiful. Wahhh....I loved it and hated it at the same time. You give me so many feels for a man who is not my bias @.@

<3 <3 <3 I understand exactly what you mean! and I am so sorry I made you cry! :’(

I think every scenario writer needs to write a scenario like that one at least once! [lol]

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Oct 7, 2012
Your Jinyoung scenario was amazing!! He's one of my ultimate biases and I keep looking for a good angsty scenario and I FINALLY FOUND IT! :)

<3 <3 <3 Really Jinyoung is your ultimate bias! <3 <3 [that just gave me another reason to <3 you] *giggles*

Thank you! <3 I really appreciate it :)

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Oct 7, 2012 1 note
Approval made my cry it was written beautifully and I am sorry you had to see it If I dreamed in something like this I would cry as well

Yeah! dreaming one’s own death ———> NOT PLEASANT! whatsoever!

Thank you for reading it :) <3 <3

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Oct 7, 2012
Wow... That last Jinyoung scenario... Just wow. It was really powerful and sad. I'm glad there was a slightly happy ending to it but wow. Definitely teared up. Beautifully written as always.

<3 <3 <3 thankyou :’) I just felt that I had to write this one :)

[Yeah I know I was picturing my bestfriend with Jinyoung and I was pretty satisfied since I love her so much]

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Oct 7, 2012 1 note
26 & 39

26: It’s a tie between carolinazombies and kpopscenelove :) [I do talk to a lot of other people too <3 <3] but these two are the ones I’m closest too :)

39: [I had no idea that was on the list] T_T –> um its like a whole soap opera so I can’t write all of that on here :)

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Oct 6, 2012
21 ( i just really want to know)

Hahaha why do you really want to know? Umm I think I look at a guy’s hand’s first! [Ik, weird right?] but yeah..

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Oct 6, 2012
44

Moviessssssss! [I know its lame] but I’ve always wanted to go to the movies for my first date!

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Oct 6, 2012
9 *smirks*

hahaha okay this is embarrassing! but yes Im wearing a green one right now! O_O

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Oct 6, 2012
Do it for a blog rate!

youvegot-that-1thing:

I’m tired of studying and I’m really bored so here goes nothing! :) 

Oct 6, 2012 81 notes
Oct 6, 2012 390 notes
#My other husbands [kyu first husband] birthday! hence the post #T_T
Your Lay scenario is amazing!! I don't want to be rude but there was one thing that bothered me. Yixing would be her step brother not half. A half sibling is one you share one of the same parents. So you are still related by blood. Half blood. A step sibling is when you are siblings by marriage and have no blood relation. Sorry it's because I have a half brother so when I read where it said half brother in the scenario I felt uneasy.

You know what that’s exactly what I thought while I was writing it but then I wasn’t sure so I never bothered changing it. I’ll go.back and Change it tomorrow since I already shut down my laptop and am on my phone.

Sorry can’t post a GIF :(
But thanks for telling me :)

Oct 6, 2012 1 note
Wonderful as always, Dear. I do hope to see you again after the changes... What are we supposed to do without Tumblr? *cling* I'll miss you!

Oh you have no idea how much Im dreading it. I just want to grab tumblr and run away with it. :| I really hope they don’t make any major changes because I like it just the way it is!

Hoping to see you soon too :) <3 <3 <3 Wo ai ni :)

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Oct 6, 2012 1 note
Well, I loved it. Thank you for posting if before the maintenance!!! It was absolutely amazing!

<3 <3 thank you <3 <3

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Oct 6, 2012 1 note
You had to leave [Lay] Part 2

Here’s part 1 for the people who haven’t read it yet

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“_________ah, why did you leave the party so early?” your mother came and sat beside you. You didn’t bother turning around and looking at her. You knew she was going to get worried seeing your puffy eyes and then a thousand questions were going to follow, asking you what was wrong.

“I had a headache so I left,” you mumbled from under the sheets.

“Alright,” she said. You could hear disappointment in her voice.

“Umma,” you stopped her. “Is there something you want to tell me?”

“Aniyo.”

“Please, tell me,” you insisted. She sat beside you once again and sighed.

“Yixing’s father proposed today,” she said. You felt somebody had just dropped a bomb on you. This was it. Fate’s way of telling you that your little love story was never going to happen. It was also a punishment for you because you knew well that it was your fault.

“_______ah, say something,” she nudged you. She started to pull the sheet from your face but you clenched it tightly.

“That’s great,” you said trying to cheer her up.

“Ye,” she sighed. Something seemed missing. She didn’t sound too happy. You were going to wait and ask her the next morning. At the moment you just needed some time to yourself.

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You looked at the thousands of unanswered missed calls on your phone. You wanted to pick up the phone when he called but you knew it was only going to lead to disaster. It had been a month and you hadn’t seen him. You changed your bus routes. You stopped eating at the usual restaurants. You were doing  anything and everything, to avoid him.  

“Ummmaa I’m home,” you yelled through the corridor. “I didn’t bring bread because I think it’s going to start raining soon but I’ll be sure to pick…” you stood stunned in the living room as you saw Yixing, his father and your mother.

“Oh, I’m so sorry,” you choked on your own voice. “Umm, I’m going to go change.”

Your mother gave you a warm, comforting smile. It seemed like she had something to say. “Don’t change. Come sit down with us.”

“I brought Yixing here too today,” his father began speaking. “Because both your mom and I wanted to make this announcement.” You knew exactly what he was going to say. You dreaded it and you hated yourself for dreading it. “We are going to get married soon.” He said with such excitement holding your mother’s hand that for a second you felt jealous. You were jealous of their happiness.

“Well what do you guys think?” he asked bringing you back to reality.

“Huh,” you responded as Yixing shook your elbow. “That’s great! When?”

“Sometime next month. We were thinking, the second Saturday?” he asked. “Oh and I’d suggest that you and your mother start packing. You guys will soon be moving in.”

You hadn’t even thought about that. Living in the same house with a person who you loved and having to call him your step brother. You couldn’t do it. You just couldn’t. You excused yourself politely and left the living room.

“It’s getting chilly out here,” Yixing said opening the door to the tiny balcony.

“Please go away,” you said without looking at him.

“You don’t have to hide those tears from me,” he said, now standing right besides you. He slid his hand around your waist. You tried to struggle but he won. You were now wrapped around his arms tightly.

“I feel pathetic. I felt jealous when they were giving me the news. I was jealous of their happiness. Can you imagine this? I’m such a horrible person.” You said between your sniffles.

“Shhhhhh,” don’t say that he said and kissed you on your temple.

“I can’t do this. I just can’t.” you said. He rested his chin on your head. You could feel his tears running down your hair. You pulled back and looked at him.

“I’ve loved once and I’ve lost. I don’t want that to happen to me again,” he said while shaking his head. “I don’t want to lose you.”

You tried to slip your hands out of his trembling hands but he didn’t let go. He didn’t want too. He was trying his best to keep you from going.

“Don’t you see how happy they are? Do you really want to do this to them?” you asked.

“I don’t want to let go off you ______.”

“You have too. For them.”

“No!” he shook his head. “I’d given up on life but you showed me that I could keep moving on. You gave me hope. You made me fall for you. And now you’re telling me that you want to leave?”

“I know it’s my fault but I don’t want it to affect them. Besides I’m leaving for Canada after the wedding.”

“What” he gasped. “No, no no!” he repeated pulling you back into an embrace. “You can’t do that.”

“I have too.” You began to cry once again. “You and I both know it won’t work like this.”

He pulled back and joined his soft lips to yours. Your wet cheeks touched his. He slid his hand to the back of your head and pinned you against the wall.

“We shouldn’t do this,” you said between kisses.

“Please don’t stop me,” he replied.

“You’ll find someone better than me.”

“I’ll never find anyone like you.”

“Oppa..”

“Shhh,” he shussed you by reconnecting his lips to yours.

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“Seriously, I don’t understand the need for me to try on a wedding dress too. It’s your wedding not mine,” you whined as your mother pushed you into the dressing room. You were already annoyed at the fact that she’d invited Yixing. You could barely make eye contact with him after that night in the balcony. You wanted to make it pretty clear that there was nothing between you and him.

“Yixing, do you want to try something too?”

“Uh, no thank you,” he rejected politely. “Oh come on, try this one. I’m sure your father will love it.” He surrendered to your mother’s pleading and took the tuxedo from her.

You and him both got out of the dressing room at the same time, coincidently.

“Why are you wearing that?” you asked him and turned to face your mother. You were a little surprised as you saw Yixing’s dad standing beside her.

“Now don’t they look perfect?” he asked your mother.

“Perfect indeed,” she said with a big smile on her face.

Both you and him were confused.

“What do you mean?” you asked. Your mother stepped forward and cupped your face with her hands.

“Did you really think that you were ready to make such a big sacrifice at such a young age? How dare you think of my happiness before yours.”

“Umma what are you saying?” you interrupted.

“Shhhh,” she placed her finger on your lips. A tear rolled down her cheek. Your heart sank. You could bear anything in the world except see your mother cry. “Yixing’s father and I have already received the joys of being with someone we loved in our lives but you two,” she now looked at Yixing too. “It’s your first time and you guys are throwing it away like nothing had happened between you.”

“Umma how did you?” you asked really embarrassed.

“We saw you two in the balcony the other night.”

 You were disgusted by your existence. You couldn’t do one small good deed for your own mother who had sacrificed so much for you. You hugged her. “I never meant for any of this to happen..” you said between sobs.

“I know honey, I know.” she stroked your hair. “I just want you to be happy.”

“We want both of you to be happy.” Yixing’s father added. “I’ve seen my son go through a lot and I certainly don’t want to be the reason for his misery.”

You pulled back and looked at Yixing. He seemed hurt too. He felt just as bad as you did.

“I’m so sorry appa,” he mumbled not being able to make eye contact.

“Don’t be,” he said pushing you towards him. “Look at the two of you. You guys make a perfect couple.” He wiped the tears out his eyes. “You guys deserve to be together.”

The more they said that, the more you hated yourself.

“________ah, don’t hate yourself for this.” Your mother said. You were surprised as to how she could read your thoughts.

“He loves you a lot.” She said while nodding. “Do it for me.”

You felt Yixing hold your hand and interlace his fingers into yours. You were still unsure of what to do. He, without any hesitation planted a kiss on your cheek.

You heard your mother and his father chuckle.

“They are so innocent and pure,” she said.

“Yes they are,” he replied.

A smile spread on your face. You tightened your grip on Yixing’s hand and looked up at him. He was looking right back at you with a reassuring smile.

You didn’t have to leave after all..

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Alrighty so I spared you guys this time and didn’t make it a sad ending even though I REALLY wanted too. I hope you guys like it :)

I know it’s pretty late and most of you are already a sleep but I just wanted to make sure I posted this before Tumblr died on all of us for a couple of hours.

Oct 6, 2012 39 notes
#lay #lay scenarios #kpop scenarios #Yixing #Exo #exo m #exo scenarios
Omg I LOVE that Lay scenario!!!!^^

<3 <3 <3 Thank you anon ! <3 <3 <3

Im having a REAL hard time writing the second one though! This is what I look like right now!

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Oct 6, 2012
HWAITING!!! You can do it! I loved the first part of the Lay scenario. Can't wait for the next part!

<3 <3 <3 Thank you! :) I love how you’re always there to send me messages which cheer me up :)

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Oct 5, 2012 2 notes
Trying real hard to finish the second part to the Lay scenario before tumblr goes under maintenance. Wish me luck guys!

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Oct 5, 2012 3 notes
UNFOLLOW DAYDREAMS92695! JOIN THE EFFORT! SHE DOES NOT DESERVE TO WRITE SCENARIOS OR EVEN LIVE!

CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SENDING MESSAGES LIKE THAT! DO YOU KNOW HOW THIS WILL AFFECT HER? CLEARLY NOBODY WILL LISTEN TO YOU SINCE SHE IS GAINING INSTEAD OF LOOSING FOLLOWERS.

Please stop this. It’s not funny. I don’t even know her and I still feel so bad so imagine how she must be feeling. :’|Stop this PLEASE!

Oct 5, 2012
You had to leave [Lay] Part 1

Here’s part 2



Requested By Anon



You walked into the house, throwing your hand bag off to Narnia. You took off your shoes and left them in the corridor. You looked at your mother for a quick second but continued walking. Just then something hit you. She was smiling. She was smiling looking at something on her phone. Last time you saw her smiling was five years ago when your appa was still alive. You slowly walked up to her and sat beside her.

“Umma..”

“Huh?” she jumped up in surprise.

A smile spread on your face as she tried to hide her phone. You felt like your role had been reversed. Usually you were the one hiding your phone from her.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows.

“When did you get home?” she asked.

“Just now..” you mumbled.

“How was work?”

“I’m quitting soon. I hate this job,” you said with frustration.

She nodded, pretending to listen but you knew well that in the back of her head she was thinking something else. Something far too important, hence the faint smile on her face.

“Umma,” you shook her.

“Aish, I’m listening,” she made a face.

“Just tell me what’s going on. You and I both know you won’t be able to hide it forever.”

Her smile disappeared for a second but she immediately recovered it.

“I think it’s time I tell you.”

“Time? What? What are you talking about?”

“Shhhhh..” she nodded her head and made you sit next to her on the couch.

“________, I’ve been seeing this guy for a while ..” she felt your hand slip out of her. You felt a slight twinge of pain. You’d always seen your umma with your appa. They had to be together, always. “Well sort of ishhh,” she corrected herself.

“What do you mean? For how long?” you asked after a while.

“Five months.”

Your mouth fell open. Five months and you didn’t have a single clue about it. Disappointment made its way to your face and you turned sideways to hide the forming tears. Both you and her sat in silence for a long time. You could see her playing with her fingers. She did that when she was nervous.

You raised your head slightly to look at her. The face that was shining brightly a half hour ago was dull. The life that you’d seen on it was gone once again. It suddenly hit you, how selfish you were being. Her happiness was above all. At the moment, her feelings were more important. It was her life and she deserved to be happy. She had lived in agony for the past five years. If life was giving her a second chance than you had no right to come in her way.

You slowly slid your hand on top of hers. She immediately looked at you. You turned to her and held her face.

“So when am I seeing him?” you asked and winked to avoid getting teary eyed. A smile spread on your mothers face and she embraced you.

“Soon.. very soon,” she whispered to you.

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“Tuck in your shirt properly,” your mother nagged you as the two of you waited for the door to open.

“Umma I’m not a teenager anymore. Stop doing that,” you pouted.

She smiled at you. “And did I mention that he also has a s…” before she could finish, the door opened and a guy much much younger than your mother stood on the opposite side.

You gave him a strange look. Your mother could not be seeing him. He was far too young for her. In fact he seemed to be around your age. He smiled at the two of you and moved aside so both you and her could enter.

“________ah, come in,” your mother pulled you. You remained your eye contact with him. He seemed to be getting a little uncomfortable with the way you were looking at him.  

“Annyeonghaseyo,” you heard a voice say from behind. You turned around, to find an older guy entering the living room. It finally dawned on you. Your mother was trying to tell you that he had a son.

You greeted him and all of you settled down. He seemed like a really nice guy, a little dominating but nice.

“Yixing, why don’t you show her around?” he asked his son, sensing the awkward atmosphere in the room.

‘Yixing’ got up immediately as if waiting for someone to tell him to leave. It seemed like somebody had sucked the life out of him. Still, there was something about him that was attracting you towards him. For a while, you forgot why you were at their house.

“Come on,” he mumbled walking past you. You got up and followed.

“There really isn’t anything to show,” he said after showing you the balcony and then stepping into his own room.

You took a deep breath and looked around. The room was plain with only a few fixed artifacts. You hesitated but then sat on his bed. You felt him cringe a little but he came and sat beside you too.

“Why the flat face?” you asked. He didn’t respond but continued to stare into space. You felt like you were bothering him. Maybe he was just as upset as you were when you first found out about your parents. You thought for a while and began again.

“Listen, I know it’s a little upsetting to see our parents move on in life but I think we should both take a step back and let them figure this out. We should be happy for them.”

Still no response. Maybe you were just annoying him. You thought it better to just get up and leave. You were at the door when he mumbled something.

“What?” you turned around and asked.

“I’m happy for them,” he said pulling a fake smile. You could still see how upset he was. You went back and sat beside him.

“It’ll be alright soon,” you tried to comfort him. You felt him slide a little. You didn’t realize that you’d been sitting a little too close to him. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. There was a mysterious aura. You wanted to know what was going on inside his head.

“________, Yixing, dinner is ready,” you heard your mother’s voice.

“We should get used to that,” you said with a cheeky smile. He looked at you with a flat face once again. You could see that he was trying hard to smile but something inside of him was stopping him.

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“So do you like him?” you mom asked as the two of you settled on the couch. You were relieved that you were finally back home.

“He’s great,” you said but your thoughts were elsewhere. You were still thinking about Yixing.

“What do you think about Yixing?” she asked.

“Him? Why him?” you asked defensively.

“I might need your help with something.” You looked at her so she could finish. “Yixing’s father is very worried about him.”

“He should be. There is clearly something wrong with him” you rolled your eyes.

“________, I’m serious.”

“What is it?” you asked.

“He just got out of a two year relationship so he is really devastated.”

“Whaaaaaa,” you gasped. She nodded apologetically.

“He wants you to hang out with him some more. He feels that you can make him feel better especially since the two of you will soon be siblings.”

You wished she hadn’t said that. You had found him very charming and attractive the moment you saw him. How was this going to work out?

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You secretly wished he wouldn’t pick up his phone. One bell, two, three.. you were about to hang up when he suddenly picked up.

“Hello!”

“Uh Hi,” you choked. “Umm I don’t think you remember me but I came over to your house with my mother a few days ago.”

“Ye, I remember.”

“So I was wondering if you wanted to hang out or something?” you asked.

“Hang out?” he repeated in form of a question.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to. I mean I totally understand what..” you bit your tongue.

“Where do you want to go,” he asked.

“Sun set park?” you asked.

“Okay I’ll be there,” he said and hung up.

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You looked around for thirty minutes but there was no sign of Yixing. He stood you up. You weren’t surprised at all. His attitude was getting the best of him.

“Looking for someone?” he asked suddenly coming up behind you. You jumped around clenching your fist to calm your nerves.

“Did I scare you?” he asked stuffing his mouth with cotton candy. He seemed a lot better than last time. Something was clearly wrong with him.

“Did you get me some?” you asked.

“You can have this one,” he offered. You took some and shoved it in your mouth. The two of you began walking.

“So how’s everything?” you asked.

“Great,” he nodded. You didn’t know what else to say. You felt very awkward around him. You were going to give it another shot so you began to speak but he immediately cut you off.

“You don’t have to do this.”

“Do what?” you asked.

“This!” he said now turning to you. “Do you really think I wouldn’t know that my dad told you to do this?”

You felt embarrassed. You didn’t quite know how to answer his question so instead you looked at the ground.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Don’t be.”

“No I’m sorry that she left you,” you said. You could feel him cringe a little but he recovered immediately. He didn’t utter a single word. You wanted to look at him but the situation wasn’t allowing you to do that.

“I’ve moved on,” he said but his voice chocked.

“You don’t have t lie to me,” you said. He settled on a bench and buried his face in his hands. “I loved her a lot,” he murmured after a while. You wanted to comfort him. In your heart, you felt extreme hatred for the girl who’d left him like this. He seemed to be so broken. You had this sudden urge to hug him and that’s exactly what you did.

“You’ll move on,” you whispered to him.

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Four months passed by in a breeze. Having lunch with Yixing became a routine for you now. You had no idea he worked in the office opposite yours. In fact you had started to love work once again. He seemed a lot happier to now. Sometimes when he felt generous, he would gift you with a faint smile. That’s all you needed. You just wanted him to be happy. A guy as charming as him deserved to be happy.

“Guess who?” someone asked placing their hands on your eyes.

“Are you really going to do this with me?” you said while giggling. He chuckled as he removed his hands and sat across from you.

“Are you coming to the party tonight?” he asked. You nodded.

“Great! I’ll introduce you to all of my friends.” You nodded once again staring at him. His sweet, honey like voice always melted in your eyes. The shine in his eyes, the faint smile on his lips and glowing skin always captivated you. Little did you know, what you were getting yourself into.

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“Having fun?” he asked handing you a glass of juice.

“ Ye,” you said trying to avoid his eyes. “Uh, I need to go use the bathroom.” You immediately excused yourself. Earlier that day, after lunch you’d come to a realization that staying around Yixing was going to ruin your life. You had no idea when you’d fallen for him. You’d fallen hard because every time you saw him your heart ached. You knew you couldn’t ever be with him.

You were taken aback when you found him in the room as you got out of the bathroom.

“Why are you avoiding me?” he asked.

“Avoiding? What are you talking about?” you tried to bring out your playful side. Your eyes wandered from one corner of the room to the other nervously. The very next second Yixing grabbed your hand and pinned you to the wall. He connected his lips to yours. For a brief second you had no idea what was happening. You were kissing him back. You suddenly pushed him back.

“We can’t do this..” you said as tears began rolling out of your eyes.

You waited for him to say something but he didn’t. You couldn’t stay there any longer. It was time for you to leave.

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So while I was writing this I realized that there was NO WAY POSSIBLE that I could write the whole scenario in one part. The plot is too sensitive therefore I couldn’t rush with it. I’ve taken the liberty to make a  TWO PART scenario [I hope you don’t bash me for this anon] and to the other I hope you guys like this!

Oct 5, 2012 37 notes
#lay #kpop scenarios #Lay scenarios #Exo #Exo m #exo m scenarios #Exo scenarios
do you follow daydreams92695? cuz if you do should unfollow. the scenarios are kinda sucky and shes a reall bitch if you know what i mean

No I don’t follow her but I have read one of her stories and she is a pretty AMAZING writer [Since the story drove me to tears]. I saw that you sent a similar message to one of my friends and it just makes me sad. How can you/ or anyone else make assumptions about someone on tumblr? [If you have personal hate towards someone I suggest you keep it to yourself] because NO BODY deserves to be treated like this. If you are trying to create some sort of fight between scenario writers than Im sorry that’s not going to work either because we are all very supportive of each other. [I know most my followers write] . So next time please don’t send me messages like this because the won’t work for me and you’ll just mess up someone’s day. I can only imagine what she must be feeling right now and if you do want to send such messages then I’d suggest that you do it without going anon. At least people won’t laugh at your message while reading it :|

Have a good day.

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and daydreams92695 if you are reading this, PLEASE ignore whatever the anon said.

Oct 4, 2012 2 notes
Kidnapped For My Perfect Imperfections [Joon] Submission



Just walking down the street you couldn’t be happier. The sun was out and you were wearing your favorite outfit. The best feeling you had in a long time. Things had been stressful lately with starting to become a trainee and working towards becoming a singer. It wasn’t going to be easy and you knew that. When you were about to turn the corner you were suddenly grabbed. The pair of hands grabbed your arm and covered your mouth. You struggled to get away, but you were just too weak. This person was obviously much stronger than you and had pulled you into and alley way. You tried to turn and look at your kidnapper.

“ANDWAE!!!” He yelled and turned you around. He put a blindfold over your eyes and began walking you back further into the alley. He wasn’t forcing you and you figured you should just not fight with him. It was useless. You heard a door open and you stepped over a threshold into a building. Right now you were just guessing your surroundings, but the floor was sort of soft, not like carpet. It was like wood, but bouncy. You were stopped and let go of.

“Where am I?” You went to take off the blindfold and when you did it was pitch black. No lights. Your eyes didn’t even adjust. You started to walk forward when your foot hit a box. You knelt down and blindly opened the box. You felt a water bottle and some other box. When you opened that one it had crackers in it. Not knowing what was happening and too scared to move to far away, you slowly ate three crackers and a few sips of water. You had no idea if you would get more food. Suddenly there were bright green words on the wall, which was further away then you thought. 

“EAT” is all it said and then it was gone.

“Can I eat it all?” You yelled out.

“YES” flashed on the wall. You proceeded to eat all the crackers and drank all the water. In the bottom of the box of crackers you felt two small round things.

“EAT” flashed on the wall again.

“What are these?” you questioned.

“EAT” flashed again. You weren’t going to question so eat ate them. Your eyes started closing and soon you fell to sleep on the ground.

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You awoke to find yourself in some type of vehicle. You were only awake for enough time to see light around you when you fell back asleep.

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The next time you woke up you were in the same place as before. You stood up and suddenly a light illuminated you. There was a microphone stand in front of you. The word “SING” was displayed on the wall. You were so confused and scared now and you wanted answers.

“Where am I? Why am I here? What’s going on??” you started almost crying and whimpering when a pop scared you and a distorted voice came on.

“Do not be afraid.” The person’s english was broken. 

“I am though. I don’t know what is going on. Why should I sing?”

“Just sing. Please? I haven’t hurt you this whole time have I?”

The voice waited for an answer.

“I guess your right. I will sing on one condition………..you sing first.” There was a long silence after you said that. 

Oh baby stay with me nae gyeoteman isseo
Jwo nega nae jeonbuyeotdan marya-a-a, a-a-a, a-a-a
Stay in my heart

Your eyes widened as the voice sang from MBLAQ’s ‘Stay’.

Stay in my heart

You sang back the end. You then started singing on your own.

U make me cry (neon)
Naega saraganeun iyu
Jebal nal tteonajima
Just tell me why (why)
Nunmureul dakkajwo malhaejwo I’m so crazy (yeah)
Sorichyeo bulleo (bulleo) keuge oechyeo bulleo (bulleo)
Ige kkeuti aniya neomu apa aiya
Bokbatchyeo bulleo (bulleo) jebal nareul beorijima baby

The pop signaled the voice was going to speak again you stepped back from the mic. Then stepped forward again as you thought of something.

“Why am I here?” There was a long silence before the voice answered.

“Because……………………..I think I love you.” This took you by surprise.

“How can you love me? I’m not pretty, I have so many things wrong with me……….how?”

“I realized, when I watched you dancing and singing and goofing around, that you had the most perfect imperfections.”

You thought about what the voice said………….dancing and singing and goofing around……………you were at a loss. One by one the lights started illuminating. When the room was lit you looked around and knew exactly where you were. The stage you auditioned on. All the memories of that day came back and as you thought you didn’t even notice the figure sitting behind you. When you realized and looked back, you eyes almost fell from your head when you saw him.

“Chang Seon…………….” your voice was barely audible. He stood up with the stupidest smile on his face. 

“Why?” you were cut off as he put his finger over your mouth.

“Because you are perfectly imperfect.”

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So totally random and weird *shakes head* I may submit a part two, but ya know IDK my BFF JILL!!! <33333 ENJOY!!!!!!!!

Oct 4, 2012 10 notes
#mblaq #scenarios #mblaq scenarios #submission
You felt alive again [Mir]

Requested by anon




“________ah, are you in here?” Mir poked his head inside your room. “There you are!” a smile spread on his face.

You rolled out of bed and looked up. “What are you doing here?”

“I came to check on you,” he replied.

“I’m fine,” you pouted and rolled your eyes.

“You left the front door open again,” he made a face.

“I’m still alive aren’t I? So what’s the big deal?” you raised your eyebrows.

“Okay okay! Let’s forget about that.” Mir pulled a smile and hugged you. “Let’s go out somewhere.”

You shook your head and pulled away.

“Come on, it’s the first day of spring. Don’t you want to enjoy the sunlight?”

“Aniyo,” you pouted and walked into the bathroom. You were hoping he’d be gone by the time you came out of the bathroom but he was still there. He held up a light orange and yellow dress.

“Wear this. It’ll look nice on you,” he winked.

“Oppa, I don’t want to go,” you tried to remain politely.

“Why not? You weren’t having a good day yesterday so I was hoping you’d be feeling better today.”

“I am feeling better. I just don’t want to go out anywhere.”

“________ is there something you’re not telling me?”

He asked with such sincerity that you just wanted to hug him and sob for the rest of the day. He was the closest person to you. You wanted to ball out all of your feelings to him but you didn’t want to disturb him. You knew well that guys couldn’t be sympathetic no matter how hard they tried. Nevertheless you didn’t want to disappoint him. He always tried to cheer you up and this was the least he could do for you.

“Ok, let’s go,” you sighed taking the dress from him.

“Yaaaaaayy,” he cheered. “I love you.”

You gave him a brief smile before walking into the bathroom once again to change.

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“So where are you taking me?” you asked. The two of you had been walking down unfamiliar paths for a long time.

“Just wait and watch,” he held your hand and dragged you.

“Seriously a park?” you said walking in the entrance.

“Yeah I know but I’m going to take you somewhere else,” he winked. Both you and him continued walking until you hit the woods. It was almost the end of the park. You were getting tired. It had been an hour since you left the house.

He walked you through a tunnel and there it was, the place he wanted to show you. Your jaw dropped as you stared at what was before you with utter amazement. It was a beautiful grassland surrounded by huge trees spreading their shadows over the smaller plants. The sun’s rays escaped through the tiny gap making the white flowers look even more beautiful.

“Come on,” Mir said with a smile on his face.

“Why did you never bring me here before?” you asked.

He didn’t respond. He kept pulling until you guys reached the middle. You could hear a waterfall in the background.

The two of you lay down on the ground with your faces facing each other.

“It’s a special place to me,” he whispered. “ I don’t bring any one here.”

A smile spread on your face. You lifted your hand, intending to touch his face. The smile that was on his face never changed. It was still there…

“______________ah, wake up!” Mir shook you.

“Huh!? Uhhh” you sat up, rubbing your eyes.

“How? I thought we were..? What’s happening,” you asked in extreme confusion.

“Are you okay?” he asked in utter confusion.

“You left your front door open again!” he made a face. As reality started sinking in, you realized that you’d been dreaming.  That splendid path, that sunlight, those flowers none of it was real. It wasn’t the first time you’d had dreams like these. You had them occasionally and they left you sad afterwards because they were nowhere near reality. You looked at Mir with longing eyes as he got up to get a glass of water. He came back and sat beside you. He placed it close to your lips.

“Want some?” he asked. You nodded your head and just as you were about to take a sip he pulled it away and drank all of it. He looked at you with a cheeky smile and then began laughing.

“I hate you oppa,” you pulled a cushion from behind you and hit him with it.

“Ai, that hurt,” he said innocently.

“Why are you here?”

“I stopped by to get my jacket. You took it from me yesterday and never returned it,” he made a face.

“Aish, mianhe,” you pouted.

“It’s okay,” he patted your head. “I have to rush. I’ll see you later.”

 Before leaving the room he looked back at you. He didn’t like it when you were upset. He wanted to hug you and kiss you and tell you how much he loved you but every time he said it, it didn’t mean anything to you.

“___________ah,” he called your name. You looked at him with a flat face.

“I love you,” he said and winked. A sudden shudder ran through you just like all the other times when he said those three words. You just wished they meant something. You wished that when you returned those three words to him he’d know that it meant something. He always played around. You never knew when he was serious and when not.

“I love you too,” you said forcing a fake smile on your face.

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Mir left and you curled up inside your bed once again. Day and night weren’t two different things for you. It all seemed the same to you. Just a year ago you were a happy girl. You laughed with everybody else and cried when they did. Then suddenly things changed. Nothing seemed to make you happy. You felt like a caged bird wanting to escape. You’d created a sort of shell around yourself. Very few could enter and Mir was one of them. He’d been there all along but he had never seemed to see the difference in you. Maybe you were just a really good actor and could easily cover up your depressed emotions. You knew well that if you told him that you liked him, what his reaction would be. He wouldn’t ever reject you. He was too nice to do that. But did you really want to do that? You could barely handle yourself, how could expect him to deal with you.  You shrugged the thought out off your head and buried your face in the pillow. A tear rolled out of your eyes and before you knew it, you were crying, sobbing and then weeping.

You knew well you needed help but you were too afraid to tell someone. If this kept going on it was going to get more dangerous. You hoped that day never came but it was slowly creeping up.

Your eye sight was getting weak too now since crying yourself to sleep every night was a routine for you. Tonight was going to be just like that. You moved your hand around on the bed to find the remote. You turned on the TV and kept changing channels. Nothing good was on. Another reason for you to keep crying. Even fate wasn’t on your side. You felt like everything was negative around you. You always told yourself that maybe you weren’t good enough that’s why.

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“_______________ah,  are you up yet?” Mir yelled from the living room. Last time you heard that voice, it was a dream. You didn’t bother opening your eyes. In fact you closed them even more tightly and pulled the pillow on your head.

“_________ah, wake up!”  Mir came into the room. You felt the left side of the bed dip a little bit. Was it real? Was he really here? If he was, you were never showing him your face. You knew your eyes looked puffy from the night before’s crying.

“____________, wake up. Come on! I need to take you somewhere. It’s the first day of spring.”

“Go away oppa,” you mumbled but the pillow ate your voice.

“I can’t hear you,” he said trying to pull it off of you. It was real. It wasn’t a dream. He really was there. You clenched the pillow tightly. Mir suddenly released it. There was no movement for a while and the next second you felt a bucket of cold water being poured over you. You immediately jumped up. Mir saw your puffy, red eyes and drenched body. He began laughing.

“Look at you face,” he said between giggles. You felt like somebody had just put a heavy weight on your heart. Out of all the people in the world, he was laughing at you. You expected much better out of him. Without thinking you pushed him with all your strength and yelled , ”Get out.”

Mir stumbled but handled himself. He couldn’t understand what had happened in mere 30 seconds. His face turned serious. He sensed something was wrong. Really wrong.

“________, are you okay?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you said glaring at him. You couldn’t calm your nerves at all.

“_________ please tell me what’s wrong.” He came towards you. He began to grab you but you pushed him once again.

“I said go away,” you yelled. Mir didn’t stop. Instead he pulled you towards him, causing you to burry your head against his chest. You struggled but he kept his grip strong holding your head firmly and using his other hand to hold your back. You kept hitting him but he stood strong.

“Just let me go,” you mumbled finally giving up.

“Shhhhhh,” he patted your back and stroked your hair. “Everything will be alright.” He kept repeating. You couldn’t control yourself. More tears flowed out. You’d hit your breaking point. You sobbed for a long time and all that time Mir stood there trying to comfort you.

He finally loosened his grip guessing that it was okay to let go. He sat you down on the bed. You immediately scrunched up your legs against your chest. He sat too, facing you.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked. You shook your head.

“Okay,” he mumbled and just sat there watching you.

“Why are you doing this?” you asked turning your head sideways.

“Because I…” he trailed off.  “I worry about you.”

“Don’t”

“I can’t.”

“Try.”

He couldn’t take it anymore. He was going to say it and this time actually show you that he meant it. He forced you to turn your face to him. You looked at him with questioning eyes.

“Don’t you understand? ___________ I love you,” this was the first time he’d said it looking straight into your eyes. He meant it. Instead of being happy, you got scared. You shook your head.

“Don’t say that.”

“Why not?”

“Because you don’t know what I’m going through.”

“Do you think I don’t know what you’re going through?” he snapped back. “It breaks my heart to see you suffer for no reason every day. _________ I’ve been in love with you for the longest time. I remember when you used to be that happy girl. You were so full of life. What happened to that? What happened?” Mir got teary eyed.

You were speechless. This is what your heart had been longing to hear. You felt a twinge of pain in your heart. You loved him too. But was it worth it to make him waste his life on someone like you. You pushed his hand gently.

“Oppa, you don’t want to do this. You don’t know how bad it is.”

“Then tell me how bad it is. I can help you _______. Trust me.”

You kept shaking your head. Mir pulled you into a hug once again. “Do you have any idea what I feel about you? Do you have any idea the pain I feel every time a tear drops from your eyes? It hurts ______. It really hurts. “

His words ran like a shudder through your body. You had no idea how madly in love he was with you.

“Say that you love me too,” he whispered giving you a deep kiss on your neck.

“I love you too,” you whispered back. You hadn’t felt more comfortable in the longest time. Your soul was hungry for love and that’s all he was offering you.

“Would you be willing to go see a therapist?” he asked hesitantly, still not letting go of you. You nodded your head and tightened your arms around him. You were scared but if he was there, you were willing to give it a shot.

A little part of you started to feel alive again and it was all because of him…

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For all the beautiful girls out there who suffer from depression. Please don’t do this to yourself. If you need help, TALK to someone. Keeping it inside is like slowly killing yourself. Don’t do that.

I hope you guys like this! 

Oct 3, 2012 22 notes
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Awww ;__; try to go ?!!! but if you cant FIGHTING T_T

my mom said yes, but I have classes! [such a pathetic/ important reason to not go] :’|. I feel so helpless! But thanks :) 

*hwaiting* 

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Oct 3, 2012
By the way. fjskljflsjflkdsjfljasld. Mir scenario. <3 Ohmygod. Love. Love. :'D Thank you so much, I can't even. <3 QAQ Haha :) It's actually so cute, I don't even know how to express it in words. 8'D

<3 <3 <3 Awww thankyou <3 <3 <3 I’m glad you liked it :) I really had a hard time writing that one! 

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Oct 3, 2012 1 note
OHMYGOD. AT LEAST THEY GO TO WHERE YOU ARE. TO KPOP, CANADA'S LIKE THE BARREN LANDS WHERE ONLY POLAR BEARS WHO DON'T LISTEN TO KPOP ROAM. JFKLASJFLASJFLJASLKFJLAKJFLKAJFLJASLKFJALKJFLAKF. QAQ Don't feel bad. TT^TT <3

Awwww love! I understand! :’| [Even though canada is FULL of asain people] doesn’t really make sense! 

I feel your pain :’( 

Oct 3, 2012 2 notes
Depressive mode on: Exo M will be in MY land in the next 10 days and I'll be sitting in bed crying my eyes out!

Oct 3, 2012 31 notes
#exo #exo m #kris #luhan #kcon #xiumin #lay #chen #tao
Anyeong Followers! If I don't post a scenario one day, just go to the 'updates' page on my blog and I'll probably have the reason written on there.

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Oct 2, 2012
A cold winter day [Chen] -Submission

***submission by aww-sehunyoucutie. Guys this story is beautiful. It made me squeal. I hope you guys enjoy it too :) ***


Sighing, your eyes followed Chen as he sang and danced passionately, his sustaining voice resounding in a forceful vibrato that sent a chill down your spine. Holding your face up as you sat against the wall on the ground, you squirmed weirdly, trying to get rid of the strong frisson.

Looking back up to watch them continue the song practice, you spied Chen’s amused smile at your strange wriggling. You put on an overly fake shocked face and shrugged your shoulders in the most unglamorous way. Turning it into a smile with an energetic wave, you averted your gaze, trying to keep yourself from looking back and instead staring at the other members.

You sighed inaudibly again, hugging your knees, burying your face into them. You were physically tired from staying up late at night reading or just from the cold of the winter. You’d always gotten cold easily, and, as always, the nippy weather was never kind to you.

 “______,” Chen called playfully whilst dancing, trying to regain your attention.

You ignored him. Despite your cheerful, weird, bright personality, you were also a sharp girl.

You were in love with Chen, and it hurt sometimes, obviously, you knew. Why Chen, you always thought, why? Chen, who’s never sincere. Who’s kind, but you were bound to be hurt when you realize he was kidding, that he doesn’t care about your feelings. It wasn’t all the time, but whenever you were just so perfectly happy, it was a joke.

And every time, every time, you tell yourself you’ll get even, that it won’t happen again. Still, then, the sad truth you manage to grasp is that it’ll be impossible. It never happens, it will never happen. Because he just doesn’t care about you enough.

Still, you just decided to ignore it and smile, because you wanted him to smile more than anything. And that was only something an idiot would say, but you gladly accepted it.

You’d been friends with Chen since he found you to tutor him in Chinese and English. It was your part time job just after high school, so of course, you took him. You were younger than him by a year, so he was always fine with letting you speak informally, loosely, because he wanted you to be yourself.

“_________!”

You turned your head slowly, shivering from the cold temperature of the room. You folded your knees over your hands, sandwiching your fingers in the backs of your knees, feeling icy coldness in the warmth of your legs.

“What?” you responded lazily, tired and cold.

He’d been whining your name over and over again while he danced, unprofessionalism he rarely ever showed. You felt a chill down your spine, this time from the low temperature in the room rather than from his voice. His eyes widened and he sprinted over to you in the middle of the song.

“________, are you cold?” he knelt down on one knee in front of you, gently taking one of your hands into his and cringing slightly from the cold.

His hands were hot, you were sure all of theirs were, but Chen’s made your hand burn with heat even more.

“It’s so cold,” you complained, holding his hand, secretly happy.

Abruptly, he stood and tossed you the black sweater he left on a seat in favor of dance practice. He held your hand one last time, warming it up before running back to his place, making his band members smile in amusement.

“Wear that and stay,” he shouted over the music, smiling his usual smile.

You were happy. Slowly, you threw it over your head, his sweater hanging loosely off your smaller frame. It didn’t matter how freezing you were, his sweater made you feel warm.

All of the band members knew he was mad in love with you, just as you were with him, urging him to make a move, but he’d always backed out at the last minute, making it a joke. This, of course, you didn’t know.

There was once, though, and you couldn’t help but keep the memory, when he did ask you out. He offered to treat you to bubble tea, but you were so confused, happy, not understanding. You’d asked him why. And at that, there was a pause, then he immediately laughed and replied, ‘just kidding, I can’t create scandals with just anybody.’ You were slightly hurt that you were ‘just anybody’, but you dismissed it with a smile and a nod, ‘I thought so’.

It hurt his ego as well, and, since then, the two of you were always trying, but never making your feelings meet. You became more conscious of his actions and words, and he tried harder, to make you feel something, anything, for him, unknowing you already did, more than enough.

Dance practice ended soon after, you still engrossed in the feeling of the dark article of clothing you wore. You stood up, encouraging everyone brightly. Everyone felt great, the energy in the room was high. Slowly, the six members dispersed, excepting Chen and Minseok, the four others went outside, they usually had takeout that you bring, down in a room a floor above where you were. Xiumin came over, seeing as he was also someone you helped with language, he was friendly with you.

“______!” He called, smiling adorably, as he was used to.

 He held your hand, his eyes widening in surprise. He quickly enveloped both of them in his that were warm from practice, and blew warm breath over your fingertips.

“Wah,” he was surprised at the difference in temperature from your hands and his, “_____, I thought frost was my power.”

You laughed at his lame joke, as did he.

You shook your head, he was so cute, you couldn’t help but think. He still rubbed his thumbs over your fingers soothingly, trying to increase the circulation that ran through your hands.

Chen had a brief swig of water before he paused to burn holes into the back of Xiumin’s head. He was upset.

“Still so cold with a sweater on,” Xiumin commented, shaking his head in slight disbelief.

He grazed your fingertips with his lips as a sort of cute joke, and you yelped softly, breaking into laughter alongside the lovely older boy. Chen’s eyes widened and he stormed over angrily. Breaking the two of you up, he held your hand tightly.

“Hey, hyung,” he stood in front of you, expression stiff, staring at Xiumin, “Is anything wrong?”

Minseok clearly knew what the younger boy was implying and shook his head knowingly. He chuckled a bit, backing off with his hands in the air.

“Nothing, Jongdae, nothing,” and Jongdae feels slightly embarrassed at the older boy’s reaction.

Your hands are burning hot, or it felt that way where Chen touched you. Relunctantly, he sighs, turning toward you with newly found ire. Despite his expression, he still held your hands softly, in the sweetest way.

“And you,” he addressed you sternly, upset, clearly you could tell from his face, “Don’t think that just because you get cold easily, you can go and flirt with Minseok-hyung.”

His words struck you dumb. And you stood there, eyebrows slightly raised, confused. He shook his head, frustrated at your lack of response.

“You do it on purpose, don’t you? Let yourself get cold so you can act all cute for hyung?”

You finally managed to register what he said and you hardly understood. No, you did, but you were upset. You wanted to take off the sweater he gave you, because at that moment, you were engulfed in anger, that pounded through your limbs.

“You always spend extra time teaching him, too,” he scoffs, half laughing bitterly, ridiculing you, “Or you’re supposed to be teaching him. All you do is flirt. Of all of the stupid, childish things you could do. Do you really like him that mu-“

“Jongdae,” there are tears in your eyes as you spat out the poisonous words, staring straight into his eyes, “you are such a goddamn jerk.”

You didn’t want to cry.

You pulled your hands back sharply, hurt, so many times. It didn’t matter to you why he would even say that, but he always hurt you, and you were done with being hurt. You were done with acting like it didn’t faze you. It didn’t matter if you loved him, it wasn’t even worth it anymore.

The room is silent, except for the deep breaths he drew and your pained exhale.

“_______, I-“ he stopped, watching you slowly try to remove the clothing he told you to wear.

A jolt of alarm shot through him.

Quickly, he grabbed you, held you tightly. You protested, but lightly, because you’re too busy crying. Silent sobbing, you just wanted to go home. He grabbed onto you tighter, leaning into your body, burying you in his. One hand on the back of your head, pressing it deep into his open chest, one around your back, he embraced you.

“No,” he half whispered into your hearing, “Don’t take it off.”

You were upset and confused, you let out an almost inaudible whimper, trying to stop your tears, and Chen flinched upon hearing it. He tightened his grip.

“_____, I’m sorry,” he apologized, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. _______, I love you.”

He can feel you slightly tense up, and it stirred more sadness in his heart. He almost wanted to laugh at himself, at how pitiful he was. Always hurting you, always, he could see sometimes, not every time, the sparkle from your eyes dull as you smile and force a laugh, waving him off.

“______, I love you, I love you, I love you,” he exhaled painfully, as if he could erase all the horrible memories, “I love you.”

And slowly, you relax. Just enough, to rest in his arms. You gave up. You were tired.

He lets you go, loosens his grip just a bit, so he can see your face. And he leans down. Arms on your shoulders, he bends down to eye level and moves in so close, you could hear the softest of his breaths.

Softly pressing his forehead to yours, he caught your gaze, and somehow, by some strange power, you couldn’t move away. Or, you didn’t want to.

“_______,” he whispered, you could feel it blow across your lips, “tell me, if you love me.”

You don’t know what to say, but all you think is ‘yes’. Still, his heart sunk at your silence.

“I’m,” he paused, thinking how pathetic he must be, “I’m going to kiss you now.”

And before you can shout ‘yes!’ that yes, you love him, his lips connected with your own. Slowly but surely, he pressed his soft lips against yours, and broke apart gently, making sure to look at your expression.

“Ni ai wo ma?” he asked in his best attempt at Mandarin if you love him, and you crack a smile, laughing softly at how horribly cheesy all of it was.

“Mn,” you made a sound of agreement, “Wo ai ni.”

He formed a sweet grin with his lips, and crashed his smile to yours, and you reciprocated.

Just then, the door creaked open. You peered around Chen to see who it was.

“Woah, damn,” came the surprised male voice, it was Tao.

Eyes wide, he raised his hands and backed away from the door, whispering a quick ‘sorry’ in response to the two of you in the room turning around to face him.

The door clicked closed. And there was silence.

You couldn’t help but laugh. A genuine laugh, and Chen laughed along with you.

Jongdae fixed his sweater on your shoulders, pulling it back from slipping off, and with one hand behind your back, brought you along to turn up the heat in the room.

And that, you thought, was and would always be the sweetest thing he could do on a cold winter’s day.

 

LOL. Okay. Fjskalfjaklfjlakfj. Love Chen. <3 Ohgod. Jfklsdkfjslfkjldjflksjlfasjd. The end was… … CHEESE. ALL CHEESE. QAQ Alright. Sorry about that… :D Okay, have fun~

Oct 2, 2012 31 notes
#chen #chen scenarios #kpop #scennarios #exo m scenarios
random question: using only blogs on tumblr that you follow/love, create a kpop group that is a duo (2) or has 5 people, say which person is leader, rapper, vocalist, dancer, maknae and why (you may include yourself in the group as one of the members).

Leader:kmexoplanet [Since they have the master list of all the EXO videos] lol

Rapper:kpopscenelove [She is really funny so I think she’d make a good rapper]

Vocalist:me [I’ve always wanted to be a vocalist and also because I write so…]

dancer:aww-sehunyoucutie [She is always hyper so she’d make a good dancer lol]

maknae:myoppamyoppa [She is so cute and young so I chose her lol]

I didn’t have any better reasons to choose these people :)

Oct 2, 2012 2 notes
just curious, but which other scenario blogs would you recommend? thanks! :D

I always feel bad every time I get this question because I don’t follow a lot of scenario blogs. I used to have time to read scenarios but NOW I barely have time to write them. The two I used to follow before I started writing and still do follow are: 

kpopscenelove [She will be back by next week hopefully]

bubbleteascenarios [Semi hiatus]

If you want to look at more scenario blogs go to

kpopfanficdirectory

and you’ll be able to find many awesome scenario blogs. I know there are lots of amazing writers out there :)

Oct 2, 2012 1 note
#kpop scenarios
when is kpopscenelove suppose to come back????? she's been gone forever.

She will be coming back soon! Probably around next week! :) She was posting till last Thursday so it hasn’t been that long :) Lets all pray for her safe return :)

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Oct 1, 2012
Gajok [Mir]

Requested by aww-sehunyoucutie



You knocked on the door for the fourth time and still no one answered. It wasn’t usual of the MBLAQ members to not be in their dorm at 10 in the morning. They all adored sleep, especially on the weekends. You took out your phone and called Mir. He didn’t answer. You were a little mad but worried at the same time. Where could they be? You began to wonder. Just then you heard their footsteps coming up the stairs. They were are laughing and clapping their hands. Mir’s eyes fell on you as soon as he reached the top.

“_________ah, there you are,” he came forward and gave you a quick peck on the lips.

“Where were you?” you pouted.  You turned around to look at the guys and a girl standing next to them.  You looked back at Mir with questioning eyes.

“Noona, meet _________,” he said advancing towards the girl.

“________, meet my noona.” A smile spread across your face. She was the first member from Mir’s family that you were meeting. 7 months and 1 family member, you could only hope how long it would take to meet the rest.

“Anyeong!” you greeted her and bowed slightly.

“Anyeong,” she giggled. “You don’t have to do that. Don’t be formal with me. We’re just like friends.” She winked.

You relaxed a little bit.

“Mir talks a lot about you and…”

“Ummm can we go inside and talk?” Mir interrupted.

“Oh ahhhahah,” both you and her chuckled.

You had a long conversation with his sister and quiet surprisingly she was very nice. You were scared of Mir’s family because every time you asked him to introduce you to them he would just politely ignore the subject.

“___________ah, when will you be leaving?” Mir asked out of the blue.

“Leaving?” you repeated with confusion.

“Yeah, Noona and I are going to the movies tonight.” You were a little disappointed that he hadn’t even thought about inviting you. You were still a little mad about him not telling you that his sister was coming over and that he went with her and all the members without inviting you. Nevertheless you didn’t want to act like a clingy girlfriend so you remained quiet.

“__________,” he nudged you.

“Huh! Oh umm yeah I was just leaving!” you said standing up.

“I’ll see you soon okay?” he said walking you to the door.

“Anyeong.”

“Anyeong”

******************************************************

Four days passed and Mir didn’t contact you at all. You knew he was spending time with his sister. And you were all up for giving him some space but a little text wouldn’t hurt.

‘Oppaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…’ –you texted him.

15 minutes passed. You felt like a desperate pabo for waiting for the screen to light up.

‘Ye?,’ – he finally texted back.

‘Do you want to do something tonight?’

‘It’s Tuesday night O_O’

‘So?’

‘I have to wake up early tomorrow’

‘Oh alright o_O’

You put the phone on the night stand and closed your eyes. You hated your mood swings when you were on your periods. You felt lonely and wanted to cuddle with someone but sadly it was just going to be you and your little teddy bear that night.

Your phone buzzed. You jumped around, hoping Mir had changed his mind. It wasn’t him. It was your friend.

“Hey,” you said picking up the phone.

“Wanna hang out?” she asked.

“Aaaa, not in the mood.”

“Oh come onnnn, I feel so lonely tonight. I need some bubble tea shots,” she giggled. You laughed too. You agreed to go with her only because you felt the same way as her that night. Lonely.

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“________ah, isn’t that Mir?” your friends said pointing at your boy friend sitting in the corner table.

“What?” you stood up in surprise and almost spilt your bubble tea.

“Calm down,” she made a face and pulled you.

“No, I just called him an hour ago to ask if he wanted to hang but he told me he had to get up early tomorrow,” you said angrily.

“I think he’s with someone,” she said pushing back a little bit to get a better look.  “Oh yep, definitely with someone.”

You turned around and looked once again. Of course, he was there with his noona.

“It’s his noona,” you mumbled.

“Just go and sit down with him,” she suggested.

“Nah, I don’t want to disturb them,” you made an annoyed face.

“Meeaaoowwww, you don’t like her do you?”

You sighed. “I do! I mean don’t I have too? It’s just that he hasn’t been paying attention to me ever since she came to visit and I know she won’t be here for a long time but I’m still so … oh Gosh! Who am I kidding I sound like a little brat,” you buried your face in your hands and rested your head on the table.

“Aniyo! You don’t sound like a brat.” She comforted you.

“He could have at least told me he was coming here, instead of lying to me.” You mumbled as a tear rolled down your cheek. That wasn’t the normal you but you had lots of mixed feelings inside you that day.

“_________,” you  heard a familiar voice say your name. It was Mir’s voice. You quickly wiped your tear and looked up.

“What are you doing here?” he asked. ‘Shouldn’t I be the one asking this question’ you thought to yourself while squinting your eyes at him. He understood that you were a little mad.

“Noona, wanted some bubble tea so I decided to bring her here. I was going to call you but I thought you’d be asleep.” 

You tried to calm yourself but his explanations were only making you more mad.

“It’s alright!” you said getting up. You forced a pretty obvious fake smile on your face and turned around to leave.

“Let’s go,” you said to your friend and without looking back you left the shop.

****************************************************

“Aaaaaaaaaaaa! I’m coming,” you yelled at the person who’d been knocking on your door for the past half hour.  You opened the door rubbing your eyes and an annoyed face.  The very next second you jumped up with excitement.

“Oppa!” you laughed hysterically as you saw your older brother. “When did you..How did..?? Oh my God forget all that,” you hugged him tightly. He chuckled and stroked your hair.

“I just got here.”

“Did Umma come with you?” you asked.

“Aniyo, she couldn’t but I came to check on you.”

“Check on me?” you made an amused face.

“Ye, I worry about you,” he placed his hand on your cheeks. “Seoul is a big city and you live here all by yourself.”

“Oppa! I’m a big girl now,” you pouted.

“Aish, I know,” he laughed and messed your hair, just like old times.

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‘______________ah, where are you?’ –Mir texted you for the first time ever since your encounter with him at the bubble tea shop.

‘I’m busy..’ – you texted back clearly expressing your anger.

‘Ok..’ – You couldn’t believe it. ‘OK’ was the only thing he could say to you. You were losing your nerve now.

“What’s going on?” you brother asked sitting beside you.

“Nothing,” you muttered.

“Those wrinkles on your forehead tell me a different story,” he said. You knew if you told him about how Mir was treating you, he’d be pretty upset. You didn’t want him to get mad at Mir because sooner or later he was going to apologize to you.

**********************************************************

“Oppa, I’ve never had so much fun at a street market,” you said wiping your nose. “Ice cream in the snow! Best idea ever,” you said excitedly.

“You’re going to get sick,” he said giving you a tissue.  You shook your head and licked your ice cream.

“Hey look!” you brother pointed towards the north.  Mir was waving at you and him. He sprinted towards you guys.

“Mir, my man,” your brother said and did the casual hand shake. That was the first time you actually hated them being so chill with each other.

“Haven’t seen you ever since I got here,” your brother said.

“Yeah,” he scratched his head. “___________, never told me you were here. I would have come.”

“Shouldn’t you have come any ways to see her?” he asked. You giggled on the inside. He was going to get in trouble and you didn’t feel bad at all. He deserved it. Mir looked at you nervously. You returned a glare and then rolled your eyes.

“Anyeong,” Mir’s sister came up from behind and greeted.

“Anyeong,” Your brother said with a surprised expression on his face. “I think I know you from somewhere.”

She giggled. “Communication skills class, Pusan University, 2009.”

“Ahhh ye ye ye,” your brother snapped his fingers.

“You’re Mir’s…”

“Sister,” she finished for him.

“Aaa, I didn’t know that.” The two of them began talking as if they had a lot of catching up to do. You pouted. First Mir and now your brother. You made a crying face and turned around.

“________, _________ wait,” Mir held your hand.

“Let me go Oppa,” you yanked you sleeve and began walking once again. Mir walking besides you.

“Go away,” you said as tears started flowing out of your eyes. He kept walking with you.

The two of you reached your apartment. You went inside and tried to close the door on him but he was obviously stronger than you.

“__________, tell me what’s wrong?” he asked holding you. You shrugged him away and went to your room.

“_______, please tell me what’s wrong?” he asked once again. He did sound worried.

“It’s nothing okay!” you snapped back.

“Well you’re crying and you won’t talk to me what’s wrong so something’s definitely up,” he held you once again.

“I don’t want to sound mean and I don’t want you to hate me either so just let it go. Give me some time and I’ll be fine,” you said resting your head on his chest.

“I would never hate you,” he said running his fingers through your hair.

 “Is it because I haven’t been able to spend much time with you lately?” he asked after a while. You were surprised he understood you.

“Aniyo,” you shook your head rubbing your face with his shirt. He chuckled.

“I know you my little penguin. You can’t hide your feelings from me no matter how hard you try,” he pulled you away and then gave you a long kiss on the lips.

“I’m sorry. I know I was being stupid but I just couldn’t help it. She comes once in three years and I just wanted to as much time with her as possible.”

“It’s okay Oppa, I understand.” You said.

“And I would have invited you but I just didn’t want it to be awkward.”

“It won’t be awkward. Try inviting me next time,” you winked. He smiled and kissed you once again.

“You have explanations to do too missy.”

“What?” you asked with a bemused expression.

“Yeah, you never told me your brother was here and then you didn’t text me for a week. Were you trying to make e jealous?” he squinted his eyes.

“Noo,” you said with a cheeky smile and began to run away. Mir caught up to you and picked you up.

“You’ll pay for this,” he said walking back to the room.

“Aish,” you gave him a quick peck.You couldn’t wait for what was yet to come.

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Aaaaaa this requests kind of scared me at first because I was afraid I won’t have anything to write but then I started writing and so here it is.. ^^. Hope you guys like it :)


Guys I didn’t proofread this because I have to  study for my midterm but I’ll be sure to do that tomorrow.

Oct 1, 2012 25 notes
#mir #Mir scenarios #MBLAQ #kpop scenarios #mblaq scenarios
301 followers! I love each and everyone of you!

Oct 1, 2012 1 note
#kpop scenarios #scenarios #followers #scenario blogs
Don't let them affect you, I am getting pretty tired of watching how these people are just bothering all the blogs about scenarios

Hopefully they will stop soon :|

Oct 1, 2012

September 2012

I just thought of something, what if kpopscenelove comes back to an inbox filled with messages about someone telling her to die, or they wish she'd died, or something bad like that all because of these rumors....

Let’s just hope nothing like this happens or i’ll hunt them down! Grrr

Sep 30, 2012
Your Heechul scenario. <3 <3 jfklsajfkdljasljflksj. <3

Thanks love :)

Sep 30, 2012
These rumors are so messed up. How the hell. Did they start. jfkalsjlkjsdlfs. Doesn't even matter. How inconsiderate does someone have to be to even say shit like that. Anyway. Hoping kpoplovescene comes back to loyal followers and friends. Hoping she's healthy, not that she wouldn't be, mind anyone, and hoping that all this anon crap is forgotten by then.

Yes please :) ^^

Sep 30, 2012
I am completly on board on you with that; you, i, elemint-scenarios, q0rea-ekso and a couple other blogs are getting a lot of weird measseges about her. Knowing her, she's not going to apreciate all of those measseges. And it would be if they just stopped. 'If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all'.

To be honest its a little creepy to see that who ever it is actually knows who her friends are! Who has all this time on their hands! :| Anyways I absolutely agree with you and I hope they understand it too now!

Sep 30, 2012
Stop this..

It just breaks my heart to see that NOT only me but most of the KPOPLOVESCENE Admin’s friends on tumblr are getting WEIRD/HATE messages about her. Guys who ever you are please stop. She is going through a tough time right now and the last thing we [her friends/followers] want is for her to come back and see this on tumblr. Do you guys not realize how hard it is to go through a surgery? Please Don’t do this. If I have to beg I will because she is such a lovely person and SHE DOESN’T deserve this.

Thank you for reading this..

Sep 30, 2012 5 notes
#kpop scenarios #scenario writers #kpoplovescene
I think this weekend has like screwed over scenario writters everywhere o.o two of them are like out for a long time - Zin

Hmm! I’m not quiet sure about that since I don’t follow a lot of scenario blogs! :( I hope they come back soon :)

Sep 30, 2012
hey! are you going to be writing any B.A.P scenarios ?

I'v written B.A.P scenarios before. If you go to my blog and click on “OTHER GROUPS” You’ll be able to see them. I think I have one more BAP request on my pending list and hopefully, I’ll be able to do write it soon. I write my scenarios in an order so it will be a while.! you can always request a B.A.P scenario when I reopen requests :)

Sep 30, 2012
Hey!!~ Your blog is totally awesome and I can't believe that I didn't discover it sooner. <3 Please please please don't take this the wrong way or anything, but I find it a bit off when you use korean words/phrases in some of the exo-m scenarios when some of them are chinese. Can you keep that in mind next time?

<3 <3 Thank you anon <3 <3 I am glad you found my blog!

Hahahaha I never thought about that until now! Ummm I guess I’ll try to use more Chinese phrases! [I am learning Korean so adding Korean phrases is more of a habit] but I’ll definietly keep that in mind :)

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Sep 30, 2012
Change [Heechul]

Requested by anon

 


“Oppa, do you know what this is?” you asked Heechul. He took his eyes off of his cell phone and looked at you.  

“A toothpaste cap,” he said with a ‘stating the obvious’ expression on his face.

“I know that too!” you said. “But why do I always find it under the sink? Doesn’t it belong on the toothpaste?”

A smile broke on Heechul’s face and he spread his arms, signaling for you to come towards him. You did as he wanted and he wrapped his arms around pulling you on top of him.

“I’m sorry,” he said and connected his lips to yours.

“You are such a flirt,” you said with a faint smile between kisses.

“Shhhh,” he laid you on the bed getting on top of you.

“You don’t look nice when you get mad,” he whispered. He kissed you softly on the neck.

***Ring Ring***

“Oh Hold on,” he moved from on top of you and picked up his phone.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows, sitting up.

He put his finger on his lips telling you to be quiet and continued talking on the phone. You sighed and shuffled in bed. He wasn’t going to come back anytime soon.

*******************************************

“___________ah, are you a sleep?” Heechul asked jumping into bed.

“Mhmmmm,” you groaned sleepily.

“Oh come on,” he turned you around. You closed your eyes tightly.

“__________, wake up,” he shook you.

“Aaaaaaan,” you shrugged yourself out of his grip and turned around again.

“Fine then,” he said turning too and closing his eyes.

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“Hey are you coming to pick me up?” you threw a question at Heechul as soon as he picked up the phone.

“Uhh, I can’t.”

“What????  But you said you were going too.”

“I know I know, but then something came up. Just try getting here okay?”

“How will I get there? It’s raining outside. If you told me ahead of time I would have arranged something.”

“Figure something out okay,” he said with annoyance and hung up.

You stomped your feet in frustration and sat on the couch.

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You walked into the hall with your cloths slightly wet. You saw Heechul talking to the guests and laughing. Did he not care that you weren’t at the party? HE didn’t seem to be worried at all. It made you sad. If he cared, which you highly doubted, then why didn’t he ever show it? His eyes fell on you and he came to you.

“It’s about time you got here,” he said squinting his eyes.

“Do you know how hard it was for me to get here? My cloths are wet too because my umbrella broke right when I got here.” You pouted.

“That’s good. I don’t like the dress anyways. Didn’t you have anything better to wear?”

“What?” you gasped in surprise.

“Yeah, go change!” he made a face.

“I didn’t bring any extra cloths.” you rolled your eyes.

“Go to the room upstairs and ask one of the assistants.”

“But..”

“_________, go!” he said with a smile to lighten the situation. He knew you’d get upset if he said it angrily.

You didn’t like it when he did that. It was nice that he was honest with you but sometimes a little lie wouldn’t hurt. You fell in love with him because he was so straight forward but even you couldn’t handle it sometimes. He’d say he loves you from time to time but that just wasn’t satisfying enough especially with the kind of personality he had. It broke your heart when he talked about how hot the girl sitting on the opposite table, or the one going down the street or the one performing on the TV looked. You pretended like it didn’t bother you because you didn’t want to look weak or act like an insecure girl friend.

“Do I look okay now?” you asked approaching Heechul from behind. A smile appeared on his face as he turned around.

“Perfect!” he said. “But it would have been better if it was a little shorter,” he winked.

“Aish,” you pushed him, forcing a smile on your face.

“I’m kidding,” he held your hand and began introducing you to everybody. The smile on his face and the shine in his eyes reminded you of why you were with him this long.

**********************************************

“Aren’t you tired? Why are you watching this?” Heechul asked getting comfy in bed.

You sighed. “Yeah I am but it’s so sad. I love watching this movie,” you said taking the remote from him.  He placed his chin on your shoulder and slid his other hand around your waist.  I guess I’ll just watch it with you then. He pouted. You giggled and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

“Aish this is so boring!” he shifted losing his patience.

“Oh come on, it’s so sad. He’s leaving her and she is crying. Why are you so insensitive?” you asked making a face. You didn’t know why you said that. It was as if the question that was poking you for so long just made its way to your lips.

Heechul laughed. He laughed for a long time. “What’s so insensitive about it? He was just having fun with her and then he left her. You can’t really force someone in a relationship you know. He stopped having fun so he moved on. Better for him, better for her. Girls shouldn’t be so sensitive about such things.”

You stared at him in disbelief. You weren’t even sure why you were this surprised. He was like this but you kept lying to yourself that he wasn’t.

“Oppa!” you made a crying face. He took no notice off that and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.

“Can we sleep now?” he asked. You nodded mainly because you wanted to hide the tears that were fighting its way through your eyes.  You quickly turned off the tv and the lights and tightly closed your eyes.

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You opened your eyes to an empty bed the next morning. Heechul’s pants were on the floor as usual. You walked into the bathroom and the toothpaste cap was under the sink once again. For the first time ever in your life you were angry at him. You wanted to scream. You still hadn’t recovered from the night before’s events. All the anger was boiling up inside you.

“Oppa!” you called his name.

“Hmm I’m outside,” he said casually. 

You walked outside to a heechul in his boxers, talking on the phone. Nothing new to you. You sighed and walked to him. He finished his conversation after a while and sat beside you. You prepared yourself to talk to him. You wanted to do this just to see what he would say.

“Oppa, I don’t think I can do this anymore!” you said burying your face into your hands.

“What do you mean? Make breakfast? I can order it from outside,” he began to pick up his phone. You held his hand.

“No! that’s not what I mean!” you said. Your throat felt dry. “I mean being with you!” you whispered.

“Whaatt?” he let out a gasp but quickly regretted it.  He cared too much about his ego.  You waited for him to say something. There was no way he was going to treat you like this today. You deserved better.

“Oppa!” you nudged him.

“Do whatever you think is right!” he snapped getting up.  Your heart sank. You thought he was going to stop you but instead this was his reaction. He was just like the guy from the movie. You loved him madly but him, he had no feelings for you. He was just having fun according to his own words.

He picked up his cloths and went to the bathroom. He put the cap back on the toothpaste and came back. Without looking at you he left. He was gone now, gone forever. You were cursing yourself. This is certainly not what you wanted. You broke down and began crying. You wanted him back…

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A month had passed away and Heechul hadn’t called you for once. You nagged your brain for even letting such thoughts cross your head. You were the one who had brought this upon yourself and you had to live with it. Besides, if he really loved you he would have at least made an effort but his ego took the best of him.

You turned on the TV after a long day of work and got comfy in your blanket. You were eating ice cream for the first time in 2 years. Ever since you’d started dating him you couldn’t have any since he would always nag you about gaining weight.

You kept changing channels until Heechul’s face suddenly popped up on the screen. Strong heart with suju. You wanted to change the channel but something about Heechul’s face made you stop. He looked tired and worn out.

“Heechul ah why aren’t you talking today? You’re usually so lively.” the MC put him on the spot.

“Me?” Heechul raised his eyebrows in surprise. I’m always the life of the party.” he laughed. “I was waiting for you to say something so I could go on,” he winked and then began to ramble on and on.

“So do you want to share a story today?” the MC asked.

“Story? Aaaa yeah,” he said after a while. Your heart started beating faster. You’d seen many shows on which guys confessed their love or apologized to their loved ones. A little part of you hoped for him to say something about your breakup.

“Okay, but I’m warning you, it won’t be a sad one!” he said with a bright smile on his face. Once again he’d disappointed you. At that point you didn’t even know why you were still madly in love with him. He’d made it pretty clear that he didn’t care. He went on and told the story of the time he ran away from home because his mother spanked him but then she found him hiding under a bench in the park. He received more spanking after that.

You turned off the TV in anger and threw the remote away. Minutes later you found yourself crying again. It hurt you. It still did to see him not care at all while you couldn’t stop thinking about him for once.

Your phone started buzzing but you didn’t pick it up. It didn’t stop after one call. It kept buzzing repeatedly.

“What?” you picked it up and yelled.

“__________-ah, it’s me Leeteuk!”

“Oppa!” you felt bad. “Minahe,”

“It’s alright. Can you come to the Strong Heart set right now?” he sounded worried.

“What happened?”

“Just come __________. This is important.” He insisted.

“No tell me what happened,” you persisted.

“Heechul passed out on stage as soon as we finished recording.”

“What?” you jumped up in surprise.

“Ye, he needs you __________. Please come soon,” he said and hung up. You ran out of the apartment without giving the situation a second thought.

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“Where is he?” you asked bursting into the back stage room.

“Calm down ________,” Shindong came forward and held you.

“He’s in the room.”

“I want to see him,” you said pulling away. “What happened to him?”

“He’s been sick for a while now. He hasn’t been eating properly either. Something keeps bothering him and he won’t tell us what it is. I assumed you’d know.”

“I would know?” you asked with a confused expression. “We broke up a month ago!”

“You guy’s broke up?” Leeteuk asked extremely surprised. You nodded your head.

“Then why didn’t he tell us that?” Shindong looked at Leeteuk. You were more surprised than them, now.

“Every time we told him to call you over he would tell us that you were really busy these days and that he was going to bring you over soon. He never for once talked about breaking up with you,” said Leeteuk.

“I want to see him,” you said as tears rolled out of your eyes. Shindong and Leeteuk got out of your way so you could go inside.

“Oppa!” you said poking your head inside. Heechul was lying down on the couch. As soon as he saw you, he got up and embraced you.

“____________ah, Please don’t leave me! Please don’t go away. I’m sorry, Im sorry , I’m sooo sorry.” He pulled away to look at you now. “There I said it. Are you happy now?”

You shook your head.

“I’m sorry for being so stupid and letting go of you. I should have stopped you. I mean who would ever bear with a guy like me. Nobody can do it. Nobody but you. I took you for granted and I hurt you.” You began to slide your hand out of his but he held it again. “____________, please forgive me or I’ll never forgive myself for hurting you.. I lost you because of my ego and ever since, I’ve regretted it every second of my life. You have no idea how I’ve spent the past 30 days. I never say it but I love you. I might joke around with you but only because I know that you are the one and you will never leave me no matter how stupid I am. ______________, If you leave today I won’t be able to live. I don’t know how you handle me but I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like I was using you because believe I may have said a lot of things I don’t mean but when I say I love you I mean it,” he said finally letting go of your hand. The choice was yours to make now. You kept your eyes fixed to the ground. You were afraid if you looked at him you won’t be able to think straight. 

Heechul sat down on the couch and buried his face in his hands. You could hear his sniffles. He’d never cried like this. He really meant what he’d said. But what if he went back to be the same person he was. You needed more time to think this through. You turned around and began to leave.

“__________, I promise I’ll always put the cap back on the toothpaste,” he said getting up. You didn’t know what happened but the next second you were in his arms. He kissed you everywhere on your face.

“I’m so sorry!,”  he kept repeating.

“Shhhhh,” you shook your head and connected your lips to his.

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Heechul can be really stupid sometimes but he is very sweet at heart. I enjoyed writing this one. :) I hope you guys like it .

Sep 30, 2012 181 notes
#heechul #heechul scenarios #kpop scenarios #Suju #Super junior #super junior scenarios #sj
So did that one scenario writer actually die? cuz' people keep talking bout it.

NO! We haven’t heard from her because it will take her a while to recover from the surgery but I am pretty sure she is alive and healthy! We are all praying for her :)

Sep 30, 2012 1 note
BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award, you are supposed to paste it in the ask of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but it’s sweet to know someone thinks your beautiful inside and out. ♥

<3 <3 <3 Thank you <3 <3 <3

[Don’t be freaked out if you receive this message from exoticelfs because that’s me lol] 

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Sep 30, 2012
lol i like that onew gif u just posted :3

lol I like love Onew <3 <3

:)

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Sep 30, 2012 1 note
UPDATE

Hey guys,  since 35 people voted so I guess I will write a PART TWO to the Kris Scenario [Never going to find out]  *yayyyyy*

3 things though:

1. I’m not promising a happy ending [but I’ll think about it]

2. I will write it any time from now to OCT 15th which is my target date to finish my request list! :)

3. I LOVE ALL OF YOU <3 <3 <3

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Sep 30, 2012 5 notes
#kpop scenarios
Ohmygosh, your Kris scenario!!!! <3 Excited for your Heechul one next! Ahhhhh! Sassy Cinderella, oh god. THANKS SO MUCH <3

<3 <3 thank you!<3 <3

Yes I’m working on the Heechul scenario right now! *sighs*

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Sep 30, 2012
Just to know...Where do you live ? :o [French Anon xD]

GA, USA :|

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