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December 2012

Oh! Me too! :D It would be so awesome because I wouldn't be all alone! I will come out of anon one day! Haha. Are you a freshman? -Anon Babo~

Yep, it would be nice to have someone with you in a strange country right..! 

Yep I’m a freshman :) 

Dec 13, 2012 1 note
Loved your Chanyeol scenario. <3 And I can relate to it. x_x ~Anon Naiya

Awww!! I’m sorry. That must be devastating :( I hope you’re doing better :) 

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Dec 13, 2012
You want to teach in Korea too?! Oh my gosh~ Let's go together! (x I think as long as your passionate about what you're learning you'll do great! ^^ I'm sure you're great at it! :D Where do you study? (: -Anon Babo~ <3

Yep, if not for the rest of my life then at least for 6 months. Yep LET’S GO TOGETHER. [I’d love that]  That’s what one of my friends is doing too. Yeah hopefully next semester will be better. I go to .. [I don’t want to publish the name] If one day, you come out of anon I might be able to tell you personally :) 

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Dec 13, 2012 1 note
Trust me [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



You shuffled through your bag looking for your yellow pills when Chanyeol called your name.

 “It’s ready,” he cried from the kitchen.

“I’m coming,” you yelled back still looking for the pills. You cursed yourself for not buying a small bottle to put them in. The plastic bag somehow always got lost in the midst of everything else.

“________,” you felt Chanyeol’s hand on your shoulder. You jumped around obnoxiously waving your hands all around.

“Are you alright?” he asked opening his eyes wide.

“Ah yea,” you mumbled.

“What are you looking for?”

“Oh nothing,” you pulled him. “Let’s go eat. I can’t wait to try what you’ve cooked for me.”

“It’s nothing special,” he scratched his head, letting your drag him.

You put your nose close to the food, letting the delicious smell tease your saliva. “Oh this smells so goooodd.”

“Try it,” he said, pushing you down on your chair. He sat across you and leaned in, staring at you with his big brown eyes.

“If you look at me like that how will I eat?” you giggled. You took a sip of the soup and surprisingly Chanyeol had done a great job.

“This is actually really good,” you remarked.

“What do you mean actually,” he asked squinting his eyes in a teasing sort of way.

“Aniyo, I didn’t mean it like that,” you said pushing a bowl in front of him. “Come on take some.”

“Ah ye,” he said and bam there was no parting him from his food. You watched him chug down the entire bowl and then rub his tummy with satisfaction.

“You really liked it didn’t you?” you asked.

“Of course. I made it so I had to like it,” he winked at you. He got up to clean the table but you stopped him.

“You’re doing too much,” you held his hand and pushed it lightly.

“No let me do it. This is the least I could do after what I did last week.”

“Oppa,” you whined. “I thought we discussed we weren’t going to talk about it.”

“I know. I’m sorry,” he mumbled. He came closer to you and cupped your tiny face in his hands. He began to say something but stopped. You raised your eyebrows in sort of a questioning way. He shook his head and then immediately planted a kiss on your lips.

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  You tossed and turned in your bed for over an hour. Depressing thoughts and anxiety were killing you. Everything around you seemed dull. You closed your eyes tightly, hoping the thoughts would go away but you knew it was impossible. Human mind is a strong slate that can do very strange things to you.

“I can do this,” you whispered to yourself. “Just one more hour ________. Come on keep testing yourself. You’re strong.” You tried to motivate yourself but it seemed harder and harder with every passing minute. You pushed away the covers and sat up, breathing heavily as the sweat beads on your forehead began to trickle down your face. That was it. You had hit your breaking point. Your hands automatically reached for the drawer. You moved it around violently, in the dark, looking for the same yellow pills. After a few minutes of intense searching you finally turned on the lights, found the tablets and reached for the water. No matter how hard you tried, the pills were like a plague attached to your life. It had been over 6 months that you had been taking them. You were still debating if you should tell Chanyeol about it or not. The guilt on top of the depressive thoughts killed you every day. You two had promised each other to share every secret but this. This was different. You loved him. You didn’t want him to run away from you.

Your heavy breathing finally started to stabilize. You pushed your hair back and got back under the covers. Just then your bedroom door flew open and a hyper Chanyeol made an appearance.

“How is my princess?” he asked spreading his arms in the air.

“Oh my goodness,” you clenched your heart. “You scared me.”

“I’m sorry,” he laughed and jumped into the bed. You slid your hand back on the night stand and pushed the bag of pills inside the drawer. Chanyeol saw you but instead of saying anything he pretended like he didn’t see anything. Last time he had asked you about them, it did not end pretty. You guys fought for almost forever and then he tried to make up a week later by preparing lunch for you.

“I thought you’d be a sleep,” he said grabbing you like a doll and pulling you closer.

“Ah yea I was just having..,” you shook your head to give yourself some time to think of an excuse. “I was just really tired. My body hurts.”

“I bet it was because of starting your workout right?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled.

“I told you, you don’t have to do anything. You are just fine.” He lifted you and turned you around.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“About to give you a back massage.”

“Oh no. Oppa you don’t have to do that.”

“Shhhh,” he hummed and began running his firm but soothing hands on your back. You felt like you were in heaven. Your body began feeling lighter.

“Oh this is so good,” you moaned.

“See I told you, you would love it,” he muttered. “Now watch this. This will make you feel even better.” He slid his hands around your waist and then up to your shoulder, slowly hitting the pressure points.

“Where did you learn this from? This feels soooooo good,” you mumbled once again.

“Really? You like it?” he asked.

“Yes, I love it..”

“Okay then let’s do something you’ll love even more,” he said and turned you around to face him. You smiled as he removed the strands of hair from your face. You returned his kindness with a smile but you knew you had to reject his request. It would be dangerous for you. You had just taken the pills. The doctor had specifically warned you to not indulge in sexual activities after taking them. Too much excitement could lead to dangerous outcomes.

“Ahhh I’m still a little tired. How about some other night,” you replied.

“But the last time we did it was almost three months ago,” he said trying to keep his cool.

“I know. I’m sorry but I just..”

“You know what, that’s fine,” he said forcing himself to smile. “I will not argue with you about this.” He removed his slender body from on top of you and laid down next to you.

“It’s not like that,” you placed your hand over his chest and rubbed it.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to explain anything.”

It hurt you to see him try so hard to fake his feelings. He was obviously very disheartened but there was nothing you could do. You loved him too much to let him go.

“I love you,” you whispered placing your head on his arm. He used his other arm to press your body against his and then gave you a soft kiss on your temple. “I love you too.”

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  Your depressive state was kicking in once again when Chanyeol called you. He had invited you to go to  this formal dance that the company was throwing. Even though your relationship was a secret, bringing a date was totally fine. They wouldn’t suspect a thing. You tried to refuse but his constant begging made you give in. He had done so much for you in the recent days that saying no would seem cruel.

You picked out the black dress as he had requested and slipped it on. You looked at your image in the mirror. Your heart told you, you looked beautiful but your brain opposed them. You felt ugly and worthless. Shaking your head didn’t help. It was time to take your pills again. You took a deep breath and grabbed yourself a glass of water.

Chanyeol walked into the apartment but you didn’t hear him. He liked making surprising entrances. He didn’t know that the one tonight was going to change everything forever. You lifted your hand with the yellow pills in it when he walked in on you. Both you and him stared at each other for a moment. The moment seemed like forever.

“I thought you said you weren’t going to take them anymore.”

“You don’t understand,” you immediately defended yourself.

“I don’t understand? So how about you tell me what’s going on?” he said walking towards you. Your head felt dizzy. You took a step back and the next moment you felt like somebody grabbing you with both hands.

“Give them to me,” he said sternly.

“No,” you shook your head.

“_________ I won’t let you take them until I know what they are for.”

“They are important okay,” you yelled, pushing him back.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked fixing his shirt, completely surprised at your sudden reaction.

“There’s nothing wrong with me,” you said grinding your teeth. Chanyeol pulled you and forcefully took the pills out of your hand.

“No! give them back to me,” you cried angrily.

“Calm down _________,” he held both your arms.

“Give them back to me,” you yelled once again.

“Shut up,” he yelled too this time.

“Go away. Okay just go away. I don’t need you in my life,” you screamed out of frustration.

“What?” he gasped taking a step back. You felt stupid for blurting out such horrible words.

“No no no I didn’t mean it like that,” you took a step towards him. Your head felt dizzy once again and your stomach growled reminding you that you hadn’t eaten anything in almost 24 hours.

“Please listen to me,” you uttered as tears rolled out of your eyes. Chanyeol turned around and began walking out. “No please listen,” you tried to hold on to his sleeve but he violently shrugged you away.

“Oppa please,” you begged. He didn’t listen and walked out of the apartment, still clenching the pills in his hand. You pressed your hand against your forehead to mediate the pain but it kept kicking in. Each time more severe than the last. “Oppa!,” you whispered one last time before you landed on the floor…

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A tear rolled out of his eyes that once twinkled upon every thought of you. He viciously wiped them away and started walking even faster. The cold breezes were sneaking in through the tiny spaces between the buttons of his jacket. They ran a shudder through his shivering body. He lifted his hands to look at the rectangular pieces of solid. Those were the reason you were not in his life anymore. He wanted to throw them away but just then a thought occurred to him. You didn’t seem to be in your normal state when you yelled at him. Something seemed different about you. The way your lips quivered and your eyes moved from side to side, your immense strength. Something had to be up. Just then Chanyeol turned around and ran back towards your apartment.

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“_________,” he yelled your name from across the hallway. There was no response. “I am so sorry. I don’t know what happened to me and I know you didn’t know what you were saying either. Please talk to me and tell me what’s going on. I rea…” his words fell halfway when he discovered your motionless body on the floor.

“_________,” he lunged towards you. He shook your body repeatedly and put his head close to your heart. “__________ talk to me,” he cried once again. “Oh my God what’s happening?What’s happening?” he moved his head from side to side. He seemed disheveled, holding you close to his chest, and rocking his body back and forth. Tears came flooding out and his throat felt completely dry.

“Talk to me please,” he shook you again. “I didn’t mean to run away. I’m sorry. Please listen to me.”

He felt your faint breathing on his hand and some hope came back to him. You were still alive. He lifted you up and ran towards his car. There was no time to lose..

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“________ has been through a lot in the past 6 months. I am surprised she didn’t tell you about anything. You say you guys have been together for over a year now right?”

“Ye,” Chanyeol nodded his head.

“I don’t understand why she wouldn’t tell you. Did you guys have a healthy relationship?” the doctor asked.

“Yes absolutely. I didn’t think anything was wrong. What happened to her?” he asked.

“She had been seeing a psychologist for the past 6 months. She was diagnosed with clinical depression and therefore she had to see a therapist. She’s been taking these pills ever since. One of the side effects of the treatment is loss of appetite. She was admitted into the hospital, I believe, a month ago since she had completely stopped eating. The same thing happened today and now here she is once again.”

Chanyeol found himself completely dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to say. A lot of information had been thrown at him at once.

“I don’t understand. Everything was fine between us. Could it be my fault?” he pushed his hair back using his left hand.

“It can’t be your fault.. or anyone’s fault actually.” The doctor put a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s just hope she gets better and now that you know about this, maybe you can help her. This treatment will work if she learns to be happy everyday and I’m sure you can give her that.”

Chanyeol nodded his head, still completely shaken. He needed some time to take in what he had been bombarded with.

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You woke up to the sound of the hissing door as it opened. A familiar figure walked towards you and settled down on the little space available on the bed. He held your hand and lifted it to plant a kiss. The other hand then caressed your cheeks and the next moment you felt his lips pressed against your cheeks. The familiar fragrance brought a smile to your face. He hadn’t left after all. He was there.

“Everything will be just fine,” he whispered giving you another peck on your forehead.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Shhhh,” he brought his finger to the top of your lips. He shook his head and then kissed your hands again. You tightened your grip on his hand and closed your eyes. A little part of your worries was gone now that you knew he was in this with you. He wasn’t going anywhere…

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I know I changed the depressive state a little bit but I figured I had to do it to fit it better with the plot. I hope you like it anon <3 

Dec 13, 2012 89 notes
#Chanyeol #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios

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i think we just learned a value lesson about the consequences of investing too much time into one website

Dec 12, 2012 15,604 notes
I am taking Korean! ^^ I just finished my first quarter of it too! I was so excited because my professor told me I'm really good & that I should continue because he can tell that I'm passionate about it & can go far! I was sooooo happy!! I know, i can't wait 'til that day comes! Oh my gosh watching variety shows & interviews without having to wait for subtitles! I'm so excited! Ahah. -Anon Babo~

That’s one thing Im shooting for [besides teaching English in Korea] so yeah hopefully both you and I get there one day :) *hwaiting* 

I wish I become more passionate about learning in class. My mind is always elsewhere! :|

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
:O I wish I could take a Korean class! I've always wanted to learn myself but I always get too lazyXD

Awwww!! I know I had been itching to take one bu my highschool didn’t offer it. luckily my university did so I grabbed the chance with both hands and trust me its really easy. I don’t know why people say it’s hard. If you LOVE korean you will be fine because your passion will help you achieve your goal. And if you are not able to take a Korean class for some reason than use K dramas. K variety shows or KOREAN FOR DUMMIES as a resource. That actually helps a lot :) I hope you have chances in the future :) 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Hahah, that reminds me of when I wrote my friends name in his book and I wrote babo. It wouldn't be funny except my Korean professor saw it because my friend had forgotten his book. So the next class my friend was like she wrote that! I was so embarrassed my professor just laughed. -Anon Babo~<3

Ahahahahah that’s funny. I do feel bad for your friend though lol [YOU ARE TAKING KOREAN TOO?] That’s awesome. I just got done with my first semester of Korean 1001. 

I’ve also had a lot of funny episodes in my Korean class. Hopefully one day you and I will be able to watch K dramas without subtitles O_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Already? D: Woah. Im envying you so much right now ;__;

Yep I’m just so excited. I can finally watch K dramas without feeling guilty O_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Surprise beautiful person!! Once you receive this award, you must paste it into 8 people’s asks who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing will happen, but its good to know someone thinks you’re beautiful on the inside and out. ♥ -Anon babo~

Awwwww this is so sweet <3 thank you so much. 

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Dec 11, 2012
Eeek~ I'm so sorry I didn't reply, I didn't have my computer! >< It was horrible! Haha, yeah I know. I just use that word a lot. (x -Anon Babo ^_^;

Oh it’s alright. Lol I use that word to describe my friends a lot o_O 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
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Dec 11, 2012 1 note
Whaaa!!!! That was awesome!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!! I think that's really how my friends would act if I were in that situation >.< It'd be awesome if that did happened with Kai!! Lol because I'd have him as a bf not because of him feeling bad due to my friends! Hehe They already think my kpop obsession is lame/weird XD so you captured that perfectly!!! Thank you!!! I love love lahved it!!! --sujugirl

Awww Im sorry, I hope that never happens to you and your friends are nice and considerate enough to understand you. I’m glad you liked it and I wrote it the way you wanted me to :) <3 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
Guess who just finished giving her last final?

So guys I’m ready to get some scenarios down in the coming week. I know most of you are still having your finals so GOOD LUCK and hopefully you’ll come back to read all the stuff I have posted. 

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Dec 11, 2012 2 notes
#Chanyeol gif
I Just had to read this before I started getting ready for work... OMG! This was so cute! And poor Kai! I feel for him so much! I understand very well about friends disapproving of my relationship... It hurts a lot and it really sucks. But if you really love the person, you know they matter more than unsupportive friends. Another story that hits kinda close to home. You are amazing.

Awww so I’ve done it again haven’t I? Isn’t it creepy sometimes? but I’m glad you liked it though. I can only imagine what it would feel like if this happened in real life! O_O 

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Dec 10, 2012 2 notes
Neglected [Kai]

Requested by sujugirl



You sat on a staircase across the main entrance to the south campus of your university. That had been your reserved spot for almost three years. Whenever you had free time you would go there to relax and get everything off of your mind. You plugged in your head phones and closed your eyes, blocking out the rest of the world.  

“Are you listening to those gay boys again,” your friend said hitting you lightly on the back of your head.

“Stop it Ariel,” you said with slight irritation and ignoring her comment. She pulled the head phones out of your ears and frowned cheekily.

“What?” you snapped.

“Wohoooo, what’s wrong with you?” she asked lifting her hands. You had taken her by surprise with your immediate and intense reaction.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. No matter how annoying she could get sometimes, you still adored her. You had been friends way too long to let her hate for your kpop obsession get in the way.

“Oh I get it. Is it because I called your precious boys gay, again?” she asked

“Ariel,” you said a bit sternly this time.

“Okay, okay I’ll stop if it makes you happy.”

“Thank you,” you made a brief reply before indulging yourself back into the music. You closed your eyes, letting the light air brush your naked arms. The corner of your lips curved into a beautiful smile.

“________,” she called your name shortly after.

“Hmmmm,” you replied.

“Is there something you’re hiding from me?” she asked, looking for signs of change in your facial expression.

“No,” you responded.

“Yes you are. I saw your nose cringe.” She snapped her finger in your face, forcing you to open your eyes.

“No I didn’t,” you tried to cover up and looked away.

“Then why are you hiding your face from me?” she sounded even more suspicious this time.

“It’s nothing,” you tried to let it slip but you knew sooner or later you would have to tell her and your other friends.

“__________,” she said your name with full emphasis. This meant that she was serious. She definitely knew something was up. You hated her for knowing you so well.

“Well,” you shifted sides so you wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her. “There’s this guy.”

“Oh Gosh there’s a guy, there’s a guy.. there’s a guyyyyy,” Ariel began singing in a deep voice.

“Stop,” you turned around and held her hand.

“What’s going on?” John asked approaching both you and her. Sunie followed close behind.

“________’s got a guy.”

“Ariellll,” you nudged her.

“What? Really? Why are you hiding it from us?”

“Come on _______, tell us who it is?” John sat, putting his hand around your shoulder.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because..”

“Because…” he raised his eyebrows waiting for you to finish your statement.

“He is Korean,” you mumbled.

**What** - the three of them gasped as their jaw dropped in surprise.

“Yep,” you nodded, keeping your gaze fixed on the ground.

“How long?” Sunie asked.

“6 months.”

**6 months**- they cried once again.

“When were you going to tell us?” Ariel hit you and this time she made sure it would hurt.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because of the way you would react.”

“What do you mean?” John asked.

“He is Korean and you guys hate my Korean obsession.”

The three pattering figures fell silent and gazed at each other from time to time. You were right. They had always nagged you about it and now that you were dating a Korean guy, they really didn’t know what to say. You had taken them by complete surprise.

“Well?” you asked, hoping they had something nice to say.

“Umm we would like to meet him.” Sunie said putting her hand on your shoulder. She always tried to make you feel comfortable with her warm smile.

“Yea,” John and Ariel added.

“Okay but don’t be awkward around him. He’s an exchange student here so he doesn’t know the norms. Please make him comfortable.”

The three of them nodded in agreement. You shook your head lightly before getting up to leave. You could only hope that things would go well and they wouldn’t mess anything up.

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Just as you were about to close your dorm room door you felt someone come up behind you. Before you could turn around, two hands covered your eyes and pushed you in. You heard the door close and right then you knew who it was.

“Kai I know it’s you,” you said turning around. He pulled his hands away, greeting you with him warm smile and twinkling eyes. He leaned in to kiss you.

“Don’t you..have.. class?” you asked between the short kisses. He shook his head, dragging you towards the wall.

“I have to tell you something,” you tried to tell him but he was too busy gracing your soft skin with his lips to listen.

“Kai, seriously I have to tell you something,” you said.

“You can tell me later,” he replied in his broken but adorable English. You couldn’t resist his cuteness and submitted to his wishes. The thought kept bugging you so you finally pulled away.

“I want you to meet my friends,” you blurted out before he could pull you back.

“Whaaaa,” he gasped with his eyes wide open.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“But you told me you weren’t going to tell them anytime soon.”

“I had to. It’s been 6 months. I don’t want to keep any secrets. I love them,”

“And what about me?”

“I love you too,” you said without thinking. The wrinkles on Kai’s forehead disappeared and his pale cheeks started to turn red once again. A sweet smile embraced his face. It was the first time you had said that to him. He looked away shyly and walked to the window. You were also embarrassed but more importantly you were disappointed. Sure you’d blurted it out but he could have the courtesy to return the statement. You shook your head out of your thoughts. You had more important things to worry about at the moment.

“They’ll love you. I promise,” you said walking up to him.

“But you said that they hated my culture.”

“I didn’t say that… I said they hated my obsession with it,” you replied, placing your hand on his shoulder.

“But still,” he turned around and held your hands.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re just my friends.”

“Yes and I want to make a good impression on them.”

“Then what’s the worry?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“You are so adorable, they’ll love you without you having to try,” you tried to pull his nose but he stopped you and instead planted another kiss on your lips.

“You know how to make me happy don’t you?”

“Of course,” you smiled cheekily. “Now come on get ready.”

“What? We are meeting them now?” he cried in surprise.

“Yep,” you said running into your bathroom.

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“Bowling? Bolwing? Seriously ___________? “Kai asked while you pushed him inside the small building.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.”

“Why couldn’t we go for Karaoke or something,” he made a face.

“Seriously Kai? Seriously?”

“What?”

“If you want them to like you then just do as I say okay. Believe me Karaoke will not help your case,” you winked at him and held his hand to comfort him.

“Hey,” Ariel greeted while John and Sunie followed close behind. You introduced everyone to Kai and them to Kai. They smiled nervously and looked from here to there.

“Umm let’s get the shoes. Did you guys get the lane?” you asked, clapping your hands.

“Ah yeah,” John replied. “Let’s go.” He pulled your hand from Kai’s and began walking you to the lane. You turned around to look at Kai. His skin had grown pale and you could tell that he was shaking.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words.

“Guys why did you leave him there?” you said sternly, getting up to get Kai. You saw him walk towards the group slowly.

“We can’t really walk him everywhere like a baby you know,” Ariel said, rolling her eyes. You were about to reply when you felt Kai’s hand on your shoulder.

“They don’t have my shoe size.”

“What’s your shoe size man?” John asked.

“10,” he mumbled.

“Awww I think I took the last pair. The place looks pretty packed tonight.”

“What are we going to do now?” you pouted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll just watch you guys.”

“No, that won’t be fun. I want you to have fun,”

“I’ll be fine _________,” he insisted.

“Don’t worry,” John slapped his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll give you mine when I’m done okay?”

“Yeah,” Kai replied with a forced smile.

“No guys this isn’t right,” you whined.

“________ I’ll be fine. Don’t mess up their day because of me okay?” Kai whispered, pulling you to the side.

“But..”

“Shhh,” he put his finger close to your lips. “Now go.”

Ariel did the honors of starting. Sunie preceded you. You got up, picked up the lightest ball and fixed your position.

“Wohoooo,” John cried.

“I got this you guys, I got this,” you said cheekily and woosh slid the ball.  

“Wahhaaaaaa,” Ariel and John jumped as you made a strike. You brushed your hair from your face with a sense of pride and walked back on what you perceived to be your victory platform.

“Don’t get too cocky. The game just started,” John patted your shoulder. You glanced at Kai who was busy scrolling through his phone.

“Kai,” you pouted.

“Hmm,” he looked up.

“You didn’t see that?” you asked with a disappointed face.

“What?” he asked looking completely oblivious to his surroundings. After that you didn’t have the heart to play. You tried to enjoy but your mind was fixed at Kai’s behavior. Why was he being so silly? Why couldn’t he just have fun with you and your friends? It hurt you a little bit but you let it slide.

“So that was a fun game.” John remarked taking off his shoes.

“Kai do you want to play now?” you asked.

“Oh I think we ran out of time and we can’t book the lane again for like another hour or so,” Sunie said apologetically.

“What?” you snapped.

“It’s fine. I’m a little tired anyways,” Kai replied getting up.

“No stay, we still have to eat,” you held his hand.

“No I’m not really hungry either,” he mumbled. He looked at you with such an intense yet depressing gaze that you had to let go of his hand.

“Alright see you man,” John waved at Kai and so did the girls. You turned around to look at him hoping he would be looking at you too but he wasn’t. His figure hazed into the pool of people leaving you more depressed than ever.

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You were mad at Kai. You needed to talk to him and figure out things. There were a lot of things on your mind. Starting from the unreturned ‘I love you’ to him leaving early and then everything in the middle.

“Kai,” you mumbled his name, poking your head inside his room. It wasn’t that late but you found him curled up under the covers.

“Are you alright?” you asked pulling them from on top of him.

“Huh! When you get here?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied and made yourself comfortable beside him. “What happened there? Why did you leave?”

“I was just really tired,” he replied pulling you closer to himself.

“If you don’t tell me, how will I be able to help you? I know something’s wrong and I don’t like it. Please tell me Kai,” you insisted. “Did you not like them?”

“That’s not the question.”

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“The question is whether they liked me or not and clearly they didn’t.”

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, couldn’t you see it __________. The way they looked at me up and down. The way they greeted me and John.. he literally just took you out of my hands. No one bothered talking to me. I felt like I was just .. there. They hate me________ and ..and all I know is that if we were in Korea right now and you were meeting my friends, they would decide to rather do something else than let you sit out alone. They could at least have the courtesy to propose a different activity if I bowl? Why didn’t they? Obviously because they don’t feel like I am important enough. I don’t like being neglected or ignored.”

“Kai..” you began but he cut you short.

“They made it pretty clear that they don’t approve our relationship. Why are they like this? We don’t do such things back home.”

You tried to explain yourself but clearly you had nothing to say. Yes there were cultural differences and you were just now realizing it. You didn’t think it would bother him if you had overfriendly guy friends. More importantly you felt extremely stupid for blaming Kai for all of this in your thoughts. He wasn’t being a party pooper. It was your friends who were making him feel left out and you were just going with the flow. If you were in his position you were sure you would run out crying and blaming Kai for everything. He had every right to be mad but he remained calm. You thanked God for not being stupid and storming in on him with your long tirade that you had prepared in your head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t realize how you felt. I shouldn’t have pushed you Kai. It’s all my fault,“ you covered your face with your hands.

“It’s not your fault. It’s just…why can’t we just be a normal couple _________?” he removed your hand from your face and gazed into your eyes. The twinkle that was usually there wasn’t visible anymore.

“We are a normal couple,” you said. You got up and kneeled on your knees, putting your arms around his shoulder. “If it bothers you then I won’t force you to meet them again until you’re ready and I’ll talk to them about this too.”

“No I don’t want you to that,” he said immediately.

“It’ll be fine. Just leave it to me,” you replied. Kai pulled you into a hug planting soft kisses on your neck.

“_________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” you murmured.

“I love you,” he whispered. You felt goosebumps on your entire body. Your heart began racing and your lips quivered.

“Whaa,” you gasped getting teary eyed.

“Are you crying?” he asked worriedly.

“No,” you wiped the forming tears and pushed him.

“Yes you are,” he teased you with his smirk. You yourself couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes our heart feels things that we have pushed deep down. The three words coming out of his mouth made you realize how much you were craving to hear them. Your tears were a pure reflection of your feelings.

“I love you too,” you said before connecting your lips to his.

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Took me a while to write this one because I kept getting distracted but I’m happy with the ending. I hope you guys like it too :) *fingers crossed* 

Dec 10, 2012 55 notes
#kai #Kai scenarios #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios
I knooow! The only time I've considered him a bit sexy was in the MAMA era. But even then, the growl part made me laugh XD. He is too precious >w<. Sometimes he reminds me of a character from the "Gravitation" anime kekeke.

I know right? Kris brought anime to life O_O *sniffles of joy* 

I think his airport pictures are always S.E.X.Y [and believe me I don’t like using that word but for Kris I can’t help it] lol but Im also liking the cute look now <3 

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Dec 9, 2012
I liked your Zico scenario! (He's my Block B 'bias'. ♡) So cute. And the ending, hehe, me gusta. (: ~Anon Naiya

Zico Zico Zico <3 He’s a cutie [Even though I like Jaehyo and B Bomb more]. 

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Dec 9, 2012
Uwahhh! i been so busy making posters and making new stories, I almost forgot to drop by. and when i did, i saw your Zico scenario! GAHHH! I love it so much. >___< Zico is my bias too! *dies* and then beautiful Kyuhyun on the right side...GOSH! Why is he just so beautiful? T______T hahaha. i also really love your post for "hate mails" to the haters. no one really deserves to be bashed of, or talked bad about.

Posters? [For what?] Sounds interesting :) 

I didn’t realize so many of you loved Zico. I think I’ll be getting more Zico requests now I guess :)

I love how you noticed the Kyu gif :) Isn’t he a cutie? 

Yep I hope the haters realize that soon enough!

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Dec 9, 2012
I have my name! I shall be anon babo! (x Hahahahha, I'd probably get really creeped out. My bias list is all messed up so I can't even really say who my ultimate bias is anymore. It's sad really. ><

Awww Anon Babo [But you are not silly/ fool if that is what you were going for because Babo/Pabo in Korean means silly/fool lol] But if you want to keep that I think that’s cute <3 

Yeah I know what you mean. That’s how I feel about the Exo boys, it took me quite a while to come to the list I have right now! O_O 

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Dec 9, 2012
I'm glad you posted that anon hate thing. But was there something that triggered it? Was there another message?

Ahh yeah but I don’t want to bother posting it. I have my scenarios/ finals to worry about so I don’t want to get into all that :| 

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Dec 9, 2012
To the anons who keep sending me hate mail about my followers/ friends:

Here’s a quote for you guys: 

“Don’t argue with an idiot. They will drag you down to their level and then beat you with experience” - Unknown 

So I don’t think I will be posting the questions on my blog because I care too much about my friends/ this blog to have stuff like that on it :) 

If you yourself have ever received hate mail then I truly do feel bad for you and if you need help I can help you but if you have never received hate mail then please don’t send it to others and ruin their day. Do you even know what it can do to people who are sensitive about such things? What if your hate mail is the last straw on the camels back? That would suck now wouldn’t it? So I suggest that you stop doing that. It’s okay if you don’t like someone but keeping your opinion to yourself is a good idea too, sometimes. 

Have a good day :)

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Dec 8, 2012 3 notes
#kpop scenarios
Your Zico scenario was so cute. and Jaehyo peeking in on them. i read this story yesterday but on my phone so i couldn't leave a message. Then my friend saw me smiling like an idiot while reading this. She found out i was reading about block b and went all crazy saying noooo~ they're mine. i'm glad we were in public or she might have freaked out more. She likes your stories too :D

Awwww!! I know what you mean. I have embarrassed myself way too much while scrolling through tumblr in public. It makes me happy when you guys take the time to read my scenarios. I seriously love all of you so much :) <3 <3 <3 

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Dec 8, 2012
Oh my goodness Kyu is your ultimate bias?! Hahaha, I love him. Although Donghae is my Super Junior bias. My Shinee bias is Onew though. (x I'm still thinking on the name. ><

You just reminded me of my friend. She sounds just like you and for a second I had goosebumps because I really thought it was her [but she is sitting next to me] so it can’t be her lol. Anyways Yes KyuKyu is my ultimate bias <3 <3 and yes my friend is obsessed with Onew so I hear about him a lot! *sighs* and so I have to reblog a lot of onew for her! 

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Onew condition^ 

Dec 8, 2012 1 note
Oh my goodness who is your Shinee bias?! :D I feel like I should give myself an anon name so we know if we're talking to each other. (x I'll think of something, hahah.

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List of my biases.  

Yes yes give yourself an anon name. And I do like Jonghyun too but Key is just a bit more adorkable :) <3 

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Dec 8, 2012 1 note
Oh and btw, after reading your analysis for Kris I was like "OMG, finally someone who thinks like me." The first time I saw Kris [it still counts our "lovely meeting" in the monitor], I wasn't intimidated by him. I only saw a soft and gentle look in his eyes, a tired expression, someone who can be so sensible yet hides this because he is a leader, that cute smile he has when fans approach him and my heart just skipped few beats. If I ever have the chance to meet him, I'll surely want a hug XD.

Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes! It’s so hard to find people who actually think like that! *high five*.. and GUESS WHAT? He isn’t sexy anymore. The noona’s changed him to a CUTE Kris! I mean look at this: 

Yeah if I meet him I have no idea what I’ll do. I don’t even.. I can’t even imagine.. ! *sigh*  

Dec 8, 2012
*squeals* I just love the Zico scenario! So cute it made me fuzzy inside and I almost let out a small "Eeep" kekeke. You're awesome! ^^

Awwww!! <3 <3 It really made you feel that way! O_O <3 <3 Thankyou, you are equally awesome :) 

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Dec 8, 2012
Yay! Then I feel like I'm doing my job as a BBC! Yeah, they grow on you because of their personalities but they're music is so amazing too! ^^

Hahaha yeah their music is addicting no doubt. I’ve been listening to Dazzling Girl a lot recently. 

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Dec 8, 2012
I LOVE THIS ZICO SCENARIO... though I would be everyone's Noona (which I think would almost be more funny...) But I adored it. You got Zico down pretty nicely. I love Block B, so I am definitely happy to see scenarios about them. Love you! Xoxox

Awawawaaw! Yeah Yeah I know what you mean! But I’m glad that people are liking the Block B scenarios :) Yep hopefully people will request more once I reopen requests! :) 

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Dec 7, 2012 100,012 notes
#I love all of you so much &lt;3
Umm, your Zico scenario was really cute. I think you got his personality really well. Oh, and sorry about that anon harassing you. Some people apparently didn't learn the "If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all." Well, I loved your scenario. I can't wait for you to write more. As always much love!

Heyyyyy!!!! <3 

Yeah I’ve been watching their interview lately so I am getting the idea of what they really are like [btw —> Jaehyo is sooooo cute] lol 

Yeah it bothers me when some one says something about my friends. I don’t want to be rude but yes anons who send hate really need to stop :( 

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Dec 7, 2012
That is not what I meant: I meant that you are the amazing one. You're the it writer here on tumblr, and she's like the shit writer, ya understand? You should be friends with people who aren't has-beens. You deserve much better a friend than that!

Oh lovey, I understood what you meant the first time and my answer still hasn’t / will never change :) 

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Dec 7, 2012 1 note
Hi! I'm the anon that requested the Zico scenario! I can't even begin to tell you how much I loved it~ Thank you so so much! Dagh! I can't stop fangirling over how much I love it! Thank you again! :D

Yayayayayay! *My silent celebration in the study room* 

I’m glad you liked it. Thanks to you I’ve been really getting into Block B lately. Those boys are adorkable <3 <3 

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Dec 7, 2012 1 note
Secret [Zico]

Requested By Anon



You heard heavy footsteps on the other side of the door and immediately got up. It had been 15 minutes since you had been waiting for Jaehyo to come down and take the stuff he had asked you to bring for him. The door flung open. You began to greet but stopped half way, with your mouth still slightly cracked open.

“Where’s oppa?” you asked, a tired looking Zico standing before you. His eyes lit up as soon as he saw you and a faint but effortless smile made its way on his face.

“They didn’t say you were asking for hyung,” he replied.

“He needed me to bring in something for him,” you mumbled, looking away. His looks made you uncomfortable. You had only met him twice or thrice, or maybe four times but there was just something about his presence that gave you a weird feeling in your stomach.

“Hyung actually stepped out of the practice room for a little bit. I’m not sure when he’ll be back but I can take it back for him.”

“No!” you blurted out. “I mean … a .. I want to give this to him myself,” you tried to amend your mistake.

“Oh, alright then I’ll just walk you back there,” he replied, opening the door so you could walk through. You hadn’t made eye contact with him ever since he had entered the waiting room. He tried to make small talk but you as always killed every conversation. You weren’t much of a talker, in fact you barely ever laughed either.

Zico poked his head inside the empty practice room. He scratched his head and scrunched his nose. “Umm not really sure where everyone went… but.. you’re welcome to wait here.”

“Huh!,” you let out a slight sigh and settled yourself in a small corner. To your surprise, Zico sat right across from you with his classic smile. He was watching you intently which only made you more uncomfortable. You looked at your watch repeatedly, hoping your oppa would come back soon so you could leave.

“Why don’t you ever smile?” he asked. “Jaehyo hyung never smiles either,” he stated before you could even say anything. “Does it run in the family?”

“What?” you asked, slightly amused at his attempt to make jokes. The conversation that Zico had started died once again. You looked from here and there. Then suddenly you felt yourself blushing and your face starting to turn hot. You didn’t quite understand why. Just a minute ago you were fine. You tied to catch a quick glimpse of Zico and yes he was still looking at you.

“Why do you look at me like that?” you mumbled hesitantly.

“Because you’re pretty,” he replied without thinking twice.

“What?” your head sprung up effortlessly. He indeed had taken you by complete surprise. “What do you mean?” you asked as your heart raced.

“Why are you freaking out? I just complimented you.”

“Noooo! You just complimented your hyung’s younger sister,” you corrected him. He didn’t know how to respond so instead he sighed and looked away.

“Come on __________,” he started once again. “You and I both know we have feelings for each other why don’t you just admit it?”

“What? I don’t have feelings for you.” You defended yourself instantly but even you knew it was a lie. You were surprised as to how he knew what was going inside your heart. He was right you had liked him, longer than he had liked you. You first started liking him before you had even met him. You didn’t know why but most of it was because of how Jaehyo described him to be like. He was just like the prince you had imagined in your head to be like. When you finally did meet him you felt like your expectations had just met reality. He was perfect in every way. Quite the opposite of you but still perfect in every way.

“Then why do you never look me in the eye?” he asked.

“Because… that’s impolite,” you said in broken speech.

“What?” he tried to sound confused, mocking you in a way.

“If you like me then why don’t you just admit it?” he asked once again.

“I don’t like you,” you said and got up to turn your face from him. He did the same and walked closer to you.

“Don’t lie,” he placed his hand on your shoulder.

“I’m not lying,” you mumbled, closing your eyes. One side of you was telling you to leave immediately. The consequences would not be good in any way. But the other side of you was trying to hold you back. It wanted Zico to say something that would make you stop and he would find a way to make everything right.

“Then prove it,” he said forcing you to turn around. You struggled for a little bit but then gave in.

“How do you want me to prove it?” you asked making a disgusted face.

“Did anyone ever tell you that you’re really bad at acting? And you can’t lie either.”

“Wha..”

“Ye,” he nodded his head. “Look ________ all I’m asking is for a chance. I am sure Jaehyo hyung will be fine after a while. If you want to, then we can wait for a while and see how things go and maybe then tell him? I promise you, our relationship will not in any way affect your relationship with your brother.”

“But..” you began but as always he cut you.

“I don’t want to force you into it either but you and I know both know that we have feelings for each other so why don’t we make both our hearts happy and not worry about the world for a little bit.”

“I don’t want to cause any problems amongst you guys as band members.”

“___________ I wouldn’t have asked you like this if I wasn’t sure about you. But I am. I know that if I hurt you it will hurt Jaehyo too and I am not intending to do either of those. I really do like you,” he said and lifted your hands closer to his chest. “And I will never hurt you.”

Zico had said a lot in just a few minutes. In fact he had said a lot, that no one had ever said to you before. You really did feel like a princess. He had found a way to your heart that no one ever could. It felt good to be understood for once. Your eyes blinked repeatedly as you looked at him. It was for the first time you had been so close to him. Everything about the moment seemed perfect. It all depended on you now. A slight shake of the head or a nod was either going to change everything or make it even more perfect.

You could feel his grip on your hand tighten. That was your queue. You had to say something. Instead, you smiled and shyly looked away, cursing yourself in the head for being so unconfident. Your hair fell on your face. Zico removed it and tucked it behind your ear. He lifted your chin so you could look at him once again. Every single move that he made, made you feel more like a princess.

“Is that a yes?” he asked, already knowing the answer to his question. Before you could say anything, he pulled you into a hug. You wanted to pull away but the weaker side of you won once again. You let him hug you because it felt good. Sometimes you just have to break the walls and let in, the people who cared about you.

Both you and him jumped a little at the sound of the door creaking. “Somebody must have seen us,” you said worriedly.

“Aniyo, it must have been the wind,” Zico replied and pulled you back into his tight embrace.

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A smile appeared on Jaehyo’s face as he calmed his racing heart. He was very close to getting caught. He tip toed away from the door hoping that the two of you wouldn’t keep the relationship a secret from him, very long…

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I hope you all like this one. It’s a little different from my usual ones so let me know what you think :) 

Dec 7, 2012 58 notes
#Zico #kpop scenarios #Jaehyo #block b scenarios #block b
Regarding Chen, what do you mean when you say " softhearted Korean men that are hard to find"? Also, I like your observation on Kris. I never thought to think about him in the way that you put it. He used to seem a bit cold to me. Idk the exo members a lot (I rarely have time to watch anything lately!) but I like your analysis on them. Makes me stop & think lol also, why do you think Lay may have anger problems? & finally, do you know when or if exo is getting a variety show?

Oh lol *giggles* I have’t really come across Korean men [except for this one guy] who are welcoming/willing to talk to non Korean girls so it breaks my heart. But Chen seems like someone who would be willing to date a girl from a different race. 

Yes it makes me sad when all people think of Kris is his ‘sexiness/ cockiness and how everything comes easy to him. There’s much more that man :|

And Lay umm if you look at him more closely, in interviews I think you would be able to tell. I can’t really explain why I think that but hopefully this won’t be true once we get to know them more. 

Exo M has been on a bunch of variety shows and Exo K has been on one or two I think. Exo K’s most recent one was Tooniverse but they were only on there for a little bit. I want them to have their own variety shows [like with 13- 14 episodes] or appear on Star King or Strong heart. There hasn’t been any such news about upcoming stuff because they are busy with their comeback but I’m sure we will get to see a bunch in 2013 :) 

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Dec 7, 2012
I enjoyed reading your analysis. I agree with certain things; with others, not so much. I wouldn't mind sharing opinions with you, but I hate that messages have a character limit. Haha. I won't be able to express myself well, unless I send a bunch of messages. Anyways, I'm glad you posted your analysis about the members. It's interesting to read other people's opinions. ~Anon Naiya

Yeah everybody is entitled to their own opinion. I know I hate the ask limit too [But I wouldn’t mind multiple messages at all :) ] Yeah I love reading what other people have to say :) 

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Dec 7, 2012
I don't think you should be friends (least of all bestfriends) with kpopscenelove. She's no good and you could do so so so much better!

You’re right, she deserves much more amazing people in her life since she herself is so amazing :) 

I adore her <3 

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Dec 7, 2012 1 note
I feel like we can have a long convo discussing Exo's personalities.However, I dont think we should. I feel like I may come a little rude because thats how I am. I hope others can let you know what they think too. Good luck.

Yes when it comes to Exo, I can talk all day too. Yeah I’d love to hear other people’s opinion :) 

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Dec 6, 2012
You dont mind starting a convo with me as an anon? So far I agreed with you about Lay, D.O, Chen. About Suho & Xiumin no so much but I cant really make a point to discuss/argue, lol. Sehun &Kris. I dont know if Sehun is rich or not, but I dont think he doesnt care about whats going around. I kind of share some of his traits and sometimes it may looks like that but we do care.

I don’t mind at all :) <3 <3 

Yeah I know what you mean when you can’t really put your thoughts into words at all :( 

With Sehun I don’t know if he has a rich background. I was just using it as an example [He acts like one]. Yeah he does care, not as much as say umm Chanyeol or Luhan  [ I added at the end] but he doesn’t show it. *sighs* 

I can’t wait for them to be on variety shows o_O 

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Dec 6, 2012
502 Followers!

*Wohooooo* 

Thank you so much every one. I Love each and everyone of you <3 <3 <3 It’s seriously you guys that keep me motivated to write. Jhumal Ghamsahamnida <3 

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Dec 6, 2012 2 notes
#I know Im late once again. I should have done it as soon as I got 500
I really find interesting your point of view of the boys. We share some them and in others, its just so different but I glad you created the "Analysis.." thing. It brings more topics to the blog to talk about. :)

Really?? Which ones though? I wanna know. 

Yeah I actually did want people to give me there opinions about it too. So far only one person did so and I really appreciated that :) 

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Dec 6, 2012
Hahaha, it was meant to make you think of Shinee. I incorporate kpop into my conversations. I can't help it. (x

Oh honey I feel you! I’m just like that. I liked the Shinee reference <3 <3 

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Dec 6, 2012 1 note
Hi! I just read your EXO analysis, and I thought it was great and just wanted to input. Tbh, I was a little disheartened on some of them, even though I'm perfectly aware everyone has flaws. For example, I actually think that the K members COME to Kris, because he is so handsome and friendly. Especially with Baekhyun, who like you said is a tad superficial. I also think Sehun is quite fond of Luhan, more so than vice versa; Idk, but it just seems like Luhan is the one who finds hunhan annoying.

Awww thank you :) <3 <3 

1. Yeah the K members do come to Kris but only because of abilities not really because they are ‘close to him’ like a friend [except for Chanyeol ofcourse.] He is always the one pushing Kris forward while the rest are just awkward around him. I don’t know it they are intimidated by him or they are just not comfortable but you can see that in most fancams especially the SM TOWN concert endings and the airport fancams. I noticed that in the conferences too. 

2. Yeah I didn’t really want it to sound like he [Baekhyun] was superficial but I guess he is a little but I think regardless he is a wonderful person :). Yeah in the recent fancams I’ve been seeing the closeness between him and Kris. Let’s see what comes out in the future. I think variety shows say a lot so I’m waiting for OT12 to be on one of them so I can really see what it’s like. 

3. No no! The Sehun one I am actually sure of. Look more closely. It's definitely Sehun not Luhan. Luhan tries to put it away because he is shy talking about it while Sehun doesn’t enjoy talking about it as much and likes to stick around Kai a lot more. I don’t know it might change in the future! O_O  Its not that he hates it, it’s just natural to him. Since Luhan pushes more, Sehun back away a little. They both adore each other but one tries to show more while the other doesn’t. 

Dec 6, 2012
Exo Members' Analysis kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com

For the people who were curious 

NOTE: This is what I have come up after watching [Literally] everything and anything EXO has been on [Yes I mean fancams too]. There is a lot more to these people than the typical stereotypes they are given. Yes those are true but we shouldn’t neglect the other qualities about them.  My analysis will change as time goes by since we will get to know them more [Just like ELF’s did with Suju] so don’t take it to heart if my opinions contradict yours. I would definitely like to know you guy’s opinion so do send in your comments :). If I agree with them, I might even add them to the analysis [that is if you would allow me too :) ] 



Dec 6, 2012 20 notes
#Baekhyun #Chanyeol #D.O #Kris #Lay #Sehun #Suho #Tao #Xiumin #exo #exo k #exo m #kai #luhan #kpop scenarios
Dear person I had/have crush on...

Dear person I have a cursh on, 

I am not sure if I really like you enough to count you as my crush but you really are cute. I wish I could be friends with you so we could get to know each other better. The thing I love about you is the fact that you actually make an effort to talk to me whenever I am around you but I really wish we could get out of that awkward phase and be more close. It can’t really happen now since the semester is over and  we won’t see each other. Oh well! I guess that’s how life is. Anyways, nice knowing you :) 

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Dec 6, 2012
dear 'tumblr' bestfriend? please? im curios to see whatd you have to say!

Dear tumblr Best Friend [You already know who you are] 

You are probably the sweetest person I have ever come across. I like talking to you because we can go on and on without being awkward or feeling like our conversations are just dragging. Also because I’ve seen people on tumblr getting hate mail and they reply even more rudely. You don’t do that. You take it positively. *Round of applause for that.* For a girl who has been through so much, I love the fact that you are so patient and kind. You deserve a lot more than you have/ get right now. I hope people realize that one day. I’m sure something amazing is coming your way so keep your head high and smile. Nothing can break you. :) <3 <3 <3 <3 

AND HERE’S  A GIF FOR ALL THE OTHER WONDERFULLY, AMAZING PEOPLE THAT I TALK WITH ON TUMBLR. I love all of you too :) <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Thank you so much. I am so glad I got to know all of you beautiful people :) <3 <3 

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Dec 6, 2012 1 note
Dear bias, :)

Dear KyuKyu 

I am learning Seven Years of Love on the piano so I can play it for us on our wedding. I know you’re not really good with the piano. I’m not either but it’s the thought that counts right? I figured if I do that, it will match well with your beautiful voice. Yes that same voice, that is the cause of me falling madly in love with you. I love how you are so naughty and informal with people. It gives me hope that if I ever meet you, you will actually make an effort to talk :) I would really like to meet you at a fansign or in backstage and you actually do appreciate my efforts to learn Korean. I have my fingers crossed. 

Thanks for always being so imperfectly perfect. I feel like such a lucky girl for choosing you as my bias. Every time I look at you, I tell myself that I have chosen well. I hope that you become much more successful than you already are, one day. *Hwaiting* Oppa :)

[I decided to do Kyuhyun since he is ultimate bias but i have a huge list of other biases too]   

My favorite kyu gifs: 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING :) <3

Dec 6, 2012 3 notes
Dear bestfriend

I miss you so much. You are so far away from me and I miss being able to tell you everything. Right now you probably have no idea what’s going on in my life and it makes me sad. But you know what I love about you? The fact that whenever we talk it’s like we aren’t far from each other at all. Neither of us questions the fact that we don’t update each other with what’s happening in our lives. I love you so so so so so so so much <3 <3. I hope I get to see you soon :’) 

Virtual hug

Thanks to whoever sent me this :) <3 I love you too.

Dec 6, 2012
Hiiiiiiiiiii!! Guess what?! Holidays start in a week!! I'm so happyyyyyyy!!!!!! xD Woot woot!! Lol you know what's more? I'm plannin to write my first fic :P I know i'm gonna fail badly xD NON-STOP REBLOGGING IN A WEEK!! ULTIMATE HAPPINESS *-*

Oh no no! you won’t fail you’ll write an awesome one :) and yes Reblogging all the way. I can’t wait till next tuesday so I can finally start doing that too. 

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Dec 6, 2012
I will write about the following, leave one in my ask box.

kinomatika:

  • Dear person I hate,
  • Dear person I like,
  • Dear ex boyfriend,
  • Dear ex girlfriend,
  • Dear ex bestfriend,
  • Dear bestfriend,
  • Dear *anyone*,
  • Dear Santa,
  • Dear mom,
  • Dear dad,
  • Dear future me,
  • Dear past me,
  • Dear person I’m jealous of,
  • Dear person I had a crush on,
  • Dear girlfriend,
  • Dear boyfriend,
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