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Mar 2, 2013 19 notes
#I am forever in love with SM #Hands down
Update:

kpopfantasyworld:

Currently have 19 requests! 11 more slots left. 

Pending list

Edit: I closed the Ask box until tomorrow because I want to give a chance to those followers who might be a sleep right now and will look at the post tomorrow morning. Request box will be open some time before tomorrow evening :) 

Good night :) [If you have any questions- send them through fanmail- not requests though] 

Mar 2, 2013 3 notes
Hey can I request when Kai mistreats you? I hope you dont mind hehe

Sure thing :)

Mar 2, 2013
Can you make a Lee Donghae scenario? Please and thank you!? ^_^

There is a Donghae scenario on my pending list! Check it out! If you want something different let me know :) 

Mar 2, 2013
Kris scenario, When he takes care of you when you're pregnant.

Sure thing :)

Mar 2, 2013 2 notes
Update:

Currently have 19 requests! 11 more slots left. 

Pending list

Edit: I closed the Ask box until tomorrow because I want to give a chance to those followers who might be a sleep right now and will look at the post tomorrow morning. Request box will be open some time before tomorrow evening :) 

Good night :) [If you have any questions- send them through fanmail- not requests though] 

Mar 2, 2013 3 notes
Can I request a daddy scenario with any of the exo members? Btw, love your blog! Big fan here!!^^

Mhmmm!! sure thing :) 

Thank you anon - let me throw some hearts at you <3 

Mar 2, 2013
Oh I wanna request since I saw you're taking. I want a sequel to the Yunho pregnancy one where you can't get pregnant and decide to adopt. I think it would be really sweet with him! *blush*

Sure thing <3 

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Mar 2, 2013
hi!! can i request an au scenario where Kai, as a wolf, imprints on you? Thank you very much ♥

Oh my goodness gracious! *sighs* [This will be hard] -I’ll try my best to come up with something 

Kai’s potato heart

Mar 2, 2013
Can you do a scenario where exo kris gets jealous seeing you hugging a guy friend? xD

Aww! Im so sorry anon but I already wrote two scenarios like that one: 

1. Sometimes it’s okay to be jealous [Kris] 

2. The little Green Monster [Kris] 

feel free to request another one if you like

Mar 2, 2013
Do you write VIXX Scenarios? O.O

TBH I didn’t know they were a group till they came to the KCON so if you do make a request you’d have to send me a description of each member [or of the member you are requesting the scenario for] 

:) 

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Mar 2, 2013 2 notes
Can you do one with B1A4's Gongchan~ When he's nice to everyone but you, but secretly likes you? but only tells you when you say your not going to visit them anymore?

Hahahahha bfamnfBfhkFHjgb Sure thing :) :) 

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Mar 2, 2013
Hello!! I have really loved your work so I would like to request a fluffy shopping for clothes with teen top's Changjo??? Is that possible?? Oh I hope Im not too late... C: but thanks either way!!

MY FIRST TEEN TOP REQUEST! *wohoowoowowowow* 

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Mar 2, 2013 2 notes
hi can i request an exo scenario were we play laser tag and they lost the game and have to do a dare..

Sure thing :) 

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Mar 2, 2013
Hello! I want to request a Yunho scenario where he teaches you how to dance (Note: You're a very clumsy person, and not too coordinated either). Yeah! That's all. Thank yooou! :)

Wohahaha! Sure thing :) 

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Mar 2, 2013
can i request a suho one when you, him, your kids, and the exo guys have a easter egg hunt?? thank you~

Sure thing! [What’s with Suho being a daddy request lol- I’ve written so many of them *sighs* ] 

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Mar 2, 2013 1 note
Can you do a Kris one where he scares you? ^^

Hahahahaha Oh yes! [Scare as in- like plays a prank on you right?] because if you mean the other kinda scare as if you are intimidated by him than I already have something like that on my pending list! 

Mar 2, 2013 1 note
Can you do one where you're trying to break up with Changmin from dbsk but he refuses to let you go and convinces you to stay?

Sure thing love :) <3 <3 

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Mar 2, 2013
Hi Admin! I love the way you write and how it makes you feel all fuzzy inside. Could you please do a Zelo scenario. I just love the last Zelo scenario you did and I cant stop thinking about it. Is it possible for you to write a sequel? Mehehe it's up to you though. thank you love youuuuu~~

Thank you <3 <3 

I have a Zelo scenario on the pending list under “my own ideas” which I am really excited writing about! Feel free to check it out! If you want something different - send in a request :)

 

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Mar 2, 2013
Ring ding ding!

The request box is now open! The rules are same as last time. PLEASE be nice and don’t abuse the anon option. Make one request and wait till the next time when I open the requests. Also this time I will be updating the pending list as soon as someone makes the request. This is so, because I will be closing the request box as soon as I reach 30 request. [I already have 8 requests on the pending list at the moment] 

Happy requesting :) 

Mar 1, 2013 6 notes
#Kris gif #kpop scenarios
[2] Also, the title... When I read it, I freaked out. Hah. It made me remember one of the things I kinda regret... Before leaving, he told me he loved me, yet I couldn't say it back. *sighs* And just, yeah... Many things from the scenario reminded me about a lot of things and it's sad, but oh well. I wish my real story ended like the one you wrote and he contacted me again... Now it's been way over a year and things have changed, but that's okay. Everything happens for a reason. ~Anon Naiya

You told me about the crying part but not about the ‘not talking part’ when you first met him. Oh my my! I an imagine how much you regret it! :’( There is nothing worst than that! :( 

yep it’s true! Everything happens for a reason. Maybe what happened was meant to be and there is something better planned for you. Cheer up :) 

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Mar 1, 2013
[1] I don't really know how to explain. I guess seeing it from another perspective is what made me feel like that. Also, there were quite a few things that I don't think I told you and yet you wrote them (Or maybe I just don't remember telling you... I have a bad memory. Haha). Like how we had seen each other, but hadn't really talked... But the first time we did he was crying. Did I tell you that?
Mar 1, 2013
Twist -- [Donghae]

Requested by Nosy Anon

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You opened the last door in the hallway hoping Donghae would be in there. All the other rooms were either empty or occupied by the other members. There was no time and Donghae had to be ready before the show started.

“Oh thank goodness you’re in here,” you sighed seeing him admire himself in the mirror.

“Sure took you long enough to get here,” he frowned.

“What?” you asked, a little confused. Donghae walked up to you, closing the door behind you.

“You need to go to the makeup room. There isn’t much time left,” you pouted.  He didn’t bother to reply. Instead , he pushed you against the door leaving no way for you to escape. 

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“Shhhhh,” he put his finger on your lips.

“We don’t have time for this right now,” you said. He furrowed his eyebrows to show his dissent. You began to say something but he shut you up by pressing his lips against yours. You knew if you struggled to get away he would only get more upset so you let him kiss you. Besides, it had been a long time since the last time you guys kissed without any interruptions.

“Happy?” you asked  him when he pulled away.

“Ye,” he smiled shyly scratching his head.

“Do you want to get ready now?” you asked. He nodded in agreement following you out of the room.

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You had recently moved to Korea therefore you didn’t know much about how things worked around over there. The job was new for you too. Usually young girls were not hired by the company but you got lucky since they were running short of makeup artists and needed someone immediately. Donghae had fallen for you the minute you were introduced you to the members. He had made a decision in his mind there and then that he would ask you out. And then in less than three months of your job, the two of you were going out.

You poked your head from behind the stage to look at the members perform. They were doing the craziest things-wearing silly costumes, dancing and jumping around. Then for a brief second you didn’t quite understand what had happened. Donghae leaned in and kissed Eunhyuk. Fangirls began cheering when they pulled apart. You felt like your eyes were going to pop out. The next minute you felt your face burning up.

“___________, they need you downstairs,” someone said from behind you. You frowned on the inside but didn’t dare show it on your face. Your boyfriend was kissing another man and you were being called to do something else.

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That night you lay in your bed, very confused about the whole situation. You were too mad to talk to Donghae after the show. He sensed that you seemed disturbed but he didn’t say much..

‘Maybe he is just using me to show the world that he is straight …but he actually isn’t. Wait wait.. that doesn’t make sense. He just kissed a man in front of everyone. If anything our relationship is a secret so.. that wouldn’t be right. ..hmmm maybe he wants to show the members he is straight…but then again, he just kissed another member on stage. Arghhhhh nothing makes sense…’

You pulled the sheets over your head in frustration, wanting to forget about everything.

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“Where is __________?” Donghae asked the lady who began doing his makeup.

“She is working with another member today,” she replied pushing him back on the chair.

“But _________ always does my makeup,” he said narrowing his eyebrows.

“Not anymore. She requested for another member today.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know! NOW settle down, “ she said sternly pushing him back once again.

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“__________ah,” you heard him call from behind you. Instead of stopping you lunged towards the bathroom to escape him.

“_________,” Donghae cried out your name a little louder this time. He caught hold of your arm and pulled you back.

“Leave me,” you whined.

“No!” he said angrily.

“I don’t want to talk to you,” you  said making a disgusted face.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked. You guys heard some people around the corner so he pushed you into the girl’s bathroom.

“Okay now tell me what’s going on?” he threw a question at you instantly.

“What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with you?” you asked.

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“If you were just going to ‘use’ me then why are you going out with me?”

“Me? Using you? What? ________ what are you talking about?”

“I saw you kiss Eunhyuk?  If you’re using me as a cover then please tell me right now. I don’t want to be..”

You got interrupted by Donghae’s laughter. He held his stomach tightly, jumping a little as tears started coming out of is eyes.

“What is wrong with you?” you asked looking at him strangely.

“H..hoo..holdon!” he said. You were getting more annoyed with his actions. You were mad at him while he was laughing. It took him a long time to recover. He took a few deep breaths before finally being able to talk.

“___________ah,” he said softly placing one of his hands on your cheeks. “I can assure you that I’m not gay.”

“Liar,” you said looking away. He tilted his head to side you were looking at.

“It’s just fanservice.”

“What?” you asked with a weird expression. It brought a smile to his face. He slid his hands behind you to pull you closer to him.

“We do it for the fans. I don’t really know how to explain it…but here in ..Korea..we show this skinship because the fans like it. They demand this. It’s just a popularity stunt.”

“But why would you do such a thing? I don’t like it!” you pouted.

“Why?” he asked running his thumb softly on your lips. You looked away to show  that you were still not happy.

“____________,” you  know I love you right?” he asked.  You shook your head childishly.

“Oh come on,” he said. He lifted his hands and forced you to look at him. You stared at each other for a good minute before a smile finally broke on your face.

“Now can I get a kiss?” he asked. He didn’t wait for an answer. He leaned in and joined his lips to yours. You hesitated a bit but then let him. He was too sweet to resist and really good at convincing people.

“I hate you, you know that right?” you said when he pulled away.

“Of course,” he chuckled kissing you once again.

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Sorry for not adding more detail to it. I need to finish these scenarios! 8 more to go .. I can do this! *sighs* 

Mar 1, 2013 32 notes
#Donghae #kpop scenarios #suju #Super junior #Super Junior scenarios #donghae scenarios

February 2013

Secrets- [Chanyeol]

Requested by myoppamyoppa

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‘Taken by the soft wind to your world
You asked me brightly where I came from to your side
And I told you that It was a secret
Wherever we walk together
Will be paradise’

“Oh this song is so beautiful. I love it Channie..” you had said. Chanyeol lay on his bed remembering your words from a few years back. You used to be so cheerful. He missed that. He missed that smile you had. Even though it was for someone else, he wished things hadn’t changed. He would rather see you happy with someone else than be sad and alone, closing your heart to everyone.

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“You know I don’t like walks on the beaches. Why did you bring me here?” you asked with annoyance. Chanyeol, who was walking beside you glanced at you for a quick second. It hurt him when you talked like that. He had been patient for a really long time.

“I just wanted to spend some time with you,” he mumbled under his breath. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. It saddened you to see his disappointed face.  

“Aaaaa! I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that,” you comforted him. He gave you a smile but his eyes were more focused on the vast beyond. “Did you want to talk about something?”

“Not really. I thought you’d like it out here,” he replied.

“I like it better when I’m in a library reading a book,” you said with a playful smile also leaning in towards him a little.

“We can do that next time,” he winked at you. The silence redeemed. Both you and him were thinking of what to say next. He had always had the same questions. He was just hesitant to ask them. You on the other hand never had anything to say.

Chanyeol began to whistle a tone you’d heard a long time ago. It brought back some hazy memories but you lacked the struggle to remember them. He hoped you would remember and say something but he was only more disappointed.

“__________,” he called your name.

“Hmmmm…”

Chanyeol hesitated a bit before asking, “Why don’t you like the beach?” – He already knew the answer. Your head shot up in his direction as you glared at him for a good minute. Your lips quivered. You tried to calm your shaking hand with great effort. It had been 6 months since they had left. For most, it’s not a long time to recover from such a big blow but you told yourself you were stronger. You could do it. So what if they betrayed you. You still loved them…

Chanyeol stood there waiting for a response. You looked away, forcing a smile on your face.

“I don’t know. It scares me sometimes… that’s why.”

“It didn’t scare you before…”

“When?” you asked.

“When you hung out with Mikey,” he said rather quickly. You clenched your fist, biting your lip at the same time.

“Aaaiiish! he always pushed me to go with him. It’s not like I liked it,” you said after a while making sure your face held a smile. Fake or real- it didn’t matter. Chanyeol scrutinized every detail of the change in your facial expressions. He knew well that you were lying to him. His curious self wanted to tell you everything he knew but he knew it would hurt you. He could never let that happen. He began to say something; instead his lips formed a bland smile. He had done that so many times that you had started to think he knew something. Something you had been denying this whole time.

“So… what do you wanna do now?” you asked.

“It seems to be getting cold. Let’s go have dinner somewhere,” Chanyeol said rubbing his arms for warmth. You did the same secretly wishing he had his jacket with you that he could offer.

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You sat in your tiny balcony staring off into space. The sky was calmer than usual that day. It wasn’t even that cold. Your body had begun to crave the usual light touches of wind. A few birds flew by but other than that nothing big was happening. Your fingers automatically began typing words to your next line. You had recently developed a love for writing because in a way it helped you heal your wounds. You could let out all your emotions without anyone knowing you were actually experiencing them.

‘and in a blink of an eye he shattered her world into pieces leaving her heartbroken forever…’ – wrote.

“You left the front door open again,” Chanyeol said sliding the balcony door.

“I know!” you replied keeping your eyes fixed at the screen.

“What are you writing?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied briefly quickly changing the screen. Chanyeol was losing his patience with you. He tried hard not to snap.

“I got something for you,” he said.

“What is it?” you asked.

Chanyeol revealed a bag he had been hiding behind him. He sat down on the chair beside you and handed the bag to you. You put your hand inside it to get a feel of the object. It was wrapped and rather big in size. You carefully took it out and began to unwrap it. Your sixth sense was telling you it was something you had been wanting in a long time. You guessed right- it was a music box. You had wanted one ever since you visited the old haming street near Seoul.

“Oh my God Channie… how did you..Where.. oh my goodness,” your mouth spit out silly words in utter surprise.

“Play it,” he said. You looked at him and then the music box in your hand not knowing what to do. Chanyeol raised his eyebrows signaling you to play it. With a slight head nod you began to play it. The tune was familiar. A little too familiar. You closed your eyes to be able to focus better.

“Do you remember?” he asked putting his hand on top of yours. You opened your eyes and looked a him. He seemed happy to see you smile.

“Of course…,” you laughed nervously. The tunes from the song (Angel –Exo K) were brining chills through your body. Chanyeol had first made you hear it but along the song were so many other memories attached that you thought he didn’t know about.  

“Thank you so much,” you said still forcing yourself to giggle to seem normal.

“Don’t thank me,” Chanyeol gave your hand a slight squeeze.

“Why shouldn’t I? You made me happy.. I should…thank..” you couldn’t even finish your sentence as tears began gushing out of your eyes. And there in that moment you knew you had to give in. The mask you had put on six months ago when they left had to be taken off. You had kept it inside you for so long that like water breaking through a reservoir all your feelings began to pour out. Repressing is never a good thing- you learnt that day.

Chanyeol on the other hand knew this was coming. He didn’t panic for one second. Instead he got up and pulled you up so he could hug you.

“Don’t cry,” he whispered.

“How can I not?” you yelled but your voice muffled through his shirt. You wanted to break away from him but he held you tightly, pressing your body against his. He wanted you to let it all out at once so you wouldn’t weep silently in the dark at night and at other times on cheerful days.

“Why did they do this to me?” you asked.

“He doesn’t deserve you ________,” he replied patting your head.

“Did she not think about my feelings for once? Why did they play with my heart like that. She knew I loved him. She was my best friend. How could she steal him from me like that? I …can’t do ..this anymore. I… she betrayed me…Channie…! I trusted her…”

The two of you stood under the darkening sky. Him comforting you while you let all your tears seep through his clothes. Your body started to numb as your energy drained out. Realizing that you were tired Chanyeol let you lose. You kept your eyes fixed on the ground. He lifted his hand to wipe the last traces of tears from your face. It was almost dry just like your eyes. You had cried for a long time.

“Let’s go inside,” he said. You didn’t answer. He took your hand and walked you to your room.

“I’m sorry you had to hear all of that,” you mumbled not making any eye contact. You were really embarrassed.

“__________,” he said your name softly. “Do you really think I didn’t know?”

“Huhh!” you gasped not understanding what he meant. He couldn’t possible know. There was no way.

“I’ve seen the way you looked at him. You loved him and that hurt me …. Because…I loved you, I still do and I always will.”

Revelations upon revelations were being revealed on you. You stood in shock as more shudders ran through your body. How could he love you? And most of all how could he know that you loved Mikey. You had loved him t such an extent that there was no returning from that state. Gina your best friend in the world, knew about and still she stole him from you. You were a fool not realize when they started to go out and then even announce their wedding. That was the day you knew you didn’t want to live anymore. Two people you loved the most had done the most horrible thing possible to you. You told yourself it should make you happy that they were happy but the fact that Gina knew you loved Mikey made you hate her. How could your own friend do that to you.

“You went on smiling to the world when they were getting married  but only I knew how you felt on the inside. Every time I take his name you always act like nothing stirs up inside you but only I know how you feel. Only me ________ only me. I can’t see you suffer like this. He isn’t worth all of this.,” he stopped for a little bit. “Look at what you’ve done to yourself. I miss that heartfelt laughter and the bright smile. I know how hurt you are but…”

“You weren’t supposed to know this,” you cut him. “No one was supposed to know this.”

“_________,”

“No Chanyeol! Just go! … I’ve already spoiled things enough. I don’t want you to try fixing this. Leave before I say something and hurt you too.”

“Why are you blocking everyone from reaching your heart? Why have you locked it behind bars. Let yourself feel again.”

“6 months is not enough time for that.”

“I know it isn’t but I’m going to try making it better for you.”

“You cannot Chanyeol. You cannot. What part of this do you not understand? You are not Mikey. You are Chanyeol. I am not in love with you! I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM!,” you yelled. You had completely taken him by surprise. Even you didn’t know how it all started. When you started getting angry and now you were yelling at the guy who was only telling you how he felt about you.

He stood there waiting for you to say something but you had already said enough. There was nothing else to say. You looked away to escape his teary but questioning eyes.

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A month had passed since the last time you saw Chanyeol. When he left that day- he had left heartbroken. Maybe even more heartbroken than you. It wasn’t just your words that had hurt him but also the fact that you were suffering alone. He was just trying to help. Even if it meant not being loved in return. He was ready to do anything for you, if you would realize that.

At first you didn’t think about it much but as more days went by you started missing him. You had gotten so used to him always being around you that you didn’t value any of his efforts. He was only trying to help. He had kept it in him for so long- longer than you had been in love with Mikey.

You would often remember all the silly things he did and it would make you sad that he stopped coming. You felt guilty. It was your fault for pushing him away. Cleaning your room one day, you found the bag he had given you the music box in. You had very carefully placed on the top of the bookshelf. You stared at it for a good minute picturing his face in your head.

“What have I done?” you said to yourself. With that, you ran out of the apartment towards a direction you should have gone a long time ago!

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Just as you were about to knock on the door, it opened. It looked like he was going to some sort of a formal party. He looked nice…

“___________,” Chanyeol murmured your name.

“Why’d you stopped coming…” you asked. His gaze was too intense for you to return. You looked away. He didn’t say anything. Instead he pulled you into a hug. He had missed you- a lot more than you had missed him.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Don’t be.”

“I don’t want to give you false hopes.”

“Don’t worry about it”

“But..”

“I can wait,” he said closing the argument. He nuzzled on your neck like a little puppy who had been waiting for that moment in forever. You were finally in his arms and this time with all your consent. He could never let this chance slip away. You on the other hand were still unsure but you knew you could trust him. He had never let you down before so why would he ever in the future. Chanyeol’s heart was so tender. Anyone would be lucky to be loved by him.

“Thank-you,” you said. He patted your back telling you, you didn’t have to say that.

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-Sighs! 9 more to go! I can do this. Keep a look out for the ask box opening- it will be very soon. ;) 

Feb 28, 2013 40 notes
#chanyeol #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios #chanyeol scenarios
I'm awkward at writing smut too so I get it. :-p I am not a romance writer either lol. I don't know about that though with someone else coming along. People don't do that with me in these 20-something yrs. I guess I'm just not meant to be around anyone.

You write too? Here in tumblr? 

Oh pssshh!! Wait just a little bit more, Prince charming is on his way ;) 

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Feb 27, 2013 1 note
I've been trying to figure out how to tell you something for like the past hour and I can't seem to get it into (English) words... ._. Basically, I just read the scenario again, and for some weird reason it feels like some weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't really know how to explain why... But I just wanted to say thank you again for writing it for me. ♡ ~Anon Naiya

Really? I kinda want to know which part was it that you liked the most and felt connected to? 

And I am so glad I didn’t disappoint you. I felt like it was very chunky but as long as you liked it I’m happy. 

I know thinking about that still makes you sad and I really do hope he contacts you one day just to let you know how things are :)

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Feb 27, 2013
Oh and I'm glad to know it's not just me who goes through situations like that...I don't feel quite so alone but it still makes me feel like people don't really like me when they only stay around for a little while. :(

Look at it this way: “You weren’t meant to be with the people who left because someone much more special must be on his way…" 

Trust me you’ll be fine :) 

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Feb 26, 2013
But I liked how he came back. Are you going to do a follow-up? Maybe some hot makeup? *blush* But yeah I could just relate so much. :(

Hahahaha ahh I don’t write smut! lol and also I like the ending the way it is! Isn’t it beautiful? 

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Feb 26, 2013

lazysinnerneversleeps:

classyuptop:

maryirishhoran:

If I ever saw one of my celebrity crushes in real life I wouldn’t approach them. Instead I would pay a homeless man twenty bucks to punch me in the face in front of them. Because based on all of the fanfiction I have read they would then rush to my aid and then invite me back to their apartment to get an ice pack and then I say something cute and witty that makes them want to kiss me and then we fall in love and get married.

This.

God bless.

Feb 26, 2013 166,139 notes
#I almost choked on my spit #laughing at this #I write this stuff #Its just .... oh my my #I can't #I just can't

tupacabra:

the world is not yet ready for you, young one

Feb 26, 2013 175,591 notes
I so loved the Luhan scenario! I can relate to that a lot as it's happened to me forever too. :( So it def brought up a lot of feelings with that. It was really well written and I just so enjoyed it.

Awwww!! oh so it stirred up some of your feelings too! :( I hope things are better now? 

And I am glad you enjoyed it. 

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Feb 25, 2013
My heart was about to explode while reading the story. Currently writing this with teary eyes. There were even details that you randomly added that were so on point. Oh my. I just... I don't even know what to say. I am definitely not disappointed. Thank you so much for writing this for me. I appreciate it a lot. Wow, you have no idea... Thank you, really. *hugs* ♡ ~Anon Naiya

Awwwww you’re too sweet! I honestly wish I could make it better but here’s the thing. When I was writing this I didn’t think about Luhan at all! I was thinking about you and a person whole time. So that’s why I feel like its a little different from my usual scenarios [when I went back and read it again] but since it made you happy, I am glad I didn’t disappoint you. :) 

*hugs you back* 

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Feb 25, 2013
They were afraid of loving... [Luhan]

Requested by anon Naiya 

‘She was afraid of loving and more strangely, she was afraid of being loved in return. “What’s the point?” she would say. “It’s not like it will be eternal. One day they will leave. They will find out that I am not perfect… I am far from that…” Over the years she had completely secluded herself from the society. Her heart was safely caged inside a box cushioned by smooth linen stuffing. No one was allowed to touch it. No one needed to either. Nothing mattered because she knew she didn’t deserve anything. Why was she like this? Had she always been like this? Why did it always hurt her when someone asked her if she was okay?‘ 


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You walked down the busy street, your head slightly bowed, your eyes fixed on the ground. Whispers, cries, gossips occasionally touched your ear but you let them subside. In only a matter of few seconds you would be far from all of this. Your feet began to move faster as the corner approached. You huddled through the crowd, pushing a few, in frustration. ‘Why do they leave their houses?’­ you asked yourself, shaking your head  in annoyance.

There it was, right in front of you. Your safe haven, where you felt protected from the world. Only a few years back you had found that place, hidden behind the heavily laden trees. The park was less busy than usual. You swiftly tip toed to your spot, making sure to not catch anyone’s eyes. You bent down, trying to catch your breath when your vision caught something very wrong. Something or rather someone who wasn’t supposed to be there. You looked up- your eyes meeting his and for a second you felt captivated by the sadness they held. It was almost as if you could see your reflection in his personality without knowing one bit about him. Neither of you moved but stared, hoping the other would say something. No words were uttered. Your lips refused to part. Instead of getting mad at him for taking your spot, you let him stay. Why? You didn’t know. You turned around to leave when you heard him murmur. Your body was in an awkward position and so was your mind. You didn’t know if you should ask him what he had said or just quietly leave. You were still debating when you heard him again. This time he said it much louder. “You don’t have to leave.”

Very slowly you turned your head sideways hoping he would say something more. He didn’t. From the corner of your eyes you could tell that he had gone back to reading his book. He either didn’t care enough or he was too aloof to realize that he had unintentionally hurt you.  You were just as stubborn and possessive about your things. Without giving the idea a second thought, you trailed to your spot that had been very lamely taken by him. There was no sign of the slightest flinch from him. Both of you of sat stiffly under the shade reading your respective books.

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Two weeks had passed and nothing had changed. It had almost become a ritual. Every day, he would be there five minutes before your arrival time. You didn’t say anything, neither did he bother. Both of you sat quietly. He was perfectly calm and so were you. It became almost movie like. Two strangers meeting like this. Never uttering words directed to each other. Just understanding what the other never said and then never bothering to ask. There was no need. You liked it just the way it was. You had started to get attached. It felt great to see him there every day. Two months? Three and then four passed by. But nothing changed. You were still quiet and so was he.

Then one day everything changed. Like usual, you casually walked to the place your locks dancing along, hitting your face occasionally. Everything was going to be perfect, except that he wasn’t there that day. You scanned the tree up and down and all around foolishly but there was no sign of him. Blinking repeatedly you stood in silence, with your cheeks puffed up. Your heart poked fun of you. You had started doing what you hated the most- caring for others when you knew the result was always going to be bad. They would never provide you the satisfaction you needed. You wanted to show yourself that you were stronger so you sat down, breathed heavily and began reading the book. The words that your eyes were eating were far from being absorbed by your brain. Your frustration level reached its height in a mere few seconds. You slammed your book sipping in the last drop of patience and got up. You couldn’t do it. He had to be there to make it right. He wasn’t- therefore everything was wrong.

A few more days passed and there was no sign of him. You felt betrayed and broken from the inside. You tried to tell yourself that it was no big deal. You didn’t know him or anything but what about your silly heart that kept poking you? You felt miserable. You didn’t want to go back to the place anymore but that little light of hope was still there. ‘He could come…one day…’ ­you would keep telling yourself.

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Two weeks later:

You sat under the shade as light air brushed your hair and kissed your bare arm. You were reading your book but you were more focused on the sounds around you. Your ears tingled at the sound of someone’s footstep. Your head shot up towards the direction of the sound you’d been craving to here. And there he was- walking towards you like nothing had happened. Like he had all the right in the world to leave when he liked and come back when he wanted. Your eyes raged with anger looking at his calm, innocent face and pure twinkling eyes. As he got closer you realized that that tinkle was because of his teary eyes. He’d been crying or rather weeping…

You looked at him with questioning eyes as you clenched your shaking hands into a fist. He sat down beside you, took out his book and began to read. You couldn’t help but look at him from the corner of your eyes. All your anger had subsided.

“What is it?” you suddenly blurted out. He didn’t look up. It was the first time he’d heard your voice. His ears turned a light pink and he tried hard to act like he was involved in his book. But he couldn’t pretend any longer. You were still looking at him with your big dough eyes demanding an answer.

“That’s none of your business,” he replied.

“I want to help,” you replied. You couldn’t stand seeing him cry like that. You knew better. You had been through days like that. “Please! I know you’re hurting right now. But I can help. Trust me!”

“No one can help me,” he replied putting his book aside. You began to say something but he continued, unexpectedly. “No one will understand what I have been through. It’s just too… much.” He turned his body to face you, looking straight into your eyes. He leaned closer to you and whispered, “It haunts me every night.”

His last statement ran shudders through your body. You wanted to know what his secret was but you couldn’t form the right words to ask. You held his hand and gave it a slight squeeze. “I may be able to help,” you said. He shook his head, shifting to the other side. His hands slid out of yours. He rested his head against the tree trunk sighing heavily. The few words that were exchanged a few minutes back were replaced by the same heavy silence that existed between the two of you.

You heart wished he would trust you more but your mind told you it wouldn’t be right. You would begin to like him and who knows what will that turn into. Then one day he will realize that nothing is perfect and he will leave and you will be alone.

You shook your head out of your atrocious thoughts and went back to pretending to read.

The days after that passed the same way. He had started coming regularly but there was some change that you sensed. The silence between the two of you wasn’t the same beautiful one. It was cutting.

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“I want to take you somewhere,” he said. You looked up in surprise, fixing your glasses. Was he really talking to you after all that had happened a few days ago.  More than that, he was asking you such a thing when the two of you barely knew each other.

“Where?” you spit out while your heart kept telling you to do the opposite. Instead of answering you he grabbed your hand pulling you up.

“You won’t regret it,” he said as a smile embraced his lips. He looked happy that day. You smiled too and let him drag you.

The two of you entered the main quad in the park where all the life was. There were people everywhere. He jumped a little, waving his hands in the air as if introducing someone to you

“Look at this,” he said.

“Look at what?” you asked.

“This!,” he pointed to children playing, balloons flying, ice cream man yelling, birds chirping and the flowers dancing alone the wind’s light touch. He wanted to say more but just looking into your eyes made him stop. You were telling him you understood what he meant. It made you happy and it made him happy just a little more.

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He called himself Luhan. His name, his face, his everything made you smile. Just the thought of seeing him the next day made your heart flutter. He had started to open more.  He would tell you crazy things. How to do this and that, how to play around and get yourself out of trouble. You listened to his interesting rambles with such enthusiasm that he never wanted to stop. At other times he would talk about much serious things. What his dreams were. What he wanted to do in the near future. They always saddened you because it usually involved him moving away to S. Korea.

“Why?” you would ask.

“It’s my dream to become a star,” he would reply. Your expressions would darken and he would very soothingly run his fingers across your cheek trying to calm you.

He felt extremely awkward coming to your house the first time. He would say that back home he wasn’t allowed to do such things. You would giggle at his innocence. He made you feel things you thought you were incapable of feeling.

Just like one of those days he lay down his head resting on your lap. He had his eyes closed listening to music while you read your book. Something distracted you and so you began to look at him. He seemed calm but you felt like he was trying hard to suppress something.

“Everything alright?” you asked.

“Yeah,” he replied without opening his eyes.

“Luhannnn,” you said pushing him to get up and face you. “If there’s something troubling you then why don’t you say it?”

“Nothing’s troubling me,” he replied getting ready to lie back down.

“No!” you suddenly snapped. “Just tell me okay? I am tired of you hiding everything from me.”

“When have I ever hidden anything from you?” he asked with flustered eyebrows.

“Everything,” you said pushing your hands back in slight frustration. “What do I know about you? I know nothing and I want too but you keep hiding everything from me. I want to know what upsets you? Why you cry sometimes and then wipe your tears as soon as I look at you?… I want to help you but I feel like you don’t trust me. Are we even….” You stopped halfway. You had very often wanted to ask him where your relationship stood with him or if there was even anything between you and him. He never defined it but he also didn’t know that it bothered you a lot. Luhan slid a little bit more, getting ready to leave but you held him. “You can’t just leave like this.”

“You want to know why I’m like this?” he grabbed your arms and held you tightly.

“Yes I do,” you replied even louder.

“It’s because I was sexually harassed my entire childhood,” his words echoed in the hollow air. A gasp escaped your mouth while tears began to rush out of your eyes unannounced. You were in a state of shock, not blinking one bit.

“This is why I never wanted to tell you such things. It hurts me every time I think about it and honestly.. you’re not making it any better for me,” he said pushing you back.

“Luhan,” you whispered his name as he stomped out of the room. Before you could stop him, he was gone. You ran to the door but there was no sign of him. “Luhannnn,” you called out hoping he would return. There was no response. He was gone…

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Two days later:

You felt like someone was knocking on your door. But then again you had been feeling like that for the past 48 hours. He wasn’t going to come. He had made it pretty clear by not answering your text messages or calls.

“_____________! Please open the door,” you heard his voice from the opposite side of the door. The next second you lunged towards it opening it wide. He grabbed you violently and pulled you into a hug. “I’m sorry,” you heard him say as he planted a kiss on your neck. “I over reacted. Please forgive me. None of it is your fault.”

“No I’m sorry,” you said. You felt him shake his head, also wiping his tears on your shoulder.

Things went back to normal pretty quick after that. The usual movie nights or meeting at the quad resumed. He had started to smile again. You tried your best to not perk anything that would upset him. You wanted to hold on to him tightly and never let go. He’d been through so much in life and you thought you had it hard. He was different. He was special…

Little did you know that what was yet to come was going to bring everything you wished never happened to reality.

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 “_______________ah! Open the door,” you heard him yell one night. You rubbed your eyes to look at the clock. It was almost midnight. He never came this late. In fact he tried to leave before 10.

You opened the door to let him in. He was smiling. It wasn’t the usual kind of smile. This one was different because it seemed genuine. He was truly smiling that day. Whatever he had to tell you sure was special.

“I’m going to Korea,” he said without waiting for you to calm down. “I’ve finally decided what I want to do. I want to go there. I think I can do it ___________. I think I can.” Your stared at his face in horror. The words he was uttering sounded selfish. Was he only thinking about himself and not you? Did he even care. Why was he so happy? It made you jealous. You wanted to rip that smile off of his face.

“___________,” he snapped his fingers forcing you back to reality. “You wanted me to be happy right? I think this will make me happy. I think this is what I want to do.”

“But…” you said but stopped upon feeling a heavy lump in your throat.

“But what?” he said. And then there in that moment you knew there was no stopping him. You had no right to stop him and even if you did, you just couldn’t. He was happy. How could you steal that from him?

“Nothing,” you said forcing a smile on your face. He leaned to give you a sweet kiss on your cheeks. “Thanks for staying by my side this whole time,” he said. His hands slowly slid out of yours along with which you felt your whole world sliding out. Your heart mocked you for falling in the trap you never wanted to. 

“Luhan,” you called after him.

“Ye,” he turned around.

“Keep in contact,” you said smiling weakly.

“Of course,” was the last word he uttered before he left.

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One year later:

You slowly walked down the busy street dodging anyone who came an inch of a distance close to you.  You trailed through the lively part of the park and into your usual hiding, away from all the noise. You opened your book and sat down to read.

“Keep in contact,” you had said.

“Of course,” he had replied.

You heard those words echo in your mind once again. Before tears could come out of your eyes you shut them tightly. He had lied to you. He didn’t message you after the first two month. You didn’t know what had happened to him. All your research always led you to a dead end. There was no sign of him. Had he become a trainee? Was he still alive? Had he moved on?- You didn’t know anything. It had been almost a year and it was pretty clear that he had forgotten about you. Just when you had started to fall for him, he’d left you. Just when you had started to think that maybe, maybe you were wrong your whole life. Love did exist and being loved in return wasn’t that bad after all- he’d left. He had no idea what kind of damage he had done. You were there when he needed someone and now when you needed him he was so far away.

You had considered going after him many times but thinking you would only make a fool out of yourself you dropped the idea. It wasn’t worth it you would say but your heart would whisper that ‘it was.’

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*Ring Ring…ring.. ring..*

You woke up in panic, trying to look for your phone in the dark. It was buried under the sheets somewhere. Your hands moved in all the directions. You finally gave up and turned on the lights. The phone stopped buzzing as soon as you picked it up. It was an unknown number. ‘Who would call at this hour…’ ­ you thought. Just as you decided to go back to sleep the cell phone buzzed again. Hesitantly you picked it up. There was no voice from side aside from the light breathing. Your heart felt a strange tingle. You clenched your fist nervously.

“Guess who,” the voice said. Silence took over once again.

You didn’t know what else to do but smile. He’d come back…

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To anon Naiya- If I have disappointed you I apologize in advance. I was too busy trying to make it right for you that I think I over did it. I wanted to make it extra special but I couldn’t because I know I can’t. [I hope you know what I’m trying to say]- If you want me to change/add anything feel free to message me.

NOTE: I know most people get upset when Chinese members are used in a setting where they are perceived ad Koreans. I couldn’t do anything about this due to the way this scenario was requested. So I hope ya’ll understand :) 

Feb 24, 2013 41 notes
#luhan #luhan scenarios #kpop scenarios #exo #exo m #exo m scenarios
Sorry for just writing back. Just been busy lately with assignment stuff. Oy. But yeah I check you and a handful of other blogs every night when I settle down. :) Oh and I am loving the new SHINee. <3

Awwww!! <3 <3 *throws hearts on you* 

Umm yes I’ve been watching their stages for Dream Girl more than the MV. For some reason Taemin is just OVER my mind! :’) even though Key is my bias. I’m just hsafjaGJHFGDv!! 

Feb 23, 2013 1 note
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Feb 21, 2013 8 notes
#shinee #Wae must they be like this? #Can I just kidnap them?
Do you read fanfictions??maybe you could do a list of your favorites??

Aaaahh! I knew I was going to get this question one of these days. I’m so sorry anon :( but I don’t read fanfictions. I know it’s like a whole other side to the fandom but I’ve never given it a shot. 

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Feb 21, 2013
5 more Exo scenario requests on my pending list till I reach my 100 Exo scenarios. I'm thinking of doing something special if I have enough time.

If you guys have any suggestions, do let me know :) 

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Feb 20, 2013 19 notes
#exo #exo k #exo m #exo scenarios #sehun gif
Have you opened requests again or are they still closed?

They will be open very soon and by soon I mean sometime around next week regardless of the number of requests I have on my pending list :)

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Feb 20, 2013 1 note
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SHINee 샤이니 - Dream Girl

Feb 18, 2013 7,181 notes
#SPAZZZZZINNG #SHINEE
Ahhh. Don't feel so pressured! And take all the time you need. Yes, it is very special to me, but I'm pretty sure I won't be disappointed. I love how you write. And if you have any questions or anything, you can just message me [privately]. (: ~Anon Naiya

Oh thank you thank you thank you! <3 Lets just hope I don’t screw this up! *fingers crossed* 

And yeah I’ll be sure to do that. [Since I like this whole anon thing I never even bookmarked your blog but I have your message so I’ll use that to find you] 

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Feb 18, 2013
Hello Baby [Shinee]

Requested by anon 

Note: [I couldn’t think of a better title- but this has nothing to do with the actual show] 

You chugged down your third glass and then slammed it on the counter. Your vision was getting a little blurry too. Onew and Minho had been dragged into the pool of sweaty, stinking people by two girls. You rubbed your eyes, blinked, shook your head but nothing worked. The server handed you another glass. You turned around and looked at him strange. He shrugged his shoulders, moving on to the next person.

“___________ah,” you heard someone say your name. You looked in the possible direction. Key was waving at you. You obviously couldn’t see him. All you saw was a hazy image at a near distance giving you a thumbs up. You waved back reassuring him that you were fine.

Just a few seconds ago you had boasted in front of the guys that you could drink infinite amounts without getting drunk. Clearly, it wasn’t true. You were already drunk and it was just your fourth one. You had also forgotten that the server was supposed to give you a new one right after you finished the one you had in your hand.

“__________,” you heard your name being called by a familiar voice. It sounded like Minho. You turned around to look. The guy held your arms to stop you from tripping.

“I thought you didn’t like clubs,” he said.

“Well I do now,” you said smiling goofily. The guy smiled at you. You liked Minho’s smile. He had never smiled at you like that before.

“Come with me,” he said pulling you out of the crowd.

“Where are you taking me?” you asked.

“Somewhere you’ll love,” he replied not really wanting you to hear it. You didn’t care either. You let him drag you.

As soon as the two of you entered a small dark room, he closed the door behind you pinning you to the door. His lips began to grace your body with its light touches. You had no idea how tender Minho really was after showing his tough side to you almost all the time.

Little did you know that that person was not Minho…

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You found yourself alone in the room, wrapped in sheets the next morning. A nervous feeling took your stomach while a tinge of pain ran through your head. Memories of the night before came back in broken images. After entering the room and his first touch you couldn’t remember anything. Your hand automatically sprung for the cell phone.

“Hello oppa,” you said as soon as Minho picked up his phone.

“__________ where are you? Do you know how worried we were about you? I’ve been looking for you since last night,” he said all in one go.

“What?…,” you fell silent immediately. Why would he say something so stupid when he was with you the night before? “Stop joking around,” you chuckled nervously.

“I’m not joking. Seriously tell me where are you?” he asked, this time more sternly.

“You were with me last night. You should know.”

“Me? No I wasn’t. Onew and I saw you while you were drinking and walking towards us and the next second you were gone. Seriously! What happened?”

“Oh my goodness! Oh God!.. Oh …my..,” you began to cry.

“_________, ___________ are you okay?” Minho panicked. You hung up on him and threw your phone in the corner of the room. Burying your head in your lap you tried hard to remember what had happened the night before. Nothing came to you. You couldn’t remember the guys face because this whole time you had kept thinking it was Minho. Even if it was Minho you should have never gone in the room with him or even drag you in the first place. Looking at your bare body disgust you. Someone you had no idea about had touched you the night before. He had taken away from you your innocence and you didn’t know who he was, where he was from or what he looked like.

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7 months later:

You sat on the couch reading an old magazine. The wind knocking the branches against your window was annoying you but you were trying to keep your calm. You couldn’t really expect a lot of patience out of a 6 and half month pregnant woman. You sprung from the couch in anger. Not having a set plan in mind, just as you were lunging towards the window you heard a knock on your front door.

Rolling your eyes in frustration you walked to your front door. Five guys stood opposite you holding flowers in their hands with a bright smile planted on their faces. “You guys!” words came out of your mouth automatically. The last time they had come to see you was before they went overseas for promotion. Even then only everyone but Minho had showed up. They never came together. Sometimes it was Key and Jonghyun. Other times Onew and Taemin would pay a visit but never Minho. It was sort of your fault too, for pushing him away from you. After the morning you found out he wasn’t in the room the night the incident happened you had been blaming him for no apparent reason. You never said it directly but you always showed it through your actions. Minho got the hint and tried to stay away from you as much as possible. Neither of you had had such strong feelings for each other before that event but they had started to develop after. He didn’t know he would miss talking to you so much and neither did you.

“Come on we’re here to take you shopping,” Key said clapping his hands.

“Shopping? Right now? have you seen the weather outside?” you asked looking at him strangely.

“________ my love! We have a car. Now stop talking and come with us,” Key replied. Without giving you a chance to counter attack he grabbed your arm and pulled you.

“Be careful Key she’s pregnant,” Jonghyun said giving your back some support from behind.

The next second you were out of the building and into the car with five boys surrounding you. All of them pattering about which store to go to and what kind of stuff to get. You glanced over at Minho from time to time. Once or twice, you caught him staring at you but other times, he kept his eyes fixed on the scenery outside.

“Minho! You should suggest something too,” Onew said.

“You guys can decide. I’m fine with whatever,” he replied briefly. The guys didn’t take much note of him acting weird but you did. You started to wish you hadn’t pushed him away when he was trying to help. You’d hurt his feelings.

The car stopped outside a mall far away from the city. They dragged you out of the car and into the building.

“Clothes first. They are the most important,” Taemin said cutely.

“I agree,” you added.

“I’m pretty sure the food and diapers are more important,” Key replied making a sass face.

“It’s her 7th month you idiot. We have plenty of time to buy that later,” Jonghyun said hitting him on the back of his head. “Now let’s go to the clothes store. Maybe we will find a stroller or something like that here too.” You gave Key an apologetic expression and waved at him to come join you guys.

All the guys ran to different corners of the store looking for the best item. You and Minho soon realized that you were left alone. He stood beside you awkwardly staring into space. You looked up at his flat, expressionless face. For a minute all your anger came back. It subsided just as quick as it had come. It wasn’t his fault. You had told yourself that many times. It was time you finally apologized to him.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled under your breath.

“Huh,” he huffed. “Why are you saying that?” he asked after a while.  

“Because I was mad at you for no reason,” you replied.

“I must have done you wrong,” he said. His words didn’t make sense to you. You looked up at him with a questioned expression.

“What do you mean?” you asked. He turned around after a while, to face you. He held your hands and brought them closer to his face.

“Do you have any idea, how many times I have wished, since that day that I was in the room with you that night instead of that coward who used you and ran away,” Minho said. You could see his face turning red with anger. His grip on your hand began to tighten to. You were still trying to make sense of his words when he let loose and walked away. Did he like you? You thought and along with that a lot of other questions attacked your head demanding answers you didn’t have. Only Minho knew the answer to them.

“__________ how does this look?” Key asked poking his head from behind a huge rack. He held in his hands a beautiful frock loaded with glitters and flowers.

“Oppa I don’t even know if it’s a girl or a boy,” you said. “How about some neutral colors?” 

“We can buy both. Boys for girls and boys and the return the ones we don’t use,” Taemin suggested.

“And waste all that money? ________ is right. Only neutral colors you guys,” Onew announced.

The guys scattered around the store once again looking for the right stuff. They came back occasionally showing you what they had brought with them. Some got selected while many were rejected. In a mere two hours you guys had bought almost half the store.

“We should go now. My back has started to hurt and my stomach has been hurting too,” you said making a face.

“Hold on let me go get the car,” Minho said.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!,” just then you screamed not being able to bear the pain in your stomach.

“Did the baby kick?” Key asked holding your arm.

“I don’t know….. it hurts,” you said in broken speech. You guys were near the door. Minho hurried to the car in a worried state. The guys held you to give you as much support as possible. Passerbys gave you a strange look as four guys tried to handle your unstable state. Clearly they had never been trained in such thing before. Neither of them knew what to do. Minho brought that car. Jonghyun and Key sat inside with you while Onew and Taemin decided to take the Taxi.

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“We need a nurse over here,” Key yelled. Minho held your hand tightly while Jomghyun pushed your wheelchair. The entire scene looked more comical than serious. If your baby wasn’t kicking you would be laughing at the moment.

“Calm down,” you heard someone approaching you guys.

“Her baby’s kicking. Get it out of her,” Key said making a frustrated face. The nurse gave him an odd look. She took your hand from Minho’s and began to pat it. A stretcher was brought for you. Minho got pushed behind by Key and jonghyun. Both took each of your hand and walked with you inside the room.

“What month is she in?” the nurse asked.

“7th,” both guys said at once. The doctor soon entered the room pushing everybody out of the way.

“Can she push?” she asked.

“It’s her 7th month,” the nurse replied.

“What are these guys doing in here? Which one of you is the father?” the doctor asked. Both guys looked at each other, then at you and then back at each other. The doctor raised her eyebrows looking for answer. The next second both of them raised their hands.

“What are you doing?” Jonghyun asked grinding his teeth.

“You wouldn’t raise your hand. So I had too,” Key replied.

“That’s it. Both of you need to get out. We’ll have to operate,” The doctor announced.

“What operate on her?” Key’s eyes widened in surprise.

“Yes! Now leave,” The nurse began to push them.

“We need to stay by her. Can’t you see she needs us?” they said worriedly.

“She doesn’t need any of you. Now leave so can stop suffering,” the doctor said sternly. The guys looked over at you. You held your stomach, whimpering in pain. They let themselves be dragged and then kicked out of the room.

They both stuck their face to the tiny window on the door. Minho soon joined in watching all that was happening to you.

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You opened your eyes to an empty room and a much toned down stomach. Your head still hurt and your body felt weak. Just as you titled your head a little to the right, you saw five guys staring down at you from the half glass door. Your eyes widened in surprise as you clenched your fist in horror.

One by one they all started to come in. They perfectly aligned themselves around you each with a beautiful smile on their face.

“It’s a boyyyyyyy,” Taemin blurted out in excitement almost singing his phrase. Onew hit him on the back of his head making a nasty face.

“We were going to say it together,” he said.

“I couldn’t resist,” Taemin whined.

“He’s got your eyes,” Minho said. Your eyes met his and for the first time in months you saw him smiling.

“Yeah you should know, since you were the first one to hold him,” Key punched Minho on the arm.

“Waaaeeee,” Minho said raising his hand in reaction. Onew held both of them and pulled them apart. Your eyes went around the room searching for the baby.

“He’s in the incubator for now,” Onew said.

“What?” your heart sank. “Why?”

“Relax! They’ll take him out in few days. He’s a little weak right now,” Jonghyun calmed you. After that the guys stood around you waiting for you to say something. They all had said enough.

“Thank you so much guys. If you hadn’t supported me this baby wouldn’t have been in this world today. I would have ab…..”

“_________, _________ let’s not talk about that right now okay? It’s a happy moment. Let’s all enjoy it,” Onew said patting your head gently.

Your eyes met with of the members’ eyes thanking them for all their efforts. They were truly your friends and they had all done a lot for you. You counted yourself as the luckiest person your life. And so was your baby who would have five funny, adorable and equally silly daddys to take care of him.

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Wrote this pretty quick without getting distracted much so I’m proud of myself. I hope you guys like this one. I tried to not make it super serious even though I was leaning towards that a little bit. The Minho thing- I just left it hanging since the person who requested this didn’t really ask for such details. Hopefully you guys will like this :) 

Feb 18, 2013 22 notes
#shinee #kpop scenarios #key #minho #jonghyun #onew #taemin
Oh my God! My request...! That made me freak out a little. Haha. Since you know the story behind it... (If you remember. Hehe.) But I'm glad you're excited about writing it. :D I'm really looking forward to it. <3 ~Anon Naiya

Yep yep! [I have your ask still saved up] I am keeping it for reference because I really don’t want to screw this one. Its special to you [Umm which means - a lot of pressure on me] so I’ll take my time on this one. Just please don’t be disappointed. 

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Feb 18, 2013
Your last scenario was so nice. ;-; It gave me Sehun feels~ Ahhh. And also, Kris<3. ~Anon Naiya

Oh my goodness I was just about to write a text post directed to you that I am really excited about writing the next one since it’s your request and there I see a message from you. This is so beautifully strange! lol :) 

Thank you! I enjoyed writing that one too. Every time I love the scenario I wrote a lot of my readers don’t like it that much and when I feel like I wrote a bad scenario, all of them like it. I am so confused! sighs :| 

Anyways - thank you for messaging me :) 

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Feb 18, 2013
Unni~ I'm glad you're back to doing what you love! (I need to write the second part of a scenario I posted OTL) but it's good to see you back on my dash!!! (I am here fangirling about being so close in proximity to Kris!)

*sighs* - Feels good to be writing! Doesn’t it help relieve stress? You should get down on the second part ASAP! :) 

Ummm You should have seen me exactly 45 minutes before. Crying/ sobbing and spazzing - these words can’t be used for me anymore. My fangirling is on a whole different level that I can’t even explain. I am scared of myself now! >_< 

Feb 17, 2013 1 note
Oh haha oops I re-read and saw you're just working on a scenario now not that it's of Kris. Lame lol.

Awwww! <3 <3 I really had no idea that you some of you guys check my blog like that. *Let me blush* .. ! Thank you so much. I think I should start writing more often if my busy schedule allows me too. I really need to open request again. 

And aahh it’s alright :) I want to write a Kris scenario very soon so I think I might just add his name to the first scenario under “my ideas” on my pending list. Sounds good? 

Feb 17, 2013 1 note
I'm glad you're still writing too. I check your blog every night as I settle down for the evening snuggled in bed surrounded by stuffies and fuzzy pillows haha. I am looking forward to the new Kris scenario!
Feb 17, 2013
thank god you're still writing! alot of my good writers havent posted in awhile or have stopped... keep itup! i love you and your writing!

Nope I haven’t stopped and I am still around. In fact I am writing my next one right now [while reblogging pictures of Kris]. Hopefully I get done with it tonight :) 

Thank - you for sticking around to read. Let me shower you with love. 

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Feb 17, 2013 1 note
Feb 17, 2013 34 notes
#im about to smack the pee out of this guy #NOW HE IS IN HK WHEN IM 42729628252229 MILES AWAY #kris you better start running #before i come hit you #jk enjoy your trip and i hope you resolve everything in time
Love came back [Sehun] Ft. Suho

You felt very stuffy as you opened you eyes. It didn’t take you long to realize that half of Sehun’s body was on top of you. You tried to get up but gave up soon because you knew Suho was on the top part of the bunk bed.

“Sehun ah,” you whispered. He shifted slightly and put his hand on your face. You pouted and moved it aside.

“Sehun ahhhh,” you whispered again, this time shaking him.

“Aaaaann,” he made a face and got even more comfy, now hugging you.

“Oh no you didn’t,” you said and pushed him off of the bed.

“Huhhhh! Woaaaaa..” Sehun blurted in utter confusion. He rubbed his eyes still half asleep.

“Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! Oppa is still sleeping!” you said pointing up.

“No I’m not!” Suho said while getting up and stretching. Your face turned red with embarrassment. This was the second time this was happening. You and Sehun loved playing silly board games till late night. Neither of you were willing to give up or lose so just like once before, you guys fell asleep in the same bed arguing about who was more right.

Suho came down from the top slowly trailing off in to the bathroom. He stopped halfway and turned around to look at the both of you. There was a mischievous smirk planted on his face.

“What?” you pouted, trying to avoid his gaze.

“Nothing,” he shook his said and grabbed his towel.

You turned around and glared at Sehun. “We have got to stop doing this.”

“Doing what?” he made a face getting up.

“What will your hyung’s think of you and me?” you asked.

“Nothing! They won’t think anything. They know we are friends. Gosh!” Sehun said playfully.

“Urgh!” you stomped your feet.

Sehun advanced towards you,“Unless of course you want to be more than that.”He finished his sentence with a sexy wink.  

“Sehun ah!, Stop,” you threatened to hit him. He held your fist and pulled you closer. Just then the bathroom door opened and Suho walked out, shirtless of course.

“Oppa!” you blurted in surprise and pushed Sehun away.

“Aish! At least wear a shirt,” Sehun snickered and threw a shirt at him. “Don’t you see there is a girl in the room.” 

“You slept, wrapping your arms around her last night, I don’t think this..”

“Hyungggg,” Sehun bashed Suho angrily. Suho stopped but he couldn’t refrain himself from smile. It made you feel even more awkward.

“Aaaa, I’m going to leave!” you said and ran out the door.

“__________ahhhh,” Sehun called after you but he knew it was no use. He turned around flaring at a  laughing Suho. “Why don’t you just tell her you like her?” Suho asked between his fits.

“Hyunggg,” Sehun pouted. “You always have to mess everything.”

“Mess everything? Me? What are you talking about?” Suho asked innocently. Sehun turned around, making it clear that he actually was mad.

“Sehun ahh,” Suho came up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder.

“I am serious. Just tell her. You guys have been friends long enough. Do you really think she will reject you?” Sehun looked up and nodded.

“She wouldn’t ever. Have you not seen the way she looks at you?”

“I’ve seen the way she looks at you,” Sehun replied raising his eyebrows.

“Aish, Pabo,” Suho hit him. “Don’t be a fool. Now the next time you see her, just tell her how you feel okay?”

Sehun nodded in agreement but deep inside he was still unsure.

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Sehun had thought of everything and anything that he could do to prepare himself but nothing came up. He was confused. He would tell you the littlest of the things but telling you that he liked you was really hard. He got nervous every time he thought about it.

Like all the other mornings, he woke up thinking about you. A smile spread across his face. He shook his head and got out of bed.

“Hyungggg,” he yelled, trying to find his shirt. “Did anyone make breakfast?”

Nobody responded. “Hyunnnngg,” he called again and walked out of the room. “Ahhh!” he jumped the next second and tried to cover his bare chest with his arms. You were standing right before him.

“__________ah, what are you doing here?” he asked. The muffin that you’d stuffed your mouth with started falling out as you tried hard to not laugh. It took you a while to recover.

“Sehun ah, you shouldn’t really be going around shirtless. There’s nothing to show,” you teased him. He pouted and turned around.

“Now don’t tell me you’re mad at me?” you asked.

“No I’m not,” he mumbled. “Try calling me oppa next time.”

“What?” you whispered because it didn’t make sense as to why he’d said that. He’d never mentioned that before.

As soon as Sehun entered his room, heh it himself on the head. “What the hell was I thinking? Why did I say that?”

“So, what are you doing today?” you asked following him into the room.

“We have practice till 6,” he said making a face. “The guys probably left early I guess.”

“Yeah, when I came, they were all leaving…,” you waited for him to put his shirt on so you could talk again. “Soooo! Do you want me to make you breakfast?” you asked.

“You’ll make me breakfast?” he repeated as his face lit up. You nodded your head with a faint smile.

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Sehun looked at the omelet on the table with disgust. He hated them. In fact he couldn’t even stand the smell of an omelet.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“Uh nothing,” he replied and took his first bite.

“Is it good?” you asked curiously.

“Mmmmm,” he forced a smile. He cared a lot about you but you took it as nothing more than friendship. Sehun had grown tired of dropping hints but there was another guy on your mind. He had been on your mind for a long time and you were finally going to tell him how you felt on Valentine’s day. You had no idea a mere infatuation was going to turn into secret love. The only problem was that he never understood any of your signs. Your patience level had come to such a point that you didn’t even care about your self respect anymore. You were going to tell him how you felt and the rest was going to be up to him. A little part of you knew that he would never ever reject you. His heart was too kind to make a girl cry. Once you and him got into a relationship, you were going to take it upon yourself to make him fall in love with you. Little did you know that love couldn’t be forced upon someone. It came naturally…

“___________ ahh, where are you lost? And why are you smiling?” Sehun asked nudging you out of your thoughts. He had finished his omelet with great effort and was hoping for some appraisal. You however were too occupied in your thoughts to even think about it.

“So what are you doing for Valentines day?” you suddenly asked, completely taking him by surprise.

“Valentines day? ahhhh I wasn’t thinking about doing something.. but if you want to then we can just plan whatever..”

“Yeah! Let’s plan something with all the members,” you said with sheer excitement.

“All the members? Why? I was thinking it should be just you and …me,” Sehun said under his breath.

“What? You and me?,” you began to laugh. “No! lets invite all the members. It will be fun.”

“They all might be busy,” Sehun replied with a disappointed face.

“Suho oppa is never busy. We should at least invite him,” you said slowly blanking out into space once again. Sehun looked at you scanning each and every feature of your face. It wasn’t the first time he was doing that. He loved looking at your face, the cute expressions you made with complimented the twinkle in your eyes. You were lost in someone else’s thoughts while he was lost in yours.

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“Sehun ahh! Stop moving around,” Suho said angrily. “I can’t sleep because of you and I have a big day tomorrow.”

“What do you have to do tomorrow?” Sehun asked back with annoyance.

“Shhhh,” Suho said shutting his eyes close once again.

“I have a big day tomorrow too,” Sehun said trying to provoke Suho. He wanted his hyung to question him so he could tell him about his plan.

“What do you have to do?” Suho asked, just as Sehun had expected.

“I’m going to tell her how I feel about her tomorrow!,” Sehun replied instantly.

“What? That’s great,” Suho replied excitedly. “I am so proud of you and I am sure she will say yes so don’t worry about it okay. Just say it out with hesitation and make sure you don’t..”

“Hyung.. hyung…I’ll be fine,” Sehun cut Suho to reassure him that he would be fine. Suho smiled looking at the ceiling. He was going to confess his love to someone too the next day. For some reason, his intuition was telling him that it was going to be a good day. Sehun on the bottom part of the bunk bed smiled too. He had finally gathered enough courage to tell you about his feelings and he felt great about it. There was no stopping him.

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You skipped every other step while climbing the stairs holding a beautiful rose in your hand. It was the day, it finally was the day you were going to tell him how you felt. How he made your heart flutter. How your eyes twinkled and your heart rushed thinking about him. you stopped at a distance from the door upon reaching the top. You had to rehearse your lines one more time and practice holding your rose the right way. Not too tilted to the left neither to the right. Straight in the middle so you could just push it forward. You also looked down at your dress and shoes. They were the best you had and they quiet complimented your beautiful brown locks. Taking a deep breath, you lightly knocked on the door. You knew Suho would be home. He was always home and yes he was the object of your affection. A few minutes passed away but no one opened the door. You began to get nervous thinking of the worst things possible. Then finally you decided to try the door knob. It clicked open. You stared at it in surprise for no apparent reason. In the back of your head you were still a little unsure. Nevertheless you tip toed inside the dark hallway clenching the rose in your hand.

“Suho Oppa,” you whispered rather loudly. The door of his room was slightly open letting the light dart through. Your hands began to shake. Your stomach felt numb and your lips quivered. With every step you took the moment was coming closer. You closed your eyes to think about him. An immediate smile took your face. Picturing his face was all you needed to calm your nervous state. You knew he’d be reading a book, stuffed inside his bed. Only Suho would do that on a day as beautiful as Valentines Day.

Very hesitantly you pushed the door just enough for you to be able to see inside. Your eyes ran from one corner to the other, and then there in that moment you felt the biggest blow to your heart. A girl stood tugged in Suho’s gentle arms. His lips pressed against  hers as her arms slid around his neck. Your heart was racing faster than when it did thinking about him. Your fingers went numb and heavy lump formed in your throat making it hard for you to breathe. You didn’t blink for a second as your vision started to blur due to the tears forming in your eyes. Your brain began to reject every command sent by your body. Your life was shattering before your eyes and there was nothing you could do but to feel all your energy drain out.

Suho’s eyes met yours. He jumped back in surprise still holding the girl tightly in his arms.

“Give me a minute,” he whispered to her. He walked towards your statue like body. You felt him hold your arm tightly and then drag you out of the room. He was saying something along the way but you couldn’t understand anything. You heard some words but they didn’t make sense to you. The man you loved was holding you tightly telling you everything you didn’t want to hear. All you wanted him to do was to smile at you while you told him how you felt. Then hug you and pat your head telling you that he loved you too and then finish the scenario with a beautiful kiss on your lips. The reality was not even a tad bit close to that.

“_________… don’t tell… I want to…! They should find …..from me..! And Sehun…he….tell ..something.! Are .. listening..? ___________ …okay?” that is all that you heard from him out of the other thousand things he had said. You felt him pat your cheek. His grip on your arm loosened and then he was gone.

You began to walk into the dark hallway once again but this time you were walking out the front door. Your hands were still shaking and your stomach was numb. Tears were trickling down your face reflecting the torn state of your heart.

“__________ahh,” you heard your name being said from a close distance. It sounded like Sehun but you cared too little to stop. He blocked your way holding your arms. He was panicking at the sight of you weeping without making the littlest of the sound.

“Are you okay __________? What happened? Please tell me what happened? And what are you doing here? You weren’t supposed to come till I texted you. I had to get everything ready so I could give you a surprise. __________ah please don’t cry. Please..please,” he pleaded. You rest your head against his chest and slid your hands behind his back holding him tightly. And that’s when the first sound, a mixture of a sigh and a plead escaped your lips. Sehun felt a shudder run through his body hearing you cry like that. You were the most cheerful person he knew. Seeing you in a such a state was breaking him from the inside. With each cry, he felt a knife being plunged through his heart.

“__________ahh! Please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this,” he said. A tear fell from his eyes as he held your tired body in his hands. “I was going to wait and tell you this but since you are so upset right now and I have no idea what is bothering you so I am going to tell you something that I have been meaning to tell you in a long time. I know you might be a little surprised but I want to do this so you can feel better. I don’t want to see you cry ___________. ___________ I love you….,” he paused to see if you would stop crying. And stopped you did. The air had fallen silent since the strange words he had last uttered. Your tightly shut eyes opened immediately but you didn’t dare look up. Your face was still pressed against his body. “I have loved you for a long time,” he continued. “So long that I don’t even remember the first time I felt this way about you. I can’t stand you being far away from me anymore. I want you to be mine forever… Nothing in the world would mean more to me than this…” He squeezed your body emphasizing on his own words. With that, he gently pushed your body away from his so he could see your face. With his tender hands he wiped the last traces of tears on your cheeks.

You finally began to process all the things he had said to you. How ironic was it that all three of you were running after someone else. Suho was happy and so was Sehun while you couldn’t have felt lonelier at the moment.   

“I don’t know why you’re crying right now and maybe I won’t ever find out. It’s up to you __________ but all I’m asking is for a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I promise you that I won’t ever let you cry like this,” he said with pure sincerity in his eyes. He tried to show his strong side while on the inside his curious heart couldn’t stop poking him. He wanted to know why you were crying. You on the other hand couldn’t tell him the reason at any cost. Suho had trusted you with that information and besides, telling the man who loves you that you love someone else is like a punch in the gut. You wanted to tell your best friend in the entire world why you were hurt but unfortunately he was also the man who had just confessed his feelings for you. The smile on Sehun’s face was slowly fading away like the candle of hope in his heart. He had started to think he had made a mistake. You were expressionless, staring blankly into space. He would rather have you cry and let it all out then to not express yourself at all.

“___________,” he mumbled your name again. There was no response. You were still thinking about what to do. He loved you but you didn’t love him back. You couldn’t let him live in a delusion for the rest of his life. Or you could accept his proposal and make him happy because that was all he had ever wished for you. You owed him one. Also, your wounded heart needed some heeling.

Sehun fixed his eyes on the floor swinging his body from side to side to hide his nervousness. “Sehun,” you whispered meekly. Before he could raise his head, you brought your body closer to his and wrapped your arms around him. A layer of overflowing happiness ran through Sehun’s body. You could feel his soft lips peck your neck repeatedly. You closed your eyes to his passionate touch trying to suppress all the thoughts for a while. You wanted to feel needed and Sehun was providing you that in every way. The only question that scared you was that- will you ever be able to love him back?

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3 years later:

Just as the clock struck seven, you heard a faint knock on the door. You placed the paper that you were riding to the side. Your hands automatically reached for the rose that had been resting on the coffee table. There was another knock- this time a little louder. A smile embraced your lips seeing him stand opposite you, right on time as usual.

“Happy Valentines day,” he said going straight for your lips.

“Happy Valentines day Sehun,” you replied before joining your lips once again.

-We always look for love in the wrong places, especially when it is right there in front of us and we keep pushing it away. To love is a beautiful thing but to be loved in return is beyond compare.

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I wrote the first half of this scenario last year as a requested scenario but I went so off topic that I just left it unfinished and started on the request all over again. This half done scenario had been sitting in my files forever so I finally decided to put it to good use and make it a Valentines Day special [even though I am two days late]- In my defense, I had a lot of work/ quizzes/ papers due/ job/ test = no life.

Anyways I hope you all like it :)

 

Feb 16, 2013 49 notes
#sehun #kpop scenarios #sehun scenarios #exo #exo k #exo scenarios #suho
Happy Valentines Day!

Feb 14, 2013 20 notes
#Valentines day #Kyuhyun #Kyuhyun gif
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