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April 2013

lol,the picture at the right,Derp EXO<3

Oh my goodness I feel so stupid! That was totally not supposed to be there! I don’t know why it’s still there! I’m about to go change that! :| 

[gif not mine]

Apr 3, 2013
To the anon who sent me this mini scenario- YOU ARE THE WINNER!

Send in a request if you have one! :) 

Apr 1, 2013 2 notes
#I'm trusting you guys so who ever is the righful anon should send me the message not 20 diff. people :)
Happy Ending - [Key]

Requested by catpurplesky

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He turned around as soon as you approached the corner of the street. You knew he had been waiting for you. At first you weren’t so sure but as days, weeks and then months passed you realized that he stood near the street light everyday around 5 o clock. That’s the time you usually walked back home from university.

Today you were finally going to confront him. He had some serious explaining to do. Clenching your books tightly to your chest you headed to his direction.

“Hey you,” you called out from behind. He didn’t move an inch. “Hey you!” you said a little louder this time. Still no response. You grabbed his sleeve and pulled him. He looked at you with horror filled eyes. You could hear the music being blasted through his earphones. His hoodie covered most of his face. He pulled it off and released his hand from your grip.

“Are you stalking me?” you tried to interrogate.

“Are you out of your mind?” he asked with a disgusted face. Your expressions changed to that of a confused person. You saw a slight smirk appear on his face. He rolled his eyes and very calmly walked away while you stood and watch him leave.

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You didn’t see him near the poll after that. He was gone- maybe for good. You did miss not seeing his hooded face everyday but at the same time you were also relieved.  Life went back to normal. You became more observant to your surroundings. Every guy with a hoodie would be the object of your observation.

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Two weeks from then:

You walked down the busy street, lost in your own thoughts. Some random guy kept repeating the word “hey!” to someone. It had started to annoy you. ‘Is the other person deaf or something?’ –you thought to yourself. Just then someone put their hand on your shoulder and gave it a light squeeze. You could hear his heavy breathing. “Hey!” he said once again but this time in a barely audible voice. You stopped and turned to look at him. It was the guy in the hoodie.

“Oh my goodness! You’re back!” you said shrugging his hand off of your shoulder.

“Aaaaaaa…. Yea!” he said as if accepting his crime.

“Why?” you asked and began to walk once again.

“You were right. I was stalking you… but I don’t think that would be the right.” He snapped his fingers. “I was observing you.”

“A little too closely don’t you think?” you asked with a faint smile.

“ Aaaaish! You …could..maybe.. say that!” he chuckled, scratching the back of his head. The two of you turned onto a less busy street.

“So what do you want?” you asked.

“You!”

Your head shot in his direction but he immediately added to his words.

“I mean.. I want to..show you something,” he bit his tongue.

“Show me something?” you asked. “I don’t even know you.”

“I know. I know. That’s why I was thinking we should get to know each other some more.”

“And why would I want to do that?”

“Oh trust me, you want to,” he said, this time smiling more freely. He grabbed your hand and pressed a small paper on it.

“What’s this?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders and in only a few moments he was gone. You stood there, watching him leave and then at the paper he had given you. He was clearly nuts. You didn’t want to have anything to do with such a guy. Still, you put his souvenir in your bag and headed back home.

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You ran your fingers seven digit phone number scribbled on the paper. No flower was needed to debate the issue. You were already doing it inside your head. After a lot of thinking you finally picked up your phone and sent him a text message.

‘What do you want’-

‘Just a dinner-‘ he replied instantly. 

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You sipped the water from time to time and occasionally biting the top of the straw. He sat opposite you, very carefully scanning your nervous state. You wished he would just give up the act and actually talk. And then you cursed yourself for texting him. ‘What if he is a secret murderer who is out to get me..?’- you thought.

“I’m not a murderer,” the guy said as he interlaced his finger and rested his chin upon them. You looked at him, slightly scared and slightly surprised. So he could read your thoughts too.

“Who are you?” you asked with suspicion. He didn’t answer, quite as you had expected. The food was soon served. The two of you ate quietly- him looking at you while you tried your best possible to escape his gaze.

After dinner, he took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.

“Where are you taking me?” you asked.

“Shhhhh,” he said pointing to his lips. “You’ll find out soon.”

You had started to get annoyed but if he had made all this effort than he must have something special to show you. You let him drag you through crowded streets, isolated parks and lighted river banks. The two of you finally reached a clearing. He let go off your hand and lay down on the grass. You looked at him oddly, trying to understand what he was doing. He patted the empty space next to him for you to lay.

“You’re going to miss it,” he said patting it once again. You gave up and lay next to him. For some odd reason you felt very calm on the inside. The sky, although cloudy, was still lit with a few twinkling stars.

“So this..”

“Shhhh,” he said once again. He slid his hand down your arm and then held your hand. “Watch,” he said as he lifted your hand and at the exact moment lights from different restaurants afar lit up. They formed different patterns, adding to the twinkle from the moon. The moon, hidden behind the clouds started to show a little.

“This is beautiful,” you whispered. “How did you know about this?”

“This is the only area in the city where all these lights intersect. No one comes here…”

“But you do,” you said rolling over. He nodded and in that moment for the first time you saw him smile with all his heart.

“Why did you bring me here?” you asked again- hoping he would give you an answer this time. He looked into your big doughy eyes. They demanded an answer.

 “Because I want you to see how beautiful the world is,” he finally said. Your mouth fell half open.

“What do you mean?” you asked. He sat up and pulled you up too.

“Let me tell you a story… A story of a girl who was lonely and scared. She was afraid she would disappoint her parents. She knew she had to do everything to make them proud. So she went to a business school instead of her dream Art school. She sighs as she walks through crowded streets every day, clenching her books close to her chest… But wait..there’s more. She is also hurt. It’s because of a boy.”

Your head shot up in his direction. How could he possibly know all of this? Each and everything he had said was true. Who was he? Why was he here? What did he want? You couldn’t understand any of this. Your heart began racing in fear.

“She loved him even when he was very controlling. She gave him her everything. Then one day the boy broke her heart and ran away with someone else. It hurt her but she let it be suppressed. She knew she was too young to worry about such things. And so she went on to live her life with an unhappy, broken heart.” He leaned in and whispered these last words, “A heart that needed healing.”

A tear rolled out of your eyes and fell on your hand. “How do you know all of this?” you whimpered.

“It’s written on your face,” he said. You had many more questions but you knew it was useless to ask. He never gave you the answers you wanted. He got up and so did you.

“__________,” he said your name.

“Hmmmm,” you asked still shuffled in your thoughts.

“This story needs a happy ending…”  

You looked up towards him but he was already leaving.

“Wait,” you called after him. “What’s your name????”

He stopped at a little distance, turned half way and said, “Most call me Key!” – And then he was gone.

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2 months later:

You opened the letter your mother had handed you a few minutes ago. It had a bus ticket to Ulsan and one statement written at the end of a small paper –

‘Let’s go live the life you deserve- Key’

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Ahhh sure took me a while to finish this one because I kept getting lazy but I’m finally done with this. Too bad it’s on the day our jonghyunniiee oppa is in the hospital. #getwellsoonkimjonghyun.

I hope I didn’t let you down catpurplesky. And hopefully you guys will enjoy this. 

Apr 1, 2013 26 notes
#Key #Shinee #kpop scenarios #shinee scenarios
Praying for Jonghyun of SHINee, pass it on
Apr 1, 2013 2,563 notes
#pray for him you guysss

March 2013

Definitely will try to post something by tomorrow night! [I am so sorry you guys but tbh I haven’t gotten free time this whole past week :( ] 

edit: [2 30 am and I’m working on a scenario] 

Mar 31, 2013
#I didn't want to let you all down #:)
Read your recent scenario. I literally cried from reading this ); I want more scenarios like this from you!!!!

Aaaaaaish! But I don’t want to make ya’ll cry! *blows kiss* - don’t cry. 

I just checked my pending list and I think requests no. 15, 16 and 20 will be my sad ones but the rest seem like the happy kind. [aaaaaaaaaaa *screams* ] 

Mar 28, 2013 3 notes
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Mar 27, 2013 60 notes
#Suju #Sj #SS5 #Kyuhyun #Eunhyuk #Ryeowook #Sungmin #Shindong #Kangin
This weekend's checklist:

1. Write at least 2 scenarios 

2. FAFSA

3. Korean extra credit assignment 

4. RE WATCH ALL OF EXO’S DISNEY LAND FANCAMS [and then put myself in a sad depressed mood] 

Mar 27, 2013 5 notes
#I don't know why I' writing this but I smell a comeback so might as well watch all of them again right? #exo #just reached 800 followers #Wohooooo
Your latest Luhan scenario made me cry. It was perfect. They way it was written, and the actual plot. Normally, I prefer to stay away from angsty fics but I love your stories and I couldn't help myself. It was so realistic and it touched me in a way i'll never forget. I'm probably going over board with all this gushing of love, but it was truly amazing and I can't thank you enough for writing it. <3 <3

Awwww angsty is what I mostly write. [Psstt –> secret - I SUCK AT WRITING FLUFF lol] 

But i am glad you liked it..and yes yes I feel the love! *Showers you with hearts- Luhan style* 

[gif not mine]

Mar 27, 2013 1 note
I just read your Luhan's scenario (The battle within). It's really a great writing. I was fine at first but when I read your note, I started to cry. Ha. Somehow I also experience some similar problems as the girl in that scenario. I think I've been hiding lots of things to myself and it's starting to affect me. I don't cry easily but nowadays I would tear up about the littlest thing, and I don't like this feeling..

Aaaa that’s a classic problem all the nice people in this world face. We bottle up are feelings because we keep thinking we are either being too annoying [whining about our problems] or we are just too weak. BUT you’re not alone. Lots of my other readers have been through the same :( and I was actually quite surprised after I found out. It’s kind of sad but I guess we have to live with it don’t we? Unless we find an amazing person who understands us completely [aka UNICORN] 

I hope you’re feeling better :) 

[gif not mine]

Mar 27, 2013
Do you all know any scenario blogs that write BTOB scenarios?

-Thank you guys! I’ll take a look at them after my math test this week :) 

-@letstalkaboutexo -  

 I’m assuming you were talking to me lol :) 

Mar 25, 2013 9 notes
#having BTOB feels at the moment and though I avoid reading scenarios from other blogs I'm in the mood to read some right now
Okay, now it was my time to squeal like a dork [fortunately I'm in my room XD]. I can feel the love ;A;

Aaaaaaahhhh you’re in your room!! Lucky you ;) 

Mutual feelings :) 

Mar 25, 2013 1 note
well i am crying right now.

Awww.. no no! Why are you crying?? 

Smile okay..

Mar 25, 2013
making people happy, makes me happy cuz whenever i feel like crying or i am sad i just sent messages from my heart to people who diserves it because no one does it to me.

Awwweeeee!! Don’t feel that way. You just have to find the right people to talk to. People who will value you :) If you ever need to talk to someone.. [TALK TO ME] okay? 

Making others happy is the sole reason we are here :) <3 <3 

Mar 25, 2013
I don't know, I'm just being honest. And you really seem like a gentle soul, just like Lay. You both are the kind of persons I'd love to meet and hug [because hugging people I like is something I enjoy]. So, even if you said you don't like hugs, I'd still hug you, because you, just like all of us, deserve all the love in this world. And so, you remind me of Lay, the gentle, funny, warm, cute and fluffy Lay <3.

Okay so now Im smiling [like a weirdo obviously] looking at my laptop screen in the study area at my university. I’m sure all the [hot asian boys] must be thinking I’m weird.. [ahahahaha-] *iregretnothing* 

I am sure you are the sweetest person yourself because of these sweet messages you send me [and keep reminding me why I love Yixing so much :’) ] .. Let me shower you with even more love okay? 

[gifs not mine]

Mar 25, 2013 1 note
The Luhan scenario...I cannot! It was beautiful!! ;A;. And your blog is totally Lay, because Lay is naturally funny, he seems so kind and gentle and the type of person that would know how to cheer up a person on bad days, just like you do, by writing scenarios as beautiful as the last one and just with those simple warm words you spread all over when someone is leaving you a sad message. Also, you are just as lovable as Lay is <3.

Awwww thankyou.. but but but.. I went back and read it this morning and oh my goodness gracious that scenario has a bajilion spelling mistakes and grammar errors .. ahhhhh [i’m gonna have to fix this - hopefully sometime this week] 

And oh my my hamanahamanahamana! <– that’s the kind of sound I make when I’m really happy. Did you just say that I’m as sweet as Lay. That’s the nicest compliment someone could ever give me. I am truly honored :’) *cries* - Thanks :) <3 <3 <3 Showers you with hearts. 

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Mar 25, 2013 2 notes
That Luhan scenario..... oh my god... T___T it was amazing and sad at the same time.. i kinda got pissed at Luhan for being so cruel but then... waaaaahhh omg ;A;

Ahahahaha! Luhan can be a bad boy! [who am I kiddin.. he is amazing] - yeah I didn’t like making him the mean one in this but that’s what the request required to do so. But thank you *bows down* 

<3 

Mar 25, 2013
The Luhan scenario was so beautiful~Keep on writing amazing scenarios,Love you<3*blows kiss*

Thank you anon :) I asked Luhan to blow a kiss back just for you so here you go: 

[gif not mine]

Mar 25, 2013
I really enjoyed the mini scenarios. That was fun. I would have participated but two things: I would be embarrassed and I missed it haha. I had a head cold this weekend so that was no fun but I got a lot of rest. I still have a good bit of work to do though. I have a month or so left! I really wish I had my treadmill so I can get working on that stuff. D: As far as having bad days I have them too. I have extreme emotions so you never know how things are going to be....

Ahahaha! awwww but I didn’t really have a deadline set up for it. I will however be announcing the winner soon.  

My wish for a thunderstorm on the weekend came true so I was happy about that *yayayayay* - yeap bad days can be a killer but I’ve decided to just not care anymore. There are other important things I need to take care of and I hope they will keep my mind off of such things for a while. 

I hope you are feeling better now :) 

Mar 25, 2013 1 note
The battle within [Luhan]

Requested by anon 

 

 

You smile blandly thinking about how easily she had let the friendship between the two of you slip. No official statements or direct cutting remarks, just silences along with avoidance in eye contact were enough to say that she had chosen her over you. You told yourself it was your fault. You were the one who must have messed things up like all the other times. Why else would everyone hate you? Why else would every relationship you treasured just fall apart?

“No matter how hard life is, always look at the bright side of things, my love,” your mother used to say.

“I do mom,” you whispered to the silent, empty room as you lay in your bed. You truly missed her that day. A tear trickled down your face and fell on the pillow. ‘Oh I’m crying…’ you thought to yourself, forcing a smile on your face. “It’s not that hard _______. Things like these always happen.”  You tried to make yourself feel better but only your heart knew what it felt. It ached because you were lonely. It ached because you were hurt…

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You knocked on the screen of your phone in annoyance. It was the third time since that morning it froze on you. The snow had come unannounced in the middle of April. It had started to pile up everywhere, making it hard for you to walk. You were already ten minutes late and your phone wouldn’t corporate with your situation either. You shoved it back into your coat pocket and increased your pace this time.

Your adjusted your rapid breathing upon reaching the door of SMENT. You had only opened it half way when you were pulled back viciously.

“Can’t you see me standing right behind you?” Luhan said angrily. Your head spun and you felt dizzy due to the sudden shaking of your body.

“I’m sorry,” was all you could say still trying to adjust yourself.

“Well next time, make sure you let me enter first,” he snarled.

“Yes Sir,” you nodded rapidly.

“____________!” you heard an angry voice from across the lobby. “Where have you been all morning?”

“Aaa.. I was trying to call..” you said taking out your phone and knocking on the screen once again.

“If you are not going to take this job seriously, I’m going to look for someone much better than. Do you get that?” the manager roared, pulling you with him. You had barely gained your senses and now this. You turned around to look at Luhan. He was looking at you. You wished he wasn’t. Because the condescending smile fixed on his face was doing nothing more than hurting you.

The manager handed you the plan for the next three weeks but what worried you was the party you had to organize for that night. 6 hours notice was not enough to get everything into place. You hurried out the building as soon as he released you. The clock was ticking faster than usual that day.

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“You got the cheapest flowers? Are you okay?” the manager yelled, taking you into a corner.

“There wasn’t enough money left,” you said timidly. He was ready to yell once again but something else caught his attention. You felt your blood flowing once again, when he let go off of your arm. You were about to move when the door behind you opened, pushing you forward. “Why were you standing right outside the men’s bathroom?” Luhan asked with annoyance. You looked up at his shiny silver hair and perfect features.

“Aaa.. the..” you blurted incoherent words.

“Look at yourself. Is this what someone wears to a party?” he questioned with harsh words. He began to walk away but something stopped him. As if what he had said wasn’t enough. He came near you stopping only inches away. He smiled looking at down at you. “I don’t like the way you look at me,” he whispered. The smile had disappeared. You could see hatred and disgust in his eyes. It didn’t surprise you at all. You had seen it before-many times. ‘Why?’ – you would always ask yourself  but no answer would come. Luhan’s eyes fell on your wrist. He twitched wanting to take a second look but you pulled your sleeve down. You were scared of making a move. If you tried to walk away he would be mad. If you stayed he would come up with something else to insult you with. The world would never be happy with you. Luhan eased your problem by walking away himself.

As much as you didn’t want to, you were required to hang around until the party ended. You took a look at your shabby clothes and then compared yourself to all the other pretty girls at the party. They looked beautiful. They all had boyfriends and they all had friends. You were lonely and broken and had no one to talk to. You glanced at Luhan from time to time. His fingers danced on a pretty girls shoulder as they moved to the sounds of the beat. It bothered you to see them together but you scolded your heart for even going down that lane. Having secret feelings for someone had cost you a lot in the past. Your heart didn’t understand though. It had begun to like Luhan since the day you saw him. You however kept telling yourself the lie that it was far from true.

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That night you lay in bed, once again thinking about all the wrong things that life had done to you. Then you smiled, like always- telling yourself it wasn’t that bad. Things could be a lot worse. So what if you had no friends left and so what if your workplace wasn’t the best place to be it. You had to survive as long as you could. Life is such a beautiful gift, how could you just throw it away like that?

What you didn’t know was that, your heart had plans of its own- plans that would come unannounced…

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You arrived at work extra early the next day, just to be on the safe side. Some of the Exo members were already there. You had never talked to any of them before. You didn’t ever make an effort to either, because you assumed they would treat you exactly the way Luhan treated you.

You placed all your files on the bench outside their practice room and sat down. You sleep deprived eyes began to shut as you rested your head against the wall.

You woke up to the sound of doors opening and closing. You panicked looking at your watch. Thirty minutes had passed in just a few seconds. Hurriedly, you grabbed everything and ran to the manager’s room.

Luhan walked out of the practice room. Something caught his eye. He stopped, turned around and looked at the small brown diary on the bench.

“What is this doing over here?” he talked to himself also staring the object in surprise. He picked it up and went back into the practice room. He wouldn’t allow anyone in the world to read his personal journal. Then it hit him. He had seen you sitting on the bench a while ago. Luhan ran in the direction of you room. He banged the door open looking at you furiously. You trembled at the sight before you.

“If you ever.. ever.. ever..” he advanced towards you like a lion coming out of his den. “touch my things again you have no idea what I’ll do to you.”

“What do you mean?” you asked in a shaky voice.

“Don’t play innocent on me you little rat..”

“LUHAN!” you yelled. You could never imagine him saying such a word. He was a lot of things but he was never go to such extent.

“Don’t yell at me!” he said. His lips quivered with anger. Both you and he heard someone’s footsteps coming towards your room. It was the manager.  

“I don’t want her here in this building anymore,” Luhan said to manager sternly.

“What do you mean?” the manager asked seeing the two of you together.

“I just don’t want her here,” Luhan said, this time a little louder. You looked at the two men in horror, trying your best to stop the tears from gushing out of your eyes.

“________ I’ll figure this out later. Will you please leave right now?” the manager said patiently, making way for you to go. You looked at him and then at Luhan. His anger hadn’t subsided. He was still mad- very mad. The worst part about the whole situation was that you didn’t even know what your crime was.

Your eyes burnt as you blinked, giving your tears the best chance to fall out of your eyes. You wiped it quickly, and picked up all your belongings. It was time that you left- forever…

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Luhan lay in his bed holding the journal. A lot had happened that day that needed to be added to his list of achievements. He stared at the unfamiliar hand writing on the first page. His heart sank and his pupils widened, as he flipped through the pages. It wasn’t his journal. He flipped back to the first page to see who it belonged to. His scrunched his nose as he saw your name scribbled on the first page.

“What have I done?” he whispered to himself. A long time passed and he still couldn’t register all that he had done. He picked up the journal once again and began flipping through the pages but this time much slowly, staring at the pages blankly. Then suddenly something caught his eyes. Words. Words that looked familiar.

‘He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am different…’

He flipped to much earlier entries to make sense of what you may be talking about.

Aug 9th-

‘She doesn’t know I saved her from getting caught that night. I took the blame because I know she wouldn’t do such a thing. She is too innocent. How could she? And besides it’s just a onetime thing. I’ll get in next year. She deserved it more anyways.’

Sept 12th-

‘I see our friendship dying with everything but I feel like I am the only one who cares. She doesn’t and I know that but even in this I may be at fault. How can she ever be wrong? I am always the one to screw things up. She says she has found better friends and I am happy for her but it bothers me sometimes because I get lonely too. Don’t I deserve a nice friend too?’

Sept 13th –

 ‘Mom, I miss you today. Why are you so far away? Why did you have to leave so early?’

Sept 25th-

‘Am I really this worthless that everybody pushes me around? I keep trying to look at the bright side of things but it’s all just a lie. I see happy couples around me all the time. It reminds me of him. I wish I had told him how I felt… He would have been nicer to me .. at least nicer than L****.

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You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.

“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.

‘You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.

“It’s not like anyone would care.”

‘They care! You just don’t know it yet…’

“It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light.

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Luhan skipped back to the most recent journal entry. It was longer than your usual ones. His heart was racing a little even when he was trying his best to calm himself.

Oct 1st-

‘For the first time today I let myself cry. I can’t take it anymore. It hurts too much. It hurts me to see him with other girls. He dances with them, he touches them in ways I can’t express. I don’t like him..or at least that’s what I tell my heart. But all these bottled up feelings have finally started to come out. He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am stupid… I’m starting to become cynical. Things like these didn’t bother me. I used to smile. I used to laugh. Than what happened? Why am I always like this now? Why does it feel better when I… I’ve lost everybody I loved. My mother, my one and only friend..and now my heart is secretly falling for a man he seems me as nothing more but trash. Tell me.. am I so worthless? She never calls me back when I call her now. I want to tell someone how I feel but there’s no one. I don’t like the sun.. I don’t like the birds chirping, the flowers.. It breaks my heart to see them so happy when I smile to cover up my dry tears. I’ve pretended too long. I’m tired now.. Why can’t all of this be over already? Life is a gift but I don’t want it anymore…

“Oh no oh no! what have I done? How could I be so stupid?” Luhan panicked. His eyes fell on the calendar. It was Oct 2nd. Your last entry was from the night before…

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Someone shook you with trembling hands. He then pressed his ears against your chest. “You’re going to be alright okay?” he kept humming as he picked you up and that’s when you completely lost consciousness.

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“You’re going to be alright okay? You’re going to be alright okay?” your ears buzzed with the same phrase over and over and over. You closed your eyes as soon as you opened them. The light was too bright. It hurt your eyes.

You felt someone’s hand brush against yours. It was soft. His voice was even softer. “Open your eyes,” he was saying. You struggled for a long time but finally gathered enough courage to try once more. This time, the light was blocked by a familiar face over your head.

“Lu..han,” you whispered.

“Shhhh,” he said sitting beside you. He took your hand and ran his fingers on your bandaged wrist. You felt a tear drop on your hand. You knew it belonged to him but you didn’t dare look at him. What happened? How he came to save you? How did he know you were about to kill yourself? All these questions were revolving around in your head but you couldn’t ask him. You were mad at him for saving you but your heart was grateful. You hadn’t forgiven him but your heart had.

Luhan looked at you with loving eyes, wanting to ask you so many questions. Wanting to tell you that you wouldn’t have to be sad anymore. He was going to remain by your side, not out of pity but because he cared about you maybe even falling in love with you. But he knew his words would not fix anything. He had to show it and that’s all he was going to do from them on…

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Lots of mixed emotions running around in this scenario. I feel like those who have been in similar situations would be able to understand it more. People who are sad on the inside always cover up with a smile and keep denying that they are unhappy. They blame themselves for all the problems and sometimes even get annoyed at themselves for being so needy. [If you are one of those people please go out there and talk to anyone. Be it a stranger or not. If you suppress your feelings or keep them bottled up inside you, bad things can happen.]

The scenario is a little chunky and different from my usual scenarios because I’ve put lots of personal emotions into it. I apologize if I let you down with this or if this isn’t what you wanted anon but I also really hope that you like it. :) 

Edit: [Will proofread soon]

Mar 24, 2013 130 notes
#Luhan #kpop scenarios #Luhan scenarios #Exo #exo scenarios #exo m scenarios
Lay .. I'm only saying it because you love him so much.

Ahahahahahahhaha! [I can imagine Lay secretly writing scenarios  in the middle of the night ;) ] 

Mar 24, 2013
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Mar 24, 2013 3,997 notes
Mar 24, 2013 6,563 notes
#to all the people out there who are upset :) #here something for all of you :)
i'm having a bad day...:( whenever i have bad days i don't know what to do. there's so much drama going on in my life right now, and i thought my friend was my friend but she actually isn't...i really appreciate your stories because they always cheer me up when i'm down :D so thank you~

Can I please hug you? [I don’t like hugging people] but I swear if you were here right now I would hug you. I have been in sort of a similar situation lately but I’m trying to look at the bright side of things. Don’t take it too much on your heart. Things will get better- that’s what I keep telling myself. Don’t dwell over it too much. If you’re one of those people who take things to heart [I do that sometimes] than try to break out of that. It will only hold you back and bring you down. It has happened to me many times in the past few months but I’ve learnt to live with it and let fate decide whatever will happen to me and those other people :) 

[I have been upset lately and they say that’s the best time for a writer to produce something .. so my next scenario will be out soon] - Keep a look out for it :) <3 <3 

Saranghaeo [and if you ever need anyone to talk to. I’m at your service :) ] 

oh oh. oh .. and I have something that might cheer you up.. [It always does the trick on me- so here you go] 

[I found this on tumblr a long time ago and I have no idea who this belongs to so please let me know if you guys know who the owner of this gif is] 

Mar 24, 2013 3 notes
you are so perfect, i would stay with my head on your lap everyday hearing your voice because your presence on my dash makes me smile whenever i see you. if i would be your friend, i would treat you like a queen because whenever i feel sad i just visit your blog.

Awwww lovey! I don’t know how you guys manage to send me messages on my down days. This message totally made up for everything. I just want to say that you’re the sweetest. Anyone who would send someone a message like that ^ would probably have the most tender heart. 

If I were your friend I would treat you like my sister <3 Now come to me okay? 

Saranghaeo

Mar 24, 2013
You tried to make it look like his teasing didn't hurt. Each time Chanyeol opened his mouth to make fun of you for your height, you winced a little on the inside. You were one of the shortest people on the planet. You despised him for being so tall. And yet you loved him for the same reason. His light pokes hurt more than they should've, causing you to visibly flinch and him to furrow his brows in worry, his smile slowly fading. "...___? Is something wrong?"

“Something wrong? .. huh .. no no nothing is wrong? why would you think something is wrong?” you asked tripping over your own words. “Because of the way you’re talking…” Chanyeol replied looking at you suspiciously. He bent down further so he could reach your level. “Tell me what’s wrong?” he ran his fingers through your hair softly. “It’s really nothing,” you said with a forced smile. “Oh yeah?” he said picking you up and carrying you to the room. “Then why does your face say the opposite?" 

"Because you keep making fun of me okay?” you said when he finally let you back on your feet. 

“What do you mean?” he asked. 

“I meannn.. that I don’t like it when you call me short…” you realized that you had said too much for this young relationship. You bit your tongue and turned around to avoid his questioning expressions. 

“________ I’m so sorry.. I didn’t think you would … I mean I had no idea you felt this way,” Chanyeol said putting his hand on your shoulder. 

“No no.. you’re fine. I think I over reacted,” you replied. 

“You didn’t..” he said with a smile and bent down to kiss you. “If you ever have a problem just say it..okay?" 

You nodded back with a smile as your lips rejoined his. He was the sweetest.. 

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I took me a while to continue this.. [I felt so awkward writing this one hahaha] - but it was lovely :) 

Mar 24, 2013 6 notes
Mar 24, 2013 719,251 notes
#Wohoooo #Mind boggling #:'|

Wow.. I didn’t realize but you guys and I just wrote 4 mini scenarios! [lol] - I like this..

Mar 24, 2013 1 note
#oh my goodness.. thunderstorm outside #my wish came true :')
It wasn't like you to cry over silly things, but you made exceptions. "They're so unrealistic and overdramatic." Your boyfriend Chen bluntly spoke as you whirled around to glare at him with your teary eyes. "T-Then you should start being more romantic so I can stop watching Korean dramas and start having a real romantic life!" The boy only laughed and ruffled your hair as your glare intensified. What angered you the most about this relationship, was that there was little to no affection.

When he recovered from his laughter, his eyes fell on your stiffened face. “Anything wrong?” he asked looking concerned. “NO!” you said sternly and before he could catch a hold of your hand, you got up and left the room. In that moment, Chen knew he had done something very wrong. He was in big trouble… 

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“Are you mad at me?” he asked, slowly and hesitantly walking towards the couch. You sat curled up, your face buried in your hands. You didn’t bother to reply. He sat down besides you and tried to pull you closer. You struggled for a little but then finally let him embrace you. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. He didn’t stop there. He planted a soft kiss on your cheek, slowly making his way to your neck. “Does this make you feel better?” he asked. For some reason, you wanted to laugh. No matter how dry his personalities may seem at times, one thing you loved about him was the way he understood you. You smiled reassuringly and that’s when he pushed you back on the couch, sliding himself on top of you… 

naughty chenchen…lol 

[gif not mine] 

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I totally see Chen as the unromantic type so this one was really cute. Thank you anon <3 

Mar 24, 2013 15 notes
#chen #chen gif
"Get it together", you thought, "you know he's not interested. He told you he wasn't." Chanyeol moves his arm around your shoulder and gently touches it. You blush, letting your mind entertain the thought that he loved you as much as you loved him, just for a second. He then turns his head, and makes eye contact, his lovely eyes staring into yours. You see something in his eyes. "Friends don't look at friends like that" you think again. You smile gently, he returns the smile.

’Why are you smiling at me like that?‘ -you wanted to ask ’but he would think it weird…’ you battled with your thoughts while Chanyeol looked at you lovingly, also secretly hoping you would notice. He had been dropping hints since day one but your low self esteem would always get the best of you. You would compare yourself to him and then immediately drop the idea. His mixed signals were too much for you to handle. “I have to leave,” you said out of frustration and got up. “Don’t,” he reacted rather quickly and pulled you back. You fell into his arms and for a second, you felt as if time had stopped. He looked at you and you at him. You hoped he would say something because if he didn’t you were going to leave and this time you didn’t know if you would return. “Don’t leave,” he finally said, holding you very close to him. ’What..' your mind whispered. What did he mean to say. Those two words weren’t enough. He had to say more. But he didn’t. He didn’t have to. The way he held you said enough. He wanted you and maybe…words weren’t needed for that. 

[gif not mine] 

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Aaahhh this one reminded me of a [sortofkindofmaybesituation] so i got carried away with it. Lovely! <3

Mar 24, 2013 2 notes
"Stop!" Minseok yelled desperately. He had finally caught up to you and clamped his hand around your wrist, before spinning you around to face him. You looked up at him with tears streaming down your face. You didn't understand why he had chased you when you had clearly seen Luhan and him talking rather intimately. How were you supposed to compete with their chemistry? "___, listen to me. Luhan is my best friend. He will always be. But you... you're special to me too. I... I think I love you."

You felt the air around you thickening. Your lips quivered and your hands shook at his sudden confession. You finally began to say,”Then why was…why…were you…Xiu..” your incoherent words, left hanging as he pulled you into a passionate kiss. Nothing more was needed to be said. 

[gif not mine]

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[This was so adorable, I think I squealed :’) ] 

Mar 23, 2013 6 notes
#xiumin #Xiumin gif
The way Kris acted around you, you weren't sure if you were friends, or if you two were in a relationship. To all those relationships that supposedly 'just happen', you didn't believe them. You can't just wake up one morning and suddenly find yourself in a relationship. But that's what you did. You woke up this morning, picked up your phone, read his text, and found out you were in a relationship.

You stared at the phone in awe. Had he really sent you those three words? Silence was creeping up on you. Your clenched the sheets firmly to control your heart from racing. It was really happening. It was real- so real that it seemed completely unreal. “Kris…!” you whispered his name and then closed your eyes to let it sink in. He was yours. He was finally yours… 

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[Your scenario was beautiful anon <3 <3 <3] 

Mar 23, 2013 18 notes
#Kris #Kris gif
I need a break:

Okay so I’m working on my next [really long Luhan- long awaited] scenario and I need a break. 

Since I have so many lovely followers I thought of doing something fun. I hope you guys are up for this [otherwise this will be really awkward]. Anon or not send in short scenarios in my ask [There is obviously a word limit]. If you guys leave it hanging I will reply by finishing it but if it’s a complete scenario than I’ll reply with a gif.

Example:  

[Idol’s name] was unsure of whether to hold your hand or not. He looked over into the golden blue sky and took a deep breath. He was finally going to to tell you how he felt. “________” he said your name. “I have to tell you something.." 

- You can choose any idol you like 

- If enough people send in an ask I will either chose myself [or do a voting] and the winner [best scenario] will get to REQUEST ONE SCENARIO [even though the ask box is close right now] So if ya’ll are really want me to write something send in your asks… 

Saranghae :) 

Mar 23, 2013 11 notes
#kyungsoo #Kyungsoo gif #Scenarios #kpop
Yaaaaaaaay!!!Finally~New scenario! I love it~ Kris<3

Yep it sure took me a long time to write but blame my university schedule for it! I hate I hate I hate it! I hope next week I’ll be able to write more though! 

I am glad you liked it <3 <3 

Mar 23, 2013 1 note
Darn professor. Imma go egg his house for trolling u! hahha jk. but its okay. no rush on the scenarios at all! tyt, dear. :) They do seem more outspoken, now that you've said it. but it'll be nice seeing all 12 too, because you get to see their silly selves altogether. :3 *just shipping them all in my head again* But I do love M offstage (for interviews and talk shows), and K onstage (performing). Idk why. :\ I actually dig the blonde in Baekhyun! Sehun's...i just saw it right now and oh no >_>

Ahh I got done with the assignment in time yayayaya! 

Yeah so maybe that’s why I want to see just Exo M first and then OT12.. Hopefully I get to see them [right now Im crying/ reblogging SS5 :’( ] 

Really? You like the blonde? hmm maybe it’ll grow on me after a while but rn .. I am not loving it and Sehunniee went multicolored! :’| .. I actually died a little on the inside when I saw that :’| 

Mar 23, 2013 1 note
#sehun
Did you see Infinite's comeback stage? I love the song live too keke. I'm so happy I finished all my stuff at 10pm tonight. I got my grade from that one assignment and I bombed it with a 40/100 lol but hey better than a 0/100 right?

I watched a few of their stages last night. I need to watch MORE! - those boys are killing me right now! 

Awww hmmm don’t worry you’ll do much better new time. 40 is d definitely better than a 0 though :) 

 

Mar 23, 2013
His gaze [Kris]

Requested by anon 


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A shudder ran through your body when your hand touched his. You turned to look who it was. ‘Oh it’s him’- the tall dark haired guy who had just returned from China; that’s all you knew about him. When you first started working with Exo, for last minute additions to their upcoming album, Kris wasn’t there. You were a little more than surprised when you found out that he was a part of the group too and as a matter of fact, the leader of the Exo M. The first encounter with him was more uncomfortable than you had expected. Instead of greeting you politely, he presented himself with a strange expression planted on his face. He neither said a word, nor moved a single muscle in his body. All he did, was to stare at you, with such intensity that you started to feel insecure.

“Sorry,” he mumbled while stopping for less than a second. You rubbed your hand where your skin had made contact with his. You didn’t like the tingles it felt.

“You’re fine,” you replied to the empty room.  He had left faster than you could even utter the first letter of your phrase.

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You stood outside the in the small balcony that opened to the front of the building. All the fan girls had left a long time ago. The area was empty and quite. The dark sky was slowly turning a lighter shade of violet. You heard the door slide behind you and someone entering the small space. You scoot to the side to let them stand next to you.

“Are you tired?” he asked. Your ears perked at the familiar voice but you didn’t dare move your head. You saw his side profile from the corner of your eyes. He was tall, much taller than you.

“No,” you replied in a barely audible voice. The air seemed to be getting heavier around you two. Both of stood in deep silence admiring the bluish streaks in the sky. It was so beautiful that you felt your hair raising. “Aren’t you tired?” you asked him.

You heard him chuckle a little as he turned to face you. You were unsure of what to do. It scared you to look at him. He was too intimidating and what your heart felt when he gazed at you was beyond describable. You stood firm in your position while he looked at you in awe. “I’m not tired…I’m just worried…a little,” he said.

“Worried?” you looked at him in surprise. The dark circles under his eyes over shadowed his bright but tired smile.

“When they said last minute changes, I had no idea they wanted me to sing a ballad,” he covered his eyes with his hands. Your tensed muscles began to relax. “Do I look like a ballad singer to you? I don’t understand why they’re making me do this?”

“That’s your worry?” you asked, trying your best to sound comforting. He nodded finally taking his hands off of his face. “You will be fine,” you smiled encouragingly but avoiding his eyes. “I’ll help you. Don’t worry about it okay?”  He nodded again but he was still unsure about everything.

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Three days later:

You stood in the studio waiting for Luhan, Chen and Kris to show up. In the few weeks you had been working with them, they had never been late. This was the first time. You assumed it would be because of Kris. He was really unsure about the whole situation.

“Sorry, we’re late,” Luhan said as he hurriedly entered the room. Kris and Chen followed close behind.

“What happened?” you asked.

“Kris hyung was having issues,” Chen said comically. You smiled at his attempt to lighten the mood.

“Alright, so let’s get started,” you said pushing the boys into the recoding room. Everybody took their positions and settled down. Music started, and the boys began singing.

After quite a few attempts Kris finally got his notes right. He looked over at you nervously, ashamed of his singing abilities. You smiled back calmly to tell him he was not doing bad at all.

“Let’s take five,” you announced, taking your headphones off and adjusting the buttons on the equipment. Chen and Luhan ran for the door as if getting released from the prison. Kris however stayed behind. You looked at him through the glass window. His head was bent down. You knew he was waiting for you to enter the recording room.

“Kris, go take a break,” you said from the door. He stood up and walked over to you.

“I have to tell you something,” he said.

“Hmm,” you asked raising your eyebrows questiongly. He lifted his hands, unsure to whether to hold your hands or put his on your shoulder. He did neither.

“I … I like you,” he said. The strange expression on your face turned into a smile. Your ears blushed a light pink and your heart raced a little faster than it normally did.  You were not surprised at all about his confession. In fact you were flattered. He was intimidating, no doubt about that but he was also gorgeous and perfect and amazing. Having a guy like him utter those words to you was unimaginable.

“A..are you sure?” you asked. You secretly cursed yourself for being so silly and asking such a stupid question. You felt him take a sigh of relief. He chuckled nervously at how adorably silly you sounded.

“I’m sure,” he replied. You looked up and into his eyes. You weren’t scared anymore, because they were twinkling this time.

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Pretty short but I wanted to get straight to the point. Hope you all like it :) Another one coming your way pretty soon. Keep a look out for it :)     

Mar 23, 2013 39 notes
#Kris #kpop scenarios #Exo #exo m #exo scenarios #exo m scenarios #kris scenarios
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Mar 23, 2013 124 notes
#SS5 #Anyone? #yep too occupied to write anything right now #Someone come smack me #as I reblog
Mar 22, 2013 15,089 notes
#just smile #no matter how long or bad your day has been
Oh and I love the new Infinite song. It's such an Infinite song (which I love all of them) and the mv is so cute. It's such a perfect way to start spring! :) Sungjong and that kitty omg so cute.

Oh my goodness! It’s been on replay on my laptop since last night. I spazzed/ reblogged literally everything Infinite last night. Those boys are puuurrfect! *cries some more* T.T 

Mar 21, 2013 1 note
Aw I hope you get everything done! I feel your pain though. Last night I was just done with an assignment and thought I was done, but looked again on my little assignment sheet and saw I had another thing to do. Luckily, I had an hour to work on it lol. I didn't do so well but I got things turned in to get a good bit of credit anyways. D:

University will get the best me is all I know! *sighs* -cries. 

Yayayyaya! At least you got it done. My English Professor always says “You can only do so much in the little time you have” - I absolutely love everything he says. So don’t worry. You tried your best. 

But I HAVE TO CANCEL all of my plans for tonight now because I have to do an assignment and study for my Korean quiz! *waeeee*

This is me right now -and I AM NOT KIDDING!  

[gif not me]

Mar 21, 2013 1 note
Oh nooo! i hope you can get thru all the studying and ace all those exams. show them what you GOT! LOL. They can't take you down EVER! I cry watching the EXO-M fancams at KCON. I'm so upset that I didn't get to go. But I have many more next times to come, and I'll hopefully see all of EXO. But true like u say, THEY ARE PERFECT. And they all look perfect. I actually love ALL THEIR NEW HAIRSTYLES. Kris...he's dragging me down the drain with him and his new hair. Tao in red and Baek in blonde!

Just when I thought I was done with everything, my English professor decides to hand in another assignment that’s due tonight. I was planning on writing the next scenario but I think that might have to wait another day [maybe this weekend i’ll try to write at least 2- ahhhh] - I really wanted to go to the KCON because [maybe it’s just me] but when Exo M are by themselves they are more outspoken [obviously because they have to be] but with exo K I feel like the K members kind of over power [hog the camera sometimes] - but hopefully I get to see them soon! *fingers crossed* 

Ummm you love their hairstyles?? oh my NO NO NO NO NO! I literally cried a river when I saw blonde baekhyunniiee [I loved his old hairstyle- and SM is going to get a beating from me soon for coloring sehun’s hair every day. He has a new hair color every day of the week :’( .. I just want fbshdmfskfh SM] 

baekhyunnie: [RIP Brown beautiful hair] 

Sehunnie’s red/ dark pink hair [not sure which one] but definietly crying rivers [oceans] over here. 

[I don’t own these pictures] 

Mar 21, 2013 1 note
Mar 21, 2013 4 notes
#infinite #comeback #:') #my babbbiiesss
Oh my gosh we had a bad storm here yesterday too. Got windy and all that. Now it's a real pretty day of course. March/April is always a weird time of yr lol.

Aaahhh!! we had a storm for one day! just ONE day and bammm- it’s sunny the next day! I hate this! :| I want some more thunder and storm- especially this weekend [got my fingers crossed] 

[gif not mine]

Mar 20, 2013 1 note
OMG, I love rain and thunder! But we barely get that though. ): The last time we ever had rain...was idk. lol! I enjoy the sound of it, because it brings the right mood to write suspense. XDD I know, I'm weird... >_> haha! IT'S SO TRUE THOUGH, ABOUT EXO. Gosh. those 12 trolling boys. e_____e i wonder if troll Chen is leading them somewhere? lol

Yep rainy weather is always the best time to write scenarios! Too bad I am stuck writing papers for class and studying for tests on top of tests! *sighs deeply* 

I got so bored studying yesterday that I went back and watched Exo M at KCON and as if that wasn’t enough I also watched Exo K’s radio shows! I can never get enough of those boys! Waee are they so puurrrffeeccttt?? 

[gif not mine]

Mar 20, 2013 1 note
It's a blizzard outside right now. hahahah! Wishing for something we can't have is so true!!! wishing for snow and warmth is like wishing to have EXO. those life ruiners! LOL JKJK

Oh my goodness!  We have a thunderstorm outside! It’s wonderful! I love the sound of rain and thunder ! 

And YOU COULD NOT HAVE MADE A BETTER ANALOGY! yes those Exo boys are killers…[depriving us of a comeback :’| ] 

[gif not mine]

Mar 18, 2013
yeah, its still snowing here. ): i want Spring, flowers, bunnies hopping everywhere, and see the grass. lol! the snow has been going on forever, i feel like it's Christmas again. >_<

Aaaaahh! Winter is amazing! I want more snow, snow, snow! [We always wish for what we don’t have] *sighs*

Mar 18, 2013 1 note
baekyeol vs krisyeol

Jingle bells Jingle bells

Krisyeol all the way… 

[They are one of my top four OTP’s in Exo] 

Mar 18, 2013 1 note
Baekyeol and krisyeol
Mar 18, 2013
Kaisoo vs sekai

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Waeeee??? I think I ship Sekai more because honestly I see them interact more than Kaisoo [even though they are the most popular in the fanfic world lol] 

Mar 17, 2013 1 note
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