Look at it this way: “You weren’t meant to be with the people who left because someone much more special must be on his way…"
Trust me you’ll be fine :)
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Hahahaha ahh I don’t write smut! lol and also I like the ending the way it is! Isn’t it beautiful?
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If I ever saw one of my celebrity crushes in real life I wouldn’t approach them. Instead I would pay a homeless man twenty bucks to punch me in the face in front of them. Because based on all of the fanfiction I have read they would then rush to my aid and then invite me back to their apartment to get an ice pack and then I say something cute and witty that makes them want to kiss me and then we fall in love and get married.
This.
God bless.
the world is not yet ready for you, young one
Awwww!! oh so it stirred up some of your feelings too! :( I hope things are better now?
And I am glad you enjoyed it.

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Awwwww you’re too sweet! I honestly wish I could make it better but here’s the thing. When I was writing this I didn’t think about Luhan at all! I was thinking about you and a person whole time. So that’s why I feel like its a little different from my usual scenarios [when I went back and read it again] but since it made you happy, I am glad I didn’t disappoint you. :)
*hugs you back*
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‘She was afraid of loving and more strangely, she was afraid of being loved in return. “What’s the point?” she would say. “It’s not like it will be eternal. One day they will leave. They will find out that I am not perfect… I am far from that…” Over the years she had completely secluded herself from the society. Her heart was safely caged inside a box cushioned by smooth linen stuffing. No one was allowed to touch it. No one needed to either. Nothing mattered because she knew she didn’t deserve anything. Why was she like this? Had she always been like this? Why did it always hurt her when someone asked her if she was okay?‘
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You walked down the busy street, your head slightly bowed, your eyes fixed on the ground. Whispers, cries, gossips occasionally touched your ear but you let them subside. In only a matter of few seconds you would be far from all of this. Your feet began to move faster as the corner approached. You huddled through the crowd, pushing a few, in frustration. ‘Why do they leave their houses?’ you asked yourself, shaking your head in annoyance.
There it was, right in front of you. Your safe haven, where you felt protected from the world. Only a few years back you had found that place, hidden behind the heavily laden trees. The park was less busy than usual. You swiftly tip toed to your spot, making sure to not catch anyone’s eyes. You bent down, trying to catch your breath when your vision caught something very wrong. Something or rather someone who wasn’t supposed to be there. You looked up- your eyes meeting his and for a second you felt captivated by the sadness they held. It was almost as if you could see your reflection in his personality without knowing one bit about him. Neither of you moved but stared, hoping the other would say something. No words were uttered. Your lips refused to part. Instead of getting mad at him for taking your spot, you let him stay. Why? You didn’t know. You turned around to leave when you heard him murmur. Your body was in an awkward position and so was your mind. You didn’t know if you should ask him what he had said or just quietly leave. You were still debating when you heard him again. This time he said it much louder. “You don’t have to leave.”
Very slowly you turned your head sideways hoping he would say something more. He didn’t. From the corner of your eyes you could tell that he had gone back to reading his book. He either didn’t care enough or he was too aloof to realize that he had unintentionally hurt you. You were just as stubborn and possessive about your things. Without giving the idea a second thought, you trailed to your spot that had been very lamely taken by him. There was no sign of the slightest flinch from him. Both of you of sat stiffly under the shade reading your respective books.
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Two weeks had passed and nothing had changed. It had almost become a ritual. Every day, he would be there five minutes before your arrival time. You didn’t say anything, neither did he bother. Both of you sat quietly. He was perfectly calm and so were you. It became almost movie like. Two strangers meeting like this. Never uttering words directed to each other. Just understanding what the other never said and then never bothering to ask. There was no need. You liked it just the way it was. You had started to get attached. It felt great to see him there every day. Two months? Three and then four passed by. But nothing changed. You were still quiet and so was he.
Then one day everything changed. Like usual, you casually walked to the place your locks dancing along, hitting your face occasionally. Everything was going to be perfect, except that he wasn’t there that day. You scanned the tree up and down and all around foolishly but there was no sign of him. Blinking repeatedly you stood in silence, with your cheeks puffed up. Your heart poked fun of you. You had started doing what you hated the most- caring for others when you knew the result was always going to be bad. They would never provide you the satisfaction you needed. You wanted to show yourself that you were stronger so you sat down, breathed heavily and began reading the book. The words that your eyes were eating were far from being absorbed by your brain. Your frustration level reached its height in a mere few seconds. You slammed your book sipping in the last drop of patience and got up. You couldn’t do it. He had to be there to make it right. He wasn’t- therefore everything was wrong.
A few more days passed and there was no sign of him. You felt betrayed and broken from the inside. You tried to tell yourself that it was no big deal. You didn’t know him or anything but what about your silly heart that kept poking you? You felt miserable. You didn’t want to go back to the place anymore but that little light of hope was still there. ‘He could come…one day…’ you would keep telling yourself.
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Two weeks later:
You sat under the shade as light air brushed your hair and kissed your bare arm. You were reading your book but you were more focused on the sounds around you. Your ears tingled at the sound of someone’s footstep. Your head shot up towards the direction of the sound you’d been craving to here. And there he was- walking towards you like nothing had happened. Like he had all the right in the world to leave when he liked and come back when he wanted. Your eyes raged with anger looking at his calm, innocent face and pure twinkling eyes. As he got closer you realized that that tinkle was because of his teary eyes. He’d been crying or rather weeping…
You looked at him with questioning eyes as you clenched your shaking hands into a fist. He sat down beside you, took out his book and began to read. You couldn’t help but look at him from the corner of your eyes. All your anger had subsided.
“What is it?” you suddenly blurted out. He didn’t look up. It was the first time he’d heard your voice. His ears turned a light pink and he tried hard to act like he was involved in his book. But he couldn’t pretend any longer. You were still looking at him with your big dough eyes demanding an answer.
“That’s none of your business,” he replied.
“I want to help,” you replied. You couldn’t stand seeing him cry like that. You knew better. You had been through days like that. “Please! I know you’re hurting right now. But I can help. Trust me!”
“No one can help me,” he replied putting his book aside. You began to say something but he continued, unexpectedly. “No one will understand what I have been through. It’s just too… much.” He turned his body to face you, looking straight into your eyes. He leaned closer to you and whispered, “It haunts me every night.”
His last statement ran shudders through your body. You wanted to know what his secret was but you couldn’t form the right words to ask. You held his hand and gave it a slight squeeze. “I may be able to help,” you said. He shook his head, shifting to the other side. His hands slid out of yours. He rested his head against the tree trunk sighing heavily. The few words that were exchanged a few minutes back were replaced by the same heavy silence that existed between the two of you.
You heart wished he would trust you more but your mind told you it wouldn’t be right. You would begin to like him and who knows what will that turn into. Then one day he will realize that nothing is perfect and he will leave and you will be alone.
You shook your head out of your atrocious thoughts and went back to pretending to read.
The days after that passed the same way. He had started coming regularly but there was some change that you sensed. The silence between the two of you wasn’t the same beautiful one. It was cutting.
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“I want to take you somewhere,” he said. You looked up in surprise, fixing your glasses. Was he really talking to you after all that had happened a few days ago. More than that, he was asking you such a thing when the two of you barely knew each other.
“Where?” you spit out while your heart kept telling you to do the opposite. Instead of answering you he grabbed your hand pulling you up.
“You won’t regret it,” he said as a smile embraced his lips. He looked happy that day. You smiled too and let him drag you.
The two of you entered the main quad in the park where all the life was. There were people everywhere. He jumped a little, waving his hands in the air as if introducing someone to you
“Look at this,” he said.
“Look at what?” you asked.
“This!,” he pointed to children playing, balloons flying, ice cream man yelling, birds chirping and the flowers dancing alone the wind’s light touch. He wanted to say more but just looking into your eyes made him stop. You were telling him you understood what he meant. It made you happy and it made him happy just a little more.
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He called himself Luhan. His name, his face, his everything made you smile. Just the thought of seeing him the next day made your heart flutter. He had started to open more. He would tell you crazy things. How to do this and that, how to play around and get yourself out of trouble. You listened to his interesting rambles with such enthusiasm that he never wanted to stop. At other times he would talk about much serious things. What his dreams were. What he wanted to do in the near future. They always saddened you because it usually involved him moving away to S. Korea.
“Why?” you would ask.
“It’s my dream to become a star,” he would reply. Your expressions would darken and he would very soothingly run his fingers across your cheek trying to calm you.
He felt extremely awkward coming to your house the first time. He would say that back home he wasn’t allowed to do such things. You would giggle at his innocence. He made you feel things you thought you were incapable of feeling.
Just like one of those days he lay down his head resting on your lap. He had his eyes closed listening to music while you read your book. Something distracted you and so you began to look at him. He seemed calm but you felt like he was trying hard to suppress something.
“Everything alright?” you asked.
“Yeah,” he replied without opening his eyes.
“Luhannnn,” you said pushing him to get up and face you. “If there’s something troubling you then why don’t you say it?”
“Nothing’s troubling me,” he replied getting ready to lie back down.
“No!” you suddenly snapped. “Just tell me okay? I am tired of you hiding everything from me.”
“When have I ever hidden anything from you?” he asked with flustered eyebrows.
“Everything,” you said pushing your hands back in slight frustration. “What do I know about you? I know nothing and I want too but you keep hiding everything from me. I want to know what upsets you? Why you cry sometimes and then wipe your tears as soon as I look at you?… I want to help you but I feel like you don’t trust me. Are we even….” You stopped halfway. You had very often wanted to ask him where your relationship stood with him or if there was even anything between you and him. He never defined it but he also didn’t know that it bothered you a lot. Luhan slid a little bit more, getting ready to leave but you held him. “You can’t just leave like this.”
“You want to know why I’m like this?” he grabbed your arms and held you tightly.
“Yes I do,” you replied even louder.
“It’s because I was sexually harassed my entire childhood,” his words echoed in the hollow air. A gasp escaped your mouth while tears began to rush out of your eyes unannounced. You were in a state of shock, not blinking one bit.
“This is why I never wanted to tell you such things. It hurts me every time I think about it and honestly.. you’re not making it any better for me,” he said pushing you back.
“Luhan,” you whispered his name as he stomped out of the room. Before you could stop him, he was gone. You ran to the door but there was no sign of him. “Luhannnn,” you called out hoping he would return. There was no response. He was gone…
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Two days later:
You felt like someone was knocking on your door. But then again you had been feeling like that for the past 48 hours. He wasn’t going to come. He had made it pretty clear by not answering your text messages or calls.
“_____________! Please open the door,” you heard his voice from the opposite side of the door. The next second you lunged towards it opening it wide. He grabbed you violently and pulled you into a hug. “I’m sorry,” you heard him say as he planted a kiss on your neck. “I over reacted. Please forgive me. None of it is your fault.”
“No I’m sorry,” you said. You felt him shake his head, also wiping his tears on your shoulder.
Things went back to normal pretty quick after that. The usual movie nights or meeting at the quad resumed. He had started to smile again. You tried your best to not perk anything that would upset him. You wanted to hold on to him tightly and never let go. He’d been through so much in life and you thought you had it hard. He was different. He was special…
Little did you know that what was yet to come was going to bring everything you wished never happened to reality.
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“_______________ah! Open the door,” you heard him yell one night. You rubbed your eyes to look at the clock. It was almost midnight. He never came this late. In fact he tried to leave before 10.
You opened the door to let him in. He was smiling. It wasn’t the usual kind of smile. This one was different because it seemed genuine. He was truly smiling that day. Whatever he had to tell you sure was special.
“I’m going to Korea,” he said without waiting for you to calm down. “I’ve finally decided what I want to do. I want to go there. I think I can do it ___________. I think I can.” Your stared at his face in horror. The words he was uttering sounded selfish. Was he only thinking about himself and not you? Did he even care. Why was he so happy? It made you jealous. You wanted to rip that smile off of his face.
“___________,” he snapped his fingers forcing you back to reality. “You wanted me to be happy right? I think this will make me happy. I think this is what I want to do.”
“But…” you said but stopped upon feeling a heavy lump in your throat.
“But what?” he said. And then there in that moment you knew there was no stopping him. You had no right to stop him and even if you did, you just couldn’t. He was happy. How could you steal that from him?
“Nothing,” you said forcing a smile on your face. He leaned to give you a sweet kiss on your cheeks. “Thanks for staying by my side this whole time,” he said. His hands slowly slid out of yours along with which you felt your whole world sliding out. Your heart mocked you for falling in the trap you never wanted to.
“Luhan,” you called after him.
“Ye,” he turned around.
“Keep in contact,” you said smiling weakly.
“Of course,” was the last word he uttered before he left.
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One year later:
You slowly walked down the busy street dodging anyone who came an inch of a distance close to you. You trailed through the lively part of the park and into your usual hiding, away from all the noise. You opened your book and sat down to read.
“Keep in contact,” you had said.
“Of course,” he had replied.
You heard those words echo in your mind once again. Before tears could come out of your eyes you shut them tightly. He had lied to you. He didn’t message you after the first two month. You didn’t know what had happened to him. All your research always led you to a dead end. There was no sign of him. Had he become a trainee? Was he still alive? Had he moved on?- You didn’t know anything. It had been almost a year and it was pretty clear that he had forgotten about you. Just when you had started to fall for him, he’d left you. Just when you had started to think that maybe, maybe you were wrong your whole life. Love did exist and being loved in return wasn’t that bad after all- he’d left. He had no idea what kind of damage he had done. You were there when he needed someone and now when you needed him he was so far away.
You had considered going after him many times but thinking you would only make a fool out of yourself you dropped the idea. It wasn’t worth it you would say but your heart would whisper that ‘it was.’
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*Ring Ring…ring.. ring..*
You woke up in panic, trying to look for your phone in the dark. It was buried under the sheets somewhere. Your hands moved in all the directions. You finally gave up and turned on the lights. The phone stopped buzzing as soon as you picked it up. It was an unknown number. ‘Who would call at this hour…’ you thought. Just as you decided to go back to sleep the cell phone buzzed again. Hesitantly you picked it up. There was no voice from side aside from the light breathing. Your heart felt a strange tingle. You clenched your fist nervously.
“Guess who,” the voice said. Silence took over once again.
You didn’t know what else to do but smile. He’d come back…
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To anon Naiya- If I have disappointed you I apologize in advance. I was too busy trying to make it right for you that I think I over did it. I wanted to make it extra special but I couldn’t because I know I can’t. [I hope you know what I’m trying to say]- If you want me to change/add anything feel free to message me.
NOTE: I know most people get upset when Chinese members are used in a setting where they are perceived ad Koreans. I couldn’t do anything about this due to the way this scenario was requested. So I hope ya’ll understand :)
Awwww!! <3 <3 *throws hearts on you*
Umm yes I’ve been watching their stages for Dream Girl more than the MV. For some reason Taemin is just OVER my mind! :’) even though Key is my bias. I’m just hsafjaGJHFGDv!! 
Aaaahh! I knew I was going to get this question one of these days. I’m so sorry anon :( but I don’t read fanfictions. I know it’s like a whole other side to the fandom but I’ve never given it a shot.

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If you guys have any suggestions, do let me know :)

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They will be open very soon and by soon I mean sometime around next week regardless of the number of requests I have on my pending list :)
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SHINee 샤이니 - Dream Girl
Oh thank you thank you thank you! <3 Lets just hope I don’t screw this up! *fingers crossed*
And yeah I’ll be sure to do that. [Since I like this whole anon thing I never even bookmarked your blog but I have your message so I’ll use that to find you]

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Note: [I couldn’t think of a better title- but this has nothing to do with the actual show]
You chugged down your third glass and then slammed it on the counter. Your vision was getting a little blurry too. Onew and Minho had been dragged into the pool of sweaty, stinking people by two girls. You rubbed your eyes, blinked, shook your head but nothing worked. The server handed you another glass. You turned around and looked at him strange. He shrugged his shoulders, moving on to the next person.
“___________ah,” you heard someone say your name. You looked in the possible direction. Key was waving at you. You obviously couldn’t see him. All you saw was a hazy image at a near distance giving you a thumbs up. You waved back reassuring him that you were fine.
Just a few seconds ago you had boasted in front of the guys that you could drink infinite amounts without getting drunk. Clearly, it wasn’t true. You were already drunk and it was just your fourth one. You had also forgotten that the server was supposed to give you a new one right after you finished the one you had in your hand.
“__________,” you heard your name being called by a familiar voice. It sounded like Minho. You turned around to look. The guy held your arms to stop you from tripping.
“I thought you didn’t like clubs,” he said.
“Well I do now,” you said smiling goofily. The guy smiled at you. You liked Minho’s smile. He had never smiled at you like that before.
“Come with me,” he said pulling you out of the crowd.
“Where are you taking me?” you asked.
“Somewhere you’ll love,” he replied not really wanting you to hear it. You didn’t care either. You let him drag you.
As soon as the two of you entered a small dark room, he closed the door behind you pinning you to the door. His lips began to grace your body with its light touches. You had no idea how tender Minho really was after showing his tough side to you almost all the time.
Little did you know that that person was not Minho…
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You found yourself alone in the room, wrapped in sheets the next morning. A nervous feeling took your stomach while a tinge of pain ran through your head. Memories of the night before came back in broken images. After entering the room and his first touch you couldn’t remember anything. Your hand automatically sprung for the cell phone.
“Hello oppa,” you said as soon as Minho picked up his phone.
“__________ where are you? Do you know how worried we were about you? I’ve been looking for you since last night,” he said all in one go.
“What?…,” you fell silent immediately. Why would he say something so stupid when he was with you the night before? “Stop joking around,” you chuckled nervously.
“I’m not joking. Seriously tell me where are you?” he asked, this time more sternly.
“You were with me last night. You should know.”
“Me? No I wasn’t. Onew and I saw you while you were drinking and walking towards us and the next second you were gone. Seriously! What happened?”
“Oh my goodness! Oh God!.. Oh …my..,” you began to cry.
“_________, ___________ are you okay?” Minho panicked. You hung up on him and threw your phone in the corner of the room. Burying your head in your lap you tried hard to remember what had happened the night before. Nothing came to you. You couldn’t remember the guys face because this whole time you had kept thinking it was Minho. Even if it was Minho you should have never gone in the room with him or even drag you in the first place. Looking at your bare body disgust you. Someone you had no idea about had touched you the night before. He had taken away from you your innocence and you didn’t know who he was, where he was from or what he looked like.
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7 months later:
You sat on the couch reading an old magazine. The wind knocking the branches against your window was annoying you but you were trying to keep your calm. You couldn’t really expect a lot of patience out of a 6 and half month pregnant woman. You sprung from the couch in anger. Not having a set plan in mind, just as you were lunging towards the window you heard a knock on your front door.
Rolling your eyes in frustration you walked to your front door. Five guys stood opposite you holding flowers in their hands with a bright smile planted on their faces. “You guys!” words came out of your mouth automatically. The last time they had come to see you was before they went overseas for promotion. Even then only everyone but Minho had showed up. They never came together. Sometimes it was Key and Jonghyun. Other times Onew and Taemin would pay a visit but never Minho. It was sort of your fault too, for pushing him away from you. After the morning you found out he wasn’t in the room the night the incident happened you had been blaming him for no apparent reason. You never said it directly but you always showed it through your actions. Minho got the hint and tried to stay away from you as much as possible. Neither of you had had such strong feelings for each other before that event but they had started to develop after. He didn’t know he would miss talking to you so much and neither did you.
“Come on we’re here to take you shopping,” Key said clapping his hands.
“Shopping? Right now? have you seen the weather outside?” you asked looking at him strangely.
“________ my love! We have a car. Now stop talking and come with us,” Key replied. Without giving you a chance to counter attack he grabbed your arm and pulled you.
“Be careful Key she’s pregnant,” Jonghyun said giving your back some support from behind.
The next second you were out of the building and into the car with five boys surrounding you. All of them pattering about which store to go to and what kind of stuff to get. You glanced over at Minho from time to time. Once or twice, you caught him staring at you but other times, he kept his eyes fixed on the scenery outside.
“Minho! You should suggest something too,” Onew said.
“You guys can decide. I’m fine with whatever,” he replied briefly. The guys didn’t take much note of him acting weird but you did. You started to wish you hadn’t pushed him away when he was trying to help. You’d hurt his feelings.
The car stopped outside a mall far away from the city. They dragged you out of the car and into the building.
“Clothes first. They are the most important,” Taemin said cutely.
“I agree,” you added.
“I’m pretty sure the food and diapers are more important,” Key replied making a sass face.
“It’s her 7th month you idiot. We have plenty of time to buy that later,” Jonghyun said hitting him on the back of his head. “Now let’s go to the clothes store. Maybe we will find a stroller or something like that here too.” You gave Key an apologetic expression and waved at him to come join you guys.
All the guys ran to different corners of the store looking for the best item. You and Minho soon realized that you were left alone. He stood beside you awkwardly staring into space. You looked up at his flat, expressionless face. For a minute all your anger came back. It subsided just as quick as it had come. It wasn’t his fault. You had told yourself that many times. It was time you finally apologized to him.
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled under your breath.
“Huh,” he huffed. “Why are you saying that?” he asked after a while.
“Because I was mad at you for no reason,” you replied.
“I must have done you wrong,” he said. His words didn’t make sense to you. You looked up at him with a questioned expression.
“What do you mean?” you asked. He turned around after a while, to face you. He held your hands and brought them closer to his face.
“Do you have any idea, how many times I have wished, since that day that I was in the room with you that night instead of that coward who used you and ran away,” Minho said. You could see his face turning red with anger. His grip on your hand began to tighten to. You were still trying to make sense of his words when he let loose and walked away. Did he like you? You thought and along with that a lot of other questions attacked your head demanding answers you didn’t have. Only Minho knew the answer to them.
“__________ how does this look?” Key asked poking his head from behind a huge rack. He held in his hands a beautiful frock loaded with glitters and flowers.
“Oppa I don’t even know if it’s a girl or a boy,” you said. “How about some neutral colors?”
“We can buy both. Boys for girls and boys and the return the ones we don’t use,” Taemin suggested.
“And waste all that money? ________ is right. Only neutral colors you guys,” Onew announced.
The guys scattered around the store once again looking for the right stuff. They came back occasionally showing you what they had brought with them. Some got selected while many were rejected. In a mere two hours you guys had bought almost half the store.
“We should go now. My back has started to hurt and my stomach has been hurting too,” you said making a face.
“Hold on let me go get the car,” Minho said.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!,” just then you screamed not being able to bear the pain in your stomach.
“Did the baby kick?” Key asked holding your arm.
“I don’t know….. it hurts,” you said in broken speech. You guys were near the door. Minho hurried to the car in a worried state. The guys held you to give you as much support as possible. Passerbys gave you a strange look as four guys tried to handle your unstable state. Clearly they had never been trained in such thing before. Neither of them knew what to do. Minho brought that car. Jonghyun and Key sat inside with you while Onew and Taemin decided to take the Taxi.
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“We need a nurse over here,” Key yelled. Minho held your hand tightly while Jomghyun pushed your wheelchair. The entire scene looked more comical than serious. If your baby wasn’t kicking you would be laughing at the moment.
“Calm down,” you heard someone approaching you guys.
“Her baby’s kicking. Get it out of her,” Key said making a frustrated face. The nurse gave him an odd look. She took your hand from Minho’s and began to pat it. A stretcher was brought for you. Minho got pushed behind by Key and jonghyun. Both took each of your hand and walked with you inside the room.
“What month is she in?” the nurse asked.
“7th,” both guys said at once. The doctor soon entered the room pushing everybody out of the way.
“Can she push?” she asked.
“It’s her 7th month,” the nurse replied.
“What are these guys doing in here? Which one of you is the father?” the doctor asked. Both guys looked at each other, then at you and then back at each other. The doctor raised her eyebrows looking for answer. The next second both of them raised their hands.
“What are you doing?” Jonghyun asked grinding his teeth.
“You wouldn’t raise your hand. So I had too,” Key replied.
“That’s it. Both of you need to get out. We’ll have to operate,” The doctor announced.
“What operate on her?” Key’s eyes widened in surprise.
“Yes! Now leave,” The nurse began to push them.
“We need to stay by her. Can’t you see she needs us?” they said worriedly.
“She doesn’t need any of you. Now leave so can stop suffering,” the doctor said sternly. The guys looked over at you. You held your stomach, whimpering in pain. They let themselves be dragged and then kicked out of the room.
They both stuck their face to the tiny window on the door. Minho soon joined in watching all that was happening to you.
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You opened your eyes to an empty room and a much toned down stomach. Your head still hurt and your body felt weak. Just as you titled your head a little to the right, you saw five guys staring down at you from the half glass door. Your eyes widened in surprise as you clenched your fist in horror.
One by one they all started to come in. They perfectly aligned themselves around you each with a beautiful smile on their face.
“It’s a boyyyyyyy,” Taemin blurted out in excitement almost singing his phrase. Onew hit him on the back of his head making a nasty face.
“We were going to say it together,” he said.
“I couldn’t resist,” Taemin whined.
“He’s got your eyes,” Minho said. Your eyes met his and for the first time in months you saw him smiling.
“Yeah you should know, since you were the first one to hold him,” Key punched Minho on the arm.
“Waaaeeee,” Minho said raising his hand in reaction. Onew held both of them and pulled them apart. Your eyes went around the room searching for the baby.
“He’s in the incubator for now,” Onew said.
“What?” your heart sank. “Why?”
“Relax! They’ll take him out in few days. He’s a little weak right now,” Jonghyun calmed you. After that the guys stood around you waiting for you to say something. They all had said enough.
“Thank you so much guys. If you hadn’t supported me this baby wouldn’t have been in this world today. I would have ab…..”
“_________, _________ let’s not talk about that right now okay? It’s a happy moment. Let’s all enjoy it,” Onew said patting your head gently.
Your eyes met with of the members’ eyes thanking them for all their efforts. They were truly your friends and they had all done a lot for you. You counted yourself as the luckiest person your life. And so was your baby who would have five funny, adorable and equally silly daddys to take care of him.
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Wrote this pretty quick without getting distracted much so I’m proud of myself. I hope you guys like this one. I tried to not make it super serious even though I was leaning towards that a little bit. The Minho thing- I just left it hanging since the person who requested this didn’t really ask for such details. Hopefully you guys will like this :)
Yep yep! [I have your ask still saved up] I am keeping it for reference because I really don’t want to screw this one. Its special to you [Umm which means - a lot of pressure on me] so I’ll take my time on this one. Just please don’t be disappointed.
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Oh my goodness I was just about to write a text post directed to you that I am really excited about writing the next one since it’s your request and there I see a message from you. This is so beautifully strange! lol :)
Thank you! I enjoyed writing that one too. Every time I love the scenario I wrote a lot of my readers don’t like it that much and when I feel like I wrote a bad scenario, all of them like it. I am so confused! sighs :|
Anyways - thank you for messaging me :)
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*sighs* - Feels good to be writing! Doesn’t it help relieve stress? You should get down on the second part ASAP! :)
Ummm You should have seen me exactly 45 minutes before. Crying/ sobbing and spazzing - these words can’t be used for me anymore. My fangirling is on a whole different level that I can’t even explain. I am scared of myself now! >_<

Awwww! <3 <3 I really had no idea that you some of you guys check my blog like that. *Let me blush* .. ! Thank you so much. I think I should start writing more often if my busy schedule allows me too. I really need to open request again.
And aahh it’s alright :) I want to write a Kris scenario very soon so I think I might just add his name to the first scenario under “my ideas” on my pending list. Sounds good?

Nope I haven’t stopped and I am still around. In fact I am writing my next one right now [while reblogging pictures of Kris]. Hopefully I get done with it tonight :)
Thank - you for sticking around to read. Let me shower you with love.
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You felt very stuffy as you opened you eyes. It didn’t take you long to realize that half of Sehun’s body was on top of you. You tried to get up but gave up soon because you knew Suho was on the top part of the bunk bed.
“Sehun ah,” you whispered. He shifted slightly and put his hand on your face. You pouted and moved it aside.
“Sehun ahhhh,” you whispered again, this time shaking him.
“Aaaaann,” he made a face and got even more comfy, now hugging you.
“Oh no you didn’t,” you said and pushed him off of the bed.
“Huhhhh! Woaaaaa..” Sehun blurted in utter confusion. He rubbed his eyes still half asleep.
“Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! Oppa is still sleeping!” you said pointing up.
“No I’m not!” Suho said while getting up and stretching. Your face turned red with embarrassment. This was the second time this was happening. You and Sehun loved playing silly board games till late night. Neither of you were willing to give up or lose so just like once before, you guys fell asleep in the same bed arguing about who was more right.
Suho came down from the top slowly trailing off in to the bathroom. He stopped halfway and turned around to look at the both of you. There was a mischievous smirk planted on his face.
“What?” you pouted, trying to avoid his gaze.
“Nothing,” he shook his said and grabbed his towel.
You turned around and glared at Sehun. “We have got to stop doing this.”
“Doing what?” he made a face getting up.
“What will your hyung’s think of you and me?” you asked.
“Nothing! They won’t think anything. They know we are friends. Gosh!” Sehun said playfully.
“Urgh!” you stomped your feet.
Sehun advanced towards you,“Unless of course you want to be more than that.”He finished his sentence with a sexy wink.
“Sehun ah!, Stop,” you threatened to hit him. He held your fist and pulled you closer. Just then the bathroom door opened and Suho walked out, shirtless of course.
“Oppa!” you blurted in surprise and pushed Sehun away.
“Aish! At least wear a shirt,” Sehun snickered and threw a shirt at him. “Don’t you see there is a girl in the room.”
“You slept, wrapping your arms around her last night, I don’t think this..”
“Hyungggg,” Sehun bashed Suho angrily. Suho stopped but he couldn’t refrain himself from smile. It made you feel even more awkward.
“Aaaa, I’m going to leave!” you said and ran out the door.
“__________ahhhh,” Sehun called after you but he knew it was no use. He turned around flaring at a laughing Suho. “Why don’t you just tell her you like her?” Suho asked between his fits.
“Hyunggg,” Sehun pouted. “You always have to mess everything.”
“Mess everything? Me? What are you talking about?” Suho asked innocently. Sehun turned around, making it clear that he actually was mad.
“Sehun ahh,” Suho came up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder.
“I am serious. Just tell her. You guys have been friends long enough. Do you really think she will reject you?” Sehun looked up and nodded.
“She wouldn’t ever. Have you not seen the way she looks at you?”
“I’ve seen the way she looks at you,” Sehun replied raising his eyebrows.
“Aish, Pabo,” Suho hit him. “Don’t be a fool. Now the next time you see her, just tell her how you feel okay?”
Sehun nodded in agreement but deep inside he was still unsure.
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Sehun had thought of everything and anything that he could do to prepare himself but nothing came up. He was confused. He would tell you the littlest of the things but telling you that he liked you was really hard. He got nervous every time he thought about it.
Like all the other mornings, he woke up thinking about you. A smile spread across his face. He shook his head and got out of bed.
“Hyungggg,” he yelled, trying to find his shirt. “Did anyone make breakfast?”
Nobody responded. “Hyunnnngg,” he called again and walked out of the room. “Ahhh!” he jumped the next second and tried to cover his bare chest with his arms. You were standing right before him.
“__________ah, what are you doing here?” he asked. The muffin that you’d stuffed your mouth with started falling out as you tried hard to not laugh. It took you a while to recover.
“Sehun ah, you shouldn’t really be going around shirtless. There’s nothing to show,” you teased him. He pouted and turned around.
“Now don’t tell me you’re mad at me?” you asked.
“No I’m not,” he mumbled. “Try calling me oppa next time.”
“What?” you whispered because it didn’t make sense as to why he’d said that. He’d never mentioned that before.
As soon as Sehun entered his room, heh it himself on the head. “What the hell was I thinking? Why did I say that?”
“So, what are you doing today?” you asked following him into the room.
“We have practice till 6,” he said making a face. “The guys probably left early I guess.”
“Yeah, when I came, they were all leaving…,” you waited for him to put his shirt on so you could talk again. “Soooo! Do you want me to make you breakfast?” you asked.
“You’ll make me breakfast?” he repeated as his face lit up. You nodded your head with a faint smile.
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Sehun looked at the omelet on the table with disgust. He hated them. In fact he couldn’t even stand the smell of an omelet.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
“Uh nothing,” he replied and took his first bite.
“Is it good?” you asked curiously.
“Mmmmm,” he forced a smile. He cared a lot about you but you took it as nothing more than friendship. Sehun had grown tired of dropping hints but there was another guy on your mind. He had been on your mind for a long time and you were finally going to tell him how you felt on Valentine’s day. You had no idea a mere infatuation was going to turn into secret love. The only problem was that he never understood any of your signs. Your patience level had come to such a point that you didn’t even care about your self respect anymore. You were going to tell him how you felt and the rest was going to be up to him. A little part of you knew that he would never ever reject you. His heart was too kind to make a girl cry. Once you and him got into a relationship, you were going to take it upon yourself to make him fall in love with you. Little did you know that love couldn’t be forced upon someone. It came naturally…
“___________ ahh, where are you lost? And why are you smiling?” Sehun asked nudging you out of your thoughts. He had finished his omelet with great effort and was hoping for some appraisal. You however were too occupied in your thoughts to even think about it.
“So what are you doing for Valentines day?” you suddenly asked, completely taking him by surprise.
“Valentines day? ahhhh I wasn’t thinking about doing something.. but if you want to then we can just plan whatever..”
“Yeah! Let’s plan something with all the members,” you said with sheer excitement.
“All the members? Why? I was thinking it should be just you and …me,” Sehun said under his breath.
“What? You and me?,” you began to laugh. “No! lets invite all the members. It will be fun.”
“They all might be busy,” Sehun replied with a disappointed face.
“Suho oppa is never busy. We should at least invite him,” you said slowly blanking out into space once again. Sehun looked at you scanning each and every feature of your face. It wasn’t the first time he was doing that. He loved looking at your face, the cute expressions you made with complimented the twinkle in your eyes. You were lost in someone else’s thoughts while he was lost in yours.
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“Sehun ahh! Stop moving around,” Suho said angrily. “I can’t sleep because of you and I have a big day tomorrow.”
“What do you have to do tomorrow?” Sehun asked back with annoyance.
“Shhhh,” Suho said shutting his eyes close once again.
“I have a big day tomorrow too,” Sehun said trying to provoke Suho. He wanted his hyung to question him so he could tell him about his plan.
“What do you have to do?” Suho asked, just as Sehun had expected.
“I’m going to tell her how I feel about her tomorrow!,” Sehun replied instantly.
“What? That’s great,” Suho replied excitedly. “I am so proud of you and I am sure she will say yes so don’t worry about it okay. Just say it out with hesitation and make sure you don’t..”
“Hyung.. hyung…I’ll be fine,” Sehun cut Suho to reassure him that he would be fine. Suho smiled looking at the ceiling. He was going to confess his love to someone too the next day. For some reason, his intuition was telling him that it was going to be a good day. Sehun on the bottom part of the bunk bed smiled too. He had finally gathered enough courage to tell you about his feelings and he felt great about it. There was no stopping him.
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You skipped every other step while climbing the stairs holding a beautiful rose in your hand. It was the day, it finally was the day you were going to tell him how you felt. How he made your heart flutter. How your eyes twinkled and your heart rushed thinking about him. you stopped at a distance from the door upon reaching the top. You had to rehearse your lines one more time and practice holding your rose the right way. Not too tilted to the left neither to the right. Straight in the middle so you could just push it forward. You also looked down at your dress and shoes. They were the best you had and they quiet complimented your beautiful brown locks. Taking a deep breath, you lightly knocked on the door. You knew Suho would be home. He was always home and yes he was the object of your affection. A few minutes passed away but no one opened the door. You began to get nervous thinking of the worst things possible. Then finally you decided to try the door knob. It clicked open. You stared at it in surprise for no apparent reason. In the back of your head you were still a little unsure. Nevertheless you tip toed inside the dark hallway clenching the rose in your hand.
“Suho Oppa,” you whispered rather loudly. The door of his room was slightly open letting the light dart through. Your hands began to shake. Your stomach felt numb and your lips quivered. With every step you took the moment was coming closer. You closed your eyes to think about him. An immediate smile took your face. Picturing his face was all you needed to calm your nervous state. You knew he’d be reading a book, stuffed inside his bed. Only Suho would do that on a day as beautiful as Valentines Day.
Very hesitantly you pushed the door just enough for you to be able to see inside. Your eyes ran from one corner to the other, and then there in that moment you felt the biggest blow to your heart. A girl stood tugged in Suho’s gentle arms. His lips pressed against hers as her arms slid around his neck. Your heart was racing faster than when it did thinking about him. Your fingers went numb and heavy lump formed in your throat making it hard for you to breathe. You didn’t blink for a second as your vision started to blur due to the tears forming in your eyes. Your brain began to reject every command sent by your body. Your life was shattering before your eyes and there was nothing you could do but to feel all your energy drain out.
Suho’s eyes met yours. He jumped back in surprise still holding the girl tightly in his arms.
“Give me a minute,” he whispered to her. He walked towards your statue like body. You felt him hold your arm tightly and then drag you out of the room. He was saying something along the way but you couldn’t understand anything. You heard some words but they didn’t make sense to you. The man you loved was holding you tightly telling you everything you didn’t want to hear. All you wanted him to do was to smile at you while you told him how you felt. Then hug you and pat your head telling you that he loved you too and then finish the scenario with a beautiful kiss on your lips. The reality was not even a tad bit close to that.
“_________… don’t tell… I want to…! They should find …..from me..! And Sehun…he….tell ..something.! Are .. listening..? ___________ …okay?” that is all that you heard from him out of the other thousand things he had said. You felt him pat your cheek. His grip on your arm loosened and then he was gone.
You began to walk into the dark hallway once again but this time you were walking out the front door. Your hands were still shaking and your stomach was numb. Tears were trickling down your face reflecting the torn state of your heart.
“__________ahh,” you heard your name being said from a close distance. It sounded like Sehun but you cared too little to stop. He blocked your way holding your arms. He was panicking at the sight of you weeping without making the littlest of the sound.
“Are you okay __________? What happened? Please tell me what happened? And what are you doing here? You weren’t supposed to come till I texted you. I had to get everything ready so I could give you a surprise. __________ah please don’t cry. Please..please,” he pleaded. You rest your head against his chest and slid your hands behind his back holding him tightly. And that’s when the first sound, a mixture of a sigh and a plead escaped your lips. Sehun felt a shudder run through his body hearing you cry like that. You were the most cheerful person he knew. Seeing you in a such a state was breaking him from the inside. With each cry, he felt a knife being plunged through his heart.
“__________ahh! Please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this,” he said. A tear fell from his eyes as he held your tired body in his hands. “I was going to wait and tell you this but since you are so upset right now and I have no idea what is bothering you so I am going to tell you something that I have been meaning to tell you in a long time. I know you might be a little surprised but I want to do this so you can feel better. I don’t want to see you cry ___________. ___________ I love you….,” he paused to see if you would stop crying. And stopped you did. The air had fallen silent since the strange words he had last uttered. Your tightly shut eyes opened immediately but you didn’t dare look up. Your face was still pressed against his body. “I have loved you for a long time,” he continued. “So long that I don’t even remember the first time I felt this way about you. I can’t stand you being far away from me anymore. I want you to be mine forever… Nothing in the world would mean more to me than this…” He squeezed your body emphasizing on his own words. With that, he gently pushed your body away from his so he could see your face. With his tender hands he wiped the last traces of tears on your cheeks.
You finally began to process all the things he had said to you. How ironic was it that all three of you were running after someone else. Suho was happy and so was Sehun while you couldn’t have felt lonelier at the moment.
“I don’t know why you’re crying right now and maybe I won’t ever find out. It’s up to you __________ but all I’m asking is for a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I promise you that I won’t ever let you cry like this,” he said with pure sincerity in his eyes. He tried to show his strong side while on the inside his curious heart couldn’t stop poking him. He wanted to know why you were crying. You on the other hand couldn’t tell him the reason at any cost. Suho had trusted you with that information and besides, telling the man who loves you that you love someone else is like a punch in the gut. You wanted to tell your best friend in the entire world why you were hurt but unfortunately he was also the man who had just confessed his feelings for you. The smile on Sehun’s face was slowly fading away like the candle of hope in his heart. He had started to think he had made a mistake. You were expressionless, staring blankly into space. He would rather have you cry and let it all out then to not express yourself at all.
“___________,” he mumbled your name again. There was no response. You were still thinking about what to do. He loved you but you didn’t love him back. You couldn’t let him live in a delusion for the rest of his life. Or you could accept his proposal and make him happy because that was all he had ever wished for you. You owed him one. Also, your wounded heart needed some heeling.
Sehun fixed his eyes on the floor swinging his body from side to side to hide his nervousness. “Sehun,” you whispered meekly. Before he could raise his head, you brought your body closer to his and wrapped your arms around him. A layer of overflowing happiness ran through Sehun’s body. You could feel his soft lips peck your neck repeatedly. You closed your eyes to his passionate touch trying to suppress all the thoughts for a while. You wanted to feel needed and Sehun was providing you that in every way. The only question that scared you was that- will you ever be able to love him back?
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3 years later:
Just as the clock struck seven, you heard a faint knock on the door. You placed the paper that you were riding to the side. Your hands automatically reached for the rose that had been resting on the coffee table. There was another knock- this time a little louder. A smile embraced your lips seeing him stand opposite you, right on time as usual.
“Happy Valentines day,” he said going straight for your lips.
“Happy Valentines day Sehun,” you replied before joining your lips once again.
-We always look for love in the wrong places, especially when it is right there in front of us and we keep pushing it away. To love is a beautiful thing but to be loved in return is beyond compare.
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I wrote the first half of this scenario last year as a requested scenario but I went so off topic that I just left it unfinished and started on the request all over again. This half done scenario had been sitting in my files forever so I finally decided to put it to good use and make it a Valentines Day special [even though I am two days late]- In my defense, I had a lot of work/ quizzes/ papers due/ job/ test = no life.
Anyways I hope you all like it :)

Thank you so much! *celebrates quietly in the study room at 7 33 am..“
Oh haahahahah I know how much you like Zelo. I couldn’t portray his personality accurately in the scenario though but as long as you guys liked it I’m happy.. :)

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My first analysis - 121206
Lay:
[Not a lot has changed from my first analysis but here’s what I have observed]
Nothing much that we have found out recently except that he is very hardworking. He will do anything to be the best and most of the time we don’t see him getting credit for that. One thing that most people love about him is the fact that he is very down to earth. He will do anything to please others by showing his good manners. [Don’t trust me? Then count how many times he bows down to his sunbaes in less than a minute]. He is also very close to his family and misses them a lot. I’m not saying the other members don’t miss their families. By all means they do but with Lay, he doesn’t have to say it. It just shows through his actions. He will keep his wife like a princess because you can tell he was raised by a queen. Also, Lay is VERY shy. I repeat very shy. He will only talk when he has to. For example interviews. He knows if he doesn’t do his job right he will be bashed for it. But he would never talk out of his own free will. Sometimes we can tell he is depressed [many think it’s because of the rumor about him and his ex girlfriend- they had to breakup before he debuted] but no one knows for sure. Lay still has a cheery side to him and it will come out once he gets more comfortable. His personality only shines when he is with the M members. With K I feel like he pushes himself back because he is over cautious.
Sehun: [My view of him has changed quite a bit from last time]
Sehun laughs. He laughs a lot. I am still confused if he laughs depending on who’s saying the joke or if he laughs because he genuinely finds the thing funny. Sehun is getting a little tired of the whole “I love my Luhan hyung thing”. He still adores him very much but he doesn’t always like to show it. In my opinion him and Luhan have a teasing relationship. At first it seemed like Sehun really liked Luhan because Luhan talked about him a lot/ favored him a lot but he is starting to see that Luhan is like that with everybody so he doesn’t consider himself getting special treatment when in fact Luhan really does love Sehun a lot [As a brother OKAY] And I also feel that if the two of them are together with no Jongin around they act more freely. Whereas when Kai is there Sehun feels the need to interact with him too maybe because Kai is shy and doesn’t talk that much in a sense making himself more desirable/ mysterious. All in all Sehun is still very immature. He still needs to work on his fanservice a little more. But us peasants still love our lovely maknae don’t we?
Kris: [Again not a lot of changes]
I have noticed that Kris can be very awkward sometimes but we are starting to see more of his interactions with the K members. If you look closely Kris doesn’t know it himself but he will run towards the direction of affection. If a member makes an attempt to get closer to Kris, he will take him under his dragon wings and love him a lot. [BAEKRIS anyone?]
Luhan: [Still standing by what I said before]
Probably the most affectionate member in Exo. If a member has a problem and they would want to tell someone about it, most likely it will be to Luhan. He can give people a sense of security. Also, I think his love for Sehun is different compared to his love for other members. Luhan likes Sehun an that’s that. He wants to be around him and he is never afraid to show his affection. With Xiumin it’s the same but Xiumin is one of those people who even if they care don’t really show it. Luhan however doesn’t pull back. He will keep going. One thing that bothers me is the fact that he doesn’t interact with Kris that much. Hopefully we get to see some of that next time.
Kyungsoo: [Not a lot of changes from last one]
Except that Kyungsoo doesn’t talk that much compared to other members. Like Lay he talks when it’s needed. Out of all the K members he was probably the smartest in school. What I love about him is that he lives in his own little world and the clueless expressions he makes are purely unintentional. He doesn’t worry about reaching out because he knows he is the lead vocalist. I think he doesn’t express much is also because SM doesn’t want their lead vocalist to come out as crazy. Over all he is very obedient.
Chen:
He isn’t shy. He was just getting used to the whole fame thing and now his true personality is shining. Chen has the potential to become the life of the party simply by being likeable. He is very sarcastic and quite similar to a venerable puppy who needs to know that he is being loved. Once he learns enough Chinese his bright personality will outshine the other members. He is also one of those people who strive to be the best. He tries hard as I mentioned in the last analysis and I admire him for that. After all who doesn’t like a hardworking man?
Baekhyun: [Mostly the same as last time]
He isn’t as shallow as I perceived him to be but that doesn’t mean he isn’t at all. He speaks his mind [Like Key from Shinee]. If he wants to say it he will without evaluating his consequences. The members may get upset sometimes but he is easily forgiven [w/out him asking for apology] because he is also very lovable. Baekhyun doesn’t really do a lot of fanservice because he doesn’t feel the need to unlike the other members. He will be silly without hesitation knowing people will love him anyways. Most likely he won’t be the member that will outshine others. If he is upset about something he won’t be afraid to show it. I am not a 100% on this but I also feel that he likes being around good looking people- keeping them close to him. One good thing about him is that he will take care of his dongsaengs. All in all- loving the new Baekris and Baektao ships.
Xiumin:
He is finally getting some singing time and I am sure he is enjoying it. I think he is finally getting a little bit more confident and a little less awkward with Kris. Xiumin isn’t very touchy but that is mostly because he feels insecure about his image. Hopefully he will get out of the soon. I think if he is given a chance he will talk a lot. [To me he is a perfect boyfriend material]
Tao:
He is finally getting out of shell and becoming less and less insecure about his image. His maknae side is starting to show. Tao is loveable in his own ways and surprisingly isn’t as shy as we thought he would be. He likes being around people who will show him that he is loved. He can’t reject favors and I love that he is finally doing more fanservice. [I miss Taoris- Sutao and Baektao is taking over aaaaaa]
Suho:
Suho is loveable okay? – and no one can change that. He isn’t as intimidating as I first mentioned him. the members love playing around with him more than with Kris. But I hate the fact that they use him as a toy. He needs to be respected. Just because he is being nice doesn’t mean they can do whatever. Suho’s bright side is finally showing and it is only making him more desirable. [Also a perfect boyfriend material]. I don’t think he is jealous of Kris anymore but I do feel that sometimes he may think about it. He just needs to show that he is in charge a little bit more- sometimes so the members don’t take advantage of his niceness.
Kai:
He still shy but mostly because he doesn’t feel the need to impress people. He knows he can get a girl when the time is right so worry when he is so young. I do feel that he isn’t very open to the other members and likes to keep secrets. This can be frustrating for other members so hopefully Kai can get out of that bubble. Also he need to speak up more in terms of staying in touch with his fans. I am starting to think he is a little arrogant but Im hoping it isn’t true.
Chanyeol: [Nothing much changed]
Chanie my boy..! He needs to stop making hilarious faces and dancing like a grandpa. Sometimes he really does look like one – when he walks. He likes being in charge and he loves to talk. He is very affectionate to the people he loves [Krisyeol will kill me one day] to the point that it starts to overflow. To me he is the most approachable member in Exo.
Feel free to send in your comments- if you want to.
Hey guys,
As I said before I will be doing an Exo member analysis every few months to highlight major changes we have seen or come across . My second will be coming out soon. [1st one’s here] Again, I don’t know if you guys are interested but I will be posting it because I have no where else to post it lol.
So just giving you guys a heads up :)

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Requested by anon
Your eyes were fixed on the tree outside your class window. Two squirrels had been fighting with each other for an acorn. It was so mesmerizing that you didn’t even care what the teacher was talking about.
“Okay class I am going to assign everyone a partner and then divide the whole class into three different groups. Each group is required to go to a different part of the forest and camp there. You will later be given instructions on what kind of sample you have to find.” After that she began calling out the names. She called your name twice but didn’t get a response. She finally looked up only to find you completely distracted.
You felt a shade on your face and the next minute you were startled by your teacher standing right on top of you.
“Oh my!” you jumped back in surprise.
“May I ask what is it that amuses you more than what I’m teaching in class?” she asked.
“Mianhamnida,” you said as your ears turned a hot pink.
“You will be partnered up with Zelo for this project,” she said sternly. She was hoping she would get a response from Zelo but was disappointed when she looked at him. He was fast asleep.
“What happened!” Zelo said after getting hit by a marker that your teacher threw at him. The atmosphere filled with muffled laughter.
“What is wrong with you kids these day,” you heard her yell. “You are partnered up with __________ for this project.”
Zelo looked at you and then rolled his eyes in frustration. The last thing both you and him wanted was to work with each other. There was a long history of hatred between the two of you. And so there was one thing you knew for sure and it was that, that project wasn’t going to end well.
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“Who said you could bring that huge bag?” Zelo remarked as you approached the bus.
“Who said you could ask me a question,” you replied rudely.
“Whatever,” he said and turned around. You continued to drag your huge bag towards the bus. Everybody had already boarded the bus so there was no one who could help you pick up the heavy bag but Zelo. He turned around to look at you.
“Can you help me?” you asked.
“Aaa NO!” he smirked and got on the bus. You had already reached the limit of hating him. You couldn’t go any beyond. As you began to pick it up someone took it from your hand. You looked up and were surprised upon seeing Zelo. He came back.
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You and Zelo were walking through the woods at a much slower pace than your group. He couldn’t leave you behind because you were partners so you were each other’s responsibility. You dragged your heavy bag up the steep hill while he stood on the top rolling his eyes.
“You had to bring that huge bag now didn’t you?” Zelo
“You know if you would just talk less and help me with this bag it would be much better.”
“It’s not my fault you brought such a huge bag. I don’t understand why you girls are so weird.”
You didn’t have anything to say but to hate him more in your heart. When you finally reached the top he took the bag from you and began to walk.
“Give me my bag.”
“If we keep going at this pace we will definitely get lost. We need to find the samples soon so we can leave tomorrow,” he said once again shutting you up.
In no time you two rejoined your group. Zelo was trying to be nice to you but you were too blind to see it. Over the years he had began to like you. The hatred between the two of you was turning into something else for him. Something much more beautiful. You on the other side hated him with a strong passion. Neither of you remembered how or when the fight had started
The group leader gave everyone instructions and then set you all to find your respective items. You and Zelo had to collect water samples from a nearby swamp. Since you two had annoyed the entire group a whole lot you guys were given the dirtiest job as a punishment. Thankfully the swamp was not as far. You began to walk without even bothering to wait for Zelo. He, however caught up to you.
“We’re partners. Stay close,” he whispered.
“I’d rather not,” you replied snatching the bottle from him and running to your destination.
“What is your problem?” he asked while you bent down to get a water sample.
“You’re a problem,” you replied. You heard him mumble something but you didn’t care enough to pay much attention to it.
“Here hold it,” you said giving him the bottle. You expected him to retaliate since your purpose was tp provoke him but instead he calmly took it from you and began to follow you. You started to think about the events of the day. It started to dawn on you that Zelo as being nicer than usual. He was never this nice. Why was he doing all of this?
The two of you stood near the clearing as you were instructed by the group. No one else had showed up yet. It was getting late and you and already started to yawn.
“I’m going to sleep.”
“You need to make your tent,” he replied.
“I know. I’ll make it,” you said casually, already taking out the required items from your big luggage. He gave you enough space to lay out everything and then began to watch you. It was sure going to be a treat to his eyes watching you make a fool out of yourself.
You looked at the folded tent nervously not knowing what to do. It looked a lot more complicated than you had thought it would be. Nevertheless you didn’t want to fail so you decided to give it a shot. Very carefully you began to unwrap the tent. You heard a chuckle so you looked up. Zelo who had been staring at you immediately looked away. He made it obvious that he was looking at you. You took a deep breath shaking the plastic material in your hands hoping it would transform itself into a tent.
“You’re hopeless,” he said advancing towards you.
“Hey hey hey what are you doing?” you asked taking a step back. He lifted his hands as if attacking you but instead pulled the tent out of your hands.
“Give it to me,” he said condescendingly.
“I didn’t ask for your help,” you scoffed.
“You should be thankful that I’m doing this for you,” he replied. Within a few minutes there was a huge tent standing upright before the two of you. He looked at you and then his finished product.
“That’s how you do it,” he mocked. He turned around to leave but you stopped him with your words.
“Who do you think you are? Do you think you’re some kind of a cool boy who everyone will fall in love with easily? Do you think that torturing me like this will make you more desirable? Well you’re wrong because you are stupid and insolent and a complete idiot. I don’t even know why I’m here with you when I can’t even stand the sight of you. If I could express in words how much I hate you I would but my feelings are beyond describable. You want to know why?” you asked. Zelo turned around, grabbed you by the waist line and pressed his lips against yours. It took you a few milliseconds to register what he was doing. That’s when you started to struggle. He didn’t let go of you. He kept his hold firm. Your tried to hit him but he grabbed your hands tightly holding them behind your back.
After a good minute Zelo finally pulled away. You lifted your hand to slap him but he caught it and then pulled you closer once again.
“You’ll never get it will you?” he said grinding his teeth.
“Do you..” you began but he shut you up with his angry words.
“Are you seriously this blind?” he shook you violently. “Do you not see that I care about you? You’re always pointing out all the wrong things about me. It’s as if you fail to see all the crazy things I do for you. I don’t know why you hate me or when this whole thing even started but you need to get your head straight. I don’t like begging people for their love okay… but..you’re just so..different. I hate that. I hate the way you make me feel. Just go away ________,” he said pushing you away.
You stood in silence not knowing what to say for sure. Zelo seemed mad. Not like the usual kind. This time was different. Almost as if he was really hurt. Your words had hurt him. In fact they had been hurting him all this while. You began to question yourself. Did you really hate him? Or was it all because you thought he hated you? Or that you wanted to run away from your true feelings for him. A rivalry between a boy and a girl always end in an unexpected affection for each other. The same had happened to the two of you. Love had struck like to the two of you like the smell of roses. It was strangely beautiful. You decided that he needed some time to think his things through before you could talk to him. You turned around to walk away.
“Who am I kidding?” Zelo said pulling your arm and then dragging your body towards his own. “I don’t want you to go away,” he said clenching your body as if he was afraid to lose you. He made you feel wanted. He showed you that he was insecure about and he showed you that he loved you. You didn’t know how much you loved him but you knew it was enough to start off that relationship.
“I’m sorry if I scared you with what I said but please don’t go. Just give me a chance ________. Even if you don’t love me just give me one chance to prove myself.”
He nuzzled on to your neck like a little puppy begging to be loved back. A smile spread on your quivering lips. You shook your head finally lifting your hands to hug him back.
“Of course,” you replied. You felt his hug tighten on you to the point that it hurt. Just a second ago the two of you were fighting and now you stood wrapped in his arms agreeing to remain by his side. Indeed, hatred is a form of love in itself.
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*Wohoooooooooo* trying to get back into the writing game. Hopefully you guys will like this one. I’ve got my fingers crossed on this one.
And for any of you who aren’t having a good day. Here’s a Zelo gif for you to make your day. Believe me having bad days is the worst thing possible:

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Yep you’re absolutely right. It’s different for everyone. Most of the non Korean students in my class are taking it because of their love for either K dramas or kpop but I still see that they have no passion to learn. They are just there for the class, hoping for some miracle to happen and they’d start speaking the language fluently. On the other hand there are some who put in a lot of effort especially from learning outside of class. My first semester was pretty bad, not because I didn’t have a strong passion, believe me I do. I was just too busy with my other classes to pay attention to Korean but this semester is going great because I am finally getting a hang of it because most of the material is repeated so often. Plus I have a really good friend in the class who despite being Chinese, knows a good amount of Korean and all of that is from watching dramas. I really admire her. So my advice to you would be to just learn from watching K Variety shows/ dramas but first get your basics right. Once you memorize the few/easy rules you will be good to do and will be able to speak elementary level Korean.
Here’s a link that I would recommend to you. It’s like you are sitting in class. Just keep going with one link everyday and you’ll be good to go. It seems intimidating at first with all those complicated characters but trust me it’s not as hard. Ask any Chinese person out there and they will tell you that korean characters are much simpler compared to Chinese. And also if this doesn’t work out there is always ‘Korean for Dummies’ - Barns and nobles has it but they only have a romanization version so you’ll only be able to speak the language not actually read it.
I hope this helped and I also wish your university starts offering Korean language courses. Hwaiting! :)
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I was going through some old posts/ asks from you guys and it made me realize how much I miss writing. Its been so long since I posted a good scenario therefore A scenario shall be posted tonight! *wohooooo*
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Xiumin walked into the room with a nervous smile on his face. He still seemed a little shuffled from the news you had given him the night before. It was holiday season and your parents wanted you to come visit them with your boyfriend. Xiumin had met them once before so you didn’t think it would be a big deal.
“You look nervous,” you commented and went back to packing.
“Nervous?” he repeated in a squeaky voice. “No way!”
“Yeah you are. That voice of yours just confirmed it,” you smirked.
“Okay maybe a little!” he gave up pretty quickly.
“Why?” you asked.
“I don’t know… I’ve only met your parents once before. Don’t you think this is a little too fast? And did you even ask them if I could come. It all seems so much..I don’t want to…”
You cut him short by placing your finger on his lips. “Everything will be fine. Didn’t I tell you that they like you? Now don’t worry and help me pack.”
You heard him sigh as he grabbed your ready to go supplies from the shelf and handed them to you.
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Xiumin woke you up when the bus reached its destination. It was faster than usual. He held your hand to support your sleepy state out of the bus. Your parent’s house wasn’t far from the bus stop. Xiumin dreaded every step you guys took towards it. He tried hard not to show it but his shaking hands were making it quite obvious. You smiled at his state and squeezed on to his hand to comfort him.
“Annyeonghaseyo,” both of you greeted at the same time when the door opened. Your father bowed with a stern expression. He motioned for the two of you walk in. You took a step but Xiumin remained still.
“Oppa,” you called on him.
“Huh!.. oh ye.. mianhamnida,” he apologized.
You put your luggage in your room while your father directed Xiumin to the room next door. After he left you sneaked into his room and shut the door close. Normally he would jump up and ask you why you did that but that day he was lost in his own thoughts. It had started to irritate you but you couldn’t really blame him. You got on your knees in front of him and took his hands into yours.
“Oppa!”
He looked up at you with loving eyes. He began to say something but you cut him. “Please don’t make me regret this. I know you’re a little nervous but I promise you they will love you no matter what. You want to know why?” He lifted his head slightly as if asking you why. “Because I love you silly!” He began to blush and shyly looked away at your sudden confession.
“So promise me you won’t space out again,” You asked leaning in closer.
“Of course,” he smiled. He then leaned in and graced your lips with a soft kiss.
“______________ah,” you heard your dad call you. You and Xiumin immediately pulled apart and lunged for the door. For a second you thought you guys were in trouble. It was quite the opposite though. Your dad had put himself into trouble.
“Ye Abuji,” you said entering the small balcony.
“This grill isn’t working. It was working just fine last time though,” he explained himself. Your mother glanced at you guys from the kitchen, smiled and then returned to prepare the meet. You looked at Xiumin signaling him to offer help to your dad.
“Uh.. can I help?” he asked.
“Can you?” your dad snapped back.
“Ah ye, my dad always grills stuff and I usually help him so I’m pretty used to it,” Xiumin replied.
“This grill is different. I don’t think you’ll be able to do it,” your father said. Xiumin began to analyze the problem. Your father went on and on while he started to unscrew the top part of the grill.
“See that wouldn’t do it. You just opened the whole thing,” your daddy complained. Xiumin kept nodded his head out of respect but didn’t move his eyes from the object for one second. You saw your dad smack his forehead in frustration
“Oppa,” you whispered. Xiumin looked up at you and gave you a reassuring smile. He knew what he was doing.
“Here you go sir,” he said after a while.
“What?” your father turned around. “Did you check to see if it works?”
“Aniyo but I’ll do it right now,” he said placing the top back on and grabbing a lighter. You felt like all of you were watching the last 2 minutes of an intense soccer game. If it didn’t work you and him would be very disappointed and most of all your dad would get cocky.
“Aha!” You and Xiumin cheered. He hugged you to celebrate without realizing that your father was still there.
“Uh oh,” he gasped pulling away. “I’m sorry.” He said to your father. Both you and him froze as he gave you deathly stares. You knew he was going to say something unpleasant but instead his expressions softened. He patted Xiumin’s back and said thank you.
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After that day you rarely saw Xiumin or your father at home. They were either out playing golf or discussing serious political issues in the study room. Sometimes they even played chess. You liked the fact that they were getting along but at the same time you weren’t getting to spend any time with them. Days were passing by quickly and it was almost time for you guys to leave.
You sat on the couch staring blankly into space. Your mother came and sat beside you. She was hoping you would say something. Little did she know that you had no idea she even entered the living room.
“_______ ah is something bothering you?” she asked putting her hand on your shoulder.
“Aniya, I’m fine,” you said recovering from your startled state.
“Don’t lie to me,” she said with a comforting smile. You lay your head on her lap and closed your eyes.
“Umma.. don’t get me wrong. I really love that appa and Xiumin are getting along but I am not getting to spend any time with either of them. Xiumin rarely ever gets any days off and I barely ever see Appa since I live so far away. I love both of them so much but … uh I don’t make any sense,” you said giving up.
Your mother chuckled at your disturbed state. She planted a kiss on your temple but didn’t say anything. She didn’t have too. Just then you heard your father’s voice.
“__________ ah I have something planned for all of us today,” he said cheerfully. You immediately got up. He came and sat beside you.
“I am so sorry. I didn’t even think about this.”
“Aniya appa, it’s okay. I was just..saying..”
“Technically it’s your fault,” he said.
“What?”
“Ye! You’ve chosen such an intellectual boy for yourself that I love hanging out with him.”
“Apppaaaaa,” you whined while Xiumin blushed at the comment. Your dad chuckled and then pulled you up.
“Now I know you guys have to leave early tomorrow morning but we can still do something. The night’s still young,” he said. The air filled with laughter at your father’s failed attempt at sounding young.
Together all of you went to out for dinner and then had some nice coffee to finish the night. Xiumin was happy and so were you. You were glad you had chosen him and also that your parents approved your relationship. As long as everybody was together nothing could go wrong.
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I wasn’t planning on writing but I pushed myself and so this scenario.. basically just..happened. I make no sense at the moment and I apologize to the anon who requested this. My brain is still fried and my emotional state is still shuffled. I have to finish my pending list ASAP so I pretty much forced myself to write this one. Maybe in the future if I come up with a better idea I’ll add it to this scenario.
*hugs you back* - Thank you!
I’m just praying for their families right now. I hope they get through this soon.
Thank you lovey!
Thank you! - I am glad you liked it
Death is very tragic and can bring anyone to tears. I write about it everyday. I didn’t realize it has such a great impact till someone close to you dies.
This is all so tragic that it will take some time but I hope that everybody will be okay soon. My highschool family became a lot more closer because of this.
Sorry for the late reply. Thank you though.. I am praying for their family too and I just hope everyone who knew them [including myself] would stay strong. It’s not easy for anyone here.
Dear __________,
–I’ll keep adding to the list as I find more fancams.
Yep yep! I finished half of it last night and I am still working on it. Hopefully it will be up by midday :)
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As long as you are reading them I am happy :) . And the only reason we haven’t talked in forever is because I am a woozie and I’m being lazy like always. I am so sorry about that :(
I miss you just as much

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A smile embraced your lips as the familiar fragrance touched your nose. Minseok walked passed you once again while walking back to his cubicle. You breathed a heavy sigh clenching your fist tightly. It was high time you apologized to him about the little episode you had created a few days ago. After months of praying and hoping, you had finally gotten a chance to talk to him informally and then you ruined it by getting him in trouble.
His twinkling eyes and gummy smile had shot an arrow through your heart on the first day of work. There was only one problem though- he rarely ever smiled after that day. Something changed in his life and every day after that you wished it hadn’t. He never smiled again. You made every effort to talk to him but it was almost impossible since you had to report to him directly. Every time he called you in for something important, all you did was stare at him while he rambled on about all the assignments you had to finish. The annoying voice in your heart kept bugging you till you finally gave up and walked to his cubicle.
“I didn’t ask for you,” he said without taking his eyes off the screen.
“I know,” you said instantly. “Opps!” you bit your tongue. “I mean, I know you didn’t. But I need to apologize for last week.”
“There’s no need for that,” he replied sternly.
“No, I .. just want you to know.. that it wasn’t intentional. I really did save the file you sent me but .. then I ..didn’t know..” you stopped realizing that he wasn’t paying attention to a single word you were saying. He was busy typing a report on his computer. You sighed hoping he would notice your presence but all to no avail. With a heavy heart you walked back to your desk. You were a very emotional person so seeing him behave harshly with you was breaking you from the inside. Had you not cared about him that much everything would have been fine but too bad, your heart was madly in love with him.
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That night you decided to go to a club and drink to the point, your pain would go away. Deep down you knew it was impossible but desperate times called for desperate measures. And so you entered the club with a fake smile on your lips. You lunged for the bar, making yourself comfortable on the corner seat.
“One maderia please,” you ordered. After having your third one you rested your head against the counter. You thought you saw a familiar image but your eyes were too blurry to be sure. You closed your eyes and then opened them again still resting your head against the hard surface. It was Minseok, sitting three seats down just a little less drunk than you yourself were.
“Minseok sii,” you said his name under your breath. You began to walk towards him hesitantly. Love is a strange thing. It makes you do things you would never want to do. Not caring about your self-respect you tried to make an effort once again.
“Minseok sii,” you said his name again putting your hand on his shoulder. He looked up at you. Wrinkles formed on his forehead immediately.
“Call me Xiumin,” he said fixing his eyes on his glass again.
“Ah.. Mianhamnida Xiumin sii,” you corrected yourself. You took a deep breath and began once again. “Why can’t we be friends?”
“We are colleagues,” he replied firmly.
“But I want to be more than that,” you said sitting beside him. You were more drunk then you had thought you were therefore you had no idea what you were talking about. Xiumin ordered another drink still ignoring you.
“You don’t always have to be sad. Do you even know how beautiful your smile is?” you said. He turned to look at you after hearing your comment but he didn’t say anything. “The first time I saw you, I felt something in here,” you said pointing to your heart. “I don’t know what it is. But when you ignore me it hurts. I don’t know what’s bothering you but all I wish is for your pain to go away. I want you to be happy so I can be happy. I want to see that smile again. The smile that I saw 6 months ago… It was so beautiful that my ..” you stopped as a tear fell out of your eyes. You didn’t wipe it. More began to come out. Xiumin looked at you and wiped your tears. Your words had touched his heart. But he was a lot more hurt then you could imagine. He had lost the person he loved and there was no fixing it. He had had his 6th drink by the time you finished talking.
You looked at his hazy image. He was advancing towards you. Your heart began racing and then next minute his lips were pressed against yours. It felt more right than wrong. In fact it didn’t feel wrong at all. Everything was perfect about it even when you were far from in your right mind at the moment.
Time passed by quickly. You didn’t know when you and him got into a room. You didn’t care enough either as long as Xiumin was by your side embracing your body with his soft lips. The sound of music touched your ears making you more intoxicated. And there in that night your weak heart slipped- offering you completely to a man you loved a lot.
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When you woke up the next morning Xiumin wasn’t there but he had left his jacket on top of you. That was enough for you to think that he cared and the night before wasn’t a complete waste. A little part of you was regretting it but more than that you were happy that he was yours now.
You glanced at him from time to time at work that day but never got one back. You began to get nervous. He hadn’t looked at you all day. It was almost midday. People had started to leave for lunch. You got up too. Somebody put their hand on your shoulder to stop you.
“Want to have lunch together?” he asked. You didn’t even have to turn around to answer him. Your head shook in agreement unconsciously.
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Your hands shook nervously as you sipped your coffee. You didn’t want to look into his eyes while all he did was to look at you. He was thinking of the right words to utter.
“_________,” he said placing his hand on top of yours. “I am really sorry about last night.”
“Waaa..” you looked up in surprise. He failed to read the expression on your face and continued. “I don’t know what happened to me. I guess I was just..I was just.. just forgive me for that. I really hope we can be friends. I am not mad at you anymore so please stop apologizing.”
You looked at him disbelievingly. You had thought he had accepted you but it was quite the opposite. He was apologizing to you thinking he had made a mistake. It was nothing more than a mistake to him. You fought back your tears. He squeezed your hands tightly looking for an answer.
“_________ can we be friends?” he asked again.
“Huh!..ah ye,” you nodded still shaken by his confession.
“Come on lets go back then,” he said. He grabbed your hand dragging your shuffled state out of the restaurant.
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Xiumin made all the effort to make you happy after that day. He took you to movies, couple special nights, expensive dinners and soccer games but he only problem was that he wasn’t doing that out of love. He was only doing it because he felt bad.
You wanted him to love you just the way you loved him but that was next to impossible. You wanted to ask him why but you were too hesitant. He was always so serious it intimidated you. Even when he was by your side you felt like he was somewhere far away. The irony of the situation was that both of you were broken hearted but both of you were trying your best to make each other happy.
“I am so glad you came tonight,” you said to him while washing the dishes. Everybody had left but Xiumin had agreed to stay behind and help you clean.
“You really don’t have to help with this,” you said.
“I know I don’t have to. I want to,” he said taking drying the plate with a piece of cloth. You smiled watching him clean them so diligently. Your hair was falling on your face. You used your foam laden hand to push them back without realizing that half of it was on your face. Xiumin looked up at you. He began to laugh hysterically at how comical you looked.
“What?” you asked half smiling half confused.
“Your face.” He pulled you closer to wipe the foam off of you. You pulled away feeling uncomfortable with the tingles his touch sent through your body.
“Ah.. I should leave,” he said. You nodded back in agreement.
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You sat curled up in the corner of your dark room crying your wits out. You had been two weeks past your cycle so you decided to do a pregnancy test. It came out to be positive. You were pregnant with his child. Your head hurt from crying so long. There was no way you could tell him. He would want you to abort the child. Or he would agree to take care of it but you didn’t want that until he did he willingly. After a lot of thinking you finally came to a decision. Up till now you had always thought immaturely but for the first time in your life you made a mature decision- to sacrifice your happiness for his.
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Five months later:
Walking was harder for you in your 6th month compared to any other pregnant woman. You never really paid attention to your health since you were too busy with your new job. It didn’t pay enough but you had to do all you could to save up enough for your child. It was hard in the beginning but you had convinced yourself that life is not always fair.
You stood in line at a small grocery store waiting for your turn. It was hot and your back had started to hurt.
“Excuse me ma’am could you let me cut I have somewhere important to be,” the man from behind you said.
“I’m sorry but my back hurts. I have to get back home as soon as possible,” you replied. He leaned a little forward and soon realized that you had a baby bump.
“Oh I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were pregnant,” he said.
“Oh no! It’s alright,” you said turning around. Your jaw dropped seeing Xiumin standing right before your eyes. “Oh my!” you gasped taking a step back. He wouldn’t have been as surprised but seeing your worried face he sensed that something was suspicious.
“__________ I looked all over for you,” were the only words that could come out of his mouth at the moment. You pushed him aside and began to walk. “__________ are you hiding something from me?” he asked running after you.
“No!” you said. You waved for the taxi to stop. He got in right after you.
“Xiumin sii please leave,” you said keeping your calm.
“No I won’t,” he said holding firm.
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“_____________ I need answers,” he said while you unlocked your apartment door.
“Please leave,” you insisted once again.
“I won’t until you tell me,” he said suddenly pulling you and then holding you tightly. Your eyes started to blur from weakness and you fell into his arms.
When you woke up Xiumin was still sitting beside you. He had been watching over you the whole time. You looked away so you wouldn’t have to face his intense gaze. Neither of you said anything. The room was as silent as a graveyard.
“It’s my baby isn’t it,” he mumbled. You closed your eyes hoping he would take back the words he had said.
“Don’t worry about it,” you said getting out of bed. “I’m fine now so you can go.”
“You can’t just push me out. And why do you sound like it’s all my fault? In case you forgot you were the one who disappeared without giving any explanations. Had I not found you today I would have never known that you were carrying a part of me. How dare you _________? How dare..”
“I did it all for you!!” you yelled releasing your hand from his grip.
“What do you mean you did it for me? You ran away from me. Do you not understand that I care about you?”
“You don’t care about me. That’s the problem.”
“Who said I don’t?” he asked. “Who said I don’t care? __________ somewhere between those movie nights and those dinners and those.. after dinner walks I fell for you. I don’t know when for sure but I did.” He squeezed your hand. “You shouldn’t have left. You shouldn’t have.”
“I didn’t want to burden you,” you mumbled feeling tired once again.
“You would never be a burden on me. You made me smile again. How can I forget that?” he said. You remembered the night you last saw him. You remembered how hard he had laughed at your silliness. You were so preoccupied in your own feelings that you ignored his. You ignored all the signs.
“Look at yourself. You can’t even take care of yourself.” He pulled you into a hug and rubbed your back to comfort you. “___________ I want to be here with you. I wasn’t there for the first 6 months but now that I know I don’t ever want to leave you like this. Please don’t push me away,” he said.
You didn’t have any words to offer except your tears which slowly seeped through his shirt. He could feel them and it hurt him to see you like that. He knew it was his fault for never making you feel special. Both of you blamed yourself because neither of you wanted to hurt each other. If that wasn’t love than what was it?
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A little similar to the last one but I couldn’t do much about that since this is what the anons requested. I personally really like this one because I reflected a little part of my personality in this scenario. I hope you guys like it. I know Xiumin isn’t a lot of people’s bias but look past that and enjoy the story :)

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