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June 2013

I really liked your Youngjae one shot! I thought it was really interesting and I could totally see it happening. Great job! :)

*waves* - Thank you I tried my best not to make the exact sane as the MV but at the same time have it somewhere along the same lines :). I am glad you liked it. 

Jun 18, 2013 1 note
Was he a traitor? [Youngjae] ft. Other members

Requested by anon [Based on One Shot MV- BAP] 

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Present day:

Your hands were covered with his blood. You had tried hard, really hard to save him from bleeding to death. Just a few seconds ago he was standing before you, alive and threatening to kill you. You were sure you were going to die that night but then he came back to protect you like he always had in the past. He was an angel but somewhere along the way you had stopped believing that. It was his fault. He had decided to leave one day without telling anyone. You and the other gang members were surprised but more than that you were all heartbroken. Even though all of you had only known him for a few months, he had made a place in everyone’s heart.

And today when he finally came back, he gave you hope. But that hope died as soon as it came. He was gone after he put that man to his ultimate end. He didn’t even wait to say a proper goodbye.

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Six months ago:

“Who is he? Why did you bring him in here? You know this is our..” Himchan panicked seeing Yongguk carry a dying man into the shed.

“Oh shut up Himchan… look at him. He’s bleeding. We need to help him,” you said pushing him aside and running for aid.

“He was running away from M4’s gang members but they caught up to him…” Yongguk replied. He gave the wounded man support and walked him to the bed. You took off his shirt to find the source of bleeding. He was breathing heavily and recovery seemed impossible. He tilted his head to the side to look at you. He held your hands tightly, as if telling you he didn’t want to die. You turned to Yongguk for help. “There could be something we can do…we can’t let him die like this.” Yongguk nodded his head and then he was gone. You turned around to look at the man. His eyes were closing. You had to keep him awake. He had to struggle. You didn’t know him but at that moment, all you wanted for him was to live.

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Everyone sat by the fireplace to listen to Zelo’s strange stories. He’s promised he would come up with some wonderful ones at the next win. It had been a big day for the members, against the Zerox brothers. They had taken over your gang’s supplies a year ago and that day you had won them back. The room was filled with the air of success. Everyone seemed happy until he walked in. The room fell silent. His eyes met Yongguk’s as if complaining for still treating him like an outsider. It had been a little over a month since he had ‘joined’ the group. Yongguk laughed out loud, encouraging the members to act normal and invited Youngjae to come join. Youngjae- that’s what his name was.

He came and sat beside you- the only girl in the group. In the past one month he had asked you several times why you were with these people. You had always found his questions strange. The members were like your family. There was no question of not being with them.

Zelo continued with the story while the rest listened. Youngjae slipped his hand to the side. Without any sign of hesitance he held yours. The two of you were in the corner, kind of in the dark therefore no one could see what was happening.

“Let go,” you whispered fighting hard with that smile on your face. Youngjae shook his head and tightened his grip.

“If they see you do this, they will get mad at you…especially Yongguk,” you said.

“He won’t,” he replied. You thought it best not to fight and remain calm. The more you spoke the more the suspicions would rise. Yongguk eyed you. You tried to move your hand where he wouldn’t be able to see but his gaze danced along your every move. He smiled a little and looked away. He knew about your little love affair with the new comer. He’d known all along but never bothered saying anything. In fact he acted like it didn’t bother him when in reality, it hurt a lot.

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A few more months passed by. Youngjae had become a much dearer member to the group. He had helped in small gang attacks to carrying out bigger plans. Sometimes he asked you guys why you did such stuff. None of you ever had an answer. All of you were sort of born into that. Yongguk told Youngjae to accept his fate and stop interrogating so much. If he wanted to be part of the group, he had to accept the way you all lived.

You were nervous for Youngjae. For the upcoming mission he was required to go into the police head quarters. It was tricky but Youngjae had accepted graciously. He had mentioned once before that he was familiar with the inside of the building therefore he could get the work done faster.  

You, Jongup and Daehyun waited in the car while Youngjae operated from the inside of the building. He was looking up the records for the M4 gang members. Your gang was going to use it very cunningly to your advantage. Youngjae was being monitored very carefully by the camera you had put on his shirt. However, a few minutes after he gained access to the files, the camera stopped working. There was no trace of him.

“Youngjae.. respond,” Daehyun cried through the transceiver. There was no response. You tried hard to work with the camera but it seemed as if it had been disconnected instead of being broken. You lied to the other members though. You told them that someone might have crept up on him from behind.

Daehyun, who always had trouble trusting Youngjae thought quite the opposite. “You’re lying,” he yelled. The three of you waited for a long time but it was confirmed. There was no sign of him. He was not going to come back.

You could feel sweat beads forming on your forehead as you anticipated his arrival. A fear though, was creeping on you. Deep down you had a feeling he was not going to come. Just earlier that day, he had held your hand and told you he cared about you. He had said that before too but for some reason you didn’t want to believe him that day. Something just seemed different about him.

“Let’s go back. That traitor won’t come back,” Daehyun said grinding his teeth. Jongup started the engine with a heavy heart. Youngjae indeed had betrayed you all.

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 Present Day:

“_______!________ are you alright?” you heard Yongguk say. “Why did you come here alone? You knew those guys were dangerous? Do you have any idea how worried I was about you?” With that he pulled you into a hug.

You were still in a state of shock, not being able to say a single word. Yongguk rubbed your back to make you feel better.

“He…he..came back,” you whispered into his ear. Yongguk’s ear perked like that of a predator. He pulled back to look at you.

“Where is he?” Yongguk asked as his nostrils flared with anger. You’d never seen him like that. He never got angry but that day, hearing you talk  about him brought all of his inner anger out.

“He left…! I don’t know where he came from but he shot this guy while I was being attacked and then left before I could stop him. …I don’t know why he didn’t stop. Not even when I tried to call him..” you buried your face into your hand and began crying. Your condition was piercing Yongguk’s heart. He looked at the other members. They knew why Youngjae was never going to return and he felt that it was time he told you.

“He’s with the police!” Yongguk said rather plainly.

“What?” you looked at him strangely.

“Jongup found out a few days ago. The only reason he ‘joined’ out gang was to get information about how our system works. We don’t know why he spared us but …all I know is that…I made a mistake trusting him…”

After that Yongguk’s words stopped registering in your head. You started to remember all the lies Youngjae told you. His police badge flashed before your eyes. How could you miss something as obvious as that? He tried to hide it as soon as you saw it. He lied and you believed.

“Come on ________!” Yongguk said lifting you up. “It may hurt now but time will heal all.” You rested your head on Yongguk’s shoulder as you and the rest of the members walked back. One question that remained in everyone’s heart was, ‘Was he really a traitor or not?’

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Sort of really different from the MV but you guys will see some similarities in the story. Hope you guys like this version. Forgive me if you don’t. I hope y’all like it :) 

Jun 18, 2013 15 notes
#BAP #kpop scenarios #yongguk #youngjae #daehyun #zelo #jongup #himchan
Jun 18, 2013 1,017,731 notes
#:') #so beautiful
Yes! Just post it! It's okay~~

Im so sorry. I fell asleep last night. I have to do some finishing touches to the scenario and then I’ll post it :) 

Jun 18, 2013

I honestly thought that up next on my pending list was “Scenario based on One Shot MV” so when I woke up this morning I had an amazing idea for it and I started writing it until I looked at the pending list a minute ago and that one isn’t even next on the list. So do you guys still want me to post it? 

Jun 17, 2013 6 notes
Unnie why are you never on anymore?

I am so sorry love. Things have changed a lot since summer started therefore its getting hard to balance everything. I am trying my best and hopefully I will have something for you guys this coming week :) Thank you to every one for being patient. I love all of you <3 

Jun 16, 2013
do you take requests right now? if so would you mind writing a scenario with zelo when he gets jelous because your on good terms with another member? he should be the oppa :p

Hello!! I still have 8 more requests to go! As soon as I get done I wil start taking requests again. So sorry about this :(.. Please come back when I open the request box again :) 

Jun 16, 2013
“Airports see more sincere kisses than wedding halls. The walls of hospitals have heard more prayers than the walls of churches.”—(via grizzlytales)
Jun 14, 2013 643,442 notes

My Exo [XOXO - both Hug and Kiss Version] came in the mail today. 

Jun 12, 2013 11 notes
#exo #xoxo #kris #gifs not mine
"Do you love me?"- [Kris]

Requested by anon

“Do you love me?” you asked Kris. He took his eyes off of the magazine for a second to look at you. You weren’t looking at him. Instead, your hands were up in the air moving in a wave like motion. You liked laying your head on Kris’s lap while he kept himself busy with a book or his IPad.

 “You didn’t answer my question?” you asked once again.

“Of course I do _______,” he replied but this time not looking at you at all.

“Then say it back!” you said sitting up and forcing him to look at you. Kris put the magazine aside and leaned closer to you. He stared at your face for a good minute as if scrutinizing your every feature carefully. “Are you okay?” he asked.

“Huh? Obviously,” you pouted.

“You’re acting very strange today.” Kris held your hand and kissed it. He was amused, on the inside, looking at your hyper side. You were rarely ever like that.

“I’m perfectly fine…. But …you still haven’t told me that you love me,” you said with a disappointed face.

“Okay! Here you go… I ..lov…” Kris said leaning closer to you with every word he uttered.

“Hey guyssss,” Sehun sort of announced his entrance. Both you and Kris pulled apart.

“Oh hey,” you replied tucking your hair behind your ear.

“Hey,” Kris said with a serious face. He hated that Sehun somehow always interrupted any time you and him tried to be intimate.

“Sorry! I just wanted some orange juice from the kitchen… you guys…carry on,” Sehun said with a naughty smile on his lips.

“Thank yo..” Kris said but you interrupted him. “Oh no we weren’t really doing anything… come join us if you’d like.”

“No no I’m good,” Sehun replied politely. You felt Kris squeeze your hand but you did not react much to it. It was Kris’s habit to seek your attention that way. Your eyes were fixed at Sehun till he walked back into his room. Kris nudged you to look at him when the coast was finally clear.

“You okay?” he asked playing with your hair.

“Yeah..” you replied rather seriously.

“__________ is there something going on? Something you need to tell me?” Kris asked noticing your bland expressions. Just a few minutes ago you were so happy and as soon as Sehun came and left your mood had shifted entirely.

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It was very rare for Kris to ever plan on leaving his dorm. He liked staying in most of the time. That day, you pushed him and the other members to do something fun and so all of you ended up in the basketball court downstairs. Xiumin, Luhan, Kris and Chanyeol were busy playing while you Sehun and Suho watched.

Kris’s attention shifted towards you from time to time. He got hit by the ball more than often and scolded by Xiumin just as much. “Kris if you’re not in the mood to play just sit down,” Xiumin said out of frustration. You were busy talking to Sehun when you heard Xiumin. You looked at him, asking him what was wrong. He shook his head and turned around. He wanted to win the game.

During half time Kris walked up to you and tried to squeeze himself between you and Sehun. You gave him a strange look but to avoid the awkwardness Sehun began laughing. Kris took the water bottle out of your hand and began drinking while staring at Sehun. Sehun still could not control his laugh. Just then aa girl walked into the court.

“Sehunniieeee…!” she called out and waved in you guys’ direction. She ran up to Sehun and jumped up to sit beside him. “I didn’t know you played basketball!” she said lightly tapping his shoulder.

“Everyone! Meet Lindy,” Sehun introduced her with a majestic hand motions.

*Heeeeyyy* - everyone waved to her.

“Who is she?” you asked Sehun. Kris’s attention diverted towards you once again.

“A friend,” Sehun replied but you caught the slight blush and shy smile. He definitely liked her. She was more than a friend to him. You looked her up and down. She was very pretty too. You couldn’t help but compare her to yourself. A little part of you began to miss the time you had spent with Sehun. Kris nudged you out of your thoughts asking you what was wrong. You shook your head and rested your head on his shoulder. You were with Kris now and there was no doubt you liked him a lot more than you ever liked Sehun.

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After the game ended, everyone went back to the dorms to wash up. You ordered pizza and waited for everyone so you could eat together. Soon the room was filled once again but Kris was missing. Suho asked you to go find him. You walked into Kris’s room who was sitting on his bed, his arms crossed, in a deep state of thinking.

“Aren’t you hungry?” you asked.

“No,” he replied. You could sense that something was wrong with him. You closed the door behind and sat beside him.

“You’ve been acting strange all day. What’s up?” you asked placing your hand on his. He didn’t respond this time. In fact he didn’t even look at you.

“Kris…” you nudged him.

“Huh..!” he sort of woke up as if he was sleeping. “_________,” he said holding your hand tightly. “Do you love me?” he asked.

“Love…?…Of course I do..” you replied confidently. “But why are you asking?”

“ Then tell me honestly one thing..”

“What?” you asked.

“Do you still have feelings for Sehun?” His question ran shudders through your body. Your face turned bright red and your heart raced faster than usual. You looked away nervously to avoid eye contact.

“Do you?” he asked again and pressed your hand. You shook your head slightly still not looking at him. He lifted your face with the tip of his slender fingers. He could feel your face burning up. He knew something was up.

“I don’t,” you said reassuringly.

“Then why do I feel like you do?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” you said getting up and walking to the window. Kris followed you out of the bed. “It’s just hard sometimes…seeing him with …other girls. I spent two years with him.. It’s hard to forget Kris. Sometimes it’s hard to forget.”

Kris put his hands on your shoulder to console you. You were on the brink of crying but you held back your tears. You were not going to cry for another guy in front of your boyfriend.

“But I can assure you I don’t feel the same way about him anymore. I like…love… you now and that’s all that matters.”

“You don’t have to say that to make me feel better,” Kris said.

“I do.. because that’s how I feel and you should know that. I don’t say it often but I do.. I do love you.”

Kris looked into your teary eyes and all he could see was honesty. You didn’t have to put more effort to convince him. He knew that what the two of you had was much different then what you ever had with Sehun. You were young and immature when you dated him but ever since Kris came into your life things changed a lot.

“I won’t talk to him if it makes you uncomfortable,” you mumbled. Kris nodded his head and embraced you. He could have said no but he was a little insecure. He didn’t want to lose and if that meant you making a little sacrifice than he was not going to stop you. You on the other hand were happy to do so, if it made him happy. You knew in your heart the Kris was the one and there was everything you were going to do to keep him close to yourself.

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Sort of different from my others which the same concept. Hope y’all like it. I’m off to eating a sandwich. I’m hunnggrrryyy!!! 

Jun 11, 2013 44 notes
#kris #kpop scenarios #exo scenarios #exo
Authorshii do you have instagram?

I don’t :) 

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Jun 10, 2013 2 notes
Oh baby don't chu know~ ♥ *tongue flicks

Jun 9, 2013 6 notes
Authornim is everything alright? The sad post you just put up has me worried for you. Is everything okay in your life and with friends?

Oh no honey! I’m perfectly fine :) I just found that post really amazing so I decided to reblog it but thank you so much for checking up on me :( <3 <3 <3 <3 You’re such a sweetheart :) If something really is wrong I usually just write it in my tags :) 

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Jun 8, 2013 2 notes
Jun 8, 2013 789,359 notes
#im crying rivers #:'( #no one deserves this
Aw I love the last YongGuk scenario. Sweet. And have you heard Exo singing "Baby Don't Cry" live? It's good. I have it on my blog if you haven't.

That performance was beautiful ! Aren’t they amazing? :’) 

Jun 6, 2013 1 note
Did you skip some requests. Just asking incase I missed some.

Nope! I haven’t skipped any. I just haven’t updated my pending list. If I get time this weekend I’ll be sure to do that :) 

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Jun 6, 2013 1 note
So far how many variety shows, radio shows & live performances has exo been on since their comeback?

Exo hasn’t been on a variety show yet but they have had a bunch of interviews/ radios! Here’s a list: 

1. Exo Tencent Weibo Interview [not subbed] 

2. Exo at Sukira [Eng sub] 

3. Exo on Shim Shim Ta pa [Not subbed] 

4. Youngstreet Radio Interview [Eng Sub] 

5. Exo XOXO- 1st album Interview [Eng sub] 

Exo also recorded Happy Camp on June 4th and it will be aired June 11th :). Hope this helps :) 

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Jun 6, 2013 14 notes
Sweet Heart [Yongguk]

Requested by anon 

The weather outside matched what you were feeling on the inside- rage and anger. How could you be so foolish to think that a guy as handsome as Eungyeol like you? Nevertheless you smiled on the outside and began to walk back to your apartment. Just a few more months of saving and you could finally buy yourself a car.

“_________!” you heard a familiar voice say from behind. “You dropped your shirt on the way out the back door,” Yongguk said while panting.

“Did you run all the way from the bakery?” you asked in disbelief.

“Yeah it wasn’t that far,” he replied with a smile.

“Thank you,” you said, taking your shirt from him and putting it in your bag. “I’ll see you around okay?”

“Byeee,” he sang as the two of you parted ways.

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You seemed to be more than lost in your own thoughts that day at work. Your manager snapped his fingers in your face to bring you back to reality. He was more of the chill type. Things like these didn’t bother him. You smiled, silently thanking him.

“You okay?” Yongguk asked with his usual bright smile.

“Yeah.. yeah I’m fine,” you replied when your voice said the complete opposite.

“Day dreaming about someone?” he asked.

“Someone?” you laughed. “More like something?”

“Let me guess! Is it that mousse ice cream again? You know you really shouldn’t be eating such stuff.” Yongguk joked but he seemed more serious. If it was any other day you would not have taken it to heart but that day was different. You were already hurting from what had happened with Eungyeol and Yongguk just added to it by making fun of you for being fat. You gave him a nasty look and disappeared into the kitchen.

Yongguk’s heart sank as he pondered over the words he had said. He didn’t mean for them to come out the way they did. He felt bad and wanted to talk to you but there were customers he had to tend to.

The entire rest of the day, he looked at you from time to time trying to figure out a way to talk to you but you always escaped as soon as he approached. You weren’t mad at him, you were just annoyed that he had hit you right where you didn’t want to be hurt. You already felt really insecure about your image and Yongguk being such a sweet heart and passed that comment.

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The next day was the same. You ignored him all day while he made attempts to talk to you. You didn’t stay after closing to help clean up. Instead you asked the manager if you could leave early. That way you wouldn’t have Yongguk walking behind you.

Your plan failed however, as you heard him call your name from afar. “____________, ____________!” he yelled repeatedly. You fastened your pace but Yongguk did not give up. He caught up to you, and pulled you firmly.

“Can you not hear me?” he asked with slight annoyance. “Why are you so mad at me?”

“I’m not mad at you,” you replied and began to walk once again.

“_________ wait!..” he said and this time ran and stopped in front of you. “I made you something.” He revealed a CD he had made and presented it to you.

“What is this?” you furrowed your eyebrows.

“I added all of your favorite songs to this CD. It’s kind of like an apology from me,” he said forcing you to take the CD. You stuffed it in your bag and without saying a word began walking once again. Yongguk wanted to stop you but then he thought it better to let you go. There was always tomorrow.

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After listening to the CD, a forbidden thought entered your mind. You began to think that maybe Yongguk liked you, otherwise why would someone make all this effort to ask for apology. Then you shrugged the thought out of your mind. How could he possibly like you? You had thought the same with Eungyeol but were only disappointed. You were fat and not pretty and those were two things guys looked for in a girl.

You hit the back of your head to teach yourself a lesson and placed the CD’s on a shelf. You were going to thank Yongguk the next day and things would just go back to normal.

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“Soooo did you like the CD?” Yongguk asked the next day after work. You removed the strands of hair from your face that the naughty wind kept blowing and nodded to him.

“I have a question though,” you asked.

“Sure! Go ahead,” Yongguk said eagerly.

“How did you know that all of those songs were my favorite?” you asked. Yongguk stopped walking which meant that you should too. You stared at him as he tried to avoid your gaze. “Yongguk,” you called out his name so he would respond. He didn’t. Suddenly, he had started to get nervous.

“All the songs in the CD were the ones you hum every day,” he finally said. You looked at him in amazement. It wasn’t something to be surprised over but if pondered over for a few minutes, it sounded very flattering. You could have never imagined Yongguk paid such close attention to you.

“You…! Aaa… you..” you were still thinking of saying something when Yongguk held your hand.

“I like you _______!” he said shyly.

“What?” you pulled your hands out of his immediately. “What do you mean you like me? I thought you…  thought you..didn’t…” you gave up on what you had to say. You knew if you commented on your appearance he would think you were shallow. How ironic!

You looked at him dumbfounded because you had never thought of him in such a way. You thought he was far too cool for you, just like all the other guys. Why would he like you when you were so chubby?

“What are you thinking?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied.

“Then what’s your answer?”

“What do you mean?”

“About… what.. I just said.”

“I don’t know Yongguk… I don’t even know why you’d like me,” you said out of frustration.

“Why wouldn’t I?… you’re perfect in every way.”

“No I’m not,” you argued.

“You are _________! And you have no idea how much I like you,” he said holding your hands once again. He was making you nervous. No guy had ever said such words to you or touched you that way. Yongguk was the first one and deep down, you were very happy. He had always been a sweet heart to you. The only reason you didn’t think of him more than a friend was because you didn’t think a guy like him could like you. And now he was standing before you, confessing his love bravely. You had to give him a chance. He deserved it. With great effort, you overcame your nervousness and smiled at him. That was the signal which he happily took as a yes. He could finally walk you home…

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Jun 5, 2013 30 notes
#Yongguk #kpop scenarios #BAP #bap scenarios
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Jun 5, 2013
Foolish [Lay]

Requested by anon 

Lay stood by the door looking at you sleep peacefully. He could tell you had cried a lot the night before but dare not show him how you felt. He wished he was brave enough to face his fears.  Vivid memories from his past always held him back and thus he gave you a disappointing answer each time. Lay walked to your side and ran his fingers on your forehead. He gave you a tender kiss on your forehead and then your cheeks. “I’m sorry,” he whispered.

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You saw Lay stand by the pillar like usual. His train came a little before yours and so the two of you walked home together every day. There was no one day that you remained quiet but that day, you didn’t have anything to say. You knew it would hurt him but you were hurting too. You hated presenting the same question to him when you knew the answer wouldn’t change.

You felt him touch your hand. He was still debating if he should hold it or not when you looked at him. You folded your arms to ease his indecisive state.

“_______!” he mumbled your name. “Hmmm,” you responded after a while. Lay didn’t say anything. He couldn’t think of anything to say. It would be the same as usual stuff, him trying to convince you that life would still be good if the two of you didn’t have a baby.

Ever since you had started wishing to become a parent, all you could see around you were expecting mothers or happy families. You wanted to be one of them but Lay was too scared to become a father. What frustrated you more was that he never gave a rationale as to why he such a strong opinion about the subject. You were afraid it was creating rifts in your relationship. That day too, you could tell he was trying really hard to talk to you but like always, he didn’t have the right words. And the only right words you wanted to hear from him were – ‘yes’. That would make everything better.

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The silent walk home was more unbearable for Lay than you. You settled down on your bed taking a deep breath. Lay walked into the room and sat beside you.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

“That wouldn’t change anything Lay. Let’s just forget about it. I’m going to go make us some dinner,” you said, getting up.

“No! stay,” he pulled you back. You looked at him, hoping he would say something but he still didn’t have anything to say.

“If you’re not going to say anything than just let me go. I have stuff to do for tomorrow,” you said out of frustration.

“Are you mad at me?” he asked. You were mad at him and him asking you such an obvious question was not make things any better. You wanted to yell but instead you clenched your fist to let out all of your anger without saying a word.

“I’m not mad,” you finally said. “I’m just disappointed.”

“Disappointed?” he asked.

“Disappointed that you won’t trust me.”

“I do trust you… it’s just that…”

“No! If you trusted me you would tell me why you don’t want us to start a family.”

“We are a family!”

“We are not…” you said angrily, pulling your hands out of his.

“________!” he held your hands again instantly. “Okay let me tell you why.” He calmed himself and began once again. “I am scared because I know I won’t be a good father.”

“Why?”

“Because I have seen my mother suffer my father’s torture every day. He beat her and us and called us names and was never there for us. None of us were surprised when he left one day. What if I turn out to be like that? What if I can’t take care of my kids? What if I can’t love them the way they want to be loved? I don’t know how this works. I don’t want to disappoint you or our child. I’ve lived my entire life hating my father and I am afraid my child will hate me too.”

You looked at Lay in utter confusion. He thoughts were so illogical, almost cynical. He had never shown this side of himself to you. He was always tender and warm hearted. You knew he came from a broken family but you had no idea it had left such a definite impression on him. You looked over at him. Maybe it was your love speaking for him but there was one thing you knew for sure and that was that Lay would never hurt anyone on purpose. You held his hand firmly because you now you knew exactly how to convince him.

“Do you love me?” you asked. He looked at you with confusion. What kind of a question was that?

“Of course I love you,” he said with wrinkles on his forehead.

“Do you think you could ever hurt me?” you asked another question. Lay began to say but stopped. He didn’t have answer and he knew exactly where you were going with it.

“Then how do you think would you hurt our child? What happened to you and your family is a sad reality but you and I both know it won’t repeat. Your mother was a great mother. You should trust the way she raised you. You’ve seen what your father did to you guys and that is what will teach you to be a better person than he was. Don’t demoralize yourself just because your father was a bad person. Being a parent may be a lot of responsibility but we all learn slowly. It may seem horrifying at first but you will get better at it every day. You just have to trust yourself Lay. You care so much about others how could you possibly think you would hurt me or our child?”

Lay blinked repeatedly, trying to absorb all that you had said in a mere few seconds. He wanted to hug you for being so supportive but he was embarrassed for putting you through a lot. He looked away, ashamed at his thoughts.

“Don’t do this,” you said as you tried to turn him towards you. “You know I love you and I won’t ever think of you as foolish.”

“I’m so stupid _______,” he said hugging you tightly.

“No you’re not,” you whispered back.

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2 years later:

You glanced over at Lay and Minjun from time to time. Lay had fallen asleep holding him in his arms. You took a picture of the father and son and laughed to yourself. “And he said he couldn’t be a good father…”

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Jun 4, 2013 70 notes
#Lay #Exo #kpop scenarios #lay scenarios #exo scenarios #exo m
Your scenario of number 57 made ​​me cry, please keep writing more scenarios like this and like others.I love your tumblr.

I am guessing you’re talking about no. 57 on Exo scenario list. :) Thank you so much <3 <3 <3 More hearts for you. For some reason I have a lot more love to give out recently! lol :) 

Jun 2, 2013 2 notes
You're my favorite scenario writer. I feel everything you write is straight from the heart and the fact the you spend time on every request is really nice. You care about your readers and understand emotions well enough to convey them in writing. I'm sure writing stuff like this garners lots of jealous criticisms and critique, but because you're still doing this makes me very happy. Best of luck on your future works! And as the new EXO album goes: XOXO

Thank you so much. I try my best to keep up with the blog because its like my baby and I don’t ever want to lose it. I feel bad when I am not able to produce something in a week and my request list is forever pending. I will be even more busy in the next two weeks but I will try my best. Thank you so much for your love and support and this lovely message. <3 <3 *sprinkles more love on you* 

Jun 2, 2013 1 note
Ah reminds me of when my dear SS501 was around as a group. I'd watch everything and listen to all their songs and stuff. Same thing with Babyvox haha. I finally saw the "Wolf" stage and eh I think I like other songs better. Maybe the song will grow on me. I've had that happen before. Like I so didn't like this one GTop song (can't think which one now) but after listening to it more it grew on me lol. I quit enjoyed the other songs though.

Ahahahahaha  yeah its just too much work. All the fancams, Subbed shows and performances.. I haven’t slept properly in days! Yeah the song grew on me super fast and I go around the house saying “awwwoooo”- all the time and my mommy just keeps staring at me! Hahaha! 

I haven’t heard the rest of the album. I am waiting for it to come out tonight so I can listen to it :’) *cries silently* I’ve waited tooooo long for this. 

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Jun 2, 2013

Sorry guys! I haven’t been able to write because Exo’s comeback is just so hectic for us exotics. We have to watch all the stage performances and keep up with the radio/ variety shows. It’s like a job in itself. i’ll try to find some time to write the next few scenarios! I promise:) 

Jun 1, 2013
#exo

May 2013

It's out!!!

Awwoo!! yesss! I’ve been reblogging like crazy :’)

May 30, 2013

30 more minutes 

May 30, 2013 18 notes
Mv comes out in about 2 hours!!!

I thought it was coming out in about 30 minutes since it says 3pm KST!

edit: Just kidding! its 4pm KST! so its another hour and 15 minutes from now :’( 

May 30, 2013
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May 28, 2013 1,315 notes
#my babies #exo
Wah I love the Exo teaser! Everything sounds like it's going to be great. I am looking forward to hearing all the songs!

I am still crying to be honest. The medley is sooo beautiful! :’). The only song I have some doubts about is WOLF itself. I don’t like that it drags but I like the music. I am soo freaking excited like you have no freaking idea! 

May 27, 2013 2 notes
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May 27, 2013 1,299 notes
#exo
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May 27, 2013 92 notes
#exo #crying
can you get five me a link that photoshop thing the last anon sent you? I've been trying to find photoshop for awhile now and haven't be able to find it

Oh I am so sorry! I should have done that in that ask. Here it is :) 

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May 27, 2013 2 notes
You just have more control in photoshop and I find it better. Just thought it'd help to know how to have options. ^^

Yeah I’m still trying to understand photoshop though. Its so freaking hard. Hopefully I can grasp this soon :) Thank you anon <3 <3 

May 27, 2013
youtube. com/watch?v=uLXxDCuzEtM

A tutorial to make gifs on tumblr with photoshop Cs5/Cs6 

[Thank you anon <3 ] 

May 27, 2013 2 notes
kmf player to get the frames. at least that's what i use.

Hmm I’ll try that out too. I just made a gif set with luhan and kai. It takes a little time but gifsoup.com isn’t that bad. 

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May 27, 2013 1 note
jaehos. tumblr. com/post/22859514563/how-to-get-adobe-photoshop-cs6-free-disclaimer

Oh anon thou art a blessing! <3 <3 

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May 27, 2013 1 note

Tao spazzing during his introduction

May 26, 2013 28 notes
#tao #tao gif #exo #exo m
what programme are you using to help you learn? or what?

gifsoup.com 

It soo confusing but I think I going to start with a slower video. The one I was using has so much going on its hard to tell. 

May 26, 2013 1 note

Currently learning how to make gifs! I am so proud of myself I think I might just cry :’)

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May 26, 2013 3 notes
Tender Heart [Luhan]

Requested by anon  

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You looked at the clock in frustration. It was half past six and Luhan had promised to come home early that day. The two of you were going to the doctor for your routine checkup. He hadn’t come to the last three for which he apologized many times. You had no idea he was going to do the same this time.

He finally entered the house around seven. You couldn’t read his expressions because your brain was occupied with the fury. “One time! One time I tell you do something and this is what you do!” you yelled. Luhan jumped a little at your sudden attack. He looked at his watch and then at you trying to remember if he was missing something.

“Is..everything alright?” he asked. You could hear slight annoyance in his voice. It made you more mad because he had no right to be upset when you had spent an hour waiting for him.

“You’re kidding me right?” you asked getting up with great effort. You were seven months pregnant therefore little things like these made you really frustrated. “You were supposed to take me to the doctor today.”

Luhan smacked his forehead, embarrassed at what he had done. He advanced towards you, apology painted on his face. “I am so sorry,” he said trying to hold you.

“Sorry isn’t enough,” you pushed him back. “This isn’t the first time Luhan.”

“What do you mean?” he asked getting defensive.

“Can’t you see? You are never home. Every time I need something I have to ask you five times before you actually go get it. You don’t remember important dates even when I mark them on the calendar. You are never there when I go to the doctor and … to be honest we haven’t even started planning for what our life will be like when this baby comes into this world.”

“You’re making it sound like I don’t care at all,” Luhan countered your argument.

“YES! That is what I am trying to say,” you emphasized.

“What are you talking about? I have never shown that I don’t care about our baby.”

You scoffed at him. “Do you remember the day I told you I was pregnant? You nearly collapsed. Most people are happy but you… you seemed so …devastated.”

“___________ I think we already talked about it. My reaction was not mature but I apologized for that. I am really happy that you are having this baby,” he said.

“I am having this baby? What happened to we are having this baby? … this is what your problem is. You are not looking forward to us becoming a family.”

“I am! Don’t accuse me of such stuff.”

“I will accuse you!!” you yelled losing your patience. You just wished he would listen instead of countering everything you were saying. He had shown little to no responsibility towards the baby and yet he claimed to that he was there with you.

“Have you ever bothered asking how my day was when you come home? Have you ever asked how I may be feeling? If I need something? What the doctor said? You don’t care at all. It makes me wish I wasn’t having this baby… because then you would be the old Luhan, who cared about all my needs.”

“Do you hear yourself? You’re being so selfish,” Luhan snickered.

“I am NOT being selfish. You just don’t care and you’re being irrational.”

“All of this started from me not coming home on time. Okay let me just go make another appointment.”

“That’s not what this is about and you know that too,” you pulled him back. It was as if you were looking for a fight that day. But in reality you wanted answers to all your questions. They were creeping up on you. You were afraid Luhan wasn’t ready. He didn’t want the baby and he might leave you.

“Stop it,” Luhan pushed your hand back. “I don’t need you to tell me what to do.” His tone was harsh and his voice louder than usual. “Why do you have to blow everything out of proportion? What the heck is your problem? I am trying to fix things over here and it seems as if you don’t want that. I am getting tired of your whining everyday ____________. Either you stop this or you ….” He stopped realizing he had said too much. Tears started coming out of your eyes. Luhan tried to hold you but you pushed him back.

“_________,” he called your name. “I didn’t mean to…”

“Don’t,” you refused his hand once again. The front door was still open. Without thinking twice you left, smashing the door behind you.

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Luhan stood in the empty room still trying to make sense of what had happened in only a few minutes. Did you really leave? Were you going to come back? He had no idea how something so small could create a chaos as big as this. He felt like he had lost a part of himself. You guys were so happy just a few months ago then suddenly what happened? He asked himself all these questions. He was confused but he knew one thing for sure and that was that he didn’t want to lose you.

Luhan ran out of the house looking for you.

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“_________! __________ stop!!” you heard Luhan from behind. He caught up to you. You could tell that his eyes had shed a few tears. He seemed worried, scared and flustered.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he asked hugging you tightly. “Just because I am stupid doesn’t mean you leave me like this.” You didn’t say anything but instead hugged him tightly. You started to cry again. “I am sorry for never being there. I do want this baby _________, I’m just a little scared. Please don’t.. leave.” He pulled away and cupped your face in his hands. “Why would you think I don’t care about you enough? I do care about you… it’s just really hard to show sometimes. I promise I’ll put in more effort taking care of you and our child.” He placed his hand on your stomach trying to comfort you. “If there’s one thing I am sure of, it’s that I never want to lose you or our baby.”

Luhan wiped your tears and gave you a kiss. You smiled faintly as he put his arms around you once again. In your heart you hoped he would change for the better this time. You knew he had a tender heart and you also knew he would never give up on you. He just needed a little push. 

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Luhan is such a cutie. I can’t imagine him being mean to his pregnant wife. But still I wrote this since it was requested. I hope you guys like it :) Happy reading.  

May 26, 2013 86 notes
#kpop scenarios #exo #exo m #luhan #luhan scenarios
Unsure - [Kai]

Requested by anon

You kissed Kai’s puppy before letting it stand on its fours again. It was still limping a little from the week before’s injury. Your heart hurt from seeing her like that. You wanted to hold her again but you knew you had to get back to work. You turned around once again just to look at it one last time.

“________!!!!” you heard someone yell your name in fury. Your heart jumped at the sudden attack as you looked up. “What are you doing to her?” Kai asked. He didn’t seem like his normal self that day. He never really smiled but that day, the wrinkles on his forehead were more than frightening.

“I was just feeding her,” you tried to explain.

“I instructed everyone not to touch her then why are you here? Leave!!” his words were scampered.

“But I..” you began once again, with pure innocence. Kai didn’t wait another second and turned around and left.

You had never been talk to like that before. Sure, you worked for SMENT but that gave Kai no right to talk to you like that. You noticed that he had been talking to you like that for almost two weeks now. Before that, he never even bothered looking at you and suddenly his behavior had shifted gears.

You saw Suho walk out of the practice room. You stopped him half way, to ask what was wrong with Kai. He paused for a moment, thinking why you would ask him about Kai- it’s not like you ever really talked to the members. “He has been sick for the past few days that’s why he is acting a little irritated.”

“Oh,” you pretended to look concerned and made an apologetic face.

“Yea! He’ll be fine in a few days so don’t worry too much,” Suho said and left.

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You had forgotten about the morning incident. It didn’t really matter to you how Kai behaved around you. You had promised yourself to only focus on your job. Meddling into an idol’s life would cost you a fortune and you certainly were not ready for that.

You were walking past Exo’s practice room when you heard someone yell. You stopped for a brief second and as soon as you started to walk again, you heard your name being called.

“________!!! Come here,” Kai yelled. You looked at him strangely, slowly walking into the musky smelling room.

“Is this the stuff you prepared for us?” he questioned throwing an old smelly black shirt on your face. You looked at the piece of cloth and at him. You were sure providing the members with clothing were far from your job. You tried to explain to him but he didn’t let you speak.

“This material will give all of us a rash and we have three big performances coming up next week. Now either you get your mind straight or I’m going to have to talk someone,” his nostrils flared as he whimpered in anger. You wanted to throw the shirt right back at him and call him names but you knew that would be immature. You clenched the shirt tightly and walked out of the room with a heavy heart. You decided that if Kai ever asked for an apology for treating you this way, you were never going to forgive him.

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More days passed by but Kai’s behavior did not change. It was less intense but you could still see the hatred in his eyes. He expected you to recoil when he approached you, but instead he you stared right back at him, sometimes even more intensely than he did. You didn’t know how long it was going to go on for.  Kai on the other hand knew he had to face his fears and tell you what he was thinking.

You were hopping along the hallway lost in your thoughts when a familiar fragrance approached you. You felt sickened at the thought that you could actually recognize his cologne now. Kai looked at you and you at him. Both of you passed each other quietly, but then suddenly he yanked his arm and pulled you into a corner.

“What are you doing?” you whispered rather loudly.

“Shhhh!” he said angrily and pushed your further back into an isolated corner. He knew the door on your right opened to an empty room. He pulled you in and closed the door behind.

“Do you think this is a joke?” you said, getting ready to attack him because defending was too mainstream.

“No! Do you think this is a joke?” he asked you the same question. You looked at him strangely. Kai began to speak again to ease your confusion.

“There is something awfully weird about you!” he snarled. “I don’t know what it is and it makes me want to like you.”

“Whaaaaa” you gasped in amazement. You wouldn’t have thought he was complimenting you had he not stated those last few words. “Are you crazy?” you asked.

“Yes! And it bothers me because all of this is wrong. You! Me! This is all WRONG!” he yelled. He looked completely worn out. You could tell he’d been thinking about all of this for a long time. He sat down and breathed heavily as sweat beads slid down his face. You debated, going up to him. He looked like he needed help but you didn’t have any words to say. You didn’t even know how you felt about him.

“Are you okay?” you asked after an extremely long pause.

“I’m fine,” he replied. He was clearly not fine. What appeared to be sweat beads before were actually tears. He was crying. You had no idea you could have an effect so strong on someone. Deep down, you liked it. You began to enjoy it. But you knew that was not important at the moment. Kai needed help figuring things out. You stood in confusion when he spoke again.

“I’m sorry I treated you like that. It’s just that… I was trying to push you away from myself. I figured…that would be a good way to ease the situation…but…but it doesn’t work.” He got up and was looking straight at you. “I never thought I would get involved in such a thing so early…and my feelings are just so messed up right now.” He looked away as if embarrassed. “I’m sorry if I hurt you one way or the other.”

You nodded as if trying to understand what he was saying. His words were far from being comprehended. What you did know was that, he needed a hug. You walked over, and wrapped your arms around him, patting his back lightly.

“Don’t think about it too much,” you said. He hesitated but put his hand on your back. It sent tingles throughout your body. Your ears tuned red and your entire body had goose bumps. That wasn’t right. That wasn’t supposed to happen. You pulled away rather quickly.

“Just.. try to figure out your feelings okay!” you said sounding lost.

“Yeah… I’ll…try,” Kai mumbled. He was embarrassed at his situation. He had just confessed to someone who clearly didn’t feel the same way about him. Of course, that’s what he thought…

Both you and he smiled at each other blandly. Kai opened the door for you and the two of you parted ways from there.

If, one day he figured himself out, he would come back to you…

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Giving ya’ll a heads up right now that there will be NO second part to this one. Ending can go either ways. He comes back a few years later and tells you he likes you and you say the same. He doesn’t come back and both of you move on. Use your imagination and make something up ;)

I hope ya’ll like this one :) and thank you for reading <3 

May 25, 2013 37 notes
#Kai #kpop scenarios #exo #exo k #exo k scenarios #Kai scenarios
I LOVED that Kris scenario. So sweet!

Thank you <3 <3 <3 

May 24, 2013 1 note
whats the link to the free me from pain luhan story?

I added a link at the end of my previous ask but here you go :) 

Free me from the pain - Luhan [part 1] [part 2] 

May 24, 2013
Hola. Have you bought stuff from Kpopmart before? I was about to pre-order EXO's album from that site a few hours ago, but it's really cheap so I got kinda scared and haven't ordered it yet. Haha. ~Anon Naiya

Heyyyy!! I haven’t ordered anything from it before. It’s my first time but since it counts towards Hantaeo Chart I ordered from there and it’s relatively cheaper compared to yesasia and dvdheaven. It gave me trouble once but I did the whole thing again and it worked. 

I’d say go for it but its at our own risk. 

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May 24, 2013

psilentasincjelli:

If I ever tell you I’m going to sleep and then you see me posting or liking things online for about an hour immediately after that, I promise I wasn’t lying to you, I’m just bad at going to sleep and it is usually a long process that begins with disengaging from any sort of immediate contact with people (chats, for example) and ends when everything on my screen is blurry and I’m hallucinating plot points I haven’t written yet

May 24, 2013 249,565 notes
#true story
Your "Free me from the pain" fic with Luhan had me bawling. You see, I like to read fics similar to how a method actress might read her script and while I've had other stories make me cry, yours topped the list. You have a way of expressing true emotions through your words and I'd just like to thank you for sharing your talents with us. Seriously, thank you.

Oh my love <3 <3 Can I shower you with hearts? Okay! 

I personally did put in a lot of effort into that scenario and I was hoping people would understand all the emotions I tried to convey. I am so grateful that you understood them and sent me this message. <3 <3 It feels great to know that people are appreciating my work. Thank you and thank you to all my other readers too :)

Here’s the scenario if anyone wants to read it: 

Free me from the pain - Luhan [part 1] [part 2] 

May 24, 2013 1 note
#luhan
Just pre-ordered my Exo Hug/ Kiss [both versions]. Have you ordered yours?

Kpopmart.com

  • Kiss Version / Hug Version

May 24, 2013 17 notes
#exo #exo m #exo k #xiumin #xiumin gif
New side of him- [Kris]

Requested by anon

You examined your slight baby bump in the mirror and frowned. Touching it felt funny and unreal. “It’s not going to go away no matter how you look at it,” You heard Kris say from behind. You quickly put the shirt back down in embarrassment. “When did you wake up?” you asked.

“Just now,” he said stretching and getting out of bed.

“I’m getting fat,” you mumbled.

“And beautiful,” he added cupping your face in his hands. “Don’t worry too much okay?”

You nodded back reassuringly. Kris smiled and walked into the bathroom. It was a good thing you were an actor in high school or Kris would have stayed worried all day. You rubbed your tummy and sighed. Five more months and you’d be pushing a baby out of it.

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Your ear phones had blocked all the noise from the outside world. You hummed along the song, swinging your body a little. Dinner was going to be extra special that day because your craving for meat had returned. Someone suddenly held you from behind. You smiled at the familiar fragrance and the touch of the soft, wrinkle free cotton shirt. You turned around and smiled. Kris took the ear phones out of your ears. Only he could look so fresh even after nine straight hours of work.

“You look happy,” you commented. He nodded with a rare and brief smile. “Come here! I got something for you,” he said pulling you towards the living room. He made sure to hold you from around the waist for support. It was a little too early for him to be so careful but he didn’t like taking chances.

“What is it?” you asked looking at huge bag resting on the table.

“You know how you always complain about your back hurting?”

“Yeah,” you nodded.

“Well! I got you a special cushion, made for soon to be moms,” he said taking it out of the bag. It was big indeed. Kris pushed it forward as if presenting an award. “Now your back wouldn’t hurt.”

“Oh Kris!” you said cheerfully. “You didn’t have to.”

“But I did,” he said and pulled you towards him. He leaned in and gave you a sweet long kiss. “There’s more,” he added. You looked at him and then the bag. It did look like something else was in there. Kris took out a box. You were sure it was a dress and you weren’t wrong when he opened it.

“Omo!” you gasped looking at the red silk in his hands.

“It’s beautiful but..,” you said

“It’ll fit you. I ordered it to be custom made two weeks ago. I want to assure you that you are still beautiful.” He let the dress flow and presented it to you. It was beautiful- definitely something that would make you feel sexy.

“Thank you,” you said in slight disbelief. You were not expecting him to do all this.

“I would take you out for dinner but you already prepared it so maybe we could go tomorrow?” he asked. You nodded, hugging him tightly.

“I love you okay?” you whispered.

“I love you too,” he replied.

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Kris watched you eat. He knew something was up. You wanted something- something more. He moved his chair close to you so he could make sure. You looked up at him strangely. He was being weird.

“You want something else?” he asked.

“Aniya,” you replied. Your twinkling eyes clearly said the opposite. Kris suddenly got up. He picked up the empty dishes and threw them in the sink.

“I’ll wash them when we come back, right now we need to get you some ice cream,” he said carefully puling you up. You looked at him with an amused expression. How could he have possibly known you were craving ice cream.

“How’d you know?” you asked as he put a coat on you.

“The twinkle in your eyes and that face you make when you want ice cream. You did the same thing the first time we met, remember?” he said. You nodded shyly while Kris put a scarf around your neck. You wanted to ask more questions but you were liking this protective side of him. Something had changed him completely after that morning. He was finally starting to act like he was becoming a father.

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“Did something happen this morning?” you asked Kris while the two of you walked back. He looked at you and a chuckle escaped him. Before you could say something, he used his napkin to wipe the ice cream off of your nose. He gave you a quick peck on your lips to wipe the remaining traces of ice cream.

“You still didn’t answer my question,” you asked, smiling brightly.

“I saw a couple at work,” he sighed deeply. “The guy was taking so much care of his pregnant wife he made me realize I wasn’t doing much.”

“That’s not true,” you said holding his hand.

“You’re too nice,” he replied. “I promise to be take care even more from now on.”

Kris stopped a taxi for the two of you so you wouldn’t have to walk too much. You were unsure about the responsibilities you and him would have after you became pregnant but Kris was doing a great job. You were only falling in love with him more every day.

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I decided to use different ideas instead of going with the usual, him cooking food and all that stuff. Hope ya’ll like this :)  

May 23, 2013 46 notes
#Kris #Kpop scenarios #Exo #exo m #exo m scenarios
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May 23, 2013 3,538 notes
#exo #staying up all night for my babies #its here you guys #its finally here #:') #cries
In the light of the Full Moon - [Kai]

Requested by kaiflavored

[When he imprints you]

You wake to the sound of the cabin’s door smashing open. A shadowy figure limps in, dragging its body from behind as if its weight was to much to bear. With each approaching step, you can hear its claws raking the the wooden floor. You make out the its features through the darkness — bulky chest, massive arms, pointed snout, sharp ears, a body coated in fur, and what appears like a tail swinging behind.

Tap-tap-tap, the rain pounds the window — the roof — the cabin. The wind howls violently. A clap of thunder shakes the room, followed by a strike of lightning, illuminating the space in between.

And just as abruptly as it appeared, the beast vanished, leaving in its place a thin, frail boy. Kai? You want to call his name, but before you can, he collapses onto the ground. Scrambling out from beneath the covers, you dash over to him. His feet are caked in mud, and his nails - cracked and bloody. His body is abnormally hot, slick with perspiration. He suddenly jolts up, knocking you over, and pinning you to the floor. His nails dig into your wrists, his gaze carrying only the look of fervent lust. You scream for him to let go, but he silences you, crushing his lips against yours. His tongue travels down your neck, while his teeth tugs at the yarn binding your nightgown. His thousand kisses burn, leaving a trail of fire on your flesh. You whimper at his touch - not from passion, but from pain. He was nearing the completion of his task when he froze. An expression of absolute terror consumes his face as he shrinks back, finally realizing what he had done. His eyes dart to yours pleading for mercy - for forgiveness - for help.

“I-I … please … I-I can’t … I —” he vomits out a string of barely comprehensible words. His unexpected change leaves you speechless. The room is frozen - neither of you dare to even breathe. “Please just say something! Anything! Get angry! Yell at me! Hit me! Just please do something!” he cries in frustration. He cradles himself - knees bent in - and rocks back and forth. His eyes are wide in fear. “Please. Don’t hate me — I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be alone!”, he continues, lost and disorientated. He claws at his face, then begins to pull out hair. His stoic and composed self no longer existed. Here, he was naked to his both his torments and desires. “Please — please — plea —”

You wrap your arms around him and gently caress his cheeks, running your fingers through his hair, unknotting the wild tangles. At first he is uncertain of how to respond, but then pulls you in closer - finally allowing the tears to spill. You hold him tightly, afraid that if you let go, he would disappear. No words were needed. There was a mutual understanding between he and you. And the two of you remain there, comforted by the stillness and warmth the cabin offered. He finally settles down, and the room is silent. He peers up - eyes fixed on yours, and inches in. His lips faintly brush against yours. The only sound is the soft drumming of rain. Tap-tap-tap. The rain carries on.

Seconds tick by.

Minutes.

Hours.

How much time has passed? You can’t tell.

Rays of light peek in, seeping through the curtains. He eases back into a sitting position and stands up, walking over to the window. His fingers trace the fabric’s patterns, pushing against the soft texture of the curtain before flinging it away. A flood of light pours in.

The forest is abloom with color. The rains and clouds had receded, leaving behind a lingering mist. Dew dots the grass like tiny gems, reflecting vibrant rainbows of sapphire, amber, emeralds, and rubies. Tiny critters begin to peek out from beneath moss covered branches. Birds sing melodious tunes in their new spas. But the mighty trees presided over them all, calmly guarding its precious inhabitants. Nature was bright and alive.

A gentle breeze blows in, carrying the sweet scent of chrysanthemum with it. He turns towards you, his dark hair a disheveled mess. His clothing is ripped and battered. Bruises and scars litter his body — and yet his eyes sparkle with intense joy, and he appears as though ready to take flight. Clouds of dust dance around him, wrapping him in a halo of light. At first, there was a faint sign of hesitance on his face — a look of confusion, as though he were about to say something important. But it quickly vanishes as he breaks into a rare, yet honest smile. He no longer resembled the boy from earlier — beaten and defeated — rather, he beamed with a natural, radiant aura that only a child would possess. And seeing him there, you can’t help but smile back.

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I felt like this was the perfect time to release this one. I had one of my friends write this for me. She is absolutely amazing and here is a small author’s note from her: 

“This was so hard. I’ve never really written anything but literature essays in present tense before, so it was real tough to apply it here. So basically, I was going for something like, Kai had transformed into a werewolf that night and comes back to the cabin where he reverts back to human form. However, the feelings left from being in his other form still lingers and he’s violent because of that. Once he finally snaps out of it, he realizes that he did bad things, And in the end, he just knows that she cares for him, but is too shy to say thanks. “

May 23, 2013 72 notes
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