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November 2012

No pressure or anything but just wonderinf when do you think you'll open requests again?

Ummm after I get done with at least 10 more scenarios :) 

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Nov 22, 2012
Fear [U-Kwon]

Requested by secretstorywriter

You were deeply immersed in the book you had been reading that you didn’t even notice Yukwon come and sit across you. He watched you intently as you tucked your hair back and fixed your glasses from minute to minute. He didn’t realize that he had been staring at you.

“Aigoo,” you gasped when you suddenly looked up.

“Aigoo,” he jumped back too.

“When did you get here?” you asked.

“A few minutes ago,” he replied, moving next to you. “What are you reading?”

“It’s one of the old ones on my reading list that I never finished.”

“Then it can wait to be finished a little longer.” He leaned and kissed you on your lips.

“No it can’t. It’s waiting for me to finish it,” you tried to take it back from him but he was stronger, and taller. You were not going to win. He leaned in once again and kissed you. This time you didn’t interrupt him. After pulling you, he gave you another quick peck on your cheek.

“So are you ready?” he asked a little seriously.

“Ready? For what?” you asked immersing yourself back in the book.

“__________,” he took the book away from you and put it on the table. “You know exactly what I’m talking about.”

“No I don’t,” you said, sounding perfectly convincing.

“_________,” he held your hand and lifted it closer to his chest. “You can’t keep running from this.”

“Who said I’m running from it?” you said, pulling your hand away and looking elsewhere. “And can we not talk about it? I really am looking forward to a good day today you know.”

“Okay okay,” Yukwon lifted his hands in the air. “We’ll do as you say.”

“Alright then let’s go out somewhere.” You jumped off of the couch instantly, and pulled him up too.

*********************************************

“When I said go out, I meant somewhere good. Why are we in a park?” you asked sarcastically.

“Because I wanted to be here,” he said taking your hand in his. “I want to show you something.”

“Aish, I’m hungry. Get me some food first,” you whined.

“Aniyo, we’re almost there,” he said dragging you to the other corner of the park. You couldn’t figure out where he was taking you since the last time you came to the park, or left the house was almost a month ago. Summer, had been a long one. You spent most of it trying to forget about the past events.

“There it is,” Yukwon lifted his hand.

“Oh my God, Yukwon,” you immediately turned around at the sight of the building and began running. Yukwon caught up with you and held you.

“_________, what’s wrong? Don’t you at least want to go look at it?”

“How could you do this?” you yelled as tears formed in the corner of your eyes.

“_________ are you okay? It’s just your new university. What’s the big deal? Calm down.”

“No I will not calm down. I can’t believe you did this to me.” You yelled louder.

“People are watching us,” he said grinding his teeth.

“I don’t care Yukwon. You shouldn’t have done this.” You turned around and began running. You never wanted to see that building again.

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“Open the door _________,” Yukwon banged on the door.

“No!,” you shouted back. He couldn’t quite understand why you were reacting like that. He thought you were uncomfortable talking about starting university again but he didn’t know your reaction upon seeing it was going to be that extreme. Yukwon had spent all summer, trying to help you get rid of bad memories. You had responded pretty well so he thought it perfectly fine to take you there.

“Please let me in and talk to me.” This time he struggled with the door handle.

“Stop it oppa, just stop it,” you covered your ears and closed your eyes. Your breathing was getting rapid. You got up, opened the door and hugged Yukwon. He patted your back to comfort you. He, himself was just as scared. If he knew, your condition was going to get that bad he would have never taken you there.

Yukwon picked you up and carried you to your bed. “Just lay here alright?” he said sitting beside you. He ran his fingers through your hair till you fell asleep.

****************************************************

A few days later:

You walked into Block B’s dorm casually and made yourself comfortable on the couch.

“Oh thank God, you’re here. Can you please cook me something I’m starving.” P.O said excitedly, upon seeing you.

“Really oppa? Really?” you said with a warm smile, getting up. He nodded back.

“I’m starving,” he rubbed his tummy. You sighed and made your way to the kitchen. You were at their dorm so you could talk to Yukwon. Ever since the incident a few days back, you hadn’t been able to really open up to him. You still weren’t ready but not seeing him was killing you on the inside. In fact you had no idea how you were going to face him.

“Look who decided to show up!,” Yukwon held your from behind and planted a kiss on your neck.

“Oh hey,” you replied, acting as normal as possible.

“Who are you cooking that for?” he asked.

“P.O is hungry.”

“Really, but he just ate like an hour ago.”

“I don’t know,” You shrugged your shoulders and went back to mixing the Kimchi. Yukwon watched you cook the food. He was having the urge to ask you but he didn’t want to be bogged down with your irritation. Nevertheless, he was worried about you and he really did want to know what was going on.

“So,… ahh.. are you ready to talk about what happened last time?” he asked hesitantly.

 “Not in front of the boys oppa,” you mumbled, without looking at him.

After you served the food to P.O, Yukwon dragged you to his room and locked the door so no one would disturb the two of you.

“Okay now tell me what’s going on?” he asked rather softly.

“I don’t know,” you buried your face into your hands and sat at the corner of the bed.

“Jagiya, if you don’t tell me how will I be able to help you? I don’t want you to go through this alone.”

“It’s the same thing as before. It’s the same thing. Don’t you get it? I don’t want to embarrass myself in front of you. I’m still scared oppa. I don’t want to go back anymore. I failed once I don’t want to fail again.”

“It wasn’t your fault __________… and you didn’t fail.”

“I did. I disappointed my parents. I disappointed my teachers. I disappointed everybody who had faith in me. Do you know what it feels like to be on the top and then one thing, that one thing brings you down. Had I listened to everybody, I wouldn’t have been in such a position. I was too overconfident.”

“And no you’re not confident at all.”

“I am but..”

“_________, all of this is very irrational. You are suddenly afraid of going to school. It doesn’t make sense to me.”

“Fears are irrational…”

“I know baby,” he held your hands tightly. “But, all of a sudden. It just doesn’t make sense. There has got to be a better explanation for this. I don’t want you to miss this semester too. It’ll hurt you in the long run. You need to go back.”

Your head was starting to hurt.

“Listen, ummm can we not talk about this?” you asked a little sternly. You appreciated the fact that he was trying to help but the more he talked about it, the more your heart raced. You lifted the covers and hid under them.

“Are you seriously doing this?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled from other the covers. He sighed but slid in besides you after a while. He pulled you closer to him and kissed you several times. Surprisingly, you fell asleep fairly quickly.

Yukwon slipped out of bed to look for his laptop. He had some research to do that night…

**************************************

“Good morning beautiful,” Yukwon handed you a cup of coffee. You stretched and yawned, taking the cup from him.

“Are the boys mad I slept here again?” you asked scrunching your nose.

“Aniyo, they’re used to it now,” he winked at you.

“So I was doing some research last night,” he said playing with your hair.

“What kind of research?” you asked.

“About your condition.”

“So you think I have a condition..” you raised your eyebrows.

“No, no.. I didn’t mean it like that. I meant..”

“It’s okay oppa,” you smiled. That was the first time, in many days. It gave Yukwon some hope.

“Okay ________ I know this might sound scary but you might have Didaskaleinophobia.”

“What?” you snapped.

“It means you have a phobia of going to school.”

“What?” you repeated.

“Ye, Now I know it’s too early to say anything since I searched it online but looking at all the symptoms, it seems like you do have it. After that incident before the summer, you might have developed it. It’s perfectly normal and we can go talk to a therapist about it.”

“But..” you were completely dumbfounded.

“Don’t worry _________, I’ll get you through this. You’ll be fine. I promise you.” He pulled you into a tight hug because he knew you would start crying any second. You were very sensitive. He always took extra care of you, while handling such things.

*****************************************************

Yukwon had convinced you to go to the therapist. To his surprise, he was right. You really had developed a phobia. It was hard talking about it because you considered yourself perfectly fine.

Yukwon had called you at 6 am that morning and asked you to meet him at the park. You walked, there still half asleep, yawning continuously.

“What is it?” you asked, seeing him standing behind a tree. He motioned for you to walk closer to him. You did as he said. He held your hands so you wouldn’t run away this time.

“Do you remember what the therapist said in the last session.”

“What?” you asked.

“To get rid of your fear you have to face them..”  

Your mouth fell half open. “No!,” you gasped.

“Ye,” he nodded and pulled you towards the building once again. Your legs gave up on you. You felt like all of your energy was slowly draining out of your body.

“I’m with you. Don’t be scared,” he whispered to help you calm your nerves. You held his hands even more tightly and closed your eyes. There was one thing you knew for you sure and that was that Yukwon was not going to give up.

You were glad he was there with you. No matter how stubborn you were, he was willing to help you. You ignored your shaking legs, freezing hands and racing heart. After all, it was time you faced your fears…

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My friend decided to skype me while I was writing the last paragraph so I apologize if it doesn’t make sense! I totally got lost writing this one and I apologize for that :|   

Nov 22, 2012 19 notes
#U-kwon #Yukwon #kpop scenarios #Block B #block b scenarios #U Kwon scenarios
Two things, because this is the first time in about 2 days I've been on my lappy. 1. That anon is a butt and you handled that great. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't waste my time. I'm that kind of person. Anon probably doesn't have any friends is all. And with an attitude like that, who would? 2. YOUR CHANYEOL SCENARIO WAS SO FLIPPING CUTE. I was like crying during some of it. It was just touching and sad, but sweet, I'm glad you made it happy though. The character already was so sad. Good end.

Ahh, I was wondering where you were! O_O 

1. Yep the anon must have been having a bad day and thought of taking it out on someone! *sighs* 

2. Ahhh, yeah many people told me it was like a typical K drama! lolololo I think it’s because I was watching roof top prince while writing it! The characters were fresh in my mind and I might have incorporated their characteristics in it! Anyways, Im glad you liked it :) <3 <3 <3 I hope he soon becomes your bias [HAVE YOU SEEN HIS AIRPORT PICTURES FROM DAY ———> I think I choked on my drink T_T] 

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Nov 22, 2012 1 note
Ohmygod. Jesus help me. Lol anons. AHAHAAHA. OKEI. Annam is beautiful. Perfect. Adorable. Amazing. Nice. Perfect. Sweet. Perfect. Oh. And perfect. Yep. Calm yourself. Jesus Christ. Go look for other scenarios then. Her writing is beautiful. Don't even. It's perfect for writing mindblowingly awesome (AHAHAHA TWO MOONS. I HAD TO) scenarios. Her husband, Lay, would agree. Ahem. LOOOOOLOKAY ANYWAY THANKS FOR ALMOST MAKING ME LAUGH. :') I LOVE YOU ANNAM.

Hahahahaaha!! your message almost cracked me up. Especially the TWO MOONS reference! Now the song is stuck in my head. Awesome! :) <3 <3 You are just as amazing by the way.. actually more amazing than me  <3 <3 Love you :)

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
i read that message that anon left. geez how mean! i love your writings~ when i was reading your response i felt the sarcasm or was that just me?? well who ever that was doesn't appreciate the time and effort you put in writing. Hope that message doesn't ruin your day. You have your followers/friends supporting you :D

[Yep a   part of it had sarcasm] As long as I have my friends and lovely followers/readers who appreciate my effort I will be just fine. I’m having a pretty good day so I don’t think the anon can mess that up :) And thank you so much <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
Ok that anon: Wow, you could at least have the courage to say it with a name, but anonymously? You are the one with problems. And my lovely Unni: The way you handled that was great. Not only did you let them know you weren't going to be put down, but that you still even wanted them to have a nice day even when they are just being an absolute pest. Unni, I love you and everything you said was right. (^_^)b

Sarah I love you just as much <3 <3 <3 <3 Thank-you! Yep I just want the anon to understand that most people won’t be as strong when they receive such messages so they shouldn’t do that! I’m just looking forward to Thanksgiving right now so nothing can ruin my day <3 <3 :) 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
its cute you think you can write. its also cute that people take pity on you and just send you lame messages to boost your self esteem. i bet behind the computer your just a fat ugly person with no life and no friends.

When I first read this message:

but then I thought of replying like this:

Aww why Thankyou indeed I do think I can write. Maybe not as well as other people but to say that I can’t would be wrong. It’s a harsh world out there honey. I don’t think anyone sends messages out of pity these days so I don’t know what you’re talking about. Ummm, last time I looked in the mirror I didn’t think I was super ugly neither super pretty… somewhere in the middle. And I am glad I have enough friends who care about me so I definitely don’t need to worry about that.  

And now I’m like this: 

I am sorry but you got the wrong person here. I don’t think I’ll beat myself up after receiving such messages. Sorry :)

Oh and have a good day. :)

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Nov 21, 2012 4 notes
Unni~ I miss you! ;__; I have still been reading your scenarios!! I'm off from school for the rest of the week!! I will be expecting great things!! Miss you lots!! <333333 Love you!!! ^_^

Ahhh! I miss you too :) <3 <3 Really? Didn’ your holidays star from last week. Mine started lasted Friday!I’ll post my next one tonight. Watch out for it :) 

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Nov 21, 2012 1 note
\(^3^)/ That Chanyeol scenarios.. ErMahGeerdddd <333333 I love itt~!!!!! ^.^ OMG~ ♥♥♥♥♥

Thank-you   Thank-you   Thank-you <3   <3   <3 

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Nov 21, 2012
oh gawwwwd #allmychanyeolfeels OO' This scenario.. it was.. perfection ! Waah >///< I love this guy. and your scenarios. *makes a heart* keke ~

*makes a bunch of hearts back*

Thank-you :) <3 <3 

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Nov 21, 2012
Chanyeol~ made me all happy XD. When Se Na left that note i was like ahh she knows =_= then that side note she left. funny

Yeah! i made sure to add that. It was revolving in my head since I started writing the scenario! [weird right?] 

Thankyou <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Waaaahhh~ That Chanyeol fic is so good! I really like it! Was it a bit dramatic/cliche-ish? Mehhh, kinda sorta yes. But at the same time, people never really write too many scenarios about 2 OCs liking the same KPOP star. (At least, no other authors that I know of...)

Yeah I know it was so cliche and I was actually very close to making a sad ending but I changed my mind last minute. I was originally going to stop the scenario after the store room scene but I made it a happy ending instead. Sometimes it’s good to write old cliche scenarios. Everybody needs a little dose of that once in a while! :) 

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Nov 20, 2012 2 notes
Ahh...you give me EXO feels super bad! I loved the last two scenarios and I am glad that you decided to keep posting stuff over break. It gives me something to look forward to :]

I feel like i give myself EXO feels a lot! it’s like out of my control now too! Thank you! i’m looking forward to writing a bunch before this Saturday! ! O_O 

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Nov 20, 2012
I loved your Chanyeol scenario!!! It was so beautifully amazing!!! I can't even!! Hahaha my Chanyeol feels!! & don't apologize for making them long!! I love when you write long scenarios!! For request #30 (my Gongchan request) you can make it as long as you want! XD a book long if you decide to hehe

I always feel like people get annoyed if the scenario is long but I guess not. Thank you! and I’ll try to make yours really long. I should add that to my side notes! lol :) <3 <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Lol! Yes they really do. Yay!!! In this week of thanks I thank you for making the decision of providing us with stories this week (& after this week of course) XD. Going to go read your Chanyeol story now!

I love how you said that. I need to be thankful for a lot of stuff too. I better go say my thanks to all these people! 

<3 <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
Guilt [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



“And then when I walked past him he actually made an effort to look at me. Like oh my God can you believe this? It’s like I’m not invisible anymore? His big eyes and creepy smile is so adorable. I’m just so happy..”

“Oh goodness would you stop talking about him?” you begged your friend. You were starting to think that recommending her to the SM Company was a bad idea. Ever since she had started working, all she talked about was Exo. You were a little glad you weren’t working for them. You were perfectly happy working for F(x).

“You’re just jealous you don’t work for Exo,” she teased you.

“Agh,” you scoffed. “I don’t like them anyways. They are just some stuck up rookies.”

“Aish, don’t say that out loud. If people around you hear you they’ll snap at you.”

“What? We aren’t even at work right now,” you said, sounding really irritated.

“Aaaa but everybody loves them. Exo fans are everywhere,” she leaned in closer to you. “Everywhere!”

“Oh Gosh, Se na you’re scaring me now,” you said pushing her lightly. You and her had been friends since elementary school. Both of you adored each other like sisters. 

*************************************************

Getting the wardrobe ready for the girls was a very difficult task. It was almost next to impossible due to thousands of changes being made right before their schedules. Amber looked at you apologetically as you ran around trying to figure out what to do. You were glad that you worked for them because they treated you like their younger sister. They were very cooperative too.

“We’ll take it from here ________. You should go rest,” Victoria patted your back.

“Aish, it’s alright,” you replied still trying to fix the problem.

“No, seriously you’ve been running around since this morning. This isn’t even your job. Take some time out okay?” With that said she dragged you out of the room, knowing that was the only way since you were really stubborn.

“Now what,” you mumbled scratching your head.

“Hey,” a voice said from behind you.

“Hey,” you greeted turning around. “Ah, Chanyeol si,” you bowed.

“Oh please call me oppa,” he said and winked at you with his cheeky smile.  However, looking at the flat expression on your face, it slowly started to disappear.

“I’m guessing you don’t know how to smile?” he said, closing one of his eyes.

“Huh!,” you made a face. He was really tall. Much taller than you. That day was the first time you were actually seeing him up close. You examined his face to see what was it that had stolen Se na’s heart. Why was she madly in love with that goofy guy.

“You seem to be lost?” he said snapping his finger in your face.

“Lost!.. aaaa aniyo,” you replied shaking your head. You wanted to keep a cool and distant image. You wanted to show him that you weren’t like other girls who would run after him or any of the other EXO members.

“I’ve seen you work around here. What you do is pretty cool.”

“Really?” you asked with a sarcastic expression.

“Am I sensing a little bit tension over here?” he threw another question at you.

“Tension? Oh no not at all.” You replied, this time a little bit more calmly.

He nodded but kept looking at you from head to toe. You didn’t like it so you looked away. He turned around to leave but stopped.

“You know your friend Se Na told me that you liked Kris hyung,” he said.

“Whaa,” you gasped. You now regretted telling her that. It wasn’t that you liked Kris. Se Na had been bugging you for a long time asking the same question over and over –‘Who do you like from Exo?’  You didn’t know what else to say so you blurted out Kris’s name. You had in fact talked to him once before but that was only for a brief second. He was very nice and you had nothing against him but you actually didn’t like him.

“Oh no no,” you shook your head.

He chuckled. “It’s alright, I won’t tell him.” Chanyeol gave you a thumbs up and then left.

*****************************************************

“Don’t you think your dress is a little too revealing?” you asked Se Na. Both you and her were at the company party. You didn’t quite know who it was being held for or why everybody was invited. The only reason you went was because you needed a break.

“Aish, it’s just about the right length,” she winked back at you. “Look at yourself. Who wears jeans to a party like this one? Don’t you want to impress some guys here?”

“You’re asking a girl who just got out of a relationship. I think I’m done dating guys,” you said with a sour face.

“What? It’s been a year since your breakup _________. Are you still not over him?” Se Na asked.

“I am over him. I just don’t like relationships,” you frowned. Se Na patted you and went to get some drinks. She knew nothing she would say was going to change your mind. You always seemed like someone had sucked the life out of you. Smiling? That was something you didn’t even know existed. She couldn’t understand why you were like that. Regardless, she loved you a lot.

“Here,” she handed you a drink.

“Hello ladies,” Chanyeol sort of announced his entrance.

“Hi,” you mumbled, taking your shot. You turned around and asked for another one.

“Are you even old enough to drink?” he asked you.

“Of course,” you  said taking your second one.

“Anyways, guess who I brought along with me.” Chanyeol moved aside to reveal Kris standing behind him. Your mouth fell half open. Did he still believe that silly story Se Na had told him.

“Hey,” Kris said offering his hand.

“Hi,” you replied, nodding.

“So Se Na would you like to dance with me?” Chanyeol asked her but his eyes were still fixed on you. You glared at him so he would look away but nothing seemed to budge him.

“We have talked before haven’t we?” Kris asked, forcing you to pay attention to him.

“Ah ye,” you replied.

“Chanyeol told me you liked me,” he said with a smirk.

“Aniyoooo,” you whined but quickly bit your tongue. “I mean, of course..” Your eyes were still fixed at Chanyeol as he danced with Se Na, occasionally looking at you. His actions didn’t make sense. If he really liked her then why was he paying more attention to you? This wasn’t the first time it was happening. It had happened several times during the past week.

“I need another drink,” you said.

“Oh of course,” Kris replied. He ordered another one for you. You didn’t stop there. You continued to drink till you were way over tipsy.

“Are you alright?” Kris asked you.

“Yeah I’m fine,” you said.

“Where are you going?”

“Home!” you replied.

“But you aren’t in your senses.”

You leaned into him. “Trust me, I’ll be fine,” you patted his chest and off you went out of the party hall.

Kris was right. There was no way you could walk back home. You were way to drunk. It was your first time like that too. You had never done such a thing before but that night something ticked your heart and all you wanted to do was drink. You lifted your hand to hold your head. You couldn’t bear the pain. You could still hear the loud music from the party. Just as you were about to fall, two strong hands grabbed you…

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You opened your eyes to a very unfamiliar setting. No matter how hard you tried to recall, nothing from the night before was coming back. You pushed your pain ridden body up but all you could see were stars.

“Do you usually get this drunk?” a person standing next to the window asked you. His figure seemed hazy. You rubbed your eyes repeatedly and then looked again.

“Oh, it’s you,” you said, finally being able to see Chanyeol.

“Why the face?” he asked coming closer to you. “If you don’t like me then just say it. You don’t have to show it to me with your facial expression every time I come across you.”

He was sitting very close to you. So close that you could hear him breathe You looked away not being able to face his questioning eyes.

“I don’t know,” you mumbled. You could feel his eyes burning holes in your body. He was looking at you intently.

“Why are you like this? Why don’t you ever smile? Why don’t you live life the way it should be lived?”

“I do smile,” you looked up and forced a smile on your face.

“Seriously?” he raised his eyebrows. 

“I don’t know,” you covered your face with your hands as tears rolled out of your eyes. Usually you were really good at holding yourself together but that night all of it was coming out. For some reason you felt a close connection to him. You felt like telling him would lighten everything. The things that you were dealing with in your life at the moment were far too much for a girl your age. Having to take care of a family of four, with your mother in the hospital and your father leaving you at a young age. There were far too many responsibilities on you to even think about a guy. That was one of the reasons you had to break up with your last boyfriend. Chanyeol couldn’t bear to see you cry so he hugged you. The warmth from his body felt extremely good. He tightened his embrace and then gave you a slight peck on your neck. You never knew that his touch was going to bring such tingles to your body. It felt surprisingly good. You dragged your face closer to his neck but before you could do anything else, he pulled you away and then pressed his lips against yours. He’d taken you by complete surprise. You didn’t hesitate to pull away. In fact you the butterflies in your stomach felt extremely good.

‘His cheeky smile and big brown eyes are so adorable… I just love him..,’ –Se Na’s words suddenly crossed your mind.

“Oh My God,” you pulled away and pushed him back.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. You got out of bed, hurriedly and began looking for your accessories.

“What’s going on?” Chanyeol held your hand to stop you from spazzing out.

“Everything,” you said turning around.

“What do you mean?” he pulled you closer to him and put his arms around you so you wouldn’t move.

“Don’t you get it Chanyeol? Se Na basically throws herself over you. She likes you a lot. I can’t do this to her.”

“But you like me don’t you.”

“I do..” you suddenly blurted out. You wanted to smack yourself for being so aloof. “I mean I don’t. I like Kris, remember?”

“Oh yeah,” Chanyeol rolled his eyes. “I think we both know that’s a lie. Just stop it __________. And accept that you have feelings for me just like I do for you.”

“What?” you gasped.

“Ye, ever since I first saw you at the company. I tried so hard to let it slip. But it wouldn’t. Something about you kept drawing to you. And that night.. that night I actually made an effort to talk to you, outside the F(x) practice room. .. “ he paused to see if you would say something but you kept your eyes fixed at his neckline. “I want to know more about you. I want to fix your problems. Help you through whatever you’re going through. Let me help you. There’s more to me then the happy face that everybody sees.” You couldn’t help but look up at him. You could see the sincerity in his eyes. You wanted to be with him. You wanted to let him help you.

“I can’t do this,” you finally said, struggling to escape his strong grip.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because I don’t like you the way you like me,” you said making one of your mean faces again. You felt his grip loosen on you.

You picked up all of your things but stopped at the door. “I’m sorry,” you mumbled and then quickly left because you knew that the tears would come gushing out. The last thing you wanted was for Chanyeol to see them.  

***************************************************

Three weeks later:

Se Na came running to you and hugged you.

“What’s wrong?” you asked, dragging her to a little corner so no one would see the two of you.

“Everything __________. Everything. I’m just so tired of all of this. Why does he never look at me? Am I ugly? Do I not fit his standards?”

“No you’re not ugly and you never will be okay. I’ll go talk to him.”

“Aniyo, don’t do that. He’ll think I’m desperate.”

“No he won’t. Just let me talk to him.”

You ran to Exo’s practice room. Luckily Chanyeol was alone in the back.

“Come with me,” you held his hand and dragged him to the storeroom.

“Woaaa woaawww, today must be my lucky day,” Chanyeol said with his usual cheeky smile. You glared at him and locked the door.

“What do you think you’re doing?” you asked him. He pointed to himself with a confused expression. “Do you have any idea what Se Na is going through right now? I was wrong. She doesn’t like you, she loves you Chanyeol. She wants to be with you and all you’re doing is pushing her away. .. she’s a great girl and I promise you she’ll keep you happy. Why don’t you give her a chance.”

“Just like you’re not giving me a chance?” he suddenly shouted causing you to stop your gab. “ You know what?” he pulled you closer and held you tightly. “I was wrong too. I don’t like you. I love you!”

You wished he hadn’t said that. His words ran shudders through your body. Over the past weeks you’d tried hard to convince yourself that you didn’t feel anything for him but not hearing him confess his love to you ruined everything.

“Stop it Chanyeol. You know I’m not interested in you.”

“No you stop it _________. Pretending to like Kris hyung will not only hurt him, but it will hurt me too. And most of all it’ll hurt you. Why don’t you just admit that you like me?” he held your wrist tightly, demanding an answer.

“Because…,” you yelled because. “I don’t want Se Na to go through all of this. She can’t bear it but I can. I’m used to losing things I love but she isn’t. She is very sensitive. I can’t bear to see her cry.”

“ But you’ll be okay see me cry?”

“Chanyeol..” you realized you didn’t have anything to say. He was right. You didn’t want to hurt him either.  “Just please do this for me.”  Tears started falling out of your eyes.  He was right. It wasn’t easy giving up someone you loved. He let go off you, letting his hands dangle to the side. It seemed like all his energy had been drained out of his body.

“___________,” he called your name. You turned around half way to hear what he had to say. “I’ll do as you say but at least tell me that you love me too. At least once and I will never ask you again.”

You knew you were going to lose him so without giving the idea a second thought, you turned around and pressed your lips against his. Chanyeol dragged your small body closer to his and slid his hands behind you. Every second of it was worth it. But you knew it was time to leave so you quickly pulled away and left before he could stop you.

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2 days later:

You avoided eye contact with Chanyeol as the two of you walked into the building at the same time. One of your colleagues came running to you and handed you a small a folded piece of paper.

“What is this?” you asked.

“Se Na told me to give this to you before she left.”

“She left? What do you mean?”

“I don’t know,” the girl shrugged her shoulders. “She turned in her resignation letter this morning too.”

“What!” you gasped. Chanyeol held you to restore your balance. He took the letter from you and sat you down. He opened it and began reading.

“Dear __________,

By the time you get this letter I’ll be long gone out of your life and his. I heard you and him talk, in the store room that day. I am mad, really really mad. I felt like you betrayed me but then the more I thought about what you had said the more it made me realize that you only wanted me to be happy. You were sacrificing your wishes for me. I couldn’t let that happen. I’ve seen you go through a lot in life. I don’t want to be the one bringing more misery to it. Chanyeol really does love you. I was so stupid to not have noticed that before. In the past two days, I’ve seen the way he looks at you. He doesn’t look at me like that. As much as I want him too, I don’t think I can ever have him. I don’t want to force him to be in a relationship with me while his heart is with you. That would be too heartless of me. I decided to leave because I know it would hurt me a lot seeing the two of you together. I’m not as strong as you are. So please forgive me. Hopefully one day we will meet again and you and I, will be much happier.

                                                                                                                                                                                                Your Se Na

P.S: You can stop pretending to like Kris now. Give the poor guy a break..”




You couldn’t help but cry. You had lost Se Na and you felt guilty.

“I’m so sorry _________,” Chanyeol said pulling you into a hug. You lay your head on his chest and cried for a long time. Chanyeol didn’t move for a second. He sat there to comfort you through out. A little part of you was happy because you could be with him. Maybe slowly, your guilt would fade away and you would be able to love Chanyeol just as much as he loved you. He kissed you on your temple and you slid your hand into his. You weren’t going to let go of him anymore.

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I swear I have no idea why my scenarios have ended up being so long lately. I wanted to elaborate a little bit more but I couldn’t because of the length. Anyways, I hope you liked it anon. :)

Nov 20, 2012 69 notes
#Chanyeol #kpop scenarios #Chanyeol scenarios #Exo #exo k
Pff! No way! Even your posts are entertaining! Specially when you put up news & vids that I normally wouldn't hear about/see until much later cause I'm busy with school & stuff >.> & I also like other peoples responses to your stories & stuff, some make me laugh hehe

Yeah I posted some of them by accident. But I post most of them because they are aboslutely necessary to be seen by all human kind! hahaha jk. [I usually post all of this on my personal blog] 

Yeah I love other people’s responses just as much! <3 <3 

I’ve decided to continue writing them over the break :) <3 

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Nov 20, 2012
right in the kokoro for suho's scenario. just.. TT TT right in the kokoro.

Oh my God, I am NOT kidding, I fell off of my couch. [you just made my night- congratulations] 

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Nov 20, 2012 2 notes
I think you should post during the break! Lol like a lot of the people who have commented, I check your blog everyday. Even if I don't have time to read them during the day I always read your new stories before going to sleep (hope that doesn't sound weird XD). So I'm always checking. If anything write as many as you can & put some up (but not all) & after this week is over put a post letting people know which ones (members) youve written about & they can look for them by their tags (CONTINUED)
Nov 20, 2012
For instance "thanksgiving week stories: lay-exo; donghae-suju; etc". Or something like that letting us know what to look for. & then when finals week is near & you don't have much time to write you will have stuff to post since you've already have done them. But how ever is best for you. I'm really looking forward to your stories either way so if I must wait I will lol. Thanks for writing amazing stories & being awesome!

You know what that’s actually a great idea. I usually add what ever scenarios I’ve posted to my ‘updates’ page but people don’t go on there as frequently so I guess I’ll make a post to let them know :) 

And thankyou! :) <3 I think I’ve gotten enough feedback from people so I guess I’ll continue writing. [I don’t want to hog my followers dashboard with my posts lol] 

 Thank you :) I shall start writing now :) <3 

Edit: Oh and you don’t sound like a creep at all. If anything , it makes me happy to know that my stories are actually being read <3 <3

JK

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Nov 20, 2012
Just read CNU's and Suho's scenarios :D Suho's....his made me sad since he thought she was trying to get back with him. I wasn't even thinking of that. CNU's ending was cute :D

Yeah Suho scenario was a little sad :( but Im glad you liked both of them! I think I’m going to go write the next one now! I’ve watched enough stuff all! day! 

Thankyou :) <3

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Nov 20, 2012
Haha Yes that's Mine!~ ^-^ ~ <3

Alrighty, I’ll add that note to the pending request! <3 

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Nov 19, 2012
Please Keep posting Over the break I check Your blog everyday for new scenarios!.. I think I have a problem O_O Also I looked at your pending list and the one I requested is sooooo close.. I fangirled a little! I'm sorry if this creeped you out or anything~Love Your Panda-Anon!

Awww you do? That’s so sweet <3 <3 I’m guessing you requested number 12? The Tao scenario? If that is then let me know and I’ll add Panda Anon next to it lol <3 <3 

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Nov 19, 2012
I think you should post them while you're on your break! With that said... I loved your Suho scenario. And you have good timing because I'm going through a 'Suho craze' right now, so even better... Haha. (: ~Anon Naiya

‘Suho craze’ awww such a good coincidence :) Yeah I guess I will but Im still waiting if someone else wants to give their opinion :) <3 <3 

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Nov 19, 2012
Okay! That's what I do anyways! I would read everything you write, but it's up to you! Ooh yay! It's fine though! Don't feel bad! I love reading your scenarios and following you so that's all that matters ♥! Lay's such a cutie though! Yah you'll see on my side bar, he's my bias :)!

Oh Gosh i just saw your avatar. That’s lay too! I didn’t see it the first time. Yep Lay is undoubtedly GORGEOUS [and the sweetest] and your sidebar image of him is so dashing.

After I finish “Rooftop Prince” I’ll read something off f your blog :) <3

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Nov 19, 2012
OMGOMGOMG! YOU MUST POST SCENARIOS OVER THANKSGIVING IF IT'S NOT TOO MUCH WORK FOR YOU. D; Sorry, I freaked out. I definitely was looking forward to having things to read this week and on thanksgiving. And you're one of my favorite writers. And you always encourage me with my writing so I love you! Please don't leave me hanging! xoxox

Yes, I have LOTS of time on my hands. Believe me [Just finished a k drama starting the next one] 

So yeah writing won’t be a problem. I just want to know if people will be reading them or not. [I didn’t get a good response with the last few] so I was thinking maybe people are busy so they aren’t reading. But I’ll give it a second thought :) 

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Nov 19, 2012 2 notes
I don't want to influence your decision, but I often love seeing your scenarios on my dash! Anyways, I'm writing on Thanksgiving break, because like you I don't have time during the school break anyways! So yeah!

No no! I want you guy’s feedback. I’ll take everyone’s opinion into consideration. :) Yeah I was thinking of writing a bunch and then posting them the week after but I don’t know *still thinking* 

I feel like such a woozie. I didn’t know you wrote too. I’ll check out your blog tonight lol :) <3 <3 [I’m as oblivious as Lay] 

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Nov 19, 2012
You shouldn't be thinking about scenarios during Thanksgiving break. I think you should wait. Then you get time off for yourself too! :))

Oh my! But I was actually looking forward to writing scenarios over Thanksgiving break since I barely get time during School. And since I have a week off, I really want to get most done because after this my finals will start and I’ll get super busy :( 

*still debating* Sighs! ———-> BUT thank you. I really do need some time to myself. 

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Nov 19, 2012
Keep posting! I love reading them and I usually check tumblr on my phone everyday if I don't have my computer. Also, I get super excited when you post new scenarios. You are my favorite scenario writer on tumblr :]

<3 <3 yayy! that’s so nice to hear. I’ll see what most people say and then I’ll decide :) <3 <3 

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Nov 19, 2012
I think if you post them, then people would be happy to see some when they come back, so you'll most likely have more compliments xD

Hmmm! but they probably won’t be able to find my posts when they scroll the dashboard since so many other people might have posted. :( That’s the only thing that’s keeping me from doing it. 

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Nov 19, 2012
Help me!

Is it a bad idea for me to post scenarios over the thanksgiving break since everybody is busy and nobody has time to read them? 

Should I keep posting or should I wait until after the break to post the new ones? 

edit: I’ll make my decision after seeing what most people say

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Nov 19, 2012
#Im confused #Help me #Por favor #Jebal #Please
WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY SUHO FEELS?! THAT SUHO SCENARIO IS NICEU OKAY?

Suho feels ———–> *ALL OVER THE PLACE* 

I tried to portray him as heartless but that Didn't work out.. O_O 

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Nov 19, 2012 2 notes
Getting back together again... [Suho]

Requested by anon







You cleared your table once again, making sure there was nothing left on it. You’d forgotten to take your keys back home the day before and had to come all the way to get them.

“Keys, purse, phone and jacket, okay,” you counted everything to make sure one last time before leaving your cubicle. You worked at SM Entertainment as the head coordinator for Super Junior’s concerts in various countries. You had started off with a much smaller job and worked your way up. It was your 4th year working there. You loved it but you were starting to get tired of it. You needed a change.

“____________,” someone called your name, just as you were about to exit the building. You knew exactly who it was but what was he doing there at that time of the night. You turned around to see the small figure running towards you.

“Minsuk, what are you doing here?” you asked, picking him up.

“Appa picked me up from school today so I stayed here all day,” he said, moving his eyes from side to side.

“Oh Appa picked you up hmmm,” you said with a big smile and ran your hands through his hair.

“Minsuk where are….” Suho stopped outside the practice room seeing him in your hands. “Oh I’m sorry. Was he disturbing you?” Suho asked walking towards the two of you.

“Oh no, not at all,” you replied handing Minsuk over. You immediately looked away. Making eye contact with Suho had been the hardest thing since you first started work at the company. It hadn’t changed ever since. Mainly because it brought back bad memories…

“Okay so I’m going to go now,” you said taking a leave.

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You made a cup of hot coco and settled in bed to watch your favorite movie. It was hard to focus that night. You started to regret bumping into Suho. You always made sure never to come across him. It only lead to him trying to act as normal as possible and you avoiding eye contact.

“Arghhhh, what’s wrong with me,” you said pulling your hair. “Why did I have to see him?”

You tried to avoid old memories from coming back but they flooded in one by one.

You still remembered your first date with him in a small café outside of your school. You were nervous so he held your hand to comfort you. Two years passed in a breeze but the only thing that changed between you and him was his love. It had increased every day. Then one day he had to leave for debut and you never saw him again, until 5 years later. He had a son and a beautiful wife. It broke you completely because all those years you had kept hope alive. Hope, that he would come back. You thought many times to leave the company, but you couldn’t. You needed money to survive in that harsh city. You were on your own. You made a conscious decision to make sure you never crossed his path. The first time he saw you, he almost chocked on his drink. He hadn’t expected it at all. In the four years you had worked there, you and Suho had barely exchanged any words besides the usual head nods or when he came to get Minsuk before going home, sometimes. His son however was very friendly with you. He was often around so he hung out with you.

You shook your head to get rid of the memories and went back to watching the movie. That is what you always did. Whatever happened was in the past. You never wanted to bring it up again. Sure, you had lots of questions you wanted to ask him. Why he never came back? Why he never tried to contact you? Did he even remember you? But would those help anyone? It would only make him uncomfortable and, hurt you. He had done you wrong but that’s how life worked. You didn’t always get what you wanted.

You forced a smile on your face to stop the tears from forming and concentrated on the movie. After all being strong was all you could do.

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“Job hunting at work _________. Tsk tsk,” your friend said hitting you on the back of your head.

“Aish, don’t say it out a loud. I’ll get in trouble,” you tried to shush him.

Once again, you were deeply engrossed in your job search when someone came up behind you.

“Job hunting?” he said.

“Oh Gosh I told you not to..,” you stopped half through realizing that it was a different voice. You turned around immediately to find Suho standing behind you. “Oh um.. what are you doing over here?” you asked.

“I need a favor,” he said casually.

“What?” you asked, keeping your eyes fixed on the laptop screen.

“If you’re not busy after 4 o clock could you pick up Minsuk from school and take him back home? I can’t do that since our practice will run late.”

“Why me? Isn’t anyone else free?”

“I’m afraid not. And besides Minsuk is comfortable around you. I wouldn’t have asked if it wasn’t absolutely necessary. He wasn’t feeling very well this morning so I’m really worried about him.”

You thought for a while before finally nodding your head.

“Gomawo,” he thanked you and left. Your thoughts kept poking you that he was just using you but your heart told you that it was the right thing to do. Not for Suho but for Minsuk. You’d grown attached to the little kid ever since his mother died. He had completely lost it but you helped him through it by staying by his side.

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“Why didn’t Appa come today?” Minsuk asked as you both walked to the corner of the street hand in hand.

“Appa had some work to do today,” you said and began looking for a taxi.

**Aaaaachoo** - Minsuk sneezed.

“Are you still not feeling well?” you asked.

“Aniyo,” he shook his head. You realized that his hands were warmer than usual too.

“When we go back home, you’re going to rest okay?” you instructed.

“Okay,” he said bobbling his head. “But you have to make me my favorite soup.”

“Fine,” you said picking him up and planting a kiss on his cheek.

“Aish, why do you do that?” he asked making a face. “Appa does the same thing, every morning.”

“You don’t like it?” you asked. He shook his head with a mischievous smile.  You planted another kiss on his cheek.

“Aaaaan,” he whined.

“I can’t help it Minsuk,” you said tickling him. The sweet noise of his laughter made you more than happy. You didn’t quite know why so but you were glad that you felt that way.

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“Alright, now go hurry up and change. I’ll get your soup ready okay?” you said pushing him into the bathroom.

It took you more time than it usually did to make soup. You didn’t know where each ingredient was and more than half weren’t even there. There was next to no food in the fridge. You were surprised as to how the two lived. The living room wasn’t the cleanest place either. Papers, old mails, magazines, even some cloths were scattered around all over the place.

“The soup’s ready,” you announced walking into the room. Minsuk had tucked himself in bed and was watching TV. He clapped his hands with joy smelling the food. You fed him one spoon at a time. His eyes didn’t leave yours for even a second.

“Is there something you want to say?” you asked him. He shook his head and opened his mouth for the next feed. When you were finally done you gave him a quick peck once again. This time he didn’t resist.

“I’m going to clean this place up a little bit okay?” you told him. He went back to watching TV.

You didn’t remember Suho being that dirty. In fact if anything, he was a very organized person. The death of his wife must have struck him pretty hard. You put all the dirty clothes in one rack and placed the clean ones in the closet. You organized the magazines and sprayed air freshener in the room. Dusted the tiny book shelf and cleaned the dinner table. It took you almost an hour to finish all of it. It was getting dark outside. You went into the room to check on Minsuk one last time. His eyes were still fixed on the TV screen.

“Minsuk honey, I think it’s time for bed.” You took the remote from his hand.

“Will you read me a bed time story?” he asked, holding your arm.

“Sure,” you said, not being able to deny his request. You were only two minutes into the story when Minsuk fell asleep. His short breathing pattern, tired expressions and soft cheeks made you want to kiss him once more but you knew he’d wake up so you controlled yourself. Instead, you ran your fingers through his hair.

“You’re still here?” Suho said, causing you to jump up in surprise.

“When did you get here?” you whispered, clenching your fist to your chest.

“Just now. You left the front door unlocked.”

“Oh, Mianhamnida,” you apologized.

“When did he fall asleep?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied. Before he could say anything you decided to leave.

“___________, Suho called after you. It was the first time in many years he’d called you by your nickname. Your heart sank for a second. You calmed yourself and turned around half way.

“I’m sorry I put you through all of this,” he said.

“Oh no no, that’s fine. I had a good time with..”

“That’s not what I meant,” he cut you. What else could he mean then? You began to think, a little confused at his statement.

“I meant..,” he began but then trailed off. He didn’t know how what else to say. He wanted to apologize for what he had done to you but he couldn’t form the right words. In fact he hadn’t even planned to say what he had just blurted out.

“Get back home safely,” he sighed.

Well there was one thing that hadn’t changed. His inability to express himself…

You nodded and quickly left.

Minsuk shifted in bed but suddenly woke up. “Did ________, leave?” he asked

“Don’t call her by her name,” Suho said sitting beside him in bed.

“Then can I call her Umma?” he asked.

“What?” Suho’s eyes widened with surprise but were quickly replaced by anger. “Are you okay Minsuk?” he asked rather sternly. Minsuk clenched his fist and curled up hearing his father’s tone.

“Why can’t she be my umma?” he asked blinking his big brown eyes repeatedly.

“Minsuk be quiet,” Suho shook him lightly. The child couldn’t bear his father’s reaction and began crying. Suho’s heart softened and he tried to hold Minsuk once again but he shrugged his appa away and hid his face under the covers.

“Minsuk honey, why are you saying such stuff today?” Suho asked, trying to comfort him.

“Because I miss my umma,” he mumbled. A sudden tinge of pain ran through Suho’s heart. He was unable to respond. All he could do was pat his son to sleep.

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A week had passed and Minsuk hadn’t come to visit you at work at all. You hadn’t really seen Suho around either but that was nothing new to you. You were a little worried though. You wanted to go ask Suho but considering he would find it strange, you dropped the idea.

On Sunday morning of that week, you finally received a call from Minsuk.

“Can you come over and visit?” he asked you over the phone.

“But why Minsuk?” you asked.

“Ah, I don’t feel so good.” He said and then faked a cough. You panicked and immediately ran out of the house to see him. 

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You knocked on the door lightly. Suho opened the door after a long time.

“What are you doing over here?” he asked with an unpleasant face.

“Oh, umm Minsuk isn’t feeling well so I came to check on him,” you said nervously.

“Minsuk is just fine,” Suho replied.

“___________,” Minsuk called you, running out of the room. You kneeled down to great him and then pulled his cheeks.

“__________, can we talk?” Suho asked you.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Come with me,” he said.

“Why not here?” you asked. He glared at you with a hardened expression. You let go off Minsuk’s hand and followed him into his room. He closed the door, making you even more scared. You knew whatever he was going to say was not going to be something you wanted to hear.

“Why are you trying to find excuses to come over here?” he asked you.

“Huh, what do..” you began.

“I know what you’re trying to do,” he raised his voice. “If you are going to put wrong thoughts in Minsuk’s mind than I suggest you rather not see him. I could never expect such a thing out of you.”

“What are you trying to say?” you cut him, obviously really confused.

“Do you know what Minsuk asked me the other day?” he said grabbing your arms. He completely took you by surprise. Did he still think he had some sort of power or control over you? If you weren’t mistaken, he had left you a long time ago. There was nothing between the two of you. How dare he hold you?

“He asked me if you could be his umma? I can’t believe you. Do you really think there’s still something between us? Are you trying to use my son to get to me again? I never thought so little of you _________. It’s pathetic to even think of something like this. I’m appalled by your..”

You suddenly shrugged yourself away from his grip. This is what he thought of you after all he had put you through. He didn’t even care about what he had done. Sure, many years had passed to that thing. He probably didn’t even remember the details since he’d moved on but what about you? You still remembered each and every detail. And now he was blaming you for coaxing his son. How could he? You didn’t even have words to defend yourself. Tears began gushing out of your eyes. You’d held them back long enough but that day it felt like Suho had pierced your heart. All this time that you hadn’t asked him for any explanations were just a waste. He could care less about how you felt. You were a fool to think that deep down he may feel a little bit guilty but that day he showed you that he didn’t. To him, the relationship he had with you was not real. How could it be? The two of you were merely, high school students, young lost and in love.

That day, for the first time, you lifted your head and looked Suho straight in the eyes. You couldn’t see pass them. You didn’t know what he was thinking. You wiped your tears and turned around to leave. Opening the door, you stopped and fixed a smile on your face so as to not upset Minsuk.

“I never meant for any of this to happen,” you mumbled and quickly opened the door. Suho stood their watchingyou, hug Minsuk and pat his head.

“Will you come back tomorrow?” he asked. You pulled a smile and shook your head.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because I have work. But I promise I’ll send some chocolates for you okay?” you said. The next second, Minsuk hugged you tightly and then kissed you on the cheek. You kissed him back and then ran out the door. There was no point in staying there. Suho had made it pretty clear.

“Did you call her here?” Suho asked Minsuk. He nodded his head but kept his eyes fixed to the ground. For the past few days Minsuk hadn’t talked to his father much.

“Why?” Suho asked.

“Because I wanted her to see you so the two of you could fall in love and then she can become my umma.” Suho didn’t even know how to respond. His son’s thoughts were so innocent and pure.

“Did _________ ever say something about this to you?” he asked. The child shook his head. “Then how did you come up with such a thing?” Suho asked.

“Because I know she likes you. She is always scared of looking at you.” Suho’s jaw dropped in surprise. Was his son really seven years old? How could he see things Suho never could.

“I want umma,” Minsuk said hugging his appa. The child’s words had moved Suho so much that even he began to cry. A little part of him regretted for yelling at you and the other part wept for making his son’s life miserable. ‘How could I be so selfish?’- he thought to himself. ‘I was thinking about only myself this whole time.’

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You decided not to go to work for the next few days. You had to get your resignation letter ready. You had thought a lot the before finally making that decision. It was better for both you and Suho that you left. That way, you won’t hurt yourself and Suho wouldn’t be uncomfortable. Besides you’d been longing for a change and Suho just made it easier for you to make that decision.

You heard a knock on your front door. You looked at your clock. It was almost 9 o clock. Who would visit you at that hour on a working night?

You walked to the door and slowly opened it. Your face hardened upon seeing Suho stand on the other end. You stared at him for a long time.

“Can I come in?” he asked. You moved aside so he could enter. The two of you walked into the living room. He glanced at the resignation letter that lay on the coffee table.

“So you really are leaving?” he asked, sitting next to you on the couch.

You nodded, clenching your hands nervously. You hated the fact that he was the only one in the entire world who could make you feel that way. You’d never let another person into your heart like that.

“_________,” he began. “I’m sorry about what I said the other day.”

“It’s okay you don’t have to,” you said getting up. He held your hand pulling you to sit down again.

“No let me say this. That day I got mad at you because I was mad at myself. I’ve been mad at myself ever since I saw you again. I hate myself for what I did to you. You probably think I don’t remember anything but I do. Each and everything and it hurts me. I was stupid for doing what I did to you. I got too caught up in my fame. It’s like the company changed me. I didn’t feel the need to contact you because I became arrogant. And now I see you hiding yourself from me, never making eye contact as if you’ve done something wrong. That should be me not you ______________. I’m the one who should be guilty here. That day when Minsuk said he wanted you to be his mother, it made me angry. I was mad because I had done you injustice. Minsuk reminded me of that. I wanted you to go away so I wouldn’t have to think about it but how stupid was I. I didn’t even care about your feelings and blamed you for everything. I am so sorry. I know my words don’t make sense and it’s because I’m a mess. I don’t have anybody in my life besides Minsuk. I feel so lonely and worn out. I need someone. Minsuk needs someone…” He stopped upon hearing your soft sniffles. He had no idea when you had started crying. It hurt him even more. He knew he didn’t deserve you. You were far too good for him and yet there he was begging you to forgive him.

He held your hand and then pulled you into a side hug.

“I want you to take care of Minsuk ….and ….me,” he whispered. “I know you still have feelings for me.”

“What about you Suho? Do you have feelings for me? Or are you only saying this because you want Minsuk to be happy?” you asked pulling away. You had never demanded answers for all the questions you had for him but that day you wanted to know.

“I loved my wife a lot..,” he said. “But .. that doesn’t change the fact that you were the first person I loved.” He held your hands once again. “I promise to take care of you __________. I’ll never make you feel unloved ever again.”

You were surprised as to how quickly your heart forgave him. That little part of you that hated him was slowly fading away. You felt pathetic for giving in so easily. But was it really your fault for loving him so much? Love had no boundaries. Suho slipped his hands behind your waist, forcing you to turn around and then embraced you.

“I’m still waiting _________,” he whispered desperately.

“Ye,” you whispered back and buried your face into his chest. He ran his hands on your back to comfort you.

“I promise you, you won’t regret this. You’ll never be hurt again,” he said kissing you on your temple. You tightened your grip on him letting him know that you were ready to trust him again.

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Wowowowoow this is not how planned this scenario to turn out at all. BUT I’m pretty satisfied with it. I hope you all like it. AND I’m sorry for the length. I got carried away. :| 

Nov 19, 2012 69 notes
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Nov 18, 2012
I have no words. I'm really touched and like sad but happy... I think it's because this hits SO close to home. You've done this before where you write things that are so oddly close to things I HAVE experience in my own relationship that I kinda just like... go brain dead. I don't know how you do it, but you do. And I really loved and related to this. I feel like I've dealt with very similar feelings and I'm still kinda worked up. Probably because my anniversary is like 2 days. Thank you so much

That was my intention this time. I don’t do it very often but this time I tried to use all the little details I already had about you lol <3 I’m glad you loved it <3 :) I hope I made your day better :) 

Have an awesome anniversary :) 

Nov 18, 2012
Aigoo~! I love your CNU scenario! XD It was so sweet~!

Aish.. really?? Why thank-you! *giggles* 

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Nov 18, 2012 1 note
~///~ sorry, I just read really fast....but it was adorable and I know she will love it. It was really well written. I am sorry you got distracted while writing it. Good luck with the next one

LOL oh no! Its awesome you can do that. I wish I had that ability lol. Yeah I’m super excited about the next one! <3 yayaya! 

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Nov 18, 2012 1 note
THE CNU SCENARIO WAS SO GOOD! Amber is going to freak when she reads it. Keep up the good work! I can't wait to submit something again. Love you :] <3

Oh my! you are so fast! How’d you read it in less than 7 minutes! lolololol 

Yeah I really hope she likes it just as much :) <3 <3 <3 

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Nov 17, 2012 1 note
A year and a day .. [CNU]

Requested by anbaachan




 “Shinwoo ahh turn off the fan. I’m cold,” you whined under the covers. The faint sunlight escaped through the curtains and you tried every way possible to fight them back with your blanket. “Shinwoooooo!,” you cried again. “You know I’ve been sick for the past few days. Do you want me to get more sick?”

Still no response…

“Oh my.. can you not hear me?” you asked, throwing the covers off of you and turning around. There was no one in the room but you. Your eyes wandered from side to side and then followed the direction to the bathroom. The door was half open. He wasn’t in there either.

“Of course!,” you mumbled. Why were you even calling him when you knew he usually left before you woke up? You sighed and pulled the covers around you, almost hiding your face in them. You looked like an Inuit. Random thoughts crossed your mind. Just then you remembered something.

“Oh my …!,” you covered your mouth jumping out of bed. You ran around the room, shuffling and tossing everything, looking for your handbag.

“There it is,” you cried in excitement, finding it under your bed. You grabbed it immediately and pulled out the small crumbled up paper. It was your to-do list. Being the forgetful person you were, you couldn’t afford to lose stuff like that.

‘To do list

1.       Call the Insurance company

2.       Call Mom

3.       Return the dress

4.       ORGANIZE a special 1st anniversary with Shinwoo…’

Your eyes widened reading no. 4 on the list. How could you forget, forget the most important thing. That was all you thought about two weeks from then. You got caught up with a lot of stuff and you almost forgot about it. You still had time since it wasn’t until two days later.

“Calm down _________,” you told yourself, scrunching the list in your hands. A sudden wave of enthusiasm hit you and you jumped up. You were ready to plan the perfect day for him and you. Ignoring the pain in your back and your flu, you ran around the house, cleaning it from corner to corner.

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You heard the front door open. A smile spread on your face. You couldn’t wait to tell Shinwoo about the plan for your anniversary. Heavy footsteps made their way into the room. Shinwoo stopped at the door and gave a quick glance to what you were doing.

“Hey,” he mumbled softly, proceeding to the bathroom.

“Come on! No back hugs?” you asked turning around with a mischievous smile but he was already in the bathroom. You went and stood by the bathroom door. As soon as he opened it, you jumped on his face.

“Hey so guess what day it is two days from now?” you asked excitedly.

“Monday..,” Shinwoo replied with a straight face.

“Aish,” you nudged him. “I know that too but it’s a special Monday.”

“Really? Since when did Mondays start becoming special?” he asked sitting on the bed. You followed and sat beside him.

“Oh come on, don’t pretend like you don’t remember,” you winked. The expression on his face didn’t change. You looked at him carefully for a long time but nothing. No reaction at all.

“You really don’t remember do you?” you asked, really disappointed. He shook his head apologetically.

“It’s our first anniversary…,” you trailed off so he could fill in.

“Ohhh,” Shinwoo smiled and put his arm around you. “It’s been a year already?”

“Aaa,” you elbowed him. “Yes it’s been a year and you don’t even remember that.”

“Mianhe,” he said and gave you a quick peck on the temple.

“So now will you help me plan something big for the day?” you asked.

“Something big?,” he asked widening his eyes.

“Ye,” you nodded innocently.

“Why?”

“Because … I just want too,” you said after a short pause.

“Oh come on _________. That’s so cliché.”

“No but I really want to do something special.”

“Okay, then lets watch a movie or something,” he said playing with your hair.

“Aniyooo,” you whined, releasing yourself from his half hug. You were starting to get a little irritated and your head hurt too. You hadn’t recovered from your flu yet.

“You know what. Don’t worry about it. I’ll figure something out.” You patted his chest and got up. Shinwoo settled in bed and fell asleep in less than a minute. Your anger started to diminish. He must have been really tired, you told yourself and decided to try again the next day.

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Sunday mornings were nothing special for you. They started just like all the other days of the week. Shinwoo would leave early for his schedules even on the weekends. It bothered you but you had chosen to be with him so you had to bear all of that.

The rest of the day was spent on your tiny laptop, trying to look for good places to celebrate. Some were too expensive, others were too lame. Most were not his type and some were just not the right places for such an event.

The clock ticked 8 and the door clicked open. Shinwoo entered, took of his shoes and proceeded to the room.

“Shinwoo ahh, I have another idea,” you called after him. He stopped at the door and turned around to look at you.

“Oh I didn’t see you there,” he said.

“That’s why you need to start wearing your glasses again,” you laughed. “Anywayysss, so I spent the whole day searching for the right place and none of them seemed right.” You clapped your hands together. “So here’s the thing. How about we have a romantic dinner here.”

“Here?” he narrowed his eyebrows.

“Yeah, like in the apartment. Lets cook together and… and.. then do something special afterwards? Maybe like a walk or..”

“Ahhh _______, don’t you think you’re getting a little too carried away with this?” he threw a question at you before you could even finish.

“But it’ll be fun..,” you mumbled. You were a little scared, hearing the irritation in his voice.

“Okay do whatever you feel like,” he forced a smile on his face.

“You know a little enthusiasm would be nice to see,” you said in a barely audible voice but soon regretted it. You knew that either there was going to be no reaction or if there was going to be one, it wouldn’t be good.

“I am excited,” he said, turning around.

“Doesn’t seem like it,” you said.

“I am,” he smiled faintly and then disappeared into the room. You sighed and closed the laptop in frustration. You really hoped the next day wouldn’t be like all the other days. It would be different and special and he would actually put effort into it.

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The fan was turned on once again that morning. You pulled the covers tightly around you, falling back into your dreamland. Then you suddenly realized that it was the big day. You threw the covers off of you and turned around. Shinwoo was there that day. He hadn’t left. He looked peaceful while sleeping but that day wasn’t one of those that you’d let him sleep. You got closer to his ear and cried, “Happy Anniversary.”

“Woahhh,” Shinwoo woke up in surprise. “Oh my God what time is it?”

“Umm 9 o clock I think,” you said, giving him a confused look.

“Oh gosh I’m late,” he jumped out of bed.

“But we have so many things to do. Where are you going?” you questioned.

“I have a small schedule today but I’ll be back soon,” he said, looking around for cloths.

“How soon?” you asked.

“Soon,” he said putting on a shirt and pulling up his pants. After coming out of the bathroom he gave you a quick peck before hurrying out the door.

You were upset. Really, really upset but you let it slip. He would come home soon and things could go as planned. Not losing hope, you got out of bed to get started. There was absolutely no time to waist.

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 Hours passed away in a breeze. You walked out of the kitchen tiredly to look at the clock.

“Oh my goodness,” you gasped in surprise. “It’s 4  o clock already.” You called Shinwoo but he didn’t pick up his phone. It wasn’t like him. He usually picked it up. You were getting anxious and annoyed. It was a mixture of two very different feelings. You were starting to get mad too. You’d had spent almost half the day setting up everything by yourself. That is not what it was supposed to be like.

You called him repeatedly. He picked it up once but then hung up immediately. After that, he turned it off so you wouldn’t disturb him.

Another hour passed away…

The door finally clicked open. You lunged towards it, with anger in your eyes.

“Where were you?” you yelled.

“I had work,” he mumbled, not intimidated at all by your aggressive behavior.

“And you couldn’t call me?” you asked.

“I said I had work,” he repeated calmly once again.

 “You know what I’m done with this,” you flung your hands in frustration.

“Oh come on, we can do something now,” he said.

“Something now? When half of the day has passed. You knew I’d been planning on this for the longest time and this is what you do? You couldn’t spare one day just one day for me? I’m tired of this Shinwoo. I’m just really tired.”

“Tired of what?”

“Tired of you never making an effort.”

“What?” he scoffed.

“Yes. Don’t you see it Shinwoo? I try so hard every day to keep this relationship going and you never..”

“Waaaa waa waiittt.  This relationship?? What are you trying to say?”

“See this is what I’m talking about. Are you really that oblivious to everything?” you pushed him slightly. You weren’t this mad before he came but the way he was reacting was making you more mad. You didn’t want to be since you wanted to celebrate your anniversary but things were getting out of control. “Just forget it,” you said turning around to calm yourself.

“No tell me what you mean?” he pulled you around. You looked at his clueless face for a good minute. You felt like all that you did, and had been doing wasn’t worth it anymore. He was never going to appreciate any of it. He was never going to see how much cared about him, how much you loved him. Whatever decision you made that night was only going to hurt you, not him.  

“You know what Shinwoo, let’s just forget about all of this. Let’s forget that we were ever even together.”

“What?” he snapped. You freed yourself from his loose grip and walked towards the room. He followed close behind.

“So just because I didn’t come home on time you’re going to break up with me? Is that how immature you are.”

His words were burning holes in your heart. You turned around to reveal the tears in your eyes but it wasn’t like it would matter to him.

“_____________, answer me,” he demanded. You didn’t respond, but instead began stuffing your bag with cloths.

“_________,” he called again as you walked out the room. “What is going on? I don’t understand.” You stopped, turned around and whispered, “That’s the problem.” After that you didn’t wait a second and quickly left. If you stayed any longer, your heart would turn weak and hold you back. You needed to do that. For yourself and him.

Shinwoo stood dumbfounded watching you leave. He wanted to stop you but for some reason he couldn’t. It was as if he didn’t have any motivation left. Had he stopped loving you? He questioned himself. The aroma of food, you’d prepared, hit his nose. It suddenly clicked the memory of the first time he saw you. It was the same smell, in the restaurant, he’d first seen you. You were shy and got nervous when he stared at you. You’d always been like that. Sweet and submissive, trying your best not to irritate him. He was just now realizing that. You’d never given him any trouble. To be honest the more he thought about you the more he realized that the two of you may have been together for a year but there weren’t any true memories that you guys had built together. He felt guilty because he knew that it was him that was never there while you always stood by his side. But now, you were gone and he was alone.

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“___________, wake up,” your friend shook you.

“Aaaannn,” you whined, holding your pillow tightly.

“It’s important. Wake up.”

“What is it?” you popped up. “Oh my my! It’s still dark outside. Why are you waking me up?”

“Some one’s been flashing some sort of light at our window for a while now.”

“Do you really think I’m up for all of this right now? I just cried for 4 hours straight and you want me to deal with this?” you asked, really annoyed.

“At least come and check with me. I’m really scared,” she pulled you out of bed and dragged you to the window. You pushed the curtains to the side to see who it was. There was a small figure standing in the corner of the street holding a flashlight in his hands and balloons in the other.

“I can’t see clearly,” you rubbed your eyes.

“Here take your glasses,” your friend handed them to you. You put them on but immediately jumped back in surprise. It was Shinwoo, standing outside in the freezing cold with a sleeveless shirt and balloons in his hand that said Happy Anniversary on them.

“What is he doing? He’s going to catch a cold,” you said grabbing a jacket and lunging towards the door.

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“Are you stupid?” you yelled from across the street. He nodded back. You ran towards him and put the jacket around him. He looked at you intently as you zipped him.

“What is this Shinwoo?” you asked.

“I figured, if the balloons didn’t work than the shirt definitely will. There is no way you could see me like this,” he said with a faint smile.

“So you were taking advantage of my kindness?” you asked. He nodded once again.

“I can’t do this anymore,” you said after a long pause. “It’s not possible.”

“It is if you give me another chance,” he replied.

“What? To get hurt again?” you asked. Tears were forming in your eyes again.

“I’m so sorry _________. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I don’t deserve all of this. I know I don’t but I also can’t live without you. You complete me. I got so used to being pampered by your submissiveness that I started taking advantage of it unintentionally. I didn’t know I was hurting you. I’m sorry for never putting an effort into anything but I promise I will if you let me into your heart once again I’ll change all of that. I won’t be stupid. I won’t be an idiot. I won’t be forgetful and most of all I won’t hurt you.”

This was the most he’d ever said to you. You scrutinized his face to see if he really meant it.

“Well?” he said raising his eyebrows.

“I don’t know Shinwoo,” you said shaking your head.

“I know I’m not good with apologies but let me show you something,” he said pulling you towards the street. He stopped a cab and motioned you to get in.

“Where are you taking me?” you asked.

“Just get in. I promise you won’t regret this,” he insisted.

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The cab stopped near a lake. Shinwoo grabbed your hand and walked you to the little wooden bridge. In front of it stood a small Yacht .

“What is this?” you asked, a little surprised on the inside.

“I prepared this for our anniversary. I know its way past midnight but I want you to know that I love you. No matter what day of the year it is, I’ll always love you.”

“Whaaa,” you gasped in surprise. Had he really done all of this just for you. It was a lot coming from a person like him. “What…. I .. don’t have words,” you covered your mouth with your hands.

“From this day onwards, let celebrate our anniversary on a year and a day after our anniversary,” he said, hoping you would say yes and forgive him. How could you not. You loved him, he’d apologized, there was no reason not to.

You nodded, resting your head on his chest as the two of you walked towards the amazing treat he’d set for you. It was going to be a good anniversary after all.

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So I’m finally done with this. It took me a long time to write since I kept getting distracted. Forgive me if it’s bad! :(  



Nov 17, 2012 44 notes
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Nov 17, 2012 2 notes
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I'm guessing the ballon boy was for my Sandeul request. It was so cute and adorable. I can read millions of times. Sorry I can't do more than just an anon message but I don't have an account. Nice job.

Yep yes it was <3 [You should totally make a tumblr] and thank you <3 

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Nov 17, 2012 1 note
I'M READY!!!! I only have one day off next week and it will likely be spent cooking and hopefully doing something fun with my husband, BUT I know I will be checking tumblr (because I always do), so I'm stoked. Super excited! :)

Yep It’s thanks giving…!! [Is it bad that that weird song just popped up in my head ?? ] 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSBq8geuJk0  [You will probably laugh for the rest of the night watching this] 

I’m READY FOR some turkey!! So excited… !! T_T 

Nov 16, 2012
Holiday Season <3

Hey guys, 

So its that start of the Thanksgiving Break here in America. [I hope you all are enjoying your break]. I’ll have some free time on my hands so I’ll be getting down on most of those requests. ARE YOU ALL READY TO READ SOME SCENARIOS?? lol [I’m guessing most of you will be busy with family] 

Anyways Have an awesome break <3

 

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Nov 16, 2012 2 notes
Awesome scenarios

<3 <3 

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Nov 16, 2012
Jdkaksldksllskskaljfkapjs. DID I TELL YOU I CHANGED MY URL??? D8 lol I think so. <3 Sorry I haven't sent a message in a while. TT_TT <3 SANDEUL SJKSJDAKSJ. You always destroy my feels. :') I love you.

even if you didn’t tell me I could still have guessed! ;) lololololol! 

<3 <3 <3 thank you <3 <3 

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Nov 16, 2012
Just wondering are you writing scenarios again and are requests are open? If yes could I please request a Ren of NU'EST scenario When his members ditch him at your doorstep because he''s sick

Oh my my! the request is so cute but I am so sorry! Requests are close for now! i’ll open them a few days from now! Would you maybe want to drop by sometime and requests this again? :) 

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Nov 16, 2012
Tomorrow is international "I love you" day. If you get this message, it means you are loved. Send this to 5 other people and it will be your best day ever.

<3 <3 Awwww thank you! *send love back* 

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Nov 15, 2012 1 note
Sandeul scenario made me laugh :D i feel like i see him doing that~

Yep I see him doing that too [TBH i would be so flattered if he did that to me *sighs* ] 

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Nov 15, 2012
Actually, I kinda agree. Normally, I would be SO against green hair, but this time, I didn't mind it! Sehun pulled it off, I think. And I think you're right: It's probably not his permanent hair. Hey, is that the first person in SM to have a really weird color? I mean, otherwise, we've got blond, brown, black, and red...

I loved it. It looked puurrrrfect on him. He pulled it off so well, [with his beautiful pink lips O_O ] 

Umm nope KEY [from Shinee] went multicolored once. Shindong went blue/ pink too. SM is just as crazy as the other companies! lol 

just because I love this picture so much I’ll add it to the reply: 

Nov 15, 2012 3 notes
DJAHGAJF. Sorry. I read it incorrectly. >< Why did you make that decision, may I ask? (And I hope you got my fanmail... Tumblr has been eating up my stuff lately.)

It’s alright :) 

1. I made that decision because if some one submits a lot of scenarios, they might as well just become a co writer for this blog and since I’m not planning to have one any time soon I don’t want that. 

2. The stories that people submit are so awesome but most readers don't acknowledge the writer as much as they should be, since it’s on  my blog. Some even think that I posted them and that it’s not a submission. I want these lovely writers to be recognized for their writing skills. 

3. Therefore I am absolutely okay with taking in submissions but not more than 3. 

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