Oh no honey! I’m perfectly fine :) I just found that post really amazing so I decided to reblog it but thank you so much for checking up on me :( <3 <3 <3 <3 You’re such a sweetheart :) If something really is wrong I usually just write it in my tags :)

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omg
nope nope nope done omg crying
i think my heart just stopped beating
That performance was beautiful ! Aren’t they amazing? :’)

Nope! I haven’t skipped any. I just haven’t updated my pending list. If I get time this weekend I’ll be sure to do that :)

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Exo hasn’t been on a variety show yet but they have had a bunch of interviews/ radios! Here’s a list:
1. Exo Tencent Weibo Interview [not subbed]
3. Exo on Shim Shim Ta pa [Not subbed]
4. Youngstreet Radio Interview [Eng Sub]
5. Exo XOXO- 1st album Interview [Eng sub]
Exo also recorded Happy Camp on June 4th and it will be aired June 11th :). Hope this helps :)
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The weather outside matched what you were feeling on the inside- rage and anger. How could you be so foolish to think that a guy as handsome as Eungyeol like you? Nevertheless you smiled on the outside and began to walk back to your apartment. Just a few more months of saving and you could finally buy yourself a car.
“_________!” you heard a familiar voice say from behind. “You dropped your shirt on the way out the back door,” Yongguk said while panting.
“Did you run all the way from the bakery?” you asked in disbelief.
“Yeah it wasn’t that far,” he replied with a smile.
“Thank you,” you said, taking your shirt from him and putting it in your bag. “I’ll see you around okay?”
“Byeee,” he sang as the two of you parted ways.
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You seemed to be more than lost in your own thoughts that day at work. Your manager snapped his fingers in your face to bring you back to reality. He was more of the chill type. Things like these didn’t bother him. You smiled, silently thanking him.
“You okay?” Yongguk asked with his usual bright smile.
“Yeah.. yeah I’m fine,” you replied when your voice said the complete opposite.
“Day dreaming about someone?” he asked.
“Someone?” you laughed. “More like something?”
“Let me guess! Is it that mousse ice cream again? You know you really shouldn’t be eating such stuff.” Yongguk joked but he seemed more serious. If it was any other day you would not have taken it to heart but that day was different. You were already hurting from what had happened with Eungyeol and Yongguk just added to it by making fun of you for being fat. You gave him a nasty look and disappeared into the kitchen.
Yongguk’s heart sank as he pondered over the words he had said. He didn’t mean for them to come out the way they did. He felt bad and wanted to talk to you but there were customers he had to tend to.
The entire rest of the day, he looked at you from time to time trying to figure out a way to talk to you but you always escaped as soon as he approached. You weren’t mad at him, you were just annoyed that he had hit you right where you didn’t want to be hurt. You already felt really insecure about your image and Yongguk being such a sweet heart and passed that comment.
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The next day was the same. You ignored him all day while he made attempts to talk to you. You didn’t stay after closing to help clean up. Instead you asked the manager if you could leave early. That way you wouldn’t have Yongguk walking behind you.
Your plan failed however, as you heard him call your name from afar. “____________, ____________!” he yelled repeatedly. You fastened your pace but Yongguk did not give up. He caught up to you, and pulled you firmly.
“Can you not hear me?” he asked with slight annoyance. “Why are you so mad at me?”
“I’m not mad at you,” you replied and began to walk once again.
“_________ wait!..” he said and this time ran and stopped in front of you. “I made you something.” He revealed a CD he had made and presented it to you.
“What is this?” you furrowed your eyebrows.
“I added all of your favorite songs to this CD. It’s kind of like an apology from me,” he said forcing you to take the CD. You stuffed it in your bag and without saying a word began walking once again. Yongguk wanted to stop you but then he thought it better to let you go. There was always tomorrow.
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After listening to the CD, a forbidden thought entered your mind. You began to think that maybe Yongguk liked you, otherwise why would someone make all this effort to ask for apology. Then you shrugged the thought out of your mind. How could he possibly like you? You had thought the same with Eungyeol but were only disappointed. You were fat and not pretty and those were two things guys looked for in a girl.
You hit the back of your head to teach yourself a lesson and placed the CD’s on a shelf. You were going to thank Yongguk the next day and things would just go back to normal.
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“Soooo did you like the CD?” Yongguk asked the next day after work. You removed the strands of hair from your face that the naughty wind kept blowing and nodded to him.
“I have a question though,” you asked.
“Sure! Go ahead,” Yongguk said eagerly.
“How did you know that all of those songs were my favorite?” you asked. Yongguk stopped walking which meant that you should too. You stared at him as he tried to avoid your gaze. “Yongguk,” you called out his name so he would respond. He didn’t. Suddenly, he had started to get nervous.
“All the songs in the CD were the ones you hum every day,” he finally said. You looked at him in amazement. It wasn’t something to be surprised over but if pondered over for a few minutes, it sounded very flattering. You could have never imagined Yongguk paid such close attention to you.
“You…! Aaa… you..” you were still thinking of saying something when Yongguk held your hand.
“I like you _______!” he said shyly.
“What?” you pulled your hands out of his immediately. “What do you mean you like me? I thought you… thought you..didn’t…” you gave up on what you had to say. You knew if you commented on your appearance he would think you were shallow. How ironic!
You looked at him dumbfounded because you had never thought of him in such a way. You thought he was far too cool for you, just like all the other guys. Why would he like you when you were so chubby?
“What are you thinking?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you replied.
“Then what’s your answer?”
“What do you mean?”
“About… what.. I just said.”
“I don’t know Yongguk… I don’t even know why you’d like me,” you said out of frustration.
“Why wouldn’t I?… you’re perfect in every way.”
“No I’m not,” you argued.
“You are _________! And you have no idea how much I like you,” he said holding your hands once again. He was making you nervous. No guy had ever said such words to you or touched you that way. Yongguk was the first one and deep down, you were very happy. He had always been a sweet heart to you. The only reason you didn’t think of him more than a friend was because you didn’t think a guy like him could like you. And now he was standing before you, confessing his love bravely. You had to give him a chance. He deserved it. With great effort, you overcame your nervousness and smiled at him. That was the signal which he happily took as a yes. He could finally walk you home…
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Lay stood by the door looking at you sleep peacefully. He could tell you had cried a lot the night before but dare not show him how you felt. He wished he was brave enough to face his fears. Vivid memories from his past always held him back and thus he gave you a disappointing answer each time. Lay walked to your side and ran his fingers on your forehead. He gave you a tender kiss on your forehead and then your cheeks. “I’m sorry,” he whispered.
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You saw Lay stand by the pillar like usual. His train came a little before yours and so the two of you walked home together every day. There was no one day that you remained quiet but that day, you didn’t have anything to say. You knew it would hurt him but you were hurting too. You hated presenting the same question to him when you knew the answer wouldn’t change.
You felt him touch your hand. He was still debating if he should hold it or not when you looked at him. You folded your arms to ease his indecisive state.
“_______!” he mumbled your name. “Hmmm,” you responded after a while. Lay didn’t say anything. He couldn’t think of anything to say. It would be the same as usual stuff, him trying to convince you that life would still be good if the two of you didn’t have a baby.
Ever since you had started wishing to become a parent, all you could see around you were expecting mothers or happy families. You wanted to be one of them but Lay was too scared to become a father. What frustrated you more was that he never gave a rationale as to why he such a strong opinion about the subject. You were afraid it was creating rifts in your relationship. That day too, you could tell he was trying really hard to talk to you but like always, he didn’t have the right words. And the only right words you wanted to hear from him were – ‘yes’. That would make everything better.
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The silent walk home was more unbearable for Lay than you. You settled down on your bed taking a deep breath. Lay walked into the room and sat beside you.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
“That wouldn’t change anything Lay. Let’s just forget about it. I’m going to go make us some dinner,” you said, getting up.
“No! stay,” he pulled you back. You looked at him, hoping he would say something but he still didn’t have anything to say.
“If you’re not going to say anything than just let me go. I have stuff to do for tomorrow,” you said out of frustration.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked. You were mad at him and him asking you such an obvious question was not make things any better. You wanted to yell but instead you clenched your fist to let out all of your anger without saying a word.
“I’m not mad,” you finally said. “I’m just disappointed.”
“Disappointed?” he asked.
“Disappointed that you won’t trust me.”
“I do trust you… it’s just that…”
“No! If you trusted me you would tell me why you don’t want us to start a family.”
“We are a family!”
“We are not…” you said angrily, pulling your hands out of his.
“________!” he held your hands again instantly. “Okay let me tell you why.” He calmed himself and began once again. “I am scared because I know I won’t be a good father.”
“Why?”
“Because I have seen my mother suffer my father’s torture every day. He beat her and us and called us names and was never there for us. None of us were surprised when he left one day. What if I turn out to be like that? What if I can’t take care of my kids? What if I can’t love them the way they want to be loved? I don’t know how this works. I don’t want to disappoint you or our child. I’ve lived my entire life hating my father and I am afraid my child will hate me too.”
You looked at Lay in utter confusion. He thoughts were so illogical, almost cynical. He had never shown this side of himself to you. He was always tender and warm hearted. You knew he came from a broken family but you had no idea it had left such a definite impression on him. You looked over at him. Maybe it was your love speaking for him but there was one thing you knew for sure and that was that Lay would never hurt anyone on purpose. You held his hand firmly because you now you knew exactly how to convince him.
“Do you love me?” you asked. He looked at you with confusion. What kind of a question was that?
“Of course I love you,” he said with wrinkles on his forehead.
“Do you think you could ever hurt me?” you asked another question. Lay began to say but stopped. He didn’t have answer and he knew exactly where you were going with it.
“Then how do you think would you hurt our child? What happened to you and your family is a sad reality but you and I both know it won’t repeat. Your mother was a great mother. You should trust the way she raised you. You’ve seen what your father did to you guys and that is what will teach you to be a better person than he was. Don’t demoralize yourself just because your father was a bad person. Being a parent may be a lot of responsibility but we all learn slowly. It may seem horrifying at first but you will get better at it every day. You just have to trust yourself Lay. You care so much about others how could you possibly think you would hurt me or our child?”
Lay blinked repeatedly, trying to absorb all that you had said in a mere few seconds. He wanted to hug you for being so supportive but he was embarrassed for putting you through a lot. He looked away, ashamed at his thoughts.
“Don’t do this,” you said as you tried to turn him towards you. “You know I love you and I won’t ever think of you as foolish.”
“I’m so stupid _______,” he said hugging you tightly.
“No you’re not,” you whispered back.
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2 years later:
You glanced over at Lay and Minjun from time to time. Lay had fallen asleep holding him in his arms. You took a picture of the father and son and laughed to yourself. “And he said he couldn’t be a good father…”
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I am guessing you’re talking about no. 57 on Exo scenario list. :) Thank you so much <3 <3 <3 More hearts for you. For some reason I have a lot more love to give out recently! lol :)

Thank you so much. I try my best to keep up with the blog because its like my baby and I don’t ever want to lose it. I feel bad when I am not able to produce something in a week and my request list is forever pending. I will be even more busy in the next two weeks but I will try my best. Thank you so much for your love and support and this lovely message. <3 <3 *sprinkles more love on you*

Ahahahahaha yeah its just too much work. All the fancams, Subbed shows and performances.. I haven’t slept properly in days! Yeah the song grew on me super fast and I go around the house saying “awwwoooo”- all the time and my mommy just keeps staring at me! Hahaha!
I haven’t heard the rest of the album. I am waiting for it to come out tonight so I can listen to it :’) *cries silently* I’ve waited tooooo long for this.

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Sorry guys! I haven’t been able to write because Exo’s comeback is just so hectic for us exotics. We have to watch all the stage performances and keep up with the radio/ variety shows. It’s like a job in itself. i’ll try to find some time to write the next few scenarios! I promise:)
30 more minutes
I thought it was coming out in about 30 minutes since it says 3pm KST!
edit: Just kidding! its 4pm KST! so its another hour and 15 minutes from now :’(
