Hahaha Yeah I think I spazzed myself a little too while making that.
The gif is from a video of Exo’s activities in Thailand [I think it was a documentary or something] I can’t seem to find that :( but I know they were wearing those clothes on this show. I’ll try to find that other video too.
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Aish I don’t have more sexy gifs of Kris *sighs* but let me dig into my Kris file and see what else I’ve got.
Here ya go:
[This fancam/ event made me fall in love with him so yeah]

[His precious face]

[Kris smiling? now that’s a surprise]

[Oh sexy Kris again]

[Wet Kris?]

[Buing buing Kris]


[Thinking Kris]

[Sassy Kris]

[The nice and genuine Kris]

[and the CREEPY kris]

and here is me blushing at your comment:
And I apologize to everybody who’s dash I spammed with my gifs.
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Awww you already knew that! Oh shucks! lol <3 <3 Lol yes ma'am you just confessed to me blog. Now let me shower you with love.




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Oh my my! That is exactly how I intended it to be. A little bit old school and more of how it would be in a Korean society [i don’t know that was my best interpretation but it might not be like that after all]
You’re just as amazing :)

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Walking into the SM building was banned for you. It was like stepping on the forbidden land. But that rule was old now that you had convinced your daddy to be more rational and act like modern daddies. He was insecure about his little princess being wooed by one of the trainees and then running away from home and all sorts of bad things happening. You had told him uncountable times that nothing like that was ever going to happen. The only thing that would happen would be people thinking he was a conservative person who still played the rules of the 20th century. The first day you stepped in to the building that you could consider yourself to be partly an owner of was beyond imaginable. It was nothing extra ordinary but seeing so many trainees and of course group members, who you only saw on TV before, mesmerized you. You didn’t show it of course. That would be silly. But on the inside you were jumping with excitement. The artists working under SM were known to be very hardworking and yes organization was the only thing you saw there. Most bowed while others who you thought were older than you gave you head nods. It was that day that you had seen him first. He was the only one out of the hundreds who had caught your eye. You’d seen him on TV before but it was different seeing him in person. The reason you kept looking at him was because he didn’t take his eyes off of you for one bit.
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“Argh! What am I going to do?” you said shaking your head out of the thoughts about him. Ever since he had confessed his love to you, you hadn’t stopped thinking about him for once. You didn’t know how a few eye contacts and exchange of words were going to lead to that. Six months, only six months after you had first made an appearance at the company, he told you that he liked you. You liked him too but all you could do was smile. He took it as a yes and then you didn’t know when but things fast forwarded and only a few months later he told you that he loved you. It seemed like yesterday when he first introduced himself to you, “Hi, I am Donghae and you?” – “I am _______, the CEO’s daughter,” you had replied. He smiled and then gave a slight head nod as if he already knew.
You took the pillow and pulled it over your face breathing heavily into it. Millions of jumbled up thoughts were crossing your mind. You were just as madly in love with him as he was with you. The only problem was, how to tell your dad. Once he found out you were screwed. You knew he would do anything to keep you away from him. The ship that you and him had sailed was going to be a one big wreck and you knew that for sure but still you passed your days thinking about a way to figure things out.
You were so deeply in your thoughts that you didn’t even notice your phone ringing. You figured that a song was playing in the backgrounds to give muse to you misery. Something finally brought you back to reality though. You looked around for the phone which was buried under the sheets somewhere. As soon you found it you picked it up.
“Hello,” you said.
“Hey, what’s going on? I called you like 5 times already,” he said.
“I’m sorry. I was just… lost,” you replied.
“Something troubling you again?” he asked.
“No,” you mumbled under your breath. He could barely hear you.
“Hey listen! Do you want to meet somewhere?” he asked.
“Sure,” you replied.
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No matter how much you tried to get to your date early, Donghae always beat you. That day too, he was calmly awaiting your arrival. His face lit up when you entered through the small door of the coffee shop. Everything was the same except the smile on your face. It wasn’t there that day. He knew something was up.
“Hey,” you greeted and sat across from him.
“So I won’t get a hug today?” he asked. You looked up and smiled slightly to avoid the question.
“What’s going on?” he asked placing his hand on top of yours.
“It’s the same old. Let’s just forget that okay?” you said and this time gave him a bigger smile.
“I told you not to worry about it. We will figure out a way,” he tried to reassure but the truth was that he himself was very unsure.
“It’s not going to be alright. Our relationship has been a secret way too long. He will find out somehow. I have crazy thoughts all the time. What if he kicks you out of the company..”
“He can’t do that. I signed a contract.”
“What if he disowns me…”
“You are his daughter.”
“What if he abandons both of us?”
“He wouldn’t _______,” Donghae said taking a hold of your hand once again to calm you. “Don’t let such thoughts disturb you. I am sure all he wants is for you to be happy. You are a big girl. You are capable of making decisions for yourself. We will figure out a way to tell him and I am sure he will be fine… Look at me,” he said squeezing your hand. You looked up and into his comforting eyes. “Just wait a little more okay?” You nodded and relieved your forehead of the wrinkles for the time being. That’s what you loved about Donghae. Somehow he always found a way to make you feel better.
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That day when you went back home, your mind was still occupied by the haunting thoughts of being separated from either Donghae or your father. You couldn’t bear either of those. Your dad took his eyes off the TV screen for a brief second to look up at you. He smiled in a questioning sort of way, seeing the worried look on your face. You shook your head and returned the smile. You began to walk when he called after you.
“Ye Abuji,” you said turning around.
“Come here,” he said tapping the empty space beside him. You followed his instructions and made yourself comfortable on the couch burying half your face in his chest.
“What’s wrong? You have been upset lately?” he said running his hands through your hair.
“Nothing,” you mumbled. “I’m just missing mom.”
“You don’t have to lie to me _________. I know the difference when my daughter misses her mother and when she is worried about something else.”
“Aniya,” you laughed nervously.
“And that nervous laugh. I know that too,” he added.
“it’s really nothing,” you tried to avoid the topic once again. After that he didn’t insist anymore. The room fell silent. Neither you nor he uttered a single word. The noise from the TV was nothing compared to the one inside your head.
Thirty minutes passed away with absolutely nothing happening. You decided to get up and go to sleep. Just as you were about to, your father pulled your head back down, close to his chest.
“Stay,” he said. You didn’t have a choice but to obey him. He sighed deeply and began again.
“It’s a boy isn’t it?”
“Whaaa,” you gasped in surprise.
“And he is from the company isn’t he?” he added to his previous question. How could you answer him when he already knew? You were sure he knew exactly who it was but you didn’t have the strength to say his name.
“Who is it __________?” he asked another question. You sat up and looked away. By then you had made it pretty obvious that what he had assumed was right. You couldn’t even lie to him anymore.
“________,” he said your name to push you.
“It’s really nothing dad,” you said and got up. He held your hand and forced you to sit down once again.
“I won’t be mad if that’s what you are scared of,” he said.
“You will be daddy. I know it,” you replied.
“I won’t just trust me,” he insisted squeezing your hand desperately. “I don’t want to see your upset face every day. Trust me, I’d rather see you happy.”
You thought for a while. You also recalled Donghae’s words in your head. He told you he was going to figure out a way but the position you were in at the moment was far too critical. You couldn’t lie to your dad.
“It’s one of the super junior members,” you finally said. There was no response except that he let go off your hand.
“So I was right about him being from our company,” he said sternly.
“Ye,” you said hesitantly. You could see his facial expression change from the corner of your eye. “He really respects you. And he didn’t want it to happen like this. Believe me.”
You could feel him turn towards you. “This is why I didn’t want you to come to company.”
“I know dad but what’s wrong with it?” you asked unable to control your tone. You realized how loud you were and immediately bit your tongue. “Miahnhamnida,” – you apologized.
“Will you tell me who is it already?” he asked.
“I can’t. I don’t want you to kick him out.”
You were surprised upon hearing your father chuckle. “And why would you think I would kick him out?” he asked.
“Because..,” you began but realized that you had nothing to say. Your dad placed his hand on your head in a comforting manner.
“___________ I love you and I care about the artists at the company too. Sure I am against all of this but I will never take such drastic measures.”
“Then you’ll give him a chance?” you asked, sensing you had a chance.
“Ye,” he said after a short pause.
“Can he come over tomorrow?”
“If I have time,” he said.
You finally looked up to meet his gaze. He didn’t look angry at all. In fact he seemed clam than usual. You weren’t quite sure what was going to happen but all you knew was that you had a boyfriend to text and give him a good news.
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Wohooooo!! Not a lot of Donghae scenes in this one but I think this came out good. I didn’t want to make it a sad/long scenario but I didn’t want to make it a happy one either so I left it in the middle. You guys can imagine the conclusions in your head :)
let’s have a giant BBC group hug. reblog for love :(
tbh
I blushed <— [that was for when you said I had a gift lol]- The night before I was having doubts about my writing but I’m fine now :)
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Awwww <3 <3 <3 You liked it that much? It’s funny because I was having a very similar conversation with my friend this morning- about not all guys being the same- :)
I blushed :)

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It was just like any other Friday night in the B.A.P’s dorm. Himchan and Zelo were busy on their phones, trying to look up the best activity that could be done. Daehyun and Yongguk sat on opposite ends of the couch staring blankly into space. Youngjae played with a little ball while you were very comfortably sitting in Jongup’s lap.
“Guy’s seriously, this is getting boring,” you finally blurted.
“Hold on I think I might be able to find something,” Himchan replied still scrolling through his phone.
“You do this every Friday night and then we end up going to a club,” Jongup added lazily.
“What’s wrong with you?” you asked as he yawned. “You can’t be tired now really.”
“Ah aniyo,” Jongup replied with a smile to satisfy you.
“We are not going to the club again. I hate trying to sneak in every time,” Zelo pouted. You glanced at his baby like expression and couldn’t help but laugh.
“Let’s just stay in tonight and do something. It’s freezing outside. We can all just sit by the fireplace and have a little chit chat,” you suggested. After finishing, your gaze wandered around the silent room. They had all stopped doing whatever they were staring at you..
“What?” you chuckled. You were about to say more when the silence broke and laughter filled the air.
“Are you alright _________?” Himchan asked.
“Come on there’s nothing wrong in that. I actually like the idea,” Jongup said trying to cheer you up. He knew you were a little sensitive about such things.
“Yeah I guess it isn’t that bad. I want to stay in too,” Daehyun said after awhile.
“Then instead of having a boring chit chat let’s play a game,” Zelo said clapping his hands excitedly. To your surprise everybody quickly settled near the fire. They turned around to you and Jongup.
“You two coming or not?” Yongguk asked.
“Ah yeah..as soon as __________ moves from on top of me,” Jongup mumbled trying to signal you to move.
“Huh!.. oh yeah,” you shook your head and jumped off of him.
The guys had quickly built up the atmosphere, clapping, humming and cracking jokes.
“Okay so let’s start this. I’m going to spin this bottle and whoever it lands on will have to tell a secret about themselves.
“What? That’s lame,” Daehyun furrowed his eyebrows.
“Why? Is it because you have something to hide?” Zelo asked leaning completely on top of him.
“Aish,” he pushed Zelo back.
“Just spin the bottle Zelo,” Yonggguk said losing his patience. He had assumed that everyone else wanted to play.
“Ah ye,” Zelo mumbled and then spun the bottle. “Wohooo,” he cried as it stopped on Yongguk.
“Okay let’s go hyung tell us your dirty secrets,” Daehyun tried to spice things up.
“What? What is this..,” Yongguk cried in surprise. Nobody responded, instead they all gave him deathly stares. They were going to continue to do so till he blurted something out.
“Okay okay,” Yongguk raised his hands in the air giving up. “This is really embarrassing and I don’t ever… do I really have to do this?” he asked. The response was the same as last time- silence with intense glares.
“This is embarrassing,” he started once again. “but when I was younger.. like before I was a trainee.. we weren’t very rich so mother couldn’t afford to buy us a lot of undergarments. And when she did I would keep losing them so.. I..would wear the same underwear for half a week and then wear it inside out for the rest of it.”
No one knew how to respond when Yongguk finished. The boys and you looked at each other not knowing whether to laugh or sympathize with the leader. In the end the former won and everybody fell into a long fit of laughter. Yongguk looked at them in utter amazement. He was just a tad bit disappointed but that slowly died out as he saw everyone laughing. He was glad he had brought smiles to their faces.
“Wow hyung, I don’t believe this,” Zelo said patting Yongguk’s back.
“Yeah yeah, let’s move on,” Yongguk said pushing him back. He took the bottle from Zelo vigorously.
“My turn to spin,” he announced.
The bottle stopped on Daehyun. ***Wohooo*** once again everyone cheered. You looked up at him. He seemed a little bit flustered as if he was about to make a big confession.
“Youngjae,” he said turning to him. He then proceeded to hold his hand.
“Waaeeeeee,” Youngjae pushed him back. “What are you trying to do?”
“I was kidding,” Daehyun chuckled. “Look bro I’m really sorry about this and I know I should have told you this earlier but two weeks ago I was dancing while brushing my teeth and my hand accidently hit your toothbrush.”
“And,” Youngjae said angrily .
“And… it sort of fell in the ..trashcan.”
“What?” Youngjae cried.
“Yeah but I took it out and rinsed it and ..”
“then you put it back???” Youngjae yelled. He stuck his tongue out and began to clean it with his fingers. This was followed by a fit of coughs.
“I’m sorry man,”Daehyun said trying to hold his laugh.
“Oh you better be,” Youngjae said.
“And.. would be a bad time to tell you that after our fight a few days back I added water to your hair gel?” Daehyun said hurriedly and got up to run. He was soon followed by Youngjae.
“Come on guys let’s settle down now,” Yongguk ordered.
“But he..,” Youngjae whined.
“Yes yes we all know how brutally you have been treated. Now sit down.”
“Is it bad that I find this really funny?” you turned around and asked Jongup.
“Not at all,” he said and planted a quick peck on your cheek.
When the boys finally settled down the bottle was spun once again. You were wishing it would stop on you but you also had no idea what you would say. Your wish came true and it did stop on you. Now that it was facing you, you had no idea what to say.
“Go on ________ say something,” Youngjae said.
“I don’t really have anything to say,” you said, still thinking hard.
“Say something to Jongup. Tell him what you have never told him before,” Daehyun leaned closer to you.
“He knows everything about me,” you said casually and giggled.
“I’m sure there is something he doesn’t know,” Zelo gave you a suspicious look. Jongup who was looking at you closely, smiled and pushed Daehyun back.
“It’s true. I know everything about her,” he said giving a cocky look to Zelo.
“Okay then let’s ask her questions to see if she really has,” he said and turned to you. “How many boys have you kissed before Jongup hyung.”
“None,” Jongup answered before you could say anything. “I am her first boyfriend.”
“Woaahh,” everybody cheered and clapped. You gained some confidence too. You were ready for all of his questions.
“Aha!,” Daehyun snapped his fingers. “I’ve got a good one.” He gave you and evil look. “Since _________ is so pretty my question to you is that have you ever had a plastic surgery?”
As soon as Daehyun finished his question your heart sank. It sank so low you feared it would never come back up. Did he know? Was he bluffing with you? How could he possibly know? No one ever knew about this. It was your little secret that you very much regretted after meeting Jongup. He made you realize that beauty was what’s on the inside. You were stupid. You were tired of being the lonely girl who was always ignored. Living in the shadows was getting miserable so you took that big step. It was nothing big, just minor changes. A little on the eyelids and a slight touch to the nose.
All this thinking made you space out. You forgot that there were six guys in the room who were looking at you for a response. It had been a while. Jongup shook you a little too. Your reaction was raising suspicions in the minds of all the boys.
“_________,” Jongup whispered your name in your ear. He wanted you to say something. Without thinking and sensing the extreme pressure on you, you shook your head slightly.
“See I told you guys,” you heard Jongup say. After that your brain completely shut down to everything that touched your ears. You were worried. You had just lied to Jongup for the first time in your life.
The game went on but your head was far from in it. You got occasional nudges from Jongup but nothing could settle your ruffled thoughts. Your mind was not going to rest until you told him. You were leaving the results up to fate. You had heard some guys break up with their girl friends for this but others encouraged it. You weren’t sure how Jongup was going to react especially after you had lied to his face.
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“You really didn’t have to walk me back. It’s not like I live that far,” you said nervously.
“I would never let you walk back in the dark, all by yourself.” Jongup said and then held your hand. Even though both of you were wearing gloves, your hands were still freezing.
“Is something bothering you?” he asked sensing your silence and the constant spacing out.
“Ah aniya,” you shook your head and pulled a smile to seem as natural as possible. You looked up at his face. There was something about his looks that were provoking you to blurt out the truth. Without putting much extra thought into it, you stopped in the middle of the road.
“I lied okay.. I lied to you,” you finally said, pulling your hand out of his.
“Lied? About what?” he asked.
“About the surgery. The truth is,” you paused one last time. “The truth is I did get a surgery long time before I met you. I don’t know if you will leave me for this but just know that I will always love you. You are the one who taught me that looks didn’t matter. Beauty is what’s on the inside. I can’t believe I was so stupid” You buried your face in your hands. You couldn’t meet his eyes. The shame had taken over you. Instead of him slipping his hands out of yours he tightened his grip and began to pull you. You looked at him with a questioning expression but he didn’t stop. You gave in and let him walk you where ever he was going.
After a while the two of you stopped near the park he had taken you on your first date to. He stopped right in front of it and then turned to you. You had no idea what he was going to say next.
“Do you remember this place?” he asked. You nodded back. After that he pulled you into a hug.
“Whaaa,” you gasped, a little confused at his reaction but happy at the same time.
“I could read your expressions. From the moment Daehyun asked you that question I knew there was something you were hiding. Something was bothering you and then when you finally shook your head, there were tears in your eyes. That’s the purity I fell in love with________. I don’t care what you did before you met me as long as you don’t change when you’re with me. I fell in love with you for your personality not for the way you looked and..,” he pulled away but was still holding you close to him, “and why would you ever think I would leave you for that? Do you not believe in my love?”
You shook your head then nodded trying hard to tell him what you meant. He chuckled at your flustered state and then embraced you again.
“I’m sorry,” you whispered. “I don’t know what to say.”
“You don’t have to,” he whispered back and then gave you a comforting peck on your neck.
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I have no idea how a two page scenario turned into a 5 page one. I was just being silly with this one haha. Anyways I hope you all like it :) <3 <3
This is beautiful :) - I’ll follow back from my main blog exoticelfs
Check it out guys.

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Awwww yep that’s exactly what I felt on the inside. When I stopped on my way there I didn’t think it was a big deal but on my way back, I realized that i might not go back until a year later and then I started getting sad. All in all it was an amazing experience for me [KOREAN MONEY IS AWESOME BTW]
I hope I can visit again soon [and this time actually go out of the airport lol] 
Ahahahahaha that’s not lame at all :) No no girl you should totally watch it as soon as you get time.
Yes Lulu is killing us all. I missed the live performance because I was on the plane. Now I need a fancam. Someone find me a fancam of the performance. This is the first time he performed to Two moons I think……*I need the fancam* - I sound like a deprived Gollum from Lord of the Rings. :|

The fans ask him to dance and duizhang just kind of spazzes…

This is what S. Korea looks like right now. I was sitting in the lounge when it dawned on me that I am standing on the ground that I blog about everyday and could only dream of being in. I think to a writer it just feels amazing to be able to see the place they spend hours of their days writing about. I don’t know when or if I will ever be able to come back to this place so I’ll enjoy while this moment lasts. (My korean followers-if i have any- must think I am really weird) but you know what they say - you always treasures what you can’t have :)
Requests will open in sometime the next two weeks :)
