Your Wish Is My Command

Anonymous asked: "Debating losing virginity to my boyfriend or not."

Oh my! -Umm this is a serious step. You should think A LOT about this before getting into such stuff. Take things slow. 

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Anonymous asked: "My outfit for school tomorrow is inspired by Captain Jack Sparrow. I have braids and beads in my hair and it is going to be great. *whispers* Imissyoulovesarah"

Ohh thats great lovey! Go Jack Sparrow! *Woohooo* 

missyoutoo *kisses*

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You were his and he yours! [Baekhyun]

Requested by kpoploverbap

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You stood in silence, your body frozen in shock at what had happened in the past half an hour. “It’s over,” he had said. He kissed you a final goodbye and quickly left.

“What,” you gasped feeling your energy drain out of your body slowly. You felt tears trail down your warm red cheeks. “Oppaaaa!!” you cried out covering your face with your hands. How could he leave you over something so trivial? It failed to make sense to you. You two had been going out for over two years now. You had all the right in the world to ask him if he could introduce you to his parents.

“Are you not serious about us?” you had asked. He tried to avoid eye contact mustering up a quick answer.  “I am,” replied.

“Then why won’t you take me to your house?”

“What does that have to do with us being serious?” he asked with annoyance. You had asked him this question many times before but he never gave a clear answer.

“You can’t possibly be asking me such a stupid question?” you asked angrily.

“I can’t do this,” he suddenly got up. His hands flung in the air. “I can’t do this anymore ________.” He picked up his bag to leave.

“Where are you going?” you asked walking after him. He turned around to look at you. His lips quivered as he whispered his next words. Your ears refused to believe them.

“Are we breaking up?” you mumbled almost choking on your spit. He couldn’t look at you anymore. He nodded with his head bent. You stood firm in your place, your body shaking a little. He walked up to you, gave you a kiss and then finally left.

Three months later:

You sat with your friend in a small café very close to where you lived. She had just come back from a trip overseas. After her repeated attempts you finally submitted and began telling him what had happened between you and Baekhyun.

“And…that’s the last time he kissed me,” you said wiping the tears from your cheeks.

“That jerk!” Your friend spat out. “How dare he? Wait till I see him somewhere and I will beat the living crap out of his ..” she flung her fist in the air almost ready to march out of the café.

“Jihee wait,” you held her from the arm and forced her to sit down again. “I just got a text message.”

“A text message?” she repeated questionably.

“From him…” you whispered.

“What?” Jihee shouted. “Give me that phone.”

You dodged Jihee’s attack and hid the phone behind you. You had desperately waited for this text message every single day, hour, minute… for the past three months. “Let me at least read it Jihee,” you begged, pushing her body away from yours. She looked at your desperate eyes and pleading lips. She had to give in. As soon as she moved from on top of you, you opened the text message.

I miss you…” it said.

“What,” you gasped in slight disbelief. “He misses me.”

“BS,” Jihee hissed.

What do mean?” you texted back.

Can we meet?” he asked.

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You sat on a bench at the far corner of the park very close to your favorite pine tree. It was a cool midsummer night. You felt bad for going against Jihee’s wishes and coming to see Baekhyun but she had to understand that you loved this man. After all he had to you still wanted to be with him. But the question was- did he still want to be with you?

“__________,” Baekhyun said. You felt his hand on your shoulder. You were afraid to turn around. Your body froze. “__________,” he whispered your name this time. He sat beside you and turned your face towards him. You looked away in half contempt half nervousness.

“Are you mad at me?” he asked. You didn’t respond. Silence.

“Do you still love me?” he asked again. You could feel his finger pressing against your soft skin. You freed yourself from him and got up. He got up too. “I love you __________. Always have. Always will.”

Your heart sank as his words pierced through your body like daggers. He loves me.. he still loves me. You began to cry. There was no stopping you. Baekhyun held you in his arms tightly, as if protecting you from some calamity.

“Why did you leave me?” you asked. He didn’t respond. You began to ask him again thinking he hadn’t heard your muffled voice.   

“I was a fool to leave you. I’m such a fool…such a fool,” all you heard was regret in his voice. “I’m so sorry __________. Please forgive me. I thought I could live without you but the truth is that not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought about you. I was miserable without you. How stupid was I to think I will be fine. I need you in life. In every step of my life. Today, now.. and ….forever!”

A shudder ran through your body hearing his words. Did he actually mean them or was it just the heat of the moment. “You mean that?” you asked pulling yourself from him.

“I do,” he pulled you back closer. “I do mean each and every word I’m saying. Please believe me. ________ I know how much you love me and I love you just as much. I just got scared when you kept pressing me. Guys are like that. They are scared of long term commitments.  But I know how ignorant and stupid I was to think that. I want to be with you and that’s the only truth I know.” He hugged you again.

“I’m sorry…I’m sorry,” he whispered into your ear repeatedly.

You loved him to such an extent that forgiving him didn’t seem hard at all. Your oppa was a little pabo but after all he was still yours and you were his. Baekhyun kissed your neck and then your forehead promising you to make you his forever.

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A little emotional but I tried to make it as realistic as possible. Hope you guys like it :) 

posted 5 years ago with 34 notes

Anonymous asked: "Thank you for everything you do. This is an amazing blog run by an amazing Admin. I admire and adore you! :) Saranghaeo from MN!"

Awwww thank you!!!! <3 <3 <3 I wasn’t having a fantastic day today [sorta not really] so your message really helped <3 <3 ^1000

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posted 5 years ago with 2 notes

Anonymous asked: "Has your analysis on EXO members changed?"

Hello!!! Yes yes yes yes It has changed T_T but I have little to no time this semester to write a new one. I will try my best to take out time one day and type up a new one soon for you guys :) 

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posted 5 years ago with 6 notes

Cockroach Love - [Kris]

Beautiful story submitted by leenadya. Enjoy :)

You just joined your school’s bookstore club last month and you’re in charge of opening the bookstore on weekdays. The haunted-looking bookstore is really messy since the old members never clean the place up. You can find mice in every corner of the store but you’re not scared of them. You’re not scared of anything except cockroaches.
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Your teacher just told you that a new kid is transferring to your school in a few days and he’s a member of his old school’s bookstore club. Since not much students want to enter the bookstore club, your teacher decided to let him join the club without any interviews or anything. “Finally, my slave is here!” You thought to yourself.
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Three days later, most of your best friends were absent since they’re lazybums so you sat alone in class, then a tall guy entered the class. The teacher asked him to introduce himself “Hey everyone. I’m Kris. Just transferred here. Let’s get along!” he said. “Quite cute.” you mumbled to yourself. Kris sat beside you since that’s the only seat available. “Hey!” he greeted you, you turned to him and smiled. “I’m ______. You’re a member of the bookstore club right?” you asked, he nodded. “You’ll start next week.” you continued, he just nodded again. “Eh, but where’s the bookstore?” he asked, as you were trying to explain the bookstore’s location, he said “I guess you’ll have to give me a tour around school.” and smirked. You gave out a long sigh and said “Okay”. “Wow, he’s kinda friendly, looks like I’ll actually make a new friend in no time!” you thought to yourself.
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You regretted a billion time for even thinking that he’ll be your friend. In the middle of the school tour, his real attitude was exposed. He’s such a bossy and selfish guy! He ‘commanded’ you to carry his bag, buy him drinks and the worst part you can’t even scold him since your teachers are all over the place watching you!
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After the hell-like tour, you two went back to your empty class since school’s hour was already over. He said “Hey, go switch on the fan! It’s really hot!”. You ignored him completely, grabbed your books and left the room. You could hear him saying “Such an idiot!” while you were walking down the corridor. You held it in because you have a better plan to get back at him which is to make him clean the whole bookstore next week.
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The week you’ve been waiting for is here! He was already at his seat when you enter the class. You sat at your seat which is next to him and said “Be at the bookstore at 2pm sharp” without even looking at him. You could see him glaring at you at the corner of your eye. You still don’t understand why he’s acting like such a brat towards someone innocent like you. The two of you didn’t talk during the whole school hours.
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At 2pm the same day, you were on your way to the school’s bookstore when you see Kris wandering around a corridor. You just walked passed him when he said “Hey, I’m lost!”. You smirked and turned to him. “Idiot!” you said. His face turned red in anger and as he wanted to say something, you cut him off and said “Follow me, you dumbass! We’re already late!”. Surprisingly, he didn’t say anything and just followed you obediently. After reaching the bookstore, you unlocked the door, went in and said “Kris, lock the door back”. You could hear him slamming the door shut and locked it. You were walking towards the counter to open it when you realized that your teacher renewed the lock and you haven’t receive the new keys yet. As you were walking towards the door, the electricity got cut off. “Whaaaaa! Seriously? Does it have to be now?” you complained. You could hear Kris’s gasped as he grabbed your hand. “What a crybaby!” you said. As you were reaching out your hand towards the door knob, you remembered that it’s an electric-generated door so it won’t function without electricity. You let out a long sigh and put your hands in your pocket to take your phone, but unfortunately you left it in your bag in class. Kris’s phone was in class too. You two started to panic. Although it was in the afternoon, the bookstore didn’t have any windows so it was really dark. You felt like you’re with a kid since Kris wouldn’t stop clinging on you. You two settled down on a couch next to the door. You started scaring Kris by telling him about the mice in the store. You could feel his grip on your arm getting tighter. He whined about you being mean to him by telling him about the mice. You laughed and asked “Why are you so interested in being a bookstore club member anyways?”. “Being a bookstore club member isn’t just about selling books” he replied, he sounded pretty serious. He continued “The fact that the books that we sell gives its buyers knowledge that they will use all their lives makes me feel good. I feel like an angel giving out good deeds everywhere. My way of thinking is lame right?” he gave out a short laugh. You were pretty amazed by his reply. “That wasn’t lame at all. It was kind of impressive. You gave this job a whole new meaning.” you said. “And I want to apologize about yesterday. I’m not normally like that. I thought you were nice to me just because of my looks and obviously, I’m wrong. I’m sorry, really I am.” he said. You were taken aback by his ‘confession’. You laughed and said “Nahh, it’s okay. I can’t deny that I was really pissed off yesterday but I got over it”. Kris was still holding your arm and it made your heart beat faster. “What is happening? Why am I like this? Get a hold of yourself!” you thought to yourself. A few seconds later, the lights went on and the two of you jumped in joy. Then, you looked around and realized that there are cockroaches everywhere! You screamed and jumped on Kris, hugging his neck tight and wrapping your legs around his waist. He saw the cockroaches too, he screamed and ran out of the bookstore while carrying you. Kris finally stopped running at the end of a corridor. Kris was out of breath. The school was totally empty since it was already 4pm. You looked at him and laughed “You look really stupid right now!” you said. He looked right into your eyes. Your smile faded slowly. His scared expression faded too. You realized that his arms are wrapped tightly around your waist to support your weight and your heart started to beat faster again. He leaned closer and give you a peck on the lips. Your eyes widened as he look into your eyes. He smiled and leaned closer again, but this time it’s not just a peck. It’s a real kiss! You can’t help but to close your eyes. It felt like the time stopped. After a while, he finally let your lips go. He smiled and said “Now let’s go to class and take our bags”. After realizing that he’s still carrying you, you said “You can let me go now”. He replied “Nope. I’m never gonna let you go! We’re officially a couple now!”. You were really surprised by his words. You gave him a puzzled look and said “That wasn’t what I meant. I’m asking you to put me down.” He laughed and said “I know but I still won’t let you go, physically nor mentally.” You replied “Fine then. You can even carry me home!” you said with a naughty smile. He smiled and kissed your cheek. Both of you giggled the whole way to class. I guess you’re in love with the new kid!
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I’m sorry if it’s too long! This is only my second fanfic. I’ll try to do better next time. Hope you like this one! -LeeNadya

posted 5 years ago with 18 notes

leenadya-blog asked: "Hey Admin. I just submit a story. I really hope you'd post it on the blog. Thanks! :)"

I’ll post it very soon. I just need to read it before I do that so hopefully by tonight! :) <3  thanks for the submission. 

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Anonymous asked: "I just want to say a huge thank you. I was trying to find fan fics and a lot of them were all smut and it was kind of getting awkward. I love how yours are so romantic and cute :)"

Awwweeee that’s very sweet of you to say <3 <3 *showers you w/ love* 

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posted 5 years ago

Luhan [Exo] inspired me to learn how to solve the Rubik’s cube. Of course I am not as good as him but I still gave it a shot. I wanted to share my success with lovely followers <3 

posted 5 years ago with 15 notes

The hazel pink dress [Chanyeol]

Requested by vitaomins

Your fingers danced through the colorful dresses- silk, cotton, denim- you announced the name of the materials in your head. Your eyes matched your hand movement. They stopped in uniformity on a light hazel pink dress. Exactly what I’ve been looking for…

You yanked it out, feeling the soft milky material between your fingers. Your gaze wandered around to make sure no one was looking at you. Very quickly, you lifted the hanging price tag to sneak a look. $30. Hmmmm not bad… You wanted to try it on. Just when you began to walk someone called from behind.

“___________!” there was a slight hint of happiness and surprise in the voice of the stranger. You turned around, wishing you hadn’t. Your heartbeat took a deep dip before rising again. “Hey…How are you?” Chanyeol asked. You looked at him strangely, your head tilted slightly sideways and your eyes hinting a sense of empty distress.

“I’m fine,” you replied. “How are you??”

“I’m fine too,” he clapped an unhappy clap. It wasn’t the same anymore. Nothing was the same anymore… “So how’s life?” he asked.

“Life’s good-”

You noticed him nodding his head more than usual. He did that when he was nervous. He did that the first time he met you… the first time he dared to ask you to lunch two years ago.

“I like that dress you’re holding. It’ll look pretty on you,” he commented. Your thoughts took a big dive into the past. You began to reminisce the times you two had spent together. You two were so happy…in his words, perfect for each others. The late night talks, the planning of the near future, those summer kisses, the long tight hugs, walks in the park, breakfasts in the middle of the day and just about everything else you did together.

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“ What are you doing here at this time of the night?” you asked him half surprised half happy. He held his hand up high refusing to speak and glanced at his watch. You heard him whisper three..two..one..”

“Happy Birthday….” he had cheered as soon as the clock struck twelve.

“Oh my..” you clenched your heart. You had forgotten it was your birthday. And there he was, standing in your balcony with a dozen roses and a half melted ice cream cake.

“Hurry make a wish…” he pushed forward the cake. You closed your eyes and wished for him to be by your side forever.

“Oh noooo!!” Chanyeol cried as the wind blew the candles before you could. “How will your wish ever come true now?” he’d asked.

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“What happened to us,” you spat out still thinking about that day. Chanyeol looked at you, thinking of ways to answer the question he himself had been thinking about. You had shaken yourself back to reality by that time. The bitter, cold, hard reality. No wonder, the wish never came true. It made sense now.

While Chanyeol still tried ways to answer your abrupt question, you gave him a discontented  smile. “I’ll see you around,” you said and waved.

“Aaaa, yeah…see you around,” he replied, turning almost immediately.

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“It just doesn’t feel the same way anymore. The way it felt a year ago…you know,” he said holding your hand firmly.

“What do you mean? I think everything is fine between us,” you replied squeezing his hand.

“Think closely about it _______,” he said avoiding eye contact. “It’s not the same anymore. We are just trying to make each other happy but in reality that’s far from true. We are living a broken relationship…”

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Those were the last words he had said to you before you parted almost a year ago. You couldn’t blame him. He was right. 

You put the dress back on the shelf and walked out of the store.  After all, what was the point of having things in your life that weren’t meant for you?  

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Here’s a sad one. I couldn’t remember if I was supposed to write a sad ending for this one or not but since I’m not really that happy today I decided it to be this way. I hope you guys like it :) 

Edit: This song you guys this freaking song [it brings back lots of memories for me from last semester] 

posted 5 years ago with 24 notes

******THE REQUEST BOX IS NOW CLOSED******

but feel free to send me any messages/ questions if you have any. 

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posted 5 years ago

glaxyismystyle asked: "Can I request for a fluffy scenario when Kris is all protective of you? hehehhe My exo feels are overwhelming me recently. Thankss! <3"

hahaha sure thing! Kris kris kris kris! *drools*

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posted 5 years ago with 3 notes

littlepinky82 asked: "It's nice to see you writing again! I hope you're doing well. I've just been getting settled in for the new term. Are you still taking requests? If you are I'd like to request a scenario with B1A4's Cnu. When you have a child but you have postmodern depression. I've read a bit about it and it can get quite bad for females. :( I understand if you don't do those type of issues."

I could write about it but I wouldn’t really know how to elaborate on it. Ill see what  I can do. 

You must be so exhausted with all the studying.

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posted 5 years ago

imaginationgonewildd-blog asked: ":( okayy lol then can i request angst for seungho? :D :D angst angst thankyouuuu"

Sure Sure Sure :D

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