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SHINee is now ahead by even more in the “Best Dance Performance - Male Group” cateogory. Please go vote for Super Junior. You can vote once every day and it takes literally 20 seconds at most. They are nominated in 5 categories, so look out for them and please, please go vote! Every day. We can do this!!!
:) alrighty I’ll add this to my list <3 <3
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Sure ^ <3 and thank you :)

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Yep! hopefully I’ll finish them all before Christmas. I am looking forward to writing all of them. [I don’t like to pick and choose b/c that would make people sad]
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You felt a tight grip around your hand when you woke up. Lay’s face was only inches away from yours. You noticed the wrinkles on his forehead. He seemed stressed and uncomfortable. You lifted your hand to check his forehead. It was really warm.
“Oppa..” you whispered his name. He was in deep sleep. You thought it best to not disturb him and quietly slid out of bed.
Soon after you heard something drop in the room. You ran back inside only to find Lay sitting on the bed holding his head.
“Oh Gosh.. you shouldn’t go,” you said sitting beside him.
“I have to,” he mumbled.
“You’re sick,” you said with worry.
“I’ll be fine. It’s really not that bad,” he forced a smile and squeezed your hand. “And besides, the managers and boys will be there so I’ll be fine.”
“But..”
“Trust me,” he said and gave you a peck on the cheek. You pulled him back and pressed your lips against his.
“You’ll get sick,” he warned.
“I don’t care,” you said before connecting them with his, again.
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Lay walked close behind Kris. His vision kept blurring even when he tried hard to focus. “Luhan.. Kris..” he mouthed the words a shot of pain ran through his waist.
“Ouch,” he cried, not being able to resist the pain he’d been feeling for quite some time.
“Are you alright?” Luhan suddenly turned around and asked.
“Ye,” he replied closing his eyes.
“We are about to approach the fans. Do you think you can do it?” he asked. Lay nodded, placing his hand on his face. He wanted to give his best to the fans so he forced a smile as soon as the automatic doors slid open. The members waved their hands and bowed to the fans. Lay lifted his hand, which increased the pain. He suddenly stumbled, only to be caught by one of the managers.
The shouting and screaming and the struggling amongst the fans suddenly stopped. There was silence everywhere as they all stared at his weak body.
“Are you alright?” the manager asked.
“Ye,” he replied and took a step only to stumble again.
“Hold on, I’ll get you a wheel chair. Your body’s too warm and you seem weak.”
“No, I’m fine. I can do this,” he insisted.
“Don’t push yourself,” Kris said placing his hand on Lay’s shoulder. The silent fans started yelling ans screaming once again, in worry. The cameras started flashing. No matter how much the managers and security tried to stop them, it didn’t work.
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You scrolled through your daily feeds on Weibo when a post with Lay’s picture popped up. The managers were holding him to help him walk. He looked weak and worn out. More worn out than earlier that morning.
“Oh no!,” you covered your mouth with your hands as a gasp escaped you. The next second, you jumped out of your seat and ran for your phone.
“Pick up, pick up, pick up,” you repeated while nervously pacing around the room. Tears were forming in your eyes.
Lay felt his phone vibrate. He tried to reach for it but the manager stopped him.
“Let me talk to her,” he whispered.
“The fans are watching,” the manager whispered sternly. The group came out of the airport with the reporters and fans running close behind. The other members seemed to be really worried. Luhan put his arm around Lay to comfort him.
“Do me a favor,” Lay whispered.
“Ye,” Luhan replied.
“Take my cell phone and text ___________. She’s called me for the 10th time. I think she found out,” Lay said in broken speech with great difficulty. Luhan nodded and slipped his hand in Lay’s pocket. He quickly took it out and turned around to escape the managers’ eyes.
‘I am fine. Don’t worry.’ – you looked at the message. It made you worry even more. You just wanted to fly there and take care of him.
You spent the entire night shifting from side to side in your bed. Lay’s image kept revolving in your head. He was always very irresponsible about his health. You took care of him like his mother. It was almost 1 am but your eyes were still wide open. You picked up your phone to try and call him one last time but before you could, your phone buzzed. It was him. Your face lit up.
“How are you? Are you feeling better? Why weren’t you picking up my call? I have been worried sick about you. I told you to..”
“__________, relax. I’m fine,” he said but his voice told the opposite. He sounded tired and sick.
“No you’re not. I keep telling you to take care of yourself but you never listen to me. Are you happy now?” you asked and began to cry.
“Please don’t cry. It’ll only make me worry more,” he said meekly. You tried to stay something but your sniffles took you.
“_________ah, Please stop crying. It hurts me to hear you cry,” he said once again. You wiped your tears and tried not to cry.
“Please be careful and come back soon.”
“I’ll see you soon.”
“And then I won’t let you go anywhere till you are fine,” you asked like a little child.
“Anything you say,” Lay replied back.
“Oppa..”
“Ye..”
“Wo ai ni,”
“Wô je ai ni” he replied and took a deep breath.
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For anyone who didn’t know already, Lay was/is really sick recently.
Here’s the video:
http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/34800878464/luhanlu-121029-nanjing-airport-lay
And here’s a picture:

I don’t agree with people who think it’s a bad idea to reblog this stuff because it will only upset Lay. We as his fans deserve to see/know what happened to him. We want to be there in every moment with him. If we can’t see him in person, we should at least be given the liberty to look at the pictures/videos to see how our GeGe is doing. We [I] love him a lot and wish for his health. *Lets all pray for him*
Yep! I wanted a sad ending to it but I knew everybody was going to ask me for a second part so I just went ahead and wrote that! *phew* lol
Thank you so much. I love you and them just as much :) <3
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Updated the ‘Pending list’ Please take a look at it and if I’ve missed a request just send me a reminder :)
Me at this time of the night:

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Awww! you love long scenarios? That’s great! I love writing long scenarios but I feel like most scenario readers don’t like that. They’d rather read fanfics if they wanted long stories! O_O
Anyways thank you :) <3 <3 <3 [tsk *whispers* I like LOVE sehun too] He just kills my feels! :)

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You stood outside your office building looking at your watch repeatedly. It had been 30 minutes and Sehun still hadn't shown up. He was supposed to pick you up since your car broke down a few days ago. You didn't like calling him repeatedly and bugging him but it was getting dark. You dialed his number and waited for him to pick up. Surprisingly, he didn’t.
“Aaaa, where could he be?” you mumbled to yourself. Suddenly a car flew by you, causing your skirt to fly up in the air.
“Wooaaaa,” you cried, holding it down. It only added, to your already shivering body. The car went a little further, then stopped and reversed to where you were standing.
“__________ah, what are you doing out here at this time,” Tae Mu asked pulling down the window.
“Tae Mu, Oh my God.. when did you get back?” you asked with surprise.
“Last night,” he said, opening the door so you could sit in.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” you punched him lightly.
“Ouch, do you do this to Sehun too?” he asked and winked at you.
Just as you sat in the car Sehun’s car stopped at a little distance. Seeing you get in the car with a guy surprised him a little bit. He got out calling after you but Tae Mu had started driving by that time.
“So how are things with him?” he asked. You looked up at him and smiled shyly.
“Aaaa, I see. You really like him don’t you?”
“Of course,” you murmured.
“How long has it been with him? I think you two started going out a little before I left right?”
“Ah Ye, we did. It’s been almost six months now.”
“So do you know he is the guy? Like for sure?”
“There can’t be any other,” you replied.
“Oh wooo, this is serious business then.”
“Obviously,” you said and punched him again.
“Aaa I feel bad for him. How does he even handle you?” Tae Mu said playfully.
“Oppa!!! Do you really want to get punched again?” you whined.
“Aish aniyo,” he replied.
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Your pot was slightly out of its position. You smiled because you knew Sehun was inside. He always used to spare keys to enter your apartment whenever you weren’t there.
“Why are you smiling?” Tae Mu nudged you.
“Shhhhh!! Sehun is inside,” you shushed him. Both you and him tiptoed inside. You poked your head in the living room. Sehun had his head bent towards the floor in a deep state of thinking.
“Oppa!,” you said with a cheeky smile.
“_________!” Sehun called your name with a slight anger in his tone. As soon as he looked up, the frown on his face changed into a forced smile. “Oh I didn’t know you were bringing a…. friend.”
“Oh Ye,” you turned around to introduce Tae Mu to Sehun. “This is Tae Mu.”
“Hi I’m Sehun,” Sehun offered a handshake.
“Woooaa Wooa Woo ___________, you haven’t told him about us?” Tae Mu said and winked at you playfully.
“Aish,.. stop” you said and hit him.
“Aii this is the third time this night,” he held your wrist.
“I know,” you replied getting close to him.
“Aaaa, I should go.” Sehun announced seeing you two play around.
“Aniyo, you’re not going anywhere. Tae Mu is leaving and I’ll be all alone. Beside this is the first time I’m seeing you this week.”
“Ah yeah I should leave. _______ really did take too much of my time.” He said and pulled you into a hug. He had no idea how uncomfortable Sehun was getting at the moment.
“So what was that all about?” Sehun asked after Tae Mu left. He walked up to you and held you from behind.
“What?” you asked turning around to face him. “Tae Mu?” Sehun nodded and kissed you on your neck.
“He’s my friend from university.”
“Just friend?” he asked raising his eyebrows.
You giggled. “It’s funny you say that because everybody in university asked us the same question with the same expression.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean!,” you smiled cheekily and walked to the other side of the island counter top. “That if I hadn’t met you, he would have been my boyfriend.”
“Huh?” Sehun’s jaw dropped in surprise.
“Yep,” you nodded. “You know you should be take extra care of me now that he’s back. He might sweep me of my feet and you will never even know what happened.”
“Whaaa,” Sehun gasped keeping his cool. He walked up behind you once again and turned you around to face him. “But you’re mine.”
“Really?” you said sarcastically and gave him a quick peck. Then you remembered what Sehun had done earlier that day. “Waiiiiitttt a minute. You didn’t come to pick me up.”
“I did,” he defended himself.
“Really? When?” you asked and frowned.
“Right when you got into your friend’s car.”
“Then how did you get back to the apartment before me?”
“I don’t know you tell me?” he pouted.
“Oh forget it.. I’ll just make you some food.”
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“Want me to pick you up” Sehun asked you over the phone.
“Nah, it’s alright. My boyfriend is picking me up.”
“What?”
You giggled. “I’m kidding. Tae Mu will pick me up.”
“What do you mean?” he asked sounding irritated.
“ He goes back home this way everyday so he’ll pick me up till my car gets fixed.”
“But..” Sehun sighed. “Okay. I’ll see you later.”
“Bye.”
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You had been very disturbed for a few days. Your Umma had called once again to ask you to go on the blind date she had set up for you. She was very traditional and wanted you to get married as soon as possible. You’d told her repeatedly that Sehun was the only one you could ever think of marrying. She did not approve of it since she knew his career was young and there was no way he would be ready. You knew that too and you were ready to wait but your mother won’t listen. She’d left you crying the night before with her harsh words. She told you that she was going to forget she ever had a relationship with you. How could a mother say that to her on child? You’d been devastated upon hearing that. You hadn’t seen Sehun in almost two weeks. You needed some time to think.
You heard the front door open. “Oppa is that you?” you asked from your room.
“Ye.” Sehun replied. It was the first time that you frowned hearing his voice. You didn’t want to see him at the moment because you wanted to clear your head first.
“It’s so late. Why are you here?” you asked when he entered the room. Sehun was really irritated. He feared that he was slowly losing you. He hadn’t seen you in forever and this is how you were acting seeing him. When you were with Tae Mu, you didn’t act like this then why him- he often wondered. Still, he kept calm and slid in bed beside you.
“I wanted to see you.” He said kissing you on your temple. You wanted to kiss him back but you kept back. You were still debating if you should tell him about what your mother had said. You didn’t want to put Sehun in a situation where he would have to choose between you and his career.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, looking at you intently.
“Nothing,” you sighed and rested your head on his chest. He ran his fingers through your hair until you fell asleep.
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“Hey do you want to come over tonight? The boys are out… and I’m all alone.” Sehun asked.
“Aaa I’m not feeling very well.” You made an excuse.
“Your voice is fine.”
“Aaa.. listen I’ll talk to you later okay?” you told him and hung up but you didn’t press the button properly so Sehun was still on the phone. Somebody had knocked on your front door. It was Tae Mu.
“Oh good you’re here,” you said opening the door and hugging him.
“What’s wrong?” Tae Mu asked. As soon as Sehun heard Tae Mu’s voice he sprung up. He just couldn’t take it anymore. He’d tolerated enough, for the past few months but it was finally time that he spoke up. ‘Maybe she is cheating on me.. but how could she? I love her. She can’t do this to me.’ He had to see you. He picked up the car keys and got up. He was finally going to confront you.
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“Why is she doing this though? I’ve never seen your mother act like that.” Tae Mu asked after you finished telling him the story.
“I don’t know Tae Mu. She has never been like this and do you know what? She keeps telling me that she doesn’t like Sehun. How can she? How can she ever say that?” you said and finally began crying.
Sehun entered your apartment and tip toed to your room.
“Have you told him about this?” Tae Mu asked you. You shook your head.
“I don’t want to. You know he’ll be hurt. I don’t want to hurt him.”
“But don’t you think he should know about this.”
“He is too sensitive. If he finds out, he’ll be devastated.”
“So you’ll just pretend like nothing’s happened?”
“Ye,” you nodded. Tae Mu pulled you into a hug. A tear fell from Sehun’s eyes but he quickly wiped it away. He had tried hard to not believe what his heart had been telling him all this time but he could see it in front of his eyes.
“__________,” he said your name, showing himself.
“Huhh,” you gasped and got up. Tae Mu walked to Sehun and placed his hand on Sehun’s shoulder. Sehun shrugged it away. Tae Mu didn’t quite understand why.
Sehun closed the door as soon as Tae Mu left.
“I can’t believe this..”
“I’m sorry I was going to tell you but I just didn’t know how to,” you said, not knowing what Sehun was talking about.
Sehun walked up to you and held you tightly. “How could you do this to me? Did you not care for once that I love you?”
“I love you too,” you replied.
“Love? Do you even know the meaning of that word?” he asked. You were confused. What did he mean?
“These type of words don’t sound nice coming out of your mouth.” He pushed you back. “Huh, I can’t believe I wasted all this time on you.”
“What are you saying? I don’t understand?” you asked.
“You don’t understand? ________ I don’t understand. If you were so unhappy then why didn’t you just say so? I would have just left you. I don’t want to force you in such a relationship and please you don’t have to worry about me. I will be fine. I can handle myself.”
“Oppa…”
Tears started coming out of Sehun’s eyes. He was really hurt.
“Just know that I had always loved you. My love was pure. Even if it’s only been six months and they probably don’t mean a thing to you but they meant a lot to me. Do you know why? Because I’d fallen for you the first time I saw you. I didn’t care when the other members and managers told me that it wasn’t right to date you. I went against their will because I knew that you were the one. You were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. _________ I just..” he stopped. He couldn’t go on anymore.
“Oppa please let me explain..” you tried but he lifted his hands to stop you.
“It’s over..” he said and turned around to leave.
“What do you mean it’s over?” you ran after him.
“Just..don’t..” he pulled you away and before you knew it, he was gone. You had fought with your mother for him all this time and all of that was for nothing. Sehun had just walked out of your life saying so many things. Some you understood, other.. you had a lot of questions about. You couldn’t even stop him because you yourself were undecided. One thing that both you and him didn’t know was that, the two of you were talking about two completely different things.
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One year later:
You twisted your engagement ring in your finger out of boredom. Somehow you were always the one waiting.
“Sorry I got late,” your fiancée came and sat across you.
“It’s alright,” you replied without looking at him. You had been engaged to him for over a month now but there was still this awkwardness between you and him. You had no idea that the ‘blind date’ your mother had set for you would work out this way. Time flew by but there wasn’t a single day that you hadn’t thought about Sehun. He was always on your mind. You wanted to find him and tell him that you still loved him but then what? Were things going to change? Was he going to agree to marry you? The reason you hadn’t contacted him was because you wanted him to be more successful.
“Shall we order?” he asked looking at you intently. You nodded.
You weren’t enjoying the meal just like all the other times you and your fiancée went out. You excused yourself and went to the ladies room. You stood in front of the mirror for a long time staring at your reflection. You were trying to convince your heart that you should accept the reality and just move on. It was hard. Months had passed and nothing had changed. You still needed more time. Shaking your head out of your thoughts you opened the bathroom door. Your eyes met a pair of very familiar eyes. It was Sehun. His eyes fell on yours and for a minute everything stood still. He looked different. Much skinnier and flushed out. He never wore eye liner but he had it on, that day. You looked away immediately and walked passed him.
When you settled down opposite your fiancée, you saw Sehun come and sit on a table in the corner. He was looking at you intently. It made you nervous.
“Are you okay?”
“Yea I’m fine,” you replied.
“Listen I’m going to have to leave. Something came up.”
“That’s fine,” you replied. Your fiancée got up and gave you a quick peck on the cheek before leaving. Just then Sehun got up and walked towards you. Your body shook with fear and your hands froze.
“Who is he?” he asked sitting opposite you.
“My fiancée,” you mumbled without looking at him.
“Whaa..,” Sehun gasped. “So you left Tae Mu too?”
You looked up at him in confusion.
“Huh! I should have warned him Tae Mu. If you could cheat on me then you could obviously cheat on him too. In fact I should go run after this guy and tell him too.” His bitter words ran like a sword through your heart.
“I never cheated on you,” you defended yourself.
“____________, please.” Sehun rolled his eyes and looked away.
“Is that what you were talking about that night?” you asked.
Sehun didn’t respond.
“Oppa! Answer me?” you begged.
He still didn’t respond. You took his silence as a yes. This whole time you’d been thinking that he left you was because you had failed to tell him about what your mother thought of him.
“Oppa,” you said and held his hand. He pulled it away.
“If there’s one thing that I am sure of in this world is that I love you, always have and always will.” Sehun looked at you with hurt and disappointment in his eyes.
“I could never cheat on you and you know that too. Tae Mu was just a friend.”
“Then why were you with him that night? And why did you lie to me?” he snapped.
“Because of Umma,” you replied. “She didn’t want us to be together. She wanted me to get married. She wanted me to either push you or leave you. How could I ever do that? I didn’t want to make you choose between me and your career.”
Sehun began to say something but then stopped. A sudden tinge of guilt took over him. He felt stupid. He spent a year hating you all because of a misunderstanding. And now you sat before his eyes and he still couldn’t have you. You belonged to someone else now.
“__________, I’m so sorry.” He buried his face in his hands. I didn’t know. If I knew I would have never let go off you. You knew I loved you. I would have chosen you over anything. Why did you doubt me?”
“I was scared,” you whispered, wanting to hug him.
Sehun suddenly got up, took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.
“Leave him and come with me.” He said.
“What?” you snapped in surprise.
He nodded.
“Please..” he begged.
“I can’t do this.”
“Why?”
“It’s not right.”
“Us not being together is not right._________ I love you and I know you love me too.” He pulled you into a hug.
“Please,” he begged. You knew you wanted to be with him. That’s all you’d wished for, for so long. Being so close to him after so long, feeling his soft breath on your neck, hearing his sniffles and his strong arms around you reminded you of how much you loved him. You began to cry. Sehun ran his finger through your hair to comfort you. You tightened your embrace.
“I love you,” is all you could say.
“I love you too,” he replied and pulled away, pressing his lips against yours.
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I don’t usually write scenarios like this but I hope you all like this! :) It’s pretty long so I apologize to those of you who like short scenarios. I didn’t plan on making it this long but it just somehow worked out to be like this ..O_O
One word: SARANGHAEO <3

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KYUHYUN SPEAKING ENGLISH PROMOTING THE “I AM” DVD!! (x)
I replayed this 10 times in a row. Am I crazy? O_O
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<3 <3 <3 Awwww! *tears* :’)
I LOVE fangirling with you too! <3 <3 it’s the best thing ever! kekeke
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<3 <3 <3 You are the sweetest Yeodongsaeng in the world :) <3 <3 <3

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