Your Wish Is My Command

Anonymous asked: "Yes!! PART 2 PLEASE!!!!! :D"

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posted 6 years ago with 2 notes

Anonymous asked: "please do a part 2!!"

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posted 6 years ago with 2 notes

Hello beautiful followers!

If you want me to write a SECOND part to the Kris scenario [Never going to find out] that I posted earlier this morning then either LIKE this post or SEND me an message.

If you haven’t read it yet then here’s the link:

NEVER GOING TO FIND OUT [Kris]

http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/32536407757/never-going-to-know-about-it-kris

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edit: 35 votes so far! [Im adding the number of messages/likes together]

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posted 6 years ago with 31 notes

Anonymous asked: "that kris scenario was so beautiful ahhhhhh!"

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Thank you anon <3

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posted 6 years ago

keopikwin asked: "WAH! I feel the same way as the other reader! I loved the scenario, but I want more! I want to know what happens next! I mean if he's able to run into you once, why not again! Lol! I want him to see his son and realize it's his! I guess the real part of this boils down that I'd hope, despite everything, even if he couldn't love me, he could learn to love his own flesh and blood. :)"

Awwwww! so in other words you want a 2nd part for the Kris scenario ????

[I might do a voting for that]

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midnight-chantasy asked: "Ah, I love Kris Scenario! I found it really mature and all. But at the end I was like "wait what? What happens after? I WANT TO KNOW!" /Guess I didn't pay enough attention to the title hahaha/. Anyway, it was lovely~"

<3 <3 <3 <3Thank You :)

I was going to leave the ending more vague than this but then I decided to add just a little bit

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posted 6 years ago

Never going to know about it [Kris] Part 1

Requested by teenfinityofmbleast

Part 2



Both you and Kris burst into the apartment half drunk.

“You should never drink on your own wedding,” Kris said as he stumbled.

You hit him on his shoulder. “You tricked me into drinking.“

He grabbed your hand and pulled you closer. “You’ll pay for this Oppa,” you said, squinting your eyes.

“Oh yeah? How so?” he said sliding his hands around your waist. You pulled away and began to run but he grabbed you once again and picked you up this time.

“Aish, what are you doing? Put me down!” you asked childishly.

“Aneyo,” he shook his head and walked towards the room. “Welcome to our room,” Kris announced. A smile spread on your face.  He brought his face closer to yours and gave you a light peck on the lips. The next second, you found yourself in bed with Kris on top of you.

“I’ve waited long enough for this,” he whispered sliding the strap of your wedding dress off of your shoulders.

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You found yourself tightly wrapped in Kris’s arms the next morning.

“Oppa,” you whispered but he didn’t respond. You carefully slid out of bed and walked to the kitchen. You were familiar with most of the things in the house but it was still new to you. You didn’t live with him before you got married but you visited occasionally. You’d known Kris for three years. Two as a friend and then one year as his girl friend. He had finally proposed 3 months back. Everything happened so quickly that you were still trying to sink in most of it.

“Last night was amazing,” Kris said suddenly appearing from behind and holding you.

“Huh!” you jumped but calmed yourself immediately. You were smiling. He turned you around to face him.

“You’re still blushing after last night?” he asked with his classic sexy smile. You couldn’t look him in the eyes. His presence still made you nervous. 

“Are you happy?” he asked. You looked at him, as if trying to tell him that of course you were happy. Was there a reason to not be? He understood you and leaned in to kiss you.

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“I’m just saying you could have talked a little. You just sat in the corner and stared at us,” Kris said with a slightly annoyed tone while entering the apartment.

“And I’m just saying that you could have introduced me to them. You just went on and on while I had to sit awkwardly. Besides I didn’t even know them or what they were talking about.”

“Oh yeah, well now they think you lack confidence.”

“So?”

“So, I don’t want people to think my wife is like that,” Kris said angrily this time.

“Okay calm down Kris. What’s the big deal?” you asked.

“It is a big deal! You do this every time we meet somebody new. Why can’t you be more like the life of the party and introduce yourself and look confident?”

“Kris you know that’s not how I am.”

“Well then CHANGE!” he said glaring at you.

You didn’t want to frustrate him more therefore you just nodded your head in agreement. Four months in your marriage and you guys were already having your first argument.

“Are you still mad?” you asked him while slipping in bed. He was busy reading his book.

“Kris!” you nudged him.

“Huhmmm,” he took his eyes off his book for a second and then went back to reading it. “No!”

You took a sigh of relief and went to bed.

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You thought that argument was something you and him were going to forget about but Kris’s behavior changed completely. He would nag you about the littlest of the things. He hated your job because it wasn’t good enough. He hated the fact that you didn’t wear branded cloths. He didn’t like it when you showed up at his practices uninvited. The list went on and on. It wasn’t like you weren’t trying. You were slowly changing yourself and it was very uncomfortable but if you had to please Kris then that is what you were going to do.

“What’s this?” Kris asked after taking the first bite of his meal.

“What’s wrong?”

“Did you taste it?”

You shook your head.

“Then taste it,” he made a face. You did as he said. It was a little salty. Kris suddenly pushed the plate to the side.

“I’m tired of this ________. I really am.”

You lost your patience too this time. “Stop it Kris, Just stop it,” you said standing up.

Kris stood up too.

“Why are you always like this? Can you not see that I’m trying so hard? ..but nothing ever seems to please you.” You said with a crying voice.

“Stop being so childish!”

“I’m not being childish,” you yelled.

“_________, lower your voice.”

“No I won’t” you snapped back. You quickly realized that you shouldn’t have said that. Kris walked towards you and slapped you across the face. You were horrified. Tears were flowing like a stream. Instead of apologizing Kris turned around and left.

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Your eyes burnt from crying for 3 hours straight. Kris still hadn’t come back. You wanted him to come back but a little part of you was scared of him.

You heard the door click open and you immediately closed your eyes. You could hear his heavy footsteps and with each one he took your heart sank a little more. He slipped in besides you and held your shoulder.

“____________ah, I’m sorry,” he said. That’s it.  That’s all he could come up with after what he’d done. He forced you to turn around. He knew you weren’t sleeping. You looked at him. Not a single sign of guilt was visible on his face. He pulled you closer and kissed you on the cheek that he had slapped earlier. He didn’t just stop there. He continued towards your neck and began taking off your cloths. This was his way of apologizing to you. You weren’t the type who would state their own opinion on the table. This was your weak point and he knew that well. You submitted to his desire because once again you didn’t want to displease him.

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“Whaaaaaaa,” you looked at the little red sign on the stick. A smile broke on your face. This was the first time you’d received happiness in the past eight months. Tears of joy rolled down your cheeks. You were sure when Kris heard the news he’d jump with excitement too.

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“Doesn’t that couple look cute?” you asked looking at a pregnant girl with a guy walking besides her.

“Ye,” Kris replied not really interested in the conversation.

“What do you think about having a baby?” you asked smiling secretly.

“Aish, too much responsibility.”  He snickered. “I think if we should have a baby it should at least be 2 to 3 years from now. we shouldn’t rush with everything.”

Your heart sank once again. You gasped in surprise and disappointment.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you said shaking your head. You had no idea how you were going to tell him. You couldn’t imagine what he was going to say. Get rid of the baby? Leave you? Accept it? You had no idea.

“Kris..” you began to say but he interrupted.

“____________, why did you bring me here? It’s so chilly outside.” He shrugged his shoulders with annoyance and turned around to walk back home. He left you there, devastated. You watched him from behind. This wasn’t the Kris you had fallen in love with. Or maybe you were wrong and he was always like this but love had had made you blind. It had almost been a year in to your marriage and no matter how hard you tried to tell yourself that you were happy, you weren’t. That was the plain truth.

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Kris came home the next day and it was quieter than usual.

“__________ ah, where are you?” but nobody was there to respond.

“_____________,” he said your name again but still no response.

He walked in the room. It was completely dark. He turned on the lights and sat on the bed. The sound of paper scrunching under him made him get up. He looked at it. It was your hand writing. He began reading:

                “Dear Kris,

                                I love you and I always have. But I can’t live like this anymore. I’m sorry. I really am. You probably have no idea what I’m talking about but I promise I tried really hard everyday to be what you wanted me to be. I can’t live like that anymore. It’s too superficial for me. When you fell in love with me I thought you fell in love with whatever faults or qualities I had but I was wrong. It’s not your fault, it’s my fault because I fell in love with a person who wanted all of this and I can’t be like that. I’m sorry if I’ve hurt you but I don’t want to be hurt anymore either. It’s been long and painful and I just want to spare both of us. I noticed you weren’t happy with this marriage either. You were still managing it because I was your responsibility. I really do respect you for that. This decision was hard for me but I am leaving Kris! I’m leaving. I hope you find someone who will love you and be of your standards. I’m sorry if I’ve disappointed you. [I left the divorce papers in the top left drawer]

I will always love you…

________________”

A tear rolled down Kris’s cheek and fell on the letter. He didn’t see this coming but even he knew that this marriage wasn’t going anywhere. Maybe this was for the best or was it really?

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4  years later…

Kris walked hand in hand with Eunsun down the street.

“Want some bubble tea?” he asked her.

“Of course I do,” she said waving her Parada handbag in the air.

Kris went to a nearby street store and ordered two bubble teas.

“Eunsuk stop or I won’t get you anything!” he heard a familiar voice from behind him. He turned around immediately. It was you getting angry at your little one. He felt a slight twinge in his heart. ‘Oh so she got married again..’ he wondered.

You held your son’s hand and began walking. Kris turned around to get his order.

“Mommy! Why don’t I have a daddy and everybody else does?” Eunsuk suddenly asked you. You were surprised at his sudden question. The memories of four years ago started coming back but you repressed them instantly. That is what you had been doing for so long. You, however could never forgive yourself for one thing and that was your son living without a father. A little part of you regretted not telling Kris. Maybe he would have come after you and stopped you but then you shrugged the feeling away. He wasn’t going to come. If he cared, he would have come looking for you regardless.

“Shhhh,” you glared at your son and began walking.

Kris turned around once again hoping to get a glimpse of you but you and his son were long gone and he was never going to know about it.

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Okay I am soooo sorry you guys, I didn’t mean to make it this sad but I was watching a sad movie while typing this and so here it is ^^ :’| I hope you guys like it :)

posted 6 years ago with 108 notes

Gravity [Yongguk] Submission

Okeey before posting it, I write this thinking on a song, so you can hear it here 

Enjoy~~~

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You were playing the well-known melody that was always stuck in your head. You started singing the lyrics as you felt your heart breaking; your eyes were burning, letting you know that you were about to cry…all the memories that were stuck in your head started playing one by one, again and again in your head.

-flashback-

You were in the living room waiting for Yongguk to arrive from practice, you even made dinner for two, because you missed him that much. You were just counting the minutes for him to arrive,  when he finally made his appearance in front door. You reached him as fast as you could.

“Oppa! How was practice today? Did you have fun? You must be tired. I made dinner, so you can change and we can have dinner together!” you said, smiling as he walked by you, not paying attention to anything you just said. His face was so emotionless that you felt a little worried.

 “Oppa? Is something wrong?” you asked, walking a little faster until you reached him again. When you were about to touch his face, he pushed your hand off. His face showed how annoyed he was…annoyed by you.

“Can you just shut up for one minute?!” he shouted out with an angry tone.

“W-what?” you stuttered, shocked by his sudden anger.

“I just came home. All I want is a little peace, but you just keep appearing and making annoying sounds, I can’t stand it anymore!” He punched the wall behind you, scaring the hell out of you. Your eyes were about to give up and let the tears fall.

“I-I don’t get what you are saying…” Your voice was shaking and tears were starting to fall.

“OH, COME ON! DON’T START WITH THAT! See! That is what I hate the most about you, you always cry!”

Now you were mad. What did he just say? You thought.

“WHAT? So you hate me? Then why are you with me? Why don’t you just break up with me?  I AM TRYING TO MAKE THIS WORK, but every time that something goes bad with the guys, you always come and start freaking the hell out and screaming. Just tell me already that you don’t love me anymore!” you fumed. You were crying, you felt hurt, offended and mad.

Since 4 months ago, that was your routine, you never got to see him, but every time he came home, he would start screaming at you and break up with you. Then 2 weeks later he would come back. You always let him do whatever he pleased, but you were having enough, he was just playing with you.

“I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!” he shouted as he walked to the front door, ready to leave.

“Are you serious? WHERE ARE YOU GOING?”  Now you were the one who was screaming.

“YES! I AM SERIOUS! I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE, I CAN’T STAND THIS ANYMORE, AND I AM GOING TO THE DORM WITH THE GUYS!” he yelled, taking his keys, ready to leave.

Just then, crying, you pushed yourself between the door and him.

“If you leave now…I won’t be here anymore, so be honest Yongguk… You don’t feel anything for me anymore?” your voice broke at the end, and you looked him right in the eyes, praying for him to stay.

“Move out of the way, _____,” he said, trying to move you out of the doorway, his face now appearing exhausted. The sadness in his eyes killed you.

“I am serious, Yongguk. If you leave now…” he pushed you out of the way, “this is the end…FOREVER…” you shouted the last word as he walked out of the house, closing the door behind him.

Your body gave up and you fell on your knees. That was the end, and he knew it. You started crying even harder when you realized it. You needed to take your things out of the place; you needed to move on. You wouldn’t be there forever. Your relationship with Yongguk was stuck and was sick, and you knew that.

You were still in front of the door, waiting for Yongguk to come back, but you realized that he wouldn’t, not for now. Getting up, you walked to your room. You glanced up at your clock; it marked 3 AM. You walked to your computer, and started looking in the pages, looking for the thing that proved that it was the end of it all.

-end of flashback-

You ended playing the song and cleaned your eyes, trying to stop your tears. Cleaning your hands on your pants, you got up off of the piano in the middle of the living room. You walked in front of the camera that was recording your song and stopped recording. You walked to the kitchen table, took your pen and started scribbling on a piece of paper. You left your little letter on the piano as you grabbed your backpack and your suitcase. You shut the lights off as you walked to the front door, looking one last time at the clock on the wall. It was 9 in the morning. You held your plane ticket in one hand and your suitcase in the other as you walked off the apartment.

I’ve always wondered why people make promises that they won’t be able to keep…until this moment I never knew the answer…

Things change, sometimes so quickly you don’t even notice it. I don’t know, happiness is, like, something you have to look after, be vigilant about…. The happiness that I felt at the start of this adventure…is no longer there, and I know that you feel the same…

So just let the memories stay and let them be our precious memories… People say that a memory… is something you reconstruct depending on small fragments of recollections in your mind. They say that to remember is the same as seeing an illusion… Innumerable small choices led me onto the road I’m on now. When I was right, and when I was wrong…

I was always me. You, him, anyone, everyone…We’re all right now…It’s all right now.

The sad times, the happy times, all of them are precious memories…So I pray. Please, let these forever be precious memories for you as well.

I was happy, very happy, truly happy

                          So thank you and good bye…

posted 6 years ago with 20 notes

He loved you too much [Youngjae]

This was no. 13 on my list [ AGAIN —> I never do scenarios out of order] but this is the first time I’m doing this only because the Kris and Suho scenario had the same plot! I hope you guys like this :)


Requested by anon


You barged into BAP’s dorm and made yourself comfortable on the couch. Himchan came into the living room yawning. He hadn’t noticed you sitting on the couch. He danced towards the fridge, took out a bottle of orange juice and began drinking it, still shaking his butt. You wanted to laugh but you held back and instead decided to surprise him.

“Where’s everybody?” you asked.

“Aaaah,” Himchan jumped, spurting all the juice out of his mouth. The bottle flew in the air and fell on the floor spilling the rest of the orange juice. He wiped his mouth still in surprise.

“How did you? When did you? Whatt?” he couldn’t finish any of his questions and kept looking at the door and then you.

You were laughing hysterically. “I’m sorry,” you said while holding your stomach. It took you a while to calm down.

“You guy’s left the door open again.” You made a face.

“Aish,” he said shaking his head and let out a sigh.

“Do you need help cleaning up that mess?” you asked. After all part of it was your fault.

“Aahh, no that’s fine. I’ll do it,” he said stepping away from the puddle of juice.

“No I’ll help. I feel bad.” You said and walked up to him. “Where are the kitchen towels?”

“In that corner,” he pointed.

You grabbed a bunch and gave him some so both of you could clean together. You hadn’t really known the BAP members for that long but things were changing a little bit ever since you’d started dating Youngjae.

“You know I could have died,” Himchan said without looking at you. You weren’t sure you understood what he’d said.

“Huh?” you said with a confused expression.

“The juice… it could have chocked me,” he said squinting his eyes.

“Mianhamnida,” you apologized. You really shouldn’t have done that. It wasn’t like you were that close to the members.

You heard Himchan laugh. “What happened now?” you asked with an annoyed expression.

“I was kidding. You got so serious,” he pointed to your face and laughed some more.

“Oh God oppa,” you said and pushed him. He fell backwards but continued to laugh. A smile spread across your face too.

“What’s going on?” Youngjae asked suddenly.

You jumped up at his sudden appearance. “When did you..”

“I just got up,” he said stretching. “But what are you guys doing?”

“Cleaning the mess ________ created.” Himchan said giving you a look.

“Me? You created the mess,” you pouted.

Both you and him started arguing once again while Youngjae watched.

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Aish stop teasing me’ –you smiled at Himchan’s text message.

You know it’s true’ ­you texted back after a while. You were still smiling at his text message when Youngjae looked up at you. He’d called your name several times but you hadn’t heard him.

“________,” he said rather sternly this time and took your phone from you. “Who are you texting?” he asked and without waiting for you to respond he scanned your phone. His expression changed for a brief second but he calmed himself.

“It’s just Himchan oppa,” you said making a face and taking your cell phone back from him.

“You’ve been texting him a lot lately,” Youngjae made a face. He was right. Ever since that little juice episode had happened between you and him you guys had gotten pretty close. You and Himchan had been friends before too but then Youngjae came into your life and things changed. If he hadn’t and things kept going smoothly with Himchan, you and him would have been together.

“Oh come on,” you hit Youngjae on the chest playfully and put your phone aside.

“I want you to spend some time with me,” he said getting closer to you. “We barely get any..” he trailed off and planted a soft kiss on your neck.

“_________,” he whispered your name.

“Uhumm,” you moaned.

“I know this is early but..” he stopped.

“But?” you asked pulling away from him.

“I love you,” without giving you a chance to say something he connected his lips to yours once again. You had goose bumps. This was the first time he’d said this and you were glad that you felt the same way.

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“Where are ya’ll going?” Zelo asked you and Youngjae.

“Movies,” you replied excitedly.

“Great, can I tag along?” he asked.

“Aaah sure,” you replied. You looked at Youngjae. He was busy tying his shoe laces.

“I guess I’ll come too then,” Himchan said getting up.

“Aaaa actually ______ and I were planning to have some alone time today,” Youngjae said with a flat expression.

“Oppa,” you whispered with a surprising but stern expression. He glared back at and pulled you.

You shrugged your arm to let loose from his grip as the two of you walked out.

“Why’d you do that?” you asked.

“I want it to be just us,” he said trying hard not to lose his patience.

“What was wrong with them coming? It wasn’t like they were going to disturb us. Did you look at Himchan’s face when you said that? You need to respect him.”

“Himchan, Himchan, Himchan. Why does everything have to be about him?” Youngjae yelled losing his patience.

“What do you mean?” you asked, obviously very confused. You didn’t know why Youngjae was suddenly acting like that.

“Nothing,” he sighed. He seemed like he regretted losing his patience. He came closer to you and held your hand. “Let’s just forget this and go to the movies. I don’t want to start an argument.”

You nodded and followed. You didn’t want to get into a fight either but his sudden reaction still kept bugging you in the back of your head.

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Things didn’t change at all. Over the next few days Youngjae got a lot more possessive about you. Instead of inviting you over to the dorm he would come over. Every time you tried to make plans to hang out with everybody he would reject them politely. On top of that, he was being too nice. It wasn’t that he wasn’t nice to you. He really was but you could feel a change in his behavior.

You wanted to surprise him so you decided to go the BAP’s dorm uninvited one day.

“Annyeongggggg,” you said as Himchan opened the door.

“Heyyy, haven’t seen you in forever,” he said giving you a hug.

“Why is so quiet in here?” you whispered.

“Because nobody is home,” he whispered back.

“So much for my surprise,” you mumbled walking into his room.

“Don’t go in there. It’s dirty.”

“Oh come on it can’t be that…” you paused as you entered the room. “What were you doing?” you cried in surprise.

“Aaa, looking for an outfit,” he said scratching his head.

“For what?”

“Long story,” he tried to avoid eye contact.

“Oh come on, tell me,” you pouted.

“It’s really nothing,” he began picking up his cloths.

“Tell meeee,” you whined.

He sighed and gave in. “I’m meeting a girl.”

“A girl?” you repeated in surprise.

“Ye. Her and I have been talking for a while now.” You could see Himchan blush. He always tried to be so manly. This was the first time you were seeing him like this.

“Oh my God!” you squealed with excitement. “Tell me all about it,” you pulled him on top of the pile of cloths. Both of you settled down and he began talking.

“Oh come on, don’t be nervous and just kiss her when the moment is right,” you said and winked.

“Kiss? Aneyo,” he shook his head.

Youngjae entered the dorm. He heard you and Himchan giggle and walked towards the room.

“Stop acting like you don’t want too.” You advanced towards him. Himchan peeked through the door and saw you and Himchan only inches apart from each other.

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You heard a faint knock on the door.

“Great just when I’m about to go to sleep,” you mumbled while yawning and walking to the door.

You opened the door to a very upset Youngjae. He didn’t seem to be happy at all.

“What happened?” you asked as he entered. “Where were you this morning? I came by your dorm but you weren’t….”

“I know,” he said. Something was definitely wrong with him. He quietly settled down on the couch and kept his eyes fixed on the ground.

“What’s wrong?” you asked placing your hand on his shoulder.

He covered his face with his hands. You were worried now but you couldn’t make sense of his actions. Why the sudden visit and why the upset mood. You were sure nothing had happened between you guys.

“_____________, if you weren’t happy with me then why did you just tell me so?” he asked still not showing you his face.

“Huhhh?” you gasped in surprise.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

Youngjae revealed his face. He was crying. His eyes were red. You felt your heart sink.

“What’s wrong Oppa?” you hugged him.

“________, you don’t have to do this. You don’t,” he said.

“I still don’t understand?” you asked pulling away.

“Do you think I’m stupid? Like I don’t see how happy you’re with Himchan? I’ve tried so hard to keep you happy. Do you not see that? Do you even know how much I …” he said in broken sentences and then looked away.

“Do you think I’m cheating on you with Himchan oppa?” you asked, very hurt. Youngjae nodded. You were speechless.

“Oppa why would you say that?” you held his arms and forced him to look at you. Even you were crying now. “I would never cheat on you.” Youngjae shook his head. He didn’t believe you. He was disappointed.

“Believe me Oppa,” you begged. You sat on the floor and squeezed your body between his legs. “I love you and only you. Look into my eyes and tell me you don’t believe me?” you said.

Youngjae turned his face towards you. He couldn’t bear to see you crying. He loved you too much. He pulled you into a hug.

“I love you too ________,” he whispered through your hair.

“Then please don’t ever think that I would cheat on you. I can’t even imagine something like that.”

He nodded and kissed you on your forehead. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t be,” you said wiping his tears. Youngjae held you tightly, never wanting to let go. He loved you too much.

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Aaaaaaaaaa, It started out pretty well but then my brain decided to stop working. :| [don’t bash me you guys]

posted 6 years ago with 39 notes

keopikwin asked: "Crying... buckets of tears. That last scenario broke my heart! I'm so glad it was a happy ending in the end! xoxox"

<3 <3 Oh Im sorry! <3 <3 Im glad you liked it though! :)

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posted 6 years ago with 1 note

Vow [Suho]

Requested by anon


You turned around to look at the clock once again. 1: 05 am. Just then the door clicked open and Suho entered the apartment. He guessed you were asleep and so tip toed into the room.

“Why are you still up? he asked with a surprised look on his face.

“I always stay up late and wait for you, you just don’t know it,” you said turning. Your back was facing him now.

Suho sighed and stood there for a while trying to think of what to say but nothing came up. He eventually gave up and walked into the bathroom. Three years ago when you guys got married, if Suho made the same mistake, he would slide in the bed besides you and shower you with kisses. He would then make his cute little puppy dog face and tickle you till you forgave him. You missed that. For some reason it just wasn’t the same any more. It wasn’t that both of you weren’t trying. You were but something felt like it was missing.

Suho came out of the bathroom and quietly slid in bed besides you. He covered his head under the sheets and before you knew it, he was in deep sleep.

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You didn’t bother getting out of bed and making breakfast because every time you did Suho never ate. He was always in a hurry in the mornings.

“__________ah, are you not making breakfast?” Suho asked while putting on his shirt.

You didn’t respond but got up to make it for him. You kept looking at the door of your room to see when Suho would come out. If he’d made you get out of bed to make breakfast than he’d better eat it too. What you didn’t know was that his manager had called him and they were discussing something important.

He finally came out of the room in a rush still on the phone. “Hey, I’ll see you tonight okay?” he said and left.

You couldn’t believe it. Did he really just do that to you? You were mad, really mad but you controlled it. Both you and Suho had a very calm personality. You guys didn’t like interfering into each other’s matters. You never fought either. If something bothered you or him, you would talk it out. You took a deep breath and settled down on the couch. Just like all the other days, you ate breakfast by yourself.

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Your eyes were fixed at the TV screen.  You didn’t know that Suho had entered the house and was now standing in the living room looking at you.

“Ahem ahem,” he cleared his throat making you jump.

“Oh when did you get here?” you asked clenching your fist close to your heart.

“Just a while ago. Why are you still up? It’s getting late.”

“I was just watching this movie. It’s really interesting.” You said with a smile on your face. He came and sat beside you. He soon got bored of the movie and turned on his laptop.

“_________ah, turn down the volume. Umma is calling on skype.” You pouted but didn’t let him see it and turned the volume down.

“Suhooooo,” his mom said cheerfully as her face popped on the screen.

“Anneyong Umma,”

“Annyeong. Where is _________?” she asked.

“She’s right here.” He said pulling you towards him so you could fit into the camera too. A big smile appeared on your mother in law’s face.

“So, what are you guys doing today?” she asked. Her face was so lit up as if she was expecting something big from you guys. You didn’t quite understand and neither did Suho.

“Nothing, just sitting around watching TV,” he replied.

“TV? Is that your idea of a special night?” she asked.

“Special night?” he repeated with confusion clearly visible on his face.

“Oh God, you guys, don’t mess around with me,” she chuckled. “It’s your wedding anniversary today. I’m sure Suho has something secretly planned for you,” she said and winked at you.

“Ahhh yeah,” both you and Suho said nervously and forced a laugh.

“We have to go now, actually,” he said.

“Annyeong,” she waved through the screen. You guys waved back and Suho immediately turned off the computer. Both you and Suho looked at each other and the quickly looked away. You couldn’t imagine you guys had forgotten your own anniversary. It was embarrassing. Suho shifted sides and sat in silence. You didn’t know what to do either so you got up and went into the room. You’d pretended that it didn’t bother you in front of him but as soon as you sat down on your bed, tears came rolling out of your eyes like a waterfall.

What was missing? You kept asking yourself that question. You missed the old him and the old you when you guys laughed together, talked for hours at night, went out for dinners. He would occasionally surprise you with flowers or take you to one of his practices. Why had all of that changed? Why had the two of you slowly started to drift apart? Why didn’t he smile at you before going to sleep and why had you lost all the motivation to cook for him, dress nicely for him or at least make an effort to ask him what was wrong. Had you guys gotten married too early or were you just not right for each other. Your heart sank at the thought of that. You knew that out all the things that you didn’t know, you knew one thing for sure and that was that you loved him.

Suho came into the room after a long time. You were still sitting on the bed. You quickly wiped your tears and turned your face the other way. He sat beside you but kept his eyes fixed on the ground.

“What’s gotten into us ________,” he said, his voice sounding tired.

“I don’t know!” you whispered back.

Both you and him stayed quiet. This was the problem. Neither him nor you, knew what to say. You could see that he was playing with his fingers. That’s what he did when he was nervous. Was he thinking of something to say to you?

“I don’t think we should be together anymore,” he said.

“What?” you gasped. You were trying hard to make sense out of his words.

Suho nodded and turned around to face you. He held your hands. “We don’t have that spark anymore,” he said. You could see how hurt he was too. He didn’t want to say it but even he knew that there was something missing. You wanted to say something and this time you were actually going to make an effort but your tongue refused to move. There were definitely some problems but this is not how you wanted to end it.

Suho got up. His hands slipped out of yours. He grabbed a pillow and walked out of the room.

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The next two days passed quickly. Neither of you exchanged a single word. A couple of glances here and there but that was it.

“Here,” he said handing some papers to you one morning.

You looked at them and then back at him knowing exactly what they were. You’d secretly cried enough the past two nights. You remained calm and took them from him.

“All you need to do is sign them and don’t worry this apartment will remain yours. I’ll move out,” he said without looking at you.

“There’s no need for that,” you paused for a little while. “I’m going back to Busan.”

Suho’s heart sank. He didn’t quite know why. He was leaving you anyways so why did it matter where you went.

“Why didn’t you tell me before?” he asked.

“I wasn’t sure until last night,” you replied taking the papers from his hand.

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“What’s wrong?” Kris asked placing his head on Suho’s shoulder.

“Nothing’s wrong. Why would you say that?” Suho tried to sound defensive.

“You don’t really seem into the practice today.” Kris scanned Suho’s face.

“I’m fine,” he said with an annoyed face and turned around. Kris was surprised at his reaction but didn’t want to say anything. Suho sat down in the corner and buried his head in his hands while resting his elbow on his knees.

An image appeared in his head. It was a girl sitting by the window. She used to sit there every day at 5 o clock and read a book. She would look out the window occasionally and smile at the birds singing on the tree branches. Giggle a little and tuck her hair behind her ear. She would then go back to reading her book. That girl was you. Suho used to watch you do that every day. You lived on the road he used to take to go back to his dorm. He would watch you smile while reading the book. It was this smile he had fallen for, it was that tucking of the hair behind your ear and that giggle that had made him fall head over heels for you.

“Oh my God! What am I doing?” Suho said to himself and suddenly looked up. Everybody turned around and looked at him.

“I need to go. I’m sorry,” he said getting up and ran out of the room.

“_________, please don’t go. Please don’t go.” He kept repeating to himself while driving.

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You looked around the room one more time. You’d lived in this room for a long time. You thought it was going to be yours forever. Your heart felt heavy and your legs seemed weak. Your eyes were burning. You closed them and took a step dragging the bag with one hand and holding the divorce papers in the other. It was a good thing Suho wasn’t there. If you saw him, you would have broken down instantly.

“______________,” Suho called your name as loud as he could. He didn’t wait for a response but ran inside. You were stunned by his sudden appearance. He came forward and hugged you tightly.

“Please don’t leave. Please don’t” he said while shaking his head.

“It’s too late now,” you said pulling away. You lifted your hand to give him the papers.

“These papers don’t mean anything, they…”

“Yes they do Suho, It’s..”

“They don’t. _________ please!” he said embracing you once again. “I can’t believe I was about to make the biggest mistake of my life. I don’t know what happened to me. I wasn’t thinking straight. I should have tried to think of a solution. We could have talked instead I said something really stupid. I can’t do this, you can’t do this.” He knew his words weren’t making sense at all but all he wanted to do was to stop you from leaving. “________ please don’t leave me. I love you, always have and always will.” He tightened his arms around you to the point that it hurt. You liked it. You hadn’t been this close to him in forever. He suddenly pulled away and took the papers out of your hands. The next second, it was on the floor torn into thousands of pieces. He shook his head as tears rolled out of his eyes. You’d never seen him like this. He wasn’t really the one to express himself. He really had messed up this time but he was ready to fix it and you trusted him. You looked at the ground and then back at him.

You knew that if you left now you were going to regret it for the rest of your life. You took a step and then tightly wrapped your arms around him placing your head on his chest. A tear rolled down your cheek and fell on his shirt. You let out a sniffle which ran like a knife through Suho’s heart. He knew how much he’d hurt you. He kissed you on your forehead and vowed to never hurt you again. He was going to make it right no matter how long it took him.

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Those of you who haven’t seen Sina Live chat with EXO K [I’d recommend that you guys watch it] but I went ahead and found the part where the guys talk about their ideal types. [I used Suho’s description in this scenario <3 <3]

[Suho’s part is from 3:34 – 3: 57] again I’d recommend that you guys watch the whole thing <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTyzrIE4iK4&feature=relmfu

posted 6 years ago with 54 notes

Announcment

I don’t ever do this but this will be my FIRST TIME that I will:

The plot for the Suho scenario and the Kris scenario on the Pending list are VERY similar so I’ve decided to write another scenario on my list after posting the Suho scenario. It will most probably be a NON EXO scenario :) 

Here are the two EXO SCENARIOS that I’m talking about:

  • When you and him get in a big fight and you want a divorce.He makes up for it in the end [Suho] RBA -Under Progress
  • Marriage, Divorce, Pregnancy [Kris] (Agsty) requested by teanfinityofmbleast (?)

[If you guys want a specific one just message me other wise I do have one in mind] <3 <3

posted 6 years ago with 1 note

rockybluedanxruno-blog asked: "I love NU'EST. those boys are amazing"

Seriously where were ya’ll hiding this whole time <3 <3 <3 welcome to the club :):) <3

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posted 6 years ago

jun-uppie asked: "I just read your reply to that last anon and omg look no further your unicorn is right here!!! I'm gonna think up a request with Ren and then wait all night online so I'll be the first to request♥"

oh my God a NUEST fan *clap clap* [I found my unicorn *yayyyy*] I am so excited right now :)

Alrighty! hopefully I’ll be able to finish all my requests by October 15th [that’s my target date as if now]

<3 <3

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Anonymous asked: "Okay. Just going to get this out. YOU ARE AMAZING!!!! I've seriously read every one of your scenarios (yes...I have no life T.T) but seriously. You are absolutely amazing at writing, and so creative!!! I hope in the future you do more NU'EST though (my all-time favorite group) but I love reading anything from you! Keep up the great work! If I had a tumblr, I would so be following you^^ But since I don't...I'll just visit regularly and read your great writings^^ You rock!!"

*Ahem ahem* clears throat:

First of all —–> “HIGH FIVE* for being a NUEST fangirl! [finding people who like NUEST is like looking for a unicorn lol .. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH but no one ever request their scenarios :(. Hopefully people will do that once I reopen them]

Thank you so much for reading all of them. YOU OFFICIALLY just made my night <3 <3 <3 <3 [I’d recommend–> make a tumblr] trust me you won’t regret it :)

and once again I <3 you so much for taking out the time to read them :)

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