Part 1: http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28209054589/one-day-maybe-one-day-luhan-part-1
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You were craving some bubble tea therefore you decided to go to the nearest store. This way you could also get that fresh air you needed. It had been two weeks since you were back from vacations. It hadn’t really helped you. In fact you felt lonelier. You needed someone. Someone you could share your feelings with and just let it all out.
It was really chilly outside. You wrapped your coat around yourself to block the wind. You chose a cozy corner in the shop and sipped on your bubble tea while reading a magazine.
“Hey you, you came back and never told me?” Lay asked startling you with his sudden appearance.
“You have got to stop doing that,” you said calming yourself. He laughed. “Mianhe,” he apologized.
There was an awkward silence between the two of. You wondered why he approached you like this twice. Whenever you hung out with Luhan, Lay barely talked to you. He was always so distant. Even when you tried to start a conversation, he wouldn’t keep up.
“Can I sit here with you, if you don’t mind?” he asked breaking the silence. “Ohh sure,” you replied.
“ So, how was the vacation? Did you enjoy? Did you get what you wanted out of it,” he asked but quickly regretted it. He didn’t want you to know that he knew about your feelings for Luhan.
“What? He told you ?? Oh my God I don’t believe this. I trusted him and this is what he does to me.” Tears started forming in your eyes. He held your hand but you immediately pulled it away, “ No it’s not like what you think. He was just really upset and wanted my advice. For anything, he really cares about you and wanted to fix this mess he was in.”he tried to give an explanation.
You couldn’t look at him anymore. You kept your eyes glued to the table. “______, are you listening to me?” he asked, concerned. “ I need to leave. I’ll see you later okay!,” you said and left.
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You had started working for a small company and life was a little better than before. It kept you busy and every time you thought about Luhan, you instantly repressed the feelings.
Your friend decided to take you to the bar one day just so you could get back into that social circle. As usual you sat in the corner looking at everybody having fun dancing to the beats. “hey, wanna dance?,” a guy suddenly asked you. You wanted to refuse but pushed yourself. “Sure,” you replied and the two of you proceeded to the dance floor. It was heating up in there when you suddenly heard a familiar laughter. So familiar, that your heart almost sank. You dreaded it, but turned around. Luhan, his girlfriend, Lay and Suho entered the bar. You hadn’t seen him in five months and you just broke down. You couldn’t take it. All that ‘talk’ you had with yourself everyday seemed meaningless.
You ran out of the bar without looking back. You gasped for breath. “_________, wait .. comeback.” Lay yelled from behind. He was running towards you. You hugged him tightly and started crying. “I just don’t know what to do anymore. I am sick of this. It doesn’t go away. That feeling is killing me. I don’t want to hurt him.. but more importantly I don’t want to hurt myself anymore.” You said between sobs. Lay patted your hair and listened. You pulled away, “ I am sorry for bothering you. Go back inside, your friends need you, “ you said.
“No, I’ll take you home,” he replied.
“But..”
“Shhhhh, “ he held his finger to your lip.
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“ Do you like hot chocolate? I am really good at making it, “ Lay shouted from the kitchen. “ Yeah, I’d love a cup.” You replied while cuddling inside your blanket.
“Here, hope you like it,” he handed the cup to you.
“Hmm yumm.. its good,” you smiled back.
“Listen, I know right now is not a good time but I have been meaning to tell you something for a while.” He said, looking straight into your eyes.
“ I know you’re hurting right now, but it’s been a while and I can’t see you like this anymore. It hurts me when I see you cry. I want to hold you and wipe your tears and kiss you but I can’t. I have liked you for a while. Long before Luhan found out you liked him. I just didn’t know how to tell you. You always seemed so happy with Luhan that I didn’t think I had a chance. “ He sighed and continued. “ If you give me a chance I promise I’ll make things right for you. I will love you more than anybody in this world. Hopefully, make your pain go away.” He finished and leaned in to kiss you.
His soft lips were waiting for your response. You didn’t know if you wanted to kiss back or not. It was the first time in months that you had butterflies in your tummy. The kiss wasn’t awkward. If anything, it was making you happy. You kissed him back before he could pull away.
When the two of you pulled away, you could see him blush. You were blushing too. He held your hand and pulled you towards himself hugging you tightly. It was as if he had been craving this moment forever.
“ I am in no rush, take all the time in the world. Whenever you are ready, I’ll be there” He whispered through your hair.
“Hmmm, I think I am ready now. I know this relationship will be worth it.” You replied while smiling.
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You were happy again. You just needed the love you were craving. As time passed you loved him even more.
***When deciding between two people you love, choose the second one because if you really loved the first one you wouldn’t have fallen in love again***