Your Wish Is My Command

Don’t let me go [Tao]

Requested by anon


**Guest appearance by Kris**



“Will you be my girlfriend?” Tao asked holding your hand.

“Finally. It sure took you long enough to ask,” you said as you hugged him.

“So it’s a yes?” he asked.”

You pulled back,” Of course. Do you know how long I’d been waiting for this?” you asked, not looking for a reply.

He smiled and looked down on the ground. “I am sorry. I wasn’t sure if you felt the same way.”

“Seriously? I have been dropping hints forever.” You said running your fingers through his hair. He pulled you closer and kissed you on the cheek. The two of you were so close, that everybody thought you were dating but it had just now become official.

“But, what about you and Kris?” Tao suddenly asked.

Your face hardened. That was the last thing you wanted anyone to bring up. You and Kris had been through some hard times. You used to like him but he didn’t like you. Then when he finally started liking you, it didn’t click between the two of you so you guys moved on.

Your throat was dry. “You know I’ve moved on Tao,” you said. You didn’t like anyone mentioning his name in front of you. Even though it had been 6 months you still needed some time.

“I’m sorry if that disturbed you,” Tao said holding your hand. “Let’s go.”

“Where?” you asked.

“To the movies.”

“Huh?”

“I read your bucket list. That’s where you’ve always wanted to go for a first date,” he winked at you and smiled. This is the reason you liked Tao so much. He always found a way to cheer you up.

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One year later

You knocked on Exo M’s dorm and waited for a response. The door opened and Kris was standing opposite you.

“Hey, where’s Tao?” you asked pulling a smile.

“He’s not home. He went downstairs to the gym. He’ll be back in an hour.”

“Ohh, and the guys?”

“They are all out playing soccer.”

“Ohh,”

“Come on in,” Kris invited you, leaving space so you could come inside.

“Umm okay.” You went inside and sat on the couch. Kris went back to his room. You puffed your cheeks and let out a sigh. There weren’t any magazines around on the table either.

“So, what have you been doing?” Kris suddenly asked coming out of his room.

“Umm, nothing much. I just started my summer internship.” You said burying your hands between your laps.

“Ohh that’s good. Really good actually,” Kris said sitting beside you on the couch.

Over the past one year, you had little contact with Kris. Every time you hung out with the Exo M members, the two of you barely talked. You were glad today because Kris was sitting so close to you and you weren’t nervous at all. That “butterflies feeling” you always felt in your stomach whenever Kris was around, you didn’t have it anymore. You were madly in love with Tao now. He made you happy. He took care of you. Most of all, he was first a friend and then a boy friend to you. What else could you want?

“Do you want something to drink?” Kris asked.

“Yeah sure.” You said smiling back.

Kris got up and went to the kitchen. You suddenly heard a glass drop. “Ouchhhhh,” Kris cried in pain. You ran into the kitchen. He had hurt himself while dropping the glass and was bleeding.

“Oh my God Kris,” you said and pulled him out of the kitchen. “Just sit here okay. And I’ll get the first aid kit.”

You came running back, took out the things needed and started cleaning the blood.

“Aaaaa,” Kris let out a soft cry.

“Oh I’m so sorry but this is going to hurt a little,” you warned as you applied the alcohol swab.

You heard the front door open. Tao came in. He saw the two of you sitting so close together, you tending to his wound.

“Oh Hey Tao, you’re back,” you greeted him.

Tao was lost. He snapped himself back to reality. “Ohh hey, what happened?”

“Kris injured himself so I was cleaning him up.”

“Ohh hmm, alright then I’ll just be in my room.”

This was strange. Tao loved his hyung. If anything happened to Kris he would come running to help. He was acting weird today. You went back to dressing Kris’s wound.

“There, it’s all done.” You said and rubbed your hand on his wound. “You might want to show this to a doctor too,” you suggested.

“Yeah, will do.”

“I’m gonna go check on Tao now,” you said and got up.

You knocked on Tao’s door,” Tao can I come in?”

“Yeah.”

You slowly opened the door. He had just taken a shower and was in bed.

“So what was that all about?” you asked closing the door behind you.

“What?” Tao asked sounding irritated.

“You not showing any concern when Kris was hurt,” you asked.

“It was just a cut. No big deal.” He said without even looking at you.

“Tao, at least look at me when I’m talking to you,” you said.

He jumped out of bed. “What do you want me to do huh?”

“Watch my girl friend sit so close to my hyung? Or should I say watch her sit so close to the person she once had feelings for, who also happens to be a person I really respect.”

“Tao, why are you talking like this,” you asked a little scared of how furious he was. He held you by your arms. His grip was firm.

“I’m done with this. I don’t want to be your second choice. I don’t like it when you are around him. Especially when I’m not around.”

“Tao, you’re being ridiculous. Do you even hear yourself?” you asked. You were really hurt.

“I am not being ridiculous.” He said pushing you back.”I don’t like it when you’re around him. I thought I had made that clear.”

“He was hurt Tao,” you said fighting your tears.

“I don’t care okay, I really don’t care. All I saw was you sitting so close to him. Who knows you might still have feelings for him. I don’t want to be in the rebound relationship.”

“When have I ever made you feel like that?” you asked.

“Every time you’re around him.”

“When have I ever been close to him? I always made sure I stayed away from him just so you wouldn’t be upset.”

“Ohh so you were doing me a favor.” He said moving closer to you. “Is that what it is all about?” he said shaking you.

“Tao, you’re hurting me,” you said this time not being able to hold your tears.

He let go of you and turned around. “I love you Tao, I really do. I don’t have any feelings for Kris anymore. I don’t know how to make you understand that but it’s true. Nobody knows me better than you,” you wiped your tears,” and I don’t want our relationship to end like this.” You said hoping for him to say something. He didn’t. You were disappointed. You slowly walked to the door, opened it and turned around one last time, hoping he would stop you. He didn’t. You left the room, wiping your tears. Kris was standing in front of you. He looked at you apologetically. He wanted to fix this. He advanced towards you. “No, please don’t,” you said motioning with your hands to stop him and left.

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“You shouldn’t have done that,” Kris said to Tao as he entered the room.

“Please don’t defend her.” Tao said controlling his anger. No matter what he still loved his hyung.

“She really loves you Tao. I’ve seen it in her eyes. Believe me I know. When we were together it wasn’t like that. We liked each other but we didn’t love each other. She loves you. What you did to her was very hurtful. Wouldn’t you want me to help her if she was hurt and you weren’t around?” Kris asked hoping he had changed Tao’s mind.

“Oh my God what have I done?” Tao said burying his face in his hands. He was crying. “How could I ever let her go like this. She will never take me back now.”

“She will,” Kris said removing Tao’s hands from his face. “She loves you. She will take you back any time. Now go get her back.” Kris patted Tao on the back.

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Tao ran to your apartment. Instead of knocking on the door, he took out the spare keys from under the mat. He slowly walked into the room only to find you crying, with your head buried into your lap. His heart ached seeing you like this. He quickly walked towards you. You looked up at him, and looked away.

“What are you doing over here?” you asked wiping your tears.

“I want to make things right.” He said sitting in front of you.

“I am so sorry about what I said ______, If only I could just take it back,” He said.

“You can’t take it back, that’s the problem.”

“I know baby, I know.” He said hugging you. You let him. You wanted him too. You couldn’t just let go of him like this.

“I don’t know what happened to me. I was jealous. Really, really jealous. Seeing you two so close made me think you might still have feelings for him. I suddenly felt like I wasn’t good enough for you. What I didn’t realize was that I was hurting the person who I love the most. Oh how could I ever do such a thing?” he said while rubbing your back.

“Tao, why would you ever think I don’t love you? I have never loved any one more than I love you.” You pulled back and placed your hand on his cheek. “You shouldn’t be jealous of any one because there is no one compared to you on this planet. Nobody can understand me the way you can.”

A tear rolled down his cheek. You wiped it.

“I am so sorry. I promise you this won’t ever happen again. Just don’t go away from me. My heart sank when you left. I don’t want to ever make this mistake again. And I’m sorry if I hurt you,” he said running his hand gently on your shoulders.

“Aii,” you let a sigh. Your arms did hurt. His grip had been firm.

“I am so so soo sorry,” he said, crying.

“Please don’t cry. It’ll be fine in a few days.”

Tao hugged you. “I love you so much.” He said and kissed you on your neck.

“I love you too,” you replied kissing him on the cheek.

He kissed you on the lips and then on your neck again, pushing you down. He was now on top of you slowly unbuttoning your shirt. You let him. Both of you needed this.

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Aaaaaaaaa, I’m sorry anon.. I have no idea when this became 5 pages long. Anyways I hope you like it. :)  

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