Your Wish Is My Command

Every bit of my love [Kris]

Requested by anon

Kris flung open the door, ran inside and hugged you. “What’s wrong?” he said as he tightened his hug.

“He.. left!” you said between sobs. He didn’t need to hear anything else. He ran his soft hands back and forth on your back. He gave you a tissue to blow your nose and wipe your tears.

“I am so sorry this happened!” he said taking your hand and holding it firmly.

“I dunno where I went wrong?” you said looking into his eyes.

“You were not wrong! Okay!” he said, trying to comfort you.

The two of you sat in silence in the dark. Hours passed away and neither of you talked. You were glad that Kris was here with you tonight. You needed him. He was the closest person to you after your boy friend. Ex boyfriend now! You laid your head on Kris’ chest and slowly drifted to sleep.

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The bright sun rays escaping through the tiny gap between the curtains woke you up. You rubbed your eyes and sat up. Kris was still fast asleep. You had been laying on top of him all night. You patted his chest. He shifted on the couch but soon woke up.

“Is it morning yet?” he asked.

“Yeah!” you whispered back. “I am so sorry about last night!”

“What is there to be sorry about?” he asked with a blank expression.

You shook your head. “I’ll make you some coffee, okay!” you said and went to the kitchen.

“Are you ready to talk about it?” he asked following you to the kitchen.

You didn’t respond but shook your head.

“Here you go,” you turned around, with a big smile on your face. He could see right through it but he played along.

“Gomawo! I’ll have to leave now but I will come back tonight okay!” he said.

Kris gathered his stuff and left, leaving you alone in the empty silence as it creeped through the walls.

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A month passed away and nothing changed. Kris tried to cheer you up but you just couldn’t pull yourself together. You acted like you were really happy but he knew that all of it was just an act. You didn’t want to show anybody your week side and so you were trying hard to repress all that had happened.

Can I come over for dinner tonight?’ Kris texted you.

You weren’t really up for company but you owed him so you agreed.

“Hey,” he said coming and hugging you.

“Wow that was fast!” you said.

“Yeah I was just down the street so I thought of coming here!”

“I’m glad you came,” you lied because you didn’t want to upset him.

“So what are you cooking? It smells good,” he asked.

“Noodles… Just sit down over there and I will bring them in a minute.”

You carefully placed the noodles in the bowl but there was something missing. You stared at them for a while and it finally hit you.

“Aha! Dressing!” you said snapping your fingers. They were in the top cabinet. You stood on your tippy toes trying to reach it but failed miserably. Suddenly two hands reached from behind you and grabbed the small container for you. You turned around. Kris was standing close to you. So close that you could hear his heart beat. He looked at you as if he was lost in your eyes. There was something about his looks. They were captivating. It was as if you were under a spell too. He slowly leaned in and stopped inches away from your lips as if thinking one last time before what he was about to do. You didn’t stop him. You were lonely and broken. He finally pressed his lips against yours. You felt good for a second. You liked it but then the image of your ex popped up in your head and you quickly pulled away.

“I’m sorry,” you apologized.

“I’m not!” he quickly responded. You looked at him with questioning eyes. What did he mean?

“I can’t see you like this anymore. You knew I’d had feelings for you before you even started dating Chu Min. “

You were surprised.

“I didn’t” you denied.

“How couldn’t you? Didn’t you feel anything towards me when we hung out?”

You chose not to respond.

“Please ________, I can make you happy. Accept me and you will never have to go through this again.”

You thought for a while. “It’s too early Kris. I don’t know if I can handle this right now.”

“You can if I am with you,” he said holding your hand. You were looking at the ground now.

At some point you had had feelings for him but then you met Chu Min and things changed. Kris was obviously more than a friend to you. He had been there with you through thick and thin and now he was waiting for you to respond. You didn’t want to hurt him. Maybe being with him would let you move on and so you hugged him. You could feel a smile spread across his face as he hugged you tightly.

“Thank you!” he whispered as a tear rolled down his cheek, but he quickly wiped it away not wanting to show it to you.

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Now that the two of you were going out Kris put extra effort into making you happy. He would do stuff that you wouldn’t even ask for. He truly loved you.

Hey, I’ll be a little late tonight so I won’t be able to cook dinner. Can you grab something from outside for us?’ – you texted him.

Sure’ ­– he replied.

Sure enough you were late. You unlocked the door to your apartment and walked in. The delicious aroma of the food hit your nose.  You walked into the kitchen. Kris had set the table for the two of you.

“Did you cook?” you asked, shocked.

He turned around with a big smile on his face. “Of course, just for you.” He offered you his hand and helped you sit.

“Awwww Kris, you didn’t have too. I feel so bad now,” you covered your mouth.

“I’d been wanting to do this for a while. We haven’t been able to be together for a week so this is like an apology gift,” he said cutely.

“Awwww this is so sweet. Thank you so much.”

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Kris walked into his apartment only to find you sitting on the couch with your face buried in your hands.

“Oh woaaww, hey?” he said with a surprised look on his face.

He heard your sniffles and panicked.  He sprinted toward you and forced your hands off your face. You’d been crying . He hugged you .

“ What’s wrong?” he asked.

“I am so sorry Kris,” you said between sobs.

“What do you mean? Why are you sorry?” he asked, obviously very confused.

“He’s back. “

Kris loosened his grip on you and he pulled away. “What do you mean?”

“I am so sorry. I tried to pull away but he is back and he is really sorry for what he has done. I didn’t know what to do but when I saw him I just couldn’t resist myself. So I forgave him “ you said in broken speech.

You looked at him for a response. He was obviously devastated; his head leaning towards the floor.

“Can you forgive me?” you asked but he didn’t respond. You knew you’d hurt him a lot and you didn’t want to make it any worse. You slowly got up and left.

Tonight was just like the other night when you were crying and Kris was there for you, except that today it was his heart that was broken and he had no one.

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“I am so glad you forgave me,” Chu Min said as you rested your head on his chest.

“I am glad that we are together again,” you replied as he kissed you on your temple.

You were thinking about Kris. He hadn’t answered your calls in weeks. You had not only lost a good friend but you had hurt him a lot too. Every day the thought of him sitting in that room all by himself, when you left him killed you. It hurt you. You just wanted the pain to go away. You tried to distract yourself by being with Chu Min all the time but it wasn’t working.  He had said that he’s changed but the truth was he hadn’t. Worst of all he didn’t love you like Kris did.

A tear rolled down your cheek.

“What wrong?” Chu Min asked.

“Uhh nothing.” You said wiping it away.

“Okay,” he replied getting out of bed. “I need to go somewhere. I’ll be back in a bit.”

You were surprised at his reaction. Had it been Kris He would have made sure you felt better before he would do anything else. That’s when it hit you. The constant worry about him, the thoughts of him being lonely and how you’d hurt him meant that you loved him. He made you feel what Chu Min never could. You were just, realizing that. You felt like a player. You played with his heart when you were lonely and then left when you got what you wanted.

You jumped out of bed and dressed yourself.

“What’s wrong. Are you going somewhere?” Chu Min asked.

“Yeah.” You replied.

“Where?”

“Out of your life,” you said and hurried out of the door, without waiting for his response.

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You waited backstage in the SBS building where Kris was performing. You were nervous. You didn’t know what to say. You knew he wouldn’t forgive you but you wanted to set things right, even if you couldn’t be with him anymore.

The door opened and the EXO members were standing in front of you.

“Ahh We will leave the two of you alone.” Lay said and left. The others followed.

You wanted to say something but your tongue wouldn’t move. You could feel tears forming in the corner of your eyes. You tried to talk again but you couldn’t . Kris walked towards you and stood in front of you. Without giving a hint, he hugged you.  You were crying now.

“I am so pathetic Kris. I don’t deserve this.” You said.

“Shhhhh,” he said shussing you up.

“No please I need to say this.” You insisted as you pulled away.

“I was an idiot for doing what I did. I was running after someone who never loved me and running away from the one who always did. I have hurt you so much and you can’t imagine how much I hate myself for this. I don’t deserve you at all but I want to apologize. Please forgive me. “ you said looking into his eyes for an answer.

He wrapped his arms around you in a tight embrace. “I Love you too much to let you go,” he whispered.

You were shocked. How could he forgive you so easily.

“I don’t deserve this Kris.”

“You deserve every bit of my love,” he said pulling away. “Please don’t leave me again.”

He leaned in and kissed you. This time none of you pulled away. Both of you were happy. Happy to be together with no one tearing you apart.

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**Yaaayyy** I finally finished this one. I fell asleep writing this one so the first thing I did this morning after class was to finish this. I know it’s a bit cheesy but I really like it. I hope you like it too anon :)

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