Requested by anon
“Hey are you busy tonight too?” you asked Luhan on the phone.
“Ahh, yeah. Our practice will run a little late but I’ll try dropping by for a little bit,” he replied.
“No, no don’t stress yourself. We can meet on the weekend,” you suggested.
“I love you so much.”
“I love you too,” you said and hung up.
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“Hey Luhan,” a girl called him from behind.
“Hey,” he replied.
“What are you still doing here?” she asked.
“Oh just practicing.”
“But practice was over a long time ago.”
“I’m staying after because I need to do better.”
“Are you sure it’s not because you’re lonely and need someone?” she asked taking hold of his arm.
Luhan pulled away immediately. “Hanna I’ve told you this before and I am telling you again, NOTHING will ever happen between us okay? I have a girl friend now so you need to keep your distance.”
“I could honestly care less about your girl friend. She stole you from me,” she replied in anger.
“No she didn’t… you know what just..whatever.” He began packing his stuff.
“Where are you going?” she asked as tears formed in the corner of her eyes.
“To see my girl friend. I should be with ‘her’ right now,” he said and slammed the door behind him.
Luhan and Hanna had been friends for the longest time. He didn’t know when she’d started liking him. He only liked her as a friend. Then he started dating you and things changed. Hanna was devastated. She confessed her feelings to him soon after. They grew apart since Luhan didn’t want to make things awkward.
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“Hey babe.” Luhan slid besides you in bed and kissed you on your temple.
“Heyyy,” you said yawning. “I thought you wouldn’t be able to make it tonight?”
“I wasn’t going to but then I realized that you were more important so I came,” he replied with a soft smile.
You kissed him. He wrapped his arms around you and the two of you drifted to sleep.
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Luhan left the training room to get some water. Hanna was standing in the corner. She glared at him and looked away. Luhan went up to her.
“Listen I am sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have been mean. I just want us to be friends again,” he said softly.
She turned around. She was obviously hurt but she smiled.
“Me too.” She hugged him suddenly. He was surprised but he hugged her back.
“So did you hear about the kickoff party next week before your tour?”
“Party? Huh where is it?” Luhan asked.
“At a hotel. Its five minutes from here. I am so excited,” she said clapping her hands.
“Me too,” he said and laughed. “I am so glad we can talk like this again.”
“Me too. I missed this so much,” she said.
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“I am at the party so I won’t be able to come. I really wish I could take you with me though,” Luhan said to you over the phone.
“Its fineee oppa. Go enjoy with your friends,” you replied.
He laughed. “Okay so I’ll see you soon.”
“Who was that on the phone?” Hanna suddenly came from behind and asked.
“It was ________, I was just telling her that I won’t see her tonight.”
“Awwww, you two lovebirds,” she said forcing a fake smile.
Luhan chuckled. “Well this party is boring.”
“Yeah, hey listen the managers booked some rooms in the hotel too. We could just go there and talk?” she suggested.
Luhan felt a little uncomfortable.
“Come on I’ll invite other people too,” she added to make him feel better.
“Oh okay,” he replied and followed her to the room.
The two of them talked for hours. The friends never showed up.
“Huh, I don’t know why none of them ever showed up,” she said and sighed. “Anyway so what’s been going on in your love life,” she asked quickly changing the topic.
“Ahh ______ and I are just great..” he trailed off. “What about you?”
Hanna’s expressions hardened. She grew pale.
“What’s wrong?” Luhan asked placing his hand on her lap.
“Uh nothing,” she said shaking her head.
“No, tell me please.”
“It’s really nothing.”
“Please, if you consider me as a friend,” he insisted.
“After you rejected me I felt so insecure about myself. I needed someone so I could move on and so one day I met this guy. He was very nice to me. We started meeting often and then we started liking each other. Everything was good but then suddenly he just got so violent.” She paused as she stared into space. “He started hurting me. I told him to stop but he wouldn’t. He just continued to do so,” Hanna was crying now. “I wanted to get out of the relationship but I was afraid he’d hurt me more so I carried along and .. then one day he just left. I didn’t know if I was relieved or sad.”
Luhan wiped her tears.
“That experience has really left me nowhere. Every night when I go to sleep I feel so worthless.”
“You’re not worthless.”
“Yes I am Luhan..” she whispered.
Luhan felt extremely bad for her. They had been friends for so long and seeing her cry like this was hurting him more than he thought it would. He was confused. Why was his heart crying seeing Hanna’s tears. Luhan hugged her in a tight embrace. He patted her back and slowly pulled away. She was still holding him and now their faces were very close to each other. Hanna leaned in and kissed him on the lips. He didn’t pull away. They began taking each other’s cloths off as they kissed. She slowly began taking off his pants.
Luhan’s phone vibrated but he couldn’t hear it. You’d been calling him for a long time….
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The sun was shining brightly. It hurt his eyes as he woke up. He was shirtless. He turned around and looked at her sleeping next to him.
‘Oh My God, what did I do?… I’m pretty sure nothing happened. My pants are still on. No, no , no this can’t be happening.’ – Luhan was freaking out. His thoughts were killing him. He quickly wore his shirt and left the room.
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**Ding dong.. Dong dong.. Ding dong**
The door bell rang repeatedly.
“I’m coming,” you yelled.
“Oh hey, you didn’t tell me you were coming?” you asked as you saw Luhan standing at the door.
“Yeah, I took a day off today and so I wanted to surprise you.”
“Awww,” you smiled.
“So do you want to go to that fall festival that you’d been begging me to go with you too?” he asked pulling you out of the apartment.
“Oppa, I’m not even dressed.”
“You look fineee,” he said.
“But why are you in such a hurry.”
“I’m not. I just want to spend as much time with you as possible.”
You were confused. Why was he acting like this? He had never done anything like this before. But as long as you were getting to spend more time with him you were happy.
“Thankyou Oppa,” you said as the two of you walked back home.
“Why would you thank me for this? You don’t have to,” he said and kissed you. You kissed him back. It had been your first in a long time.
“Wow I don’t remember the last time we even kissed.”
“We did,… just now,” he said and kissed you again, holding you close to him.
You walked back home with him resting your head on his shoulder.
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Luhan made sure he wouldn’t come across Hanna at all but he failed. As he was leaving the building she caught up with him.
“Luhan wait!”
“I need to go _______ will be here any time and I need to take her somewhere,” he said in a hurry.
She pulled him back, not noticing that you had just entered the building.
“You can’t just deny what happened between us that night.”
“Nothing! Happened between us that night,” he said, grinding his teeth.
She pinned him against the wall. “Luhan how could you do this to me? You took advantage of me? I still love you no matter how hard I try I just can’t get you out of my head. You like me too. You know you do. If you didn’t you wouldn’t have kissed me back that night,” she said as tears rolled down her cheeks.
She was right. Luhan couldn’t deny it. That night he did feel something for her. He just didn’t know if it was permanent or not.
She was still holding him. She got closer. “I just can’t be like this anymore,” she whispered.
Luhan was quiet. He didn’t know what to say. She leaned in and kissed him. He slid his hands on her waist and slowly towards her neck. You took a step back and the boxes behind you collapsed. Luhan looked up. You’d been standing there the whole time. You’d seen everything. Your throat was dry. Your world had been shattered.
Luhan’s eyes widened with shock. He didn’t know what to say.
“I’m sorry,” he mouthed the words.
You wiped your tears. He came towards you but you ran out of the building. He caught up with you pulled you into an alley.
“Please, let me explain!” he begged.
“It’s over Luhan,” you said trying to loosen his grip.
“I won’t let you go. Please!” he said pinning you to the wall.
“I can’t believe you did this to me? Is this why you were being so nice to me? You’re such a player..” you yelled.
“I am so sorry,” he kept repeating. “I don’t know what got into me that night but I am sure nothing happened between me and her. I thought I’d started having feelings for her but when I saw you at the door today, crying, I knew that I loved you and not her. I’m such an idiot for making this mistake. Just.. please don’t leave me. I don’t think I can live without you,” he said in one breath.
“How do I know that you’re not lying to me?” you asked.
He didn’t know what to say.
“I trusted you Luhan. More importantly I loved you and this is what you do to me.”
“I know what I did was wrong but I want to fix that. It will never happen again. She was just so vulnerable that night and I hadn’t been very nice to her in a long time. I wanted to help her but then..”
“Then you had sex with her to make her feel better?” you finished for him.
“I didn’t!” he snapped back. “I know nothing like that happened between us. I wasn’t drunk so I know..”
“Luhan please,” you interrupted.
“Believe me,” he said. You looked into his eyes. There was something about them. You wanted to believe him but you were hurt.
“Just let me go,” you said slowly pushing him away. His grip loosened on you.
You left as Luhan stood in the dark alley. He didn’t know what to do. He questioned his actions repeatedly. He knew now that he loved you and not her but this is not how he wanted to find out. He’d lost you and he wanted to kill himself for that.
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Luhan knocked o your front door all night but you didn’t open the door. He’d hurt you a lot but you still loved him. You just didn’t know what to do. Your heart kept telling you to give him a second chance but your brain was unsure. You sat in your room in the dark and cried all night.
The knocking stopped after a while. When you woke up the next morning your head still hurt. Your whole body was warm. You slowly got out of bed and made breakfast. Somebody knocked on the door. You checked through the peep hole. It was the lady from next door.
“Someone’s been sleeping by your door!” she said as you opened the door. You looked down. Luhan was sleeping while leaning against the wall. You wanted to cry seeing him like this. You quickly woke him up and brought him inside. The two of you sat on the couch in silence
“Why are you doing this?” you asked him after a while.
He didn’t respond. Instead he turned around and hugged you.
“Please, just give me one more chance,” he whispered.
His touch made your body tingle. It was like the first time he’d touched you.
“I want to let go off you but I can’t Luhan. I can’t just forget all the time I’ve spent with you. I’m still in love with you Luhan,” you finally said. He tightened his embrace.
“I’ve hurt you so much and I don’t deserve you but if you accept my apology I promise you it will never happen again.”
You pulled away. “Please don’t play with my heart again.” you said and wiped your tears.
“I won’t.. I promise,” he whispered.
Luhan leaned in and kissed you on the cheek and then your forehead and then finally your lips.
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Okay this is way too long but I just loved this request so much that I just rambled on! Any ways I hope you like it :)