Your Wish Is My Command

Pa.. Pa.. Panda [Seungho]

 Requested by yangseungho-Kanon



“Aaaaaaa,” you made a weird sounds as you woke up and stretched. You looked around for Seungho. He wasn’t in the room. Your body was sore from last night’s rock climbing.

You got and left the room. You found Seungho sleeping on the couch.

“Oppa wake up,” you shook him.

“Aii, let me sleep he buried his head under the pillow.”

“You have an early schedule today,” you reminded him.

He sprang out of the sheets, looking for his pants. “Oh my God! Yeah I need to run.”

“Why were you sleeping on the couch though?” you asked again.

“Oh, huh,” he looked at you and then made a face.

“What?” you asked shrugging your shoulders.

“You should really see the way you sleep at night. I barely had any space on the bed. I was about to fall off the bed. And then that big Panda of yours just has to sleep with us doesn’t he,” he complained.

“Aii, I’m sorry Oppa,” you made a sad face.

“It’s okay but I need to run right now okay! I’ll see you tonight,” he gave you a quick peck on the cheek and left.

You sighed and got up to clean around. This wasn’t the first time the panda had come up in the conversation between you and Seungho. You didn’t want to tell anybody about the connection you had with it. You shook your head and wiped the tears forming in the corner of your eyes and began working.

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“Anneyong,” you greeted Seungho, and put your arms around his neck.

“How was your day?” you asked.

“It was tiring,” he said gently pulling out of your arms and sitting on the couch.

“What happened?” you asked.

“My body was so sore from last night and then I had to sleep on the couch so I couldn’t practice at all today,” he said with a slightly angry tone.  

“Ai, I’m sorry,” you said rubbing his back.

“It’s fine,” he said getting up.

“No wait, let me give you a massage,” you said holding his hand.

“I’m fine okay!,” he said angrily and pulled his hand away.

“What’s wrong with you?” you asked obviously surprised by his reaction.

“Nothing.”

“No tell me.”

“My problem is that stupid Panda in your room.”

“What are you talking about?” you asked with a confused expression.

“Why is that panda so important to you? Why does the panda have to sleep with you and I every night?” he asked holding you tightly.

“You don’t understand,” you whispered.

“You’re right! I don’t understand. You know what, that’s it,” he flung his hands in the air and then let them fall. “You need to choose between me or the panda?”

“Oppa, do you even hear yourself?” you asked. You were very disappointed.

“Yes I know exactly what I’m saying. You need to hear yourself.”

“Why would you be jealous of a stuffed toy?” you asked getting angry now.

“I AM NOT JEALOUS OF A STUFFED TOY,” he yelled. “I just want you to grow up already. You’re not a kid anymore.” His eyes were burning with anger.

You guys had never fought like this. This was the most childish argument that you’d ever had.

“You know what, I give up,” you said as tears started flowing out of your eyes. You slammed your room’s door on his face.

You heard him slamming the front door as he left too. You sat in the corner and cried a lot. You were disappointed in Seungho for not understanding. It was partly your fault too for not telling him why you loved the panda so much.

It was near 2 am when Seungho came back. He slowly opened the door to your room. You were still sitting in the corner, with your legs scrunched up and your head buried in them. He came and sat beside you.

“_________ ah,” he called your name, gently shaking you. You looked up at him with your puffy eyes.

I’m sorry,” he said. You looked away.

“Come one,” he said turning your face towards him. He held his ears. “Please forgive me?”

“It’s okay,” you said and hugged him.

“Now do you want to tell me why the panda is so important to you.”

Your heart sank but you knew it was time you told him. He deserved to know. You began telling your story.

“When I was five my dad took me to a street market. I begged my dad to buy me that panda… we weren’t that rich but I was too young to understand that. I kept begging him to buy it for me. He couldn’t say no to me so he bought it for me. I have no idea where and how he got the money for it. I was so stupid Seungho. I was so stupid. I wish I understood how hard our life was back then. Umma and Appa never made me feel, that we were poor. They would get me anything I wanted. So when he got me the panda, I was very happy.” You paused for a while and then began again. “Then Appa, told me to wait for him by the shop. I don’t know where he went but a while later I saw him on the opposite side of the street. He called my name and waved at me. I waved back. He ran towards me and that’s when..” a tear rolled own your cheek. Your voice choked. Seungho held your hand to give you support. “That’s when a car hit him.” You were crying now. “There was blood everywhere and Appa was lying motionless in the middle of the road. My Appa was dead. He was dead..” you said. Seungho pulled you into a hug.

“This panda is the only memory I have of him,” you said between sobs.

“I’m so sorry baby. I had no idea..” He rubbed your back. You cried a lot.

“It’s okay,” you said.

He wiped your tears. “I feel awful about what I said earlier.”

“It’s alright. I should have explained earlier. And besides you had a bad day, today.”

He held your face. “The panda can sleep with us every day,” he said.

A smile broke on your face. You hugged him.

“Sarangaheo Oppa!”

“Saranghaeo,” he whispered back.

“Now how about that back massage?” you asked getting up.

“Yeah, I’d love that.” He got up and picked you up.

“What are you doing?” you asked with a nervous laugh.

“About to get a back massage from you,” he said kissing you on the neck and dropping you on the bed.

“Oo, Oh,” you gasped as Seungho got on top of you.

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Lots of mixed emotions. :’)  I hope you guys like it.

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