Your Wish Is My Command

Don’t make me wait [Luhan]

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The weird feeling in your stomach was coming back again. You’d tried to control it for so long but as the time was nearing for you to walk up on the stage, it started coming back.

“You’ll be fine ________. You’ll be fine,” you told yourself repeatedly. You really wished Luhan was there to support you but his busy schedules always took up all his time. 

“__________, you’re up!” One of your teachers told you from behind.

“Do I have to do this?” you asked.

“It’s your fault for being so smart,” she replied giving you a comforting smile.  Yeah it really was your fault for being such a high achiever that you had to give a speech at your graduation. You felt like your heart pounding and sweat beads forming on your forehead. You had never been nervous in your life. Blinded by the bright light, you slowly walked up to the stage. You didn’t realize that you were holding your stomach tightly with one of your hands. It was only when the Dean gave you a strange look, that you quickly slid it to the side. 

“Anneyonghaseyo,” you said, holding the podium tightly. You closed your eyes one last time and then opened them again. A familiar but hazy images appeared in front of your eyes. ‘Is that Luhan? No, no it can’t be. He’s too busy. Why would he come…. Oh wait no that really is him. He’s really here. Yayyyyy. Oh God, why is he waving at me?? Everybody is staring at him. Gosh Luhan stoppp’

_______, ahem ahem,” the Dean said your name and cleared his throat.  You shook your head and began once again. This time you felt more confident since Luhan was there and he was looking right at you.  He gave you a thumbs up. You smiled briefly and resumed with your speech.

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Luhan ran towards you and lifted you in the air. “That was a beautiful speech ________.”

“Put me down oppa, everybody is looking at us,” you said while laughing uncontrollably. He hugged you once your feet touched the ground.

“I’m so proud of you.”

“Gomawo.” you said, looking at him lovingly.  “I didn’t think you were going to come.”

“Then why did you send the invitation?”

“Just in case..”

“Why wouldn’t I come? It’s the biggest day of your life. Well no not really. The biggest day of your life is yet to come, if you know what I mean and then..”

You connected your lips to his to stop him from rambling on and on. 

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Your phone had been buzzing for the past 10 minutes. You finally decided to pick it up.

“Hello,” you said with a sleepy voice.

“Open the door.”

“Huh?”

“I’ve been standing outside for the past 10 minutes.”

“Oh God, Oppa seriously!” you exclaimed getting out of bed. 

“It’s only 10 o clock and you’re a sleep already?” Luhan said walking in.

“Yeah I had a long day,” you said following him into the living room.

“What’d you do?”

“Job hunting,”

“Oh I’ve been there. It’s horrible.”

“No you haven’t. You didn’t even finish college and SM took you in,” you said hitting him on the shoulder.

“It’s the charms _____,” he said pulling you closer to him.  He bit his lips and looked at you with his puppy dog eyes.

“Umm those don’t work on me,” you said playing with his hair. Luhan pulled you even closer to him and kissed you on your sweet spot. 

 “Aish, that tickles.” You giggled and tried to push him away.  A smile spread on his face but he didn’t stop.  You had to surrender. His soft hands worked their way under your shirt.

“__________, I want to tell you something,” Luhan said between short pauses.

“It’s Sehun isn’t it?” you said.

“What???” Luhan suddenly pulled away and chuckled.  “You saw the Sina live chat too?” he asked while blushing.

“Obviously!” you laughed.

“This is so embarrassing.” He said scratching his head

“No it’s not. I think it’s pretty cute,” you winked at him.

“Aish!,” Luhan pouted.

“Okay so what is it that you want to tell me?”

Luhan shifted towards you and took your hand in his.

“Actually I want to ask you something!”

“Ahan,” you nodded.

Luhan pulled you closer to him. He had a very serious expression on his face. “________, we’ve been going out for three years now. You’ve graduated out of university too so I was thinking.. if… aaa,” he swallowed a spit. “ I was thinking .. I mean I want…to have .. a baby.” 

“Huhhhh?” you exclaimed with your eyes wide open and jumped back. You calmed yourself immediately because as you thought about it, the question wasn’t that surprising after all.

“But oppa..” you trailed off. You’d spoken too soon. You needed some time to think. “Ummm I don’t know what to say,” you said looking away. Luhan was still holding your hand firmly.

“What do you mean?” he asked as if demanding an answer.

“I’m not sure oppa. Taking care of a child is a big responsibility.”

“You don’t think I’m ready for it?” he asked.

“No, no that’s not it,” you said turning around to face him. You placed your hand on his cheek.

“Then what is it?”

“We’re both too young.”

“So what? We should start early.”

You had to admit, his comment was funny. A smile broke on your face.

“I don’t think I’m ready yet.”  You said.

“Why?”

You snapped your fingers as if you knew that the excuse you were going to make was going to win you the argument. “My figure,”

“What about it?”

“I don’t want to mess it right now!” you pouted.

“It doesn’t matter what you look like, I’ll still love you ________. It’s what’s on the inside that matters. I’m not that shallow and you know that too,” Luhan said squeezing your hand.

You were running out of excuses. You tired one last time. “I still have a career to start oppa.”

“You can still continue it.”

“Why don’t you understand oppa? I’m just not ready at the moment. I’m not in that state of mind yet and I certainly don’t want to rush things as if now. Please don’t push me.”

Luhan’s mood suddenly changed. You weren’t sure if it was because of your last statement or if he had just given up. He slid your hand off of his and got up. Disappointment showed clearly on his face.

“You know what _______, Just forget it.”

“Oppa!” you called after him but he’d left already. Everything happened so quick, you didn’t know what to do.  You wanted to go after him but you changed your mind instantly since both of you needed some time to think.

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You knocked on the door for the third time before Lay opened the door. The eye bags from not sleeping the night before were clearly visible on your face.

“You alright?” he asked.

“Yeah I’m fine. Where’s Luhan?”

“In his room!”

“Oppa?” you said poking your head inside Luhan’s  room.

He looked up at you and then looked away.

“Are you still mad?” you asked sitting next to him.

“What do you think?” he asked.

“I don’t want us to fight, please,” you insisted. “Can’t we just talk it out?”

“We did. Yesterday!”

You thought about what to say next since the situation was very sensitive. “I do want this to, just not at the moment. “

He furrowed  his eyebrows to show his disapproval of your statement.

“What? So you’re just going to let me go if I don’t say yes?” you asked.  As expected he didn’t say anything. You were a little frustrated too but you had to convince him somehow. Maybe not that day but sometime later. You got up to leave but Luhan held your hand.

“Of course not,” he said looking at you now. He took a deep breath and pulled you to sit down next to him. “I don’t want to force you into this. If we will do this, we should do it happily.” He still looked upset but he was trying.

A smile appeared on your face.

“Thank you,” you said and gave him a hug. He rubbed your back and rested his chin on your shoulder.

“Just don’t make me wait for long,” he whispered.

“I won’t, I promise.”

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Guys if this seems rushed, then I apologize. I was writing this while doing 3 other things at the same time [multitasking isn’t my thing] O_O

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