Your Wish Is My Command

You had to leave [Lay] Part 1

Here’s part 2



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You walked into the house, throwing your hand bag off to Narnia. You took off your shoes and left them in the corridor. You looked at your mother for a quick second but continued walking. Just then something hit you. She was smiling. She was smiling looking at something on her phone. Last time you saw her smiling was five years ago when your appa was still alive. You slowly walked up to her and sat beside her.

“Umma..”

“Huh?” she jumped up in surprise.

A smile spread on your face as she tried to hide her phone. You felt like your role had been reversed. Usually you were the one hiding your phone from her.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows.

“When did you get home?” she asked.

“Just now..” you mumbled.

“How was work?”

“I’m quitting soon. I hate this job,” you said with frustration.

She nodded, pretending to listen but you knew well that in the back of her head she was thinking something else. Something far too important, hence the faint smile on her face.

“Umma,” you shook her.

“Aish, I’m listening,” she made a face.

“Just tell me what’s going on. You and I both know you won’t be able to hide it forever.”

Her smile disappeared for a second but she immediately recovered it.

“I think it’s time I tell you.”

“Time? What? What are you talking about?”

“Shhhhh..” she nodded her head and made you sit next to her on the couch.

“________, I’ve been seeing this guy for a while ..” she felt your hand slip out of her. You felt a slight twinge of pain. You’d always seen your umma with your appa. They had to be together, always. “Well sort of ishhh,” she corrected herself.

“What do you mean? For how long?” you asked after a while.

“Five months.”

Your mouth fell open. Five months and you didn’t have a single clue about it. Disappointment made its way to your face and you turned sideways to hide the forming tears. Both you and her sat in silence for a long time. You could see her playing with her fingers. She did that when she was nervous.

You raised your head slightly to look at her. The face that was shining brightly a half hour ago was dull. The life that you’d seen on it was gone once again. It suddenly hit you, how selfish you were being. Her happiness was above all. At the moment, her feelings were more important. It was her life and she deserved to be happy. She had lived in agony for the past five years. If life was giving her a second chance than you had no right to come in her way.

You slowly slid your hand on top of hers. She immediately looked at you. You turned to her and held her face.

“So when am I seeing him?” you asked and winked to avoid getting teary eyed. A smile spread on your mothers face and she embraced you.

“Soon.. very soon,” she whispered to you.

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“Tuck in your shirt properly,” your mother nagged you as the two of you waited for the door to open.

“Umma I’m not a teenager anymore. Stop doing that,” you pouted.

She smiled at you. “And did I mention that he also has a s…” before she could finish, the door opened and a guy much much younger than your mother stood on the opposite side.

You gave him a strange look. Your mother could not be seeing him. He was far too young for her. In fact he seemed to be around your age. He smiled at the two of you and moved aside so both you and her could enter.

“________ah, come in,” your mother pulled you. You remained your eye contact with him. He seemed to be getting a little uncomfortable with the way you were looking at him.  

“Annyeonghaseyo,” you heard a voice say from behind. You turned around, to find an older guy entering the living room. It finally dawned on you. Your mother was trying to tell you that he had a son.

You greeted him and all of you settled down. He seemed like a really nice guy, a little dominating but nice.

“Yixing, why don’t you show her around?” he asked his son, sensing the awkward atmosphere in the room.

‘Yixing’ got up immediately as if waiting for someone to tell him to leave. It seemed like somebody had sucked the life out of him. Still, there was something about him that was attracting you towards him. For a while, you forgot why you were at their house.

“Come on,” he mumbled walking past you. You got up and followed.

“There really isn’t anything to show,” he said after showing you the balcony and then stepping into his own room.

You took a deep breath and looked around. The room was plain with only a few fixed artifacts. You hesitated but then sat on his bed. You felt him cringe a little but he came and sat beside you too.

“Why the flat face?” you asked. He didn’t respond but continued to stare into space. You felt like you were bothering him. Maybe he was just as upset as you were when you first found out about your parents. You thought for a while and began again.

“Listen, I know it’s a little upsetting to see our parents move on in life but I think we should both take a step back and let them figure this out. We should be happy for them.”

Still no response. Maybe you were just annoying him. You thought it better to just get up and leave. You were at the door when he mumbled something.

“What?” you turned around and asked.

“I’m happy for them,” he said pulling a fake smile. You could still see how upset he was. You went back and sat beside him.

“It’ll be alright soon,” you tried to comfort him. You felt him slide a little. You didn’t realize that you’d been sitting a little too close to him. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. There was a mysterious aura. You wanted to know what was going on inside his head.

“________, Yixing, dinner is ready,” you heard your mother’s voice.

“We should get used to that,” you said with a cheeky smile. He looked at you with a flat face once again. You could see that he was trying hard to smile but something inside of him was stopping him.

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“So do you like him?” you mom asked as the two of you settled on the couch. You were relieved that you were finally back home.

“He’s great,” you said but your thoughts were elsewhere. You were still thinking about Yixing.

“What do you think about Yixing?” she asked.

“Him? Why him?” you asked defensively.

“I might need your help with something.” You looked at her so she could finish. “Yixing’s father is very worried about him.”

“He should be. There is clearly something wrong with him” you rolled your eyes.

“________, I’m serious.”

“What is it?” you asked.

“He just got out of a two year relationship so he is really devastated.”

“Whaaaaaa,” you gasped. She nodded apologetically.

“He wants you to hang out with him some more. He feels that you can make him feel better especially since the two of you will soon be siblings.”

You wished she hadn’t said that. You had found him very charming and attractive the moment you saw him. How was this going to work out?

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You secretly wished he wouldn’t pick up his phone. One bell, two, three.. you were about to hang up when he suddenly picked up.

“Hello!”

“Uh Hi,” you choked. “Umm I don’t think you remember me but I came over to your house with my mother a few days ago.”

“Ye, I remember.”

“So I was wondering if you wanted to hang out or something?” you asked.

“Hang out?” he repeated in form of a question.

“It’s okay if you don’t want to. I mean I totally understand what..” you bit your tongue.

“Where do you want to go,” he asked.

“Sun set park?” you asked.

“Okay I’ll be there,” he said and hung up.

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You looked around for thirty minutes but there was no sign of Yixing. He stood you up. You weren’t surprised at all. His attitude was getting the best of him.

“Looking for someone?” he asked suddenly coming up behind you. You jumped around clenching your fist to calm your nerves.

“Did I scare you?” he asked stuffing his mouth with cotton candy. He seemed a lot better than last time. Something was clearly wrong with him.

“Did you get me some?” you asked.

“You can have this one,” he offered. You took some and shoved it in your mouth. The two of you began walking.

“So how’s everything?” you asked.

“Great,” he nodded. You didn’t know what else to say. You felt very awkward around him. You were going to give it another shot so you began to speak but he immediately cut you off.

“You don’t have to do this.”

“Do what?” you asked.

“This!” he said now turning to you. “Do you really think I wouldn’t know that my dad told you to do this?”

You felt embarrassed. You didn’t quite know how to answer his question so instead you looked at the ground.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Don’t be.”

“No I’m sorry that she left you,” you said. You could feel him cringe a little but he recovered immediately. He didn’t utter a single word. You wanted to look at him but the situation wasn’t allowing you to do that.

“I’ve moved on,” he said but his voice chocked.

“You don’t have t lie to me,” you said. He settled on a bench and buried his face in his hands. “I loved her a lot,” he murmured after a while. You wanted to comfort him. In your heart, you felt extreme hatred for the girl who’d left him like this. He seemed to be so broken. You had this sudden urge to hug him and that’s exactly what you did.

“You’ll move on,” you whispered to him.

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Four months passed by in a breeze. Having lunch with Yixing became a routine for you now. You had no idea he worked in the office opposite yours. In fact you had started to love work once again. He seemed a lot happier to now. Sometimes when he felt generous, he would gift you with a faint smile. That’s all you needed. You just wanted him to be happy. A guy as charming as him deserved to be happy.

“Guess who?” someone asked placing their hands on your eyes.

“Are you really going to do this with me?” you said while giggling. He chuckled as he removed his hands and sat across from you.

“Are you coming to the party tonight?” he asked. You nodded.

“Great! I’ll introduce you to all of my friends.” You nodded once again staring at him. His sweet, honey like voice always melted in your eyes. The shine in his eyes, the faint smile on his lips and glowing skin always captivated you. Little did you know, what you were getting yourself into.

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“Having fun?” he asked handing you a glass of juice.

“ Ye,” you said trying to avoid his eyes. “Uh, I need to go use the bathroom.” You immediately excused yourself. Earlier that day, after lunch you’d come to a realization that staying around Yixing was going to ruin your life. You had no idea when you’d fallen for him. You’d fallen hard because every time you saw him your heart ached. You knew you couldn’t ever be with him.

You were taken aback when you found him in the room as you got out of the bathroom.

“Why are you avoiding me?” he asked.

“Avoiding? What are you talking about?” you tried to bring out your playful side. Your eyes wandered from one corner of the room to the other nervously. The very next second Yixing grabbed your hand and pinned you to the wall. He connected his lips to yours. For a brief second you had no idea what was happening. You were kissing him back. You suddenly pushed him back.

“We can’t do this..” you said as tears began rolling out of your eyes.

You waited for him to say something but he didn’t. You couldn’t stay there any longer. It was time for you to leave.

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So while I was writing this I realized that there was NO WAY POSSIBLE that I could write the whole scenario in one part. The plot is too sensitive therefore I couldn’t rush with it. I’ve taken the liberty to make a  TWO PART scenario [I hope you don’t bash me for this anon] and to the other I hope you guys like this!

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