Your Wish Is My Command

Too perfect for me [Gongchan]

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You paced back and forth in front of B1A4’s dorm. After a lot of thinking, you finally knocked on the door.  It had been five months since you’d been going out with Gongchan and this was the first time you were going to meet the other members. You were nervous even though you had been the one to suggest the idea.

“Anyeong,” Jinyoung opened the door and greeted you.

“Anyeonghasaeyo,” you bowed before entering. Sandeul and Baro came jumping into the living room and also greeted you.

“You’re much prettier than Gongchan described you.” Baro said holding your hand.

“Huh? When has he ever talked about her? Till a month ago we didn’t even know she existed.” Sandeul said hitting Baro on the head.

“Be quiet,” Jinyoung hit Sandeul on the head and then glared at him. Sandeul really did have a big mouth. You were saddened by the fact that the other members didn’t know much about you.

“Where is Gongchan?” you asked, with a barely audible voice.

“He’s in the bathroom taking a shower,” Baro replied.

“He ran in there as soon as he heard the knock on the door,” Sandeul added.

“Oh!,” you chuckled.

“Come sit down,” Jinyoung invited you. “The food will be ready shortly.”

“Shinwooooo,” Baro called and ran to the kitchen to check on him.

“So Shinwoo Si cooks?” you asked.

Jinyoung laughed. “You can call him Oppa.”

Your cheeks turned red.

“Does Gongchan not tell you about how friendly we all are?” he asked.  You shook your head. Gongchan never told you anything. In fact, he barely ever talked when the two of you were together. You did all the talking. At first you liked it because you’d always wanted a good listener to be your boy friend but it was getting annoying after a while. He barely ever responded and never made an effort to talk. You saw other couples holding hands, walking in the park and you wanted to do that too but Gongchan was always awkward about it. You were ashamed to tell your friends that you guys hadn’t even had your first kiss yet. You tried to build up enough courage to confront him but since he didn’t talk that much so you didn’t feel close to him. You never knew what was going on inside his head.

“Aaa, I’ll go check on Shinwoo,” Jinyoung said, seeing you deep in your thoughts. You nodded and bit your lip.

There was no one in the living room anymore. You could hear the members arguing about how much salt to put in the soup. They seemed nice. You got up to go help them but something changed your mind and instead you walked into their room. Gongchan was still in the bathroom. The walls of the room were covered with pictures from various concerts, fansigns and tours. There was a picture of Gongchan with one of his fans. He had his arms around her. You frowned, looking at it. ‘So she gets a side hug while I don’t even get a simple touch of hands..’ There were similar pictures like that. Each one that you saw made you more and more mad. You were so engrossed into them that you didn’t notice that the water had stopped running.

The bathroom door clicked open and a half naked Gongchan came out, His back was facing you. He was looking for his cloths in the pile on the bed.

“Ahh, I’m so sorry,” you said covering your eyes.

“Huh,” he jumped around at your sudden comment and almost stopped his towel from falling.

“What are you doing in here?” he yelled.

“Oh.. I ..was…. Ahh Im so sorry,” you mumbled, not being able to look at him.

“Get out..” he whined, pointing at the door. He was so confused, he had no idea what he was saying.

You didn’t know what to do so you ran out of the room and the front door.

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“Huh! Where is _________?” Sandeul asked poking his head inside the room.

“She left..” Gongchan mumbled.

“What do you mean she left?” he asked.

“I don’t knowwww..” he replied with irritation.

“Is something wrong?” Sandeul asked rather softly this time.

“Nothing’s wrong,” he pouted and sat down on the bed. Sandeul sat beside him.

 “I don’t know if I should say this but there seems to be some tension between you and __________. Is something wrong? Do you like her? Are you serious ab..?”

I do like her..” Gongchan snapped, cutting him. “I like her a lot and that’s the problem.”

“How is that a problem?” Sandeul asked.

“She makes me nervous..” he mumbled back. Sandeul wanted to laugh at what he’d just said but he knew it would only make the situation worse.

“She’s just so perfect. I don’t even know how she’s going out with me. I feel so nervous when I’m with her. I want to hold her hand and hug her and kiss her but I can’t because I know I won’t do it right and she’ll be disappointed and then she’ll just leave me.” Gongchan had never said this much. That day was the first time he’d poured out all of his feelings without having someone to force him. Little did he know that you were standing at the door listening to all of it. You’d come back to get your bag that you’d left in his room.

“What are you going to do now?”

“I don’t know. I don’t know if she’s mad at me or if this relationship is over? All I know is that I really really do like her. I just wish I had enough courage to say this to her.” Gongchan said and looked up in frustration.

“Aaii,” he gasped seeing you at the door. You didn’t look mad but you weren’t smiling either. Sandeul turned around to look in the direction Gongchan was looking at.

“Aaaa, I think I’m going to leave the two of you alone.” He said and left quickly. He pushed you inside the room and closed the door behind you. You were still trying to sink in everything Gongchan had said. You could only imagine how embarrassed he was at the moment. He wouldn’t even look at you. His ears turned a light pink color as you moved closer towards him. You sat beside him and slid your hands on top of his. He didn’t pull them away. You then leaned in and gave him a peck on the cheek. Gongchan immediately looked up and at you. His eyes had widened in surprise. You looked away shyly to tell him that it was okay to be shy. He didn’t have to be nervous.

“___________,” he mumbled your name and then pulled you into a kiss. Your first ever kiss.

“I’m sorry,” he said after pulling away.  You shook your head and then rested it on his shoulder.

“So should we disturb them or not?” Baro asked the other members. All of them had been watching you guys through the tiny gap between the doors.

“No,” Jinyoung replied sternly.

“You know they are watching us right?” Gongchan whispered to you.

“Of course,” you whispered back, holding his hand tightly.

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Gongchan ^^ ( so adorable) 

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