Requested by anon
Warning: It’s a little sad
You stood outside Super Junior’s dorm waiting for someone to open the door. Even though they lived in two separate dorms, they were all going to be in the one on the 12th floor that night. Eunhyuk had decided to throw a big party for no apparent reason. The elevator opened and two girls came out. They came and stood beside you in front of their dorm. You’d never seen them before.
“Hi,” you greeted waving your hand.
“Hello,” they replied awkwardly. It seemed like it was their first time. They seemed very shy.
“Is this your first time coming to Suju’s dorm?” you asked.
“Ahhh ye,” the girls replied.
“Don’t worry, you’ll be fine,” you said reassuringly. Soon the elevator opened and a lot more people came off this time. You didn’t know any of them either. You were beginning to think, you weren’t standing in front of the right dorm. Just then, the door opened and Donghae appeared with a big cheeky smile on his face.
“Anyeong,” he waved his hand and moved aside to let everybody enter. You stood on the side and let people go in before you. You went in last.
“Who are all these people?” you asked Donghae with an amused expression.
“That’s what I’m thinking. This was all Eunhyuk and Kangin hyung’s idea,” he made a face.
“Are they all here?” you asked.
“Ah, ye they’re getting ready. Kyuhyun is in my room though,” he said as you began to walk. You turned around and squint your eyes at him. “Thanks for the info,” You saluted him.
“My pleasure,” he winked at you before disappearing into the crowd of unknown people. You tried to hold yourself from smiling. Not only Donghae but all the other members, always teased you with kyuhyun’s name. You knew, he knew, they all knew, you two liked each other but neither of you were willing to take the first step to make it official. You guys liked it just the way it was.
“Oppa,” you poked your head inside his room.
“_________ah, how do you always get here early,” Kyuhyun turned around and asked you making a face.
“You want me to leave?” you pouted, folding your arms.
“Aniyo,” he said walking towards you. Water dripped from his wet hair on the carpet. Thankfully he was wearing an undershirt otherwise you’d be blushing like a tomato and it would only give him another chance to make fun of you. He stopped inches away from you with a faint smile on his face. You tried to hide your nervousness by turning your face sideways.
“Stop blushing,” he said. You quickly touched your face in surprise. “And iron my shirt for me,” he finished. You rolled your eyes and took the shirt from him.
“What was that?” he held your wrist to stop you from turning around.
“What was what?” you asked.
“That eye roll?” he asked leaning in closer.
“The guests are all here,” Sungmin said poking his head inside the room.
“Ah oh Ye we are coming,” you replied extremely embarrassed. Kyuhyun didn’t change his position for once. He stood there watching you get nervous.
“Let me go, Sungmin oppa is watching,” you whispered.
“No he isn’t. He’s gone,” Kyuhyun replied as a cocky smile spread on his face. You shrugged yourself out of his grip.
“I’ll get your shirt in a minute,” you said running out of the room. Kyuhyun chuckled and shook his head. He loved it when he made you all jumpy and shaken. Even though you had known each other for almost three years, it never changed with you. Both you and him had made it pretty apparent that you liked each other but neither of you wanted to take that unannounced relationship to the next level. His unspoken words and your silent actions were more than enough for the both of you.
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You moved from one corner to the other during the party, looking for someone you knew, besides the boys. Your eyes fell on Esther, Siwon’s girlfriend, and you lunged towards her.
“Oh Gosh! Finally someone I know,” you said standing beside you.
“I was wondering the same thing. Who are all these people?” she said while giggling. “Was it Eunhyuk oppa’s idea again?”
You nodded your head and patted her back.
“Siwon oppa is not even here,” You said.
“Ah ye, but since they invited me, I felt bad and decided to come.”
“Aww Esther. That’s so sweet. I wish I was more patient like you. I don’t know how you put with him. You barley see him throughout the year. Isn’t it hard on you?”
“It was,” she sighed, “But I got over it. I love him so I have to put up with it. I know for sure that one day things will change.”
“I envy you for having so much patience,” you said.
“What about you yourself? You have a lot of patience too,” she tapped your shoulder.
“What do you mean?” you asked.
“Oh please _________. It’s been three years and you’re still waiting for him to make a move,” she said pointing towards Kyuhyun.
“Aish,” you pushed her lightly.
“Don’t deny it,” she nudged you.
“I like it just the way it is,” you said.
“Even when he’s busy laughing and talking to other girls?” she asked. You looked up to where Kyuhyun was standing. He really was having a good time.
“Of course,” you said calmly. There was nothing to be scared or insecure about. You’d seen love in his eyes for yourself. You were oblivious to many things but there was one thing you were sure of and that was that Kyuhyun loved you just as much as you loved him.
“I’m going to get some fresh air. This party is boring,” you said to Esther.
“Okay see you around,” she said pouring another drink for herself.
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It was neither too chilly nor too warm. The weather was just about perfect that night. You sipped on your apple juice, staring at the stars in the clear sky.
“Bored?” a voice said from behind. A smile made its way to your face. You knew exactly who it was. Kyuhyun came and stood beside you.
“Still stuck on apple juice?” he asked you.
“What? How’d you know?” you asked in surprise. He shook his head with a slight smirk on his face.
“Try this,” he brought his wine glass closer to your face.
“Aniyo,” you shook your head. “I don’t want to end up drinking like you all the time.”
“Its wine silly,” he said and pressed the glass to your lips. You had no choice but to let it in you.
“There! Happy?” you asked.
“Ye,” he said and took a deep breath. “So why are you out here?”
“I needed some fresh air? What about you?” you asked.
“ I saw you coming out here that’s why,” he replied. You liked how straightforward he was. There was nothing you could say to that so you remained silent and continued to look at the stars.
“They look beautiful don’t they?” he said after a while.
“Ye,” you said nodding your head. Both you and him were lost in the moment completely blocking the noise from the party. It felt good. You felt Kyuhyun’s hand slowly slide over yours. You turned your head slightly to look at him. He was still looking at the sky as if nothing had happened. Then as soon as you looked away, he pulled you towards him, connecting his soft lips to yours. In your heart you knew it was coming but you were still a little surprised. Nevertheless you kissed him back. He slid his hand behind your back while you, around his neck. Both you and him had waited long enough. It was finally over and it seemed beautiful. You were almost out of breath when he pulled away.
“Mianhe,” he said running his hand through his hair, shyly. You didn’t say anything except to smile at him. There was nothing you could say. It was all so perfect. The butterflies in your stomach, the goosebumps on your arm, the slightly pink cheeks and shaking hands; you liked it all. You’d been waiting to feel those emotions for the longest time.
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Two weeks had passed away and you had no idea where your relationship with Kyuhyun stood. He hadn’t contacted you ever since he kissed you on the night of the party. You didn’t want to text him and sound desperate but you also wanted to know what was going on. After a lot of thinking you decided to go to his dorm. You’d known each other long enough to ask straight up. You had every right to ask him after all.
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“Oh hey __________,” Eunhyuk said opening the door just as you were about to knock on it.
“Wow,” you chuckled. “Where are ya’ll going?”
“I have a schedule but the others are going somewhere else.”
“Oh and ..”
“Kyuhyun’s still inside. He isn’t going anywhere,” Sungmin said winking at you.
“Aish,” you hit him lightly.
The boys left, leaving you alone in the apartment. You slowly walked to Kyuhyun’s room, preparing your speech. “Oppa,” you said stepping inside. He was in the bathroom. You made yourself comfortable on the couch.
“Oh you’re here?” Kyuhyun asked coming out.
“Ye,” you mumbled, not making eye contact. You wanted to say something but starting off with that topic would be awkward.
“Is there something you want to say?” Kyuhyun asked sitting down on the edge of the bed.
“Ah, aniyo,” you shook your head.
“Come on _________. Don’t play with me,” he said throwing a small object at you.
“I don’t know how to say this,” you got up and turned away from him. “I’m just so …confused. I just want to know where..” You felt two hand on each of your shoulder. Kyuhyun turned you to face him and then slowly walked you to the wall behind you.
“Our relationship stands?” he asked, finishing your thoughts for you. Your eyes widened with surprise.
“How’d you…?”
“Shhhh,” he put his finger on your lips. He leaned in and kissed you on your forehead. “I love you _______.”
You felt your heart sink. It sounded so much better than how you’d imagined it in your head to be like. You looked away as he cupped your face in his hands. You knew he was still looking at you.
“Well?” he said. You looked back at him with questioning eyes.
“You love me too right?” he asked innocently. You began to laugh nervously.
“Of course I do,” you hit his chest lightly. He pulled you into a hug immediately. You felt his soft lips on your neck, then your cheeks and finally your eyes as you closed them. He unbuttoned you slowly and then took off his own shirt.
“Do you want this?” he asked. You looked at him for a while then finally nodded. The next second, you were off the ground and in his hands. He carried you to the bed and then slid his slender body on top of yours.
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You stood outside the hospital still shocked at the news you’d received from your doctor. You were happy, very happy but deep inside you were a little scared of what Kyuhyun was going to say. Would he be just as happy as you upon hearing the news of becoming a father soon. You’d asked the doctor repeatedly if it was really true and every time he’d nodded back saying that it was. It was true after all. A little part of Kyuhyun was now inside you. You placed your hand on your stomach and smiled. You decided to call Kyuhyun and give him the news.
“Where are you?” you asked.
“Just got done with a schedule.”
“Can you come to Asan Medical Center?” You asked.
“Huh Oh My God what happened?” Kyuhyun asked almost panicking.
“Nothing, I’m fine. I just want to tell you something.”
“Oh God. You scared me. ..Umm we just meet back at your apartment?” he asked.
“No, I want you to come here,” you insisted.
“But I’m really tired right now. I want to rest.”
“Oppaaaaa,” you whined.
“Okay, okay. Just give me 20 minutes and I’ll be there,” he said.
You were happy now. The little doubt you had in your heart was slowly fading away. You knew he wasn’t going to be mad. How could he be? Time wasn’t passing by fast enough. You’d looked at your watch almost 20 times in 5 minutes. The cars were flying by on the narrow road. You took a few steps back to keep safe. Your phone buzzed suddenly. It was Kyuhyun.
“Look up,” he said. You did as he said. He was standing on the other side of the road. He waved at you with a big smile on his face.
“Come on,” you mouthed the words waving back at him. He waited for the traffic flow to get slow so he could cross. He was half way across when more cars started coming in.
“Hurry,” you yelled excitedly. Kyuhyun looked at you and then back on the road. Both you and him didn’t see the car coming. Before you knew it, the car hit him. Your heart dropped to your stomach ad everything around you stopped. You felt something wet on your face. It was blood. Kyuhyun’s blood! Your body froze as you stared at your hands in horror. In only a few seconds your world had turned upside down. There was chaos everywhere. Worried passerby’s formed a circle around him, pushing you to the far back. Nothing made sense to you. It all seemed like a nightmare. It was too real to be a nightmare. You closed your eyes and then opened them again. It was real. All of it was real.
“Oppa!,” you whispered and collapsed on the ground and buried your face in your hands. “No, no no no!,” you repeated shaking your head. Memories of the time you first saw Kyuhyun started coming to you. He introduced himself awkwardly and then stared at you the rest of the time you were around him. You remembered the time he’d given you a slight peck on the cheek and then quickly looked away. The time he was sick so he decided to sleep in your bed. Then when you got sick, he took care of you. The time he forgot to wear his pants in a hurry to open the door only to find you standing on the other end. The time he baked a cake for your birthday but it was hard as rock. The other members made fun of him but you ate it happily. The time he punched a guy at the club who was annoying you. The time he forced you to eat ice cream in the cold. The time he got you a pet goldfish. The time you beat him at Star Craft and he didn’t talk to you for three days. And finally the time he first kissed you under the stars, the first time he told you he loved you and the first time he touched your bare body. All of it came back. You suddenly got up. You had to see him.
“Oppa!,” you cried, pushing through the pool of people. His body lay in the middle. Motion less and disfigured. The world around you began spinning and then everything blacked out.
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Four Years Later:
“Hello Ms. _________,” the nurse greeted you as you entered the hospital.
“Hello,” you replied pushing the stroller in front of you.
“How’s Cho Jr. doing?” she asked caressing your son’s cheek.
“He’s doing great,” you replied.
You made your way to the room, you’d been coming to for the past four years, every day.
“How’s he doing?” you asked the nurse inside.
“He’s doing great!,” she replied with the same smile she always gave. You set the stroller in the corner, took your son out and carried him to his father.
“Appa,” he said stretching out his hands. You chuckled and let him sit next to his father. He played for a long time before going to sleep.
You stayed beside Kyuhyun for a long time holding his hand in yours. “I miss you,” you whispered and lifted his hand to give him a kiss. A tear fell from your eyes but you quickly wiped it away. You got up and fixed his hair then kissed him on his forehead.
“Visiting time is over _________,” the nurse said poking her head inside.
“Ah ye,” you replied wiping the tears that were forming in your eyes again. You felt a hand on your shoulder.
“Give up _________. The chances of him coming back are very little.” The nurse said. She was right. In a few days they were going to take him off of life support. You were wishing that day wouldn’t come. You were wishing for him to come back. You were wishing for a miracle. You stared at the nurse for a long time thinking about all of it. Then you finally picked up your stuff to leave.
“I still have hope,” you said and closed the door behind you.
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Ummm Okay I’ll go cry now! Bye Bye everybody.
If any of you didn’t catch it, I based the whole idea on 7 years of love by Kyuhyun [3+ 4 years] and this scenario is 7 pages long too. [Awesome, isn’t it?] Okay back to me crying now! Bye Bye
Edit: I highly recommend that you guys give the song a listen! It’s awesome.