**Even if you’re not a Kyuhyun bias, I’d recommend this scenario to you. [It’s sad btw] **
“Why are you still in here? It’s about to start snowing soon,” someone said while you were still deeply immersed in your task on the computer.
“I’ll be fine,” you mumbled without taking your eyes off of the screen.
“It won’t be safe,” he insisted.
“I’ll be fine.. really,” you said, this time looking up. “Oh Kyuhyun si,” you immediately got up and bowed.
“You don’t have to do that,” he half chuckled signaling you to sit down.
“Ah… yeah I was just about to leave,” you said, feeling a little stupid for your brief responses earlier.
“Okay, let me know if you need help. There’s practically no one else in here. Everybody left.”
“Oh.. alright,” you gave him a thumbs up and began packing.
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You walked down the ice laden road. You had tried your best to hurry but it still wasn’t fast enough to beat the weather. You weren’t even wearing the right shoes and you wouldn’t be surprised if you slipped.
“___________,” someone called from behind. You turned around to see a large but slender figure run towards you. It was Kyuhyun once again. He stopped right in front of you. You gave him a strange look.
“What?” he asked.
“Nothing..,” you shook your head.
“No tell me,” he insisted.
“Ah I was just wondering how you knew my name?” you asked.
“Is it weird that I do?” he asked.
“Aniyo,” you replied and pulled a smile. You didn’t quite know how to act like around idols. In fact it was the first time one of them had made an effort to talk to you. You It hadn’t been long since you started working at the company therefore not a lot of people knew of you.
“Umm, let me walk you home,” He suggested.
“Oh no I’ll be fine. You don’t have to go through all that trouble,” you replied.
“No please I insist,” he said. You couldn’t reject his offer. One- because he was right. It really was dangerous and Second – because you couldn’t reject an idol’s request. It was a company law. You smiled at your own silly thoughts and nodded.
“How far is it from here?” he asked.
“Not that far,” you replied.
Throughout the rest of the way Kyuhyun tried to small talk. You occasionally filled in with your ‘ums and urrrs’ but nothing special. You really didn’t have much to say.
“Oh goody we’re here,” you clapped your hands. You were hoping he would leave but he stood there watching you. “Umm would you like to come upstairs?” you asked.
“Up stairs? Umm.. okay!,” he replied. It was as if he was waiting for you to ask. You guys took the stairs instead of the elevator because the building was very old and the electricity would go any second since the weather was getting bad.
“It’s not that big but make yourself comfortable. I’ll make hot chocolate.” You said as the two of you entered your one bedroom apartment.
“Oh no no you don’t have to,” he said.
“No, I’m making some for me and my boyfriend so it won’t be a bother.”
“Boy friend?” he raised his eyebrows a little surprised at the sudden announcement.
“Oh ye, he’ll be coming soon. He usually comes to visit at this time,” you said walking into the kitchen. Kyuhyun’s skin grew pale and his throat almost dried. He felt his heart crushing a little bit.
“You know what, I just realized I have some work pending. I should head out,” he said, still a little disillusioned.
“Are you sure?” you asked.
“Ah.. ye,” he said poking his head in the kitchen. “You guys have fun okay.”
“Ghamsahamnida,” you replied and walked him to the door.
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Days passed by and you kept having awkward encounters with Kyuhyun. You felt like he was hesitant to make eye contact, quite unlike the first time he talked to you. You had a lot going in your own life to pay much attention to him so you really didn’t put a lot of thought into it.
Winter was at its peak and you sort of liked it. It was a perfect cuddling weather. Just like all the other days, you were running late once again. You liked to finish all your work and then leave. This usually led to staying way after the closing time.
You casually walked to the exit but a sweet melody caught your ears. It sounded very familiar. Your feet automatically began towards it. You poked your head inside the room it was coming from. It was Kyuhyun playing the piano.
“I didn’t know you could play the piano,” you muttered.
“Huh!,” he looked up in surprise. “Ah, yeah I can.. just a little.”
“A little? That’s actually really good.”
“Yeah, that’s one of my favorite songs.”
“I love that song too,” you replied.
“So you listen to my music?” he asked.
“Your music….? ..wait.. is that your song?”
“Ahhhh yeah,” he replied with a faint smile.
“Oh.. I feel like such a..”
“Pabo?” he filled in.
“Ye,” you nodded.
“Can you play it on the piano?”
“Of course,” you replied. He got up to let you sit. You immediately accepted the offer and settled down stretching your arms and exercising your fingers.
“Are you ready?” you asked jokingly. He nodded back with the same smile he gave you the first time he talked to you. You didn’t quite know what it meant but you were glad it was back. You hated being awkward around people.
Your fingers ran swiftly on the keyboard as the beautiful music filled the air. You lifted your head slightly as if asking him if he liked it. He nodded back with a warm smile. Indeed he did like it- in fact loved it. Then suddenly something struck and his expression changed. It hardened. You didn’t understand why so you stopped. He turned around so e wouldn’t have to look at you anymore. It hurt him.
“What’s wrong?” you asked and placed your hand on his shoulder.
“Nothing,” he sighed.
“You can trust me. I might be able to help.” You said.
“You can’t..”
“What do you mean?” you asked, a little confused by his statement.
“Forget it,” he said turning around. You could see the forced smile on his face. “I’ll just catch you later. It’s getting dark once again and we don’t want to be stuck here.”
He began to walk but you held his wrist. It was brave move that you made but you just couldn’t stand seeing his depressed face.
“It’s okay if you tell me,” you said.
Kyuhyun released his hand from your lose grip and then held you by your arms, tightly. “It’s you okay. It’s all about you.”
“Waaa..what do you ..mean?” you stuttered still a bit shaken.
“Ever since I saw you _________. It’s like you’re playing with my head. I have never been like this. I could never think about a girl like this… my life is music. It’s the only thing I used to think about and now it’s you. I fought it for a long time but then I got tired so I made an effort to talk to you. And then what did you do..? You told me you were in a relationship?”
“You’re making it sound like it’s my fault,” you said angrily and pulled back.
“It is your fault … for just walking into my life like that..”
You closed your eyes for a few second to let what he had said, sink in and then looked at him again. Could you really say anything? You weren’t sure. It was the best for both you and him that you left immediately. You turned around and without looking back, hurried out the door.
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You had thought the previous encounters were awkward but ever since that little piano episode had happened things got even worse. You tried your best to avoid any sort of interactions but even you knew you couldn’t do that all the time.
“Hey, do you want me to pick you up today?” your boyfriend asked you over the phone.
“Why today? Something special going on?” you asked.
“Ah nothing, I was just free tonight that’s why.”
“Sounds good to me.”
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You looked at your watch. It was almost time for Yoogeun to come. You finished the last task, picked up your belongings and ran out to the front door. You saw Yoogeun coming in only to be stopped by Kyuhyun.
“Who are you?” Kyuhyun asked.
“I’m here to pick someone up,” he replied calmly.
“He is with me,” you butted in, walking up to the two men.
“Oh!,” Kyuhyun muttered with a sigh.
“Don’t you want to introduce me to him?” your boyfriend asked.
“Ah ye! This is Kyuhyun si,”
“Yes yes I know,” Yoogeun replied offering his hand to Kyuhyun. Even you didn’t know that he was a big fan of him.
“And this is my … boyfriend,” you said hesitantly, pointing your hand towards your Yoogeun.
“Oh come on. Do you still go on around telling people that I’m your boyfriend?” he asked you with a comical expression. You tried to stop him from what he was about to say next. You knew it would hurt Kyuhyun and that was the last thing you wanted. After all, you respected him a lot too. “Since last week, we have been officially engaged so she is my fiancée.”
The faint smile that Kyuhyun had forced on his face disappeared immediately as he heard those words. He looked at you and then the ring in your finger. How could he miss that? He began to say something but his thoughts were too jumbled up to be formed into words. He shook his head, stuttering broken words. Yoogeun didn’t understand why and thus proceeded to invite him to the wedding.
“We haven’t even decided on a that matter yet,” you said grinding your teeth.
“We will soon,” he mumbled.
You fake laughed and took your leave from Kyuhyun. He had been given enough shocks for one day. Before you walked out the door, you turned around for a quick glance. He stood in the same position, almost motionless, with his eyes fixed to the ground. It sent a tinge of pain through your heart. You held on to Yoogeun’s hand tightly to comfort yourself. After all he was the man you loved and you were sure of it.
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After what had happened the day before you wanted to check on Kyuhyun one last time before you left for home. There were still some staff members strolling around on the first floor. Your phone buzzed. It was Yoogeun but you were too preoccupied with thinking of a plan to see Kyuhyun without being seen by anyone. It buzzed several times more. He was calling to tell you that he was coming to pick you up once again. He wanted to take you out somewhere special that night.
You tip toed to the practice room and poked your head inside. Kyuhyun wasn’t in there. A few other members were still hanging around.
“Where is Kyuhyun si?” you asked.
“He went downstairs to get something out of the car.” Sungmin replied.
Perfect- you thought. He was outside. You could talk to him without anyone finding out. You ran outside to catch him before he came back inside.
“Kyuhyun si,” you called from a distance. He turned around, gave you a look and then turned back to looking for whatever he was looking for.
You walked a little closer. “I’m really sorry about yesterday.. I didn’t mean to..”
“What are you sorry for?” he mumbled, completely cutting you.
“No I meant.. that …” you tried to form the right words looking up at the dark sky. Kyuhyun suddenly grabbed you and then pinned you to the car.
“Tell me if for once you ever felt anything for me?” he asked. You didn’t know what to say. You barely knew him, how could you feel anything for him.
“That’s right..,” he pulled away a little. “It’s only one sided love ________ and I can’t deal with it anymore. You probably think I’m really strange and even I think I’m strange for acting like this but tell me how I’m supposed to get rid of those thoughts, those feelings.. those..” he slammed his hand against the car. You let out a little scream.
“ I don’t know what to say..” you mumbled.
“Me neither,” he scoffed. “I’m just frustrated right now.”
“I’m sorry,” you tried to console him. His condition reminded you of your own. A few years ago you felt the same way towards Yoogeun; until a year back when you finally confessed to him. He was surprised for a while but later he was one who came after you.
Kyuhyun turned around and pulled you closer to him. You could feel his gaze on you. You kept your eyes fixed towards the ground. He lifted your head slightly and without a warning, pressed his lips against yours. You were still confused when you heard a familiar voice call your name. You pulled away and turned around. It was Yoogeun. He seemed hurt and just as confused.
“Yoogeun,” you mouthed the word. He shook his head and began walking. Kyuhyun was still holding you.
“Let me go,” you asked angrily. He let go off your hand and you sprinted towards your fiancé. “Yoogeun waitttt,” you called after him. He didn’t stop until you two reached a small alley.
“It’s not like what you think it is..” you tried to explain.
“I wish I could believe that,” he said.
“It’s not Yoogeun. Trust me.”
He pulled you closer and cupped your cheeks. “I love you _________,” he said.
“I love you too,” you replied. Tears were rolling out both his and your eyes.
“But I can’t do this anymore,” he said.
“What?” you gasped in surprise.
“I’m sorry,” he said taking the ring out of your hand.
“ No Yoogeun .. no,” you pulled on his sleeve. “You don’t mean that.”
He shrugged his arm from your grip and began walking. People around the street gave you two strange looks.
“Stop it _________ and just leave,” he said angrily. You stared at him until his image faded into the crowd. You felt like your heart congesting. It hurt. You couldn’t breathe.
“_______________,” you heard your name being called. You turned around and saw Kyuhyun running towards you. Either his image was hazy, or your eyes were blurring out. You shook your head but nothing changed. You felt a tinge of pain in your head. You pushed people aside and started running away from Kyuhyun.
“______________,” he repeated your name again. He was waving his hands, trying to tell you something. You couldn’t figure out what when something hit you and boom everything blacked out.
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3 months later:
“She’s opening her eyes..she’s opening her eyes,” you heard someone say. The bright light on the top of your head was refraining you from seeing anything. You tried t lift your hand but it hurt. Your entire body hurt except for your legs. With great effort you moved your head sideways. Kyuhyun was jumping with excitement and tears in his eyes. Everything blacked out again.
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The next time you woke up, you could see more clearly. Kyuhyun was still sitting beside you holding on to your hand. You ran your tongue on your dry lips and tried to recall what had happened. It hurt your head but things were coming back. You looked at your empty ring finger. That night.. that horrible, horrible night was coming back to you. You felt disgusted by his presence so you pulled your hand away.
“_________,” he whispered your name.
“Go away,” you said with coarse voice.
“I can’t. You need me.”
“I don’t need you,” you tried to get up. It hurt but your legs refused to move. Your lower body seemed to be numb. “Why can’t I move my legs?” you asked getting a little worried. Kyuhyun held on to your hand.
“________, ________ please listen to me,” he tried to calm you.
“Will you please tell me why I can’t move my legs?” you yelled. Kyuhyun got up pressed the side of your head against his body.
“We will fix this. I’ll take you to States. We will consult better doctors.” He said in a hushed tone.
“No,” you pushed him. “No no no no,” you shook your head covering your ears.
“__________, I’m here for you. I always was and I always will be. Let me help you.”
You didn’t want to hear anything. You kept your eyes closed for a long time, trying to think everything through. How could it be? Your life was over. How were you going to live? Did Yoogeun ever even return? Why was Kyuhyun still here? How could he still love you despite all that had happened? Why didn’t he run away like Yoogeun. All the questions only brought more misery to you.
“I’m so tired,” you mumbled. Kyuhyun sat down behind you so you could rest your back against his body.
“Did he ever come back?” you asked.
“No,” he muttered. The silent room began to echo with your soft sniffles.
“I know all of this is my fault __________ and I want to fix this. If you could just find it in your heart to give me a chance. I want to take care of you and shower you with all the love that I have for you. Please,” he sounded desperate. He was desperate. He had waited day and night praying for your health. Now that you were back, he never wanted to let go of you.
“I want to sleep,” you mumbled. He moved from behind you and let you lay down. Right when he was about to walk away you held on to his hand.
“Please don’t go,” you whispered. He stared at you as if something had just struck him. Did you really mean those words?
You held on to his hand tightly, pulling him to sit. Kyuhyun lifted your hand and kissed it. He ran his fingers through your hair until you fell asleep…
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So this is honestly not how I planned for it to turn out but I guess that’s how it is! I [want] Kyuhyun! I hope you al like it! O_O
Edit: Just realized that my scenario is a little similar to this Super Junior song