Your Wish Is My Command

Give me a chance [JR]

Requested by anon 

[Jonghyun a.k.a JR from NU'EST]



The two of you walked down the busy street in a slight rush. He occasionally made brief stops so that you would slow down and wait for him to catch up. You would give him one of your mean looks while he would return it with his ever so sweet smile.

“Seriously dude what are you doing?” you asked, turning around for the fifth time.

“I just want you to walk a little slower you know. What’s the rush?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” you mumbled.

“Exactly,” he suddenly held your hand and pulled you back to where he was standing. “Now walk besides me not in front of me.”

You rolled your eyes but gave in to his wishes. “You can let go off my hand now,” you said.

“Ah ye,” he huffed in embarrassment.

It didn’t take long for the two of you to reach the coffee shop. It was your favorite place in town. You went there every time you visited the area.

“Let’s see if this is really as good as you described it.” He opened the door and held it for you.

“Thank you,” you bowed before going inside. There weren’t a lot of people in there. In fact the place was not even big enough to hold a huge crowd. A young couple stood in front of the two of you. The guy very lovingly held the girl from behind and rested his chin on her shoulder, whispering sweet words in her ears. JR looked at you and let out a mourning sigh. He wished he could do the same. He wished you wouldn’t twinge when he held your hand. He wished, you wouldn’t cringe your nose every time he hugged you. He just wished that you would like him back. 

“What do you want to get?” you asked without turning to look at him. There was no reply. “Jonghyun..” you said his name but still no words were uttered. You turned around only to find him looking at you, as if he was lost in a different world.

“Are you okay?” you asked snapping your finger in his face.

“Huh?” he shook his head. “Ah.. yeah I’m fine.”

“So what do you want?” you asked.

“Whatever you’ll get.  I’m new here. I don’t know what’s good and what’s not.” 

“Fine,” you replied with a faint smile and proceeded to order.

The two of you settled in a small corner of the shop, each taking little sips of your lattes. 

“Why do you seem so lost today?” you asked out of curiosity.

“Lost? Me?” he asked, acting like he was actually surprised.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“It’s nothing,” he shook his head.

“You know what we should have invited the rest of the boys to come with us. I can’t believe they’re missing out on this,” you said suddenly, completely changing the topic. JR was taken by surprise. He was hoping you would ask him what was wrong and coax him into telling you what he was really thinking. It was not the first the first time that had happened anyways. He had been dropping hints every time he was around you but you were either to oblivious or you didn’t take them seriously.

“Maybe I wanted to spend some alone time with you…,” he said looking out the window.

“Oh really,” you asked jokingly and slightly pushed his hand.

“I’m serious,” he replied. You were giggling but his changed tone sort of took you. You looked up to examine his face and he really did seem distressed.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“I mean,” he held your hand and rubbed it softly. You could feel that he was hesitant and nervous. “I like you __________,“ he finally said. 

“What?” you immediately pulled your hand away spilling the latte all over the table. “Aigoo,” you gasped while JR grabbed the napkins. The two of you cleaned the table hurriedly and you quickly walked out of the shop with him following close behind.

“_________ wait,” he called after you.

“What is this?” you shrugged before he could hold your arm.

“What do you mean what is this? I’m telling you I have feelings for you and you’re acting like this?”

“You know this isn’t right okay? Then why would you even say something like that?”

“Why is it not right?” he asked. You looked up and around. You were getting nasty stares from people who had to walk around the two of you. You grabbed his hand, rather violently  and pulled him to a small isolated corner.

“Can’t we do this when we get back?”

“No, I want an answer right now,” he insisted. “________ I've waited too long to confess my feelings to you. Please don’t do this.”

“Too long?” you raised your eyes in a questioning way. He nodded back as his ears turned a light shade of red. “How long?” you asked.

“8 months…” he said after a short pause.

“What?” you gasped in disbelief.

“But that doesn’t matter right now. I just want to…be .. with you.” He looked at you for a response but your thoughts had been too shoveled to be formed into words. “___________ I know you feel the same way about me. Why don’t you just admit it? Why are you doing this to yourself and …me?”

“I don’t,” you said and turned away. You didn’t want to give away any of you feelings. After all you were a very expressive person and you didn’t want him to know that you felt the same way. You were just too scared to admit it.

“__________,” he called your name again.

“Stop it Jonghyun,” you said a little more sternly. He didn’t listen and instead pulled you violently, to face him. “If this is because of the age difference than you’re being immature.”

“What..no,” you tried to defend yourself.

“I’ll have you know I am perfectly capable of taking care of you. Why don’t you just give me a chance?”

“You don’t understand!,” you blurted out, meaningless words.

“Just because you’re older than me won’t change anything.”

“It will.. later on,” you mumbled. You could feel his grip loosen on you. You took that as your chance and ran into the crowd. He followed immediately but you were way too fast. He’d lost you.

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It was the day the group was returning back to Seoul. You packed all of your belongings and began loading them in the small van.

“Hey ________ have you seen hyung?” Ren asked while shoving his bag in the back.

“Aniyo,” you replied but even you were wondering where he was. You hadn’t seen him since the day before, when you ran off into the crowd.

“He might still be in his room. Can you go check?” Aron asked you.

“Ye,” you nodded back.

You slowly made your way up to his room and poked your head inside. There was nothing there, not even his luggage.

“Jonghyun,” you called out, walking in. You scanned the room thoroughly. It was clean cut. Just as you were about to leave your eyes fell on a coffee cup on top of the dresser. You walked up to it so you could throw it away but it was full and warm. There was a note under it that said – ‘Please’ on it. You didn’t quite understand but it soon came to you. Without you realizing it, a smile spread on your face. He’d really done it.

“So it’s a yes?” you heard a voice from behind you.

You jumped around, almost causing your coffee to fall once again. He lunged towards you to help you.

“I got this,” you replied putting it away to lessen the distance between you and him. JR came closer, holding you firmly.

“Can we forget about what happened yesterday and just..”

“Move on?” you finished for him with a teasing smile.

“Well.. no.. I mean I want you to be with me,” he said hesitantly.

“I was kidding,” you said putting your arms around his neck and shaking your head lightly. All JR could do was smile at you. Of course the smile could in no comparison describe what he was feeling on the inside. He pulled you into a hug and whispered, “Thank-you.”

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I literally wrote this in 35 minutes [No kidding] so if it has mistakes I apologize in advance. Gotta get back to studying —> O_O  

*1st Nu’est scenario yayayayay* 

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