Dear __________,
Hey guys, I’m sorry but I just had to write this to let all of my emotions out. I cant keep them bottled up inside me. You guys don’t have to read it if you don’t want to. I just wanted a place I could post this to let it all out. [Hopefully I’ll start writing soon]
Dear ______________,
The first time I saw you, was with the guy I liked. Later I found out that you guys were best friends. It made me a little happy but I was scared at the same time. It made me nervous thinking that you knew him. I remember seeing you at the soccer practice while I practiced for lacrosse and I even remember the day we were getting a punishment from our coach while you guys watched and giggled. I was mad but I soon realized that we did look funny so it wasn’t really your fault. Still I didn’t take enough notice of you until we were in the same class. You weren’t mean after all. If anything, you were very sweet. You always tried to talk to me but I kept pushing you away and I feel really bad about it now. I wish I hadn’t done that. We would have grown to be so much closer than we actually were. I loved how you defended my friend when someone was bashing her and on top of that I loved how you always talked about the guy I liked. I liked seeing you guys together after school only a few cars down to mine. You would always be there and he would drive you home. I can’t get any of that out of my head. I remember the day you asked me to help you tie your apron for you. You didn’t even ask you just expected me to do it. You may have been sad on the inside but you never showed. You were one of the cool kids so you always tried to look mean but you weren’t. You were really sweet _______ and I wish I could tell you that. I wish I had talked to you on the last of school when you were standing in the corner by yourself. I wish I had asked you to sign my yearbook. And I just wish you were still here right now.
And you too __________. We had the same class but I never really talked to you apart from saying two to three words. I felt really bad for you when your girl friend died last year. You were really broken but you didn’t show it. You were a strong guy. I still can’t imagine that you and ________ are not here with us anymore. The memories keep flashing before my eyes and it hurts every single time. I can imagine how [the guy I liked] – your best friend must be feeling right now. You guys had such a strong bond. He must be devastated and I can’t even be there to console him. Everything is so complicated right now.
You guys are in a much better place now but you guys will always be missed.
From [Me]