Your Wish Is My Command

Love came back [Sehun] Ft. Suho

You felt very stuffy as you opened you eyes. It didn’t take you long to realize that half of Sehun’s body was on top of you. You tried to get up but gave up soon because you knew Suho was on the top part of the bunk bed.

“Sehun ah,” you whispered. He shifted slightly and put his hand on your face. You pouted and moved it aside.

“Sehun ahhhh,” you whispered again, this time shaking him.

“Aaaaann,” he made a face and got even more comfy, now hugging you.

“Oh no you didn’t,” you said and pushed him off of the bed.

“Huhhhh! Woaaaaa..” Sehun blurted in utter confusion. He rubbed his eyes still half asleep.

“Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! Oppa is still sleeping!” you said pointing up.

“No I’m not!” Suho said while getting up and stretching. Your face turned red with embarrassment. This was the second time this was happening. You and Sehun loved playing silly board games till late night. Neither of you were willing to give up or lose so just like once before, you guys fell asleep in the same bed arguing about who was more right.

Suho came down from the top slowly trailing off in to the bathroom. He stopped halfway and turned around to look at the both of you. There was a mischievous smirk planted on his face.

“What?” you pouted, trying to avoid his gaze.

“Nothing,” he shook his said and grabbed his towel.

You turned around and glared at Sehun. “We have got to stop doing this.”

“Doing what?” he made a face getting up.

“What will your hyung’s think of you and me?” you asked.

“Nothing! They won’t think anything. They know we are friends. Gosh!” Sehun said playfully.

“Urgh!” you stomped your feet.

Sehun advanced towards you,“Unless of course you want to be more than that.”He finished his sentence with a sexy wink.  

“Sehun ah!, Stop,” you threatened to hit him. He held your fist and pulled you closer. Just then the bathroom door opened and Suho walked out, shirtless of course.

“Oppa!” you blurted in surprise and pushed Sehun away.

“Aish! At least wear a shirt,” Sehun snickered and threw a shirt at him. “Don’t you see there is a girl in the room.” 

“You slept, wrapping your arms around her last night, I don’t think this..”

“Hyungggg,” Sehun bashed Suho angrily. Suho stopped but he couldn’t refrain himself from smile. It made you feel even more awkward.

“Aaaa, I’m going to leave!” you said and ran out the door.

“__________ahhhh,” Sehun called after you but he knew it was no use. He turned around flaring at a  laughing Suho. “Why don’t you just tell her you like her?” Suho asked between his fits.

“Hyunggg,” Sehun pouted. “You always have to mess everything.”

“Mess everything? Me? What are you talking about?” Suho asked innocently. Sehun turned around, making it clear that he actually was mad.

“Sehun ahh,” Suho came up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder.

“I am serious. Just tell her. You guys have been friends long enough. Do you really think she will reject you?” Sehun looked up and nodded.

“She wouldn’t ever. Have you not seen the way she looks at you?”

“I’ve seen the way she looks at you,” Sehun replied raising his eyebrows.

“Aish, Pabo,” Suho hit him. “Don’t be a fool. Now the next time you see her, just tell her how you feel okay?”

Sehun nodded in agreement but deep inside he was still unsure.

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Sehun had thought of everything and anything that he could do to prepare himself but nothing came up. He was confused. He would tell you the littlest of the things but telling you that he liked you was really hard. He got nervous every time he thought about it.

Like all the other mornings, he woke up thinking about you. A smile spread across his face. He shook his head and got out of bed.

“Hyungggg,” he yelled, trying to find his shirt. “Did anyone make breakfast?”

Nobody responded. “Hyunnnngg,” he called again and walked out of the room. “Ahhh!” he jumped the next second and tried to cover his bare chest with his arms. You were standing right before him.

“__________ah, what are you doing here?” he asked. The muffin that you’d stuffed your mouth with started falling out as you tried hard to not laugh. It took you a while to recover.

“Sehun ah, you shouldn’t really be going around shirtless. There’s nothing to show,” you teased him. He pouted and turned around.

“Now don’t tell me you’re mad at me?” you asked.

“No I’m not,” he mumbled. “Try calling me oppa next time.”

“What?” you whispered because it didn’t make sense as to why he’d said that. He’d never mentioned that before.

As soon as Sehun entered his room, heh it himself on the head. “What the hell was I thinking? Why did I say that?”

“So, what are you doing today?” you asked following him into the room.

“We have practice till 6,” he said making a face. “The guys probably left early I guess.”

“Yeah, when I came, they were all leaving…,” you waited for him to put his shirt on so you could talk again. “Soooo! Do you want me to make you breakfast?” you asked.

“You’ll make me breakfast?” he repeated as his face lit up. You nodded your head with a faint smile.

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Sehun looked at the omelet on the table with disgust. He hated them. In fact he couldn’t even stand the smell of an omelet.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“Uh nothing,” he replied and took his first bite.

“Is it good?” you asked curiously.

“Mmmmm,” he forced a smile. He cared a lot about you but you took it as nothing more than friendship. Sehun had grown tired of dropping hints but there was another guy on your mind. He had been on your mind for a long time and you were finally going to tell him how you felt on Valentine’s day. You had no idea a mere infatuation was going to turn into secret love. The only problem was that he never understood any of your signs. Your patience level had come to such a point that you didn’t even care about your self respect anymore. You were going to tell him how you felt and the rest was going to be up to him. A little part of you knew that he would never ever reject you. His heart was too kind to make a girl cry. Once you and him got into a relationship, you were going to take it upon yourself to make him fall in love with you. Little did you know that love couldn’t be forced upon someone. It came naturally…

“___________ ahh, where are you lost? And why are you smiling?” Sehun asked nudging you out of your thoughts. He had finished his omelet with great effort and was hoping for some appraisal. You however were too occupied in your thoughts to even think about it.

“So what are you doing for Valentines day?” you suddenly asked, completely taking him by surprise.

“Valentines day? ahhhh I wasn’t thinking about doing something.. but if you want to then we can just plan whatever..”

“Yeah! Let’s plan something with all the members,” you said with sheer excitement.

“All the members? Why? I was thinking it should be just you and …me,” Sehun said under his breath.

“What? You and me?,” you began to laugh. “No! lets invite all the members. It will be fun.”

“They all might be busy,” Sehun replied with a disappointed face.

“Suho oppa is never busy. We should at least invite him,” you said slowly blanking out into space once again. Sehun looked at you scanning each and every feature of your face. It wasn’t the first time he was doing that. He loved looking at your face, the cute expressions you made with complimented the twinkle in your eyes. You were lost in someone else’s thoughts while he was lost in yours.

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“Sehun ahh! Stop moving around,” Suho said angrily. “I can’t sleep because of you and I have a big day tomorrow.”

“What do you have to do tomorrow?” Sehun asked back with annoyance.

“Shhhh,” Suho said shutting his eyes close once again.

“I have a big day tomorrow too,” Sehun said trying to provoke Suho. He wanted his hyung to question him so he could tell him about his plan.

“What do you have to do?” Suho asked, just as Sehun had expected.

“I’m going to tell her how I feel about her tomorrow!,” Sehun replied instantly.

“What? That’s great,” Suho replied excitedly. “I am so proud of you and I am sure she will say yes so don’t worry about it okay. Just say it out with hesitation and make sure you don’t..”

“Hyung.. hyung…I’ll be fine,” Sehun cut Suho to reassure him that he would be fine. Suho smiled looking at the ceiling. He was going to confess his love to someone too the next day. For some reason, his intuition was telling him that it was going to be a good day. Sehun on the bottom part of the bunk bed smiled too. He had finally gathered enough courage to tell you about his feelings and he felt great about it. There was no stopping him.

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You skipped every other step while climbing the stairs holding a beautiful rose in your hand. It was the day, it finally was the day you were going to tell him how you felt. How he made your heart flutter. How your eyes twinkled and your heart rushed thinking about him. you stopped at a distance from the door upon reaching the top. You had to rehearse your lines one more time and practice holding your rose the right way. Not too tilted to the left neither to the right. Straight in the middle so you could just push it forward. You also looked down at your dress and shoes. They were the best you had and they quiet complimented your beautiful brown locks. Taking a deep breath, you lightly knocked on the door. You knew Suho would be home. He was always home and yes he was the object of your affection. A few minutes passed away but no one opened the door. You began to get nervous thinking of the worst things possible. Then finally you decided to try the door knob. It clicked open. You stared at it in surprise for no apparent reason. In the back of your head you were still a little unsure. Nevertheless you tip toed inside the dark hallway clenching the rose in your hand.

“Suho Oppa,” you whispered rather loudly. The door of his room was slightly open letting the light dart through. Your hands began to shake. Your stomach felt numb and your lips quivered. With every step you took the moment was coming closer. You closed your eyes to think about him. An immediate smile took your face. Picturing his face was all you needed to calm your nervous state. You knew he’d be reading a book, stuffed inside his bed. Only Suho would do that on a day as beautiful as Valentines Day.

Very hesitantly you pushed the door just enough for you to be able to see inside. Your eyes ran from one corner to the other, and then there in that moment you felt the biggest blow to your heart. A girl stood tugged in Suho’s gentle arms. His lips pressed against  hers as her arms slid around his neck. Your heart was racing faster than when it did thinking about him. Your fingers went numb and heavy lump formed in your throat making it hard for you to breathe. You didn’t blink for a second as your vision started to blur due to the tears forming in your eyes. Your brain began to reject every command sent by your body. Your life was shattering before your eyes and there was nothing you could do but to feel all your energy drain out.

Suho’s eyes met yours. He jumped back in surprise still holding the girl tightly in his arms.

“Give me a minute,” he whispered to her. He walked towards your statue like body. You felt him hold your arm tightly and then drag you out of the room. He was saying something along the way but you couldn’t understand anything. You heard some words but they didn’t make sense to you. The man you loved was holding you tightly telling you everything you didn’t want to hear. All you wanted him to do was to smile at you while you told him how you felt. Then hug you and pat your head telling you that he loved you too and then finish the scenario with a beautiful kiss on your lips. The reality was not even a tad bit close to that.

“_________… don’t tell… I want to…! They should find …..from me..! And Sehun…he….tell ..something.! Are .. listening..? ___________ …okay?” that is all that you heard from him out of the other thousand things he had said. You felt him pat your cheek. His grip on your arm loosened and then he was gone.

You began to walk into the dark hallway once again but this time you were walking out the front door. Your hands were still shaking and your stomach was numb. Tears were trickling down your face reflecting the torn state of your heart.

“__________ahh,” you heard your name being said from a close distance. It sounded like Sehun but you cared too little to stop. He blocked your way holding your arms. He was panicking at the sight of you weeping without making the littlest of the sound.

“Are you okay __________? What happened? Please tell me what happened? And what are you doing here? You weren’t supposed to come till I texted you. I had to get everything ready so I could give you a surprise. __________ah please don’t cry. Please..please,” he pleaded. You rest your head against his chest and slid your hands behind his back holding him tightly. And that’s when the first sound, a mixture of a sigh and a plead escaped your lips. Sehun felt a shudder run through his body hearing you cry like that. You were the most cheerful person he knew. Seeing you in a such a state was breaking him from the inside. With each cry, he felt a knife being plunged through his heart.

“__________ahh! Please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this,” he said. A tear fell from his eyes as he held your tired body in his hands. “I was going to wait and tell you this but since you are so upset right now and I have no idea what is bothering you so I am going to tell you something that I have been meaning to tell you in a long time. I know you might be a little surprised but I want to do this so you can feel better. I don’t want to see you cry ___________. ___________ I love you….,” he paused to see if you would stop crying. And stopped you did. The air had fallen silent since the strange words he had last uttered. Your tightly shut eyes opened immediately but you didn’t dare look up. Your face was still pressed against his body. “I have loved you for a long time,” he continued. “So long that I don’t even remember the first time I felt this way about you. I can’t stand you being far away from me anymore. I want you to be mine forever… Nothing in the world would mean more to me than this…” He squeezed your body emphasizing on his own words. With that, he gently pushed your body away from his so he could see your face. With his tender hands he wiped the last traces of tears on your cheeks.

You finally began to process all the things he had said to you. How ironic was it that all three of you were running after someone else. Suho was happy and so was Sehun while you couldn’t have felt lonelier at the moment.   

“I don’t know why you’re crying right now and maybe I won’t ever find out. It’s up to you __________ but all I’m asking is for a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I promise you that I won’t ever let you cry like this,” he said with pure sincerity in his eyes. He tried to show his strong side while on the inside his curious heart couldn’t stop poking him. He wanted to know why you were crying. You on the other hand couldn’t tell him the reason at any cost. Suho had trusted you with that information and besides, telling the man who loves you that you love someone else is like a punch in the gut. You wanted to tell your best friend in the entire world why you were hurt but unfortunately he was also the man who had just confessed his feelings for you. The smile on Sehun’s face was slowly fading away like the candle of hope in his heart. He had started to think he had made a mistake. You were expressionless, staring blankly into space. He would rather have you cry and let it all out then to not express yourself at all.

“___________,” he mumbled your name again. There was no response. You were still thinking about what to do. He loved you but you didn’t love him back. You couldn’t let him live in a delusion for the rest of his life. Or you could accept his proposal and make him happy because that was all he had ever wished for you. You owed him one. Also, your wounded heart needed some heeling.

Sehun fixed his eyes on the floor swinging his body from side to side to hide his nervousness. “Sehun,” you whispered meekly. Before he could raise his head, you brought your body closer to his and wrapped your arms around him. A layer of overflowing happiness ran through Sehun’s body. You could feel his soft lips peck your neck repeatedly. You closed your eyes to his passionate touch trying to suppress all the thoughts for a while. You wanted to feel needed and Sehun was providing you that in every way. The only question that scared you was that- will you ever be able to love him back?

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3 years later:

Just as the clock struck seven, you heard a faint knock on the door. You placed the paper that you were riding to the side. Your hands automatically reached for the rose that had been resting on the coffee table. There was another knock- this time a little louder. A smile embraced your lips seeing him stand opposite you, right on time as usual.

“Happy Valentines day,” he said going straight for your lips.

“Happy Valentines day Sehun,” you replied before joining your lips once again.

-We always look for love in the wrong places, especially when it is right there in front of us and we keep pushing it away. To love is a beautiful thing but to be loved in return is beyond compare.

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I wrote the first half of this scenario last year as a requested scenario but I went so off topic that I just left it unfinished and started on the request all over again. This half done scenario had been sitting in my files forever so I finally decided to put it to good use and make it a Valentines Day special [even though I am two days late]- In my defense, I had a lot of work/ quizzes/ papers due/ job/ test = no life.

Anyways I hope you all like it :)

 

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