Your Wish Is My Command

Silent Confession - [Gongchan]

Requested by anon

 

“Come on _________ dance with us?” Baro said pulling you towards the dance floor. “I’m good! I’m not really in the mood.” You replied without looking. Your eyes were searching for Gongchan. All the members except for him and Baro had a girl friend and they were all having fun partying at the club. Jinyoung had the courtesy to invite you too. You agreed instantly, because it would give you a chance to see Gongchan- the dashing prince you had a cute little crush on.

You saw him walk straight into the crowd and touch a girl’s shoulder. She turned around, smiled, and bam!- the two began dancing. Baro was about to turn and leave when you called him back. “You know what? I think I’ll go,” you said.

You made sure you were pretty close to Gongchan so to make him jealous. He looked at you once but after that, he never laid his eyes on you. You had always tried so hard to get his attention but he was silly and stupid and could never understand your feelings. As always, you got tired of trying. You quietly slipped out of the club. It hurt you on the inside but you never let it show.  

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You had promised yourself the night before to stay away from the B1A4 boys for a few days. You figured that if Gongchan didn’t see you for a while he will miss you. The idea died down pretty soon. You had forgotten your jacket at the club. Jinyoung texted you in the morning to remind you to get it since B1A4 was going on a tour pretty soon.

After repeated knocks on the door, you finally heard someone walk towards the door. You hoped it would be Gongchan, so you fixed your hair and planted a smile on your face. The door opened and opposite you stood a yawning and tired looking Gongchan.

“What are you doing here at this time?” he asked. You could hear the annoyance in his voice. Your smile started to fade. You began to say something but you knew his question was rhetorical. He didn’t care for an answer. You remained quiet and so did he.

“Oh hey __________!” you heard Jinyoung say from the kitchen. “Come on in.”

You sort of pushed Gongchan to the side and walked in with a sense of confidence. You wanted to show him that his attitude did not bother you.

“So where’s my jacket?” you asked lifting yourself up with support from the edge of the island counter top.

“It’s in the living room but why are you in a hurry. You should stay so we can all have breakfast together.”

“I would!… but I don’t know if some people want me here,” you directed your comment towards Gongchan. You tried to sneak a peek at him from the corner of your eyes. His ears perked at what you had said but you didn’t notice. Your eyes were blinded by pessimism.

“What do you mean?” Jinyoung asked. You looked up at him sighing deeply. “Doesn’t matter,” you mumbled.

“Is something bothering you?” he asked. “Have one of us made you feel this way?”

“Oh no no! I just think I should not visit for a while. You guys seem to be very busy these days.”

“Not really. In fact I was about to ask you if you wanted to go to this little picnic with us tomorrow. Gongchan planned it.”

“He planned it? Then I should stay away,” you blurted out. It was your anger speaking.

“What’s your problem?” you heard Gongchan say from behind. “You’ve been trying to hint at something for the past 10 minutes. What are you trying to say huh?”  He had slowly walked up to you. You felt threatened.

“Nothing,” you said in a hushed tone and continued to the door. Gongchan stood, watching you leave. He wasn’t sure what to say. He wanted to stop you but the right words wouldn’t sputter out of his mouth. Jinyoung smacked him really hard on the back of his head so he would snap out of his dazed state. “You can’t just let her leave like that. If she felt uncomfortable because of you, than go fix it,” he said.

“_____________ah!” Gongchan cried running after you. You were right outside the door when he stopped you.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“Why does it matter to you?” you asked, looking away.

“You didn’t answer my question.”

“Are you really looking for one?”

He didn’t respond. You looked up. He was nodding with utter sincerity in his eyes. You mustered up some courage to tell him what you really thought. “I always feel that you don’t want me around.”

“Why do you think that?” he asked.

“It’s the way you look at me,” you responded.

“Does it bother you?” he asked. You didn’t know how to respond. Gongchan used his hand to lift your chin. He was smiling at you a perfect smile. One that you rarely ever saw.

“I won’t look at you that way anymore. Just please …don’t go away like this…”

You couldn’t believe your ears. Gongchan, the guy you thought could never feel anything for anyone was being nice to you for once.

“Why?” you asked him.

“Because… we are going on a tour and I won’t see you for so long so I want to make the most out of it before we leave.”

“And why is that so?” you asked. You had planned to annoy him till he finally said what you wanted to hear.

“Because…” he paused with a sense of hesitance. “I’ll …miss you.”

Your ears turned a hot pink and his hands shook with nervousness. He wasn’t looking at you anymore. He was flustered and shy. Maybe more shy than you were.

You giggled nervously at his state. It was a start of a relationship that neither of you had to make official. It was just…there!

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 Sure took me a while, but I am back and I’m promising to stay. Just need to catch up on this writing. I have promised myself to watch so many things and I have so many other commitments to fulfill everyday that I can barely count hours. Hope you guys like this one. Its short but to the point :) 

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