Your Wish Is My Command

Sweet Heart [Yongguk]

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The weather outside matched what you were feeling on the inside- rage and anger. How could you be so foolish to think that a guy as handsome as Eungyeol like you? Nevertheless you smiled on the outside and began to walk back to your apartment. Just a few more months of saving and you could finally buy yourself a car.

“_________!” you heard a familiar voice say from behind. “You dropped your shirt on the way out the back door,” Yongguk said while panting.

“Did you run all the way from the bakery?” you asked in disbelief.

“Yeah it wasn’t that far,” he replied with a smile.

“Thank you,” you said, taking your shirt from him and putting it in your bag. “I’ll see you around okay?”

“Byeee,” he sang as the two of you parted ways.

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You seemed to be more than lost in your own thoughts that day at work. Your manager snapped his fingers in your face to bring you back to reality. He was more of the chill type. Things like these didn’t bother him. You smiled, silently thanking him.

“You okay?” Yongguk asked with his usual bright smile.

“Yeah.. yeah I’m fine,” you replied when your voice said the complete opposite.

“Day dreaming about someone?” he asked.

“Someone?” you laughed. “More like something?”

“Let me guess! Is it that mousse ice cream again? You know you really shouldn’t be eating such stuff.” Yongguk joked but he seemed more serious. If it was any other day you would not have taken it to heart but that day was different. You were already hurting from what had happened with Eungyeol and Yongguk just added to it by making fun of you for being fat. You gave him a nasty look and disappeared into the kitchen.

Yongguk’s heart sank as he pondered over the words he had said. He didn’t mean for them to come out the way they did. He felt bad and wanted to talk to you but there were customers he had to tend to.

The entire rest of the day, he looked at you from time to time trying to figure out a way to talk to you but you always escaped as soon as he approached. You weren’t mad at him, you were just annoyed that he had hit you right where you didn’t want to be hurt. You already felt really insecure about your image and Yongguk being such a sweet heart and passed that comment.

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The next day was the same. You ignored him all day while he made attempts to talk to you. You didn’t stay after closing to help clean up. Instead you asked the manager if you could leave early. That way you wouldn’t have Yongguk walking behind you.

Your plan failed however, as you heard him call your name from afar. “____________, ____________!” he yelled repeatedly. You fastened your pace but Yongguk did not give up. He caught up to you, and pulled you firmly.

“Can you not hear me?” he asked with slight annoyance. “Why are you so mad at me?”

“I’m not mad at you,” you replied and began to walk once again.

“_________ wait!..” he said and this time ran and stopped in front of you. “I made you something.” He revealed a CD he had made and presented it to you.

“What is this?” you furrowed your eyebrows.

“I added all of your favorite songs to this CD. It’s kind of like an apology from me,” he said forcing you to take the CD. You stuffed it in your bag and without saying a word began walking once again. Yongguk wanted to stop you but then he thought it better to let you go. There was always tomorrow.

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After listening to the CD, a forbidden thought entered your mind. You began to think that maybe Yongguk liked you, otherwise why would someone make all this effort to ask for apology. Then you shrugged the thought out of your mind. How could he possibly like you? You had thought the same with Eungyeol but were only disappointed. You were fat and not pretty and those were two things guys looked for in a girl.

You hit the back of your head to teach yourself a lesson and placed the CD’s on a shelf. You were going to thank Yongguk the next day and things would just go back to normal.

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“Soooo did you like the CD?” Yongguk asked the next day after work. You removed the strands of hair from your face that the naughty wind kept blowing and nodded to him.

“I have a question though,” you asked.

“Sure! Go ahead,” Yongguk said eagerly.

“How did you know that all of those songs were my favorite?” you asked. Yongguk stopped walking which meant that you should too. You stared at him as he tried to avoid your gaze. “Yongguk,” you called out his name so he would respond. He didn’t. Suddenly, he had started to get nervous.

“All the songs in the CD were the ones you hum every day,” he finally said. You looked at him in amazement. It wasn’t something to be surprised over but if pondered over for a few minutes, it sounded very flattering. You could have never imagined Yongguk paid such close attention to you.

“You…! Aaa… you..” you were still thinking of saying something when Yongguk held your hand.

“I like you _______!” he said shyly.

“What?” you pulled your hands out of his immediately. “What do you mean you like me? I thought you…  thought you..didn’t…” you gave up on what you had to say. You knew if you commented on your appearance he would think you were shallow. How ironic!

You looked at him dumbfounded because you had never thought of him in such a way. You thought he was far too cool for you, just like all the other guys. Why would he like you when you were so chubby?

“What are you thinking?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied.

“Then what’s your answer?”

“What do you mean?”

“About… what.. I just said.”

“I don’t know Yongguk… I don’t even know why you’d like me,” you said out of frustration.

“Why wouldn’t I?… you’re perfect in every way.”

“No I’m not,” you argued.

“You are _________! And you have no idea how much I like you,” he said holding your hands once again. He was making you nervous. No guy had ever said such words to you or touched you that way. Yongguk was the first one and deep down, you were very happy. He had always been a sweet heart to you. The only reason you didn’t think of him more than a friend was because you didn’t think a guy like him could like you. And now he was standing before you, confessing his love bravely. You had to give him a chance. He deserved it. With great effort, you overcame your nervousness and smiled at him. That was the signal which he happily took as a yes. He could finally walk you home…

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