Your Wish Is My Command

Silent Confession - [Gongchan]

Requested by anon

 

“Come on _________ dance with us?” Baro said pulling you towards the dance floor. “I’m good! I’m not really in the mood.” You replied without looking. Your eyes were searching for Gongchan. All the members except for him and Baro had a girl friend and they were all having fun partying at the club. Jinyoung had the courtesy to invite you too. You agreed instantly, because it would give you a chance to see Gongchan- the dashing prince you had a cute little crush on.

You saw him walk straight into the crowd and touch a girl’s shoulder. She turned around, smiled, and bam!- the two began dancing. Baro was about to turn and leave when you called him back. “You know what? I think I’ll go,” you said.

You made sure you were pretty close to Gongchan so to make him jealous. He looked at you once but after that, he never laid his eyes on you. You had always tried so hard to get his attention but he was silly and stupid and could never understand your feelings. As always, you got tired of trying. You quietly slipped out of the club. It hurt you on the inside but you never let it show.  

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You had promised yourself the night before to stay away from the B1A4 boys for a few days. You figured that if Gongchan didn’t see you for a while he will miss you. The idea died down pretty soon. You had forgotten your jacket at the club. Jinyoung texted you in the morning to remind you to get it since B1A4 was going on a tour pretty soon.

After repeated knocks on the door, you finally heard someone walk towards the door. You hoped it would be Gongchan, so you fixed your hair and planted a smile on your face. The door opened and opposite you stood a yawning and tired looking Gongchan.

“What are you doing here at this time?” he asked. You could hear the annoyance in his voice. Your smile started to fade. You began to say something but you knew his question was rhetorical. He didn’t care for an answer. You remained quiet and so did he.

“Oh hey __________!” you heard Jinyoung say from the kitchen. “Come on in.”

You sort of pushed Gongchan to the side and walked in with a sense of confidence. You wanted to show him that his attitude did not bother you.

“So where’s my jacket?” you asked lifting yourself up with support from the edge of the island counter top.

“It’s in the living room but why are you in a hurry. You should stay so we can all have breakfast together.”

“I would!… but I don’t know if some people want me here,” you directed your comment towards Gongchan. You tried to sneak a peek at him from the corner of your eyes. His ears perked at what you had said but you didn’t notice. Your eyes were blinded by pessimism.

“What do you mean?” Jinyoung asked. You looked up at him sighing deeply. “Doesn’t matter,” you mumbled.

“Is something bothering you?” he asked. “Have one of us made you feel this way?”

“Oh no no! I just think I should not visit for a while. You guys seem to be very busy these days.”

“Not really. In fact I was about to ask you if you wanted to go to this little picnic with us tomorrow. Gongchan planned it.”

“He planned it? Then I should stay away,” you blurted out. It was your anger speaking.

“What’s your problem?” you heard Gongchan say from behind. “You’ve been trying to hint at something for the past 10 minutes. What are you trying to say huh?”  He had slowly walked up to you. You felt threatened.

“Nothing,” you said in a hushed tone and continued to the door. Gongchan stood, watching you leave. He wasn’t sure what to say. He wanted to stop you but the right words wouldn’t sputter out of his mouth. Jinyoung smacked him really hard on the back of his head so he would snap out of his dazed state. “You can’t just let her leave like that. If she felt uncomfortable because of you, than go fix it,” he said.

“_____________ah!” Gongchan cried running after you. You were right outside the door when he stopped you.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“Why does it matter to you?” you asked, looking away.

“You didn’t answer my question.”

“Are you really looking for one?”

He didn’t respond. You looked up. He was nodding with utter sincerity in his eyes. You mustered up some courage to tell him what you really thought. “I always feel that you don’t want me around.”

“Why do you think that?” he asked.

“It’s the way you look at me,” you responded.

“Does it bother you?” he asked. You didn’t know how to respond. Gongchan used his hand to lift your chin. He was smiling at you a perfect smile. One that you rarely ever saw.

“I won’t look at you that way anymore. Just please …don’t go away like this…”

You couldn’t believe your ears. Gongchan, the guy you thought could never feel anything for anyone was being nice to you for once.

“Why?” you asked him.

“Because… we are going on a tour and I won’t see you for so long so I want to make the most out of it before we leave.”

“And why is that so?” you asked. You had planned to annoy him till he finally said what you wanted to hear.

“Because…” he paused with a sense of hesitance. “I’ll …miss you.”

Your ears turned a hot pink and his hands shook with nervousness. He wasn’t looking at you anymore. He was flustered and shy. Maybe more shy than you were.

You giggled nervously at his state. It was a start of a relationship that neither of you had to make official. It was just…there!

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 Sure took me a while, but I am back and I’m promising to stay. Just need to catch up on this writing. I have promised myself to watch so many things and I have so many other commitments to fulfill everyday that I can barely count hours. Hope you guys like this one. Its short but to the point :) 

posted 5 years ago with 53 notes

An unanswered answer [Gongchan]

Requested by anon 



You scanned the room for the hundredth time, shaking your leg vigorously. Nervous sweat beads were forming on your forehead and your heart was about to pop out. You clenched your sweaty fist and took in a spit to relieve your dry throat of the pain.

“Don’t be nervous,” Man shik said to you. He placed his hand on your lap to stop it from shaking.

“Who said I’m nervous. I’m not nervous,” you snapped back immediately.

“Okay okay,” he lifted his hand to defend himself.  Just then the door opened and there they were. The five boys you had been waiting for, for so long.

“Anneyonghaseyo,” you and Min shik said and bowed at the same time.

“Annyeonghaseyo,” they replied.

 “Please don’t be nervous,” Sandeul said and offered a handshake. You knew he was going to make you feel very comfortable there. You had seen the boys on TV so many times before and observed their personalities so you knew how each of them would act. All the boys came forward and shook hands with you and Man shik. You couldn’t tell what they might have been thinking since you were too nervous to look at their faces.

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You thought the internship was going to be something fun where you actually got to see the guys and help them around but a week had passed and all you did was paper work. Man shik how ever worked directly with the members.  You had asked him to switch jobs with you for one day so you could at least see them once but he snapped back at you saying you didn’t need to see them. For some reason he seemed to be getting a little too over protective about you ever since you guys started the internship. Sure you and him were in a relationship before but that was in the past now. Both you and he had moved on then you didn’t see what the problem was.

One day you just casually walked in to B1A4’s practice but were disappointed upon finding it empty. Regardless, you decided to stay in there and just look around. It wasn’t as clean as you had expected it to be. The sweaty practice cloths and bas were spread in one corner of the room while the empty food containers were shoved to the other side. You scrunched your nose and disgust and began to pick them up.

“Oh really sorry about that,” you hears someone from behind you say. He came forward and bent down to pick up the trash. You lifted your head slightly and saw Gongchan’s face. A little shudder ran through your body finding him so close to you.

“Oh no no I’ll do it,” you said trying to take it from him.

“Aniya! We made a lot of mess. I’ll clean it,” he said. Both you and him stood up at the same time holding the trash.

“No really. I’ll take it,” you said trying to pull it from his hand.

“I’ll do it. Don’t worry,” he said and pulled it too. Both you and pulled hard but Gongchan was stronger. The trash slipped out of your hand and everything flew up in the air. You and him froze looking at each other and then the mess around you. You couldn’t contain your laughter. Neither could he and so the two of you laughed – laughed for a long time.

“Well that didn’t go well,” you said picking up the containers once again. He followed too.

“Really? Because I think it went pretty well,” he said. You didn’t understand what he meant so you looked up at him. It seemed like he was trying hard to hold his smile back. He shook his head and then before you could reply he left.

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You were one of those girls who loved to over think. The short encounter with Gongchan was stuck in your head even though a good few days had passed. You wanted to see him again but you never got the chance.

Min shik couldn’t make it work one day. That was your chance. One chance to be able to work with the boys. As expected the manager came to get you from your boring job and told you to meet the boys in the practice room for instructions. You did as he said.

The music was playing really loud. You poked your head inside the room before going in. The guys were resting in the corner. Jinyoung motioned for you to come in. You settled yourself in a small corner. The boys got up and began practicing again. You thought they were going to tell you to do something but they didn’t. Their practice lasted for more than 2 hours. All you did was watch them from the corner.

When they finally got done, they settled to eat lunch. You got up to leave but Jinyoung stopped you.

“Come over here,” he asked. You proceeded towards him. “Would you like to eat with us?”

“Ahh aniya, I have my own lunch,” you pointed to your bag.

“We know. But come sit with us,” he said kindly. You couldn’t refuse so you sat with them.  They began asking you questions about where you were from. Why you were working for them and what got you into all of this. Everybody seemed to be taking interest in the conversation except for Gongchan. He kept his eyes glued to his food. For some reason he was avoiding you.

“Why didn’t you guys tell me do any work?” you asked.

“Man shik knows all the work. We didn’t feel like explaining the whole process to you for just one day,” Baro replied.

“Baro,” Jinyoung glared at him.

“Mianhamnida,” Baro said looking at you.

“Oh no no! not a problem,” you replied.

“So you and Man shik. Are you guys friends?” Sandeul asked.

“Ye,” you said after a shot pause. “We …used to go out,” you added.

“Jinja!,” he gasped. You saw Gongchan look up instantly. He realized what he had done and quickly looked away to escape the embarrassment.

The rest of the day, you began to notice Gongchan notice a lot more than usual. You caught hi several times, looking at you. You weren’t sure if he had done that before too since you were busy in your own thoughts. Rehearsals finally ended. The boys had to leave got schedule. Hey were running around looking for all their things. You were of little help so you just stood in the corner and watched. Gongchan came in the room. He moved from one corner to the other looking for something that he couldn’t find.

“Need help?” you offered.

“No thank-you. I’m fine,” he snapped at you. You were a little surprised by his rude reply but you worked for him. You had little option. He walked up to you.

“You know what?..” he stopped half way. He began to say something but stopped again.

“What?” you asked as he turned around.

“Nothing,” he said.

“What is it?” you asked again, this time pulling him lightly.

“Why didn’t you tell me he was your boyfriend?” he asked angrily.

“Huh?” you gasped in surprise. “What do you mean? Like was I supposed to tell you?” You shook your head not knowing what to say. You barely knew him and he was demanding answers from you.

“Yes, you were,” he put special emphasis on ‘yes’. You didn’t want to get mad at him because you were curious too. Why did he want to know such information?

“Forget it,” he said. He threw his bag on the floor and left the room. Everything stopped registering in your brain. You were very confused.

That night you couldn’t sleep at all. You were having difficulty deciding if you liked or hated how Gongchan behaved with you. He was rude, that was for sure but him being curious about you and your past life was flattering. You adored all the B1A4 members but now you had started to have a special liking towards Gongchan. There was something about the way he looked at you that got you giddy.

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You couldn’t concentrate on anything the next day at work. Man shik caught you smiling and walked up to you.

“You look happy,” Man Shik asked.  You didn’t respond so he shook you a little.

“Huh! Oh when did you get here?” you asked still smiling.

“Just now. So tell me why are you so happy?” he asked.

“Ahhh it’s nothing,” you said shaking your head.

“Oh okay!,” he said and turned to leave but then turned back to face you. He leaned closer and whispered, “Hey be careful around the members. I think Gongchan likes you.”

“What?” you cried.

“Yeah! Him and I got into an argument about it a few weeks ago. He was asking me a lot of questions about you so I told him to back off,” he replied.

“Waaaeeee??? Why would you do that? Don’t meddle with my personal life” you said.

“_________ do you like him?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” you turned sideways.

“Do you like him?” he asked forcing you to turn around.

“Maybe!,” you said in frustration. Man shik turned pulled you and pressed his lips against.

“What are you doing?” you said pushing him away.

“Do you not feel anything anymore?” he asked.

“Of course I don’t,” you said.

“_________,” he said your name sternly and pinned you to the wall.

“What are you doing? Get away from me.” You tried to push him away.

“Hey what are you doing?” you heard Gongchan say as he entered the room. “Get away from her.” He came forward and pulled you two apart.

“No you stay away from her,” Man shik said pushing Gongchan. The two began fighting each other.

“Stop it you guys,” you yelled. You pushed Gongchan and then stood between both of them to stop the fight.

“Are you guys out of your mind?” you asked. “If somebody hears you, we will all get in trouble.”

“I don’t care. He was hurting you.” Gongchan said angrily.

“Why do you care? She was my girl friend,” Man shik yelled.

“That’s right Man shik. You were my boyfriend. Stop interfering in my life,” You turned to Gongchan. “And you! Why do you act like you know me? You don’t know a thing about me. And then you say these weird things that make no sense. Are you okay?”

“__________ let’s get out of here.” Man shik tried to hold your hand but you dodged it.

“No I’m not leaving,” you said grinding your teeth. He looked at you for a long time with a disappointed face, hoping you would change your mind but you didn’t move. He shook his hand and then proceeded out the door. You looked in the direction of where Gongchan was standing. He began to come forward but you lifted your hand to stop him.

“Look I am really sorry about all the things I sad that day. I was just upset because ever since the first day of your internship I have …sort of.. liked you and then when I found out about him I just got mad. I reacted irrationally and I apologize for that.” He wasn’t looking at you anymore. He lowered his head showing his immense remorse.

“It’s alright,” you sighed heavily and walked out of the room. You suddenly felt really tired and so decided to take the rest of the day off.

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As much as you were scared of going to work the next day, you couldn’t do anything about it. You had to go. With a heavy heart you walked into your little cubicle. A note with flowers awaited you. You were sure Man shik must have left it there. You picked it up and read :

“I can’t be more sorry about all that happened between us. This is not how I wanted it to start off with us. Believe me I had better things in my mind. I know I have ruined everything but if you ever decide to give me another chance in the future, leave this rose outside the practice room.”

Gongchan.

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“Who left this at the door?” Sandeul said while the members packed their stuff.

“What is it?” Jinyoung asked.

“A flower,” he replied.

“That’s weird,” Baro commented. Gongchan smiled without even bothering to look up. He had gotten his answer…

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This scenario may seem a little off because by the team I was half way done with it, my head started hurting and I got busy with stuff. Today was the first day of my classes so I will be a little busy from now on.

Anyways I hope you guys like this scenario :) [I will proofread it later since my laptop is about to die]

posted 5 years ago with 36 notes

A year and a day .. [CNU]

Requested by anbaachan




 “Shinwoo ahh turn off the fan. I’m cold,” you whined under the covers. The faint sunlight escaped through the curtains and you tried every way possible to fight them back with your blanket. “Shinwoooooo!,” you cried again. “You know I’ve been sick for the past few days. Do you want me to get more sick?”

Still no response…

“Oh my.. can you not hear me?” you asked, throwing the covers off of you and turning around. There was no one in the room but you. Your eyes wandered from side to side and then followed the direction to the bathroom. The door was half open. He wasn’t in there either.

“Of course!,” you mumbled. Why were you even calling him when you knew he usually left before you woke up? You sighed and pulled the covers around you, almost hiding your face in them. You looked like an Inuit. Random thoughts crossed your mind. Just then you remembered something.

“Oh my …!,” you covered your mouth jumping out of bed. You ran around the room, shuffling and tossing everything, looking for your handbag.

“There it is,” you cried in excitement, finding it under your bed. You grabbed it immediately and pulled out the small crumbled up paper. It was your to-do list. Being the forgetful person you were, you couldn’t afford to lose stuff like that.

To do list

1.       Call the Insurance company

2.       Call Mom

3.       Return the dress

4.       ORGANIZE a special 1st anniversary with Shinwoo…’

Your eyes widened reading no. 4 on the list. How could you forget, forget the most important thing. That was all you thought about two weeks from then. You got caught up with a lot of stuff and you almost forgot about it. You still had time since it wasn’t until two days later.

“Calm down _________,” you told yourself, scrunching the list in your hands. A sudden wave of enthusiasm hit you and you jumped up. You were ready to plan the perfect day for him and you. Ignoring the pain in your back and your flu, you ran around the house, cleaning it from corner to corner.

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You heard the front door open. A smile spread on your face. You couldn’t wait to tell Shinwoo about the plan for your anniversary. Heavy footsteps made their way into the room. Shinwoo stopped at the door and gave a quick glance to what you were doing.

“Hey,” he mumbled softly, proceeding to the bathroom.

“Come on! No back hugs?” you asked turning around with a mischievous smile but he was already in the bathroom. You went and stood by the bathroom door. As soon as he opened it, you jumped on his face.

“Hey so guess what day it is two days from now?” you asked excitedly.

“Monday..,” Shinwoo replied with a straight face.

“Aish,” you nudged him. “I know that too but it’s a special Monday.”

“Really? Since when did Mondays start becoming special?” he asked sitting on the bed. You followed and sat beside him.

“Oh come on, don’t pretend like you don’t remember,” you winked. The expression on his face didn’t change. You looked at him carefully for a long time but nothing. No reaction at all.

“You really don’t remember do you?” you asked, really disappointed. He shook his head apologetically.

“It’s our first anniversary…,” you trailed off so he could fill in.

“Ohhh,” Shinwoo smiled and put his arm around you. “It’s been a year already?”

“Aaa,” you elbowed him. “Yes it’s been a year and you don’t even remember that.”

“Mianhe,” he said and gave you a quick peck on the temple.

“So now will you help me plan something big for the day?” you asked.

“Something big?,” he asked widening his eyes.

“Ye,” you nodded innocently.

“Why?”

“Because … I just want too,” you said after a short pause.

“Oh come on _________. That’s so cliché.”

“No but I really want to do something special.”

“Okay, then lets watch a movie or something,” he said playing with your hair.

“Aniyooo,” you whined, releasing yourself from his half hug. You were starting to get a little irritated and your head hurt too. You hadn’t recovered from your flu yet.

“You know what. Don’t worry about it. I’ll figure something out.” You patted his chest and got up. Shinwoo settled in bed and fell asleep in less than a minute. Your anger started to diminish. He must have been really tired, you told yourself and decided to try again the next day.

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Sunday mornings were nothing special for you. They started just like all the other days of the week. Shinwoo would leave early for his schedules even on the weekends. It bothered you but you had chosen to be with him so you had to bear all of that.

The rest of the day was spent on your tiny laptop, trying to look for good places to celebrate. Some were too expensive, others were too lame. Most were not his type and some were just not the right places for such an event.

The clock ticked 8 and the door clicked open. Shinwoo entered, took of his shoes and proceeded to the room.

“Shinwoo ahh, I have another idea,” you called after him. He stopped at the door and turned around to look at you.

“Oh I didn’t see you there,” he said.

“That’s why you need to start wearing your glasses again,” you laughed. “Anywayysss, so I spent the whole day searching for the right place and none of them seemed right.” You clapped your hands together. “So here’s the thing. How about we have a romantic dinner here.”

“Here?” he narrowed his eyebrows.

“Yeah, like in the apartment. Lets cook together and… and.. then do something special afterwards? Maybe like a walk or..”

“Ahhh _______, don’t you think you’re getting a little too carried away with this?” he threw a question at you before you could even finish.

“But it’ll be fun..,” you mumbled. You were a little scared, hearing the irritation in his voice.

“Okay do whatever you feel like,” he forced a smile on his face.

“You know a little enthusiasm would be nice to see,” you said in a barely audible voice but soon regretted it. You knew that either there was going to be no reaction or if there was going to be one, it wouldn’t be good.

“I am excited,” he said, turning around.

“Doesn’t seem like it,” you said.

“I am,” he smiled faintly and then disappeared into the room. You sighed and closed the laptop in frustration. You really hoped the next day wouldn’t be like all the other days. It would be different and special and he would actually put effort into it.

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The fan was turned on once again that morning. You pulled the covers tightly around you, falling back into your dreamland. Then you suddenly realized that it was the big day. You threw the covers off of you and turned around. Shinwoo was there that day. He hadn’t left. He looked peaceful while sleeping but that day wasn’t one of those that you’d let him sleep. You got closer to his ear and cried, “Happy Anniversary.”

“Woahhh,” Shinwoo woke up in surprise. “Oh my God what time is it?”

“Umm 9 o clock I think,” you said, giving him a confused look.

“Oh gosh I’m late,” he jumped out of bed.

“But we have so many things to do. Where are you going?” you questioned.

“I have a small schedule today but I’ll be back soon,” he said, looking around for cloths.

“How soon?” you asked.

“Soon,” he said putting on a shirt and pulling up his pants. After coming out of the bathroom he gave you a quick peck before hurrying out the door.

You were upset. Really, really upset but you let it slip. He would come home soon and things could go as planned. Not losing hope, you got out of bed to get started. There was absolutely no time to waist.

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 Hours passed away in a breeze. You walked out of the kitchen tiredly to look at the clock.

“Oh my goodness,” you gasped in surprise. “It’s 4  o clock already.” You called Shinwoo but he didn’t pick up his phone. It wasn’t like him. He usually picked it up. You were getting anxious and annoyed. It was a mixture of two very different feelings. You were starting to get mad too. You’d had spent almost half the day setting up everything by yourself. That is not what it was supposed to be like.

You called him repeatedly. He picked it up once but then hung up immediately. After that, he turned it off so you wouldn’t disturb him.

Another hour passed away…

The door finally clicked open. You lunged towards it, with anger in your eyes.

“Where were you?” you yelled.

“I had work,” he mumbled, not intimidated at all by your aggressive behavior.

“And you couldn’t call me?” you asked.

“I said I had work,” he repeated calmly once again.

 “You know what I’m done with this,” you flung your hands in frustration.

“Oh come on, we can do something now,” he said.

“Something now? When half of the day has passed. You knew I’d been planning on this for the longest time and this is what you do? You couldn’t spare one day just one day for me? I’m tired of this Shinwoo. I’m just really tired.”

“Tired of what?”

“Tired of you never making an effort.”

“What?” he scoffed.

“Yes. Don’t you see it Shinwoo? I try so hard every day to keep this relationship going and you never..”

“Waaaa waa waiittt.  This relationship?? What are you trying to say?”

“See this is what I’m talking about. Are you really that oblivious to everything?” you pushed him slightly. You weren’t this mad before he came but the way he was reacting was making you more mad. You didn’t want to be since you wanted to celebrate your anniversary but things were getting out of control. “Just forget it,” you said turning around to calm yourself.

“No tell me what you mean?” he pulled you around. You looked at his clueless face for a good minute. You felt like all that you did, and had been doing wasn’t worth it anymore. He was never going to appreciate any of it. He was never going to see how much cared about him, how much you loved him. Whatever decision you made that night was only going to hurt you, not him.  

“You know what Shinwoo, let’s just forget about all of this. Let’s forget that we were ever even together.”

“What?” he snapped. You freed yourself from his loose grip and walked towards the room. He followed close behind.

“So just because I didn’t come home on time you’re going to break up with me? Is that how immature you are.”

His words were burning holes in your heart. You turned around to reveal the tears in your eyes but it wasn’t like it would matter to him.

“_____________, answer me,” he demanded. You didn’t respond, but instead began stuffing your bag with cloths.

“_________,” he called again as you walked out the room. “What is going on? I don’t understand.” You stopped, turned around and whispered, “That’s the problem.” After that you didn’t wait a second and quickly left. If you stayed any longer, your heart would turn weak and hold you back. You needed to do that. For yourself and him.

Shinwoo stood dumbfounded watching you leave. He wanted to stop you but for some reason he couldn’t. It was as if he didn’t have any motivation left. Had he stopped loving you? He questioned himself. The aroma of food, you’d prepared, hit his nose. It suddenly clicked the memory of the first time he saw you. It was the same smell, in the restaurant, he’d first seen you. You were shy and got nervous when he stared at you. You’d always been like that. Sweet and submissive, trying your best not to irritate him. He was just now realizing that. You’d never given him any trouble. To be honest the more he thought about you the more he realized that the two of you may have been together for a year but there weren’t any true memories that you guys had built together. He felt guilty because he knew that it was him that was never there while you always stood by his side. But now, you were gone and he was alone.

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“___________, wake up,” your friend shook you.

“Aaaannn,” you whined, holding your pillow tightly.

“It’s important. Wake up.”

“What is it?” you popped up. “Oh my my! It’s still dark outside. Why are you waking me up?”

“Some one’s been flashing some sort of light at our window for a while now.”

“Do you really think I’m up for all of this right now? I just cried for 4 hours straight and you want me to deal with this?” you asked, really annoyed.

“At least come and check with me. I’m really scared,” she pulled you out of bed and dragged you to the window. You pushed the curtains to the side to see who it was. There was a small figure standing in the corner of the street holding a flashlight in his hands and balloons in the other.

“I can’t see clearly,” you rubbed your eyes.

“Here take your glasses,” your friend handed them to you. You put them on but immediately jumped back in surprise. It was Shinwoo, standing outside in the freezing cold with a sleeveless shirt and balloons in his hand that said Happy Anniversary on them.

“What is he doing? He’s going to catch a cold,” you said grabbing a jacket and lunging towards the door.

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“Are you stupid?” you yelled from across the street. He nodded back. You ran towards him and put the jacket around him. He looked at you intently as you zipped him.

“What is this Shinwoo?” you asked.

“I figured, if the balloons didn’t work than the shirt definitely will. There is no way you could see me like this,” he said with a faint smile.

“So you were taking advantage of my kindness?” you asked. He nodded once again.

“I can’t do this anymore,” you said after a long pause. “It’s not possible.”

“It is if you give me another chance,” he replied.

“What? To get hurt again?” you asked. Tears were forming in your eyes again.

“I’m so sorry _________. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I don’t deserve all of this. I know I don’t but I also can’t live without you. You complete me. I got so used to being pampered by your submissiveness that I started taking advantage of it unintentionally. I didn’t know I was hurting you. I’m sorry for never putting an effort into anything but I promise I will if you let me into your heart once again I’ll change all of that. I won’t be stupid. I won’t be an idiot. I won’t be forgetful and most of all I won’t hurt you.”

This was the most he’d ever said to you. You scrutinized his face to see if he really meant it.

“Well?” he said raising his eyebrows.

“I don’t know Shinwoo,” you said shaking your head.

“I know I’m not good with apologies but let me show you something,” he said pulling you towards the street. He stopped a cab and motioned you to get in.

“Where are you taking me?” you asked.

“Just get in. I promise you won’t regret this,” he insisted.

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The cab stopped near a lake. Shinwoo grabbed your hand and walked you to the little wooden bridge. In front of it stood a small Yacht .

“What is this?” you asked, a little surprised on the inside.

“I prepared this for our anniversary. I know its way past midnight but I want you to know that I love you. No matter what day of the year it is, I’ll always love you.”

“Whaaa,” you gasped in surprise. Had he really done all of this just for you. It was a lot coming from a person like him. “What…. I .. don’t have words,” you covered your mouth with your hands.

“From this day onwards, let celebrate our anniversary on a year and a day after our anniversary,” he said, hoping you would say yes and forgive him. How could you not. You loved him, he’d apologized, there was no reason not to.

You nodded, resting your head on his chest as the two of you walked towards the amazing treat he’d set for you. It was going to be a good anniversary after all.

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So I’m finally done with this. It took me a long time to write since I kept getting distracted. Forgive me if it’s bad! :(  



posted 6 years ago with 44 notes


Balloon Boy [Sandeul]

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“She’s coming, she’s coming,” Gongchan yelled waving his hands frantically.

“Aigoo,” Sandeul cried running towards the window.

“What are you…,” Baro said entering the room but as soon as he saw Sandeul running towards the window he knew exactly what was going on. “Oh my, is she here?” he cried in excitement too and lunged towards the two boys.

“Get out of my way,” he yelled, pushing Sandeul and Gongchan to the corner.

“Huh! What the..” Sandeul got back up and pushed Baro. The three boys slammed their faces on the window, each wanting to get as much space as possible.

“Why are you guys looking at her? I was the one who saw her first,” Sandeul whined.

“Does it matter? Girls dig me.. she will totally go out with me,” Baro replied, rolling his eyes.

“And you, why are you looking at her. You don’t even like her,” Sandeul hit Gongchan on the head.

“Aish, hyunggg,” Gongchan pouted and stepped away from the window.

Just then Jinyoung stepped into the room. Seeing the guys standing by the window, he knew exactly what was going on. Every day at five o clock Baro and Sandeul fought for that spot just so they could see you walk by. Sandeul was the first one who had spotted you out of the crowed of hundreds.

It was a normal day at practice but the boys were out of their minds. Sandeul casually walked up to the window to gaze at the crowd on the street. That’s when he saw a glimpse of you walking by. He didn’t take enough notice until a week later he saw you walk by again. You seemed to be very happy that day. It made him curious, being the nosy person he was. Your mysterious appearance made him want to know more about you. He soon discovered that you passed that way to go, where ever you went, every day.

Jinyoung quietly walked up to the window, signaling Gongchan to not say anything. He placed his hand on the boys’ head and banged them together.

“Aaaaaiiiiii,” both cried, rubbing their temple.

“What’d you do that for?” Sandeul asked, glaring at Jinyoung.

“You guys don’t act like idols at all. Look at yourselves.”

“What’s wrong with it?” Sandeul asked.

“You’re running after someone you don’t know anything about. What if she is different from what you imagine her to be like?”

“She isn’t,” he snapped back.

“Okay, then how about you go tell her how you feel about her. I’d like to see how she would react.”

“Whaaa.. aniyo,” he pouted, folding his arms.

“Okay then I’ll do it,” Baro said advancing towards the door.

“Aishhhhh,” Sandeul ran after him and pulled his sleeve. “She’s mine.”

“Not if I tell her I like her, first.”

“You wouldn’t do that,” Sandeul grind his teeth.

“Watch me,” Baro teased him.

“Barooo,” Jinyoung yelled, shooting one of his glares at him.

“Hyung..” Baro began.

“Stop it both of you. Look at yourselves. Girls should be running after you, not you running after them. Don’t spoil your image.”

“But I really like her,” Sandeul mumbled.

“I don’t want to hear anything about it. Let’s get back to practice.” Jinyoung announced. The room fell silent immediately. The boys obliged to the leader’s order and stood in straight line to start practicing again.

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Sandeul couldn’t sleep. He shifted in bed many times in frustration. Finally, he decided to leave the room. Thoughts about you were revolving around his head. He didn’t care about Jinyoung said. He really liked you and he wanted you to know that.

“Can’t sleep,” Jinyoung whispered, coming out of the room.

“Ah hyung, go to sleep. I’ll be back in a minute.” Sandeul said. He turned around and fixed his at the clear sky.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing..” he replied.

“Is it still about her?”

“Aniyooo.. its not about her. I’m just thinking about our comeback.”

“Really Sandeul? You’ll lie to me about this?” Jinyoung raised his eyebrows.

“You wouldn’t approve of it anyways so what’s the point,” he said half heartedly and looked away.

“I would love to say encouraging words but I don’t think this will go anywhere. You’re thinking emotionally instead of logically,” Jinyoung said with a serious tone. He really did want to help Sandeul.

“I’ve felt this emotion because of her so obviously I’ll think about it emotionally. Is it wrong to like somebody? Just because I’m a guy I’m not allowed to express my feelings?”

“That’s not what I’m saying,” Jinyoung defended his stance. He thought for a moment about what to say. “What if she is already with someone else?” he proposed.

“Then.. I’ll leave her alone and move on.”

“Is it that easy for you to say?” he asked.

“Yes,” Sandeul said, contradicting the feelings in his heart. He’d grown attached to you. Even though he had never talked to you, there was something about you that attracted him. It frustrated him just as much because deep down they were killing him. He didn’t show it to the other members but it was a lot more serious.

“Okay, do whatever you think is right,” Jinyoung took a deep breath and patted Sandeul’s shoulder. “We will always support you.”

“Gomawo,” Sandeul replied with a forced smile.

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Sandeul stood in the corner of the street waiting for you to walk by. His watch ticked five and his heart began racing.  The thought of seeing you up close, made him nervous. Only a few seconds later, he saw your figure, making its way through the crowd. He lifted his hand, signaling the little boy to do what he was told.

“Nooooonnnnaaaaaaaa,” the young child cried running through the pool of people. “Nooonnaaaa,” he repeated once again. You turned around to see what was happening only to be surprised by a young figure standing close to you, holding an orange balloon in his hand.

“Are you looking for someone?” you asked, calming yourself. He nodded with his big beautiful eyes and a cheeky smile. He offered the balloon to you.

“Huh?” you pointed to yourself asking him if it was for you. He nodded his head once again.

“Awwww so cute,” you said running your fingers through his hair and patting his head. “Who gave this to you?”

The boy turned around and pointed to the corner of the street. Sandeul who’d been watching the whole episode, jumped back immediately.

“Who?” you asked, moving your head up and down to see.

“He was over there,” the child said, also looking confused.

“Who was it?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders in response and before you could ask another question, he ran off.

“Waitttt,” you called after him but all to no avail. The child was long gone. You sighed and looked at the balloon. The thought of someone sending you a balloon, out of all the things in the world, tickled you. You scrutinized it for a good minute and just as you were about to walk, you saw a little note hanging near the end of the string. ‘Meet me at Han river at 9 o clock..’ – it read.

“Whaa,” you gasped, a little freaked out. ‘Who could it be? ‘You kept thinking to yourself. The last time you’d received something like that was … never. It flattered you but at the same time you were a little scared. Nevertheless, you decided to go see what was in store for you.

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Sandeul sat on the bench, turning around every 20 seconds to see if you were coming. It was a little chilly but he was far too occupied with other thoughts to even worry about his shaking legs. At the point he didn’t even know if it was because of nervousness or the wind. 

“9:02, oh my God where is she??” he cried looking up at the sky. “You know what I should just give up and go. She won’t come. What was I thinking? WHAT WAS I THINKING?”

Passerby gave strange looks, watching him talk to himself. “Are you okay?” – a few asked but he ignored their concerns. His mind was only focused on you at the moment.

You walked, with your hands tucked in your pocket, through the park. You weren’t as nervous as you were earlier that day. In fact you were more curious. As you approached the Han river, you saw a nervous figure pacing back and forth near the bench. It amused you looking at him, talk to himself, occasionally smacking his forehead.

Could he be the guy?’ you thought to yourself. He seemed very playful, quite the opposite of you. You walked close to him, but instead of saying something, you decided to just stand there and wait for him to turn around.

“Aaigoo,” Sandeul sighed and turned around. “Huh,” he gasped, finding you standing right behind him.

“So you’re the balloon boy?” you asked cutely. Sandeul seemed to be tongue tied.

“Aaa, no.. I mean ye..,” he stuttered. You giggled and shyly looked away to help him overcome his condition.

“I’m sorry,” he finally uttered, scratching the back of his head.

“For what?” you asked, still not looking at him. Sandeul didn’t respond. Instead he breathed heavily to calm himself.

“For all of this,” he finally said. “I didn’t mean to freak you out but … I just wanted you to know that.. I mean I just want you to.. uhh.. I just..” he shook his head. You looked at him for a brief second and gave him a smile.

“You know what screw all of this,” he threw his hands in the air. “Would you like to go out with me sometime?”

“Whaa,” you gasped at the direct question.

“Ye,” he nodded. His expression hardened and he looked at you seriously. “I’m sorry if this didn’t come out right but I really would like to go out with you sometime. I want to ..”

“Know me?” you asked, finishing for him. He looked at you intently until a smile broke on his face. It was contagious. You were smiling too.

“So is that a yes?” he asked. All his nervousness was gone. He seemed much more still and relaxed.

“Ye,” you mumbled not being able to resist yourself. You had second thoughts instantly, but your heart pushed them away. If it was meant to be, it was going to happen. After all , you don’t find balloon boys very often ;)

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Umm my first Sandeul scenario —-> ;_____;  [tears of joy]  

posted 6 years ago with 55 notes

I hope I’m not the only one spazzing over B1A4’s new album…
posted 6 years ago with 11 notes

Too perfect for me [Gongchan]

Requested by anon 




You paced back and forth in front of B1A4’s dorm. After a lot of thinking, you finally knocked on the door.  It had been five months since you’d been going out with Gongchan and this was the first time you were going to meet the other members. You were nervous even though you had been the one to suggest the idea.

“Anyeong,” Jinyoung opened the door and greeted you.

“Anyeonghasaeyo,” you bowed before entering. Sandeul and Baro came jumping into the living room and also greeted you.

“You’re much prettier than Gongchan described you.” Baro said holding your hand.

“Huh? When has he ever talked about her? Till a month ago we didn’t even know she existed.” Sandeul said hitting Baro on the head.

“Be quiet,” Jinyoung hit Sandeul on the head and then glared at him. Sandeul really did have a big mouth. You were saddened by the fact that the other members didn’t know much about you.

“Where is Gongchan?” you asked, with a barely audible voice.

“He’s in the bathroom taking a shower,” Baro replied.

“He ran in there as soon as he heard the knock on the door,” Sandeul added.

“Oh!,” you chuckled.

“Come sit down,” Jinyoung invited you. “The food will be ready shortly.”

“Shinwooooo,” Baro called and ran to the kitchen to check on him.

“So Shinwoo Si cooks?” you asked.

Jinyoung laughed. “You can call him Oppa.”

Your cheeks turned red.

“Does Gongchan not tell you about how friendly we all are?” he asked.  You shook your head. Gongchan never told you anything. In fact, he barely ever talked when the two of you were together. You did all the talking. At first you liked it because you’d always wanted a good listener to be your boy friend but it was getting annoying after a while. He barely ever responded and never made an effort to talk. You saw other couples holding hands, walking in the park and you wanted to do that too but Gongchan was always awkward about it. You were ashamed to tell your friends that you guys hadn’t even had your first kiss yet. You tried to build up enough courage to confront him but since he didn’t talk that much so you didn’t feel close to him. You never knew what was going on inside his head.

“Aaa, I’ll go check on Shinwoo,” Jinyoung said, seeing you deep in your thoughts. You nodded and bit your lip.

There was no one in the living room anymore. You could hear the members arguing about how much salt to put in the soup. They seemed nice. You got up to go help them but something changed your mind and instead you walked into their room. Gongchan was still in the bathroom. The walls of the room were covered with pictures from various concerts, fansigns and tours. There was a picture of Gongchan with one of his fans. He had his arms around her. You frowned, looking at it. ‘So she gets a side hug while I don’t even get a simple touch of hands..’ There were similar pictures like that. Each one that you saw made you more and more mad. You were so engrossed into them that you didn’t notice that the water had stopped running.

The bathroom door clicked open and a half naked Gongchan came out, His back was facing you. He was looking for his cloths in the pile on the bed.

“Ahh, I’m so sorry,” you said covering your eyes.

“Huh,” he jumped around at your sudden comment and almost stopped his towel from falling.

“What are you doing in here?” he yelled.

“Oh.. I ..was…. Ahh Im so sorry,” you mumbled, not being able to look at him.

“Get out..” he whined, pointing at the door. He was so confused, he had no idea what he was saying.

You didn’t know what to do so you ran out of the room and the front door.

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“Huh! Where is _________?” Sandeul asked poking his head inside the room.

“She left..” Gongchan mumbled.

“What do you mean she left?” he asked.

“I don’t knowwww..” he replied with irritation.

“Is something wrong?” Sandeul asked rather softly this time.

“Nothing’s wrong,” he pouted and sat down on the bed. Sandeul sat beside him.

 “I don’t know if I should say this but there seems to be some tension between you and __________. Is something wrong? Do you like her? Are you serious ab..?”

I do like her..” Gongchan snapped, cutting him. “I like her a lot and that’s the problem.”

“How is that a problem?” Sandeul asked.

“She makes me nervous..” he mumbled back. Sandeul wanted to laugh at what he’d just said but he knew it would only make the situation worse.

“She’s just so perfect. I don’t even know how she’s going out with me. I feel so nervous when I’m with her. I want to hold her hand and hug her and kiss her but I can’t because I know I won’t do it right and she’ll be disappointed and then she’ll just leave me.” Gongchan had never said this much. That day was the first time he’d poured out all of his feelings without having someone to force him. Little did he know that you were standing at the door listening to all of it. You’d come back to get your bag that you’d left in his room.

“What are you going to do now?”

“I don’t know. I don’t know if she’s mad at me or if this relationship is over? All I know is that I really really do like her. I just wish I had enough courage to say this to her.” Gongchan said and looked up in frustration.

“Aaii,” he gasped seeing you at the door. You didn’t look mad but you weren’t smiling either. Sandeul turned around to look in the direction Gongchan was looking at.

“Aaaa, I think I’m going to leave the two of you alone.” He said and left quickly. He pushed you inside the room and closed the door behind you. You were still trying to sink in everything Gongchan had said. You could only imagine how embarrassed he was at the moment. He wouldn’t even look at you. His ears turned a light pink color as you moved closer towards him. You sat beside him and slid your hands on top of his. He didn’t pull them away. You then leaned in and gave him a peck on the cheek. Gongchan immediately looked up and at you. His eyes had widened in surprise. You looked away shyly to tell him that it was okay to be shy. He didn’t have to be nervous.

“___________,” he mumbled your name and then pulled you into a kiss. Your first ever kiss.

“I’m sorry,” he said after pulling away.  You shook your head and then rested it on his shoulder.

“So should we disturb them or not?” Baro asked the other members. All of them had been watching you guys through the tiny gap between the doors.

“No,” Jinyoung replied sternly.

“You know they are watching us right?” Gongchan whispered to you.

“Of course,” you whispered back, holding his hand tightly.

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Gongchan ^^ ( so adorable) 

posted 6 years ago with 63 notes

Approval [Jinyoung]

I woke up crying, because I saw a really sad dream. The first thing I did was to open my laptop and start writing it down. I’m sorry if it brings you all to tears but I just had to write this one. [I never thought I was going to cry writing a scenario]


 PRESENT DAY:

The door to the hospital opened and a guy in his tux with a girl closely following behind in her white bridal dress, walked swiftly through the pool of people. He seemed to be in a hurry. She tried hard to keep up with him. She tried to get a hold of his arm but he gently slid it out of her grip. He kept looking at his watch nervously, pushing everybody aside that came in his way. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. He breathed heavily and lifted his hand to cover his mouth. He knew his world was going to shatter into pieces a few minutes from then. If he could wish for one thing, that was for time to stand still…


FLASHBACK:

“Oppa can you come fix my socks for me? They keep falling down!” you said as you tried to dry the wet paint off of your hands.

Jinyoung didn’t respond but instead continued to talk to the reporter.

“Oppa!” you called him again. He looked up at you. He seemed to be angry. His glare meant that you needed to be quiet at the moment. He was clearly having an important interview and you shouldn’t have been there at the first place.

You pouted and went back to drying your hands. Your vision got hazy for a second. You held on to the table that stood opposite you and shook your head. It wasn’t anything new to you. You were used to getting mild headaches. You shook your head and smiled to yourself. This is what you did to tell encourage yourself that death wasn’t as bad as it seemed. It was going to come sooner or later. For you it was going to be a little sooner than you’d ever expected it to be.

The interview finished. Jinyoung got up and followed the lady close behind. It was a last minute schedule that his manager had set up for him. He didn’t seem to be very excited about it. You thought it better to remain back stage and wait for him to come back.

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The interview went longer than you’d expected. He’d promised to take you out somewhere that day but you were losing your patience. You looked at the clock repeatedly. Time seemed to be moving extra slow that day.

“Oppa!” you mouthed the words as you heard his footsteps making its way back to the small room. He entered and looked at you. Instead of coming and hugging you like he always did, he rolled his eyes and walked into the bathroom. ‘Is he still mad at me?’ – You thought to yourself. You recalled what you’d done earlier and it didn’t seem to be something extremely off limits. Then why was he acting like that. You calmed yourself an waited because you knew as soon as he came out of the bathroom he was going to apologize and give you a quick peck on the cheek.

Jinyoung came out of the bathroom and began packing his stuff.

“Oppa!” you called out. He didn’t bother responding.

“Are you mad at me?” you asked. He didn’t even care to look at you.

“Say something,” you said sounding frustrated.

“It was an important interview ________. You didn’t need to do such silly stuff. She’s a reporter. She can add anything to the interview to make it more spicy for the audience.” He suddenly snapped back. You were surprised at his reaction. You thought he was going to apologize for being mean to you but instead he was mad at you.

You lowered your gaze, not being able to make eye contact with him. He went back to cleaning up the little room the two of you would soon have to leave. You buried your face into your lap and tried to clear your mind. Maybe you did act a little childish. Asking him to do stuff for you in front of the interviewer. Yep, that could be a little embarrassing for a guy. Especially a guy like Jinyoung, who cared a little too much about his image. You were a little upset too. He didn’t need to be that angry but nevertheless you knew you had to apologize.

You got up and walked close behind him. Took the cloths that he was about to stuff in the bag and began folding them. He glanced at you and then quickly looked away.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. He sighed and turned to pick up his important files.

“Will you not forgive me?” you asked. He pretended to ignore you once again and focused on scanning the room to see if anything was left.

You couldn’t take it anymore. You lifted your hand and grabbed his wrist.

“Not even, if I only have another month to live?” you asked. He turned around and looked at you. There were tears in your eyes. Inside, you were regretting what you’d said because you had promised him you would never bring up that topic again. Somehow the words had made their way to your lips.

Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. Minutes passed away and he didn’t let go of you. You could hear his soft sniffles. It hurt him, just like the first time when you gave him the news six months ago.

“Don’t say that, please..” he whispered.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too..” he didn’t wait for you to finish. He pulled back, wiped the tears out of your eyes and then his own.

“Let’s go out and get some fresh air.”

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“I like the weather today. It’s neither too chilly, nor too sunny.” You tried to make small talk but Jinyoung seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. He didn’t seem to have recovered from the event earlier.

You didn’t like seeing him like this. You hadn’t seen him smile for the past six months. A little part of you regretted giving him the news. But then again, if you hadn’t told him you would have regretted just as much. He sort of became your strength. You wouldn’t have been able to cope with the news had he not been besides you. He kept hope alive and made you promise that you were never ever going to bring it up. In his mind, he’d created an alternate world where Leukemia could be treated. He truly believed that you were going to be fine, soon.

“Can you buy me some cotton candy?” you asked looking at the vendor walking around the park.

“It’s not good for you,” he made a brief statement before enveloping himself in his thoughts once again.

“Oppa, pleaseee!!” you whined and nudged him. Jinyoung suddenly went down on his knees. He lifted both your hands and took of the ring that you’d been wearing on your index finger. He carefully slipped it back into your ring finger.

“Marry me __________,” he said. Those three words ran like a sword through your heart.

“Whaaaa!” you gasped. “No, no no! I can’t do this.” You began taking the ring out of your finger.

“Please don’t ________.” He stopped you and held your hand. “Why can’t you do this?”

“I can’t! I just can’t.” you said and quickly turned around. He forced you to turn back around and face him.

“I want to spend each and every moment of my life with you.”

“And you know that’s not possible,” you snapped back.

Don’t say that!”

“It’s the truth Oppa. Accept it! and besides..” you trailed. Tears started forming in your eyes once again.

“Besides what?” Is there something else that you’re not telling me?” he asked. You shook your head and turned around to walk. You knew it wasn’t the right time to give him this news.

“__________,” he pulled you back. “Tell me!” Instead of saying anything you hugged him tightly. He stroked your hair and waited for you to say something. He knew it wasn’t going to be a good news. You’d stopped giving him good news a long time ago.

“Yuri loves you. She loves you a lot,” you finally said.

“What?” he pulled back. His eyes were wide open in surprise. Yuri was your best friend. You didn’t know she’d developed secret feelings for Jinyoung. When she realized that was the case she tried to distant herself from you two. You asked her repeatedly but she would never give an explanation. She, however had to come back into your life when you told her about your disease. Only a few days later she confessed her feelings for Jinyoung to you. You were mad, very mad but could you really blame her? Instead of telling her to leave, you took the moment as an opportunity. You knew you were going to die soon so it would be better to leave behind someone who would love Jinyoung as much as you did.

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“Want some ice cream?” Jinyoung asked slipping in bed besides you.

“Oh my God, look at that big bowl! Are you going to eat all of that?” you pouted.

“Of course not. Here!” he shoved a spoonful into your mouth without giving a warning. You giggled as you swallowed it down. Both you and him took a spoon each and slowly finished the big bowl. He placed the empty article on the night stand and turned to you.

“What?” you asked as he stared into your eyes. He ran his fingers around the dark circles under your eyes, then your cheek bones that had started showing due to weakness. You looked worn out. He leaned in and kissed you on your sweet lips. He slid his hands behind your back and pulled you closer to him.

In the back of your head a little voice kept poking you. It had been a weak since the episode in the park. Both you and him avoided it ever since. Jinyoung acted like, it never even happened. You knew time was running out. You had to bring it up once again before you were admitted into the hospital.

You pulled back and gasped for air.

“Sorry! I got carried away.” Jinyoung said scratching his head. A faint smile appeared on his face. Your heart skipped a beat. You were going to hate yourself for ruining it.

“Oppa! So what have you thought about Yuri?” you asked hesitatingly. Immediate distress appeared on his face. He narrowed his eyebrows and looked away.

“I thought we weren’t going to discuss that,” he said.

“Time’s running out.”

“No it’s not,” he clenched your hand.

“Oppa!” you said calmly. “Marry her.”

His eyes opened once again in surprise. “Are you out of your mind?” he yelled.

You curled up under the sheets. Jinyoung got out of the bed and stood up placing his hand on his forehead.

“__________, you have got to stop doing this to me.”

“You know it’s for the better oppa!”

“No it’s not.” He turned around and grabbed your hands. “I want to marry you and no one else!”

“What? For three weeks?” you snapped shrugging your hands out of his. “At least you have a future with her.”

Both you and him remained quiet. You knew well that he wasn’t going to listen to you but you had to convince him somehow.

“It’s for the better. The sooner you understand that the better.” A tear rolled out of your eyes. “I can’t promise if she’ll love you as much as I do but at least I’ll be satisfied that I’m leaving you with someone who will always take care of you. I can’t bear to see you like this. I want you to be happy. Please! Do this for me.” You buried your face in your hands and began sobbing. It was really hard for you to say all those words. In fact you had never imagined saying those words to him. You’d always planned your future with him. Getting married, having kids, going on vacations. But the Higher Being had different plans for you.

“It’s not easy for me either,” you murmured. You felt his arms around you. He embraced you and stroked your hair. You rested your head on his chest for a long time. So long that you didn’t know when you fell asleep.

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PRESENT DAY: 

 You lay on your hospital bed, playing with the ring on your ring finger. A faint smile appeared on your face as you thought about Yuri and Jinyoung getting married. You wished you could be there to see them but you were in your last stage. You couldn’t even move your body.  

The door to your room slammed open and Jinyoung walked in. You turned around to see who it was. A gasp escaped you as you saw him walk towards you in his tuxedo. You wanted to cry and hug him. You wanted to escape death and just run away with him.. You felt like time stood still as both you and him looked into eachother’s longing eyes. He wanted to get mad at you for leaving him alone in this world but more than that he wanted to hug and shower you with kisses. He wanted to hold on to you and never let go.

The door opened once again and Yuri walked in. She looked beautiful in the white dress. Her eyes were just as puffy as his.

“Don’t cry you guys. It’s your wedding day” you said with a meek smile. Your words only made them cry more. Jinyoung sat beside you and held your hand tightly. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears flowed out of your eyes, like they were never going to stop.

“Oppa! Please hug me one last time,” you requested. The next second you found yourself wrapped around his arms. You looked at Yuri but the light began to fade in your eyes. You gasped for breath. Jinyoung pulled away and kept repeating your name.

“You’re going to be fine.Okay!” he stroked your hair. His voice seems distant now. You lifted your left hand to look at the ring one last time and then looked back at him. He couldn’t take it anymore. He knew he was losing you. Yuri placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn’t know what to do so he got up and hugged her.

“Stop her,” he kept whispering. A faint smile appeared on your face and the memories of you and him meeting for the first time, him kissing you in the rain, taking you to the movies, falling asleep in your arms started playing before your eyes. You could see the light. It was time for you to leave.

“Oppa! “ you whispered one last time before death took you into its arms.

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10 years later

“I’m sorry I couldn’t find white lilies,” Jinyoung said placing the red roses them on your grave.

“I’m sure she’ll forgive you.” Yuri said with an encouraging smile on her face. Jinyoung smiled for a brief second and then began walking. Yuri followed close behind. She looked at him with surprise as he held her hand. Jinyoung turned around one last time to look at your grave.

The light air brushed the flowers as if telling him that you approved it.

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No comments! T____T

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posted 6 years ago with 85 notes

Date me, maybe? [Jinyoung] -Submission

*** Submitted by carolinazombie. Guy’s this story is so beautiful and fluffly. I hope all of you enjoy it as much as I did :)***


You were as usual behind the counter at the coffee shop where you worked for some three months now, and as always, you were daydreaming, this was already a well-known routine of you, every time one of the regular customers showed, your mood increased incredibly and all you could do was following him with your gaze.

You were a shy person, so you couldn’t even speak to him, actually it was hard for you to talk with the people, it took you 2 weeks to start talking properly to your co-workers, that’s how you are, that’s all you could do. And you were happy with that.

Your co-workers knew how you feel because of Jinyoung, and they always tried to make you see that you needed to start talking to him but you always told them that it was something “impossible”, and that you were happy with just watching him come and go, every day.

You always thought that it was love at first sight. Every time that he entered the front door of the coffee shop, your heart started beating like a crazy machine, and your checks become red. He would always come with a smile, the smile that has always made you feel like you were melting, but as fast as he came, he walked away, leaving you with a huge depression, and you couldn’t help but make it obvious when your smile became a sad smile, and your eyes do nothing but look at the front door, waiting…

That day wasn’t different from the rest; you were in your usual spot just waiting, with a happy smile, always looking at the front door, every time the bell announced that someone had enter the shop, you would look as fast as you could just to see if it was Jinyoung with his magnificent smile, but every time ended with a sad smile, you spend almost 3 hours like that, feeling every time more and more sad, at the end you got to give up on it, thinking that he would not come today. Almost five minutes after that, you hear the bell of the front door, turned to see who your next client was, your eyes met with his, and his lips turned into that well-know smile of his, that always drove you crazy.

Your face became as red as a tomato, and your body acted on its own, hiding yourself behind the counter like a little kid that was caught doing something wrong. Jinyoung chuckled at your sudden action, walking to the casher to ask for his usual order. When you realized your own actions, your face blushed a lot more, if that was even possible, you scolded yourself for being that obvious, once you finally came out of the counter, you find yourself looking for Jinyoung who walked to one of the tables that were in the other side of the shop with his friends behind, that was the first time that you actually saw his friends, once that they finally sat at the table, Jinyoung again made his way to the casher to pick up his order, once he was ready to again walk to his table, he turned to see you and give you one of his charming smiles that made your heart stop beating, then he continued walking to the table. Once you stop watching him, you could feel how your heart started beating again.

You recharged your head on the desk feeling exhausted and ashamed - “This is going to end up killing me …” you sighed closing your eyes.

“What is going to end up killing you?” -  You froze feeling how your face turned red again, that voice was unmistakable, at least for you, but…that couldn’t be him…right?, he was in the table with his friends… you looked up just to reaffirm your worst expectative, there was him with that curiosity in his eyes, smiling while trying to find out who you where talking about.

-I…I…hm…y-yo…u….nothing…”- as fast as you looked up to see him, you turned your face away, trying to hide your gaze.-

-“is that so? “- His gaze was fixed on your face, and his smile widened when he saw you blushing because of his presence.

It was the first time that you actually feel like punching his face, so he would not have that smile, trying to control yourself, you breathed deep as you could, trying to think in one phrase that actually would make sense, for your bad luck, your mind always became blank when he was near you – “D-do you need anything?”-

His eyes widen for your sudden question, his smile disappeared and became a fine line, while his expression changed showing how he was starting to think on what he was about to answer. You kept looking at his face, ending day dreaming about, how his other expressions where, and how would he be with his friends… a smile appeared in your face as you started thinking about how would he be with his girlfriend…

Jinyoung P.O.V

She looked so beautiful day dreaming, she didn’t even realize when I started looking at her, I was so spaced out thinking in how to ask her out. From the past 3 months I have been coming to this cafeteria, and ask for the same order over and over again, it was something pretty normal in me before, but now I was so decided in going every day, just to see her face, every day was the same, I’ll go and ask for the same as always, looking for the perfect chance to ask her out, but every time that the chance came up, I ended up talking to the cashier, I even end up asking her for the name of _____.

This day wasn’t different at all, well…just a little because of the guys who insisted a lot in coming up with me, saying that they wanted to “support” me but they were actually, just teasing me. This was finally my chance to do it, just a simple question and everything will be fine…or awkward…I rather think it would be fine…at least I’ll have her answer, knowing if she likes me or not, I just need to ask her.

-I looked at the boys in the table, Sandeul was eating as always not paying a lot of attention in what was going on, Gonchan was just smiling at me and moving his head in approval, But Dongwoo and Baro were hiding behind their chairs looking directly at me, pretending to be spies or something, when they realized that I was looking at them, they smiled and gave me a thumbs up to support me, but actually they just were making me more nervous and embarrassing me.  I sighed a little turning again to face _____, I was ready to do it, I would finally do it, I have to do it, or then Baro would come and ask her out or maybe they would just make me feel more embarrassed, I shacked my head trying to concentrated – “Let’s do it Jinyoung, it’s now or never, she just asked if you needed something, you just have to say “yeah…your number for example…DAMN BARO! You and your stupid pick up line would never work!,  she probably thinks that I am so full of myself or something, no, I can’t say that, I will just ask her out in my own way…oh god, what is that way?…”-

I took a deep breath, ready to ask her out, my mouth opened making ____ to look at me, I was ready, it was coming, finally I would ask her out…”Would you…Would you give me that strawberry cake?, I love strawberries, they are the best. Do you like strawberries? You can’t hate them; they are just the best thing in the world…”-

Her face became indescribable, like if she was trying to actually understand what I just said to her, my commentary and order were just answered with an awkward smile in her face, that actually make me feel so ashamed of me, did I seriously say that?, she just handed me the cake, and I just smiled a bit, trying to run to my table as fast as I could, this time I seriously messed up.-

When I arrived the table I gave the cake to Sandeul saying something like “Eat that”, I sat at the table hiding my face in my hands, this time I seriously messed it up.

-Baro tried to comfort me, putting one of his hands in my shoulder –“Come on Jinyoung…you seriously hit on her with that strawberries comment.”- He teased me laughing a bit, making me actually growl, he obviously wasn’t making me feel any better.-

-“come on Baro, don’t you see that the poor Jinyoung is hurt?”-  Sandeul stop eating, trying to stop Baro of making fun of me. – But I actually admit that I love strawberries, who wouldn’t love strawberries?- Sandeul made fun of me, causing that everyone started laughing at what I said. Seriously, this really were my friends?-

-Dongwoo looked at me, and then turned to see ____ working – “she is actually pretty”- Baro turned also turned his face to look at her – “yeah, she Is pretty. Yah!, Jinyoung if you don’t ask her out, I’ll” – saying that he was just about to ahead to the counter, until I stopped him pulling him by the arm.  – “YAH!, stop teasing me!”- I just walked to the counter with new motivation-

Your P.O.V

You just keep looking at the same stop since Jinyoung actually walked away, that was pretty random, but maybe that was how he was with every one, right? UGH he was so difficult! – Frustrated all of sudden you sighed, trying to calm down a bit, you were exhausted with the only idea of him in the coffee shop, but now!…you actually had a “conversation” with him, your heart almost stopped working when he talked to you. – You dropped yourself in the nearest chair, trying to recover yourself from all the emotions.-

-Just then your co-workers walked out of the kitchen with a creepy smile on their faces, you were actually a little scared of them – “so…”-

-“so…What?”- You looked at them a little confused-

-“oh…nothing…we were just curious about…you know…DID HE ASKED YOU OUT? – both of them looked at you with an excited smile, you looked at them as if they were crazy, but then you just chuckled smiling, making them a lot more excited than they were, if that was even possible, when you were about to open your mouth to talk, you can almost hear their excited screams – “YAH! Are you both on drugs or something?”-

-They looked at you a little offended –“aish this girls always saying no sense…”-you whispered to yourself before giving at them a compressive smile, ready to explain them everything- Nothing happened, he just asked me for that strawberries cake that we had, did you guys seriously thought that he would just ask me out?, come on!, he is perfect, I am just an employed, he would never like me, as much as I wish he would – you sighed to your self – I just have an unrequited love ok?- you looked at them again, but they were having that creepy smile again, you looked confused now, what was going on?, before you could actually ask anything they just walked away letting you saw one little Jinyoung a little bit shocked because of what he just heard.

-your face became deep red, as you tried to keep on calm, but when you saw that Jinyoung was about to talk, you just walked, well, you actually started running to the kitchen hiding yourself next to the refrigerator that was next to the back door, you would be there until your shift ended, and maybe you would switch your place with someone at the kitchen so that, you wouldn’t have to saw Jinyoung for a while.

After what it felt like years, your shift was over, and you were able to go home, you changed your uniform and headed to the back door of the coffee shop, with a lot of caution you opened the door looking at the sides of the street trying to see if someone was there waiting for you. Finally you started walking a little fast just in case, you were praying that Jinyoung would not be waiting for you, he wouldn’t, right? It was mean less, why would he be waiting for you if he was going to turn off your confession, you started mentally scolding yourself, you were making a illusion in your head, a Illusion that would never happen.

-“Yah!, _____, wait!”- Jinyoung voice made you snap out of your thoughts and froze were you were, you didn’t want to face him so you keep your head down, he walked as fast as he could just to catch you up, he was looking at your back, trying to think and how to ask the next question. You were terrified, your worst nightmare was becoming truth, and you were just preparing yourself to hear him up, he would probably tell you about his gorgeous girlfriend or something like that.

Again you were snapped out of your thoughts because Jinyoung catch your arm trying to make you look at him, he turned you around so now you were face to face, you close your eyes feeling so embarrassed, you thanked that it was too dark so he wouldn’t see how red was your face now.

-“W-why did you run away like that?”- he was looking at you with worried eyes, you didn’t want to look at him directly, all you wanted to do was run away again and hide yourself under a huge rock, again the voice of Jinyoung made you look at him –“is…is it true?…you…you like me?”-

-Your eyes winded as you processed the question, did you seriously needed to answer that? You were getting frustrated with yourself as you felt how you couldn’t even speak, your eyes started to feel how your eyes started to burn a little, making you feel how little tears where fighting to go out, you breathed deeper trying to fight the tears, and making a little move with your head doing a affirmation nod.

-you saw how his body took a deep breath and let go your arm, the next think you knew was that you were in Jinyoung embrace, his heart was beating as fast as yours, you could feel his warm and damn it felt so good, you wished that time would stop and let you stay like that forever, you felt how his body vibrate at the sound of his voice coming up. – “I…”- you snapped out again back to reality, maybe the worst part was coming up, and you were about to be rejected, you close your eyes again trying to ignore the thing that Jinyoung would say, even known that it would be impossible –“the reason why I come to the coffee shop that often…”- he took a deep breath again, for some reason this time he was having a lack of air. –that…you…you are that reason…- he sighed as he let it go, finally he could say it, it felt as if a big pressure was gone.

-as if you were told something super crazy, you looked at him all confused, was he talking seriously? His eyes and smile that always melted you confirmed it, he actually liked you, you lost your internal fight with the tears that now were falling from your eyes, you tried to calm down yourself breathing, waiting for Jinyoung ending what he was saying.-

-Jinyoung hugged you tightly as he saw your little tears falling, he was trying to comfort you while he tried to calm his heart beat that was about to burst out of his chest, that day was actually a total madness.-

After what it look like a lifetime, you finally stop crying and Jinyoung was a lot more relaxed, he took your hand in his, and started walking to your house, he insisted a lot in walking you home, saying that it was too dangerous for a pretty girl to walk alone at night, after a little while, Jinyoung stop walking all of sudden making you stop a little after him, you turned to face him, and he was looking you with that well-known smile of his, you looked at him confused of his sudden action, and he just chuckled still looking at you. – “So…”-

-“what?” – You smiled a little at his sudden nervous-

-Jinyoung cleared his throat before he started speaking –“would you like to…I don’t know…go for a walk one of those days?” –

-“Are you asking me out?” – Now you were teasing him with a big smile –

-“m-maybe…” - you chuckled – “Hm…I don’t know…the guy I like may end up getting jealous…” – you looked at him with a playful smile, that he returned, just then you started walking away to your home-

-YAAH!, what did I told you?!, and you didn’t even answer my question!, YAH!, _____ , I am talking to you!-  he screamed as he tried to catch you- “YAAH!, date me!”- He laughed as he ran after you.

That was the start of everything…

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yaaaaaaaayy…well after a week of trying to write this scenario I finally end it!, :c it’s the first time I actually write one so please be gentle T___T and, actually English is not my main language so I apologize for any mistake :3. Thank you for reading it <3  

posted 6 years ago with 31 notes

Drunken Confession [Jinyoung]

Requested By Anon

******Inspired from “Drunken confession” –by Jinyoung [B1A4]*******

Let’s get drunk tonight,” Baro suggested excitedly.

“What? No!” Jinyoung replied and continued to stare outside the window.

“Why not?” he shot back.

“I don’t know! I’m just not in the mood.” Jinyoung sighed.

“I have never seen a guy who would act more like a girl than you. Just go and tell her already instead of sitting by the window and staring at the stars,” Baro said trying hard not to laugh.

“Most girls would die for a sensitive guy like me,” Jinyoung snickered back.

“Why are you so scared of her?”

“I wish I knew. She’s just different from all the other girls I’ve been with. I get nervous around her…” Jinyoung trailed off.

“Okay that does it, we’re going to the bar,” Baro got up and clapped his hands.

Jinyoung shook his head making a face.

“I didn’t give you an option. I said we’re going.” He raised his eyebrows.

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“When was the last time you had a drink?” Baro asked Jinyoung.

“I don’t remember,” he replied and rested his head on the table. “You shouldn’t have made me drink.”

“You’ll be fine.” Baro patted his back.

“I need some air,” Jinyoung said and left the bar.

He looked at his watch. It was almost midnight. He took his phone out and began to text you but stopped.

‘It’s been over a year Jinyoung, just tell her..’- a voice inside told him.It really had been over a year that he’d liked you. At first he thought it was just a little crush and he was going to get over it but nothing changed. He began falling deeper and deeper until there was no turning back.

Jinyoung began walking towards an unknown direction. His head hurt from all the drinking. He suddenly collapsed besides a bench.

He was extremely broken from inside. Tears began rolling down his cheek. He’d never felt more miserable. The feelings towards you were killing him. He wanted you to know that he loved you and wanted to spend each and every moment of his life with you.

He shook his head and got up to look around. It didn’t take him long to realize that he was in the park next to your apartments.

I guess love really does guide you..’- He thought to himself and a brief smile appeared on his face. It disappeared as soon as it came. He shuffled his pockets to find his phone. Before he could call you, it began ringing. He tried to open his eyes wider so he could see who it was.

“Hello..” he said meekly.

“Jinyoung, you called me?” you asked from the other end.

Jinyoung shook his head. He couldn’t believe he was hearing your voice.

“________, is it you? Is it really you?” he asked.

“Ye, but why did you call?” you repeated your question.

“I didn’t call you!” Jinyoung replied.

“Yeah you did, a half hour ago.”

“Oh Mianhe,” he apologized thinking he might have done it while he was drunk. “______, can you come to the park right now?”

“The park? But it’s freezing outside.”

“I’m already here,” he replied.

You looked outside your window. He really was there.

“Okay I’m coming.” You hung up and grabbed a blanket for Jinyoung.

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“It’s freezing out here. What are you doing?” You shouted from afar.

“Huh?” Jinyoung shook his head still trying hard to regain his senses.

“Are you drunk too?” you asked coming closer.

“No, no I’m not,” Jinyoung tried to stand straight up. You wrapped the blanket around him.

“I have to tell you something.” He whispered.

“Okay, but no here. Let’s go upstairs or you’ll get sick.”

“No, I want to do it right now,” Jinyoung insisted.

You placed your warm hands on his cold shivering hands and pulled him. “Come on.”

There was something about your touch, that brought him back to reality. He looked at you intently as if hypnotized by your presence. You pulled him and he followed you to the apartment.

“Sit here, I’ll make you some coffee.”  

“No I don’t need it,” he held your hand and pulled you back. Jinyoung had never reacted like this. There really was something he wanted to say. You sat down beside him and looked at him with questioning eyes. He looked away as if afraid of saying what he was about to say. He closed his eyes and clenched his fingers. His silence was making you curious.

“_________, I love you!”  he said with a shaky voice.

He’d taken you by surprise. How could he be in love with you when you guys barely talked to each other? He didn’t know anything about you and you didn’t know anything about him. His confession scared you instead of flattering you. You shook your head and began to get up but he held your hand.

“Please,” he looked at you with watery eyes. You settled back down. “I didn’t know when or how this happened but I really do love you.”

“You don’t know anything about me Jinyoung.”

“I do!” he snapped back. “Have you noticed nothing? The way I watch you the way I..”

“Jinyoung..” you tried to cut him but he cut you short.

“Just give me a chance.” His hands were shaking. “I’ve never felt more miserable. This feeling is eating me on the inside. Had I not confessed tonight I don’t know what would have happened to me.”

You felt bad for him. “Oppa, you’re drunk right now. You don’t know what you’re saying.”

“I know what I’m saying. I know my feelings are real,” he said with a stern voice.  He seemed hurt.

“Give me one week?” he said desperately.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“Stay with me for one week and if you feel like I’m not good enough for you then leave. I promise I will never show you my face again.”

You didn’t know what to say. If you refused he’d be devastated and that wasn’t what you wanted. You watched him look at you eagerly. Did he really love you that much?

You nodded your head in approval and looked away. A smile spread on his face. Now all he had to do was show you how much he loved you.

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When you woke up you found Jinyoung sitting on the couch staring into space.

“Do you remember anything from last night?” you asked.

He looked at you and shook his head. You were disappointed. You knew, he was just like any other guy who confessed but doesn’t really mean it. You made a face and turned around.

“But I haven’t forgotten that I love you,” Jinyoung said from behind. A shudder ran through your body. You clenched your fist and closed your eyes. You didn’t know if you were relieved or scared.

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You hadn’t answered Jinyoung’s text messages after the event because you didn’t want him to know that you were sick. It had been two days and he was worried.

You dragged yourself out of bed to open the door. Somebody had been knocking for quite a while.

“Are you okay? Why haven’t you been answering my calls? I was so worried.” Jinyoung bombarded you with questions.

“I was..” you began to talk but a fit of coughing took you.

“You’re sick,” Jinyoung exclaimed holding you. You struggled to open your eyes as your vision blurred. Your body was too week. Jinyoung picked you up and took you to the room, carefully placing you on the bed.

He left and came back after a while with soup in his hands.

“Here,” he placed the spoon near your lips. You slowly sipped in some.

“Thank you,” you said with a weak voice.

“Shhhhh,” Jinyoung nodded, placing his hand on your forehead. He stroked your hair till you fell asleep.

You spent the next three days in bed. Jinyoung stayed by your side every second to make sure you got whatever you needed.  You wished he wouldn’t do that but a little part of you was getting used to his presence. You liked it when he worried about you and ran around, to get things for you. You had never seen a guy who would do all this for his girl.

“No no, don’t get up!” Jinyoung sprang up and lunged towards you. 

“I’m fine,” you said with a bright smile on your face. You really were feeling better.

“What do you need? I’ll get it for you.” He asked with a worried look on his face.

“I don’t need anything,” you shook your head with a reassuring smile. “Wait, actually I do need something.”

“What?” he asked placing his hand on your cheeks.

“Take me out somewhere!”

Jinyoung stared at you with disbelief. “You’re too sick to go out.”

“I’m not sick anymore. I’m tired of being in bed. It’s been 4 days Oppa.” You stood up. “See I’m fine.” You tried to make him believe you.

He sighed. “Where do you want to go?”

“The lake near Seoul City Center.” This is the place you used to go whenever you were lonely but that night you wanted to go with him.

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“It’s so peaceful here at night.” Jinyoung sighed.

“Ye,” you replied. You were happy that he was by your side. You didn’t know if you’d started liking him but his presence always satisfied you. You knew nothing could ever happen to you, if he was there with you. He seemed like a protector.

You looked at him and smiled. It hadn’t been seven days but maybe you were falling for him. It wasn’t going to hurt if you gave him a chance. You took him by surprise when you held his hand. Jinyoung looked at you with questioning eyes.

“I don’t want you to go anywhere.” You said and rested your head on his shoulder. He didn’t know why you’d said that but he was happy that you’d accepted him. You belonged to him now. A tear rolled down his cheek but he wiped it quickly, wrapping his arms around you.

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Wow this song really is amazing!  I can’t believe I hadn’t heard it up till now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRxK_6YtM80

I wanted to make it realistic so the reader doesn’t fall in love with him but is ready to give him a chance.

posted 6 years ago with 53 notes

It was finally happening [Baro]

Requested by sammixlady

“Well that was a good first date,” Baro said with a nervous smile on his face.

You were equally nervous even after spending the last two hours with him.

“Ye,” you replied and looked towards the ground.

“So do you want me to walk you home?” he asked.

“If you want too,” you said, not making eye contact at all.

The two of you were the most awkward couple in the world. You both liked each other a lot but were too afraid to express it. Neither of you had been in a relationship before so all of this was new to you guys.

“The weather seems to be getting chilly,” Baro said. He couldn’t have made a more stupid comment over. This is what someone said when they didn’t have anything to say.

“Ye,” you replied.

He bit his lip and nodded his head. Both of you wanted to say something but neither of you made an effort.

“So here it is,” he said, as the two of you approached the door.

You nodded your head and looked around.

“I guess I’ll go now?” he clenched his fist.

“Good night,” you said while nodding.

“Good night,” he replied.

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You and Baro had been going out for a month now. He had asked you out on a text which was not romantic at all. Your life revolved around Korean movies where the guy swept the girl off her feet and kissed her. Baro was nothing like that and yet you still fell for him. You liked his innocence and well, his awkwardness o_O.

You sighed and settled down on the couch to watch the next movie that was on your list. Your heart beat got faster as the guy proposed to the girl. You cried when he left her and you jumped up and down when they got back together.

*sigh*! “If only Baro was more like this,” you said to yourself.

It was getting late so you went to sleep, making up scenarios about you and Baro in your head.

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You and Baro went on several dates but nothing changed. Each date ended with the same awkward good bye. You were getting tired of it now. You wished he would understand you.

“Hey do you want to go to the movies?” Baro asked you over the phone.

“Uhh, no I don’t feel so good tonight,” you made an excuse.

This was the third time you were making the same excuse. He knew something was up.

“Ohkay,” he replied and hung up.

Am I doing something wrong?’-He thought to himself.

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You jumped out of your fantasy world as someone knocked on the door.

“I’m coming” you yelled as you sprinted towards the door.

Baro was standing in front of you. You were surprised at his sudden visit.

“Oh Heyyyy,” you said scratching your head and then faked a cough.

“Hi,” he replied stepping inside.

“Since you were sick, I decided to come over.” He knew you were faking it.

“Oh you didn’t have to,” you replied.

Baro proceeded towards the living room.

“Why?” he shot back at you.

You chuckled. “Um do you want me to make you something?”

“Can you get me water?” he asked.

You went to the kitchen while Baro settled on the couch. His eyes fell on the thousands of DVD’s on your table. He was surprised someone could have that many. He began going through them. All of them were love stories. It didn’t make sense to him.

“Oh umm sorry about that,” you said handing him the water. You began picking up all the DVD’s.

“Why do you have so many?” he asked.

“Aii, Umm I just like them,” you said nervously without looking at him. You went back and forth to your room to put all the DVD’s back.

It suddenly hit Baro, what exactly was going on. He felt so stupid for not being able to understand you. When you finally finished, you came and sat beside him.

“We can still go to that movie, if you want to?” you said.

“I love you,” Baro blurted out while closing one of his eyes and leaving the other open.

You were taken aback. He had finally said what you’d been wanting to hear. You didn’t know what to say.

“Too soon?” he asked with a disappointed face since you didn’t respond.

 You looked at him and a smile spread on your face. You shook your head.

A smile broke on Baro’s face too. He slid his hand on top of yours and pulled you closer. He held your face in his hands.

“I’m sorry it took me so long,” he whispered.

You shyly looked away. He gently turned your face towards him and kissed you.

He had told you that he loved you for the first time and this was your first kiss. Your heart was racing. You felt like it would pump out any second. Baro slid his hand up your arm and carefully placed it behind your neck, pulling you even closer.

Your fantasy was finally coming true…

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*double sigh*

I gave watching Exo variety show for this scenario! [Such a dedicated writer hahaha]

posted 6 years ago with 22 notes

Kitten Love [Shinwoo]

Requested by anbaachan


“Yeah I just landed. Where are you?” you asked as you looked around the airport for Shinwoo.

“I’m here. I don’t see you anywhere,” he replied also looking around.

“I hate this,” you sighed. “Excuse me,” you said to the guy in front of you who was too busy on his phone.

“Excuse me,” you repeated.

The guy finally turned around. It was Shinwoo. Your face lit up. “Oh My God you were in front of me the whole time and I didn’t see you.”

He laughed back. “Welcome home baby,” he said and side hugged you.

“Why did you cut your hair? I would have never been able to recognize you had you not turned around.”

“Ahhh! I just wanted a new look,” he said as he kissed you on your temple. “I am so glad you’re home.”

“I’m glad too,” you said as you put your head on his shoulder.

The two of you got into the taxi.

“This will be a long ride home,” you said.

“I know. Are you tired?”

“I was on a 16 hour flight. Of course I am tired… but you know what? All my energy will come back as soon as I see my adorable little Felix [your cat],” you said making a cute face.

Shinwoo shifted uncomfortably. There was a stressed look on his face. Your heart sank.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“Umm nothing!”

“No tell me please!”

“You probably don’t wanna know!”

“Is it about Felix?” you asked, tears now forming around the corner of your eyes.

He waited a little and then said, ”yes.”

“What happened to her?”

“She got sick when you left!”

“So did you take her to the vet?”

“Yeah I did but her condition got worse.”

“Oh no,” you said almost crying. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I didn’t want to upset you.”

“Well I am upset now,” you said. Shinwoo wiped your tears.

“Please don’t cry,” he said while smiling as if hiding something.

“Why are you smiling like this?” you said making an annoyed face.

“I’m not,” he defended himself.

The taxi stopped and you sprang out without even waiting for Shinwoo.

“Opps,” you said and ran back to Shinwoo and took the keys out of his pocket.

Your hands were shaking as you put the key into the lock. Shinwoo came up right behind you.

“Let me do it,” he said taking the keys. He opened the door and you jumped inside.

“Felixxxxx! Felixxxxxxx! Where are you?” you called.

Felix came running into the living room. She looked perfectly fine. You were confused. Suddenly three cute little kittens came running after Felix.  You gasped and turned around. Shinwoo was standing there smiling at you.

“I thought she was sick because she started acting weird so I took her to the vet and he told me that Felix was pregnant. I took good care of her didn’t I?” he finished.

“I hate you,” you said, smiling and wiping your tears.

Shinwoo came and hugged you. “I would never let anything happen to her because I know how much you love her and I.. I Love You.’

“Awww I love you too!” you said and kissed him on the cheek.

The two of you spent the rest of the night playing with Felix and the cute little kittens.

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I didn’t realize it was this short when I finished but if I added anything I would have just dragged it so I left it like this! I hope you like it :)

posted 6 years ago with 13 notes

I waited for you [Shin Woo]

Requested by anbaachan




“ I can’t believe you are doing this to me,” you friend said as her voice cracked. You could feel that she was going to start crying.

“I am so sorry. I had no idea the days were going to clash.”

“I don’t care. We made our plans 3 months ago ______, You can’t just bail on me last minute. You know how important this is to me,” she said.

“I know honey, but I can’t just not be home when he comes back. He’s coming back after 3 weeks and if he doesn’t see me He will be upset. What would you do if your boy friend was coming home after so long. Wouldn’t you want to be there?” you asked.

“All I know is that I won’t ditch my friend,” she said and hung up.

You immediately called her back.

“Listen to me please,” you begged.

“There’s nothing to listen to anymore. I don’t think we can be friends anymore.” She said and hung up again.

You were mad and upset. How could she just break the friendship just like that. You guys had been friends for 5 years now. You felt bad. You didn’t want to do this but you also wanted to be home when Shin Woo came back.

Your phone rang. It was a message from him. ‘Will be home by 7. Just boarded’

You forced yourself to get up and start preparing for his arrival. You decorated the living room with roses and candles. You cooked his favorite noodles and cake. Everything was complete. It looked perfect. You looked at the clock. It was 7. ‘He should be home any minute.’

You waited and waited but the door never opened. You called him but he didn’t pick up. You were curled up in the corner of your couch. The clock struck 8, 9 and then 10 o clock.  You were furious now. You had ditched your best friend for this. You had promised her that you’d be there for her and look at you now. You weren’t there in the most important moment of her life. You slowly drifted off to sleep.

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You woke up to the sound of the door opening. You looked at the clock. It was 1 am. Shin Woo came in and smiled at you.

“Where the heck were you?” you yelled.

His smile disappeared.

“Uh the members forced me to go to the club with them..” he said but quickly realized that he shouldn’t have said that.

“Oh My God,” you put your hand on your forehead. “Are you seriously kidding me? You went to the club with your friends while I was sitting here waiting for you?”

Shin Woo obviously didn’t know what had happened between you and your best friend.

“I am home now. What’s the big deal?” he asked and shrugged his shoulders.

You were regretting what you had done. You ditched your friend to stay at home for him and he was out partying with his friends. You started crying.

“You know what? Screw you Shin woo!” you said while wiping your tears. You went to the room and slammed the door behind you.

Shin Woo was surprised. You had never talked to him like this before. You had never cried over something as little as this. He felt bad for not making it home on time but what he was concerned about was what you had done. Clearly there was more to it than just this. He wanted to set things straight. He waited a while to let you cool off and then slowly opened the door. You were crying with your head buried in your lap.

He came and sat beside you.

“I know there is something else that’s bothering you,” he said with his soft voice.

You couldn’t control yourself and you hugged him tightly. “I ditched my friend for you Shin Woo. We had plans for tonight since the past 3 months but you decided to come back early and then I couldn’t go with her and now ..,” you were sobbing, “ now she won’t ever talk to me. How could you do this to me. I waited for you for so long and I now I regret not being with her.”

Shin Woo realized what a big mistake he had made. It was unintentional but he had hurt you and you had hurt your friend. He pulled you up, “Come one. We are going to her house right now and fixing this!” he said.

“it’s too late now,” you said wiping your nose.

“No its not. Just come.”

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You knocked on her door with Shin Woo standing beside you. As soon as she opened the door you hugged her. “I am so sorry. Please don’t do this. I want to be your friend, forever. I will never ditch you again. Ever. ” You said between sobs.

Your friend looked at Shin Woo for an explanation. He nodded and joined his hands to ask for apology. Her heart melted and she hugged you back.

“It’s okay, ______! I am fine now!” she finally said.

You pulled back and looked at her. Your eyes were puffy from crying for so long. You smiled at her and she smiled back.

“I love you too much to just let our friendship go to waste,” she said.

“Thank you,” you replied.

“Umm now could you guys go home because I am really sleepy and I have a big day tomorrow,” she said pulling a laugh.

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“Thank you” you said as you rested your head on his chest.

“I am sorry. I won’t ever make you wait. Had I known what had happened to you earlier today I wouldn’t have gone with my friends.”

“It’s okay. I shouldn’t have yelled at you either,” you apologized.

He took your hand and kissed it as the two of you slowly drifted to sleep.  

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The first one that I wrote had more detail in it but since I lost that one because of my stupid computer, here’s the new one. I tried my best on this one so I hope you like it anbaachan.

posted 6 years ago with 9 notes

Move in with me [Jinyoung]

Requested by anon

You were engrossed in your book when you heard someone knock on your window. You ignored it thinking it might be the tree branches since it was windy outside. You went back to reading your book but the knocking didn’t stop.

Oh my God Jinyoung was coming back from his tour today. It must be him’

You quickly ran towards the window and opened it. “I am so sorry. I almost forgot you were coming back today. That’s why I didn’t open the window.” You said pulling him in.

“Yeah, had you waited any longer I would have fallen off,” he said as he jumped inside the room. “Oh it’s so warm in here. It feels so good,” he said rubbing his hands.

“I missed you,” you said as he kissed you.

“I missed you too.” He replied.

“So how was the tour?”

“It was good but very tiring.”

“They changed your hair color too,” you said realizing that it had changed.

“Do you like it?”

“Are you kidding me? I love it! This hair color is the reason I fell in love with you,” you said and winked.

He started tickling you as he dragged you to the bed.

“Stop Jinyoung oppa, Stoppp,” you said between your fits of laughter.

“Alright,” he surrendered as he laid his head on your lap. He sighed as he looked at you with loving eyes.

“What are you looking at?” you asked as he played with your hair.

“Nothing,” he sighed. “Move in with me.”

“What?” you were taken aback.

“Yeah, Move in with me. I hate sneaking into your college dorm after hours. What if we get caught one day. They’ll kick you out and your parents will hate me for that.”

“Yeah, but moving in with you?” you asked with questioning looks.

“I don’t see anything wrong in that. At least when I come home late or early, I’ll know that you’ll be there waiting for me.”

“Yeah, but what will my parents say?” you asked.

“I think they’ll be happy to know that you will be cutting down on your college cost by not living in the dorm.”

You smiled.

“And besides, your parents love me. I’m sure they’ll understand,” he winked giving you one of his cheeky smiles.

You couldn’t help but laugh.

“So?” he was still looking for an answer.

You thought for a while and finally said ,” Yes.”

“Oh My God, I am so happy,” he said jumping up and showering you with kisses.

“Yeah, but there’s one little problem!” you said.

“What?”

“You only have one room?”

“So,” he said casually.

You started blushing and smiling. You tried to look away to hide it but he caught you. He slowly came forward and whispered,  

“And this is the reason I fell in love with you.”

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This is a little short but I still love it because it’s cute :D I hope you like it anon :)

P.S Please don’t bash me for not coming up with a creative title :(

posted 6 years ago with 30 notes

Anonymous asked: "I was wondering if you could do one where Jinyoung from B1A4 asks you to move in with him? Chebal~ ^^"

Sure:) I’ll add it to my list *yaayyy* a different group !! :)

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posted 6 years ago