Your Wish Is My Command

Truth never hurts [Jongup]

Requested by anon 



It was just like any other Friday night in the B.A.P’s dorm. Himchan and Zelo were busy on their phones, trying to look up the best activity that could be done. Daehyun and Yongguk sat on opposite ends of the couch staring blankly into space. Youngjae played with a little ball while you were very comfortably sitting in Jongup’s lap.

“Guy’s seriously, this is getting boring,” you finally blurted.

“Hold on I think I might be able to find something,” Himchan replied still scrolling through his phone.

“You do this every Friday night and then we end up going to a club,” Jongup added lazily.

“What’s wrong with you?” you asked as he yawned. “You can’t be tired now really.”

“Ah aniyo,” Jongup replied with a smile to satisfy you.

“We are not going to the club again. I hate trying to sneak in every time,”  Zelo pouted. You glanced at his baby like expression and couldn’t help but laugh.

“Let’s just stay in tonight and do something. It’s freezing outside. We can all just sit by the fireplace and have a little chit chat,” you suggested. After finishing, your gaze wandered around the silent room. They had all stopped doing whatever they were staring at you..

“What?” you chuckled. You were about to say more when the silence broke and laughter filled the air.

“Are you alright _________?” Himchan asked.

“Come on there’s nothing wrong in that. I actually like the idea,” Jongup said trying to cheer you up. He knew you were a little sensitive about such things.

“Yeah I guess it isn’t that bad. I want to stay in too,” Daehyun said after awhile.

“Then instead of having a boring chit chat let’s play a game,” Zelo said clapping his hands excitedly. To your surprise everybody quickly settled near the fire. They turned around to you and Jongup.

“You two coming or not?” Yongguk asked.

“Ah yeah..as soon as __________ moves from on top of me,” Jongup mumbled trying to signal you to move.

“Huh!.. oh yeah,” you shook your head and jumped off of him.

The guys had quickly built up the atmosphere, clapping, humming and cracking jokes.

“Okay so let’s start this. I’m going to spin this bottle and whoever it lands on will have to tell a secret about themselves. 

“What? That’s lame,” Daehyun furrowed his eyebrows.

“Why? Is it because you have something to hide?” Zelo asked leaning completely on top of him.

“Aish,” he pushed Zelo back.

“Just spin the bottle Zelo,” Yonggguk said losing his patience. He had assumed that everyone else wanted to play.

“Ah ye,” Zelo mumbled and then spun the bottle. “Wohooo,” he cried as it stopped on Yongguk.

“Okay let’s go hyung tell us your dirty secrets,” Daehyun tried to spice things up.

“What? What is this..,” Yongguk cried in surprise.  Nobody responded, instead they all gave him deathly stares. They were going to continue to do so till he blurted something out.

“Okay okay,” Yongguk raised his hands in the air giving up. “This is really embarrassing and I don’t ever… do I really have to do this?” he asked. The response was the same as last time- silence with intense glares.

“This is embarrassing,” he started once again. “but when I was younger.. like before I was a trainee.. we weren’t very rich so mother couldn’t afford to buy us a lot of undergarments. And when she did I would keep losing them so.. I..would wear the same underwear for half a week and then wear it inside out for the rest of it.”

No one knew how to respond when Yongguk finished. The boys and you looked at each other not knowing whether to laugh or sympathize with the leader. In the end the former won and everybody fell into a long fit of laughter. Yongguk looked at them in utter amazement. He was just a tad bit disappointed but that slowly died out as he saw everyone laughing. He was glad he had brought smiles to their faces.

“Wow hyung, I don’t believe this,” Zelo said patting Yongguk’s back.

“Yeah yeah, let’s move on,” Yongguk said pushing him back. He took the bottle from Zelo vigorously.

“My turn to spin,” he announced.

The bottle stopped on Daehyun. ***Wohooo*** once again everyone cheered. You looked up at him. He seemed a little bit flustered as if he was about to make a big confession.

“Youngjae,” he said turning to him. He then proceeded to hold his hand.

“Waaeeeeee,” Youngjae pushed him back. “What are you trying to do?”

“I was kidding,” Daehyun chuckled. “Look bro I’m really sorry about this and I know I should have told you this earlier but two weeks ago I was dancing while brushing my teeth and my hand accidently hit your toothbrush.”

“And,” Youngjae said angrily .

“And… it sort of fell in the ..trashcan.”

“What?” Youngjae cried.

“Yeah but I took it out and rinsed it and ..”

“then you put it back???” Youngjae yelled. He stuck his tongue out and began to clean it with his fingers. This was followed by a fit of coughs.

“I’m sorry man,”Daehyun said trying to hold his laugh.

“Oh you better be,” Youngjae said.

“And.. would be a bad time to tell you that after our fight a few days back I added water to your hair gel?” Daehyun said hurriedly and got up to run. He was soon followed by Youngjae.

“Come on guys let’s settle down now,” Yongguk ordered.

“But he..,” Youngjae whined.

“Yes yes we all know how brutally you have been treated. Now sit down.”

“Is it bad that I find this really funny?” you turned around and asked Jongup.

“Not at all,” he said and planted a quick peck on your cheek.

When the boys finally settled down the bottle was spun once again. You were wishing it would stop on you but you also had no idea what you would say. Your wish came true and it did stop on you. Now that it was facing you, you had no idea what to say. 

“Go on ________ say something,” Youngjae said.

“I don’t really have anything to say,” you said, still thinking hard.

“Say something to Jongup. Tell him what you have never told him before,” Daehyun leaned closer to you.

“He knows everything about me,” you said casually and giggled.

“I’m sure there is something he doesn’t know,” Zelo gave you a suspicious look. Jongup who was looking at you closely, smiled and pushed Daehyun back.

“It’s true. I know everything about her,” he said giving a cocky look to Zelo.

“Okay then let’s ask her questions to see if she really has,” he said and turned to you. “How many boys have you kissed before Jongup hyung.”

“None,” Jongup answered before you could say anything. “I am her first boyfriend.”

 “Woaahh,” everybody cheered and clapped. You gained some confidence too. You were ready for all of his questions.

“Aha!,” Daehyun snapped his fingers. “I’ve got a good one.” He gave you and evil look. “Since _________ is so pretty my question to you is that have you ever had a plastic surgery?”

As soon as Daehyun finished his question your heart sank. It sank so low you feared it would never come back up. Did he know? Was he bluffing with you? How could he possibly know? No one ever knew about this. It was your little secret that you very much regretted after meeting Jongup. He made you realize that beauty was what’s on the inside. You were stupid. You were tired of being the lonely girl who was always ignored. Living in the shadows was getting miserable so you took that big step. It was nothing big, just minor changes. A little on the eyelids and a slight touch to the nose.

All this thinking made you space out. You forgot that there were six guys in the room who were looking at you for a response. It had been a while. Jongup shook you a little too. Your reaction was raising suspicions in the minds of all the boys.

“_________,” Jongup whispered your name in your ear. He wanted you to say something. Without thinking and  sensing the extreme pressure on you, you shook your head slightly.

“See I told you guys,” you heard Jongup say. After that your brain completely shut down to everything that touched your ears. You were worried. You had just lied to Jongup for the first time in your life.

The game went on but your head was far from in it. You got occasional nudges from Jongup but nothing could settle your ruffled thoughts. Your mind was not going to rest until you told him. You were leaving the results up to fate. You had heard some guys break up with their girl friends for this but others encouraged it. You weren’t sure how Jongup was going to react especially after you had lied to his face.

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“You really didn’t have to walk me back. It’s not like I live that far,” you said nervously.

“I would never let you walk back in the dark, all by yourself.” Jongup said and then held your hand. Even though both of you were wearing gloves, your hands were still freezing.

“Is something bothering you?” he asked sensing your silence and the constant spacing out.

“Ah aniya,” you shook your head and pulled a smile to seem as natural as possible. You looked up at his face. There was something about his looks that were provoking you to blurt out the truth. Without putting much extra thought into it, you stopped in the middle of the road.

“I lied okay.. I lied to you,” you finally said, pulling your hand out of his.

“Lied? About what?” he asked. 

“About the surgery. The truth is,” you paused one last time. “The truth is I did get a surgery long time before I met you. I don’t know if you will leave me for this but just know that I will always love you. You are the one who taught me that looks didn’t matter. Beauty is what’s on the inside. I can’t believe I was so stupid” You buried your face in your hands. You couldn’t meet his eyes. The shame had taken over you. Instead of him slipping his hands out of yours he tightened his grip and began to pull you. You looked at him with a questioning expression but he didn’t stop. You gave in and let him walk you where ever he was going.

After a while the two of you stopped near the park he had taken you on your first date to. He stopped right in front of it and then turned to you.  You had no idea what he was going to say next.

“Do you remember this place?” he asked. You nodded back. After that he pulled you into a hug.

“Whaaa,” you gasped, a little confused at his reaction but happy at the same time.

“I could read your expressions. From the moment Daehyun asked you that question I knew there was something you were hiding. Something was bothering you and then when you finally shook your head, there were tears in your eyes. That’s the purity I fell in love with________. I don’t care what you did before you met me as long as you don’t change when you’re with me. I fell in love with you for your personality not for the way you looked and..,” he pulled away but was still holding you close to him, “and why would you ever think I would leave you for that? Do you not believe in my love?”

You shook your head then nodded trying hard to tell him what you meant. He chuckled at your flustered state and then embraced you again.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered. “I don’t know what to say.”

“You don’t have to,” he whispered back and then gave you a comforting peck on your neck.

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I have no idea how a two page scenario turned into a 5 page one. I was just being silly with this one haha. Anyways I hope you all like it :) <3 <3 

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