Your Wish Is My Command

Never could she find someone like him - [Changmin]

Requested by anon 

 

Changmin looked over at his phone as it buzzed for the unth time. He finally picked it up but instead of talking he turned it off and put it upside down on the table. “It could be someone important,” you said to him. “Not as important as you,” he replied taking your hand in his.

“You don’t have to do all of this oppa,” you insisted.

“I do,” he said. He nodded to the waitress nearby to bring the menu. She did as he instructed. You looked at his tired face and sleepy eyes. He was pushing himself far too much. Keeping up with his schedules and then always making sure to meet you on time. In the two years that the two of you had been dating, he had missed only a few dates. He always tried to make it on time. You still very clearly remembered the day he asked you to be his girlfriend. You gave him a thousand and one reasons as to why it wouldn’t work out and he gave you only one to say that it would. “We love each other and that’s what’s important,” he had said that day. Along with that he had promised to never let you down. He never wanted to lose you and he had made that pretty clear.

The two of you ate in silence like the usual. He wasn’t much of a talker while eating. After dinner, he decided to walk home which you very vigorously opposed. “You’re too tired. We need to get as soon as possible so you can rest.”

“No!,” he said stretching his arms and then holding your hand. “I want to walk home so I can spend more time with you.”

“Oppa you’re killing yourself,” you whined. He chuckled looking at the sky.

“I just don’t want to lose you,” he mumbled.

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For the next few days the same thought kept bugging you. You knew you had to fix it. You loved him but you also wanted him to be successful. If he kept dangling between you and work, he would never be able to make it. You couldn’t be so selfish. You had to let him go and even if he didn’t know it, it was for his own good.

With a heavy heart you texted him to come over so the two of you could talk. You made many plans in your heart, starting from breaking his heart by cheating on him to pretending to cheating on him. Everything seemed brutal. His heart was so tender, you couldn’t be so mean to him. You thought it best to tell him the truth. He would disagree at first but with a little bit push from you, you had hopes of becoming successful.

“____________! I’m here,” you heard him announce as he entered through the front door.

“In here,” you responded. He hopped into the room but his face fell flat looking at you. You looked worn out and… well…. sort of hoboish.

“Is everything alright?” he asked with concern.

“No!” you responded sternly. Changmin’s heart sank. He held your hand and made you sit down next to him. You very calmly, took your hand out of his, got up and walked to the window.

“I can’t do this anymore,” you mumbled.

“Can’t do what?” he asked, still in a good mood but a little concerned.

“This,” you turned around to look at him. It was too painful, looking at his charming face and twinkle laden eyes. You turned away once again. “This relationship oppa,” you finally said it. You felt a heavy lump in your throat.

“What do mean?” he got up and lunged towards you. “Are you okay?” he checked your forehead in panic and then squeezed your hands.

“I’m fine,” you pushed him back.

“Then what’s wrong?” he asked.

You played with your fingers in a nervous state. Changmin loved asking questions but that day, you had no answers for him. You could barely stop your tears from falling out of your eyes.

“I don’t get it _________. Am I doing something wrong?.. Did I make a mistake.” He turned you around and looked you straight in the eyes. “Please tell me so I can fix it.”

There in that moment, you felt like killing yourself for making him feel that way. You were stupid, immature and lots of other things.

“It’s not you,” you said meekly. “It’s me.”

Changmin shook you so you could look up at him again. He had questions lots of question and you were only making him more confused.

“I’ve been cheating on you this whole time,” you blubbered. Changmin’s grip loosened on you. You heard a gasp mixed with a sniffle escape his lips. You buried your face in your hands and began to weep. It was the only way possible to make him go away. A little pain now would save him a whole lot in the future.

He stood in the corner of the room staring at you blankly. You didn’t dare look at him. You couldn’t tell him to leave nor ask him to stay. Both you and him were in an awkward situation. You knew you had to wait it out.

Moments passed  and he didn’t say anything. Your tears had started to dry but his cheeks were still wet just like his wounded heart. You couldn’t possibly tell why he was looking at you closely.

“You’re lying,” you heard him say. Your eyes met his and in that instant he knew he had caught your little lie. He ran to you and pulled you into a hug. As much as you tried to pull away, he didn’t let go.

“I know you’re lying. I know why you’re doing all of this. How could you be so silly,” You felt him pat your back lightly. “You’re doing this just because you want me to be more successful right?”

You had no words to respond with. All you could do was cry till his shirt soaked in your tears.

“How could you be so silly? A lie like this one? Do you think I would believe such a thing. You are just as much in love with me as I am with you. How could you even think I would leave you?”

“I want you to be happy,” you shouted, and pulled away.

“Happy?” he chuckled sarcastically. “You think I’ll be happy without you? If anything, you are the reason that lights up my day. When I see you after a busy day, all of my tiredness is gone and here you are telling me that you’re the reason I won’t be successful? How can you be so selfish _______? You’re selfish. I hate you,” he pushed you back.

“I just want you to..”

“No! don’t,” he cut you short and pulled you into a hug once again. he was very flustered.  “Please, don’t ever do this to me again. I’ve told you this before and I am telling you now. I don’t want to lose you and I will do everything I can to make this relationship a success. Just… promise me you won’t leave me?”

You didn’t respond. You were mad at him for knowing you so well. How could you ever let go off of such a fool. He was everything you had ever wanted.

“I need you _________,” he said, giving you a slight squeeze. “I love you.”

“I love you too,” you responded immediately. He needed that, after all you had done to him. Changmin felt his energy coming back. You were silly- very silly and he loved you just that way. You smiled and so did he. At least, now you knew you didn’t have to worry about him. He had promised and he was a man of his words. You, on the other hand were the luckiest girl alive.

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Short, sweet and in my opinion pretty good! I hope ya’ll like it. [My first changminiie scenario] I loved how I got to play with the emotions in this one. I like writing scenarios like these :)

I hope you like it anon :)  

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