The people in Korea are beyond polite. They are very helpful and not as judgmental as they have been stereotyped to be. I have made some great friends here so far. The program that I am a part of is short therefore it is perfect since the study load is not too much. The organizers as well as the teachers understand the time constraints so they are very understanding.
One of my friends pushed me to go to Chanyeol’s parent’s cafe (Vivapolo) with her. I must say I was surprised when I got there. The walls were filled with fan letters and artwork. Even though most of the customers are fangirls, the food is GREAT. Here are some pictures I took:




Hey guys! So this is two days late. It took me a while to calm myself down after my sweet sweet encounter with -Oh Sehun. This past Thursday I was planning on visiting the Entertainment Companies here in South Korea. I decided it would be a good time to go since Exo will be leaving for China on Friday (Which I think they did and probably already had their concert there today). Anyways, so with the help of directions that I found online my friend and I got off at the specific station. We thought it would be all easy to find the building but NOOOO!! [The first two were easy to find - JYP and Cube but FNC and SM Ent. took forever]. So on my way I came across this EXO billboard (DO NOT TRY TO STEAL EDIT MY WATERMARK):



After this we got lost for an hour and then finally we found Wifi in Seven eleven and looked up the directions again. (BTW in Korea no one knows where SM Ent. so asking for directions doesn’t help)
On our way we also found M.Net Studio

Here is FNC Entertainment:

There is a park across the SM Ent. building so her and I went and just sat down. I could see some people dancing on the first floor since the windows were translucent but of course it could be anyone. I mainly went for EXO (haha) So I waited and waited for three hours knowing for sure that I would be disappointed. At 11:05 I suggested that we should go and wait in front of the building for the last 25 minutes. By this time many girls had left and some had gone to the back side of the building (most of them were chinese).
In between the waiting time I had gone up to the building many times because people were walking in and out of the building so it was like a false alarm each time.
Anyways.. so it was around 11:22 when I see three girls walking besides a tall, skinny guy and taking pictures of him coming to the front of the building from the backside. It was dark so I couldnt see who it was until the person came into the light. I FLIPPED OUT WHEN I REALIZED IT WAS “OH FRICKIN’ SEHUN” I said one line to my friend, “It’s Sehunniiiee” and after that I didn’t talk at all. (The guard doesn’t let you take pictures but with all the fangirls around he couldnt do much) And I must say these rumors about EXO fans are FALSE. NONE OF THE GIRLS SCREAMED> They were all calm talking in hushed tones and taking pictures. No one dared to touch him. Everyone kept there distance which was around 4 ft. I was I think 5 ft away from him. He was talking to someone on the phone. My hands automatically started taking pictures (all thanks to iPhones and easy picture taking features). I have over twenty in my phone but I won’t upload all of them. Sehuniiee went up to the guard. He told him to open the front door of the building. He made sure not to face us- the fangirls. Then the guard walked with him inside the building. He is VERY TALL and VERY PALE and VERY SKINNY (but not the type who doesn’t eat. I think he eats a lot of junk food but is just naturally skinny). And not to exaggerate or anything all of his features are perfect. His skin is very smooth. I wanted to cover my face with a paper bag after looking a his smooth milky skin. This whole thing was 30 seconds but I THINK THESE ARE ENOUGH FOR ME. The money I spent on this trip has paid off because I wasn’t expecting to see MY BIAS stand this close to me.
This is pretty much it. Enjoy the pictures while I go back to fangirling over those 30 seconds over and over again (haha):






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You stood in silence, your body frozen in shock at what had happened in the past half an hour. “It’s over,” he had said. He kissed you a final goodbye and quickly left.
“What,” you gasped feeling your energy drain out of your body slowly. You felt tears trail down your warm red cheeks. “Oppaaaa!!” you cried out covering your face with your hands. How could he leave you over something so trivial? It failed to make sense to you. You two had been going out for over two years now. You had all the right in the world to ask him if he could introduce you to his parents.
“Are you not serious about us?” you had asked. He tried to avoid eye contact mustering up a quick answer. “I am,” replied.
“Then why won’t you take me to your house?”
“What does that have to do with us being serious?” he asked with annoyance. You had asked him this question many times before but he never gave a clear answer.
“You can’t possibly be asking me such a stupid question?” you asked angrily.
“I can’t do this,” he suddenly got up. His hands flung in the air. “I can’t do this anymore ________.” He picked up his bag to leave.
“Where are you going?” you asked walking after him. He turned around to look at you. His lips quivered as he whispered his next words. Your ears refused to believe them.
“Are we breaking up?” you mumbled almost choking on your spit. He couldn’t look at you anymore. He nodded with his head bent. You stood firm in your place, your body shaking a little. He walked up to you, gave you a kiss and then finally left.
Three months later:
You sat with your friend in a small café very close to where you lived. She had just come back from a trip overseas. After her repeated attempts you finally submitted and began telling him what had happened between you and Baekhyun.
“And…that’s the last time he kissed me,” you said wiping the tears from your cheeks.
“That jerk!” Your friend spat out. “How dare he? Wait till I see him somewhere and I will beat the living crap out of his ..” she flung her fist in the air almost ready to march out of the café.
“Jihee wait,” you held her from the arm and forced her to sit down again. “I just got a text message.”
“A text message?” she repeated questionably.
“From him…” you whispered.
“What?” Jihee shouted. “Give me that phone.”
You dodged Jihee’s attack and hid the phone behind you. You had desperately waited for this text message every single day, hour, minute… for the past three months. “Let me at least read it Jihee,” you begged, pushing her body away from yours. She looked at your desperate eyes and pleading lips. She had to give in. As soon as she moved from on top of you, you opened the text message.
“I miss you…” it said.
“What,” you gasped in slight disbelief. “He misses me.”
“BS,” Jihee hissed.
“What do mean?” you texted back.
“Can we meet?” he asked.
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You sat on a bench at the far corner of the park very close to your favorite pine tree. It was a cool midsummer night. You felt bad for going against Jihee’s wishes and coming to see Baekhyun but she had to understand that you loved this man. After all he had to you still wanted to be with him. But the question was- did he still want to be with you?
“__________,” Baekhyun said. You felt his hand on your shoulder. You were afraid to turn around. Your body froze. “__________,” he whispered your name this time. He sat beside you and turned your face towards him. You looked away in half contempt half nervousness.
“Are you mad at me?” he asked. You didn’t respond. Silence.
“Do you still love me?” he asked again. You could feel his finger pressing against your soft skin. You freed yourself from him and got up. He got up too. “I love you __________. Always have. Always will.”
Your heart sank as his words pierced through your body like daggers. He loves me.. he still loves me. You began to cry. There was no stopping you. Baekhyun held you in his arms tightly, as if protecting you from some calamity.
“Why did you leave me?” you asked. He didn’t respond. You began to ask him again thinking he hadn’t heard your muffled voice.
“I was a fool to leave you. I’m such a fool…such a fool,” all you heard was regret in his voice. “I’m so sorry __________. Please forgive me. I thought I could live without you but the truth is that not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought about you. I was miserable without you. How stupid was I to think I will be fine. I need you in life. In every step of my life. Today, now.. and ….forever!”
A shudder ran through your body hearing his words. Did he actually mean them or was it just the heat of the moment. “You mean that?” you asked pulling yourself from him.
“I do,” he pulled you back closer. “I do mean each and every word I’m saying. Please believe me. ________ I know how much you love me and I love you just as much. I just got scared when you kept pressing me. Guys are like that. They are scared of long term commitments. But I know how ignorant and stupid I was to think that. I want to be with you and that’s the only truth I know.” He hugged you again.
“I’m sorry…I’m sorry,” he whispered into your ear repeatedly.
You loved him to such an extent that forgiving him didn’t seem hard at all. Your oppa was a little pabo but after all he was still yours and you were his. Baekhyun kissed your neck and then your forehead promising you to make you his forever.
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A little emotional but I tried to make it as realistic as possible. Hope you guys like it :)
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You kissed Kai’s puppy before letting it stand on its fours again. It was still limping a little from the week before’s injury. Your heart hurt from seeing her like that. You wanted to hold her again but you knew you had to get back to work. You turned around once again just to look at it one last time.
“________!!!!” you heard someone yell your name in fury. Your heart jumped at the sudden attack as you looked up. “What are you doing to her?” Kai asked. He didn’t seem like his normal self that day. He never really smiled but that day, the wrinkles on his forehead were more than frightening.
“I was just feeding her,” you tried to explain.
“I instructed everyone not to touch her then why are you here? Leave!!” his words were scampered.
“But I..” you began once again, with pure innocence. Kai didn’t wait another second and turned around and left.
You had never been talk to like that before. Sure, you worked for SMENT but that gave Kai no right to talk to you like that. You noticed that he had been talking to you like that for almost two weeks now. Before that, he never even bothered looking at you and suddenly his behavior had shifted gears.
You saw Suho walk out of the practice room. You stopped him half way, to ask what was wrong with Kai. He paused for a moment, thinking why you would ask him about Kai- it’s not like you ever really talked to the members. “He has been sick for the past few days that’s why he is acting a little irritated.”
“Oh,” you pretended to look concerned and made an apologetic face.
“Yea! He’ll be fine in a few days so don’t worry too much,” Suho said and left.
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You had forgotten about the morning incident. It didn’t really matter to you how Kai behaved around you. You had promised yourself to only focus on your job. Meddling into an idol’s life would cost you a fortune and you certainly were not ready for that.
You were walking past Exo’s practice room when you heard someone yell. You stopped for a brief second and as soon as you started to walk again, you heard your name being called.
“________!!! Come here,” Kai yelled. You looked at him strangely, slowly walking into the musky smelling room.
“Is this the stuff you prepared for us?” he questioned throwing an old smelly black shirt on your face. You looked at the piece of cloth and at him. You were sure providing the members with clothing were far from your job. You tried to explain to him but he didn’t let you speak.
“This material will give all of us a rash and we have three big performances coming up next week. Now either you get your mind straight or I’m going to have to talk someone,” his nostrils flared as he whimpered in anger. You wanted to throw the shirt right back at him and call him names but you knew that would be immature. You clenched the shirt tightly and walked out of the room with a heavy heart. You decided that if Kai ever asked for an apology for treating you this way, you were never going to forgive him.
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More days passed by but Kai’s behavior did not change. It was less intense but you could still see the hatred in his eyes. He expected you to recoil when he approached you, but instead he you stared right back at him, sometimes even more intensely than he did. You didn’t know how long it was going to go on for. Kai on the other hand knew he had to face his fears and tell you what he was thinking.
You were hopping along the hallway lost in your thoughts when a familiar fragrance approached you. You felt sickened at the thought that you could actually recognize his cologne now. Kai looked at you and you at him. Both of you passed each other quietly, but then suddenly he yanked his arm and pulled you into a corner.
“What are you doing?” you whispered rather loudly.
“Shhhh!” he said angrily and pushed your further back into an isolated corner. He knew the door on your right opened to an empty room. He pulled you in and closed the door behind.
“Do you think this is a joke?” you said, getting ready to attack him because defending was too mainstream.
“No! Do you think this is a joke?” he asked you the same question. You looked at him strangely. Kai began to speak again to ease your confusion.
“There is something awfully weird about you!” he snarled. “I don’t know what it is and it makes me want to like you.”
“Whaaaaa” you gasped in amazement. You wouldn’t have thought he was complimenting you had he not stated those last few words. “Are you crazy?” you asked.
“Yes! And it bothers me because all of this is wrong. You! Me! This is all WRONG!” he yelled. He looked completely worn out. You could tell he’d been thinking about all of this for a long time. He sat down and breathed heavily as sweat beads slid down his face. You debated, going up to him. He looked like he needed help but you didn’t have any words to say. You didn’t even know how you felt about him.
“Are you okay?” you asked after an extremely long pause.
“I’m fine,” he replied. He was clearly not fine. What appeared to be sweat beads before were actually tears. He was crying. You had no idea you could have an effect so strong on someone. Deep down, you liked it. You began to enjoy it. But you knew that was not important at the moment. Kai needed help figuring things out. You stood in confusion when he spoke again.
“I’m sorry I treated you like that. It’s just that… I was trying to push you away from myself. I figured…that would be a good way to ease the situation…but…but it doesn’t work.” He got up and was looking straight at you. “I never thought I would get involved in such a thing so early…and my feelings are just so messed up right now.” He looked away as if embarrassed. “I’m sorry if I hurt you one way or the other.”
You nodded as if trying to understand what he was saying. His words were far from being comprehended. What you did know was that, he needed a hug. You walked over, and wrapped your arms around him, patting his back lightly.
“Don’t think about it too much,” you said. He hesitated but put his hand on your back. It sent tingles throughout your body. Your ears tuned red and your entire body had goose bumps. That wasn’t right. That wasn’t supposed to happen. You pulled away rather quickly.
“Just.. try to figure out your feelings okay!” you said sounding lost.
“Yeah… I’ll…try,” Kai mumbled. He was embarrassed at his situation. He had just confessed to someone who clearly didn’t feel the same way about him. Of course, that’s what he thought…
Both you and he smiled at each other blandly. Kai opened the door for you and the two of you parted ways from there.
If, one day he figured himself out, he would come back to you…
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Giving ya’ll a heads up right now that there will be NO second part to this one. Ending can go either ways. He comes back a few years later and tells you he likes you and you say the same. He doesn’t come back and both of you move on. Use your imagination and make something up ;)
I hope ya’ll like this one :) and thank you for reading <3
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130414 / 13th Top Chinese Music Awards ( EXO K supporting EXO M )
Guess who just finished writing her 100th Exo scenario?- Yep! *THIS AWESOME BLOG*
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As a celebration for this accomplishment I decided to write scenarios based on how each Exo member will congratulate you for achieving something big- [I’m not going to use the typical stereotypes about them for this]
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Kris: You wake up to the sound of utensils falling everywhere. Your first instinct is to jump out of the bed and run into the kitchen. Kris stands, his back facing you, doing something very important. “Oppa what are you doing?” you ask. He turns around to reveal a half burnt vanilla cake with strawberry icing. “CONGRAGULATIONS!” – he cries in excitement. “I’m sorry I burnt it. I really wanted to do something special for you but the…” you shut him up by pressing your lips against his.

Suho: He tip toes behind you and covers your eyes, taking you by complete surprise. “Oppa I know it’s you,” you say. “I need to better with these things,” he sighs removing his hands and sitting beside you. “I got you something,” he says giving you a wrapped object. You open it quickly to find your favorite book inside. “But why did you get me this?” you ask excitedly. “For your accomplishment,” he replies pulling you into a hug.

Lay: “__________,” he calls your name. “Ye,” you reply with a tired voice. You had just gotten into bed after a really big day. “I have something for you,” he says pulling you closer to him. He turns on the side lamp so he can see your face clearly. “What is it?” you ask. Lay pulls out a small box from under the pillow. You take it from him and open it. Inside is a beautiful gold chain. “I saved a lot of money for this,” he says. “Thank you so much Lay,” you say as tears roll out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” he whispers and then kisses you on your neck.

Baekhyun: “Where are you taking me?” you ask for the nth time. “We’re hereeeeee!” Baekhyun announces. You look up and see a familiar building. You had been wanting to go to an art studio in forever. “Why’d you bring me here?” you squeal. “Because you achieved something really big so I wanted to do something special for you and since you always go to places I like I decided to bring you here today,” he says blinking adorably. “Oh I love you Oppa,” you hug him tightly. “I love you too,” he replies.

Luhan: You feel him slip into bed besides you. “Are you asleep?” he asks placing his hand on your shoulder. “Mhmmm,” you mumble under the sheets. Luhan slips the strap off of your shoulder and kisses you on your neck. “What are you doing?” you ask. “This is my way of congratulating you,” he says turning you to face him. You begin to say something but he presses his lips against yours.

Chen: “Okay I’m doing this once and only once… just for you ________. Just for you okay!” Chen says enthusiastically. “What are you doing?” you ask with a confused expression. “I’m going to take you for bubble tea even though I said we weren’t having any for at least another 6 months,” he replies. “Oh my goodness,” you cry in excitement hugging him tightly. “Thank you Thank You Thank you,” you say. He chuckles, “You deserve it my love”

Xiumin: You put the key into the lock but the door is already open. Your heart begins to beat faster than ever. The hallway is dark and not the slightest of the sounds can be heard. “Who’s there?”you ask with a shaking voice. Your body trembles in fear. Just then the lights turn on and out jumps Xiumin with an infinite amount of balloons in his hand. “CONGRATULATIONS!” he screams jumping up and down. You can’t contain your feelings and hug him tightly to calm him and yourself.

Sehun: You open the front door to be greeted by a fruity smell. You walk into a sparkling clean living room. You hesitantly make your way to yours and Sehun’s room. The room that was hard to walk into a day ago had no sign of the tiniest mess. Your jaw drops in surprise. “You like it?” Sehun asks walking out of the bathroom. “Are you kidding me? I love it.” you reply with tears of joy gushing out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” Sehun mumbles walking towards you. “Thank you Sehunniie,” you exclaim. He scrunches his nose at you calling him like that but then smiles because today is a big day for you.

Kai: “Guess what I have?” Kai asks sitting on the couch beside you. You look up in surprise at his cheerful voice. “Are you okay?” you ask. “Of course,” he replies pulling you into his arms. He pulls out two tickets from his back pocket and offers them to you. They are tickets to the theme park. “Oh my goodness!” you spazz at the sight of them. “You always complain about how I never do fun things so I wanted to do something special because of your achievement,” Kai says with a plain expression. “I love you so much,” you say playing with his hair. “I love you too,” he replies with a smile.

Chanyeol: “Hey ________!” Chanyeol calls your name. “Hmmm,” you reply- your eyes still fixed on the computer screen. “I’m ready!” he says. You look up at him with a confused expression. “I’m ready to watch that scary movie,” he says with a crying face. “Ahhhhhh!” you jump up and run to him. “I love, I love I love you,” you say kissing him repeatedly. “I guess you deserve it for accomplishing something this big,” he chuckles. You kiss him again with a big uncontrollable smile.

Kyungsoo: “Come in,” you say upon hearing a knock on your door. Kyungsoo walks in with a huge box in his hand. “What’s that?” you ask. “Open it,” he says handing it to you. You open it to reveal a beautiful black dress. “Oh my! This is so beautiful,” you look at him with questioning expressions. “I made dinner reservations for two, at a very high end restaurant… Congratulations __________!” he says pulling you up. “Awwww oppa why did you do all this,” you ask. “Because I love you,” he replies giving you a sweet kiss on your cheeks.

Tao: You walk into the apartment to be welcomed by a delicious aroma. “Oppa!” you call out with a confused smile on your face. Tao pokes his head out of the kitchen wearing an apron and holding a red rose. “Congratulations,” he says walking towards you. You look at the dinner table set up and then back at him. “I tried to cook but it didn’t work out so I ordered food from outside,” he says apologetically. “Aahhh wae so kiwoyo?” you say pulling his cheek. He chuckles and then kisses you on the cheek.

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“Chanyeol ahh! Wake up,” you shook his body forcing him to open his eyes. He had been resting his head on your lap for the past half hour. He opened his eyes only to be blinded by your long locks hanging right about his head. You were leaning in on him. For a moment, you didn’t want to look away. The surreal feeling you got looking at him like that every time was the high light of your day. He caressed your cheek with one hand pushing you back slightly.
“Yeah I should get up,” he said.
“What are you guys up too?” Jae hee asked walking into the hallway.
“Just restin’,” Chanyeol replied jumping to his feat.
“You look happy!” she said walking close to him and stopping only inches away.
“I’m always happy,” he replied. She looked him in the eyes for a while, along with a beautiful smile planted on her lips.
“Lies!” she said running her index finger on his chest. Chanyeol smiled holding her by the shoulders and pushing her back a little. You looked away seeing the two flirt. A sigh escaped your lips thinking about how perfect they looked together. They were two of your closest friends who everybody in the school knew liked each other. It was only a matter of days till they made it official.
“_________!” you heard Chanyeol’s voice. It sounded like he was frustrated. You looked up at him. He was giving you a strange look. “Where are you lost? I’ve been calling your name for the past five minutes.”
“Aish! Mianhe,” you mumbled.
“We’re going for lunch. Wanna join?” he asked. You looked at him and then at Jae hee.
“Aniya!” you said shaking your head. “You two go. I have lots of homework to finish for next class.”
Jae hee made a face at your usual excuse and turned around to leave. She wished you wouldn’t be so awkward around her and Chanyeol.
“__________ah! Come on,” Chanyeol insisted.
“No really! I can’t. I’m sorry,” you said already getting ready to leave. Chanyeol advanced towards you. Just then the bell rang. All the students rushed out of the class which gave you a good chance to escape.
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The few guys who had asked you to the end of the year dance were very politely rejected by you. You knew well that there was no way Chanyeol was going to go with you. But still you fantasized about it every day hoping the reality would be different.
“____________ah! Why are you always so lost?” Jae hee asked you. You had no idea when she came and sat next to you. After calming your sensing from her sudden appearance you finally began to talk.
“Ahh nothing much. Just thinking you know…” you replied.
“Okay okay .. guess what I have to tell you!” Jae hee said excitedly holding your hand and giving it a tight squeeze.
“What is it?” you asked.
“Guess who I’m going to the dance with?” she said. Your heart immediately sank hearing those words out of her mouth. You had already prepared yourself for the bad news.
“Who?” you asked meekly.
“Chanyeol! Silly,” she said slightly smacking you on your forehead.
“Huhhhh!” a gasp escaped you.
“Yep! He asked me this morning. I honestly didn’t think he would ask and I was tired of keeping all the other guys on hold but he finally made an effort so I said yes. Isn’t it great?”
“Of course.. of course,” you said. Your throat felt extremely dry. You thought you had prepared yourself well for that moment but turned out, you hadn’t. Like an arrow shooting through someone’s heart, you felt like crying. Jae hee kept squealing and blabbering while you on the other hand were crying on the inside. ‘Don’t cry…’ you kept telling yourself. You had brought it upon on yourself even when your heart had given you several warnings to not fall for a guy like Chanyeol. He was amazing. How could he ever be yours?
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You were walking down the hall and into the courtyard. School was over so everyone was running home. You saw Chanyeol approaching from a corner. Your eyes met for a brief second but you quickly looked away. After hearing the news from Jae hee earlier you really didn’t want to see him again.
Just as you were about to step outside the main gate you felt his hand on your shoulder. “_________ I called after you. Why didn’t you stop?” he complained.
“I didn’t hear,” you mumbled back.
“Are you going back home?” he asked.
“Yeah! What about you?”
“I was going to stop buy a store and look for tux. Do you want to come with me?” he scanned your face for an answer. “I’m sure you have a good taste. You must have already helped Minshik with it. “
“Huh!” your head shot up in his direction. “What do you mean?”
“Aren’t you going to the dance with him?” he asked.
“NOOO!” you cried. “Why would I? Is he really going around telling everyone that?”
Chanyeol nodded back just as surprised as you were. “Why didn’t you tell me you weren’t going with him?” he asked with disappointment.
“How would I tell you when I didn’t know either…” you pouted. Just then you saw Minshik walk out of the building.
“Give me a second,” you grind your teeth in anger.
“Ooo oh!” Chanyeol exclaimed as you ran towards Minshik. He was not going to have a good day…
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The night of the dance:
You sat in your room looking at all the unanswered text messages from Jae Hee and Chanyeol. They had been begging you for the past week to come but you either didn’t reply or tried to sneak away every time they tried to approach you. It was not like they were official yet but just seeing them together all the time bothered you. They were both cheerful, they knew how to hold a conversation and they were both lovable. In other words, they were perfect for each other. Jae hee had confessed a long time ago to you that if Chanyeol would ever ask her out she would say yes. Quite frankly you could see that coming. Chances were that night was going to be tonight at the dance. It hurt you so much but you kept it all inside you. All your life, you never wanted to fall in love with anyone and now that you finally felt something for someone it was the wrong guy. A guy you could never get because he liked someone else.
“__________ah! Come down stairs!” you heard your mother. It was almost 11 o clock.
“Waaaaeeee,” you yelled back.
“JUST COME! Don’t argue.”
“Aissshh!” you whined silently. You were still looking for your slippers when you heard a faint knock on your bedroom door. Without waiting for a response, the person entered.
Your mouth fell half open and your heart raced at the speed of lightning seeing Chanyeol stand before you.
“Oh my!” you covered your mouth embarrassed of your overly childish pajamas and fuzzy slippers.
“What… are you… doing here?” you could barely ask.
“Why? Can I not be here?” he asked making himself comfortable on the bed.
“Where is Jae hee?”
“She went to the after party.”
“And you didn’t?”
“No,” he said shaking his head. The room fell silent. Neither of you knew what to say next. Chanyeol got up and walked towards you. He stopped very close so he could hold your hands. “I wanted to be with you.”
“What?” you jumped back in surprise. “Chanyeol if this is some kind of a joke than please stop. You know I don’t like these kind of things.”
“I’m not joking,” he tried to explain getting a hold of your hand again. He gave it a tight squeeze to calm you. “Do you not like me?” His asked nervously. His cheeks blushed a light pink. You could feel his hands shaking too.
“Do you like me?” you threw a question at him.
“I asked you first!”
“That’s not important.”
“It is!”
“I thought you liked Jae Hee.”
“I know! I thought that too….” he said but stopped half way. He bit his lip in a nervous state. You had never seen him like that. “I thought I liked her until I realized that there was still something missing. I had been thinking about it for a long time. I was going to ask you to the dance but Minshik told me you were going with him. I didn’t think it would bother me but it did and then when I found out from you that it was all a lie, I felt really stupid. I had missed such an amazing chance. And… tonight.. I just really missed you ___________. My heart does stupid things. I don’t know what its thinking but …now I am sure I like you and not her. She’s a wonderful girl but I want to be with you. Because you are ..,” he stopped to think of the right words. He was hoping you would just interrupt him and make it all easy for him. You didn’t. You wanted to hear what he had to say. It was hard but you kept a poker face just to annoy him more. “There’s just something about you.. I don’t know. I think we connect more… _______ please help me,” he said, finally giving in, on his inability to express. You allowed yourself to smile which automatically turned into a giggle.
“Why are you like this? You asked messing up his hair. For the first time that day, he didn’t fight back. He let you do whatever because his heart was telling him he made the right decision. The butterflies in his stomach actually pleased him. All of this was because of you and he couldn’t have been more happy.
“_________!” he called out your name.
“Hmmm,” you looked up.
“Come here youuuu!” he said pulling you into a tight hug. A hug you had long been waiting for.
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‘Taken by the soft wind to your world
You asked me brightly where I came from to your side
And I told you that It was a secret
Wherever we walk together
Will be paradise’
“Oh this song is so beautiful. I love it Channie..” you had said. Chanyeol lay on his bed remembering your words from a few years back. You used to be so cheerful. He missed that. He missed that smile you had. Even though it was for someone else, he wished things hadn’t changed. He would rather see you happy with someone else than be sad and alone, closing your heart to everyone.
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“You know I don’t like walks on the beaches. Why did you bring me here?” you asked with annoyance. Chanyeol, who was walking beside you glanced at you for a quick second. It hurt him when you talked like that. He had been patient for a really long time.
“I just wanted to spend some time with you,” he mumbled under his breath. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. It saddened you to see his disappointed face.
“Aaaaa! I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that,” you comforted him. He gave you a smile but his eyes were more focused on the vast beyond. “Did you want to talk about something?”
“Not really. I thought you’d like it out here,” he replied.
“I like it better when I’m in a library reading a book,” you said with a playful smile also leaning in towards him a little.
“We can do that next time,” he winked at you. The silence redeemed. Both you and him were thinking of what to say next. He had always had the same questions. He was just hesitant to ask them. You on the other hand never had anything to say.
Chanyeol began to whistle a tone you’d heard a long time ago. It brought back some hazy memories but you lacked the struggle to remember them. He hoped you would remember and say something but he was only more disappointed.
“__________,” he called your name.
“Hmmmm…”
Chanyeol hesitated a bit before asking, “Why don’t you like the beach?” – He already knew the answer. Your head shot up in his direction as you glared at him for a good minute. Your lips quivered. You tried to calm your shaking hand with great effort. It had been 6 months since they had left. For most, it’s not a long time to recover from such a big blow but you told yourself you were stronger. You could do it. So what if they betrayed you. You still loved them…
Chanyeol stood there waiting for a response. You looked away, forcing a smile on your face.
“I don’t know. It scares me sometimes… that’s why.”
“It didn’t scare you before…”
“When?” you asked.
“When you hung out with Mikey,” he said rather quickly. You clenched your fist, biting your lip at the same time.
“Aaaiiish! he always pushed me to go with him. It’s not like I liked it,” you said after a while making sure your face held a smile. Fake or real- it didn’t matter. Chanyeol scrutinized every detail of the change in your facial expressions. He knew well that you were lying to him. His curious self wanted to tell you everything he knew but he knew it would hurt you. He could never let that happen. He began to say something; instead his lips formed a bland smile. He had done that so many times that you had started to think he knew something. Something you had been denying this whole time.
“So… what do you wanna do now?” you asked.
“It seems to be getting cold. Let’s go have dinner somewhere,” Chanyeol said rubbing his arms for warmth. You did the same secretly wishing he had his jacket with you that he could offer.
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You sat in your tiny balcony staring off into space. The sky was calmer than usual that day. It wasn’t even that cold. Your body had begun to crave the usual light touches of wind. A few birds flew by but other than that nothing big was happening. Your fingers automatically began typing words to your next line. You had recently developed a love for writing because in a way it helped you heal your wounds. You could let out all your emotions without anyone knowing you were actually experiencing them.
‘and in a blink of an eye he shattered her world into pieces leaving her heartbroken forever…’ – wrote.
“You left the front door open again,” Chanyeol said sliding the balcony door.
“I know!” you replied keeping your eyes fixed at the screen.
“What are you writing?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you replied briefly quickly changing the screen. Chanyeol was losing his patience with you. He tried hard not to snap.
“I got something for you,” he said.
“What is it?” you asked.
Chanyeol revealed a bag he had been hiding behind him. He sat down on the chair beside you and handed the bag to you. You put your hand inside it to get a feel of the object. It was wrapped and rather big in size. You carefully took it out and began to unwrap it. Your sixth sense was telling you it was something you had been wanting in a long time. You guessed right- it was a music box. You had wanted one ever since you visited the old haming street near Seoul.
“Oh my God Channie… how did you..Where.. oh my goodness,” your mouth spit out silly words in utter surprise.
“Play it,” he said. You looked at him and then the music box in your hand not knowing what to do. Chanyeol raised his eyebrows signaling you to play it. With a slight head nod you began to play it. The tune was familiar. A little too familiar. You closed your eyes to be able to focus better.
“Do you remember?” he asked putting his hand on top of yours. You opened your eyes and looked a him. He seemed happy to see you smile.
“Of course…,” you laughed nervously. The tunes from the song (Angel –Exo K) were brining chills through your body. Chanyeol had first made you hear it but along the song were so many other memories attached that you thought he didn’t know about.
“Thank you so much,” you said still forcing yourself to giggle to seem normal.
“Don’t thank me,” Chanyeol gave your hand a slight squeeze.
“Why shouldn’t I? You made me happy.. I should…thank..” you couldn’t even finish your sentence as tears began gushing out of your eyes. And there in that moment you knew you had to give in. The mask you had put on six months ago when they left had to be taken off. You had kept it inside you for so long that like water breaking through a reservoir all your feelings began to pour out. Repressing is never a good thing- you learnt that day.
Chanyeol on the other hand knew this was coming. He didn’t panic for one second. Instead he got up and pulled you up so he could hug you.
“Don’t cry,” he whispered.
“How can I not?” you yelled but your voice muffled through his shirt. You wanted to break away from him but he held you tightly, pressing your body against his. He wanted you to let it all out at once so you wouldn’t weep silently in the dark at night and at other times on cheerful days.
“Why did they do this to me?” you asked.
“He doesn’t deserve you ________,” he replied patting your head.
“Did she not think about my feelings for once? Why did they play with my heart like that. She knew I loved him. She was my best friend. How could she steal him from me like that? I …can’t do ..this anymore. I… she betrayed me…Channie…! I trusted her…”
The two of you stood under the darkening sky. Him comforting you while you let all your tears seep through his clothes. Your body started to numb as your energy drained out. Realizing that you were tired Chanyeol let you lose. You kept your eyes fixed on the ground. He lifted his hand to wipe the last traces of tears from your face. It was almost dry just like your eyes. You had cried for a long time.
“Let’s go inside,” he said. You didn’t answer. He took your hand and walked you to your room.
“I’m sorry you had to hear all of that,” you mumbled not making any eye contact. You were really embarrassed.
“__________,” he said your name softly. “Do you really think I didn’t know?”
“Huhh!” you gasped not understanding what he meant. He couldn’t possible know. There was no way.
“I’ve seen the way you looked at him. You loved him and that hurt me …. Because…I loved you, I still do and I always will.”
Revelations upon revelations were being revealed on you. You stood in shock as more shudders ran through your body. How could he love you? And most of all how could he know that you loved Mikey. You had loved him t such an extent that there was no returning from that state. Gina your best friend in the world, knew about and still she stole him from you. You were a fool not realize when they started to go out and then even announce their wedding. That was the day you knew you didn’t want to live anymore. Two people you loved the most had done the most horrible thing possible to you. You told yourself it should make you happy that they were happy but the fact that Gina knew you loved Mikey made you hate her. How could your own friend do that to you.
“You went on smiling to the world when they were getting married but only I knew how you felt on the inside. Every time I take his name you always act like nothing stirs up inside you but only I know how you feel. Only me ________ only me. I can’t see you suffer like this. He isn’t worth all of this.,” he stopped for a little bit. “Look at what you’ve done to yourself. I miss that heartfelt laughter and the bright smile. I know how hurt you are but…”
“You weren’t supposed to know this,” you cut him. “No one was supposed to know this.”
“_________,”
“No Chanyeol! Just go! … I’ve already spoiled things enough. I don’t want you to try fixing this. Leave before I say something and hurt you too.”
“Why are you blocking everyone from reaching your heart? Why have you locked it behind bars. Let yourself feel again.”
“6 months is not enough time for that.”
“I know it isn’t but I’m going to try making it better for you.”
“You cannot Chanyeol. You cannot. What part of this do you not understand? You are not Mikey. You are Chanyeol. I am not in love with you! I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM!,” you yelled. You had completely taken him by surprise. Even you didn’t know how it all started. When you started getting angry and now you were yelling at the guy who was only telling you how he felt about you.
He stood there waiting for you to say something but you had already said enough. There was nothing else to say. You looked away to escape his teary but questioning eyes.
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A month had passed since the last time you saw Chanyeol. When he left that day- he had left heartbroken. Maybe even more heartbroken than you. It wasn’t just your words that had hurt him but also the fact that you were suffering alone. He was just trying to help. Even if it meant not being loved in return. He was ready to do anything for you, if you would realize that.
At first you didn’t think about it much but as more days went by you started missing him. You had gotten so used to him always being around you that you didn’t value any of his efforts. He was only trying to help. He had kept it in him for so long- longer than you had been in love with Mikey.
You would often remember all the silly things he did and it would make you sad that he stopped coming. You felt guilty. It was your fault for pushing him away. Cleaning your room one day, you found the bag he had given you the music box in. You had very carefully placed on the top of the bookshelf. You stared at it for a good minute picturing his face in your head.
“What have I done?” you said to yourself. With that, you ran out of the apartment towards a direction you should have gone a long time ago!
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Just as you were about to knock on the door, it opened. It looked like he was going to some sort of a formal party. He looked nice…
“___________,” Chanyeol murmured your name.
“Why’d you stopped coming…” you asked. His gaze was too intense for you to return. You looked away. He didn’t say anything. Instead he pulled you into a hug. He had missed you- a lot more than you had missed him.
“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.
“Don’t be.”
“I don’t want to give you false hopes.”
“Don’t worry about it”
“But..”
“I can wait,” he said closing the argument. He nuzzled on your neck like a little puppy who had been waiting for that moment in forever. You were finally in his arms and this time with all your consent. He could never let this chance slip away. You on the other hand were still unsure but you knew you could trust him. He had never let you down before so why would he ever in the future. Chanyeol’s heart was so tender. Anyone would be lucky to be loved by him.
“Thank-you,” you said. He patted your back telling you, you didn’t have to say that.
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-Sighs! 9 more to go! I can do this. Keep a look out for the ask box opening- it will be very soon. ;)
If you guys have any suggestions, do let me know :)

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You felt very stuffy as you opened you eyes. It didn’t take you long to realize that half of Sehun’s body was on top of you. You tried to get up but gave up soon because you knew Suho was on the top part of the bunk bed.
“Sehun ah,” you whispered. He shifted slightly and put his hand on your face. You pouted and moved it aside.
“Sehun ahhhh,” you whispered again, this time shaking him.
“Aaaaann,” he made a face and got even more comfy, now hugging you.
“Oh no you didn’t,” you said and pushed him off of the bed.
“Huhhhh! Woaaaaa..” Sehun blurted in utter confusion. He rubbed his eyes still half asleep.
“Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! Oppa is still sleeping!” you said pointing up.
“No I’m not!” Suho said while getting up and stretching. Your face turned red with embarrassment. This was the second time this was happening. You and Sehun loved playing silly board games till late night. Neither of you were willing to give up or lose so just like once before, you guys fell asleep in the same bed arguing about who was more right.
Suho came down from the top slowly trailing off in to the bathroom. He stopped halfway and turned around to look at the both of you. There was a mischievous smirk planted on his face.
“What?” you pouted, trying to avoid his gaze.
“Nothing,” he shook his said and grabbed his towel.
You turned around and glared at Sehun. “We have got to stop doing this.”
“Doing what?” he made a face getting up.
“What will your hyung’s think of you and me?” you asked.
“Nothing! They won’t think anything. They know we are friends. Gosh!” Sehun said playfully.
“Urgh!” you stomped your feet.
Sehun advanced towards you,“Unless of course you want to be more than that.”He finished his sentence with a sexy wink.
“Sehun ah!, Stop,” you threatened to hit him. He held your fist and pulled you closer. Just then the bathroom door opened and Suho walked out, shirtless of course.
“Oppa!” you blurted in surprise and pushed Sehun away.
“Aish! At least wear a shirt,” Sehun snickered and threw a shirt at him. “Don’t you see there is a girl in the room.”
“You slept, wrapping your arms around her last night, I don’t think this..”
“Hyungggg,” Sehun bashed Suho angrily. Suho stopped but he couldn’t refrain himself from smile. It made you feel even more awkward.
“Aaaa, I’m going to leave!” you said and ran out the door.
“__________ahhhh,” Sehun called after you but he knew it was no use. He turned around flaring at a laughing Suho. “Why don’t you just tell her you like her?” Suho asked between his fits.
“Hyunggg,” Sehun pouted. “You always have to mess everything.”
“Mess everything? Me? What are you talking about?” Suho asked innocently. Sehun turned around, making it clear that he actually was mad.
“Sehun ahh,” Suho came up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder.
“I am serious. Just tell her. You guys have been friends long enough. Do you really think she will reject you?” Sehun looked up and nodded.
“She wouldn’t ever. Have you not seen the way she looks at you?”
“I’ve seen the way she looks at you,” Sehun replied raising his eyebrows.
“Aish, Pabo,” Suho hit him. “Don’t be a fool. Now the next time you see her, just tell her how you feel okay?”
Sehun nodded in agreement but deep inside he was still unsure.
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Sehun had thought of everything and anything that he could do to prepare himself but nothing came up. He was confused. He would tell you the littlest of the things but telling you that he liked you was really hard. He got nervous every time he thought about it.
Like all the other mornings, he woke up thinking about you. A smile spread across his face. He shook his head and got out of bed.
“Hyungggg,” he yelled, trying to find his shirt. “Did anyone make breakfast?”
Nobody responded. “Hyunnnngg,” he called again and walked out of the room. “Ahhh!” he jumped the next second and tried to cover his bare chest with his arms. You were standing right before him.
“__________ah, what are you doing here?” he asked. The muffin that you’d stuffed your mouth with started falling out as you tried hard to not laugh. It took you a while to recover.
“Sehun ah, you shouldn’t really be going around shirtless. There’s nothing to show,” you teased him. He pouted and turned around.
“Now don’t tell me you’re mad at me?” you asked.
“No I’m not,” he mumbled. “Try calling me oppa next time.”
“What?” you whispered because it didn’t make sense as to why he’d said that. He’d never mentioned that before.
As soon as Sehun entered his room, heh it himself on the head. “What the hell was I thinking? Why did I say that?”
“So, what are you doing today?” you asked following him into the room.
“We have practice till 6,” he said making a face. “The guys probably left early I guess.”
“Yeah, when I came, they were all leaving…,” you waited for him to put his shirt on so you could talk again. “Soooo! Do you want me to make you breakfast?” you asked.
“You’ll make me breakfast?” he repeated as his face lit up. You nodded your head with a faint smile.
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Sehun looked at the omelet on the table with disgust. He hated them. In fact he couldn’t even stand the smell of an omelet.
“What’s wrong?” you asked.
“Uh nothing,” he replied and took his first bite.
“Is it good?” you asked curiously.
“Mmmmm,” he forced a smile. He cared a lot about you but you took it as nothing more than friendship. Sehun had grown tired of dropping hints but there was another guy on your mind. He had been on your mind for a long time and you were finally going to tell him how you felt on Valentine’s day. You had no idea a mere infatuation was going to turn into secret love. The only problem was that he never understood any of your signs. Your patience level had come to such a point that you didn’t even care about your self respect anymore. You were going to tell him how you felt and the rest was going to be up to him. A little part of you knew that he would never ever reject you. His heart was too kind to make a girl cry. Once you and him got into a relationship, you were going to take it upon yourself to make him fall in love with you. Little did you know that love couldn’t be forced upon someone. It came naturally…
“___________ ahh, where are you lost? And why are you smiling?” Sehun asked nudging you out of your thoughts. He had finished his omelet with great effort and was hoping for some appraisal. You however were too occupied in your thoughts to even think about it.
“So what are you doing for Valentines day?” you suddenly asked, completely taking him by surprise.
“Valentines day? ahhhh I wasn’t thinking about doing something.. but if you want to then we can just plan whatever..”
“Yeah! Let’s plan something with all the members,” you said with sheer excitement.
“All the members? Why? I was thinking it should be just you and …me,” Sehun said under his breath.
“What? You and me?,” you began to laugh. “No! lets invite all the members. It will be fun.”
“They all might be busy,” Sehun replied with a disappointed face.
“Suho oppa is never busy. We should at least invite him,” you said slowly blanking out into space once again. Sehun looked at you scanning each and every feature of your face. It wasn’t the first time he was doing that. He loved looking at your face, the cute expressions you made with complimented the twinkle in your eyes. You were lost in someone else’s thoughts while he was lost in yours.
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“Sehun ahh! Stop moving around,” Suho said angrily. “I can’t sleep because of you and I have a big day tomorrow.”
“What do you have to do tomorrow?” Sehun asked back with annoyance.
“Shhhh,” Suho said shutting his eyes close once again.
“I have a big day tomorrow too,” Sehun said trying to provoke Suho. He wanted his hyung to question him so he could tell him about his plan.
“What do you have to do?” Suho asked, just as Sehun had expected.
“I’m going to tell her how I feel about her tomorrow!,” Sehun replied instantly.
“What? That’s great,” Suho replied excitedly. “I am so proud of you and I am sure she will say yes so don’t worry about it okay. Just say it out with hesitation and make sure you don’t..”
“Hyung.. hyung…I’ll be fine,” Sehun cut Suho to reassure him that he would be fine. Suho smiled looking at the ceiling. He was going to confess his love to someone too the next day. For some reason, his intuition was telling him that it was going to be a good day. Sehun on the bottom part of the bunk bed smiled too. He had finally gathered enough courage to tell you about his feelings and he felt great about it. There was no stopping him.
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You skipped every other step while climbing the stairs holding a beautiful rose in your hand. It was the day, it finally was the day you were going to tell him how you felt. How he made your heart flutter. How your eyes twinkled and your heart rushed thinking about him. you stopped at a distance from the door upon reaching the top. You had to rehearse your lines one more time and practice holding your rose the right way. Not too tilted to the left neither to the right. Straight in the middle so you could just push it forward. You also looked down at your dress and shoes. They were the best you had and they quiet complimented your beautiful brown locks. Taking a deep breath, you lightly knocked on the door. You knew Suho would be home. He was always home and yes he was the object of your affection. A few minutes passed away but no one opened the door. You began to get nervous thinking of the worst things possible. Then finally you decided to try the door knob. It clicked open. You stared at it in surprise for no apparent reason. In the back of your head you were still a little unsure. Nevertheless you tip toed inside the dark hallway clenching the rose in your hand.
“Suho Oppa,” you whispered rather loudly. The door of his room was slightly open letting the light dart through. Your hands began to shake. Your stomach felt numb and your lips quivered. With every step you took the moment was coming closer. You closed your eyes to think about him. An immediate smile took your face. Picturing his face was all you needed to calm your nervous state. You knew he’d be reading a book, stuffed inside his bed. Only Suho would do that on a day as beautiful as Valentines Day.
Very hesitantly you pushed the door just enough for you to be able to see inside. Your eyes ran from one corner to the other, and then there in that moment you felt the biggest blow to your heart. A girl stood tugged in Suho’s gentle arms. His lips pressed against hers as her arms slid around his neck. Your heart was racing faster than when it did thinking about him. Your fingers went numb and heavy lump formed in your throat making it hard for you to breathe. You didn’t blink for a second as your vision started to blur due to the tears forming in your eyes. Your brain began to reject every command sent by your body. Your life was shattering before your eyes and there was nothing you could do but to feel all your energy drain out.
Suho’s eyes met yours. He jumped back in surprise still holding the girl tightly in his arms.
“Give me a minute,” he whispered to her. He walked towards your statue like body. You felt him hold your arm tightly and then drag you out of the room. He was saying something along the way but you couldn’t understand anything. You heard some words but they didn’t make sense to you. The man you loved was holding you tightly telling you everything you didn’t want to hear. All you wanted him to do was to smile at you while you told him how you felt. Then hug you and pat your head telling you that he loved you too and then finish the scenario with a beautiful kiss on your lips. The reality was not even a tad bit close to that.
“_________… don’t tell… I want to…! They should find …..from me..! And Sehun…he….tell ..something.! Are .. listening..? ___________ …okay?” that is all that you heard from him out of the other thousand things he had said. You felt him pat your cheek. His grip on your arm loosened and then he was gone.
You began to walk into the dark hallway once again but this time you were walking out the front door. Your hands were still shaking and your stomach was numb. Tears were trickling down your face reflecting the torn state of your heart.
“__________ahh,” you heard your name being said from a close distance. It sounded like Sehun but you cared too little to stop. He blocked your way holding your arms. He was panicking at the sight of you weeping without making the littlest of the sound.
“Are you okay __________? What happened? Please tell me what happened? And what are you doing here? You weren’t supposed to come till I texted you. I had to get everything ready so I could give you a surprise. __________ah please don’t cry. Please..please,” he pleaded. You rest your head against his chest and slid your hands behind his back holding him tightly. And that’s when the first sound, a mixture of a sigh and a plead escaped your lips. Sehun felt a shudder run through his body hearing you cry like that. You were the most cheerful person he knew. Seeing you in a such a state was breaking him from the inside. With each cry, he felt a knife being plunged through his heart.
“__________ahh! Please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this,” he said. A tear fell from his eyes as he held your tired body in his hands. “I was going to wait and tell you this but since you are so upset right now and I have no idea what is bothering you so I am going to tell you something that I have been meaning to tell you in a long time. I know you might be a little surprised but I want to do this so you can feel better. I don’t want to see you cry ___________. ___________ I love you….,” he paused to see if you would stop crying. And stopped you did. The air had fallen silent since the strange words he had last uttered. Your tightly shut eyes opened immediately but you didn’t dare look up. Your face was still pressed against his body. “I have loved you for a long time,” he continued. “So long that I don’t even remember the first time I felt this way about you. I can’t stand you being far away from me anymore. I want you to be mine forever… Nothing in the world would mean more to me than this…” He squeezed your body emphasizing on his own words. With that, he gently pushed your body away from his so he could see your face. With his tender hands he wiped the last traces of tears on your cheeks.
You finally began to process all the things he had said to you. How ironic was it that all three of you were running after someone else. Suho was happy and so was Sehun while you couldn’t have felt lonelier at the moment.
“I don’t know why you’re crying right now and maybe I won’t ever find out. It’s up to you __________ but all I’m asking is for a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I promise you that I won’t ever let you cry like this,” he said with pure sincerity in his eyes. He tried to show his strong side while on the inside his curious heart couldn’t stop poking him. He wanted to know why you were crying. You on the other hand couldn’t tell him the reason at any cost. Suho had trusted you with that information and besides, telling the man who loves you that you love someone else is like a punch in the gut. You wanted to tell your best friend in the entire world why you were hurt but unfortunately he was also the man who had just confessed his feelings for you. The smile on Sehun’s face was slowly fading away like the candle of hope in his heart. He had started to think he had made a mistake. You were expressionless, staring blankly into space. He would rather have you cry and let it all out then to not express yourself at all.
“___________,” he mumbled your name again. There was no response. You were still thinking about what to do. He loved you but you didn’t love him back. You couldn’t let him live in a delusion for the rest of his life. Or you could accept his proposal and make him happy because that was all he had ever wished for you. You owed him one. Also, your wounded heart needed some heeling.
Sehun fixed his eyes on the floor swinging his body from side to side to hide his nervousness. “Sehun,” you whispered meekly. Before he could raise his head, you brought your body closer to his and wrapped your arms around him. A layer of overflowing happiness ran through Sehun’s body. You could feel his soft lips peck your neck repeatedly. You closed your eyes to his passionate touch trying to suppress all the thoughts for a while. You wanted to feel needed and Sehun was providing you that in every way. The only question that scared you was that- will you ever be able to love him back?
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3 years later:
Just as the clock struck seven, you heard a faint knock on the door. You placed the paper that you were riding to the side. Your hands automatically reached for the rose that had been resting on the coffee table. There was another knock- this time a little louder. A smile embraced your lips seeing him stand opposite you, right on time as usual.
“Happy Valentines day,” he said going straight for your lips.
“Happy Valentines day Sehun,” you replied before joining your lips once again.
-We always look for love in the wrong places, especially when it is right there in front of us and we keep pushing it away. To love is a beautiful thing but to be loved in return is beyond compare.
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I wrote the first half of this scenario last year as a requested scenario but I went so off topic that I just left it unfinished and started on the request all over again. This half done scenario had been sitting in my files forever so I finally decided to put it to good use and make it a Valentines Day special [even though I am two days late]- In my defense, I had a lot of work/ quizzes/ papers due/ job/ test = no life.
Anyways I hope you all like it :)
My first analysis - 121206
Lay:
[Not a lot has changed from my first analysis but here’s what I have observed]
Nothing much that we have found out recently except that he is very hardworking. He will do anything to be the best and most of the time we don’t see him getting credit for that. One thing that most people love about him is the fact that he is very down to earth. He will do anything to please others by showing his good manners. [Don’t trust me? Then count how many times he bows down to his sunbaes in less than a minute]. He is also very close to his family and misses them a lot. I’m not saying the other members don’t miss their families. By all means they do but with Lay, he doesn’t have to say it. It just shows through his actions. He will keep his wife like a princess because you can tell he was raised by a queen. Also, Lay is VERY shy. I repeat very shy. He will only talk when he has to. For example interviews. He knows if he doesn’t do his job right he will be bashed for it. But he would never talk out of his own free will. Sometimes we can tell he is depressed [many think it’s because of the rumor about him and his ex girlfriend- they had to breakup before he debuted] but no one knows for sure. Lay still has a cheery side to him and it will come out once he gets more comfortable. His personality only shines when he is with the M members. With K I feel like he pushes himself back because he is over cautious.
Sehun: [My view of him has changed quite a bit from last time]
Sehun laughs. He laughs a lot. I am still confused if he laughs depending on who’s saying the joke or if he laughs because he genuinely finds the thing funny. Sehun is getting a little tired of the whole “I love my Luhan hyung thing”. He still adores him very much but he doesn’t always like to show it. In my opinion him and Luhan have a teasing relationship. At first it seemed like Sehun really liked Luhan because Luhan talked about him a lot/ favored him a lot but he is starting to see that Luhan is like that with everybody so he doesn’t consider himself getting special treatment when in fact Luhan really does love Sehun a lot [As a brother OKAY] And I also feel that if the two of them are together with no Jongin around they act more freely. Whereas when Kai is there Sehun feels the need to interact with him too maybe because Kai is shy and doesn’t talk that much in a sense making himself more desirable/ mysterious. All in all Sehun is still very immature. He still needs to work on his fanservice a little more. But us peasants still love our lovely maknae don’t we?
Kris: [Again not a lot of changes]
I have noticed that Kris can be very awkward sometimes but we are starting to see more of his interactions with the K members. If you look closely Kris doesn’t know it himself but he will run towards the direction of affection. If a member makes an attempt to get closer to Kris, he will take him under his dragon wings and love him a lot. [BAEKRIS anyone?]
Luhan: [Still standing by what I said before]
Probably the most affectionate member in Exo. If a member has a problem and they would want to tell someone about it, most likely it will be to Luhan. He can give people a sense of security. Also, I think his love for Sehun is different compared to his love for other members. Luhan likes Sehun an that’s that. He wants to be around him and he is never afraid to show his affection. With Xiumin it’s the same but Xiumin is one of those people who even if they care don’t really show it. Luhan however doesn’t pull back. He will keep going. One thing that bothers me is the fact that he doesn’t interact with Kris that much. Hopefully we get to see some of that next time.
Kyungsoo: [Not a lot of changes from last one]
Except that Kyungsoo doesn’t talk that much compared to other members. Like Lay he talks when it’s needed. Out of all the K members he was probably the smartest in school. What I love about him is that he lives in his own little world and the clueless expressions he makes are purely unintentional. He doesn’t worry about reaching out because he knows he is the lead vocalist. I think he doesn’t express much is also because SM doesn’t want their lead vocalist to come out as crazy. Over all he is very obedient.
Chen:
He isn’t shy. He was just getting used to the whole fame thing and now his true personality is shining. Chen has the potential to become the life of the party simply by being likeable. He is very sarcastic and quite similar to a venerable puppy who needs to know that he is being loved. Once he learns enough Chinese his bright personality will outshine the other members. He is also one of those people who strive to be the best. He tries hard as I mentioned in the last analysis and I admire him for that. After all who doesn’t like a hardworking man?
Baekhyun: [Mostly the same as last time]
He isn’t as shallow as I perceived him to be but that doesn’t mean he isn’t at all. He speaks his mind [Like Key from Shinee]. If he wants to say it he will without evaluating his consequences. The members may get upset sometimes but he is easily forgiven [w/out him asking for apology] because he is also very lovable. Baekhyun doesn’t really do a lot of fanservice because he doesn’t feel the need to unlike the other members. He will be silly without hesitation knowing people will love him anyways. Most likely he won’t be the member that will outshine others. If he is upset about something he won’t be afraid to show it. I am not a 100% on this but I also feel that he likes being around good looking people- keeping them close to him. One good thing about him is that he will take care of his dongsaengs. All in all- loving the new Baekris and Baektao ships.
Xiumin:
He is finally getting some singing time and I am sure he is enjoying it. I think he is finally getting a little bit more confident and a little less awkward with Kris. Xiumin isn’t very touchy but that is mostly because he feels insecure about his image. Hopefully he will get out of the soon. I think if he is given a chance he will talk a lot. [To me he is a perfect boyfriend material]
Tao:
He is finally getting out of shell and becoming less and less insecure about his image. His maknae side is starting to show. Tao is loveable in his own ways and surprisingly isn’t as shy as we thought he would be. He likes being around people who will show him that he is loved. He can’t reject favors and I love that he is finally doing more fanservice. [I miss Taoris- Sutao and Baektao is taking over aaaaaa]
Suho:
Suho is loveable okay? – and no one can change that. He isn’t as intimidating as I first mentioned him. the members love playing around with him more than with Kris. But I hate the fact that they use him as a toy. He needs to be respected. Just because he is being nice doesn’t mean they can do whatever. Suho’s bright side is finally showing and it is only making him more desirable. [Also a perfect boyfriend material]. I don’t think he is jealous of Kris anymore but I do feel that sometimes he may think about it. He just needs to show that he is in charge a little bit more- sometimes so the members don’t take advantage of his niceness.
Kai:
He still shy but mostly because he doesn’t feel the need to impress people. He knows he can get a girl when the time is right so worry when he is so young. I do feel that he isn’t very open to the other members and likes to keep secrets. This can be frustrating for other members so hopefully Kai can get out of that bubble. Also he need to speak up more in terms of staying in touch with his fans. I am starting to think he is a little arrogant but Im hoping it isn’t true.
Chanyeol: [Nothing much changed]
Chanie my boy..! He needs to stop making hilarious faces and dancing like a grandpa. Sometimes he really does look like one – when he walks. He likes being in charge and he loves to talk. He is very affectionate to the people he loves [Krisyeol will kill me one day] to the point that it starts to overflow. To me he is the most approachable member in Exo.
Feel free to send in your comments- if you want to.
–I’ll keep adding to the list as I find more fancams.
I understand a lot of you are just waiting for the episode to air but I can guarantee you, you won’t find all these cute moments on there so tell me if you want me to make a list or not.
Requested by exo-is-1
Sehun:
“Do the members get jealous?” you asked Sehun running your hand softly down his chest to his stomach.
“Jealous of what?” he asked. He had his arm on his forehead and his eyes were closed. He was always like that when he was thinking. You tried to pull away thinking you were disturbing him but he pulled your right back.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“I asked you something and you never replied,” you mumbled.
“Oh I’m sorry. I was just ..”
“Thinking?”
“Ah ye,” he said pulling you even closer. “I’m sorry… and no the members are not jealous.”
“But do they think that it’s awkward that you have a girlfriend and they don’t”
“They did tease me about it at first but then I realized that I should be the one teasing them so ..”
The corner of your tightly closed lips curved in to form a beautiful smile. Sehun returned it sweetly and gave you a kiss on your forehead and then on your lips.
“Stop worrying about it okay,” he said between the kisses. He slid on top of you and began to kiss you down your neck and your shoulder.
“Someone will walk in on us,” you said trying to push him off lightly.
“Don’t worry,” he replied not parting his lips from your body for even a second.
“SEHUN AHH where’s my…!!” Kai said walking in on both of you. He trailed off, his jaw dropped halfway. Instead of apologizing he just stood there glaring at the two of you. He rolled his eyes at you and then continued to ask, “Where’s my ipod?”
“Uhhh excuse me!”Sehun said angrily. You pushed Sehun away and hid your burning red face into the sheets.
“You guys should lock the door while doing such things,” Kai made a nasty comment not realizing that it was only getting Sehun more mad. You couldn’t bear the embarrassment and began to cry. The sound of your sniffles infuriated him more. He got out of bed and lunged towards Kai.
“Stop it! you know she is sensitive about such things,” Sehun said grinding his teeth.
“Fine! Just give me my ipod,” Kai said with a flat expression.
“I don’t have it now LEAVE!” Sehun said pushing Kai out the door and shutting it on his face.
“Sorry about that,” Sehun said sliding back into bed.
“You shouldn’t have yelled at him,” your voice muffled into the sheets.
“I know. I’ll just talk to him later. Now come here,” Sehun said and pulled your around and closer to him. He patted your back to comfort you. You looked up to give him a fake smile so he wouldn’t worry too much. He knew how you felt but still he smiled back reassuringly.
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Kai:
You Kai and Chanyeol walked into the club casually, trying your best to look older than you were.
“They’re going to catch us,” you whispered into Kai’s ear.
“They won’t. Trust me on this,” he said smiling back at you. You hated it when he did that because it made you fall in love with him even more. You guys always flirted and were almost official but there was one little problem- you guys WEREN’T official.
“Oh look __________, there’s Woohyun your boyfriend,” Chanyeol said as soon as you guys stepped inside the club. You looked to where he was pointing and sure enough Woohyun was standing in a corner flirting with someone.
“Stop it Chanyeol! He is not my boyfriend,” you pouted. You saw Kai turn around to look at you. He seemed a little disappointed just like all the other times when Chanyeol mentioned Woohyun’s name. He went to the same school as you and everybody always talked about the two of you being the most good looking couple. You hated that because somehow Chanyeol had found out and he always teased you about it.
“Hey _______. So I see you sneaked in to,” Woohyun said approaching you.
“Shhhh! Don’t say it that loud,” you said glaring at him. Kai shot him a look and decided to leave.
“Chanyeol stop Kai,” you said. Chanyeol shrugged like it wasn’t his responsibility.
“You’re so annoying!” you blurted and ran after Kai. He was almost at the door when you stopped him. “Don’t leave,” you said holding on to his hand.
“Forget it _______,” he said pulling his hand out of your loose grip.
“No please,” you said as tears started to form in the corner of your eyes. You didn’t want to lose him. “You know none of its true. I like you Kai don’t you get it.” Kai turned around upon hearing your sniffle.
“Oh my! Why are you crying?” he embraced you into a hug. “I like you too ________ but I was afraid you didn’t feel the same way.”
“I do stupid. I do!” you said childishly. You heard Kai chuckle.
“Is he still here?” Chanyeol asked approaching the two of you.
“I don’t want to talk to you Chanyeol,” you said harshly.
“What? What did I do? And where is Woohyun?” he teased you scratching his head.
“Hyung stop!” Kai said sternly.
“Why?” Chanyeol asked obviously not knowing what had happened.
“Seriously.. stop! I’ll tell you when we get home.” This time Kai sounded more mad. He was going to blow any second had you not stopped him.
“Don’t,” you whispered to him. The last thing you wanted was for them to fight.
“Okay!,” Chanyeol said lifting his hands in the air casually and walked away letting you guys spend some time alone.
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D.O
You closed your eyes tightly and clenched your fist hoping you would get a good response this time. There was no response. You opened your eyes to a flat faced Suho. He had no expressions. All he did was stare at you. “Is it that bad?” you asked.
“It’s not badddd… it’s just..ahhh how do I say it,” Suho was trying to form the right words so it wouldn’t sound rude.
“Is _________ making you try one of her dishes again?” Baekhyun commented coming out of the room.
“Ah yeah,” Suho replied. “It’s actually not that bad this time.”
Baekhyun rolled into a fit of laughter. You looked at him strange trying to figure out what was so amusing to him. “Do you remember the rice she made with our bibimbap last time? I almost threw up.”
“Oppa!!,” you whined. “It wasn’t that bad.”
“It was _________. It was,” he said shaking his head.
“Baekhyun!” Suho said with a slight hint of anger. “At least come and try it.” You pulled a smile on your face too, to cover up what you were feeling on the inside. Baekhyun always made fun of your cooking but sometimes he did go overboard. It was a little hard being Kyungsoo’s girlfriend when he was such an amazing cook while you could barely cook rice. Baekhyun came forward and hesitantly took a bite of your dish. You were hoping his reaction would be different this time but no. It was the same as usual. He scrunched his nose and spit it right out on an empty plate.
“Try again next time,” he said apologetically and patted your shoulder.
“Ah ye!,” you sighed and with a heavy heart walked back to D.O’s room. He was out with Kai for a while so you had the room to yourself. You buried your face into your hands and began to cry. You tried so hard each time but failed miserably.
“__________ are you alright?” you heard Kyungsoo say. You quickly wiped your tears and looked up.
“Oh yeah I’m fine,” you said and forced a smile.
“Umm I am pretty sure you were crying because you just wiped your tears in front of me and now you’re giving me a fake smile,” he said walking towards you.
“No seriously I’m fine,” you said.
“Did hyung like your dish?” he asked.
“Ye,” you said in a barely audible voice.
“But why are you crying though?” he asked still confused.
“Baekhyun oppa didn’t like it. He said that it was bad… just like all the other times,” you hugged him tightly and began to cry once again. “I’m sorry I can’t be a good cook.”
“_________, ________ you don’t have to be sorry about that. Please! And hold on a sec. I’m going to go talk to Baekhyun hyung,” he said getting up.
“No!.. please don’t,” you held his hand and tried to pull him back.
“He always does this to you and I need to stop him.”
“No, I don’t want him to think I complained about you,” you said. Kyungsoo sat beside you. He ran his hands over your back softly.
“Why are you so nice?” he asked. You looked away shyly at his comment. “And you are a wonderful cook. … Now come on let’s try your food.”
“Aniyaaa! It’s really bad,” you warned him. Kyungsoo got up and left without giving you anytime to stop him. He finally came back ten minutes later with your dish in his hand. He sat down next to you and took a bite. “Yummm, its really good,” he said opening his eyes wide in surprise.
“Don’t lie,” you said pushing him slightly.
“I’m not lying. It’s really good,” he said taking another bite. You knew he was lying just to make you happy. It was these things that made you fall in love with him more. Just then Baekhyun walked into the room holding the sandwich you had made. He took a bite of it and gave you a thumbs up.
“It’s really good. I was just kidding a while ago,” he said. You looked at Kyungsoo questioning him with your eyes. He shrugged his shoulders and then looked back at Baekhyun. You caught him giving sneakily winking at him. You knew Kyungsoo had done something while he was gone. You gave him a quick peck on the cheek to which Baekhyun cringed his nose and quickly left.
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Suho
You were walking to Suho’s room when some unpleasant words caught your ears. Sehun and Kai were talking about you and Suho but then they said another name that you didn’t particularly like hearing.
“Suho hyung and Sora were such a perfect couple. I don’t know what happened to them?” Sehun sighed.
“_______ and Suho are nice together too,” Kai `replied.
“Yeah I know but Sora and him had been together for so long. It’s just strange seeing ________ with him.”
You were already having a hard time to make the other members like you but now that Sehun had brought it up so bluntly you couldn’t take it anymore. They all acted so nicely in front of you but this is what they thought behind your back. All the pressure made you break down. You began to cry burying your face into your hands.
“_________ ah.. what are you.. oh my my why are you crying?” Suho asked walking towards you.
“Nothing,” you said wiping your tears. You walked passed him and into his room. Suho began to follow you but then his ears fell on the conversation Kai and Sehun were having.
“I want to accept her but my heart still thinks that Suho hyung should be with Sora. He should just forgive her,” Sehun said to Kai. Kai nodded in response. This infuriated Suho which rarely ever happened. He slammed the door open and walked in. Sehun and Kai stood up- their hearts beating faster than ever.
“Do you guys have any idea what you did?” Suho yelled angrily.
“What?” Sehun mouthed the words clenching his fist close to his heart.
“___________ heard what you guys were talking about. How many times do I have to tell you guys that she is my girl friend now? I love her not Sora. Sora was in my life but she clearly isn’t anymore.”
“Hyung I didn’t mean too..”
“You made __________ cry. That’s all I know right now and you have to find a way to fix it.” Suho cut Sehun without bothering to listen to his explanation. He left them room shutting the door even more angrily then he had opened it.
“___________ ah, don’t cry. The boys didn’t mean to say that,” Suho said trying to comfort you. He came and sat beside you pulling you into his arms.
“Do you love me?” you asked him in between your sniffles. “I am not as good as her?”
“Please don’t say that,” he said lifting your chin. He wiped your tears and then kissed you. “_______ I love you. Do you hear me? I love you and not her. She wasn’t worth my love. You’re the only one I love.”
That was the first time he had said all those things to you. The melted like honey in your ears. You tugged on to his shirt which earned you another sweet kiss from him on your temple.
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Baekhyun:
“Why aren’t you ready?” Chanyeol asked as you entered Exo’s dorm.
“Huh? I am ready!” you replied touching your face.
“It would be nice if you put on some makeup sometimes you know.”
“What?” you pouted.
“Yeah! Baekhyun puts more effort getting ready than you do ___________. People are going to start calling him prettier than you,” he added.
“Well at least Baakhyun isn’t as shallow as you,” you said pushing him aside. You walked into Baekhyn’s room and sure enough he stood in front of the mirror making his hair. He looked dashing as usual while you looked average. Chanyeol had nagged you about the same thing a bunch of times before too. Now that you thought about it Baekhyun had once slightly hinted it to you too.
“Do I really look that plain?” you asked Baekhyun in a meek voice. Baekhyun turned around to look at you.
“Oh no! you look fine,” he said and went back to fixing his hair.
“You don’t mean it,” you said in a crying voice. You hadn’t had a good day so everything added up to it otherwise you would have never cried over something as silly as that.
“_________ are you okay?” Baekhyun asked as his heart sank hearing your voice.
“Yeah I’m fine,” you said shaking your head. Baekhyun walked up to you and put his hands on your shoulder.
“Why does Channie oppa keep telling me that I should put on more makeup? Am I not pretty?” you asked him.
“You are pretty,” he said with a warm smile. Then his expression changed completely and he began to walk out the door. You wanted to stop him but you had wipe your face so you let him go.
Suddenly you heard him yell at someone. You knew it had to be Chanyeol. Who else would Baekhyun get mad at, at that time. You wanted to stop him but their argument was more comical than actual fighting. Chanyeol knew how to handle such situations. You didn’t have to save him from Baekhyun’s rage that day.
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Chanyeol:
You were still debating if you should search for that fanfic again or not. A few days back you had come across something really interesting. From what you had read you understood that fanfics were stories that fangirls wrote about the Exo members being gay. You didn’t want to read it but it just caught on. After finishing it you promised yourself to never read anything like that ever again. But that day your hands were itching to open another one and just skim over it.
Your heart gave in and you finally opened one of them but you had to go to the bathroom so you left that tab open. You didn’t think anyone would come in the room in that short period of time.
To your surprise quite the opposite happened. When you opened the door you felt like the whole world had turned upside down. Kai and Baekhyun and Kyungsoo were laughing looking at your ipad.
“What are you guys doing?” you asked. Your heart sank when the turned the screen around to reveal the tab that you had left open.
“We didn’t know you read stuff like this,” Kai said poking fun of you.
“Stop it guys,” you said lunging towards them. “I wasn’t reading it. I was just..” you left your sentence hanging.
“What’s with all the excitement? What’s going on?” Chanyeol asked walking into the room.
“Look what _______ was reading,” Kyungsoo announced. He gave the ipad to Chanyeol. Chanyeol glanced over it for a second and he knew exactly what it was. He looked at you and then the other members.
“I wasn’t,” you mouthed the words. Your face was heating up with embarrassment.
“She was,” Kai added. A faint smile appeared on Chanyeol’s face as if he was making fun of you to. Tears started forming in the corner of your eyes. You tried your best to hide them but Chanyeol still saw them.
“Okay stop it guys. It’s not funny anymore,” he said raising his hands.
“Who said it was funny? It’s embarrassing. How can she ever read stuff like this?” Baekhyun said rolling his eyes.
“Stop! Seriously,” Chanyeol said raising his voice a little bit.
“Why are you yelling?” Kyungsoo said looking at Chanyeol strangely.
“I’m not yelling. You guys are just being annoying,” Chanyeol said calming down a little bit.
“We should leave shouldn’t we?” Kai said looking from here to there.
“Ye,” Chanyeol said moving aside to give them way.
“I wasn’t reading them,” you said as he walked towards you. Your eyes were fixed on the floor.
“Come here you!!!,” Chanyeol said pulling you into a tight hug and messing your hair. “Don’t worry about it okay?” After that he kissed you to let your mind off of what had just happened.
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Okay so I don’t think I’ll be up for OT12 scenarios anymore. I was having a brain drain while writing these and since I couldn’t come up with something super fantastic I had to use the typical stereotypes for some of the members. Some of them are longer than others but that wasn’t planned at all. I just get crazy while writing. [This took me almost 4 hours to write] so please don’t bash me and I hope you all like it :)