Your Wish Is My Command

Anonymous asked: "I know you already have a Luhan one in the works but could you possibly do another for me where you find out your pregnant and you're scared to tell him?"

Sure thing :) and I dont mind doing two requests for the same member :) image

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posted 6 years ago with 4 notes

deerwithdragon asked: "Hey there^^ I love your last story about Kai. Keep the good work. I'm looking forward for another great story of exo members again ^o^"

Why thank you :) <3 <3 <3 im thinking of a cute Lay scenario !! Would you like that ?? or do you want a different member ? :) image

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posted 6 years ago with 4 notes

I will be travelling tomorrow and since it will be a 16 hour flight I’ll write scenarios to kill time. If you guys have any requests send them in :)

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Anonymous asked: "Hey I'm the anon who has requested the Kai scenarios haha all of them came from me~ I really like what you did with them^^ keep up the good work!"

hahahah ALL OF THEM ?? lol Thanks :) Let me know if you want more :)

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posted 6 years ago

Anonymous asked: "Can you do a Luhan scenario where you end up sleeping over at exo-m 's dorm and can you make it a fluff/smut?"

*Yayyy* Finally a Luhan request :D I can make it a fluff im still a little uncomfortable with Smut but I’ll try [ maybe a lil’ smut ??] to start with :)

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If I ever forgive myself.. [ Kai ] Part 1

Part 2: http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28488988042/if-i-ever-forgive-myself-kai-part-2


Requested by anon

“Who’s that girl in the corner?” Kai asked Luhan pointing towards you.

 “She’s the manager’s son’s girlfriend.”

“Oh,” Kai said sounding disappointed.

“Why are you asking?” Luhan asked.

“Ohh I dunno, haven’t really seen her around here before.”

“I have, a couple of times actually. She’s very quiet and loves reading books,” Luhan said cheerfully.

“Wow, you seem to know a lot about her,” Kai shot back.

“Yeah, she’s usually around in our training room. She helps around with the manager since she took the summer off from University.”

“Hmm, that’s nice to know.”

“Want me to introduce you to her?” Luhan asked.

“Nah, she’s taken. What’s the use,” Kai laughed halfheartedly, “ let’s go home, this party is getting boring.”

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You walked into Exo K’s practice room only to find a shirtless and sweating Kai. “Aish, Mianhe, I didn’t think anybody would be in here,” you said while closing your eyes.

“Oh no it’s alright,” Kai replied.

You slowly opened your eyes only to find him still shirtless. You were marveled by his physique but something more important caught your attention. Blood.

“Kai sii you are bleeding, Oh my God, let me get the first aid kit,” you quickly turned around and left.

You came rushing back in and took out the required things. “Now hold still, because this might hurt,” you warned him. “By the way how did you manage to get a cut on your arm?” you asked.

“I was just taking off my shirt when I hit that sharp corner of the window,” he said.

You suddenly realized you were standing too close to him so you tried to move back but then you weren’t able to tend the wound therefore you were stuck. You could see him staring at you from the corner of your eyes. He hadn’t taken his eyes off you for even a second. It was making you nervous.

“Ouch,” he whispered.

“I’m so sorry, just stand still,” you said.

“I’m perfectly still, it’s your hands that are shaking,” he said.

“Ohh,” you said and stood back.

“No, please continue,” he insisted while smiling.

“You’re hurt and you’re smiling. Are you okay,” you asked.

He shook his head whileyou continued to dress his wound. It took you 10 minutes because the cut was very deep. “There, all done.” You said and looked up only to find him still looking at you. “Are you okay,” you said and snapped your fingers into his face.

“Huh, oh ye, Gomawo,” Kai said.

“So, I’ll see you around okay? Take care of that,” you said and left.

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You tossed and turned in bed. No matter how hard you tired, Kai’s face just wouldn’t get out of your head. “Gaahhhhh,” you screamed pulling your hair.

“Are you okay baby?” your boyfriend asked, suddenly waking up because of you.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to disturb you,” you apologized.

“It’s alright,” he said and kissed you on the forehead, “sleep tight.”

You guys had been going out for three months now. He was the most loving boyfriend. He took a lot of care of you. He always placed your needs before his and couldn’t possibly think of hurting you. In other words, he was perfect.

You scolded yourself for even thinking about someone else while you already had a boyfriend and forced yourself to go to sleep.

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“_________ ah, come here!” the manager oppa called you.

“I have a new assignment for you. The Exo K members are going to China for two weeks. One of our translators had to leave and she recommended you since you know Mandarin and Cantonese. So would you like to do it?” he asked. It wasn’t really a question, he was pretty much telling you that you had to do it. You couldn’t say no.

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“Ohh great, just what I needed, a seat next to Kai. Is the Lord testing me?” you mumbled rolling your eyes as you got on the plane.

“Ohh your seat is next to mine,” Kai asked smiling brightly.

“Ye,” you said.

It had been an hour into the flight when suddenly the airplane starting shuddering. You were extremely scared. The weather outside was really bad. You started praying and the shuddering finally stopped after 10 minutes.

“You can let go off my hand now,” Kai said looking at you. You looked down only to find that you had been holding his hand tightly, almost stopping the blood circulation.

“I’m so sorry,” you apologized.

“It’s okay.”

You were really tired from last night therefore you fell asleep. Kai woke you up after 2 hours. You were leaning on his shoulder. “Are we there yet?” you asked yawning.

“Almost, the plane’s about to land,” he replied.

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The next two weeks were the longest ones of your life. You felt like you were getting closer and closer to Kai. He was very playful. Quite the opposite of you. You looked for reasons to be around him. When the guys performed on stage you paid special attention to his moves. He was like a magnet, attracting you towards him. When you guys landed back in Korea you snapped yourself back to reality. You were in a relationship with a wonderful guy. You asked yourself repeatedly why this was happening to you. You were really confused and wanted to set things straight therefore you decided to meet Kai and ask him for help. At this point he would be the only one to give you a good advice.

“Kai oppa, are you in here?” you asked poking your head in the training room.

“Yeah, I’m in the back.”

“Why is it so dark back here,” you said but tripped. Luckily Kai caught you. Your faces were only inches apart. His face looked beautiful in the moonlight. You could feel his soft breaths on your face. It seemed magical. You’d never felt the same way with your boyfriend. Suddenly, Kai kissed you. You liked it. You didn’t want to let go. You kissed him back. Then suddenly it hit you. You were cheating on your boy friend. You immediately pulled back and looked away.

“Tell me you didn’t like it and I’ll go away,” Kai said putting his hand on your shoulder.

Tears started forming in your eyes. No matter how much you lied to yourself, it wasn’t going to change the truth. You did feel something for him. “I loved it,” you said tuning around to reveal your tears. “But, I can’t do this. He loves me a lot.”

“And you?” he asked.

“I..” you couldn’t finish. “I .. don’t know,” you finally said.

“______ ah I love you. I know it’s too early to say it but I do and I have since the first time I saw you at the party.  I tried so hard to pull myself away from you but I can’t. I think about you all night and during the day I find reasons to be around you. I don’t know if this makes me a bad person but I really want to be with you knowing that you are with someone else. I don’t think love needs any justifications,” he finished leaving you with no words to say.

Without saying a word, you turned around and left.

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“Babe, what’s wrong?” your boyfriend asked kissing you on the neck. You pulled yourself together.

“Nothing,”

“So I was thinking we should… do it tonight? I mean if it’s okay with you?” he asked smiling. There it was. The moment of truth. You thought hard. Was he ‘the one’ you wanted to lose your virginity to? You closed your eyes and asked your heart. ‘No’ it whispered back.

“ I’m sorry oppa but I can’t do this,” you finally said.

“That’s alright. I can wait” he replied.

“No, I mean I can’t be in this relationship anymore,“ even you were surprised as to how those words had made their way to your lips.

He was shocked. “What do you mean?” he asked.

“I don’t want to hurt you because hurting is far from anything you’ve done to me. A few days back I met this guy, Kai, and somehow I have fallen in love with him. I’ve tried so hard to get him out of my head but my heart keeps pulling him back. And seeing you, passionately in love with me kills me because I’m not worth this love. You are a great guy and you deserve someone who will be yours and yours only.” You said. You couldn’t hold in your tears anymore. You started crying, then sobbing holding your face in your hands. “I am so so sorry for doing this to you. I never meant for anything like this to happen. If you could ever just forgive me for my mistake.” You said and looked up at him. He was crying too. You wiped his tears but he held your hands. He came forward and kissed you on your forehead, “ I fell in love with you because of your honesty but I didn’t know the same honesty was going to take you so far away from me,” he said.

“I guess I have nothing left to do here. _____, I have and always will love you. I want you to be happy and if being with him makes you happy then be it,” he said and got up. “I’ll leave you alone so you can figure this out,” he said and patted your head.

It hurt you to see him leave but you were satisfied that he was free from this broken relationship. You hated yourself for this. You couldn’t forgive yourself for this. Ever.

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“I heard about the breakup,” Kai said entering the room. “I am so sorry.”

“Nah, it alright. I just need some time to get over this whole thing,” you said.

He was hoping you guys could be together now but before he could say anything you spoke.

“Listen, I want you to forget about whatever happened that night okay? I’m leaving this job soon. It will be better for both of us,” you said and got up.

“But what about us?” he asked not wanting you to leave.

“What I’ve done to him was heartless. I need some time to get things straight. I can’t just move on like nothing happened.”

“Exactly, I CANT JUST MOVE ON like nothing happened between us either,” Kai said, a little louder this time.

“I’m sorry Kai sii. I have to go now,” you said and left.

You felt like somebody had just ripped your heart out. There was nothing more you wanted in this world but to be with him but you if you ever wanted to forgive yourself, you had to hurt yourself as much as you had hurt your boy friend. What could be a better way to do that but to keep yourself away from the guy you were madly in love with.

Maybe we will meet again, some day. If I’m ever able to forgive myself’ you thought to yourself and sighed.

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Ahhhh anon, Im sorry this is so long. I couldn’t make it a happy ending but I can make a part 2 for this if you want me too? Hope you like this. :)

posted 6 years ago with 30 notes

Thanks to everybody who requested a Kai scenario, I am now starting to have feels for Kai :’)

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posted 6 years ago with 2 notes

Would It be a good idea to add music to this blog [ I was thinking, you’re beautiful by EXO] or will it distract you guys while you’re reading? Any suggestions?
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Responsible Father [ Kai ]

 Requested by anon

****Woaaauuu, wu wu woaaaaauuuu****

“It’s your turn tonight, go see why he’s crying.” You said shuffling in bed.

“Aaaaann, you get up. I got up last night,” Kai replied.

“No, I’m really tired, pleaseeeeeeeeee,” you begged.

“Ohhkay,” he sighed and got up.

This had been the routine for a while now. Six months ago you and Kai had been blessed with a beautiful son. Your world revolved around him. Both of you lived for him, and him only.

“There, I changed his diaper, are you happy now?” he said getting back into bed.

“I love you.”

“Are you sure,” he asked

“Positive.”

“Kai.”

“Yeah”

“What’s the time?” you asked.

“2 am, as usual, “he replied.

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“________ah, I have this really cool idea. Guess what next week is?” Kai asked you.

“Umm, I don’t know,” you said after thinking for a while.

“Ohh wait, I know your big dance performance is coming up, right?“ you added.

“Yeah, but something else too, think harder.” He said.

You thought of all the things that were happening the following week but nothing came up.

“I give up,” you said, pouting.

“Its Kai Junior’s half birthday,” he laughed and patted your head.

You couldn’t control your laughter. “Seriously, half birthday? Since when did we start celebrating those?”

“Even since this beautiful angel came into our lives,” he replied.

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“I love how this birthday is for Kai junior and not a single person here is under 20.” Kris remarked as he approached you.

“I know I know. It was Kai’s idea. I bet he was just looking for reasons to spend more time with you guys,” you winked.

“Yeah that’s right, we barely see him now that he is a father. I am surprised how responsible he has become.” Kris replied.

“I know, he is a great father.” You replied.

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“The party was great wasn’t it,” Kai said, locking the door.

“Yeah it was,” you said, hugging him. “Thank you so much,”

“For what?”

“For this.”

“Why are you crying,” Kai asked wiping your tears.

“Our little one is growing up. Soon he will start going to school, and then before you know it, he’ll be off to college and we will be old and he will start dating and…. Why are you laughing?” You said between sobs.

“Because you are so adorable. Calm down silly, he is just 6 months old. He has a long way to go. We will be there with him in every step of his life, together. And, besides soon he will have some cute little siblings.”

“Siblings? Haaaa, Nooo not anytime soon,” you shot back.

“Are you sure about that?” he said, smiling, while picking you up and taking you inside the room.

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When I started this I had no idea what I was going to write, but this came out pretty good. *Yayy*

posted 6 years ago with 52 notes

You are perfect [ Suho ]

 Requested by kpopscenelove

“Suho oppa you are always so busy with your practices, we rarely get to spend time together,” you pouted.

“I know baby, but we need to work extra hard now that we have debuted.  I am so sorry but I promise you we will hang out soon.” He replied.

“Soon, how soon? I want a date, day and time,” You insisted.

He smiled, and ran his hand through your hair. “Okay how about tomorrow night. Just you and me together in your apartment.  I haven’t had to time to relax in forever. “

“Sounds good to me,“ you replied while playing with his hair. “So I’ll see you around okay,"  you said and left.

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The clock ticked 9 , 10 and then 11 o clock. “That does it, I am going to the training center,"  you said while storming out of the apartment. He could have at least picked up his phone or told l you if he couldn’t make it.

You heard him singing a duet with a female singer. You slowly opened the door and poked your head inside.  “Oh my God,” you said while gasping. ‘ What is she doing here?  Why is she back? Will he go back to her?’  

Thousands of questions were popping up in your head. “Hey, _______ ah, “ Suho yelled across the studio snapping you back to reality.

“ You were suppose to come over tonight, but I guess you forgot, “ you said sounding disappointed.

“I was about to leave but the manager hyung told me that he needed the duet by tonight. I am so sorry, “ he apologized.

“What is she doing here,” you said while eyeing ________. [ the other girl]

“The girl I was suppose to sing with got sick so she was a last minute replacement,“ he said casually.

“Hey, ______ how are you,” she greeted you.

“I’m good, .. listen we should leave now, its getting late,“ you said to Suho obviously trying to avoid her.

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“ So when will I get to see your pretty face, again?” you asked while cuddling with him.

He sighed, “ Umm I’m not really sure, I will be busy for the next few days. They want me to do promotions for our duet with _________, “

“Ohh, hmm .”

“Are you alright?” he asked.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m tired. Let’s just go to sleep.”

“But I had plans for tonight, “ he joked.

“Well too bad because you won’t be getting what you want any time soon, “ you said and kissed him on the cheek.

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Suho had asked you to come to one of his promotions since you guys hadn’t seen each other in a while. Your eyes were burning at the sight of him holding ______ by the waist. She was extremely beautiful. ‘Why is Suho wasting his time with me? She is far more beautiful than me. They are in the same industry. They went out for three years. I am sure he still has feelings for her. Maybe I’m the one in his way.’  You wiped your tears and went to the bathroom to wash your face. When you came out, Suho had returned to his changing room. You followed him but stopped at the door. You could hear him talk to _____.

“I am still in love with you, I can’t take this anymore.  Come back to me please. We can make it work this time, “ she said begging him.

He hugged her. You couldn’t take it anymore. You wanted to run away and never come back. Tears started flowing and you accidentally hit the boxes. They fell making a loud sound. Suho immediately turned around and saw you breaking down.

“____ ah,” he said walking towards you but you ran away.

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“Open the door, _______. Please I’m begging you. “ he had been saying for the past half hour. You finally let him in.  He immediately hugged you. “ You know I only love you. Then why would you run away.”

“Because she is pretty, “ you said crying childishly.

“I don’t want to come in your way, she is obviously in love with you and I understand if you still have feelings for her.” You finished.

“She is not the one I love, I only love you, always have and always will. You are the one I feel complete with. I thought you knew me better then why would you think like this?” he questioned.

“I dunno, I just feel so insecure around her. She is like a perfect model while I ..”

“You’re perfect, “he cut you off.

He leaned in and kissed your forehead. “ Don’t you ever think you’re any less than perfect,“ he said and hugged you.

“Suho”

“yes”

“I love you”

“I love you too baby, “he said ­­

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posted 6 years ago with 36 notes

Anonymous asked: "Can you do a scenario where you are married to Kai and have a 6 month old?"

Awww… sure :) image

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kpopscenelove-deactivated201403 asked: "Can I request a Suho (of Exo) story where his ex-girlfriend wants him back, and you think that he will go back to her (but he actually doesn't) making you feel upset and insecure. Thanks ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥"

haha, definietly looking forward to writing this one ;) [ Ive got some crazy things cooking up in my head]

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Kpop Scenarios

I am taking requests for scenarios for any KPOP group. [ super Junior, Exo M/K, Shinee, Infinite, MBLAQ, Big Bang, etc..] Feel free to visit my blog and read my scenarios to get the feel :)

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Forever and Always [Kris]

“Hey, so I am throwing my girl friend a birthday party tonight. Wanna come?” Kris texted you.  You didn’t want to answer. You hated that girl and what she was doing to Kris. He was so sweet and sincere and all she did was to try and change him.

“ Yeah, I’ll be there,” you sighed and replied.You couldn’t say no to him.

The party was fun. You got to see all the Exo members after a long time. It bothered you though that Kris always put so much effort to please her. You had known Kris since your high school days. Back then both of you liked each other and even confessed but since the time wasn’t right you guys let it slip. Then he started training with SM and you guys weren’t as close anymore. He always made sure to keep in contact though. ‘You were his special friend’ He used to say.

Hey, _________, long time girl,” Tao said walking towards you. He tripped and dropped his drink on you. “Oh my God, I am sorry. I’m so clumsy, “ he apologized. 

“its okay, don’t worry about it, I’ll just go and wash it off,” you patted his cheek.

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You were washing your shirt when you heard someone outside. You looked through the crack between the door, only to find Kris’s girlfriend kissing another guy. You weren’t surprised. You didn’t expect anything better from her.  “Ohh stop it you, “ she said between the kisses. “ I can’t, you are so irresistible,” he guy replied. 

This upset you. You were hurt because you knew when Kris finds out he will be more hurt. You waited for the two of them to finish their little romance before you left the bathroom. The only thing you didn’t know was to how to break the news to Kris.

“Kris, I need to talk to you, “ you said pulling him in the corner.  “I’m so sorry to tell you this but your girlfriend is cheating on you,” you paused looking him straight in the eyes.

“What, what are you talking about? Why would she ever do something like this to me?” his said his voice a little higher this time. His girl friend came running towards you guys. “What happened ? Are you guys okay,” she asked pretending to care. “ Ohh save it missy, I was just telling him about your little kissing episode outside the bathroom, a while ago.” You scowled in anger.

“What are you talking about?  Why would I be doing something  like that to a guy who has thrown such a wonderful party for me and more importantly is MY boyfriend.” She said holding Kris by the shoulder.

“Stop pretending and tell him the truth, “ you advanced towards her. “kris won’t you stop her, Look at her. Its like she is about to kill me, “ she shouted getting everybody’s attention in the room.

“We all know about the little crush you’ve had on MY boyfriend, and this is just a way you’re using to break us a part. Pathetic, “ she said with complete innocence on her face. After all she was an actress.

“_________, I think you should leave before I do something I don’t wanna do.” Kris whispered. “But, you have to trust me on this one. She is using you. She always has. Can’t you see. She is nothing but a lying little rat. How could you…”

“________-, please leave, “ Kris cut you short and pointed towards the door.  He held you by the arm and walked you to the door. His grip was firm and it hurt. You saw tears forming in his eyes.  “Goodbye,_____, I guess we weren’t meant to be friends after all,” he said and shut the door on your face.

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“Ohh shucks, what will I do with these tickets now. I was supposed to go with Kris, “ you trailed off thinking about him. “ Umm hello, don’t you see me standing here in front of you, free and available, take me with you, “ your friend Matt said and winked at you.

Ohh hahaha, you laughed and said, “ Sure, why not, lets go, “

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“That was great now wasn’t it, I loved the part when, “ Matt paused. You looked up at him and then looked in the direction he was looking at. Kris and his girlfriend were looking right back at the two of you.  “Ohh look, your little friend found herself someone else to toy over, “ she remarked. “Hey, ______ are you sure he is single? I mean you never know with people like you. Always running after other people’s boyfriends.” She finished.

You were dumbfounded. Kris did not try to stop her for once. “Lets go  _____,” Matt said holding your hand.  You stared straight into Kris’s eyes as you were leaving. He was hurt. He had a lot of questions but he couldn’t say anything.

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*Thomp thomp thomp* somebody banged your door. You half opened your eyes an looked at the clock. It was 2 am. ‘Who could be there at this time’ you thought to yourself. “ I am coming you yelled back and the banging stopped. You opened the door and before you knew it, Kris embraced you.

“Kris are you okay, “ you asked concerned. All the anger towards him melted as you heard him sobbing.

“Can I stay here for the night. Please?” he begged

“Yeah, but I only have one bed and I..,”

“Its okay, I can sleep on the couch,” he replied.  You had so many questions but right now wasn’t the right time to ask.

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“Good morning, “ you said while handing him a cup of coffee.  “ Are you ready to talk.“ He nodded and pulled you to sit with him on the couch.

“I am so sorry. I don’t know how to apologize to you. I broke my friendship with you for that rat. She was cheating on me the whole time. I walked on her while she was kissing the other guy. I am so devastated. I wish I had trusted you. How could she do this do this to me., “he shook your shoulders wanting an answer. You couldn’t bear to see tears in his eyes.  You hugged him.

“ I am sorry that this happened to you.  I am so so sorry, “ 

“I spent so much time pleasing her that I lost my own identity. You are the one I feel myself with. _________ , do I still have a chance?” he asked raising his eyebrows.

“Ohh Kris, you just got out of a relationship. You are really tensed right now. I don’t want you to hurry. You probably aren’t even thinking straight, “ you said pulling a smile. As much as you wanted to be with him, you knew this wasn’t right.

“Is I because of Matt, “he asked with disappointment.

You laughed. “No silly, he is just a friend, “you said while hitting him on the head.

“Then be mine? Please, I don’t ever wanna loose you again. Believe me it hurts, I don’t like seeing you with other guys,” he said waiting anxiously for your response.

You thought for a while. You knew this was wrong but if being with him was wrong, then wrong is all that you wanted to do. You reached for him and kissed him on the cheek.  He smiled and promised himself to never hurt you again. You were his now, ‘Forever and Always’

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posted 6 years ago with 84 notes

One day, Maybe One day [Luhan] ft. Lay Part 2

Part 1http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28209054589/one-day-maybe-one-day-luhan-part-1


Requested by anon

You were craving some bubble tea therefore you decided to go to the nearest store. This way you could also get that fresh air you needed. It had been two weeks since you were back from vacations. It hadn’t really helped you. In fact you felt lonelier. You needed someone. Someone you could share your feelings with and just let it all out.

It was really chilly outside. You wrapped your coat around yourself to block the wind. You chose a cozy corner in the shop and sipped on your bubble tea while reading a magazine.

“Hey you, you came back and never told me?” Lay asked startling you with his sudden appearance.

“You have got to stop doing that,” you said calming yourself. He laughed. “Mianhe,” he apologized.

There was an awkward silence between the two of. You wondered why he approached you like this twice. Whenever you hung out with Luhan, Lay barely talked to you. He was always so distant. Even when you tried to start a conversation, he wouldn’t keep up.

“Can I sit here with you, if you don’t mind?” he asked breaking the silence.  “Ohh sure,” you replied.

“ So, how was the vacation? Did you enjoy? Did you get what you wanted out of it,” he asked but quickly regretted it. He didn’t want you to know that he knew about your feelings for Luhan.

“What? He told you ?? Oh my God I don’t believe this.  I trusted him and this is what he does to me.” Tears started forming in your eyes. He held your hand but you immediately pulled it away, “ No it’s not like what you think. He was just really upset and wanted my advice. For anything, he really cares about you and wanted to fix this mess he was in.”he tried to give an explanation.

You couldn’t look at him anymore. You kept your eyes glued to the table.  “______, are you listening to me?” he asked, concerned. “ I need to leave. I’ll see you later okay!,” you said and left.

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You had started working for a small company and life was a little better than before. It kept you busy and every time you thought about Luhan, you instantly repressed the feelings. 

Your friend decided to take you to the bar one day just so you could get back into that social circle. As usual you sat in the corner looking at everybody having fun dancing to the beats. “hey, wanna dance?,”  a guy suddenly asked you. You wanted to refuse but pushed yourself. “Sure,” you replied and the two of you proceeded to the dance floor. It was heating up in there when you suddenly heard a familiar laughter. So familiar, that your heart almost sank. You dreaded it, but turned around. Luhan, his girlfriend, Lay and Suho entered the bar. You hadn’t seen him in five months and you just broke down. You couldn’t take it. All that ‘talk’ you had with yourself everyday seemed meaningless.

You ran out of the bar without looking back. You gasped for breath. “_________, wait .. comeback.” Lay yelled from behind. He was running towards you. You hugged him tightly and started crying. “I just don’t know what to do anymore. I am sick of this. It doesn’t go away. That feeling is killing me. I don’t want to hurt him.. but more importantly I don’t want to hurt myself anymore.” You said between sobs.  Lay patted your hair and listened. You pulled away, “ I am sorry for bothering you. Go back inside, your friends need you, “ you said.

“No, I’ll take you home,” he replied.

 “But..”

“Shhhhh, “ he held his finger to your lip.

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“ Do you like hot chocolate? I am really good at making it, “ Lay shouted from the kitchen. “ Yeah, I’d love a cup.” You replied while cuddling inside your blanket.

“Here, hope you like it,” he handed the cup to you.

“Hmm yumm.. its good,” you smiled back.

“Listen, I know right now is not a good time but I have been meaning to tell you something for a while.” He said, looking straight into your eyes.

“ I know you’re hurting right now, but it’s been a while and I can’t see you like this anymore. It hurts me when I see you cry. I want to hold you and wipe your tears and kiss you but I can’t. I have liked you for a while. Long before Luhan found out you liked him. I just didn’t know how to tell you. You always seemed so happy with Luhan that I didn’t think I had a chance. “ He sighed and continued. “ If you give me a chance I promise I’ll make things right for you. I will love you more than anybody in this world. Hopefully, make your pain go away.” He finished and leaned in to kiss you.

His soft lips were waiting for your response. You didn’t know if you wanted to kiss back or not. It was the first time in months that you had butterflies in your tummy. The kiss wasn’t awkward. If anything, it was making you happy. You kissed him back before he could pull away.

When the two of you pulled away, you could see him blush. You were blushing too. He held your hand and pulled you towards himself hugging you tightly. It was as if he had been craving this moment forever.

“ I am in no rush, take all the time in the world. Whenever you are ready, I’ll be there” He whispered through your hair.

“Hmmm, I think I am ready now. I know this relationship will be worth it.” You replied while smiling.

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You were happy again. You just needed the love you were craving. As time passed you loved him even more.

***When deciding between two people you love, choose the second one because if you really loved the first one you wouldn’t have fallen in love again***

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