Your Wish Is My Command

luhanshijie:

365 days have passed and so much (yet so little in terms of comebacks) has happened. We’ve gotten to know each member little by little and fallen in love with them more and more each day. Whether we watch them performing on stage, being interviewed or those tiny moments off screen in fancams, they will never disappoint and we don’t seem to be able to get enough.

Despite countless MAMA performances and numerous BTS moments, they will always capture our hearts with their perfect moves, cute-yet-idiotic interactions, stupid moments and angelic voices.

Not only are they idols. For me personally, I have learnt so much more by supporting them as a group as well as making friends from all over the world who support them as much as I do.

EXO, you’ll always be #1 (and one) to me and I’ll support you until the tree of life is cut down and when luhan looks his age (which is never).

Let’s reminisce - 64 reasons why we love EXO:

  1. When Luhan/Chanyeol were ‘fighting’ behind the window of SM building.
  2. When the managers walk into SM to see Chanyeol’s butt.
  3. When Luhan calls himself manly.
  4. When Kai strips.
  5. When Jongin is shy.
  6. When maknaes do aegyo.
  7. When Suho is 4D.
  8. When Luhan gets lost in the airport and Kris must rescue him.
  9. When Luhan walks into a glass door.
  10. When Sehun hits the other members.
  11. When Tao thought the plushie was a microphone.
  12. When Tao is hungry.
  13. When Chen is 4D at noraebang.
  14. When Xiumin does his Baozi impression
  15. When Baekhyun hits Chanyeol with his umbrella by accident.
  16. When Chanyeol films fans in London.
  17. When Luhan films fans at the airport.
  18. When Lay is in his own world.
  19. When Xiumin called himself duizhang.
  20. When Jongin trips on stage.
  21. When Suho derps.
  22. When Kyungsoo is being the squishiest thing ever.
  23. When Kai kills us with perfect dancing.
  24. When Yixing shows us his amazing drawing skills.
  25. When Kris shows us his amazing drawing skills.
  26. When Kai is scared of tiny things.
  27. When Chanyeol and Kai are models.
  28. When Luhan is scared of heights.
  29. When EXO-M won their first award.
  30. When Luhan walked into the girl’s toliets.
  31. When Kai reacts to ‘Han Ye Seul’
  32. When Luhan derps.
  33. When Luhan is being the cutest lost duckling.
  34. When Chen sings his high note in What is Love.
  35. When Tao an Luhan fight over chopper.
  36. When Luhan imitates Kai’s screamo.
  37. When Chanyeol trolls Luhan.
  38. When Sehun runs.
  39. When Jongin is tired.
  40. When EXO-M were awkward during their first interviews.
  41. When Xiumin gives Luhan CPR
  42. When Luhan proposed to Sehun and got rejected.
  43. When Sehun is ignored by Luhan.
  44. When Kyungsoo is shocked because SM’s door was open.
  45. When Jongin walks into SM with swag and banana milk.
  46. When Baekhyun was scared by a fan.
  47. When Baekhyun is scared by a fake cockroach.
  48. When Baekhyun claims his pelvis line was his best facial feature.
  49. When Baekhyun hits Luhan in the-
  50. When Sehun is drunk.
  51. When Kai is a player.
  52. When Kai is the sexiest mthfcker.
  53. When Luhan performs Two Moons.
  54. When Yixing plays charades.
  55. When Yixing speaks engrish.
  56. When Jongin threw a snowball at Chanyeol.
  57. When Kai and Sehun laugh at Suho stripping.
  58. When Jongin trolls Luhan.
  59. When Yixing is being sexy.
  60. When Jongin plays with his dog.
  61. When Baekhyun is being gay with someone other than Chanyeol.
  62. When Luhan tackles Jongin.
  63. When Luhan locked Tao outside the car.
  64. When 12 are 1.

This list can honestly go on forever. I can’t believe it’s only been 1 year, 12 months, 365 days. This is only a small taste of what we’re about to see them achieve. We’ll go through it together because we are one.

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I do not own anything. All credits to rightful owners.


This weekend’s checklist:

1. Write at least 2 scenarios 

2. FAFSA

3. Korean extra credit assignment 

4. RE WATCH ALL OF EXO’S DISNEY LAND FANCAMS [and then put myself in a sad depressed mood] 

posted 5 years ago with 5 notes

The battle within [Luhan]

Requested by anon 

 

 

You smile blandly thinking about how easily she had let the friendship between the two of you slip. No official statements or direct cutting remarks, just silences along with avoidance in eye contact were enough to say that she had chosen her over you. You told yourself it was your fault. You were the one who must have messed things up like all the other times. Why else would everyone hate you? Why else would every relationship you treasured just fall apart?

“No matter how hard life is, always look at the bright side of things, my love,” your mother used to say.

“I do mom,” you whispered to the silent, empty room as you lay in your bed. You truly missed her that day. A tear trickled down your face and fell on the pillow. ‘Oh I’m crying…’ you thought to yourself, forcing a smile on your face. “It’s not that hard _______. Things like these always happen.”  You tried to make yourself feel better but only your heart knew what it felt. It ached because you were lonely. It ached because you were hurt…

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You knocked on the screen of your phone in annoyance. It was the third time since that morning it froze on you. The snow had come unannounced in the middle of April. It had started to pile up everywhere, making it hard for you to walk. You were already ten minutes late and your phone wouldn’t corporate with your situation either. You shoved it back into your coat pocket and increased your pace this time.

Your adjusted your rapid breathing upon reaching the door of SMENT. You had only opened it half way when you were pulled back viciously.

“Can’t you see me standing right behind you?” Luhan said angrily. Your head spun and you felt dizzy due to the sudden shaking of your body.

“I’m sorry,” was all you could say still trying to adjust yourself.

“Well next time, make sure you let me enter first,” he snarled.

“Yes Sir,” you nodded rapidly.

“____________!” you heard an angry voice from across the lobby. “Where have you been all morning?”

“Aaa.. I was trying to call..” you said taking out your phone and knocking on the screen once again.

“If you are not going to take this job seriously, I’m going to look for someone much better than. Do you get that?” the manager roared, pulling you with him. You had barely gained your senses and now this. You turned around to look at Luhan. He was looking at you. You wished he wasn’t. Because the condescending smile fixed on his face was doing nothing more than hurting you.

The manager handed you the plan for the next three weeks but what worried you was the party you had to organize for that night. 6 hours notice was not enough to get everything into place. You hurried out the building as soon as he released you. The clock was ticking faster than usual that day.

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“You got the cheapest flowers? Are you okay?” the manager yelled, taking you into a corner.

“There wasn’t enough money left,” you said timidly. He was ready to yell once again but something else caught his attention. You felt your blood flowing once again, when he let go off of your arm. You were about to move when the door behind you opened, pushing you forward. “Why were you standing right outside the men’s bathroom?” Luhan asked with annoyance. You looked up at his shiny silver hair and perfect features.

“Aaa.. the..” you blurted incoherent words.

“Look at yourself. Is this what someone wears to a party?” he questioned with harsh words. He began to walk away but something stopped him. As if what he had said wasn’t enough. He came near you stopping only inches away. He smiled looking at down at you. “I don’t like the way you look at me,” he whispered. The smile had disappeared. You could see hatred and disgust in his eyes. It didn’t surprise you at all. You had seen it before-many times. ‘Why?’ – you would always ask yourself  but no answer would come. Luhan’s eyes fell on your wrist. He twitched wanting to take a second look but you pulled your sleeve down. You were scared of making a move. If you tried to walk away he would be mad. If you stayed he would come up with something else to insult you with. The world would never be happy with you. Luhan eased your problem by walking away himself.

As much as you didn’t want to, you were required to hang around until the party ended. You took a look at your shabby clothes and then compared yourself to all the other pretty girls at the party. They looked beautiful. They all had boyfriends and they all had friends. You were lonely and broken and had no one to talk to. You glanced at Luhan from time to time. His fingers danced on a pretty girls shoulder as they moved to the sounds of the beat. It bothered you to see them together but you scolded your heart for even going down that lane. Having secret feelings for someone had cost you a lot in the past. Your heart didn’t understand though. It had begun to like Luhan since the day you saw him. You however kept telling yourself the lie that it was far from true.

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That night you lay in bed, once again thinking about all the wrong things that life had done to you. Then you smiled, like always- telling yourself it wasn’t that bad. Things could be a lot worse. So what if you had no friends left and so what if your workplace wasn’t the best place to be it. You had to survive as long as you could. Life is such a beautiful gift, how could you just throw it away like that?

What you didn’t know was that, your heart had plans of its own- plans that would come unannounced…

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You arrived at work extra early the next day, just to be on the safe side. Some of the Exo members were already there. You had never talked to any of them before. You didn’t ever make an effort to either, because you assumed they would treat you exactly the way Luhan treated you.

You placed all your files on the bench outside their practice room and sat down. You sleep deprived eyes began to shut as you rested your head against the wall.

You woke up to the sound of doors opening and closing. You panicked looking at your watch. Thirty minutes had passed in just a few seconds. Hurriedly, you grabbed everything and ran to the manager’s room.

Luhan walked out of the practice room. Something caught his eye. He stopped, turned around and looked at the small brown diary on the bench.

“What is this doing over here?” he talked to himself also staring the object in surprise. He picked it up and went back into the practice room. He wouldn’t allow anyone in the world to read his personal journal. Then it hit him. He had seen you sitting on the bench a while ago. Luhan ran in the direction of you room. He banged the door open looking at you furiously. You trembled at the sight before you.

“If you ever.. ever.. ever..” he advanced towards you like a lion coming out of his den. “touch my things again you have no idea what I’ll do to you.”

“What do you mean?” you asked in a shaky voice.

“Don’t play innocent on me you little rat..”

“LUHAN!” you yelled. You could never imagine him saying such a word. He was a lot of things but he was never go to such extent.

“Don’t yell at me!” he said. His lips quivered with anger. Both you and he heard someone’s footsteps coming towards your room. It was the manager.  

“I don’t want her here in this building anymore,” Luhan said to manager sternly.

“What do you mean?” the manager asked seeing the two of you together.

“I just don’t want her here,” Luhan said, this time a little louder. You looked at the two men in horror, trying your best to stop the tears from gushing out of your eyes.

“________ I’ll figure this out later. Will you please leave right now?” the manager said patiently, making way for you to go. You looked at him and then at Luhan. His anger hadn’t subsided. He was still mad- very mad. The worst part about the whole situation was that you didn’t even know what your crime was.

Your eyes burnt as you blinked, giving your tears the best chance to fall out of your eyes. You wiped it quickly, and picked up all your belongings. It was time that you left- forever…

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Luhan lay in his bed holding the journal. A lot had happened that day that needed to be added to his list of achievements. He stared at the unfamiliar hand writing on the first page. His heart sank and his pupils widened, as he flipped through the pages. It wasn’t his journal. He flipped back to the first page to see who it belonged to. His scrunched his nose as he saw your name scribbled on the first page.

“What have I done?” he whispered to himself. A long time passed and he still couldn’t register all that he had done. He picked up the journal once again and began flipping through the pages but this time much slowly, staring at the pages blankly. Then suddenly something caught his eyes. Words. Words that looked familiar.

‘He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am different…’

He flipped to much earlier entries to make sense of what you may be talking about.

Aug 9th-

‘She doesn’t know I saved her from getting caught that night. I took the blame because I know she wouldn’t do such a thing. She is too innocent. How could she? And besides it’s just a onetime thing. I’ll get in next year. She deserved it more anyways.’

Sept 12th-

‘I see our friendship dying with everything but I feel like I am the only one who cares. She doesn’t and I know that but even in this I may be at fault. How can she ever be wrong? I am always the one to screw things up. She says she has found better friends and I am happy for her but it bothers me sometimes because I get lonely too. Don’t I deserve a nice friend too?’

Sept 13th

 ‘Mom, I miss you today. Why are you so far away? Why did you have to leave so early?’

Sept 25th-

‘Am I really this worthless that everybody pushes me around? I keep trying to look at the bright side of things but it’s all just a lie. I see happy couples around me all the time. It reminds me of him. I wish I had told him how I felt… He would have been nicer to me .. at least nicer than L****.

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You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.

“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.

‘You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.

“It’s not like anyone would care.”

‘They care! You just don’t know it yet…’

“It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light.

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Luhan skipped back to the most recent journal entry. It was longer than your usual ones. His heart was racing a little even when he was trying his best to calm himself.

Oct 1st-

‘For the first time today I let myself cry. I can’t take it anymore. It hurts too much. It hurts me to see him with other girls. He dances with them, he touches them in ways I can’t express. I don’t like him..or at least that’s what I tell my heart. But all these bottled up feelings have finally started to come out. He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am stupid… I’m starting to become cynical. Things like these didn’t bother me. I used to smile. I used to laugh. Than what happened? Why am I always like this now? Why does it feel better when I… I’ve lost everybody I loved. My mother, my one and only friend..and now my heart is secretly falling for a man he seems me as nothing more but trash. Tell me.. am I so worthless? She never calls me back when I call her now. I want to tell someone how I feel but there’s no one. I don’t like the sun.. I don’t like the birds chirping, the flowers.. It breaks my heart to see them so happy when I smile to cover up my dry tears. I’ve pretended too long. I’m tired now.. Why can’t all of this be over already? Life is a gift but I don’t want it anymore…

“Oh no oh no! what have I done? How could I be so stupid?” Luhan panicked. His eyes fell on the calendar. It was Oct 2nd. Your last entry was from the night before…

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Someone shook you with trembling hands. He then pressed his ears against your chest. “You’re going to be alright okay?” he kept humming as he picked you up and that’s when you completely lost consciousness.

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“You’re going to be alright okay? You’re going to be alright okay?” your ears buzzed with the same phrase over and over and over. You closed your eyes as soon as you opened them. The light was too bright. It hurt your eyes.

You felt someone’s hand brush against yours. It was soft. His voice was even softer. “Open your eyes,” he was saying. You struggled for a long time but finally gathered enough courage to try once more. This time, the light was blocked by a familiar face over your head.

“Lu..han,” you whispered.

“Shhhh,” he said sitting beside you. He took your hand and ran his fingers on your bandaged wrist. You felt a tear drop on your hand. You knew it belonged to him but you didn’t dare look at him. What happened? How he came to save you? How did he know you were about to kill yourself? All these questions were revolving around in your head but you couldn’t ask him. You were mad at him for saving you but your heart was grateful. You hadn’t forgiven him but your heart had.

Luhan looked at you with loving eyes, wanting to ask you so many questions. Wanting to tell you that you wouldn’t have to be sad anymore. He was going to remain by your side, not out of pity but because he cared about you maybe even falling in love with you. But he knew his words would not fix anything. He had to show it and that’s all he was going to do from them on…

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Lots of mixed emotions running around in this scenario. I feel like those who have been in similar situations would be able to understand it more. People who are sad on the inside always cover up with a smile and keep denying that they are unhappy. They blame themselves for all the problems and sometimes even get annoyed at themselves for being so needy. [If you are one of those people please go out there and talk to anyone. Be it a stranger or not. If you suppress your feelings or keep them bottled up inside you, bad things can happen.]

The scenario is a little chunky and different from my usual scenarios because I’ve put lots of personal emotions into it. I apologize if I let you down with this or if this isn’t what you wanted anon but I also really hope that you like it. :) 

Edit: [Will proofread soon]

posted 5 years ago with 130 notes

His gaze [Kris]

Requested by anon 


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A shudder ran through your body when your hand touched his. You turned to look who it was. ‘Oh it’s him’- the tall dark haired guy who had just returned from China; that’s all you knew about him. When you first started working with Exo, for last minute additions to their upcoming album, Kris wasn’t there. You were a little more than surprised when you found out that he was a part of the group too and as a matter of fact, the leader of the Exo M. The first encounter with him was more uncomfortable than you had expected. Instead of greeting you politely, he presented himself with a strange expression planted on his face. He neither said a word, nor moved a single muscle in his body. All he did, was to stare at you, with such intensity that you started to feel insecure.

“Sorry,” he mumbled while stopping for less than a second. You rubbed your hand where your skin had made contact with his. You didn’t like the tingles it felt.

“You’re fine,” you replied to the empty room.  He had left faster than you could even utter the first letter of your phrase.

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You stood outside the in the small balcony that opened to the front of the building. All the fan girls had left a long time ago. The area was empty and quite. The dark sky was slowly turning a lighter shade of violet. You heard the door slide behind you and someone entering the small space. You scoot to the side to let them stand next to you.

“Are you tired?” he asked. Your ears perked at the familiar voice but you didn’t dare move your head. You saw his side profile from the corner of your eyes. He was tall, much taller than you.

“No,” you replied in a barely audible voice. The air seemed to be getting heavier around you two. Both of stood in deep silence admiring the bluish streaks in the sky. It was so beautiful that you felt your hair raising. “Aren’t you tired?” you asked him.

You heard him chuckle a little as he turned to face you. You were unsure of what to do. It scared you to look at him. He was too intimidating and what your heart felt when he gazed at you was beyond describable. You stood firm in your position while he looked at you in awe. “I’m not tired…I’m just worried…a little,” he said.

“Worried?” you looked at him in surprise. The dark circles under his eyes over shadowed his bright but tired smile.

“When they said last minute changes, I had no idea they wanted me to sing a ballad,” he covered his eyes with his hands. Your tensed muscles began to relax. “Do I look like a ballad singer to you? I don’t understand why they’re making me do this?”

“That’s your worry?” you asked, trying your best to sound comforting. He nodded finally taking his hands off of his face. “You will be fine,” you smiled encouragingly but avoiding his eyes. “I’ll help you. Don’t worry about it okay?”  He nodded again but he was still unsure about everything.

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Three days later:

You stood in the studio waiting for Luhan, Chen and Kris to show up. In the few weeks you had been working with them, they had never been late. This was the first time. You assumed it would be because of Kris. He was really unsure about the whole situation.

“Sorry, we’re late,” Luhan said as he hurriedly entered the room. Kris and Chen followed close behind.

“What happened?” you asked.

“Kris hyung was having issues,” Chen said comically. You smiled at his attempt to lighten the mood.

“Alright, so let’s get started,” you said pushing the boys into the recoding room. Everybody took their positions and settled down. Music started, and the boys began singing.

After quite a few attempts Kris finally got his notes right. He looked over at you nervously, ashamed of his singing abilities. You smiled back calmly to tell him he was not doing bad at all.

“Let’s take five,” you announced, taking your headphones off and adjusting the buttons on the equipment. Chen and Luhan ran for the door as if getting released from the prison. Kris however stayed behind. You looked at him through the glass window. His head was bent down. You knew he was waiting for you to enter the recording room.

“Kris, go take a break,” you said from the door. He stood up and walked over to you.

“I have to tell you something,” he said.

“Hmm,” you asked raising your eyebrows questiongly. He lifted his hands, unsure to whether to hold your hands or put his on your shoulder. He did neither.

“I … I like you,” he said. The strange expression on your face turned into a smile. Your ears blushed a light pink and your heart raced a little faster than it normally did.  You were not surprised at all about his confession. In fact you were flattered. He was intimidating, no doubt about that but he was also gorgeous and perfect and amazing. Having a guy like him utter those words to you was unimaginable.

“A..are you sure?” you asked. You secretly cursed yourself for being so silly and asking such a stupid question. You felt him take a sigh of relief. He chuckled nervously at how adorably silly you sounded.

“I’m sure,” he replied. You looked up and into his eyes. You weren’t scared anymore, because they were twinkling this time.

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Pretty short but I wanted to get straight to the point. Hope you all like it :) Another one coming your way pretty soon. Keep a look out for it :)     

posted 5 years ago with 39 notes

Handcuffed- [Exo]

When you two are handcuffed [by the other member] because you don’t get along - Included members- Kris, Chanyeol and Tao- [Requested by anon]


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Kris:

 “Are you insane Tao?” you asked in utter surprise looking at your hands handcuffed to Kris’s.

“Nope!” Tao shook his head smiling cheekily. “You guys deserve it.”

“This isn’t funny Tao.” Kris grind his teeth in anger. Tao jumped back in fear as Kris advanced towards him, dragging you along.

“Hey, hey, hey you’re hurting me,” you cried, trying your best to stop him. “And you!” Kris turned around to you. He held your body close to his. So close that his nose touched yours. “If you weren’t so obnoxious this would have never happened to us,” he roared. “Calm down,” you said pushing him back casually.

“I don’t care what you guys do! If by the end of the day, both of you learn to behave I will release you.”

*END OF THE DAY* - both you and Kris yelled. Tao jumped up comically and hid his trembling hands behind him for those hands held the key. He ran to his room and shut the door so you two wouldn’t bother him anymore.

Kris sat down in frustration pulling you down with him. “Can you stop doing that? It hurts my wrist.” You complained once again. He didn’t bother to reply or even look at you. Both you and him sat in the hot room looking here and there. “It’s really hot,” you whined. “Get up! I need to turn on the fan.”

“I’m not getting up,” he replied.

“Please Kris!” you blinked repeatedly to look cute. He looked at you with a flat face and then rolled his eyes after your little show.

“Oh my goodness I hate you,” you said pushing him over. He fell to his side causing you to tumble over him.

“Get off of me,” Kris shouted pushing you over. At that moment, analyzing the whole situation in only a few moments, instead of getting mad you began to laugh. Kris looked at you strangely as you rolled over into a ball. Tears formed in the corner of your eyes and your stomach began to hurt.  Kris, who was annoyed at first had started to get amused by your silly behavior.

“What is it?” he chuckled.

“N…no…nothing,” you said wiping the tears out of your eyes. You uncontrollable laughter had finally stopped. You could see that Kris wasn’t that tense anymore. The wrinkles on his forehead had disappeared. “Kris!” you called out. He turned his head to look at you. “We really should stop fighting. I mean …look at us. We’re acting like a bunch of kindergartners.”

Kris began to smile. You were sure he was thinking about something. “Yeah we should,” he said sounding aloof.

“Do you think Tao will believe us if we tell him that…” you couldn’t even finish your statement as Kris pulled you closer and pressed his lips against yours.

“Whaaa!” you gasped but very quickly submitted instead of struggling.

“What was that?” you asked, when he finally pulled away.

“I really don’t know,” he scratched his head with his free hand. “I think my heart has been meaning to do that for a long time,” he mumbled, not being able to make eye contact.

“Well clearly my heart feels the same way,” you muttered.

“Did you say something?” he asked.

“Oh nothing, nothing,” you replied. Both of you looked away to hide the forming smile on your lips. Tao had helped you two in a way and both of you were secretly grateful for that.

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Tao

“I have a surprise for both of you!” Chanyeol said forcing you and Tao to stand together. “Now close your eyes and ________ give me your right hand and Tao you give me your left hand. Both of you looked at Chanyeol suspiciously but since he was older and you had to obey him both of you submitted. You put forward your hand, shutting your eyes tightly. Within seconds you felt a heavy metal across your wrist. Your heart sank, thinking what it could be. Your fear became reality when you opened your eyes.

“What are you doing?” Tao yelled.

“Calm down Tao,” Chanyeol said with a stern voice. “I am only doing this, because neither of you would settle this feud so it’s better that you guys sit together and decide.”

“But this is so childish,” you said lifting your arm, dragging Tao’s along with you.

“I’m the childish one? Really _________ really?” he turned to face Tao. “I’ll open these when you guys come to an agreement. And if it takes forever then let it be that way.”

Chanyeol walked away giving the two of you no choice. You puffed your cheeks and fell on the couch. “Hey hey be careful,” Tao cried as he fell on the couch with you. He realized he was too close to you so he scooted away. Both of you sighed deeply, and moved your heads around the room except looking at each other.

“Oh no!” you said suddenly, holding your stomach.

“What’s wrong?” Tao asked making a disgusted face. Your rolled your eyes at him and pulled him to get up. “I have to go to the bathroom.”

“What?… I’m not going with you,” he said , sitting back down.

“I really have to go,” you crossed your legs in desperation.

“You were fine a second ago. What’s wrong with you?”

“I’m a normal human and humans need to use the bathroom when they drink liquid,” you stated the obvious.

“Isn’t that what animals do to,” Tao mumbled under his breath. It was his bad luck that you heard him. You kicked him on the side to show that his words had hurt you. Realizing that he really had put you in a bad mood, Tao finally got up. “Let’s go your highness,” he bowed, trying to join both his hands.

“Ouch!.. don’t do that! It hurts my wrist,” you whined.

“I seriously hate Chanyeol oppa,” you muttered as the two of you entered the bathroom. “Now look away. I don’t want you peeking.”

“Why would I?” he scoffed. You wanted to elbow him but your bodily fluids were too impatient to let you do that. “Ahhhhhhhh!” you sighed in relief as they escaped your body.

“I don’t need your sound effects _________,” Tao said. You looked up at him. He looked very comical with his eyes tightly shut and the palm of his free hand touching his forehead in dismay.

“Well blame your hyung for this,” you said, after cleaning yourself and getting up. The two of you walked out of the bathroom and settled on the couch again. A long time passed and neither of you said anything. But, you knew it had to end one way or the other.

“Tao! Let’s end this please. We really are acting like kids,” you said.

“How? … how do we end this?” he asked staring into blank space.

“Let’s promise to never fight again. Or at least not in front of Chanyeol oppa,” you suggested.

“That’s imposs…” he stopped as he turned to face you. You were serious. He began to think of other rationales but nothing popped up. He hated giving in because of his ego but he knew he didn’t have a choice. “Okay,” he finally said.

You gave him an encouraging smile and then pulled him to get up. Both of you had a good news to give to Chanyeol.  

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Chanyeol

“I hate you ___________. I really don’t understand why you do these things?… and now because of you we are stuck in this mess,” Chanyeol, said angrily.

“So now it’s my fault?” you scoffed.

“I can still hear you,” Kris said from the living room while reading the newspaper. “If you guys continue to fight I will never unlock those handcuffs.”

“Ahh hahaha.. oh no no we are doing just fine,” Chanyeol said obediently.

“I swear ______ when we get out of this mess I am going to kill you,” he whispered to you.

“You wouldn’t get the chance. I’ll kill you before that,” you made a sadistic face. 

“And why do you even want to eat something right now? Can we not do this?” he whined.

“My stomach is growling, of course I need food. Now hand me that bread,” you ordered and just to annoy him more you added a few finger snaps at the end. Chanyeol was losing his patience with you but he knew he had no choice. If he raised his voice once more, Kris would explode. He handed you the bread quietly. You continued to fry the chicken, adding all your favorite sauces and spices.

“Anything else?” he asked with sarcasm intended.

“Nope!” you smiled cheekily. “Just stand here and watch me.”

Chanyeol sighed from time to time but you ignored it. He was trying to annoy you, while you on the other hand were not giving him any chance to succeed.

“Why are you calm?” he asked after a long time.

“Because I’m making my food,” you replied.

“Would it surprise you if I said I don’t want to fight anymore?”

You laughed condescendingly. “Chanyeol, we’ve been fighting since we were in middle school. Do you really think all of that will end so quickly.”

“Yes. I’m ready to end it.”

“You’re just saying that to get out of this mess.”

“No! ________, I really mean it,” he said with a serious tone. “I don’t want to fight with you because….” He stopped half way and bit his lip. You looked at his side profile. He seemed nervous. You were starting to get an idea of what it might be that he had to say but you didn’t want to encourage him. “How can I convince you?”


“You don’t have to,” you said and turned around to face him. “I believe you.”

“Really?” he asked enthusiastically.

“Yeah, yeah!” you said taking a big bite of your sandwich. “Want some?” you offered.

“Aha! No,” he chuckled.

“Now what do you say? Should we go talk to Kris?” you winked at him.

“Of course,” he replied cheerily.

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So much for thinking of a creative title- Too much going on you guys! I’ll try to write two more before this break ends! :) I hope ya’ll like this.

posted 5 years ago with 53 notes

kpopchipmunkparody-deactivated2 asked: "CONGRATS ON THE 100TH EXO SCENARIO! OMFG, THOSE MINI ONES GOT ME SPAZZING! LAY'S GIF WILL ALWAYS GET TO ME. LMAO! I thought that when Chen said, "I'm only doing this once." I thought he was going to do aegyo. HAHA! I love Chanyeol's mini one and the gif matched it so perfectly! TAO'S GIF KILLED ME. LOL! YOU ARE DAEBAK!"

Ahahahahahhaa!!! Oh my goodness girl I love that Lay gif! [wanna hear a secret?: I always look at that gif when I’m sad and it makes me all happy again ;) ] lol and oh my my! why didn’t I think of that before. Chen doing aegyo would be adorable .. and I had that gif to go along with it! Ahhhhhh!! Wae am I not smart? :( [I honestly really need to save some more channie gifs <3] and oh my goodnessss YES YES YES that Tao gif !… Like I don’t have words for that!

I’m just gonna go ahead and post all of the gifs you mentioned again- just for you <3

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and drum roll for the Tao gif please

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[gifs not mine]

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It’s time for a Celebration! - 100 exo scenarios

Guess who just finished writing her 100th Exo scenario?- Yep! *THIS AWESOME BLOG*

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As a celebration for this accomplishment I decided to write scenarios based on how each Exo member will congratulate you for achieving something big- [I’m not going to use the typical stereotypes about them for this]

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Kris: You wake up to the sound of utensils falling everywhere. Your first instinct is to jump out of the bed and run into the kitchen. Kris stands, his back facing you, doing something very important. “Oppa what are you doing?” you ask. He turns around to reveal a half burnt vanilla cake with strawberry icing. “CONGRAGULATIONS!” – he cries in excitement. “I’m sorry I burnt it. I really wanted to do something special for you but the…” you shut him up by pressing your lips against his.

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Suho: He tip toes behind you and covers your eyes, taking you by complete surprise. “Oppa I know it’s you,” you say. “I need to better with these things,” he sighs removing his hands and sitting beside you. “I got you something,” he says giving you a wrapped object. You open it quickly to find your favorite book inside. “But why did you get me this?” you ask excitedly. “For your accomplishment,” he replies pulling you into a hug.

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Lay: “__________,” he calls your name. “Ye,” you reply with a tired voice. You had just gotten into bed after a really big day. “I have something for you,” he says pulling you closer to him. He turns on the side lamp so he can see your face clearly. “What is it?” you ask. Lay pulls out a small box from under the pillow. You take it from him and open it. Inside is a beautiful gold chain. “I saved a lot of money for this,” he says. “Thank you so much Lay,” you say as tears roll out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” he whispers and then kisses you on your neck.

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Baekhyun:  “Where are you taking me?” you ask for the nth time. “We’re hereeeeee!” Baekhyun announces. You look up and see a familiar building. You had been wanting to go to an art studio in forever. “Why’d you bring me here?” you squeal. “Because you achieved something really big so I wanted to do something special for you and since you always go to places I like I decided to bring you here today,” he says blinking adorably. “Oh I love you Oppa,” you hug him tightly. “I love you too,” he replies.

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Luhan: You feel him slip into bed besides you. “Are you asleep?” he asks placing his hand on your shoulder. “Mhmmm,” you mumble under the sheets. Luhan slips the strap off of your shoulder and kisses you on your neck. “What are you doing?” you ask. “This is my way of congratulating you,” he says turning you to face him. You begin to say something but he presses his lips against yours.

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Chen: “Okay I’m doing this once and only once… just for you ________. Just for you okay!” Chen says enthusiastically. “What are you doing?” you ask with a confused expression. “I’m going to take you for bubble tea even though I said we weren’t having any for at least another 6 months,” he replies. “Oh my goodness,” you cry in excitement hugging him tightly. “Thank you Thank You Thank you,” you say. He chuckles, “You deserve it my love”

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Xiumin: You put the key into the lock but the door is already open. Your heart begins to beat faster than ever. The hallway is dark and not the slightest of the sounds can be heard. “Who’s there?”you ask with a shaking voice. Your body trembles in fear. Just then the lights turn on and out jumps Xiumin with an infinite amount of balloons in his hand. “CONGRATULATIONS!” he screams jumping up and down. You can’t contain your feelings and hug him tightly to calm him and yourself.

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Sehun: You open the front door to be greeted by a fruity smell. You walk into a sparkling clean living room. You hesitantly make your way to yours and Sehun’s room. The room that was hard to walk into a day ago had no sign of the tiniest mess. Your jaw drops in surprise. “You like it?” Sehun asks walking out of the bathroom. “Are you kidding me? I love it.” you reply with tears of joy gushing out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” Sehun mumbles walking towards you. “Thank you Sehunniie,” you exclaim. He scrunches his nose at you calling him like that but then smiles because today is a big day for you.

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Kai: “Guess what I have?” Kai asks sitting on the couch beside you. You look up in surprise at his cheerful voice. “Are you okay?” you ask. “Of course,” he replies pulling you into his arms. He pulls out two tickets from his back pocket and offers them to you. They are tickets to the theme park. “Oh my goodness!” you spazz at the sight of them. “You always complain about how I never do fun things so I wanted to do something special because of your achievement,” Kai says with a plain expression. “I love you so much,” you say playing with his hair. “I love you too,” he replies with a smile.

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Chanyeol: “Hey ________!” Chanyeol calls your name. “Hmmm,” you reply- your eyes still fixed on the computer screen. “I’m ready!” he says. You look up at him with a confused expression. “I’m ready to watch that scary movie,” he says with a crying face. “Ahhhhhh!” you jump up and run to him. “I love, I love I love you,” you say kissing him repeatedly. “I guess you deserve it for accomplishing something this big,” he chuckles. You kiss him again with a big uncontrollable smile.

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Kyungsoo: “Come in,” you say upon hearing a knock on your door. Kyungsoo walks in with a huge box in his hand. “What’s that?” you ask. “Open it,” he says handing it to you. You open it to reveal a beautiful black dress. “Oh my! This is so beautiful,” you look at him with questioning expressions. “I made dinner reservations for two, at a very high end restaurant… Congratulations __________!” he says pulling you up. “Awwww oppa why did you do all this,” you ask. “Because I love you,” he replies giving you a sweet kiss on your cheeks.

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Tao: You walk into the apartment to be welcomed by a delicious aroma. “Oppa!” you call out with a confused smile on your face. Tao pokes his head out of the kitchen wearing an apron and holding a red rose. “Congratulations,” he says walking towards you. You look at the dinner table set up and then back at him. “I tried to cook but it didn’t work out so I ordered food from outside,” he says apologetically. “Aahhh wae so kiwoyo?” you say pulling his cheek. He chuckles and then kisses you on the cheek. 

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posted 5 years ago with 72 notes

He hoped you wouldn’t let go - [Lay]

‘Only she knew the pain of letting her body be embraced by the lips of a person she could never love…’

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You sat in the corner of your room, tending to your latest wounds. They weren’t that deep this time and they didn’t hurt that much either. Surprisingly, he had spared your after pushing you against the night stand. Usually he wouldn’t stop. He would continue till his anger subsided.

A tinge of pain ran through your forehead. You reached for it with your trembling hands. Not a single twitch or change of expression came through. You stared at your reflection in the mirror with a poker face. If anything, you wanted to laugh at how much you had gotten used to it. You reached for the bottom drawer to take out your special makeup that you used to cover up the bruises. You were going to need a whole lot that day.

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“Good morning,” you mumbled under your breath upon entering Exo’s practice room. They were busy practicing, so indulged in their performance that they didn’t even notice you come in. You patiently waited till they finished. 

“Annyeonghaseyo,” Kris greeted bowing his head a little. He was still trying to catch his breath. The rest of the boys followed. You smiled at each one of them till your eyes met Lay’s. It hurt you to look at him but more than that, you were scared of his gaze. No one in the entire world but him could read your face. He knew the pain you went through every day. He knew how broken and weak you were from the inside and he knew that you very happily covered it with a fake smile on your lips.  

“You guys need to get ready for tonight. Manager oppa said to finish practice and come downstairs,” you reported.

“Ah ye,” they replied with tired voices.

“I’ll be in the room next door if you guys need anything,” you announced before leaving.

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You had just gotten back into your cabinet sized room when you heard a faint knock on the door.

“Come on in,” you said. You didn’t care to look up since you were busy looking for some files.

“Hey,” you heard a familiar voice. Your head shot up right when he closed the door behind him. You looked at him and he at you and for a second you felt tongue tied. You didn’t bother telling him to leave because you had done that many times before. He never listened. He was too stubborn.

“What do you want?” you asked going back to looking for the lost item.

“What did he do this time?” he asked with a slight hint of anger in his voice. How could he possible know? -You asked yourself, touching the bruise on your forehead. You were sure you had covered it well.

“They need you downstairs. You should go,” you replied lamely.

“Don’t change the subject!” he grinded his teeth advancing towards you. The room was just the size for one person to barely fit in. With the two of you in there, there was very little space left to stand too far apart. 

“I’m not changing the subject,” you said with a calm smile. You pretended to look at your watch to hide your nervousness and racing heart. “You’ll be late. Go!”

“I don’t care,” he held you close to him, his grip tightening by each second. You remained firm, making sure to not look him in the eyes. His fiery gaze only became more intense. You felt, if you stayed quite any longer, they might burn holes in your body.

“I don’t know how to say this nicely,” you finely began to say. “But this is my life Lay. You really don’t have a say in this.”

“I do,” he shook you aggressively.

“No you don’t,” you whispered back to calm his raging nerves. That’s the thing he hated about you. Even at your lowest, you never showed how you felt. Your eyes had never shed a single tear in front of him. You always had the same flat expressions which were a pure reflection of your numb feelings. It hurt him because he had never seen you smile. Every night before going to sleep he would wish that he had come in your life before ‘that s***** b******’ who made your life hell every day.  He wanted to hold you close to him; caress your pain inflicted body and tend your wounded heart. He wanted to make you feel beautiful. He wanted you to smile…

“You’re hurting me Lay,” you finally said, not being able to bear the pain any longer. He looked down to where he was holding you. His grip loosened instantly.

“I’m sorry,” he said leaning in even closer.

“It’s alright,” you replied pushing him back politely. “Now go downstairs. They must be waiting for you.”

You looked from here to there casually, still pretending to look for file which was obviously of no use. His eyes moved along with the movement of your body. If only, you looked straight into his eyes for once. You would know how much he loved you. Deep down you knew how he felt and that’s what you were scared of. You knew well of the nature of women. They seek refuge in the love that is provided to them. In his case, it was over flowing. He loved you too much but you couldn’t accept it. You were a married woman and such things didn’t suit your nature. 

Once again with a disappointed face, Lay left the room.

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The music was too loud, the food was yucky and the room was boiling up. You paced back and forth in nervousness looking at your watch from time to time. You had begged the manager to let you go home early but instead he strictly instructed you to not leave his sight. You didn’t quite understand why he needed you around? It was a clearly a party for the boys for their recent success- you weren’t needed there at all.

“Worried about something?” you heard Lay say from behind you.

“Huh!” you jumped around clenching your heart.

“Ah… no.. Not at ..all,” you stuttered.

“Your face says the opposite,” he said in a monotone, showing that he was tired of your innocent lies. “Do you have to be home before a certain time?”

“Oh no no!” you pulled a nervous smile. “I can go home any time.”

Lay chuckled at your failed attempt to convince him. He leaned in closer, holding your hands gently. “You don’t have to lie to me __________.” His voice was tender and reassuring. “I know what you’re going through. If you would just let me help you…”

“I don’t need your help…”

“You do need my help!” he pulled you into an isolated corner and began once again. “Can’t you see? You do need my help. He doesn’t deserve you. He’s not worthy to be with you. I can free you from all the pain he gives you…”

“No!” you pushed him back. “I don’t need your help Lay. Do you understand what I’m saying?” For the first time ever you raised your voice in front of him. You were getting tired of him interfering in your life. Sure you went through a lot everyday but it was none of his business. “This is my life. He is my husband! He can do whatever to me and it should be the least of your concern.” You pushed him back. “Now let me go.” You struggled a little before he finally let you go.

You began to walk away but stopped at the corner. Your anger still hadn’t subsided. “It would be better for both of us if you stop this,” you said. Lay’s lips quivered in anger too. He wanted to hug you so you would calm down but you had made it pretty clear you didn’t want him anywhere around you.

“___________ah!” He called after you right when you stepped out of the room.

“Lay!” his manager called him from the other corner. “Where is __________ going?.. she left her phone here. Someone has been calling her for a long time.”

Lay looked at the phone and back at the manager. A shudder ran through his body thinking it might be your husband. He must be really mad at you was the first thought that crossed his mind.

“Where does she live?” Lay asked worriedly. The manager looked at him strange and took out his phone to find your address.

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You opened the front door hesitantly knowing that your husband would be inside. The hallway was dark which reassured you a little. That feeling went away rather quickly when the lights suddenly turned on.

“Where have you been?” he roared from the living room. You stumbled at his sudden appearance. He lunged towards you in anger. “Answer me.”

“I..was..at the party..for the company,” you quivered in fear.

“And you didn’t care to pick up your phone?”

“My..phone..!” you touched your bag. “Ahhh.. I think I lost it at the party.”

“You lost it?” he lost his temper completely. “I just got you a new one and you LOST IT AGAIN?”

Without a warning he slapped you across the face with great force causing you to fall on the ground. You didn’t even have time to get stable when he grabbed your arm to pull you up.

“Stop it!” you cried in pain. You could taste your own blood from the cut near your lip. “Please stop it. You’re hurting me.”

He clenched your wrist even tighter reopening the previous cuts. “I am so done with you,” he howled.

“Then let me go!” you yelled.

“How dare you?” his eyes widened at your bold attempt. His hand flew in the air again and within seconds you felt it against your skin which began to heat up. Tears flowed out of your eyes in pain.

“Let me go!” you cried once again. He raised his hand one more time but was interrupted by the door bell. He pushed you back on the floor and walked to the door.

A handsome young boy stood across trying to look inside the house as the door opened. “Is _______ here?” he asked.

“She is busy. What do you want?” your husband asked trying to keep his cool. He looked at Lay up and down scanning his appearance. It made Lay uncomfortable. He stood across the man he hated the most in this world.

“She left her phone at the party,” Lay said offering it to him.

“Okay thank you!” your husband replied taking it from him. Lay stood on his toes to try to see past the man but his strong built wouldn’t let him. Just when Lay turned to leave he realized something. Your husband had sweat beads on his forehead and his breathing was passive. Your sudden but meek sniffle confirmed his suspicion. Lay turned around furiously and stopped the door from closing.

“What are you doing?” the older man asked.

“Let me in,” Lay yelled.

“What do you think you’re doing,” he yelled back pushing him out the door. Lay’s eyes blazed with anger and sudden rush took him. He pushed with even more force, this time entering the house. Without wasting more time he ran towards the living room. You sat curled up in a corner, your head buried in your hands.

“__________!” he cried out. You looked up in surprise but before you could say anything your husband reached for Lay from behind.

“Watch out,” you warned. Lay turned around just in time to save himself from the attack.

“You coward!” Lay punched him in the face. “How dare you? How dare you raise your hand at her?” Thw two looked at each other in horror.

“Stop it Lay!” you yelled which only provoked him more. He didn’t stop. Your husband didn’t have time to react.

“You raise your hand at her one more time.. one more time and..” He couldn’t finish his statement. He was too furious to continue. The man on the ground finally got up and held Lay by the collar. “Who are you to interfere in our personal matter?” he punched Lay.

“Don’t hit him,” you tried to interfere but only got pushed back. The two men continued to fight. You had no choice but to call the police.

“STTTOOOPPPPP ITT!” you yelled. Both men turned to look at you. “I have the phone in my hand. I’m going to call the police.” you threatened. Your husband lunged towards you. Lay stopped him and held him by the collar.

“I’m giving you one chance… one chance to run away from here or…” he pushed him back. He stood firm for any attempt to attack. There were none. Your husband looked at you and then at Lay. He thought for a little bit before finally walking out the door.

The phone fell from your hands and you yourself stumbled. Two strong hands held you and picked you up. Lay carried you to the couch and let you sit on his lap. He cupped your face in his hands and then leaned in to kiss you. He kissed all your bruises one by one hoping to relieve you from the pain. He wiped your blood with his hands and then gave you a light peck. His tears mixed with yours. He couldn’t hold himself back. He could feel his heart hurt at your condition. You rested your head on his chest and closed your eyes. Your suffering had finally ended.

“I’m so tired Lay,” you whispered. He patted your head also running his hands through your hair.

“I love you ________,”he murmured long after. He looked at you lovingly. You had long fallen asleep clenching on to his shirt. He kissed you on your forehead hoping you would never push him away again.

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Wahhhhh!! My first ‘oh so intense’ scenario. I hope you guys like it. Women’s day just passed so I thought this would be a good addition. I could go on and on and say a lot about how women should be respected but that’s not my intent here. I would say if you know anyone or are abused yourself, please speak up. Keeping it inside you won’t help and hoping that the other person will change one day is useless. Fight for your rights :)

posted 5 years ago with 55 notes

[Title undecided] - Luhan

Here’s an excerpt from request no, 7 for everyone who is anticipating it. I’ve decided to first finish the requests before that and then write it but since you guys are so anxious here you go: [Feel free to send in any title suggestions]

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You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.

“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.

You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.

“It’s not like anyone would care.”

They care! You just don’t know it yet…’

It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light. 

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posted 5 years ago with 17 notes

Choices [Chanyeol]

Requested by anon 

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“Chanyeol ahh! Wake up,” you shook his body forcing him to open his eyes. He had been resting his head on your lap for the past half hour. He opened his eyes only to be blinded by your long locks hanging right about his head. You were leaning in on him. For a moment, you didn’t want to look away. The surreal feeling you got looking at him like that every time was the high light of your day. He caressed your cheek with one hand pushing you back slightly.

“Yeah I should get up,” he said.

“What are you guys up too?” Jae hee asked walking into the hallway.

“Just restin’,” Chanyeol replied jumping to his feat.

“You look happy!” she said walking close to him and stopping only inches away.

“I’m always happy,” he replied. She looked him in the eyes for a while, along with a beautiful smile planted on her lips.

“Lies!” she said running her index finger on his chest. Chanyeol smiled holding her by the shoulders and pushing her back a little. You looked away seeing the two flirt. A sigh escaped your lips thinking about how perfect they looked together. They were two of your closest friends who everybody in the school knew liked each other. It was only a matter of days till they made it official.

“_________!” you heard Chanyeol’s voice. It sounded like he was frustrated. You looked up at him. He was giving you a strange look. “Where are you lost? I’ve been calling your name for the past five minutes.”

“Aish! Mianhe,” you mumbled.

“We’re going for lunch. Wanna join?” he asked. You looked at him and then at Jae hee.

“Aniya!” you said shaking your head. “You two go. I have lots of homework to finish for next class.”

Jae hee made a face at your usual excuse and turned around to leave. She wished you wouldn’t be so awkward around her and Chanyeol.

“__________ah! Come on,” Chanyeol insisted.

“No really! I can’t. I’m sorry,” you said already getting ready to leave. Chanyeol advanced towards you. Just then the bell rang. All the students rushed out of the class which gave you a good chance to escape.

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The few guys who had asked you to the end of the year dance were very politely rejected by you. You knew well that there was no way Chanyeol was going to go with you. But still you fantasized about it every day hoping the reality would be different.

“____________ah! Why are you always so lost?” Jae hee asked you. You had no idea when she came and sat next to you. After calming your sensing from her sudden appearance you finally began to talk.

“Ahh nothing much. Just thinking you know…” you replied.

“Okay okay .. guess what I have to tell you!” Jae hee said excitedly holding your hand and giving it a tight squeeze.

“What is it?” you asked.

“Guess who I’m going to the dance with?” she said. Your heart immediately sank hearing those words out of her mouth. You had already prepared yourself for the bad news.

“Who?” you asked meekly.

“Chanyeol! Silly,” she said slightly smacking you on your forehead.

“Huhhhh!” a gasp escaped you.

“Yep! He asked me this morning. I honestly didn’t think he would ask and I was tired of keeping all the other guys on hold but he finally made an effort so I said yes. Isn’t it great?”

“Of course.. of course,” you said. Your throat felt extremely dry. You thought you had prepared yourself well for that moment but turned out, you hadn’t. Like an arrow shooting through someone’s heart, you felt like crying. Jae hee kept squealing and blabbering while you on the other hand were crying on the inside. ‘Don’t cry…’ you kept telling yourself. You had brought it upon on yourself even when your heart had given you several warnings to not fall for a guy like Chanyeol. He was amazing. How could he ever be yours?

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You were walking down the hall and into the courtyard. School was over so everyone was running home. You saw Chanyeol approaching from a corner. Your eyes met for a brief second but you quickly looked away. After hearing the news from Jae hee earlier you really didn’t want to see him again.

Just as you were about to step outside the main gate you felt his hand on your shoulder. “_________ I called after you. Why didn’t you stop?” he complained.

“I didn’t hear,” you mumbled back.

“Are you going back home?” he asked.

“Yeah! What about you?”

“I was going to stop buy a store and look for tux. Do you want to come with me?” he scanned your face for an answer. “I’m sure you have a good taste. You must have already helped Minshik with it. “

“Huh!” your head shot up in his direction. “What do you mean?”

“Aren’t you going to the dance with him?” he asked.

“NOOO!” you cried. “Why would I? Is he really going around telling everyone that?”

Chanyeol nodded back just as surprised as you were. “Why didn’t you tell me you weren’t going with him?” he asked with disappointment.

“How would I tell you when I didn’t know either…” you pouted. Just then you saw Minshik walk out of the building.

“Give me a second,” you grind your teeth in anger.

“Ooo oh!” Chanyeol exclaimed as you ran towards Minshik. He was not going to have a good day…

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The night of the dance:

You sat in your room looking at all the unanswered text messages from Jae Hee and Chanyeol. They had been begging you for the past week to come but you either didn’t reply or tried to sneak away every time they tried to approach you. It was not like they were official yet but just seeing them together all the time bothered you. They were both cheerful, they knew how to hold a conversation and they were both lovable. In other words, they were perfect for each other. Jae hee had confessed a long time ago to you that if Chanyeol would ever ask her out she would say yes. Quite frankly you could see that coming. Chances were that night was going to be tonight at the dance. It hurt you so much but you kept it all inside you. All your life, you never wanted to fall in love with anyone and now that you finally felt something for someone it was the wrong guy. A guy you could never get because he liked someone else.

“__________ah! Come down stairs!” you heard your mother. It was almost 11 o clock.

“Waaaaeeee,” you yelled back.

“JUST COME! Don’t argue.”

“Aissshh!” you whined silently. You were still looking for your slippers when you heard a faint knock on your bedroom door. Without waiting for a response, the person entered.

Your mouth fell half open and your heart raced at the speed of lightning seeing Chanyeol stand before you.

“Oh my!” you covered your mouth embarrassed of your overly childish pajamas and fuzzy slippers.

“What… are you… doing here?” you could barely ask.

“Why? Can I not be here?” he asked making himself comfortable on the bed.

“Where is Jae hee?”

“She went to the after party.”

“And you didn’t?”

“No,” he said shaking his head. The room fell silent. Neither of you knew what to say next. Chanyeol got up and walked towards you. He stopped very close so he could hold your hands. “I wanted to be with you.”

“What?” you jumped back in surprise. “Chanyeol if this is some kind of a joke than please stop. You know I don’t like these kind of things.”

“I’m not joking,” he tried to explain getting a hold of your hand again. He gave it a tight squeeze to calm you. “Do you not like me?” His asked nervously. His cheeks blushed a light pink. You could feel his hands shaking too.

“Do you like me?” you threw a question at him.

“I asked you first!”

“That’s not important.”

“It is!”

“I thought you liked Jae Hee.”

“I know! I thought that too….” he said but stopped half way. He bit his lip in a nervous state. You had never seen him like that. “I thought I liked her until I realized that there was still something missing. I had  been thinking about it for a long time. I was going to ask you to the dance but Minshik told me you were going with him. I didn’t think it would bother me but it did and then when I found out from you that it was all a lie, I felt really stupid. I had missed such an amazing chance. And… tonight.. I just really missed you ___________. My heart does stupid things. I don’t know what its thinking but …now I am sure I like you and not her. She’s a wonderful girl but I want to be with you. Because you are ..,” he stopped to think of the right words. He was hoping you would just interrupt him and make it all easy for him. You didn’t. You wanted to hear what he had to say. It was hard but you kept a poker face just to annoy him more. “There’s just something about you.. I don’t know. I think we connect more… _______ please help me,” he said, finally giving in, on his inability to express. You allowed yourself to smile which automatically turned into a giggle.

“Why are you like this? You asked messing up his hair. For the first time that day, he didn’t fight back. He let you do whatever because his heart was telling him he made the right decision. The butterflies in his stomach actually pleased him. All of this was because of you and he couldn’t have been more happy.

“_________!” he called out your name.

“Hmmm,” you looked up.

“Come here youuuu!” he said pulling you into a tight hug. A hug you had long been waiting for.

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posted 5 years ago with 68 notes

Secrets- [Chanyeol]

Requested by myoppamyoppa

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‘Taken by the soft wind to your world
You asked me brightly where I came from to your side
And I told you that It was a secret
Wherever we walk together
Will be paradise’

“Oh this song is so beautiful. I love it Channie..” you had said. Chanyeol lay on his bed remembering your words from a few years back. You used to be so cheerful. He missed that. He missed that smile you had. Even though it was for someone else, he wished things hadn’t changed. He would rather see you happy with someone else than be sad and alone, closing your heart to everyone.

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“You know I don’t like walks on the beaches. Why did you bring me here?” you asked with annoyance. Chanyeol, who was walking beside you glanced at you for a quick second. It hurt him when you talked like that. He had been patient for a really long time.

“I just wanted to spend some time with you,” he mumbled under his breath. You looked at him from the corner of your eyes. It saddened you to see his disappointed face.  

“Aaaaa! I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that,” you comforted him. He gave you a smile but his eyes were more focused on the vast beyond. “Did you want to talk about something?”

“Not really. I thought you’d like it out here,” he replied.

“I like it better when I’m in a library reading a book,” you said with a playful smile also leaning in towards him a little.

“We can do that next time,” he winked at you. The silence redeemed. Both you and him were thinking of what to say next. He had always had the same questions. He was just hesitant to ask them. You on the other hand never had anything to say.

Chanyeol began to whistle a tone you’d heard a long time ago. It brought back some hazy memories but you lacked the struggle to remember them. He hoped you would remember and say something but he was only more disappointed.

“__________,” he called your name.

“Hmmmm…”

Chanyeol hesitated a bit before asking, “Why don’t you like the beach?” – He already knew the answer. Your head shot up in his direction as you glared at him for a good minute. Your lips quivered. You tried to calm your shaking hand with great effort. It had been 6 months since they had left. For most, it’s not a long time to recover from such a big blow but you told yourself you were stronger. You could do it. So what if they betrayed you. You still loved them…

Chanyeol stood there waiting for a response. You looked away, forcing a smile on your face.

“I don’t know. It scares me sometimes… that’s why.”

“It didn’t scare you before…”

“When?” you asked.

“When you hung out with Mikey,” he said rather quickly. You clenched your fist, biting your lip at the same time.

“Aaaiiish! he always pushed me to go with him. It’s not like I liked it,” you said after a while making sure your face held a smile. Fake or real- it didn’t matter. Chanyeol scrutinized every detail of the change in your facial expressions. He knew well that you were lying to him. His curious self wanted to tell you everything he knew but he knew it would hurt you. He could never let that happen. He began to say something; instead his lips formed a bland smile. He had done that so many times that you had started to think he knew something. Something you had been denying this whole time.

“So… what do you wanna do now?” you asked.

“It seems to be getting cold. Let’s go have dinner somewhere,” Chanyeol said rubbing his arms for warmth. You did the same secretly wishing he had his jacket with you that he could offer.

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You sat in your tiny balcony staring off into space. The sky was calmer than usual that day. It wasn’t even that cold. Your body had begun to crave the usual light touches of wind. A few birds flew by but other than that nothing big was happening. Your fingers automatically began typing words to your next line. You had recently developed a love for writing because in a way it helped you heal your wounds. You could let out all your emotions without anyone knowing you were actually experiencing them.

and in a blink of an eye he shattered her world into pieces leaving her heartbroken forever…’ – wrote.

“You left the front door open again,” Chanyeol said sliding the balcony door.

“I know!” you replied keeping your eyes fixed at the screen.

“What are you writing?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied briefly quickly changing the screen. Chanyeol was losing his patience with you. He tried hard not to snap.

“I got something for you,” he said.

“What is it?” you asked.

Chanyeol revealed a bag he had been hiding behind him. He sat down on the chair beside you and handed the bag to you. You put your hand inside it to get a feel of the object. It was wrapped and rather big in size. You carefully took it out and began to unwrap it. Your sixth sense was telling you it was something you had been wanting in a long time. You guessed right- it was a music box. You had wanted one ever since you visited the old haming street near Seoul.

“Oh my God Channie… how did you..Where.. oh my goodness,” your mouth spit out silly words in utter surprise.

“Play it,” he said. You looked at him and then the music box in your hand not knowing what to do. Chanyeol raised his eyebrows signaling you to play it. With a slight head nod you began to play it. The tune was familiar. A little too familiar. You closed your eyes to be able to focus better.

“Do you remember?” he asked putting his hand on top of yours. You opened your eyes and looked a him. He seemed happy to see you smile.

“Of course…,” you laughed nervously. The tunes from the song (Angel –Exo K) were brining chills through your body. Chanyeol had first made you hear it but along the song were so many other memories attached that you thought he didn’t know about.  

“Thank you so much,” you said still forcing yourself to giggle to seem normal.

“Don’t thank me,” Chanyeol gave your hand a slight squeeze.

“Why shouldn’t I? You made me happy.. I should…thank..” you couldn’t even finish your sentence as tears began gushing out of your eyes. And there in that moment you knew you had to give in. The mask you had put on six months ago when they left had to be taken off. You had kept it inside you for so long that like water breaking through a reservoir all your feelings began to pour out. Repressing is never a good thing- you learnt that day.

Chanyeol on the other hand knew this was coming. He didn’t panic for one second. Instead he got up and pulled you up so he could hug you.

“Don’t cry,” he whispered.

“How can I not?” you yelled but your voice muffled through his shirt. You wanted to break away from him but he held you tightly, pressing your body against his. He wanted you to let it all out at once so you wouldn’t weep silently in the dark at night and at other times on cheerful days.

“Why did they do this to me?” you asked.

“He doesn’t deserve you ________,” he replied patting your head.

“Did she not think about my feelings for once? Why did they play with my heart like that. She knew I loved him. She was my best friend. How could she steal him from me like that? I …can’t do ..this anymore. I… she betrayed me…Channie…! I trusted her…”

The two of you stood under the darkening sky. Him comforting you while you let all your tears seep through his clothes. Your body started to numb as your energy drained out. Realizing that you were tired Chanyeol let you lose. You kept your eyes fixed on the ground. He lifted his hand to wipe the last traces of tears from your face. It was almost dry just like your eyes. You had cried for a long time.

“Let’s go inside,” he said. You didn’t answer. He took your hand and walked you to your room.

“I’m sorry you had to hear all of that,” you mumbled not making any eye contact. You were really embarrassed.

“__________,” he said your name softly. “Do you really think I didn’t know?”

“Huhh!” you gasped not understanding what he meant. He couldn’t possible know. There was no way.

“I’ve seen the way you looked at him. You loved him and that hurt me …. Because…I loved you, I still do and I always will.”

Revelations upon revelations were being revealed on you. You stood in shock as more shudders ran through your body. How could he love you? And most of all how could he know that you loved Mikey. You had loved him t such an extent that there was no returning from that state. Gina your best friend in the world, knew about and still she stole him from you. You were a fool not realize when they started to go out and then even announce their wedding. That was the day you knew you didn’t want to live anymore. Two people you loved the most had done the most horrible thing possible to you. You told yourself it should make you happy that they were happy but the fact that Gina knew you loved Mikey made you hate her. How could your own friend do that to you.

“You went on smiling to the world when they were getting married  but only I knew how you felt on the inside. Every time I take his name you always act like nothing stirs up inside you but only I know how you feel. Only me ________ only me. I can’t see you suffer like this. He isn’t worth all of this.,” he stopped for a little bit. “Look at what you’ve done to yourself. I miss that heartfelt laughter and the bright smile. I know how hurt you are but…”

“You weren’t supposed to know this,” you cut him. “No one was supposed to know this.”

“_________,”

“No Chanyeol! Just go! … I’ve already spoiled things enough. I don’t want you to try fixing this. Leave before I say something and hurt you too.”

“Why are you blocking everyone from reaching your heart? Why have you locked it behind bars. Let yourself feel again.”

“6 months is not enough time for that.”

“I know it isn’t but I’m going to try making it better for you.”

“You cannot Chanyeol. You cannot. What part of this do you not understand? You are not Mikey. You are Chanyeol. I am not in love with you! I AM IN LOVE WITH HIM!,” you yelled. You had completely taken him by surprise. Even you didn’t know how it all started. When you started getting angry and now you were yelling at the guy who was only telling you how he felt about you.

He stood there waiting for you to say something but you had already said enough. There was nothing else to say. You looked away to escape his teary but questioning eyes.

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A month had passed since the last time you saw Chanyeol. When he left that day- he had left heartbroken. Maybe even more heartbroken than you. It wasn’t just your words that had hurt him but also the fact that you were suffering alone. He was just trying to help. Even if it meant not being loved in return. He was ready to do anything for you, if you would realize that.

At first you didn’t think about it much but as more days went by you started missing him. You had gotten so used to him always being around you that you didn’t value any of his efforts. He was only trying to help. He had kept it in him for so long- longer than you had been in love with Mikey.

You would often remember all the silly things he did and it would make you sad that he stopped coming. You felt guilty. It was your fault for pushing him away. Cleaning your room one day, you found the bag he had given you the music box in. You had very carefully placed on the top of the bookshelf. You stared at it for a good minute picturing his face in your head.

“What have I done?” you said to yourself. With that, you ran out of the apartment towards a direction you should have gone a long time ago!

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Just as you were about to knock on the door, it opened. It looked like he was going to some sort of a formal party. He looked nice…

“___________,” Chanyeol murmured your name.

“Why’d you stopped coming…” you asked. His gaze was too intense for you to return. You looked away. He didn’t say anything. Instead he pulled you into a hug. He had missed you- a lot more than you had missed him.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Don’t be.”

“I don’t want to give you false hopes.”

“Don’t worry about it”

“But..”

“I can wait,” he said closing the argument. He nuzzled on your neck like a little puppy who had been waiting for that moment in forever. You were finally in his arms and this time with all your consent. He could never let this chance slip away. You on the other hand were still unsure but you knew you could trust him. He had never let you down before so why would he ever in the future. Chanyeol’s heart was so tender. Anyone would be lucky to be loved by him.

“Thank-you,” you said. He patted your back telling you, you didn’t have to say that.

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-Sighs! 9 more to go! I can do this. Keep a look out for the ask box opening- it will be very soon. ;) 

posted 5 years ago with 40 notes

They were afraid of loving… [Luhan]

Requested by anon Naiya 

‘She was afraid of loving and more strangely, she was afraid of being loved in return. “What’s the point?” she would say. “It’s not like it will be eternal. One day they will leave. They will find out that I am not perfect… I am far from that…” Over the years she had completely secluded herself from the society. Her heart was safely caged inside a box cushioned by smooth linen stuffing. No one was allowed to touch it. No one needed to either. Nothing mattered because she knew she didn’t deserve anything. Why was she like this? Had she always been like this? Why did it always hurt her when someone asked her if she was okay?‘ 


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You walked down the busy street, your head slightly bowed, your eyes fixed on the ground. Whispers, cries, gossips occasionally touched your ear but you let them subside. In only a matter of few seconds you would be far from all of this. Your feet began to move faster as the corner approached. You huddled through the crowd, pushing a few, in frustration. ‘Why do they leave their houses?’­ you asked yourself, shaking your head  in annoyance.

There it was, right in front of you. Your safe haven, where you felt protected from the world. Only a few years back you had found that place, hidden behind the heavily laden trees. The park was less busy than usual. You swiftly tip toed to your spot, making sure to not catch anyone’s eyes. You bent down, trying to catch your breath when your vision caught something very wrong. Something or rather someone who wasn’t supposed to be there. You looked up- your eyes meeting his and for a second you felt captivated by the sadness they held. It was almost as if you could see your reflection in his personality without knowing one bit about him. Neither of you moved but stared, hoping the other would say something. No words were uttered. Your lips refused to part. Instead of getting mad at him for taking your spot, you let him stay. Why? You didn’t know. You turned around to leave when you heard him murmur. Your body was in an awkward position and so was your mind. You didn’t know if you should ask him what he had said or just quietly leave. You were still debating when you heard him again. This time he said it much louder. “You don’t have to leave.”

Very slowly you turned your head sideways hoping he would say something more. He didn’t. From the corner of your eyes you could tell that he had gone back to reading his book. He either didn’t care enough or he was too aloof to realize that he had unintentionally hurt you.  You were just as stubborn and possessive about your things. Without giving the idea a second thought, you trailed to your spot that had been very lamely taken by him. There was no sign of the slightest flinch from him. Both of you of sat stiffly under the shade reading your respective books.

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Two weeks had passed and nothing had changed. It had almost become a ritual. Every day, he would be there five minutes before your arrival time. You didn’t say anything, neither did he bother. Both of you sat quietly. He was perfectly calm and so were you. It became almost movie like. Two strangers meeting like this. Never uttering words directed to each other. Just understanding what the other never said and then never bothering to ask. There was no need. You liked it just the way it was. You had started to get attached. It felt great to see him there every day. Two months? Three and then four passed by. But nothing changed. You were still quiet and so was he.

Then one day everything changed. Like usual, you casually walked to the place your locks dancing along, hitting your face occasionally. Everything was going to be perfect, except that he wasn’t there that day. You scanned the tree up and down and all around foolishly but there was no sign of him. Blinking repeatedly you stood in silence, with your cheeks puffed up. Your heart poked fun of you. You had started doing what you hated the most- caring for others when you knew the result was always going to be bad. They would never provide you the satisfaction you needed. You wanted to show yourself that you were stronger so you sat down, breathed heavily and began reading the book. The words that your eyes were eating were far from being absorbed by your brain. Your frustration level reached its height in a mere few seconds. You slammed your book sipping in the last drop of patience and got up. You couldn’t do it. He had to be there to make it right. He wasn’t- therefore everything was wrong.

A few more days passed and there was no sign of him. You felt betrayed and broken from the inside. You tried to tell yourself that it was no big deal. You didn’t know him or anything but what about your silly heart that kept poking you? You felt miserable. You didn’t want to go back to the place anymore but that little light of hope was still there. ‘He could come…one day…’ ­you would keep telling yourself.

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Two weeks later:

You sat under the shade as light air brushed your hair and kissed your bare arm. You were reading your book but you were more focused on the sounds around you. Your ears tingled at the sound of someone’s footstep. Your head shot up towards the direction of the sound you’d been craving to here. And there he was- walking towards you like nothing had happened. Like he had all the right in the world to leave when he liked and come back when he wanted. Your eyes raged with anger looking at his calm, innocent face and pure twinkling eyes. As he got closer you realized that that tinkle was because of his teary eyes. He’d been crying or rather weeping…

You looked at him with questioning eyes as you clenched your shaking hands into a fist. He sat down beside you, took out his book and began to read. You couldn’t help but look at him from the corner of your eyes. All your anger had subsided.

“What is it?” you suddenly blurted out. He didn’t look up. It was the first time he’d heard your voice. His ears turned a light pink and he tried hard to act like he was involved in his book. But he couldn’t pretend any longer. You were still looking at him with your big dough eyes demanding an answer.

“That’s none of your business,” he replied.

“I want to help,” you replied. You couldn’t stand seeing him cry like that. You knew better. You had been through days like that. “Please! I know you’re hurting right now. But I can help. Trust me!”

“No one can help me,” he replied putting his book aside. You began to say something but he continued, unexpectedly. “No one will understand what I have been through. It’s just too… much.” He turned his body to face you, looking straight into your eyes. He leaned closer to you and whispered, “It haunts me every night.”

His last statement ran shudders through your body. You wanted to know what his secret was but you couldn’t form the right words to ask. You held his hand and gave it a slight squeeze. “I may be able to help,” you said. He shook his head, shifting to the other side. His hands slid out of yours. He rested his head against the tree trunk sighing heavily. The few words that were exchanged a few minutes back were replaced by the same heavy silence that existed between the two of you.

You heart wished he would trust you more but your mind told you it wouldn’t be right. You would begin to like him and who knows what will that turn into. Then one day he will realize that nothing is perfect and he will leave and you will be alone.

You shook your head out of your atrocious thoughts and went back to pretending to read.

The days after that passed the same way. He had started coming regularly but there was some change that you sensed. The silence between the two of you wasn’t the same beautiful one. It was cutting.

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“I want to take you somewhere,” he said. You looked up in surprise, fixing your glasses. Was he really talking to you after all that had happened a few days ago.  More than that, he was asking you such a thing when the two of you barely knew each other.

“Where?” you spit out while your heart kept telling you to do the opposite. Instead of answering you he grabbed your hand pulling you up.

“You won’t regret it,” he said as a smile embraced his lips. He looked happy that day. You smiled too and let him drag you.

The two of you entered the main quad in the park where all the life was. There were people everywhere. He jumped a little, waving his hands in the air as if introducing someone to you

“Look at this,” he said.

“Look at what?” you asked.

“This!,” he pointed to children playing, balloons flying, ice cream man yelling, birds chirping and the flowers dancing alone the wind’s light touch. He wanted to say more but just looking into your eyes made him stop. You were telling him you understood what he meant. It made you happy and it made him happy just a little more.

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He called himself Luhan. His name, his face, his everything made you smile. Just the thought of seeing him the next day made your heart flutter. He had started to open more.  He would tell you crazy things. How to do this and that, how to play around and get yourself out of trouble. You listened to his interesting rambles with such enthusiasm that he never wanted to stop. At other times he would talk about much serious things. What his dreams were. What he wanted to do in the near future. They always saddened you because it usually involved him moving away to S. Korea.

“Why?” you would ask.

“It’s my dream to become a star,” he would reply. Your expressions would darken and he would very soothingly run his fingers across your cheek trying to calm you.

He felt extremely awkward coming to your house the first time. He would say that back home he wasn’t allowed to do such things. You would giggle at his innocence. He made you feel things you thought you were incapable of feeling.

Just like one of those days he lay down his head resting on your lap. He had his eyes closed listening to music while you read your book. Something distracted you and so you began to look at him. He seemed calm but you felt like he was trying hard to suppress something.

“Everything alright?” you asked.

“Yeah,” he replied without opening his eyes.

“Luhannnn,” you said pushing him to get up and face you. “If there’s something troubling you then why don’t you say it?”

“Nothing’s troubling me,” he replied getting ready to lie back down.

“No!” you suddenly snapped. “Just tell me okay? I am tired of you hiding everything from me.”

“When have I ever hidden anything from you?” he asked with flustered eyebrows.

“Everything,” you said pushing your hands back in slight frustration. “What do I know about you? I know nothing and I want too but you keep hiding everything from me. I want to know what upsets you? Why you cry sometimes and then wipe your tears as soon as I look at you?… I want to help you but I feel like you don’t trust me. Are we even….” You stopped halfway. You had very often wanted to ask him where your relationship stood with him or if there was even anything between you and him. He never defined it but he also didn’t know that it bothered you a lot. Luhan slid a little bit more, getting ready to leave but you held him. “You can’t just leave like this.”

“You want to know why I’m like this?” he grabbed your arms and held you tightly.

“Yes I do,” you replied even louder.

“It’s because I was sexually harassed my entire childhood,” his words echoed in the hollow air. A gasp escaped your mouth while tears began to rush out of your eyes unannounced. You were in a state of shock, not blinking one bit.

“This is why I never wanted to tell you such things. It hurts me every time I think about it and honestly.. you’re not making it any better for me,” he said pushing you back.

“Luhan,” you whispered his name as he stomped out of the room. Before you could stop him, he was gone. You ran to the door but there was no sign of him. “Luhannnn,” you called out hoping he would return. There was no response. He was gone…

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Two days later:

You felt like someone was knocking on your door. But then again you had been feeling like that for the past 48 hours. He wasn’t going to come. He had made it pretty clear by not answering your text messages or calls.

“_____________! Please open the door,” you heard his voice from the opposite side of the door. The next second you lunged towards it opening it wide. He grabbed you violently and pulled you into a hug. “I’m sorry,” you heard him say as he planted a kiss on your neck. “I over reacted. Please forgive me. None of it is your fault.”

“No I’m sorry,” you said. You felt him shake his head, also wiping his tears on your shoulder.

Things went back to normal pretty quick after that. The usual movie nights or meeting at the quad resumed. He had started to smile again. You tried your best to not perk anything that would upset him. You wanted to hold on to him tightly and never let go. He’d been through so much in life and you thought you had it hard. He was different. He was special…

Little did you know that what was yet to come was going to bring everything you wished never happened to reality.

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 “_______________ah! Open the door,” you heard him yell one night. You rubbed your eyes to look at the clock. It was almost midnight. He never came this late. In fact he tried to leave before 10.

You opened the door to let him in. He was smiling. It wasn’t the usual kind of smile. This one was different because it seemed genuine. He was truly smiling that day. Whatever he had to tell you sure was special.

“I’m going to Korea,” he said without waiting for you to calm down. “I’ve finally decided what I want to do. I want to go there. I think I can do it ___________. I think I can.” Your stared at his face in horror. The words he was uttering sounded selfish. Was he only thinking about himself and not you? Did he even care. Why was he so happy? It made you jealous. You wanted to rip that smile off of his face.

“___________,” he snapped his fingers forcing you back to reality. “You wanted me to be happy right? I think this will make me happy. I think this is what I want to do.”

“But…” you said but stopped upon feeling a heavy lump in your throat.

“But what?” he said. And then there in that moment you knew there was no stopping him. You had no right to stop him and even if you did, you just couldn’t. He was happy. How could you steal that from him?

“Nothing,” you said forcing a smile on your face. He leaned to give you a sweet kiss on your cheeks. “Thanks for staying by my side this whole time,” he said. His hands slowly slid out of yours along with which you felt your whole world sliding out. Your heart mocked you for falling in the trap you never wanted to. 

“Luhan,” you called after him.

“Ye,” he turned around.

“Keep in contact,” you said smiling weakly.

“Of course,” was the last word he uttered before he left.

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One year later:

You slowly walked down the busy street dodging anyone who came an inch of a distance close to you.  You trailed through the lively part of the park and into your usual hiding, away from all the noise. You opened your book and sat down to read.

“Keep in contact,” you had said.

“Of course,” he had replied.

You heard those words echo in your mind once again. Before tears could come out of your eyes you shut them tightly. He had lied to you. He didn’t message you after the first two month. You didn’t know what had happened to him. All your research always led you to a dead end. There was no sign of him. Had he become a trainee? Was he still alive? Had he moved on?- You didn’t know anything. It had been almost a year and it was pretty clear that he had forgotten about you. Just when you had started to fall for him, he’d left you. Just when you had started to think that maybe, maybe you were wrong your whole life. Love did exist and being loved in return wasn’t that bad after all- he’d left. He had no idea what kind of damage he had done. You were there when he needed someone and now when you needed him he was so far away.

You had considered going after him many times but thinking you would only make a fool out of yourself you dropped the idea. It wasn’t worth it you would say but your heart would whisper that ‘it was.’

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*Ring Ring…ring.. ring..*

You woke up in panic, trying to look for your phone in the dark. It was buried under the sheets somewhere. Your hands moved in all the directions. You finally gave up and turned on the lights. The phone stopped buzzing as soon as you picked it up. It was an unknown number. ‘Who would call at this hour…’ ­ you thought. Just as you decided to go back to sleep the cell phone buzzed again. Hesitantly you picked it up. There was no voice from side aside from the light breathing. Your heart felt a strange tingle. You clenched your fist nervously.

“Guess who,” the voice said. Silence took over once again.

You didn’t know what else to do but smile. He’d come back…

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To anon Naiya- If I have disappointed you I apologize in advance. I was too busy trying to make it right for you that I think I over did it. I wanted to make it extra special but I couldn’t because I know I can’t. [I hope you know what I’m trying to say]- If you want me to change/add anything feel free to message me.

NOTE: I know most people get upset when Chinese members are used in a setting where they are perceived ad Koreans. I couldn’t do anything about this due to the way this scenario was requested. So I hope ya’ll understand :) 

posted 5 years ago with 41 notes

5 more Exo scenario requests on my pending list till I reach my 100 Exo scenarios. I’m thinking of doing something special if I have enough time.

If you guys have any suggestions, do let me know :) 

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posted 5 years ago with 19 notes

Love came back [Sehun] Ft. Suho

You felt very stuffy as you opened you eyes. It didn’t take you long to realize that half of Sehun’s body was on top of you. You tried to get up but gave up soon because you knew Suho was on the top part of the bunk bed.

“Sehun ah,” you whispered. He shifted slightly and put his hand on your face. You pouted and moved it aside.

“Sehun ahhhh,” you whispered again, this time shaking him.

“Aaaaann,” he made a face and got even more comfy, now hugging you.

“Oh no you didn’t,” you said and pushed him off of the bed.

“Huhhhh! Woaaaaa..” Sehun blurted in utter confusion. He rubbed his eyes still half asleep.

“Shhhhhhhhhhh!!! Oppa is still sleeping!” you said pointing up.

“No I’m not!” Suho said while getting up and stretching. Your face turned red with embarrassment. This was the second time this was happening. You and Sehun loved playing silly board games till late night. Neither of you were willing to give up or lose so just like once before, you guys fell asleep in the same bed arguing about who was more right.

Suho came down from the top slowly trailing off in to the bathroom. He stopped halfway and turned around to look at the both of you. There was a mischievous smirk planted on his face.

“What?” you pouted, trying to avoid his gaze.

“Nothing,” he shook his said and grabbed his towel.

You turned around and glared at Sehun. “We have got to stop doing this.”

“Doing what?” he made a face getting up.

“What will your hyung’s think of you and me?” you asked.

“Nothing! They won’t think anything. They know we are friends. Gosh!” Sehun said playfully.

“Urgh!” you stomped your feet.

Sehun advanced towards you,“Unless of course you want to be more than that.”He finished his sentence with a sexy wink.  

“Sehun ah!, Stop,” you threatened to hit him. He held your fist and pulled you closer. Just then the bathroom door opened and Suho walked out, shirtless of course.

“Oppa!” you blurted in surprise and pushed Sehun away.

“Aish! At least wear a shirt,” Sehun snickered and threw a shirt at him. “Don’t you see there is a girl in the room.” 

“You slept, wrapping your arms around her last night, I don’t think this..”

“Hyungggg,” Sehun bashed Suho angrily. Suho stopped but he couldn’t refrain himself from smile. It made you feel even more awkward.

“Aaaa, I’m going to leave!” you said and ran out the door.

“__________ahhhh,” Sehun called after you but he knew it was no use. He turned around flaring at a  laughing Suho. “Why don’t you just tell her you like her?” Suho asked between his fits.

“Hyunggg,” Sehun pouted. “You always have to mess everything.”

“Mess everything? Me? What are you talking about?” Suho asked innocently. Sehun turned around, making it clear that he actually was mad.

“Sehun ahh,” Suho came up behind him and placed a hand on his shoulder.

“I am serious. Just tell her. You guys have been friends long enough. Do you really think she will reject you?” Sehun looked up and nodded.

“She wouldn’t ever. Have you not seen the way she looks at you?”

“I’ve seen the way she looks at you,” Sehun replied raising his eyebrows.

“Aish, Pabo,” Suho hit him. “Don’t be a fool. Now the next time you see her, just tell her how you feel okay?”

Sehun nodded in agreement but deep inside he was still unsure.

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Sehun had thought of everything and anything that he could do to prepare himself but nothing came up. He was confused. He would tell you the littlest of the things but telling you that he liked you was really hard. He got nervous every time he thought about it.

Like all the other mornings, he woke up thinking about you. A smile spread across his face. He shook his head and got out of bed.

“Hyungggg,” he yelled, trying to find his shirt. “Did anyone make breakfast?”

Nobody responded. “Hyunnnngg,” he called again and walked out of the room. “Ahhh!” he jumped the next second and tried to cover his bare chest with his arms. You were standing right before him.

“__________ah, what are you doing here?” he asked. The muffin that you’d stuffed your mouth with started falling out as you tried hard to not laugh. It took you a while to recover.

“Sehun ah, you shouldn’t really be going around shirtless. There’s nothing to show,” you teased him. He pouted and turned around.

“Now don’t tell me you’re mad at me?” you asked.

“No I’m not,” he mumbled. “Try calling me oppa next time.”

“What?” you whispered because it didn’t make sense as to why he’d said that. He’d never mentioned that before.

As soon as Sehun entered his room, heh it himself on the head. “What the hell was I thinking? Why did I say that?”

“So, what are you doing today?” you asked following him into the room.

“We have practice till 6,” he said making a face. “The guys probably left early I guess.”

“Yeah, when I came, they were all leaving…,” you waited for him to put his shirt on so you could talk again. “Soooo! Do you want me to make you breakfast?” you asked.

“You’ll make me breakfast?” he repeated as his face lit up. You nodded your head with a faint smile.

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Sehun looked at the omelet on the table with disgust. He hated them. In fact he couldn’t even stand the smell of an omelet.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“Uh nothing,” he replied and took his first bite.

“Is it good?” you asked curiously.

“Mmmmm,” he forced a smile. He cared a lot about you but you took it as nothing more than friendship. Sehun had grown tired of dropping hints but there was another guy on your mind. He had been on your mind for a long time and you were finally going to tell him how you felt on Valentine’s day. You had no idea a mere infatuation was going to turn into secret love. The only problem was that he never understood any of your signs. Your patience level had come to such a point that you didn’t even care about your self respect anymore. You were going to tell him how you felt and the rest was going to be up to him. A little part of you knew that he would never ever reject you. His heart was too kind to make a girl cry. Once you and him got into a relationship, you were going to take it upon yourself to make him fall in love with you. Little did you know that love couldn’t be forced upon someone. It came naturally…

“___________ ahh, where are you lost? And why are you smiling?” Sehun asked nudging you out of your thoughts. He had finished his omelet with great effort and was hoping for some appraisal. You however were too occupied in your thoughts to even think about it.

“So what are you doing for Valentines day?” you suddenly asked, completely taking him by surprise.

“Valentines day? ahhhh I wasn’t thinking about doing something.. but if you want to then we can just plan whatever..”

“Yeah! Let’s plan something with all the members,” you said with sheer excitement.

“All the members? Why? I was thinking it should be just you and …me,” Sehun said under his breath.

“What? You and me?,” you began to laugh. “No! lets invite all the members. It will be fun.”

“They all might be busy,” Sehun replied with a disappointed face.

“Suho oppa is never busy. We should at least invite him,” you said slowly blanking out into space once again. Sehun looked at you scanning each and every feature of your face. It wasn’t the first time he was doing that. He loved looking at your face, the cute expressions you made with complimented the twinkle in your eyes. You were lost in someone else’s thoughts while he was lost in yours.

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“Sehun ahh! Stop moving around,” Suho said angrily. “I can’t sleep because of you and I have a big day tomorrow.”

“What do you have to do tomorrow?” Sehun asked back with annoyance.

“Shhhh,” Suho said shutting his eyes close once again.

“I have a big day tomorrow too,” Sehun said trying to provoke Suho. He wanted his hyung to question him so he could tell him about his plan.

“What do you have to do?” Suho asked, just as Sehun had expected.

“I’m going to tell her how I feel about her tomorrow!,” Sehun replied instantly.

“What? That’s great,” Suho replied excitedly. “I am so proud of you and I am sure she will say yes so don’t worry about it okay. Just say it out with hesitation and make sure you don’t..”

“Hyung.. hyung…I’ll be fine,” Sehun cut Suho to reassure him that he would be fine. Suho smiled looking at the ceiling. He was going to confess his love to someone too the next day. For some reason, his intuition was telling him that it was going to be a good day. Sehun on the bottom part of the bunk bed smiled too. He had finally gathered enough courage to tell you about his feelings and he felt great about it. There was no stopping him.

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You skipped every other step while climbing the stairs holding a beautiful rose in your hand. It was the day, it finally was the day you were going to tell him how you felt. How he made your heart flutter. How your eyes twinkled and your heart rushed thinking about him. you stopped at a distance from the door upon reaching the top. You had to rehearse your lines one more time and practice holding your rose the right way. Not too tilted to the left neither to the right. Straight in the middle so you could just push it forward. You also looked down at your dress and shoes. They were the best you had and they quiet complimented your beautiful brown locks. Taking a deep breath, you lightly knocked on the door. You knew Suho would be home. He was always home and yes he was the object of your affection. A few minutes passed away but no one opened the door. You began to get nervous thinking of the worst things possible. Then finally you decided to try the door knob. It clicked open. You stared at it in surprise for no apparent reason. In the back of your head you were still a little unsure. Nevertheless you tip toed inside the dark hallway clenching the rose in your hand.

“Suho Oppa,” you whispered rather loudly. The door of his room was slightly open letting the light dart through. Your hands began to shake. Your stomach felt numb and your lips quivered. With every step you took the moment was coming closer. You closed your eyes to think about him. An immediate smile took your face. Picturing his face was all you needed to calm your nervous state. You knew he’d be reading a book, stuffed inside his bed. Only Suho would do that on a day as beautiful as Valentines Day.

Very hesitantly you pushed the door just enough for you to be able to see inside. Your eyes ran from one corner to the other, and then there in that moment you felt the biggest blow to your heart. A girl stood tugged in Suho’s gentle arms. His lips pressed against  hers as her arms slid around his neck. Your heart was racing faster than when it did thinking about him. Your fingers went numb and heavy lump formed in your throat making it hard for you to breathe. You didn’t blink for a second as your vision started to blur due to the tears forming in your eyes. Your brain began to reject every command sent by your body. Your life was shattering before your eyes and there was nothing you could do but to feel all your energy drain out.

Suho’s eyes met yours. He jumped back in surprise still holding the girl tightly in his arms.

“Give me a minute,” he whispered to her. He walked towards your statue like body. You felt him hold your arm tightly and then drag you out of the room. He was saying something along the way but you couldn’t understand anything. You heard some words but they didn’t make sense to you. The man you loved was holding you tightly telling you everything you didn’t want to hear. All you wanted him to do was to smile at you while you told him how you felt. Then hug you and pat your head telling you that he loved you too and then finish the scenario with a beautiful kiss on your lips. The reality was not even a tad bit close to that.

“_________… don’t tell… I want to…! They should find …..from me..! And Sehun…he….tell ..something.! Are .. listening..? ___________ …okay?” that is all that you heard from him out of the other thousand things he had said. You felt him pat your cheek. His grip on your arm loosened and then he was gone.

You began to walk into the dark hallway once again but this time you were walking out the front door. Your hands were still shaking and your stomach was numb. Tears were trickling down your face reflecting the torn state of your heart.

“__________ahh,” you heard your name being said from a close distance. It sounded like Sehun but you cared too little to stop. He blocked your way holding your arms. He was panicking at the sight of you weeping without making the littlest of the sound.

“Are you okay __________? What happened? Please tell me what happened? And what are you doing here? You weren’t supposed to come till I texted you. I had to get everything ready so I could give you a surprise. __________ah please don’t cry. Please..please,” he pleaded. You rest your head against his chest and slid your hands behind his back holding him tightly. And that’s when the first sound, a mixture of a sigh and a plead escaped your lips. Sehun felt a shudder run through his body hearing you cry like that. You were the most cheerful person he knew. Seeing you in a such a state was breaking him from the inside. With each cry, he felt a knife being plunged through his heart.

“__________ahh! Please don’t cry. I can’t see you like this,” he said. A tear fell from his eyes as he held your tired body in his hands. “I was going to wait and tell you this but since you are so upset right now and I have no idea what is bothering you so I am going to tell you something that I have been meaning to tell you in a long time. I know you might be a little surprised but I want to do this so you can feel better. I don’t want to see you cry ___________. ___________ I love you….,” he paused to see if you would stop crying. And stopped you did. The air had fallen silent since the strange words he had last uttered. Your tightly shut eyes opened immediately but you didn’t dare look up. Your face was still pressed against his body. “I have loved you for a long time,” he continued. “So long that I don’t even remember the first time I felt this way about you. I can’t stand you being far away from me anymore. I want you to be mine forever… Nothing in the world would mean more to me than this…” He squeezed your body emphasizing on his own words. With that, he gently pushed your body away from his so he could see your face. With his tender hands he wiped the last traces of tears on your cheeks.

You finally began to process all the things he had said to you. How ironic was it that all three of you were running after someone else. Suho was happy and so was Sehun while you couldn’t have felt lonelier at the moment.   

“I don’t know why you’re crying right now and maybe I won’t ever find out. It’s up to you __________ but all I’m asking is for a chance. A chance to prove myself to you. I promise you that I won’t ever let you cry like this,” he said with pure sincerity in his eyes. He tried to show his strong side while on the inside his curious heart couldn’t stop poking him. He wanted to know why you were crying. You on the other hand couldn’t tell him the reason at any cost. Suho had trusted you with that information and besides, telling the man who loves you that you love someone else is like a punch in the gut. You wanted to tell your best friend in the entire world why you were hurt but unfortunately he was also the man who had just confessed his feelings for you. The smile on Sehun’s face was slowly fading away like the candle of hope in his heart. He had started to think he had made a mistake. You were expressionless, staring blankly into space. He would rather have you cry and let it all out then to not express yourself at all.

“___________,” he mumbled your name again. There was no response. You were still thinking about what to do. He loved you but you didn’t love him back. You couldn’t let him live in a delusion for the rest of his life. Or you could accept his proposal and make him happy because that was all he had ever wished for you. You owed him one. Also, your wounded heart needed some heeling.

Sehun fixed his eyes on the floor swinging his body from side to side to hide his nervousness. “Sehun,” you whispered meekly. Before he could raise his head, you brought your body closer to his and wrapped your arms around him. A layer of overflowing happiness ran through Sehun’s body. You could feel his soft lips peck your neck repeatedly. You closed your eyes to his passionate touch trying to suppress all the thoughts for a while. You wanted to feel needed and Sehun was providing you that in every way. The only question that scared you was that- will you ever be able to love him back?

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3 years later:

Just as the clock struck seven, you heard a faint knock on the door. You placed the paper that you were riding to the side. Your hands automatically reached for the rose that had been resting on the coffee table. There was another knock- this time a little louder. A smile embraced your lips seeing him stand opposite you, right on time as usual.

“Happy Valentines day,” he said going straight for your lips.

“Happy Valentines day Sehun,” you replied before joining your lips once again.

-We always look for love in the wrong places, especially when it is right there in front of us and we keep pushing it away. To love is a beautiful thing but to be loved in return is beyond compare.

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I wrote the first half of this scenario last year as a requested scenario but I went so off topic that I just left it unfinished and started on the request all over again. This half done scenario had been sitting in my files forever so I finally decided to put it to good use and make it a Valentines Day special [even though I am two days late]- In my defense, I had a lot of work/ quizzes/ papers due/ job/ test = no life.

Anyways I hope you all like it :)

 

posted 5 years ago with 49 notes

Exo Member Analysis [No.2] - 130211

My first analysis - 121206

Lay:

 [Not a lot has changed from my first analysis but here’s what I have observed]

Nothing much that we have found out recently except that he is very hardworking. He will do anything to be the best and most of the time we don’t see him getting credit for that. One thing that most people love about him is the fact that he is very down to earth. He will do anything to please others by showing his good manners. [Don’t trust me? Then count how many times he bows down to his sunbaes in less than a minute]. He is also very close to his family and misses them a lot. I’m not saying the other members don’t miss their families. By all means they do but with Lay, he doesn’t have to say it. It just shows through his actions. He will keep his wife like a princess because you can tell he was raised by a queen. Also, Lay is VERY shy. I repeat very shy. He will only talk when he has to. For example interviews. He knows if he doesn’t do his job right he will be bashed for it. But he would never talk out of his own free will. Sometimes we can tell he is depressed [many think it’s because of the rumor about him and his ex girlfriend- they had to breakup before he debuted] but no one knows for sure. Lay still has a cheery side to him and it will come out once he gets more comfortable. His personality only shines when he is with the M members. With K I feel like he pushes himself back because he is over cautious.  

Sehun: [My view of him has changed quite a bit from last time]

Sehun laughs. He laughs a lot. I am still confused if he laughs depending on who’s saying the joke or if he laughs because he genuinely finds the thing funny. Sehun is getting a little tired of the whole “I love my Luhan hyung thing”. He still adores him very much but he doesn’t always like to show it. In my opinion him and Luhan have a teasing relationship. At first it seemed like Sehun really liked Luhan because Luhan talked about him a lot/ favored him a lot but he is starting to see that Luhan is like that with everybody so he  doesn’t consider himself getting special treatment when in fact Luhan really does love Sehun a lot [As a brother OKAY] And I also feel that if the two of them are together with no Jongin around they act more freely. Whereas when Kai is there Sehun feels the need to interact with him too maybe because Kai is shy and doesn’t talk that much in a sense making himself more desirable/ mysterious. All in all Sehun is still very immature. He still needs to work on his fanservice a little more. But us peasants still love our lovely maknae don’t we?

Kris: [Again not a lot of changes]

I have noticed that Kris can be very awkward sometimes but we are starting to see more of his interactions with the K members. If you look closely Kris doesn’t know it himself but he will run towards the direction of affection. If a member makes an attempt to get closer to Kris, he will take him under his dragon wings and love him a lot. [BAEKRIS anyone?]

Luhan: [Still standing by what I said before]

Probably the most affectionate member in Exo. If a member has a problem and they would want to tell someone about it, most likely it will be to Luhan. He can give people a sense of security. Also, I think his love for Sehun is different compared to his love for other members. Luhan likes Sehun an that’s that. He wants to be around him and he is never afraid to show his affection. With Xiumin it’s the same but Xiumin is one of those people who even if they care don’t really show it. Luhan however doesn’t pull back. He will keep going. One thing that bothers me is the fact that he doesn’t interact with Kris that much. Hopefully we get to see some of that next time.

Kyungsoo: [Not a lot of changes from last one]

Except that Kyungsoo doesn’t talk that much compared to other members. Like Lay he talks when it’s needed. Out of all the K members he was probably the smartest in school. What I love about him is that he lives in his own little world and the clueless expressions he makes are purely unintentional. He doesn’t worry about reaching out because he knows he is the lead vocalist. I think he doesn’t express much is also because SM doesn’t want their lead vocalist to come out as crazy. Over all he is very obedient.

Chen:

He isn’t shy. He was just getting used to the whole fame thing and now his true personality is shining. Chen has the potential to become the life of the party simply by being likeable. He is very sarcastic and quite similar to a venerable puppy who needs to know that he is being loved. Once he learns enough Chinese his bright personality will outshine the other members. He is also one of those people who strive to be the best. He tries hard as I mentioned in the last analysis and I admire him for that.  After all who doesn’t like a hardworking man?

Baekhyun: [Mostly the same as last time]

He isn’t as shallow as I perceived him to be but that doesn’t mean he isn’t at all. He speaks his mind [Like Key from Shinee]. If he wants to say it he will without evaluating his consequences. The members may get upset sometimes but he is easily forgiven [w/out him asking for apology] because he is also very lovable. Baekhyun doesn’t really do a lot of fanservice because he doesn’t feel the need to unlike the other members. He will be silly without hesitation knowing people will love him anyways. Most likely he won’t be the member that will outshine others. If he is upset about something he won’t be afraid to show it. I am not a 100% on this but I also feel that he likes being around good looking people- keeping them close to him. One good thing about him is that he will take care of his dongsaengs.  All in all- loving the new Baekris and Baektao ships.

Xiumin:

He is finally getting some singing time and I am sure he is enjoying it. I think he is finally getting a little bit more confident and a little less awkward with Kris. Xiumin isn’t very touchy but that is mostly because he feels insecure about his image. Hopefully he will get out of the soon. I think if he is given a chance he will talk a lot. [To me he is a perfect boyfriend material]

Tao:

He is finally getting out of shell and becoming less and less insecure about his image. His maknae side is starting to show. Tao is loveable in his own ways and surprisingly isn’t as shy as we thought he would be. He likes being around people who will show him that he is loved. He can’t reject favors and I love that he is finally doing more fanservice. [I miss Taoris- Sutao and Baektao is taking over aaaaaa]

Suho:

Suho is loveable okay? – and no one can change that. He isn’t as intimidating as I first mentioned him. the members love playing around with him more than with Kris. But I hate the fact that they use him as a toy. He needs to be respected. Just because he is being nice doesn’t mean they can do whatever. Suho’s bright side is finally showing and it is only making him more desirable. [Also a perfect boyfriend material]. I don’t think he is jealous of Kris anymore but I do feel that sometimes he may think about it. He just needs to show that he is in charge a little bit more- sometimes so the members don’t take advantage of his niceness.

Kai:

He still shy but mostly because he doesn’t feel the need to impress people. He knows he can get a girl when the time is right so worry when he is so young. I do feel that he isn’t very open to the other members and likes to keep secrets. This can be frustrating for other members so hopefully Kai can get out of that bubble. Also he need to speak up more in terms of staying in touch with his fans. I am starting to think he is a little arrogant but Im hoping it isn’t true.

Chanyeol: [Nothing much changed]

Chanie my boy..! He needs to stop making hilarious faces and dancing like a grandpa. Sometimes he really does look like one – when he walks. He likes being in charge and he loves to talk. He is very affectionate to the people he loves [Krisyeol will kill me one day] to the point that it starts to overflow. To me he is the most approachable member in Exo. 

Feel free to send in your comments- if you want to. 

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