Your Wish Is My Command

Baozi Jr. ? [Xiumin]

Requested by anon




The sky seemed lighter than usual that night. You knew it was going to start snowing soon and then there was your boyfriend who had decided to walk back home after dinner. He came up with the craziest ideas at the craziest times.

“You know it’s going to start snowing soon right?” you remarked blowing warm breath on your hands.

“Ye,” he nodded. “Come here,” he pulled you and took your hands in his. “Better now?”

“Ahhh your hands are so warm,” you said and put your head on his shoulder. “But still! We should have taken a taxi.”

Xiumin chuckled at your immediate change in mood. He squeezed your hand and the shoved it into his pocket.

“Gomawo,” you mumbled to him. He looked up at the sky and then made a weird sound. It was a mixture of a gasp and a short cry.

“What?” you asked keeping your head relaxed on his shoulder.

“It really is about to snow. Look!,” he said showing you the snow flake he had caught.

“What?” you said looking at his hand. There was nothing there. The snowflake had melted before he could show it to you.

“Look up!,” he said stopping in the middle of the road. You looked up and indeed it really had started snowing.

“Oh my my,” you gasped. You held on to his hand tightly and the two of you began running. Neither of you wanted to get sick since Xiumin had schedules the following week and you had just barely recovered from a fever.

“Let’s just go to my dorm… your apartment is too far,” he said as the two of you continued to run. You had no choice but to comply.

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“Where are the members?” you asked after entering his cozy dorm.

“I don’t know. They should have been back by now,” he replied.

“Oooo,” you said in your sexy voice slowly leaning closer to him. “So this means we have some alone time.”

“_________!,” he said your name with a serious face. “Are you okay?”

“Waaaeeee!,” you cried. “Why do you always do that.” This time you hit his chest and made sure it would hurt.

“Aaaa,” he pretended to get hurt. You rolled your eyes and turned around but he held you and pulled you towards him.

“I want to say something,” he said. “Actually I’ve been meaning to say it for a while now.”

“O! Oo!,” you joked.

“I’m serious ________,” he replied once again with a serious expression. It wasn’t anything new to you. He always had a flat expression so you never knew when he was joking and when he was serious. You nodded to tell him that he had all of your attention.

“I was thinking… that..we should try ..you know!” He paused for a little bit trying to form the right words. “We should try…having a baby,” he said hesitantly. You looked at his cute little face and burst into laughter.

“Awwww you want a baozi jr.? Who can be just as cute and bubbly and chubby as you?” you couldn’t stop giggling how cutely Xiumin had said that. You wanted to hug him kiss and pull his puffy cheeks. Wiping the tears out of your eyes you looked at him. Your heart sank finding a very grave expression on his face.

“What’s wrong?” you said pulling on his sleeve. Xiumin shrugged your hand away and walked inside his room. Xiumin was usually really good with handling jokes so you didn’t understand why he had reacted like that. One thing you knew for sure was that he was mad at you and you hated that. It was really hard to apologize to him. You always had to put in a lot of effort.

“Oppa!,” you said poking your head inside the room. You wanted to get a sense of how mad he was. “Are you mad at me?” you asked. You bit your tongue upon asking such a stupid question.

“Don’t talk to me,” he said. His back was facing you. You walked up to him and kneeled down forcing him to look at you.

“So you won’t look at me now?” you asked. He shook his head to the other side. “Are you mad because I joked about you being chubby?” He didn’t respond or bother to look at you.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. You know it’s not true right?” you asked.

“Just forget it _________.” He got up and walked to the other side of the room making it very obvious that he didn’t want to talk to you. You mentally cursed yourself a little. You knew very well that he was a little sensitive about such things but you and your blabber mouth that you could never control had messed things up once again. In all that chaos you had completely over looked his request. He had asked you something very important. Something that you yourself had wanted for so long.

You smiled watching him stand, facing his back to you. He looked cute whenever he was mad or maybe it was just the way you saw him.

“Xiumin  oppa,” you called out walking up to him. He had folded his arms firmly which intimidated you a little at first. You forced his arms open and then rested your head on his chest.

“I’m sorry. I’ll never do it again,” you whispered. You waited for him to say something but he didn’t utter a single word. You had started to lose hope. Just as you were about to pull away, he held you and pressed you against him.

“It’s okay,” you heard him say. He was smiling when you pulled away from him. A wild idea crossed your mind “Now where were we?” you said unbuttoning his shirt.

“You’re still up for that?” he asked as a faint smile embraced his lips.

“Ye,” you said. Just then you could feel yourself blushing. Xiumin leaned in and gave you a sweet peck on your cheeks before pulling you towards the bed.

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I completely messed up the ending because certain personal things came up and I couldn’t keep up with it. Life’s hard! – Anyways I hope you guys still like it. :) 

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Free me from the pain [Luhan] - Part 2

Part 1 for those who didn’t get to read it. Let me know if you guys liked the ending. 




Present Day:

The man came and sat across from you. You could feel his gaze upon you but you didn’t care enough to look up. There was only one thing on your mind –had the letter reached him?  Luhan had promised to stay by your side than why was he so far away from you? Why hadn’t he shown up? As the clock ticked you began to get more and more nervous. Whenever anxiety took over you, you closed your eyes to think about something pleasant. That day you did the same. Resting your back against the wooden bench you closed your eyes and tried to picture his face for that was the only thing that brought you comfort.

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3 years ago:

It was your eighteenth birthday and just like all the other times your parents decided to have a grand party inviting everyone you didn’t knew. It was just another excuse for them to show off their wealth and find suitable suitors for you. You sat in a corner with your cheeks puffed up eyeing everyone. Your parents had been kind enough to let you invite some of your friends but even they were busy having fun. Nobody cared about the party girl.

“Why are you hiding in the corner? Come enjoy the party..” Youngshin said approaching you. You rolled your eyes at the sight of him. Out of all the guys, he was the least you wanted to talk to. He had tried asking you out several times but you always denied politely. Somehow he never gave up and kept hope alive. The reason you didn’t like him was because of his cockiness. He failed to acknowledged other people around him and that’s one thing you hated the most. Besides you were already half in love with another guy who had no idea how you felt.  

“I’m fine here. You should go have fun,” you said.

“Oh here goes the music,” he said as soon as someone started playing slow music in the background. Many couples ran to the dance floor instantly. “Care to dance with me?” he asked. You shook your head without bothering to look at him.

“___________ please,” he said making a puppy dog face. You wanted to tell him that it only made him look more stupid but you knew he wouldn’t understand. To prevent any further persuasion and his cheesy statements, you took his hand and proceeded to the dance floor.

“Did I tell you that you look beautiful today?” he said trying to remove the strands of hair from your face. You shook your head in annoyance, pushing his hand away from you. The rest of the night dragged just like that. Your eyes were looking for one person and one person only but there was no way he could show up. He wasn’t allowed to according to your father’s orders.

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You returned to your room after the party. It was almost midnight. Your special day was ending and you hadn’t smiled all day. Just then, you heard a light knock on the door. Your heart jumped and so did you, right out of the bed and towards the door.

“Luhan!” you cried as soon as you opened the door.

“Shhhhh!” he said putting his slender fingers on your lips. “Don’t be too loud. I don’t want to get caught.” You chuckled at his precautions and then dragged him to the bed with you.

“So did you get me something?” you asked.

“Of course,” he replied and then opened his fist to reveal a small box that had been very neatly wrapped. “Here, open it.”

You took it from him and carefully unwrapped and then opened the box. “Oh Lulu,” you gasped at the sight of a beautiful pendent. “It’s beautiful,” you said and pulled him into a hug.

“It’s nothing big. I didn’t have enough mone…”

“Shhhh,” you cut him. “Don’t say that.” You heard him chuckle which made you want to hug him tighter. And then there in that moment you let yourself loose. You didn’t want t let go off of him. You wanted him to understand your feelings for him without you having to utter a single word. Luhan began to pull away. You had no choice but to do the same. Your eyes met his, his soft breath touched your face sending tingles down your body. The brain and heart began to battle once again.

“Lu..” you began to say but the next moment you felt his lips pressed against yours. It took your brain a while to register what was happening and then your heart smiled back at you- teasing you in sort of a way that it had been right the whole time. Luhan did feel the same way about you after all and that is all what your heart had been telling you.

Then suddenly, before you could even savor the moment, he pulled away. He smacked his forehead as if cursing himself for doing something wrong. “I’m sorry,” he said, standing his back facing you.

“What do you mean you’re sorry?” you asked pulling him to turn around. He looked at you strangely. There wrinkles on both yours and his forehead. He cupped your face in his hands and ran his fingers on your forehead trying to calm you down.

“I feel the same way about you,” you whispered.

“It’s wrong,” he said. He turned around once again, shaking his head continuously. “I shouldn’t have done that. How could I be so stupid?”

For some reason instead his words began to hurt you. You had waited for that moment so long and when it finally happened he was regretting it. “Stop it Lulu,” you said in your crying voice. “Don’t do this to me.”

He turned around with a worried expression hearing your voice. He pulled you into a hug and slowly patted your back.

“Do you have any idea how long I have waited for this? And you go on saying its wrong? Do you not love me the same way I love you?” your voice muffled into his shirt.

“I do! I do,” he repeated, still patting your back.

“Please don’t go anywhere,” you said.

“I won’t! I won’t,” he replied kissing you on your temple.

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The guy who sat opposite had fallen asleep. You lifted your hand to caress the cheek Youngshin had slapped you on a few days back. The bruise hurt but it was also a reminder of freedom you had received that day. You cared more about the latter. Your eyes fell on the clock. It was almost 2 o clock. The trains were going to start working at 5 o clock again. There wasn’t much time left. If he didn’t come that day, you were going to leave and never come back. You were going to start a new life, leaving everything behind just like Luhan had decided to do on the day of your wedding.

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1 year ago (from present)

You sat facing the mirror, in your wedding dress looking blankly into space. Your life was soon going to be over. Your eyes had shed enough tears in the past few weeks that even they refused to form anymore. Every time your eyes met his, he returned your expressionless face with a smile. You knew he was putting up an act just so you wouldn’t think about him. You would forget about him and move on with your life. But how could you forget the three beautiful years you had spent with him. In fact how could you forget your entire childhood you had spent with him. Did the relationship you guys had meant nothing to him? The times he snuck into your room so the two of you could spend some time together. The time he first kissed you telling you he loved you and all the kisses after. The time you fell asleep in his lap and he didn’t dare move even if it meant risking himself getting caught the next morning. And out of all, the times you and him vowed to never leave each other. How did all of it just suddenly meant nothing to him? How could he act like that knowing it would hurt you so much.

The door clicked open and in came him except that this time he was here to notify to be ready. You were going to be called anytime.

“Luhan wait,” you called before he could close the door.

“I have a lot of other arrangements to look at,” he said hurriedly almost chocking on his words. You got up and began to walk towards him. “If everything doesn’t happen accordingly you know your father will be mad,” he said. You stopped very close to him and shut the door angrily. “_________, I really have to go,” he said shaking his head to avoid your eyes. He himself was teary eyed.

“Shhhhhhhh,” you murmured and lay your head on his chest. To your surprise, he embraced you.

“I’m sorry,” you heard him mumble and then after that both you and him began to cry. You cried for a long time tightly hugging each other.

He pulled away, wiped your tears and then before you could make any efforts to stop him, he left.

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You felt nothing, heard nothing, spoke nothing after that day. Your pride had slapped you right in the face and so you entered Youngshin’s house as his bride. Life couldn’t have done you more injustice. You tried to convince yourself that it wouldn’t be as bad since he loved you. It doesn’t matter if you don’t love him but turned out that you were living in a delusion the whole time.

Youngshin was more cocky than you thought he was. He married you for the status and money. Just like you, his family had forced him into the marriage. Now both of you were stuck with each other except that he hated you a lot more than you hated him. “Do you really think I would treat you nicely after all you did to me? I stopped liking you after the first time you rejected me but my parents kept pushing me into it,” he said to you one night when you questioned him about his strange behavior.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“I mean that I knew all about your little love story with that servant boy,” he scowled angrily.

“He’s not a servant,” you suddenly yelled back.

“How dare you?” he yelled back lunging towards you. “How dare you shout at me?” he said dragging you on the floor.

“Leave me,” you struggled which backfired because he shoved you on the floor.

“You can’t treat me like this. I am your wife,” you cried.

“You are worth nothing to me,” he said with a disgusted face. “And don’t you dare talk to me in that tone again.

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After that night, things only got worse. The beatings became harsher and the words more cutting. He accused you of things you had never done before. You had tried to forget your past but he kept bringing it up and presenting it to you like an open tale. You had promised Luhan you would forget about him but as the days passed you thought more and more of him.

Then one day Youngshin crossed all limits and picked up a knife while he was half drunk. You screamed and yelled for helping but his grip was strong on you. Somehow you escaped and locked yourself in the room. After the night passed Youngshin had come back to his senses a little but he had made one decision for sure. He was going to set you free. He said it so bluntly that for a second you couldn’t believe it. You weren’t sure if you were more happy than sad. If he hadn’t let you go that day you would have run away anyways. The only problem was that you were on your own. No house, no clothes no food except for some cash in your pocket. The last thing you wanted was for your parents to find out and come to get you. You wrote a letter to Luhan telling him all that had happened. You knew he would come running after you but a little part of you doubted that. Luhan was very firm with the decisions he made. You knew he would make you go back and fix everything with your husband but if the selfish side of him won he wouldn’t do that to you. Everything was a mess.

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Time had flown by. You breathed a heavy sigh and looked at the clock hesitantly. It was 4:15. You felt betrayed. You felt stupid. And yet the candle of hope was still lit brightly in your heart. Luhan would do anything but leave you waiting like this.

The clock kept ticking, making your heartbeat faster with every minute as it passed. You clenched your fist tightly and closed your eyes reminiscing your beautiful story with him from start to the finish. You playing in the snow with him. He stealing your ice cream all the time. You sneaking food for him. Him staying by your side whenever you were sick. You crying when he annoyed you and him apologizing sweetly. If he came that day, all of that would come back to you. Your unfinished story would be complete but… time was flying by and there was no sign of him.

People began rushing into the station. Many had even made queues for the arriving train. You didn’t move an inch. The clock ticked 5 and people began to huddle towards the entrance where the train would stop. With a heavy heart you walked towards the crowd. He wasn’t going to come after all….

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Luhan lay in the middle of the street surrounded by a huge crowd. No one knew who hit him or where the car went. Some were shouting while others were calling an ambulance. He coughed out some blood which made the children scream. He shifted to his side, holding up the letter which was partially covered in blood. In that moment he made a promise to himself that if he lived that day, he was going to find you and free you from your pain… 

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Free me from the pain [Luhan] - Part 1

Requested by Anon L

My first ever planned two part scenario *wohooo* This is very different from my usual ones. The story switches from present to past but I tried my best to not make it confusing at all. If reading intense stuff is uncomfortable to you then I wouldn’t recommend it otherwise I can assure you it’s a good read. I wrote this over a period of two days. I hope you guys like it and anticipate the next part :)

Part 2 



Present Day:

The cold air brushed your feet sending shudders through your entire body. A tear fell from your eyes, slowly trickling down your already wet cheeks. You didn’t realize you had started crying again until you felt another tear drop on your hand. You raised your head just high enough to be able to see if someone was coming in through the double doors. No one was there. No one was ever going to come. It was too late. The ding of the big clock announced the arrival of the darkest hour of the night. You were all alone sitting at a train station waiting for him to come get you. Waiting for him to come take you away from all the misery.

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14 Years ago:

The light gushes of your breath were causing the curtains in front of you to move. You knew Luhan was good with details. If he entered the room he would know you were hiding behind them. You very calmly took a deep breath and then held it in. You had vowed to yourself that you weren’t going to lose that day. If you did you would have to give him your ice cream from that day and you didn’t particularly like that.

The sound of soft footsteps touched your ears. Luhan was very light footed but somehow you could always tell when he was approaching you. The bond that the two of you had was beyond compare. You were inseparable.

“________ are you in here,” he called. “I know you’re in here. Give up already.” You shook your head as if he could see you but immediately realized how stupid you were. The curtain had obviously moved. Once again you’d given up your hiding space. Nevertheless you kept holding your breath and keeping hope alive. If fate was on your side, Luhan wouldn’t be able to find you that day. The footsteps drew nearer which only made you more nervous.

“_________,” he sang your name once again. You reacted by further pressing your body against the wall and closing your eyes. Luhan waved open the curtains and a gush of air hit you. You let out all the air you had held in and on to Luhan’s face making your cheeks look like a deflating balloon.

“Aish,” he scrunched up his nose. “What are you doing?” 

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn,” you cried and ran to another corner of the room. Curling up into a ball you began to cry. Once again you had lost and he was victorious.  

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You lifted your hand to wipe your tears but just then a sound you had been longing to hear touched your ears. Then it changed. It weren’t the same footsteps. They were different. His were just different. None could be compared to them. You tilted your head to the side in disappointment. The double doors hissed open and in came a guy. It wasn’t him. You were right. It wasn’t him.

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You glared at him hoping to burn holes into his body. He was licking your ice cream up and down and all the way around.

“I hate you,” you said and turned around crossing your arms. You looked adorable with your puffed up cheeks and pouty face. Luhan giggled continuing to lick the ice cream.  

“Didn’t you hear? I hate you Lulu,” you said once again this time rubbing your eyes to wipe of the tears. You felt a hand on your shoulder. Luhan turned you around to face him.  He wiped your tears shaking his head signaling you to stop crying. He looked adorable with his apologetic face.

“Don’t cry pabo!,” he played with your hair. “Here,” he said and offered you the ice cream. You shot back a cheesy smile and took a big bite of the creamy vanilla deliciousness.

“Gomawo,” you said to him still licking the ice cream. You weren’t planning on giving it back to him. He looked at you with loving eyes and then patted your head.

“Don’t ever cry like that,” he said and then half hugged you as the two of you walked back into the house.

Your mother shot you a look, showing her disapproval as always when you hung out with the son of the maid who worked for your family. You felt your hand slip out of Luhan’s as he walked away. He was very scared of your parents which you didn’t understand why. Then again, you were only 7 years old and he 9. How could your parents expect you to know so much at such a young age?

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You never knew you could hate being rich so much. Everything had to be done according to the rules that had been set up by you don’t know which one of your great great great grandfathers. Last time you heard someone laugh with all their heart in your house was never. Every ding of the bell was like an announcement for a different activity. Just like always the bell rung and you rushed to the table for dinner. You didn’t even get enough time to wipe your face completely. There was traces of the vanilla ice cream visible on your face. Every member of the family sat down in the designated seats. You waited for your father to start so everybody else could begin too. He glared at your dirty face for a second and then shot a look at your mother. She quickly and rather roughly wiped your mouth shaking you a little. It was her way of giving you a warning to never do that again.

Dinner was served. Every one ate without saying a word. You kept your head bent the entire time to avoid any awkward eye contacts with any of your siblings. They all annoyed you by trying to make you laugh so you would get in trouble. When the dessert came your eyes immediately shot towards the kitchen. Just as expected Luhan was looking at you. His favorite dish was being served that day. He ran his tongue on his lips looking at the cheesy puff that you were holding in your hand. You loved it just as much as he did but it saddened you that he never got to eat it. His mother tugged on his shoulder and then pulled him inside.

You looked at the cheese puff and then back at the place he was standing in, a few minutes ago. Then making sure to escape everyone’s eyes you took a napkin and carefully wrapped the puff in it. As soon as your father announced dismissal you ran in to your room and waited for Luhan. You knew he would appear soon.

Only thirty minutes passed and Luhan sneaked into your bedroom closing the door behind him. “Want to do something fun?” he asked.

“Ye,” you nodded your head. “But first I have something for you,” you said.

“What?” he asked jumping on the bed besides you. You revealed a fairly medium sized object wrapped in a napkin.

“What it is?” he asked.

“Open it,” you replied.

You thought he would hug and mess with your hair as soon as he saw the puff but instead he just stared at it.

“I thought you loved it,” you said.

“I do,” he mumbled. “But please don’t go through all this trouble for me. … What if they catch you next time? I don’t want them to punish you.”

“Since when did you start worrying about me,” you nudged him. You smiled to make him smile and smile he did. Luhan took a bite of the puff and then offered it to you. You shook your head and let him eat. It made you happy when he was happy and if cheesy puffs made him happy then you were willing to steal them every day, just for him.

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Seven Years later

“__________, __________, ____________!,” Luhan whispered your name entering your room.

“What?” you said poking your head from under the sheets.

“Why are you sleeping at 3 in the afternoon?” he asked.

“Because I am tired,” you replied.

“Okay then come on and get up. I have this really cool place to show you,” he said pulling the covers from on top of you.

“Did you not hear what I just said?” you asked him.

“Trust me you won’t regret it,” he replied.

“Luhan we are not kids anymore,” you tried to shrug your hands out of his but he held them tightly. He pulled you out of bed and dragged you into the bathroom.

After that the two of you sneaked out of the house, which was fairly easy since it was afternoon time. Luhan dragged you through the backyard and into the trees behind your house. Your mother had always warned you about them while growing up. You hesitated a bit but Luhan insisted. You trusted him a lot too so you let yourself be dragged. Reaching a clearing, he stopped and went behind you. He then covered your eyes and then began to walk again.

“Luhan what is this?” you asked.

“Shhhhh Just keep walking,” he whispered into your ear.

After a while he stopped and then slowly slipped his hands from your eyes. You pressed your eye lids tightly before opening them. In front of you was a beautiful pond with birds chirping around it.

“Are there fish in..”

“Ye,” he nodded before you could even finish. He knew how much you loved fishes.

“Oh Lulu I can’t believe you found this. This is so beautiful.” You cried hugging him. Luhan chuckled but hugged you back tightly.

“I found this accidently while wandering around back here,” he replied. “The woods are not scary after all.”

You pulled away and looked straight into his eyes. You wanted to kiss him but you knew that would be inappropriate. Both of you loved each other a lot but only as friends and nothing more. Luhan took your hand and the two of you walked closer to the pond.

After watching the fish for a good amount of time you and him lay on the ground heads close to each other. The sky looked beautiful that day for some reason. Was it because he was by your side – your heart asked you. No- you whispered back to it but your heart knew well. You couldn’t lie to it.

The two of you watched the daylight fade. The sky was getting darker by the minute but some force in the nature was pulling you two towards it. Neither of you moved because everything was so calm and serene. You could only wish for time to stand still and the moment to become eternal in itself.

Luhan blinked and then it suddenly hit him. The sky was almost dark. Your parents must be worried sick about you. “_______,” he almost cried. “We were supposed to be back home a long time ago.”

“Oh my goodness,” you blubbered as well squeezing his hand. “Lulu I am so scared. They will kill me now.”

“Don’t worry okay. Hopefully they didn’t notice that you were missing,” he tried to calm you.

Both of you slowly and hesitantly walked back towards your house. The guard looked at Luhan and then and at you and shook his head. This meant that something horribly wrong was about to happen.

“See I told you she would be with him,” your mother said to your father upon seeing the two of you. She was crying while your father stood in grave silence giving deathly stares to Luhan. “Why don’t you say something?” she shook him.

 “Kang Heo riiiiiiiiiiii,” he suddenly yelled Luhan’s mother’s name. She came running into the room from the kitchen. “Look at what your son did again. How dare he? How dare he take my daughter out of the house like this? Did you not teach him anything? How insolent could he be? It’s all your fault for not teaching him anything. His wits..HIS WITS ARE OUT OF CONTROL! ”

The entire house was echoing with his voice. You had never seen him this furious. Your body was shaking with fear but Luhan stood firm. His mother walked up to Luhan with tears in her eyes. You didn’t know what was yet to come. Without giving the slightest hint she slapped him across the face.

“I keep telling you to not do stuff like this,” she said grinding her teeth. She was hurt because he was the cause of her insult. “Come here,” she said and pulled him by the ear. You heard the kitchen door shut tightly but your body remained still. And then something very horrible touched your ears. He was being beaten with a stick. The same old worn out stick that was often kept in the corner of the kitchen. Luhan shrieked in pain but the beating didn’t stop. The dense sound of the stick hitting his bare flesh shot pain through your heart. Tears began falling out of your eyes. You raised your head to look at your father. He stood in silence with a faint smile on his lips. How could he? How could he enjoy this? How could he be so inhumane? You took a little step but he shook his head ordering you to not move. You had never felt more helpless.  You couldn’t save him or go back to your room. Your punishment was to stand there and listen to his suffering. The cries got louder with every minute. You felt your heart getting numb.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!,” he cried.

“Abuji pleaseee,” you finally blurted out. Your father’s eyes opened up wide in surprise. For the first time in your life you had ever spoken out like this. He thought it to be an insult since you were doing it all for him- all for a servant. He looked at your mother who on getting the signal grabbed you by the arm and dragged you into your room.

“Next time you think about leaving the house without telling anyone and see what happens,” she said angrily. She slammed the door behind her as if transmitting all her anger into it. You buried your face in your pillow to block out all the sounds and hoped to fall asleep.

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When you woke up it was way past midnight. You had fallen asleep crying. The first thought that crossed your mind was that of Luhan. He must still be in the kitchen. You ran to your bathroom, grabbed the first aid kit and very quietly tip toed to the kitchen.

Sure enough he sat in a dark corner curled up, his head buried in his lap.

“Luhan,” you whispered. He didn’t look up. You were sure he had heard you. You sat beside him and raised your hand hesitantly to rub is back.

“Aaa,” he let out a quite cry.

“Let me put something on it,” you whispered. He shrugged your hand off of his back. “Please let me,” you said and began to cry. You couldn’t have felt guiltier at the moment. Your heart hurt seeing him in such pain. “I am so sorry,” you said in a muffled voice.

You felt his arms around you. They were shaking and you knew it was because his entire body hurt but still he was trying to console you. “Shhh..shhh,” he said and then pressed your body against his.

You pulled away to look at his face. His eyes were red and puffy from crying. You shook your head apologetically wiping his new forming tears. Words weren’t needed anymore. He understood you without you having to say anything. Luhan turned his back to you and pulled his shirt to reveal the red marks. You lifted your shaking hands and started applying the ointment. His silent weeping filled the air and that night for the first time ever you realized that what you felt for him was love. At that point you realized that his pain was your pain. His suffering was your suffering. At that moment you also realized that you couldn’t live a minute without him.

The two of you sat in the silence of the night, your head in his lap as he caressed your cheek. Your eyes spoke to him. They told him that you never wanted him to leave. They told him that you loved him and they told him that you vowed to remain by his side forever. He smiled at you reassuringly as if he had understood everything but he never returned the vows. Did he love you back?- you asked yourself…

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posted 5 years ago with 38 notes

Quit Playing with My Heart [Suho] -Submission

A lovely story submitted by leenadya. I hope you guys like it :) 



You’re a student from Malaysia and due to some incidents, you ended up being a song writer for EXO K. You’re also a full time student so you’re very busy but that didn’t stop you from doing what you like which is writing songs. Since you hardly have time to keep writing songs, the Manager of EXO K decided to ask you to stay with the EXO K members in their house.

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posted 5 years ago with 22 notes

Don’t be jealous [Chanyeol]

Requested by anon



“Oppaaa, out of all the places in the world you dragged me to this fashion show? Can’t we go somewhere more fun,” you whined. Chanyeol held you by the arm tightly, and pushed through the crowd not listening to your constant complaints. You don’t know how many strings he pulled but he somehow got the both of you good seats.

“Here! See I got us the best seats,” he said as you guys sat down.

“Were you even listening to me this whole time?” you asked.

“Of course,” he replied and then fixed his eyes at the stage. There was no calling him back. Once he immersed himself into something, he never took his eyes off if it. It’s not that you didn’t like fashion shows. You were just a little upset because you barely ever got to see him and instead of spending some quality time he brought you here. You were giving him one of your angry, pouty looks hoping he would turn his head to look at you. He finally did and then half hugged you.

“I’m sorry _________ but you know how important this is for my career right? If they see me here the chances of them picking me again will be higher.”

“I know,” you said sighing deeply. You rested your head on his shoulder and tried to show some interest.

The show was boring, quite the opposite of the very interesting people who were attending it. You yawned and sighed repeatedly but Chanyeol paid no attention to it.

“Tsssk…Tssskkk..,” you heard someone from behind you try to call you. You turned around and your mouth fell half open. You didn’t know if you should be surprised, mad or just remain calm. It was your ex- boyfriend.

“_________ what are you doing at a place like this?” he asked.

“Oh nothing. I’m just here with someone,” you replied.

“Come sit next to me?” he offered.

“Aniya, I’m fine down here,” you replied.

“But you don’t look like you’re having any fun,” he remarked. You rolled your eyes but agreed and got up to sit next to him. Chanyeol didn’t even notice your hand slipping out of his.

Minjun might have been annoying most of the time but he never failed to make you laugh. You were mad at him for the way you two broke up but that was in the past now. You were both much more mature. He didn’t let you down that night either. You laughed at his silly jokes. Lucky for you, your sound got muddled with the noise from the audience and the music.

You and Minjun had no idea when the show ended. Chanyeol turned and almost panicked finding your seat empty. He heard a similar laugh from behind him. He turned around to find you giggling with some random guy. The two of you were getting a little touchy too.

“__________,” he called you. You didn’t hear him which frustrated him more. “__________,” he said again but you were too busy laughing.

“__________, he said this time moving closer to you and shaking you a little.

“Huh! Oh oppa,” you said recovering from your giggles.

“You’re having fun,” he said eyeing Minjun.

“Yea look who I ran in to,” you said holding Minjun’s hand and pulling him forward. “We used to go out a while back.”

“Oh,” Chanyeol let out a short gasp.

They both introduced themselves and then you guys took your leave.

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“What a busy day,” you said entering your little apartment.

“Yeah,” Chanyeol replied and held you from behind.  You elbowed him and turned around. “Ouch,” he said childishly and pulled you before you could walk away.  “Was today really that bad?” he asked. You could see his facial expressions change. He didn’t seem too happy asking that question.

“Oh no it was fun,” you said.

“Yeah I saw, you were having a little too much fun,” he commented. You began to say something but your phone buzzed. You took it out and saw Minjun’s name flashing on the screen.

“Oh look its Minjun,” you said. Normally you didn’t do that but you could sense that Chanyeol was getting jealous so you did it to annoy him. Saying that you released yourself from him and walked into the other room.

Chanyeol walked back and forth in the living room in frustration. He didn’t like his girl friend getting warm and friendly with her ex- boyfriend. An hour passed away and you were still talking on the phone. He lost his patience, walked into the room and took the phone from you.

“What are you doing?” you asked, completely taken aback.

“Stop talking to him,” he said and tossed your phone on the bed.

“He was telling me something important,” you said getting irritated with his attitude.

“I don’t care. I’m here to spend time with you. How about you talk to me.”

“That’s what I wanted too but you weren’t listening to me earlier.”

“I took you to a show? What else did you want?”

“I wanted that? Seriously?” you asked even more irritated. “Just admit it! You’re jealous of Minjun.”

“Me?” he scoffed and pointed to himself. “Me, jealous of him? Yeah right.”

“Yes you are. I can see it on your face. And give me back my phone I need to call him back,” you said advancing towards the bed.

“No,” he said a little more sternly. “I told you, you won’t talk to him again.”

“You can’t stop me from that,” you said.

“Yes I can,” he widened his eyes.

“Oppa,” you pouted and stomped your feet. Chanyeol’s expressions softened a little. He lifted his hand to caress your cheeks but you pushed it away and walked out of the room.

“_______,” he called after you not understanding what had happened. He didn’t know that you were upset earlier too and now he was annoying you even more.

“_________ what happened?” he asked coming out of the room. You were curled up on the couch looking way from him. “You seem like you are mad.”

“I’m not mad. You’re just jealous,” you said.

“I’m not jealous,” he replied sitting beside you. “Okay maybe a little.”

He caught you smile a little and turned your face to him. “I didn’t even know you had an ex- boyfriend and then when I saw you giggle with him and talk to him it made me a little insecure.”

“I only did that because you were too busy to pay attention to me,” you said.

“I’m sorry. I know I was a little too involved in the show. Just please don’t do that to me again,” he said.

“I won’t.” you replied. Chanyeol pulled you into a hug.

“And you won’t talk to him again right?” he asked to make sure.

“Ah that would be hard,” you said pulling away an scrunching your nose childishly.

“Why?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“Because at the show I was talking to him about you really wanting a chance to walk on the ramp again and he just called me to tell you that he is willing to give you a chance in his show.”

“What! Oh my God _________ I love you,” he said and then showered you with kisses.

“Oppaaaa,” you said trying to push him away but he didn’t stop.

“Wait,” he said suddenly pulling away. “So the whole time that you were with him, you were talking about me?”

“Maybe,” you mumbled under your breath.

“Oh I love you so much,” he said and embraced you once again. “I’m so sorry for ignoring you and being self centered. It will never happen again.” You giggled at his sweet apologies. “And I won’t be jealous either.”

“Aniyaa,” you cut him. “I like it when you do that.” You felt Chanyeol tighten his arms around you and he finished it with a sweet kiss on your neck.

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This one’s short too. I didn’t think it needed to be any longer because that would turn into angsty. I left it short and sweet. Nothing intense.

Hope ya’ll like it :) 

posted 5 years ago with 61 notes

Hangul [Exo] - 5 members only

Requested by anon 




“Come back to reality,” your coworker said hitting you on the back of your head. He had caught you day dreaming once again.

“Waeee,” you cried. “Stop hitting me like that. It hurts.”

“Then stop dazing and get back to work. We only have a half an hour before closing,” he replied. You pouted and looked away. There was no point in arguing with him. Ever since you had turned him down he had started acting rudely with you. You couldn’t blame him since you had hurt his ego.

“Now where was I?” you mumbled and then immersed yourself in your imagination once again. You were not planning to come back to reality till the store closed. Suddenly the door bell rung and 5 handsome boys entered. Eun jae nudged you to stand up straight and greet them. You however were so marveled by their gorgeous appearance that all you could do was bow and then stare with your mouth half open.

“Move aside,” Eun Jae said angrily, seeing you frozen at their sight. He pushed you to the corner and planted a smile on his face for the visitors. “What would you like to try today?”

“Aaaa you guys have bubble tea right?” the pretty boy asked. You were bedazzled by his appearance and a little ashamed too. He was prettier than you.

“Which one do you want?” he asked the guy standing behind him who had a sour face.

“Which ever,” the sour puss replied.

“Get me chocolate bubble tea,” another tall one said. He had big eyes and a bright smile. His gaze fell on you. You were still staring at them. He stared right back at you. After a good 30 seconds he gave in and then waved at you. You shook your head in embarrassment and immediately looked away. You heard him chuckle and then mumble something to the other tall guys standing beside him. He seemed to more of a mysterious kind who barely said a word. You weren’t even sure he had ordered anything. There was another short one with them. He seemed to be the cutest out of all of them with his big bug like eyes. He however seemed to be lost in a world of his own.

After giving their orders, they all attacked the small table near the window. You chose a sweet spot for yourself near the counter so you could look at them without being noticed.

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“Chanyeol, if you turn around to look at her one more time I might just smack you,” Kyungsoo said sternly.

“Whoooaa what’s wrong with that?” he said raising his hands in the air.

“She’s going to think you’re creepy,” he said in a little low tone this time and then nudged him.

“Do you think she’s pretty?” Kris asked looking out the window. He could see your reflection, looking at them, in it. He smiled briefly and then turned his head to Chanyeol who still hadn’t answered his question.

“Shhh shhhh, she’s coming over here,” Chanyeol replied pointing to his lips. When it came to giving instructions to the other members he became quite fierce.

You hated cleaning tables but that day was different. You were getting a chance to see those pretty boys more clearly.

“It’s not like she can understand us,” the bug eyed guy replied.

“Yea,” the pretty boy added. Even though your back was facing them, you could feel that he was looking at you. What was more amusing was, listening to their conversation. Little did they know that you were an exchange student at Yonsei and you had been learning Korean for quite some time.

“But what could she be doing working here?” the pretty boy added. “Don’t they need people who can speak Korean at stores like these.”

“Yeah but they also need people who can speak English. A lot of tourist come around here too,” one of them replied.

“She might be a student,” the sour puss suggested.

“A student. University student? But she looks too young for that,” the bug eyed added now taking more interest in the conversation.

“Nah, I think she might be a university student. She looks like one. Look at the way she walks,” the guy with the bright smile said.

“Yeolli aren’t you taking a little too much interest in her?” the pretty boy asked. “If you think she is pretty might as well just admit it.”

“Yeah it’s not like she will know what you’re talking about,” the bug eyed patted him on the back.

“Aniyoooo,” he whined and shook the short guy’s hand off of him.

“I think she is pretty,” the mysterious guy commented.

“Really?” two of them said at the same time.

Their conversation was interrupted by Eun Jae who brought them their order. They all began drinking their bubble teas while you continued to clean the table still very amused about all the comments you had heard about yourself. You heart was fluttering with excitement but you kept your calm. It took you a while but you had finally cleaned all the tables. You turned around to look at them. They were all done and were getting ready to leave but it seemed like they were waiting for something. You saw the happy guy who you had made awkward eye contact with earlier, wink at the guy who was still looking out the window. He then turned around and waved at you to come over.

You held back the awkward smile that was so close to cracking on your face and slowly walked towards the table. The guy pushed his hair back slightly, trying hard to make it look sexy and then snapped his finger at the guy who was still staring out the window as if giving him a queue to say something. “He wants to know where the bathroom is?” he asked you in English not turning his head for one bit.

“The bathroom is back there in the corner to the right,” you replied in Korean. The next moment your inner self burst into laughter as all five of them shot you a look with their jaw half dropped in complete shock.

“You can speak Korean?” the sour puss asked a little amused this time.

“Ye,” you nodded with a smirk.

***Whaaaaa*** - they all gasped in disbelief. Their faces turned red with embarrassment as it dawned on them that you had heard and understood the discussion they were having about you. Some scratched their head while the others looked away to avoid eye contact. You had never been more giddy in your life before.

You were back at the counter making final checks. The guys finally decided to get up and leave. You thought it best to not raise your head. It was better to just avoid the awkwardness. You felt a shadow over you so you looked up. The guy with the bright smile was standing in front of you.

“Ahhh,” he scratched the back of his head. You could tell that he was nervous. “This fell… when you ..were walking back,” he said giving you a napkin. That was his excuse- a napkin, just to come talk to you.

“Oh thank you,” you said taking it from him. He wanted to say some more but he seemed too tongue tied to give it a shot.

“Come on yeolli,” the pretty boy called after him. They were all at the door.

“Aaaa I’m coming,” he replied still looking at you. He couldn’t stay any longer and so he turned around.

“I go to Yonsei,” you said hurriedly. He stopped and turned half way. You could see the smile on his face and a slight nod that he gave before he ran out the door.

It was a good day indeed…

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I really didn’t know how to elaborate on this topic but I gave it my best. I have no idea whatsoever why I chose Chanyeol. It totally happened as I was writing the story. It just went with the flow I guess. My original intention was it to be about Luhan [pretty boy] but it ended up being Chanyeol. Anyways – I know this is short- but I really hope you guys like it :) 

I apologize for the lame title but I really couldn’t think of anything. Feel free to send in your ideas. 

posted 5 years ago with 60 notes

Christmas Joy [Kai]

Requested by sarang—dreams




You entered your apartment, yawning and sighing after a long work day. Who knew two weeks into your first job was going to nearly kill you.  All you wanted was your comfy bed and maybe a nice cup of hot coco to make you fall asleep. Dragging yourself to your room, you placed your bag on the bed and sat down to rest for a little bit. Just then the door bell rung. You knew exactly who it was and you didn’t mind him coming at all. Seeing his face would only give you more relaxation.

“Hey,” you said tiredly as you opened the door. Kai’s lit up and bright face changed to a more concerned one.

“You look tired,” he said and embraced you. “This job is killing you isn’t it?”

“Ye,” you mumbled through his shirt.

“Let me make you a cup of coffee.”

“Aniyo,” you pulled back. “Hot coco please. Coffee won’t let me sleep all night.”

Kai chuckled at your cute cheeky smile. He walked you to the room while giving you a nice back rub. “Does that feel good?” he asked.

“Like heaven,” you replied. You lay comfily in bed while Kai went to the kitchen.

“Here,” he offered you the cup. “It’s my first time making it.” You took a sip and it tasted better than the one you made for yourself.

“This is really good,” you said shaking your head in bewilderment. He laughed and held your hand, giving it a tight squeeze. The squeeze always meant he had something to say but he was too scared to say it.

“Is there something you want to tell me?” you asked.

“Ye, ________ I want you to..,” he stopped and looked the other way.

“What’s wrong?” you asked. You placed the cup on the night stand and moved closer to him.

“I really want to spend our first Christmas together but I want to spend it with my family too,” he said. You didn’t know if you should comfort him or yourself. Your family wasn’t in Korea which meant that you had to celebrate all the special holidays by yourself. You were really hoping to be able to spend Christmas with Kai that year but then again it would be cruel of you hold him from meeting his family.

“Oh,” you let out a short sigh.

“But I have an idea, if you agree.”

You lifted your head, showing him that you wanted to hear whatever it was that he had to say.

“How about you come with me. I know both you and I are not ready to tell our parents but I just really don’t want to leave you alone.” You could feel tears of happiness forming in your eyes. All you could do was bless the moment you had found him. No one had ever taken care of you the way he did.

“Of course,” you said nodding your head.

“Are you about to cry?” he asked with a worried expression.

“Aniyooo,” you pushed him but he grabbed your hand and pulled you into a hug.

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You knew that either your heart was going to pop out any second or you were going to pee in your pants. It was the first time you were meeting his parents and both of you had decided to not be completely honest with them. You did feel a bit guilty but you knew that it was better for your relationship.

“Stop shaking,” he held your hand while the two of you waited for the door to open. Just then the door opened and he immediately let go of your it.

“Annyeongha….,” his mother’s greeting stopped halfway as her eyes fell on you.

“Annyeonghasayeo,” both you and Kai said and bowed.

“She’s a friend. Her parents are out of country so I brought her along,” Kai gave a brief description.

“Aaaa,” his mother chuckled. “Come on in.”

“It’s sad that you couldn’t come earlier. It’s already Christmas eve. We could have done a lot of stuff.”

“I know, I know but the schedules were so tough,” Kai replied.

“Okay both of you go freshen up. Kai you can sleep in the living room on the mattress and we can give this young lady your room.”

“Whaaatt,” Kai stared in disbelief.

“Is something wrong?” she asked, turning to face him.

“Oh no, not at all.” He replied only making you laugh harder, on the inside.

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You had just changed in to your cute Christmas sweater when Kai’s mother walked in. “Come to the living room. Kai’s cousins are here.” She said the words with such a warm smile that your nervousness began draining away.

You walked into the living room to half a dozen teenagers. Kai waved at you to join them near the small fire place. You did as he said. Everybody had beautiful smiles on their faces. Their gazes fell on you and Kai very often. It seemed as if they wanted to know something.

“Are you going to tell us stories?” Kai asked his mother. She nodded and sat on the chair by the fireplace. Another lady walked out of the kitchen with cups of hot chocolate. Just the perfect thing to set the mood for a freezing Christmas eve. You looked around the room as tears of joy filled your eyes. Last time you had spent Christmas with your family like that was three years ago. You missed them but Kai’s mother made you feel just like family. You didn’t feel awkward for one bit. Kai nudged you out of your thoughts because you had been staring blankly into space.

“Are you okay?” his mother asked.

“Ye,” you nodded and pulled the red beanie over your ears to cover up the embarrassment.

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“How do you feel?” Kai whispered, grabbing you from behind.

“Aigoo! What are you doing? Someone will see us.”

“No one will. They are busy in the kitchen preparing for tomorrow,” he replied planting a kiss on your neck.

You turned around to face him. You blinked repeatedly but his eyes really were twinkling. “Thank you,” you said and leaned into kiss him but before you could do that both you and him jumped. You heard his mother cough, standing at the door. She looked at you and then him with a stern expression. You wanted to hold his hand for strength but you knew how inappropriate it would be.

She slowly walked up to the two you. You were dreading each step that she was taking. “I’m so sorry,” you said shaking your head. You buried your face in your hands.

“For what?” she asked. You didn’t quite understand why she said that so you looked up. She was smiling.

“I knew from the moment I opened the door that you two were dating. It was written all over your faces.” She came forward and cupped your face with her hands. “I’ve never seen him this happy and I am sure it’s all because of you.”  You looked at her and then back at Kai. He was completely expressionless. You nudged him to come back to reality.

“Umma.. I was going to tell..”

“It’s okay. Just don’t pretend to not be in a relationship okay,” she said and turned around to leave.  

“But what about all my cousins,” Kai asked.

“Do you really think they don’t know?” she said shaking her head. Both you and Kai smiled as she walked out the room.

“Well that went smoothly,” Kai said pulling you closer to him once again.

“You think so?” you asked smiling shyly. He nodded back.

“Now where were we?” he said and leaned in to kiss you.

There in that moment he has made Christmas eve perfect for you.

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Okay so instead of Christmas, I changed it to Christmas eve. I have two more Christmas scenarios to write so I apologize if they are short :(. I hope you liked this . :) 

I know this one wasn’t the next on my list but since it’s Christmas time I will be writing all the Christmas related requests first. It wouldn’t make sense otherwise. :|

posted 5 years ago with 40 notes

It’s been one year since SM first released EXO’s first teaser with Kai ! Happy one year anniversary since ‘debut’ EXO !

predebut-exhohoho:


He’s a keeper [Chen]

Requested by anon  



Your eyes were fixed on the computer screen but your mind was elsewhere. You forced yourself to think of other things but the image of that double layered chocolate cake with vanilla icing and fudge wouldn’t let you think of anything else.  It was as if you could taste it in your mouth. You had gotten really mad your mom for bringing it in the night before but ever since she left that’s all you had been eating.  

No it’s bad for me. I shouldn’t eat it. But it’s so good though…Uh..,’ – your thoughts were killing you. The saliva in your mouth was teasing you. You couldn’t even concentrate on your anime and that never ever happened.

“Aigoooo,” you cried and jumped off of the couch. You pulled the half eaten cake out of the fridge along with the big table spoon and looked at it with devouring eyes. There was no stopping you. The only way to get rid of the thoughts about the cake was to get rid of it. You were going to do that by guzzling it down without feeling even a tad bit guilty.

You licked the spoon three times before finally putting it away. It had taken you almost thirty minutes to finish the huge piece. Just then you almost jumped when you heard someone knock at the door.

“Who is it?” you asked throwing the dishes in the sink and pouring water on them. There was no response, since the person obviously couldn’t hear you. You looked in the mirror to clean your face and then gargled twice before running to the door.

“What took you so long to open the door?” Chen asked with his usual sassy face.

“I was in the room,” you lied.

“Oh, alright forget that. I was wondering if we could go out for dinner. I’m starving.”

“Didn’t you eat with the boys? It’s Friday night.”

“Yeah but I always eat with them on Friday nights. I wanted to eat with you tonight.”

“So what do you want to eat? “

“Anything you want to.”

“Aaa I’m actually full but I can make you some miso soup.”

“Don’t you want to go out?”

“Can’t we just stay in? I don’t feel like eating,” you whined.

“_________ you barely ever eat. Don’t do this to yourself,” he said sliding his hands around your waist and pulling you closer. That was a pretty brave move for a three month relationship but you let him. After all you had to take baby steps and he had just taken one.

“Look at your waist. I feel like I can hold it with one hand.”

“I do eat,” you pouted.  Chen wasn’t really wrong. You ate a lot, he just never saw you. You didn’t want him to see the uncivilized side of you when you ate. You knew he would run away into the wild and vow to never come back.

“Okay but do you want to come with me so I don’t feel lonely.”

“Of course,” you replied and grabbed his arm, girlfriend style. He smiled at you as the two of you walked out the door.

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 The same thing happened at the party he took you a few days later and then the lunch after that. You were hesitant to eat in front of him because you knew you would go all out. You did eat but very little and then later ordered something for yourself when you were alone.

“Hey are you at home?” he asked you over the phone.

“Ye,” you mumbled concentrating on your anime.

“Okay then open the door. I’m standing outside.”

“What!,” you cried in surprise.

“Yeah, now  open the door,” he said impatiently. “I need to pee.”

“Ah eww, keep the details to yourself,” you said walking to the door.

“Mooooove,” Chen pushed you to the side and off he went, running to the bathroom as soon as you opened the door.  You held your stomach and laughed for a good minute.

“What?” he asked walking out of the bathroom.

“Your face,” you said still laughing uncontrollably. “When you were running.”

“Okay okay,” he held your arm and walked you to the couch. He looked more serious than usual.  Your heart sank a little bit but you felt his grip tighten on your hand. He couldn’t be breaking up with you. Everything was just fine between you guys.

“What’s wrong,” you asked hesitantly.

“_________ I know you won’t be able to understand what I’m trying to say. I did some research last night and usually patients who suffer from such disorders are in a state of denial.”

“Patient? Disorder? What are you talking about?” you cried, pulling your hand out of his.

“__________, ________ listen to me,” he held your hands once again. “Hear me out okay?”

You wanted to say a lot but his glare completely shut you up.

“I’ve seen the way you eat. In fact I’ve seen the way you never eat. I am sure your weight is below average. I just want you to know that you don’t have to do all of this. I like you just the way you are. You don’t have to try to become skinny.”

His words weren’t reaching your brain until he said the last word. You didn’t know if you were mad or you just wanted to laugh. A few moments passed and you realized that you definitely wanted to do the latter. Chen was so adorable. How could he even possibly think of all these things? You wanted to hug and shower him with kisses but you knew it was too early for that.  

“ So what do you think I have?” you asked, obviously very amused.

“You’re anorexic,” he said furrowing his eyebrows.

“What?” you began laughing.  “Why would you ever think that?”

“Because you never eat.. and why are you laughing?” He shook his head.

“Oppa,” you said taking his hand in yours. “I think it’s time I tell you.”

“What?” he asked suspiciously.

“I can eat like a cow. The only reason I don’t do it in front of you is because it’s very un lady like and I don’t want to come of as an uncivilized monkey.”

“I don’t believe that for a second.”

“Really?”

“Yep,” he closed his eyes in a childish way and crossed his arms. “Prove it.”

“Alright then. How about we go to a pizza place tonight and see who eats more.”

“Alright then,” he said scanning your face for any signs of a scam. There were none.

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“One down, twelve more to go,” you said finishing your first slice.

“We’ll see about that,” he said taking a bite of his second slice.

“You can’t win this one,” you tried to trash talk.”

“We’ll see about that,” he said chucking down his third. You pouted and began stuffing more and more in your mouth. You had to win that battle. 

Other couples and servers looked at the two of you hogging your large sized pizzas. They were amazed and a little disgusted.

“Ahhhh I give up,” Chen suddenly said. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes.

“What? Already?” you asked picking up your eighth slice.

“I can’t do this anymore. I think I’m going to puke,” he said rubbing his tummy. 

“I still have some space in my…” you stopped half way. You looked up and found him looking at you intently. He was expressionless. ‘Oh no! ‘  You had scared him for sure. You began to explain yourself but the sudden smile on his face stopped you.

“What?” you asked.

“Nothing,” he shook his head and looked away.

“No tell me,” you insisted even though you were scared to bits on the inside.

“________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” your voice chocked.

“I think I’m falling for you more and more every day,” he whispered, leaning in closer to you. You blinked repeatedly to sink in what he had said. You couldn’t believe it. Had your ears really heard the right thing? Did he really say that he was slowly falling in love with you after seeing your obnoxious side? Was he joking?  

“Are you okay?” he asked you, getting a little freaked out by you staring at him blankly.

“Ah yeah,” you said and shyly looked away. You let your hair fall on the sides of your face to cover up the red ears and the blushing cheeks.

Right then, you knew he was a keeper…

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NOTE: The topic of ‘Eating disorders’ is very sensitive and my scenario is not intended to make fun of anyone. The person who requested this scenario wanted it to be sassy and this is the closest I could get to it. I hope that people who suffer from anorexia, bulimia, or any such disorders should seek assistance/ help. Try to be happy with the body you have and if you do want to lose weight, do it in a healthy way. Remember all of you are beautiful :) <3  

posted 6 years ago with 60 notes

Trust me [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



You shuffled through your bag looking for your yellow pills when Chanyeol called your name.

 “It’s ready,” he cried from the kitchen.

“I’m coming,” you yelled back still looking for the pills. You cursed yourself for not buying a small bottle to put them in. The plastic bag somehow always got lost in the midst of everything else.

“________,” you felt Chanyeol’s hand on your shoulder. You jumped around obnoxiously waving your hands all around.

“Are you alright?” he asked opening his eyes wide.

“Ah yea,” you mumbled.

“What are you looking for?”

“Oh nothing,” you pulled him. “Let’s go eat. I can’t wait to try what you’ve cooked for me.”

“It’s nothing special,” he scratched his head, letting your drag him.

You put your nose close to the food, letting the delicious smell tease your saliva. “Oh this smells so goooodd.”

“Try it,” he said, pushing you down on your chair. He sat across you and leaned in, staring at you with his big brown eyes.

“If you look at me like that how will I eat?” you giggled. You took a sip of the soup and surprisingly Chanyeol had done a great job.

“This is actually really good,” you remarked.

“What do you mean actually,” he asked squinting his eyes in a teasing sort of way.

“Aniyo, I didn’t mean it like that,” you said pushing a bowl in front of him. “Come on take some.”

“Ah ye,” he said and bam there was no parting him from his food. You watched him chug down the entire bowl and then rub his tummy with satisfaction.

“You really liked it didn’t you?” you asked.

“Of course. I made it so I had to like it,” he winked at you. He got up to clean the table but you stopped him.

“You’re doing too much,” you held his hand and pushed it lightly.

“No let me do it. This is the least I could do after what I did last week.”

“Oppa,” you whined. “I thought we discussed we weren’t going to talk about it.”

“I know. I’m sorry,” he mumbled. He came closer to you and cupped your tiny face in his hands. He began to say something but stopped. You raised your eyebrows in sort of a questioning way. He shook his head and then immediately planted a kiss on your lips.

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  You tossed and turned in your bed for over an hour. Depressing thoughts and anxiety were killing you. Everything around you seemed dull. You closed your eyes tightly, hoping the thoughts would go away but you knew it was impossible. Human mind is a strong slate that can do very strange things to you.

“I can do this,” you whispered to yourself. “Just one more hour ________. Come on keep testing yourself. You’re strong.” You tried to motivate yourself but it seemed harder and harder with every passing minute. You pushed away the covers and sat up, breathing heavily as the sweat beads on your forehead began to trickle down your face. That was it. You had hit your breaking point. Your hands automatically reached for the drawer. You moved it around violently, in the dark, looking for the same yellow pills. After a few minutes of intense searching you finally turned on the lights, found the tablets and reached for the water. No matter how hard you tried, the pills were like a plague attached to your life. It had been over 6 months that you had been taking them. You were still debating if you should tell Chanyeol about it or not. The guilt on top of the depressive thoughts killed you every day. You two had promised each other to share every secret but this. This was different. You loved him. You didn’t want him to run away from you.

Your heavy breathing finally started to stabilize. You pushed your hair back and got back under the covers. Just then your bedroom door flew open and a hyper Chanyeol made an appearance.

“How is my princess?” he asked spreading his arms in the air.

“Oh my goodness,” you clenched your heart. “You scared me.”

“I’m sorry,” he laughed and jumped into the bed. You slid your hand back on the night stand and pushed the bag of pills inside the drawer. Chanyeol saw you but instead of saying anything he pretended like he didn’t see anything. Last time he had asked you about them, it did not end pretty. You guys fought for almost forever and then he tried to make up a week later by preparing lunch for you.

“I thought you’d be a sleep,” he said grabbing you like a doll and pulling you closer.

“Ah yea I was just having..,” you shook your head to give yourself some time to think of an excuse. “I was just really tired. My body hurts.”

“I bet it was because of starting your workout right?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled.

“I told you, you don’t have to do anything. You are just fine.” He lifted you and turned you around.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“About to give you a back massage.”

“Oh no. Oppa you don’t have to do that.”

“Shhhh,” he hummed and began running his firm but soothing hands on your back. You felt like you were in heaven. Your body began feeling lighter.

“Oh this is so good,” you moaned.

“See I told you, you would love it,” he muttered. “Now watch this. This will make you feel even better.” He slid his hands around your waist and then up to your shoulder, slowly hitting the pressure points.

“Where did you learn this from? This feels soooooo good,” you mumbled once again.

“Really? You like it?” he asked.

“Yes, I love it..”

“Okay then let’s do something you’ll love even more,” he said and turned you around to face him. You smiled as he removed the strands of hair from your face. You returned his kindness with a smile but you knew you had to reject his request. It would be dangerous for you. You had just taken the pills. The doctor had specifically warned you to not indulge in sexual activities after taking them. Too much excitement could lead to dangerous outcomes.

“Ahhh I’m still a little tired. How about some other night,” you replied.

“But the last time we did it was almost three months ago,” he said trying to keep his cool.

“I know. I’m sorry but I just..”

“You know what, that’s fine,” he said forcing himself to smile. “I will not argue with you about this.” He removed his slender body from on top of you and laid down next to you.

“It’s not like that,” you placed your hand over his chest and rubbed it.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to explain anything.”

It hurt you to see him try so hard to fake his feelings. He was obviously very disheartened but there was nothing you could do. You loved him too much to let him go.

“I love you,” you whispered placing your head on his arm. He used his other arm to press your body against his and then gave you a soft kiss on your temple. “I love you too.”

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  Your depressive state was kicking in once again when Chanyeol called you. He had invited you to go to  this formal dance that the company was throwing. Even though your relationship was a secret, bringing a date was totally fine. They wouldn’t suspect a thing. You tried to refuse but his constant begging made you give in. He had done so much for you in the recent days that saying no would seem cruel.

You picked out the black dress as he had requested and slipped it on. You looked at your image in the mirror. Your heart told you, you looked beautiful but your brain opposed them. You felt ugly and worthless. Shaking your head didn’t help. It was time to take your pills again. You took a deep breath and grabbed yourself a glass of water.

Chanyeol walked into the apartment but you didn’t hear him. He liked making surprising entrances. He didn’t know that the one tonight was going to change everything forever. You lifted your hand with the yellow pills in it when he walked in on you. Both you and him stared at each other for a moment. The moment seemed like forever.

“I thought you said you weren’t going to take them anymore.”

“You don’t understand,” you immediately defended yourself.

“I don’t understand? So how about you tell me what’s going on?” he said walking towards you. Your head felt dizzy. You took a step back and the next moment you felt like somebody grabbing you with both hands.

“Give them to me,” he said sternly.

“No,” you shook your head.

“_________ I won’t let you take them until I know what they are for.”

“They are important okay,” you yelled, pushing him back.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked fixing his shirt, completely surprised at your sudden reaction.

“There’s nothing wrong with me,” you said grinding your teeth. Chanyeol pulled you and forcefully took the pills out of your hand.

“No! give them back to me,” you cried angrily.

“Calm down _________,” he held both your arms.

“Give them back to me,” you yelled once again.

“Shut up,” he yelled too this time.

“Go away. Okay just go away. I don’t need you in my life,” you screamed out of frustration.

“What?” he gasped taking a step back. You felt stupid for blurting out such horrible words.

“No no no I didn’t mean it like that,” you took a step towards him. Your head felt dizzy once again and your stomach growled reminding you that you hadn’t eaten anything in almost 24 hours.

“Please listen to me,” you uttered as tears rolled out of your eyes. Chanyeol turned around and began walking out. “No please listen,” you tried to hold on to his sleeve but he violently shrugged you away.

“Oppa please,” you begged. He didn’t listen and walked out of the apartment, still clenching the pills in his hand. You pressed your hand against your forehead to mediate the pain but it kept kicking in. Each time more severe than the last. “Oppa!,” you whispered one last time before you landed on the floor…

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A tear rolled out of his eyes that once twinkled upon every thought of you. He viciously wiped them away and started walking even faster. The cold breezes were sneaking in through the tiny spaces between the buttons of his jacket. They ran a shudder through his shivering body. He lifted his hands to look at the rectangular pieces of solid. Those were the reason you were not in his life anymore. He wanted to throw them away but just then a thought occurred to him. You didn’t seem to be in your normal state when you yelled at him. Something seemed different about you. The way your lips quivered and your eyes moved from side to side, your immense strength. Something had to be up. Just then Chanyeol turned around and ran back towards your apartment.

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“_________,” he yelled your name from across the hallway. There was no response. “I am so sorry. I don’t know what happened to me and I know you didn’t know what you were saying either. Please talk to me and tell me what’s going on. I rea…” his words fell halfway when he discovered your motionless body on the floor.

“_________,” he lunged towards you. He shook your body repeatedly and put his head close to your heart. “__________ talk to me,” he cried once again. “Oh my God what’s happening?What’s happening?” he moved his head from side to side. He seemed disheveled, holding you close to his chest, and rocking his body back and forth. Tears came flooding out and his throat felt completely dry.

“Talk to me please,” he shook you again. “I didn’t mean to run away. I’m sorry. Please listen to me.”

He felt your faint breathing on his hand and some hope came back to him. You were still alive. He lifted you up and ran towards his car. There was no time to lose..

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“________ has been through a lot in the past 6 months. I am surprised she didn’t tell you about anything. You say you guys have been together for over a year now right?”

“Ye,” Chanyeol nodded his head.

“I don’t understand why she wouldn’t tell you. Did you guys have a healthy relationship?” the doctor asked.

“Yes absolutely. I didn’t think anything was wrong. What happened to her?” he asked.

“She had been seeing a psychologist for the past 6 months. She was diagnosed with clinical depression and therefore she had to see a therapist. She’s been taking these pills ever since. One of the side effects of the treatment is loss of appetite. She was admitted into the hospital, I believe, a month ago since she had completely stopped eating. The same thing happened today and now here she is once again.”

Chanyeol found himself completely dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to say. A lot of information had been thrown at him at once.

“I don’t understand. Everything was fine between us. Could it be my fault?” he pushed his hair back using his left hand.

“It can’t be your fault.. or anyone’s fault actually.” The doctor put a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s just hope she gets better and now that you know about this, maybe you can help her. This treatment will work if she learns to be happy everyday and I’m sure you can give her that.”

Chanyeol nodded his head, still completely shaken. He needed some time to take in what he had been bombarded with.

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You woke up to the sound of the hissing door as it opened. A familiar figure walked towards you and settled down on the little space available on the bed. He held your hand and lifted it to plant a kiss. The other hand then caressed your cheeks and the next moment you felt his lips pressed against your cheeks. The familiar fragrance brought a smile to your face. He hadn’t left after all. He was there.

“Everything will be just fine,” he whispered giving you another peck on your forehead.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Shhhh,” he brought his finger to the top of your lips. He shook his head and then kissed your hands again. You tightened your grip on his hand and closed your eyes. A little part of your worries was gone now that you knew he was in this with you. He wasn’t going anywhere…

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I know I changed the depressive state a little bit but I figured I had to do it to fit it better with the plot. I hope you like it anon <3 

posted 6 years ago with 89 notes

Neglected [Kai]

Requested by sujugirl



You sat on a staircase across the main entrance to the south campus of your university. That had been your reserved spot for almost three years. Whenever you had free time you would go there to relax and get everything off of your mind. You plugged in your head phones and closed your eyes, blocking out the rest of the world.  

“Are you listening to those gay boys again,” your friend said hitting you lightly on the back of your head.

“Stop it Ariel,” you said with slight irritation and ignoring her comment. She pulled the head phones out of your ears and frowned cheekily.

“What?” you snapped.

“Wohoooo, what’s wrong with you?” she asked lifting her hands. You had taken her by surprise with your immediate and intense reaction.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. No matter how annoying she could get sometimes, you still adored her. You had been friends way too long to let her hate for your kpop obsession get in the way.

“Oh I get it. Is it because I called your precious boys gay, again?” she asked

“Ariel,” you said a bit sternly this time.

“Okay, okay I’ll stop if it makes you happy.”

“Thank you,” you made a brief reply before indulging yourself back into the music. You closed your eyes, letting the light air brush your naked arms. The corner of your lips curved into a beautiful smile.

“________,” she called your name shortly after.

“Hmmmm,” you replied.

“Is there something you’re hiding from me?” she asked, looking for signs of change in your facial expression.

“No,” you responded.

“Yes you are. I saw your nose cringe.” She snapped her finger in your face, forcing you to open your eyes.

“No I didn’t,” you tried to cover up and looked away.

“Then why are you hiding your face from me?” she sounded even more suspicious this time.

“It’s nothing,” you tried to let it slip but you knew sooner or later you would have to tell her and your other friends.

“__________,” she said your name with full emphasis. This meant that she was serious. She definitely knew something was up. You hated her for knowing you so well.

“Well,” you shifted sides so you wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her. “There’s this guy.”

“Oh Gosh there’s a guy, there’s a guy.. there’s a guyyyyy,” Ariel began singing in a deep voice.

“Stop,” you turned around and held her hand.

“What’s going on?” John asked approaching both you and her. Sunie followed close behind.

“________’s got a guy.”

“Ariellll,” you nudged her.

“What? Really? Why are you hiding it from us?”

“Come on _______, tell us who it is?” John sat, putting his hand around your shoulder.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because..”

“Because…” he raised his eyebrows waiting for you to finish your statement.

“He is Korean,” you mumbled.

**What** - the three of them gasped as their jaw dropped in surprise.

“Yep,” you nodded, keeping your gaze fixed on the ground.

“How long?” Sunie asked.

“6 months.”

**6 months**- they cried once again.

“When were you going to tell us?” Ariel hit you and this time she made sure it would hurt.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because of the way you would react.”

“What do you mean?” John asked.

“He is Korean and you guys hate my Korean obsession.”

The three pattering figures fell silent and gazed at each other from time to time. You were right. They had always nagged you about it and now that you were dating a Korean guy, they really didn’t know what to say. You had taken them by complete surprise.

“Well?” you asked, hoping they had something nice to say.

“Umm we would like to meet him.” Sunie said putting her hand on your shoulder. She always tried to make you feel comfortable with her warm smile.

“Yea,” John and Ariel added.

“Okay but don’t be awkward around him. He’s an exchange student here so he doesn’t know the norms. Please make him comfortable.”

The three of them nodded in agreement. You shook your head lightly before getting up to leave. You could only hope that things would go well and they wouldn’t mess anything up.

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Just as you were about to close your dorm room door you felt someone come up behind you. Before you could turn around, two hands covered your eyes and pushed you in. You heard the door close and right then you knew who it was.

“Kai I know it’s you,” you said turning around. He pulled his hands away, greeting you with him warm smile and twinkling eyes. He leaned in to kiss you.

“Don’t you..have.. class?” you asked between the short kisses. He shook his head, dragging you towards the wall.

“I have to tell you something,” you tried to tell him but he was too busy gracing your soft skin with his lips to listen.

“Kai, seriously I have to tell you something,” you said.

“You can tell me later,” he replied in his broken but adorable English. You couldn’t resist his cuteness and submitted to his wishes. The thought kept bugging you so you finally pulled away.

“I want you to meet my friends,” you blurted out before he could pull you back.

“Whaaaa,” he gasped with his eyes wide open.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“But you told me you weren’t going to tell them anytime soon.”

“I had to. It’s been 6 months. I don’t want to keep any secrets. I love them,”

“And what about me?”

“I love you too,” you said without thinking. The wrinkles on Kai’s forehead disappeared and his pale cheeks started to turn red once again. A sweet smile embraced his face. It was the first time you had said that to him. He looked away shyly and walked to the window. You were also embarrassed but more importantly you were disappointed. Sure you’d blurted it out but he could have the courtesy to return the statement. You shook your head out of your thoughts. You had more important things to worry about at the moment.

“They’ll love you. I promise,” you said walking up to him.

“But you said that they hated my culture.”

“I didn’t say that… I said they hated my obsession with it,” you replied, placing your hand on his shoulder.

“But still,” he turned around and held your hands.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re just my friends.”

“Yes and I want to make a good impression on them.”

“Then what’s the worry?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“You are so adorable, they’ll love you without you having to try,” you tried to pull his nose but he stopped you and instead planted another kiss on your lips.

“You know how to make me happy don’t you?”

“Of course,” you smiled cheekily. “Now come on get ready.”

“What? We are meeting them now?” he cried in surprise.

“Yep,” you said running into your bathroom.

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“Bowling? Bolwing? Seriously ___________? “Kai asked while you pushed him inside the small building.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.”

“Why couldn’t we go for Karaoke or something,” he made a face.

“Seriously Kai? Seriously?”

“What?”

“If you want them to like you then just do as I say okay. Believe me Karaoke will not help your case,” you winked at him and held his hand to comfort him.

“Hey,” Ariel greeted while John and Sunie followed close behind. You introduced everyone to Kai and them to Kai. They smiled nervously and looked from here to there.

“Umm let’s get the shoes. Did you guys get the lane?” you asked, clapping your hands.

“Ah yeah,” John replied. “Let’s go.” He pulled your hand from Kai’s and began walking you to the lane. You turned around to look at Kai. His skin had grown pale and you could tell that he was shaking.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words.

“Guys why did you leave him there?” you said sternly, getting up to get Kai. You saw him walk towards the group slowly.

“We can’t really walk him everywhere like a baby you know,” Ariel said, rolling her eyes. You were about to reply when you felt Kai’s hand on your shoulder.

“They don’t have my shoe size.”

“What’s your shoe size man?” John asked.

“10,” he mumbled.

“Awww I think I took the last pair. The place looks pretty packed tonight.”

“What are we going to do now?” you pouted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll just watch you guys.”

“No, that won’t be fun. I want you to have fun,”

“I’ll be fine _________,” he insisted.

“Don’t worry,” John slapped his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll give you mine when I’m done okay?”

“Yeah,” Kai replied with a forced smile.

“No guys this isn’t right,” you whined.

“________ I’ll be fine. Don’t mess up their day because of me okay?” Kai whispered, pulling you to the side.

“But..”

“Shhh,” he put his finger close to your lips. “Now go.”

Ariel did the honors of starting. Sunie preceded you. You got up, picked up the lightest ball and fixed your position.

“Wohoooo,” John cried.

“I got this you guys, I got this,” you said cheekily and woosh slid the ball.  

“Wahhaaaaaa,” Ariel and John jumped as you made a strike. You brushed your hair from your face with a sense of pride and walked back on what you perceived to be your victory platform.

“Don’t get too cocky. The game just started,” John patted your shoulder. You glanced at Kai who was busy scrolling through his phone.

“Kai,” you pouted.

“Hmm,” he looked up.

“You didn’t see that?” you asked with a disappointed face.

“What?” he asked looking completely oblivious to his surroundings. After that you didn’t have the heart to play. You tried to enjoy but your mind was fixed at Kai’s behavior. Why was he being so silly? Why couldn’t he just have fun with you and your friends? It hurt you a little bit but you let it slide.

“So that was a fun game.” John remarked taking off his shoes.

“Kai do you want to play now?” you asked.

“Oh I think we ran out of time and we can’t book the lane again for like another hour or so,” Sunie said apologetically.

“What?” you snapped.

“It’s fine. I’m a little tired anyways,” Kai replied getting up.

“No stay, we still have to eat,” you held his hand.

“No I’m not really hungry either,” he mumbled. He looked at you with such an intense yet depressing gaze that you had to let go of his hand.

“Alright see you man,” John waved at Kai and so did the girls. You turned around to look at him hoping he would be looking at you too but he wasn’t. His figure hazed into the pool of people leaving you more depressed than ever.

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You were mad at Kai. You needed to talk to him and figure out things. There were a lot of things on your mind. Starting from the unreturned ‘I love you’ to him leaving early and then everything in the middle.

“Kai,” you mumbled his name, poking your head inside his room. It wasn’t that late but you found him curled up under the covers.

“Are you alright?” you asked pulling them from on top of him.

“Huh! When you get here?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied and made yourself comfortable beside him. “What happened there? Why did you leave?”

“I was just really tired,” he replied pulling you closer to himself.

“If you don’t tell me, how will I be able to help you? I know something’s wrong and I don’t like it. Please tell me Kai,” you insisted. “Did you not like them?”

“That’s not the question.”

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“The question is whether they liked me or not and clearly they didn’t.”

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, couldn’t you see it __________. The way they looked at me up and down. The way they greeted me and John.. he literally just took you out of my hands. No one bothered talking to me. I felt like I was just .. there. They hate me________ and ..and all I know is that if we were in Korea right now and you were meeting my friends, they would decide to rather do something else than let you sit out alone. They could at least have the courtesy to propose a different activity if I bowl? Why didn’t they? Obviously because they don’t feel like I am important enough. I don’t like being neglected or ignored.”

“Kai..” you began but he cut you short.

“They made it pretty clear that they don’t approve our relationship. Why are they like this? We don’t do such things back home.”

You tried to explain yourself but clearly you had nothing to say. Yes there were cultural differences and you were just now realizing it. You didn’t think it would bother him if you had overfriendly guy friends. More importantly you felt extremely stupid for blaming Kai for all of this in your thoughts. He wasn’t being a party pooper. It was your friends who were making him feel left out and you were just going with the flow. If you were in his position you were sure you would run out crying and blaming Kai for everything. He had every right to be mad but he remained calm. You thanked God for not being stupid and storming in on him with your long tirade that you had prepared in your head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t realize how you felt. I shouldn’t have pushed you Kai. It’s all my fault,“ you covered your face with your hands.

“It’s not your fault. It’s just…why can’t we just be a normal couple _________?” he removed your hand from your face and gazed into your eyes. The twinkle that was usually there wasn’t visible anymore.

“We are a normal couple,” you said. You got up and kneeled on your knees, putting your arms around his shoulder. “If it bothers you then I won’t force you to meet them again until you’re ready and I’ll talk to them about this too.”

“No I don’t want you to that,” he said immediately.

“It’ll be fine. Just leave it to me,” you replied. Kai pulled you into a hug planting soft kisses on your neck.

“_________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” you murmured.

“I love you,” he whispered. You felt goosebumps on your entire body. Your heart began racing and your lips quivered.

“Whaa,” you gasped getting teary eyed.

“Are you crying?” he asked worriedly.

“No,” you wiped the forming tears and pushed him.

“Yes you are,” he teased you with his smirk. You yourself couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes our heart feels things that we have pushed deep down. The three words coming out of his mouth made you realize how much you were craving to hear them. Your tears were a pure reflection of your feelings.

“I love you too,” you said before connecting your lips to his.

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Took me a while to write this one because I kept getting distracted but I’m happy with the ending. I hope you guys like it too :) *fingers crossed* 

posted 6 years ago with 55 notes

For the people who were curious 

NOTE: This is what I have come up after watching [Literally] everything and anything EXO has been on [Yes I mean fancams too]. There is a lot more to these people than the typical stereotypes they are given. Yes those are true but we shouldn’t neglect the other qualities about them.  My analysis will change as time goes by since we will get to know them more [Just like ELF’s did with Suju] so don’t take it to heart if my opinions contradict yours. I would definitely like to know you guy’s opinion so do send in your comments :). If I agree with them, I might even add them to the analysis [that is if you would allow me too :) ] 



posted 6 years ago with 20 notes

New Idea.

I am thinking of adding yet another page to the blog which will consist of my analysis of the Exo boys. Is it a good idea? 

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posted 6 years ago with 8 notes


I promise [Sehun]

Requested by anon 




You tip toed into Exo K’s dorm to surprise Sehun. It was early in the morning and you were sure he would be a sleep.

“What are you doing here so early?” Kai asked walking out the room, still stretching and yawning.

“Shhhhhhhh.” You glared at him, putting your finger close to your lips.

“Oh, you’re trying to scare him,” he whispered. You nodded and continued to the room. As soon as you poked your head inside, Sehun popped in front of you. You immediately jumped back clenching your fist close to your heart.

“How did you know I was coming?” you asked. Your eyes were wide open and your heart was racing.

“I was half awake when I heard Kai,” he winked at you, pulling you closer to him.

“Kai oppa,” you made a face and snapped your fingers.

“Hey hey hey, don’t worry, you’ll get plenty of chances to scare me.”

“Really?” you said leaning in closer to him. “And why is your mood so good today?”

“My mood is always good,” he replied. You gave him one of you classic looks, as if he was hiding something. Sehun was never the talking type. In fact he barely ever talked, while you pattered all the time.

“It’s really nothing,” he chuckled. “Can’t I be all cheerful for once?”

“Of course,” you said finally letting that smile you had been holding back to appear on your face. Sehun leaned in and gave you a quick peck.

“Oh my God, and I get a kiss too? Wow it must be my lucky day,” you teased him.

“Aish,” he patted you and dragged you out the room. He had a lot going on his mind. He knew he had to fix what he had done wrong and making you happy was the only way he could come over his guilt.

Everybody settled down on the breakfast table. You helped Suho and Kyungsoo set up the food. The other boys never bothered doing anything.

“You guys should really help around sometimes.”

“Sorry no can’t do,” Kai said pouting cutely. “Hyungs lost in scissor, paper, rock.”

“Oh gosh you guys and your silly games,” you shook your head, sitting opposite Sehun. He seemed to be lost.

“Are you okay?” you asked. He didn’t respond, but instead continued to stare at his empty plate. You looked at Kai and then back to Sehun. Kai lifted his hand to stop you from calling his name again. He got up, stood behind Sehun and smacked the back of his head.

“Huh,” Sehun shook his head violently from side to side. “What happened?”

“Where are you lost?” both you and Baekhyun asked at the same time. Before he could answer, the room filled with laughter. Sehun’s surprised expressions were way too funny for anyone to hold back their laughter.

“I hate all of you,” he cringed his nose.

“Okay everybody eat quietly,” Suho announced. There was no defying, his orders. You looked at Sehun from time to time. There was clearly something bothering him. You wanted to know what it was but you couldn’t force it out of him. You respected his privacy. If it was something important, he would tell you himself.

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Your friends had forced you to party on a weekday. You were regretting it since you had to sneak back into your dorm now. The university admins were pretty harsh if someone didn’t follow the rules. You had sneaked in a bunch of times so it wasn’t as hard. Just as you were about to unlock your room’s door your phone buzzed.

I’m outside your dorm. Come get me..’ ­– it was from Sehun.

Are you kidding me? I just sneaked in myself.’

‘Just come get meeeee..’ –he insisted.

You didn’t have a choice but to go get him.

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“Can you tell me ahead of time next time if you’re coming so I can be ready?” you pouted as the two of you entered your dorm.

“Mianhe,” he mumbled.

“What?” you turned around, a little surprised yet amused. “Did you just say mianhe?”

“Oh please don’t get started with it again,” Sehun chuckled.

“But you never say sorry,” you said.

“Maybe I’m trying to change things up a little bit.”

“Really?” you asked.

“Ye,” he said sighing deeply.

“Then,” you walked closer and put your arms around him, “how about you start smiling more often. Last time I saw you smile was ….. “ you paused and made a sort of funny expression to mock him for never smiling. “Never,” you finally finished your sentence.

“Aish,” he shook his head. “I do smile… see.” He pulled a smile.

“That’s good. Now let’s work on making it look a little more natural,” you patted his chest and turned around to unpack.

“Do you have stuff due tomorrow?” he asked.

“Nope.”

“Oh really because I was thinking..” he trailed off and held you from behind.

“What?” you asked turning around. You sort of got the hint but you weren’t sure. 

“Umm…,” he paused to clear his throat. “I was thinking.. if we could…you know.”

“Watch a movie?” you filled in for him. You were trying to change the topic because you felt like you weren’t ready for it yet and you didn’t want to disappoint him.

“Ahh yeah,” he mumbled. Both you and him jumped into bed, cuddling close to each other. you lay your head on his chest and he rested his arm around you.

“Well this is fun,” he said staring at the screen.

“Then what do you want to do?” you asked, lifting your head slightly. He sat up forcing you to sit up too. Before you could say anything he connected his lips to yours. He didn’t give you a chance to refuse this time and began taking off your cloths. You thought for a brief second but gave in. You had been with him for almost a year. It was finally time- you figured.

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Sehun was already in the bathroom when you woke up the next morning. You wouldn’t have woken up that early, had his phone not buzzed.

“Oppa,” you mumbled from under the sheets. He obviously couldn’t hear you. You grabbed his phone in frustration and were about to toss it away but something caught your eye. It was an unknown number. 7 missed calls. You stared at the small flashing screen for a long time. Not wanting to, you opened the messages that Sehun had received from the number.

1.  ‘What’s the matter with you?’

2. ‘Pick up the phone Sehun’

3. ‘I’ll tell her all about it if you don’t pick up my phone…’

4. ‘ Okay meet me at café at 5 today otherwise I’ll do something that will destroy you..’

Your jaw dropped in surprise. Who was this person? What did they want? Why were they threatening your boyfriend? You heard the bathroom door clicked so you quickly put the phone away and pretended to sleep. He sat beside you, looked at his phone, shook his head and put it away.  He turned around, looking at you with his loving eyes. He gave you a quick peck and quickly left.

Now it was up to you to make the decision. Were you going to follow him and see who he was meeting or were you going to trust him? There was a lot going on in your head. You had to make sure he was safe. The messages were so vague, you were afraid he might be in some big trouble.

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You reached the café a little before five. You chose a small, dark corner and made yourself comfortable. You covered half your face with a scarf so nobody would recognize you. There were very few people in there. A couple sitting in the other corner. An old man ordering his coffee and a girl sitting two tables down from you.

Sehun walked in at exactly 5 o clock. Your heard began racing. It nearly popped out when he went and sat across the girl who was sitting very close to you.

“What do you want?” he asked grinding his teeth.

“I want you to leave her. Is that too much to ask for?” she said.

Your mouth fell open. Could she be talking about you? You turned your head slightly to look at them. Sehun seemed tensed, clenching his fist and grinding his teeth.

“I told you I can’t do that.”

“Then why don’t you just tell her that you slept with me so you can make things easy for her.”

“Shut up,” he snapped.

Your heart sank at the words you had just heard. You felt like everything had stopped for a second. Nothing was making sense. You had just spent a wonderful night with him but all of it was a lie. He was lying to you the whole time. He was cheating on you and you accepting all of his wishes like a fool.

“You told me you loved me Sehun,” she said. Her voice choked and she began crying.

“I’m sorry,” Sehun whispered. You couldn’t take it anymore. A gush of disgust took over you. You sprang out of your chair and walked up to the two of them. Sehun gasped and got up immediately.

“_________,” your name came out of his mouth effortlessly. You had prepared yourself to slap him across his face for what he had done but for some reason the closer you got, more of your energy began to drain out of your body. Both you and him didn’t leave each other’s strong gaze for even a second. You were about to cry and so was he. You lifted your hand but it dropped automatically.

“I … never..want to see ..you ..again,” you said in broken words and ran out the door before he could stop you.

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Sehun knocked on your door everyday for the next week but you never bothered to open the door. He had no idea how much he’d hurt you. You tried hard to overcome the pain but it didn’t go away. How could it? You had trusted him with all your heart and he had betrayed you. In fact he had used you.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled. You were getting tired of him coming every morning and standing outside your door, begging you to open it.

“It’s me Kai,” the voice from the other side said.

“Did Sehun bring you here?” you asked.

“__________  just open the door.”

“No!,”

“He is not here,” he said after a while.

“Liar.”

“Come and look if you want to.”

You walked up to the door and looked through the peep hole. He was right. Sehun wasn’t there.

“What do you want?” you asked.

“Just open the door. I want to talk to you.”

You gave in, and opened the door slightly. You felt a stronger force push it more. Sehun had been hiding on the side.

“Oppa,” you shot a disgusted look at Kai.

“_____________, please hear him out for once, please. He’s been so miserable for the past week. He is to embarrassed to tell anyone. I’m the only one who knows about this. Please listen to him.”

“How could you?” you asked.

“I’m sorry.” Kai replied and pushed Sehun inside. He closed the door so the two of you could have some privacy.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled.

“__________ please listen to me at least once.” He put his hand n your shoulder. You shrugged it off.

“I’m really sorry.”

“No you’re not. All the niceness was all an act wasn’t it?” you turned around to reveal your puffy eyes. “You used me to get over your guilt. How could you Sehun. You forced me to do it just because you wanted to wash away your own wrong doings. How could you be so selfish? You should have just left me instead.”

“I couldn’t.”

“WHY?” you yelled once again.

“Because I love you _________.” He grabbed you tightly.

“No you don’t,” you struggled to loosen his grip.

“I do. I love you and only you. I just got carried away and I don’t know what happened to me. But, now I’ve realized that I love you not her.”

“Sleeping with her made you realize that?” you asked, even more disgusted this time. Sehun stared at you blankly. He was trying to form the words but obviously he didn’t have anything to say.

“You know what I have a better idea. How about I cheat on you to make it even? How about I go sleep with someone else?” you proposed. Sehun glared at you with his bloodshot eyes. Did you really mean what you were saying?

“Does that sound fair? Maybe then I’ll be able to forgive you?” you asked.

“What?” he shook his head in disbelief.

“Exactly,” you scoffed. “Now you know how it feels right?”

“___________ I’m really sorry. If I didn’t care about you I wouldn’t have come back to you. I wouldn’t have begged you. I made a mistake and I’ve regretted it every day. I still do.” He held you more softly this time. “I’m really afraid to lose you.”

“And you weren’t when you were cheating on me?”

“I was stupid. I didn’t realize your worth but now I do.” 

“Do you?” you raised your eyebrows.

“I do. You have no idea how much I hate myself for hurting you. Call me heartless but I didn’t feel anything when I saw her cry but when I saw tears in your eyes, I felt like a knife was running through my heart. I couldn’t take it and I know it’s because I love you. I promise it will never happen again. I’ve made such a horrible mistake that can’t be forgiven but I’m asking you for forgiveness because I know you have a good heart. I know you love me _________. You keep up with me, despite my weird attitude. Only you can understand me. I don’t have to be different around you. Just.. please..,” he sighed and hugged you. You placed your hands on his chest to create some distance between the two of you.

“I’m scared,” you mumbled after many minutes of silence.

“If you give me another chance you’ll never have to be scared again,” he replied.

“But what if you..”

“It won’t. I promise,” he hugged you more tightly. You slid your hands behind him and hugged him back.

“Thank-you,” you heard him whisper.

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Sehun doesn’t seem like the type who would cheat on his girlfriend. So I know anon who requested it wanted me to elaborate on the ‘girl cheating on him’ but I just couldn’t do it. It all felt too weird so I just added it as a suggestion. 

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