Requested by anon peach
Present day:
You see her giggle over the text she had just received. You know well who it is from but you don’t care enough to make any remarks.
“Oh hey _________, I didn’t see you come in,” Su ji says raising her head.
“Ah, I just came back.”
“How was it? Did they say you have a chance?” she asks enthusiastically.
“I’m not sure. They always put on such a poker face it’s hard to tell. I’ve been waiting for my debut for so long. It’s about time they give me something..” you sigh.
“Aish, you’ll get there soon,” she says with an encouraging smile. You smile back just like always, when you look at her. Only you knew the pain of having to live life like that. Suji was a much younger trainee than you and she was soon debuting while you were still waiting for the big news. On top of that she was dating the man you once loved madly, still did and you knew in your heart that you always will.
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Flashback:
You walked down the hall towards your practice room casually, when someone grabbed you and pulled you into a tiny room. Before you could open your mouth to scream, two hands covered your mouth. The person brought his lips close to your ear and whispered, “Don’t scream. It’s me.” The wrinkles on your forehead disappeared and a smooth smile covered your lips. You turned around slightly only to be pinned against the wall.
“How long are we going to keep it like this?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders and brought himself a little more close to you.
“I don’t know,” he finally said and leaned in to kiss you. You looked away.
“What’s wrong?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you mumbled.
“_____________, if this is still about keeping this relationship a secret than you already know my answer,” he said and turned around.
“Why can’t we tell anyone? It’s been over a year Yixing. I’m getting tired of it.”
“You know it wouldn’t be right. Neither for you nor for me. They’ll make us breakup before either one of us debuts.”
“We can figure something out later.”
“Be realistic ________,” he said a little more sternly this time.
“Are you sure that’s the only reason or is there something else?” you asked, getting a little suspicious.
“What do you mean?” he turned around, looking really hurt. You wanted to say more but you thought it better to not. You hated arguing with him.
“Nothing,” you mumbled and began to leave.
“______________,” he called after you.
“Ye,” you turned around. He came closer and held your hand. Your sixth sense told you that something bad was about to happen.
“I love you,” he said. His words made you smile. No matter how much the two of you fought over that topic, he always found a way to make you feel better. “but,” he continued, “I think we should take a break.”
“What?” you gasped. The smile escaped your face as quickly as it had come. You were confused and a little shaken. His hand began to slide away. You tried to regain the grip but it was too late. “What do you mean?” you asked.
“All of this.. there’s just too much happening right now. I think we both need some time to ourselves.”
“If this is about what I said earlier than I take all of that back. I promise to never bring it up again,” you said in sort of a desperate way. Had you known your wishes were going to lead this, you would have never uttered such words. You were regretting them more than ever. “I’m sorry Yixing.”
“No ________, you don’t have to be sorry. What I’m saying is better for both of us.”
“But why all of a sudden?”
“Because..,” he trailed off. Both you and him stood in a deep cutting silence. You wanted answers to your questions. He was afraid because he didn’t have any. You were so deeply engulfed in your thoughts that you didn’t even realize that he had left. He left without saying anything. He left you heartbroken.
.
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You didn’t have to wait long to find out why he had done that. Three months after your breakup, Yixing debuted under the group called Exo M. It started making sense to you. He did it because he knew the time was nearing so he had to prepare himself. Take his mind off of you and focus more on what was ahead of him.
You on the other hand were still a trainee. A year passed by in a breeze but a lot had changed. Suji had joined the company as a beginner. Yixing was better known with his stage name –Lay. You had avoided bumping into him ever since the breakup. It hurt to see him and it hurt even more when you saw him with Suji.
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Present day:
You sit across from Suji, swinging your leg back and forth, in a deep state of thinking. The door suddenly opens and in walks Lay.
“Why haven’t you been replying to my message,” he says.
“I was just about to,” Suji replies tucking her hair back. He leans in to give her a peck but she pushes him away and signals him to turn around. He does as she says and almost jumps back realizing that you are in the room too. Seeing you so up close, after so long brings a different sort of expression to his face. You can’t read it anymore. It’s hard to. He has distanced himself enough from you, for you to be able to tell what he is thinking.
You smile and get up to leave.
“_____________,” he calls your name. “You don’t have to go.”
‘Oh the irony’- you think to yourself and continue out the door. If only he had said those words a year ago.
“What happened to her?” Suji asks him as soon as you leave. Lay caresses her cheek and then shakes his head. To this day he has been debating if he should tell her about the relationship he had with you.
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You walked into the building with a heavy heart the next day. You didn’t quite know if it was because of seeing Lay the night before or that you were just tired of waiting for your chance to debut. A staff member called you from the corner and signaled you to go to the office. Your heart began to race. As you took each step, you got even more nervous. All sorts of questions popped up in your head. Why would they be calling you? Are you getting rejected or do they have a good news for you?
You were asked to settle in the chair opposite, the recruitment officer. She was the one who had spotted you outside of your school four years ago.
“So we have finally made a decision for you,” she said. You didn’t know how to respond so you continued to stare at her with a blank expression.
“We have decided to debut you with [Group name] and you will be given the position of the leader.”
“Aigoo,” you blurted out but immediately covered your mouth. You couldn’t believe the words that had just come out of her mouth. She went on to tell you the names of the members but you are too absorbed in your own thoughts to take note of it. Then suddenly you heard a familiar word – ‘Suji’.
“Suji?” you repeated.
“Ah ye, she will be the maknae of the group.”
You immediately clenched your fist and felt your heart sink. Your eyes blinked repeatedly but the information still didn’t sink in. Your heart, your brain, your thoughts, all of them refused to accept it.
“____________ are you alright?” the recruiter asked.
“Huh,” you shook your head. “Ah ye.”
You left the office and slowly walked towards the practice room. As soon as you entered, you heard the girls screaming. They ran towards you and hugged you.
“I am so happy,” you heard one of them say.
“I am so glad you’ll be our leader,” Suji patted your back. “Oh my God I can’t wait to tell Lay.”
You gave her a disgusted look and immediately turned around so she wouldn’t have to witness it.
You were happy but more than that, you were sad. You knew you weren’t strong enough to have to face Suji every day. No matter how hard you tried to like her there was always a little part of you that envied her. She always got more than she deserved. You were a human after all. Throughout the past year you hadn’t allowed your heart to feel anything against her but that day was different. You hated her. You didn’t want to be around her. Little did you know for what was yet to come…
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You slid into your bed and turned on the TV. It was the perfect way to get your mind off of whatever that had happened earlier that day. Skipping through channels your finger automatically stopped on the one Exo M was being interviewed on. You had to admit, you had never seen any of their interviews. Lay looked marvelous. Your eyes followed every little movement of his. Even though it had been more than a year since your break up with him, nothing had changed. You still felt the same way towards him. You still wanted to be with him. If only, he knew how much it hurt you to see him with Suji.
“So Lay, you said that you had a big announcement for us today,” the MC asked him.
“Ah, ye. Indeed I do,” he nodded, joining both his hands and leaning forward. “It’s about my girlfriend.”
“Whaa,” the MC gasped. Your jaw dropped in surprise too. You couldn’t believe what you had heard.
“What’ s her name?” the MC asked, after recovering from the heavy bomb Lay had dropped on him.
“Her name is Suji. She is currently a trainee at SM but will soon be debuting.”
You didn’t notice your tears until they dropped on your arm. You shook your head and wiped them off still bewildered and broken. How could he do this to you? He was the one who always said it wasn’t a good idea to tell everyone. And now he was telling the world about it. It didn’t make sense. What was he thinking?
You felt your body collapse on the bed. You turned your head and buried it into the pillow. You wanted to scream but who would come to help? No one. There was absolutely no one…
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Almost everyone had left after practice. You, however decided to stay after. You had spent the entire day debating if you should leave or stay. Was there any point in staying at the company if it was going to hurt you every day? You hated yourself for being so weak and not being able to move on.
You stood in the small balcony staring at the dark sky. It was going to start raining soon.
“ Congratulations,” you heard someone say from behind. You turned around, only to find Lay walk towards you. He was the last person you wanted to see at the moment.
“What? So you won’t even talk to me anymore?” he asked, nudging your elbow casually.
“I might leave,” you said after a long pause.
“What do you mean?” he asked, a little surprised. “Isn’t this you wanted ________? You had been waiting for so long. Why do you want to leave now?”
“You won’t understand,” you scoffed.
“What do you ..?” he stopped half way and scrutinized your face. “What is it ________? Come on.. you know you can tell me anything.”
“Really?” you raised your eyebrows, irritated at his casualness. How could he act so normal when he hadn’t talked to you in almost a year?
“Are you mad at me?” he asked, sensing the irritation in your voice.
“Of course I’m mad at you.” You suddenly snapped. You just couldn’t take it anymore. “Do you not dee anything? Are you blind?”
“What are you trying..”
“You’ll never get it will you? Do you even realize how much it hurts me to see you and Suji together? You are such a hypocrite Lay. You ended our relationship because you didn’t want anyone to know about us and now you go on announcing it to the world? If you didn’t love me then why didn’t you just say it straight up? At least, I wouldn’t have gone on believing the lie you had told me. And now, I have to be in the same group as her. See her face every day. Do you really think I can handle all of this? I’m just so ..” you closed your eyes and covered your face with your hands. All the anger that had been boiling up inside you had come out without a warning. You’d left him dumbfounded. He didn’t have anything to say. You were right. He had never bothered giving you any explanations. You looked at him for response but there wasn’t any. He was ashamed and so were you.
“You know what, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said all that,” you said, forcing a smile on your face. You began to walk but he held your hand.
“_________, don’t give up on this. You and I both now how much you wanted this. I may not love you like I did but I still care about you. I want to see you succeed. If you give on this today, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life. I know it will hurt in the beginning but you’ll get over it. And one day a guy will come in your life who will love you and only you. You’ll forget about me. I promise.”
“It’s not that easy.”
“It will be…just .. please don’t go like this.” He slowly let your hand slide out of his. You looked into his eyes and after a long time, you could tell what he was thinking. He really did care this time.
A tear fell from your eye but you wiped it away before he could even lift his hand. You nodded your head with a smile and began to leave.
“And , I’m really sorry for what I did to you,” he mumbled. You had forgiven him already. He didn’t need to say those words, yet it felt good to hear them. You turned half way and this time smiled from all your heart.
Maybe, one day you were going to find someone who loved you and only you. ..
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Writing this was really hard because being the possessive person I am, I want Lay to be mine and ONLY mine. LOL .
Anyways, I hope you guys like it :) <3 <3
Cr: cocoonedsoul
One of the good fancams I saw of SMTOWN Singapore. Skip to 2: 20 to for the good part. I liked this because it showed a different side of the idols to us. It shows that they have real lives too. There behaviors/ actions aren’t always staged. Sometimes they do things because they want too not just because the company asks them to do so. I also liked it because I could connect to the place. I’ve been there before and seeing SM TOWN there felt amazing [it also made me a little sad since I couldn’t be there] but I squealed when I saw the buildings behind because I’ve been to those places :)
Requested by Anon Panda
You sat in the middle of Exo’s practice room, finishing the last task the manager had given you for the day.
“Hello there young lady,” Luhan walked up to you and threw some confetti on you.
“Oppa did you seriously steal that form last night’s concert?” you asked, really surprised at his sudden move.
Luhan chuckled. “Ahhh, …yeah! I did but.. but I have a perfectly good reason for that,” he said sitting beside you.
“And what would that be?” you asked, biting the end of your pen.
“You’ve got Chen’s disease too huh,” he said taking the pen from you. You gave him a look.
“Okay now don’t tell this to anyone,” he said leaning in close to you. “We are throwing Tao a surprise birthday party.”
“You guys celebrate every year with the fans. What’s so special about it?”
“No, this year we keep telling him that we won’t celebrate it since the whole idea is getting old.”
“Aish, why would you troll him like that,” you slightly hit Luhan.
“Hey Luhan ge..” Tao entered the room but stopped at the sight of you two sitting so close. He looked away. “Aaa, the manager ge is calling you outside.
“Yeah coming.” Luhan got up and quickly left. Tao turned around to look at you.
‘What?’- you asked with the slight movement of your head.
‘Nothing..’ – he replied shaking his head.
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“Hey I came to drop this package for Luhan oppa,” you said as soon as Tao opened the dorm door.
“Package? He didn’t say anything was coming in the mail,” Tao replied, looking at you from head to toe.
“He needs it okay!” you insisted.
“Give it to me and I’ll give it to him,” Tao tried taking the bag from you but you immediately pulled it away. There was no way he could see what was inside it otherwise it would ruin the surprise.
“No!, I’ll only give this to Luhan oppa.“
“What’s wrong with giving it to me?,” he asked. “Do you not trust me?”
“No… aaa I mean yes I do but ..”
“Oh hey ________,” Luhan walked up behind the two of you arguing at the front door.
“At least let her in,” Luhan hit Tao on the back of his head. Tao made a face and then looked back at you.
“Here,” you pushed the bag forward, giving it to Luhan.
“What’s inside it?” Tao asked anxiously.
“None of your business,” Luhan said sternly. Tao squint his eyes at you and then Luhan. He didn’t find a reason to stay so he left.
“That was close,” you sighed with relief.
“Ye,” Luhan nodded. “So I’ll see you tomorrow at the party?”
“Ah, of course,” you replied and soon took your leave.
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You were glad you lived only two blocks away from Exo M. Of course, if the company found out you would be dead but the boys did a good job with keeping it a secret. You hoped that day would be your day to tell Tao how you felt about him. You absolutely knew he was never going to do that. He was really shy and awkward around you. What’s the worst that could happen if you told him? He would reject you or just not respond all together. You were still ready to take chances. You knew Tao wasn’t a heartless guy after all and besides, the way he looked at you told you a lot about he felt about you. You looked at your present one last time. It was a leather jacket that he’d been whining Kris to get for him. Kris refused every time because Tao had way too many cloths. Even though you were in the same room you acted like you were ignoring the whole conversation. You thought, if you bought him the jacket it would be a good way of showing that you cared about him.
Hopping on the steps one by one, you finally reached the top. The door was open so anybody could come in. You tip toed into the crowded room, to hide yourself from Tao. You felt bad for not being able to get there on time to surprise him but you had another job to finish before the party.
“Where’s Tao?” you asked approaching Xiumin.
“He’s in the room still recovering from the surprise. You missed the face _________. You missed the face.” Xiumin tapped your shoulder.
“Awww man,” you snapped your fingers and quickly made your way to his room. Just as you were about to enter, you heard Tao speaking to one of the other members.
“I don’t care. She is so clingy and .. and have you seen the way she flirts with the other members. There is no way, no way possible that I would talk to her.”
“Tao, you’re acting really immature,” Kris said sternly.
“No!,” Tao snapped back. “You can’t force me to talk to her. It’s my birthday and I don’t want to mess it. If I don’t like her then I don’t like her. She is such a s***!”
“Tao,” Kris yelled his name.
The bag that you had in your hand dropped to the floor. You knew he was talking about you. Who else could it be? Tao had seen you talk to the other members all the time. Kris knew you liked him and you were sure, he was talking about you to make things easy for the two of you. But if that’s what Tao thought of you then what was there to stay for. You were appalled but more than that you were disappointed. How could he think so little of you? Tears started forming but you quickly wiped them away and began running towards the door.
“Is everything alright?” Luhan asked you as you bumped into him. You looked up with your teary eyes and shook your head.
“What happened?” he asked.
“Nothing,” you replied and quickly ran out the door.
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Tao came out of the room. His foot hit the bag that you had left there.
“Who left this over here?” he asked Kris.
“I don’t know,” Kris shrugged his shoulders. Tao opened the bag and jumped up in excitement.
“Did you really get the jacket for me?” he asked but without waiting for a reply hugged Kris.
“What? No!,” Kris pushed him. “I got you socks. What are you talking about?”
“What?” Tao made a face. “Then who got me this?” Tao asked.
“Wasn’t __________ holding that bag?” Xiumin said walking up to Kris and Tao.
“_______?” Tao asked with a surprised expression.
“I’m not sure but I think I saw her holding it. Where is she anyways?” Xiumin began looking around.
“Taaaaaaaaaoooooooo,” Luhan came yelling across the room.
“What?”
“What did you do?” Luhan asked angrily.
“Nothing,” he defended himself.
“Why was __________ crying then?” Luhan asked.
“She was crying?” Tao’s heart sank immediately. “I didn’t even know she was here?”
“Well she was and now she’s not,” Luhan said sternly. “You might want to go talk to her.”
“Why me?” Tao asked but then it suddenly hit him. The jacket was the key. You got him the jacket. No one else knew about it but Kris and you. He didn’t think you cared because you acted oblivious when he was talking about it. And then the package you delivered the other day. It was for the party. Tao started to get a slight hint that you might feel the same way about him as he did about you.
“Here, hold this,” he handed the bag to Luhan and ran out the door.
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You had left your front door unlocked in a hurry. Tao came crashing inside.
“____________ where are you?” he called out. You immediately jumped out of bed and wiped your tears. You grabbed a book and started reading it so you would look normal.
“Why did you leave the party?” he asked, still catching his breath.
“I didn’t feel like staying,” you said, not looking at him.
Tao finally calmed himself and sat next to you on the bed. It was a little surprising but you wanted to hear what he had to say.
“Did you get me the jacket?” he asked looking intently at your nervous hands.
“Ye,” you nodded.
“Then why didn’t you stay to give it to me yourself?”
“I didn’t want to be clingy,” you said, recalling his words from earlier.
“Clingy? What do you mean?”
“Drop the act Tao. If you didn’t like me then you should have kept it to yourself. What was the need to tell Kris about how you felt about me?” you said as tears flowed out of your eyes once again.
“I don’t understand _________. What are you talking about?”
“Stop it,” you pushed him slightly. He held your hand and pulled you to turn around and face him.
“I came to the party and heard you say stuff about me.”
“What kind of stuff?”
“That I’m clingy and I flirt with the other members and ..and I’m a s…”
“No,” he blurted and suddenly pulled you into a hug. “I would never think of you like that. I like you _________.”
“Then..”
“I was talking about someone else.”
“Who?”
“Junji.”
“Junji?”
“She’s this other girl that just joined. ”
“Oh..”
“Yep,” he said pulling away.
“So.. you ..like me?” you asked shyly. The two of you began to blush. You looked away to hide the smile that was breaking on your face. Tao slowly slid his hand on top of yours to calm his racing heart.
“Thanks for the jacket,” he mumbled. You moved closer to him and rested your head on his shoulder. You were glad that you didn’t have to make the first move.
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Tao = <3 [Sensitive] boy so I made this one light, short and sweet.
Almost forgot: Here’s Lulu throwing confetti at you

[gif not mine]
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“And then when I walked past him he actually made an effort to look at me. Like oh my God can you believe this? It’s like I’m not invisible anymore? His big eyes and creepy smile is so adorable. I’m just so happy..”
“Oh goodness would you stop talking about him?” you begged your friend. You were starting to think that recommending her to the SM Company was a bad idea. Ever since she had started working, all she talked about was Exo. You were a little glad you weren’t working for them. You were perfectly happy working for F(x).
“You’re just jealous you don’t work for Exo,” she teased you.
“Agh,” you scoffed. “I don’t like them anyways. They are just some stuck up rookies.”
“Aish, don’t say that out loud. If people around you hear you they’ll snap at you.”
“What? We aren’t even at work right now,” you said, sounding really irritated.
“Aaaa but everybody loves them. Exo fans are everywhere,” she leaned in closer to you. “Everywhere!”
“Oh Gosh, Se na you’re scaring me now,” you said pushing her lightly. You and her had been friends since elementary school. Both of you adored each other like sisters.
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Getting the wardrobe ready for the girls was a very difficult task. It was almost next to impossible due to thousands of changes being made right before their schedules. Amber looked at you apologetically as you ran around trying to figure out what to do. You were glad that you worked for them because they treated you like their younger sister. They were very cooperative too.
“We’ll take it from here ________. You should go rest,” Victoria patted your back.
“Aish, it’s alright,” you replied still trying to fix the problem.
“No, seriously you’ve been running around since this morning. This isn’t even your job. Take some time out okay?” With that said she dragged you out of the room, knowing that was the only way since you were really stubborn.
“Now what,” you mumbled scratching your head.
“Hey,” a voice said from behind you.
“Hey,” you greeted turning around. “Ah, Chanyeol si,” you bowed.
“Oh please call me oppa,” he said and winked at you with his cheeky smile. However, looking at the flat expression on your face, it slowly started to disappear.
“I’m guessing you don’t know how to smile?” he said, closing one of his eyes.
“Huh!,” you made a face. He was really tall. Much taller than you. That day was the first time you were actually seeing him up close. You examined his face to see what was it that had stolen Se na’s heart. Why was she madly in love with that goofy guy.
“You seem to be lost?” he said snapping his finger in your face.
“Lost!.. aaaa aniyo,” you replied shaking your head. You wanted to keep a cool and distant image. You wanted to show him that you weren’t like other girls who would run after him or any of the other EXO members.
“I’ve seen you work around here. What you do is pretty cool.”
“Really?” you asked with a sarcastic expression.
“Am I sensing a little bit tension over here?” he threw another question at you.
“Tension? Oh no not at all.” You replied, this time a little bit more calmly.
He nodded but kept looking at you from head to toe. You didn’t like it so you looked away. He turned around to leave but stopped.
“You know your friend Se Na told me that you liked Kris hyung,” he said.
“Whaa,” you gasped. You now regretted telling her that. It wasn’t that you liked Kris. Se Na had been bugging you for a long time asking the same question over and over –‘Who do you like from Exo?’ You didn’t know what else to say so you blurted out Kris’s name. You had in fact talked to him once before but that was only for a brief second. He was very nice and you had nothing against him but you actually didn’t like him.
“Oh no no,” you shook your head.
He chuckled. “It’s alright, I won’t tell him.” Chanyeol gave you a thumbs up and then left.
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“Don’t you think your dress is a little too revealing?” you asked Se Na. Both you and her were at the company party. You didn’t quite know who it was being held for or why everybody was invited. The only reason you went was because you needed a break.
“Aish, it’s just about the right length,” she winked back at you. “Look at yourself. Who wears jeans to a party like this one? Don’t you want to impress some guys here?”
“You’re asking a girl who just got out of a relationship. I think I’m done dating guys,” you said with a sour face.
“What? It’s been a year since your breakup _________. Are you still not over him?” Se Na asked.
“I am over him. I just don’t like relationships,” you frowned. Se Na patted you and went to get some drinks. She knew nothing she would say was going to change your mind. You always seemed like someone had sucked the life out of you. Smiling? That was something you didn’t even know existed. She couldn’t understand why you were like that. Regardless, she loved you a lot.
“Here,” she handed you a drink.
“Hello ladies,” Chanyeol sort of announced his entrance.
“Hi,” you mumbled, taking your shot. You turned around and asked for another one.
“Are you even old enough to drink?” he asked you.
“Of course,” you said taking your second one.
“Anyways, guess who I brought along with me.” Chanyeol moved aside to reveal Kris standing behind him. Your mouth fell half open. Did he still believe that silly story Se Na had told him.
“Hey,” Kris said offering his hand.
“Hi,” you replied, nodding.
“So Se Na would you like to dance with me?” Chanyeol asked her but his eyes were still fixed on you. You glared at him so he would look away but nothing seemed to budge him.
“We have talked before haven’t we?” Kris asked, forcing you to pay attention to him.
“Ah ye,” you replied.
“Chanyeol told me you liked me,” he said with a smirk.
“Aniyoooo,” you whined but quickly bit your tongue. “I mean, of course..” Your eyes were still fixed at Chanyeol as he danced with Se Na, occasionally looking at you. His actions didn’t make sense. If he really liked her then why was he paying more attention to you? This wasn’t the first time it was happening. It had happened several times during the past week.
“I need another drink,” you said.
“Oh of course,” Kris replied. He ordered another one for you. You didn’t stop there. You continued to drink till you were way over tipsy.
“Are you alright?” Kris asked you.
“Yeah I’m fine,” you said.
“Where are you going?”
“Home!” you replied.
“But you aren’t in your senses.”
You leaned into him. “Trust me, I’ll be fine,” you patted his chest and off you went out of the party hall.
Kris was right. There was no way you could walk back home. You were way to drunk. It was your first time like that too. You had never done such a thing before but that night something ticked your heart and all you wanted to do was drink. You lifted your hand to hold your head. You couldn’t bear the pain. You could still hear the loud music from the party. Just as you were about to fall, two strong hands grabbed you…
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You opened your eyes to a very unfamiliar setting. No matter how hard you tried to recall, nothing from the night before was coming back. You pushed your pain ridden body up but all you could see were stars.
“Do you usually get this drunk?” a person standing next to the window asked you. His figure seemed hazy. You rubbed your eyes repeatedly and then looked again.
“Oh, it’s you,” you said, finally being able to see Chanyeol.
“Why the face?” he asked coming closer to you. “If you don’t like me then just say it. You don’t have to show it to me with your facial expression every time I come across you.”
He was sitting very close to you. So close that you could hear him breathe You looked away not being able to face his questioning eyes.
“I don’t know,” you mumbled. You could feel his eyes burning holes in your body. He was looking at you intently.
“Why are you like this? Why don’t you ever smile? Why don’t you live life the way it should be lived?”
“I do smile,” you looked up and forced a smile on your face.
“Seriously?” he raised his eyebrows.
“I don’t know,” you covered your face with your hands as tears rolled out of your eyes. Usually you were really good at holding yourself together but that night all of it was coming out. For some reason you felt a close connection to him. You felt like telling him would lighten everything. The things that you were dealing with in your life at the moment were far too much for a girl your age. Having to take care of a family of four, with your mother in the hospital and your father leaving you at a young age. There were far too many responsibilities on you to even think about a guy. That was one of the reasons you had to break up with your last boyfriend. Chanyeol couldn’t bear to see you cry so he hugged you. The warmth from his body felt extremely good. He tightened his embrace and then gave you a slight peck on your neck. You never knew that his touch was going to bring such tingles to your body. It felt surprisingly good. You dragged your face closer to his neck but before you could do anything else, he pulled you away and then pressed his lips against yours. He’d taken you by complete surprise. You didn’t hesitate to pull away. In fact you the butterflies in your stomach felt extremely good.
‘His cheeky smile and big brown eyes are so adorable… I just love him..,’ –Se Na’s words suddenly crossed your mind.
“Oh My God,” you pulled away and pushed him back.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. You got out of bed, hurriedly and began looking for your accessories.
“What’s going on?” Chanyeol held your hand to stop you from spazzing out.
“Everything,” you said turning around.
“What do you mean?” he pulled you closer to him and put his arms around you so you wouldn’t move.
“Don’t you get it Chanyeol? Se Na basically throws herself over you. She likes you a lot. I can’t do this to her.”
“But you like me don’t you.”
“I do..” you suddenly blurted out. You wanted to smack yourself for being so aloof. “I mean I don’t. I like Kris, remember?”
“Oh yeah,” Chanyeol rolled his eyes. “I think we both know that’s a lie. Just stop it __________. And accept that you have feelings for me just like I do for you.”
“What?” you gasped.
“Ye, ever since I first saw you at the company. I tried so hard to let it slip. But it wouldn’t. Something about you kept drawing to you. And that night.. that night I actually made an effort to talk to you, outside the F(x) practice room. .. “ he paused to see if you would say something but you kept your eyes fixed at his neckline. “I want to know more about you. I want to fix your problems. Help you through whatever you’re going through. Let me help you. There’s more to me then the happy face that everybody sees.” You couldn’t help but look up at him. You could see the sincerity in his eyes. You wanted to be with him. You wanted to let him help you.
“I can’t do this,” you finally said, struggling to escape his strong grip.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because I don’t like you the way you like me,” you said making one of your mean faces again. You felt his grip loosen on you.
You picked up all of your things but stopped at the door. “I’m sorry,” you mumbled and then quickly left because you knew that the tears would come gushing out. The last thing you wanted was for Chanyeol to see them.
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Three weeks later:
Se Na came running to you and hugged you.
“What’s wrong?” you asked, dragging her to a little corner so no one would see the two of you.
“Everything __________. Everything. I’m just so tired of all of this. Why does he never look at me? Am I ugly? Do I not fit his standards?”
“No you’re not ugly and you never will be okay. I’ll go talk to him.”
“Aniyo, don’t do that. He’ll think I’m desperate.”
“No he won’t. Just let me talk to him.”
You ran to Exo’s practice room. Luckily Chanyeol was alone in the back.
“Come with me,” you held his hand and dragged him to the storeroom.
“Woaaa woaawww, today must be my lucky day,” Chanyeol said with his usual cheeky smile. You glared at him and locked the door.
“What do you think you’re doing?” you asked him. He pointed to himself with a confused expression. “Do you have any idea what Se Na is going through right now? I was wrong. She doesn’t like you, she loves you Chanyeol. She wants to be with you and all you’re doing is pushing her away. .. she’s a great girl and I promise you she’ll keep you happy. Why don’t you give her a chance.”
“Just like you’re not giving me a chance?” he suddenly shouted causing you to stop your gab. “ You know what?” he pulled you closer and held you tightly. “I was wrong too. I don’t like you. I love you!”
You wished he hadn’t said that. His words ran shudders through your body. Over the past weeks you’d tried hard to convince yourself that you didn’t feel anything for him but not hearing him confess his love to you ruined everything.
“Stop it Chanyeol. You know I’m not interested in you.”
“No you stop it _________. Pretending to like Kris hyung will not only hurt him, but it will hurt me too. And most of all it’ll hurt you. Why don’t you just admit that you like me?” he held your wrist tightly, demanding an answer.
“Because…,” you yelled because. “I don’t want Se Na to go through all of this. She can’t bear it but I can. I’m used to losing things I love but she isn’t. She is very sensitive. I can’t bear to see her cry.”
“ But you’ll be okay see me cry?”
“Chanyeol..” you realized you didn’t have anything to say. He was right. You didn’t want to hurt him either. “Just please do this for me.” Tears started falling out of your eyes. He was right. It wasn’t easy giving up someone you loved. He let go off you, letting his hands dangle to the side. It seemed like all his energy had been drained out of his body.
“___________,” he called your name. You turned around half way to hear what he had to say. “I’ll do as you say but at least tell me that you love me too. At least once and I will never ask you again.”
You knew you were going to lose him so without giving the idea a second thought, you turned around and pressed your lips against his. Chanyeol dragged your small body closer to his and slid his hands behind you. Every second of it was worth it. But you knew it was time to leave so you quickly pulled away and left before he could stop you.
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2 days later:
You avoided eye contact with Chanyeol as the two of you walked into the building at the same time. One of your colleagues came running to you and handed you a small a folded piece of paper.
“What is this?” you asked.
“Se Na told me to give this to you before she left.”
“She left? What do you mean?”
“I don’t know,” the girl shrugged her shoulders. “She turned in her resignation letter this morning too.”
“What!” you gasped. Chanyeol held you to restore your balance. He took the letter from you and sat you down. He opened it and began reading.
“Dear __________,
By the time you get this letter I’ll be long gone out of your life and his. I heard you and him talk, in the store room that day. I am mad, really really mad. I felt like you betrayed me but then the more I thought about what you had said the more it made me realize that you only wanted me to be happy. You were sacrificing your wishes for me. I couldn’t let that happen. I’ve seen you go through a lot in life. I don’t want to be the one bringing more misery to it. Chanyeol really does love you. I was so stupid to not have noticed that before. In the past two days, I’ve seen the way he looks at you. He doesn’t look at me like that. As much as I want him too, I don’t think I can ever have him. I don’t want to force him to be in a relationship with me while his heart is with you. That would be too heartless of me. I decided to leave because I know it would hurt me a lot seeing the two of you together. I’m not as strong as you are. So please forgive me. Hopefully one day we will meet again and you and I, will be much happier.
Your Se Na
P.S: You can stop pretending to like Kris now. Give the poor guy a break..”
You couldn’t help but cry. You had lost Se Na and you felt guilty.
“I’m so sorry _________,” Chanyeol said pulling you into a hug. You lay your head on his chest and cried for a long time. Chanyeol didn’t move for a second. He sat there to comfort you through out. A little part of you was happy because you could be with him. Maybe slowly, your guilt would fade away and you would be able to love Chanyeol just as much as he loved you. He kissed you on your temple and you slid your hand into his. You weren’t going to let go of him anymore.
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I swear I have no idea why my scenarios have ended up being so long lately. I wanted to elaborate a little bit more but I couldn’t because of the length. Anyways, I hope you liked it anon. :)
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You cleared your table once again, making sure there was nothing left on it. You’d forgotten to take your keys back home the day before and had to come all the way to get them.
“Keys, purse, phone and jacket, okay,” you counted everything to make sure one last time before leaving your cubicle. You worked at SM Entertainment as the head coordinator for Super Junior’s concerts in various countries. You had started off with a much smaller job and worked your way up. It was your 4th year working there. You loved it but you were starting to get tired of it. You needed a change.
“____________,” someone called your name, just as you were about to exit the building. You knew exactly who it was but what was he doing there at that time of the night. You turned around to see the small figure running towards you.
“Minsuk, what are you doing here?” you asked, picking him up.
“Appa picked me up from school today so I stayed here all day,” he said, moving his eyes from side to side.
“Oh Appa picked you up hmmm,” you said with a big smile and ran your hands through his hair.
“Minsuk where are….” Suho stopped outside the practice room seeing him in your hands. “Oh I’m sorry. Was he disturbing you?” Suho asked walking towards the two of you.
“Oh no, not at all,” you replied handing Minsuk over. You immediately looked away. Making eye contact with Suho had been the hardest thing since you first started work at the company. It hadn’t changed ever since. Mainly because it brought back bad memories…
“Okay so I’m going to go now,” you said taking a leave.
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You made a cup of hot coco and settled in bed to watch your favorite movie. It was hard to focus that night. You started to regret bumping into Suho. You always made sure never to come across him. It only lead to him trying to act as normal as possible and you avoiding eye contact.
“Arghhhh, what’s wrong with me,” you said pulling your hair. “Why did I have to see him?”
You tried to avoid old memories from coming back but they flooded in one by one.
You still remembered your first date with him in a small café outside of your school. You were nervous so he held your hand to comfort you. Two years passed in a breeze but the only thing that changed between you and him was his love. It had increased every day. Then one day he had to leave for debut and you never saw him again, until 5 years later. He had a son and a beautiful wife. It broke you completely because all those years you had kept hope alive. Hope, that he would come back. You thought many times to leave the company, but you couldn’t. You needed money to survive in that harsh city. You were on your own. You made a conscious decision to make sure you never crossed his path. The first time he saw you, he almost chocked on his drink. He hadn’t expected it at all. In the four years you had worked there, you and Suho had barely exchanged any words besides the usual head nods or when he came to get Minsuk before going home, sometimes. His son however was very friendly with you. He was often around so he hung out with you.
You shook your head to get rid of the memories and went back to watching the movie. That is what you always did. Whatever happened was in the past. You never wanted to bring it up again. Sure, you had lots of questions you wanted to ask him. Why he never came back? Why he never tried to contact you? Did he even remember you? But would those help anyone? It would only make him uncomfortable and, hurt you. He had done you wrong but that’s how life worked. You didn’t always get what you wanted.
You forced a smile on your face to stop the tears from forming and concentrated on the movie. After all being strong was all you could do.
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“Job hunting at work _________. Tsk tsk,” your friend said hitting you on the back of your head.
“Aish, don’t say it out a loud. I’ll get in trouble,” you tried to shush him.
Once again, you were deeply engrossed in your job search when someone came up behind you.
“Job hunting?” he said.
“Oh Gosh I told you not to..,” you stopped half through realizing that it was a different voice. You turned around immediately to find Suho standing behind you. “Oh um.. what are you doing over here?” you asked.
“I need a favor,” he said casually.
“What?” you asked, keeping your eyes fixed on the laptop screen.
“If you’re not busy after 4 o clock could you pick up Minsuk from school and take him back home? I can’t do that since our practice will run late.”
“Why me? Isn’t anyone else free?”
“I’m afraid not. And besides Minsuk is comfortable around you. I wouldn’t have asked if it wasn’t absolutely necessary. He wasn’t feeling very well this morning so I’m really worried about him.”
You thought for a while before finally nodding your head.
“Gomawo,” he thanked you and left. Your thoughts kept poking you that he was just using you but your heart told you that it was the right thing to do. Not for Suho but for Minsuk. You’d grown attached to the little kid ever since his mother died. He had completely lost it but you helped him through it by staying by his side.
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“Why didn’t Appa come today?” Minsuk asked as you both walked to the corner of the street hand in hand.
“Appa had some work to do today,” you said and began looking for a taxi.
**Aaaaachoo** - Minsuk sneezed.
“Are you still not feeling well?” you asked.
“Aniyo,” he shook his head. You realized that his hands were warmer than usual too.
“When we go back home, you’re going to rest okay?” you instructed.
“Okay,” he said bobbling his head. “But you have to make me my favorite soup.”
“Fine,” you said picking him up and planting a kiss on his cheek.
“Aish, why do you do that?” he asked making a face. “Appa does the same thing, every morning.”
“You don’t like it?” you asked. He shook his head with a mischievous smile. You planted another kiss on his cheek.
“Aaaaan,” he whined.
“I can’t help it Minsuk,” you said tickling him. The sweet noise of his laughter made you more than happy. You didn’t quite know why so but you were glad that you felt that way.
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“Alright, now go hurry up and change. I’ll get your soup ready okay?” you said pushing him into the bathroom.
It took you more time than it usually did to make soup. You didn’t know where each ingredient was and more than half weren’t even there. There was next to no food in the fridge. You were surprised as to how the two lived. The living room wasn’t the cleanest place either. Papers, old mails, magazines, even some cloths were scattered around all over the place.
“The soup’s ready,” you announced walking into the room. Minsuk had tucked himself in bed and was watching TV. He clapped his hands with joy smelling the food. You fed him one spoon at a time. His eyes didn’t leave yours for even a second.
“Is there something you want to say?” you asked him. He shook his head and opened his mouth for the next feed. When you were finally done you gave him a quick peck once again. This time he didn’t resist.
“I’m going to clean this place up a little bit okay?” you told him. He went back to watching TV.
You didn’t remember Suho being that dirty. In fact if anything, he was a very organized person. The death of his wife must have struck him pretty hard. You put all the dirty clothes in one rack and placed the clean ones in the closet. You organized the magazines and sprayed air freshener in the room. Dusted the tiny book shelf and cleaned the dinner table. It took you almost an hour to finish all of it. It was getting dark outside. You went into the room to check on Minsuk one last time. His eyes were still fixed on the TV screen.
“Minsuk honey, I think it’s time for bed.” You took the remote from his hand.
“Will you read me a bed time story?” he asked, holding your arm.
“Sure,” you said, not being able to deny his request. You were only two minutes into the story when Minsuk fell asleep. His short breathing pattern, tired expressions and soft cheeks made you want to kiss him once more but you knew he’d wake up so you controlled yourself. Instead, you ran your fingers through his hair.
“You’re still here?” Suho said, causing you to jump up in surprise.
“When did you get here?” you whispered, clenching your fist to your chest.
“Just now. You left the front door unlocked.”
“Oh, Mianhamnida,” you apologized.
“When did he fall asleep?” he asked.
“Just now,” you replied. Before he could say anything you decided to leave.
“___________, Suho called after you. It was the first time in many years he’d called you by your nickname. Your heart sank for a second. You calmed yourself and turned around half way.
“I’m sorry I put you through all of this,” he said.
“Oh no no, that’s fine. I had a good time with..”
“That’s not what I meant,” he cut you. What else could he mean then? You began to think, a little confused at his statement.
“I meant..,” he began but then trailed off. He didn’t know how what else to say. He wanted to apologize for what he had done to you but he couldn’t form the right words. In fact he hadn’t even planned to say what he had just blurted out.
“Get back home safely,” he sighed.
Well there was one thing that hadn’t changed. His inability to express himself…
You nodded and quickly left.
Minsuk shifted in bed but suddenly woke up. “Did ________, leave?” he asked
“Don’t call her by her name,” Suho said sitting beside him in bed.
“Then can I call her Umma?” he asked.
“What?” Suho’s eyes widened with surprise but were quickly replaced by anger. “Are you okay Minsuk?” he asked rather sternly. Minsuk clenched his fist and curled up hearing his father’s tone.
“Why can’t she be my umma?” he asked blinking his big brown eyes repeatedly.
“Minsuk be quiet,” Suho shook him lightly. The child couldn’t bear his father’s reaction and began crying. Suho’s heart softened and he tried to hold Minsuk once again but he shrugged his appa away and hid his face under the covers.
“Minsuk honey, why are you saying such stuff today?” Suho asked, trying to comfort him.
“Because I miss my umma,” he mumbled. A sudden tinge of pain ran through Suho’s heart. He was unable to respond. All he could do was pat his son to sleep.
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A week had passed and Minsuk hadn’t come to visit you at work at all. You hadn’t really seen Suho around either but that was nothing new to you. You were a little worried though. You wanted to go ask Suho but considering he would find it strange, you dropped the idea.
On Sunday morning of that week, you finally received a call from Minsuk.
“Can you come over and visit?” he asked you over the phone.
“But why Minsuk?” you asked.
“Ah, I don’t feel so good.” He said and then faked a cough. You panicked and immediately ran out of the house to see him.
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You knocked on the door lightly. Suho opened the door after a long time.
“What are you doing over here?” he asked with an unpleasant face.
“Oh, umm Minsuk isn’t feeling well so I came to check on him,” you said nervously.
“Minsuk is just fine,” Suho replied.
“___________,” Minsuk called you, running out of the room. You kneeled down to great him and then pulled his cheeks.
“__________, can we talk?” Suho asked you.
“Ye,” you nodded.
“Come with me,” he said.
“Why not here?” you asked. He glared at you with a hardened expression. You let go off Minsuk’s hand and followed him into his room. He closed the door, making you even more scared. You knew whatever he was going to say was not going to be something you wanted to hear.
“Why are you trying to find excuses to come over here?” he asked you.
“Huh, what do..” you began.
“I know what you’re trying to do,” he raised his voice. “If you are going to put wrong thoughts in Minsuk’s mind than I suggest you rather not see him. I could never expect such a thing out of you.”
“What are you trying to say?” you cut him, obviously really confused.
“Do you know what Minsuk asked me the other day?” he said grabbing your arms. He completely took you by surprise. Did he still think he had some sort of power or control over you? If you weren’t mistaken, he had left you a long time ago. There was nothing between the two of you. How dare he hold you?
“He asked me if you could be his umma? I can’t believe you. Do you really think there’s still something between us? Are you trying to use my son to get to me again? I never thought so little of you _________. It’s pathetic to even think of something like this. I’m appalled by your..”
You suddenly shrugged yourself away from his grip. This is what he thought of you after all he had put you through. He didn’t even care about what he had done. Sure, many years had passed to that thing. He probably didn’t even remember the details since he’d moved on but what about you? You still remembered each and every detail. And now he was blaming you for coaxing his son. How could he? You didn’t even have words to defend yourself. Tears began gushing out of your eyes. You’d held them back long enough but that day it felt like Suho had pierced your heart. All this time that you hadn’t asked him for any explanations were just a waste. He could care less about how you felt. You were a fool to think that deep down he may feel a little bit guilty but that day he showed you that he didn’t. To him, the relationship he had with you was not real. How could it be? The two of you were merely, high school students, young lost and in love.
That day, for the first time, you lifted your head and looked Suho straight in the eyes. You couldn’t see pass them. You didn’t know what he was thinking. You wiped your tears and turned around to leave. Opening the door, you stopped and fixed a smile on your face so as to not upset Minsuk.
“I never meant for any of this to happen,” you mumbled and quickly opened the door. Suho stood their watchingyou, hug Minsuk and pat his head.
“Will you come back tomorrow?” he asked. You pulled a smile and shook your head.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because I have work. But I promise I’ll send some chocolates for you okay?” you said. The next second, Minsuk hugged you tightly and then kissed you on the cheek. You kissed him back and then ran out the door. There was no point in staying there. Suho had made it pretty clear.
“Did you call her here?” Suho asked Minsuk. He nodded his head but kept his eyes fixed to the ground. For the past few days Minsuk hadn’t talked to his father much.
“Why?” Suho asked.
“Because I wanted her to see you so the two of you could fall in love and then she can become my umma.” Suho didn’t even know how to respond. His son’s thoughts were so innocent and pure.
“Did _________ ever say something about this to you?” he asked. The child shook his head. “Then how did you come up with such a thing?” Suho asked.
“Because I know she likes you. She is always scared of looking at you.” Suho’s jaw dropped in surprise. Was his son really seven years old? How could he see things Suho never could.
“I want umma,” Minsuk said hugging his appa. The child’s words had moved Suho so much that even he began to cry. A little part of him regretted for yelling at you and the other part wept for making his son’s life miserable. ‘How could I be so selfish?’- he thought to himself. ‘I was thinking about only myself this whole time.’
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You decided not to go to work for the next few days. You had to get your resignation letter ready. You had thought a lot the before finally making that decision. It was better for both you and Suho that you left. That way, you won’t hurt yourself and Suho wouldn’t be uncomfortable. Besides you’d been longing for a change and Suho just made it easier for you to make that decision.
You heard a knock on your front door. You looked at your clock. It was almost 9 o clock. Who would visit you at that hour on a working night?
You walked to the door and slowly opened it. Your face hardened upon seeing Suho stand on the other end. You stared at him for a long time.
“Can I come in?” he asked. You moved aside so he could enter. The two of you walked into the living room. He glanced at the resignation letter that lay on the coffee table.
“So you really are leaving?” he asked, sitting next to you on the couch.
You nodded, clenching your hands nervously. You hated the fact that he was the only one in the entire world who could make you feel that way. You’d never let another person into your heart like that.
“_________,” he began. “I’m sorry about what I said the other day.”
“It’s okay you don’t have to,” you said getting up. He held your hand pulling you to sit down again.
“No let me say this. That day I got mad at you because I was mad at myself. I’ve been mad at myself ever since I saw you again. I hate myself for what I did to you. You probably think I don’t remember anything but I do. Each and everything and it hurts me. I was stupid for doing what I did to you. I got too caught up in my fame. It’s like the company changed me. I didn’t feel the need to contact you because I became arrogant. And now I see you hiding yourself from me, never making eye contact as if you’ve done something wrong. That should be me not you ______________. I’m the one who should be guilty here. That day when Minsuk said he wanted you to be his mother, it made me angry. I was mad because I had done you injustice. Minsuk reminded me of that. I wanted you to go away so I wouldn’t have to think about it but how stupid was I. I didn’t even care about your feelings and blamed you for everything. I am so sorry. I know my words don’t make sense and it’s because I’m a mess. I don’t have anybody in my life besides Minsuk. I feel so lonely and worn out. I need someone. Minsuk needs someone…” He stopped upon hearing your soft sniffles. He had no idea when you had started crying. It hurt him even more. He knew he didn’t deserve you. You were far too good for him and yet there he was begging you to forgive him.
He held your hand and then pulled you into a side hug.
“I want you to take care of Minsuk ….and ….me,” he whispered. “I know you still have feelings for me.”
“What about you Suho? Do you have feelings for me? Or are you only saying this because you want Minsuk to be happy?” you asked pulling away. You had never demanded answers for all the questions you had for him but that day you wanted to know.
“I loved my wife a lot..,” he said. “But .. that doesn’t change the fact that you were the first person I loved.” He held your hands once again. “I promise to take care of you __________. I’ll never make you feel unloved ever again.”
You were surprised as to how quickly your heart forgave him. That little part of you that hated him was slowly fading away. You felt pathetic for giving in so easily. But was it really your fault for loving him so much? Love had no boundaries. Suho slipped his hands behind your waist, forcing you to turn around and then embraced you.
“I’m still waiting _________,” he whispered desperately.
“Ye,” you whispered back and buried your face into his chest. He ran his hands on your back to comfort you.
“I promise you, you won’t regret this. You’ll never be hurt again,” he said kissing you on your temple. You tightened your grip on him letting him know that you were ready to trust him again.
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Wowowowoow this is not how planned this scenario to turn out at all. BUT I’m pretty satisfied with it. I hope you all like it. AND I’m sorry for the length. I got carried away. :|
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You felt a tight grip around your hand when you woke up. Lay’s face was only inches away from yours. You noticed the wrinkles on his forehead. He seemed stressed and uncomfortable. You lifted your hand to check his forehead. It was really warm.
“Oppa..” you whispered his name. He was in deep sleep. You thought it best to not disturb him and quietly slid out of bed.
Soon after you heard something drop in the room. You ran back inside only to find Lay sitting on the bed holding his head.
“Oh Gosh.. you shouldn’t go,” you said sitting beside him.
“I have to,” he mumbled.
“You’re sick,” you said with worry.
“I’ll be fine. It’s really not that bad,” he forced a smile and squeezed your hand. “And besides, the managers and boys will be there so I’ll be fine.”
“But..”
“Trust me,” he said and gave you a peck on the cheek. You pulled him back and pressed your lips against his.
“You’ll get sick,” he warned.
“I don’t care,” you said before connecting them with his, again.
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Lay walked close behind Kris. His vision kept blurring even when he tried hard to focus. “Luhan.. Kris..” he mouthed the words a shot of pain ran through his waist.
“Ouch,” he cried, not being able to resist the pain he’d been feeling for quite some time.
“Are you alright?” Luhan suddenly turned around and asked.
“Ye,” he replied closing his eyes.
“We are about to approach the fans. Do you think you can do it?” he asked. Lay nodded, placing his hand on his face. He wanted to give his best to the fans so he forced a smile as soon as the automatic doors slid open. The members waved their hands and bowed to the fans. Lay lifted his hand, which increased the pain. He suddenly stumbled, only to be caught by one of the managers.
The shouting and screaming and the struggling amongst the fans suddenly stopped. There was silence everywhere as they all stared at his weak body.
“Are you alright?” the manager asked.
“Ye,” he replied and took a step only to stumble again.
“Hold on, I’ll get you a wheel chair. Your body’s too warm and you seem weak.”
“No, I’m fine. I can do this,” he insisted.
“Don’t push yourself,” Kris said placing his hand on Lay’s shoulder. The silent fans started yelling ans screaming once again, in worry. The cameras started flashing. No matter how much the managers and security tried to stop them, it didn’t work.
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You scrolled through your daily feeds on Weibo when a post with Lay’s picture popped up. The managers were holding him to help him walk. He looked weak and worn out. More worn out than earlier that morning.
“Oh no!,” you covered your mouth with your hands as a gasp escaped you. The next second, you jumped out of your seat and ran for your phone.
“Pick up, pick up, pick up,” you repeated while nervously pacing around the room. Tears were forming in your eyes.
Lay felt his phone vibrate. He tried to reach for it but the manager stopped him.
“Let me talk to her,” he whispered.
“The fans are watching,” the manager whispered sternly. The group came out of the airport with the reporters and fans running close behind. The other members seemed to be really worried. Luhan put his arm around Lay to comfort him.
“Do me a favor,” Lay whispered.
“Ye,” Luhan replied.
“Take my cell phone and text ___________. She’s called me for the 10th time. I think she found out,” Lay said in broken speech with great difficulty. Luhan nodded and slipped his hand in Lay’s pocket. He quickly took it out and turned around to escape the managers’ eyes.
‘I am fine. Don’t worry.’ – you looked at the message. It made you worry even more. You just wanted to fly there and take care of him.
You spent the entire night shifting from side to side in your bed. Lay’s image kept revolving in your head. He was always very irresponsible about his health. You took care of him like his mother. It was almost 1 am but your eyes were still wide open. You picked up your phone to try and call him one last time but before you could, your phone buzzed. It was him. Your face lit up.
“How are you? Are you feeling better? Why weren’t you picking up my call? I have been worried sick about you. I told you to..”
“__________, relax. I’m fine,” he said but his voice told the opposite. He sounded tired and sick.
“No you’re not. I keep telling you to take care of yourself but you never listen to me. Are you happy now?” you asked and began to cry.
“Please don’t cry. It’ll only make me worry more,” he said meekly. You tried to stay something but your sniffles took you.
“_________ah, Please stop crying. It hurts me to hear you cry,” he said once again. You wiped your tears and tried not to cry.
“Please be careful and come back soon.”
“I’ll see you soon.”
“And then I won’t let you go anywhere till you are fine,” you asked like a little child.
“Anything you say,” Lay replied back.
“Oppa..”
“Ye..”
“Wo ai ni,”
“Wô je ai ni” he replied and took a deep breath.
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For anyone who didn’t know already, Lay was/is really sick recently.
Here’s the video:
http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/34800878464/luhanlu-121029-nanjing-airport-lay
And here’s a picture:

I don’t agree with people who think it’s a bad idea to reblog this stuff because it will only upset Lay. We as his fans deserve to see/know what happened to him. We want to be there in every moment with him. If we can’t see him in person, we should at least be given the liberty to look at the pictures/videos to see how our GeGe is doing. We [I] love him a lot and wish for his health. *Lets all pray for him*
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You stood outside your office building looking at your watch repeatedly. It had been 30 minutes and Sehun still hadn't shown up. He was supposed to pick you up since your car broke down a few days ago. You didn't like calling him repeatedly and bugging him but it was getting dark. You dialed his number and waited for him to pick up. Surprisingly, he didn’t.
“Aaaa, where could he be?” you mumbled to yourself. Suddenly a car flew by you, causing your skirt to fly up in the air.
“Wooaaaa,” you cried, holding it down. It only added, to your already shivering body. The car went a little further, then stopped and reversed to where you were standing.
“__________ah, what are you doing out here at this time,” Tae Mu asked pulling down the window.
“Tae Mu, Oh my God.. when did you get back?” you asked with surprise.
“Last night,” he said, opening the door so you could sit in.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” you punched him lightly.
“Ouch, do you do this to Sehun too?” he asked and winked at you.
Just as you sat in the car Sehun’s car stopped at a little distance. Seeing you get in the car with a guy surprised him a little bit. He got out calling after you but Tae Mu had started driving by that time.
“So how are things with him?” he asked. You looked up at him and smiled shyly.
“Aaaa, I see. You really like him don’t you?”
“Of course,” you murmured.
“How long has it been with him? I think you two started going out a little before I left right?”
“Ah Ye, we did. It’s been almost six months now.”
“So do you know he is the guy? Like for sure?”
“There can’t be any other,” you replied.
“Oh wooo, this is serious business then.”
“Obviously,” you said and punched him again.
“Aaa I feel bad for him. How does he even handle you?” Tae Mu said playfully.
“Oppa!!! Do you really want to get punched again?” you whined.
“Aish aniyo,” he replied.
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Your pot was slightly out of its position. You smiled because you knew Sehun was inside. He always used to spare keys to enter your apartment whenever you weren’t there.
“Why are you smiling?” Tae Mu nudged you.
“Shhhhh!! Sehun is inside,” you shushed him. Both you and him tiptoed inside. You poked your head in the living room. Sehun had his head bent towards the floor in a deep state of thinking.
“Oppa!,” you said with a cheeky smile.
“_________!” Sehun called your name with a slight anger in his tone. As soon as he looked up, the frown on his face changed into a forced smile. “Oh I didn’t know you were bringing a…. friend.”
“Oh Ye,” you turned around to introduce Tae Mu to Sehun. “This is Tae Mu.”
“Hi I’m Sehun,” Sehun offered a handshake.
“Woooaa Wooa Woo ___________, you haven’t told him about us?” Tae Mu said and winked at you playfully.
“Aish,.. stop” you said and hit him.
“Aii this is the third time this night,” he held your wrist.
“I know,” you replied getting close to him.
“Aaaa, I should go.” Sehun announced seeing you two play around.
“Aniyo, you’re not going anywhere. Tae Mu is leaving and I’ll be all alone. Beside this is the first time I’m seeing you this week.”
“Ah yeah I should leave. _______ really did take too much of my time.” He said and pulled you into a hug. He had no idea how uncomfortable Sehun was getting at the moment.
“So what was that all about?” Sehun asked after Tae Mu left. He walked up to you and held you from behind.
“What?” you asked turning around to face him. “Tae Mu?” Sehun nodded and kissed you on your neck.
“He’s my friend from university.”
“Just friend?” he asked raising his eyebrows.
You giggled. “It’s funny you say that because everybody in university asked us the same question with the same expression.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean!,” you smiled cheekily and walked to the other side of the island counter top. “That if I hadn’t met you, he would have been my boyfriend.”
“Huh?” Sehun’s jaw dropped in surprise.
“Yep,” you nodded. “You know you should be take extra care of me now that he’s back. He might sweep me of my feet and you will never even know what happened.”
“Whaaa,” Sehun gasped keeping his cool. He walked up behind you once again and turned you around to face him. “But you’re mine.”
“Really?” you said sarcastically and gave him a quick peck. Then you remembered what Sehun had done earlier that day. “Waiiiiitttt a minute. You didn’t come to pick me up.”
“I did,” he defended himself.
“Really? When?” you asked and frowned.
“Right when you got into your friend’s car.”
“Then how did you get back to the apartment before me?”
“I don’t know you tell me?” he pouted.
“Oh forget it.. I’ll just make you some food.”
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“Want me to pick you up” Sehun asked you over the phone.
“Nah, it’s alright. My boyfriend is picking me up.”
“What?”
You giggled. “I’m kidding. Tae Mu will pick me up.”
“What do you mean?” he asked sounding irritated.
“ He goes back home this way everyday so he’ll pick me up till my car gets fixed.”
“But..” Sehun sighed. “Okay. I’ll see you later.”
“Bye.”
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You had been very disturbed for a few days. Your Umma had called once again to ask you to go on the blind date she had set up for you. She was very traditional and wanted you to get married as soon as possible. You’d told her repeatedly that Sehun was the only one you could ever think of marrying. She did not approve of it since she knew his career was young and there was no way he would be ready. You knew that too and you were ready to wait but your mother won’t listen. She’d left you crying the night before with her harsh words. She told you that she was going to forget she ever had a relationship with you. How could a mother say that to her on child? You’d been devastated upon hearing that. You hadn’t seen Sehun in almost two weeks. You needed some time to think.
You heard the front door open. “Oppa is that you?” you asked from your room.
“Ye.” Sehun replied. It was the first time that you frowned hearing his voice. You didn’t want to see him at the moment because you wanted to clear your head first.
“It’s so late. Why are you here?” you asked when he entered the room. Sehun was really irritated. He feared that he was slowly losing you. He hadn’t seen you in forever and this is how you were acting seeing him. When you were with Tae Mu, you didn’t act like this then why him- he often wondered. Still, he kept calm and slid in bed beside you.
“I wanted to see you.” He said kissing you on your temple. You wanted to kiss him back but you kept back. You were still debating if you should tell him about what your mother had said. You didn’t want to put Sehun in a situation where he would have to choose between you and his career.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, looking at you intently.
“Nothing,” you sighed and rested your head on his chest. He ran his fingers through your hair until you fell asleep.
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“Hey do you want to come over tonight? The boys are out… and I’m all alone.” Sehun asked.
“Aaa I’m not feeling very well.” You made an excuse.
“Your voice is fine.”
“Aaa.. listen I’ll talk to you later okay?” you told him and hung up but you didn’t press the button properly so Sehun was still on the phone. Somebody had knocked on your front door. It was Tae Mu.
“Oh good you’re here,” you said opening the door and hugging him.
“What’s wrong?” Tae Mu asked. As soon as Sehun heard Tae Mu’s voice he sprung up. He just couldn’t take it anymore. He’d tolerated enough, for the past few months but it was finally time that he spoke up. ‘Maybe she is cheating on me.. but how could she? I love her. She can’t do this to me.’ He had to see you. He picked up the car keys and got up. He was finally going to confront you.
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“Why is she doing this though? I’ve never seen your mother act like that.” Tae Mu asked after you finished telling him the story.
“I don’t know Tae Mu. She has never been like this and do you know what? She keeps telling me that she doesn’t like Sehun. How can she? How can she ever say that?” you said and finally began crying.
Sehun entered your apartment and tip toed to your room.
“Have you told him about this?” Tae Mu asked you. You shook your head.
“I don’t want to. You know he’ll be hurt. I don’t want to hurt him.”
“But don’t you think he should know about this.”
“He is too sensitive. If he finds out, he’ll be devastated.”
“So you’ll just pretend like nothing’s happened?”
“Ye,” you nodded. Tae Mu pulled you into a hug. A tear fell from Sehun’s eyes but he quickly wiped it away. He had tried hard to not believe what his heart had been telling him all this time but he could see it in front of his eyes.
“__________,” he said your name, showing himself.
“Huhh,” you gasped and got up. Tae Mu walked to Sehun and placed his hand on Sehun’s shoulder. Sehun shrugged it away. Tae Mu didn’t quite understand why.
Sehun closed the door as soon as Tae Mu left.
“I can’t believe this..”
“I’m sorry I was going to tell you but I just didn’t know how to,” you said, not knowing what Sehun was talking about.
Sehun walked up to you and held you tightly. “How could you do this to me? Did you not care for once that I love you?”
“I love you too,” you replied.
“Love? Do you even know the meaning of that word?” he asked. You were confused. What did he mean?
“These type of words don’t sound nice coming out of your mouth.” He pushed you back. “Huh, I can’t believe I wasted all this time on you.”
“What are you saying? I don’t understand?” you asked.
“You don’t understand? ________ I don’t understand. If you were so unhappy then why didn’t you just say so? I would have just left you. I don’t want to force you in such a relationship and please you don’t have to worry about me. I will be fine. I can handle myself.”
“Oppa…”
Tears started coming out of Sehun’s eyes. He was really hurt.
“Just know that I had always loved you. My love was pure. Even if it’s only been six months and they probably don’t mean a thing to you but they meant a lot to me. Do you know why? Because I’d fallen for you the first time I saw you. I didn’t care when the other members and managers told me that it wasn’t right to date you. I went against their will because I knew that you were the one. You were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. _________ I just..” he stopped. He couldn’t go on anymore.
“Oppa please let me explain..” you tried but he lifted his hands to stop you.
“It’s over..” he said and turned around to leave.
“What do you mean it’s over?” you ran after him.
“Just..don’t..” he pulled you away and before you knew it, he was gone. You had fought with your mother for him all this time and all of that was for nothing. Sehun had just walked out of your life saying so many things. Some you understood, other.. you had a lot of questions about. You couldn’t even stop him because you yourself were undecided. One thing that both you and him didn’t know was that, the two of you were talking about two completely different things.
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One year later:
You twisted your engagement ring in your finger out of boredom. Somehow you were always the one waiting.
“Sorry I got late,” your fiancée came and sat across you.
“It’s alright,” you replied without looking at him. You had been engaged to him for over a month now but there was still this awkwardness between you and him. You had no idea that the ‘blind date’ your mother had set for you would work out this way. Time flew by but there wasn’t a single day that you hadn’t thought about Sehun. He was always on your mind. You wanted to find him and tell him that you still loved him but then what? Were things going to change? Was he going to agree to marry you? The reason you hadn’t contacted him was because you wanted him to be more successful.
“Shall we order?” he asked looking at you intently. You nodded.
You weren’t enjoying the meal just like all the other times you and your fiancée went out. You excused yourself and went to the ladies room. You stood in front of the mirror for a long time staring at your reflection. You were trying to convince your heart that you should accept the reality and just move on. It was hard. Months had passed and nothing had changed. You still needed more time. Shaking your head out of your thoughts you opened the bathroom door. Your eyes met a pair of very familiar eyes. It was Sehun. His eyes fell on yours and for a minute everything stood still. He looked different. Much skinnier and flushed out. He never wore eye liner but he had it on, that day. You looked away immediately and walked passed him.
When you settled down opposite your fiancée, you saw Sehun come and sit on a table in the corner. He was looking at you intently. It made you nervous.
“Are you okay?”
“Yea I’m fine,” you replied.
“Listen I’m going to have to leave. Something came up.”
“That’s fine,” you replied. Your fiancée got up and gave you a quick peck on the cheek before leaving. Just then Sehun got up and walked towards you. Your body shook with fear and your hands froze.
“Who is he?” he asked sitting opposite you.
“My fiancée,” you mumbled without looking at him.
“Whaa..,” Sehun gasped. “So you left Tae Mu too?”
You looked up at him in confusion.
“Huh! I should have warned him Tae Mu. If you could cheat on me then you could obviously cheat on him too. In fact I should go run after this guy and tell him too.” His bitter words ran like a sword through your heart.
“I never cheated on you,” you defended yourself.
“____________, please.” Sehun rolled his eyes and looked away.
“Is that what you were talking about that night?” you asked.
Sehun didn’t respond.
“Oppa! Answer me?” you begged.
He still didn’t respond. You took his silence as a yes. This whole time you’d been thinking that he left you was because you had failed to tell him about what your mother thought of him.
“Oppa,” you said and held his hand. He pulled it away.
“If there’s one thing that I am sure of in this world is that I love you, always have and always will.” Sehun looked at you with hurt and disappointment in his eyes.
“I could never cheat on you and you know that too. Tae Mu was just a friend.”
“Then why were you with him that night? And why did you lie to me?” he snapped.
“Because of Umma,” you replied. “She didn’t want us to be together. She wanted me to get married. She wanted me to either push you or leave you. How could I ever do that? I didn’t want to make you choose between me and your career.”
Sehun began to say something but then stopped. A sudden tinge of guilt took over him. He felt stupid. He spent a year hating you all because of a misunderstanding. And now you sat before his eyes and he still couldn’t have you. You belonged to someone else now.
“__________, I’m so sorry.” He buried his face in his hands. I didn’t know. If I knew I would have never let go off you. You knew I loved you. I would have chosen you over anything. Why did you doubt me?”
“I was scared,” you whispered, wanting to hug him.
Sehun suddenly got up, took your hand and walked you out of the restaurant.
“Leave him and come with me.” He said.
“What?” you snapped in surprise.
He nodded.
“Please..” he begged.
“I can’t do this.”
“Why?”
“It’s not right.”
“Us not being together is not right._________ I love you and I know you love me too.” He pulled you into a hug.
“Please,” he begged. You knew you wanted to be with him. That’s all you’d wished for, for so long. Being so close to him after so long, feeling his soft breath on your neck, hearing his sniffles and his strong arms around you reminded you of how much you loved him. You began to cry. Sehun ran his finger through your hair to comfort you. You tightened your embrace.
“I love you,” is all you could say.
“I love you too,” he replied and pulled away, pressing his lips against yours.
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I don’t usually write scenarios like this but I hope you all like this! :) It’s pretty long so I apologize to those of you who like short scenarios. I didn’t plan on making it this long but it just somehow worked out to be like this ..O_O
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“Care to dance?” A half drunk guy came up to you and asked. You were surprised as to how he’d found you. Your friend had dragged you to the club but you had especially made sure to not be seen by anyone. Out of all the beautiful girls who were almost half naked, he came and chose you. You looked him up and down. He didn’t seem like a flirt or a play boy at all. He just seemed distressed.
“Aaaa, no thank you,” you mumbled and looked away.
“Oh come onnnn,” he grabbed your hand and began dragging you.
“Excuse me,” you pulled your hand away. “Get away from me.”
He was surprised by your sudden reaction. He looked into your eyes and you into his. He was getting teary eyed. He slipped his hand out of yours slowly and walked away. You felt bad for a split second but you repressed it and quickly left.
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You were jogging down the Central park. The weather was pleasant, not too cold neither too warm. The frequent breezes, were announcing the coming of the winter.
“Hey,…. Hey .. hold up,” someone from behind you, called repeatedly. You weren’t sure the person was calling you until he caught up with you. You stopped to look at him. A faint memory of the night at the club two weeks from then came back to you. It was that same guy who ‘d asked you to the dance.
“Oh it’s you again,” you said, rolling your eyes. He nodded and smiled nervously.
“I just wanted to say that I’m really sorry about the other day. I shouldn’t have just grabbed your hand like that. I have no..”
“Oh no you don’t have to apologize.”
“But..”
“No really, you don’t. You were half drunk so you obviously didn’t know what you were doing.” You said and looked away. His presence was making you nervous. Now that you were looking at him in day light; he was pretty good looking.
“That’s very nice of you to say that,” he said.
“I’m actually surprised as to how you even remember me,” you said.
He chuckled and scratched his head. “Aaah, well you did say I was only half drunk.”
You laughed nervously too and then both of you stood in awkward silence.
“So could I treat you to dinner some time?…aaa.. you know to make up for the …other day.”
You thought for a while but then decided to say yes. It wasn’t like you were going to lose anything.
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6 months later:
“Hey, where are you?” you asked Kai as soon as he picked up the phone.
“Ahhh.. I’m sorry. I’m running a little late.”
“How late?” you asked.
“Umm.. Can you catch a ride with somebody else?”
“What?” you snapped.
“Yeah it’ll take me 30 more minutes.”
“But it’s freezing out here.”
“I know. I’m really sorry. I got caught up with something.”
“ Fine.” You were mad. Really mad but you had no choice. You sighed angrily and hung up on him. Kai had been acting a little weird lately. There was definitely something bothering him. You asked him repeatedly but he always changed the topic.
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“______________ where are you?” you heard Kai call your name from the living room.
‘Great, I left the front door unlocked again’- you thought and sighed. Your eyes were burning due to fever.
“I’m in here,” you said meekly, then a fit of coughing took you.
“Hey,” Kai poked his head inside your room. “Oh my God, what happened to you?”
“Nothing,” you pouted and turned away.
“You haven’t been answering my calls for the past two day.”
“Maybe because I was sick.”
“And you didn’t care to tell me?”
“Umm, I didn’t want to disturb you since you get busy with stuff,” you quoted his words, with a slight hint of anger.
“_____________ah, I’m really sorry for the other day.” He came and sat beside you pulling you to turn around.
“What?” you mumbled.
“Look at me,” he whined.
You turned around to look at him.
“Want me to make you something?” he asked. You shook your head.
“I’ll make some soup.” He said getting up. You held his hand to stop him.
“It’s okay. You don’t have to.”
“No! I do. I’m responsible for this condition of yours.”
Kai went into the kitchen and soon came back with a bowl of soup. He fed it to you and then ran his finger through your hair till you fell asleep. He didn’t realize that he’d been looking at you for a long time until a tear fell from his eyes onto his hand. You were right. He had been upset for the past few weeks. Even though you and him had been in a relationship for over 5 months he had just recently felt something special for you. There was a secret he’d been hiding from you for a long time. He didn’t think it was important to tell you but now that he’d started falling in love with you, it had started to bother him. The fact that he started this relationship on the basis of lies was killing him on the inside. How could he ever tell you that he only went out with you because he wanted to ‘get over’ his last girlfriend? A little part him, hated himself for doing this to you. He always questioned himself, that would he ever be able to have enough courage to tell you the truth. He knew well, that you loved him. He could see it in your eyes so breaking your heart was out of question. Sometimes he felt as if he didn’t deserve you and leaving you would be better but then the selfish side of him, wanted you to be his forever.
Hours passed away and he still couldn’t come up with anything. Finally, his selfish side lost. He knew what he had to do and he was dreading every second that was nearing to the time you were going to wake up.
You opened your eyes to Kai still sitting besides you, and you holding on to his hand tightly.
“You’re still here?” you asked getting up.
“No no, don’t get up.” he said tucking you back into bed.
“Why didn’t you wake me up? It’s so late.”
“You looked so peaceful while sleeping; I didn’t want to disturb you.”
“Oh Pssh,” you nudged him. He smiled and gave you a peck on the cheek.
“Are you feeling better?”
“Much better,” you replied.
“That’s good,” he mumbled and moved back, looking away.
“Hey Kai.”
“Hmm,”
“Is there something bothering you? Please tell me.”
You heard him take a deep breath. “Actually there is something I want to say.”
Your face lit up. After asking this question more than fifteen times, he was finally ready to answer it.
“I want to break up with you.”
“What?” you jumped out of bed in surprise.
He stood up too. He was equally surprised because he had no idea he was going to say it so directly. He had no control over his thoughts or words at the moment.
“What do you mean?” you asked.
“I don’t know.”
“What do you mean you don’t know?”
“I’m ….gonna..leave!,” he said but you blocked his way.
“I deserve an explanation.”
He looked at you and shook his head. He was teary eyed just like 6 months ago when you first met him at the club.
“Please tell me,” you said holding on to his sleeve as tears flowed out of your eyes. He held you by your arms, firmly and shook you.
“__________, the only reason I went out with you was because I wanted to get over my last relationship. That night, when I was drunk at the club was because I broke up with my girlfriend. I was just using you. Do you get it? I was just using you to get over her.”
“What..!” you whispered. You felt a heavy glump in your throat. You started to get mad, as his words sank in. He was using you this whole time…
“I hate you,” you said and pushed him. He didn’t retaliate. “I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.” You repeated burying your face in your hands.
“I’m really sorry ________,” he mumbled.
“Just go Kai..” you said. Your head hurt. You were tired and all you wanted was to sleep. Kai stood there watching you for a while but even he knew he had to leave. There was no more damage he could do. You heard his movement. He was leaving and you were never going to see him again.
“Wait..,” you called.
He turned around and stood at the door.
“Did you ever for once loved me?” you asked hesitantly. There was no response. You looked up at him. He was looking right back at you.
“I did,” he mouthed the words. He didn’t have the courage to say anything else but he knew that if he didn’t he would regret it for the rest of his life. “When we went to the mountains together. That’s when I realized that I’d fallen for you. I just didn’t want this relationship to be built on basis of lies. I love you _______ and I would never want to hurt you but I feel as if you’d be better off without me. You deserve someone who is much better than me. Someone who will love you from the beginning till the end. Believe me if I could start over with this relationship I would because.. I..” he couldn’t say it anymore. You looked away. He stood at the doorway hoping you would stop him but you didn’t even move.
He left and you were now alone..
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6 months later:
You walked into the coffee shop and sat on the usual table. The guy behind the register looked at you and nodded, getting ready to make your usual order. This was sort of your daily ritual. Every evening you would go there after work to relax.
“Can I get you some coffee?” an unfamiliar voice said.
“I already ordered mine,” you replied without looking up.
“Well than can I sit with you?” he asked. You looked up, and Kai was standing right before your eyes, with a calm smile fixed on his face. You were surprised but you didn’t show it. He sat opposite you watching you move your head from side to side in nervousness.
“Hi, my name is Kai,” he offered you his hand. You looked at him in confusion but then suddenly you recalled what he’d told you 6 months ago. ‘Believe me if I could start over with this relationship, I would..’
“Hi my name is _________.” You said while shaking his hand. Both you and him smiled at each other quietly sipping your coffee.
Indeed, he had started it all over again..
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Kai is so adorable! [Have any of you seen the new haircut?] Yukk! Nevertheless I still <3 him :)

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“_________ah, clean your room.” Your mother yelled from the living room.
“I’m cleaning it,” you yelled back without taking your eyes off of the computer screen.
“Are you watching anime again?” she asked.
“Aniyo,” you replied with irritation. You began watching your anime hero kill the bad guys once again. “So beautiful,” you mumbled to yourself. Just then a cold breeze touched your arms. You looked at the open window and cringed your nose. You were too lazy to get up and close it. The best scene was on. The contractor [bad guy] ripped the hero’s shirt apart.
“Aaaaiiii,” you squealed. Just then another wave of chilly wind touched your arms. You sighed and paused the video. Walking to the window, all you could think about was him. As you were pulling it down, your eyes fell on your hero standing in the apartment across from you. He was shirtless, looking for something, running around the room.
“Huhhh!!,” you gasped and rubbed your eyes. ‘How could he be real? He’s an anime character? Am I seeing things?’ You asked yourself. You were really confused as to what was going on. The guy suddenly looked up at you. He glared at you for staring at him. It took you a minute to realize how stupid you looked. You quickly hid behind the curtains and bit your lip.
“Oh Gosh, that’s a real human not an anime character,” you mumbled, tucking your hair behind your ear. Your ears turned red with embarrassment. You slightly poked your head through the curtains, only to find him still looking at your window. You moved back again.
“Ummaaa,” you called out running to the living room. “When did we get new neighbors?”
“They moved in a week ago. You would know, if you knew life existed outside of your little viral world.”
“Aaaaann,” you pouted.
“Okay okay, now go clean up,” she instructed.
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“Class we have a new student coming in today,” your teacher announced. The silence in the room was replaced by whispers and muffled voices. Even you thought to yourself, as to who would join school in the middle of the semester. You were stunned as the new student walked in class. It was that same guy you’d seen in the window across from yours. It was that same guy who you thought was an anime character and it was that same guy you had wished to never see again. He looked around the class. His eyes met yours for a brief second but you quickly looked away.
“Hi, my name is Kris,” he said waving his hand. Every single girl [except you] in the room gasped. His features, his body, his skin, everything was perfect. You weren’t the only one who thought he was flawless and almost unreal. Kris went and sat in an empty seat in the corner. You turned around to look at him for a quick second. Once again your eyes met his. Your ears turned red when he smirked at you. You frowned and turned around, hoping he wouldn’t tell anyone about what had happened a few days back.
Your eyes were fixed on the clock. As soon as the bell rang, you sprang out of your chair and ran for the door.
“Hey wait,” a voice from behind you said.
You turned around and of course, it was Kris. He caught up to you. “Hey!,” he said once again.
“Hey,” you mumbled back clenching your book to your chest.
“I’m new here. You wanna help me around?” he asked.
“Ummm I’m a little busy,” you said hurriedly and ran away.
You knew well that Kris had gotten the wrong idea but you just couldn’t talk to him. He made you nervous. You couldn’t even look him straight in the eyes.
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A week had passed away and you’d only hated your Biology class more. Every time Kris entered the room, your heart began racing. You weren’t even sure if you liked him or your anime hero. Kris hadn’t tried talking to you ever since you’d scared him away with your silliness. He didn’t even make eye contact with you. You secretly regretted it but then you suppressed the feeling, thinking it was for the best.
You shuffled in bed from side to side not being able to sleep. This empty feeling, inside of you was bothering you. You sighed and got out of bed to get dressed. There was one thing you loved doing on cold winter nights; playing basketball, to get your mind off of things. You tip toed out of the apartment and went down stairs. You could hear dribbling of a basket ball from the distance. ‘Who could be silly enough to be playing at this time of the night..?’ you thought to yourself.
“What are you doing here?” the guy in the court asked you as you approached him.
“I want to play too,” you said.
“Do you know how to play?” he asked.
“Of course,” you mumbled. He took a step forward to reveal his face in the light.
“Oh Gosh,” you gasped seeing Kris stand before you.
“Why do you always do that when you see me?” he asked making a face.
“What?” you asked looking from here to there in nervousness.
“That,” he said squinting his eyes. “I’m not that scary you know.”
“It’s not that.”
“Then what is it?”
“I’m embarrassed.”
“Of what?”
“The other day.”
“The other day? The one in school or the one when you stared at me through your window?” he asked with an amused expression.
“See! This is what I’m talking about,” you pouted and turned around to leave.
“Wait,” he pulled you back. “Why were you looking at me?”
“Because you..,” you began but stopped. If you told him, you thought he looked like an anime character, he’d laugh at you and then never talk to you.
“Nothing,” you mumbled.
“Tell me,” he insisted.
“Aniyo,” you shook you head and snatched the ball from him.
“Oh no you didn’t,” he said coming after you. And so began the game between you and him.
“You know lots of girls in school tell me that I look like an anime character from this series.” Kris said trying to get the ball from you.
“Really? How stupid,” you said making a basket.
“I know right,” he said and clapped for you. You were glad you didn’t tell him.
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“At least, drink your milk,” your mother called after you. You were running late.
“I don’t have time,” you said and closed the door behind you. Kris closed the door to his apartment at the same time. Both you and him gave each other a smile.
“Hey _________,” he called you.
“Ye,” you turned around.
“Want me to give you a ride?” he asked.
“Sure,” you replied with a faint smile, thinking about all the girls at school who would be so jealous seeing you with him.
‘This is a good start’ - both you and Kris thought and smiled to yourself.
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Okay Kris does look like a Manga/Anime character *handsdown*
Go to the fanboard and type in your message :) He will appreciate it :)
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Sehun looked outside the small window in the backstage changing room.
“Come on Romeo, we have a performance to give,” Baekhyun hit him on the head.
“What?” he made a face and shook his head.
“Stop thinking about her!”
“About who?” Kai asked coming in the room.
“About no one.” Sehun said, eyeing Baekhyun.
“Um Alright, but you guys need to get on stage. We have 2 more minutes. Super Junior just finished performing.” Kai said and left the room.
“You should move on. It’s been six months. It’s not like you’ll see her again. Didn’t you say she wasn’t from this city?” Baekhyun said blinking repeatedly to look like a diva.
Sehun glared at him. Baekhyun knew what was coming next. He tried to run away but Sehun caught hold of him and punched him three times on his arm.
“I wasn’t thinking about her,” he said grinding his teeth. Baekhyun laughed and ran outside.
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“Alright boys, this is our first SMTOWN in Seoul. Are you ready?” Suho said to get the boys pumped up.
**Hwaiting** the boys called out loudly and ran on stage.
After introducing themselves, they performed Mama and History as usual. Ran around stage collecting tokens from fans and then throwing them back to other fans. Sehun seemed to be in his own world, not even bothering to look at the crowd cheering for him.
“Sehun, show more emotions, next time you’re on stage,” Suho said patting his back as they got off stage.
“You’re up again. Where’s Luhannnn,” the manager yelled coming up behind him. Sehun made an irritated face and began changing. For some reason he did not feel like performing that day.
“What’s with the face?” Luhan said putting his arm around Sehun.
“What about it?” Sehun asked.
“Oh never mind. I forgot it’s always like this,” Luhan winked and ran away before Sehun could hit him. They were going to perform “DJ Got us falling in love” next, with SNSD. Sehun was really nervous because it was his first time performing an English song on such a big stage.
“I can do this. I can do this,” he kept repeating to himself. The boys went to their respective positions and waited for the queue. Sehun moved his head from side to side, and suddenly his eyes fell on a familiar image. It was a girl, standing in the middle of the cheering crowd, holding a ‘Super Junior’ sign, rolling her eyes at her crazy friend who wouldn’t stop jumping.
It was you…
“Come on Sehun,” Luhan said angrily since Sehun missed his queue. He ran on stage but his eyes were fixed on you.
“Get your head in the performance,” Luhan whispered to him when they highfived.
The performance was pretty energetic. You were smiling looking at Sehun, unaware that he’d seen you and was looking back at you from time to time. Over the past six months, you’d researched enough about Exo, to know what each member was like. You still however were a bigger fan of Super Junior.
“You are the luckiest person alive to have met Sehun,” your friend turned around suddenly and lightly punched you.
“Oh please, it was nothing special.” You lied and as soon as she turned around, a smile appeared on your face. You had to admit, Sehun was pretty attractive.
As soon as the performance ended, Sehun ran by Luhan’s side. “Oh my Gosh, I found her,” he whispered in his ear. “Really?” Luhan’s eyes widened with surprise. Luhan had never seen Sehun that excited.
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“That was a great concert,” your friend said jumping with excitement.
“Calm down child,” you said as your eyes moved up and down watching her jump.
“Excuse me Ma’am,” a guy from behind you said. You turned around to see who it was. “You have to come with me.”
“What?” you snapped back in surprise.
“Ye,” he replied sounding a little nervous. He wasn’t sure he was allowed to do that.
“Umm I’m not sure,” you said sounding suspicious.
“It’s nothing bad, I promise,” he said in a hurry. “Now come on..”
You thought for a while but then agreed. It wasn’t like you were losing anything. You squeezed through the crowd and finally reached backstage.
“Wooo wooo, why am I backstage?” you said when the two of you stopped in front of a small door. The guy shrugged his shoulders and left.
“What? Umm hellooo??” you called after him.
“I called you here,” someone said from behind. You turned around. You were surprised for a split second but then a smile made its way on your face.
“Oh so I actually get a smile this time?” Sehun said raising his eyebrows and smiling.
“How’d you know I was here?” you asked. “In fact, how do you even remember me?”
“Remember you? Psshh! I wasn’t even sure if it was you,” he said trying hard not to look desperate.
“Oh right,” you said. Both yours and his eyes were smiling.
“So I thought you didn’t like all this stuff? These concerts and …” he asked.
“When did I say that?” you defended yourself.
“Umm 6 months ago!”
“Ahahaha so you do you remember meeee,” you gave a sly smile.
“Maybe,” he mumbled scratching his head in nervousness. “You remember me too.”
You had never been more awkward talking to guys. There was something about Sehun that made you nervous. Same was Sehun’s case.
“So my jacket..” he said.
“Oh yeah! Your jacket..” you also trailed off.
“Will I ever get it back?” he asked.
“Sure, just stop by my apartment any time.” As soon as you said that, Sehun’s face lit up.
“Oh yeah sure.. I .. mean definitely.” He stuttered. “ Ahh, I’ll definitely stop by.”
You gave him your address and turned around to leave.
“So do you really think it’s fate?” he asked you. An effortless smile appeared on your face. You turned your head slightly and nodded. Sehun smiled back at you before both of you parted ways.
Indeed it was fate..
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I don’t think I’ll write anymore [Part 2’s for older scenarios] because it takes me forever to find them and link the 2nd part to them.
Anyways I hope you all like this :)
I just find the Exo fancams really amusing so I really want to make a list of them so I can keep them with me forever. Let me know if you like the idea :)

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[Haven’t proofread this since I have tons of work to finish- will do it later tonight]
The bright sun rays, peeked in to your room through the tiny gap between the curtains. It hurt your eyes. You were still half asleep. As you shifted, you heard yourself slap someone’s face. You completely spazzed and turned around immediately. Chanyeol was sleeping besides you. You obviously had no idea when he’d gotten there. All you remembered was that you fell asleep waiting for him the night before. It was surprising that he hadn’t woken up from the tight slap you’d given him, unintentionally. You lifted your hand to shake him but his face looked so peaceful you had to stop yourself. He smiled even in his sleep. It was this smile that had made you fall in love with him 8 months ago. It was the same smile that had given you enough courage to tell him that you liked him and it was the same smile that sometimes made you feel insecure. There was something that had been bugging you for a few months. Chanyeol was always nice to you. He would laugh, play pranks on you, do the most random things but never for once was he serious. It made you wonder if he really did care about you or not. He showed that he did but never for once had he said that he loved you back. Was this a relationship he wanted to go along with forever or was it like the one he would soon move on from if a little disagreement ever occurred. Or worst, if he just got bored and wanted to move on. These thoughts had been haunting you for a while but you always suppressed them.
Flashback
****** “ Okay we have been planning to do this for the past three weeks. Don’t back out last minute,” you friend said with an annoyed expression.
“But I am so scared. What if he laughs at me? What if he says I am not of his standards?”
“It’s Chanyeol we’re talking about here __________. He is so sweet. Do you really think he would say something like that?” your friend asked raising one of her eyebrows.
Chanyeol came out of the classroom. Just then your friend pushed you in front of him.
“Oh hey ________. What’s up?” he said. You apologized for your sudden appearance and then looked from here to there. You and him stood in an awkward silence.
“So..I..” he began to say but you cut him short.
“Will you go to the end of the year dance with me?” you asked closing your eyes.
“We have an end of the year dance?” he repeated, comically.
“Ah ye,” you mumbled.
“Oh sure, I’d love too,” he said with his usual smile.
“Great, so I’ll text you.”
“Ah ye,” he replied giving you a thumbs up before leaving.
“Oh my God, Oh my …oh ..Gosh,” you spazzed and so did your friend as soon as he left.
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The D day
“Well this is fun,” Chanyeol said making a face. The two of you were dancing to a slow song.
“Is it too slow for you?” you asked.
“Oh no I’m fine,” he said but his face clearly said the opposite. “Why don’t they play some fast music so we can actually dance?”
“I don’t know,” you pouted.
“What? You like this?” he asked.
“Maybe,” you mumbled, not looking at him.
“Why?” he asked.
“Because..” you trailed off.
“Come on.. tell me,” he insisted.
“Nothing,” you shook your head.
“________, come on. Don’t do this right now.”
You thought for a while but then you gave up. It wasn’t like you were going to see him again. The year was almost over and all of you were graduating anyways.
“I like you..” you murmured, secretly hoping he wouldn’t hear you. A faint smile made its way on his face but you couldn’t see it. Your eyes were still fixed to the ground.
“Oh I like you too,” he replied and then chuckled. You looked up at him and for a brief second you were really annoyed. Why wasn’t he ever serious about anything?
“No!, I mean I really really like you,” you said raising your eyebrows for emphasis.
“Ohhhhhhhhh! I get it,” he winked at you. “Well than I really really like you too.”
You pulled yourself away from him. Everything was a joke to him. He couldn’t even tell how sensitive a situation was. You turned around but he held your hand.
“_________ would you .. maybe.. wanna go out with me sometime?” he asked. You gasped in amazement. Did Chanyeol really ask you that? You turned around to make sure he wasn’t trolling you. Of course he was still smiling but there was something different about it. You nodded your head shyly and then he pulled you into a hug. ******
You ran your fingers through his soft hair and then gave him a peck on his forehead. Very carefully, you got out of bed but something caught your hand. It was Chanyeol. He pulled your around and over him.
“Where do you think you’re going?” he said with a sly smile. You giggled.
“I didn’t know you were up this whole time?”
“You mean the whole time when you stared at me for 10 minutes and then finally kissed me?” he asked. Your ears turned red from embarrassment.
“Let me go oppa,” you whined.
“Not until I get my kiss.”
“I already gave you one.” You said.
He released you letting your body fall on his. “I meant here,” he said and pressed his lips against yours. You couldn’t look him in straight in the eye when the two of you pulled apart.
“I’ll go make breakfast,” you said and quickly jumped out of bed.
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You stood in the corner while Chanyeol danced around at his own birthday party that he threw for himself. You didn’t know half the people there and you were pretty sure he didn’t either. Most had just shown up uninvited.
“Someone’s not having fun..” Tao remarked approaching you.
“Ye,” you sighed.
“What’s wrong?”
“Oh nothing,” you said trying to hide your face. You knew if he looked at you he’d know something was up.
“I know something is up,” Tao said. You looked at him strangely. Could he read your thoughts?
“How?” you asked.
“It’s your voice. I’ve known you for so long. Longer than Chanyeol has so I think I can tell when something’s bugging you.”
“Aish,” you punched him lightly.
“Are you going to tell me or should I ..?” he stopped so you could finish for him. You didn’t. You just looked up at him and tried to smile.
“Did something happen between you and him?”
You shook your head. “Do you really think something can happen between us? I mean look at him. He is just soo… happy all the time.”
“So? Is that a bad thing?”
“Nooo! It’s not but I just want him to be serious once in a while. It just frustrates me so much. You know what Tao? Sometimes I just feel like the only reason he agreed to go out with me was because he’s just too nice to say no. He didn’t want to break my heart. I feel like I forced him into this. I might not even be his ideal type. What if he wants someone who can laugh like him and be happy all the time? Look at me. I barely ever smile.” You said a lot in just one breath. It felt good to let it all out.
“_________ah, you’re thinking too much.”
“Tao, don’t annoy me,” you made a face and hit him again. “Just help me here okay?”
“Help you? How?” he asked.
“You’ve known him for almost 5 years now so you know the kind of girls he likes. Help me be like one of them?”
“He likes you. Just be yourself.”
“No!,” you whined.
“I mean I guess you could try laughing at his jokes for once. The poor guy tries so hard but you never give him the green signal.”
“Really? But I don’t understand his jokes that’s why,” you pouted.
“Oh Gosh sometimes I really wonder what goes inside that little head of yours,” Tao knocked on your forehead. You began to giggle.
Chanyeol turned around and looked at you. You seemed to be having a great time with Tao. For a brief second he felt jealous but the feeling quickly subsided. He went back to enjoying the party.
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Over the next week, you barely saw Chanyeol. You wanted to surprise him with the ‘new’ you. You’d managed to get Tao to coach you. He actually was helpful. He told you things about Chanyeol you hadn’t been able to guess in 8 months. You started wearing brighter cloths. Every night while brushing your teeth, you’d practice your smiling and you had also started memorizing jokes from online sources.
“Hey, why didn’t you pick up your phone?” Chanyeol threw a question at you as soon as you picked it up.
“Ah, I was busy,” you replied.
“Okay..” he said. He was a little mad but he let it slip. “So I was thinking, if you wanted to go to the museum with me today. They added some pretty cool stuff and besides I know how much you love them.”
You really did want to say yes, but then that would mean bailing on Tao. He was taking you to the carnival that day. It was going to be your last lesson before you finally showed your new self to Chanyeol.
“Uhh I’m a little busy tonight..” you said.
“With what?” he yelled with annoyance. You got scared.“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to yell,” he quickly apologized.
“It’s alright. I gotta go okay.” You said and quickly hung up.
Chanyeol was really mad. He knew well that you hung out with Tao all the time but he didn’t want to say anything. Tao was like his brother. He would never betray him and you, you loved him so you wouldn’t either. He told this to himself all the time but still, there was something at the bottom of his heart that kept poking him. He was jealous and insecure. He was so used to seeing you around all the time so now your sudden absence was frustrating him.
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You met Tao at the carnival. He was impressed by the way you greeted him.
“That was really good,” he gave you a thumbs up.
“Oh Gosh.. I never thought smiling could be so tiring.”
“Only you would say that,” he patted your head.
“Oh so this is what you wanted to do?” a familiar voice from behind you said. You knew exactly who it was. Both you and Tao turned around at the same time. He seemed mad but you were too oblivious to see it.
“What are you guys doing here?” he asked.
Tao looked at you. You saw it as a queue and began laughing. Clearly that was bad timing.
“Oh we were just ..” Tao began but you held his hand and shook your head. Chanyeol’s eyes widened with surprise.
“You know what?” he said lifting his hand. “I’m done with this.”
You stopped laughing immediately.“What?” you gasped.
“I’m getting out of here,” he said and turned around to leave.
“Oppa wait,” you called after him. He didn’t stop. You ran after him. Tao thought it better to stay back.
“Oppa!,” you kept repeating while running. You finally caught up with him outside the entrance.“What’s wrong?” you asked holding his sleeve.
“What’s wrong? Are you seriously asking me that?” he asked shrugging your hand and pulling himself away. “Look at you ___________. Look at what you’re wearing. You’re laughing and … you’re ..just not the same person anymore.”
“What do you mean?” you asked, almost about to cry.
“What’s gotten into you? You weren’t like this. I can deal with you not seeing me every day but this? It’s like you’re going away from me.”
“But I thought you liked all this. You’re always so hyper, wouldn’t you want me to be like that too?”
“Why would you ever think that? I love you just the way you are.”
“No you don’t! I know, the only reason you went out with me was because you were too nice to say no. I don’t want it to be like that. I want to be the perfect girl for you. I don’t want you to suffer..”
“Suffer? Do you really think I’m suffering with you,” he laughed sarcastically. He pulled you into a hug. “Why would you ever think that? Do you have any idea how much I love you?”
Your heart sank. He’d never said he loved you, before.
“I wouldn’t ever want you to change. I like it when you quietly listen to me and then smile occasionally. If both of us were crazy like I am, it wouldn’t work out, it would never work out.” He pulled away and kissed you on your forehead. “Is this the reason you always hung out with Tao?”
“Ye,” you nodded and smiled.
“Out of all the people in the world, you were taking classes from the guy who himself doesn’t know how to smile?”
“Hey I know how to smile,” Tao said suddenly appearing from behind.
“Opps,” both you and Chanyeol said at the same time. Chanyeol grabbed your hand and started to run away while Tao followed. You were glad you had such an amazing boyfriend.
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2 more requests to go! **yayyyy** Hopefully they’ll be done by Sunday.

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Of course they will be in Hong Kong right before I go there! Perfect.. Just perfect! [Grrr]
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