Your Wish Is My Command

Silent Confession - [Gongchan]

Requested by anon

 

“Come on _________ dance with us?” Baro said pulling you towards the dance floor. “I’m good! I’m not really in the mood.” You replied without looking. Your eyes were searching for Gongchan. All the members except for him and Baro had a girl friend and they were all having fun partying at the club. Jinyoung had the courtesy to invite you too. You agreed instantly, because it would give you a chance to see Gongchan- the dashing prince you had a cute little crush on.

You saw him walk straight into the crowd and touch a girl’s shoulder. She turned around, smiled, and bam!- the two began dancing. Baro was about to turn and leave when you called him back. “You know what? I think I’ll go,” you said.

You made sure you were pretty close to Gongchan so to make him jealous. He looked at you once but after that, he never laid his eyes on you. You had always tried so hard to get his attention but he was silly and stupid and could never understand your feelings. As always, you got tired of trying. You quietly slipped out of the club. It hurt you on the inside but you never let it show.  

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You had promised yourself the night before to stay away from the B1A4 boys for a few days. You figured that if Gongchan didn’t see you for a while he will miss you. The idea died down pretty soon. You had forgotten your jacket at the club. Jinyoung texted you in the morning to remind you to get it since B1A4 was going on a tour pretty soon.

After repeated knocks on the door, you finally heard someone walk towards the door. You hoped it would be Gongchan, so you fixed your hair and planted a smile on your face. The door opened and opposite you stood a yawning and tired looking Gongchan.

“What are you doing here at this time?” he asked. You could hear the annoyance in his voice. Your smile started to fade. You began to say something but you knew his question was rhetorical. He didn’t care for an answer. You remained quiet and so did he.

“Oh hey __________!” you heard Jinyoung say from the kitchen. “Come on in.”

You sort of pushed Gongchan to the side and walked in with a sense of confidence. You wanted to show him that his attitude did not bother you.

“So where’s my jacket?” you asked lifting yourself up with support from the edge of the island counter top.

“It’s in the living room but why are you in a hurry. You should stay so we can all have breakfast together.”

“I would!… but I don’t know if some people want me here,” you directed your comment towards Gongchan. You tried to sneak a peek at him from the corner of your eyes. His ears perked at what you had said but you didn’t notice. Your eyes were blinded by pessimism.

“What do you mean?” Jinyoung asked. You looked up at him sighing deeply. “Doesn’t matter,” you mumbled.

“Is something bothering you?” he asked. “Have one of us made you feel this way?”

“Oh no no! I just think I should not visit for a while. You guys seem to be very busy these days.”

“Not really. In fact I was about to ask you if you wanted to go to this little picnic with us tomorrow. Gongchan planned it.”

“He planned it? Then I should stay away,” you blurted out. It was your anger speaking.

“What’s your problem?” you heard Gongchan say from behind. “You’ve been trying to hint at something for the past 10 minutes. What are you trying to say huh?”  He had slowly walked up to you. You felt threatened.

“Nothing,” you said in a hushed tone and continued to the door. Gongchan stood, watching you leave. He wasn’t sure what to say. He wanted to stop you but the right words wouldn’t sputter out of his mouth. Jinyoung smacked him really hard on the back of his head so he would snap out of his dazed state. “You can’t just let her leave like that. If she felt uncomfortable because of you, than go fix it,” he said.

“_____________ah!” Gongchan cried running after you. You were right outside the door when he stopped you.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“Why does it matter to you?” you asked, looking away.

“You didn’t answer my question.”

“Are you really looking for one?”

He didn’t respond. You looked up. He was nodding with utter sincerity in his eyes. You mustered up some courage to tell him what you really thought. “I always feel that you don’t want me around.”

“Why do you think that?” he asked.

“It’s the way you look at me,” you responded.

“Does it bother you?” he asked. You didn’t know how to respond. Gongchan used his hand to lift your chin. He was smiling at you a perfect smile. One that you rarely ever saw.

“I won’t look at you that way anymore. Just please …don’t go away like this…”

You couldn’t believe your ears. Gongchan, the guy you thought could never feel anything for anyone was being nice to you for once.

“Why?” you asked him.

“Because… we are going on a tour and I won’t see you for so long so I want to make the most out of it before we leave.”

“And why is that so?” you asked. You had planned to annoy him till he finally said what you wanted to hear.

“Because…” he paused with a sense of hesitance. “I’ll …miss you.”

Your ears turned a hot pink and his hands shook with nervousness. He wasn’t looking at you anymore. He was flustered and shy. Maybe more shy than you were.

You giggled nervously at his state. It was a start of a relationship that neither of you had to make official. It was just…there!

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 Sure took me a while, but I am back and I’m promising to stay. Just need to catch up on this writing. I have promised myself to watch so many things and I have so many other commitments to fulfill everyday that I can barely count hours. Hope you guys like this one. Its short but to the point :) 

posted 5 years ago with 53 notes

An unanswered answer [Gongchan]

Requested by anon 



You scanned the room for the hundredth time, shaking your leg vigorously. Nervous sweat beads were forming on your forehead and your heart was about to pop out. You clenched your sweaty fist and took in a spit to relieve your dry throat of the pain.

“Don’t be nervous,” Man shik said to you. He placed his hand on your lap to stop it from shaking.

“Who said I’m nervous. I’m not nervous,” you snapped back immediately.

“Okay okay,” he lifted his hand to defend himself.  Just then the door opened and there they were. The five boys you had been waiting for, for so long.

“Anneyonghaseyo,” you and Min shik said and bowed at the same time.

“Annyeonghaseyo,” they replied.

 “Please don’t be nervous,” Sandeul said and offered a handshake. You knew he was going to make you feel very comfortable there. You had seen the boys on TV so many times before and observed their personalities so you knew how each of them would act. All the boys came forward and shook hands with you and Man shik. You couldn’t tell what they might have been thinking since you were too nervous to look at their faces.

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You thought the internship was going to be something fun where you actually got to see the guys and help them around but a week had passed and all you did was paper work. Man shik how ever worked directly with the members.  You had asked him to switch jobs with you for one day so you could at least see them once but he snapped back at you saying you didn’t need to see them. For some reason he seemed to be getting a little too over protective about you ever since you guys started the internship. Sure you and him were in a relationship before but that was in the past now. Both you and he had moved on then you didn’t see what the problem was.

One day you just casually walked in to B1A4’s practice but were disappointed upon finding it empty. Regardless, you decided to stay in there and just look around. It wasn’t as clean as you had expected it to be. The sweaty practice cloths and bas were spread in one corner of the room while the empty food containers were shoved to the other side. You scrunched your nose and disgust and began to pick them up.

“Oh really sorry about that,” you hears someone from behind you say. He came forward and bent down to pick up the trash. You lifted your head slightly and saw Gongchan’s face. A little shudder ran through your body finding him so close to you.

“Oh no no I’ll do it,” you said trying to take it from him.

“Aniya! We made a lot of mess. I’ll clean it,” he said. Both you and him stood up at the same time holding the trash.

“No really. I’ll take it,” you said trying to pull it from his hand.

“I’ll do it. Don’t worry,” he said and pulled it too. Both you and pulled hard but Gongchan was stronger. The trash slipped out of your hand and everything flew up in the air. You and him froze looking at each other and then the mess around you. You couldn’t contain your laughter. Neither could he and so the two of you laughed – laughed for a long time.

“Well that didn’t go well,” you said picking up the containers once again. He followed too.

“Really? Because I think it went pretty well,” he said. You didn’t understand what he meant so you looked up at him. It seemed like he was trying hard to hold his smile back. He shook his head and then before you could reply he left.

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You were one of those girls who loved to over think. The short encounter with Gongchan was stuck in your head even though a good few days had passed. You wanted to see him again but you never got the chance.

Min shik couldn’t make it work one day. That was your chance. One chance to be able to work with the boys. As expected the manager came to get you from your boring job and told you to meet the boys in the practice room for instructions. You did as he said.

The music was playing really loud. You poked your head inside the room before going in. The guys were resting in the corner. Jinyoung motioned for you to come in. You settled yourself in a small corner. The boys got up and began practicing again. You thought they were going to tell you to do something but they didn’t. Their practice lasted for more than 2 hours. All you did was watch them from the corner.

When they finally got done, they settled to eat lunch. You got up to leave but Jinyoung stopped you.

“Come over here,” he asked. You proceeded towards him. “Would you like to eat with us?”

“Ahh aniya, I have my own lunch,” you pointed to your bag.

“We know. But come sit with us,” he said kindly. You couldn’t refuse so you sat with them.  They began asking you questions about where you were from. Why you were working for them and what got you into all of this. Everybody seemed to be taking interest in the conversation except for Gongchan. He kept his eyes glued to his food. For some reason he was avoiding you.

“Why didn’t you guys tell me do any work?” you asked.

“Man shik knows all the work. We didn’t feel like explaining the whole process to you for just one day,” Baro replied.

“Baro,” Jinyoung glared at him.

“Mianhamnida,” Baro said looking at you.

“Oh no no! not a problem,” you replied.

“So you and Man shik. Are you guys friends?” Sandeul asked.

“Ye,” you said after a shot pause. “We …used to go out,” you added.

“Jinja!,” he gasped. You saw Gongchan look up instantly. He realized what he had done and quickly looked away to escape the embarrassment.

The rest of the day, you began to notice Gongchan notice a lot more than usual. You caught hi several times, looking at you. You weren’t sure if he had done that before too since you were busy in your own thoughts. Rehearsals finally ended. The boys had to leave got schedule. Hey were running around looking for all their things. You were of little help so you just stood in the corner and watched. Gongchan came in the room. He moved from one corner to the other looking for something that he couldn’t find.

“Need help?” you offered.

“No thank-you. I’m fine,” he snapped at you. You were a little surprised by his rude reply but you worked for him. You had little option. He walked up to you.

“You know what?..” he stopped half way. He began to say something but stopped again.

“What?” you asked as he turned around.

“Nothing,” he said.

“What is it?” you asked again, this time pulling him lightly.

“Why didn’t you tell me he was your boyfriend?” he asked angrily.

“Huh?” you gasped in surprise. “What do you mean? Like was I supposed to tell you?” You shook your head not knowing what to say. You barely knew him and he was demanding answers from you.

“Yes, you were,” he put special emphasis on ‘yes’. You didn’t want to get mad at him because you were curious too. Why did he want to know such information?

“Forget it,” he said. He threw his bag on the floor and left the room. Everything stopped registering in your brain. You were very confused.

That night you couldn’t sleep at all. You were having difficulty deciding if you liked or hated how Gongchan behaved with you. He was rude, that was for sure but him being curious about you and your past life was flattering. You adored all the B1A4 members but now you had started to have a special liking towards Gongchan. There was something about the way he looked at you that got you giddy.

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You couldn’t concentrate on anything the next day at work. Man shik caught you smiling and walked up to you.

“You look happy,” Man Shik asked.  You didn’t respond so he shook you a little.

“Huh! Oh when did you get here?” you asked still smiling.

“Just now. So tell me why are you so happy?” he asked.

“Ahhh it’s nothing,” you said shaking your head.

“Oh okay!,” he said and turned to leave but then turned back to face you. He leaned closer and whispered, “Hey be careful around the members. I think Gongchan likes you.”

“What?” you cried.

“Yeah! Him and I got into an argument about it a few weeks ago. He was asking me a lot of questions about you so I told him to back off,” he replied.

“Waaaeeee??? Why would you do that? Don’t meddle with my personal life” you said.

“_________ do you like him?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” you turned sideways.

“Do you like him?” he asked forcing you to turn around.

“Maybe!,” you said in frustration. Man shik turned pulled you and pressed his lips against.

“What are you doing?” you said pushing him away.

“Do you not feel anything anymore?” he asked.

“Of course I don’t,” you said.

“_________,” he said your name sternly and pinned you to the wall.

“What are you doing? Get away from me.” You tried to push him away.

“Hey what are you doing?” you heard Gongchan say as he entered the room. “Get away from her.” He came forward and pulled you two apart.

“No you stay away from her,” Man shik said pushing Gongchan. The two began fighting each other.

“Stop it you guys,” you yelled. You pushed Gongchan and then stood between both of them to stop the fight.

“Are you guys out of your mind?” you asked. “If somebody hears you, we will all get in trouble.”

“I don’t care. He was hurting you.” Gongchan said angrily.

“Why do you care? She was my girl friend,” Man shik yelled.

“That’s right Man shik. You were my boyfriend. Stop interfering in my life,” You turned to Gongchan. “And you! Why do you act like you know me? You don’t know a thing about me. And then you say these weird things that make no sense. Are you okay?”

“__________ let’s get out of here.” Man shik tried to hold your hand but you dodged it.

“No I’m not leaving,” you said grinding your teeth. He looked at you for a long time with a disappointed face, hoping you would change your mind but you didn’t move. He shook his hand and then proceeded out the door. You looked in the direction of where Gongchan was standing. He began to come forward but you lifted your hand to stop him.

“Look I am really sorry about all the things I sad that day. I was just upset because ever since the first day of your internship I have …sort of.. liked you and then when I found out about him I just got mad. I reacted irrationally and I apologize for that.” He wasn’t looking at you anymore. He lowered his head showing his immense remorse.

“It’s alright,” you sighed heavily and walked out of the room. You suddenly felt really tired and so decided to take the rest of the day off.

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As much as you were scared of going to work the next day, you couldn’t do anything about it. You had to go. With a heavy heart you walked into your little cubicle. A note with flowers awaited you. You were sure Man shik must have left it there. You picked it up and read :

“I can’t be more sorry about all that happened between us. This is not how I wanted it to start off with us. Believe me I had better things in my mind. I know I have ruined everything but if you ever decide to give me another chance in the future, leave this rose outside the practice room.”

Gongchan.

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“Who left this at the door?” Sandeul said while the members packed their stuff.

“What is it?” Jinyoung asked.

“A flower,” he replied.

“That’s weird,” Baro commented. Gongchan smiled without even bothering to look up. He had gotten his answer…

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This scenario may seem a little off because by the team I was half way done with it, my head started hurting and I got busy with stuff. Today was the first day of my classes so I will be a little busy from now on.

Anyways I hope you guys like this scenario :) [I will proofread it later since my laptop is about to die]

posted 5 years ago with 36 notes

Too perfect for me [Gongchan]

Requested by anon 




You paced back and forth in front of B1A4’s dorm. After a lot of thinking, you finally knocked on the door.  It had been five months since you’d been going out with Gongchan and this was the first time you were going to meet the other members. You were nervous even though you had been the one to suggest the idea.

“Anyeong,” Jinyoung opened the door and greeted you.

“Anyeonghasaeyo,” you bowed before entering. Sandeul and Baro came jumping into the living room and also greeted you.

“You’re much prettier than Gongchan described you.” Baro said holding your hand.

“Huh? When has he ever talked about her? Till a month ago we didn’t even know she existed.” Sandeul said hitting Baro on the head.

“Be quiet,” Jinyoung hit Sandeul on the head and then glared at him. Sandeul really did have a big mouth. You were saddened by the fact that the other members didn’t know much about you.

“Where is Gongchan?” you asked, with a barely audible voice.

“He’s in the bathroom taking a shower,” Baro replied.

“He ran in there as soon as he heard the knock on the door,” Sandeul added.

“Oh!,” you chuckled.

“Come sit down,” Jinyoung invited you. “The food will be ready shortly.”

“Shinwooooo,” Baro called and ran to the kitchen to check on him.

“So Shinwoo Si cooks?” you asked.

Jinyoung laughed. “You can call him Oppa.”

Your cheeks turned red.

“Does Gongchan not tell you about how friendly we all are?” he asked.  You shook your head. Gongchan never told you anything. In fact, he barely ever talked when the two of you were together. You did all the talking. At first you liked it because you’d always wanted a good listener to be your boy friend but it was getting annoying after a while. He barely ever responded and never made an effort to talk. You saw other couples holding hands, walking in the park and you wanted to do that too but Gongchan was always awkward about it. You were ashamed to tell your friends that you guys hadn’t even had your first kiss yet. You tried to build up enough courage to confront him but since he didn’t talk that much so you didn’t feel close to him. You never knew what was going on inside his head.

“Aaa, I’ll go check on Shinwoo,” Jinyoung said, seeing you deep in your thoughts. You nodded and bit your lip.

There was no one in the living room anymore. You could hear the members arguing about how much salt to put in the soup. They seemed nice. You got up to go help them but something changed your mind and instead you walked into their room. Gongchan was still in the bathroom. The walls of the room were covered with pictures from various concerts, fansigns and tours. There was a picture of Gongchan with one of his fans. He had his arms around her. You frowned, looking at it. ‘So she gets a side hug while I don’t even get a simple touch of hands..’ There were similar pictures like that. Each one that you saw made you more and more mad. You were so engrossed into them that you didn’t notice that the water had stopped running.

The bathroom door clicked open and a half naked Gongchan came out, His back was facing you. He was looking for his cloths in the pile on the bed.

“Ahh, I’m so sorry,” you said covering your eyes.

“Huh,” he jumped around at your sudden comment and almost stopped his towel from falling.

“What are you doing in here?” he yelled.

“Oh.. I ..was…. Ahh Im so sorry,” you mumbled, not being able to look at him.

“Get out..” he whined, pointing at the door. He was so confused, he had no idea what he was saying.

You didn’t know what to do so you ran out of the room and the front door.

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“Huh! Where is _________?” Sandeul asked poking his head inside the room.

“She left..” Gongchan mumbled.

“What do you mean she left?” he asked.

“I don’t knowwww..” he replied with irritation.

“Is something wrong?” Sandeul asked rather softly this time.

“Nothing’s wrong,” he pouted and sat down on the bed. Sandeul sat beside him.

 “I don’t know if I should say this but there seems to be some tension between you and __________. Is something wrong? Do you like her? Are you serious ab..?”

I do like her..” Gongchan snapped, cutting him. “I like her a lot and that’s the problem.”

“How is that a problem?” Sandeul asked.

“She makes me nervous..” he mumbled back. Sandeul wanted to laugh at what he’d just said but he knew it would only make the situation worse.

“She’s just so perfect. I don’t even know how she’s going out with me. I feel so nervous when I’m with her. I want to hold her hand and hug her and kiss her but I can’t because I know I won’t do it right and she’ll be disappointed and then she’ll just leave me.” Gongchan had never said this much. That day was the first time he’d poured out all of his feelings without having someone to force him. Little did he know that you were standing at the door listening to all of it. You’d come back to get your bag that you’d left in his room.

“What are you going to do now?”

“I don’t know. I don’t know if she’s mad at me or if this relationship is over? All I know is that I really really do like her. I just wish I had enough courage to say this to her.” Gongchan said and looked up in frustration.

“Aaii,” he gasped seeing you at the door. You didn’t look mad but you weren’t smiling either. Sandeul turned around to look in the direction Gongchan was looking at.

“Aaaa, I think I’m going to leave the two of you alone.” He said and left quickly. He pushed you inside the room and closed the door behind you. You were still trying to sink in everything Gongchan had said. You could only imagine how embarrassed he was at the moment. He wouldn’t even look at you. His ears turned a light pink color as you moved closer towards him. You sat beside him and slid your hands on top of his. He didn’t pull them away. You then leaned in and gave him a peck on the cheek. Gongchan immediately looked up and at you. His eyes had widened in surprise. You looked away shyly to tell him that it was okay to be shy. He didn’t have to be nervous.

“___________,” he mumbled your name and then pulled you into a kiss. Your first ever kiss.

“I’m sorry,” he said after pulling away.  You shook your head and then rested it on his shoulder.

“So should we disturb them or not?” Baro asked the other members. All of them had been watching you guys through the tiny gap between the doors.

“No,” Jinyoung replied sternly.

“You know they are watching us right?” Gongchan whispered to you.

“Of course,” you whispered back, holding his hand tightly.

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Gongchan ^^ ( so adorable) 

posted 6 years ago with 63 notes