Your Wish Is My Command

Unsure - [Kai]

Requested by anon

You kissed Kai’s puppy before letting it stand on its fours again. It was still limping a little from the week before’s injury. Your heart hurt from seeing her like that. You wanted to hold her again but you knew you had to get back to work. You turned around once again just to look at it one last time.

“________!!!!” you heard someone yell your name in fury. Your heart jumped at the sudden attack as you looked up. “What are you doing to her?” Kai asked. He didn’t seem like his normal self that day. He never really smiled but that day, the wrinkles on his forehead were more than frightening.

“I was just feeding her,” you tried to explain.

“I instructed everyone not to touch her then why are you here? Leave!!” his words were scampered.

“But I..” you began once again, with pure innocence. Kai didn’t wait another second and turned around and left.

You had never been talk to like that before. Sure, you worked for SMENT but that gave Kai no right to talk to you like that. You noticed that he had been talking to you like that for almost two weeks now. Before that, he never even bothered looking at you and suddenly his behavior had shifted gears.

You saw Suho walk out of the practice room. You stopped him half way, to ask what was wrong with Kai. He paused for a moment, thinking why you would ask him about Kai- it’s not like you ever really talked to the members. “He has been sick for the past few days that’s why he is acting a little irritated.”

“Oh,” you pretended to look concerned and made an apologetic face.

“Yea! He’ll be fine in a few days so don’t worry too much,” Suho said and left.

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You had forgotten about the morning incident. It didn’t really matter to you how Kai behaved around you. You had promised yourself to only focus on your job. Meddling into an idol’s life would cost you a fortune and you certainly were not ready for that.

You were walking past Exo’s practice room when you heard someone yell. You stopped for a brief second and as soon as you started to walk again, you heard your name being called.

“________!!! Come here,” Kai yelled. You looked at him strangely, slowly walking into the musky smelling room.

“Is this the stuff you prepared for us?” he questioned throwing an old smelly black shirt on your face. You looked at the piece of cloth and at him. You were sure providing the members with clothing were far from your job. You tried to explain to him but he didn’t let you speak.

“This material will give all of us a rash and we have three big performances coming up next week. Now either you get your mind straight or I’m going to have to talk someone,” his nostrils flared as he whimpered in anger. You wanted to throw the shirt right back at him and call him names but you knew that would be immature. You clenched the shirt tightly and walked out of the room with a heavy heart. You decided that if Kai ever asked for an apology for treating you this way, you were never going to forgive him.

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More days passed by but Kai’s behavior did not change. It was less intense but you could still see the hatred in his eyes. He expected you to recoil when he approached you, but instead he you stared right back at him, sometimes even more intensely than he did. You didn’t know how long it was going to go on for.  Kai on the other hand knew he had to face his fears and tell you what he was thinking.

You were hopping along the hallway lost in your thoughts when a familiar fragrance approached you. You felt sickened at the thought that you could actually recognize his cologne now. Kai looked at you and you at him. Both of you passed each other quietly, but then suddenly he yanked his arm and pulled you into a corner.

“What are you doing?” you whispered rather loudly.

“Shhhh!” he said angrily and pushed your further back into an isolated corner. He knew the door on your right opened to an empty room. He pulled you in and closed the door behind.

“Do you think this is a joke?” you said, getting ready to attack him because defending was too mainstream.

“No! Do you think this is a joke?” he asked you the same question. You looked at him strangely. Kai began to speak again to ease your confusion.

“There is something awfully weird about you!” he snarled. “I don’t know what it is and it makes me want to like you.”

“Whaaaaa” you gasped in amazement. You wouldn’t have thought he was complimenting you had he not stated those last few words. “Are you crazy?” you asked.

“Yes! And it bothers me because all of this is wrong. You! Me! This is all WRONG!” he yelled. He looked completely worn out. You could tell he’d been thinking about all of this for a long time. He sat down and breathed heavily as sweat beads slid down his face. You debated, going up to him. He looked like he needed help but you didn’t have any words to say. You didn’t even know how you felt about him.

“Are you okay?” you asked after an extremely long pause.

“I’m fine,” he replied. He was clearly not fine. What appeared to be sweat beads before were actually tears. He was crying. You had no idea you could have an effect so strong on someone. Deep down, you liked it. You began to enjoy it. But you knew that was not important at the moment. Kai needed help figuring things out. You stood in confusion when he spoke again.

“I’m sorry I treated you like that. It’s just that… I was trying to push you away from myself. I figured…that would be a good way to ease the situation…but…but it doesn’t work.” He got up and was looking straight at you. “I never thought I would get involved in such a thing so early…and my feelings are just so messed up right now.” He looked away as if embarrassed. “I’m sorry if I hurt you one way or the other.”

You nodded as if trying to understand what he was saying. His words were far from being comprehended. What you did know was that, he needed a hug. You walked over, and wrapped your arms around him, patting his back lightly.

“Don’t think about it too much,” you said. He hesitated but put his hand on your back. It sent tingles throughout your body. Your ears tuned red and your entire body had goose bumps. That wasn’t right. That wasn’t supposed to happen. You pulled away rather quickly.

“Just.. try to figure out your feelings okay!” you said sounding lost.

“Yeah… I’ll…try,” Kai mumbled. He was embarrassed at his situation. He had just confessed to someone who clearly didn’t feel the same way about him. Of course, that’s what he thought…

Both you and he smiled at each other blandly. Kai opened the door for you and the two of you parted ways from there.

If, one day he figured himself out, he would come back to you…

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Giving ya’ll a heads up right now that there will be NO second part to this one. Ending can go either ways. He comes back a few years later and tells you he likes you and you say the same. He doesn’t come back and both of you move on. Use your imagination and make something up ;)

I hope ya’ll like this one :) and thank you for reading <3 

posted 5 years ago with 37 notes

In the light of the Full Moon - [Kai]

Requested by kaiflavored

[When he imprints you]

You wake to the sound of the cabin’s door smashing open. A shadowy figure limps in, dragging its body from behind as if its weight was to much to bear. With each approaching step, you can hear its claws raking the the wooden floor. You make out the its features through the darkness — bulky chest, massive arms, pointed snout, sharp ears, a body coated in fur, and what appears like a tail swinging behind.

Tap-tap-tap, the rain pounds the window — the roof — the cabin. The wind howls violently. A clap of thunder shakes the room, followed by a strike of lightning, illuminating the space in between.

And just as abruptly as it appeared, the beast vanished, leaving in its place a thin, frail boy. Kai? You want to call his name, but before you can, he collapses onto the ground. Scrambling out from beneath the covers, you dash over to him. His feet are caked in mud, and his nails - cracked and bloody. His body is abnormally hot, slick with perspiration. He suddenly jolts up, knocking you over, and pinning you to the floor. His nails dig into your wrists, his gaze carrying only the look of fervent lust. You scream for him to let go, but he silences you, crushing his lips against yours. His tongue travels down your neck, while his teeth tugs at the yarn binding your nightgown. His thousand kisses burn, leaving a trail of fire on your flesh. You whimper at his touch - not from passion, but from pain. He was nearing the completion of his task when he froze. An expression of absolute terror consumes his face as he shrinks back, finally realizing what he had done. His eyes dart to yours pleading for mercy - for forgiveness - for help.

“I-I … please … I-I can’t … I —” he vomits out a string of barely comprehensible words. His unexpected change leaves you speechless. The room is frozen - neither of you dare to even breathe. “Please just say something! Anything! Get angry! Yell at me! Hit me! Just please do something!” he cries in frustration. He cradles himself - knees bent in - and rocks back and forth. His eyes are wide in fear. “Please. Don’t hate me — I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to be alone!”, he continues, lost and disorientated. He claws at his face, then begins to pull out hair. His stoic and composed self no longer existed. Here, he was naked to his both his torments and desires. “Please — please — plea —”

You wrap your arms around him and gently caress his cheeks, running your fingers through his hair, unknotting the wild tangles. At first he is uncertain of how to respond, but then pulls you in closer - finally allowing the tears to spill. You hold him tightly, afraid that if you let go, he would disappear. No words were needed. There was a mutual understanding between he and you. And the two of you remain there, comforted by the stillness and warmth the cabin offered. He finally settles down, and the room is silent. He peers up - eyes fixed on yours, and inches in. His lips faintly brush against yours. The only sound is the soft drumming of rain. Tap-tap-tap. The rain carries on.

Seconds tick by.

Minutes.

Hours.

How much time has passed? You can’t tell.

Rays of light peek in, seeping through the curtains. He eases back into a sitting position and stands up, walking over to the window. His fingers trace the fabric’s patterns, pushing against the soft texture of the curtain before flinging it away. A flood of light pours in.

The forest is abloom with color. The rains and clouds had receded, leaving behind a lingering mist. Dew dots the grass like tiny gems, reflecting vibrant rainbows of sapphire, amber, emeralds, and rubies. Tiny critters begin to peek out from beneath moss covered branches. Birds sing melodious tunes in their new spas. But the mighty trees presided over them all, calmly guarding its precious inhabitants. Nature was bright and alive.

A gentle breeze blows in, carrying the sweet scent of chrysanthemum with it. He turns towards you, his dark hair a disheveled mess. His clothing is ripped and battered. Bruises and scars litter his body — and yet his eyes sparkle with intense joy, and he appears as though ready to take flight. Clouds of dust dance around him, wrapping him in a halo of light. At first, there was a faint sign of hesitance on his face — a look of confusion, as though he were about to say something important. But it quickly vanishes as he breaks into a rare, yet honest smile. He no longer resembled the boy from earlier — beaten and defeated — rather, he beamed with a natural, radiant aura that only a child would possess. And seeing him there, you can’t help but smile back.

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I felt like this was the perfect time to release this one. I had one of my friends write this for me. She is absolutely amazing and here is a small author’s note from her: 

“This was so hard. I’ve never really written anything but literature essays in present tense before, so it was real tough to apply it here. So basically, I was going for something like, Kai had transformed into a werewolf that night and comes back to the cabin where he reverts back to human form. However, the feelings left from being in his other form still lingers and he’s violent because of that. Once he finally snaps out of it, he realizes that he did bad things, And in the end, he just knows that she cares for him, but is too shy to say thanks. “

posted 5 years ago with 72 notes

Christmas Joy [Kai]

Requested by sarang—dreams




You entered your apartment, yawning and sighing after a long work day. Who knew two weeks into your first job was going to nearly kill you.  All you wanted was your comfy bed and maybe a nice cup of hot coco to make you fall asleep. Dragging yourself to your room, you placed your bag on the bed and sat down to rest for a little bit. Just then the door bell rung. You knew exactly who it was and you didn’t mind him coming at all. Seeing his face would only give you more relaxation.

“Hey,” you said tiredly as you opened the door. Kai’s lit up and bright face changed to a more concerned one.

“You look tired,” he said and embraced you. “This job is killing you isn’t it?”

“Ye,” you mumbled through his shirt.

“Let me make you a cup of coffee.”

“Aniyo,” you pulled back. “Hot coco please. Coffee won’t let me sleep all night.”

Kai chuckled at your cute cheeky smile. He walked you to the room while giving you a nice back rub. “Does that feel good?” he asked.

“Like heaven,” you replied. You lay comfily in bed while Kai went to the kitchen.

“Here,” he offered you the cup. “It’s my first time making it.” You took a sip and it tasted better than the one you made for yourself.

“This is really good,” you said shaking your head in bewilderment. He laughed and held your hand, giving it a tight squeeze. The squeeze always meant he had something to say but he was too scared to say it.

“Is there something you want to tell me?” you asked.

“Ye, ________ I want you to..,” he stopped and looked the other way.

“What’s wrong?” you asked. You placed the cup on the night stand and moved closer to him.

“I really want to spend our first Christmas together but I want to spend it with my family too,” he said. You didn’t know if you should comfort him or yourself. Your family wasn’t in Korea which meant that you had to celebrate all the special holidays by yourself. You were really hoping to be able to spend Christmas with Kai that year but then again it would be cruel of you hold him from meeting his family.

“Oh,” you let out a short sigh.

“But I have an idea, if you agree.”

You lifted your head, showing him that you wanted to hear whatever it was that he had to say.

“How about you come with me. I know both you and I are not ready to tell our parents but I just really don’t want to leave you alone.” You could feel tears of happiness forming in your eyes. All you could do was bless the moment you had found him. No one had ever taken care of you the way he did.

“Of course,” you said nodding your head.

“Are you about to cry?” he asked with a worried expression.

“Aniyooo,” you pushed him but he grabbed your hand and pulled you into a hug.

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You knew that either your heart was going to pop out any second or you were going to pee in your pants. It was the first time you were meeting his parents and both of you had decided to not be completely honest with them. You did feel a bit guilty but you knew that it was better for your relationship.

“Stop shaking,” he held your hand while the two of you waited for the door to open. Just then the door opened and he immediately let go of your it.

“Annyeongha….,” his mother’s greeting stopped halfway as her eyes fell on you.

“Annyeonghasayeo,” both you and Kai said and bowed.

“She’s a friend. Her parents are out of country so I brought her along,” Kai gave a brief description.

“Aaaa,” his mother chuckled. “Come on in.”

“It’s sad that you couldn’t come earlier. It’s already Christmas eve. We could have done a lot of stuff.”

“I know, I know but the schedules were so tough,” Kai replied.

“Okay both of you go freshen up. Kai you can sleep in the living room on the mattress and we can give this young lady your room.”

“Whaaatt,” Kai stared in disbelief.

“Is something wrong?” she asked, turning to face him.

“Oh no, not at all.” He replied only making you laugh harder, on the inside.

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You had just changed in to your cute Christmas sweater when Kai’s mother walked in. “Come to the living room. Kai’s cousins are here.” She said the words with such a warm smile that your nervousness began draining away.

You walked into the living room to half a dozen teenagers. Kai waved at you to join them near the small fire place. You did as he said. Everybody had beautiful smiles on their faces. Their gazes fell on you and Kai very often. It seemed as if they wanted to know something.

“Are you going to tell us stories?” Kai asked his mother. She nodded and sat on the chair by the fireplace. Another lady walked out of the kitchen with cups of hot chocolate. Just the perfect thing to set the mood for a freezing Christmas eve. You looked around the room as tears of joy filled your eyes. Last time you had spent Christmas with your family like that was three years ago. You missed them but Kai’s mother made you feel just like family. You didn’t feel awkward for one bit. Kai nudged you out of your thoughts because you had been staring blankly into space.

“Are you okay?” his mother asked.

“Ye,” you nodded and pulled the red beanie over your ears to cover up the embarrassment.

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“How do you feel?” Kai whispered, grabbing you from behind.

“Aigoo! What are you doing? Someone will see us.”

“No one will. They are busy in the kitchen preparing for tomorrow,” he replied planting a kiss on your neck.

You turned around to face him. You blinked repeatedly but his eyes really were twinkling. “Thank you,” you said and leaned into kiss him but before you could do that both you and him jumped. You heard his mother cough, standing at the door. She looked at you and then him with a stern expression. You wanted to hold his hand for strength but you knew how inappropriate it would be.

She slowly walked up to the two you. You were dreading each step that she was taking. “I’m so sorry,” you said shaking your head. You buried your face in your hands.

“For what?” she asked. You didn’t quite understand why she said that so you looked up. She was smiling.

“I knew from the moment I opened the door that you two were dating. It was written all over your faces.” She came forward and cupped your face with her hands. “I’ve never seen him this happy and I am sure it’s all because of you.”  You looked at her and then back at Kai. He was completely expressionless. You nudged him to come back to reality.

“Umma.. I was going to tell..”

“It’s okay. Just don’t pretend to not be in a relationship okay,” she said and turned around to leave.  

“But what about all my cousins,” Kai asked.

“Do you really think they don’t know?” she said shaking her head. Both you and Kai smiled as she walked out the room.

“Well that went smoothly,” Kai said pulling you closer to him once again.

“You think so?” you asked smiling shyly. He nodded back.

“Now where were we?” he said and leaned in to kiss you.

There in that moment he has made Christmas eve perfect for you.

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Okay so instead of Christmas, I changed it to Christmas eve. I have two more Christmas scenarios to write so I apologize if they are short :(. I hope you liked this . :) 

I know this one wasn’t the next on my list but since it’s Christmas time I will be writing all the Christmas related requests first. It wouldn’t make sense otherwise. :|

posted 5 years ago with 40 notes

Neglected [Kai]

Requested by sujugirl



You sat on a staircase across the main entrance to the south campus of your university. That had been your reserved spot for almost three years. Whenever you had free time you would go there to relax and get everything off of your mind. You plugged in your head phones and closed your eyes, blocking out the rest of the world.  

“Are you listening to those gay boys again,” your friend said hitting you lightly on the back of your head.

“Stop it Ariel,” you said with slight irritation and ignoring her comment. She pulled the head phones out of your ears and frowned cheekily.

“What?” you snapped.

“Wohoooo, what’s wrong with you?” she asked lifting her hands. You had taken her by surprise with your immediate and intense reaction.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. No matter how annoying she could get sometimes, you still adored her. You had been friends way too long to let her hate for your kpop obsession get in the way.

“Oh I get it. Is it because I called your precious boys gay, again?” she asked

“Ariel,” you said a bit sternly this time.

“Okay, okay I’ll stop if it makes you happy.”

“Thank you,” you made a brief reply before indulging yourself back into the music. You closed your eyes, letting the light air brush your naked arms. The corner of your lips curved into a beautiful smile.

“________,” she called your name shortly after.

“Hmmmm,” you replied.

“Is there something you’re hiding from me?” she asked, looking for signs of change in your facial expression.

“No,” you responded.

“Yes you are. I saw your nose cringe.” She snapped her finger in your face, forcing you to open your eyes.

“No I didn’t,” you tried to cover up and looked away.

“Then why are you hiding your face from me?” she sounded even more suspicious this time.

“It’s nothing,” you tried to let it slip but you knew sooner or later you would have to tell her and your other friends.

“__________,” she said your name with full emphasis. This meant that she was serious. She definitely knew something was up. You hated her for knowing you so well.

“Well,” you shifted sides so you wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her. “There’s this guy.”

“Oh Gosh there’s a guy, there’s a guy.. there’s a guyyyyy,” Ariel began singing in a deep voice.

“Stop,” you turned around and held her hand.

“What’s going on?” John asked approaching both you and her. Sunie followed close behind.

“________’s got a guy.”

“Ariellll,” you nudged her.

“What? Really? Why are you hiding it from us?”

“Come on _______, tell us who it is?” John sat, putting his hand around your shoulder.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because..”

“Because…” he raised his eyebrows waiting for you to finish your statement.

“He is Korean,” you mumbled.

**What** - the three of them gasped as their jaw dropped in surprise.

“Yep,” you nodded, keeping your gaze fixed on the ground.

“How long?” Sunie asked.

“6 months.”

**6 months**- they cried once again.

“When were you going to tell us?” Ariel hit you and this time she made sure it would hurt.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because of the way you would react.”

“What do you mean?” John asked.

“He is Korean and you guys hate my Korean obsession.”

The three pattering figures fell silent and gazed at each other from time to time. You were right. They had always nagged you about it and now that you were dating a Korean guy, they really didn’t know what to say. You had taken them by complete surprise.

“Well?” you asked, hoping they had something nice to say.

“Umm we would like to meet him.” Sunie said putting her hand on your shoulder. She always tried to make you feel comfortable with her warm smile.

“Yea,” John and Ariel added.

“Okay but don’t be awkward around him. He’s an exchange student here so he doesn’t know the norms. Please make him comfortable.”

The three of them nodded in agreement. You shook your head lightly before getting up to leave. You could only hope that things would go well and they wouldn’t mess anything up.

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Just as you were about to close your dorm room door you felt someone come up behind you. Before you could turn around, two hands covered your eyes and pushed you in. You heard the door close and right then you knew who it was.

“Kai I know it’s you,” you said turning around. He pulled his hands away, greeting you with him warm smile and twinkling eyes. He leaned in to kiss you.

“Don’t you..have.. class?” you asked between the short kisses. He shook his head, dragging you towards the wall.

“I have to tell you something,” you tried to tell him but he was too busy gracing your soft skin with his lips to listen.

“Kai, seriously I have to tell you something,” you said.

“You can tell me later,” he replied in his broken but adorable English. You couldn’t resist his cuteness and submitted to his wishes. The thought kept bugging you so you finally pulled away.

“I want you to meet my friends,” you blurted out before he could pull you back.

“Whaaaa,” he gasped with his eyes wide open.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“But you told me you weren’t going to tell them anytime soon.”

“I had to. It’s been 6 months. I don’t want to keep any secrets. I love them,”

“And what about me?”

“I love you too,” you said without thinking. The wrinkles on Kai’s forehead disappeared and his pale cheeks started to turn red once again. A sweet smile embraced his face. It was the first time you had said that to him. He looked away shyly and walked to the window. You were also embarrassed but more importantly you were disappointed. Sure you’d blurted it out but he could have the courtesy to return the statement. You shook your head out of your thoughts. You had more important things to worry about at the moment.

“They’ll love you. I promise,” you said walking up to him.

“But you said that they hated my culture.”

“I didn’t say that… I said they hated my obsession with it,” you replied, placing your hand on his shoulder.

“But still,” he turned around and held your hands.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re just my friends.”

“Yes and I want to make a good impression on them.”

“Then what’s the worry?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“You are so adorable, they’ll love you without you having to try,” you tried to pull his nose but he stopped you and instead planted another kiss on your lips.

“You know how to make me happy don’t you?”

“Of course,” you smiled cheekily. “Now come on get ready.”

“What? We are meeting them now?” he cried in surprise.

“Yep,” you said running into your bathroom.

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“Bowling? Bolwing? Seriously ___________? “Kai asked while you pushed him inside the small building.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.”

“Why couldn’t we go for Karaoke or something,” he made a face.

“Seriously Kai? Seriously?”

“What?”

“If you want them to like you then just do as I say okay. Believe me Karaoke will not help your case,” you winked at him and held his hand to comfort him.

“Hey,” Ariel greeted while John and Sunie followed close behind. You introduced everyone to Kai and them to Kai. They smiled nervously and looked from here to there.

“Umm let’s get the shoes. Did you guys get the lane?” you asked, clapping your hands.

“Ah yeah,” John replied. “Let’s go.” He pulled your hand from Kai’s and began walking you to the lane. You turned around to look at Kai. His skin had grown pale and you could tell that he was shaking.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words.

“Guys why did you leave him there?” you said sternly, getting up to get Kai. You saw him walk towards the group slowly.

“We can’t really walk him everywhere like a baby you know,” Ariel said, rolling her eyes. You were about to reply when you felt Kai’s hand on your shoulder.

“They don’t have my shoe size.”

“What’s your shoe size man?” John asked.

“10,” he mumbled.

“Awww I think I took the last pair. The place looks pretty packed tonight.”

“What are we going to do now?” you pouted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll just watch you guys.”

“No, that won’t be fun. I want you to have fun,”

“I’ll be fine _________,” he insisted.

“Don’t worry,” John slapped his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll give you mine when I’m done okay?”

“Yeah,” Kai replied with a forced smile.

“No guys this isn’t right,” you whined.

“________ I’ll be fine. Don’t mess up their day because of me okay?” Kai whispered, pulling you to the side.

“But..”

“Shhh,” he put his finger close to your lips. “Now go.”

Ariel did the honors of starting. Sunie preceded you. You got up, picked up the lightest ball and fixed your position.

“Wohoooo,” John cried.

“I got this you guys, I got this,” you said cheekily and woosh slid the ball.  

“Wahhaaaaaa,” Ariel and John jumped as you made a strike. You brushed your hair from your face with a sense of pride and walked back on what you perceived to be your victory platform.

“Don’t get too cocky. The game just started,” John patted your shoulder. You glanced at Kai who was busy scrolling through his phone.

“Kai,” you pouted.

“Hmm,” he looked up.

“You didn’t see that?” you asked with a disappointed face.

“What?” he asked looking completely oblivious to his surroundings. After that you didn’t have the heart to play. You tried to enjoy but your mind was fixed at Kai’s behavior. Why was he being so silly? Why couldn’t he just have fun with you and your friends? It hurt you a little bit but you let it slide.

“So that was a fun game.” John remarked taking off his shoes.

“Kai do you want to play now?” you asked.

“Oh I think we ran out of time and we can’t book the lane again for like another hour or so,” Sunie said apologetically.

“What?” you snapped.

“It’s fine. I’m a little tired anyways,” Kai replied getting up.

“No stay, we still have to eat,” you held his hand.

“No I’m not really hungry either,” he mumbled. He looked at you with such an intense yet depressing gaze that you had to let go of his hand.

“Alright see you man,” John waved at Kai and so did the girls. You turned around to look at him hoping he would be looking at you too but he wasn’t. His figure hazed into the pool of people leaving you more depressed than ever.

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You were mad at Kai. You needed to talk to him and figure out things. There were a lot of things on your mind. Starting from the unreturned ‘I love you’ to him leaving early and then everything in the middle.

“Kai,” you mumbled his name, poking your head inside his room. It wasn’t that late but you found him curled up under the covers.

“Are you alright?” you asked pulling them from on top of him.

“Huh! When you get here?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied and made yourself comfortable beside him. “What happened there? Why did you leave?”

“I was just really tired,” he replied pulling you closer to himself.

“If you don’t tell me, how will I be able to help you? I know something’s wrong and I don’t like it. Please tell me Kai,” you insisted. “Did you not like them?”

“That’s not the question.”

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“The question is whether they liked me or not and clearly they didn’t.”

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, couldn’t you see it __________. The way they looked at me up and down. The way they greeted me and John.. he literally just took you out of my hands. No one bothered talking to me. I felt like I was just .. there. They hate me________ and ..and all I know is that if we were in Korea right now and you were meeting my friends, they would decide to rather do something else than let you sit out alone. They could at least have the courtesy to propose a different activity if I bowl? Why didn’t they? Obviously because they don’t feel like I am important enough. I don’t like being neglected or ignored.”

“Kai..” you began but he cut you short.

“They made it pretty clear that they don’t approve our relationship. Why are they like this? We don’t do such things back home.”

You tried to explain yourself but clearly you had nothing to say. Yes there were cultural differences and you were just now realizing it. You didn’t think it would bother him if you had overfriendly guy friends. More importantly you felt extremely stupid for blaming Kai for all of this in your thoughts. He wasn’t being a party pooper. It was your friends who were making him feel left out and you were just going with the flow. If you were in his position you were sure you would run out crying and blaming Kai for everything. He had every right to be mad but he remained calm. You thanked God for not being stupid and storming in on him with your long tirade that you had prepared in your head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t realize how you felt. I shouldn’t have pushed you Kai. It’s all my fault,“ you covered your face with your hands.

“It’s not your fault. It’s just…why can’t we just be a normal couple _________?” he removed your hand from your face and gazed into your eyes. The twinkle that was usually there wasn’t visible anymore.

“We are a normal couple,” you said. You got up and kneeled on your knees, putting your arms around his shoulder. “If it bothers you then I won’t force you to meet them again until you’re ready and I’ll talk to them about this too.”

“No I don’t want you to that,” he said immediately.

“It’ll be fine. Just leave it to me,” you replied. Kai pulled you into a hug planting soft kisses on your neck.

“_________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” you murmured.

“I love you,” he whispered. You felt goosebumps on your entire body. Your heart began racing and your lips quivered.

“Whaa,” you gasped getting teary eyed.

“Are you crying?” he asked worriedly.

“No,” you wiped the forming tears and pushed him.

“Yes you are,” he teased you with his smirk. You yourself couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes our heart feels things that we have pushed deep down. The three words coming out of his mouth made you realize how much you were craving to hear them. Your tears were a pure reflection of your feelings.

“I love you too,” you said before connecting your lips to his.

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Took me a while to write this one because I kept getting distracted but I’m happy with the ending. I hope you guys like it too :) *fingers crossed* 

posted 6 years ago with 55 notes

Rebound [Kai]

Requested by anon



“Care to dance?” A half drunk guy came up to you and asked. You were surprised as to how he’d found you. Your friend had dragged you to the club but you had especially made sure to not be seen by anyone. Out of all the beautiful girls who were almost half naked, he came and chose you. You looked him up and down. He didn’t seem like a flirt or a play boy at all. He just seemed distressed.

“Aaaa, no thank you,” you mumbled and looked away.

“Oh come onnnn,” he grabbed your hand and began dragging you.

“Excuse me,” you pulled your hand away. “Get away from me.”

He was surprised by your sudden reaction. He looked into your eyes and you into his. He was getting teary eyed. He slipped his hand out of yours slowly and walked away. You felt bad for a split second but you repressed it and quickly left.

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You were jogging down the Central park. The weather was pleasant, not too cold neither too warm. The frequent breezes, were announcing the coming of the winter.

“Hey,…. Hey .. hold up,” someone from behind you, called repeatedly.  You weren’t sure the person was calling you until he caught up with you. You stopped to look at him. A faint memory of the night at the club two weeks from then came back to you. It was that same guy who ‘d asked you to the dance.

“Oh it’s you again,” you said, rolling your eyes. He nodded and smiled nervously.

“I just wanted to say that I’m really sorry about the other day. I shouldn’t have just grabbed your hand like that. I have no..”

“Oh no you don’t have to apologize.”

“But..”

“No really, you don’t. You were half drunk so you obviously didn’t know what you were doing.” You said and looked away. His presence was making you nervous. Now that you were looking at him in day light; he was pretty good looking.

“That’s very nice of you to say that,” he said.

“I’m actually surprised as to how you even remember me,” you said.

He chuckled and scratched his head. “Aaah, well you did say I was only half drunk.”

You laughed nervously too and then both of you stood in awkward silence.

“So could I treat you to dinner some time?…aaa.. you know to make up for the …other day.”   

You thought for a while but then decided to say yes. It wasn’t like you were going to lose anything.

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6 months later:

“Hey, where are you?” you asked Kai as soon as he picked up the phone.

“Ahhh.. I’m sorry. I’m running a little late.”

“How late?” you asked.

“Umm.. Can you catch a ride with somebody else?”

“What?” you snapped.

“Yeah it’ll take me 30 more minutes.”

“But it’s freezing out here.”

“I know. I’m really sorry. I got caught up with something.”

“ Fine.” You were mad. Really mad but you had no choice. You sighed angrily and hung up on him.  Kai had been acting a little weird lately. There was definitely something bothering him. You asked him repeatedly but he always changed the topic.

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“______________ where are you?” you heard Kai call your name from the living room.

Great, I left the front door unlocked again’- you thought and sighed. Your eyes were burning due to fever.

“I’m in here,” you said meekly, then a fit of coughing took you.

“Hey,” Kai poked his head inside your room. “Oh my God, what happened to you?”

“Nothing,” you pouted and turned away.

“You haven’t been answering my calls for the past two day.”

“Maybe because I was sick.”

“And you didn’t care to tell me?”

“Umm, I didn’t want to disturb you since you get busy with stuff,” you quoted his words, with a slight hint of anger.

“_____________ah, I’m really sorry for the other day.” He came and sat beside you pulling you to turn around.

“What?” you mumbled.

“Look at me,” he whined.

You turned around to look at him.

“Want me to make you something?” he asked.  You shook your head.

“I’ll make some soup.” He said getting up. You held his hand to stop him.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to.”

“No! I do. I’m responsible for this condition of yours.”

Kai went into the kitchen and soon came back with a bowl of soup. He fed it to you and then ran his finger through your hair till you fell asleep. He didn’t realize that he’d been looking at you for a long time until a tear fell from his eyes onto his hand. You were right. He had been upset for the past few weeks. Even though you and him had been in a relationship for over 5 months he had just recently felt something special for you. There was a secret he’d been hiding from you for a long time. He didn’t think it was important to tell you but now that he’d started falling in love with you, it had started to bother him. The fact that he started this relationship on the basis of lies was killing him on the inside. How could he ever tell you that he only went out with you because he wanted to ‘get over’ his last girlfriend? A little part him, hated himself for doing this to you. He always questioned himself, that would he ever be able to have enough courage to tell you the truth. He knew well, that you loved him. He could see it in your eyes so breaking your heart was out of question.  Sometimes he felt as if he didn’t deserve you and leaving you would be better but then the selfish side of him, wanted you to be his forever.

Hours passed away and he still couldn’t come up with anything. Finally, his selfish side lost. He knew what he had to do and he was dreading every second that was nearing to the time you were going to wake up.

You opened your eyes to Kai still sitting besides you, and you holding on to his hand tightly.

“You’re still here?” you asked getting up.

“No no, don’t get up.” he said tucking you back into bed.

“Why didn’t you wake me up? It’s so late.”

“You looked so peaceful while sleeping; I didn’t want to disturb you.”

“Oh Pssh,” you nudged him. He smiled and gave you a peck on the cheek.

“Are you feeling better?”

“Much better,” you replied.

“That’s good,” he mumbled and moved back, looking away.

“Hey Kai.”

“Hmm,”

“Is there something bothering you? Please tell me.”

You heard him take a deep breath. “Actually there is something I want to say.”

Your face lit up. After asking this question more than fifteen times, he was finally ready to answer it.

“I want to break up with you.”

“What?” you jumped out of bed in surprise.

He stood up too. He was equally surprised because he had no idea he was going to say it so directly. He had no control over his thoughts or words at the moment.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“I don’t know.”

“What do you mean you don’t know?”

“I’m ….gonna..leave!,” he said but you blocked his way.

“I deserve an explanation.”

He looked at you and shook his head. He was teary eyed just like 6 months ago when you first met him at the club.

“Please tell me,” you said holding on to his sleeve as tears flowed out of your eyes. He held you by your arms, firmly and shook you.

“__________, the only reason I went out with you was because I wanted to get over my last relationship. That night, when I was drunk at the club was because I broke up with my girlfriend. I was just using you. Do you get it? I was just using you to get over her.”

“What..!” you whispered. You felt a heavy glump in your throat. You started to get mad, as his words sank in. He was using you this whole time…

“I hate you,” you said and pushed him. He didn’t retaliate. “I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.” You repeated burying your face in your hands.

“I’m really sorry ________,” he mumbled.

“Just go Kai..” you said. Your head hurt. You were tired and all you wanted was to sleep. Kai stood there watching you for a while but even he knew he had to leave. There was no more damage he could do. You heard his movement. He was leaving and you were never going to see him again.

“Wait..,” you called.

He turned around and stood at the door.

“Did you ever for once loved me?” you asked hesitantly. There was no response. You looked up at him. He was looking right back at you.

“I did,” he mouthed the words. He didn’t have the courage to say anything else but he knew that if he didn’t he would regret it for the rest of his life. “When we went to the mountains together. That’s when I realized that I’d fallen for you. I just didn’t want this relationship to be built on basis of lies. I love you _______ and I would never want to hurt you but I feel as if you’d be better off without me. You deserve someone who is much better than me. Someone who will love you from the beginning till the end. Believe me if I could start over with this relationship I would because.. I..” he couldn’t say it anymore. You looked away. He stood at the doorway hoping you would stop him but you didn’t even move.

He left and you were now alone..

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6 months later:   

You walked into the coffee shop and sat on the usual table. The guy behind the register looked at you and nodded, getting ready to make your usual order. This was sort of your daily ritual. Every evening you would go there after work to relax.

“Can I get you some coffee?” an unfamiliar voice said.

“I already ordered mine,” you replied without looking up.

“Well than can I sit with you?” he asked. You looked up, and Kai was standing right before your eyes, with a calm smile fixed on his face. You were surprised but you didn’t show it. He sat opposite you watching you move your head from side to side in nervousness.

“Hi, my name is Kai,” he offered you his hand. You looked at him in confusion but then suddenly you recalled what he’d told you 6 months ago. ‘Believe me if I could start over with this relationship, I would..’

“Hi my name is _________.” You said while shaking his hand. Both you and him smiled at each other quietly sipping your coffee.

Indeed, he had started it all over again..

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Kai is so adorable! [Have any of you seen the new haircut?] Yukk! Nevertheless I still <3 him :) 

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posted 6 years ago with 74 notes

Only One [ Kai]

Requested by anon


“Wanna go grab a bite?” Kai asked poking his head inside your practice room.

“Not now oppa, I’m tired,”

“You? Are tired?”  he asked with a surprised expression.

“Yeah,” you sighed and looked away.

He looked at you intently. “Wait! You’re not tired,” he snapped his fingers. “You’re upset.”

You were surprised that he figured it out. “How’d you know?” you asked without looking at him.

“I don’t know. I just haven’t ever seen you tired after practices.”

“Ohh,”

“Well, what is it?” he asked sitting beside you.

“It’s nothing. I’m just having a really bad day.”

“Why are you having a bad day?” he threw another question at you.

You had no choice but to say it. You were obviously really upset and needed to talk to someone.

“It’s about this guy, I’ve been sort of “seeing” for a while,” you said.

A sudden expression of disappointment over came him but he quickly regained his smile.

“Ohh,” he chuckled.

“Yeah! He was very nice to me when we first started seeing each other but then yesterday I saw him with another girl.”

“It could be his sister,” Kai said immediately.

“No. That’s what I thought too at first until he kissed her.” You looked at Kai. “On her lips.”

“Ohhh!” he gasped.

Kai seemed distressed. “Did you talk to him about it?”

“I did. Last night. He was really sorry about what he’d done and he wants me to forgive him.”

“Forgive him?” Kai repeated as if questioning you.

“Yeah but I don’t know what to do. He is a really nice guy and ..”

“But he cheated on you,”

“I know,” you sighed. “I just don’t even know what to do.” You buried your face in your hands.

Kai placed his hand on your arms. He began to say something but you suddenly spoke.

“Can you make me feel better, somehow? Please!” you begged.

“Actually as a matter of fact, I can.” He said and got up, pulling you with him.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

He didn’t respond but instead walked towards the laptop. Soon, music started playing. It was BoA’s song –‘Only One’. You looked at him smiled. Just last week you’d told Kai that you were so jealous of her since she got to dance with almost all the SM guys.

“Really Oppa?” you asked him with a big smile on your face.

“Told you you’d feel better. Now come on, dance with me.” He said offering you his hand.

As soon as you placed your hands on his, he pulled you closer, leaving no space between the two of you.

‘Meo-reojyeoman ganeun geudae you’re the only one

nae-ga sarang-haet-deon geonmankeum

you’re the only one
Apeu-go apeujiman pabo katjiman go-od bye tashi neol mot

bonda haedo you’re the only one
Only one’


He slid his hands down to your waist and ran his fingers on your lower back.

“What are you doing you asked,” while laughing.

He placed his finger on your lips and pulled you into a hug, then gently pushed you back.

‘Naesarang ije-neun annyeong you’re the only one (only one)
Ibyeorhaneun isunkanedo you’re the only one
Apeu-go apeujiman pabo katjiman go-od bye (go-od bye)
Tashi neol mot bonda haedo you’re the only one (you’re the only one)’


This was the first time you’d ever been so close to him. His eyes had a beautiful shine and his lips looked so smooth. His slightly lifted nose and the flawless skin looked so perfect. His features were beautiful. Best of all, he hadn’t taken his eyes off of you for even a second. He was making you blush now. You shyly looked away as the two of you continued to dance. Your favorite part was coming. Kai dropped to the floor while you stood on top of him and pulled him towards you with the movement of your hands.

You’d always been a fan of his dancing but actually dancing with him today was something you’d never imagined.

‘Keurigo eonjenka neoye giyeok so-ge-neun
Naran sarameun teo isang sal-ji anhket-ji ji-uget-ji
Only one only one
You’re the only one, only one’


The song finally ended. Kai had embraced you into a hug. You slowly pulled away but the two of you were still very close. He removed the strands of hair from your face and lifted your chin.

“I shouldn’t go back to him should I?” you asked with a nervous smile on your face.

He shook his head and without giving a warning, leaned in and kissed you. You didn’t pull back. At this point you didn’t even care about the other guy. You were standing so close to Kai. You wanted to enjoy this. You could feel that he was smiling. You started smiling too.

“Now, I really can’t go back because I guess I..”

“Cheated on him,” he completed it for you.

You shyly looked away.

“You’re blushing,” he said gently turning your face towards him.

You didn’t know what to say.  You kept your eyes fixed on the floor. He pulled you in and hugged you.

“Will you be mine?” he whispered.

“Yes,” you replied instantly.

Both of you were smiling now.

Kai sat down and you rested your head on his lap. Both of you said nothing to each other. There was nothing to say. Everything seemed so perfect and beautiful. He ran his fingers through your hair. You didn’t know when you fell asleep. He gave you a peck on your forehead before he drifted into a deep sleep too.

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The next morning you found yourself, in his arms. Last night’s event started coming back to you. You looked at him sleeping peacefully. A smile spread across your face. You kissed him on the cheek and laid your head back on his chest.

 You had never had a more beautiful morning.

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Ahhhh anon! My Kai feels just came back! Thank you for requesting this! <3 <3

posted 6 years ago with 45 notes

If I ever forgive myself.. [ Kai ] Part 2

 Part 1: http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28419334306/if-i-ever-forgive-myself-kai

Requested by exokmforever

As you got home, you stumbled and fell. You felt like all your energy had been drained out. You could finally cry now, cry all you wanted. You rested your head on the door and before you knew it you were in deep sleep.

You woke up to the sound of thunder. It was raining heavily outside. The tree branches were hitting the window repeatedly. The skies were weeping with you that day. You got up, made yourself some coco and settled on the couch. ‘_­­­­­______, you need to pull yourself together now. You won’t be able to move on in life like this. The decision you made today is right and you should be confident about it. So what if you can’t be with him. So what if you broke someone’s hurt. Just move on now. Life is full of disappointments. We don’t always get what we want and we should learn to live with this fact. It may hurt but in the long run you might thank yourself for it. You need a break from all of this right now and think about your future.  Get your head into different things and soon you’ll forget about all of this.’

It had been a while you had a little talk with yourself and that night you felt much better. You were ready to start anew.

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6 months later

“Hey, Mr. Kim said the article is due by the end of the day,” Yu han said to you.

“Oh my God, I feel like flipping tables over here. I can’t think of anything new right now,” you replied, burying your face into your hands.

“I know exactly the thing to do. Let’s go out for frozen yogurt. It will freshen you up,” he offered.

“Sure, I’m up for anything right now,” you answered desperately.

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“Yummmm, this stuff is good. I almost forgot how tasty this was. I really should go out more often,” you said while stuffing your mouth with frozen yogurt.

Yu han looked at you and started laughing. “Why are you laughing?” you asked.

“You’ve got yogurt on your nose. Here let me wipe it for you,” he said cleaning your nose. You were giggling, when suddenly you saw something you never wished to see. Your hands got numb and your tummy started hurting. Kai was staring right at you. You didn’t know how long he’d been there.

“Excuse me,” you said and got up to use the restroom. You could hear your heartbeat. You threw water on your face repeatedly. ‘He probably doesn’t even remember me anymore. Why am I so worried? He must have left by now. Just calm down, relax and go outside okay.’ You convinced yourself and opened the bathroom door. Suddenly two hands grabbed you dragged you into the guy’s bathroom. Kai pinned you against the wall. He held your hands tightly. It hurt but looking at his face, only inches from yours gave you satisfaction you had been longing for.

“So this is what you do to me? You leave me in the dumps and move on with some other guy. I thought you were better than this you know. I cried for you dammit. I forced myself not to see you because you wanted that,” he banged his hand on the wall.”

“Ahh, “ you let out a silent scream and closed your eyes. He held your face and forced you to look at him.

“Do you have an answer for me because I would really like to know why you did this. You really are a player. You played with your boy friend; you played with my heart and now him. I should go warn him. At least he’ll be spared.”

“You’re hurting me,” you whispered, trying to make him loosen his grip on your wrist.

“No,” he snapped back,” you’re hurting me!”

“You don’t know a thing,” you said between sobs.

Looking at your tears, his heart melted and his grip loosened. He was mad at you but only because he loved you. Seeing you with someone made him jealous. He lifted his hands and wiped your tears.

“No matter how much I hate you, I will still be in love with you.” He said pulling away. You could see tears forming in his eyes. He was very distressed. 

“He’s not my boy friend,” you said. You were really hurt. This is what he thought of you. You didn’t want to stay there a minute longer. You turned around and left.

A tear fell from his eyes and rolled down his cheek. ‘I should have controlled myself. What the heck happened to me? I guess I just lost all control. She deserves an apology. More importantly she needs me.

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“Ohh shucks, I left my keys at the office,” You said while kicking your apartment door. The sudden sound of thunder sacred you. “Great, just what I needed. You’re really testing me aren’t you?” you said while looking up. You had no choice but to go back. You were completely soaked and you had just stepped out of the building. You knew you were going to get sick but you had to take your chances.

“______ ah,” Kai came running towards you. He pulled you towards himself and covered you with his jacket.

“What are you doing out in the rain?” he asked.

“I left me keys at the office and I don’t have any spares. My umbrella is inside the house so here I am.”

Kai smiled at you but you refused to smile back. His words were still revolving in your head and they had really hurt you.

“Come with me,” he pulled you. 

“Aniyo,” you tried to release your hand. 

“Jebal,” he asked and stopped a taxi. “Come on.”

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The taxi stopped in front of a Kai’s apartment. “Why are we here? I don’t want to be here. Just take me to my office.” You whined. 

“This is the best I can do right now. Okay.” He insisted and took you inside.

He turned on the fire in the fire place and went to fetch some cloths for you.

“­­­­________ ah, come and get changed or you’ll get sick,” he called you.

You went inside only to find him shirtless. “Could you please put on a shirt?” you asked.

“No, I don’t feel like wearing one,” he replied casually. “Here take these and get changed.”

You changed your shirt which was obviously huge on you. You literally drowned in them but the scent of his perfume on the shirt made you never want to take it off.  You came out of the bathroom and sure enough he was still shirtless. He advanced towards you and stopped only inches away.

“______, I am so sorry about what I said earlier,” he said and looked down on the floor. He couldn’t meet your eyes anymore. He felt guilty.

“I would do anything to take back my words. Hurting you is the last thing I would want to do. I just can’t live without you anymore. I tried and I’ve failed. When I saw you with your friend, I was devastated. I can’t stand seeing you with someone else. I just can’t take it. You’ve hurt yourself enough ______. Stop testing yourself. You can move on now. I’m pretty sure your ex moved on too. You can’t continue living like this. No matter how much you deny it, you and I both know that you’re as much in love with me as I am.” He was looking straight into your eyes now, “I love you.” His words send shudders through your body. You wanted to cry. This time they were tears of joy. You let yourself cry. Nobody could stop you that day. You had held it in you for 6 months but that night was the time to let it go. You felt comfortable showing him your weak side.

He hesitated but then he leaned in and pressed his lips against yours. You didn’t wait a second and kissed him back. You didn’t ever want to let go. You wanted it to last forever. You had waited long enough and  the wait was inally over. He slid his hand to the back of your neck. You ran your hand through his hair. It was just like the movies. Just like you had imagined it to be. Your little love story that you had left hanging 6 months ago was finally complete.

‘You had finally forgiven yourself.’

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I’m pretty satisfied with the ending *yaaay* <3

posted 6 years ago with 36 notes

Anonymous asked: "Hey I'm the anon who has requested the Kai scenarios haha all of them came from me~ I really like what you did with them^^ keep up the good work!"

hahahah ALL OF THEM ?? lol Thanks :) Let me know if you want more :)

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posted 6 years ago

kai-na asked: "Hi^^ i just read the story you wrote of kai just now and i really liked it! i dont really read stories because i dont like it but this one was really good! i really want a part 2! LOL happy ending right?;) oh well its your story and your decision:) haha! anyways, I thought it was really good! ^^ GOod job!:D"

Awwww. [ Can you keep a secret? :P ] haha I wanted someone to ask me to make a part 2 for this one.. Otherwise I would have just went ahead and made one. I hope the anon who asked for this scenario approves this :)

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posted 6 years ago

If I ever forgive myself.. [ Kai ] Part 1

Part 2: http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/28488988042/if-i-ever-forgive-myself-kai-part-2


Requested by anon

“Who’s that girl in the corner?” Kai asked Luhan pointing towards you.

 “She’s the manager’s son’s girlfriend.”

“Oh,” Kai said sounding disappointed.

“Why are you asking?” Luhan asked.

“Ohh I dunno, haven’t really seen her around here before.”

“I have, a couple of times actually. She’s very quiet and loves reading books,” Luhan said cheerfully.

“Wow, you seem to know a lot about her,” Kai shot back.

“Yeah, she’s usually around in our training room. She helps around with the manager since she took the summer off from University.”

“Hmm, that’s nice to know.”

“Want me to introduce you to her?” Luhan asked.

“Nah, she’s taken. What’s the use,” Kai laughed halfheartedly, “ let’s go home, this party is getting boring.”

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You walked into Exo K’s practice room only to find a shirtless and sweating Kai. “Aish, Mianhe, I didn’t think anybody would be in here,” you said while closing your eyes.

“Oh no it’s alright,” Kai replied.

You slowly opened your eyes only to find him still shirtless. You were marveled by his physique but something more important caught your attention. Blood.

“Kai sii you are bleeding, Oh my God, let me get the first aid kit,” you quickly turned around and left.

You came rushing back in and took out the required things. “Now hold still, because this might hurt,” you warned him. “By the way how did you manage to get a cut on your arm?” you asked.

“I was just taking off my shirt when I hit that sharp corner of the window,” he said.

You suddenly realized you were standing too close to him so you tried to move back but then you weren’t able to tend the wound therefore you were stuck. You could see him staring at you from the corner of your eyes. He hadn’t taken his eyes off you for even a second. It was making you nervous.

“Ouch,” he whispered.

“I’m so sorry, just stand still,” you said.

“I’m perfectly still, it’s your hands that are shaking,” he said.

“Ohh,” you said and stood back.

“No, please continue,” he insisted while smiling.

“You’re hurt and you’re smiling. Are you okay,” you asked.

He shook his head whileyou continued to dress his wound. It took you 10 minutes because the cut was very deep. “There, all done.” You said and looked up only to find him still looking at you. “Are you okay,” you said and snapped your fingers into his face.

“Huh, oh ye, Gomawo,” Kai said.

“So, I’ll see you around okay? Take care of that,” you said and left.

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You tossed and turned in bed. No matter how hard you tired, Kai’s face just wouldn’t get out of your head. “Gaahhhhh,” you screamed pulling your hair.

“Are you okay baby?” your boyfriend asked, suddenly waking up because of you.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to disturb you,” you apologized.

“It’s alright,” he said and kissed you on the forehead, “sleep tight.”

You guys had been going out for three months now. He was the most loving boyfriend. He took a lot of care of you. He always placed your needs before his and couldn’t possibly think of hurting you. In other words, he was perfect.

You scolded yourself for even thinking about someone else while you already had a boyfriend and forced yourself to go to sleep.

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“_________ ah, come here!” the manager oppa called you.

“I have a new assignment for you. The Exo K members are going to China for two weeks. One of our translators had to leave and she recommended you since you know Mandarin and Cantonese. So would you like to do it?” he asked. It wasn’t really a question, he was pretty much telling you that you had to do it. You couldn’t say no.

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“Ohh great, just what I needed, a seat next to Kai. Is the Lord testing me?” you mumbled rolling your eyes as you got on the plane.

“Ohh your seat is next to mine,” Kai asked smiling brightly.

“Ye,” you said.

It had been an hour into the flight when suddenly the airplane starting shuddering. You were extremely scared. The weather outside was really bad. You started praying and the shuddering finally stopped after 10 minutes.

“You can let go off my hand now,” Kai said looking at you. You looked down only to find that you had been holding his hand tightly, almost stopping the blood circulation.

“I’m so sorry,” you apologized.

“It’s okay.”

You were really tired from last night therefore you fell asleep. Kai woke you up after 2 hours. You were leaning on his shoulder. “Are we there yet?” you asked yawning.

“Almost, the plane’s about to land,” he replied.

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The next two weeks were the longest ones of your life. You felt like you were getting closer and closer to Kai. He was very playful. Quite the opposite of you. You looked for reasons to be around him. When the guys performed on stage you paid special attention to his moves. He was like a magnet, attracting you towards him. When you guys landed back in Korea you snapped yourself back to reality. You were in a relationship with a wonderful guy. You asked yourself repeatedly why this was happening to you. You were really confused and wanted to set things straight therefore you decided to meet Kai and ask him for help. At this point he would be the only one to give you a good advice.

“Kai oppa, are you in here?” you asked poking your head in the training room.

“Yeah, I’m in the back.”

“Why is it so dark back here,” you said but tripped. Luckily Kai caught you. Your faces were only inches apart. His face looked beautiful in the moonlight. You could feel his soft breaths on your face. It seemed magical. You’d never felt the same way with your boyfriend. Suddenly, Kai kissed you. You liked it. You didn’t want to let go. You kissed him back. Then suddenly it hit you. You were cheating on your boy friend. You immediately pulled back and looked away.

“Tell me you didn’t like it and I’ll go away,” Kai said putting his hand on your shoulder.

Tears started forming in your eyes. No matter how much you lied to yourself, it wasn’t going to change the truth. You did feel something for him. “I loved it,” you said tuning around to reveal your tears. “But, I can’t do this. He loves me a lot.”

“And you?” he asked.

“I..” you couldn’t finish. “I .. don’t know,” you finally said.

“______ ah I love you. I know it’s too early to say it but I do and I have since the first time I saw you at the party.  I tried so hard to pull myself away from you but I can’t. I think about you all night and during the day I find reasons to be around you. I don’t know if this makes me a bad person but I really want to be with you knowing that you are with someone else. I don’t think love needs any justifications,” he finished leaving you with no words to say.

Without saying a word, you turned around and left.

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“Babe, what’s wrong?” your boyfriend asked kissing you on the neck. You pulled yourself together.

“Nothing,”

“So I was thinking we should… do it tonight? I mean if it’s okay with you?” he asked smiling. There it was. The moment of truth. You thought hard. Was he ‘the one’ you wanted to lose your virginity to? You closed your eyes and asked your heart. ‘No’ it whispered back.

“ I’m sorry oppa but I can’t do this,” you finally said.

“That’s alright. I can wait” he replied.

“No, I mean I can’t be in this relationship anymore,“ even you were surprised as to how those words had made their way to your lips.

He was shocked. “What do you mean?” he asked.

“I don’t want to hurt you because hurting is far from anything you’ve done to me. A few days back I met this guy, Kai, and somehow I have fallen in love with him. I’ve tried so hard to get him out of my head but my heart keeps pulling him back. And seeing you, passionately in love with me kills me because I’m not worth this love. You are a great guy and you deserve someone who will be yours and yours only.” You said. You couldn’t hold in your tears anymore. You started crying, then sobbing holding your face in your hands. “I am so so sorry for doing this to you. I never meant for anything like this to happen. If you could ever just forgive me for my mistake.” You said and looked up at him. He was crying too. You wiped his tears but he held your hands. He came forward and kissed you on your forehead, “ I fell in love with you because of your honesty but I didn’t know the same honesty was going to take you so far away from me,” he said.

“I guess I have nothing left to do here. _____, I have and always will love you. I want you to be happy and if being with him makes you happy then be it,” he said and got up. “I’ll leave you alone so you can figure this out,” he said and patted your head.

It hurt you to see him leave but you were satisfied that he was free from this broken relationship. You hated yourself for this. You couldn’t forgive yourself for this. Ever.

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“I heard about the breakup,” Kai said entering the room. “I am so sorry.”

“Nah, it alright. I just need some time to get over this whole thing,” you said.

He was hoping you guys could be together now but before he could say anything you spoke.

“Listen, I want you to forget about whatever happened that night okay? I’m leaving this job soon. It will be better for both of us,” you said and got up.

“But what about us?” he asked not wanting you to leave.

“What I’ve done to him was heartless. I need some time to get things straight. I can’t just move on like nothing happened.”

“Exactly, I CANT JUST MOVE ON like nothing happened between us either,” Kai said, a little louder this time.

“I’m sorry Kai sii. I have to go now,” you said and left.

You felt like somebody had just ripped your heart out. There was nothing more you wanted in this world but to be with him but you if you ever wanted to forgive yourself, you had to hurt yourself as much as you had hurt your boy friend. What could be a better way to do that but to keep yourself away from the guy you were madly in love with.

Maybe we will meet again, some day. If I’m ever able to forgive myself’ you thought to yourself and sighed.

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Ahhhh anon, Im sorry this is so long. I couldn’t make it a happy ending but I can make a part 2 for this if you want me too? Hope you like this. :)

posted 6 years ago with 30 notes

Thanks to everybody who requested a Kai scenario, I am now starting to have feels for Kai :’)

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posted 6 years ago with 2 notes

You’re insecure, Don’t know what for.. [ Kai ]

Requested by anon

You and Kai were going out for a romantic dinner tonight and so you were supposed to meet him at the training center. *** “Romantic dinner? Seriously since when did you become so cheesy? “ you said. “Ever since I met you. Every couple does this, we should give it a shot. We’re always hanging out with the boys with no time left for ourselves,” he replied***

You recalled the conversation with him earlier, and smiled. “Kai, Kaiiiiiiiiiii Oppa where are you?” you yelled entering the training center. “He isn’t here. He went to get something from the store. He’ll be back in a minute though,” Kris replied.

“Hmm okay,” you said turning to go outside.

“Wait..” he called back, “you can come in here and sit with me,” he suggested.

“Oh okay,” you said and the two of you started conversing.

Thirty minutes passed away and Kai did not show up. “Where the heck is he,” you asked sounding frustrated.

“Wow, you sound like you aren’t enjoying talking to me,” Kris said sounding disappointed.

“Oh no silly, I am.” you patted his shoulder, “ Im just wondering where he is, its not like him to get late,” you said.

“Anneyonghaseyo,” Kai yelled as he entered.

“You’re in big trouble, your girlfriend is pretty upset but that’s alright I kept her entertained,” Kris remarked.

“Ohh, Im so sorry baby, I was getting some stuff for the managers,” Kai apologized.

“It’s alright.. let’s go now,” you said while getting up.

“Hey Kris you wanna join us,” you turned around and asked.

“Aaa, Im sure he has work to do,” Kai answered before Kris could say anything.

“You didn’t even let him answer, respect you hyung,” you said jokingly.

“That’s what I’ve been trynna do,” Kai mumbled under his breath.

“Did you say something,” you asked.

“Nothing lets go. I’m really hungry,” Kai said pulling you out.

“Bye Krisssssss,” you yelled as you left

“Bye,” he said and sighed.

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“You got a little something over there, let me wipe it for you,” Kai said advancing towards you.

“Oppa, have you been reading, those romantic books because I’m pretty sure I have nothing on my mouth,” you said and giggled.

He laughed,” Maybe.”

After dinner, both of you walked home. “Why are we walking home and not taking the taxi?” you asked.

“Haven’t you seen those movies when the guy walks the girl home and then kisses her at the door?”

“He also offers her a jacket when she is cold,” you said while shivering.

“Oh sorry,” he said taking his jacket off and wrapping it around you.

“Gomawo.”

You reached to your front door and sure enough he kissed you. “Thank you tonight was beautiful,” you said.

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“Hey, it’s okay if you can’t take me, Kris is driving down there tomorrow and he offered to take me,” you said to Kai on the phone.

“No, no wait,” he shot back, “ I’ll figure something out. I’ll try getting out of practice earlier okay. Just wait for me a bit.”

“Oppa, I know you’re really busy and I don’t wanna disturb you,” you replied.

“Okay let me come over tonight and we will talk about this okay?” he said.

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“Why do you always freak out whenever I mention Kris oppa’s name.” you asked as both of you settled on the couch.

“He’s not your oppa okay, I AM your oppa. Don’t call him your Oppa,” he said freaking out.

“Are you okay?” you said rubbing his shoulder. He suddenly hugged  you.

“Kris hyung has liked you for a while. Longer than me actually. We made a bet as to who would you choose and you chose me. He was really disappointed because he really liked you. He later told me that he didn’t have feelings for you just to make me happy but I know he does. He just says that because he is my hyung and he doesn’t want to hurt me. I feel guilty every time I see him like this. More importantly I get jealous because he is so perfect and irresistible. Girls throw themselves over him and if you spend more time with him even you might start liking him. Call me selfish or possessive but I don’t want you to be around him. Besides I know how much it hurts him and I don’t want that either.”

You didn’t know how to respond. You were shocked. “ I am so sorry,” Kai said.

You hugged him, “ Why do you feel so insecure, you are the one I love.”

“I know but..”

“Shhhhh,” you leaned in and kissed him.

“If it makes you happy than I won’t be around Kris as much anymore,” you said.

“You’re making me sound selfish,” he replied.

“Protective, not selfish,” you corrected him,” Now shhhh and let me enjoy this kiss,” you said pressing your lips against his.

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I ddn’t feel like writing long paragraphs showing how much _________ [you] loved him because I wanted to have that “Most things should be left unsaid” effect ;) I hope you like it anon :)

posted 6 years ago with 49 notes