I wrote this a while ago but I just wanted to repost because its just so upsetting to see him leave :(
Requested by anaabachan
LEETEUK OPPA is leaving for the army next month [Last performance August 26th] and I wanted to write something special just for him.
*****This story is very special to me because I actually imagined myself in this scenario. If Kyuhyun wasn’t in Suju, Leeteuk definitely would have been my bias. [Regardless of the age difference]. I am actually very upset about him leaving and got very emotional while writing this scenario but like all the other ELF’s I will wait for him to come back! :)******
Tonight was the night. It really was. Days had passed by so quickly. You wanted to hide under the covers and cry because soon you knew you wouldn’t be able to see the person you lived for. The person who made you feel so special; thoughts about him made your body tingle and your heart beat faster. It was two years ago on the same day that he’d asked you to be his girl friend. You wished that, that day would come back and you could start all over with him. Your heart ached. Even thinking about it made you teary eyed.
You played with the promise ring in your finger as you sat by the window waiting for him to come. The ring was beautiful. He’d given it to you in a very special way. Taking you to see the sunset at the beach and quietly slipping it in your finger asking you to be his forever.
You brought yourself back to reality and started setting the dinner table for two. He’d promised he’d be there on time today. You knew he wouldn’t be but just to be sure you set everything up. The clock struck 8 and somebody knocked on the door. You were surprised as you walked towards the door. You knew it couldn’t be him. He was always late. Instead of looking through the peep hole you opened the door. And there he was standing right in front of you with a beautiful rose in his hand. He offered it to you and kissed you on the cheek. You forced a smile and gave way so he could come in.
“Huhaha, the food smells good,” he said clapping his hands. You could tell how hard he was trying to look relaxed.
“Ye, I made your favorite dish,” you replied.
Without any delay, both of you settled and began eating.
“Aii, this is really good,” he said looking at you.
“Gomawo,” you replied without looking at him. You couldn’t do this. It was hurting you so much but you also didn’t want him to see your weak side.
“Why aren’t you saying anything,” he asked after a while.
You laughed half heartedly. “I’m eating.”
“I know that,” he replied.
“I can’t believe you came on time today,” you quickly changed the topic.
“Ye,” he replied.
“Why?” you asked.
“I figured, today might be the last…” he paused for a while. “I didn’t want to annoy you anymore,”
You felt like all your energy had been drained out of you. You wanted to get up and hug him but you stayed back and fought your tears.
You looked up at him and smiled. “Gomawo.”
The two of you had never been so awkward around each other. You didn’t want the dinner to ever finish because then you would have to face him and you knew you’d break down. Nothing lasts forever though and so time passed. Dinner was over. You picked up the plates and took them to the kitchen.
“Need help cleaning?” Leeteuk said poking his head inside the kitchen.
“Ahh, anneyo. The kitchen is so tiny. I’ll do it myself.” You said.
“Oh come on,” he said and hugged you from behind. “The tinier the kitchen the closer we can be,” he said and gave you a soft kiss on your neck.
You blushed and smiled. This was the first time since the morning that you’d smiled with all your heart.
After finishing the dishes both of you settled on the couch.
“Pheww, that was a lot of work,” he said while taking a deep breath.
“Hahaha told you, you wouldn’t be able to do it,” you teased him.
He sighed as he laid down pulling you with him. You rested your head on his chest and sighed too.
“So this is it haan,” he said.
You wished he hadn’t said that. Tears started forming in the corner of your eyes. You couldn’t control them anymore. You didn’t want to be strong anymore. You wanted to hug him tightly and cry. Cry all night if you could.
“What’s wrong,” Leeteuk asked worriedly as he heard your sniffles.
You quickly looked away and wiped them but more kept flowing.
He forced you to turn around and lifted your chin.
“What’s wrong?” he asked holding your face gently and giving you a peck on the cheek.
“I can’t do this anymore, Opaa,” you whispered.
Leeteuk took a deep breath. His arms fell as if they had lost all energy too. He hugged you tightly and rubbed your back. “Me neither.”
You were sobbing now. You began saying something but your tongue ceased to work. Words weren’t forming anymore.
“Do you have to go?” you finally asked.
“Ye,” he replied.
“But you will wait for me right?” he asked after a short pause.
“I will.”
He pulled back and wiped your tears once again. “________ah,Please don’t cry. It hurts me to see you cry like this. I won’t be able to survive there knowing how upset you are. Don’t make it hard for me.”
“I know Oppa. I didn’t want to do this but I couldn’t stop myself. I just couldn’t,” you said and buried your face in your hands.
“Hey, hey hey,” he said softly patting your hair. “Don’t say that,” he said and pulled you towards him.
“Why are you so upset? I will come back. .. We still have to get married don’t we?” he said.
You quickly looked up and straight into his eyes. You wanted to make sure what you’d heard was right. He nodded. You smiled.
“That’s the smile I want to see before I leave,” he said and kissed you on your forehead.
Before he could pull away you pulled him and kissed him on the lips. You felt better now. Much better. The thought of him leaving didn’t hurt as much anymore because you knew that he was yours and only yours. No matter how long he took you were going to wait for him.
After all isn’t love all about waiting.
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Here are a few [Out of my infinite list] videos of Leeteuk:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsYdPQcR_UY [ the other members will be like this next month]
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8W-oyL061Jw [I always cry ~no regrets]
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YMuyC5fZXU&list=FLqDQDBXuGy7fujt9KgLWoZg&index=29&feature=plpp_video [ I am so proud to be an ELF]
4. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZW5mJEbK3g4 [ Enough crying.. this one makes me laugh]
5. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ncTLVltLv0 [ this one flatters me every time he says ‘My girls my angels]
Hey guys [ any leeteuk lovers out there?? ]
http://letterstoleeteuk.tumblr.com/
click on this link and send a letter to Leeteuk! and also if you could KEEP TWEETING THIS LINK TO LEETEUK [ this is what i’ve been doing for a week now]. If we get enough people to do it he MIGHT actually look at it. :)We need to show him that ALL of us will actually wait for him.
his twitter : https://twitter.com/special1004

Elf’s will miss you Oppa :’(
I will try to finish the Leeteuk scenario by tomorrow though! [I just need to get in the mode] :’|

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I was going to do a LEETEUK exclusive NEXT month since he is leaving and I am already very upset about it [ My heart sinks every time I think about it] so yeah this request will be very special and dear to me :’(

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While adding it to my pending list I got really emotional :’| .. I dont even know how I will write this scenario !
Super Junior SPY MV