Your Wish Is My Command

A beautiful Night- Luhan

You casually back out of the movie theater parking lot… “thuddd” you hear a loud sound. “That didn’t sound very pleasant,” you say to yourself opening the door to your car.

“Oh no no nooooo,” you hear a guy cry.

“Did…I…hit your car?” you ask without looking in his direction.

“Yes,” he replied angrily.

“I’m so sorry,” you said walking towards him. “I am so sorry… I don’t know why I didn’t look in the mirror… I am soooo stupid..”

There was no reply. You looked towards him. He didn’t seem angry anymore. In fact there was sort of a shy smile on his face.

“Let me call the police so he could write a report.” You said dialing 9-1-1.

“Oh no… it’s okay. It doesn’t look that bad.”

“No…nooo there’s a huge dent. Okay.. let me call my insurance company.”

“No, seriously it’s fine. I can get it fixed myself.”

“That’ll cost you a fortune.”

“It’ll cost my dad a fortune,” he said with a calm smile and raised eyebrows.

“Oh…” you nodded your head returning the smile. “Ummm I’ll let you go..” You began to walk back towards your car.

“Umm excuse me…” he said.

“Yes?”

“Maybe..you could give me your number so I could contact you…in case dad refuses to pay?” h asked hesitantly. He played nervously with his fingers.

“Uhh.. yeah sure.. why not,” you replied. You handed a small piece of paper with your number on it.

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That night…

Your phone beeps- It’s a message from an unknown number.

“Hey.. its me! The person you met from earlier today…”

“I met lots of people today…” you replied knowing it was the guy you had hit the car of.

“I meant.. the guy outside the movie theater.”

“Oh..”

“Yeah…”

“So whatsup?”

“Yeah… dad said he won’t pay for it.. :(“

“What?? Really?? OMG I am so sorry.. okay I’ll call my insurance company right away”

Just as you were about to dial their number you received another text message from him.

“No … I was kidding don’t do that.”

“You scared me.. why would you that…”

“I’m sorry :(“

“Haha..  it’s alright.”

“So..I was wondering if you were free Saturday night?”

“Well that was very straightforward…”

A minute passed and there was no reply. Five minutes… then ten. You felt bad for saying what you did.

“You still there?” you sent another message.

“Oh you’re not upset?” he asked.

“No I thought I had upset you.. I was just joking.”

“Really? I thought I had come off as a creep. I shouldn’t have been so hasty.”

“Oh no I think I was being blunt. I would like to meet up this Saturday.”

“Who said I want to meet up?”

“What??”

“Haha I am kidding. Café Zuke at 7:30”

“Sure..~~”

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You arrived fifteen minutes before time unlike being fashionably late. To your surprise the guy was already there too. He waved at you from inside the café. Before you could reach for the door, you saw him lunge towards it and open it for you.

“Thank you,” you said slightly bowing. Both of you settled at a table in the corner away from everyone.

“It’s a nice quiet place. I didn’t even know it existed,” you said nervously.

“Are you nervous?” he asked.

“Nervous?” your voice broke as you repeated. “No..not at all.”

 “My name is Luhan by the way…” he said while chuckling.

“My name is _________,” you replied with a shy smile. For some reason you felt over whelmed.

“So were you at the movies by yourself the other day?” he asked.

You nodded in agreement. “Yeah… I like watching them by myself. It’s more fun that way.”

“Don’t you get lonely?” he asked.

“Nope.. I haven’t really felt like that till now.” you said.

“That’s strange. I always have to have someone around me.”

“I guess we are the polar opposites..” you murmured.

“Not quiet..” he replied.

You looked at him for an explanation. “Look at the color of your dress… it matches my shirt.”

“That’s one thing,” you smiled a little. You could tell that he was really trying to make you feel at ease.

As the light blue sky turned a bright red and then finally a darker shade of blue, the two of you continued to talk. What started as an awkward conversation turned into something much more meaningful. He offered to walk you to the nearest MTR which you very graciously accepted.

“You know you are not as shallow as people may perceive you to be!” you said.

“Shallow? What do you mean? Why would anyone think that?” He asked a question after the other.

You thought for a while to come up with the right words. “What I meant to say is that you’re not like all those other pretty boys.” You said quickly hoping he didn’t catch what you had said.

“Did you just call me good looking?” he asked.

“Is that the only thing you got out of it?” you laughed.

“You didn’t answer my question” he said.

“Aish…ummm maybe,” you said increasing your pace. “My train is about to leave.”

“This calls for another date…” he said.

“A date? Today was a date?” you asked.

“Yeah…” he smiled with his eyes. You saw him blush but you couldn’t call him out for that since you yourself were blushing.

“I’ll see you later,” you said and quickly jumped onto the train.

It was a beautiful ending to a beautiful night. 

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I know this came out of no where but I really wanted to write something for a while and so I just cooked this up earlier today. I know Exo is going throguh a lot at this point so here’s something to make you guys feel better. Enjoy! 

I will get back to my pending list in the upcoming days. 

posted 4 years ago with 52 notes

Luhan [Exo] inspired me to learn how to solve the Rubik’s cube. Of course I am not as good as him but I still gave it a shot. I wanted to share my success with lovely followers <3 

posted 5 years ago with 15 notes

Today marks the ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY of this blog. I can’t believe it has already been a year and I have come this far. I’ve been lazy and I’ve been really quick with updating. Regardless, you guys have stayed with me. I love all of you a lot. Thanks for sticking with me, sending me sweet messages and encouraging me. To all the hater anons…I’m sorry I never posted any of your asks. I didn’t want drama. To all my other beautiful followers.. thanks once again. I hope to never give up on this blog even though I’ve gotten extremely slow with posting. 

Now to celebrate I will posts my most favorite gif from each gif folder on my laptop. 

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kai’s potato heart.

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Kyungsoo’s zombie self.

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Sassy Key

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Thinking Kris

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Crazy kyu 

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Lay being mean to his Seniors. 

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This gif will forever be beautiful for me. Luhan looks like perfection in that gif :’)

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Sehun’s forever eye roll that I’m madly in love with. 

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Tao’s smirk

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Xiumin’s hearty laugh!

posted 5 years ago with 131 notes

Cafe Rendezvous [Luhan]

Requested by anon

The goose bumps on your arms were coaxing you into closing the window at the far end of your office floor. You looked up at it with dagger eyes wishing it could react to your threat. No luck. You were just as stubborn. You wrapped your jacket around you tightly and began to scroll through your inbox once again. It was almost 8 o clock. Everyone had left the office building but you. You sat in the dark empty room, hoping for a miracle to happen on that Friday night. If you went home empty handed you would most likely not get promoted.

“Come on … come on.. come on!!” you said refreshing the page for the 10th time. Nothing. No new person had submitted a story. You had read and rejected five stories earlier that day. You were hoping someone would submit a good one by the end of the day. The deadline for the first rough draft was the following Tuesday which gave you one more working day to sort things out. Without a story, you would fail at the big end of the month project and never get promoted in your 2 year old job.

You sat in silence staring at you screen in utter disappointment. It was as if the whole universe was conspiring against you. A healthy smile took you at your own thought. You were a bit of a dramatic person.

Suddenly, your ears perked at the *bling* on your computer. The bold words appearing before you could never be more satisfying. It was an email, an email you had been longing to receive. You clicked on it immediately. There wasn’t much content except a single line stating that a story was attached. It seemed as if the sender was in a hurry.

Nevertheless, you downloaded the file and began reading. The very first line had captured all your attention. But slowly the content went downhill. You were starting to lose focus. It seemed as if the writer was very detached from his work. There were occasions that you felt he/she had put their heart and soul into it and at other times the whole story was just falling apart.

You could also tell that English was their second language since the mistakes were beyond imaginable. That, you could fix but only if the story was a little better written. The plot was the same as any other story about relationships falling apart.

“Great! …another heartbreaker!” you frowned at the draft. It was around 9 o clock. It hadn’t taking you much long to skim through the story. You opened a new window and like you had done 5 times already, began writing an email telling the sender that the story was going to be rejected.

With a heavy heart you clicked ‘send’. Your day was finally over. You began packing your content when you heard another *bling*. It was from the same person. You scrunched your nose as you clicked on it.

Hello,

I am sorry my last email was so rushed. I was at a public computer and my time was almost over. I do not quite understand why my work has been rejected. I have put a lot of thought into it. From your feedback you gave me I have a feeling I still have a chance.

Would you like to meet in person so we can discuss this further? This is very important to me and I do not want to fail at this big opportunity. If you think my request is a bit out of line, I apologize in advance.

Sincerely

Luhan”

You felt your heart sink a little as you read the name. “Luhan… hmmm” you whispered. The name rang a bell but you could not remember for sure. You read and re read the email a few times. There was nothing planned for the weekend anyways. You wrote a  brief reply:

“Hey

Tomorrow: 9 o clock

Place: City Café

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“Thank you so much. I will see you there.

Luhan”

“Great,” you muttered to yourself as you walked out of the dark room. Now you had to reject him in person.

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You looked more than fresh, sitting in a corner table at the café. You didn’t mind the least being the first one to arrive. You had gotten there a half hour early. There were a few other people at the shop. None of them caught your attention but a guy sitting at the other end of the café, newspaper covering his face. He had seemed to get there a few minutes before you since you saw him order when you entered.

Time flew by quickly. It was five minutes past nine. You frowned a little at his tardiness. That was one thing you hated about writers. Another five minutes passed. You swung your head towards the door again. In the moment, your eyes met the guy sitting at the other end. He had also been curiously looking towards the door. Both you and he smiled at each other foolishly knowing that you had been waiting for each other this whole time. He grabbed his bad nervously, almost spilling his coffee and dropping the newspaper. He walked towards you with a hearty but shaken smile.

“Hello,” he muttered quickly looking away, pretending to set his content on the table.

“Hi,” you replied offering your hand.

Both you and he settled down opposite each other. You gave him a comforting smile so he wouldn’t be completely lost due to his jumpy condition.  You heard him take a few deep breaths to relax himself. In only a few moments he seemed to be getting normal.

“I’m sorry about this,” he said pointing to himself. You narrowed your eyebrows as if questioning his statement.

“For being so flustered..” he added. “I didn’t get enough sleep last night.”

“May I ask why was that so? …ah.. you don’t have to answer if you’re not comfortable,” you said. He looked up at you. He was very relaxed and smiling more casually now.

“Oh … I had personal business to take care of. Nothing too special.” He looked away once again so you won’t be able to tell he was lying. He had spent the entire last night editing and re editing the story and practicing how he would convince you. If he didn’t get this break, his career would be over. His rich father will call him back home and force him to attend Business School. 

“I’m not too sure why you called me here today?” you asked.

“I want you to re read the story one more time. Let me know what’s wrong. I’ll try my best to fix it…”

“Luhan…,” you said his name hesitantly. “That’s not the problem though. Even if you fix all these little mistakes…your story is still not extra ordinary. It’s not any different from the many others we have published already. We need something different. Something people have never read before. Something that makes them anticipate our next issue.”

His lips parted to defend his position but he soon realized that it would be better he remained quiet. He had to choose his words wisely for you to be convinced. He sat, his head bent down, eyes closed and hands clapped together. You examined his soft features. They were so baby like. Innocence printed all over his face.  You were starting to doubt if he was older than you. Knowing that people around you, may be looking you diverted your attention towards the beautiful white Gardenia in the red vase. You were surprised to see them at a small café like that one. There was smell was very pleasing to the nose. You could not help but admire their delicate structure. Taking one out of the vase, you brought it close to your nose. For a second, you felt like you were back at the coffee shop two years ago, waiting for your date. He had walked in with grace, holding those beautiful gardenias in his hands. He had apologized repeatedly for being late. His smile, his eyes, his face everything was a mark of perfection. He was your muse. Every word he uttered sounded like a sweet melody to you.

You shook your head back to reality also sighing deeply. Broken relationships were better forgotten. As you looked up, you saw a dazed writer staring back at you. He had been admiring you, admiring the flowers. But in that moment, he had realized how hurt and broken you were on the inside.

“Are you okay?” you asked.

“Huh.. ah yeah,” he said shaking his head in embarrassment.

“ Look Luhan,” you began once again. Your past thoughts had suddenly changed your mind. You wanted to give him a chance. “You just need to find some inspiration and I’m sure you’ll be able to produce something worthy of publishing.”

You realized that you had placed your hand over his. You immediately pulled back.

“Inspiration is all you need to …”

“I think I just found it,” Luhan said cutting you. You looked at him with a half dazed state.

“Okay then,” you said getting up. “Send me something by Sunday night and I’ll see what I can do.”

“Excuse me,” he called you. “Your bag.”

You took it from him, turning back immediately so he wouldn’t see your light pink blushing face.

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Sunday Night, 8 o clock:

You heard the *bling* as soon as you sat down on your working table at home. He was right on time! You clicked open the attached file.

Cafe Rendezvous

               There was something very beautiful about the way her tear laden eyes admired the Gardenias. The way that faint but breathtaking smile embraced her soft lips, the way her fingers danced nervously and they way her nostrils flared only slightly …all of it was indescribable….’

You felt a shudder run through your body. His words were beautiful…you felt beautiful. You wiped the tears out of your eyes. You had a story to read…

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So ummm I wanted this one to be dramatic and here it is. I hope you guys like this. :*

posted 5 years ago with 52 notes

Finally updated the pending list. 6 more requests left till I open the ask box. And this time sadly, I have decided to make requests non anon. 

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posted 5 years ago with 12 notes

Tender Heart [Luhan]

Requested by anon  

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You looked at the clock in frustration. It was half past six and Luhan had promised to come home early that day. The two of you were going to the doctor for your routine checkup. He hadn’t come to the last three for which he apologized many times. You had no idea he was going to do the same this time.

He finally entered the house around seven. You couldn’t read his expressions because your brain was occupied with the fury. “One time! One time I tell you do something and this is what you do!” you yelled. Luhan jumped a little at your sudden attack. He looked at his watch and then at you trying to remember if he was missing something.

“Is..everything alright?” he asked. You could hear slight annoyance in his voice. It made you more mad because he had no right to be upset when you had spent an hour waiting for him.

“You’re kidding me right?” you asked getting up with great effort. You were seven months pregnant therefore little things like these made you really frustrated. “You were supposed to take me to the doctor today.”

Luhan smacked his forehead, embarrassed at what he had done. He advanced towards you, apology painted on his face. “I am so sorry,” he said trying to hold you.

“Sorry isn’t enough,” you pushed him back. “This isn’t the first time Luhan.”

“What do you mean?” he asked getting defensive.

“Can’t you see? You are never home. Every time I need something I have to ask you five times before you actually go get it. You don’t remember important dates even when I mark them on the calendar. You are never there when I go to the doctor and … to be honest we haven’t even started planning for what our life will be like when this baby comes into this world.”

“You’re making it sound like I don’t care at all,” Luhan countered your argument.

YES! That is what I am trying to say,” you emphasized.

“What are you talking about? I have never shown that I don’t care about our baby.”

You scoffed at him. “Do you remember the day I told you I was pregnant? You nearly collapsed. Most people are happy but you… you seemed so …devastated.”

“___________ I think we already talked about it. My reaction was not mature but I apologized for that. I am really happy that you are having this baby,” he said.

“I am having this baby? What happened to we are having this baby? … this is what your problem is. You are not looking forward to us becoming a family.”

“I am! Don’t accuse me of such stuff.”

“I will accuse you!!” you yelled losing your patience. You just wished he would listen instead of countering everything you were saying. He had shown little to no responsibility towards the baby and yet he claimed to that he was there with you.

“Have you ever bothered asking how my day was when you come home? Have you ever asked how I may be feeling? If I need something? What the doctor said? You don’t care at all. It makes me wish I wasn’t having this baby… because then you would be the old Luhan, who cared about all my needs.”

“Do you hear yourself? You’re being so selfish,” Luhan snickered.

“I am NOT being selfish. You just don’t care and you’re being irrational.”

“All of this started from me not coming home on time. Okay let me just go make another appointment.”

“That’s not what this is about and you know that too,” you pulled him back. It was as if you were looking for a fight that day. But in reality you wanted answers to all your questions. They were creeping up on you. You were afraid Luhan wasn’t ready. He didn’t want the baby and he might leave you.

“Stop it,” Luhan pushed your hand back. “I don’t need you to tell me what to do.” His tone was harsh and his voice louder than usual. “Why do you have to blow everything out of proportion? What the heck is your problem? I am trying to fix things over here and it seems as if you don’t want that. I am getting tired of your whining everyday ____________. Either you stop this or you ….” He stopped realizing he had said too much. Tears started coming out of your eyes. Luhan tried to hold you but you pushed him back.

“_________,” he called your name. “I didn’t mean to…”

“Don’t,” you refused his hand once again. The front door was still open. Without thinking twice you left, smashing the door behind you.

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Luhan stood in the empty room still trying to make sense of what had happened in only a few minutes. Did you really leave? Were you going to come back? He had no idea how something so small could create a chaos as big as this. He felt like he had lost a part of himself. You guys were so happy just a few months ago then suddenly what happened? He asked himself all these questions. He was confused but he knew one thing for sure and that was that he didn’t want to lose you.

Luhan ran out of the house looking for you.

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“_________! __________ stop!!” you heard Luhan from behind. He caught up to you. You could tell that his eyes had shed a few tears. He seemed worried, scared and flustered.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he asked hugging you tightly. “Just because I am stupid doesn’t mean you leave me like this.” You didn’t say anything but instead hugged him tightly. You started to cry again. “I am sorry for never being there. I do want this baby _________, I’m just a little scared. Please don’t.. leave.” He pulled away and cupped your face in his hands. “Why would you think I don’t care about you enough? I do care about you… it’s just really hard to show sometimes. I promise I’ll put in more effort taking care of you and our child.” He placed his hand on your stomach trying to comfort you. “If there’s one thing I am sure of, it’s that I never want to lose you or our baby.”

Luhan wiped your tears and gave you a kiss. You smiled faintly as he put his arms around you once again. In your heart you hoped he would change for the better this time. You knew he had a tender heart and you also knew he would never give up on you. He just needed a little push. 

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Luhan is such a cutie. I can’t imagine him being mean to his pregnant wife. But still I wrote this since it was requested. I hope you guys like it :) Happy reading.  

posted 5 years ago with 86 notes

Anonymous asked: "Your "Free me from the pain" fic with Luhan had me bawling. You see, I like to read fics similar to how a method actress might read her script and while I've had other stories make me cry, yours topped the list. You have a way of expressing true emotions through your words and I'd just like to thank you for sharing your talents with us. Seriously, thank you."

Oh my love <3 <3 Can I shower you with hearts? Okay! 

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I personally did put in a lot of effort into that scenario and I was hoping people would understand all the emotions I tried to convey. I am so grateful that you understood them and sent me this message. <3 <3 It feels great to know that people are appreciating my work. Thank you and thank you to all my other readers too :)

Here’s the scenario if anyone wants to read it: 

Free me from the pain - Luhan [part 1] [part 2

posted 5 years ago with 1 note

Laser Tag- [Exo]

Requested by yukicassiopeia4eva 

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You hid behind a small wall but your head was still showing. The barrier was just big enough for you to cover yourself. Sweat beads formed on your forehead as you waited for the enemy to attack. They were faster, stronger and more experienced. You hadn’t been on the field in almost 6 months. Your practice was tarnished.  You tried to block out the background noise so you could focus on the footsteps. You heard some. They were rushing from one corner to the other. You wanted to look up and see if anyone was coming for you but it was too dangerous. If you caught someone’s eye you could be dead.

“Aha!” someone said jumping almost on top of you. You looked up and found Chanyeol hovering over you.

“Shhhhhh!!” you pulled him down. “We are on the same time. Can’t you see the colors?”

“What? Oh yeah,” he said as you smacked his forehead.

“And you’re too big. Get your own corner. They will find us.”

“That’s the point. Stop hiding and go fight.” With that said, Chanyeol pulled you up. Just then you heard a beep. Someone from afar had tagged you.

“Are you freaking kidding me,” you shouted pushing Chanyeol from you. “Look what you did.” You heard another beep and Chanyeol got tagged too. He shrugged his shoulders and soon disappeared in the dark. You had to find a safe space to let your wounded shield heal. As soon as it recharged you jumped back into the field. You weren’t going to hide anymore. It was time to defeat the enemies!

Sehun came running towards you but you tagged him before he could even lift his gun. Just then Luhan came from behind. You elbowed him and then used your gun to tag him.

“What the heck that’s not allowed. You can’t elbow me,” he pulled you by the shoulder.

“Too bad,” you giggled and ran away.

The game was getting more intense than expected. You saw Suho panicking and running away from everyone. You regretted the moment you chose him for your team. He had very cunningly convinced you that he was a pro at laser tag. He clearly wasn’t.

“Suho oppa stop running away,” you said reaching his little hiding corner.

“They’ll get me if I don’t,” he replied.

“Well we won’t be getting any points if you don’t attack them,” you said and just like Chanyeol had picked you up, you did the same to Suho. You heard Baekhyun and Kris behind you. Kris yelled in frustration as he got tagged. You jumped in excitement since your team was getting more points. Baekhyun high fived you before moving on to the next person. You moved swiftly from corner to corner, helping your team mates and protecting others. There were less than thirty seconds left. You moved away from your barrier to see if anyone was coming. Suddenly, you felt someone yank your jacket from behind. “Muahahahaha,” he laughed. You immediately knew who it was. “Chen!” you mumbled as he turned you around. “I got you this time,” he said and raised his gun to tag you. Just then you heard a beep and bam!- Chen was tagged. You looked at his shocked face and then both of you turned your head to the right. Lay stood elegantly, pretending to blow the smoke off of his gun.

“Wohooooo,” you cheered and loosened yourself from Chen’s grip. The robotic voice in the background revealed the winner which was obviously your team. Your team mates gathered around jumping in excitement watching the other team with their lowered heads.

The victors walked out while the losers followed close behind. You turned around with your excited self, smiling condescendingly at the team who had bragged about being the best at laser tag.

“Alright guys, time to do your dares,” you said clapping your hands. The dares had already been decided for the losing team by you and the other team members.

Kris – had to get down on his knees and sing a love song to whoever walked into the game center next.

Luhan – had to dance to Gee in front of everybody

Tao – do gwiyomi and post it on his weibo

Sehun – walk up to a random girl, hold a girl’s hand, and say “…….”

Chen – had to pay for everybody

Xiumin – had to roll into a ball and start whining

“Alright Kris, let’s do this,” Chanyeol said and pushed him forward. Kris glared at all of you but he was also a man of his words. He walked to the entrance and sat down on one knee as if about to propose to someone. Till then, he had kept his elegant grace but seeing people around him, whispering and staring he started to feel self conscious. He turned around, making a puppy dog face so you guys would release him his punishment but everyone stayed put. He closed his eyes and opened them again taking a deep sigh. The door slightly opened. The members jumped on top of each other anxiously, looking to see who would walk in. In the very next second everyone began to laugh as an old grumpy man walked in. Kris’s eyes widened in surprise. He stared into the man’s eyes who could only imagine what was about to happen. Kris blinked repeatedly and then very hesitantly took the man’s hand.

“Hey hey hey what are you doing?” the man shouted, trying to pull his hand away. Kris didn’t let go. He held it even more tightly.

“I lost my mind Noreul choeummannasseultte No hanappego modeungoseun Get in slow motion….”

“Are you crazy?” the old man smacked Kris’s forehead which caused him to fall back. “I am fine sir,” he replied and began singing once again.

“Crazy lad!,” the old man mumbled grumpily and walked away. Kris turned around with a tomato red face, only to find all of you holding your stomachs while laughing.

“I hate all of you,” he said walking back and also hiding his face from the public.

Luhan was up next. His pale skin turned light pink, complementing his darkish pink hair. Lay dragged him in the middle of the game room and you turned on the music on your phone. Luhan sighed and began dancing. He wouldn’t look at anyone in the eye. His gaze was fixed on the floor as he moved. A small crowd soon gathered- mostly girls and some older boys. Their laughter was overshadowing the music. He couldn’t hear it anymore.

“Waaaeeeee!!” he stopped and yelled. You could see a twinkle in his eyes which was clearly because of the tears that were forming. You pushed Lay to go get him. He had had enough for the day.

“We better win next time,” Luhan said to Kris while grinding his teeth. Kyungsoo and Kai laughed secretly which earned them an intense glare from a grief ridden Luhan.

Tao and Chen were up next. Chen opened his wallet and laughed.

“Ohh hahaha.. I don’t have any money,” he scratched his head. “I must have left it back at the dorm.”

“Really???” Suho eyed him. “Then why do I see money hanging down your sleeve?” Suho pulled Chen’s sleeve up and all the money fell on the floor.

“Aaaaish,” Chen grunted picking it up one by one.

“Looks like now you have enough to pay for dinner too,” you winked at him. Chen advanced towards you in a threatening sort of motion. You hid behind Lay to protect yourself.

“I will get you one day _________,” Chen said squinting his eyes.

“We’ll see,” you stuck out your tongue. Chen held back his smile and went ahead to pay.

“Tao you’re up,” Baekhyun patted his shoulder.

“NO worries, guys I already put it up,” Tao said showing his phone to all of you. He really had put a video of him doing gwyiomi. While all of you were laughing about Luhan’s situation, Tao was doing his job in the back.

“He got a lot of likes too! .. aish.. he got the easiest one,” Kai whined. Tao laughed, scrolling down his screen watching all the girls comment about how awesome he looked. The plan had backfired.

 Everybody turned to Xiumin. He quickly held his stomach and pretended to look sick.

“Guys I think I may be getting a stomach ache,” he said.

“You were fine five minutes ago,” Suho commented.

“Yeah I know, I was just..” Xiumin began to explain.

“He’s bluffing,” Luhan and Chanyeol said at the same time.

“No I’m not,” Xiumin defended himself. “And you’re on my team Luhan!”

“Liaaarrrr,” Baekhyun and Kai cried this time. Look at your hands. They aren’t even on your stomach anymore. Xiumin didn’t realize that he had changed his position while getting mad at Luhan.

“Aaawwwooooch,” he tried to pretend holding his stomach again.

“Yeah yeah,” you said and pulled him by the arm towards the center of the room. “Off you go oppa,“ you clapped just to annoy him some more. He closed his eyes and lay on the ground, then he pulled his legs up close to his chest forming a ball like position with his body.

“Now rock,” Chanyeol commanded to his hyung. Xiumin began rocking back and forth creating baby sounds. Only you guys knew how ridiculously funny a 24 year old man doing such a crazy thing looked. A woman who was walking out of the building with her son stopped half way, turned around and walked up to Xiumin.

“Ooo ohh,” everybody cried.

The lady put her hand on Xiumin’s shoulder. He almost jumped when he opened his eyes to find a woman shoving her face onto him.

“Are you okay?” she asked. Xiumin took his thumb out of his mouth, really embarrassed at his situation.

“Ah ye,” he said getting up.

“Do you need help finding someone?” the lady asked. She had started to think Xiumin had a mental disability. “Oh no no! I am fine,” Xiumin replied, making sure to not make any eye contact with her. The lady looked him up and down, as he walked back towards you guys.

“Happy?” he pouted and folded his arms standing in front of all of you. The members and you nodded back obediently. You guys were more than amused.

Sehunnie was the next and also the last one. Chanyeol clapped his hands in excitement because he had been anticipating this one. It was his idea after all.  Sehun, like the other members did not whine. He seemed more than calm.

“Go sehun oppa,” you said to him. He smirked at you and pushed everyone out of the way so he could find a girl. His target was soon locked. He causally walked up to her and tapped on her shoulder. The girl turned around and was almost stunned, being approached by such a handsome boy. Sehun became a little nervous too since he had no idea the girl was that pretty. Sehun held her hand in his and looked straight into her eyes.

The girl looked at him nervously but also anticipated his words. Sehun did not smile for one second. He had the same lame expression on his face as he always had. He was sort of mad that you guys had asked him to say such an immature statement but a dare was a dare and he had to do it. He took a deep breath and finally said, “I am gay for Chinese men…”.

The air around them fell silent. The girl couldn’t register what he had said. She felt as if he was insulting her.

“Aaaaaaish pabo!!!” she cried and pushed him back. Sehun tried to call her back to apologize and tell her that it was a dare. She didn’t listen for one second and ran into the pool of people.

Sehun glanced at you guys who were watching everything at a distance. Everyone began to clap as Sehun walked back with a much disappointed and embarrassed face.

“You seemed pretty confident,” Lay commented.

“Don’t start with me,” he said as he walked through all of you once again.

The dares were finished. Six out of twelve members had embarrassed themselves to an extent, that day. You adored all of them very much for always bringing laughter and staying true to their words. If you didn’t have them in your life, your life would have been very different.

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I was supposed to finish this over the weekend but I got super lazy. I just received a very bad news before finishing this so it is very chunky and all over the place. I’ll try to make changes later but for now I hope you guys like this :)   

posted 5 years ago with 47 notes

hanayoritae:

april boys - in which luhan thinks his cheap birthday present will please the maknae~ 

happy birthday to sehun & luhan. i’m too lazy to actually make them separate comics for their birthdays, so they’re combined! but it’s ok because most people love hunhan anyways~

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posted 5 years ago via exocruciating ยท ยฉ hanayoritae with 2,604 notes

The battle within [Luhan]

Requested by anon 

 

 

You smile blandly thinking about how easily she had let the friendship between the two of you slip. No official statements or direct cutting remarks, just silences along with avoidance in eye contact were enough to say that she had chosen her over you. You told yourself it was your fault. You were the one who must have messed things up like all the other times. Why else would everyone hate you? Why else would every relationship you treasured just fall apart?

“No matter how hard life is, always look at the bright side of things, my love,” your mother used to say.

“I do mom,” you whispered to the silent, empty room as you lay in your bed. You truly missed her that day. A tear trickled down your face and fell on the pillow. ‘Oh I’m crying…’ you thought to yourself, forcing a smile on your face. “It’s not that hard _______. Things like these always happen.”  You tried to make yourself feel better but only your heart knew what it felt. It ached because you were lonely. It ached because you were hurt…

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You knocked on the screen of your phone in annoyance. It was the third time since that morning it froze on you. The snow had come unannounced in the middle of April. It had started to pile up everywhere, making it hard for you to walk. You were already ten minutes late and your phone wouldn’t corporate with your situation either. You shoved it back into your coat pocket and increased your pace this time.

Your adjusted your rapid breathing upon reaching the door of SMENT. You had only opened it half way when you were pulled back viciously.

“Can’t you see me standing right behind you?” Luhan said angrily. Your head spun and you felt dizzy due to the sudden shaking of your body.

“I’m sorry,” was all you could say still trying to adjust yourself.

“Well next time, make sure you let me enter first,” he snarled.

“Yes Sir,” you nodded rapidly.

“____________!” you heard an angry voice from across the lobby. “Where have you been all morning?”

“Aaa.. I was trying to call..” you said taking out your phone and knocking on the screen once again.

“If you are not going to take this job seriously, I’m going to look for someone much better than. Do you get that?” the manager roared, pulling you with him. You had barely gained your senses and now this. You turned around to look at Luhan. He was looking at you. You wished he wasn’t. Because the condescending smile fixed on his face was doing nothing more than hurting you.

The manager handed you the plan for the next three weeks but what worried you was the party you had to organize for that night. 6 hours notice was not enough to get everything into place. You hurried out the building as soon as he released you. The clock was ticking faster than usual that day.

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“You got the cheapest flowers? Are you okay?” the manager yelled, taking you into a corner.

“There wasn’t enough money left,” you said timidly. He was ready to yell once again but something else caught his attention. You felt your blood flowing once again, when he let go off of your arm. You were about to move when the door behind you opened, pushing you forward. “Why were you standing right outside the men’s bathroom?” Luhan asked with annoyance. You looked up at his shiny silver hair and perfect features.

“Aaa.. the..” you blurted incoherent words.

“Look at yourself. Is this what someone wears to a party?” he questioned with harsh words. He began to walk away but something stopped him. As if what he had said wasn’t enough. He came near you stopping only inches away. He smiled looking at down at you. “I don’t like the way you look at me,” he whispered. The smile had disappeared. You could see hatred and disgust in his eyes. It didn’t surprise you at all. You had seen it before-many times. ‘Why?’ – you would always ask yourself  but no answer would come. Luhan’s eyes fell on your wrist. He twitched wanting to take a second look but you pulled your sleeve down. You were scared of making a move. If you tried to walk away he would be mad. If you stayed he would come up with something else to insult you with. The world would never be happy with you. Luhan eased your problem by walking away himself.

As much as you didn’t want to, you were required to hang around until the party ended. You took a look at your shabby clothes and then compared yourself to all the other pretty girls at the party. They looked beautiful. They all had boyfriends and they all had friends. You were lonely and broken and had no one to talk to. You glanced at Luhan from time to time. His fingers danced on a pretty girls shoulder as they moved to the sounds of the beat. It bothered you to see them together but you scolded your heart for even going down that lane. Having secret feelings for someone had cost you a lot in the past. Your heart didn’t understand though. It had begun to like Luhan since the day you saw him. You however kept telling yourself the lie that it was far from true.

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That night you lay in bed, once again thinking about all the wrong things that life had done to you. Then you smiled, like always- telling yourself it wasn’t that bad. Things could be a lot worse. So what if you had no friends left and so what if your workplace wasn’t the best place to be it. You had to survive as long as you could. Life is such a beautiful gift, how could you just throw it away like that?

What you didn’t know was that, your heart had plans of its own- plans that would come unannounced…

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You arrived at work extra early the next day, just to be on the safe side. Some of the Exo members were already there. You had never talked to any of them before. You didn’t ever make an effort to either, because you assumed they would treat you exactly the way Luhan treated you.

You placed all your files on the bench outside their practice room and sat down. You sleep deprived eyes began to shut as you rested your head against the wall.

You woke up to the sound of doors opening and closing. You panicked looking at your watch. Thirty minutes had passed in just a few seconds. Hurriedly, you grabbed everything and ran to the manager’s room.

Luhan walked out of the practice room. Something caught his eye. He stopped, turned around and looked at the small brown diary on the bench.

“What is this doing over here?” he talked to himself also staring the object in surprise. He picked it up and went back into the practice room. He wouldn’t allow anyone in the world to read his personal journal. Then it hit him. He had seen you sitting on the bench a while ago. Luhan ran in the direction of you room. He banged the door open looking at you furiously. You trembled at the sight before you.

“If you ever.. ever.. ever..” he advanced towards you like a lion coming out of his den. “touch my things again you have no idea what I’ll do to you.”

“What do you mean?” you asked in a shaky voice.

“Don’t play innocent on me you little rat..”

“LUHAN!” you yelled. You could never imagine him saying such a word. He was a lot of things but he was never go to such extent.

“Don’t yell at me!” he said. His lips quivered with anger. Both you and he heard someone’s footsteps coming towards your room. It was the manager.  

“I don’t want her here in this building anymore,” Luhan said to manager sternly.

“What do you mean?” the manager asked seeing the two of you together.

“I just don’t want her here,” Luhan said, this time a little louder. You looked at the two men in horror, trying your best to stop the tears from gushing out of your eyes.

“________ I’ll figure this out later. Will you please leave right now?” the manager said patiently, making way for you to go. You looked at him and then at Luhan. His anger hadn’t subsided. He was still mad- very mad. The worst part about the whole situation was that you didn’t even know what your crime was.

Your eyes burnt as you blinked, giving your tears the best chance to fall out of your eyes. You wiped it quickly, and picked up all your belongings. It was time that you left- forever…

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Luhan lay in his bed holding the journal. A lot had happened that day that needed to be added to his list of achievements. He stared at the unfamiliar hand writing on the first page. His heart sank and his pupils widened, as he flipped through the pages. It wasn’t his journal. He flipped back to the first page to see who it belonged to. His scrunched his nose as he saw your name scribbled on the first page.

“What have I done?” he whispered to himself. A long time passed and he still couldn’t register all that he had done. He picked up the journal once again and began flipping through the pages but this time much slowly, staring at the pages blankly. Then suddenly something caught his eyes. Words. Words that looked familiar.

‘He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am different…’

He flipped to much earlier entries to make sense of what you may be talking about.

Aug 9th-

‘She doesn’t know I saved her from getting caught that night. I took the blame because I know she wouldn’t do such a thing. She is too innocent. How could she? And besides it’s just a onetime thing. I’ll get in next year. She deserved it more anyways.’

Sept 12th-

‘I see our friendship dying with everything but I feel like I am the only one who cares. She doesn’t and I know that but even in this I may be at fault. How can she ever be wrong? I am always the one to screw things up. She says she has found better friends and I am happy for her but it bothers me sometimes because I get lonely too. Don’t I deserve a nice friend too?’

Sept 13th

 ‘Mom, I miss you today. Why are you so far away? Why did you have to leave so early?’

Sept 25th-

‘Am I really this worthless that everybody pushes me around? I keep trying to look at the bright side of things but it’s all just a lie. I see happy couples around me all the time. It reminds me of him. I wish I had told him how I felt… He would have been nicer to me .. at least nicer than L****.

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You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.

“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.

‘You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.

“It’s not like anyone would care.”

‘They care! You just don’t know it yet…’

“It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light.

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Luhan skipped back to the most recent journal entry. It was longer than your usual ones. His heart was racing a little even when he was trying his best to calm himself.

Oct 1st-

‘For the first time today I let myself cry. I can’t take it anymore. It hurts too much. It hurts me to see him with other girls. He dances with them, he touches them in ways I can’t express. I don’t like him..or at least that’s what I tell my heart. But all these bottled up feelings have finally started to come out. He said that I looked at him weird. Now how can I compete with that when I don’t even know what it means? It’s not his fault for thinking me weird. I am stupid… I’m starting to become cynical. Things like these didn’t bother me. I used to smile. I used to laugh. Than what happened? Why am I always like this now? Why does it feel better when I… I’ve lost everybody I loved. My mother, my one and only friend..and now my heart is secretly falling for a man he seems me as nothing more but trash. Tell me.. am I so worthless? She never calls me back when I call her now. I want to tell someone how I feel but there’s no one. I don’t like the sun.. I don’t like the birds chirping, the flowers.. It breaks my heart to see them so happy when I smile to cover up my dry tears. I’ve pretended too long. I’m tired now.. Why can’t all of this be over already? Life is a gift but I don’t want it anymore…

“Oh no oh no! what have I done? How could I be so stupid?” Luhan panicked. His eyes fell on the calendar. It was Oct 2nd. Your last entry was from the night before…

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Someone shook you with trembling hands. He then pressed his ears against your chest. “You’re going to be alright okay?” he kept humming as he picked you up and that’s when you completely lost consciousness.

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“You’re going to be alright okay? You’re going to be alright okay?” your ears buzzed with the same phrase over and over and over. You closed your eyes as soon as you opened them. The light was too bright. It hurt your eyes.

You felt someone’s hand brush against yours. It was soft. His voice was even softer. “Open your eyes,” he was saying. You struggled for a long time but finally gathered enough courage to try once more. This time, the light was blocked by a familiar face over your head.

“Lu..han,” you whispered.

“Shhhh,” he said sitting beside you. He took your hand and ran his fingers on your bandaged wrist. You felt a tear drop on your hand. You knew it belonged to him but you didn’t dare look at him. What happened? How he came to save you? How did he know you were about to kill yourself? All these questions were revolving around in your head but you couldn’t ask him. You were mad at him for saving you but your heart was grateful. You hadn’t forgiven him but your heart had.

Luhan looked at you with loving eyes, wanting to ask you so many questions. Wanting to tell you that you wouldn’t have to be sad anymore. He was going to remain by your side, not out of pity but because he cared about you maybe even falling in love with you. But he knew his words would not fix anything. He had to show it and that’s all he was going to do from them on…

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Lots of mixed emotions running around in this scenario. I feel like those who have been in similar situations would be able to understand it more. People who are sad on the inside always cover up with a smile and keep denying that they are unhappy. They blame themselves for all the problems and sometimes even get annoyed at themselves for being so needy. [If you are one of those people please go out there and talk to anyone. Be it a stranger or not. If you suppress your feelings or keep them bottled up inside you, bad things can happen.]

The scenario is a little chunky and different from my usual scenarios because I’ve put lots of personal emotions into it. I apologize if I let you down with this or if this isn’t what you wanted anon but I also really hope that you like it. :) 

Edit: [Will proofread soon]

posted 5 years ago with 130 notes

It’s time for a Celebration! - 100 exo scenarios

Guess who just finished writing her 100th Exo scenario?- Yep! *THIS AWESOME BLOG*

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As a celebration for this accomplishment I decided to write scenarios based on how each Exo member will congratulate you for achieving something big- [I’m not going to use the typical stereotypes about them for this]

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Kris: You wake up to the sound of utensils falling everywhere. Your first instinct is to jump out of the bed and run into the kitchen. Kris stands, his back facing you, doing something very important. “Oppa what are you doing?” you ask. He turns around to reveal a half burnt vanilla cake with strawberry icing. “CONGRAGULATIONS!” – he cries in excitement. “I’m sorry I burnt it. I really wanted to do something special for you but the…” you shut him up by pressing your lips against his.

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Suho: He tip toes behind you and covers your eyes, taking you by complete surprise. “Oppa I know it’s you,” you say. “I need to better with these things,” he sighs removing his hands and sitting beside you. “I got you something,” he says giving you a wrapped object. You open it quickly to find your favorite book inside. “But why did you get me this?” you ask excitedly. “For your accomplishment,” he replies pulling you into a hug.

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Lay: “__________,” he calls your name. “Ye,” you reply with a tired voice. You had just gotten into bed after a really big day. “I have something for you,” he says pulling you closer to him. He turns on the side lamp so he can see your face clearly. “What is it?” you ask. Lay pulls out a small box from under the pillow. You take it from him and open it. Inside is a beautiful gold chain. “I saved a lot of money for this,” he says. “Thank you so much Lay,” you say as tears roll out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” he whispers and then kisses you on your neck.

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Baekhyun:  “Where are you taking me?” you ask for the nth time. “We’re hereeeeee!” Baekhyun announces. You look up and see a familiar building. You had been wanting to go to an art studio in forever. “Why’d you bring me here?” you squeal. “Because you achieved something really big so I wanted to do something special for you and since you always go to places I like I decided to bring you here today,” he says blinking adorably. “Oh I love you Oppa,” you hug him tightly. “I love you too,” he replies.

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Luhan: You feel him slip into bed besides you. “Are you asleep?” he asks placing his hand on your shoulder. “Mhmmm,” you mumble under the sheets. Luhan slips the strap off of your shoulder and kisses you on your neck. “What are you doing?” you ask. “This is my way of congratulating you,” he says turning you to face him. You begin to say something but he presses his lips against yours.

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Chen: “Okay I’m doing this once and only once… just for you ________. Just for you okay!” Chen says enthusiastically. “What are you doing?” you ask with a confused expression. “I’m going to take you for bubble tea even though I said we weren’t having any for at least another 6 months,” he replies. “Oh my goodness,” you cry in excitement hugging him tightly. “Thank you Thank You Thank you,” you say. He chuckles, “You deserve it my love”

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Xiumin: You put the key into the lock but the door is already open. Your heart begins to beat faster than ever. The hallway is dark and not the slightest of the sounds can be heard. “Who’s there?”you ask with a shaking voice. Your body trembles in fear. Just then the lights turn on and out jumps Xiumin with an infinite amount of balloons in his hand. “CONGRATULATIONS!” he screams jumping up and down. You can’t contain your feelings and hug him tightly to calm him and yourself.

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Sehun: You open the front door to be greeted by a fruity smell. You walk into a sparkling clean living room. You hesitantly make your way to yours and Sehun’s room. The room that was hard to walk into a day ago had no sign of the tiniest mess. Your jaw drops in surprise. “You like it?” Sehun asks walking out of the bathroom. “Are you kidding me? I love it.” you reply with tears of joy gushing out of your eyes. “Congratulations,” Sehun mumbles walking towards you. “Thank you Sehunniie,” you exclaim. He scrunches his nose at you calling him like that but then smiles because today is a big day for you.

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Kai: “Guess what I have?” Kai asks sitting on the couch beside you. You look up in surprise at his cheerful voice. “Are you okay?” you ask. “Of course,” he replies pulling you into his arms. He pulls out two tickets from his back pocket and offers them to you. They are tickets to the theme park. “Oh my goodness!” you spazz at the sight of them. “You always complain about how I never do fun things so I wanted to do something special because of your achievement,” Kai says with a plain expression. “I love you so much,” you say playing with his hair. “I love you too,” he replies with a smile.

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Chanyeol: “Hey ________!” Chanyeol calls your name. “Hmmm,” you reply- your eyes still fixed on the computer screen. “I’m ready!” he says. You look up at him with a confused expression. “I’m ready to watch that scary movie,” he says with a crying face. “Ahhhhhh!” you jump up and run to him. “I love, I love I love you,” you say kissing him repeatedly. “I guess you deserve it for accomplishing something this big,” he chuckles. You kiss him again with a big uncontrollable smile.

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Kyungsoo: “Come in,” you say upon hearing a knock on your door. Kyungsoo walks in with a huge box in his hand. “What’s that?” you ask. “Open it,” he says handing it to you. You open it to reveal a beautiful black dress. “Oh my! This is so beautiful,” you look at him with questioning expressions. “I made dinner reservations for two, at a very high end restaurant… Congratulations __________!” he says pulling you up. “Awwww oppa why did you do all this,” you ask. “Because I love you,” he replies giving you a sweet kiss on your cheeks.

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Tao: You walk into the apartment to be welcomed by a delicious aroma. “Oppa!” you call out with a confused smile on your face. Tao pokes his head out of the kitchen wearing an apron and holding a red rose. “Congratulations,” he says walking towards you. You look at the dinner table set up and then back at him. “I tried to cook but it didn’t work out so I ordered food from outside,” he says apologetically. “Aahhh wae so kiwoyo?” you say pulling his cheek. He chuckles and then kisses you on the cheek. 

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posted 5 years ago with 72 notes

[Title undecided] - Luhan

Here’s an excerpt from request no, 7 for everyone who is anticipating it. I’ve decided to first finish the requests before that and then write it but since you guys are so anxious here you go: [Feel free to send in any title suggestions]

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You stared at the blood dripping from the light cut you had given yourself. A tear fell from your eyes, adding itself to the trail of red liquid trickling down your wrist.

“It has come to this,” you mumbled to yourself.

You don’t have to do this…’ –the voice from inside told you.

“It’s not like anyone would care.”

They care! You just don’t know it yet…’

It doesn’t matter anymore,” you replied, proceeding with a second violent touch of the knife with your skin. You were going to finish the job tonight, hoping to not see the next day light. 

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posted 5 years ago with 17 notes

They were afraid of loving… [Luhan]

Requested by anon Naiya 

‘She was afraid of loving and more strangely, she was afraid of being loved in return. “What’s the point?” she would say. “It’s not like it will be eternal. One day they will leave. They will find out that I am not perfect… I am far from that…” Over the years she had completely secluded herself from the society. Her heart was safely caged inside a box cushioned by smooth linen stuffing. No one was allowed to touch it. No one needed to either. Nothing mattered because she knew she didn’t deserve anything. Why was she like this? Had she always been like this? Why did it always hurt her when someone asked her if she was okay?‘ 


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You walked down the busy street, your head slightly bowed, your eyes fixed on the ground. Whispers, cries, gossips occasionally touched your ear but you let them subside. In only a matter of few seconds you would be far from all of this. Your feet began to move faster as the corner approached. You huddled through the crowd, pushing a few, in frustration. ‘Why do they leave their houses?’­ you asked yourself, shaking your head  in annoyance.

There it was, right in front of you. Your safe haven, where you felt protected from the world. Only a few years back you had found that place, hidden behind the heavily laden trees. The park was less busy than usual. You swiftly tip toed to your spot, making sure to not catch anyone’s eyes. You bent down, trying to catch your breath when your vision caught something very wrong. Something or rather someone who wasn’t supposed to be there. You looked up- your eyes meeting his and for a second you felt captivated by the sadness they held. It was almost as if you could see your reflection in his personality without knowing one bit about him. Neither of you moved but stared, hoping the other would say something. No words were uttered. Your lips refused to part. Instead of getting mad at him for taking your spot, you let him stay. Why? You didn’t know. You turned around to leave when you heard him murmur. Your body was in an awkward position and so was your mind. You didn’t know if you should ask him what he had said or just quietly leave. You were still debating when you heard him again. This time he said it much louder. “You don’t have to leave.”

Very slowly you turned your head sideways hoping he would say something more. He didn’t. From the corner of your eyes you could tell that he had gone back to reading his book. He either didn’t care enough or he was too aloof to realize that he had unintentionally hurt you.  You were just as stubborn and possessive about your things. Without giving the idea a second thought, you trailed to your spot that had been very lamely taken by him. There was no sign of the slightest flinch from him. Both of you of sat stiffly under the shade reading your respective books.

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Two weeks had passed and nothing had changed. It had almost become a ritual. Every day, he would be there five minutes before your arrival time. You didn’t say anything, neither did he bother. Both of you sat quietly. He was perfectly calm and so were you. It became almost movie like. Two strangers meeting like this. Never uttering words directed to each other. Just understanding what the other never said and then never bothering to ask. There was no need. You liked it just the way it was. You had started to get attached. It felt great to see him there every day. Two months? Three and then four passed by. But nothing changed. You were still quiet and so was he.

Then one day everything changed. Like usual, you casually walked to the place your locks dancing along, hitting your face occasionally. Everything was going to be perfect, except that he wasn’t there that day. You scanned the tree up and down and all around foolishly but there was no sign of him. Blinking repeatedly you stood in silence, with your cheeks puffed up. Your heart poked fun of you. You had started doing what you hated the most- caring for others when you knew the result was always going to be bad. They would never provide you the satisfaction you needed. You wanted to show yourself that you were stronger so you sat down, breathed heavily and began reading the book. The words that your eyes were eating were far from being absorbed by your brain. Your frustration level reached its height in a mere few seconds. You slammed your book sipping in the last drop of patience and got up. You couldn’t do it. He had to be there to make it right. He wasn’t- therefore everything was wrong.

A few more days passed and there was no sign of him. You felt betrayed and broken from the inside. You tried to tell yourself that it was no big deal. You didn’t know him or anything but what about your silly heart that kept poking you? You felt miserable. You didn’t want to go back to the place anymore but that little light of hope was still there. ‘He could come…one day…’ ­you would keep telling yourself.

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Two weeks later:

You sat under the shade as light air brushed your hair and kissed your bare arm. You were reading your book but you were more focused on the sounds around you. Your ears tingled at the sound of someone’s footstep. Your head shot up towards the direction of the sound you’d been craving to here. And there he was- walking towards you like nothing had happened. Like he had all the right in the world to leave when he liked and come back when he wanted. Your eyes raged with anger looking at his calm, innocent face and pure twinkling eyes. As he got closer you realized that that tinkle was because of his teary eyes. He’d been crying or rather weeping…

You looked at him with questioning eyes as you clenched your shaking hands into a fist. He sat down beside you, took out his book and began to read. You couldn’t help but look at him from the corner of your eyes. All your anger had subsided.

“What is it?” you suddenly blurted out. He didn’t look up. It was the first time he’d heard your voice. His ears turned a light pink and he tried hard to act like he was involved in his book. But he couldn’t pretend any longer. You were still looking at him with your big dough eyes demanding an answer.

“That’s none of your business,” he replied.

“I want to help,” you replied. You couldn’t stand seeing him cry like that. You knew better. You had been through days like that. “Please! I know you’re hurting right now. But I can help. Trust me!”

“No one can help me,” he replied putting his book aside. You began to say something but he continued, unexpectedly. “No one will understand what I have been through. It’s just too… much.” He turned his body to face you, looking straight into your eyes. He leaned closer to you and whispered, “It haunts me every night.”

His last statement ran shudders through your body. You wanted to know what his secret was but you couldn’t form the right words to ask. You held his hand and gave it a slight squeeze. “I may be able to help,” you said. He shook his head, shifting to the other side. His hands slid out of yours. He rested his head against the tree trunk sighing heavily. The few words that were exchanged a few minutes back were replaced by the same heavy silence that existed between the two of you.

You heart wished he would trust you more but your mind told you it wouldn’t be right. You would begin to like him and who knows what will that turn into. Then one day he will realize that nothing is perfect and he will leave and you will be alone.

You shook your head out of your atrocious thoughts and went back to pretending to read.

The days after that passed the same way. He had started coming regularly but there was some change that you sensed. The silence between the two of you wasn’t the same beautiful one. It was cutting.

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“I want to take you somewhere,” he said. You looked up in surprise, fixing your glasses. Was he really talking to you after all that had happened a few days ago.  More than that, he was asking you such a thing when the two of you barely knew each other.

“Where?” you spit out while your heart kept telling you to do the opposite. Instead of answering you he grabbed your hand pulling you up.

“You won’t regret it,” he said as a smile embraced his lips. He looked happy that day. You smiled too and let him drag you.

The two of you entered the main quad in the park where all the life was. There were people everywhere. He jumped a little, waving his hands in the air as if introducing someone to you

“Look at this,” he said.

“Look at what?” you asked.

“This!,” he pointed to children playing, balloons flying, ice cream man yelling, birds chirping and the flowers dancing alone the wind’s light touch. He wanted to say more but just looking into your eyes made him stop. You were telling him you understood what he meant. It made you happy and it made him happy just a little more.

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He called himself Luhan. His name, his face, his everything made you smile. Just the thought of seeing him the next day made your heart flutter. He had started to open more.  He would tell you crazy things. How to do this and that, how to play around and get yourself out of trouble. You listened to his interesting rambles with such enthusiasm that he never wanted to stop. At other times he would talk about much serious things. What his dreams were. What he wanted to do in the near future. They always saddened you because it usually involved him moving away to S. Korea.

“Why?” you would ask.

“It’s my dream to become a star,” he would reply. Your expressions would darken and he would very soothingly run his fingers across your cheek trying to calm you.

He felt extremely awkward coming to your house the first time. He would say that back home he wasn’t allowed to do such things. You would giggle at his innocence. He made you feel things you thought you were incapable of feeling.

Just like one of those days he lay down his head resting on your lap. He had his eyes closed listening to music while you read your book. Something distracted you and so you began to look at him. He seemed calm but you felt like he was trying hard to suppress something.

“Everything alright?” you asked.

“Yeah,” he replied without opening his eyes.

“Luhannnn,” you said pushing him to get up and face you. “If there’s something troubling you then why don’t you say it?”

“Nothing’s troubling me,” he replied getting ready to lie back down.

“No!” you suddenly snapped. “Just tell me okay? I am tired of you hiding everything from me.”

“When have I ever hidden anything from you?” he asked with flustered eyebrows.

“Everything,” you said pushing your hands back in slight frustration. “What do I know about you? I know nothing and I want too but you keep hiding everything from me. I want to know what upsets you? Why you cry sometimes and then wipe your tears as soon as I look at you?… I want to help you but I feel like you don’t trust me. Are we even….” You stopped halfway. You had very often wanted to ask him where your relationship stood with him or if there was even anything between you and him. He never defined it but he also didn’t know that it bothered you a lot. Luhan slid a little bit more, getting ready to leave but you held him. “You can’t just leave like this.”

“You want to know why I’m like this?” he grabbed your arms and held you tightly.

“Yes I do,” you replied even louder.

“It’s because I was sexually harassed my entire childhood,” his words echoed in the hollow air. A gasp escaped your mouth while tears began to rush out of your eyes unannounced. You were in a state of shock, not blinking one bit.

“This is why I never wanted to tell you such things. It hurts me every time I think about it and honestly.. you’re not making it any better for me,” he said pushing you back.

“Luhan,” you whispered his name as he stomped out of the room. Before you could stop him, he was gone. You ran to the door but there was no sign of him. “Luhannnn,” you called out hoping he would return. There was no response. He was gone…

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Two days later:

You felt like someone was knocking on your door. But then again you had been feeling like that for the past 48 hours. He wasn’t going to come. He had made it pretty clear by not answering your text messages or calls.

“_____________! Please open the door,” you heard his voice from the opposite side of the door. The next second you lunged towards it opening it wide. He grabbed you violently and pulled you into a hug. “I’m sorry,” you heard him say as he planted a kiss on your neck. “I over reacted. Please forgive me. None of it is your fault.”

“No I’m sorry,” you said. You felt him shake his head, also wiping his tears on your shoulder.

Things went back to normal pretty quick after that. The usual movie nights or meeting at the quad resumed. He had started to smile again. You tried your best to not perk anything that would upset him. You wanted to hold on to him tightly and never let go. He’d been through so much in life and you thought you had it hard. He was different. He was special…

Little did you know that what was yet to come was going to bring everything you wished never happened to reality.

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 “_______________ah! Open the door,” you heard him yell one night. You rubbed your eyes to look at the clock. It was almost midnight. He never came this late. In fact he tried to leave before 10.

You opened the door to let him in. He was smiling. It wasn’t the usual kind of smile. This one was different because it seemed genuine. He was truly smiling that day. Whatever he had to tell you sure was special.

“I’m going to Korea,” he said without waiting for you to calm down. “I’ve finally decided what I want to do. I want to go there. I think I can do it ___________. I think I can.” Your stared at his face in horror. The words he was uttering sounded selfish. Was he only thinking about himself and not you? Did he even care. Why was he so happy? It made you jealous. You wanted to rip that smile off of his face.

“___________,” he snapped his fingers forcing you back to reality. “You wanted me to be happy right? I think this will make me happy. I think this is what I want to do.”

“But…” you said but stopped upon feeling a heavy lump in your throat.

“But what?” he said. And then there in that moment you knew there was no stopping him. You had no right to stop him and even if you did, you just couldn’t. He was happy. How could you steal that from him?

“Nothing,” you said forcing a smile on your face. He leaned to give you a sweet kiss on your cheeks. “Thanks for staying by my side this whole time,” he said. His hands slowly slid out of yours along with which you felt your whole world sliding out. Your heart mocked you for falling in the trap you never wanted to. 

“Luhan,” you called after him.

“Ye,” he turned around.

“Keep in contact,” you said smiling weakly.

“Of course,” was the last word he uttered before he left.

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One year later:

You slowly walked down the busy street dodging anyone who came an inch of a distance close to you.  You trailed through the lively part of the park and into your usual hiding, away from all the noise. You opened your book and sat down to read.

“Keep in contact,” you had said.

“Of course,” he had replied.

You heard those words echo in your mind once again. Before tears could come out of your eyes you shut them tightly. He had lied to you. He didn’t message you after the first two month. You didn’t know what had happened to him. All your research always led you to a dead end. There was no sign of him. Had he become a trainee? Was he still alive? Had he moved on?- You didn’t know anything. It had been almost a year and it was pretty clear that he had forgotten about you. Just when you had started to fall for him, he’d left you. Just when you had started to think that maybe, maybe you were wrong your whole life. Love did exist and being loved in return wasn’t that bad after all- he’d left. He had no idea what kind of damage he had done. You were there when he needed someone and now when you needed him he was so far away.

You had considered going after him many times but thinking you would only make a fool out of yourself you dropped the idea. It wasn’t worth it you would say but your heart would whisper that ‘it was.’

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*Ring Ring…ring.. ring..*

You woke up in panic, trying to look for your phone in the dark. It was buried under the sheets somewhere. Your hands moved in all the directions. You finally gave up and turned on the lights. The phone stopped buzzing as soon as you picked it up. It was an unknown number. ‘Who would call at this hour…’ ­ you thought. Just as you decided to go back to sleep the cell phone buzzed again. Hesitantly you picked it up. There was no voice from side aside from the light breathing. Your heart felt a strange tingle. You clenched your fist nervously.

“Guess who,” the voice said. Silence took over once again.

You didn’t know what else to do but smile. He’d come back…

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To anon Naiya- If I have disappointed you I apologize in advance. I was too busy trying to make it right for you that I think I over did it. I wanted to make it extra special but I couldn’t because I know I can’t. [I hope you know what I’m trying to say]- If you want me to change/add anything feel free to message me.

NOTE: I know most people get upset when Chinese members are used in a setting where they are perceived ad Koreans. I couldn’t do anything about this due to the way this scenario was requested. So I hope ya’ll understand :) 

posted 5 years ago with 41 notes

Exo Idol Olympic 2013 - Fancams

  –I’ll keep adding to the list as I find more fancams. 

posted 5 years ago with 172 notes

Since this is my last weekend of freedom and I am tired of writing the scenario I am working on, I was thinking of posting a list of EXO fancams at the Idol olympics- 2013.

I understand a lot of you are just waiting for the episode to air but I can guarantee you, you won’t find all these cute moments on there so tell me if you want me to make a list or not.  

posted 5 years ago with 3 notes