Your Wish Is My Command

Was he a traitor? [Youngjae] ft. Other members

Requested by anon [Based on One Shot MV- BAP] 

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Present day:

Your hands were covered with his blood. You had tried hard, really hard to save him from bleeding to death. Just a few seconds ago he was standing before you, alive and threatening to kill you. You were sure you were going to die that night but then he came back to protect you like he always had in the past. He was an angel but somewhere along the way you had stopped believing that. It was his fault. He had decided to leave one day without telling anyone. You and the other gang members were surprised but more than that you were all heartbroken. Even though all of you had only known him for a few months, he had made a place in everyone’s heart.

And today when he finally came back, he gave you hope. But that hope died as soon as it came. He was gone after he put that man to his ultimate end. He didn’t even wait to say a proper goodbye.

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Six months ago:

“Who is he? Why did you bring him in here? You know this is our..” Himchan panicked seeing Yongguk carry a dying man into the shed.

“Oh shut up Himchan… look at him. He’s bleeding. We need to help him,” you said pushing him aside and running for aid.

“He was running away from M4’s gang members but they caught up to him…” Yongguk replied. He gave the wounded man support and walked him to the bed. You took off his shirt to find the source of bleeding. He was breathing heavily and recovery seemed impossible. He tilted his head to the side to look at you. He held your hands tightly, as if telling you he didn’t want to die. You turned to Yongguk for help. “There could be something we can do…we can’t let him die like this.” Yongguk nodded his head and then he was gone. You turned around to look at the man. His eyes were closing. You had to keep him awake. He had to struggle. You didn’t know him but at that moment, all you wanted for him was to live.

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Everyone sat by the fireplace to listen to Zelo’s strange stories. He’s promised he would come up with some wonderful ones at the next win. It had been a big day for the members, against the Zerox brothers. They had taken over your gang’s supplies a year ago and that day you had won them back. The room was filled with the air of success. Everyone seemed happy until he walked in. The room fell silent. His eyes met Yongguk’s as if complaining for still treating him like an outsider. It had been a little over a month since he had ‘joined’ the group. Yongguk laughed out loud, encouraging the members to act normal and invited Youngjae to come join. Youngjae- that’s what his name was.

He came and sat beside you- the only girl in the group. In the past one month he had asked you several times why you were with these people. You had always found his questions strange. The members were like your family. There was no question of not being with them.

Zelo continued with the story while the rest listened. Youngjae slipped his hand to the side. Without any sign of hesitance he held yours. The two of you were in the corner, kind of in the dark therefore no one could see what was happening.

“Let go,” you whispered fighting hard with that smile on your face. Youngjae shook his head and tightened his grip.

“If they see you do this, they will get mad at you…especially Yongguk,” you said.

“He won’t,” he replied. You thought it best not to fight and remain calm. The more you spoke the more the suspicions would rise. Yongguk eyed you. You tried to move your hand where he wouldn’t be able to see but his gaze danced along your every move. He smiled a little and looked away. He knew about your little love affair with the new comer. He’d known all along but never bothered saying anything. In fact he acted like it didn’t bother him when in reality, it hurt a lot.

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A few more months passed by. Youngjae had become a much dearer member to the group. He had helped in small gang attacks to carrying out bigger plans. Sometimes he asked you guys why you did such stuff. None of you ever had an answer. All of you were sort of born into that. Yongguk told Youngjae to accept his fate and stop interrogating so much. If he wanted to be part of the group, he had to accept the way you all lived.

You were nervous for Youngjae. For the upcoming mission he was required to go into the police head quarters. It was tricky but Youngjae had accepted graciously. He had mentioned once before that he was familiar with the inside of the building therefore he could get the work done faster.  

You, Jongup and Daehyun waited in the car while Youngjae operated from the inside of the building. He was looking up the records for the M4 gang members. Your gang was going to use it very cunningly to your advantage. Youngjae was being monitored very carefully by the camera you had put on his shirt. However, a few minutes after he gained access to the files, the camera stopped working. There was no trace of him.

“Youngjae.. respond,” Daehyun cried through the transceiver. There was no response. You tried hard to work with the camera but it seemed as if it had been disconnected instead of being broken. You lied to the other members though. You told them that someone might have crept up on him from behind.

Daehyun, who always had trouble trusting Youngjae thought quite the opposite. “You’re lying,” he yelled. The three of you waited for a long time but it was confirmed. There was no sign of him. He was not going to come back.

You could feel sweat beads forming on your forehead as you anticipated his arrival. A fear though, was creeping on you. Deep down you had a feeling he was not going to come. Just earlier that day, he had held your hand and told you he cared about you. He had said that before too but for some reason you didn’t want to believe him that day. Something just seemed different about him.

“Let’s go back. That traitor won’t come back,” Daehyun said grinding his teeth. Jongup started the engine with a heavy heart. Youngjae indeed had betrayed you all.

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 Present Day:

“_______!________ are you alright?” you heard Yongguk say. “Why did you come here alone? You knew those guys were dangerous? Do you have any idea how worried I was about you?” With that he pulled you into a hug.

You were still in a state of shock, not being able to say a single word. Yongguk rubbed your back to make you feel better.

“He…he..came back,” you whispered into his ear. Yongguk’s ear perked like that of a predator. He pulled back to look at you.

“Where is he?” Yongguk asked as his nostrils flared with anger. You’d never seen him like that. He never got angry but that day, hearing you talk  about him brought all of his inner anger out.

“He left…! I don’t know where he came from but he shot this guy while I was being attacked and then left before I could stop him. …I don’t know why he didn’t stop. Not even when I tried to call him..” you buried your face into your hand and began crying. Your condition was piercing Yongguk’s heart. He looked at the other members. They knew why Youngjae was never going to return and he felt that it was time he told you.

“He’s with the police!” Yongguk said rather plainly.

“What?” you looked at him strangely.

“Jongup found out a few days ago. The only reason he ‘joined’ out gang was to get information about how our system works. We don’t know why he spared us but …all I know is that…I made a mistake trusting him…”

After that Yongguk’s words stopped registering in your head. You started to remember all the lies Youngjae told you. His police badge flashed before your eyes. How could you miss something as obvious as that? He tried to hide it as soon as you saw it. He lied and you believed.

“Come on ________!” Yongguk said lifting you up. “It may hurt now but time will heal all.” You rested your head on Yongguk’s shoulder as you and the rest of the members walked back. One question that remained in everyone’s heart was, ‘Was he really a traitor or not?’

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Sort of really different from the MV but you guys will see some similarities in the story. Hope you guys like this version. Forgive me if you don’t. I hope y’all like it :) 

posted 5 years ago with 15 notes

She could hate him no longer [Zelo]

Requested by anon

Your eyes were fixed on the tree outside your class window. Two squirrels had been fighting with each other for an acorn. It was so mesmerizing that you didn’t even care what the teacher was talking about.

“Okay class I am going to assign everyone a partner and then divide the whole class into three different groups. Each group is required to go to a different part of the forest and camp there. You will later be given instructions on what kind of sample you have to find.”  After that she began calling out the names. She called your name twice but didn’t get a response. She finally looked up only to find you completely distracted.

You felt a shade on your face and the next minute you were startled by your teacher standing right on top of you.

“Oh my!” you jumped back in surprise.

“May I ask what is it that amuses you more than what I’m teaching in class?” she asked.

“Mianhamnida,” you said as your ears turned a hot pink.

“You will be partnered up with Zelo for this project,” she said sternly. She was hoping she would get a response from Zelo but was disappointed when she looked at him. He was fast asleep.

“What happened!” Zelo said after getting hit by a marker that your teacher threw at him. The atmosphere filled with muffled laughter.

“What is wrong with you kids these day,” you heard her yell. “You are partnered up with __________ for this project.”

Zelo looked at you and then rolled his eyes in frustration. The last thing both you and him wanted was to work with each other. There was a long history of hatred between the two of you. And so there was one thing you knew for sure and it was that, that project wasn’t going to end well.

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“Who said you could bring that huge bag?” Zelo remarked as you approached the bus.

“Who said you could ask me a question,” you replied rudely.

“Whatever,” he said and turned around. You continued to drag your huge bag towards the bus. Everybody had already boarded the bus so there was no one who could help you pick up the heavy bag but Zelo. He turned around to look at you.

“Can you help me?” you asked.

“Aaa NO!” he smirked and got on the bus. You had already reached the limit of hating him. You couldn’t go any beyond. As you began to pick it up someone took it from your hand. You looked up and were surprised upon seeing Zelo. He came back.

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You and Zelo were walking through the woods at a much slower pace than your group. He couldn’t leave you behind because you were partners so you were each other’s responsibility. You dragged your heavy bag up the steep hill while he stood on the top rolling his eyes.

“You had to bring that huge bag now didn’t you?” Zelo

“You know if you would just talk less and help me with this bag it would be much better.”

“It’s not my fault you brought such a huge bag. I don’t understand why you girls are so weird.”

You didn’t have anything to say but to hate him more in your heart. When you finally reached the top he took the bag from you and began to walk.

“Give me my bag.”

“If we keep going at this pace we will definitely get lost. We need to find the samples soon so we can leave tomorrow,” he said once again shutting you up.

In no time you two rejoined your group. Zelo was trying to be nice to you but you were too blind to see it. Over the years he had began to like you. The hatred between the two of you was turning into something else for him. Something much more beautiful. You on the other side hated him with a strong passion. Neither of you remembered how or when the fight had started

The group leader gave everyone instructions and then set you all to find your respective items. You and Zelo had to collect water samples from a nearby swamp. Since you two had annoyed the entire group a whole lot you guys were given the dirtiest job as a punishment. Thankfully the swamp was not as far. You began to walk without even bothering to wait for Zelo. He, however caught up to you.

“We’re partners. Stay close,” he whispered.

“I’d rather not,” you replied snatching the bottle from him and running to your destination.

“What is your problem?” he asked while you bent down to get a water sample.

“You’re a problem,” you replied. You heard him mumble something but you didn’t care enough to pay much attention to it.

“Here hold it,” you said giving him the bottle. You expected him to retaliate since your purpose was tp provoke him but instead he calmly took it from you  and began to follow you. You started to think about the events of the day. It started to dawn on you that Zelo as being nicer than usual. He was never this nice. Why was he doing all of this?

The two of you stood near the clearing as you were instructed by the group. No one else had showed up yet. It was getting late and you and already started to yawn.

“I’m going to sleep.”

“You need to make your tent,” he replied.

“I know. I’ll make it,” you said casually, already taking out the required items from your big luggage. He gave you enough space to lay out everything and then began to watch you. It was sure going to be a treat to his eyes watching you make a fool out of yourself.

You looked at the folded tent nervously not knowing what to do. It looked a lot more complicated than you had thought it would be. Nevertheless you didn’t want to fail so you decided to give it a shot. Very carefully you began to unwrap the tent. You heard a chuckle so you looked up. Zelo who had been staring at you immediately looked away. He made it obvious that he was looking at you. You took a deep breath shaking the plastic material in your hands hoping it would transform itself into a tent.

“You’re hopeless,” he said advancing towards you.

“Hey hey hey what are you doing?” you asked taking a step back. He lifted his hands as if attacking you but instead pulled the tent out of your hands.

“Give it to me,” he said condescendingly.

“I didn’t ask for your help,” you scoffed.

“You should be thankful that I’m doing this for you,” he replied. Within a few minutes there was a huge tent standing upright before the two of you. He looked at you and then his finished product.

“That’s how you do it,” he mocked. He turned around to leave but you stopped him with your words.

“Who do you think you are? Do you think you’re some kind of a cool boy who everyone will fall in love with easily? Do you think that torturing me like this will make you more desirable? Well you’re wrong because you are stupid and insolent and a complete idiot. I don’t even know why I’m here with you when I can’t even stand the sight of you. If I could express in words how much I hate you I would but my feelings are beyond describable. You want to know why?” you asked. Zelo turned around, grabbed you by the waist line and pressed his lips against yours. It took you a few milliseconds to register what he was doing. That’s when you started to struggle. He didn’t let go of you. He kept his hold firm. Your tried to hit him but he grabbed your hands tightly holding them behind your back.

After a good minute Zelo finally pulled away. You lifted your hand to slap him but he caught it and then pulled you closer once again.

“You’ll never get it will you?” he said grinding his teeth.

“Do you..” you began but he shut you up with his angry words.

“Are you seriously this blind?” he shook you violently. “Do you not see that I care about you? You’re always pointing out all the wrong things about me. It’s as if you fail to see all the crazy things I do for you. I don’t know why you hate me or when this whole thing even started but you need to get your head straight. I don’t like begging people for their love okay… but..you’re just so..different. I hate that. I hate the way you make me feel. Just go away ________,” he said pushing you away.

You stood in silence not knowing what to say for sure. Zelo seemed mad. Not like the usual kind. This time was different. Almost as if he was really hurt. Your words had hurt him. In fact they had been hurting him all this while. You began to question yourself. Did you really hate him? Or was it all because you thought he hated you? Or that you wanted to run away from your true feelings for him. A rivalry between a boy and a girl always end in an unexpected affection for each other. The same had happened to the two of you. Love had struck like to the two of you like the smell of roses. It was strangely beautiful. You decided that he needed some time to think his things through before you could talk to him. You turned around to walk away.

“Who am I kidding?” Zelo said pulling your arm and then dragging your body towards his own. “I don’t want you to go away,” he said clenching your body as if he was afraid to lose you. He made you feel wanted. He showed you that he was insecure about and he showed you that he loved you. You didn’t know how much you loved him but you knew it was enough to start off that relationship.

“I’m sorry if I scared you with what I said but please don’t go. Just give me a chance ________. Even if you don’t love me just give me one chance to prove myself.”

He nuzzled on to your neck like a little puppy begging to be loved back. A smile spread on your quivering lips. You shook your head finally lifting your hands to hug him back.

“Of course,” you replied. You felt his hug tighten on you to the point that it hurt. Just a second ago the two of you were fighting and now you stood wrapped in his arms agreeing to remain by his side. Indeed, hatred is a form of love in itself.

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*Wohoooooooooo* trying to get back into the writing game. Hopefully you guys will like this one. I’ve got my fingers crossed on this one. 

And for any of you who aren’t having a good day. Here’s a Zelo gif for you to make your day. Believe me having bad days is the worst thing possible: 

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posted 5 years ago with 175 notes

I’ll keep trying [Zelo]

Requested by anon Naiya



“That was a great performance,” Zelo winked at you as you entered backstage.

You smacked his forehead lightly. “Get ready for your performance.”

The rest of the B.A.P members were already getting up on the stage.

“Wish me luckkk” Zelo shouted to you before running to the stage. He was so childish and you loved that about him. He always put extra energy into his performances. You watched his moves intently. There wasn’t a single mistake. No wonder girls threw themselves over him. Besides that he was the only member from B.A.P that you were actually close too.

“So did you like my performance noona?” Zelo asked you, coming back.

“Ye, as always,” you smiled at him.

“So I was wondering if you were free on the weekend?” he quickly changed the topic.

“Umm,” you began thinking. “Yeaaaa.. I think .. I am.”

“So will you go with me to the new theme park that just opened up?” he asked excitedly.

“What?.. Theme park?” you asked with surprise.

“Yeah?” he said making a face. “What’s wrong with that?”

“Oh Zelo!” you messed his hair.

“Pleaseee,” he begged.

You just couldn’t say no.

“Okay” you sighed.

“Sarangaheo” he said with a cheeky smile.

“I’ll see you on Sunday,” you smiled but shook your head.  

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“It’s so hot!” you whined making a face.

“You should have brought an umbrella!” he replied.

You pouted. “You should be thankful I came here with you Mister.”

He smiled at you and pulled you towards a ride.

“Water ride???? Nooooo” you cried.

“Come on, it’s really hot.” He began to drag you.

“Okay then buy me a rain coat?”.

“No way! Then what’s the point of the ride?” he made a face.

You squinted your eyes. “I hate you.”

Zelo laughed as he stepped on to the ride offering you his hands.

You squeezed in besides him so you could be safe from the water. He put his arms around you and looked at you intently.

“What?” you asked.

“You’re so cute when you do that.”

“Well it’s your fault for making me do this,” you pouted.

“Sometimes I wonder, if you really are older than me,”

“I am older than you.”

“You know if you just agree to going out with me, I would totally kiss you right now.”

You got off of him and hit him on his head. “Not again Zelo”

“Okay I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” he said and pulled you, putting his arms around you once again.

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“Aii, look at my cloths! They’re all wet. I feel disgusting now.”

“If it makes you feel any better, mine are wet too,” Zelo began flapping his shirt.

“Let’s go on a roller coaster. Maybe that’ll help.” You suggested.

“Aneyo..we’ve been on too many rides since this morning. Let’s play some games.”

“But what about my cloths?”

“They’ll dry eventually. Now hurry up, the line for that one is pretty short,” Zelo said pointing towards the corner.

Both of you sprinted to the games section.

“Get ready noona because I am about to win a big teddy bear for you!” Zelo said showing off his muscles.

“You won’t need your muscles for this honey,” you pulled his arms down to see what the game looked like. Zelo picked up a tiny ball and threw it at the bottles, except that the ball landed nowhere near them.

“What? Zelo are you kidding me?” you gave him a weird look.

“Aish, let me concentrate.”

He threw it the second time and then the third time but none of them hit the bottles.

“Oh God! Let me show you how to do it.” You pushed him aside and took the ball from his hand. You used all the force that you had and threw the ball. As expected, it hit the bottles.

“Yayyyyyy!! Wohooooooo” you jumped in the air while cheering for yourself. “In your face!” 

Zelo made a face at you.

“Here you go ma’am.” the guy handed you the teddy bear.

“Gomawo,” you replied.

“Thanks for the teddy bear Zelo,” you teased Zelo and winked at him.

“Today just wasn’t my day,” he defended himself.

“Sure, blame the day,” you giggled while proceeding towards the second game.

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“I am tired!” Zelo put his hands on his knees, bending down.

You guys had played every game in the park more than twice.

“Tired already?”  you asked.

“Ye,” he replied.

“Let me get you ice cream?” you offered.

“That would be nice.”

The two of you wandered around the park looking for ice cream.

“Are they serious? It’s such a huge park and they don’t have a single ice cream parlor.” You sighed with frustration.

“Hey loooook! I think I found one!” Zelo ran towards it.  “Come onnnnnnn,” he waved at you. You followed close behind.

“Two chocolate ice creams please!” Zelo asked the vendor.

“One” you corrected him.

“You don’t want one?” he asked.

“Nah,”

“Here you go sir,” the man handed Zelo his ice cream. You paid him and began walking with Zelo. Looking at him licking his ice cream made you want pull his cheeks. Zelo turned around to look at you but you were already staring at him.

“Do you want some?” he offered.

You shook your head. “No I’m fine.”

“Try it,” he pressed it against your lips. You lightly pushed it away.

Zelo began laughing.

“What?” you asked.

“You have ice cream all over your face.”

You lifted your hands to wipe it but he stopped you. He began wiping your nose and lips with his hands. His hands were warm and soft. Both of you were lost in each other’s eyes. You didn’t know when Zelo leaned in and began kissing you on the lips. When you got back your senses you realized that you were kissing him back. You suddenly pulled back. Zelo gave you a confused look. Just a second ago you were kissing him and now you were pushing him away.

You looked away.

“Why are you doing this to yourself?” he asked.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“If you like me then why don’t you just accept it?”

You didn’t respond. Zelo turned your face towards him and held your hands. [throwing his ice cream away]

“I want to be with you noona! Why don’t you understand that?” he asked.

“Zelo you’re too young,” you replied.

“So? Are you afraid I won’t be able to take care of you?” he asked.

“Zelo it’s much more complicated than that. Have you ever thought about what people will say? I am sure you, too will feel uncomfortable at some point. This isn’t how it works.”

“It’s not any more complicated than you’re making it noona. You like me, I like you. I don’t see a problem. I could care less about what people think. I’ve been telling you for the past one year that I want to be with you. Do you really think I would ever be uncomfortable about this in the future?”

“I don’t know.. Zelo,” you looked away, slowly sliding your hands out of his. He continued to look at you as if looking for answers that you’d been refusing to give him. You didn’t know what to say. You didn’t want to break his heart but you also didn’t want to be in such a relationship. He was a great guy but you knew you had to stop yourself from falling for him. You kept your eyes fixed to the ground.

“Okay,” he sighed.

You looked up at him. He was smiling at you.

“So what do you want to do next?” he asked forcing a fake smile. You knew he was hurt but he didn’t want to upset you. He’s always been like this; always caring more about how other felt.

“Bumper cars?” you shrugged your shoulders.

Zelo’s eyes lit up. “Yes!” he cried with excitement.

“Come on let’s go,” he said and held your hand. You let him hold it.

I’ll keep trying…’ Zelo thought to himself.

He’s never going to give up,’ you looked at him and smiled.

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While writing this I was thinking about JR [NUEST] WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE YOUNGER THAN ME T_T *sniffles*

I hope you like it :)

posted 6 years ago with 41 notes