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Free me from the pain [Luhan] - Part 2

Part 1 for those who didn’t get to read it. Let me know if you guys liked the ending. 




Present Day:

The man came and sat across from you. You could feel his gaze upon you but you didn’t care enough to look up. There was only one thing on your mind –had the letter reached him?  Luhan had promised to stay by your side than why was he so far away from you? Why hadn’t he shown up? As the clock ticked you began to get more and more nervous. Whenever anxiety took over you, you closed your eyes to think about something pleasant. That day you did the same. Resting your back against the wooden bench you closed your eyes and tried to picture his face for that was the only thing that brought you comfort.

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3 years ago:

It was your eighteenth birthday and just like all the other times your parents decided to have a grand party inviting everyone you didn’t knew. It was just another excuse for them to show off their wealth and find suitable suitors for you. You sat in a corner with your cheeks puffed up eyeing everyone. Your parents had been kind enough to let you invite some of your friends but even they were busy having fun. Nobody cared about the party girl.

“Why are you hiding in the corner? Come enjoy the party..” Youngshin said approaching you. You rolled your eyes at the sight of him. Out of all the guys, he was the least you wanted to talk to. He had tried asking you out several times but you always denied politely. Somehow he never gave up and kept hope alive. The reason you didn’t like him was because of his cockiness. He failed to acknowledged other people around him and that’s one thing you hated the most. Besides you were already half in love with another guy who had no idea how you felt.  

“I’m fine here. You should go have fun,” you said.

“Oh here goes the music,” he said as soon as someone started playing slow music in the background. Many couples ran to the dance floor instantly. “Care to dance with me?” he asked. You shook your head without bothering to look at him.

“___________ please,” he said making a puppy dog face. You wanted to tell him that it only made him look more stupid but you knew he wouldn’t understand. To prevent any further persuasion and his cheesy statements, you took his hand and proceeded to the dance floor.

“Did I tell you that you look beautiful today?” he said trying to remove the strands of hair from your face. You shook your head in annoyance, pushing his hand away from you. The rest of the night dragged just like that. Your eyes were looking for one person and one person only but there was no way he could show up. He wasn’t allowed to according to your father’s orders.

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You returned to your room after the party. It was almost midnight. Your special day was ending and you hadn’t smiled all day. Just then, you heard a light knock on the door. Your heart jumped and so did you, right out of the bed and towards the door.

“Luhan!” you cried as soon as you opened the door.

“Shhhhh!” he said putting his slender fingers on your lips. “Don’t be too loud. I don’t want to get caught.” You chuckled at his precautions and then dragged him to the bed with you.

“So did you get me something?” you asked.

“Of course,” he replied and then opened his fist to reveal a small box that had been very neatly wrapped. “Here, open it.”

You took it from him and carefully unwrapped and then opened the box. “Oh Lulu,” you gasped at the sight of a beautiful pendent. “It’s beautiful,” you said and pulled him into a hug.

“It’s nothing big. I didn’t have enough mone…”

“Shhhh,” you cut him. “Don’t say that.” You heard him chuckle which made you want to hug him tighter. And then there in that moment you let yourself loose. You didn’t want t let go off of him. You wanted him to understand your feelings for him without you having to utter a single word. Luhan began to pull away. You had no choice but to do the same. Your eyes met his, his soft breath touched your face sending tingles down your body. The brain and heart began to battle once again.

“Lu..” you began to say but the next moment you felt his lips pressed against yours. It took your brain a while to register what was happening and then your heart smiled back at you- teasing you in sort of a way that it had been right the whole time. Luhan did feel the same way about you after all and that is all what your heart had been telling you.

Then suddenly, before you could even savor the moment, he pulled away. He smacked his forehead as if cursing himself for doing something wrong. “I’m sorry,” he said, standing his back facing you.

“What do you mean you’re sorry?” you asked pulling him to turn around. He looked at you strangely. There wrinkles on both yours and his forehead. He cupped your face in his hands and ran his fingers on your forehead trying to calm you down.

“I feel the same way about you,” you whispered.

“It’s wrong,” he said. He turned around once again, shaking his head continuously. “I shouldn’t have done that. How could I be so stupid?”

For some reason instead his words began to hurt you. You had waited for that moment so long and when it finally happened he was regretting it. “Stop it Lulu,” you said in your crying voice. “Don’t do this to me.”

He turned around with a worried expression hearing your voice. He pulled you into a hug and slowly patted your back.

“Do you have any idea how long I have waited for this? And you go on saying its wrong? Do you not love me the same way I love you?” your voice muffled into his shirt.

“I do! I do,” he repeated, still patting your back.

“Please don’t go anywhere,” you said.

“I won’t! I won’t,” he replied kissing you on your temple.

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The guy who sat opposite had fallen asleep. You lifted your hand to caress the cheek Youngshin had slapped you on a few days back. The bruise hurt but it was also a reminder of freedom you had received that day. You cared more about the latter. Your eyes fell on the clock. It was almost 2 o clock. The trains were going to start working at 5 o clock again. There wasn’t much time left. If he didn’t come that day, you were going to leave and never come back. You were going to start a new life, leaving everything behind just like Luhan had decided to do on the day of your wedding.

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1 year ago (from present)

You sat facing the mirror, in your wedding dress looking blankly into space. Your life was soon going to be over. Your eyes had shed enough tears in the past few weeks that even they refused to form anymore. Every time your eyes met his, he returned your expressionless face with a smile. You knew he was putting up an act just so you wouldn’t think about him. You would forget about him and move on with your life. But how could you forget the three beautiful years you had spent with him. In fact how could you forget your entire childhood you had spent with him. Did the relationship you guys had meant nothing to him? The times he snuck into your room so the two of you could spend some time together. The time he first kissed you telling you he loved you and all the kisses after. The time you fell asleep in his lap and he didn’t dare move even if it meant risking himself getting caught the next morning. And out of all, the times you and him vowed to never leave each other. How did all of it just suddenly meant nothing to him? How could he act like that knowing it would hurt you so much.

The door clicked open and in came him except that this time he was here to notify to be ready. You were going to be called anytime.

“Luhan wait,” you called before he could close the door.

“I have a lot of other arrangements to look at,” he said hurriedly almost chocking on his words. You got up and began to walk towards him. “If everything doesn’t happen accordingly you know your father will be mad,” he said. You stopped very close to him and shut the door angrily. “_________, I really have to go,” he said shaking his head to avoid your eyes. He himself was teary eyed.

“Shhhhhhhh,” you murmured and lay your head on his chest. To your surprise, he embraced you.

“I’m sorry,” you heard him mumble and then after that both you and him began to cry. You cried for a long time tightly hugging each other.

He pulled away, wiped your tears and then before you could make any efforts to stop him, he left.

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You felt nothing, heard nothing, spoke nothing after that day. Your pride had slapped you right in the face and so you entered Youngshin’s house as his bride. Life couldn’t have done you more injustice. You tried to convince yourself that it wouldn’t be as bad since he loved you. It doesn’t matter if you don’t love him but turned out that you were living in a delusion the whole time.

Youngshin was more cocky than you thought he was. He married you for the status and money. Just like you, his family had forced him into the marriage. Now both of you were stuck with each other except that he hated you a lot more than you hated him. “Do you really think I would treat you nicely after all you did to me? I stopped liking you after the first time you rejected me but my parents kept pushing me into it,” he said to you one night when you questioned him about his strange behavior.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“I mean that I knew all about your little love story with that servant boy,” he scowled angrily.

“He’s not a servant,” you suddenly yelled back.

“How dare you?” he yelled back lunging towards you. “How dare you shout at me?” he said dragging you on the floor.

“Leave me,” you struggled which backfired because he shoved you on the floor.

“You can’t treat me like this. I am your wife,” you cried.

“You are worth nothing to me,” he said with a disgusted face. “And don’t you dare talk to me in that tone again.

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After that night, things only got worse. The beatings became harsher and the words more cutting. He accused you of things you had never done before. You had tried to forget your past but he kept bringing it up and presenting it to you like an open tale. You had promised Luhan you would forget about him but as the days passed you thought more and more of him.

Then one day Youngshin crossed all limits and picked up a knife while he was half drunk. You screamed and yelled for helping but his grip was strong on you. Somehow you escaped and locked yourself in the room. After the night passed Youngshin had come back to his senses a little but he had made one decision for sure. He was going to set you free. He said it so bluntly that for a second you couldn’t believe it. You weren’t sure if you were more happy than sad. If he hadn’t let you go that day you would have run away anyways. The only problem was that you were on your own. No house, no clothes no food except for some cash in your pocket. The last thing you wanted was for your parents to find out and come to get you. You wrote a letter to Luhan telling him all that had happened. You knew he would come running after you but a little part of you doubted that. Luhan was very firm with the decisions he made. You knew he would make you go back and fix everything with your husband but if the selfish side of him won he wouldn’t do that to you. Everything was a mess.

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Time had flown by. You breathed a heavy sigh and looked at the clock hesitantly. It was 4:15. You felt betrayed. You felt stupid. And yet the candle of hope was still lit brightly in your heart. Luhan would do anything but leave you waiting like this.

The clock kept ticking, making your heartbeat faster with every minute as it passed. You clenched your fist tightly and closed your eyes reminiscing your beautiful story with him from start to the finish. You playing in the snow with him. He stealing your ice cream all the time. You sneaking food for him. Him staying by your side whenever you were sick. You crying when he annoyed you and him apologizing sweetly. If he came that day, all of that would come back to you. Your unfinished story would be complete but… time was flying by and there was no sign of him.

People began rushing into the station. Many had even made queues for the arriving train. You didn’t move an inch. The clock ticked 5 and people began to huddle towards the entrance where the train would stop. With a heavy heart you walked towards the crowd. He wasn’t going to come after all….

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Luhan lay in the middle of the street surrounded by a huge crowd. No one knew who hit him or where the car went. Some were shouting while others were calling an ambulance. He coughed out some blood which made the children scream. He shifted to his side, holding up the letter which was partially covered in blood. In that moment he made a promise to himself that if he lived that day, he was going to find you and free you from your pain… 

posted 5 years ago with 40 notes

Free me from the pain [Luhan] - Part 1

Requested by Anon L

My first ever planned two part scenario *wohooo* This is very different from my usual ones. The story switches from present to past but I tried my best to not make it confusing at all. If reading intense stuff is uncomfortable to you then I wouldn’t recommend it otherwise I can assure you it’s a good read. I wrote this over a period of two days. I hope you guys like it and anticipate the next part :)

Part 2 



Present Day:

The cold air brushed your feet sending shudders through your entire body. A tear fell from your eyes, slowly trickling down your already wet cheeks. You didn’t realize you had started crying again until you felt another tear drop on your hand. You raised your head just high enough to be able to see if someone was coming in through the double doors. No one was there. No one was ever going to come. It was too late. The ding of the big clock announced the arrival of the darkest hour of the night. You were all alone sitting at a train station waiting for him to come get you. Waiting for him to come take you away from all the misery.

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14 Years ago:

The light gushes of your breath were causing the curtains in front of you to move. You knew Luhan was good with details. If he entered the room he would know you were hiding behind them. You very calmly took a deep breath and then held it in. You had vowed to yourself that you weren’t going to lose that day. If you did you would have to give him your ice cream from that day and you didn’t particularly like that.

The sound of soft footsteps touched your ears. Luhan was very light footed but somehow you could always tell when he was approaching you. The bond that the two of you had was beyond compare. You were inseparable.

“________ are you in here,” he called. “I know you’re in here. Give up already.” You shook your head as if he could see you but immediately realized how stupid you were. The curtain had obviously moved. Once again you’d given up your hiding space. Nevertheless you kept holding your breath and keeping hope alive. If fate was on your side, Luhan wouldn’t be able to find you that day. The footsteps drew nearer which only made you more nervous.

“_________,” he sang your name once again. You reacted by further pressing your body against the wall and closing your eyes. Luhan waved open the curtains and a gush of air hit you. You let out all the air you had held in and on to Luhan’s face making your cheeks look like a deflating balloon.

“Aish,” he scrunched up his nose. “What are you doing?” 

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnn,” you cried and ran to another corner of the room. Curling up into a ball you began to cry. Once again you had lost and he was victorious.  

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You lifted your hand to wipe your tears but just then a sound you had been longing to hear touched your ears. Then it changed. It weren’t the same footsteps. They were different. His were just different. None could be compared to them. You tilted your head to the side in disappointment. The double doors hissed open and in came a guy. It wasn’t him. You were right. It wasn’t him.

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You glared at him hoping to burn holes into his body. He was licking your ice cream up and down and all the way around.

“I hate you,” you said and turned around crossing your arms. You looked adorable with your puffed up cheeks and pouty face. Luhan giggled continuing to lick the ice cream.  

“Didn’t you hear? I hate you Lulu,” you said once again this time rubbing your eyes to wipe of the tears. You felt a hand on your shoulder. Luhan turned you around to face him.  He wiped your tears shaking his head signaling you to stop crying. He looked adorable with his apologetic face.

“Don’t cry pabo!,” he played with your hair. “Here,” he said and offered you the ice cream. You shot back a cheesy smile and took a big bite of the creamy vanilla deliciousness.

“Gomawo,” you said to him still licking the ice cream. You weren’t planning on giving it back to him. He looked at you with loving eyes and then patted your head.

“Don’t ever cry like that,” he said and then half hugged you as the two of you walked back into the house.

Your mother shot you a look, showing her disapproval as always when you hung out with the son of the maid who worked for your family. You felt your hand slip out of Luhan’s as he walked away. He was very scared of your parents which you didn’t understand why. Then again, you were only 7 years old and he 9. How could your parents expect you to know so much at such a young age?

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You never knew you could hate being rich so much. Everything had to be done according to the rules that had been set up by you don’t know which one of your great great great grandfathers. Last time you heard someone laugh with all their heart in your house was never. Every ding of the bell was like an announcement for a different activity. Just like always the bell rung and you rushed to the table for dinner. You didn’t even get enough time to wipe your face completely. There was traces of the vanilla ice cream visible on your face. Every member of the family sat down in the designated seats. You waited for your father to start so everybody else could begin too. He glared at your dirty face for a second and then shot a look at your mother. She quickly and rather roughly wiped your mouth shaking you a little. It was her way of giving you a warning to never do that again.

Dinner was served. Every one ate without saying a word. You kept your head bent the entire time to avoid any awkward eye contacts with any of your siblings. They all annoyed you by trying to make you laugh so you would get in trouble. When the dessert came your eyes immediately shot towards the kitchen. Just as expected Luhan was looking at you. His favorite dish was being served that day. He ran his tongue on his lips looking at the cheesy puff that you were holding in your hand. You loved it just as much as he did but it saddened you that he never got to eat it. His mother tugged on his shoulder and then pulled him inside.

You looked at the cheese puff and then back at the place he was standing in, a few minutes ago. Then making sure to escape everyone’s eyes you took a napkin and carefully wrapped the puff in it. As soon as your father announced dismissal you ran in to your room and waited for Luhan. You knew he would appear soon.

Only thirty minutes passed and Luhan sneaked into your bedroom closing the door behind him. “Want to do something fun?” he asked.

“Ye,” you nodded your head. “But first I have something for you,” you said.

“What?” he asked jumping on the bed besides you. You revealed a fairly medium sized object wrapped in a napkin.

“What it is?” he asked.

“Open it,” you replied.

You thought he would hug and mess with your hair as soon as he saw the puff but instead he just stared at it.

“I thought you loved it,” you said.

“I do,” he mumbled. “But please don’t go through all this trouble for me. … What if they catch you next time? I don’t want them to punish you.”

“Since when did you start worrying about me,” you nudged him. You smiled to make him smile and smile he did. Luhan took a bite of the puff and then offered it to you. You shook your head and let him eat. It made you happy when he was happy and if cheesy puffs made him happy then you were willing to steal them every day, just for him.

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Seven Years later

“__________, __________, ____________!,” Luhan whispered your name entering your room.

“What?” you said poking your head from under the sheets.

“Why are you sleeping at 3 in the afternoon?” he asked.

“Because I am tired,” you replied.

“Okay then come on and get up. I have this really cool place to show you,” he said pulling the covers from on top of you.

“Did you not hear what I just said?” you asked him.

“Trust me you won’t regret it,” he replied.

“Luhan we are not kids anymore,” you tried to shrug your hands out of his but he held them tightly. He pulled you out of bed and dragged you into the bathroom.

After that the two of you sneaked out of the house, which was fairly easy since it was afternoon time. Luhan dragged you through the backyard and into the trees behind your house. Your mother had always warned you about them while growing up. You hesitated a bit but Luhan insisted. You trusted him a lot too so you let yourself be dragged. Reaching a clearing, he stopped and went behind you. He then covered your eyes and then began to walk again.

“Luhan what is this?” you asked.

“Shhhhh Just keep walking,” he whispered into your ear.

After a while he stopped and then slowly slipped his hands from your eyes. You pressed your eye lids tightly before opening them. In front of you was a beautiful pond with birds chirping around it.

“Are there fish in..”

“Ye,” he nodded before you could even finish. He knew how much you loved fishes.

“Oh Lulu I can’t believe you found this. This is so beautiful.” You cried hugging him. Luhan chuckled but hugged you back tightly.

“I found this accidently while wandering around back here,” he replied. “The woods are not scary after all.”

You pulled away and looked straight into his eyes. You wanted to kiss him but you knew that would be inappropriate. Both of you loved each other a lot but only as friends and nothing more. Luhan took your hand and the two of you walked closer to the pond.

After watching the fish for a good amount of time you and him lay on the ground heads close to each other. The sky looked beautiful that day for some reason. Was it because he was by your side – your heart asked you. No- you whispered back to it but your heart knew well. You couldn’t lie to it.

The two of you watched the daylight fade. The sky was getting darker by the minute but some force in the nature was pulling you two towards it. Neither of you moved because everything was so calm and serene. You could only wish for time to stand still and the moment to become eternal in itself.

Luhan blinked and then it suddenly hit him. The sky was almost dark. Your parents must be worried sick about you. “_______,” he almost cried. “We were supposed to be back home a long time ago.”

“Oh my goodness,” you blubbered as well squeezing his hand. “Lulu I am so scared. They will kill me now.”

“Don’t worry okay. Hopefully they didn’t notice that you were missing,” he tried to calm you.

Both of you slowly and hesitantly walked back towards your house. The guard looked at Luhan and then and at you and shook his head. This meant that something horribly wrong was about to happen.

“See I told you she would be with him,” your mother said to your father upon seeing the two of you. She was crying while your father stood in grave silence giving deathly stares to Luhan. “Why don’t you say something?” she shook him.

 “Kang Heo riiiiiiiiiiii,” he suddenly yelled Luhan’s mother’s name. She came running into the room from the kitchen. “Look at what your son did again. How dare he? How dare he take my daughter out of the house like this? Did you not teach him anything? How insolent could he be? It’s all your fault for not teaching him anything. His wits..HIS WITS ARE OUT OF CONTROL! ”

The entire house was echoing with his voice. You had never seen him this furious. Your body was shaking with fear but Luhan stood firm. His mother walked up to Luhan with tears in her eyes. You didn’t know what was yet to come. Without giving the slightest hint she slapped him across the face.

“I keep telling you to not do stuff like this,” she said grinding her teeth. She was hurt because he was the cause of her insult. “Come here,” she said and pulled him by the ear. You heard the kitchen door shut tightly but your body remained still. And then something very horrible touched your ears. He was being beaten with a stick. The same old worn out stick that was often kept in the corner of the kitchen. Luhan shrieked in pain but the beating didn’t stop. The dense sound of the stick hitting his bare flesh shot pain through your heart. Tears began falling out of your eyes. You raised your head to look at your father. He stood in silence with a faint smile on his lips. How could he? How could he enjoy this? How could he be so inhumane? You took a little step but he shook his head ordering you to not move. You had never felt more helpless.  You couldn’t save him or go back to your room. Your punishment was to stand there and listen to his suffering. The cries got louder with every minute. You felt your heart getting numb.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!,” he cried.

“Abuji pleaseee,” you finally blurted out. Your father’s eyes opened up wide in surprise. For the first time in your life you had ever spoken out like this. He thought it to be an insult since you were doing it all for him- all for a servant. He looked at your mother who on getting the signal grabbed you by the arm and dragged you into your room.

“Next time you think about leaving the house without telling anyone and see what happens,” she said angrily. She slammed the door behind her as if transmitting all her anger into it. You buried your face in your pillow to block out all the sounds and hoped to fall asleep.

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When you woke up it was way past midnight. You had fallen asleep crying. The first thought that crossed your mind was that of Luhan. He must still be in the kitchen. You ran to your bathroom, grabbed the first aid kit and very quietly tip toed to the kitchen.

Sure enough he sat in a dark corner curled up, his head buried in his lap.

“Luhan,” you whispered. He didn’t look up. You were sure he had heard you. You sat beside him and raised your hand hesitantly to rub is back.

“Aaa,” he let out a quite cry.

“Let me put something on it,” you whispered. He shrugged your hand off of his back. “Please let me,” you said and began to cry. You couldn’t have felt guiltier at the moment. Your heart hurt seeing him in such pain. “I am so sorry,” you said in a muffled voice.

You felt his arms around you. They were shaking and you knew it was because his entire body hurt but still he was trying to console you. “Shhh..shhh,” he said and then pressed your body against his.

You pulled away to look at his face. His eyes were red and puffy from crying. You shook your head apologetically wiping his new forming tears. Words weren’t needed anymore. He understood you without you having to say anything. Luhan turned his back to you and pulled his shirt to reveal the red marks. You lifted your shaking hands and started applying the ointment. His silent weeping filled the air and that night for the first time ever you realized that what you felt for him was love. At that point you realized that his pain was your pain. His suffering was your suffering. At that moment you also realized that you couldn’t live a minute without him.

The two of you sat in the silence of the night, your head in his lap as he caressed your cheek. Your eyes spoke to him. They told him that you never wanted him to leave. They told him that you loved him and they told him that you vowed to remain by his side forever. He smiled at you reassuringly as if he had understood everything but he never returned the vows. Did he love you back?- you asked yourself…

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posted 5 years ago with 38 notes

Original? forget that [Chen]

Requested by anon 



It was like any other Friday night in Exo M’s dorm. The boys couldn’t go out since they were preparing for a comeback and with their new hairstyles, they had to keep a low profile. You lay comfortably in Chen’s bed and scrolled through tumblr tags. It was not long ago you found out about this interesting website where fan girls posted scenarios and lots of other strange things that you didn’t quite understand. At first you were a little freaked out about the stories but later you began to enjoy them. It was surprising to you that many got the members’ personalities just right. Scenarios about Chen always made you laugh hysterically because he was nothing like that in real life. Last time you and him did something fun together was never. He either never had time or was always tired. Sometimes you felt sad on the inside because you really did want him to show that he cared about you.

“Are you going to stay here tonight?” Chen asked entering the room. You looked at the clock. It was almost midnight.

“Oh wow! I lost track of time,” you replied. You began to get out of bed but instead he came and seated himself beside you.

“What were you doing?” he asked taking the tablet from you.

“Oh nothing,” you pulled it back. Chen looked at you weird. You smiled and pushed him back slightly.

“I’ll leave in a bit. I’m hungry right now so I’ll go make myself something,” you said.

“Okay then make me something too,” he asked as you left the room.

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You got busy in the kitchen making sandwiches and ramen. Tao came and offered to help but last time he cooked, it was a complete disaster. You by any means did not want to go down that lane again. After finishing making the food and offering it to all the other members, you casually walked back to the room. Chen was laying awkwardly in bed, his back facing you.

“I made ramen and sandwiches,” you announced.

“That’s a weird combination,” he said turning around. As he did, you saw the tablet in his hand. Your heart sank immediately. You tried to remember if you had exited out of all the tabs.

Chen got out of bed and picked up a sandwich from your plate. “Let’s go out somewhere,” he said taking a big bite of the sandwich.

“Out? At this time? It’s really late and besides you guys aren’t even allowed to do that,” you said shaking your head while squinting your eyes. You looked quite comical. Chen bit his lip and then gave you a quick peck on the cheek.

“Don’t worry about it,” he whispered. He took the plate from you and placed it on the night stand. “Let’s go.”

You didn’t say a single word and let him drag you out of the dorm. It was because you were still in a shock upon receiving the unexpected kiss.

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“Nothing’s going to be open at this time you know,” you said while the two of you walked on a narrow unknown street.

“I know a place that it. You’ll like it,” he said.

The two of you stopped in front of a small bubble tea shop. The lights inside were so dim, you couldn’t even tell if the store was open. Chen walked inside hand in hand with you.

“Jongdae ah,” the old lady said happily. “You haven’t come here in a long time.”

“I know that’s why I came tonight. And look who I brought along,” he said pushing you forward. “You wanted to see her right?” he asked the old lady.

“Ahh she is pretty. Prettier than you’ve described her to be,” the lady winked at you. You had no idea what was going on but the fact that Chen had mentioned you to this old lady made you blush. He wasn’t so unromantic after all. The old lady came forward and pulled your cheeks.

“Does he take care of you?” she asked. You nodded your head and then looked at Chen. He had a proud smile planted on his face.

“So,” she said and clapped her hands. “What can I get for you two today?”

“The usual,” he said. “And she will take the same.”

“Oh you!,” she hit him. “Let her choose for herself.”

You giggled at your boyfriend getting spanked. “No it’s okay. I’ll take what he is taking.”

“Seeeee!” Chen cried rubbing his arm while you couldn’t contain your laugh.

After getting your bubble tea the two of you settled in a small corner. In your 1 year relationship it was probably the third time the two of you were spending time like that – all by yourselves. Usually it was with all the members and the other times Chen was too lazy to come up with good places to hang out at.

“So now can I ask you why you did all this?” you asked. “You’ve got to say, it was pretty surprising coming from you.”

“What?” he opened his eyes wide. “We usually do this don’t we?”

“No oppa. We don’t,” you pouted.

“I was kidding,” he said and held your hand. “And I’m sorry.”

“For what?” you asked.

“For being so aloof.”

You wanted to say something in return and try to make him feel better but you realized you had nothing to say. It was a good thing he was apologizing.

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The two of you said your goodbyes to the kind old lady and began walking home. The unanswered question from earlier was still bothering you though.

“You didn’t answer my question,” you said.

“What question?” he asked.

“Why all of this all of a…,” you stopped half way through and realized something. It had just then hit you that whatever Chen did was the exact same thing the Chen from the scenario you were reading, did for his girlfriend. “O oh,” you covered your mouth in embarrassment. “Did you?…”

“Yep,” he said nodding his head with a mischievous smile.  “I didn’t know you were so naughty.”

“Aish,” you hit him lightly.”I am so embarrassed. Why did you do that?” you cried. You had never felt more stupid in your entire life. What must he be thinking of you?

 Instead of mocking you like he always did, Chen held your hand and then pulled you into a hug. He then lifted his other hand to remove the strands of your hair from your face. He was doing exactly what was in the scenario. He cupped your cheeks and then planted a beautiful kiss on your lips. You could feel him smiling. You were smiling too.

“I’ll try to be more original next time,” he said when he pulled away. All you could do was to return it with an approving smile. Chen held your hand tightly as the two of you walked back home in the soothing silence of the night. Nothing needed to be said anymore.

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So instead of making this scenario about a troll Chen I wrote it about a romantic Chen and yes I did drift away from the topic a little bit but it didn’t come out that bad now did it? I hope ya’ll like it. It’s short and sweet.

posted 5 years ago with 58 notes

For the people who were curious 

NOTE: This is what I have come up after watching [Literally] everything and anything EXO has been on [Yes I mean fancams too]. There is a lot more to these people than the typical stereotypes they are given. Yes those are true but we shouldn’t neglect the other qualities about them.  My analysis will change as time goes by since we will get to know them more [Just like ELF’s did with Suju] so don’t take it to heart if my opinions contradict yours. I would definitely like to know you guy’s opinion so do send in your comments :). If I agree with them, I might even add them to the analysis [that is if you would allow me too :) ] 



posted 6 years ago with 20 notes

New Idea.

I am thinking of adding yet another page to the blog which will consist of my analysis of the Exo boys. Is it a good idea? 

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posted 6 years ago with 8 notes

HyukshinJust finished the session with Exo-K.. The song came out so crazy!!!
Hyukshin: With Exo-M.. 16 hour long session.. But it was worth it!
posted 6 years ago with 55 notes

Moving on [Lay]

Requested by anon peach




Present day:  

You see her giggle over the text she had just received. You know well who it is from but you don’t care enough to make any remarks.

“Oh hey _________, I didn’t see you come in,” Su ji says raising her head.

“Ah, I just came back.”

“How was it? Did they say you have a chance?” she asks enthusiastically.

“I’m not sure. They always put on such a poker face it’s hard to tell. I’ve been waiting for my debut for so long. It’s about time they give me something..” you sigh.

“Aish, you’ll get there soon,” she says with an encouraging smile. You smile back just like always, when you look at her. Only you knew the pain of having to live life like that. Suji was a much younger trainee than you and she was soon debuting while you were still waiting for the big news. On top of that she was dating the man you once loved madly, still did and you knew in your heart that you always will.

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Flashback:

You walked down the hall towards your practice room casually, when someone grabbed you and pulled you into a tiny room. Before you could open your mouth to scream, two hands covered your mouth. The person brought his lips close to your ear and whispered, “Don’t scream. It’s me.” The wrinkles on your forehead disappeared and a smooth smile covered your lips. You turned around slightly only to be pinned against the wall.

“How long are we going to keep it like this?” you asked. He shrugged his shoulders and brought himself a little more close to you.

“I don’t know,” he finally said and leaned in to kiss you. You looked away.

“What’s wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you mumbled.

“_____________, if this is still about keeping this relationship a secret than you already know my answer,” he said and turned around.

“Why can’t we tell anyone? It’s been over a year Yixing. I’m getting tired of it.”

“You know it wouldn’t be right. Neither for you nor for me. They’ll make us breakup before either one of us debuts.”

“We can figure something out later.”

“Be realistic ________,” he said a little more sternly this time.

“Are you sure that’s the only reason or is there something else?” you asked, getting a little suspicious.

“What do you mean?” he turned around, looking really hurt. You wanted to say more but you thought it better to not. You hated arguing with him.

“Nothing,” you mumbled and began to leave.

“______________,” he called after you.

“Ye,” you turned around. He came closer and held your hand. Your sixth sense told you that something bad was about to happen.

“I love you,” he said. His words made you smile. No matter how much the two of you fought over that topic, he always found a way to make you feel better. “but,” he continued, “I think we should take a break.”

“What?” you gasped. The smile escaped your face as quickly as it had come. You were confused and a little shaken. His hand began to slide away. You tried to regain the grip but it was too late. “What do you mean?” you asked.

“All of this.. there’s just too much happening right now. I think we both need some time to ourselves.”

“If this is about what I said earlier than I take all of that back. I promise to never bring it up again,” you said in sort of a desperate way. Had you known your wishes were going to lead this, you would have never uttered such words. You were regretting them more than ever.  “I’m sorry Yixing.”

“No ________, you don’t have to be sorry. What I’m saying is better for both of us.”

“But why all of a sudden?”

“Because..,” he trailed off. Both you and him stood in a deep cutting silence. You wanted answers to your questions. He was afraid because he didn’t have any. You were so deeply engulfed in your thoughts that you didn’t even realize that he had left. He left without saying anything. He left you heartbroken.

.

.

You didn’t have to wait long to find out why he had done that. Three months after your breakup, Yixing debuted under the group called Exo M. It started making sense to you. He did it because he knew the time was nearing so he had to prepare himself. Take his mind off of you and focus more on what was ahead of him.

You on the other hand were still a trainee. A year passed by in a breeze but a lot had changed. Suji had joined the company as a beginner. Yixing was better known with his stage name –Lay. You had avoided bumping into him ever since the breakup. It hurt to see him and it hurt even more when you saw him with Suji.

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Present day:

You sit across from Suji, swinging your leg back and forth, in a deep state of thinking. The door suddenly opens and in walks Lay.

“Why haven’t you been replying to my message,” he says.

“I was just about to,” Suji replies tucking her hair back. He leans in to give her a peck but she pushes him away and signals him to turn around. He does as she says and almost jumps back realizing that you are in the room too. Seeing you so up close, after so long brings a different sort of expression to his face. You can’t read it anymore. It’s hard to. He has distanced himself enough from you, for you to be able to tell what he is thinking.

You smile and get up to leave.

“_____________,” he calls your name. “You don’t have to go.”

‘Oh the irony’- you think to yourself and continue out the door.  If only he had said those words a year ago.

“What happened to her?” Suji asks him as soon as you leave. Lay caresses her cheek and then shakes his head. To this day he has been debating if he should tell her about the relationship he had with you.

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You walked into the building with a heavy heart the next day. You didn’t quite know if it was because of seeing Lay the night before or that you were just tired of waiting for your chance to debut.  A staff member called you from the corner and signaled you to go to the office. Your heart began to race. As you took each step, you got even more nervous. All sorts of questions popped up in your head. Why would they be calling you? Are you getting rejected or do they have a good news for you?

You were asked to settle in the chair opposite, the recruitment officer. She was the one who had spotted you outside of your school four years ago.  

“So we have finally made a decision for you,” she said. You didn’t know how to respond so you continued to stare at her with a blank expression.

“We have decided to debut you with [Group name] and you will be given the position of the leader.”

“Aigoo,” you blurted out but immediately covered your mouth. You couldn’t believe the words that had just come out of her mouth. She went on to tell you the names of the members but you are too absorbed in your own thoughts to take note of it. Then suddenly you heard a familiar word – ‘Suji’.

“Suji?” you repeated.

“Ah ye, she will be the maknae of the group.”

You immediately clenched your fist and felt your heart sink. Your eyes blinked repeatedly but the information still didn’t sink in. Your heart, your brain, your thoughts, all of them refused to accept it.

“____________ are you alright?” the recruiter asked.

“Huh,” you shook your head. “Ah ye.”

You left the office and slowly walked towards the practice room. As soon as you entered, you heard the girls screaming. They ran towards you and hugged you.

“I am so happy,” you heard one of them say.

“I am so glad you’ll be our leader,” Suji patted your back. “Oh my God I can’t wait to tell Lay.”

You gave her a disgusted look and immediately turned around so she wouldn’t have to witness it. 

You were happy but more than that, you were sad. You knew you weren’t strong enough to have to face Suji every day. No matter how hard you tried to like her there was always a little part of you that envied her. She always got more than she deserved. You were a human after all. Throughout the past year you hadn’t allowed your heart to feel anything against her but that day was different. You hated her. You didn’t want to be around her. Little did you know for what was yet to come…

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You slid into your bed and turned on the TV. It was the perfect way to get your mind off of whatever that had happened earlier that day.  Skipping through channels your finger automatically stopped on the one Exo M was being interviewed on. You had to admit, you had never seen any of their interviews. Lay looked marvelous. Your eyes followed every little movement of his. Even though it had been more than a year since your break up with him, nothing had changed. You still felt the same way towards him. You still wanted to be with him. If only, he knew how much it hurt you to see him with Suji.

“So Lay, you said that you had a big announcement for us today,” the MC asked him.

“Ah, ye. Indeed I do,” he nodded, joining both his hands and leaning forward. “It’s about my girlfriend.”

“Whaa,” the MC gasped. Your jaw dropped in surprise too. You couldn’t believe what you had heard.

“What’ s her name?” the MC asked, after recovering from the heavy bomb Lay had dropped on him.

“Her name is Suji. She is currently a trainee at SM but will soon be debuting.”

You didn’t notice your tears until they dropped on your arm. You shook your head and wiped them off still bewildered and broken. How could he do this to you? He was the one who always said it wasn’t a good idea to tell everyone. And now he was telling the world about it. It didn’t make sense. What was he thinking?

You felt your body collapse on the bed. You turned your head and buried it into the pillow. You wanted to scream but who would come to help? No one. There was absolutely no one…

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Almost everyone had left after practice. You, however decided to stay after. You had spent the entire day debating if you should leave or stay. Was there any point in staying at the company if it was going to hurt you every day? You hated yourself for being so weak and not being able to move on.

You stood in the small balcony staring at the dark sky. It was going to start raining soon.

“ Congratulations,” you heard someone say from behind. You turned around, only to find Lay walk towards you. He was the last person you wanted to see at the moment.

“What? So you won’t even talk to me anymore?” he asked, nudging your elbow casually.

“I might leave,” you said after a long pause.

“What do you mean?” he asked, a little surprised. “Isn’t this you wanted ________? You had been waiting for so long. Why do you want to leave now?”

“You won’t understand,” you scoffed.

“What do you ..?” he stopped half way and scrutinized your face. “What is it ________? Come on.. you know you can tell me anything.”

“Really?” you raised your eyebrows, irritated at his casualness. How could he act so normal when he hadn’t talked to you in almost a year?

“Are you mad at me?” he asked, sensing the irritation in your voice.

“Of course I’m mad at you.” You suddenly snapped. You just couldn’t take it anymore. “Do you not dee anything? Are you blind?”

“What are you trying..”

“You’ll never get it will you? Do you even realize how much it hurts me to see you and Suji together? You are such a hypocrite Lay. You ended our relationship because you didn’t want anyone to know about us and now you go on announcing it to the world? If you didn’t love me then why didn’t you just say it straight up? At least, I wouldn’t have gone on believing the lie you had told me. And now, I have to be in the same group as her. See her face every day. Do you really think I can handle all of this? I’m just so ..” you closed your eyes and covered your face with your hands. All the anger that had been boiling up inside you had come out without a warning. You’d left him dumbfounded. He didn’t have anything to say. You were right. He had never bothered giving you any explanations. You looked at him for response but there wasn’t any. He was ashamed and so were you.

“You know what, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said all that,” you said, forcing a smile on your face. You began to walk but he held your hand.

“_________, don’t give up on this. You and I both now how much you wanted this. I may not love you like I did but I still care about you. I want to see you succeed. If you give on this today, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life. I know it will hurt in the beginning but you’ll get over it. And one day a guy will come in your life who will love you and only you. You’ll forget about me. I promise.”

“It’s not that easy.”

“It will be…just .. please don’t go like this.” He slowly let your hand slide out of his. You looked into his eyes and after a long time, you could tell what he was thinking. He really did care this time.

A tear fell from your eye but you wiped it away before he could even lift his hand. You nodded your head with a smile and began to leave.

“And , I’m really sorry for what I did to you,” he mumbled. You had forgiven him already. He didn’t need to say those words, yet it felt good to hear them. You turned half way and this time smiled from all your heart.

Maybe, one day you were going to find someone who loved you and only you. ..

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Writing this was really hard because being the possessive person I am, I want Lay to be mine and ONLY mine. LOL .

Anyways, I hope you guys like it :) <3 <3  

posted 6 years ago with 50 notes

What? … [Tao]

 Requested by Anon Panda




You sat in the middle of Exo’s practice room, finishing the last task the manager had given you for the day.

“Hello there young lady,” Luhan walked up to you and threw some confetti on you.

“Oppa did you seriously steal that form last night’s concert?” you asked, really surprised at his sudden move.

Luhan chuckled. “Ahhh, …yeah! I did but.. but I have a perfectly good reason for that,” he said sitting beside you.

“And what would that be?” you asked, biting the end of your pen.

“You’ve got Chen’s disease too huh,” he said taking the pen from you. You gave him a look.

“Okay now don’t tell this to anyone,” he said leaning in close to you. “We are throwing Tao a surprise birthday party.”

“You guys celebrate every year with the fans. What’s so special about it?”

“No, this year we keep telling him that we won’t celebrate it since the whole idea is getting old.”

“Aish, why would you troll him like that,” you slightly hit Luhan.

“Hey Luhan ge..” Tao entered the room but stopped at the sight of you two sitting so close. He looked away. “Aaa, the manager ge is calling you outside.

“Yeah coming.” Luhan got up and quickly left. Tao turned around to look at you.

What?’- you asked with the slight movement of your head.

Nothing..’ –  he replied shaking his head.

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“Hey I came to drop this package for Luhan oppa,” you said as soon as Tao opened the dorm door.

“Package? He didn’t say anything was coming in the mail,” Tao replied, looking at you from head to toe.

“He needs it okay!” you insisted.

“Give it to me and I’ll give it to him,” Tao tried taking the bag from you but you immediately pulled it away. There was no way he could see what was inside it otherwise it would ruin the surprise.

“No!, I’ll only give this to Luhan oppa.“

“What’s wrong with giving it to me?,” he asked. “Do you not trust me?”

“No… aaa I mean yes I do but ..”

“Oh hey ________,” Luhan walked up behind the two of you arguing at the front door.

“At least let her in,” Luhan hit Tao on the back of his head. Tao made a face and then looked back at you.

“Here,” you pushed the bag forward, giving it to Luhan.

“What’s inside it?” Tao asked anxiously.

“None of your business,” Luhan said sternly. Tao squint his eyes at you and then Luhan. He didn’t find a reason to stay so he left.

“That was close,” you sighed with relief.

“Ye,” Luhan nodded. “So I’ll see you tomorrow at the party?”

“Ah, of course,” you replied and soon took your leave.

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 You were glad you lived only two blocks away from Exo M. Of course, if the company found out you would be dead but the boys did a good job with keeping it a secret. You hoped that day would be your day to tell Tao how you felt about him. You absolutely knew he was never going to do that. He was really shy and awkward around you. What’s the worst that could happen if you told him? He would reject you or just not respond all together. You were still ready to take chances. You knew Tao wasn’t a heartless guy after all and besides, the way he looked at you told you a lot about he felt about you. You looked at your present one last time. It was a leather jacket that he’d been whining Kris to get for him. Kris refused every time because Tao had way too many cloths. Even though you were in the same room you acted like you were ignoring the whole conversation. You thought, if you bought him the jacket it would be a good way of showing that you cared about him.

Hopping on the steps one by one, you finally reached the top. The door was open so anybody could come in. You tip toed into the crowded room, to hide yourself from Tao. You felt bad for not being able to get there on time to surprise him but you had another job to finish before the party.

“Where’s Tao?” you asked approaching Xiumin.

“He’s in the room still recovering from the surprise. You missed the face _________. You missed the face.” Xiumin tapped your shoulder.

“Awww man,” you snapped your fingers and quickly made your way to his room. Just as you were about to enter, you heard Tao speaking to one of the other members.

“I don’t care. She is so clingy and .. and have you seen the way she flirts with the other members. There is no way, no way possible that I would talk to her.”

“Tao, you’re acting really immature,” Kris said sternly.

“No!,” Tao snapped back. “You can’t force me to talk to her. It’s my birthday and I don’t want to mess it. If I don’t like her then I don’t like her. She is such a s***!”

“Tao,” Kris yelled his name.

The bag that you had in your hand dropped to the floor. You knew he was talking about you. Who else could it be? Tao had seen you talk to the other members all the time. Kris knew you liked him and you were sure, he was talking about you to make things easy for the two of you. But if that’s what Tao thought of you then what was there to stay for. You were appalled but more than that you were disappointed. How could he think so little of you? Tears started forming but you quickly wiped them away and began running towards the door.

“Is everything alright?” Luhan asked you as you bumped into him. You looked up with your teary eyes and shook your head.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied and quickly ran out the door.

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Tao came out of the room. His foot hit the bag that you had left there.

“Who left this over here?” he asked Kris.

“I don’t know,” Kris shrugged his shoulders.  Tao opened the bag and jumped up in excitement.

“Did you really get the jacket for me?” he asked but without waiting for a reply hugged Kris.

“What? No!,” Kris pushed him. “I got you socks. What are you talking about?”

“What?” Tao made a face. “Then who got me this?” Tao asked.

“Wasn’t __________ holding that bag?” Xiumin said walking up to Kris and Tao.

“_______?” Tao asked with a surprised expression.

“I’m not sure but I think I saw her holding it. Where is she anyways?” Xiumin began looking around.

“Taaaaaaaaaoooooooo,” Luhan came yelling across the room.

“What?”

“What did you do?” Luhan asked angrily.

“Nothing,” he defended himself.

“Why was __________ crying then?” Luhan asked.

“She was crying?” Tao’s heart sank immediately. “I didn’t even know she was here?”

“Well she was and now she’s not,” Luhan said sternly. “You might want to go talk to her.”

“Why me?” Tao asked but then it suddenly hit him. The jacket was the key. You got him the jacket. No one else knew about it but Kris and you. He didn’t think you cared because you acted oblivious when he was talking about it. And then the package you delivered the other day. It was for the party. Tao started to get a slight hint that you might feel the same way about him as he did about you.

“Here, hold this,” he handed the bag to Luhan and ran out the door.

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You had left your front door unlocked in a hurry. Tao came crashing inside.

“____________ where are you?” he called out. You immediately jumped out of bed and wiped your tears.  You grabbed a book and started reading it so you would look normal.

“Why did you leave the party?” he asked, still catching his breath.

“I didn’t feel like staying,” you said, not looking at him.

Tao finally calmed himself and sat next to you on the bed. It was a little surprising but you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“Did you get me the jacket?” he asked looking intently at your nervous hands.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Then why didn’t you stay to give it to me yourself?”

“I didn’t want to be clingy,” you said, recalling his words from earlier.

“Clingy? What do you mean?”

“Drop the act Tao. If you didn’t like me then you should have kept it to yourself. What was the need to tell Kris about how you felt about me?” you said as tears flowed out of your eyes once again.

“I don’t understand _________. What are you talking about?”

“Stop it,” you pushed him slightly. He held your hand and pulled you to turn around and face him.

“I came to the party and heard you say stuff about me.”

“What kind of stuff?”

“That I’m clingy and I flirt with the other members and ..and I’m a s…”

“No,” he blurted and suddenly pulled you into a hug. “I would never think of you like that. I like you _________.”

“Then..”

“I was talking about someone else.”

“Who?”

“Junji.”

“Junji?”

“She’s this other girl that just joined. ”

“Oh..”

“Yep,” he said pulling away.

“So.. you ..like me?” you asked shyly. The two of you began to blush. You looked away to hide the smile that was breaking on your face. Tao slowly slid his hand on top of yours to calm his racing heart.

“Thanks for the jacket,” he mumbled. You moved closer to him and rested your head on his shoulder. You were glad that you didn’t have to make the first move.

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Tao = <3 [Sensitive] boy so I made this one light, short and sweet. 

Almost forgot: Here’s Lulu throwing confetti at you

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[gif not mine]

posted 6 years ago with 78 notes

Take Care [Lay]

Requested by trixicoox1427




You felt a tight grip around your hand when you woke up. Lay’s face was only inches away from yours. You noticed the wrinkles on his forehead. He seemed stressed and uncomfortable. You lifted your hand to check his forehead. It was really warm.

“Oppa..” you whispered his name. He was in deep sleep. You thought it best to not disturb him and quietly slid out of bed.  

Soon after you heard something drop in the room. You ran back inside only to find Lay sitting on the bed holding his head.

“Oh Gosh.. you shouldn’t go,” you said sitting beside him.

“I have to,” he mumbled.

“You’re sick,” you said with worry.

“I’ll be fine. It’s really not that bad,” he forced a smile and squeezed your hand. “And besides, the managers and boys will be there so I’ll be fine.”

“But..”

“Trust me,” he said and gave you a peck on the cheek. You pulled him back and pressed your lips against his.

“You’ll get sick,” he warned.

“I don’t care,” you said before connecting them with his, again.

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Lay walked close behind Kris. His vision kept blurring even when he tried hard to focus. “Luhan.. Kris..” he mouthed the words a shot of pain ran through his waist.

“Ouch,” he cried, not being able to resist the pain he’d been feeling for quite some time.

“Are you alright?” Luhan suddenly turned around and asked.

“Ye,” he replied closing his eyes.

“We are about to approach the fans. Do you think you can do it?” he asked. Lay nodded, placing his hand on his face. He wanted to give his best to the fans so he forced a smile as soon as the automatic doors slid open.  The members waved their hands and bowed to the fans. Lay lifted his hand, which increased the pain. He suddenly stumbled, only to be caught by one of the managers.

The shouting and screaming and the struggling amongst the fans suddenly stopped. There was silence everywhere as they all stared at his weak body.

“Are you alright?” the manager asked.

“Ye,” he replied and took a step only to stumble again.

“Hold on, I’ll get you a wheel chair. Your body’s too warm and you seem weak.”

“No, I’m fine. I can do this,” he insisted.

“Don’t push yourself,” Kris said placing his hand on Lay’s shoulder. The silent fans started yelling ans screaming once again, in worry. The cameras started flashing. No matter how much the managers and security tried to stop them, it didn’t work.

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You scrolled through your daily feeds on Weibo when a post with Lay’s picture popped up. The managers were holding him to help him walk. He looked weak and worn out. More worn out than earlier that morning.

“Oh no!,” you covered your mouth with your hands as a gasp escaped you. The next second, you jumped out of your seat and ran for your phone.

“Pick up, pick up, pick up,” you repeated while nervously pacing around the room. Tears were forming in your eyes.

Lay felt his phone vibrate. He tried to reach for it but the manager stopped him.

“Let me talk to her,” he whispered.

“The fans are watching,” the manager whispered sternly. The group came out of the airport with the reporters and fans running close behind. The other members seemed to be really worried. Luhan put his arm around Lay to comfort him.

“Do me a favor,” Lay whispered.

“Ye,” Luhan replied.

“Take my cell phone and text ___________. She’s called me for the 10th time. I think she found out,” Lay said in broken speech with great difficulty. Luhan nodded and slipped his hand in Lay’s pocket. He quickly took it out and turned around to escape the managers’ eyes.

I am fine. Don’t worry.’ – you looked at the message. It made you worry even more. You just wanted to fly there and take care of him.

You spent the entire night shifting from side to side in your bed. Lay’s image kept revolving in your head. He was always very irresponsible about his health. You took care of him like his mother. It was almost 1 am but your eyes were still wide open. You picked up your phone to try and call him one last time but before you could, your phone buzzed. It was him. Your face lit up.

“How are you? Are you feeling better? Why weren’t you picking up my call? I have been worried sick about you. I told you to..”

“__________, relax. I’m fine,” he said but his voice told the opposite. He sounded tired and sick.

“No you’re not. I keep telling you to take care of yourself but you never listen to me. Are you happy now?” you asked and began to cry.

“Please don’t cry. It’ll only make me worry more,” he said meekly. You tried to stay something but your sniffles took you.

“_________ah, Please stop crying. It hurts me to hear you cry,” he said once again. You wiped your tears and tried not to cry.

“Please be careful and come back soon.”

“I’ll see you soon.”

“And then I won’t let you go anywhere till you are fine,” you asked like a little child.

“Anything you say,” Lay replied back.

“Oppa..”

“Ye..”

“Wo ai ni,”

“Wô je ai ni”  he replied and took a deep breath.

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For anyone who didn’t know already, Lay was/is really sick recently.

Here’s the video:

http://kpopfantasyworld.tumblr.com/post/34800878464/luhanlu-121029-nanjing-airport-lay

And here’s a picture:

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I don’t agree with people who think it’s a bad idea to reblog this stuff because it will only upset Lay. We as his fans deserve to see/know what happened to him. We want to be there in every moment with him. If we can’t see him in person, we should at least be given the liberty to look at the pictures/videos to see how our GeGe is doing. We [I] love him a lot and wish for his health. *Lets all pray for him* 

posted 6 years ago with 40 notes

Anime [Kris]

Requested by anon




“_________ah, clean your room.” Your mother yelled from the living room.

“I’m cleaning it,” you yelled back without taking your eyes off of the computer screen.

“Are you watching anime again?” she asked.

“Aniyo,” you replied with irritation. You began watching your anime hero kill the bad guys once again. “So beautiful,” you mumbled to yourself. Just then a cold breeze touched your arms. You looked at the open window and cringed your nose. You were too lazy to get up and close it. The best scene was on. The contractor [bad guy] ripped the hero’s shirt apart.

“Aaaaiiii,” you squealed. Just then another wave of chilly wind touched your arms. You sighed and paused the video. Walking to the window, all you could think about was him. As you were pulling it down, your eyes fell on your hero standing in the apartment across from you. He was shirtless, looking for something, running around the room.

“Huhhh!!,” you gasped and rubbed your eyes. ‘How could he be real? He’s an anime character? Am I seeing things?’ You asked yourself. You were really confused as to what was going on. The guy suddenly looked up at you. He glared at you for staring at him. It took you a minute to realize how stupid you looked. You quickly hid behind the curtains and bit your lip.

“Oh Gosh, that’s a real human not an anime character,” you mumbled, tucking your hair behind your ear. Your ears turned red with embarrassment. You slightly poked your head through the curtains, only to find him still looking at your window. You moved back again.

“Ummaaa,” you called out running to the living room. “When did we get new neighbors?”

“They moved in a week ago. You would know, if you knew life existed outside of your little viral world.”

“Aaaaann,” you pouted.

“Okay okay, now go clean up,” she instructed.

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“Class we have a new student coming in today,” your teacher announced. The silence in the room was replaced by whispers and muffled voices. Even you thought to yourself, as to who would join school in the middle of the semester. You were stunned as the new student walked in class. It was that same guy you’d seen in the window across from yours. It was that same guy who you thought was an anime character and it was that same guy you had wished to never see again. He looked around the class. His eyes met yours for a brief second but you quickly looked away.

“Hi, my name is Kris,” he said waving his hand. Every single girl [except you] in the room gasped. His features, his body, his skin, everything was perfect. You weren’t the only one who thought he was flawless and almost unreal. Kris went and sat in an empty seat in the corner. You turned around to look at him for a quick second. Once again your eyes met his. Your ears turned red when he smirked at you. You frowned and turned around, hoping he wouldn’t tell anyone about what had happened a few days back.

Your eyes were fixed on the clock. As soon as the bell rang, you sprang out of your chair and ran for the door.

“Hey wait,” a voice from behind you said.

You turned around and of course, it was Kris. He caught up to you. “Hey!,” he said once again.

“Hey,” you mumbled back clenching your book to your chest.

“I’m new here. You wanna help me around?” he asked.

“Ummm I’m a little busy,” you said hurriedly and ran away.

You knew well that Kris had gotten the wrong idea but you just couldn’t talk to him. He made you nervous. You couldn’t even look him straight in the eyes.

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A week had passed away and you’d only hated your Biology class more. Every time Kris entered the room, your heart began racing. You weren’t even sure if you liked him or your anime hero. Kris hadn’t tried talking to you ever since you’d scared him away with your silliness. He didn’t even make eye contact with you. You secretly regretted it but then you suppressed the feeling, thinking it was for the best.

You shuffled in bed from side to side not being able to sleep. This empty feeling, inside of you was bothering you. You sighed and got out of bed to get dressed. There was one thing you loved doing on cold winter nights; playing basketball, to get your mind off of things. You tip toed out of the apartment and went down stairs. You could hear dribbling of a basket ball from the distance. ‘Who could be silly enough to be playing at this time of the night..?’ you thought to yourself.

“What are you doing here?” the guy in the court asked you as you approached him.

“I want to play too,” you said.

“Do you know how to play?” he asked.

“Of course,” you mumbled. He took a step forward to reveal his face in the light.

“Oh Gosh,” you gasped seeing Kris stand before you.

“Why do you always do that when you see me?” he asked making a face.

“What?” you asked looking from here to there in nervousness.

“That,” he said squinting his eyes. “I’m not that scary you know.”

“It’s not that.”

“Then what is it?”

“I’m embarrassed.”

“Of what?”

“The other day.”

“The other day? The one in school or the one when you stared at me through your window?” he asked with an amused expression.

“See! This is what I’m talking about,” you pouted and turned around to leave.

“Wait,” he pulled you back. “Why were you looking at me?”

“Because you..,” you began but stopped. If you told him, you thought he looked like an anime character, he’d laugh at you and then never talk to you.

 “Nothing,” you mumbled.

“Tell me,” he insisted.

“Aniyo,” you shook you head and snatched the ball from him.

“Oh no you didn’t,” he said coming after you. And so began the game between you and him.

“You know lots of girls in school tell me that I look like an anime character from this series.” Kris said trying to get the ball from you.

“Really? How stupid,” you said making a basket.

“I know right,” he said and clapped for you. You were glad you didn’t tell him.

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“At least, drink your milk,” your mother called after you. You were running late.

“I don’t have time,” you said and closed the door behind you. Kris closed the door to his apartment at the same time. Both you and him gave each other a smile.

“Hey _________,” he called you.

“Ye,” you turned around.

“Want me to give you a ride?” he asked.

“Sure,” you replied with a faint smile, thinking about all the girls at school who would be so jealous seeing you with him. 

‘This is a good start’ - both you and Kris thought and smiled to yourself. 

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Okay Kris does look like a Manga/Anime character *handsdown*   

posted 6 years ago with 47 notes

Go to the fanboard and type in your message :) He will appreciate it :) 

posted 6 years ago with 12 notes

I am so sorry guys, I promise I was about to write my next scenario tonight and post it but I just heard about Yixing’s injury [I know this may sound lame to some of you] but I can’t get my mind off of it. It’s just too heartbreaking for me so I don’t think I’ll be able to write anything tonight. Hopefully I’ll start writing again tomorrow or the day after.

Let’s all pray for Zhang Yixing! 

:’( 

posted 6 years ago with 6 notes

Masquerade [Lay]

Requested by anon



“_________ ah, are you going to come to my birthday party or not?” Your friend asked with a slight hint of irritation. She’d already asked you this question a bunch of times before. You didn’t like social gatherings, especially the ones your friend went too. Her dad was really rich so the parties she went to were high class. She always invited you but you turned her down because you felt like you won’t be able to fit in. This time was different however since it was her boyfriend’s masked birthday party.

“_________!” she shook you this time.

“Huhnhh! Umm yeah okay. I’ll come.” The very next second you found yourself wrapped tightly in Eunsol’s arms.

“Oh the things I do for you,” you said making a funny face.

“Saranghae!” she said excitedly.

“Saranghae!” you mumbled back.

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 “I still don’t understand why he’s having such a big birthday party? When I have a birthday party I go to a small bubble tea shop with a friend,” you said making a face.

“Oh Shhhh! Don’t let him hear you. A lot of ‘cool’ people are here so try to mingle with them,” Eunsol nagged you.

“Aish,” you made a face while putting on the mask.

You were glad it was a masked birthday party. That way nobody would be able to see your face and you wouldn’t be as nervous as you usually are. Most girls brought dates. They were having fun on the dance floor while you stood in the corner playing with your drink. You sipped some but immediately threw it back in the glass. It was disgusting. You looked around to make sure no one saw you. Everybody was busy in their own world. Nobody would care to look at a random girl standing in the corner minding her own business.

You’d started to regret the idea of coming to the party. Being amongst so many people, you were still lonely. A cold breeze of air touched your bear arms. ‘Ahh  a balcony,’ you thought looking at the open door. Squeezing through the crowd you somehow made it outside. It was chilly but at the time anything was better than staying inside and humiliating yourself.

The dark sky was lit with beautiful stars. It looked beautiful. You didn’t smile that often but looking at the glittery dark sheet always cheered you up. Memories of your childhood started coming back to you. Your dad would take you to the rooftop. He would lift your hand up and then draw patterns, connecting the stars. He would then tell you fairytales about princesses. You always wondered when your prince charming was going to come and sweep you off your feet. You missed your daddy. Your only wish on every 11:11, every shooting star, every eye lash that fell on your cheek, was for him to come back. Tears started forming in your eyes but you quickly wiped them away.

“It’s not nice for a pretty girl to be crying at a party like this one,” somebody suddenly came besides you and said. You calmed your nerves and turned sideways to see who it was. He wasn’t looking at you. He was looking up at the sky, just like you were a little while back. His skin looked beautiful in the dim light and the dimple on his cheek was killing you on the inside. You were a sucker for dimples.

“I’m not crying,” you mumbled.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to lie to me,” he said. You looked back at him. He seemed to speak without any emotions.

“Were you thinking about someone?” he asked. You shook your head. He turned his face towards you for a brief second then looked away.

“Every time I look at the stars I think about the person I loved dearly,” he began. Your heart sank for a second. You wanted to know who it was but asking him would be weird. You barely knew him.

“Who was it?” you asked hesitantly.

“My childhood friend,” he said and then paused. “We loved each other.. a lot until..”

“Until?” you asked.

“Until.. … aaaa..” his voice chocked. “Do you want to dance?” he changed the topic immediately.

“What?” you whispered at the sudden question.

“Ye. Come on..” he offered you his hand. You felt like some sort of a force was pulling you towards him. You took his hand and followed him inside. Your favorite song Seven years of love’ was playing. He placed one hand around your waist and held your hand in the other.

“I don’t know how to dance,” you said meekly.

“I’ll teach you,” he pushed you back as you twirled then he pulled you close once again. His eyes looked beautiful as they stared into yours.  You couldn’t help but look at the slight dip next to his smooth lips. Was he even real? You asked yourself. You wanted to see the face behind the mask.

You heard him chuckle.

“What?” you asked. He shook his head, keeping the faint smile on his face.

“What?” you asked again.

“It’s the way you’re looking at me,” he said. Your face turned red and your hands started shaking. You’d never failed to embarrass yourself.

“Mianhe,” you said looking away.

“Don’t be nervous,” he said squeezing your hands to let them relax. “You’re doing great.”

The song was coming to an end. He was going to leave soon. You didn’t want him too. You wanted him to stay. You wanted to know more about him.

“You didn’t tell me what happened to her?” you asked. His smile disappeared and his skin grew pale.

“I’m sor..” you began to say but he cut you.

“She died in a car accident.” You looked up instantly. You were having difficulty registering the words in your head.

“What?” you gasped. He leaned in and gave you a light peck on the cheek. The song ended, and his hands slowly slipped out of yours. You stood there as if struck by lightning. Before you knew it, his figure faded into the crowd.

“Wait..” you whispered but it was too late. He was gone. How could it be that a guy as charming as him went through so much in life? You felt a tinge of pain in your heart. You didn’t know when you got pushed off of the dance floor by the crowd. You were now standing in the corner, your eyes wandering from side to side, trying to look for him. Your brain kept telling you that whatever happened wasn’t real but your heart kept poking you to go look for him.  

As always you listened to your brain. It would be stupid to go after him. The brief encounter you’d had with him was beautiful enough. You wanted to remember it just as it was. Maybe that’s how it was meant to be. Nothing more, nothing less. You sighed and looked once more at the keyed up crowd and then turned around shaking your head.

You were going to remember that night forever…

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One month later..

The mall wasn’t as crowded as it usually was on Sunday mornings. You walked, deeply engulfed in your thoughts. Somebody suddenly bumped into you.

“Oh I’m sorry,” the guy held you for a second before moving on again. You brushed the hair off of your face quickly in response to the familiar fragrance. It was quick enough for you to catch a glimpse of the slight dip next to his lips. You knew it was him. It had to be. The bags you had in your hand dropped, as you stood their staring at him fading into the pool of people once again. Just like a month ago, your heart poked you to go after him. Stop him. You took a step.. but then shook your head and turned around. A smile appeared on your face as a line ran through your head, ‘Leave it the way it is…’

Lay turned around and saw you walking. A voice in the back of his head kept telling him that you were the one. You were the girl from the party. He hit the back of his head as a smile appeared on his face. He too turned around shaking his head and continued walking. He was also going to ‘Leave it the way it was..’

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Oh my shucks!!! Yixing feelings all over the place! Somebody get me a bucket so I don’t drown in my own tears! Lol jkjkjk! I just love Lay so much ! hahah :) 

posted 6 years ago with 38 notes

Truth or Dare [Chen]

Requested by anon




“Ahhhhhhhhhhh, it’s so hot,” Luhan whined, while solving his rubix cube.

“Ummm are you okay? Oppa?” you asked looking up from your magazine.

“Don’t you feel hot?” he asked rolling around, now looking at you.

“Nope I’m fine,” you said shaking your head. Just then Xiumin walked in. “Oh Good you’re here oppa, now use your powers to make Luhan oppa feel better.”

Luhan chuckled and squinted his eyes at you.

“What are you guys talking about?” he said in confusion. “And why is it so hot in here?”

“Seeee!! I told you it was hot,” Luhan said booing at you. You pouted.

“They need to fix the air conditioner in this practice room soon. ________ah, tell the managers.”

You looked up for a brief second and nodded your head. The boys were done with their practice for the day and were just freshening up. You were responsible for taking care of all their needs while they practiced. It wasn’t really a job but since you were the manager’s sister, he pulled some strings for you.

“________ ah, are you..??”

“What?” you looked up once again interrupted from your reading. Just then Chen walked into the room. The wrinkles on your forehead vanished immediately and light pink touch of blush took over your cheeks. You quickly looked away.

“Oh Gosh it’s hot in here,” he said waving his hands in the air.

“Ye,” Xiuhan remarked.

“Let’s play a game!” Luhan suggested.

“What kind?” Chen asked.

“Ummm Truth and Dare?”

“Truth and Dare? Don’t you remember last time we played that game?” Xiumin asked with an amusing expression.

“Yep, that’s exactly why I want to play again,” he said and winked back.

Kris, Lay and Tao entered the room.

“Wow its h…” Kris said but Xiumin and Luhan cut him. “Hot in here! Yes we know.”

You couldn’t help but notice the conversation the boys were having.

“Wanna play Truth and dare?” Chen asked.

“Sure,” Tao replied. Kris and Lay followed.

“Hey __________, don’t you want to play?” Luhan asked throwing a stuff ball at you.

“Aaaa, no thanks,” you replied without looking. You didn’t like making eye contact with Chen so you tried best possible to keep away from him.

“Oh come on,” Tao whined and got up to walk towards you. He grabbed your hand and dragged you to the small circle the boys had formed.

“Sit here,” he said making you sit across from Chen. Just what you needed. Every time you saw his face, your face turned red and your heart began racing. You frowned as Chen looked at you. The smile on his face disappeared. You then kept your eyes fixed to the ground. There was a sort of awkwardness between you and him. You didn’t want him to find out you had feelings for him because that was going to be nothing but a hot mess. Your brother had warned you about such things before you entered the company.

“Okay let’s start,” Kris announced spinning the bottle.

“Tao, Tao, Tao, Tao,” everybody chanted trying to annoy the maknae. Tao pouted and folded his arms. The bottle stopped on Xiumin.

“Ha Ha Ha,” Tao said showing the members his tongue. Xiumin made a face and squinted his eyes.

“I choose dare. Bring it on,” he said sighing.

“Do a back flip,” Kris said suddenly.

“Whoaaaa!! I’m not Lay,” Xiumin said widening his eyes.

“That’s the beauty of it,” Kris replied with a cunning smile.

“Oh I hate you,” Xiumin made a face and bent backwards to get ready. He’d done a back flip once in his life and had sworn to never do it again but here he was, doing it again.

“Woaahhhhh,” the other members gasped as Xiumin did the back flip. He almost slipped.

“Hyung that wasn’t even that hard. Let me choose next time,” Tao nudged Kris.

The bottle was spun once again and this time it stopped on Luhan. Everybody cheered loudly.

“Truth or Dare?” Xiumin asked raising his eyebrows.

“Dare, of course.” Luhan replied with a calm smile on his face.

“OH I have one,” Tao said raising his hand.

“Calm down, we’re not in a school,” Lay said and slapped his back.

“Take of Xiumin Lay hyung’s socks,” he said with an evil smile.

“Umm okay!” Luhan said with a flat face. “What’s so bad about that?”

“Did I mention that you have to do it with your mouth?”

“Whaaatttt!!!” Luhan jumped back. The members started laughing. You began to laugh too. The atmosphere was lightening up for you.

“I love that one,” Xiumin said and clapped.

You looked at Chen from the corner of your eyes. He looked so innocent and adorable looking at the member’s laughing. Little did he know that his smile lightened up your day. It was like warmth that your heart felt. He turned his head but you quickly looked away.

Luhan went down on his knees while Lay took off his shoes.

“Why are you guys doing this to me?” he whined.

“Not so exciting now huh?” Xiumin said with a cheeky smile.

“I hate all of you,” he said while placing his mouth close to Lay’s feet. “Good thing, he actually washes his feet.” Luhan leaned in and closed his eyes. “Oh I hate this,” he mumbled and then without stopping he quickly took the socks off.

Everybody clapped for him. You took the turn to spin the bottle this time. It stopped on Kris.

“Truth or Dare?” you asked with a meek voice.

“Truth,” he replied.

“Whattt!!! I thought we made a rule nobody could choose truth. We had to choose dare,” said Lay.

“What who made that rule?” you asked. “Why do you guys even ask ‘truth or dare’ when people can’t choose that?”

“We made that a long time ago because the game is more fun that way,” Chen replied. You weren’t expecting him to, since he never talked that much. Your heart fluttered on the inside but on the outside you pushed yourself to show a flat face.

“Alright, alright!” Kris lifted his hands. “I choose dare.”

“Do a sexy dance,” Lay said glaring at him.

“Sexy dance? What does that mean?” he replied, making a face.

“You know, where you move like this,” Lay said waving his hand.

“That makes no sense,” Kris replied.

“I know,” Tao said snapping his fingers. “Do it with _________.”

“Huh! Me?” your heart sank in surprise. Your eyes immediately turned to Chen. He seemed just as surprised and a little upset too. You didn’t quite understand why.

“You’re sexy, Kris hyung is sexy. It would be perfect.” Tao said.

“Tao,” Chen glared at him and then hit him on the back.

“What?” Tao snapped back.

“Aish, stop,” Kris shushed ever body and offered you his hand. You didn’t want to refuse because that would be mean. You looked at Chen as if asking for his approval. He looked away. There was no choice but to Kris’s hand. He immediately pulled you up and close to him.  Luhan and began singing.

This moment feels like I was born as a child who knew nothing

I closed my eyes again in case it would be a dream

You were standing in fron of my desperate self and praying

Just once, I want to walk side by side with you’

“Come on Chen sing with me,” he nudged Chen. Chen pouted and shook his head.

Kris ran his hands along the side of your body and then pulled you closer to his chest. He moved his face near you neck and pretended to kiss you.

“Oh woooo!! *whistles* “ the guys cheered while clapping. You blushed and pulled away.

“That was fun,” Kris said winking at you as you settled down. You didn’t know what to say so just smiled back.

I want to spin the bottle this time Lay said taking it from Xiumin. It stopped on Lay.

“What sorcery is this?” he exclaimed.

“Aaaa I have one,” Luhan said excitedly. He got up and ran to the corner of the room. He returned with a small box in his hand.

“What’s that?”

“Baoziiiiii,” Luhan replied with a cheeky smile. “Feed those to Kris hyung.”

“Oh wait and did I mention that you have to do this with your mouth?” he said finally finishing.

“Whaaa,” Lay said pouting. “You know how much I hate close interactions.”

“I did it, you should do it too. Unless you want a punishment.”

Lay glared at Luhan and took the box from him. He really was uncomfortable with such stuff. You were thanking God that the bottle hadn’t stopped on you. You could only imagine what the guys would tell you to do.

You couldn’t help but laugh at Lay feeding Kris the baozi with his mouth. You felt like somebody was tickling your stomach. Kris was smiling right at Lay. For some reason he was enjoying it. Lay frowned and picked up the next one from his mouth and then offered it to Kris.

“Happy?” he asked the members, finishing the job. Everybody clapped once again. Xiumin spun the bottle next. Surprisingly it stopped on you.

“Oh no!” you mumbled. Nobody knew what to say because you was always so quiet.

“Uhhhhhhh,” Luhan said closing one of his eyes acting like he was thinking.

“Ummm kiss someone?” Lay said with a flat face.

“What?” you gasped.

“That’s the least you can do after what all of us did,” Lay tried to persuade you.

“ Kiss someone?” you repeated in disbelief.

“Come on! We are all oppas here!” Kris said winking at you.

“Kiss Chen,” Tao shouted.

“Whaaaa!” your eyes widened with surprise. Xiumin began laughing at your reaction.

“Why are you so surprised?” he asked. “You guys barely talk. It will be good to break the ice.”

“Aniyo,” you said shaking your head.

“If you don’t do it then you’ll have to receive the punishment and I don’t think you want to go down that road ___________.” Lay said with a serious expression. You turned to Chen. He seemed to be very calm. He was neither smiling or frowning. All he was doing was looking at you with his sparkling eyes.

“Come on,” Tao pushed you.

You got up and so did Chen. Your hands began shaking and your heart raced till the point you knew it would explode. You gulped a spit and walked closer to him. Without looking at him you quickly gave him a peck on the cheek and turned around.

“Umm what was that?” Luhan said making a face.

“I kissed him!” you replied.

“We definitely meant kiss on the lips,” he said with a mischievous smile.

“Are you kidding me?” you asked, getting a little mad.

“Nope,” he shook his head. You felt like someone held your hand. It was Chen. You turned to look at him.

“Do it!” he said with a serious face.   

“No!” you snapped back in anger. You didn’t mean too but the situation was so sensitive you had no other choice. The laughter that had filled the air a few moments ago was gone. The room fell silent. Chen’s hand slowly slipped out of yours. The next second he was leaving the room. You didn’t know what to do. Run after him or stay inside. If you stayed inside the glares from the others were going to burn holes in your body and if you went outside you would have to face Chen.

“___________ everything alright?” Kris asked you.

“Huh!” you shook your head. “I think I should go talk to him.” you said trying to avoid the other members.

You sighed as soon as you walked out of the room. Each step that you took to find Chen was making you more and more nervous.

“Oppa where is Chen?” you asked your brother as he walked past you.

“I saw him go up on the roof. Why?” he asked.

“Uh nothing. I have to give him something.”

“Oh alright,” he said and walked away.

You slowly climbed the stairs, dreading the moment you’d have to confront him.

“Oppa!”  you said his name opening the door to the roof. He ignored you. You walked up to him but made sure to stay behind so he won’t see your face.

“Mianhe!” you mumbled. He didn’t respond. “I didn’t mean to say what I said.” You tried once again but all to no avail. You wanted to cry.

“Say something,” Your voice chocked. He’d made up his mind not to say anything. This was it. You’d messed up the little chances you had of ever telling him that you liked him. You turned to leave, hoping he would stop you. You were at the door when he finally spoke.

“Why did you refuse to kiss me?” he asked. You didn’t know what to say. Chen turned around. His eyes were red and puffy. Your heart felt heavy. You were the reason for those tears and that’s the last thing you wanted.

“Why are you crying?” you asked hesitantly.  Chen walked and stopped close to you. He swiftly slipped his hand behind your back and then used the other to remove the strands of hair from your face.

“Do you like me?” he asked. You felt tongue tied. Your eyes wandered from side to side with nervousness.

“_________!” he shook you. You were still thinking about what to say when Chen pressed his lips against yours. For a second you couldn't believe but as reality started to sink in you tried to push him away. Something made you stop though. You gave in and stepped back as he pinned you to the wall. You could never imagine him like this. He was very soft an gentle.

When he pulled away he had a huge smile on his face. You returned the smile.

“I’m sorry,” he said scratching his head. You shook your head, trying to tell him that he didn't need to apologize.

“_________, will you go out with me?” he asked.

“What no!” you said suddenly then bit your tongue for speaking to soon. Chen looked at you with a confused expression.  He seemed to be disappointed.

“I’m scared of my brother,” you mumbled.

“We don’t have to tell everybody,” he said holding your hand.

“But..”

“Don’t be scared. I’ll be with you.”

He lifted your chin so you could look at him. His eyes showed reassurance.

You squeezed his hand. He took that as a yes and hugged you immediately.

“Thank you,” he whispered. A smile spread on your face. He understood you without you having to say anything.

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MY FIRST CHEN SCENARIO <3   

I feel like an overworked Zombie right now so don’t judge me for the lame title. [ I never finished proof reading  but I’ll do it tomorrow] :) 

posted 6 years ago with 72 notes

meh-myungsoo:

Fan to Chen: “I love your voice!”

Chen to fan: “Oh? I love you too! haha!” 

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Bless the person who recorded this. I felt like I was actually at the KCON! Is it weird that I’ve watched it 20 times already ?? and I’m still not tired! *Clicking the replay button right now*