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A day with Exo - Submission

If i were to spend 1 day with my exo biases…

I would like to spend the whole day in a amusement park somewhere riding all of the rides they got…then we would go have dinner and watch a movie…

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Amusements parks with those crazy boys= ULTIMATE fun. I wish we could all actually do that! *sighs* 

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posted 5 years ago with 10 notes

A day with EXO [I’m curious]

I haven’t interacted with you guys in forever so I decided to do this. I saw a post earlier today and I got an idea from it [so it’s not my original idea] 

I want to know how would you guys like to spend your time if you met one or more of your EXO biases. 



NOTES:

1. Don’t send in your answers through the ask box. Send them in through the SUBMISSION box. [If you would like to stay anonymous please write that at the end of the submission]. And feel free to ask any questions if you have any.

2. It doesn’t have to be well written [with beautiful adjectives]. It doesn’t have to be LONG. It can be as short as a paragraph to two pages. The length doesn’t matter. 

3. It can be MORE than one bias from EXO. 

4. Just pour your thoughts out. I know most of you must have thought about meeting your bias once so just write that down. 

5. If I receive enough submissions I will add them to my submissions page. I will do that in a very special way and later post a link so you guys can see it :)

6. I am sorry but this one is only for EXO. [If you really want to write about  a non- Exo bias/es please let me know]


7. EXAMPLE: “I would like to go to the coffee shop and have my favorite mocha. Then we would go to the theater to watch a movie and wrap up the day with a long walk at the park…

[Good luck] 

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posted 5 years ago with 1 note

Crazy couple [Xiumin]

Requested by anon



Sneaking into Exo M’s practice room was a no big deal for you anymore. You had been doing that for that past 6 months. Initially it was a little tough since the managers were always hanging around but after a while you found ways and excuses to just casually walk in. After all you worked there. They couldn’t do a whole lot to you. Everything was under control except when the day the company found out you and your boyfriend would be in big trouble. He often complained about this complicated situation but your cheerful personality always made him feel better.  

Just like all the days, you tip toed to their practice room but kept it casual at the same time.

“Oh look who’s here! To casually say hi to us of course,” Luhan said winking at Xiumin.

“Stop it,” Xiumin said hitting him on the back of his head. The guys were packing their bags and getting ready to leave.

“What? You guys are leaving already?” you pouted.

“Relax,” Kris said. He walked up to you, holding his bag with his signature style. “Your baozi is practicing until late today,” he said and then messed up your hair.

“Ye, I was going to stay with him and practice but now that you’re here I can go home,” Luhan said also packing his bag.

“What?” Xiumin cried glaring at Luhan.

“Huh! You don’t want to be alone with me?” you mumbled to Xiumin lovingly. You held his arm to make him even more uncomfortable with in front of the guys.

“________ not in front of the guys,” he whispered to you but he dare not shrug his arm from your grip.

“Aish, stop being so scared,” you elbowed him. Luhan shook his head at the cute conversation you and Xiumin were having. He winked at Xiumin once again before walking out with the rest of the members.

“Why are you so scared of them?” you muttered as soon as the practice room door closed.

“Becaussssseee!” Xiumin replied with no intentions of finishing his sentence. You slid in front of him so he could hold you from the waist. “What will I ever do about you?” he remarked shaking his head.

“What you’ve always been doing,” you said and gave him a quick peck on the lips. “Now start practicing!!” you said clapping your hands and pushing him away from you. You walked up to where the music system was and played the song he was supposed to be practicing. Xiumin began dancing and you settled yourself in a corner to play some temple run 2 on your phone. He had challenged you to beat his score.

Your patience level was very low. You quickly got bored and moved to your next favorite activity –watching Xiumin while he practiced. That day was the first time you were seeing him dance alone. This gave you a chance to notice his every little move and every change of expression. He looked very serious than usual. Or maybe he was always like that and you were just then noticing it.

“Minseok,” you mouthed his name in amazement. You were sort of proud and amazed, looking at your handsome boyfriend practice diligently. He hadn’t taken his eyes off of the mirror in front of him for one second. He wanted to examine his every move and perfect it. You weren’t planning on taking your eyes off of him either. Slowly and gradually you began to realize how comical he looked, looking all serious. His lips a tightly closed, his eyes quivering a little, sweat beads forming on his forehead. The moments of his hand were very precise. If he got it wrong he shook his head and started again. From a girl friend’s point of view he looked quite sexy too. Nevertheless you burst into laughter. Xiumin’s attention diverted towards you for a quick second. He shook his head watching you curl up holding your stomach. He went back to practicing doing the same things as before. Perfect hip thrusts, precise hand movements and fiery expressions. Your laughing didn’t stop. It kept distracting Xiumin. You were wiping the tears out of your eye when you heard the music stop.

“Huh!” you looked up. Xiumin was walking towards you. He sat down, legs crossed, in front of you.

“What’s wrong?” he asked. He wasn’t angry but he wasn’t happy either. You didn’t know what he was thinking.

“Nothing,” you mumbled shaking your head.

“Well! Something’s up…” he trailed off.

“You know I always laugh like that. Just ignore me and go back to practice,” you pushed him lightly. Xiumin held your hand and pulled you towards him. He opened his legs and spread them to give wide so you could have more space.

“Minseok ah! What are you doing?” you asked. You were blushing at his sudden action. He shook his head pulling you even more closer.

“Someone will see us. We’ll get caught. Seriously!” you warned him but there was no stopping him. He gave you a quick peck on the lips just like you had done earlier and then immediately turned your side ways pinning you to the floor. You began to giggle once again but this time it was to cover up your heated face and red ears. He lifted his finger and ran it down your cheek.

“Why do you still blush! It’s been a long time we’ve been together ________!” he whispered. You looked away in embarrassment but he turned you to face him again.

“We’ll get in trouble,” you said once again.

“Shhhh!” you heard him say. He leaned in and kissed you. No pecks this time! A deep long kiss. So long that both you and him got completely lost in the moment. He pulled away to let you breathe. He was breathless too. You looked at him and he at you and then both of you began to laugh.

“I love you,” you said.

“I love you too,” he replied.

You were a crazy couple indeed…

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Short [very short actually] but I tried to make it cute and fluffly. I hope ya’ll like this one :)   

posted 5 years ago with 31 notes

Baozi Jr. ? [Xiumin]

Requested by anon




The sky seemed lighter than usual that night. You knew it was going to start snowing soon and then there was your boyfriend who had decided to walk back home after dinner. He came up with the craziest ideas at the craziest times.

“You know it’s going to start snowing soon right?” you remarked blowing warm breath on your hands.

“Ye,” he nodded. “Come here,” he pulled you and took your hands in his. “Better now?”

“Ahhh your hands are so warm,” you said and put your head on his shoulder. “But still! We should have taken a taxi.”

Xiumin chuckled at your immediate change in mood. He squeezed your hand and the shoved it into his pocket.

“Gomawo,” you mumbled to him. He looked up at the sky and then made a weird sound. It was a mixture of a gasp and a short cry.

“What?” you asked keeping your head relaxed on his shoulder.

“It really is about to snow. Look!,” he said showing you the snow flake he had caught.

“What?” you said looking at his hand. There was nothing there. The snowflake had melted before he could show it to you.

“Look up!,” he said stopping in the middle of the road. You looked up and indeed it really had started snowing.

“Oh my my,” you gasped. You held on to his hand tightly and the two of you began running. Neither of you wanted to get sick since Xiumin had schedules the following week and you had just barely recovered from a fever.

“Let’s just go to my dorm… your apartment is too far,” he said as the two of you continued to run. You had no choice but to comply.

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“Where are the members?” you asked after entering his cozy dorm.

“I don’t know. They should have been back by now,” he replied.

“Oooo,” you said in your sexy voice slowly leaning closer to him. “So this means we have some alone time.”

“_________!,” he said your name with a serious face. “Are you okay?”

“Waaaeeee!,” you cried. “Why do you always do that.” This time you hit his chest and made sure it would hurt.

“Aaaa,” he pretended to get hurt. You rolled your eyes and turned around but he held you and pulled you towards him.

“I want to say something,” he said. “Actually I’ve been meaning to say it for a while now.”

“O! Oo!,” you joked.

“I’m serious ________,” he replied once again with a serious expression. It wasn’t anything new to you. He always had a flat expression so you never knew when he was joking and when he was serious. You nodded to tell him that he had all of your attention.

“I was thinking… that..we should try ..you know!” He paused for a little bit trying to form the right words. “We should try…having a baby,” he said hesitantly. You looked at his cute little face and burst into laughter.

“Awwww you want a baozi jr.? Who can be just as cute and bubbly and chubby as you?” you couldn’t stop giggling how cutely Xiumin had said that. You wanted to hug him kiss and pull his puffy cheeks. Wiping the tears out of your eyes you looked at him. Your heart sank finding a very grave expression on his face.

“What’s wrong?” you said pulling on his sleeve. Xiumin shrugged your hand away and walked inside his room. Xiumin was usually really good with handling jokes so you didn’t understand why he had reacted like that. One thing you knew for sure was that he was mad at you and you hated that. It was really hard to apologize to him. You always had to put in a lot of effort.

“Oppa!,” you said poking your head inside the room. You wanted to get a sense of how mad he was. “Are you mad at me?” you asked. You bit your tongue upon asking such a stupid question.

“Don’t talk to me,” he said. His back was facing you. You walked up to him and kneeled down forcing him to look at you.

“So you won’t look at me now?” you asked. He shook his head to the other side. “Are you mad because I joked about you being chubby?” He didn’t respond or bother to look at you.

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. You know it’s not true right?” you asked.

“Just forget it _________.” He got up and walked to the other side of the room making it very obvious that he didn’t want to talk to you. You mentally cursed yourself a little. You knew very well that he was a little sensitive about such things but you and your blabber mouth that you could never control had messed things up once again. In all that chaos you had completely over looked his request. He had asked you something very important. Something that you yourself had wanted for so long.

You smiled watching him stand, facing his back to you. He looked cute whenever he was mad or maybe it was just the way you saw him.

“Xiumin  oppa,” you called out walking up to him. He had folded his arms firmly which intimidated you a little at first. You forced his arms open and then rested your head on his chest.

“I’m sorry. I’ll never do it again,” you whispered. You waited for him to say something but he didn’t utter a single word. You had started to lose hope. Just as you were about to pull away, he held you and pressed you against him.

“It’s okay,” you heard him say. He was smiling when you pulled away from him. A wild idea crossed your mind “Now where were we?” you said unbuttoning his shirt.

“You’re still up for that?” he asked as a faint smile embraced his lips.

“Ye,” you said. Just then you could feel yourself blushing. Xiumin leaned in and gave you a sweet peck on your cheeks before pulling you towards the bed.

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I completely messed up the ending because certain personal things came up and I couldn’t keep up with it. Life’s hard! – Anyways I hope you guys still like it. :) 

posted 5 years ago with 32 notes

Original? forget that [Chen]

Requested by anon 



It was like any other Friday night in Exo M’s dorm. The boys couldn’t go out since they were preparing for a comeback and with their new hairstyles, they had to keep a low profile. You lay comfortably in Chen’s bed and scrolled through tumblr tags. It was not long ago you found out about this interesting website where fan girls posted scenarios and lots of other strange things that you didn’t quite understand. At first you were a little freaked out about the stories but later you began to enjoy them. It was surprising to you that many got the members’ personalities just right. Scenarios about Chen always made you laugh hysterically because he was nothing like that in real life. Last time you and him did something fun together was never. He either never had time or was always tired. Sometimes you felt sad on the inside because you really did want him to show that he cared about you.

“Are you going to stay here tonight?” Chen asked entering the room. You looked at the clock. It was almost midnight.

“Oh wow! I lost track of time,” you replied. You began to get out of bed but instead he came and seated himself beside you.

“What were you doing?” he asked taking the tablet from you.

“Oh nothing,” you pulled it back. Chen looked at you weird. You smiled and pushed him back slightly.

“I’ll leave in a bit. I’m hungry right now so I’ll go make myself something,” you said.

“Okay then make me something too,” he asked as you left the room.

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You got busy in the kitchen making sandwiches and ramen. Tao came and offered to help but last time he cooked, it was a complete disaster. You by any means did not want to go down that lane again. After finishing making the food and offering it to all the other members, you casually walked back to the room. Chen was laying awkwardly in bed, his back facing you.

“I made ramen and sandwiches,” you announced.

“That’s a weird combination,” he said turning around. As he did, you saw the tablet in his hand. Your heart sank immediately. You tried to remember if you had exited out of all the tabs.

Chen got out of bed and picked up a sandwich from your plate. “Let’s go out somewhere,” he said taking a big bite of the sandwich.

“Out? At this time? It’s really late and besides you guys aren’t even allowed to do that,” you said shaking your head while squinting your eyes. You looked quite comical. Chen bit his lip and then gave you a quick peck on the cheek.

“Don’t worry about it,” he whispered. He took the plate from you and placed it on the night stand. “Let’s go.”

You didn’t say a single word and let him drag you out of the dorm. It was because you were still in a shock upon receiving the unexpected kiss.

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“Nothing’s going to be open at this time you know,” you said while the two of you walked on a narrow unknown street.

“I know a place that it. You’ll like it,” he said.

The two of you stopped in front of a small bubble tea shop. The lights inside were so dim, you couldn’t even tell if the store was open. Chen walked inside hand in hand with you.

“Jongdae ah,” the old lady said happily. “You haven’t come here in a long time.”

“I know that’s why I came tonight. And look who I brought along,” he said pushing you forward. “You wanted to see her right?” he asked the old lady.

“Ahh she is pretty. Prettier than you’ve described her to be,” the lady winked at you. You had no idea what was going on but the fact that Chen had mentioned you to this old lady made you blush. He wasn’t so unromantic after all. The old lady came forward and pulled your cheeks.

“Does he take care of you?” she asked. You nodded your head and then looked at Chen. He had a proud smile planted on his face.

“So,” she said and clapped her hands. “What can I get for you two today?”

“The usual,” he said. “And she will take the same.”

“Oh you!,” she hit him. “Let her choose for herself.”

You giggled at your boyfriend getting spanked. “No it’s okay. I’ll take what he is taking.”

“Seeeee!” Chen cried rubbing his arm while you couldn’t contain your laugh.

After getting your bubble tea the two of you settled in a small corner. In your 1 year relationship it was probably the third time the two of you were spending time like that – all by yourselves. Usually it was with all the members and the other times Chen was too lazy to come up with good places to hang out at.

“So now can I ask you why you did all this?” you asked. “You’ve got to say, it was pretty surprising coming from you.”

“What?” he opened his eyes wide. “We usually do this don’t we?”

“No oppa. We don’t,” you pouted.

“I was kidding,” he said and held your hand. “And I’m sorry.”

“For what?” you asked.

“For being so aloof.”

You wanted to say something in return and try to make him feel better but you realized you had nothing to say. It was a good thing he was apologizing.

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The two of you said your goodbyes to the kind old lady and began walking home. The unanswered question from earlier was still bothering you though.

“You didn’t answer my question,” you said.

“What question?” he asked.

“Why all of this all of a…,” you stopped half way through and realized something. It had just then hit you that whatever Chen did was the exact same thing the Chen from the scenario you were reading, did for his girlfriend. “O oh,” you covered your mouth in embarrassment. “Did you?…”

“Yep,” he said nodding his head with a mischievous smile.  “I didn’t know you were so naughty.”

“Aish,” you hit him lightly.”I am so embarrassed. Why did you do that?” you cried. You had never felt more stupid in your entire life. What must he be thinking of you?

 Instead of mocking you like he always did, Chen held your hand and then pulled you into a hug. He then lifted his other hand to remove the strands of your hair from your face. He was doing exactly what was in the scenario. He cupped your cheeks and then planted a beautiful kiss on your lips. You could feel him smiling. You were smiling too.

“I’ll try to be more original next time,” he said when he pulled away. All you could do was to return it with an approving smile. Chen held your hand tightly as the two of you walked back home in the soothing silence of the night. Nothing needed to be said anymore.

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So instead of making this scenario about a troll Chen I wrote it about a romantic Chen and yes I did drift away from the topic a little bit but it didn’t come out that bad now did it? I hope ya’ll like it. It’s short and sweet.

posted 5 years ago with 58 notes

Don’t be jealous [Chanyeol]

Requested by anon



“Oppaaa, out of all the places in the world you dragged me to this fashion show? Can’t we go somewhere more fun,” you whined. Chanyeol held you by the arm tightly, and pushed through the crowd not listening to your constant complaints. You don’t know how many strings he pulled but he somehow got the both of you good seats.

“Here! See I got us the best seats,” he said as you guys sat down.

“Were you even listening to me this whole time?” you asked.

“Of course,” he replied and then fixed his eyes at the stage. There was no calling him back. Once he immersed himself into something, he never took his eyes off if it. It’s not that you didn’t like fashion shows. You were just a little upset because you barely ever got to see him and instead of spending some quality time he brought you here. You were giving him one of your angry, pouty looks hoping he would turn his head to look at you. He finally did and then half hugged you.

“I’m sorry _________ but you know how important this is for my career right? If they see me here the chances of them picking me again will be higher.”

“I know,” you said sighing deeply. You rested your head on his shoulder and tried to show some interest.

The show was boring, quite the opposite of the very interesting people who were attending it. You yawned and sighed repeatedly but Chanyeol paid no attention to it.

“Tsssk…Tssskkk..,” you heard someone from behind you try to call you. You turned around and your mouth fell half open. You didn’t know if you should be surprised, mad or just remain calm. It was your ex- boyfriend.

“_________ what are you doing at a place like this?” he asked.

“Oh nothing. I’m just here with someone,” you replied.

“Come sit next to me?” he offered.

“Aniya, I’m fine down here,” you replied.

“But you don’t look like you’re having any fun,” he remarked. You rolled your eyes but agreed and got up to sit next to him. Chanyeol didn’t even notice your hand slipping out of his.

Minjun might have been annoying most of the time but he never failed to make you laugh. You were mad at him for the way you two broke up but that was in the past now. You were both much more mature. He didn’t let you down that night either. You laughed at his silly jokes. Lucky for you, your sound got muddled with the noise from the audience and the music.

You and Minjun had no idea when the show ended. Chanyeol turned and almost panicked finding your seat empty. He heard a similar laugh from behind him. He turned around to find you giggling with some random guy. The two of you were getting a little touchy too.

“__________,” he called you. You didn’t hear him which frustrated him more. “__________,” he said again but you were too busy laughing.

“__________, he said this time moving closer to you and shaking you a little.

“Huh! Oh oppa,” you said recovering from your giggles.

“You’re having fun,” he said eyeing Minjun.

“Yea look who I ran in to,” you said holding Minjun’s hand and pulling him forward. “We used to go out a while back.”

“Oh,” Chanyeol let out a short gasp.

They both introduced themselves and then you guys took your leave.

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“What a busy day,” you said entering your little apartment.

“Yeah,” Chanyeol replied and held you from behind.  You elbowed him and turned around. “Ouch,” he said childishly and pulled you before you could walk away.  “Was today really that bad?” he asked. You could see his facial expressions change. He didn’t seem too happy asking that question.

“Oh no it was fun,” you said.

“Yeah I saw, you were having a little too much fun,” he commented. You began to say something but your phone buzzed. You took it out and saw Minjun’s name flashing on the screen.

“Oh look its Minjun,” you said. Normally you didn’t do that but you could sense that Chanyeol was getting jealous so you did it to annoy him. Saying that you released yourself from him and walked into the other room.

Chanyeol walked back and forth in the living room in frustration. He didn’t like his girl friend getting warm and friendly with her ex- boyfriend. An hour passed away and you were still talking on the phone. He lost his patience, walked into the room and took the phone from you.

“What are you doing?” you asked, completely taken aback.

“Stop talking to him,” he said and tossed your phone on the bed.

“He was telling me something important,” you said getting irritated with his attitude.

“I don’t care. I’m here to spend time with you. How about you talk to me.”

“That’s what I wanted too but you weren’t listening to me earlier.”

“I took you to a show? What else did you want?”

“I wanted that? Seriously?” you asked even more irritated. “Just admit it! You’re jealous of Minjun.”

“Me?” he scoffed and pointed to himself. “Me, jealous of him? Yeah right.”

“Yes you are. I can see it on your face. And give me back my phone I need to call him back,” you said advancing towards the bed.

“No,” he said a little more sternly. “I told you, you won’t talk to him again.”

“You can’t stop me from that,” you said.

“Yes I can,” he widened his eyes.

“Oppa,” you pouted and stomped your feet. Chanyeol’s expressions softened a little. He lifted his hand to caress your cheeks but you pushed it away and walked out of the room.

“_______,” he called after you not understanding what had happened. He didn’t know that you were upset earlier too and now he was annoying you even more.

“_________ what happened?” he asked coming out of the room. You were curled up on the couch looking way from him. “You seem like you are mad.”

“I’m not mad. You’re just jealous,” you said.

“I’m not jealous,” he replied sitting beside you. “Okay maybe a little.”

He caught you smile a little and turned your face to him. “I didn’t even know you had an ex- boyfriend and then when I saw you giggle with him and talk to him it made me a little insecure.”

“I only did that because you were too busy to pay attention to me,” you said.

“I’m sorry. I know I was a little too involved in the show. Just please don’t do that to me again,” he said.

“I won’t.” you replied. Chanyeol pulled you into a hug.

“And you won’t talk to him again right?” he asked to make sure.

“Ah that would be hard,” you said pulling away an scrunching your nose childishly.

“Why?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“Because at the show I was talking to him about you really wanting a chance to walk on the ramp again and he just called me to tell you that he is willing to give you a chance in his show.”

“What! Oh my God _________ I love you,” he said and then showered you with kisses.

“Oppaaaa,” you said trying to push him away but he didn’t stop.

“Wait,” he said suddenly pulling away. “So the whole time that you were with him, you were talking about me?”

“Maybe,” you mumbled under your breath.

“Oh I love you so much,” he said and embraced you once again. “I’m so sorry for ignoring you and being self centered. It will never happen again.” You giggled at his sweet apologies. “And I won’t be jealous either.”

“Aniyaa,” you cut him. “I like it when you do that.” You felt Chanyeol tighten his arms around you and he finished it with a sweet kiss on your neck.

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This one’s short too. I didn’t think it needed to be any longer because that would turn into angsty. I left it short and sweet. Nothing intense.

Hope ya’ll like it :) 

posted 5 years ago with 61 notes

Christmas Joy [Kai]

Requested by sarang—dreams




You entered your apartment, yawning and sighing after a long work day. Who knew two weeks into your first job was going to nearly kill you.  All you wanted was your comfy bed and maybe a nice cup of hot coco to make you fall asleep. Dragging yourself to your room, you placed your bag on the bed and sat down to rest for a little bit. Just then the door bell rung. You knew exactly who it was and you didn’t mind him coming at all. Seeing his face would only give you more relaxation.

“Hey,” you said tiredly as you opened the door. Kai’s lit up and bright face changed to a more concerned one.

“You look tired,” he said and embraced you. “This job is killing you isn’t it?”

“Ye,” you mumbled through his shirt.

“Let me make you a cup of coffee.”

“Aniyo,” you pulled back. “Hot coco please. Coffee won’t let me sleep all night.”

Kai chuckled at your cute cheeky smile. He walked you to the room while giving you a nice back rub. “Does that feel good?” he asked.

“Like heaven,” you replied. You lay comfily in bed while Kai went to the kitchen.

“Here,” he offered you the cup. “It’s my first time making it.” You took a sip and it tasted better than the one you made for yourself.

“This is really good,” you said shaking your head in bewilderment. He laughed and held your hand, giving it a tight squeeze. The squeeze always meant he had something to say but he was too scared to say it.

“Is there something you want to tell me?” you asked.

“Ye, ________ I want you to..,” he stopped and looked the other way.

“What’s wrong?” you asked. You placed the cup on the night stand and moved closer to him.

“I really want to spend our first Christmas together but I want to spend it with my family too,” he said. You didn’t know if you should comfort him or yourself. Your family wasn’t in Korea which meant that you had to celebrate all the special holidays by yourself. You were really hoping to be able to spend Christmas with Kai that year but then again it would be cruel of you hold him from meeting his family.

“Oh,” you let out a short sigh.

“But I have an idea, if you agree.”

You lifted your head, showing him that you wanted to hear whatever it was that he had to say.

“How about you come with me. I know both you and I are not ready to tell our parents but I just really don’t want to leave you alone.” You could feel tears of happiness forming in your eyes. All you could do was bless the moment you had found him. No one had ever taken care of you the way he did.

“Of course,” you said nodding your head.

“Are you about to cry?” he asked with a worried expression.

“Aniyooo,” you pushed him but he grabbed your hand and pulled you into a hug.

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You knew that either your heart was going to pop out any second or you were going to pee in your pants. It was the first time you were meeting his parents and both of you had decided to not be completely honest with them. You did feel a bit guilty but you knew that it was better for your relationship.

“Stop shaking,” he held your hand while the two of you waited for the door to open. Just then the door opened and he immediately let go of your it.

“Annyeongha….,” his mother’s greeting stopped halfway as her eyes fell on you.

“Annyeonghasayeo,” both you and Kai said and bowed.

“She’s a friend. Her parents are out of country so I brought her along,” Kai gave a brief description.

“Aaaa,” his mother chuckled. “Come on in.”

“It’s sad that you couldn’t come earlier. It’s already Christmas eve. We could have done a lot of stuff.”

“I know, I know but the schedules were so tough,” Kai replied.

“Okay both of you go freshen up. Kai you can sleep in the living room on the mattress and we can give this young lady your room.”

“Whaaatt,” Kai stared in disbelief.

“Is something wrong?” she asked, turning to face him.

“Oh no, not at all.” He replied only making you laugh harder, on the inside.

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You had just changed in to your cute Christmas sweater when Kai’s mother walked in. “Come to the living room. Kai’s cousins are here.” She said the words with such a warm smile that your nervousness began draining away.

You walked into the living room to half a dozen teenagers. Kai waved at you to join them near the small fire place. You did as he said. Everybody had beautiful smiles on their faces. Their gazes fell on you and Kai very often. It seemed as if they wanted to know something.

“Are you going to tell us stories?” Kai asked his mother. She nodded and sat on the chair by the fireplace. Another lady walked out of the kitchen with cups of hot chocolate. Just the perfect thing to set the mood for a freezing Christmas eve. You looked around the room as tears of joy filled your eyes. Last time you had spent Christmas with your family like that was three years ago. You missed them but Kai’s mother made you feel just like family. You didn’t feel awkward for one bit. Kai nudged you out of your thoughts because you had been staring blankly into space.

“Are you okay?” his mother asked.

“Ye,” you nodded and pulled the red beanie over your ears to cover up the embarrassment.

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“How do you feel?” Kai whispered, grabbing you from behind.

“Aigoo! What are you doing? Someone will see us.”

“No one will. They are busy in the kitchen preparing for tomorrow,” he replied planting a kiss on your neck.

You turned around to face him. You blinked repeatedly but his eyes really were twinkling. “Thank you,” you said and leaned into kiss him but before you could do that both you and him jumped. You heard his mother cough, standing at the door. She looked at you and then him with a stern expression. You wanted to hold his hand for strength but you knew how inappropriate it would be.

She slowly walked up to the two you. You were dreading each step that she was taking. “I’m so sorry,” you said shaking your head. You buried your face in your hands.

“For what?” she asked. You didn’t quite understand why she said that so you looked up. She was smiling.

“I knew from the moment I opened the door that you two were dating. It was written all over your faces.” She came forward and cupped your face with her hands. “I’ve never seen him this happy and I am sure it’s all because of you.”  You looked at her and then back at Kai. He was completely expressionless. You nudged him to come back to reality.

“Umma.. I was going to tell..”

“It’s okay. Just don’t pretend to not be in a relationship okay,” she said and turned around to leave.  

“But what about all my cousins,” Kai asked.

“Do you really think they don’t know?” she said shaking her head. Both you and Kai smiled as she walked out the room.

“Well that went smoothly,” Kai said pulling you closer to him once again.

“You think so?” you asked smiling shyly. He nodded back.

“Now where were we?” he said and leaned in to kiss you.

There in that moment he has made Christmas eve perfect for you.

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Okay so instead of Christmas, I changed it to Christmas eve. I have two more Christmas scenarios to write so I apologize if they are short :(. I hope you liked this . :) 

I know this one wasn’t the next on my list but since it’s Christmas time I will be writing all the Christmas related requests first. It wouldn’t make sense otherwise. :|

posted 5 years ago with 40 notes

Heart Ache [Kris]

Requested by anon 


[Made slight changes towards the end]




“Where’s my GeGe?” you yelled as you entered the room. Kris turned around and glanced at you for a brief second before indulging himself back into his work.

“He clearly isn’t here,” he mumbled.

“What’s up with you?” you asked proceeding towards him.

“Nothing. Let me work,” he said.

“Well you know I can’t let you do that,” you pushed him lightly, making yourself comfortable next to him. “What are you working on?”

“Lyrics.”

“Need my help?”

“Your help?” he asked raising his eyebrows.

“Yeah what’s wrong with that?”

Kris looked up at you and then just like usual just stared at you. You never understood what that meant. Every time he looked at you, he would look for a good minute. It would seem like he wanted to say something but he would never say it.

“Krisss,” you snapped your finger into his face. He shook his head and looked away.

“Why do you always do that?” you punched him lightly.

“Weren’t you looking for your brother?” he asked.

“Why do you ignore my questions?” you pouted.

“Stop using your aegyo. It won’t work on me,” he said and pretended to write.

“Where is everybody else?” you asked.

“Luhan and Xiumin are out for some coffee. Lay is sick and Tao is with his girl friend.”

“What?” You began laughing.

“Seriously _______ you need to get yourself checked. Why are you laughing like that?”

“Hold.. on..” you said taking little pauses between your undying laughter. “Woaahh…. Okay! So Tao and his girlfriend. They really are serious?”

“Aaa yeah,” he replied with a sarcastic expression.

“Woaaa to be honest,” you leaned in closer to him, “I didn’t think they were going to last more than a month but I guess they’re doing pretty good.”

“You’re so pessimistic _________,” he shook his head.

“No I’m not. I’m just being realistic,” you rocked your body back and forth holding on to your crossed legs. You looked like a little kid. Kris, although amused by you kept his focus on the lyrics. “I don’t understand why you guys take these relationships so seriously?” you tried to tease him. You knew he would have an argument to raise and arguments you loved. Especially with Kris.

“I don’t understand why you don’t,” he said giving up on his writing and putting the notebook to his side. All of his attention was focused on you. You knew you had trapped him.

“Because I believe women should be independent.”

“That makes no sense.”

“To you it doesn’t because you’re a guy. Have you ever asked a girl how she feels in a relationship? They are always bound to fulfill the guys’ wishes. I personally think its unfair.” You waved your hand in the air and lifted your head up high.

“But if you will never be in a relationship how will you move on to the next step of life?”

“Steps of life?” you scoffed. “Steps that are set by this society. We don’t need that. We don’t have to find the perfect guy or get married. At least I know I don’t. I have a long life to live and I can’t just bind myself to one guy. I have to explore. I want to be independent. I want to be able to do whatever I want to.”

“You can do all this while being in a relationship too.”

“Really Kris? Really?”

“Yes really. I don’t understand why you don’t believe that?” he asked. He seemed a little frustrated. He wanted to get his point across but you in no way were going to let him win.

“Because I know they are all fake. Nothing lasts forever.” You replied.

“Love does.”

“Oh Please Kris.,” you rolled your eyes.

“Have you ever tried falling in love?”

“Have you?” you asked.

He began to say the words he had been wanting to say for almost a year but something held him back.

“Exactly,” you nodded your head feeling like a victor. You had left him speechless.

“Exactly what?” he asked.

“Kris,” you leaned in closer to him and put your hand on his shoulder. “You should really find someone for yourself. It’s about time. Look at Tao. He is the youngest and even he is ahead of you.”

He didn’t have anything to say but to smile at you. You got up and messed his hair like your usual tradition before walking out the room. The smile on his face hadn’t disappeared. It was still there. In fact every time he thought about you, the same smile embraced his lips. He was madly in love with you while you on the other hand lived in a world of your own.

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“Aaigoo,” Kris mumbled as the thoughts of you occupied his head once again. He grabbed a cushion and pulled it over his head. He kept pressing it until he had trouble breathing and finally had to take it off. He got out of bed and shook his head but what about his heart. It still ached for you. He often questioned himself as to why he was madly in love with someone who acted nothing like girl. Who didn’t know how to dress properly. Who didn’t believe in love. And who would never ever realize how crazy he was about her.

You had somehow taken over his heart without him knowing. It wasn’t love at first sight. In fact the first time he saw you, he was rather disgusted by your mud laden shirt. You had just finished playing soccer with the guys before your Gege introduced you to the EXO M members. After that you hung out with them quiet often. There were times you showed them your girly side but that wasn’t enough for a sane guy to fall for you. Somehow Kris’s heart had managed to deceive him and day by day his feelings for you grew. He wanted to tell you how he felt but he knew you thought of him just as a friend. And then earlier that day you made it pretty clear to him that you were not looking for any sort of a relationship.

 “I can’t do this,” he sighed. Just then Tao walked in.

“Are you talking to yourself again?” he asked turning on the lights in the room.

“What? … no,” Kris shook his head.

“The guys are planning to go to the club. Wanna join?”

“No I’m good here.”

“Oh come on. It’ll be fun. At least you’ll talk to other people over there instead of talking to yourself.” Tao grabbed Kris’ arm and pushed him into the bathroom.

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The club always got the guys hyped up. Luhan and Xiumin jumped into the pool of girls while Tao and his girlfriend occupied a small corner to themselves. Kris stood by Lay and just moved his head from side to side. He wasn’t in the mood to dance that night.

“You didn’t have to come. You’re still not healthy to be out yet.”

“I’m fine. I needed to get some…,” Lay stopped halfway.

“What?” Kris turned to look at him. Lay lifted his hand to rub his eyes.

“What?” Kris asked again.

“Is that __________?” Lay asked pointing to you in the midst of the crowd. “I must be dreaming because it sure looks like she…”

“Is wearing a dress,” Kris completed for him. His jaw dropped at the sight of you dancing rather provocatively with a stranger. At least he thought it was a stranger.

“I don’t believe this,” Lay exclaimed shaking his head.

“I don’t either,” Kris said with a slight hint of anger. He wanted to confront you and so he began walking in your direction but Lay held his hand.

“Where are you going?” he asked.

“To talk to __________.”

“And ask her what?”

“And ask her why she is here.”

“Kris. Are you stupid? This is a club. She can be here whenever she wants to.”

“But not like this,” Kris shrugged his hand out of Lay’s grip and lunged towards you. He had a lot of things that you needed to clear up for him.

“Oh hi Kris” you said, a little bit surprised at his sudden appearance.

“Come with me!,” he said and without a warning grabbed your wrist.

“What are you doing?” you asked as he dragged you out of the club. He was too furious to reply to any of your questions. He stopped in a small, silent corner of the street.

“What’s going on _______?” he asked.

“What do you mean what’s going on? I was having fun at the club and you dragged me out of there. I think you should be answering that question.”

“You’re such a hypocrite,” Kris yelled in anger.

“Hypocrite?” you repeated in bewilderment.

“Yes hypocrite. Didn’t you say earlier today that you didn’t like doing all these things? You wanted to be independent. Then what is all this? Were you lying to me ___________? Is this how you treat people who care about you?”

“You’re hurting me,” you mumbled. Kris didn’t realize when he had held your hand again but he was holding it really tightly, to the point that your blood circulation was about to stop. He released it with a slight hint of guilt but his anger soon replaced it.

“I don’t understand you Kris. I was just having fun. I am allowed to have fun am I not?” you asked, a little bit hurt by his harsh choice of words.

“Fun? Is this your definition of fun? Dancing so close to guys you don’t even know? If you don’t like relationships why would you do such things?” He yelled.

“Why does it matter to you? I can do whatever I want to!,” you yelled back.

“No you can’t,” he pinned you against the wall. “You can’t do whatever you want to.”

“Why can’t I?”

“Because..,” he stopped and just like always scanned your face with his eyes.

“What is it with you? I am tired of this. If you want to say something why don’t you say it?”

“I can’t,” he said, pulling himself away from you.

“Why can’t you?”

“Because there is no use.”

“You have to tell me today,” you said pulling him around to face you.

“You really don’t get it do you?”

You didn’t know how to respond to his question but you were curious to what he had to say.

“I’m in love with you, you …,” he smacked his forehead. His words felt like a glass shatter, breaking the silence in the room. You couldn’t believe your ears. Could it really be true? He had left you in such an awkward position that you didn’t know what to say. You had tried to run away from love all your life and now the one person who you considered to be such a good friend was dragging you right into it. You knew you weren’t the right girl for him. All you were going to do was hurt him. You could never give him what he wanted. He deserved much better than you. He deserved someone who actually believed in love. Someone who was ready to be in a relationship and you were far from that.

“When..?” you shook your head. Tears began forming your eyes as the thought of loosing him started threatening you. “What.. do you mean? I don’t get this Kris.” Your questions made no sense. 

“This is not how I wanted to tell you.”

“Are you stupid?,“ you suddenly snapped. "Why would you say that? Why would you ruin our friendship like this?” you asked while crying.

“_______ I didn’t think it would….,” he sighed. “I am so sorry.”

“No..,” you whispered, shaking your head. Kris took a step towards you and you took one back.

“Don’t,” you lifted your hand to stop him.

“________, please listen to me,” he said.

“No!,” you cried and before he could do anything you began running away. All he could do was call after you but even he had lost all hope. That was not how he wanted to tell you about his feelings. He had scared you away forever. The little chance of you and him being together were gone forever.

Kris lifted his hand and clenched his heart tightly. He knew that it would never stop aching. He would have to learn to live with it forever…

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Ahhhhh even my heart ached writing this one. How could a girl reject such a flawless human being but I guess things like these do happen don’t they?

Anyways, I hope you guys like this :) 

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posted 5 years ago with 43 notes

Winner takes all [Tao]

Requested by ilovedeathandlove



You looked up at the cheering crowd once again. He had promised you he would be there. You had begged your coach to save VIP seats for him and a few other friends of yours. How could they miss such an important event that you had been practicing for, for almost three months.

“Come on ___________, it’s time to get ready.”

“Hold on just let me make one last call,” you replied and dialed his number.

“Where are you?” you blurted as soon as the other side picked up the phone.

“I told you it’ll be hard for me to make it.”

“I know but I really want you to be here. This is important.”

“I know it’s important but if this hadn’t come up last minute you know I would have made it.”

“What about everybody else?”

“They can’t either.”

“Mianhe __________,” you heard voices from behind him.

“Ahhh it’s alright,” you said half heartedly.

“__________ come on every one is lining up.”

“I’m coming,” you yelled back to your trainer.

“Hey, I gotta go. Don’t cancel on my tonight though okay?”

“Good luck! And I won’t. I promise.”

“Yeah right. That’s what you said last time too,” you said and quickly hung up. No matter how much you tried to calm yourself, it still upset you that he was bailing on you last minute. You were really hyped up for It and he might not have known but his presence gave you more strength. It got all your competitive genes boosting up.

“Oh well,” you mumbled to yourself and lined up with the rest of the competitors. Together all of you walked out of the small room and into the stadium. The sun nearly blinded you. The crowd was cheering, which only made you more nervous. When you finally stabilized yourself you looked up one last time at the seats that were supposed to be occupied by your boyfriend and the rest of the Exo members. They were empty…

Everyone took their positions and waited for the whistle to be blown. You felt your energy draining out of you. You turned around, hoping there was still a chance for you to back out but no, it was too late. You saw your trainer wave at you and then at the man holding the whistle. His expression changed. He seemed angry.

“What?” you mumbled.

“___________ go, go, gooooooooo!” he yelled. You turned back around only to find that most girls were almost half way around the circular track.

“What the….,” you immediately began running. That’s all you needed to boost up your spirit. You were a fast runner and your loved the adrenaline rush you got each time you were on the track. It took you a while but you caught up to them.

One lap, two laps, three laps… only a few more and you would be done. As the race was bearing to the end, the cheering got louder. The trainers came closer to the tracks, yelling at their participants. That was it. The last lap. Most were way behind you while two were ahead and one was running right beside you. In fact she had been running besides you through out. You turned your head side ways to look at her. She seemed pretty focused.

“Aaaaaa,” you let out a frustrated scream and ran faster. You had left her behind and were now running with the two who were ahead of you. One of them got slower as the ending approached. It was you and the one other girl. You kept pushing yourself but your energy began to drain and your sides started hurting.

“Ahh,” you sighed trying to clear your vision. Your eyes fell on seven boys dressed in white attire, the last one holding purple lilies walking towards the seats you had reserved for your friends.

“No no no!,” you cried while still focusing on the track. You didn’t want someone else to take the seats you had reserved even if they couldn’t make it. As you got closer your heart began racing. It was them. They were there. They made it.  You don’t know how but they made it but hey did. Tao was holding your favorite flowers, waving them in the air.

A smile spread on your face but his facial expressions changed as you got nearer.

“_________ run faster. What are you doing?” he yelled.

“Whoever wins get’s your boyfriend _______,” you heard Luhan yell while jumping excitedly.

*** Yeeeaaahhhh*** the rest of the members cheered, throwing their fists in the air.

“What?” Tao gave them a bewildered look. Luhan glared at him, signaling him to play along. Of course you couldn’t see that. All you knew was that those silly boys were betting on your boyfriend. You shifted your gaze to the girl next to you. She was getting ahead of you. In fact she was 1 foot ahead of you now.

 “She’s winning _________. She’ll win him too,” you knew that was Chanyeol’s voice from behind. There was tension everywhere.  The announcer seemed more hyped up than the crowd. He was speaking so fast you doubted anyone would understand him. The cheering got louder.

“Oh heck no!,” you cried and gave it all your might.  After that you closed your eyes and hoped for the best.

You heard whistles being blown, confetti being thrown on your face and the crowd cheering. Someone pulled your hand and raised it high up.

“You wonnnnn,” the announcer in the suit said.

“What?” you opened your eyes and looked around. Your eyes fell on the boys cheering and jumping. Tao stood on the side giving you one of his beautiful smirks.

“Good job,” he mouthed the words and then gave you a thumbs up. You nodded your head and then someone dragged you to the other corner. Another guy in the suit put a medal around your neck. Pictures were taken with a few people. Some you knew, and others you had no idea who they were.

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You took a shower, changed quickly and ran out to where the boys were.

“I thought you guys weren’t coming?” you said sprinting to them.

“Hey hey hey, no questions. Pictures first,” said Luhan and pulled out his camera. He pushed you next to Tao and began flashing away.

“You came,” you whispered to Tao.

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

“Thank you.”

“Would you two stop moving your mouth and let me take the picture?” Luhan cried giving his classic glare.

Both you and him chuckled. You were glad that he could make it because he had given you the strength to win.

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I chose Tao instead of Chen. It seemed more like  Tao scenario to me that’s why :). Hope you like it. Also, I wrote this in the plane in a hurry along with a super tiny font because I didn’t want anyone to see what I was writing so I apologize if it isn’t that long. :( 

posted 5 years ago with 31 notes

He’s a keeper [Chen]

Requested by anon  



Your eyes were fixed on the computer screen but your mind was elsewhere. You forced yourself to think of other things but the image of that double layered chocolate cake with vanilla icing and fudge wouldn’t let you think of anything else.  It was as if you could taste it in your mouth. You had gotten really mad your mom for bringing it in the night before but ever since she left that’s all you had been eating.  

No it’s bad for me. I shouldn’t eat it. But it’s so good though…Uh..,’ – your thoughts were killing you. The saliva in your mouth was teasing you. You couldn’t even concentrate on your anime and that never ever happened.

“Aigoooo,” you cried and jumped off of the couch. You pulled the half eaten cake out of the fridge along with the big table spoon and looked at it with devouring eyes. There was no stopping you. The only way to get rid of the thoughts about the cake was to get rid of it. You were going to do that by guzzling it down without feeling even a tad bit guilty.

You licked the spoon three times before finally putting it away. It had taken you almost thirty minutes to finish the huge piece. Just then you almost jumped when you heard someone knock at the door.

“Who is it?” you asked throwing the dishes in the sink and pouring water on them. There was no response, since the person obviously couldn’t hear you. You looked in the mirror to clean your face and then gargled twice before running to the door.

“What took you so long to open the door?” Chen asked with his usual sassy face.

“I was in the room,” you lied.

“Oh, alright forget that. I was wondering if we could go out for dinner. I’m starving.”

“Didn’t you eat with the boys? It’s Friday night.”

“Yeah but I always eat with them on Friday nights. I wanted to eat with you tonight.”

“So what do you want to eat? “

“Anything you want to.”

“Aaa I’m actually full but I can make you some miso soup.”

“Don’t you want to go out?”

“Can’t we just stay in? I don’t feel like eating,” you whined.

“_________ you barely ever eat. Don’t do this to yourself,” he said sliding his hands around your waist and pulling you closer. That was a pretty brave move for a three month relationship but you let him. After all you had to take baby steps and he had just taken one.

“Look at your waist. I feel like I can hold it with one hand.”

“I do eat,” you pouted.  Chen wasn’t really wrong. You ate a lot, he just never saw you. You didn’t want him to see the uncivilized side of you when you ate. You knew he would run away into the wild and vow to never come back.

“Okay but do you want to come with me so I don’t feel lonely.”

“Of course,” you replied and grabbed his arm, girlfriend style. He smiled at you as the two of you walked out the door.

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 The same thing happened at the party he took you a few days later and then the lunch after that. You were hesitant to eat in front of him because you knew you would go all out. You did eat but very little and then later ordered something for yourself when you were alone.

“Hey are you at home?” he asked you over the phone.

“Ye,” you mumbled concentrating on your anime.

“Okay then open the door. I’m standing outside.”

“What!,” you cried in surprise.

“Yeah, now  open the door,” he said impatiently. “I need to pee.”

“Ah eww, keep the details to yourself,” you said walking to the door.

“Mooooove,” Chen pushed you to the side and off he went, running to the bathroom as soon as you opened the door.  You held your stomach and laughed for a good minute.

“What?” he asked walking out of the bathroom.

“Your face,” you said still laughing uncontrollably. “When you were running.”

“Okay okay,” he held your arm and walked you to the couch. He looked more serious than usual.  Your heart sank a little bit but you felt his grip tighten on your hand. He couldn’t be breaking up with you. Everything was just fine between you guys.

“What’s wrong,” you asked hesitantly.

“_________ I know you won’t be able to understand what I’m trying to say. I did some research last night and usually patients who suffer from such disorders are in a state of denial.”

“Patient? Disorder? What are you talking about?” you cried, pulling your hand out of his.

“__________, ________ listen to me,” he held your hands once again. “Hear me out okay?”

You wanted to say a lot but his glare completely shut you up.

“I’ve seen the way you eat. In fact I’ve seen the way you never eat. I am sure your weight is below average. I just want you to know that you don’t have to do all of this. I like you just the way you are. You don’t have to try to become skinny.”

His words weren’t reaching your brain until he said the last word. You didn’t know if you were mad or you just wanted to laugh. A few moments passed and you realized that you definitely wanted to do the latter. Chen was so adorable. How could he even possibly think of all these things? You wanted to hug and shower him with kisses but you knew it was too early for that.  

“ So what do you think I have?” you asked, obviously very amused.

“You’re anorexic,” he said furrowing his eyebrows.

“What?” you began laughing.  “Why would you ever think that?”

“Because you never eat.. and why are you laughing?” He shook his head.

“Oppa,” you said taking his hand in yours. “I think it’s time I tell you.”

“What?” he asked suspiciously.

“I can eat like a cow. The only reason I don’t do it in front of you is because it’s very un lady like and I don’t want to come of as an uncivilized monkey.”

“I don’t believe that for a second.”

“Really?”

“Yep,” he closed his eyes in a childish way and crossed his arms. “Prove it.”

“Alright then. How about we go to a pizza place tonight and see who eats more.”

“Alright then,” he said scanning your face for any signs of a scam. There were none.

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“One down, twelve more to go,” you said finishing your first slice.

“We’ll see about that,” he said taking a bite of his second slice.

“You can’t win this one,” you tried to trash talk.”

“We’ll see about that,” he said chucking down his third. You pouted and began stuffing more and more in your mouth. You had to win that battle. 

Other couples and servers looked at the two of you hogging your large sized pizzas. They were amazed and a little disgusted.

“Ahhhh I give up,” Chen suddenly said. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes.

“What? Already?” you asked picking up your eighth slice.

“I can’t do this anymore. I think I’m going to puke,” he said rubbing his tummy. 

“I still have some space in my…” you stopped half way. You looked up and found him looking at you intently. He was expressionless. ‘Oh no! ‘  You had scared him for sure. You began to explain yourself but the sudden smile on his face stopped you.

“What?” you asked.

“Nothing,” he shook his head and looked away.

“No tell me,” you insisted even though you were scared to bits on the inside.

“________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” your voice chocked.

“I think I’m falling for you more and more every day,” he whispered, leaning in closer to you. You blinked repeatedly to sink in what he had said. You couldn’t believe it. Had your ears really heard the right thing? Did he really say that he was slowly falling in love with you after seeing your obnoxious side? Was he joking?  

“Are you okay?” he asked you, getting a little freaked out by you staring at him blankly.

“Ah yeah,” you said and shyly looked away. You let your hair fall on the sides of your face to cover up the red ears and the blushing cheeks.

Right then, you knew he was a keeper…

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NOTE: The topic of ‘Eating disorders’ is very sensitive and my scenario is not intended to make fun of anyone. The person who requested this scenario wanted it to be sassy and this is the closest I could get to it. I hope that people who suffer from anorexia, bulimia, or any such disorders should seek assistance/ help. Try to be happy with the body you have and if you do want to lose weight, do it in a healthy way. Remember all of you are beautiful :) <3  

posted 6 years ago with 60 notes

Trust me [Chanyeol]

Requested By Anon



You shuffled through your bag looking for your yellow pills when Chanyeol called your name.

 “It’s ready,” he cried from the kitchen.

“I’m coming,” you yelled back still looking for the pills. You cursed yourself for not buying a small bottle to put them in. The plastic bag somehow always got lost in the midst of everything else.

“________,” you felt Chanyeol’s hand on your shoulder. You jumped around obnoxiously waving your hands all around.

“Are you alright?” he asked opening his eyes wide.

“Ah yea,” you mumbled.

“What are you looking for?”

“Oh nothing,” you pulled him. “Let’s go eat. I can’t wait to try what you’ve cooked for me.”

“It’s nothing special,” he scratched his head, letting your drag him.

You put your nose close to the food, letting the delicious smell tease your saliva. “Oh this smells so goooodd.”

“Try it,” he said, pushing you down on your chair. He sat across you and leaned in, staring at you with his big brown eyes.

“If you look at me like that how will I eat?” you giggled. You took a sip of the soup and surprisingly Chanyeol had done a great job.

“This is actually really good,” you remarked.

“What do you mean actually,” he asked squinting his eyes in a teasing sort of way.

“Aniyo, I didn’t mean it like that,” you said pushing a bowl in front of him. “Come on take some.”

“Ah ye,” he said and bam there was no parting him from his food. You watched him chug down the entire bowl and then rub his tummy with satisfaction.

“You really liked it didn’t you?” you asked.

“Of course. I made it so I had to like it,” he winked at you. He got up to clean the table but you stopped him.

“You’re doing too much,” you held his hand and pushed it lightly.

“No let me do it. This is the least I could do after what I did last week.”

“Oppa,” you whined. “I thought we discussed we weren’t going to talk about it.”

“I know. I’m sorry,” he mumbled. He came closer to you and cupped your tiny face in his hands. He began to say something but stopped. You raised your eyebrows in sort of a questioning way. He shook his head and then immediately planted a kiss on your lips.

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  You tossed and turned in your bed for over an hour. Depressing thoughts and anxiety were killing you. Everything around you seemed dull. You closed your eyes tightly, hoping the thoughts would go away but you knew it was impossible. Human mind is a strong slate that can do very strange things to you.

“I can do this,” you whispered to yourself. “Just one more hour ________. Come on keep testing yourself. You’re strong.” You tried to motivate yourself but it seemed harder and harder with every passing minute. You pushed away the covers and sat up, breathing heavily as the sweat beads on your forehead began to trickle down your face. That was it. You had hit your breaking point. Your hands automatically reached for the drawer. You moved it around violently, in the dark, looking for the same yellow pills. After a few minutes of intense searching you finally turned on the lights, found the tablets and reached for the water. No matter how hard you tried, the pills were like a plague attached to your life. It had been over 6 months that you had been taking them. You were still debating if you should tell Chanyeol about it or not. The guilt on top of the depressive thoughts killed you every day. You two had promised each other to share every secret but this. This was different. You loved him. You didn’t want him to run away from you.

Your heavy breathing finally started to stabilize. You pushed your hair back and got back under the covers. Just then your bedroom door flew open and a hyper Chanyeol made an appearance.

“How is my princess?” he asked spreading his arms in the air.

“Oh my goodness,” you clenched your heart. “You scared me.”

“I’m sorry,” he laughed and jumped into the bed. You slid your hand back on the night stand and pushed the bag of pills inside the drawer. Chanyeol saw you but instead of saying anything he pretended like he didn’t see anything. Last time he had asked you about them, it did not end pretty. You guys fought for almost forever and then he tried to make up a week later by preparing lunch for you.

“I thought you’d be a sleep,” he said grabbing you like a doll and pulling you closer.

“Ah yea I was just having..,” you shook your head to give yourself some time to think of an excuse. “I was just really tired. My body hurts.”

“I bet it was because of starting your workout right?” he asked.

“Ye,” you mumbled.

“I told you, you don’t have to do anything. You are just fine.” He lifted you and turned you around.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

“About to give you a back massage.”

“Oh no. Oppa you don’t have to do that.”

“Shhhh,” he hummed and began running his firm but soothing hands on your back. You felt like you were in heaven. Your body began feeling lighter.

“Oh this is so good,” you moaned.

“See I told you, you would love it,” he muttered. “Now watch this. This will make you feel even better.” He slid his hands around your waist and then up to your shoulder, slowly hitting the pressure points.

“Where did you learn this from? This feels soooooo good,” you mumbled once again.

“Really? You like it?” he asked.

“Yes, I love it..”

“Okay then let’s do something you’ll love even more,” he said and turned you around to face him. You smiled as he removed the strands of hair from your face. You returned his kindness with a smile but you knew you had to reject his request. It would be dangerous for you. You had just taken the pills. The doctor had specifically warned you to not indulge in sexual activities after taking them. Too much excitement could lead to dangerous outcomes.

“Ahhh I’m still a little tired. How about some other night,” you replied.

“But the last time we did it was almost three months ago,” he said trying to keep his cool.

“I know. I’m sorry but I just..”

“You know what, that’s fine,” he said forcing himself to smile. “I will not argue with you about this.” He removed his slender body from on top of you and laid down next to you.

“It’s not like that,” you placed your hand over his chest and rubbed it.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to explain anything.”

It hurt you to see him try so hard to fake his feelings. He was obviously very disheartened but there was nothing you could do. You loved him too much to let him go.

“I love you,” you whispered placing your head on his arm. He used his other arm to press your body against his and then gave you a soft kiss on your temple. “I love you too.”

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  Your depressive state was kicking in once again when Chanyeol called you. He had invited you to go to  this formal dance that the company was throwing. Even though your relationship was a secret, bringing a date was totally fine. They wouldn’t suspect a thing. You tried to refuse but his constant begging made you give in. He had done so much for you in the recent days that saying no would seem cruel.

You picked out the black dress as he had requested and slipped it on. You looked at your image in the mirror. Your heart told you, you looked beautiful but your brain opposed them. You felt ugly and worthless. Shaking your head didn’t help. It was time to take your pills again. You took a deep breath and grabbed yourself a glass of water.

Chanyeol walked into the apartment but you didn’t hear him. He liked making surprising entrances. He didn’t know that the one tonight was going to change everything forever. You lifted your hand with the yellow pills in it when he walked in on you. Both you and him stared at each other for a moment. The moment seemed like forever.

“I thought you said you weren’t going to take them anymore.”

“You don’t understand,” you immediately defended yourself.

“I don’t understand? So how about you tell me what’s going on?” he said walking towards you. Your head felt dizzy. You took a step back and the next moment you felt like somebody grabbing you with both hands.

“Give them to me,” he said sternly.

“No,” you shook your head.

“_________ I won’t let you take them until I know what they are for.”

“They are important okay,” you yelled, pushing him back.

“What is wrong with you?” he asked fixing his shirt, completely surprised at your sudden reaction.

“There’s nothing wrong with me,” you said grinding your teeth. Chanyeol pulled you and forcefully took the pills out of your hand.

“No! give them back to me,” you cried angrily.

“Calm down _________,” he held both your arms.

“Give them back to me,” you yelled once again.

“Shut up,” he yelled too this time.

“Go away. Okay just go away. I don’t need you in my life,” you screamed out of frustration.

“What?” he gasped taking a step back. You felt stupid for blurting out such horrible words.

“No no no I didn’t mean it like that,” you took a step towards him. Your head felt dizzy once again and your stomach growled reminding you that you hadn’t eaten anything in almost 24 hours.

“Please listen to me,” you uttered as tears rolled out of your eyes. Chanyeol turned around and began walking out. “No please listen,” you tried to hold on to his sleeve but he violently shrugged you away.

“Oppa please,” you begged. He didn’t listen and walked out of the apartment, still clenching the pills in his hand. You pressed your hand against your forehead to mediate the pain but it kept kicking in. Each time more severe than the last. “Oppa!,” you whispered one last time before you landed on the floor…

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A tear rolled out of his eyes that once twinkled upon every thought of you. He viciously wiped them away and started walking even faster. The cold breezes were sneaking in through the tiny spaces between the buttons of his jacket. They ran a shudder through his shivering body. He lifted his hands to look at the rectangular pieces of solid. Those were the reason you were not in his life anymore. He wanted to throw them away but just then a thought occurred to him. You didn’t seem to be in your normal state when you yelled at him. Something seemed different about you. The way your lips quivered and your eyes moved from side to side, your immense strength. Something had to be up. Just then Chanyeol turned around and ran back towards your apartment.

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“_________,” he yelled your name from across the hallway. There was no response. “I am so sorry. I don’t know what happened to me and I know you didn’t know what you were saying either. Please talk to me and tell me what’s going on. I rea…” his words fell halfway when he discovered your motionless body on the floor.

“_________,” he lunged towards you. He shook your body repeatedly and put his head close to your heart. “__________ talk to me,” he cried once again. “Oh my God what’s happening?What’s happening?” he moved his head from side to side. He seemed disheveled, holding you close to his chest, and rocking his body back and forth. Tears came flooding out and his throat felt completely dry.

“Talk to me please,” he shook you again. “I didn’t mean to run away. I’m sorry. Please listen to me.”

He felt your faint breathing on his hand and some hope came back to him. You were still alive. He lifted you up and ran towards his car. There was no time to lose..

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“________ has been through a lot in the past 6 months. I am surprised she didn’t tell you about anything. You say you guys have been together for over a year now right?”

“Ye,” Chanyeol nodded his head.

“I don’t understand why she wouldn’t tell you. Did you guys have a healthy relationship?” the doctor asked.

“Yes absolutely. I didn’t think anything was wrong. What happened to her?” he asked.

“She had been seeing a psychologist for the past 6 months. She was diagnosed with clinical depression and therefore she had to see a therapist. She’s been taking these pills ever since. One of the side effects of the treatment is loss of appetite. She was admitted into the hospital, I believe, a month ago since she had completely stopped eating. The same thing happened today and now here she is once again.”

Chanyeol found himself completely dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to say. A lot of information had been thrown at him at once.

“I don’t understand. Everything was fine between us. Could it be my fault?” he pushed his hair back using his left hand.

“It can’t be your fault.. or anyone’s fault actually.” The doctor put a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s just hope she gets better and now that you know about this, maybe you can help her. This treatment will work if she learns to be happy everyday and I’m sure you can give her that.”

Chanyeol nodded his head, still completely shaken. He needed some time to take in what he had been bombarded with.

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You woke up to the sound of the hissing door as it opened. A familiar figure walked towards you and settled down on the little space available on the bed. He held your hand and lifted it to plant a kiss. The other hand then caressed your cheeks and the next moment you felt his lips pressed against your cheeks. The familiar fragrance brought a smile to your face. He hadn’t left after all. He was there.

“Everything will be just fine,” he whispered giving you another peck on your forehead.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled.

“Shhhh,” he brought his finger to the top of your lips. He shook his head and then kissed your hands again. You tightened your grip on his hand and closed your eyes. A little part of your worries was gone now that you knew he was in this with you. He wasn’t going anywhere…

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I know I changed the depressive state a little bit but I figured I had to do it to fit it better with the plot. I hope you like it anon <3 

posted 6 years ago with 89 notes

Neglected [Kai]

Requested by sujugirl



You sat on a staircase across the main entrance to the south campus of your university. That had been your reserved spot for almost three years. Whenever you had free time you would go there to relax and get everything off of your mind. You plugged in your head phones and closed your eyes, blocking out the rest of the world.  

“Are you listening to those gay boys again,” your friend said hitting you lightly on the back of your head.

“Stop it Ariel,” you said with slight irritation and ignoring her comment. She pulled the head phones out of your ears and frowned cheekily.

“What?” you snapped.

“Wohoooo, what’s wrong with you?” she asked lifting her hands. You had taken her by surprise with your immediate and intense reaction.

“Nothing,” you mumbled. No matter how annoying she could get sometimes, you still adored her. You had been friends way too long to let her hate for your kpop obsession get in the way.

“Oh I get it. Is it because I called your precious boys gay, again?” she asked

“Ariel,” you said a bit sternly this time.

“Okay, okay I’ll stop if it makes you happy.”

“Thank you,” you made a brief reply before indulging yourself back into the music. You closed your eyes, letting the light air brush your naked arms. The corner of your lips curved into a beautiful smile.

“________,” she called your name shortly after.

“Hmmmm,” you replied.

“Is there something you’re hiding from me?” she asked, looking for signs of change in your facial expression.

“No,” you responded.

“Yes you are. I saw your nose cringe.” She snapped her finger in your face, forcing you to open your eyes.

“No I didn’t,” you tried to cover up and looked away.

“Then why are you hiding your face from me?” she sounded even more suspicious this time.

“It’s nothing,” you tried to let it slip but you knew sooner or later you would have to tell her and your other friends.

“__________,” she said your name with full emphasis. This meant that she was serious. She definitely knew something was up. You hated her for knowing you so well.

“Well,” you shifted sides so you wouldn’t have to make eye contact with her. “There’s this guy.”

“Oh Gosh there’s a guy, there’s a guy.. there’s a guyyyyy,” Ariel began singing in a deep voice.

“Stop,” you turned around and held her hand.

“What’s going on?” John asked approaching both you and her. Sunie followed close behind.

“________’s got a guy.”

“Ariellll,” you nudged her.

“What? Really? Why are you hiding it from us?”

“Come on _______, tell us who it is?” John sat, putting his hand around your shoulder.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because..”

“Because…” he raised his eyebrows waiting for you to finish your statement.

“He is Korean,” you mumbled.

**What** - the three of them gasped as their jaw dropped in surprise.

“Yep,” you nodded, keeping your gaze fixed on the ground.

“How long?” Sunie asked.

“6 months.”

**6 months**- they cried once again.

“When were you going to tell us?” Ariel hit you and this time she made sure it would hurt.

“I didn’t want to tell you guys because of the way you would react.”

“What do you mean?” John asked.

“He is Korean and you guys hate my Korean obsession.”

The three pattering figures fell silent and gazed at each other from time to time. You were right. They had always nagged you about it and now that you were dating a Korean guy, they really didn’t know what to say. You had taken them by complete surprise.

“Well?” you asked, hoping they had something nice to say.

“Umm we would like to meet him.” Sunie said putting her hand on your shoulder. She always tried to make you feel comfortable with her warm smile.

“Yea,” John and Ariel added.

“Okay but don’t be awkward around him. He’s an exchange student here so he doesn’t know the norms. Please make him comfortable.”

The three of them nodded in agreement. You shook your head lightly before getting up to leave. You could only hope that things would go well and they wouldn’t mess anything up.

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Just as you were about to close your dorm room door you felt someone come up behind you. Before you could turn around, two hands covered your eyes and pushed you in. You heard the door close and right then you knew who it was.

“Kai I know it’s you,” you said turning around. He pulled his hands away, greeting you with him warm smile and twinkling eyes. He leaned in to kiss you.

“Don’t you..have.. class?” you asked between the short kisses. He shook his head, dragging you towards the wall.

“I have to tell you something,” you tried to tell him but he was too busy gracing your soft skin with his lips to listen.

“Kai, seriously I have to tell you something,” you said.

“You can tell me later,” he replied in his broken but adorable English. You couldn’t resist his cuteness and submitted to his wishes. The thought kept bugging you so you finally pulled away.

“I want you to meet my friends,” you blurted out before he could pull you back.

“Whaaaa,” he gasped with his eyes wide open.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“But you told me you weren’t going to tell them anytime soon.”

“I had to. It’s been 6 months. I don’t want to keep any secrets. I love them,”

“And what about me?”

“I love you too,” you said without thinking. The wrinkles on Kai’s forehead disappeared and his pale cheeks started to turn red once again. A sweet smile embraced his face. It was the first time you had said that to him. He looked away shyly and walked to the window. You were also embarrassed but more importantly you were disappointed. Sure you’d blurted it out but he could have the courtesy to return the statement. You shook your head out of your thoughts. You had more important things to worry about at the moment.

“They’ll love you. I promise,” you said walking up to him.

“But you said that they hated my culture.”

“I didn’t say that… I said they hated my obsession with it,” you replied, placing your hand on his shoulder.

“But still,” he turned around and held your hands.

“Don’t be nervous. They’re just my friends.”

“Yes and I want to make a good impression on them.”

“Then what’s the worry?”

“What do you mean?” he asked.

“You are so adorable, they’ll love you without you having to try,” you tried to pull his nose but he stopped you and instead planted another kiss on your lips.

“You know how to make me happy don’t you?”

“Of course,” you smiled cheekily. “Now come on get ready.”

“What? We are meeting them now?” he cried in surprise.

“Yep,” you said running into your bathroom.

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“Bowling? Bolwing? Seriously ___________? “Kai asked while you pushed him inside the small building.

“Come on, it’ll be fun.”

“Why couldn’t we go for Karaoke or something,” he made a face.

“Seriously Kai? Seriously?”

“What?”

“If you want them to like you then just do as I say okay. Believe me Karaoke will not help your case,” you winked at him and held his hand to comfort him.

“Hey,” Ariel greeted while John and Sunie followed close behind. You introduced everyone to Kai and them to Kai. They smiled nervously and looked from here to there.

“Umm let’s get the shoes. Did you guys get the lane?” you asked, clapping your hands.

“Ah yeah,” John replied. “Let’s go.” He pulled your hand from Kai’s and began walking you to the lane. You turned around to look at Kai. His skin had grown pale and you could tell that he was shaking.

“Come on,” you mouthed the words.

“Guys why did you leave him there?” you said sternly, getting up to get Kai. You saw him walk towards the group slowly.

“We can’t really walk him everywhere like a baby you know,” Ariel said, rolling her eyes. You were about to reply when you felt Kai’s hand on your shoulder.

“They don’t have my shoe size.”

“What’s your shoe size man?” John asked.

“10,” he mumbled.

“Awww I think I took the last pair. The place looks pretty packed tonight.”

“What are we going to do now?” you pouted.

“Don’t worry. I’ll just watch you guys.”

“No, that won’t be fun. I want you to have fun,”

“I’ll be fine _________,” he insisted.

“Don’t worry,” John slapped his hand on Kai’s shoulder. “I’ll give you mine when I’m done okay?”

“Yeah,” Kai replied with a forced smile.

“No guys this isn’t right,” you whined.

“________ I’ll be fine. Don’t mess up their day because of me okay?” Kai whispered, pulling you to the side.

“But..”

“Shhh,” he put his finger close to your lips. “Now go.”

Ariel did the honors of starting. Sunie preceded you. You got up, picked up the lightest ball and fixed your position.

“Wohoooo,” John cried.

“I got this you guys, I got this,” you said cheekily and woosh slid the ball.  

“Wahhaaaaaa,” Ariel and John jumped as you made a strike. You brushed your hair from your face with a sense of pride and walked back on what you perceived to be your victory platform.

“Don’t get too cocky. The game just started,” John patted your shoulder. You glanced at Kai who was busy scrolling through his phone.

“Kai,” you pouted.

“Hmm,” he looked up.

“You didn’t see that?” you asked with a disappointed face.

“What?” he asked looking completely oblivious to his surroundings. After that you didn’t have the heart to play. You tried to enjoy but your mind was fixed at Kai’s behavior. Why was he being so silly? Why couldn’t he just have fun with you and your friends? It hurt you a little bit but you let it slide.

“So that was a fun game.” John remarked taking off his shoes.

“Kai do you want to play now?” you asked.

“Oh I think we ran out of time and we can’t book the lane again for like another hour or so,” Sunie said apologetically.

“What?” you snapped.

“It’s fine. I’m a little tired anyways,” Kai replied getting up.

“No stay, we still have to eat,” you held his hand.

“No I’m not really hungry either,” he mumbled. He looked at you with such an intense yet depressing gaze that you had to let go of his hand.

“Alright see you man,” John waved at Kai and so did the girls. You turned around to look at him hoping he would be looking at you too but he wasn’t. His figure hazed into the pool of people leaving you more depressed than ever.

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You were mad at Kai. You needed to talk to him and figure out things. There were a lot of things on your mind. Starting from the unreturned ‘I love you’ to him leaving early and then everything in the middle.

“Kai,” you mumbled his name, poking your head inside his room. It wasn’t that late but you found him curled up under the covers.

“Are you alright?” you asked pulling them from on top of him.

“Huh! When you get here?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied and made yourself comfortable beside him. “What happened there? Why did you leave?”

“I was just really tired,” he replied pulling you closer to himself.

“If you don’t tell me, how will I be able to help you? I know something’s wrong and I don’t like it. Please tell me Kai,” you insisted. “Did you not like them?”

“That’s not the question.”

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“The question is whether they liked me or not and clearly they didn’t.”

“That’s not true.”

“Yes, couldn’t you see it __________. The way they looked at me up and down. The way they greeted me and John.. he literally just took you out of my hands. No one bothered talking to me. I felt like I was just .. there. They hate me________ and ..and all I know is that if we were in Korea right now and you were meeting my friends, they would decide to rather do something else than let you sit out alone. They could at least have the courtesy to propose a different activity if I bowl? Why didn’t they? Obviously because they don’t feel like I am important enough. I don’t like being neglected or ignored.”

“Kai..” you began but he cut you short.

“They made it pretty clear that they don’t approve our relationship. Why are they like this? We don’t do such things back home.”

You tried to explain yourself but clearly you had nothing to say. Yes there were cultural differences and you were just now realizing it. You didn’t think it would bother him if you had overfriendly guy friends. More importantly you felt extremely stupid for blaming Kai for all of this in your thoughts. He wasn’t being a party pooper. It was your friends who were making him feel left out and you were just going with the flow. If you were in his position you were sure you would run out crying and blaming Kai for everything. He had every right to be mad but he remained calm. You thanked God for not being stupid and storming in on him with your long tirade that you had prepared in your head.

“I’m sorry I didn’t realize how you felt. I shouldn’t have pushed you Kai. It’s all my fault,“ you covered your face with your hands.

“It’s not your fault. It’s just…why can’t we just be a normal couple _________?” he removed your hand from your face and gazed into your eyes. The twinkle that was usually there wasn’t visible anymore.

“We are a normal couple,” you said. You got up and kneeled on your knees, putting your arms around his shoulder. “If it bothers you then I won’t force you to meet them again until you’re ready and I’ll talk to them about this too.”

“No I don’t want you to that,” he said immediately.

“It’ll be fine. Just leave it to me,” you replied. Kai pulled you into a hug planting soft kisses on your neck.

“_________,” he mumbled your name.

“Hmmm,” you murmured.

“I love you,” he whispered. You felt goosebumps on your entire body. Your heart began racing and your lips quivered.

“Whaa,” you gasped getting teary eyed.

“Are you crying?” he asked worriedly.

“No,” you wiped the forming tears and pushed him.

“Yes you are,” he teased you with his smirk. You yourself couldn’t understand why.

Sometimes our heart feels things that we have pushed deep down. The three words coming out of his mouth made you realize how much you were craving to hear them. Your tears were a pure reflection of your feelings.

“I love you too,” you said before connecting your lips to his.

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Took me a while to write this one because I kept getting distracted but I’m happy with the ending. I hope you guys like it too :) *fingers crossed* 

posted 6 years ago with 55 notes

I promise [Sehun]

Requested by anon 




You tip toed into Exo K’s dorm to surprise Sehun. It was early in the morning and you were sure he would be a sleep.

“What are you doing here so early?” Kai asked walking out the room, still stretching and yawning.

“Shhhhhhhh.” You glared at him, putting your finger close to your lips.

“Oh, you’re trying to scare him,” he whispered. You nodded and continued to the room. As soon as you poked your head inside, Sehun popped in front of you. You immediately jumped back clenching your fist close to your heart.

“How did you know I was coming?” you asked. Your eyes were wide open and your heart was racing.

“I was half awake when I heard Kai,” he winked at you, pulling you closer to him.

“Kai oppa,” you made a face and snapped your fingers.

“Hey hey hey, don’t worry, you’ll get plenty of chances to scare me.”

“Really?” you said leaning in closer to him. “And why is your mood so good today?”

“My mood is always good,” he replied. You gave him one of you classic looks, as if he was hiding something. Sehun was never the talking type. In fact he barely ever talked, while you pattered all the time.

“It’s really nothing,” he chuckled. “Can’t I be all cheerful for once?”

“Of course,” you said finally letting that smile you had been holding back to appear on your face. Sehun leaned in and gave you a quick peck.

“Oh my God, and I get a kiss too? Wow it must be my lucky day,” you teased him.

“Aish,” he patted you and dragged you out the room. He had a lot going on his mind. He knew he had to fix what he had done wrong and making you happy was the only way he could come over his guilt.

Everybody settled down on the breakfast table. You helped Suho and Kyungsoo set up the food. The other boys never bothered doing anything.

“You guys should really help around sometimes.”

“Sorry no can’t do,” Kai said pouting cutely. “Hyungs lost in scissor, paper, rock.”

“Oh gosh you guys and your silly games,” you shook your head, sitting opposite Sehun. He seemed to be lost.

“Are you okay?” you asked. He didn’t respond, but instead continued to stare at his empty plate. You looked at Kai and then back to Sehun. Kai lifted his hand to stop you from calling his name again. He got up, stood behind Sehun and smacked the back of his head.

“Huh,” Sehun shook his head violently from side to side. “What happened?”

“Where are you lost?” both you and Baekhyun asked at the same time. Before he could answer, the room filled with laughter. Sehun’s surprised expressions were way too funny for anyone to hold back their laughter.

“I hate all of you,” he cringed his nose.

“Okay everybody eat quietly,” Suho announced. There was no defying, his orders. You looked at Sehun from time to time. There was clearly something bothering him. You wanted to know what it was but you couldn’t force it out of him. You respected his privacy. If it was something important, he would tell you himself.

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Your friends had forced you to party on a weekday. You were regretting it since you had to sneak back into your dorm now. The university admins were pretty harsh if someone didn’t follow the rules. You had sneaked in a bunch of times so it wasn’t as hard. Just as you were about to unlock your room’s door your phone buzzed.

I’m outside your dorm. Come get me..’ ­– it was from Sehun.

Are you kidding me? I just sneaked in myself.’

‘Just come get meeeee..’ –he insisted.

You didn’t have a choice but to go get him.

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“Can you tell me ahead of time next time if you’re coming so I can be ready?” you pouted as the two of you entered your dorm.

“Mianhe,” he mumbled.

“What?” you turned around, a little surprised yet amused. “Did you just say mianhe?”

“Oh please don’t get started with it again,” Sehun chuckled.

“But you never say sorry,” you said.

“Maybe I’m trying to change things up a little bit.”

“Really?” you asked.

“Ye,” he said sighing deeply.

“Then,” you walked closer and put your arms around him, “how about you start smiling more often. Last time I saw you smile was ….. “ you paused and made a sort of funny expression to mock him for never smiling. “Never,” you finally finished your sentence.

“Aish,” he shook his head. “I do smile… see.” He pulled a smile.

“That’s good. Now let’s work on making it look a little more natural,” you patted his chest and turned around to unpack.

“Do you have stuff due tomorrow?” he asked.

“Nope.”

“Oh really because I was thinking..” he trailed off and held you from behind.

“What?” you asked turning around. You sort of got the hint but you weren’t sure. 

“Umm…,” he paused to clear his throat. “I was thinking.. if we could…you know.”

“Watch a movie?” you filled in for him. You were trying to change the topic because you felt like you weren’t ready for it yet and you didn’t want to disappoint him.

“Ahh yeah,” he mumbled. Both you and him jumped into bed, cuddling close to each other. you lay your head on his chest and he rested his arm around you.

“Well this is fun,” he said staring at the screen.

“Then what do you want to do?” you asked, lifting your head slightly. He sat up forcing you to sit up too. Before you could say anything he connected his lips to yours. He didn’t give you a chance to refuse this time and began taking off your cloths. You thought for a brief second but gave in. You had been with him for almost a year. It was finally time- you figured.

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Sehun was already in the bathroom when you woke up the next morning. You wouldn’t have woken up that early, had his phone not buzzed.

“Oppa,” you mumbled from under the sheets. He obviously couldn’t hear you. You grabbed his phone in frustration and were about to toss it away but something caught your eye. It was an unknown number. 7 missed calls. You stared at the small flashing screen for a long time. Not wanting to, you opened the messages that Sehun had received from the number.

1.  ‘What’s the matter with you?’

2. ‘Pick up the phone Sehun’

3. ‘I’ll tell her all about it if you don’t pick up my phone…’

4. ‘ Okay meet me at café at 5 today otherwise I’ll do something that will destroy you..’

Your jaw dropped in surprise. Who was this person? What did they want? Why were they threatening your boyfriend? You heard the bathroom door clicked so you quickly put the phone away and pretended to sleep. He sat beside you, looked at his phone, shook his head and put it away.  He turned around, looking at you with his loving eyes. He gave you a quick peck and quickly left.

Now it was up to you to make the decision. Were you going to follow him and see who he was meeting or were you going to trust him? There was a lot going on in your head. You had to make sure he was safe. The messages were so vague, you were afraid he might be in some big trouble.

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You reached the café a little before five. You chose a small, dark corner and made yourself comfortable. You covered half your face with a scarf so nobody would recognize you. There were very few people in there. A couple sitting in the other corner. An old man ordering his coffee and a girl sitting two tables down from you.

Sehun walked in at exactly 5 o clock. Your heard began racing. It nearly popped out when he went and sat across the girl who was sitting very close to you.

“What do you want?” he asked grinding his teeth.

“I want you to leave her. Is that too much to ask for?” she said.

Your mouth fell open. Could she be talking about you? You turned your head slightly to look at them. Sehun seemed tensed, clenching his fist and grinding his teeth.

“I told you I can’t do that.”

“Then why don’t you just tell her that you slept with me so you can make things easy for her.”

“Shut up,” he snapped.

Your heart sank at the words you had just heard. You felt like everything had stopped for a second. Nothing was making sense. You had just spent a wonderful night with him but all of it was a lie. He was lying to you the whole time. He was cheating on you and you accepting all of his wishes like a fool.

“You told me you loved me Sehun,” she said. Her voice choked and she began crying.

“I’m sorry,” Sehun whispered. You couldn’t take it anymore. A gush of disgust took over you. You sprang out of your chair and walked up to the two of them. Sehun gasped and got up immediately.

“_________,” your name came out of his mouth effortlessly. You had prepared yourself to slap him across his face for what he had done but for some reason the closer you got, more of your energy began to drain out of your body. Both you and him didn’t leave each other’s strong gaze for even a second. You were about to cry and so was he. You lifted your hand but it dropped automatically.

“I … never..want to see ..you ..again,” you said in broken words and ran out the door before he could stop you.

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Sehun knocked on your door everyday for the next week but you never bothered to open the door. He had no idea how much he’d hurt you. You tried hard to overcome the pain but it didn’t go away. How could it? You had trusted him with all your heart and he had betrayed you. In fact he had used you.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled. You were getting tired of him coming every morning and standing outside your door, begging you to open it.

“It’s me Kai,” the voice from the other side said.

“Did Sehun bring you here?” you asked.

“__________  just open the door.”

“No!,”

“He is not here,” he said after a while.

“Liar.”

“Come and look if you want to.”

You walked up to the door and looked through the peep hole. He was right. Sehun wasn’t there.

“What do you want?” you asked.

“Just open the door. I want to talk to you.”

You gave in, and opened the door slightly. You felt a stronger force push it more. Sehun had been hiding on the side.

“Oppa,” you shot a disgusted look at Kai.

“_____________, please hear him out for once, please. He’s been so miserable for the past week. He is to embarrassed to tell anyone. I’m the only one who knows about this. Please listen to him.”

“How could you?” you asked.

“I’m sorry.” Kai replied and pushed Sehun inside. He closed the door so the two of you could have some privacy.

“Go away Sehun,” you yelled.

“__________ please listen to me at least once.” He put his hand n your shoulder. You shrugged it off.

“I’m really sorry.”

“No you’re not. All the niceness was all an act wasn’t it?” you turned around to reveal your puffy eyes. “You used me to get over your guilt. How could you Sehun. You forced me to do it just because you wanted to wash away your own wrong doings. How could you be so selfish? You should have just left me instead.”

“I couldn’t.”

“WHY?” you yelled once again.

“Because I love you _________.” He grabbed you tightly.

“No you don’t,” you struggled to loosen his grip.

“I do. I love you and only you. I just got carried away and I don’t know what happened to me. But, now I’ve realized that I love you not her.”

“Sleeping with her made you realize that?” you asked, even more disgusted this time. Sehun stared at you blankly. He was trying to form the words but obviously he didn’t have anything to say.

“You know what I have a better idea. How about I cheat on you to make it even? How about I go sleep with someone else?” you proposed. Sehun glared at you with his bloodshot eyes. Did you really mean what you were saying?

“Does that sound fair? Maybe then I’ll be able to forgive you?” you asked.

“What?” he shook his head in disbelief.

“Exactly,” you scoffed. “Now you know how it feels right?”

“___________ I’m really sorry. If I didn’t care about you I wouldn’t have come back to you. I wouldn’t have begged you. I made a mistake and I’ve regretted it every day. I still do.” He held you more softly this time. “I’m really afraid to lose you.”

“And you weren’t when you were cheating on me?”

“I was stupid. I didn’t realize your worth but now I do.” 

“Do you?” you raised your eyebrows.

“I do. You have no idea how much I hate myself for hurting you. Call me heartless but I didn’t feel anything when I saw her cry but when I saw tears in your eyes, I felt like a knife was running through my heart. I couldn’t take it and I know it’s because I love you. I promise it will never happen again. I’ve made such a horrible mistake that can’t be forgiven but I’m asking you for forgiveness because I know you have a good heart. I know you love me _________. You keep up with me, despite my weird attitude. Only you can understand me. I don’t have to be different around you. Just.. please..,” he sighed and hugged you. You placed your hands on his chest to create some distance between the two of you.

“I’m scared,” you mumbled after many minutes of silence.

“If you give me another chance you’ll never have to be scared again,” he replied.

“But what if you..”

“It won’t. I promise,” he hugged you more tightly. You slid your hands behind him and hugged him back.

“Thank-you,” you heard him whisper.

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Sehun doesn’t seem like the type who would cheat on his girlfriend. So I know anon who requested it wanted me to elaborate on the ‘girl cheating on him’ but I just couldn’t do it. It all felt too weird so I just added it as a suggestion. 

posted 6 years ago with 79 notes

What? … [Tao]

 Requested by Anon Panda




You sat in the middle of Exo’s practice room, finishing the last task the manager had given you for the day.

“Hello there young lady,” Luhan walked up to you and threw some confetti on you.

“Oppa did you seriously steal that form last night’s concert?” you asked, really surprised at his sudden move.

Luhan chuckled. “Ahhh, …yeah! I did but.. but I have a perfectly good reason for that,” he said sitting beside you.

“And what would that be?” you asked, biting the end of your pen.

“You’ve got Chen’s disease too huh,” he said taking the pen from you. You gave him a look.

“Okay now don’t tell this to anyone,” he said leaning in close to you. “We are throwing Tao a surprise birthday party.”

“You guys celebrate every year with the fans. What’s so special about it?”

“No, this year we keep telling him that we won’t celebrate it since the whole idea is getting old.”

“Aish, why would you troll him like that,” you slightly hit Luhan.

“Hey Luhan ge..” Tao entered the room but stopped at the sight of you two sitting so close. He looked away. “Aaa, the manager ge is calling you outside.

“Yeah coming.” Luhan got up and quickly left. Tao turned around to look at you.

What?’- you asked with the slight movement of your head.

Nothing..’ –  he replied shaking his head.

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“Hey I came to drop this package for Luhan oppa,” you said as soon as Tao opened the dorm door.

“Package? He didn’t say anything was coming in the mail,” Tao replied, looking at you from head to toe.

“He needs it okay!” you insisted.

“Give it to me and I’ll give it to him,” Tao tried taking the bag from you but you immediately pulled it away. There was no way he could see what was inside it otherwise it would ruin the surprise.

“No!, I’ll only give this to Luhan oppa.“

“What’s wrong with giving it to me?,” he asked. “Do you not trust me?”

“No… aaa I mean yes I do but ..”

“Oh hey ________,” Luhan walked up behind the two of you arguing at the front door.

“At least let her in,” Luhan hit Tao on the back of his head. Tao made a face and then looked back at you.

“Here,” you pushed the bag forward, giving it to Luhan.

“What’s inside it?” Tao asked anxiously.

“None of your business,” Luhan said sternly. Tao squint his eyes at you and then Luhan. He didn’t find a reason to stay so he left.

“That was close,” you sighed with relief.

“Ye,” Luhan nodded. “So I’ll see you tomorrow at the party?”

“Ah, of course,” you replied and soon took your leave.

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 You were glad you lived only two blocks away from Exo M. Of course, if the company found out you would be dead but the boys did a good job with keeping it a secret. You hoped that day would be your day to tell Tao how you felt about him. You absolutely knew he was never going to do that. He was really shy and awkward around you. What’s the worst that could happen if you told him? He would reject you or just not respond all together. You were still ready to take chances. You knew Tao wasn’t a heartless guy after all and besides, the way he looked at you told you a lot about he felt about you. You looked at your present one last time. It was a leather jacket that he’d been whining Kris to get for him. Kris refused every time because Tao had way too many cloths. Even though you were in the same room you acted like you were ignoring the whole conversation. You thought, if you bought him the jacket it would be a good way of showing that you cared about him.

Hopping on the steps one by one, you finally reached the top. The door was open so anybody could come in. You tip toed into the crowded room, to hide yourself from Tao. You felt bad for not being able to get there on time to surprise him but you had another job to finish before the party.

“Where’s Tao?” you asked approaching Xiumin.

“He’s in the room still recovering from the surprise. You missed the face _________. You missed the face.” Xiumin tapped your shoulder.

“Awww man,” you snapped your fingers and quickly made your way to his room. Just as you were about to enter, you heard Tao speaking to one of the other members.

“I don’t care. She is so clingy and .. and have you seen the way she flirts with the other members. There is no way, no way possible that I would talk to her.”

“Tao, you’re acting really immature,” Kris said sternly.

“No!,” Tao snapped back. “You can’t force me to talk to her. It’s my birthday and I don’t want to mess it. If I don’t like her then I don’t like her. She is such a s***!”

“Tao,” Kris yelled his name.

The bag that you had in your hand dropped to the floor. You knew he was talking about you. Who else could it be? Tao had seen you talk to the other members all the time. Kris knew you liked him and you were sure, he was talking about you to make things easy for the two of you. But if that’s what Tao thought of you then what was there to stay for. You were appalled but more than that you were disappointed. How could he think so little of you? Tears started forming but you quickly wiped them away and began running towards the door.

“Is everything alright?” Luhan asked you as you bumped into him. You looked up with your teary eyes and shook your head.

“What happened?” he asked.

“Nothing,” you replied and quickly ran out the door.

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Tao came out of the room. His foot hit the bag that you had left there.

“Who left this over here?” he asked Kris.

“I don’t know,” Kris shrugged his shoulders.  Tao opened the bag and jumped up in excitement.

“Did you really get the jacket for me?” he asked but without waiting for a reply hugged Kris.

“What? No!,” Kris pushed him. “I got you socks. What are you talking about?”

“What?” Tao made a face. “Then who got me this?” Tao asked.

“Wasn’t __________ holding that bag?” Xiumin said walking up to Kris and Tao.

“_______?” Tao asked with a surprised expression.

“I’m not sure but I think I saw her holding it. Where is she anyways?” Xiumin began looking around.

“Taaaaaaaaaoooooooo,” Luhan came yelling across the room.

“What?”

“What did you do?” Luhan asked angrily.

“Nothing,” he defended himself.

“Why was __________ crying then?” Luhan asked.

“She was crying?” Tao’s heart sank immediately. “I didn’t even know she was here?”

“Well she was and now she’s not,” Luhan said sternly. “You might want to go talk to her.”

“Why me?” Tao asked but then it suddenly hit him. The jacket was the key. You got him the jacket. No one else knew about it but Kris and you. He didn’t think you cared because you acted oblivious when he was talking about it. And then the package you delivered the other day. It was for the party. Tao started to get a slight hint that you might feel the same way about him as he did about you.

“Here, hold this,” he handed the bag to Luhan and ran out the door.

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You had left your front door unlocked in a hurry. Tao came crashing inside.

“____________ where are you?” he called out. You immediately jumped out of bed and wiped your tears.  You grabbed a book and started reading it so you would look normal.

“Why did you leave the party?” he asked, still catching his breath.

“I didn’t feel like staying,” you said, not looking at him.

Tao finally calmed himself and sat next to you on the bed. It was a little surprising but you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“Did you get me the jacket?” he asked looking intently at your nervous hands.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Then why didn’t you stay to give it to me yourself?”

“I didn’t want to be clingy,” you said, recalling his words from earlier.

“Clingy? What do you mean?”

“Drop the act Tao. If you didn’t like me then you should have kept it to yourself. What was the need to tell Kris about how you felt about me?” you said as tears flowed out of your eyes once again.

“I don’t understand _________. What are you talking about?”

“Stop it,” you pushed him slightly. He held your hand and pulled you to turn around and face him.

“I came to the party and heard you say stuff about me.”

“What kind of stuff?”

“That I’m clingy and I flirt with the other members and ..and I’m a s…”

“No,” he blurted and suddenly pulled you into a hug. “I would never think of you like that. I like you _________.”

“Then..”

“I was talking about someone else.”

“Who?”

“Junji.”

“Junji?”

“She’s this other girl that just joined. ”

“Oh..”

“Yep,” he said pulling away.

“So.. you ..like me?” you asked shyly. The two of you began to blush. You looked away to hide the smile that was breaking on your face. Tao slowly slid his hand on top of yours to calm his racing heart.

“Thanks for the jacket,” he mumbled. You moved closer to him and rested your head on his shoulder. You were glad that you didn’t have to make the first move.

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Tao = <3 [Sensitive] boy so I made this one light, short and sweet. 

Almost forgot: Here’s Lulu throwing confetti at you

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posted 6 years ago with 78 notes

Getting back together again… [Suho]

Requested by anon







You cleared your table once again, making sure there was nothing left on it. You’d forgotten to take your keys back home the day before and had to come all the way to get them.

“Keys, purse, phone and jacket, okay,” you counted everything to make sure one last time before leaving your cubicle. You worked at SM Entertainment as the head coordinator for Super Junior’s concerts in various countries. You had started off with a much smaller job and worked your way up. It was your 4th year working there. You loved it but you were starting to get tired of it. You needed a change.

“____________,” someone called your name, just as you were about to exit the building. You knew exactly who it was but what was he doing there at that time of the night. You turned around to see the small figure running towards you.

“Minsuk, what are you doing here?” you asked, picking him up.

“Appa picked me up from school today so I stayed here all day,” he said, moving his eyes from side to side.

“Oh Appa picked you up hmmm,” you said with a big smile and ran your hands through his hair.

“Minsuk where are….” Suho stopped outside the practice room seeing him in your hands. “Oh I’m sorry. Was he disturbing you?” Suho asked walking towards the two of you.

“Oh no, not at all,” you replied handing Minsuk over. You immediately looked away. Making eye contact with Suho had been the hardest thing since you first started work at the company. It hadn’t changed ever since. Mainly because it brought back bad memories…

“Okay so I’m going to go now,” you said taking a leave.

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You made a cup of hot coco and settled in bed to watch your favorite movie. It was hard to focus that night. You started to regret bumping into Suho. You always made sure never to come across him. It only lead to him trying to act as normal as possible and you avoiding eye contact.

“Arghhhh, what’s wrong with me,” you said pulling your hair. “Why did I have to see him?”

You tried to avoid old memories from coming back but they flooded in one by one.

You still remembered your first date with him in a small café outside of your school. You were nervous so he held your hand to comfort you. Two years passed in a breeze but the only thing that changed between you and him was his love. It had increased every day. Then one day he had to leave for debut and you never saw him again, until 5 years later. He had a son and a beautiful wife. It broke you completely because all those years you had kept hope alive. Hope, that he would come back. You thought many times to leave the company, but you couldn’t. You needed money to survive in that harsh city. You were on your own. You made a conscious decision to make sure you never crossed his path. The first time he saw you, he almost chocked on his drink. He hadn’t expected it at all. In the four years you had worked there, you and Suho had barely exchanged any words besides the usual head nods or when he came to get Minsuk before going home, sometimes. His son however was very friendly with you. He was often around so he hung out with you.

You shook your head to get rid of the memories and went back to watching the movie. That is what you always did. Whatever happened was in the past. You never wanted to bring it up again. Sure, you had lots of questions you wanted to ask him. Why he never came back? Why he never tried to contact you? Did he even remember you? But would those help anyone? It would only make him uncomfortable and, hurt you. He had done you wrong but that’s how life worked. You didn’t always get what you wanted.

You forced a smile on your face to stop the tears from forming and concentrated on the movie. After all being strong was all you could do.

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“Job hunting at work _________. Tsk tsk,” your friend said hitting you on the back of your head.

“Aish, don’t say it out a loud. I’ll get in trouble,” you tried to shush him.

Once again, you were deeply engrossed in your job search when someone came up behind you.

“Job hunting?” he said.

“Oh Gosh I told you not to..,” you stopped half through realizing that it was a different voice. You turned around immediately to find Suho standing behind you. “Oh um.. what are you doing over here?” you asked.

“I need a favor,” he said casually.

“What?” you asked, keeping your eyes fixed on the laptop screen.

“If you’re not busy after 4 o clock could you pick up Minsuk from school and take him back home? I can’t do that since our practice will run late.”

“Why me? Isn’t anyone else free?”

“I’m afraid not. And besides Minsuk is comfortable around you. I wouldn’t have asked if it wasn’t absolutely necessary. He wasn’t feeling very well this morning so I’m really worried about him.”

You thought for a while before finally nodding your head.

“Gomawo,” he thanked you and left. Your thoughts kept poking you that he was just using you but your heart told you that it was the right thing to do. Not for Suho but for Minsuk. You’d grown attached to the little kid ever since his mother died. He had completely lost it but you helped him through it by staying by his side.

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“Why didn’t Appa come today?” Minsuk asked as you both walked to the corner of the street hand in hand.

“Appa had some work to do today,” you said and began looking for a taxi.

**Aaaaachoo** - Minsuk sneezed.

“Are you still not feeling well?” you asked.

“Aniyo,” he shook his head. You realized that his hands were warmer than usual too.

“When we go back home, you’re going to rest okay?” you instructed.

“Okay,” he said bobbling his head. “But you have to make me my favorite soup.”

“Fine,” you said picking him up and planting a kiss on his cheek.

“Aish, why do you do that?” he asked making a face. “Appa does the same thing, every morning.”

“You don’t like it?” you asked. He shook his head with a mischievous smile.  You planted another kiss on his cheek.

“Aaaaan,” he whined.

“I can’t help it Minsuk,” you said tickling him. The sweet noise of his laughter made you more than happy. You didn’t quite know why so but you were glad that you felt that way.

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“Alright, now go hurry up and change. I’ll get your soup ready okay?” you said pushing him into the bathroom.

It took you more time than it usually did to make soup. You didn’t know where each ingredient was and more than half weren’t even there. There was next to no food in the fridge. You were surprised as to how the two lived. The living room wasn’t the cleanest place either. Papers, old mails, magazines, even some cloths were scattered around all over the place.

“The soup’s ready,” you announced walking into the room. Minsuk had tucked himself in bed and was watching TV. He clapped his hands with joy smelling the food. You fed him one spoon at a time. His eyes didn’t leave yours for even a second.

“Is there something you want to say?” you asked him. He shook his head and opened his mouth for the next feed. When you were finally done you gave him a quick peck once again. This time he didn’t resist.

“I’m going to clean this place up a little bit okay?” you told him. He went back to watching TV.

You didn’t remember Suho being that dirty. In fact if anything, he was a very organized person. The death of his wife must have struck him pretty hard. You put all the dirty clothes in one rack and placed the clean ones in the closet. You organized the magazines and sprayed air freshener in the room. Dusted the tiny book shelf and cleaned the dinner table. It took you almost an hour to finish all of it. It was getting dark outside. You went into the room to check on Minsuk one last time. His eyes were still fixed on the TV screen.

“Minsuk honey, I think it’s time for bed.” You took the remote from his hand.

“Will you read me a bed time story?” he asked, holding your arm.

“Sure,” you said, not being able to deny his request. You were only two minutes into the story when Minsuk fell asleep. His short breathing pattern, tired expressions and soft cheeks made you want to kiss him once more but you knew he’d wake up so you controlled yourself. Instead, you ran your fingers through his hair.

“You’re still here?” Suho said, causing you to jump up in surprise.

“When did you get here?” you whispered, clenching your fist to your chest.

“Just now. You left the front door unlocked.”

“Oh, Mianhamnida,” you apologized.

“When did he fall asleep?” he asked.

“Just now,” you replied. Before he could say anything you decided to leave.

“___________, Suho called after you. It was the first time in many years he’d called you by your nickname. Your heart sank for a second. You calmed yourself and turned around half way.

“I’m sorry I put you through all of this,” he said.

“Oh no no, that’s fine. I had a good time with..”

“That’s not what I meant,” he cut you. What else could he mean then? You began to think, a little confused at his statement.

“I meant..,” he began but then trailed off. He didn’t know how what else to say. He wanted to apologize for what he had done to you but he couldn’t form the right words. In fact he hadn’t even planned to say what he had just blurted out.

“Get back home safely,” he sighed.

Well there was one thing that hadn’t changed. His inability to express himself…

You nodded and quickly left.

Minsuk shifted in bed but suddenly woke up. “Did ________, leave?” he asked

“Don’t call her by her name,” Suho said sitting beside him in bed.

“Then can I call her Umma?” he asked.

“What?” Suho’s eyes widened with surprise but were quickly replaced by anger. “Are you okay Minsuk?” he asked rather sternly. Minsuk clenched his fist and curled up hearing his father’s tone.

“Why can’t she be my umma?” he asked blinking his big brown eyes repeatedly.

“Minsuk be quiet,” Suho shook him lightly. The child couldn’t bear his father’s reaction and began crying. Suho’s heart softened and he tried to hold Minsuk once again but he shrugged his appa away and hid his face under the covers.

“Minsuk honey, why are you saying such stuff today?” Suho asked, trying to comfort him.

“Because I miss my umma,” he mumbled. A sudden tinge of pain ran through Suho’s heart. He was unable to respond. All he could do was pat his son to sleep.

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A week had passed and Minsuk hadn’t come to visit you at work at all. You hadn’t really seen Suho around either but that was nothing new to you. You were a little worried though. You wanted to go ask Suho but considering he would find it strange, you dropped the idea.

On Sunday morning of that week, you finally received a call from Minsuk.

“Can you come over and visit?” he asked you over the phone.

“But why Minsuk?” you asked.

“Ah, I don’t feel so good.” He said and then faked a cough. You panicked and immediately ran out of the house to see him. 

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You knocked on the door lightly. Suho opened the door after a long time.

“What are you doing over here?” he asked with an unpleasant face.

“Oh, umm Minsuk isn’t feeling well so I came to check on him,” you said nervously.

“Minsuk is just fine,” Suho replied.

“___________,” Minsuk called you, running out of the room. You kneeled down to great him and then pulled his cheeks.

“__________, can we talk?” Suho asked you.

“Ye,” you nodded.

“Come with me,” he said.

“Why not here?” you asked. He glared at you with a hardened expression. You let go off Minsuk’s hand and followed him into his room. He closed the door, making you even more scared. You knew whatever he was going to say was not going to be something you wanted to hear.

“Why are you trying to find excuses to come over here?” he asked you.

“Huh, what do..” you began.

“I know what you’re trying to do,” he raised his voice. “If you are going to put wrong thoughts in Minsuk’s mind than I suggest you rather not see him. I could never expect such a thing out of you.”

“What are you trying to say?” you cut him, obviously really confused.

“Do you know what Minsuk asked me the other day?” he said grabbing your arms. He completely took you by surprise. Did he still think he had some sort of power or control over you? If you weren’t mistaken, he had left you a long time ago. There was nothing between the two of you. How dare he hold you?

“He asked me if you could be his umma? I can’t believe you. Do you really think there’s still something between us? Are you trying to use my son to get to me again? I never thought so little of you _________. It’s pathetic to even think of something like this. I’m appalled by your..”

You suddenly shrugged yourself away from his grip. This is what he thought of you after all he had put you through. He didn’t even care about what he had done. Sure, many years had passed to that thing. He probably didn’t even remember the details since he’d moved on but what about you? You still remembered each and every detail. And now he was blaming you for coaxing his son. How could he? You didn’t even have words to defend yourself. Tears began gushing out of your eyes. You’d held them back long enough but that day it felt like Suho had pierced your heart. All this time that you hadn’t asked him for any explanations were just a waste. He could care less about how you felt. You were a fool to think that deep down he may feel a little bit guilty but that day he showed you that he didn’t. To him, the relationship he had with you was not real. How could it be? The two of you were merely, high school students, young lost and in love.

That day, for the first time, you lifted your head and looked Suho straight in the eyes. You couldn’t see pass them. You didn’t know what he was thinking. You wiped your tears and turned around to leave. Opening the door, you stopped and fixed a smile on your face so as to not upset Minsuk.

“I never meant for any of this to happen,” you mumbled and quickly opened the door. Suho stood their watchingyou, hug Minsuk and pat his head.

“Will you come back tomorrow?” he asked. You pulled a smile and shook your head.

“Why?” he asked.

“Because I have work. But I promise I’ll send some chocolates for you okay?” you said. The next second, Minsuk hugged you tightly and then kissed you on the cheek. You kissed him back and then ran out the door. There was no point in staying there. Suho had made it pretty clear.

“Did you call her here?” Suho asked Minsuk. He nodded his head but kept his eyes fixed to the ground. For the past few days Minsuk hadn’t talked to his father much.

“Why?” Suho asked.

“Because I wanted her to see you so the two of you could fall in love and then she can become my umma.” Suho didn’t even know how to respond. His son’s thoughts were so innocent and pure.

“Did _________ ever say something about this to you?” he asked. The child shook his head. “Then how did you come up with such a thing?” Suho asked.

“Because I know she likes you. She is always scared of looking at you.” Suho’s jaw dropped in surprise. Was his son really seven years old? How could he see things Suho never could.

“I want umma,” Minsuk said hugging his appa. The child’s words had moved Suho so much that even he began to cry. A little part of him regretted for yelling at you and the other part wept for making his son’s life miserable. ‘How could I be so selfish?’- he thought to himself. ‘I was thinking about only myself this whole time.’

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You decided not to go to work for the next few days. You had to get your resignation letter ready. You had thought a lot the before finally making that decision. It was better for both you and Suho that you left. That way, you won’t hurt yourself and Suho wouldn’t be uncomfortable. Besides you’d been longing for a change and Suho just made it easier for you to make that decision.

You heard a knock on your front door. You looked at your clock. It was almost 9 o clock. Who would visit you at that hour on a working night?

You walked to the door and slowly opened it. Your face hardened upon seeing Suho stand on the other end. You stared at him for a long time.

“Can I come in?” he asked. You moved aside so he could enter. The two of you walked into the living room. He glanced at the resignation letter that lay on the coffee table.

“So you really are leaving?” he asked, sitting next to you on the couch.

You nodded, clenching your hands nervously. You hated the fact that he was the only one in the entire world who could make you feel that way. You’d never let another person into your heart like that.

“_________,” he began. “I’m sorry about what I said the other day.”

“It’s okay you don’t have to,” you said getting up. He held your hand pulling you to sit down again.

“No let me say this. That day I got mad at you because I was mad at myself. I’ve been mad at myself ever since I saw you again. I hate myself for what I did to you. You probably think I don’t remember anything but I do. Each and everything and it hurts me. I was stupid for doing what I did to you. I got too caught up in my fame. It’s like the company changed me. I didn’t feel the need to contact you because I became arrogant. And now I see you hiding yourself from me, never making eye contact as if you’ve done something wrong. That should be me not you ______________. I’m the one who should be guilty here. That day when Minsuk said he wanted you to be his mother, it made me angry. I was mad because I had done you injustice. Minsuk reminded me of that. I wanted you to go away so I wouldn’t have to think about it but how stupid was I. I didn’t even care about your feelings and blamed you for everything. I am so sorry. I know my words don’t make sense and it’s because I’m a mess. I don’t have anybody in my life besides Minsuk. I feel so lonely and worn out. I need someone. Minsuk needs someone…” He stopped upon hearing your soft sniffles. He had no idea when you had started crying. It hurt him even more. He knew he didn’t deserve you. You were far too good for him and yet there he was begging you to forgive him.

He held your hand and then pulled you into a side hug.

“I want you to take care of Minsuk ….and ….me,” he whispered. “I know you still have feelings for me.”

“What about you Suho? Do you have feelings for me? Or are you only saying this because you want Minsuk to be happy?” you asked pulling away. You had never demanded answers for all the questions you had for him but that day you wanted to know.

“I loved my wife a lot..,” he said. “But .. that doesn’t change the fact that you were the first person I loved.” He held your hands once again. “I promise to take care of you __________. I’ll never make you feel unloved ever again.”

You were surprised as to how quickly your heart forgave him. That little part of you that hated him was slowly fading away. You felt pathetic for giving in so easily. But was it really your fault for loving him so much? Love had no boundaries. Suho slipped his hands behind your waist, forcing you to turn around and then embraced you.

“I’m still waiting _________,” he whispered desperately.

“Ye,” you whispered back and buried your face into his chest. He ran his hands on your back to comfort you.

“I promise you, you won’t regret this. You’ll never be hurt again,” he said kissing you on your temple. You tightened your grip on him letting him know that you were ready to trust him again.

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Wowowowoow this is not how planned this scenario to turn out at all. BUT I’m pretty satisfied with it. I hope you all like it. AND I’m sorry for the length. I got carried away. :| 

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