Your Wish Is My Command

Beach Romance [Luhan]

Requested by anon




“Wohoooo I am so ready for the beach,” you hooted as you entered the room. Luhan turned around and looked at you. His eyes widened with surprise.

“What are you wearing?” he said picking up a towel to cover you.

“Aish Oppa don’t be such a child. It’s just a bathing suit,” you pushed him away lightly.

“You are not going out in front of the boys like this.”

You laughed at his insecurities.

“I’m serious,” he made a face.

“Okay okay, but don’t cover me now. It’s just you and me in the room,” you played with your finger on his chest. A smile broke on his face. He grabbed you from the waist and picked you up.

“Aii, what are you doing?” you asked between giggles. He put you down and leaned into kiss you.

“Today will be fun,” he whispered to you. You shyly looked away.

“Okay, now go get ready,” you pushed him into the bathroom. “And let me change too.”

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“What????? Kai oppa you’re cheating again,” you pouted.

“Me cheating? What?” he snapped back.

“You don’t even know how to play beach volley ball,” you shouted back.

“Someone give these two hot heads some water.” Kris’s comment made you and Kai both burst into a laughter.

****We don’t need water**** - both of you said at the same time.

The game started again. This was the first time you had come to the beach with the guys after you and Luhan had started going out. You were having an amazing time. You were however dreading to give Luhan the big news.

“Luhan Oppa, come on! Don’t just lay there in the sun,” you yelled from afar.

“Aish, let me enjoy the sun,” he replied.

“He doesn’t know how to play beach volleyball, leave him,” Sehun told you.

“It’s a good thing he can’t hear you,” Kai  patted Sehun’s back.

All of you played for hours and were extremely tired.

“So how does it feel like to lose,” you asked Kai. You wanted to provoke him.

“You guy’s cheated,” he replied.

“Guys did you hear that?” you asked your team.  

“Isn’t that what the losers always say,” Xiumin tried to trash talk with Kai.

You giggled. “Xiumin oppa, even when you trash talk you sound so adorable.”

Xiumin pouted making everybody laugh even more.

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You looked around for Luhan but he’d probably gone inside. The sun was setting and the guys had decided to have a bon fire.

“Luhan oppa, where are you?” you poked your head in his room. He wasn’t there. You proceeded to the kitchen.

“There you are,” you said watching Luhan drink milk.

“Oh you guys came back,” he said turning around. You began laughing.

“Why are you laughing?” he asked.

You walked up to him and lifted your hands. “Your milk mustache,” you said and wiped it away. Luhan didn’t say anything. He was looking at you keenly, causing you to blush.

“Oppa, I need to get supplies for the s’mores, the guys are waiting.”  He still didn’t say anything but instead lifted you up and sat you down on the island counter top behind you. You wrapped your legs and arms around him pulling him closer.

“You must be really tired,” he said sliding his hands up your shirt. He used his soft but strong hands to massage your back.

“Oh that feels good,” you said closing your eyes to enjoy it.

Kai came in side looking for you. The guys were waiting for you and Luhan to come so they could start the fire. Kai however stopped outside of the kitchen. He could hear you moan. ‘What the heck are they doing?’ ­he thought to himself and smiled.

“Wow you’re really good at this!” you exclaimed.

“I learned it just for you,” he said with a sexy smile on his face. You hit him on the shoulder.

“Yeah right oppa,” you rolled your eyes.

Kai couldn’t resist so he poked his head inside to see what was really going on. ‘Oh a back massage’- he laughed in his head.

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“There they are!” Baekhyun announced as the two of you came out of the beach house.

“You two love birds need to take out sometime for us too,” Chanyeol remarked. Both of you squinted your eyes at him and settled by the fire.

“Now where is Sehun?” D.O asked making a face. “And we don’t have the sticks either. You guys can’t organize anything.”

**Yes Umma** - Chanyeol and Luhan said at the same time.

“Aish, don’t annoy him. I’ll get the sticks,” you said getting up.

“Okay and get Sehun on the way back!” Suho reminded.

“Ye,” you shouted back as you walked to the beach house.

You gathered all the sticks from the kitchen and began looking for Sehun.

“Sehun oppa,” you called.

“I’m back here,” he replied from the balcony.

You walked outside. He was on the phone with someone. You waited for him to finish.

“What happened?” he asked you, finishing his conversation.

“The boys are waiting for you,” you replied.

“Has the bon fire started already!” he asked.

“Ye,” you said while turning around. “Now hurry,”

“_________ah wait,” he called you.

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“Luhan go and check where these two are now. I swear everybody is so slow today,” Chanyeol said impatiently.

“I know, where are these two,” Luhan said getting up to look for you and Sehun.

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“Ye,” you turned around.

“Have you told him yet?” he asked.

You sighed and looked towards the floor. “I’m scared,”

“Of what?”

“He might get upset.”

Luhan entered the beach house. He saw the balcony door open so he walked towards it. He could hear you and Sehun talk.

“He won’t get upset. If anything he will be happy to hear it,” Sehun replied.

“What if he doesn’t want this?” you asked.

“He’ll be fine. Trust me I know him.” Sehun said putting his hand on your shoulder to comfort you.

A smile broke on Luhan’s face. He couldn’t have been more happy. He knew something was up with you. All his suspicions were confirmed now. He knew that you were pregnant with his child. He was upset though that you would think he wouldn’t be happy if you told him. He’d been waiting for this long enough.

 But was that really what you wanted to tell him?..

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“They’re coming,” Luhan said settling down. You and Sehun followed close behind.

You had the bundle of sticks in your hand. “Let me get them,” Luhan said taking them from you. He’s decided that he was going to wait and let you tell him yourself but he still had to take care of you.

“I can get them oppa.”

“No they’re too heavy,” he replied. You gave him a strange look.

“Aaaaa, this is so good!” Chanyeol said stuffing a s’more in his mouth.

“Yeah,” Xiumin replied, also enjoying his s’more.

Baekhyun snapped his fingers. “I have an idea. Let’s all have a heart to heart conversation.”

**What??** everybody said at the same time and giggled.

“What’s wrong with that?” he pouted.

“Nothing my love,” you defended Baekhyun.

“Oh ______, if that’s what you think how about we start with you. Do you have something to say?” Kai asked you.

“Me? Aneyo! I don’t have anything to say,” you shook your head.

“Really? Are you sure there is nothing you want to tell me?” Luhan asked you squinting his eyes. Your heart sank. Did he know? You looked at Sehun. He shrugged his shoulders. He had no idea.

“No,” you said once again.  Luhan didn’t take his eyes off of you. He was making you nervous.

“Give her a break,” Kai hit Luhan with his stick. “We’ll start with someone else.  Sehun how about you go first!”

“Me?” Sehun jumped back.

**Yeah** - Xiumin and Chanyeol said at the same time.

Sehun sighed. “Alright I have a confession to make.” He looked at Luhan with a serious face. “Hyung, I couldn’t find my underwear yesterday so I stole yours.”

The sounds of laughing and clapping, and patting Sehun were filling the air.  

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You found yourself wrapped tightly in Luhan’s arms when you woke up the next morning.

“Oppa wake up,” you shook him.

“Is it morning already,” he said rubbing his eyes.

“Ye, I should go make breakfast for everybody.” You said getting up and holding your waist. It still hurt from the day before.

“Does your back hurt?” Luhan asked.

“Yeah! A little bit, but I’ll be fine.”

“No, no! You need to rest. I’ll help D.O make breakfast.”

“I’m fine oppa! Really I’m fine,” you reassured him. You didn’t quite understand why Luhan was being so protective all of a sudden but you liked it.

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“Oh that’s probably really heavy. Let me get it,” Luhan quickly took the pitcher from your hands. You shook your head as you sat beside him.

“You should move in with us _________,” Kris said licking his fingers. “This is the best omelet I’ve had in forever.”

“Gomawo,” you smiled.

After breakfast everybody scattered. Most went to the beach while others went to the store to get more food for tonight. Kai and Luhan were still in the beach house, getting ready.

“So when are you and ______ going to tell everybody?”  Kai asked Luhan.

“Tell what?”

“Oh please! Loose the act. I know ______ is pregnant! I’ve seen how you panic whenever she lifts something heavy and that back massage that you were giving….” He realized he’d said too much. “Opps!” he bit his tongue.

A smile broke on Luhan’s face. “I didn’t know it then but then later I heard her talk to Sehun. She was telling him that she’s scared of telling me because I might get mad.”

“Then why don’t you just tell her that you wouldn’t?”

“No, I don’t want to spoil the moment for her. I want her to come to me and say it.”

“Okay!” Kai patted Luhan’s back.

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“Today was great wasn’t it?” you said while packing your stuff.

“Yeah! I don’t want to go back tomorrow!” Luhan replied throwing his shirt at you. “Put that one in too.”

“Oppa I need to tell you something,” you finally said it. Luhan jumped up with excitement.

“What?” he asked not being able to hold back his smile.  You weren’t sure why he was smiling but you knew you had to tell him before it was too late.

Luhan walked over and pulled you towards him. You placed your arms on his chest to create some space between you and him.

“The scholarship that I applied for. Well,.. I got accepted so I have to leave for 3 months,” you said and closed your eyes. You could feel Luhan’s grip loosen on you. You slowly opened your eyes. His expressions had hardened. He wasn’t smiling anymore.

“Is this what you had to tell me?” he asked with a disappointed face. He seemed his hurt. The tears forming were making his eyes shine.

“Ye,” you replied.

“But, what about the baby?” he asked.

“Baby?” you looked at him with questioning eyes.

“You’re pregnant right?” he asked holding your hands, hoping you’d say yes.

You shook your head, also surprised at what Luhan had just said.

“But then what were you telling Sehun yesterday?” he asked.

“I was talking about the scholarship and how I’d have to leave for a bit. I was afraid you would get mad. I too found out a week ago and while I was talking to them Sehun heard me. That’s how he knew about it. He wanted me to tell you instantly but I disagreed. I was looking for the right time.”  You looked at Luhan for a response. He seemed devastated.

“I’m sorry oppa,” you whispered. Luhan sat down on the bed with his head bent down and his face buried in his hands. You sat beside him and put your hand on his shoulders.

“I didn’t know you wanted a baby!” you said. You were actually very happy to find out that Luhan wanted a baby. It meant that he was ready to take the relationship to the next level.

Luhan hugged you. “I don’t know what to say.”

“I won’t go if you don’t want me to,” you said.

“No, no! That’s not what I want!” he said pulling away and taking your face in his hands.

“I want you to do this program. You were really excited about this, remember?”

“Ai Oppa! Now I feel bad.”

“Don’t feel bad.”

You took his hands in yours and kissed them.“Gomawo,” you whispered.

He smiled at you and embraced you once again.He began kissing you and slowly pushing you towards the bed. He carefully slid on top of you.

“But before you go…” he said sliding his hand under your shirt as a smile spread on both yours and his face.

He really did want this baby…

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Aaaaa, I love the anon who requested this! It took me a long time to write this one but I HAD fun! <3 <3

My Luhan feels after writing this one

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posted 6 years ago with 85 notes

Stay for me [Luhan]- *Zico*

Requested by Anon Naiya



You woke up, as you felt something wet and slimy on your hands. You had fallen asleep on the dinner table waiting for Zico. You looked down at the dog. He was licking your hand. You didn’t like him but Zico did so you had to bear with him.

“Not now Miso,” you said getting up. You were in no mood to feed him right now. He barked at you repeatedly.

“Be quiet” you yelled at him. He whimpered and curled up.

You felt bad. “Aish, come here,” you patted his head. You went to the kitchen and brought him some food. “Now go to sleep after this okay?” you instructed before going back to your room.

Today was nothing new. It was like all the other nights that Zico promised to come home early and then didn’t show up till dawn.

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“Good morning,” Zico said as you opened your eyes.

“When did you get home?” you asked.

“Late.”

“Well I know that,” you said rolling your eyes.

He ignored it. “I have to go, I have some important business to take care of.”

“On Sunday?” you raised your eyebrows.

“Yeah so?” he shrugged his shoulders.

You knew there was no point arguing with him. You could never win. You shook your head getting out of bed.

“See you later,” he said walking out.

“When will you get back?” you called after him.

“Not sureeee,” he shouted from outside.

All you could do was sigh. You just wished he would understand that you felt lonely some times. You had given up everything to be with him. You couldn’t even go out in public with him. You didn’t know a lot of people in Seoul either. The only person you wanted to blame was yourself because you had chosen this life for yourself.

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‘When will you be home?’ – You texted Zico.

I dunno…’

‘Well I need to know’

‘Why do you have to be so annoying?’

You were mad now. There was no way he was going to treat you like this. You called him but he hung up on you. You called him again.

“What?” he yelled.

“What is wrong with you?” you yelled back.

“I don’t have time for this right now.”

“You don’t ever have time do you?”

“_______, I’m in the middle of something just stop texting and calling me okay,” he said and hung up.

Tears started forming in your eyes but you forced them back. You didn’t want to be weak.

Your phone buzzed again. You ran towards it. You knew he wasn’t that mean. He was going to apologize.

“Hello Zico,” you cried with joy.

“Its me Luhan,” Luhan replied.

You looked at the phone and felt so stupid. You didn’t even check the caller I.D before picking it up.

“Sounds like you were expecting Zico,” Luhan giggled.

“Ye…” you sighed.

“So are you free today?” he asked excitedly.

“Umm sort of,” you replied.

“Alright so I’m coming to get you. There’s this really cool Chinese performance at the Museum of Arts today.”

“Aiish but Oppa,”

“No buts, you’re coming with me,” he cut you short.

You were tired of sitting at home all day. There was no harm in having fun for once. So what if Zico wasn’t the one taking you. Your best friend in the entire world was taking you and that was good enough.  Luhan had been there for you in every important event of your life even the ones Zico couldn’t make to. This was the least you could do for him.

*Thud Thud* - Luhan banged on the door.

“I’m coming,” you screamed running towards the door with your shorts in your hand.

“Gosh, Oppa,” you said opening the door while pulling up your shorts.

“Ai, why do you take so long to get ready,” he made a face.

“It took me a long time to decide what to wear.”

“Girls!!” Luhan remarked.

You pouted.

“Okay come on, we’re getting late,” he pulled you out the door.

“Wait I haven’t done my hair yet,”

“You look great. Now come onnn,” he pulled you again.

You surrendered. There was no use stopping Luhan. He was always like this.

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“Why are you yawning?” Luhan asked hitting you on the shoulder.

“Aii,” you rubbed your arm. “Its boring.  Why didn’t you tell me it was a Chinese musical? I don’t understand a thing?”

Luhan laughed. “Mianhe.”

****shhhhhhh**** - The audience from behind shushed you guys up.

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“So? Did you like it?” Luhan asked with a cheeky smile.

“I loved it,” you said making a face.

He laughed and pulled you closer to him, half hugging you. You had no idea what happened to you but you suddenly started crying.

“Aye aye, was the performance that bad?” he asked with a worried look on his face. “I promise I won’t ever bring you here again.”

You shook your head and hugged him.

“Okay let’s go to a café,” he said pulling you into a small shop. He settled you down on a table in the corner and sat across you.

“What’s wrong?” he asked wiping your tears.

“It’s nothing,” you said looking away. You were embarrassed. You cursed yourself. You should have just cried earlier. At least you wouldn’t have to cry like this in front of Luhan.

“I think both of us have established that something is wrong so how about you just tell me instead of playing these games. You and I know both know that I will win.”

He was right. There was no point hiding it now.

“It’s Zico,”

“What about him?” he asked.

“He’s just not the same anymore. When we were not going out and just friends, he used to be nice to me. He would always be around me and now that we’re in a relationship he doesn’t seem to care. I feel like he was just flirting around before and I actually believed him.”

“Ai, don’t say that.” Luhan said shaking his head. “He loves you.”

“He doesn’t show it,” you shot back.

“You guys have only been going out for 6 months. Give him some time.”

“How much longer Oppa? He is ‘never’ there when I need him and when I ask him he gets annoyed. It’s as if I don’t even have a right to ask him!” you buried your face into your hands as more tears flowed out of your eyes.

“Hey, don’t cry” Luhan got up and sat beside you. He pulled you towards him and patted you.

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“Where were you?” Zico asked angrily as you entered the apartment.

“I went out with Luhan.” You replied and proceeded towards the room.

“Did you ask me?”

You didn’t respond. Zico got up and advanced towards you. You were scared for what was coming.

“Answer me?” he said shaking you.

“I don’t ever ask you when you go out with Yena,” you shouted.

“She’s just a friend,” he replied looking away.

“Well, then Luhan is just a friend too,” you replied, still angry at his remark.

“Don’t talk to me in that tone,” Zico said grinding his teeth.

“Why shouldn’t I?” you snapped back, pulling out of his strong grip. “Do you even notice the way you treat me?”

“Oh please don’t start with that again!”

“No I will start with it ‘again’! Because you need to give me answers!” you said pulling his arm. He pulled it away angrily. “I’m starting to think you never loved me. If this is the way you were going to treat me then why did you ask me to be with you in the first place?” you yelled.

“Shut up!” Zico yelled back.

“I’m not going to shut up Zico. This has gone long enough.”

“Just shut up..” he said losing his patience.

“Is that all you can say?” you said.

Zico’s eyes were blazing with anger. He lunged towards you and slapped you across the face with extreme force. You lost your balance and fell hitting your head on the table behind you.

“Aaaaa,” you whimpered in pain but Zico didn’t come for help. Tears began rolling out of your eyes like a waterfall. You were disappointed in him. How could he be so cruel. You got up and pushed him. He lost his balance for a second but regained it and looked at you with anger.

“I hate you,” you said angrily. He rolled his eyes. You couldn’t take it anymore.

You went back to your room and packed all the stuff you were going to need immediately. Zico was sitting on the couch now, with his head bent down. You stood there hoping he would get up to stop you but he didn’t. His eyes were glued to the floor. There was nothing to stay back for anymore, if he wasn’t even going to bother saying anything.

“Goodbye Zico,” you whispered as you closed the door behind you. This chapter of your life was over now.

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**Thud Thud** You banged Luhan’s door.

He opened it rubbing his eyes. “Oh my God what happened to you?” he cried in surprise looking at the bruises on your face. You hugged him.

“I didn’t know where else to go,” you said between your sobs.

Luhan took you to the living room and sat you down. He brought you some water and watched you drink it.

“What happened?” he asked as you finished.

“I’m not going back to him,” you said shaking your head. More tears flowed out of your eyes.

Luhan hugged you. “Did he do this to you?” he asked. You could sense the anger in his voice.

“Ye,” you whispered.

Tears began forming in Luhan’s eyes. He pulled away and looked away so he could wipe them without you knowing.

“So what now?” he asked.

“I don’t know. I guess I’ll buy a ticket back home.”

“You should wait a bit.”

“For what?” you said looking at him.

“Aa,” his voice choked. “For Zico.”

“No way,” you replied. “Just let me stay here for a while please?”

“You don’t have to say please! Stay as long as you want too,” he said patting your back.

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A week had passed away. You wanted to get your ticket as soon as possible because you hated making Luhan sleep on the couch everyday while you enjoyed the warm, comfy bed. You knew how much he loved his bed.

“Why are you up so early?” Luhan asked rubbing his eyes.

“I was looking up cheap tickets back to Singapore, but I think I heard a knock on the door.”

“Hmm, let me go check,” Luhan said while stretching.

You went back to searching for cheap tickets.

“_______,” Luhan called your name.

“Whatttt?”

“Come here!”

You got up and went outside only to find Zico standing at the door. You turned to return to your room.

“_______ wait!” Zico called after you.

“Please don’t.”

“No listen to me,” he said walking towards you. “I’m sorry! Please come back.”

“Why should I?” you asked.

“Because I need you?” He placed his hand on your arm.

“And you didn’t need me when I was with you?” you asked. He didn’t have an answer.

“I’m sorry Zico,” you said sliding his hand off your arms.

“Don’t do this!” he pleaded.

“I didn’t do this. You did.”

Zico looked at your face intently as if regretting what he’d done.

“I know what I did was cruel but let me make up for it.”

“There’s nothing to make up for Zico.”

He knew you weren’t going to come back. He’d lost you completely.

“Can you at least forgive me?” he sighed.

“I forgave you the day I left.” You said with a soft tone. You too felt bad but you knew in your heart that being with him was not what you wanted anymore.

“Thank you,” Zico whispered back and turned around to leave. You looked at Luhan. He was glaring at Zico.

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You returned to the room and began packing your stuff.

“Do you have to go?” Luhan asked you standing at the door.

You looked up at him and nodded. He came up to you and pulled you towards him. You liked his hugs. They were always so warm and comforting.

“Please don’t” he whispered.

You felt your heart flutter, hearing this from him. You didn’t respond but continued to hug him. He brought his face closer to your face and kissed you on the neck.

“Stay for me,” he whispered.

A smile broke on your face. You could feel him smiling too.

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Okay I apologize for writing 8 pages. I honestly have no idea how this happened.

I hope you like it <3

posted 6 years ago with 79 notes

It was finally happening [Baro]

Requested by sammixlady

“Well that was a good first date,” Baro said with a nervous smile on his face.

You were equally nervous even after spending the last two hours with him.

“Ye,” you replied and looked towards the ground.

“So do you want me to walk you home?” he asked.

“If you want too,” you said, not making eye contact at all.

The two of you were the most awkward couple in the world. You both liked each other a lot but were too afraid to express it. Neither of you had been in a relationship before so all of this was new to you guys.

“The weather seems to be getting chilly,” Baro said. He couldn’t have made a more stupid comment over. This is what someone said when they didn’t have anything to say.

“Ye,” you replied.

He bit his lip and nodded his head. Both of you wanted to say something but neither of you made an effort.

“So here it is,” he said, as the two of you approached the door.

You nodded your head and looked around.

“I guess I’ll go now?” he clenched his fist.

“Good night,” you said while nodding.

“Good night,” he replied.

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You and Baro had been going out for a month now. He had asked you out on a text which was not romantic at all. Your life revolved around Korean movies where the guy swept the girl off her feet and kissed her. Baro was nothing like that and yet you still fell for him. You liked his innocence and well, his awkwardness o_O.

You sighed and settled down on the couch to watch the next movie that was on your list. Your heart beat got faster as the guy proposed to the girl. You cried when he left her and you jumped up and down when they got back together.

*sigh*! “If only Baro was more like this,” you said to yourself.

It was getting late so you went to sleep, making up scenarios about you and Baro in your head.

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You and Baro went on several dates but nothing changed. Each date ended with the same awkward good bye. You were getting tired of it now. You wished he would understand you.

“Hey do you want to go to the movies?” Baro asked you over the phone.

“Uhh, no I don’t feel so good tonight,” you made an excuse.

This was the third time you were making the same excuse. He knew something was up.

“Ohkay,” he replied and hung up.

Am I doing something wrong?’-He thought to himself.

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You jumped out of your fantasy world as someone knocked on the door.

“I’m coming” you yelled as you sprinted towards the door.

Baro was standing in front of you. You were surprised at his sudden visit.

“Oh Heyyyy,” you said scratching your head and then faked a cough.

“Hi,” he replied stepping inside.

“Since you were sick, I decided to come over.” He knew you were faking it.

“Oh you didn’t have to,” you replied.

Baro proceeded towards the living room.

“Why?” he shot back at you.

You chuckled. “Um do you want me to make you something?”

“Can you get me water?” he asked.

You went to the kitchen while Baro settled on the couch. His eyes fell on the thousands of DVD’s on your table. He was surprised someone could have that many. He began going through them. All of them were love stories. It didn’t make sense to him.

“Oh umm sorry about that,” you said handing him the water. You began picking up all the DVD’s.

“Why do you have so many?” he asked.

“Aii, Umm I just like them,” you said nervously without looking at him. You went back and forth to your room to put all the DVD’s back.

It suddenly hit Baro, what exactly was going on. He felt so stupid for not being able to understand you. When you finally finished, you came and sat beside him.

“We can still go to that movie, if you want to?” you said.

“I love you,” Baro blurted out while closing one of his eyes and leaving the other open.

You were taken aback. He had finally said what you’d been wanting to hear. You didn’t know what to say.

“Too soon?” he asked with a disappointed face since you didn’t respond.

 You looked at him and a smile spread on your face. You shook your head.

A smile broke on Baro’s face too. He slid his hand on top of yours and pulled you closer. He held your face in his hands.

“I’m sorry it took me so long,” he whispered.

You shyly looked away. He gently turned your face towards him and kissed you.

He had told you that he loved you for the first time and this was your first kiss. Your heart was racing. You felt like it would pump out any second. Baro slid his hand up your arm and carefully placed it behind your neck, pulling you even closer.

Your fantasy was finally coming true…

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*double sigh*

I gave watching Exo variety show for this scenario! [Such a dedicated writer hahaha]

posted 6 years ago with 22 notes

I meant forever [Yunho]

Requested by anon


Your vision was blurred as you slowly opened your eyes. The light right above you was hurting them. You blinked repeatedly. You suddenly remembered why you were at the hospital. The next thing you did was touch your stomach. The bump was gone. Your heart sank as you quickly sat up. Tears began forming and your throat started hurting.

Yunho entered the room. He looked distressed.

“No,” you whispered with a crying face.

He nodded and came up to you.

“I’m so sorry honey,” he said and embraced you.

You held your stomach as you wept. It was your 4th month into pregnancy and you had lost your child. This wasn’t the first time this has happened. It happened before too and had left you devastated.

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Yunho helped you lay down in the bed.

“I’ll make you some soup okay?” he said while putting a pillow under your head.

You nodded and turned your head sideways.

When Yunho came back into the room you had fallen asleep. He placed the soup on the night stand and sat beside you. He wiped the sweat beads from your forehead and ran his hand through your hair. He knew how hurt you were. He was equally hurt. Both of you didn’t know why it was happening to you.

He slid in bed besides you and gave you a kiss before drifting to sleep.

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Yunho woke up to the sound of your soft sniffles. He quickly got up and hugged you.

“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up,” you said wiping your tears. Your eyes were puffy. You’d been crying for a long time.

“______, everything will be fine,” he said placing his hands on your shoulder.

“What will your mother say?” you asked.

A worried look appeared on Yunho’s face.

“Let’s not worry about that for now okay. You need to rest. Just lay down,” he gently pushed you back into bed.

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A week had passed and nothing had changed. You were depressed. You barely made food for Yunho or cleaned the house. He didn’t say anything to you but kept patient.

“I’m going to the doctor today,” you told Yunho as he got ready for his schedule.

“Why?”

“I just want to talk to her.”

“Do you want me to come?” he asked.

“No, I’ll be fine,” you replied.

You got ready as soon as Yunho left. You thought it best not to tell him that the doctor had called you to talk about something. You hadn’t just randomly decided to go. You had an instinct that the news might not be good and so you didn’t want Yunho to be there with you.

Your legs were shaking as you entered the doctor’s room.

“_______, oh Hello!” she greeted you and motioned for you to sit down.

“How are you doing?” she asked sympathetically.

“Better,” you replied.

“Right, right! That’s great,” the doctor forced a smile.

“What’s the news doctor. Just tell me,” you asked getting impatient.

“_____ I think we should take it slow.”

“I don’t want to. Just tell me,” you insisted.

The doctor had to give in. “I wanted to tell you this last week but I thought I should wait. _______, the chances of you becoming a mother are very little now, now that you’ve had two miscarriages.”

You felt like your world had been crushed. You had cried so much the past week that even tears refused to form now. You were speechless. This couldn’t be happening to you. You closed your eyes tightly and opened them again. It was really happening.

You didn’t know when you got out of the hospital or what direction you were walking in. It was cold outside. You wrapped your coat tightly around you and kept walking. You felt worthless. There was no way you were going back to Yunho. He deserved someone much better.

The sun was setting. You settled down on a bench in an unknown park.

**ring ring** - Your phone rang.

Without thinking you picked it up.

“_________, where are you?” Yunho cried. He seemed extremely worried.

“I don’t know,” you said and the phone dropped out of your hands.

You could hear Yunho yelling your name through the phone but you didn’t pick it up. You didn’t want him to find you. You buried your face in your hands and went into a deep state of thinking. You wanted to run away and never come back.

It was completely dark now.  Time was passing by quickly and you still had no idea what you were going to do.

Somebody placed their hand on your shoulder. You jumped around to find Yunho standing with anger boiling up in his eyes. He pulled you up and hugged you.

“What happened?” he asked. “Why wouldn’t you tell me where you were? I was so worried about you. The entire Seoul Police department is looking for you.”

You pulled away and started to walk away.

He held your hand. “What’s wrong?” he asked, this time with an angry tone.

“Let me go Oppa,” you said, struggling.

“How can you say that? Why would I ever let you go?”

You didn’t respond but just looked away.

“I deserve an explanation,” he said pulling you towards him. He removed the strands of hair from your face. “Is this still about the baby?” he asked softly.

You shook your head.

“Then what is it?” he asked again.

The tears were coming back now. You rested your head on his chest and wrapped your hands around him. You began to say something but stopped. You didn’t know how to give him the news. You knew that It would leave him heartbroken.

“I might never be able to become a mother, oppa!” You said, finally.

You could feel Yunho’s grip loosen on you. He was devastated.

“You deserve someone who can at least give you a child. I don’t belong in your life.”

Yunho didn’t respond. He was still shocked by the news you had just given him. You watched him as tears formed in his eyes too. You couldn’t even wipe them away because you were the cause of those tears. You felt disgusted by your existence. It was time to leave. You began walking. Yunho didn’t stop you. His eyes were fixed into space. He didn’t know what was happening around him.

You turned around and looked at him. He hadn’t moved an inch. You sighed and continued walking. This was the end of your relationship. There was nothing else to live for anymore.

“Waiiiiiiiiiiittttt” Yunho called after you. He sprinted towards you and hugged you. “Don’t leave me.”

“Oppa..” you began saying but he cut you.

“Please! Don’t. I know how much it hurts you and it hurts me too but we will be in this together. We’ll adopt a child or I’ll take you to America to get an opinion from better doctors but please don’t go.”

He was crying now.

“You don’t have to do this oppa,” you said.

“I do! And I don’t want you to be alone in this _______. When I promised to be a part of your life. I meant forever. Don’t just walk away like this.”

You pulled away. “But..”

He put his finger on your lips.

“We’ll figure something out,” he whispered wiping away your tears. “Now come back home.”

He held your hand and pulled you. You thought a lot before submitting to his pleading. A smile spread across Yunho’s face. This was the first time he had smiled in the past week. It gave you hope and strength that you needed at the point. You were happy too, that you didn’t have to leave the person you most dearly loved.

“Mianhamnida Oppa,” you said as you rested your head on his shoulder.

“Don’t say that.” He smiled and slipped his hands around your waist as the two of you walked back home.

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*sigh*

posted 6 years ago with 38 notes

I missed you [Luhan]

Requested by anon

You saw doctors and nurses running around the hospital as you entered.

‘Oh Great, first day of internship and this is what I get’- You thought to yourself.

You approached one of the nurses and asked her what was going on. Instead she stared at you and then ran in the opposite direction.

“Waittt,” you called after her but she didn’t listen.

Now you were worried too.

“What’s going on here?” you asked one of the receptionists.

“You don’t know?” she asked, disbelievingly.

You shook your head.

“One of the Exo members got into an accident this morning.”

Your heart sank as you heard what she had said.

“Who is it?” you whispered hoping it wouldn’t be Luhan.

“Lu Han..” she replied.

You felt your throat getting dry and your stomach starting to hurt. This couldn’t be happening. You had been madly in love with the Exo Members ever since they debuted but you had always had a thing for Luhan. 

Tears began flowing like waterfall out of your eyes as you hid in a corner looking at the chaos in the hospital.

“Any hopes?” one of the managers asked the doctor.

The doctor seemed hopeless. “We’ll try our best,” he said and proceeded towards the emergency room.

You had no personal relations with Luhan but your heart still ached. You were too distracted at your duty. You prayed all night for his life.

“You can go home now! You’re duty for tonight is over,” one of the nurses told you.

“No, I think I’ll stay for a little bit more,” you replied. Your eyes were fixed on the emergency room door. Any moment the doctor was going to come out and give everybody the news. You were just hoping that it would be positive.

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You had no idea when you’d fallen asleep in the waiting room. You were glad that you were an intern otherwise you would have to stand outside in the cold like all the other fangirls. You got up and walked towards the emergency room. The managers seemed relaxed.

“Is he okay?” you asked your fellow nurse.

“He’s fine,” she said with a smile.

If you weren’t in a hospital, you probably would have jumped with excitement.

Soon after the managers left so Luhan could rest. Nobody was in his room. You wanted to see him, just this one time. You walked towards his door; your heart beating faster than ever. You slowly opened the door and poked your head inside. He was sleeping. You looked around to make sure, no one was looking. With all the courage, you took a step inside the room, then another and before you knew it you were sitting next to him. You could have never imagined seeing him like this.

Luhan began opening his eyes. You quickly got up to leave. You were by the door when he called you.

“My lower back hurts,” he said. You could hear the pain in his voice.

You turned around and looked at him.

“Uhh, I’m going to go get some help for you.”

“Can’t you help?” he asked.

“I’m just … an intern,” you said looking towards the floor.

“Okay,” he replied and closed his eyes.

You returned to the room with other nurses. They helped Luhan get into a more comfortable position as you looked from the corner. The nurses left and you were still standing there.

“Thank you,” he said.

You nodded. You began to leave but he stopped you again.

“Can you do me a favor?” he asked.

“Ye,” you replied.

“I’m missing the guys, Could you call them please?” he asked.

“The members are on their way,” you replied, recalling a conversation you’d heard between the nurses.

“Oh,” he sighed.

You left the room. As much as you wanted to see the Exo members, it was time you went home. You hadn’t had any sleep in two days.

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You showed up at the hospital earlier than you should have, the next morning.

“Oh _____, good thing you got here early. Luhan made a weird request last night.”

“What?” you asked.

“He wants you to be one of his attendants, during the day.”

A shudder ran through you as you heard this. Why did he ask for this. You were happy, of course but you wanted to know why.

You knocked on the door before you entered. He was sleeping. You decided to return.

“Wait,” he called from behind.

“Ye,” you turned around.

“Why are you leaving?” he asked.

“I thought you were sleeping.”

“I’m not,” he sighed.

“Do you need something?” you asked.

“I’m lonely,” he said.

You weren’t quite sure how to reply to that.

“Will you watch TV with me?” he requested.

A smile spread across your face. You nodded and sat on the couch.

“My favorite show is probably on- Strong Heart,” he said.

“That’s my favorite too,” you cried with excitement. “Opps, Mianhamnida,” you covered your mouth.

“Hahaha, you’re fine,” he said.

The two of you began watching the show. Half way through Luhan got bored and started asking you questions about who you were, where you were from, why you were working as an intern.

The two of you talked for several hours. Luhan slowly drifted to sleep and so you left the room.

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This became your daily routine for the next month. You came in every morning and stayed with Luhan till the evening. You liked it but you hated it too. Seeing him in pain was no fun.

“Are you leaving?” he asked you, one evening as you got up.

“Ah ye,” you replied.

“Please stay!” he said.

“But my shift is over.”

“Not as an attendant, as a friend.”

You could hear your heart beat. You had goose bumps. You blinked your eyes repeatedly, something you did when you were nervous.

You cleared your throat. “Ah, okay!” you whispered.

You sat down on a chair beside him. It was raining outside. Both of you listened to the rain drops hitting the window sill. You felt at peace.

“They’re letting me go tomorrow,” he suddenly said.

“What, so soon?” you cried with surprise.

He quickly turned around and looked at you with a strange expression.

You were embarrassed. “Uh, I mean you’re not perfectly fit to walk,” you said.  

Luhan chuckled. “Yes I can,” he said getting out of bed.

“Luhan Sii, don’t,” you stopped him but he continued. He took a step and then another but lost his balance. You held his hand to give him support.

“I’m fine,” he said with a calm smile on his face standing straight up.

He was still holding your hand.

“Ahem,” you cleared your throat, slowly pulling your hand away. Luhan shook his head and slipped back into bed.

“So will you come back for weekly checkups,” you asked.

“We have a concert in China next month.”

Your eyes widened with surprise.

“And they expect you to perform?”

“I’m assuming.”

“This is torture.”

“It’s my life,” he replied looking straight at you.

You pouted and looked away. The night slowly passed away and the sky was lighting up again as the sun rose.

“I should go now,” you said while yawning.

“I’m sorry I kept you up all night.”

“It’s alright.”

You left Luhan’s room but you were really upset. You didn’t want him to leave but what were you going to tell him? That you loved him! There was no possible way, he felt the same way about you. He was probably going to forget about you soon and move on in life. You went back home not wanting to see him leave.

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Two weeks had passed and everything had gone back to normal. Deep in your heart you were depressed because Luhan, hadn’t for once tried to contact you. You kept telling yourself that you shouldn’t have expected anything from him. He was a star and you were an ordinary girl. Prince Charmings only existed in stories and your life was no fairly tale.

It was the last day of your internship. Everybody was showering you with gifts and thank you cards for doing such a wonderful job.

“__________, the doctor wants to see you.” Someone said from behind.

“Which room?” you asked.

“222.”

“Okay,”

You were hoping the doctor was going to ask you to stay longer. You really could use some money right now.  You gently knocked on the door. As you opened it , your mouth fell open and your heart started racing once again. Luhan was standing there with his back facing you.

“I don’t suppose doctors wear those kind of cloths to work,” you said with a big smile on your face.

Luhan turned around and chuckled. He didn’t say anything, instead he came up to you and hugged you.

“I missed you,” he whispered.

“I missed you too,” you whispered back.

You didn’t know what was going to happen next all you knew was that you were in the arms of the person you had loved for the longest time.

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OH M GOD! I AM MOVING TO KOREA TO MARRY LUHAN! *no kidding*[ writing his scenarios makes me happy]

Luhan being awkward –> (the reason I like him)

1.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTgPH4sjRiA&feature=related

2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdKHPyvoR_g

posted 6 years ago with 45 notes

Pa.. Pa.. Panda [Seungho]

 Requested by yangseungho-Kanon



“Aaaaaaa,” you made a weird sounds as you woke up and stretched. You looked around for Seungho. He wasn’t in the room. Your body was sore from last night’s rock climbing.

You got and left the room. You found Seungho sleeping on the couch.

“Oppa wake up,” you shook him.

“Aii, let me sleep he buried his head under the pillow.”

“You have an early schedule today,” you reminded him.

He sprang out of the sheets, looking for his pants. “Oh my God! Yeah I need to run.”

“Why were you sleeping on the couch though?” you asked again.

“Oh, huh,” he looked at you and then made a face.

“What?” you asked shrugging your shoulders.

“You should really see the way you sleep at night. I barely had any space on the bed. I was about to fall off the bed. And then that big Panda of yours just has to sleep with us doesn’t he,” he complained.

“Aii, I’m sorry Oppa,” you made a sad face.

“It’s okay but I need to run right now okay! I’ll see you tonight,” he gave you a quick peck on the cheek and left.

You sighed and got up to clean around. This wasn’t the first time the panda had come up in the conversation between you and Seungho. You didn’t want to tell anybody about the connection you had with it. You shook your head and wiped the tears forming in the corner of your eyes and began working.

**************************************

“Anneyong,” you greeted Seungho, and put your arms around his neck.

“How was your day?” you asked.

“It was tiring,” he said gently pulling out of your arms and sitting on the couch.

“What happened?” you asked.

“My body was so sore from last night and then I had to sleep on the couch so I couldn’t practice at all today,” he said with a slightly angry tone.  

“Ai, I’m sorry,” you said rubbing his back.

“It’s fine,” he said getting up.

“No wait, let me give you a massage,” you said holding his hand.

“I’m fine okay!,” he said angrily and pulled his hand away.

“What’s wrong with you?” you asked obviously surprised by his reaction.

“Nothing.”

“No tell me.”

“My problem is that stupid Panda in your room.”

“What are you talking about?” you asked with a confused expression.

“Why is that panda so important to you? Why does the panda have to sleep with you and I every night?” he asked holding you tightly.

“You don’t understand,” you whispered.

“You’re right! I don’t understand. You know what, that’s it,” he flung his hands in the air and then let them fall. “You need to choose between me or the panda?”

“Oppa, do you even hear yourself?” you asked. You were very disappointed.

“Yes I know exactly what I’m saying. You need to hear yourself.”

“Why would you be jealous of a stuffed toy?” you asked getting angry now.

“I AM NOT JEALOUS OF A STUFFED TOY,” he yelled. “I just want you to grow up already. You’re not a kid anymore.” His eyes were burning with anger.

You guys had never fought like this. This was the most childish argument that you’d ever had.

“You know what, I give up,” you said as tears started flowing out of your eyes. You slammed your room’s door on his face.

You heard him slamming the front door as he left too. You sat in the corner and cried a lot. You were disappointed in Seungho for not understanding. It was partly your fault too for not telling him why you loved the panda so much.

It was near 2 am when Seungho came back. He slowly opened the door to your room. You were still sitting in the corner, with your legs scrunched up and your head buried in them. He came and sat beside you.

“_________ ah,” he called your name, gently shaking you. You looked up at him with your puffy eyes.

I’m sorry,” he said. You looked away.

“Come one,” he said turning your face towards him. He held his ears. “Please forgive me?”

“It’s okay,” you said and hugged him.

“Now do you want to tell me why the panda is so important to you.”

Your heart sank but you knew it was time you told him. He deserved to know. You began telling your story.

“When I was five my dad took me to a street market. I begged my dad to buy me that panda… we weren’t that rich but I was too young to understand that. I kept begging him to buy it for me. He couldn’t say no to me so he bought it for me. I have no idea where and how he got the money for it. I was so stupid Seungho. I was so stupid. I wish I understood how hard our life was back then. Umma and Appa never made me feel, that we were poor. They would get me anything I wanted. So when he got me the panda, I was very happy.” You paused for a while and then began again. “Then Appa, told me to wait for him by the shop. I don’t know where he went but a while later I saw him on the opposite side of the street. He called my name and waved at me. I waved back. He ran towards me and that’s when..” a tear rolled own your cheek. Your voice choked. Seungho held your hand to give you support. “That’s when a car hit him.” You were crying now. “There was blood everywhere and Appa was lying motionless in the middle of the road. My Appa was dead. He was dead..” you said. Seungho pulled you into a hug.

“This panda is the only memory I have of him,” you said between sobs.

“I’m so sorry baby. I had no idea..” He rubbed your back. You cried a lot.

“It’s okay,” you said.

He wiped your tears. “I feel awful about what I said earlier.”

“It’s alright. I should have explained earlier. And besides you had a bad day, today.”

He held your face. “The panda can sleep with us every day,” he said.

A smile broke on your face. You hugged him.

“Sarangaheo Oppa!”

“Saranghaeo,” he whispered back.

“Now how about that back massage?” you asked getting up.

“Yeah, I’d love that.” He got up and picked you up.

“What are you doing?” you asked with a nervous laugh.

“About to get a back massage from you,” he said kissing you on the neck and dropping you on the bed.

“Oo, Oh,” you gasped as Seungho got on top of you.

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Lots of mixed emotions. :’)  I hope you guys like it.

posted 6 years ago with 46 notes

Keeping up with the Baozi’s [Xiumin]

Requested by yangseungho-Kanon


“What are you doing?” Xiumin asked jumping on the bed besides you.

“Playing temple run.”

“Are you still trying to beat Tao’s score?” he asked.

His comment made you laugh so hard that your phone fell out of your hand.

“Thanks a lot Oppa,” you pouted.

“Mianhe,” he said snuggling with you.

“So what was your mom saying?” you asked.

“Yeah.. about that,” Xiumin said and scratched his head.

“What?” you chuckled.

“Umm I don’t want you to freak out or think that we’re taking this too fast because I can totally wait if you want me to,” he looked at you with questioning eyes.

“What do you mean?” you asked obviously very confused.

“I want you to meet my parents,” he said and closed his eyes tightly and clenched his fist, as if afraid of your response.

You loved it when he did that. You started giggling.

“So what’s wrong in that?” you asked giving him a kiss on his cheek.

“Oh my God, I thought you were going to say no,” he took a sigh of relief.

“I love you so so soooo much,” he said cuddling with you.

“I love you too,” you whispered.

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“Anneyonghasaeyo,” you bowed and greeted Xiumin’s parents.

“Anneyonghasaeyo,” the replied and let the two of you in.

“Xiumin ah, she is even more beautiful then you described her,” Xiumin’s mother said pulling your cheeks. You were surprised. Usually, your ‘future’ parent in laws don’t act like that. Nevertheless you liked it.

You turned around and looked at Xiumin. He was smiling at you. He didn’t find that weird at all. You smiled back reassuringly.

“Come on in,” she said pulling you towards the sitting area.

“We are so happy to see you here. The last time this family saw a wedding was.. well when Xiumin’s father and I got married,” she said and burst into a laughter.

Xiumin had warned you that his parents could get a little carried away some times. You thought he meant that they were very strict but this was the complete opposite.

“So tell me something about yourself,” she said holding your hand.

“Aii, I work for a local bank,” you said.

Her expressions changed. “Will you work after the two of you get married?” she asked with a serious face.

“Aaa,” you didn’t know what to say. “It depends on what Xiumin says,” you said and looked at Xiumin.

He gave you a thumbs up. You smiled back.

“So, how many kids have the two of you decided to have?” she asked.

You were shocked. Why was she asking you weird questions? You didn’t know how to answer.

“Aaaa 2” you said closing one of your eyes as if estimating.

A smile spread across her face. “Xiumin ah, where did you find this girl? She is perfect for you.” She said and laughed.

Xiumin looked at you apologetically.

“I am fine,” you mouthed the words.

“Thank you,” he mouthed back.

All of you proceeded to the dinner table. So far everything was going great.

“Do you know how to cook?” she suddenly threw another question at you.

“Ahh, Ye!” you replied.

“Doesn’t look like it. My Baozi has lost a lot of weight.”

“Umaaaaaaa,” Xiumin whined.

You couldn’t help but laugh. Xiumin’s parents turned around and glared at you. You quickly stopped and went back to eating your meal.

After dinner, you offered to make tea for them. Xiumin’s mother couldn’t stop praising you.

“Xiumin ah, take her home safely,” she said as all of you stood at the door to say goodbye.

“I will Umma,” he said.

“She has no idea I live with you does she?” you whispered.

“Yep,” he whispered back. “You can imagine what will happen if she finds out.”

You giggled. His parents closed the door and the two of you began walking home.

“Gomawo,” he suddenly said breaking the long silence.

“For what?” you asked.

“For keeping up with eomeoni,”

“Oh the things I do for you,” you said wanting to pull his cheeks but he stepped away.

“Not you too,” he said.

You giggled again as you rested your head on his shoulder.

“I love you _______.”

“I love you too,” you replied.

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I am assuming Xiumin’s family is as loveable as he is. [If they are not, then we might have some issues when I meet his parents ;) lol ]

[The Tao joke is from China Love concert.]  à this clip is a MUST watch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I-VhknHImGA

posted 6 years ago with 28 notes

Opps! [Luhan]

Requested by anon


“You know how much I hate public places Oppa. Why did you bring me here?” you asked Luhan, making a face.

“What,” he said while laughing. “Isn’t it fun? This is like the life of the city.”

“Yeah!  But I don’t like it when all these girls stare at you and me. There jealous glares kill me,” you pouted.

Luhan began laughing again. You punched him on his arm. “I hate you.”

He leaned in and kissed you on your lips. You tried to pull away but he held you tightly.

“What was that for?” you asked making a face.

“Do you still hate me?” he asked leaning into your face.

“I do,” you said with a cheeky smile. “Now they’re really going to hate me.”

“They can do whatever they want. I still love you,” he said holding your hand and swinging it.

You rested your head on his shoulder.

“Yeah, you’re right. It is fun sometimes.”

“What’s fun sometimes?” he asked.

“Showing you off to the world,” you said and gave him a peck on the cheek.

“Oh wow! Didn’t see that one coming,” he said sliding his hand around your waist.

The place where you and Luhan went was where all the tourist and the younger generation came. You loved going there but when Luhan came along, it was always awkward.

You leaned against a steal fence and looked at the sea.

“It looks so peaceful today, doesn’t it?” you said.

“Yes,” he sighed while looking at it intently.

He turned around and looked at you.

“I am so glad, I actually get to spend time with you.”

“Me too,” you said. You waited for him to say something but he kept looking at you.

“Oppa?” you waved your hand into his face.

“Huh” -He shook his head.

“What are you looking at?” you asked.

“The guy behind you. Don’t turn around right now. Do it casually okay.” He instructed.

“But why?” you asked.

“He’s been looking at you for almost 15 minutes now,” he said making a face.

You laughed and causally turned around. It was a guy in his mid 30’s- an ajhussi.

“Hahaha, are you jealous?” you asked while laughing.

“No I am not,” he said putting his arms around you and pulling you closer. He was still looking at that man though. He leaned in and kissed you, so as to show to the other man that you were his girl friend.

“Oppa, I am sure he isn’t looking at me,” you said.

“I just want to make sure that he knows he can’t just stare at other people’s girl friends like this,” Luhan said with an angry face.

“Oh God, he is not looking at me. Do you want to clarify this?” you asked.

“Let’s go,” you pulled him without even waiting for him to respond.

“Excuse me, I just want to clarify something to my boy friend here,” you said approaching the ajhussi.

He looked at you and then Luhan and gave a brief smile.

“So he thinks you’re “hitting” on me!” you said while giggling.

“Hitting on you?” he asked with a surprised face. “I wasn’t hitting on you. I’m just interested in your boy friend,” he said running his finger on Luhan’s chest.

Both you and Luhan were taken aback.

“What?” both of you said at the same time. You looked at Luhan. He was blushing. He couldn’t even look  the guy straight in the eyes. You covered your mouth to stop yourself from laughing. This was the funniest thing that had ever happened to you and Luhan.

“I am sorry but I am not interested,” Luhan said with a serious face and pulled you with him.

You turned around and looked at the guy.

“I am sorry. He can be a little mean!” you yelled back.

He gave you a thumbs up.

“_______,” Luhan called your name angrily. This meant that you should shut up so you did but inside, you were still laughing.

The two of you walked in silence towards a park. You guys finally settled down on a bench. Luhan still wasn’t talking.

“Oppa! What’s wrong?” you asked placing your hand on his shoulder.

“Nothing,” he said shaking his head.

“Come on, please tell me,” you insisted.

He turned around and held your hands. “Weren’t you jealous when that guy said he liked me?” Luhan asked.

You weren’t but you could see how upset Luhan was. “I was,” you replied.

A smile spread across his face.

“Oppa, I know you are mine. Nobody can ever take you away from me,” you said and hugged him.

“Yes, nobody ever can,” he whispered.

“Saranghae,”

“Saranghae,” he said hugging you more tightly. 

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If this ever happened in real life, I think I would die laughing! O_o

posted 6 years ago with 33 notes

Only One [ Kai]

Requested by anon


“Wanna go grab a bite?” Kai asked poking his head inside your practice room.

“Not now oppa, I’m tired,”

“You? Are tired?”  he asked with a surprised expression.

“Yeah,” you sighed and looked away.

He looked at you intently. “Wait! You’re not tired,” he snapped his fingers. “You’re upset.”

You were surprised that he figured it out. “How’d you know?” you asked without looking at him.

“I don’t know. I just haven’t ever seen you tired after practices.”

“Ohh,”

“Well, what is it?” he asked sitting beside you.

“It’s nothing. I’m just having a really bad day.”

“Why are you having a bad day?” he threw another question at you.

You had no choice but to say it. You were obviously really upset and needed to talk to someone.

“It’s about this guy, I’ve been sort of “seeing” for a while,” you said.

A sudden expression of disappointment over came him but he quickly regained his smile.

“Ohh,” he chuckled.

“Yeah! He was very nice to me when we first started seeing each other but then yesterday I saw him with another girl.”

“It could be his sister,” Kai said immediately.

“No. That’s what I thought too at first until he kissed her.” You looked at Kai. “On her lips.”

“Ohhh!” he gasped.

Kai seemed distressed. “Did you talk to him about it?”

“I did. Last night. He was really sorry about what he’d done and he wants me to forgive him.”

“Forgive him?” Kai repeated as if questioning you.

“Yeah but I don’t know what to do. He is a really nice guy and ..”

“But he cheated on you,”

“I know,” you sighed. “I just don’t even know what to do.” You buried your face in your hands.

Kai placed his hand on your arms. He began to say something but you suddenly spoke.

“Can you make me feel better, somehow? Please!” you begged.

“Actually as a matter of fact, I can.” He said and got up, pulling you with him.

“What are you doing?” you asked.

He didn’t respond but instead walked towards the laptop. Soon, music started playing. It was BoA’s song –‘Only One’. You looked at him smiled. Just last week you’d told Kai that you were so jealous of her since she got to dance with almost all the SM guys.

“Really Oppa?” you asked him with a big smile on your face.

“Told you you’d feel better. Now come on, dance with me.” He said offering you his hand.

As soon as you placed your hands on his, he pulled you closer, leaving no space between the two of you.

‘Meo-reojyeoman ganeun geudae you’re the only one

nae-ga sarang-haet-deon geonmankeum

you’re the only one
Apeu-go apeujiman pabo katjiman go-od bye tashi neol mot

bonda haedo you’re the only one
Only one’


He slid his hands down to your waist and ran his fingers on your lower back.

“What are you doing you asked,” while laughing.

He placed his finger on your lips and pulled you into a hug, then gently pushed you back.

‘Naesarang ije-neun annyeong you’re the only one (only one)
Ibyeorhaneun isunkanedo you’re the only one
Apeu-go apeujiman pabo katjiman go-od bye (go-od bye)
Tashi neol mot bonda haedo you’re the only one (you’re the only one)’


This was the first time you’d ever been so close to him. His eyes had a beautiful shine and his lips looked so smooth. His slightly lifted nose and the flawless skin looked so perfect. His features were beautiful. Best of all, he hadn’t taken his eyes off of you for even a second. He was making you blush now. You shyly looked away as the two of you continued to dance. Your favorite part was coming. Kai dropped to the floor while you stood on top of him and pulled him towards you with the movement of your hands.

You’d always been a fan of his dancing but actually dancing with him today was something you’d never imagined.

‘Keurigo eonjenka neoye giyeok so-ge-neun
Naran sarameun teo isang sal-ji anhket-ji ji-uget-ji
Only one only one
You’re the only one, only one’


The song finally ended. Kai had embraced you into a hug. You slowly pulled away but the two of you were still very close. He removed the strands of hair from your face and lifted your chin.

“I shouldn’t go back to him should I?” you asked with a nervous smile on your face.

He shook his head and without giving a warning, leaned in and kissed you. You didn’t pull back. At this point you didn’t even care about the other guy. You were standing so close to Kai. You wanted to enjoy this. You could feel that he was smiling. You started smiling too.

“Now, I really can’t go back because I guess I..”

“Cheated on him,” he completed it for you.

You shyly looked away.

“You’re blushing,” he said gently turning your face towards him.

You didn’t know what to say.  You kept your eyes fixed on the floor. He pulled you in and hugged you.

“Will you be mine?” he whispered.

“Yes,” you replied instantly.

Both of you were smiling now.

Kai sat down and you rested your head on his lap. Both of you said nothing to each other. There was nothing to say. Everything seemed so perfect and beautiful. He ran his fingers through your hair. You didn’t know when you fell asleep. He gave you a peck on your forehead before he drifted into a deep sleep too.

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The next morning you found yourself, in his arms. Last night’s event started coming back to you. You looked at him sleeping peacefully. A smile spread across your face. You kissed him on the cheek and laid your head back on his chest.

 You had never had a more beautiful morning.

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Ahhhh anon! My Kai feels just came back! Thank you for requesting this! <3 <3

posted 6 years ago with 45 notes

Let’s take a walk.. [Kris]

Requested by anon



 “Come on.. come into the water,” you friend pulled you.

“Nooo,” you pulled back.  “You know I’m scared of the water.”

“Such a loser,” he said and ran towards the tide.

You wrapped your towel around you tightly and sat in the corner. It was a windy day. Why were you and your friends on the beach? You had no idea. Seeing them play in the water made you jealous. You wished you could do that too. You’d always been scared of it. You sighed and turned your head in the other direction trying to avoid the scene. There was a guy walking on the beach at a distance. You couldn’t define his features but you could tell that he was very handsome. The wind gently brushed his hair, he pulled it back but it was no use.

Why is he walking by himself?’ You thought to yourself.

“__________, Last chance! Come onnnnnn,” you friend screamed. A wave suddenly hit him from behind. You couldn’t help but laugh.

“That’s why I don’t want to come,” you screamed back.

You quickly turned around to look at the guy again but he wasn’t there anymore. Your eyes wandered everywhere, searching for him but you couldn’t find him.

One by one your friends started coming back.

“You should’ve come,” your friend said and hugged you.

“Ewwww, get away,” you pushed him. “You’re wet.”

“So what! You have a towel wrapped around you,” he said and advanced towards you. You hated it when he did that. Why couldn’t he just act like a normal friend? You’d told him that you thought of him nothing more but a friend but he loved flirting around with you.

“Stop! Come on lets go change,” your other friend stopped him and pulled him in the other direction.

“Thank you,” you mouthed the words to your friend as she left with him.

You took a deep breath and looked at the sea. The waves had started settling down.

Maybe I should go and try it for once’ You thought to yourself. You really wanted to see what it felt like to be in the water. You slowly started walking towards the water and stopped only inches away from it. You took off your towel and thought one last time and finally stepped into it. It was cold. A shudder ran through you but you didn’t back down. You continued into the water staring blankly into space. You felt good. It wasn’t bad at all. It was very soothing actually. It was when you were knee deep in water that you decided to go back. You turned around but just stood there. Slowly, you bent down and touched the water. You could feel the sea weeds touching your feet.  Suddenly a huge wave from behind hit you and you lost your balance. You struggled to open your eyes under water but they hurt. You tried to push yourself up but you couldn’t.

This was it. This is how you were going to die. Your life was flashing before your eyes. All the bad things, good things, things you regretted doing, things you wished you’d done, were now playing in your head.

Suddenly two hands pulled you out of the water. And that’s when you lost consciousness.

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He pulled you out of the water and settled you on the sandy beach. You weren’t responding. He was panicking too. He pumped your chest. Some water came out but you still didn’t breath. He repeated the process but you still didn’t respond. He shook you.

“Oh God! What do I do?” he said and smacked his forehead.

He thought for a while and then leaned in to give you mouth to mouth. His lips were only inches away from yours when you coughed out some more water on his face. You slowly opened your eyes and began getting up but bumped your forehead into his.

“Ouch,” you said rubbing it. He suddenly pulled back.

“Who are you?” you asked instatntly.

“Kris,” he replied quickly.

You stared at him. He looked like the same guy who’d been walking on the beach. You narrowed your eyebrows and stared at him intently.

“Although most people say thank you when someone saves their life,” he said with a sexy smile on his face.

You felt stupid and looked away. He was still on top of you. The two of you were in a very awkward position. He had carefully placed his hands on your waist and was looking at you intently. Your wet and bare body was shivering. You looked at him looking at you. You’d never had a guy this close to you, especially when you were half naked.

“Ahem ahem..” you cleared your throat.

“Oh sorry,” he said shaking his head.

You expected him to get off of you but he didn’t.

“Umm you also might want to get off of me.”

“Oh I am so sorry. Uhh.. I don’t even know what I’m doing right now,” Kris said and quickly got up. He seemed nervous.

He ran and grabbed your towel for you.

“Here,” he said and wrapped it around you.

“Gomawo,” you said.

“So I’ll see you around?” he said taking a few steps back.

“Ye,” you replied, secretly wishing he wouldn’t go away.

He turned around and started walking. You did the same but your heart kept asking you to stop him. You didn’t know why but all you knew was that you didn’t want to lose this chance.

 “Kris!” You quickly turned around and called his name.

He turned around immediately as if waiting for you to call him.

“Are you alone here?” you asked.

“Ye,” he replied looking away and then looking back at you. “But you can join me if you want to.”

You felt your heart skip a beat.

He came towards you and pulled you. “Come on, let’s take a walk.”

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When I was writing this all I could think of was Kris’s awkward SEXY smile [ you all know what I’m talking about right? Haha]

I know, I know Tao is the one taking long lonely walks on the beach but I guess Kris fits the situation well too :)

posted 6 years ago with 44 notes

Do you have to go? [ Leeteuk]

Requested by anaabachan

LEETEUK OPPA is leaving for the army next month [Last performance August 26th] and I wanted to write something special just for him.


*****This story is very special to me because I actually imagined myself in this scenario. If Kyuhyun wasn’t in Suju, Leeteuk definitely would have been my bias. [Regardless of the age difference]. I am actually very upset about him leaving and got very emotional while writing this scenario but like all the other ELF’s I will wait for him to come back! :)******


Tonight was the night. It really was. Days had passed by so quickly. You wanted to hide under the covers and cry because soon you knew you wouldn’t be able to see the person you lived for. The person who made you feel so special; thoughts about him made your body tingle and your heart beat faster. It was two years ago on the same day that he’d asked you to be his girl friend. You wished that, that day would come back and you could start all over with him. Your heart ached. Even thinking about it made you teary eyed.

You played with the promise ring in your finger as you sat by the window waiting for him to come. The ring was beautiful. He’d given it to you in a very special way. Taking you to see the sunset at the beach and quietly slipping it in your finger asking you to be his forever.

You brought yourself back to reality and started setting the dinner table for two. He’d promised he’d be there on time today. You knew he wouldn’t be but just to be sure you set everything up. The clock struck 8 and somebody knocked on the door. You were surprised as you walked towards the door. You knew it couldn’t be him. He was always late. Instead of looking through the peep hole you opened the door. And there he was standing right in front of you with a beautiful rose in his hand. He offered it to you and kissed you on the cheek. You forced a smile and gave way so he could come in.

“Huhaha, the food smells good,” he said clapping his hands. You could tell how hard he was trying to look relaxed.

“Ye, I made your favorite dish,” you replied.

Without any delay, both of you settled and began eating.

“Aii, this is really good,” he said looking at you.

“Gomawo,” you replied without looking at him. You couldn’t do this. It was hurting you so much but you also didn’t want him to see your weak side.

“Why aren’t you saying anything,” he asked after a while.

You laughed half heartedly. “I’m eating.”

“I know that,” he replied.

“I can’t believe you came on time today,” you quickly changed the topic.

“Ye,” he replied.

“Why?” you asked.

“I figured, today might be the last…” he paused for a while. “I didn’t want to annoy you anymore,”

You felt like all your energy had been drained out of you. You wanted to get up and hug him but you stayed back and fought your tears.

You looked up at him and smiled. “Gomawo.”

The two of you had never been so awkward around each other. You didn’t want the dinner to ever finish because then you would have to face him and you knew you’d break down. Nothing lasts forever though and so time passed. Dinner was over. You picked up the plates and took them to the kitchen.

“Need help cleaning?” Leeteuk said poking his head inside the kitchen.

“Ahh, anneyo. The kitchen is so tiny. I’ll do it myself.” You said.

“Oh come on,” he said and hugged you from behind. “The tinier the kitchen the closer we can be,” he said and gave you a soft kiss on your neck.

You blushed and smiled. This was the first time since the morning that you’d smiled with all your heart.

After finishing the dishes both of you settled on the couch.

“Pheww, that was a lot of work,” he said while taking a deep breath.

“Hahaha told you, you wouldn’t be able to do it,” you teased him.

He sighed as he laid down pulling you with him. You rested your head on his chest and sighed too.

“So this is it haan,” he said.

You wished he hadn’t said that. Tears started forming in the corner of your eyes. You couldn’t control them anymore. You didn’t want to be strong anymore. You wanted to hug him tightly and cry. Cry all night if you could.

“What’s wrong,” Leeteuk asked worriedly as he heard your sniffles.

You quickly looked away and wiped them but more kept flowing.

He forced you to turn around and lifted your chin.

“What’s wrong?” he asked holding your face gently and giving you a peck on the cheek.

“I can’t do this anymore, Opaa,” you whispered.

Leeteuk took a deep breath. His arms fell as if they had lost all energy too. He hugged you tightly and rubbed your back. “Me neither.”

You were sobbing now. You began saying something but your tongue ceased to work. Words weren’t forming anymore.

“Do you have to go?” you finally asked.

“Ye,” he replied.

“But you will wait for me right?” he asked after a short pause.  

“I will.”

He pulled back and wiped your tears once again. “________ah,Please don’t cry. It hurts me to see you cry like this. I won’t be able to survive there knowing how upset you are. Don’t make it hard for me.”

“I know Oppa. I didn’t want to do this but I couldn’t stop myself. I just couldn’t,” you said and buried your face in your hands.

“Hey, hey hey,” he said softly patting your hair. “Don’t say that,” he said and pulled you towards him.

“Why are you so upset? I will come back. .. We still have to get married don’t we?” he said.

You quickly looked up and straight into his eyes. You wanted to make sure what you’d heard was right. He nodded. You smiled.

“That’s the smile I want to see before I leave,” he said and kissed you on your forehead.

Before he could pull away you pulled him and kissed him on the lips. You felt better now. Much better. The thought of him leaving didn’t hurt as much anymore because you knew that he was yours and only yours. No matter how long he took you were going to wait for him.

After all isn’t love all about waiting.

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Here are a few [Out of my infinite list] videos of Leeteuk:

1.       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EsYdPQcR_UY [ the other members will be like this next month]

2.       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8W-oyL061Jw [I always cry ~no regrets]

3.       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7YMuyC5fZXU&list=FLqDQDBXuGy7fujt9KgLWoZg&index=29&feature=plpp_video [ I am so proud to be an ELF]

4.       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZW5mJEbK3g4 [ Enough crying.. this one makes me laugh]

5.       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ncTLVltLv0 [ this one flatters me every time he says ‘My girls my angels]

Hey guys  [ any leeteuk lovers out there?? ]

http://letterstoleeteuk.tumblr.com/

click on this link and send a letter to Leeteuk! and also if you could  KEEP TWEETING THIS LINK TO LEETEUK [ this is what i’ve been doing for a week now]. If we get enough people to do it he MIGHT actually look at it. :)We need to show him that ALL of us will actually wait for him.

his twitter : https://twitter.com/special1004

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Elf’s will miss you Oppa :’(

posted 6 years ago with 70 notes

It was finally official [Dongho]

Requested by myoppamyoppa



Are you guys busy?’- Dongho texted you.

Nah, just going back home. Not feeling so great today.’

‘Wanna come over? The guys are just chillin’. Practice ended early today.’

‘Umm..okay’

‘But be careful the weather’s getting bad. There is a thunderstorm warning.’

‘Yeah I know.. I’m leaving right now’

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You arranged all your files and picked up your stuff hurriedly. You could hear the sound of thunder. It was going to be rough tonight that’s why you wanted to make it to the NH studio as soon as possible.

You squeezed through the crowd. Everybody was leaving early . The usual blue sky was almost darkish grey . You felt a raindrop hit your forehead. You shuffled around in your bag to find your umbrella.

“Oh shucks!” you cried as you realized that you’d left the umbrella back in the office.

“How could I be so stupid,” you cursed yourself. There was no choice but to run to the MTR. People were running over each other. You tried to push in but an old lady pushed you back and jumped onto the MTR. You stared at her in disbelief. She may have been old but she had a lot of strength.

“This will be the last train leaving for Seoul Civic Center” the computerized voice from the speakers announced.

Your heart sank. You’d have to walk there now. It wasn’t that far but running there in the rain was going to be bad. Really bad. You ran out of the MTR. It was raining heavily. You didn’t want to give up. You kept running. The water was a little above your ankles now. Your head started hurting. You hadn’t been feeling good at all, all day and now this. This was just too much.

You leaned against a wall to support yourself and tried to catch your breath. You were close to the building now. ‘Just a few more steps’ you told yourself and continued.

There it was. You were standing in front of the building. You smiled and reached for the door but stumbled.

“Are you okay?” someone held you from behind.

“Oh yeah I’m fine,” you thanked the person.

You slowly walked up to the training room. The guys were laughing and cheering loudly. You saw Dongho throw the gap between the doors as you slowly pushed them open. Your vision blurred. You took another step but your body was too weak. You collapsed on the floor. The next thing you saw was the guys rushing towards you and then everything blacked out.

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You struggled to get up but failed.

“Hey, hey don’t. Just lay down,” Dongho softly pushed you back into bed. He was sitting next to you.

“How long have you been here?” you asked him.

“Just a little while,” he said. You could tell that he was lying. His eyes were red. You didn’t want to push him so you stayed quiet.

“Where’s everybody else?” you asked.

“They’re sleeping.”

“Don’t you want to sleep too?” you asked but quickly realized that you were in his bed. “Wait how did I even get here?”

“I carried you!”  he said softly placing his hand on your forehead.

“Oh I am so sorry you had to do all that,” you said apologetically.

“No, no that’s fine. You need to rest. I’ll make some soup for you.”

“No, Oppa!  Please stay. I’m not hungry,” you pulled him back.

He sat back down.

“You’re really tired. Please just go to sleep,” you insisted.

He didn’t respond. You closed your eyes and enjoyed his soft hands running through your tangled hair. You felt so comfortable and relaxed.

“Would you be okay if I slipped besides you?” he asked.

You quickly opened your eyes and looked at him. You didn’t know if your cheeks were hot because you had a high fever or if it was because you were blushing. You shyly looked away, trying hard not to smile. You couldn’t have made it more obvious.

Dongho took that as a yes and slipped under the sheets. He slowly wrapped his arms around your waist as you shifted sideways.

“You’re going to get sick,” you warned.

“I know,” he replied.

Both of you lay there in silence.

“_________,” he whispered your name.

“Yeah.”

“Will you go out with me?”

All the thoughts that were running in your head at the moment stopped. All you could think of was the question he’s just asked you. Your heart was beating faster and tears were forming in the corner of your eyes. You guys had liked each other but never felt the need to say it but today he’d finally said it.

“Ye,” you replied.

He kissed you gently on your neck. It was official now…

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I personally like it when there is less verbal communication and more of hints and signs that show they love each other so I decided to not write long dialogues.

I hope you like it :)

posted 6 years ago with 15 notes

Please don’t hurt me again [Luhan]

Requested by anon

 “Hey are you busy tonight too?” you asked Luhan on the phone.

“Ahh, yeah. Our practice will run a little late but I’ll try dropping by for a little bit,” he replied.

“No, no don’t stress yourself. We can meet on the weekend,” you suggested.

“I love you so much.”

“I love you too,” you said and hung up.

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“Hey Luhan,” a girl called him from behind.

“Hey,” he replied.

“What are you still doing here?” she asked.

“Oh just practicing.”

“But practice was over a long time ago.”

“I’m staying after because I need to do better.”

“Are you sure it’s not because you’re lonely and need someone?” she asked taking hold of his arm.

Luhan pulled away immediately. “Hanna I’ve told you this before and I am telling you again, NOTHING will ever happen between us okay? I have a girl friend now so you need to keep your distance.”

“I could honestly care less about your girl friend. She stole you from me,” she replied in anger.

“No she didn’t… you know what just..whatever.” He began packing his stuff.

“Where are you going?” she asked as tears formed in the corner of her eyes.

“To see my girl friend. I should be with ‘her’ right now,” he said and slammed the door behind him.

Luhan and Hanna had been friends for the longest time. He didn’t know when she’d started liking him. He only liked her as a friend. Then he started dating you and things changed. Hanna was devastated. She confessed her feelings to him soon after. They grew apart since Luhan didn’t want to make things awkward.

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“Hey babe.” Luhan slid besides you in bed and kissed you on your temple.

“Heyyy,” you said yawning. “I thought you wouldn’t be able to make it tonight?”

“I wasn’t going to but then I realized that you were more important so I came,” he replied with a soft smile.

You kissed him. He wrapped his arms around you and the two of you drifted to sleep.

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Luhan left the training room to get some water. Hanna was standing in the corner. She glared at him and looked away. Luhan went up to her.

“Listen I am sorry about last night. I shouldn’t have been mean. I just want us to be friends again,” he said softly.

She turned around. She was obviously hurt but she smiled.

“Me too.” She hugged him suddenly. He was surprised but he hugged her back.

“So did you hear about the kickoff party next week before your tour?”  

“Party? Huh where is it?” Luhan asked.

“At a hotel. Its five minutes from here. I am so excited,” she said clapping her hands.

“Me too,” he said and laughed. “I am so glad we can talk like this again.”

“Me too. I missed this so much,” she said.

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“I am at the party so I won’t be able to come. I really wish I could take you with me though,” Luhan said to you over the phone.

“Its fineee oppa. Go enjoy with your friends,” you replied.

He laughed. “Okay so I’ll see you soon.”

“Who was that on the phone?”  Hanna suddenly came from behind and asked.

“It was ________, I was just telling her that I won’t see her tonight.”

“Awwww, you two lovebirds,” she said forcing a fake smile.

Luhan chuckled. “Well this party is boring.”

“Yeah, hey listen the managers booked some rooms in the hotel too. We could just go there and talk?” she suggested.

Luhan felt a little uncomfortable.

“Come on I’ll invite other people too,” she added to make him feel better.

“Oh okay,” he replied and followed her to the room.

The two of them talked for hours. The friends never showed up.

“Huh, I don’t know why none of them ever showed up,” she said and sighed. “Anyway so what’s been going on in your love life,” she asked quickly changing the topic.

“Ahh ______ and I are just great..” he trailed off. “What about you?”

Hanna’s expressions hardened. She grew pale.

“What’s wrong?” Luhan asked placing his hand on her lap.

“Uh nothing,” she said shaking her head.

“No, tell me please.”

“It’s really nothing.”

“Please, if you consider me as a friend,” he insisted.

“After you rejected me I felt so insecure about myself. I needed someone so I could move on and so one day I met this guy. He was very nice to me. We started meeting often and then we started liking each other. Everything was good but then suddenly he just got so violent.” She paused as she stared into space. “He started hurting me. I told him to stop but he wouldn’t. He just continued to do so,” Hanna was crying now. “I wanted to get out of the relationship but I was afraid he’d hurt me more so I carried along and .. then one day he just left. I didn’t know if I was relieved or sad.”

Luhan wiped her tears.

“That experience has really left me nowhere. Every night when I go to sleep I feel so worthless.”

“You’re not worthless.”

“Yes I am Luhan..” she whispered.

Luhan felt extremely bad for her. They had been friends for so long and seeing her cry like this was hurting him more than he thought it would. He was confused. Why was his heart crying seeing Hanna’s tears. Luhan hugged her in a tight embrace. He patted her back and slowly pulled away. She was still holding him and now their faces were very close to each other. Hanna leaned in and kissed him on the lips. He didn’t pull away. They began taking each other’s cloths off as they kissed. She slowly began taking off his pants.

Luhan’s phone vibrated but he couldn’t hear it. You’d been calling him for a long time….

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The sun was shining brightly. It hurt his eyes as he woke up. He was shirtless. He turned around and looked at her sleeping next to him.

Oh My God, what did I do?… I’m pretty sure nothing happened. My pants are still on. No, no , no this can’t be happening.’ – Luhan was freaking out. His thoughts were killing him. He quickly wore his shirt and left the room.

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**Ding dong.. Dong dong.. Ding dong**

The door bell rang repeatedly.

“I’m coming,” you yelled.

“Oh hey, you didn’t tell me you were coming?” you asked as you saw Luhan standing at the door.

“Yeah, I took a day off today and so I wanted to surprise you.”

“Awww,” you smiled.

“So do you want to go to that fall festival that you’d been begging me to go with you too?” he asked pulling you out of the apartment.

“Oppa, I’m not even dressed.”

“You look fineee,” he said.

“But why are you in such a hurry.”

“I’m not. I just want to spend as much time with you as possible.”

You were confused. Why was he acting like this? He had never done anything like this before. But as long as you were getting to spend more time with him you were happy.

“Thankyou Oppa,” you said as the two of you walked back home.

“Why would you thank me for this? You don’t have to,” he said and kissed you. You kissed him back. It had been your first in a long time.

“Wow I don’t remember the last time we even kissed.”

“We did,… just now,” he said and kissed you again, holding you close to him.

You walked back home with him resting your head on his shoulder.

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Luhan made sure he wouldn’t come across Hanna at all but he failed. As he was leaving the building she caught up with him.

“Luhan wait!”

“I need to go _______ will be here any time and I need to take her somewhere,” he said in a hurry.

She pulled him back, not noticing that you had just entered the building.

“You can’t just deny what happened between us that night.”

“Nothing! Happened between us that night,” he said, grinding his teeth.

She pinned him against the wall. “Luhan how could you do this to me? You took advantage of me? I still love you no matter how hard I try I just can’t get you out of my head. You like me too. You know you do. If you didn’t you wouldn’t have kissed me back that night,” she said as tears rolled down her cheeks.

She was right. Luhan couldn’t deny it. That night he did feel something for her. He just didn’t know if it was permanent or not.

She was still holding him. She got closer. “I just can’t be like this anymore,” she whispered.

Luhan was quiet. He didn’t know what to say. She leaned in and kissed him. He slid his hands on her waist and slowly towards her neck. You took a step back and the boxes behind you collapsed. Luhan looked up. You’d been standing there the whole time. You’d seen everything. Your throat was dry. Your world had been shattered.

Luhan’s eyes widened with shock. He didn’t know what to say.

“I’m sorry,” he mouthed the words.

You wiped your tears. He came towards you but you ran out of the building. He caught up with you pulled you into an alley.

“Please, let me explain!” he begged.

“It’s over Luhan,” you said trying to loosen his grip.

“I won’t let you go. Please!” he said pinning you to the wall.

“I can’t believe you did this to me? Is this why you were being so nice to me? You’re such a player..” you yelled.

“I am so sorry,” he kept repeating. “I don’t know what got into me that night but I am sure nothing happened between me and her. I thought I’d started having feelings for her but when I saw you at the door today, crying, I knew that I loved you and not her. I’m such an idiot for making this mistake. Just.. please don’t leave me. I don’t think I can live without you,” he said in one breath.

“How do I know that you’re not lying to me?” you asked.

He didn’t know what to say.

“I trusted you Luhan. More importantly I loved you and this is what you do to me.”

“I know what I did was wrong but I want to fix that. It will never happen again. She was just so vulnerable that night and I hadn’t been very nice to her in a long time. I wanted to help her but then..”

“Then you had sex with her to make her feel better?” you finished for him.

“I didn’t!” he snapped back. “I know nothing like that happened between us. I wasn’t drunk so I know..”

“Luhan please,” you interrupted.

“Believe me,” he said. You looked into his eyes. There was something about them. You wanted to believe him but you were hurt.

“Just let me go,” you said slowly pushing him away. His grip loosened on you.

You left as Luhan stood in the dark alley. He didn’t know what to do. He questioned his actions repeatedly. He knew now that he loved you and not her but this is not how he wanted to find out. He’d lost you and he wanted to kill himself for that.   

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Luhan knocked o your front door all night but you didn’t open the door. He’d hurt you a lot but you still loved him. You just didn’t know what to do. Your heart kept telling you to give him a second chance but your brain was unsure. You sat in your room in the dark and cried all night.

The knocking stopped after a while. When you woke up the next morning your head still hurt. Your whole body was warm. You slowly got out of bed and made breakfast. Somebody knocked on the door. You checked through the peep hole. It was the lady from next door.

“Someone’s been sleeping by your door!” she said as you opened the door. You looked down. Luhan was sleeping while leaning against the wall. You wanted to cry seeing him like this. You quickly woke him up and brought him inside. The two of you sat on the couch in silence

“Why are you doing this?” you asked him after a while.

He didn’t respond. Instead he turned around and hugged you.

“Please, just give me one more chance,” he whispered.

His touch made your body tingle. It was like the first time he’d touched you.

“I want to let go off you but I can’t Luhan. I can’t just forget all the time I’ve spent with you. I’m still in love with you Luhan,” you finally said. He tightened his embrace.

“I’ve hurt you so much and I don’t deserve you but if you accept my apology I promise you it will never happen again.”

You pulled away. “Please don’t play with my heart again.” you said and wiped your tears.

“I won’t.. I promise,” he whispered.

Luhan leaned in and kissed you on the cheek and then your forehead and then finally your lips.

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Okay this is way too long but I just loved this request so much that I just rambled on! Any ways I hope you like it :)

posted 6 years ago with 56 notes

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Differences [Suho]

Requested by anon Naiya

You rested your head on Suho’s arm and sighed.

“Something wrong?” he asked.

“Nothing. I’m just really tired.”

“That’s why I keep telling you to quit your job. You don’t need to work. What am I there for?” Suho asked.

“Not again Suho, please,” you said not wanting to start an argument again.

He sighed and pulled you closer.

***Ring Ring*** his phone rang.

“Who could that be at this hour?” you said.

“I dunno, let me check.”

Suho answered the phone.

“Oh Ai, Annyeongyhasaeyo Umma.”

“Aaaa,”

“Ahan.. ahan but what about..”

“Okay..”

“Yeah alright..”

The conversation ended. Of course you’d only heard Suho’s side of it.

“So what did she say?” you asked.

“My parents want to meet you,” he said pulling a bright smile on his face.

Your heart sank.

“What?” you gasped.

“Wait, is there something wrong with that?” Suho asked. His expressions getting hard.

“Anneyo, but this will be my first time meeting them. You should have at least given me some time to get ready for this.”

“Shouldn’t you always be ready?” he asked.

“I know I should be but my Hangul isn’t that good. How will I communicate with them? And what if I do not fit their criteria of an idol future daughter-in-law.”

“Relaaxxx.. you’ll be fine. Just act like yourself… wait actually don’t do that.”

“What?” you shot him a look.

“No I mean, act a little bit more traditional around them okay?”

“Okay,” you said and sighed.

You knew this was going to be trouble. If you and Suho had trouble communicating than there were definitely going to be problems with his parents.

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“Annyeonghasaeyo  Mr. and Ms. Kim.” You bowed and greeted both of Suho’s parents. You looked up and both of them were glaring at you . You looked at Suho and he was shaking his head while eyeing you. His mother looked at him with a stern expression and said something in Hangul.

“What?” you whispered.

“You never address them by their names.”Suho said grinding his teeth.

“What’s wrong with that?” you asked.

“Shhhh,” he glared and told you to be quiet.

Suho’s father said something to him in Korean and he translated for you.

“My parents invited some guests over too. You should meet them.”

“I’d love to,” you said smiling back.

You followed Suho into the living room and greeted everybody.

“Oppa, come over here. There is space next to me” you yelled across the room as you saw Suho looking for a place to sit.

Everybody in the room turned around and looked at you but you didn’t notice. You got up and held Suho’s arm.

“Come sit with me,” you said pulling a smile.

Suho glared at you once again. You turned around and looked at everybody. There was unrest in the room. The ladies were whispering. You saw Suho’s mother leave the room. Suho followed close behind.

Nothing was going right. You were feeling bad now. You walked out of the room. Suho and his mother were in the kitchen. She sounded angry and frustrated. With the little Hangul that you knew, all you could make was that she did not like you at all.

“I told you, she isn’t right for you. There will always be cultural differences. Does she not know how to act at a gathering? I love you my son and I want what’s best for you. This relationship of yours won’t go anywhere if this keeps happening,” she suddenly stopped and looked at you.

“So now, she will eavesdrop on our conversation,” she said. Suho turned around and looked at you.

He was disappointed.

“Minahe,” you apologized while taking a step back.

Suho advanced towards you but one of the guests came into the kitchen.

“When are we eating dinner?” she asked.

“Oh, in a minute. Everything is set on the table. Let’s call everybody,” Suho’s mother said nervously and left.

“___________, please don’t let me down,” Suho whispered.

“I’m sorry,” you replied. You wanted to cry. You were trying so hard but nothing was going in your favor.

At dinner, you were too lost in your thoughts to notice what was going on around you.

“Ahem, ahem.. we do not put our elbows on the table,” Suho’s mother said sternly while looking at you.

You brought yourself back to reality and apologized once again.  

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“Well tonight went well,” you said as you opened the door.

“Seriously! You think tonight went well,” Suho yelled.

You had no idea how mad he was. You were just being sarcastic and he took it seriously.

“That’s not what I meant..”

“I am not in the mood to joke right now okay!,” Suho said slamming the bathroom door behind him.

Up till now you had felt bad for not being able to impress his parents but this was just too much. It was as if Suho couldn’t even see your efforts. You began to cry.

“Now, please don’t cry,” he said softly as he came out of the bathroom.

You didn’t respond. He came and kneeled down pulling your hands away from your face.

“I should just leave,” you said.

“What?” he asked with a surprised expression.

“She’s right Suho. I will never be able to fit in. No matter how hard I try,” you said and got up. “I’ll leave tomorrow morning.”

Both of you lay in the opposite corners of the bed. Neither of you knew what to say. You had been in a relationship with him for a year. You guys understood each other but there were always problems. He didn’t want you to work but you wanted to be independent. His parents hated you, and he never stood up for you. Most of the time when you said something, he’d take it the wrong way. Sometimes you just wished you could express yourself freely but you couldn’t.

 A tear fell from your eyes as you thought about leaving him. You were wondering if he was thinking of the same thing. Tonight was going to be the last night the two of you shared the same bed.

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Suho woke up to the noise of you pulling everything out of the closet. He rubbed his eyes and got out of bed. You stopped for a second and looked at him. Deep down you wanted him to say something. Your heart ached at his silence. How could he be so insensitive? He was just going to let you slip away like this while you cried your heart out the night before.

“So you’re really leaving?” he finally said.

“Yeah,” you replied.

Suho got up and sat beside you. He held your hand.

“Is there anything I can do to stop you?” he asked.

You shook your head as your vision blurred because of the tears.

“I don’t think I can ever let go of you. Please don’t leave.”

“What’s the point Suho? It’s not like you ever defend me. I will always be wrong in your parent’s eyes.”

“I have to respect them.”

“I know and I’m not saying you shouldn’t but at least be a little bit more supportive… I really love you and I didn’t expect things to end like this.”

“Then don’t go.”

You were frustrated now. He couldn’t even understand what you were saying; how would he understand what you felt.

You got up and picked up your luggage. Suho pulled you back.

“I don’t want things to end like this. Please. I’ll talk to my parents okay?”

“That’s not the problem oppa, the problem is that we don’t understand each other well enough to..”

“Then we will start doing that. We’ll start taking out more time for each other.” He said pulling you closer. “You have no idea what last night was like for me. I can’t imagine my life without you. I know our cultures are very different but we need to prove every one wrong. We can do this _________. You and me together,” he said and kissed your hand. “I promise I will be more supportive.”

You were confused. Your heart was telling you to stop but your brain kept telling you to move on. In the battles between heart and brain; brain rarely wins. You hugged him tightly.  He ran his fingers through your hair and patted your head.

“I love you”

“I love you too,” he said and kissed you on your forehead.

Deep in your heart, all you hoped was for this relationship to stay strong and forever.

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For those of you who want to marry a Korean some day .. READ THIS

http://askakorean.blogspot.com/2008/05/meet-koreans.html

This was really hard to write, I don’t know why o_O

posted 6 years ago with 32 notes