Your Wish Is My Command

Please forgive me.. [ Donghae ]

“When are you getting home?” you asked sounding frustrated.

“In a bit,” he said casually

“That’s what you said last night, and the night before. I’m getting sick and tired of this you know.” You said angrily.

He hung up. You were shocked. Donghae had never acted like this before but since the past few weeks he had been really worked up.

He finally came home and settled on the couch. “Do you want dinner?” you asked.

“No, I’m good. I’m leaving in a bit. The guys want to hang out tonight.”

“But you just got home?” you asked.

“Why have you started acting like such a baby?” he asked, annoyed.

“I don’t know maybe because you are never home. I’m just asking for some of your time.”

“Just be quiet for now okay. My head hurts,” he shut you up. You couldn’t take it anymore and went in your room.

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You hear the door close. It was 3 am. He had finally returned. You quickly got up and went outside to check on him. “There you are,” he said advancing towards you.

“Hey,” you said and caught him as he stumbled.

“Are you drunk?” you asked him. You were really hurt because Donghae never drank and that’s what you liked about him.

“Yeah,” he said pinning you to the wall. He started kissing you on your neck and unbuttoning your blouse.

“Donghae Oppa Stop,” you said freeing yourself and going inside your room. He suddenly held you from behind. This time his hold was firm. “Ouch” you said. “

He didn’t listen and continued to take your shirt off. He pushed you on the bed and took his shirt off. You didn’t know what to do. You loved him and you didn’t want to say no but this is not how you wanted it to happen. You imagined it to be anything but like this. Donghae advanced towards you. He was determined to finish the job tonight. All you could do was lay there and watch.

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Your head hurt when you woke up the next morning. Slowly, last night’s episode started coming back to you. You looked around but couldn’t find Donghae. You got up and went outside. He was sitting on the couch, his head buried in his lap.

“Donghae ah,” you said shaking him. He looked up. His eyes were red. He had been crying.

“Why are you crying?” you asked, extremely worried. He hugged you.

“I am so sorry about last night. I have no idea what happened to me. I was drunk and I didn’t know what I was doing. I’ve really hurt you haven’t I,” he pulled back.

He saw the mark on your neck and started crying again.

“It’s okay,” you said. “If there’s one thing I can’t stand is to see you cry. Please don’t. I understand you’ve been going through a lot.”

“Yeah, but that’s not an excuse for me to do what I did. I wanted our first time to be beautiful but all I did was force you into it. I wasn’t in my senses and I know that I must have hurt you a lot,” he said hugging you again.

“Would it make you feel better if I asked you for something?” you asked.

“Anything babe,” he said wiping his tears.

“Why have you been so upset lately.”

He sighed. “It’s my mom. She‘s been sick for a while now. I don’t want to lose her like I lost my dad.”

Your heart sank. You had seen him go through a lot when his dad died and if something like that ever happened to him he wouldn’t be able to bare it. You hugged him tightly. “I love you so much baby. Just don’t act like this. Everything will be fine. In fact, how about I go and stay with your mom for a while to take care of her?” you asked.

He looked at you and took your face into his hands ,” what have I ever done to deserve a girl like you?”

“Shhhh, don’t say that,” you said while shaking your head.

“I promise I’ll make it up to you,” he said and kissed your hand,

“I know you will,” you smiled and ran your fingers through his hair. “Now,let me make you some breakfast okay,” you said and got up.

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Had this saved in my draft for a while now O__O

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