Your Wish Is My Command

Change [Heechul]

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“Oppa, do you know what this is?” you asked Heechul. He took his eyes off of his cell phone and looked at you.  

“A toothpaste cap,” he said with a ‘stating the obvious’ expression on his face.

“I know that too!” you said. “But why do I always find it under the sink? Doesn’t it belong on the toothpaste?”

A smile broke on Heechul’s face and he spread his arms, signaling for you to come towards him. You did as he wanted and he wrapped his arms around pulling you on top of him.

“I’m sorry,” he said and connected his lips to yours.

“You are such a flirt,” you said with a faint smile between kisses.

“Shhhh,” he laid you on the bed getting on top of you.

“You don’t look nice when you get mad,” he whispered. He kissed you softly on the neck.

***Ring Ring***

“Oh Hold on,” he moved from on top of you and picked up his phone.

“Seriously?” you raised your eyebrows, sitting up.

He put his finger on his lips telling you to be quiet and continued talking on the phone. You sighed and shuffled in bed. He wasn’t going to come back anytime soon.

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“___________ah, are you a sleep?” Heechul asked jumping into bed.

“Mhmmmm,” you groaned sleepily.

“Oh come on,” he turned you around. You closed your eyes tightly.

“__________, wake up,” he shook you.

“Aaaaaaan,” you shrugged yourself out of his grip and turned around again.

“Fine then,” he said turning too and closing his eyes.

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“Hey are you coming to pick me up?” you threw a question at Heechul as soon as he picked up the phone.

“Uhh, I can’t.”

“What????  But you said you were going too.”

“I know I know, but then something came up. Just try getting here okay?”

“How will I get there? It’s raining outside. If you told me ahead of time I would have arranged something.”

“Figure something out okay,” he said with annoyance and hung up.

You stomped your feet in frustration and sat on the couch.

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You walked into the hall with your cloths slightly wet. You saw Heechul talking to the guests and laughing. Did he not care that you weren’t at the party? HE didn’t seem to be worried at all. It made you sad. If he cared, which you highly doubted, then why didn’t he ever show it? His eyes fell on you and he came to you.

“It’s about time you got here,” he said squinting his eyes.

“Do you know how hard it was for me to get here? My cloths are wet too because my umbrella broke right when I got here.” You pouted.

“That’s good. I don’t like the dress anyways. Didn’t you have anything better to wear?”

“What?” you gasped in surprise.

“Yeah, go change!” he made a face.

“I didn’t bring any extra cloths.” you rolled your eyes.

“Go to the room upstairs and ask one of the assistants.”

“But..”

“_________, go!” he said with a smile to lighten the situation. He knew you’d get upset if he said it angrily.

You didn’t like it when he did that. It was nice that he was honest with you but sometimes a little lie wouldn’t hurt. You fell in love with him because he was so straight forward but even you couldn’t handle it sometimes. He’d say he loves you from time to time but that just wasn’t satisfying enough especially with the kind of personality he had. It broke your heart when he talked about how hot the girl sitting on the opposite table, or the one going down the street or the one performing on the TV looked. You pretended like it didn’t bother you because you didn’t want to look weak or act like an insecure girl friend.

“Do I look okay now?” you asked approaching Heechul from behind. A smile appeared on his face as he turned around.

“Perfect!” he said. “But it would have been better if it was a little shorter,” he winked.

“Aish,” you pushed him, forcing a smile on your face.

“I’m kidding,” he held your hand and began introducing you to everybody. The smile on his face and the shine in his eyes reminded you of why you were with him this long.

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“Aren’t you tired? Why are you watching this?” Heechul asked getting comfy in bed.

You sighed. “Yeah I am but it’s so sad. I love watching this movie,” you said taking the remote from him.  He placed his chin on your shoulder and slid his other hand around your waist.  I guess I’ll just watch it with you then. He pouted. You giggled and gave him a quick peck on the cheek.

“Aish this is so boring!” he shifted losing his patience.

“Oh come on, it’s so sad. He’s leaving her and she is crying. Why are you so insensitive?” you asked making a face. You didn’t know why you said that. It was as if the question that was poking you for so long just made its way to your lips.

Heechul laughed. He laughed for a long time. “What’s so insensitive about it? He was just having fun with her and then he left her. You can’t really force someone in a relationship you know. He stopped having fun so he moved on. Better for him, better for her. Girls shouldn’t be so sensitive about such things.”

You stared at him in disbelief. You weren’t even sure why you were this surprised. He was like this but you kept lying to yourself that he wasn’t.

“Oppa!” you made a crying face. He took no notice off that and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.

“Can we sleep now?” he asked. You nodded mainly because you wanted to hide the tears that were fighting its way through your eyes.  You quickly turned off the tv and the lights and tightly closed your eyes.

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You opened your eyes to an empty bed the next morning. Heechul’s pants were on the floor as usual. You walked into the bathroom and the toothpaste cap was under the sink once again. For the first time ever in your life you were angry at him. You wanted to scream. You still hadn’t recovered from the night before’s events. All the anger was boiling up inside you.

“Oppa!” you called his name.

“Hmm I’m outside,” he said casually. 

You walked outside to a heechul in his boxers, talking on the phone. Nothing new to you. You sighed and walked to him. He finished his conversation after a while and sat beside you. You prepared yourself to talk to him. You wanted to do this just to see what he would say.

“Oppa, I don’t think I can do this anymore!” you said burying your face into your hands.

“What do you mean? Make breakfast? I can order it from outside,” he began to pick up his phone. You held his hand.

“No! that’s not what I mean!” you said. Your throat felt dry. “I mean being with you!” you whispered.

“Whaatt?” he let out a gasp but quickly regretted it.  He cared too much about his ego.  You waited for him to say something. There was no way he was going to treat you like this today. You deserved better.

“Oppa!” you nudged him.

“Do whatever you think is right!” he snapped getting up.  Your heart sank. You thought he was going to stop you but instead this was his reaction. He was just like the guy from the movie. You loved him madly but him, he had no feelings for you. He was just having fun according to his own words.

He picked up his cloths and went to the bathroom. He put the cap back on the toothpaste and came back. Without looking at you he left. He was gone now, gone forever. You were cursing yourself. This is certainly not what you wanted. You broke down and began crying. You wanted him back…

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A month had passed away and Heechul hadn’t called you for once. You nagged your brain for even letting such thoughts cross your head. You were the one who had brought this upon yourself and you had to live with it. Besides, if he really loved you he would have at least made an effort but his ego took the best of him.

You turned on the TV after a long day of work and got comfy in your blanket. You were eating ice cream for the first time in 2 years. Ever since you’d started dating him you couldn’t have any since he would always nag you about gaining weight.

You kept changing channels until Heechul’s face suddenly popped up on the screen. Strong heart with suju. You wanted to change the channel but something about Heechul’s face made you stop. He looked tired and worn out.

“Heechul ah why aren’t you talking today? You’re usually so lively.” the MC put him on the spot.

“Me?” Heechul raised his eyebrows in surprise. I’m always the life of the party.” he laughed. “I was waiting for you to say something so I could go on,” he winked and then began to ramble on and on.

“So do you want to share a story today?” the MC asked.

“Story? Aaaa yeah,” he said after a while. Your heart started beating faster. You’d seen many shows on which guys confessed their love or apologized to their loved ones. A little part of you hoped for him to say something about your breakup.

“Okay, but I’m warning you, it won’t be a sad one!” he said with a bright smile on his face. Once again he’d disappointed you. At that point you didn’t even know why you were still madly in love with him. He’d made it pretty clear that he didn’t care. He went on and told the story of the time he ran away from home because his mother spanked him but then she found him hiding under a bench in the park. He received more spanking after that.

You turned off the TV in anger and threw the remote away. Minutes later you found yourself crying again. It hurt you. It still did to see him not care at all while you couldn’t stop thinking about him for once.

Your phone started buzzing but you didn’t pick it up. It didn’t stop after one call. It kept buzzing repeatedly.

“What?” you picked it up and yelled.

“__________-ah, it’s me Leeteuk!”

“Oppa!” you felt bad. “Minahe,”

“It’s alright. Can you come to the Strong Heart set right now?” he sounded worried.

“What happened?”

“Just come __________. This is important.” He insisted.

“No tell me what happened,” you persisted.

“Heechul passed out on stage as soon as we finished recording.”

“What?” you jumped up in surprise.

“Ye, he needs you __________. Please come soon,” he said and hung up. You ran out of the apartment without giving the situation a second thought.

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“Where is he?” you asked bursting into the back stage room.

“Calm down ________,” Shindong came forward and held you.

“He’s in the room.”

“I want to see him,” you said pulling away. “What happened to him?”

“He’s been sick for a while now. He hasn’t been eating properly either. Something keeps bothering him and he won’t tell us what it is. I assumed you’d know.”

“I would know?” you asked with a confused expression. “We broke up a month ago!”

“You guy’s broke up?” Leeteuk asked extremely surprised. You nodded your head.

“Then why didn’t he tell us that?” Shindong looked at Leeteuk. You were more surprised than them, now.

“Every time we told him to call you over he would tell us that you were really busy these days and that he was going to bring you over soon. He never for once talked about breaking up with you,” said Leeteuk.

“I want to see him,” you said as tears rolled out of your eyes. Shindong and Leeteuk got out of your way so you could go inside.

“Oppa!” you said poking your head inside. Heechul was lying down on the couch. As soon as he saw you, he got up and embraced you.

“____________ah, Please don’t leave me! Please don’t go away. I’m sorry, Im sorry , I’m sooo sorry.” He pulled away to look at you now. “There I said it. Are you happy now?”

You shook your head.

“I’m sorry for being so stupid and letting go of you. I should have stopped you. I mean who would ever bear with a guy like me. Nobody can do it. Nobody but you. I took you for granted and I hurt you.” You began to slide your hand out of his but he held it again. “____________, please forgive me or I’ll never forgive myself for hurting you.. I lost you because of my ego and ever since, I’ve regretted it every second of my life. You have no idea how I’ve spent the past 30 days. I never say it but I love you. I might joke around with you but only because I know that you are the one and you will never leave me no matter how stupid I am. ______________, If you leave today I won’t be able to live. I don’t know how you handle me but I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like I was using you because believe I may have said a lot of things I don’t mean but when I say I love you I mean it,” he said finally letting go of your hand. The choice was yours to make now. You kept your eyes fixed to the ground. You were afraid if you looked at him you won’t be able to think straight. 

Heechul sat down on the couch and buried his face in his hands. You could hear his sniffles. He’d never cried like this. He really meant what he’d said. But what if he went back to be the same person he was. You needed more time to think this through. You turned around and began to leave.

“__________, I promise I’ll always put the cap back on the toothpaste,” he said getting up. You didn’t know what happened but the next second you were in his arms. He kissed you everywhere on your face.

“I’m so sorry!,”  he kept repeating.

“Shhhhh,” you shook your head and connected your lips to his.

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Heechul can be really stupid sometimes but he is very sweet at heart. I enjoyed writing this one. :) I hope you guys like it .

posted 6 years ago with 181 notes