Your Wish Is My Command

I hope I’m not the only one spazzing over B1A4’s new album…
posted 6 years ago with 11 notes

Approval [Jinyoung]

I woke up crying, because I saw a really sad dream. The first thing I did was to open my laptop and start writing it down. I’m sorry if it brings you all to tears but I just had to write this one. [I never thought I was going to cry writing a scenario]


 PRESENT DAY:

The door to the hospital opened and a guy in his tux with a girl closely following behind in her white bridal dress, walked swiftly through the pool of people. He seemed to be in a hurry. She tried hard to keep up with him. She tried to get a hold of his arm but he gently slid it out of her grip. He kept looking at his watch nervously, pushing everybody aside that came in his way. Tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. He breathed heavily and lifted his hand to cover his mouth. He knew his world was going to shatter into pieces a few minutes from then. If he could wish for one thing, that was for time to stand still…


FLASHBACK:

“Oppa can you come fix my socks for me? They keep falling down!” you said as you tried to dry the wet paint off of your hands.

Jinyoung didn’t respond but instead continued to talk to the reporter.

“Oppa!” you called him again. He looked up at you. He seemed to be angry. His glare meant that you needed to be quiet at the moment. He was clearly having an important interview and you shouldn’t have been there at the first place.

You pouted and went back to drying your hands. Your vision got hazy for a second. You held on to the table that stood opposite you and shook your head. It wasn’t anything new to you. You were used to getting mild headaches. You shook your head and smiled to yourself. This is what you did to tell encourage yourself that death wasn’t as bad as it seemed. It was going to come sooner or later. For you it was going to be a little sooner than you’d ever expected it to be.

The interview finished. Jinyoung got up and followed the lady close behind. It was a last minute schedule that his manager had set up for him. He didn’t seem to be very excited about it. You thought it better to remain back stage and wait for him to come back.

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The interview went longer than you’d expected. He’d promised to take you out somewhere that day but you were losing your patience. You looked at the clock repeatedly. Time seemed to be moving extra slow that day.

“Oppa!” you mouthed the words as you heard his footsteps making its way back to the small room. He entered and looked at you. Instead of coming and hugging you like he always did, he rolled his eyes and walked into the bathroom. ‘Is he still mad at me?’ – You thought to yourself. You recalled what you’d done earlier and it didn’t seem to be something extremely off limits. Then why was he acting like that. You calmed yourself an waited because you knew as soon as he came out of the bathroom he was going to apologize and give you a quick peck on the cheek.

Jinyoung came out of the bathroom and began packing his stuff.

“Oppa!” you called out. He didn’t bother responding.

“Are you mad at me?” you asked. He didn’t even care to look at you.

“Say something,” you said sounding frustrated.

“It was an important interview ________. You didn’t need to do such silly stuff. She’s a reporter. She can add anything to the interview to make it more spicy for the audience.” He suddenly snapped back. You were surprised at his reaction. You thought he was going to apologize for being mean to you but instead he was mad at you.

You lowered your gaze, not being able to make eye contact with him. He went back to cleaning up the little room the two of you would soon have to leave. You buried your face into your lap and tried to clear your mind. Maybe you did act a little childish. Asking him to do stuff for you in front of the interviewer. Yep, that could be a little embarrassing for a guy. Especially a guy like Jinyoung, who cared a little too much about his image. You were a little upset too. He didn’t need to be that angry but nevertheless you knew you had to apologize.

You got up and walked close behind him. Took the cloths that he was about to stuff in the bag and began folding them. He glanced at you and then quickly looked away.

“I’m sorry,” you mumbled. He sighed and turned to pick up his important files.

“Will you not forgive me?” you asked. He pretended to ignore you once again and focused on scanning the room to see if anything was left.

You couldn’t take it anymore. You lifted your hand and grabbed his wrist.

“Not even, if I only have another month to live?” you asked. He turned around and looked at you. There were tears in your eyes. Inside, you were regretting what you’d said because you had promised him you would never bring up that topic again. Somehow the words had made their way to your lips.

Jinyoung pulled you into a tight hug. Minutes passed away and he didn’t let go of you. You could hear his soft sniffles. It hurt him, just like the first time when you gave him the news six months ago.

“Don’t say that, please..” he whispered.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too..” he didn’t wait for you to finish. He pulled back, wiped the tears out of your eyes and then his own.

“Let’s go out and get some fresh air.”

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“I like the weather today. It’s neither too chilly, nor too sunny.” You tried to make small talk but Jinyoung seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. He didn’t seem to have recovered from the event earlier.

You didn’t like seeing him like this. You hadn’t seen him smile for the past six months. A little part of you regretted giving him the news. But then again, if you hadn’t told him you would have regretted just as much. He sort of became your strength. You wouldn’t have been able to cope with the news had he not been besides you. He kept hope alive and made you promise that you were never ever going to bring it up. In his mind, he’d created an alternate world where Leukemia could be treated. He truly believed that you were going to be fine, soon.

“Can you buy me some cotton candy?” you asked looking at the vendor walking around the park.

“It’s not good for you,” he made a brief statement before enveloping himself in his thoughts once again.

“Oppa, pleaseee!!” you whined and nudged him. Jinyoung suddenly went down on his knees. He lifted both your hands and took of the ring that you’d been wearing on your index finger. He carefully slipped it back into your ring finger.

“Marry me __________,” he said. Those three words ran like a sword through your heart.

“Whaaaa!” you gasped. “No, no no! I can’t do this.” You began taking the ring out of your finger.

“Please don’t ________.” He stopped you and held your hand. “Why can’t you do this?”

“I can’t! I just can’t.” you said and quickly turned around. He forced you to turn back around and face him.

“I want to spend each and every moment of my life with you.”

“And you know that’s not possible,” you snapped back.

Don’t say that!”

“It’s the truth Oppa. Accept it! and besides..” you trailed. Tears started forming in your eyes once again.

“Besides what?” Is there something else that you’re not telling me?” he asked. You shook your head and turned around to walk. You knew it wasn’t the right time to give him this news.

“__________,” he pulled you back. “Tell me!” Instead of saying anything you hugged him tightly. He stroked your hair and waited for you to say something. He knew it wasn’t going to be a good news. You’d stopped giving him good news a long time ago.

“Yuri loves you. She loves you a lot,” you finally said.

“What?” he pulled back. His eyes were wide open in surprise. Yuri was your best friend. You didn’t know she’d developed secret feelings for Jinyoung. When she realized that was the case she tried to distant herself from you two. You asked her repeatedly but she would never give an explanation. She, however had to come back into your life when you told her about your disease. Only a few days later she confessed her feelings for Jinyoung to you. You were mad, very mad but could you really blame her? Instead of telling her to leave, you took the moment as an opportunity. You knew you were going to die soon so it would be better to leave behind someone who would love Jinyoung as much as you did.

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“Want some ice cream?” Jinyoung asked slipping in bed besides you.

“Oh my God, look at that big bowl! Are you going to eat all of that?” you pouted.

“Of course not. Here!” he shoved a spoonful into your mouth without giving a warning. You giggled as you swallowed it down. Both you and him took a spoon each and slowly finished the big bowl. He placed the empty article on the night stand and turned to you.

“What?” you asked as he stared into your eyes. He ran his fingers around the dark circles under your eyes, then your cheek bones that had started showing due to weakness. You looked worn out. He leaned in and kissed you on your sweet lips. He slid his hands behind your back and pulled you closer to him.

In the back of your head a little voice kept poking you. It had been a weak since the episode in the park. Both you and him avoided it ever since. Jinyoung acted like, it never even happened. You knew time was running out. You had to bring it up once again before you were admitted into the hospital.

You pulled back and gasped for air.

“Sorry! I got carried away.” Jinyoung said scratching his head. A faint smile appeared on his face. Your heart skipped a beat. You were going to hate yourself for ruining it.

“Oppa! So what have you thought about Yuri?” you asked hesitatingly. Immediate distress appeared on his face. He narrowed his eyebrows and looked away.

“I thought we weren’t going to discuss that,” he said.

“Time’s running out.”

“No it’s not,” he clenched your hand.

“Oppa!” you said calmly. “Marry her.”

His eyes opened once again in surprise. “Are you out of your mind?” he yelled.

You curled up under the sheets. Jinyoung got out of the bed and stood up placing his hand on his forehead.

“__________, you have got to stop doing this to me.”

“You know it’s for the better oppa!”

“No it’s not.” He turned around and grabbed your hands. “I want to marry you and no one else!”

“What? For three weeks?” you snapped shrugging your hands out of his. “At least you have a future with her.”

Both you and him remained quiet. You knew well that he wasn’t going to listen to you but you had to convince him somehow.

“It’s for the better. The sooner you understand that the better.” A tear rolled out of your eyes. “I can’t promise if she’ll love you as much as I do but at least I’ll be satisfied that I’m leaving you with someone who will always take care of you. I can’t bear to see you like this. I want you to be happy. Please! Do this for me.” You buried your face in your hands and began sobbing. It was really hard for you to say all those words. In fact you had never imagined saying those words to him. You’d always planned your future with him. Getting married, having kids, going on vacations. But the Higher Being had different plans for you.

“It’s not easy for me either,” you murmured. You felt his arms around you. He embraced you and stroked your hair. You rested your head on his chest for a long time. So long that you didn’t know when you fell asleep.

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PRESENT DAY: 

 You lay on your hospital bed, playing with the ring on your ring finger. A faint smile appeared on your face as you thought about Yuri and Jinyoung getting married. You wished you could be there to see them but you were in your last stage. You couldn’t even move your body.  

The door to your room slammed open and Jinyoung walked in. You turned around to see who it was. A gasp escaped you as you saw him walk towards you in his tuxedo. You wanted to cry and hug him. You wanted to escape death and just run away with him.. You felt like time stood still as both you and him looked into eachother’s longing eyes. He wanted to get mad at you for leaving him alone in this world but more than that he wanted to hug and shower you with kisses. He wanted to hold on to you and never let go.

The door opened once again and Yuri walked in. She looked beautiful in the white dress. Her eyes were just as puffy as his.

“Don’t cry you guys. It’s your wedding day” you said with a meek smile. Your words only made them cry more. Jinyoung sat beside you and held your hand tightly. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. Tears flowed out of your eyes, like they were never going to stop.

“Oppa! Please hug me one last time,” you requested. The next second you found yourself wrapped around his arms. You looked at Yuri but the light began to fade in your eyes. You gasped for breath. Jinyoung pulled away and kept repeating your name.

“You’re going to be fine.Okay!” he stroked your hair. His voice seems distant now. You lifted your left hand to look at the ring one last time and then looked back at him. He couldn’t take it anymore. He knew he was losing you. Yuri placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn’t know what to do so he got up and hugged her.

“Stop her,” he kept whispering. A faint smile appeared on your face and the memories of you and him meeting for the first time, him kissing you in the rain, taking you to the movies, falling asleep in your arms started playing before your eyes. You could see the light. It was time for you to leave.

“Oppa! “ you whispered one last time before death took you into its arms.

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10 years later

“I’m sorry I couldn’t find white lilies,” Jinyoung said placing the red roses them on your grave.

“I’m sure she’ll forgive you.” Yuri said with an encouraging smile on her face. Jinyoung smiled for a brief second and then began walking. Yuri followed close behind. She looked at him with surprise as he held her hand. Jinyoung turned around one last time to look at your grave.

The light air brushed the flowers as if telling him that you approved it.

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posted 6 years ago with 85 notes

Date me, maybe? [Jinyoung] -Submission

*** Submitted by carolinazombie. Guy’s this story is so beautiful and fluffly. I hope all of you enjoy it as much as I did :)***


You were as usual behind the counter at the coffee shop where you worked for some three months now, and as always, you were daydreaming, this was already a well-known routine of you, every time one of the regular customers showed, your mood increased incredibly and all you could do was following him with your gaze.

You were a shy person, so you couldn’t even speak to him, actually it was hard for you to talk with the people, it took you 2 weeks to start talking properly to your co-workers, that’s how you are, that’s all you could do. And you were happy with that.

Your co-workers knew how you feel because of Jinyoung, and they always tried to make you see that you needed to start talking to him but you always told them that it was something “impossible”, and that you were happy with just watching him come and go, every day.

You always thought that it was love at first sight. Every time that he entered the front door of the coffee shop, your heart started beating like a crazy machine, and your checks become red. He would always come with a smile, the smile that has always made you feel like you were melting, but as fast as he came, he walked away, leaving you with a huge depression, and you couldn’t help but make it obvious when your smile became a sad smile, and your eyes do nothing but look at the front door, waiting…

That day wasn’t different from the rest; you were in your usual spot just waiting, with a happy smile, always looking at the front door, every time the bell announced that someone had enter the shop, you would look as fast as you could just to see if it was Jinyoung with his magnificent smile, but every time ended with a sad smile, you spend almost 3 hours like that, feeling every time more and more sad, at the end you got to give up on it, thinking that he would not come today. Almost five minutes after that, you hear the bell of the front door, turned to see who your next client was, your eyes met with his, and his lips turned into that well-know smile of his, that always drove you crazy.

Your face became as red as a tomato, and your body acted on its own, hiding yourself behind the counter like a little kid that was caught doing something wrong. Jinyoung chuckled at your sudden action, walking to the casher to ask for his usual order. When you realized your own actions, your face blushed a lot more, if that was even possible, you scolded yourself for being that obvious, once you finally came out of the counter, you find yourself looking for Jinyoung who walked to one of the tables that were in the other side of the shop with his friends behind, that was the first time that you actually saw his friends, once that they finally sat at the table, Jinyoung again made his way to the casher to pick up his order, once he was ready to again walk to his table, he turned to see you and give you one of his charming smiles that made your heart stop beating, then he continued walking to the table. Once you stop watching him, you could feel how your heart started beating again.

You recharged your head on the desk feeling exhausted and ashamed - “This is going to end up killing me …” you sighed closing your eyes.

“What is going to end up killing you?” -  You froze feeling how your face turned red again, that voice was unmistakable, at least for you, but…that couldn’t be him…right?, he was in the table with his friends… you looked up just to reaffirm your worst expectative, there was him with that curiosity in his eyes, smiling while trying to find out who you where talking about.

-I…I…hm…y-yo…u….nothing…”- as fast as you looked up to see him, you turned your face away, trying to hide your gaze.-

-“is that so? “- His gaze was fixed on your face, and his smile widened when he saw you blushing because of his presence.

It was the first time that you actually feel like punching his face, so he would not have that smile, trying to control yourself, you breathed deep as you could, trying to think in one phrase that actually would make sense, for your bad luck, your mind always became blank when he was near you – “D-do you need anything?”-

His eyes widen for your sudden question, his smile disappeared and became a fine line, while his expression changed showing how he was starting to think on what he was about to answer. You kept looking at his face, ending day dreaming about, how his other expressions where, and how would he be with his friends… a smile appeared in your face as you started thinking about how would he be with his girlfriend…

Jinyoung P.O.V

She looked so beautiful day dreaming, she didn’t even realize when I started looking at her, I was so spaced out thinking in how to ask her out. From the past 3 months I have been coming to this cafeteria, and ask for the same order over and over again, it was something pretty normal in me before, but now I was so decided in going every day, just to see her face, every day was the same, I’ll go and ask for the same as always, looking for the perfect chance to ask her out, but every time that the chance came up, I ended up talking to the cashier, I even end up asking her for the name of _____.

This day wasn’t different at all, well…just a little because of the guys who insisted a lot in coming up with me, saying that they wanted to “support” me but they were actually, just teasing me. This was finally my chance to do it, just a simple question and everything will be fine…or awkward…I rather think it would be fine…at least I’ll have her answer, knowing if she likes me or not, I just need to ask her.

-I looked at the boys in the table, Sandeul was eating as always not paying a lot of attention in what was going on, Gonchan was just smiling at me and moving his head in approval, But Dongwoo and Baro were hiding behind their chairs looking directly at me, pretending to be spies or something, when they realized that I was looking at them, they smiled and gave me a thumbs up to support me, but actually they just were making me more nervous and embarrassing me.  I sighed a little turning again to face _____, I was ready to do it, I would finally do it, I have to do it, or then Baro would come and ask her out or maybe they would just make me feel more embarrassed, I shacked my head trying to concentrated – “Let’s do it Jinyoung, it’s now or never, she just asked if you needed something, you just have to say “yeah…your number for example…DAMN BARO! You and your stupid pick up line would never work!,  she probably thinks that I am so full of myself or something, no, I can’t say that, I will just ask her out in my own way…oh god, what is that way?…”-

I took a deep breath, ready to ask her out, my mouth opened making ____ to look at me, I was ready, it was coming, finally I would ask her out…”Would you…Would you give me that strawberry cake?, I love strawberries, they are the best. Do you like strawberries? You can’t hate them; they are just the best thing in the world…”-

Her face became indescribable, like if she was trying to actually understand what I just said to her, my commentary and order were just answered with an awkward smile in her face, that actually make me feel so ashamed of me, did I seriously say that?, she just handed me the cake, and I just smiled a bit, trying to run to my table as fast as I could, this time I seriously messed up.-

When I arrived the table I gave the cake to Sandeul saying something like “Eat that”, I sat at the table hiding my face in my hands, this time I seriously messed it up.

-Baro tried to comfort me, putting one of his hands in my shoulder –“Come on Jinyoung…you seriously hit on her with that strawberries comment.”- He teased me laughing a bit, making me actually growl, he obviously wasn’t making me feel any better.-

-“come on Baro, don’t you see that the poor Jinyoung is hurt?”-  Sandeul stop eating, trying to stop Baro of making fun of me. – But I actually admit that I love strawberries, who wouldn’t love strawberries?- Sandeul made fun of me, causing that everyone started laughing at what I said. Seriously, this really were my friends?-

-Dongwoo looked at me, and then turned to see ____ working – “she is actually pretty”- Baro turned also turned his face to look at her – “yeah, she Is pretty. Yah!, Jinyoung if you don’t ask her out, I’ll” – saying that he was just about to ahead to the counter, until I stopped him pulling him by the arm.  – “YAH!, stop teasing me!”- I just walked to the counter with new motivation-

Your P.O.V

You just keep looking at the same stop since Jinyoung actually walked away, that was pretty random, but maybe that was how he was with every one, right? UGH he was so difficult! – Frustrated all of sudden you sighed, trying to calm down a bit, you were exhausted with the only idea of him in the coffee shop, but now!…you actually had a “conversation” with him, your heart almost stopped working when he talked to you. – You dropped yourself in the nearest chair, trying to recover yourself from all the emotions.-

-Just then your co-workers walked out of the kitchen with a creepy smile on their faces, you were actually a little scared of them – “so…”-

-“so…What?”- You looked at them a little confused-

-“oh…nothing…we were just curious about…you know…DID HE ASKED YOU OUT? – both of them looked at you with an excited smile, you looked at them as if they were crazy, but then you just chuckled smiling, making them a lot more excited than they were, if that was even possible, when you were about to open your mouth to talk, you can almost hear their excited screams – “YAH! Are you both on drugs or something?”-

-They looked at you a little offended –“aish this girls always saying no sense…”-you whispered to yourself before giving at them a compressive smile, ready to explain them everything- Nothing happened, he just asked me for that strawberries cake that we had, did you guys seriously thought that he would just ask me out?, come on!, he is perfect, I am just an employed, he would never like me, as much as I wish he would – you sighed to your self – I just have an unrequited love ok?- you looked at them again, but they were having that creepy smile again, you looked confused now, what was going on?, before you could actually ask anything they just walked away letting you saw one little Jinyoung a little bit shocked because of what he just heard.

-your face became deep red, as you tried to keep on calm, but when you saw that Jinyoung was about to talk, you just walked, well, you actually started running to the kitchen hiding yourself next to the refrigerator that was next to the back door, you would be there until your shift ended, and maybe you would switch your place with someone at the kitchen so that, you wouldn’t have to saw Jinyoung for a while.

After what it felt like years, your shift was over, and you were able to go home, you changed your uniform and headed to the back door of the coffee shop, with a lot of caution you opened the door looking at the sides of the street trying to see if someone was there waiting for you. Finally you started walking a little fast just in case, you were praying that Jinyoung would not be waiting for you, he wouldn’t, right? It was mean less, why would he be waiting for you if he was going to turn off your confession, you started mentally scolding yourself, you were making a illusion in your head, a Illusion that would never happen.

-“Yah!, _____, wait!”- Jinyoung voice made you snap out of your thoughts and froze were you were, you didn’t want to face him so you keep your head down, he walked as fast as he could just to catch you up, he was looking at your back, trying to think and how to ask the next question. You were terrified, your worst nightmare was becoming truth, and you were just preparing yourself to hear him up, he would probably tell you about his gorgeous girlfriend or something like that.

Again you were snapped out of your thoughts because Jinyoung catch your arm trying to make you look at him, he turned you around so now you were face to face, you close your eyes feeling so embarrassed, you thanked that it was too dark so he wouldn’t see how red was your face now.

-“W-why did you run away like that?”- he was looking at you with worried eyes, you didn’t want to look at him directly, all you wanted to do was run away again and hide yourself under a huge rock, again the voice of Jinyoung made you look at him –“is…is it true?…you…you like me?”-

-Your eyes winded as you processed the question, did you seriously needed to answer that? You were getting frustrated with yourself as you felt how you couldn’t even speak, your eyes started to feel how your eyes started to burn a little, making you feel how little tears where fighting to go out, you breathed deeper trying to fight the tears, and making a little move with your head doing a affirmation nod.

-you saw how his body took a deep breath and let go your arm, the next think you knew was that you were in Jinyoung embrace, his heart was beating as fast as yours, you could feel his warm and damn it felt so good, you wished that time would stop and let you stay like that forever, you felt how his body vibrate at the sound of his voice coming up. – “I…”- you snapped out again back to reality, maybe the worst part was coming up, and you were about to be rejected, you close your eyes again trying to ignore the thing that Jinyoung would say, even known that it would be impossible –“the reason why I come to the coffee shop that often…”- he took a deep breath again, for some reason this time he was having a lack of air. –that…you…you are that reason…- he sighed as he let it go, finally he could say it, it felt as if a big pressure was gone.

-as if you were told something super crazy, you looked at him all confused, was he talking seriously? His eyes and smile that always melted you confirmed it, he actually liked you, you lost your internal fight with the tears that now were falling from your eyes, you tried to calm down yourself breathing, waiting for Jinyoung ending what he was saying.-

-Jinyoung hugged you tightly as he saw your little tears falling, he was trying to comfort you while he tried to calm his heart beat that was about to burst out of his chest, that day was actually a total madness.-

After what it look like a lifetime, you finally stop crying and Jinyoung was a lot more relaxed, he took your hand in his, and started walking to your house, he insisted a lot in walking you home, saying that it was too dangerous for a pretty girl to walk alone at night, after a little while, Jinyoung stop walking all of sudden making you stop a little after him, you turned to face him, and he was looking you with that well-known smile of his, you looked at him confused of his sudden action, and he just chuckled still looking at you. – “So…”-

-“what?” – You smiled a little at his sudden nervous-

-Jinyoung cleared his throat before he started speaking –“would you like to…I don’t know…go for a walk one of those days?” –

-“Are you asking me out?” – Now you were teasing him with a big smile –

-“m-maybe…” - you chuckled – “Hm…I don’t know…the guy I like may end up getting jealous…” – you looked at him with a playful smile, that he returned, just then you started walking away to your home-

-YAAH!, what did I told you?!, and you didn’t even answer my question!, YAH!, _____ , I am talking to you!-  he screamed as he tried to catch you- “YAAH!, date me!”- He laughed as he ran after you.

That was the start of everything…

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yaaaaaaaayy…well after a week of trying to write this scenario I finally end it!, :c it’s the first time I actually write one so please be gentle T___T and, actually English is not my main language so I apologize for any mistake :3. Thank you for reading it <3  

posted 6 years ago with 31 notes

Drunken Confession [Jinyoung]

Requested By Anon

******Inspired from “Drunken confession” –by Jinyoung [B1A4]*******

Let’s get drunk tonight,” Baro suggested excitedly.

“What? No!” Jinyoung replied and continued to stare outside the window.

“Why not?” he shot back.

“I don’t know! I’m just not in the mood.” Jinyoung sighed.

“I have never seen a guy who would act more like a girl than you. Just go and tell her already instead of sitting by the window and staring at the stars,” Baro said trying hard not to laugh.

“Most girls would die for a sensitive guy like me,” Jinyoung snickered back.

“Why are you so scared of her?”

“I wish I knew. She’s just different from all the other girls I’ve been with. I get nervous around her…” Jinyoung trailed off.

“Okay that does it, we’re going to the bar,” Baro got up and clapped his hands.

Jinyoung shook his head making a face.

“I didn’t give you an option. I said we’re going.” He raised his eyebrows.

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“When was the last time you had a drink?” Baro asked Jinyoung.

“I don’t remember,” he replied and rested his head on the table. “You shouldn’t have made me drink.”

“You’ll be fine.” Baro patted his back.

“I need some air,” Jinyoung said and left the bar.

He looked at his watch. It was almost midnight. He took his phone out and began to text you but stopped.

‘It’s been over a year Jinyoung, just tell her..’- a voice inside told him.It really had been over a year that he’d liked you. At first he thought it was just a little crush and he was going to get over it but nothing changed. He began falling deeper and deeper until there was no turning back.

Jinyoung began walking towards an unknown direction. His head hurt from all the drinking. He suddenly collapsed besides a bench.

He was extremely broken from inside. Tears began rolling down his cheek. He’d never felt more miserable. The feelings towards you were killing him. He wanted you to know that he loved you and wanted to spend each and every moment of his life with you.

He shook his head and got up to look around. It didn’t take him long to realize that he was in the park next to your apartments.

I guess love really does guide you..’- He thought to himself and a brief smile appeared on his face. It disappeared as soon as it came. He shuffled his pockets to find his phone. Before he could call you, it began ringing. He tried to open his eyes wider so he could see who it was.

“Hello..” he said meekly.

“Jinyoung, you called me?” you asked from the other end.

Jinyoung shook his head. He couldn’t believe he was hearing your voice.

“________, is it you? Is it really you?” he asked.

“Ye, but why did you call?” you repeated your question.

“I didn’t call you!” Jinyoung replied.

“Yeah you did, a half hour ago.”

“Oh Mianhe,” he apologized thinking he might have done it while he was drunk. “______, can you come to the park right now?”

“The park? But it’s freezing outside.”

“I’m already here,” he replied.

You looked outside your window. He really was there.

“Okay I’m coming.” You hung up and grabbed a blanket for Jinyoung.

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“It’s freezing out here. What are you doing?” You shouted from afar.

“Huh?” Jinyoung shook his head still trying hard to regain his senses.

“Are you drunk too?” you asked coming closer.

“No, no I’m not,” Jinyoung tried to stand straight up. You wrapped the blanket around him.

“I have to tell you something.” He whispered.

“Okay, but no here. Let’s go upstairs or you’ll get sick.”

“No, I want to do it right now,” Jinyoung insisted.

You placed your warm hands on his cold shivering hands and pulled him. “Come on.”

There was something about your touch, that brought him back to reality. He looked at you intently as if hypnotized by your presence. You pulled him and he followed you to the apartment.

“Sit here, I’ll make you some coffee.”  

“No I don’t need it,” he held your hand and pulled you back. Jinyoung had never reacted like this. There really was something he wanted to say. You sat down beside him and looked at him with questioning eyes. He looked away as if afraid of saying what he was about to say. He closed his eyes and clenched his fingers. His silence was making you curious.

“_________, I love you!”  he said with a shaky voice.

He’d taken you by surprise. How could he be in love with you when you guys barely talked to each other? He didn’t know anything about you and you didn’t know anything about him. His confession scared you instead of flattering you. You shook your head and began to get up but he held your hand.

“Please,” he looked at you with watery eyes. You settled back down. “I didn’t know when or how this happened but I really do love you.”

“You don’t know anything about me Jinyoung.”

“I do!” he snapped back. “Have you noticed nothing? The way I watch you the way I..”

“Jinyoung..” you tried to cut him but he cut you short.

“Just give me a chance.” His hands were shaking. “I’ve never felt more miserable. This feeling is eating me on the inside. Had I not confessed tonight I don’t know what would have happened to me.”

You felt bad for him. “Oppa, you’re drunk right now. You don’t know what you’re saying.”

“I know what I’m saying. I know my feelings are real,” he said with a stern voice.  He seemed hurt.

“Give me one week?” he said desperately.

“What do you mean?” you asked.

“Stay with me for one week and if you feel like I’m not good enough for you then leave. I promise I will never show you my face again.”

You didn’t know what to say. If you refused he’d be devastated and that wasn’t what you wanted. You watched him look at you eagerly. Did he really love you that much?

You nodded your head in approval and looked away. A smile spread on his face. Now all he had to do was show you how much he loved you.

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When you woke up you found Jinyoung sitting on the couch staring into space.

“Do you remember anything from last night?” you asked.

He looked at you and shook his head. You were disappointed. You knew, he was just like any other guy who confessed but doesn’t really mean it. You made a face and turned around.

“But I haven’t forgotten that I love you,” Jinyoung said from behind. A shudder ran through your body. You clenched your fist and closed your eyes. You didn’t know if you were relieved or scared.

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You hadn’t answered Jinyoung’s text messages after the event because you didn’t want him to know that you were sick. It had been two days and he was worried.

You dragged yourself out of bed to open the door. Somebody had been knocking for quite a while.

“Are you okay? Why haven’t you been answering my calls? I was so worried.” Jinyoung bombarded you with questions.

“I was..” you began to talk but a fit of coughing took you.

“You’re sick,” Jinyoung exclaimed holding you. You struggled to open your eyes as your vision blurred. Your body was too week. Jinyoung picked you up and took you to the room, carefully placing you on the bed.

He left and came back after a while with soup in his hands.

“Here,” he placed the spoon near your lips. You slowly sipped in some.

“Thank you,” you said with a weak voice.

“Shhhhh,” Jinyoung nodded, placing his hand on your forehead. He stroked your hair till you fell asleep.

You spent the next three days in bed. Jinyoung stayed by your side every second to make sure you got whatever you needed.  You wished he wouldn’t do that but a little part of you was getting used to his presence. You liked it when he worried about you and ran around, to get things for you. You had never seen a guy who would do all this for his girl.

“No no, don’t get up!” Jinyoung sprang up and lunged towards you. 

“I’m fine,” you said with a bright smile on your face. You really were feeling better.

“What do you need? I’ll get it for you.” He asked with a worried look on his face.

“I don’t need anything,” you shook your head with a reassuring smile. “Wait, actually I do need something.”

“What?” he asked placing his hand on your cheeks.

“Take me out somewhere!”

Jinyoung stared at you with disbelief. “You’re too sick to go out.”

“I’m not sick anymore. I’m tired of being in bed. It’s been 4 days Oppa.” You stood up. “See I’m fine.” You tried to make him believe you.

He sighed. “Where do you want to go?”

“The lake near Seoul City Center.” This is the place you used to go whenever you were lonely but that night you wanted to go with him.

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“It’s so peaceful here at night.” Jinyoung sighed.

“Ye,” you replied. You were happy that he was by your side. You didn’t know if you’d started liking him but his presence always satisfied you. You knew nothing could ever happen to you, if he was there with you. He seemed like a protector.

You looked at him and smiled. It hadn’t been seven days but maybe you were falling for him. It wasn’t going to hurt if you gave him a chance. You took him by surprise when you held his hand. Jinyoung looked at you with questioning eyes.

“I don’t want you to go anywhere.” You said and rested your head on his shoulder. He didn’t know why you’d said that but he was happy that you’d accepted him. You belonged to him now. A tear rolled down his cheek but he wiped it quickly, wrapping his arms around you.

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Wow this song really is amazing!  I can’t believe I hadn’t heard it up till now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRxK_6YtM80

I wanted to make it realistic so the reader doesn’t fall in love with him but is ready to give him a chance.

posted 6 years ago with 53 notes

Move in with me [Jinyoung]

Requested by anon

You were engrossed in your book when you heard someone knock on your window. You ignored it thinking it might be the tree branches since it was windy outside. You went back to reading your book but the knocking didn’t stop.

Oh my God Jinyoung was coming back from his tour today. It must be him’

You quickly ran towards the window and opened it. “I am so sorry. I almost forgot you were coming back today. That’s why I didn’t open the window.” You said pulling him in.

“Yeah, had you waited any longer I would have fallen off,” he said as he jumped inside the room. “Oh it’s so warm in here. It feels so good,” he said rubbing his hands.

“I missed you,” you said as he kissed you.

“I missed you too.” He replied.

“So how was the tour?”

“It was good but very tiring.”

“They changed your hair color too,” you said realizing that it had changed.

“Do you like it?”

“Are you kidding me? I love it! This hair color is the reason I fell in love with you,” you said and winked.

He started tickling you as he dragged you to the bed.

“Stop Jinyoung oppa, Stoppp,” you said between your fits of laughter.

“Alright,” he surrendered as he laid his head on your lap. He sighed as he looked at you with loving eyes.

“What are you looking at?” you asked as he played with your hair.

“Nothing,” he sighed. “Move in with me.”

“What?” you were taken aback.

“Yeah, Move in with me. I hate sneaking into your college dorm after hours. What if we get caught one day. They’ll kick you out and your parents will hate me for that.”

“Yeah, but moving in with you?” you asked with questioning looks.

“I don’t see anything wrong in that. At least when I come home late or early, I’ll know that you’ll be there waiting for me.”

“Yeah, but what will my parents say?” you asked.

“I think they’ll be happy to know that you will be cutting down on your college cost by not living in the dorm.”

You smiled.

“And besides, your parents love me. I’m sure they’ll understand,” he winked giving you one of his cheeky smiles.

You couldn’t help but laugh.

“So?” he was still looking for an answer.

You thought for a while and finally said ,” Yes.”

“Oh My God, I am so happy,” he said jumping up and showering you with kisses.

“Yeah, but there’s one little problem!” you said.

“What?”

“You only have one room?”

“So,” he said casually.

You started blushing and smiling. You tried to look away to hide it but he caught you. He slowly came forward and whispered,  

“And this is the reason I fell in love with you.”

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This is a little short but I still love it because it’s cute :D I hope you like it anon :)

P.S Please don’t bash me for not coming up with a creative title :(

posted 6 years ago with 30 notes

Anonymous asked: "I was wondering if you could do one where Jinyoung from B1A4 asks you to move in with him? Chebal~ ^^"

Sure:) I’ll add it to my list *yaayyy* a different group !! :)

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posted 6 years ago